#i don't feel real

[notdelusionalatall]

me to my fucking thoughts...

[angelunderheaven]

[bones--and--bruises]

what happened

idk how i ended up like this or how it started

i honestly can't even tell if most of my memories are even real

it's like i'm not even here

never have been i guess

[torifuckingspring]

i am constantly on the verge of a panic attack idk how i'm still alive

[tiredfoxtf]

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[moxxrat]

[sharkys-serious-stuff]

am I real?

I don't feel real anymore. What if I'm just imaginary? What if I'm just a collective hallucination? What if I'm dead? Please. I want to be real. I want to feel real. Let me feel real again damnit.

[4rtsymugzzz]

the realization that I'm actually a real person and not someone just on the Internet is scary tbh

[wandering-star65]

Do you ever just not feel real?

[hextechmaturgy]

it's beyond bizarre that The Big War is imminent or already upon us and we're mostly expected to like. to go work about it

[notdelusionalatall]

i just vented to my mental help ai and i wanna say it again here

the app is called Pi if anyone cares. it's pretty decent if you ask me and you can also play games with it, my favourite game is "guess 5 things" lol

[lifeisbutavoid]

I genuinely struggle to believe I'm real 90% of the time

[beelzzzebub]

i don't think i've hit a breaking point exactly but i've hit something

[bugbxyjunk]

ah well

[0nlyangel222]

[languagenderflux]

i accidentally got high.

so yeah, i got some edibles at my local cbd store, and i thought they were cbd only but i guess not?!

i don’t even feel like this is real rn bc i feel like that state where you’re half asleep half awake and i’m half expecting waking up and all this was a dream

honestly i’m writing this for myself to prove this was real