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walsuf · 2 days ago
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hey I wanna make a character with narcolepsy and I've been doing my own research but I also felt like maybe asking someone who has it and stuff and since you made that comic headcannoning SM with it (really neat btw <3) I thought that you may be comfortable sharing some experience with it (as much as you feel comfortable ofc!) so I could better understand it so I may fit it into a character myself. OBVIOUSLY YOU DONT NEED TO ACCEPT IF YOU DONT WANT TO! this is coming out of nowhere and stuff so apologies if you feel uncomfortable!
[LONG POST] Yeah! Let's talk narcolepsy! Some things that might help (ft. Shadow Milk)
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First and foremost, I want to say that my experience with narcolepsy is going to be very different from other people's, and I'm mostly just going to yap about my own details. Everyone experiences their symptoms in a unique way, kinda like how every bag of fruit snacks is different. You anticipate the same stuff inside (symptoms), but one bag will have all of the colors and another might have all orange ones.
I think my biggest advice here is to not dogpile all the symptoms, just focus on what heavily affects a character the most. Sometimes that's going to be nightmarish hallucinations, sometimes their sleep attacks; for Shadow Milk, I fixate a lot on cataplexy! (Weakness is a huge thing that I struggle with personally.) Regardless of additional symptoms, excessive daytime sleepiness will always be present :p
This one might be hard, but do something that you resonate with the most. Most people have experienced sleep paralysis at least once; a lot of people with narcolepsy get sleep paralysis very often, usually accompanied by visual/audio/tactile hallucinations. Then, it becomes a matter of changing the frequency and intensity rather than making something up.
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When it comes to hallucinations, they can sometimes be horrifying (and are exacerbated by sickness, lack of sleep, and general unwellness). I find that a lot of people with nightmares and frightening hallucinations tend to have those in excess; I personally almost never get those. My hallucinations are usually very minor, like seeing the lights flicker when I close my eyes, or feeling like my body is surrounded by water or gently rocking back and forth. My most frequent one (and by far the most annoying) is that coming out of sleep I hear my alarm going off or my name being called. Neither of which are actually happening.
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Excessive daytime sleepiness (EDS), like everything else, presents differently in everyone. Sleep attacks are only one aspect of it---which gives a person the nearly irresistible need to sleep for seconds to sometimes hours. Some people thug them out (often they can be resisted) because they find themselves losing way more time succumbing to it. Some people fall asleep very quickly, and can be in the middle of an important thing while doing so. I've personally fallen asleep mid-lecture while writing notes, and looking back at them is... interesting (there's a thing called "automatic behaviors" you might want to look into). Personally, I don't get sleep attacks often, but they are exhausting to deal with, and make me pretty much appear and act drunk without the fun part.
My normal experience with EDS is just a general level of sleepiness following me throughout the day, like that same feeling you get while working on an essay late in the night. It's manageable, but sucks. This isn't to say I never feel alert, there are good days and bad days, but most are in this sleepy middle ground that forces me to nap twice a day (noon and afternoon) lest I get all grouchy and my speech starts to slur.
From the outside perspective, sometimes people can guess that I'm having a sleep attack or just generally sleepy before I even know. I'll be told, "you sound tired," which is almost followed up with an, "...I do???" I crash within the next ten minutes almost every time.
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Cataplexy is a symptom specific to N1 (which is actually an autoimmune disease, fun fact), and also happens to be what I struggle with frequently. It has strong emotional triggers (think anxiety, anger, surprise, laughter [doesn't have to be all of those, just pick a few]) and causes a degree of weakness. This can be anything from eye twitches and difficulty holding up the neck to full body collapses. For the most part, I feel it in my hands. When I laugh, I can't write or clench my hands any more. They become useless floppy limbs until a few minutes pass and they're back to normal. I am (unfortunately) a very giggly person. Personally, my slightest attacks make my head fall forward. My most severe one had me collapsing 6 times in the course of 15 minutes, hitting my head each time. Cataplexy attacks can cause subsequent attacks to come easier, and it's difficult to break the cycle. I avoid stairs for this reason.
If you've ever experienced morning weakness, or a few minutes in the morning where its slightly more difficult to hold things and get around, that's a lot like what minor cataplexy feels like, except condensed into a short, spontaneous episode. Oh! And it's often accompanied with blurred vision (look up ptosis) and speech difficulties as well!
