#i hope this isn’t too weird 😓

[aspicykazoo]

fufufu… I did it :)

I guess I should write a little blerb about myself.. how do people do this-

Er, well, hi, hello, salutations, good morning, good evening or even goodnight!

I go by Kaz or Kazoo, whichever you prefer, or even something else entirely because I am not original lol.

Some simple technicalities to get over with, I use he/him, I am trans yay, I am bisexual, but romantic wise—we don’t talk about that, it’s complicated and I haven’t figured that out yet 🤪.

I’m not at all new here… but I am a humble user here to indulge in some light-hearted giggly content—sort of—I guess a little more seeing as this is side blog is meant for more exciting content heh and maybe force myself to be a little more interactive.

Ngl it’s probably not gonna be as spicy as I expect it to be lol. I save that for twitter. Actual nsfw and smut will be tagged in case certain people don’t want to see it. Spicy tickle stuff will be tagged as spicy tickles too.

Any little tidbits of scenarios and writing I do will be tagged as #words by kazoo.

Apologies if I’m weird, I ramble too much when I don’t know what to say. I also always have a lot on my mind that I like to share, oversharing without remorse 🤓.

I call myself an idiotic loser who does nothing with their time but read fanfiction, watch anime, simp over pretty characters, and play idealistic scenarios in my head 24/7. Maybe we can bond over that!

Or if you don’t like anything that I’ve said about myself then why don’t I entice you with hundreds upon thousands of pictures and videos of cats and dogs ;) (i swear it’s actual animals—i work with them and i own a cat 🙇‍♂️)

I hope that’s enough information to satisfy your hungry minds. If not 👀… come talk to me and I’ll lore drop my life story ~ (kidding… maybe)

Bye bye!

[meowzfordayz]

when your gut hurts — kyojuro, sanemi, giyuu

Author’s Note: wasn’t sure how to title this in a way that would accurately communicate the subject matter and show up in tags. 😅💩

when your gut hurts — kyojuro, sanemi, giyuu

Rengoku Kyojuro x Reader, Shinazugawa Sanemi x Reader, Tomioka Giyuu x Reader

Word Count: ~500

CW: explicit language, poop, vomit

Emergency Request Fulfilled: Hi i’m not sure what this constitutes as a pick me up, emergency or wtv- i’ve been having a lot of abdominal pains and a lot of bowel issues(I haven’t gotten off the toilet in 10 minutes and I keep going between pooping and throwing up) recently and I was just wondering if I could get a HC List on how the Hashira’s would deal with their s/o being stuck in a similar position. I totally get if this is a bit too gross- and it’s 100% ok if you don’t do it but I hope to see it 🙏🤞

~faqs~

Since this is an emergency request (aka ~shorter than “normal” fanfics), I’m going to focus on Kyojuro (fan fave) ❤️‍🔥, Sanemi (my fave) 🤍, and Giyuu (also my fave) 💙

Very methodical and attentive ☺️

Genuinely unbothered bc he approaches your situation as

“They’re sick, and I get to take care of them.”

Remember how well he handled Tanjirou’s abdominal injury?

That’s him w/ you and your pain + bowel movements 🥺

Among other things, Kyojuro: makes sure there’s plenty of toilet paper in the house 🧻, cooks a simple broth to replenish lost fluids and nutrients (dw, it’s hard to mess up a recipe that’s primarily water), happily unclogs the toilet if/when need be 🚽, willingly takes on emptying-the-vomit-bucket duty 😅, and constantly switches between rubbing your stomach or playing cards/watching shows w/ you — in other words, keeps you company 💞

Depending on how long your symptoms persist, he’ll eventually gently recommend taking you to the hospital

But if you decline his recommendation, then he’s content to continue monitoring you at home instead ❤️‍🔥

Worried out of his fucking mind 😖

Gives zero fucks about how “disgusting” you currently are

Will immediately shush you and kiss your forehead/nose/cheeks 😤🤍

Altho, Sanemi’s equally likely to tease you, “Whoa, that one sounded especially wet 😏🥴💩,” if you seem to be in the right headspace for banter

Mostly, he’s attempting to lighten the mood so he doesn’t slip back into worrying 😃

Anticipates + takes care of your needs (i.e. liquids, meds, toilet paper, etc) before you do

But in a sort of stoic-nearly-grumpy manner 🙃

*cue Sanemi unceremoniously handing you a glass of lukewarm water*

*cue Sanemi staring at you until you take at least a couple sips*

Again, he isn’t upset

Just worried 🥲

Has to resist asking every other min, “How are you feeling?” bc obvi you’re feeling shitty ☹️

And he trusts you to tell him if you’re approaching the get-me-to-the-hospital lvl of concern

Ngl, Giyuu’s a lil lost 😵‍💫

He doesn’t mind the pooping and vomiting

Albeit part of him winces every time (he wishes he could take on your pain and discomfort 😓) 

