#i hate meeeee

[endlessmidnights]

If your goal was to make me feel like shit, congratulations, I feel worse than usual

[disassociativesaddiebaddie]

I wish I would’ve tried harder at 16 to disappear, none of what is happening now would be if I had just cut a little deeper

[xx-stay-strongxx]

The addiction I saw as being fought was never really defeated, it seems.

[holistixx]

as a child I wanted to be beautiful like my sister, she wanted to be beautiful like me. Now I want to be as beautiful as my sister and she likes herself <3 I'm happy for her, I wish I had more self-esteem :(

[rainninpain]

[mogemoge-tan]

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh, i'm boring lmao

[cl0udys]

Çok yorgun hissediyorum son zamanlarda hayatımda en az 2 yılda bir kez taşındığım için her yıl aynı senaryo gözlerim kapanıyormuş gibi hissesiyorum hayattan artık hiç iyi enerji alamıyorum pozitif düşük o kadar zor geliyor ki

Ve arada kalmışlık 2 seçeneklerden ve kararsızlıktan çok bıktım 2 rakamı benim uğurlu sayimdi oysaki hayatımı hep 2 rakamı yönetiyor iyi yada kötü olarak ama ben hep kötü tarafına denk geliyorum

Eğitim hayatımda bir okulu hiç 4 senede tamamlayamadım 2 sene içerisinde tekrar aynı şeyler olduğu icin eğitim okul hayatım berbat geçiyor her geçen gün daha çok kötü gelmeye başladı

Zorbalık

Dışlanmak

Öğrenci ayrımı

Yetersizlik

Çevre

Ve daha fazlası hepsini tek tek okula basladigim günden beri yaşıyorum çok zor ve bu gitgide insanlarla iletişiminizi sağlığınızı etkiliyor abartmıyorum belkide piskolojinizi ...

[bestweirdchickenever]

THINGS

things I love about myself

my friends

my family

my brother

my chrush

my best friend

things I hate about myself

my smile, to loud, to ugly, to cringe

my brain, to dumb

my thoughts, to depressed

my sexuality, to gay

my face, to ugly

my style, to weird

my weight, to fat

my ears, to dirty

my knees, to red

my legs, to hairy

my belly, to big

my nails, to ugly

my boobs, to big

my feet, to dirty

my legs, to fat

ME

[endlessmidnights]

They lie, it never gets easier

[just-me-a-broken-girl]

Ich weiß es noch wie gestern. Spüre immer noch deinen heißen Atem auf meinem Gesicht und rieche dein widerliches Parfüm. Egal was ich tue, egal wo ich hin gehe, dein Schatten und die Erinnerungen an diesen Abend, an dem du mir alles genommen hast, begleiten mich! Ich fühle deine Hände auf mir, wie sie an meinen Hals wandern und ihn umschließen. In deiner Gier drückst du immer fester zu, mein Röcheln und die erstickten Schreie ignorierst du. Immer noch höre ich deine flüsternde Stimme in meinem Ohr. Ich hätte es nicht anders verdient, eine Schlampe müsste man f*cken. Du hast mir aufgelauert, weil du in deinem Stolz verletzt warst und mich danach bei Minusgraden im Schnee liegen gelassen.

Und niemand hat mir geglaubt!

[disassociativesaddiebaddie]

never have I ever been more disgusted and been more aware of how truly awful I am inside no matter how hard I try to be good

[it-tastes-purple]

Sometimes I look at the world around me and I'm like "Fuck... and I thought I was ugly"

[xx-stay-strongxx]

I am a broken soul, lost in myself and trapped with their tuning head.

It is usually so loud, but the silence scares me more.

Because when the silence wins in the darkness, my shadow emerges but must remain hidden.

My shadow is my biggest enemy, we fight more and more for control.

A fight against yourself you can actually only lose.

[dollopheadsandclotpoles]

I'm glad you're here, Merlin

[holistixx]

Over time I became fucking sensitive to loud noises. especially if someone bangs something out of anger.

[sweetpsychodragon]

💭🦋thoughts🦋💭

I don't freaking care if you're my friend or if your sentence was just a "joke". Some words hurt, especially when you know exactly what to say and repeat it again and again!