I don't fear any of my symptoms because that's just how I experience the world. I've always felt weakness with laughter, so I thought that was always normal. I've been frequently sleepy and assumed that I was somehow lazier than everyone else. Now, I try to listen to my body. It takes a lot of effort to stop a conversation and go to sleep because my body needs it, and it sometimes sucks to forewarn my lab partners not to tell jokes around me. Sometimes I lay down in the middle of nowhere and have random people asking if I'm okay (hate this, I'm usually too weak to respond).
All in all, just try to make it a set of circumstances that someone else lives with rather than a set of symptoms that constantly put a character into crisis mode. People with narcolepsy don't need to be babied (I sincerely hope my comics don't come off that way because they're rooted in personal experience), they can manage their symptoms just fine on their own. Self-accommodations can come off as strange or funny (bringing a blanket everywhere, wearing sunglasses to manage minor cataplexy, wrist strap on the phone so as not to drop it), but they're there for a reason.
Sorry for the tangent, I've actually been on a heavy uptick educating myself. A good place to go for life experiences would be, of course, the narcolepsy subreddit. It's a good resource for people talk rather than medical jargon. If you need any examples for how to write or depict certain symptoms, though, I would be more than happy to do that on request! (I loove writing drabbles, and I know there's almost 0 narcolepsy fics, much less any written by people who care about accuracy. I'm begging to be asked here [will probably cookie run-ify everything though])
Thank you for reading if you got this far, and I hope this helped!
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super-nova5045 · 6 months ago
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jayvik nation i fear delusion is key right now…NEVER forget the biblical references at hand okay…judas was MISGUIDED and CONFUSED and jesus KNEW and WANTED JUDAS TO BETRAY HIM in the GARDEN of gethsemane…so he could DIE and come back STRONGER…ALL HOPE IS NOT LOST
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h-------heh-ggg · 8 months ago
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heh.
SMG4 new episode spoilersss....
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longmaxsilvarg · 10 months ago
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sunnybunnybabs · 2 years ago
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FTFO chapter 40, spoilers
HOW IS EVERYONE DOING ON THIS FINE DAY gonna throw up
From themoment I read the title I
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I'm so glad Nightmare has been saved n the OT has been repaired!!!
YELLING AND SOBBING WHATTHHEFUCK WAHSSTHATH ENDJINGG
ImgonnaSCREAMandSOBandCRYandTHROWUP I'm shAKING as I type this WHATTHEFUCJ
When I SAID INK WAS GONNA LOSE A LEG FROM THE BOMB THIS WAS NOT WHAT I WAS ENVISIONING WHAT TNE H FCUK
DEATH GRIP ON THE NO MAJOR CHARACTER DEATHS THIS IS THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME GOING RN WHAYTHE HOLTSHIT
IwANTXGASTEE DEAADDDDD I WANT HI M DEAD AND GONNNNEDEAAAADDDD
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spineless-lobster · 10 months ago
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Hey me from the future! It's me, you from the past
Hey me from the past! It’s me, you from the future
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thedanceronthestreets · 2 years ago
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Realistically speaking john adams would Not have been in this episode if they were writing him off, there was NO need except if mr adams is gonna be relevant down the line
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wimpy-imp · 8 months ago
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the way to get better is practice, the way to get better is practice, the way to get better is practice, the way to get better is practice, the way to get better is practice, the way to get better is practice.
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heorines · 11 months ago
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the fact that skz just announced their world tour dates for Melbourne and Sydney and I’ll be in Japan while they’re here. then when they’re in Japan, I’ll be back home 😭😭
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lovelybucky1 · 10 months ago
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Ain’t as Good as I Once Was
warnings: old man!logan x AFAB!reader, riding, bratting, dom/sub dynamics, daddy kink, age gap, punishment, degradation, 18+ minors dni, divider from @strangergraphics
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“C’mon, girlie, if you want it, you’re gonna have to take it yourself,” Logan’s gruff voice says from below you.
You’re sitting on his lap, trying desperately to fuck yourself on his cock as he sigs back and watches you. Despite your begging, Logan refuses to do the work for you.
“I’m too old for this shit. If you’re that fuckin’ horny, you can take care of it yourself,” he told you smugly.
You sank down on his cock and have been trying to bounce on it, but the strain on your thighs is too much to reach a satisfying pace.
“Please, Daddy, can’t you just fuck me?” you whine pathetically. Logan smirks a bit and chuckles through his nose.
“I ain’t as good as I once was, dollface. I doubt my old bones can fuck you the way you want me to,” he says, not seeming apologetic in the slightest.