But he is bothered by how ill prepared he feels 😕

Like, is holding your hair back while you puke really helpful? 😕

Does sitting outside the bathroom as you poop—to keep you company—actually comfort you? 😕 Or is it just weird of him? 😕

Should he prepare something for you to eat, or would that prolong your symptoms? 😕

At what point does he insist on taking you to the hospital? 😕

Ofc, he doesn’t voice his self doubt 🫠

Instead, Giyuu does what he would want you to do for him 💓

Admittedly, it takes him a long moment to think about what he would want in your position… he’s used to taking care of himself, and gets a lil emotional when he realizes he gets to lean on you now — and you on him 😭💘

[dead-dove-yandere]

Seeing your content in my feed always makes my day🥺🥺 but im a huge softie teenager in love curling my toes while rolling in bed squealing like a child for Cayce, which is ironic cuz her character as a whole is

Violent 😓😍 so i was hoping to get juicy content for her cuz I've been thinking about Cayce and her development with reader? Like lowkey student president darling that always pays attention to her in an aloof manner (i can't express it but basically, nonchalant?) Or is just paying attention to her in general but like what does she feel when darling pays attention to her the same with the others? Does she start to harass the other students instead?? Or does she directly assaults darling-

Awwe, thank you!! I’m so glad you like my writing, and Cayce! I think she’s more likely to harass the other students if they were getting attention because she might find it easier to scare them off, especially since she’s already known as a mean girl. I hope this is okay!!

You looked sternly at her bloodied knuckles as she sat with her arms crossed, refusing to look at you. You sighed, looking at the fresh yellow detention slip that was crumpled sticking out of her pocket.

“Cayce,” you say, but she turned her nose up at you.

“What?”

“You realise that you’ve set back all the work I did with Stacy to the very beginning, right? I’d almost got her on track, but if you’re getting her involved in fights, then she’s just going to go back to how she was.” Cayce turned her head and looked in the other direction, huffing. She shrugged, looked at you, then shrugged again, as if floundering for an explanation.

“Why did you fight her?”

“‘Cause she’s a fucking slag,” Cayce answered. “She’d rut against anything that moved.” Normally you’d have scolded her, but you just sighed, rubbing your eyes.

“That’s a horrible thing to say.”

“Well, it’s true, isn’t it?” She said, rummaging through her bag and pulling out some gum to chew. You shook your head, too tired to tell her to spit it out.

“Cayce, you have to understand there’s a cycle here, surely?” You asked her, pleading with her to understand. “I try and help these students get on track, you get mad and beat them up, then you get put in detention. You hate detention so then you get angry and go and take it out on the other students I’m working with. You must see that you’re doing this to yourself, right?” Cayce frowned, glaring at you as she chewed her gum.

“The real cycle is that they all think if they break a few rules they can get special treatment from you and get your attention, and you let them like a mug,” she said.

“And you’d know, would you?” You asked. Cayce glowered, pausing chewing her gum, before leaning forward, baring her teeth at you.

“You think you fucking know it all, don’t you?” You didn’t flinch, waiting for her to back up as you stared at her blankly. She slouched in her chair with another huff.

“Now we’re both stuck here Cayce. You because you can’t seem to stop this weird obsession with fighting randomers and me because I have to look after you in detention while the teachers clean up the bloodied face you gave Stacy.”

“Like you wouldn’t have been staying behind after school anyway to do something lame,” she moaned.

“I want to go home, Cayce.” Her brow furrowed more and she clenched her jaw before standing up.

“Where are you going?” You ask, startled. She shrugged.

“Home.”

“You realise you’re going to get suspended if you skip detention, right?”

“Well I thought you didn’t want to babysit me anyway,” she said, stomping to the door. She paused, then turned back to you. “And the next time I see that slag trying to get something out of you, I’ll kick her head in ten times worse.” Cayce stormed out, dashing down the hallway and out of your sight. You sighed - it was remarkable how much Cayce had actually mellowed out since you met her.

Divider’s Credit: See Pinned Post

[tragedyofdevotion]

This request just radiates crack energy. Imagine Jamil dating his s/o a lazy bum who is always hungry, sleepy, and loves telling bad jokes and puns. But as soon as she's given a task (e.g. cleaning, cooking), she becomes a master at the task. She also has gorilla strength and cheetah speed. Apologies for this specific and weird request.

“Jamil~~~I am bored~~~

Let’s go sleep together. I found a new nap spot in the courtyard. You will be surprised to see it because it is a place neither Leona-senpai nor Silver-senpai has found. Or…Do you want to go to Sam’s store. I heard there is a new candy brand there.”

You hugged your boyfriend from behind, or more like clung to him like a koala.

You are at Scarabia's, bothering Jamil who is preparing dinner for Kalim. As always, he is busy with all his work. Although you understand his duties as Kalim's caretaker and vice dorm leader, you wanted him to pay attention to you a little. You two didn’t have a real date for like 2 months.

“Y/n, you know I have work to do, don’t you? If you are bored, why don’t you go play together with others for a while?”

