#please let me die

[endlessmidnights]

I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

[family-disappointment]

I became so attached to my depression that I can't imagine my life without it anymore

[nessproblem]

i think the solution to my problems is to just kms

[cletus-kasadys-gay-boy]

*year is 2123*

Me being a crusty ass old bitch on my death bed like I've been for like 35 years: ah yes, my beloved grandson

The grandson who's fucking sick of me holding up a Venom comic: they did it, they made your Symbrock stuff official

Me with a frail hand reaching for it: let me see it with my own eyes

Grandson handing it to me hoping I'll shut up: okay fine

Me reading it with tears in my eyes: I can finally die a happy man.

*I turn to dust*

[excitementshewrote]

[aerodaltonimperial]

As I lay in bed at 8 PM, covered in hot, painful, stinging hives, having weathered urgent care, another ear infection, three screaming tantrums, and an entire day absolutely lost to errands and family activities, I am just... well first of all trying to figure out WHAT FUCKING THING I ATE TO TRIGGER THIS FUCKING REACTION but also I am remembering one of my ESL students who once emailed me to tell me she wouldn't be in class and the reason was "I am not very today" and nothing has ever felt more correct than that sentence.

[th4am-is-slowly-evaporating]

When I sh it's not even to get rid of my numb anymore it's just because I want the sting when I rub against it or press down and morbidity pretty red that it becomes it's not a way out anymore it's just the feeling of doing it

[miseryisthebestcompany]

i am stuck in a perpetual cycle of making myself worse for i do not believe i can be better

[littledemon55]

I'm sorry for existing.

Hopefully, I'll kill myself one day.

I'm sorry for being so stupid and annoying.

Please tell me to commit suicide.

I didn't mean to step into your life and I apologize for that.

I'm sorry for being alive and breathing.

[acutabovetherest]

My life is God’s cruel joke

All the evidence has brought me to believe

That I am the punchline

[endlessmidnights]

I hate that everywhere I go and everything I see, involves me thinking of a way to kill myself

[family-disappointment]

i'm so exhausted that i can't even cry anymore

[nessproblem]

I can’t stand fighting with my own thoughts anymore, I just want to die

[softwaring]

can’t imagine what my life would’ve been like if i was actually cultivated artistically or even as a being. ☹️ or if i even had a normal upbringing. everyone even my adopted grandparents said i wouldn’t amount to fuck with art so i should invest myself elsewhere.

and like i have so many issues and i don’t even know how to address them! i’ve been to counseling and no one understands my pain as weird and egotistical as that sounds. i’ve never in my life had a parent. my dad got out of prison when i was 16 then beat me for not being good enough. i haven’t seen my mom since i was 3 yrs old. i never had any female guidance in a house of mostly adoptive men. i hate that my life, my gender, everything about me is so so foreign i’ll never understand it. i’m an adult and it still hurts so much lmao. like why?

i wasn’t even good enough as a literal baby to some so why try!

[strawberrybunny13]

I'm so sick of waking up

[th4am-is-slowly-evaporating]

Sw: make up And makeup

Tw:self harm/baby cvts

I’m new to this part of town hope you’ll get something from this, I kinda wish they were bleeding more but I didn’t have the time to do it properly

Block don’t report <333

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