You know he’s full of shit. He may be old and gray, but his healing factor keeps him in peak condition. He’d be able to fuck you just fine, he’s just a crotchety old man who wants to see you suffer for his entertainment.
He places a large hand on your hip and starts gently guiding you, urging you to rock back and forth. You follow his movements and while it’s better than what you were attempting, it’s still not what you want.
“You’re a spoiled fuckin’ princess, that’s the problem. So used to Daddy takin’ care of ya, you forgot how to ride, is that it?” Shamelessly you bite your lip and nod.
You wouldn’t call yourself spoiled. Well cared for is a better term. Logan never lets his girl go to bed unsatisfied, and now he’s suffering from the consequences of his actions.
“C’mon, flip me over and fuck me,” you say.
Logan raises an eyebrow at you.
“Who do you think you are, givin’ orders? If I want you to ride my cock, then that’s what you’re gonna do. You’re gonna fuck that pretty pussy with it until she’s had her fill.”
Logan lets go of your hip but you keep up with the same pace he set. With his hand now freed, he reaches over to the nightstand to grab his cigar and lighter. He lights up and smokes it as if he were at the bar, not in bed, deep inside his girl.
He looks up at you, bored, as smoke pours out of his mouth. You’ve been riding the edge of just enough for the past fifteen minutes and you’re getting increasingly frustrated with Logan’s lack of help. You briefly consider being more of a brat in hopes of egging him on enough to punish you with a hard fuck, but with the kind of mood he’s in, it’s likely that the punishment would be stopping entirely.
You let your head hang down as you brace yourself with your hands on his chest. The solid muscle covered in gray hair is hot, unnaturally so, under your touch and you desperately want to feel that heat on your back while he fucks you from behind.
“Daddy,” you plead quietly.
“What’s the matter, dollface?” he asks, playing dumb like the tease he is.
“I can’t do it.”
Logan smirks around his cigar like you just said the magic words he’s been waiting to hear this whole time.
“What’re you saying?”
You pout down at him. “I can’t make myself cum. I need you to do it for me”
Logan, surprisingly, grins at you. “Bet you regret calling me an old man now, huh?”
You furrow your brows in confusion, but you quickly realize what he’s talking about. Before this all started, you pounced on his lap and asked him to fuck you. He told you he was busy reading his book, and in your usual bratty fashion, you replied, “What, you can’t get it up, old man?”
“I didn’t mean it, Daddy,” you whine. “I swear, I was just teasing you.”
Logan hums but makes no effort to move. “Guess you better start behaving if you want something from me.”
“I promise I’ll be good. I won’t talk back anymore,” you attempt to bargain.
You both know that’s about as empty of a promise as you could give, but Logan doesn’t seem to care. He prefers when you’re trouble anyway; it’s the game you play. He’s the grumpy and mean and you’re the spoiled, demanding princess.
Logan stubs his cigar out in the ashtray on the nightstand and places both hands on your hips. He lifts you off of him with ease, something that never fails to amaze you, and sets you on the bed next to him.
He moves so he’s kneeling between your legs and holding them up around his waist, his cock lined up at your entrance.
“Spoiled fuckin’ rotten, you are,” he mutters as he pushes inside.
Logan always makes sure his girl goes to bed satisfied, no matter how much of a brat she is.
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sukunasbow · 5 months ago
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thigh riding with jinx ; mdni
you’re sitting down at your desk, tinkering with your latest invention. “baby?” you hear jinx call out to you.
“just a few more minutes.” your eyebrows furrow in concentration and you push your glasses up as they start sliding down your nose. “i can’t figure out what’s wrong with this.” you huff.
“just come back to bed.” your girlfriend whines, “i can help you figure that out later.” her lips form into a pout as you continue working. jinx adores you with her entire heart, despite your habit of occasionally getting too into the zone when you’re working on something new. usually when that happens, she has different tactics of getting you out of the zone to prioritize yourself and give yourself a break. she climbs off of your bed and slowly struts towards you in nothing but her skimpy black tank top and lace panties. jinx taps on your shoulder.
“yes?” you put down your tools and spin around in your chair to face her.
“let’s take a break, hm?” she grins, immediately noticing the way your eyes widen at the sight of her.
“jinx, trust me when i say all i want is to be done with this and touch you all over.” you pause to let out a shaky breath, “but i have to get this done.” she bites her lip and contemplates going back to bed, however, she quickly changes her mind, opting to try something else out.