“Humph! Jamil Viper- senpai! You think I am a 5-year old? I know now! If you finish your work earlier, will you spend time with me? Then, off I go!”

Jamil sighed to himself, preparing himself for the mess you are about to made.

But still it is a bit weird that you left quickly. Did you have something important to do today? Normally, you wouldn’t leave even if he kicked you out.

….

About half an hour later, you came back, both hands full of snacks.

“Look! Kalim gave me coconut juice and some cookies. And I remembered you haven’t eaten lunch today and brought it to you. Here have some.”

“Thank you, y/n.” Jamil smiled at you but unlike usual his smile was a little weak. Maybe he is a little tired. You remembered Kalim gave you some candies, too. Maybe Jamil will like it.

“Jamil-senpai,” you said, taking the candies out of your pocket, “Here, candies, for you. Kalim gave it to me.”

Jamil stopped slicing the tomatoes, and looked up at you.

“Y/n, didn’t you tell me that you are going to help my work. Then why are you here?” Jamil asked, looking teasingly at you.

At that, you replied with a smug face. “You will be surprised to know that it’s all done! Kalim’s room, your room and the dorm lounge, they are all sparkling. And Kalim gave me those snacks as thanks. What do you think? Did I do great? I am a good girl, right? Then let’s go and sleep. I am sleepy from all the work.”

“But y/n, you just woke up from your afternoon nap only about an hour ago.”

“Does it matter? I want to sleep with you NOW! Isn’t it alright? All your work is done, too.”

Since he seemed so reluctant on your idea, you used your final weapon, which is looking at him with puppy eyes.

“Fine, but I won’t sleep, ok? I will be reading beside you.”

“Deal! I am happy if I can cuddle you. You are my favorite body pillow after all.”

NOTE: This is my first time writing for requests. So, I don't know if I did it right.😖 And I hope you don't mind that this became a scenario.😵‍💫 I also know that I missed a lot of facts from the request. But I started writing and there was no place to add those in this scenario. Sorry about that 😐😓

[httpiastri]

okay this is a really long ask again bc i cannot shut up so it’s spirituality first then a lot on paul and pee at the end

but NO WAY YOU LIKED NICKELODEON TOO OMG THAT USED TO ALSO BE MY ROUTINE AFTER SCJOOL like id get home and do everything i needed to do just so i could watch victorious, the thundermans, and more and it’s crazy that you have so many experiences surrounding nickelodeon omgomg AND THE FACT THAT YOU DREAMT OF IT?? ive always had dreams that foreshadowed many many events in my life, especially significant events, sometimes months or years before they would happen but sometimes it happens to me with silly little things too and i believe that it happened to you too omg

things like that have happened to me for as long as i can remember so i’m always asking if it’s intuition or me manifesting it and like… could be both tbh

although my intuition has always been crazy strong and i’ve never ignored it even once and it has paid off really well but then again, manifestation is basically just the belief that your thoughts create your reality, simple as that. if you believe it to be true, then it’s true, so sometimes i wonder if my intuition is just a reflection of what i believe to be true, and that in turn is what ends up manifesting? if that makes sense.

and you saying, “it's such a weird coincidence that's not rlly a coincidence....” ?? I AGREE?? 100% because you go about life with people and youre like omg we both did this in this year? and we were in the same place during this time? and we know so many people mutually? and we just dismiss it all as a coincidence until youre like… wait bc how many coincidences until it’s not a coincidence, yk? i feel like the way you put it is like the perfect way of describing everything

(and if paul does end up winning the feature race then… 🤭🤭) but speaking of paul… i find it so odd that the same thing happened in both F3 and F2?? with the win being snatched away at the last moment 🤧🤧 like the worst part is i can’t even be mad about paul not getting his win, like i’m def gutted for him but franco also won it fair and square (i don’t think he passed the track limits, from what i saw anyway) and so it just sucks that things like this happen but im also!! so incredibly proud of franco because i understand what it must mean for him to be the first Argentinean F2 race winner like he’s literally made history within those few seconds but i have no doubt paul’s going to be driving with incredible intensity tomorrow (this is unrelated but at the start of the season idk why i used to be a little afraid of how harsh (…?) he’d become in terms of his driving style… like sometimes i’d feel like it was almost a little dangerous, especially when there were a few conflicts with kimi and i used to be worried that paul might’ve been taking out some anger onto kimi and it used to worry me a bit but i think……. it’s better now? i really really hope so because conflict scares me so bad and especially since no one knows if kimi and paul are still friends, and even they aren’t, you can’t really blame paul because kimi really got two major things that mattered to paul but also idk i think i’m rambling atp but i hope that even if he drives madly tomorrow, it isn’t at the cost of the safety of any of the drivers on track, including him)

but i was actually heartbroken over pepe though 😕😕 i can’t imagine being in his position, probably hoping to get a fresh start after the break and doing so well in between only for this to happen… and like with the way they replayed the incident in the race it looked like he was in the wrong but i rewatched it and it seemed mutual?? so idk why he was the only one who received a penalty for it but like ive also been in positions where i just became a little out of sync with things i usually excel at, and idk how to word it properly but i have a feeling he’s probably experiencing it rn which sucks 😓😓 i hate that feeling so much because you just feel so icky and everything seems so disjointed and im just wishing the best for him tbh, especially since i think it’s pretty clear that he holds himself up to really high standards, and even when he’s in a position someone else might be more than happy with, he’s just not satisfied with it…?

i NEED for pepe to be happy again with race results for once like it’s really all ive been asking for recently

- 🪷

paul and pee, my loves 🥰 sjdkfhdj sorry i had to

but omfg you saying that about nickelodeon, that's so crazy !!!! dreams are such a cool thing, i used to dream like every night but now it's rarely ever.... wish i had more clear examples of stuff ive dreamed about happening irl because i have a very strong feeling that it has happened at least a couple of times? but i can't come up with a single example rn?? 😭

that's also really cool!! and yes i think it makes sense, it's a very interesting thought. i always feel like my intuition is strong when it's about like little silly things, like "how many stones are under this cup", but im thinking like... what if i do trust my intuition way more than i remember, maybe i just haven't acknowledged it or really recognized that that's what im doing? im definitely gonna be more open-minded when it comes to my intuition and kinda try to see what happens 🤭

YES YES exactly!! how many coincidences until it's not a coincidence????????? because when i talk to people about stuff like this, most of them are just "yeah weird coincidence lol" but when does it become something bigger? it's v v v interesting, i personally don't think there have to be a lot of them to actually maybe be something more...

also kinda off topic but also not?? i dont want this to become a religious thing because idk how you feel about that, but i used to be kinda christian when i was younger just because i refused to believe that i just "happened" to land on this planet at this time as a human being. like you're telling me that the universe has been a thing for billions and billions of years, and that it's infinitely large, and i just happen to be a living human here right now?????? there's just no way. like rn idk if i would say that im religious but i believe that there's a reason that im here right now. i believe that there's something or someone (or whatever) kinda making up the world or guiding things, or something, and that's why i don't really see a lot of things as coincidences? like a lot of the time i say "it's a sign 😁" when there are "coincidences" and people think im joking but im usually at least a bit serious on the inside lol. idk if you get what im saying? if any part of this was okay to understand?? but yeah basically people around me have always looked at me weirdly for believing in spiritual stuff etc, so ive tried to hide and repress it but you're waking up all of these emotions in me and i just 😭

i think i jinxed paul win by talking too much about it... the times when ive been right haven't rlly been intentional so i think i shouldn't have shared this with everyone 😭 welp... but yes that's very odd!! and just like franco having his maiden f3 win in the imola sprint two years ago? and now maiden f2 win in the sprint?? 😦 and for example baku is an interesting circuit, ollie taking his maiden f2 win there in the sprint and then winning the feature too, and what happened at the same track two years earlier?? juri vips took his maiden f2 win in a sprint and then won the feature aswell..... an estonian driver in a hitech, will we see the same this year in baku?????????? (or do we have to wait until next year bcs so far it's been every other year? 😭)

yeah im super happy for franco too, i also think it was just a great move 🤭 but omg i totally see what you mean about paul and his driving style.... ive been so worried that he's gonna crash into kimi and just 😭 like yk what he wrote in his insta channel thing? about "i would've won the race if antonelli didn't do his wonder kid thing and ruin my race" after melbourne 😭 he's so so cocky istg (ALSO OMG did you see the clip from the press conference yesterday abt beating most of the big names in the championship??? 😶) but i still love him loads. but yeah i too feel more safe with him on the track, maybe especially since he has turned out to be doing better than i (and probs him too) expected and now he doesn't wanna ruin this lol. but yeah he must have such a complicated relationship with kimi, they used to be cute friends but it's very understandable to feel conflicted when kimi got everything paul should've had 😭

we were heartbroken yesterday already, but today... after this race...... i didn't even focus on all of the replays tbh because i was watching an hour late and in the car, but :(( even if it was his fault, that's not fair 💔 sdjfhdkfj. but yes gosh i agree with everything you're saying, he's so calm and cool off the track but so competitive and like a sore loser (this isn't exactly what i mean but english doesn't have a word for the swedish term im thinking of) in a good way? not in the way that he blames other people incessantly when he loses, but more that he hates it and blames himself and needs to do it better the next time. so this weekend.... 🥲 but yes yes i relate to that feeling too.... it feels so common in sports to do really well one week and the next you're like "?? what's going on????" :(((( and y e s you're so right about him holding himself up to really high standards 🥲 so painful to see

but uh yeah he will do well in monaco, i trust it!! it will happen!!!!!!!