“how about..” she sits down on your lap and you’re caught off guard as you feel a small wet patch on her panties connect to the fabric of your sweatpants. “watching you look so focused on your work..” she pauses, grabbing your hands and using her own hands to guide yours up her body and to her tits. “gets me so hot and bothered.” she moans out, making you squeeze her breasts.
“jinx.” you whisper, your eyes fluttering shut. your glasses fog up slightly as you fight back deep breaths from being turned on. “i can’t..not right now.”
“you don’t have to do anything.” she smirks. the look in her eyes makes it obvious that she has a plan. “just keep fixing that up..” she points to your invention that’s resting on the desk, “and let me take care of myself.” your eyebrows scrunch in confusion but you grip onto her hips and spin the two of you around in the chair anyways. you shift her onto one of your legs, giving yourself enough room to work while she sits down on your thigh. the blue haired girl starts grinding on your thigh, letting out low whimpers when her panties rub the perfect amount of friction on her throbbing clit. “ooh, yes, yes.” she nudges her head in the crook of your neck, lightly sucking down on the skin to muffle the rest of her moans so she doesn’t distract you. you swallow thickly, trying to continue working while your own pussy starts getting wet. your sweatpants get covered in her slick as jinx continues rocking her hips back and forth, practically humping your thigh in hopes of getting more pleasure. “mmph.” she huffs. she gently bites down on your neck, starting to get frustrated at the fact that her clit isn’t getting enough stimulation.
“jinx.” you place your pen down on the desk and lean back in your chair. she pulls her head away from your neck and looks down at you while still humping your thigh. her big pink eyes give you a pleading look. “fine.” you pick her up off your leg and carry her away to the bed, trying to act as if you can’t see the small smirk on her face. jinx always knows how to get you under her control. “let me take care of you, hm? can’t get there on my thigh? need my tongue?” you coo, almost mocking her horny and desperate state.
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slttygeto · 2 years ago
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college student + boyfriend!suguru is more of an actions guy. he does say “i love you” after every kiss, wishes you good luck before your exam and texts you good morning and goodnight but—he was more of an actions guy.
more than often times you find yourself lying on his bed while he did his homework and it was just so quiet between you two with the occasional “look at what I sent you” from you as you scrolled through tiktok and sent him funny videos that you found. he would laugh or coo at them before placing his phone down and going back to doing his homework in silence while you faced away from him, curling into a comfortable ball on one of the mattress’ corners.
so when you get a notification that suguru sent you a tiktok and you open it—your lips part in shock and you’re quickly whipping your head back to stare at him while he rocks back and forth on his dark blue gamer chair, eyes glued to his screen. they flicker up your way and there’s a tiny smile on his face—flustered when you sit up with your hair everywhere and show him your phone as if to make sure he really sent you what he just sent you.
“us?” you read the caption out loud and he chuckles before throwing his head back as if to avoid your eyes. “and it’s an orange and black cat? babyyy,” the speed at which you get off the bed to give him a hug is anything but impressive and it makes your boyfriend chuckle as you struggle with the covers before finally landing near his foot.
you bring his face to your chest and squeeze him tightly before peppering kisses all over his face.
“baby, I’m ticklish—“ “well, you tickled my heart!” the way you hold your phone close to you with a big smile before rolling under the covers. the happiness, the giddiness and excitement.
suguru wishes to bring nothing but this much joy into your life.
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note: another extremely self indulgent piece to bring myself some comfort. have a good day<3
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mcrdvcks · 14 days ago
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truly
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summary: After seeing Scott and Jean's newborn, Logan gets baby fever. word count: 6.6k+ pairing: Logan Howlett x fem!reader notes: here was the request that inspired this! i will say, anon who requested this, it got a little out of hand, lol. so enjoy 2 smut scenes. this is set in the same world as Deck The Halls and i just need this love spiral but you don't have to read those to understand this! (title is a song by cigarettes after sex) warnings/tags: reader and logan have a bio kid, laura, fluff, talks of having a baby, smut, oral (f!receiving), unprotected piv, creampie, breeding kink, fingering, cum play (?)
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The four of you were visiting the X-Mansion to see the new addition to the family, Rachel Summers.
Laura and Sierra had already dashed off to the backyard with some of the other kids, leaving you and Logan alone with Jean and Scott.
"Here," Jean said, carefully transferring Rachel into your arms. "She's fed, changed, and hopefully about to nap."