[ruminate88]

Healing Still ❤️‍🩹

Allllll these years later & im out of the emotional abuse & yet I still have the “unanswered questions.” I don’t contact my ex Andrew because I don’t trust he can give me the truth. I wonder all the time does he know the truth or does he live in a fantasy world?? Would he even remember me or would he deny my story???

after all, I caught him cheating and he denied it. Put the blame off onto me. Tried to make me believe I was misunderstanding the situation and that he was innocent. He would not break up with me… I asked him, “Can you say you love me????” (He was silent) 😭 I asked him, “If you don’t love me, why would you date me???” He said he, “wanted me to be happy.” 🤯😳 and I said, “what about your happiness?????????” He was like, “I don’t know…. 🫤” weird.

I finally did the breaking up since he wouldn’t and when I did, his exact response was, “Awwwwww okay… Can we still be friends?” 😑😱🤯😳 sooooo weird and hurtful. Very VERY CONFUSING!!!

Allllllll these years later I’m still like “WHAT IN THE WORLD????” I assume it’s manipulation and he was just using me for validation, attention and as a toy. There was never “love” from his end but there was 10000% genuine love from my side.

I have tried to process the way I feel about it. I’ve tried to accept the confusion and the weirdness. I’ve told myself I forgive Andrew and want the best for him. I’ve tried to write him letters and just try to distract myself from thinking of him. I’ve even written songs about the experience hoping to understand.

STILL I wake up everyday thinking of him first. I go to bed thinking of him AND I dream of him. BUT WHY???????? Why is it all these years later and I still can’t get him off my mind?? I think I see him or his car everywhere I go. I hear and see his name everywhere (plus my bro’s name is Andy) I mean….. I can’t escape it. I try so hard!!!!!!! 😓😥

ONE DAY I wanna wake up and Andrew be the furthest thing from my mind. I’ve tried to forgive myself too. I’ve tried to keep reminding myself Andrew was a lesson, not a “lover”. Clearly I wanted Andrew to be wonderful. I was hopeful for “happily ever after” with him & it’s NEVER gonna happen…. I don’t know what more I can do. I pray, I cry & I tell myself “it’s okay. This isn’t forever.”

One day…. Andrew, if you ever saw me again I’m doing really well now. I lost a ton of weight since being with you & I even lost a lot of hair but I’m glowing cuz I’m okay. I’m not depressed or suicidal anymore. I drive now. I’m married & I’m a loving wife. I treated you like a king & im trying to treat my new man just as good & even better ❤️‍🩹 You won’t recognize me BUT I’m sad for you. Whatever you’ve got going on inside that made you treat me the way you did, I’m sorry for you & I don’t hate you. I just want better for you. I just want to make things right between us. I know we’ll never be together romantically again because it just didn’t work out. You couldn’t be faithful to me & I met someone who is 1000% faithful & that means everything to me. I’m sorry we lost. I’m sorry we couldn’t love each other correctly in a healthy way. Sorry I was obsessed with you & wanted you to be something you clearly weren’t. I’m not sure what your true intentions were but it’s ok. It’s all over now. I blocked your number & I won’t unblock it. (You need to understand it’s to protect us both) I am too obsessed with you. That is not what you need…. 🥺❤️‍🩹

[daily-ethoslab]

hihi! this is a bit of a weird question totally fine if you don't wanna answer this, but how dyu find like, what to draw etho doing for this account?

I mean ofc he's etho he's a little cryptid, but still you're on day 200! big achievement!

im currently on like day 40 of my daily account and it gets hard to keep coming up with different things to draw the character in. So much kudos to you for keeping this up for 200 days!! really cool dude

This is a very normal question! Don’t worry about it :D

I’m not the best at explaining things BUT ill try my best!

The way I go about choosing a topic or subject for my etho drawings kinda goes in this order! If one dosent currently work then I move onto the next.

1. Something from the newest upload! (Screenshot redraws or moments that made me laugh)

2. Idea list () Sometimes I get an Idea or two but i wont have the time/energy to develop it so i write it down! As you can see… a lot of them I kinda skip over but thats ok! Not every idea is going to work :). I try not to think about it too much, the thinking is for later me.

3. Pinterest. Not to shill but Pinterest is great for inspiration. I have different folders for poses, outfits, and more! So if I cant come up with something I can go to Pinterest! (This does take a bit of set up cause you need an account and all that ish)

4. Try to experiment with your art! I’m kinda guilty of not doing this one. Its very easy to just use the same mediums and same poses and same colors because they’re comfortable and fast! Try using a different medium! (Traditional art is great for this) maybe set some restrictions on your art like drawing using only straight edges, color palette, using your non dominant hand! Its always a great way to shake things up!

5. Other people! Sometimes you can ask others for requests or ideas! More often then not if people follow you they probably have something they want to see! I also want to include drawing something from fan fiction in this category cause thats other peoples brains. Just make sure you credit people!

6. Memes. these also tend to be the more popular posts ive noticed haha. But sometimes drawing characters in a meme format can be a good because it gives you a joke and sometimes a pose. (I try not to use these too much cause I don’t want it to get stale and i dont want to become reliant on them.Not shaming anyone who does 😓)

7. Last resort….. I HATE when it comes to this but sometimes your ideas are nonexistent and your inspirations are evaporated. Think of this as a break in case of emergency option. Don’t. Stop. Drawing. If you keep drawing the same thing over and over the mind numbing boredom will force your brain to pull SOMETHING out. (Not recommended! Can cause burnout!)

This isn’t in a strict order as i kinda bounce around! I hope this helpful in some way! If you need me to explain something a bit more I would be more then happy to!

This account is actually really huge for me! Would you believe me if i told you I’ve NEVER made it past day 10 of Inktober. Look at me now! Day 211! I think one of the best things to keep in mind is that not every post has to be perfect. Some days art just isn’t working but you still want to post! (Ive been trying to get a back stock of ethos for these days but it’s been difficult q_q ) Its ok to post something bad! Its ok if you don’t really learn anything from it! Its ok to be human! Don’t push yourself to post everyday! I don’t think ill be able to when school starts up for me again!

Last but not least, have fun. Its your account! No one is forcing you to do what you are doing so just have fun!

[whoslai]

Helloooo I’m back!! I finally had time to read the new chapters of “Off the Menu” and lets j say I am v frustrated 🙂 can’t help but feel the same uneasiness that yn has expressed about heeseung like he j gives off a weird vibe and it’s uncomfy T T not talking abt ur wiring Becuz ur wiring his absolutely AMAZING that ur able to make me feel this way. Heeseung was def with someone when yn drove over cuz usually ppl would be touched but he was so oddly mad 😭😭

Yn has been nothing but understanding and yet he still says she’s asking for too much T T like is wanting to feel loved by someone u love too much 💀💀and again I do not believe heeseung has absolutely no time throughout the day, i work at a restaurant too and I have time to be on my phone and the whole bullshit abt him not texting a lot until he’s home is stupid too like if u rly cared abt yn u would text her. Like when u truly care abt someone ur willing to change and its not like she’s asking for too much T T

And our girl yn sigh, Idek what to say. I can’t even blame her cuz this is her first time and it seems she likes him more than he likes her and when u like someone that much plus the level of manipulation heeseung is doing she can’t help but be caught in this cycle. Heeseung’s truly been driving her in circles like always promising more always promising that he wants to take it further but instead it j gets worse and worse :(( I am so so mad and frustrated lol everytime heeseung is mentioned I wanna cry 🥲

The fact that he works with lots of girls isn’t even the problem like sire u might not be able to change that the problem is that he lacks the ability to give yn security and make her trust him

Honestly I was hoping she’d get with Jake and make heeseung realize that he doesn’t want her with anyone else but yn was loyal and I respect her for that j didn’t know if heeseung deserved it being the way he is 👀

Now I’m not been confident that heeseung removed Hana cuz it’s so easy to refollow and unblock like I’m so scared for yn 😭😭not ready for her to be hurt ✋🏻

I have so much to say but idk how to get it down in words💀this just how good ur writing is 😭😭if heeseung doesn’t start having his character development soon yn should break it off like girl doesn’t deserve to be treated like this 💔💔

Anyways love u girl can’t wait for the update 😚

(Intensely looking at cute heeseung rn so I stay sane😭)

OH MY GODDDDD this message literally just made my ENTIRE year 😣😣❤️❤️ thank you so so so so much for your kind words, omg, you mean the world to me. tears are falling from my eyes rn 😓😓😓

i love your interpretation of everything, you have an amazing mind. hopefully some good things happen between the both of them or else they’re both doomed 💔

i had so much fun reading this, you don’t even understandddd. got me giggling and kicking my feet reading this 😭😭 if you want, you can totally message me the rest of your thoughts, i would absolutely love to hear about it. you’ve got my mind goin.

love you smmmm and thank you for reading, you just gave me so much motivation 🙁❤️

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A long post about Humans-B-Gone and some other bug stuff

I’ve been thinking about @humansbgone again since the new episode came out, and it got me motivated to keep working on some fanart that I never got around to finishing. Thankfully, I’ve still got plenty of time to finish it before the fanart contest deadline.

The series’ role-reversal theme was on full display as Rose the tarantula was startled at the sight of a human, just like how we might react to seeing a spider. Well, those of us that aren’t bug and/or spider enthusiasts, that is. I will admit, I used to be much more skittish around them as a kid, and even now, my subconscious mind still isn’t convinced that they’re not threats.

Last week or so, I woke up screaming from a nap because I dreamed that a praying mantis lunged at me. That’s what happens whenever I get too hot while I’m asleep- insects and/or spiders start appearing in my dreams, and they’ll keep appearing everywhere I look until one of them jumps towards me and scares me awake. Usually it’s a spider, but this time it was a praying mantis. I don’t remember dreaming about a praying mantis before. 🤔

Also it turns out that it’s “praying” mantis and not “preying” mantis. I wasn’t sure which one was right because technically both are true- they put their forelimbs together like they’re praying, and they prey on other bugs, so they’re praying and preying mantises.

As for what’ll happen next in Humans-B-Gone, I can’t say. 🤷🏻‍♀️ What I can say is what I’m hoping will happen next. What I’m curious about is if we’ll get to see…

Where Sophodra’s going to bring all the humans she caught in episode 3 to. I wonder if they’re still in her backpack, trying desperately to find a way out?

If the humans have a safe place to take their hazmat suits off.

Even more macrovolutes! I wonder if they have giant luna moths? Luna moths are cute, but I feel bad for them because they can’t eat anymore, so they have to find a mate quickly, because they’ll starve to death within a week. I wonder if that also applies to their macrovolute version, or if they’ve found a way around that? 🤔 On the other hand, I wonder if we’ll see a macrovolute version of… *shudder* antlion larvae?! 😰 I mean, i-it’s fine, it won’t stop me from watching if we do see antlion larvae, I’m not scared or anything… but they are the reason why I can’t bring myself to watch a playthrough of the PC version of SimAnt. 😓

And of course, on the gub side of things, I’d like to see more of the weird mutant vertebrates- besides mammals and birds, I’m also curious about how the reptiles, amphibians, and fish are different from real ones. Especially the fish. We know the sky isn’t safe because of the mutant birds, but what about the water? Something tells me it probably isn’t any safer… 🤨

Gregorsa said that insects and arachnids can become macrovolutes, but other arthropods can’t, not even when they’re the same size as the macrovolutes. So that would mean that centipedes and millipedes can’t be macrovolutes, nor can crabs, lobsters, or shrimp. I wonder what they’re like, then? Are they just wild animals, like the mutant vertebrates? Is there a reason they can’t be macrovolutes? Oh, and that reminds me, there’s still that mysterious “bolecore” that both Gregorsa and Sophodra mentioned. We don’t know what it is yet, but I have a feeling it’s the key to how the macrovolutes “conquered the square-cube law” as Gregorsa put it. That, and the lack of gravity.

What could those ant-agonistic ants be plotting? What is their scheme? What horrors shall they wreak upon macrovolute-kind? They’d better keep their hands- er, legs? …off of Rose’s cute little family, or else I’ll… uh… I’ll…

…frown and dejectedly say “nooooo…” I guess. 😔

So I guess that’s it for now. Who’d have thought I’d be so interested in a series about giant bugs?

[drunk-on-dk]

hi! not sure if it’s ok to ask but have your posts not appeared in the tags before? and if so, how’d you solve the problem 😓

hi there! no worries at all, this is completely ok to ask! (we’re all in this together on this site) ❤️ this can be totally discouraging and I’ve seen/heard about it happening

Putting in a read more just in case I end up ranting lol

To be quite honest, I have only started putting out my own content within the past couple of months (and my works are quite spaced out bc I’m a slowpoke), so I may not have the key to solving this problem! However, I have experienced tags being a bit weird for me once or twice now, but I’m not sure how well any of my fixes have worked.

At first, I used to get a bit tag happy and would just list a bunch of tags that I thought were relevant to my fics (not assuming that you tag a lot, but just want to give context on this fix for me). However, what happens is that sometimes the tag I want my fic to show up in the most ends up getting accidentally buried, and I’m not sure if this has an affect on how tumblr filters (maybe, maybe not?).

What I’ve done since then is only have tagged what is super relevant for my fics, pretty much only tagging my target tags that I want my fic to show up in, and I keep those tags within the first 5 tags (I try not to exceed 10 if anything, but typically keep it at 5-6). It’s been working pretty well for me in the meantime, but I don’t know for sure if this is the key fix!

If this doesn’t work, sometimes I go in and remove the tags after posting, hit save, and re-add in the tags. I’m not too sure how well this works though either! I feel like the main problem I’ve had is when my tags sit in a draft for awhile and then I post without revamping them. This is just a theory though, I could be completely wrong.

Otherwise, I apologize as my experience isn’t super great, but this is what I’ve tried thus far and haven’t had too much of an issue with tags! It’s hard to find a direct answer on this since there is a lot of conflicting information/input, so I’m not too positive that these fixes will work for everyone. Even so, I hope this helps you in the slightest, I’m sorry if you’ve been having problems with the tags ❤️ wishing that all your content ends up in the tags you want it to!!!!

[meowzfordayz]

Hii!! I hope you’ve been doing well and having fun on your trip!! I actually just got back from a trip of my own and even tho it was fun, it def feels good to be home again 😌

Also, this isn’t an emergency request or anything but if possible could u pls do hcs of how the hashira would treat/react to their s/o having highly increased skin sensitivity around the time of their period? Like to the point that physical affection and such is a bit painful/uncomfortable (sorry, I’m not too sure how to explain without it sounding weird lmao). Hope that make sense!

Also I know you’re on a hiatus rn due to your trip (and I rly hope it’s been great so far!!), so just wanted to clarify that I only put in this suggestion now bc I felt the need to write it out while I was feeling ✨inspired✨(I’m currently experiencing this very inconvenient routinely event, and it hurts to even put on lotion 👺)

So yeah, totally feel free to ignore this!! I hope the rest of your trip is amazing, and that you stay safe and continue to have a great time!!! -💜

Hello !! ☺️ DON'T MIND ME ANSWERING THIS almost A YR AFTER YOU SENT IT- 💀 Your suggestion 100% makes sense, but I just never ended up feeling inspired to write it... despite sitting on it for ~months. 😅

On that note, I hope you're not on your period rn, and enjoying physical affection w/o pain or discomfort! 😉

Buys you silk sheets, "They're super gentle on skin!" 🤗 — Shinobu, Kyojuro, Tengen

Clings to your hand (instead of clinging to you directly 😇) — Mitsuri

Needs consistent reassurance that you aren't making shit up to avoid their touch 😓🥺 — Obanai, Sanemi, Giyuu

Pats your head (and feels badly about being unable to help much otherwise 😕) — Gyomei, Muichiro

P.S. My trip (for anyone out of the loop, I went on a road trip w/ friends to Colorado last summer) was a lot of fun! ☀️

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i’m taking a break from art homework because i’ve been rewatching season 1 of burst in the background and i have once again developed Opinions 🥲

i’m the (or at least a) Music Guy, right? that’s sorta my schtick, especially irl (maybe less on here?). i like the beyburst soundtrack, doubly so for the first season—been meaning to transcribe some of it at some point, maybe over the summer! anyways, i just finished episode 20 and, uh. this is the first in (maybe, depending on what other hot takes i come up with) a few posts about that.

remember xhaka’s theme? leitmotif? whatever you wanna call it? The Piece Of Music That Only Really Cropped Up When He Was About To Kick Someone’s Shit?

ok, but do you remember how Completely Fucked Up the first 2 sections (the only ones used in season 1, from what i remember) of it are? if you really want to see what i’m saying, pull up episode 21. it’s right at the start of the last round from the team battle; timestamp is around 16:55. try keeping time with a consistent beat. hit it in downbeats, triplets, sixteenth notes, or whatever. or, even better, pull up a metronome and set it based on that initial tempo from the first few beats. you’re gonna see pretty quickly what i’m talking about, yeah? how sooner or later, it’s gonna be off to the point where the beat isn’t even close to lining up? (i’m not talking about the second section. even in the first one, it does this. i thought it would work if i subdivided the notes?? but even then, something‘s still off. )

i was just sitting there working on my stuff, and i tend to sorta do SOMETHING to keep time when background music exists. clearly, that did not work. CLEARLY, this part of the soundtrack is Really Weird. i can’t even figure out what fucking time signiature(s) it’s in—i’m guessing it changes every so often, but WHERE? where, beyblade? where does it change? i thought i could narrow it down if i counted it in triplets, but that would require some bullshit too. i really want to try transcribing the sheet music for this because i’m sure that’d Make It Make Sense, but until then i really don’t know.

***side note: in episode 27 of chouzetsu, there‘s an extended version at around 14:26. i am not complaining about that because, from the third section until around the end, it is Fine And Normal. you could probably feel it in a fast 4 instead of a moderate 2 and everything would work out alright on paper.***

not to get too literature teacher-y on you guys, but i have a working idea as to WHY it‘s the way it is. pretty sure it’s like a more abstract representation of the inherent unpredictability and lack of stability that come with (any) xcalibur and any strategy you could possibly formulate using it. like, for season 1, there’s the whole double ended launcher thing. the fact that the longer side hits harder but is less likely to make contact at all. in general, the way it’s off balance and sorta just moves haphazardly when the heavy point on the layer and disc line up, but that‘s also what makes it hit the hardest. every move you could possibly make will end in some sort of unstable movement, and that’s reflected by how…odd this theme in particular is. it stabilizes later on in chouzetsu, which is also at the point where there’s less of a gamble involved because, hi, hello, 5th Impact Is a Thing That Exists. you land a hit with that, and you’re pretty much guaranteed a burst finish—which is pretty much what happened. (the drums towards the beginning were sort of weird too, but i think they worked well considering everything else.)

overall, despite everything i just said, i actually really like the theme :] getting a lot of masked man mother 3 vibes, but i hope this one isn’t in 29/16 😓 but i’m a sucker for weird music shit, especially in a lower tenor-ish range :))) SPEAKING of which, is it pandering if i say it would sound good with some trombone? am i biased? either way, i think some scoops/glisses/growls/Extra Flavor coming from a Really Grimy Sounding Trombone (fast air, rough sound quality, shut up you guys i’m not just saying this because i‘m a jazz trombonist i promise <3 ) would be a great move.

also heehoo trumpet synthesizers Do Not Sound Like Trumpets but they sure as hell make A Sound