You grinned, gently settling Rachel against your shoulder. "I've got her. Go take a break."
Jean let out a relieved sigh. "You’re amazing, Y/N. I haven’t had an hour to myself in days."
Scott chuckled softly. "More like weeks."
Jean lightly elbowed him. "Be quiet."
"Go," you insisted softly, waving her away. "We’ve got this."
Jean nodded gratefully, already backing out of the room. "Thank you."
Scott followed behind her, offering Logan a quick grin. "Don’t let the girls destroy the place, please."
"No promises," Logan said dryly.
As they left, you gently rocked Rachel, smiling down at her. "Hey, pretty girl. You gonna sleep for your Auntie Y/N?"
Logan watched from a few feet away, hands tucked casually in his pockets, his eyes fixed on you and Rachel. "Looks good on you."
You glanced up, raising a brow. "What?"
He tilted his head toward Rachel. "That. Babies. Always did."
You laughed softly, moving slowly back and forth. "Yeah, well, I’m just glad ours are finally sleeping through the night."
He snorted. "Mostly."
"Mostly," you agreed.
He stepped closer, leaning against the table next to you. Rachel’s tiny fingers curled sleepily against your shoulder, eyes blinking drowsily before finally shutting. Logan’s eyes softened just slightly.
"I forgot how small they are at this stage," he murmured quietly.
"Yeah," you sighed, gently smoothing Rachel's hair. "Time goes by fast."
Logan watched the baby settle peacefully in your arms, his eyes thoughtful. "Laura and Sierra used to do that too."
"What, sleep?"
He smiled faintly. "Be quiet for longer than five minutes."
You grinned, keeping your voice low. "They're not that bad."
"Not that bad," he repeated dryly. "Laura's probably climbing a tree right now, and Sierra’s probably giving her ideas."
"True," you conceded with a chuckle.
Logan’s gaze drifted again to Rachel’s peaceful little face, the faint rise and fall of her chest. A tiny pang of something tugged deep in his chest, something he wouldn’t dare admit out loud.
"You want to hold her?" you offered gently, sensing his quiet contemplation.
He hesitated a moment, then shook his head. "Nah. Looks like she's comfy with you."
You smiled softly, carefully swaying back and forth. "Suit yourself."
Logan shifted, still watching. A beat passed before he cleared his throat. "Scott and Jean seem good."
"They are," you said. "Exhausted, but good."
"Yeah," he muttered, rubbing the back of his neck thoughtfully. "A newborn’ll do that."
You gave him a curious look. "You okay?"
"Yeah." Logan straightened slightly, clearing his throat again. "Just... thinking."
Your lips curved into a knowing smile. "Thinking about what?"
He shrugged lightly, voice careful. "Nothin'. Just... been a while since we had one this little."
You chuckled softly, shifting Rachel gently. "Someone’s getting nostalgic."
He snorted quietly. "Maybe a little."
"Well, you can always babysit Rachel," you teased softly. "Jean would probably be thrilled."
He cracked a faint smile, shaking his head. "Think I'll leave that to you."
"Mhm," you hummed knowingly, still watching him closely. "Sure."
Rachel stirred slightly, fussing softly in her sleep. Logan moved instinctively closer, a hand coming up to carefully rub the baby’s tiny back, helping soothe her immediately. He paused when he noticed your raised brow.
"What?" he muttered defensively. "Ain’t lost my touch yet."
You smiled, tilting your head. "No, you haven’t."
He watched Rachel settle down again, peaceful and warm against your chest. That gentle tug deepened quietly, making him sigh softly under his breath.
"I'll go check on Laura and Sierra," he muttered, pulling back carefully.
You smiled gently, letting him retreat. "Okay."
Logan paused at the doorway, glancing back once more. The sight of you holding Rachel—so natural, so easy—was etched warmly into his mind. He shook his head slightly, hiding a smile as he disappeared into the hall.
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The house was quiet—after getting back to the cabin late, Laura and Sierra took their showers then got into bed.
You stepped out of the bathroom and into the bedroom, Logan sitting on the bed with a notebook in his hands.
“You ever think ‘bout ‘nother one?” he asked, still lazily doodling.
You glanced at him, pausing with your towel still wrapped around you. “Another what?”
Logan looked up, meeting your eyes. “Baby.”
You smiled faintly, resuming your movements as you searched for clothes. “Not much. Maybe a few times.”
He hummed quietly, his pencil pausing. “Today got me thinkin’.”
You chuckled softly, pulling a shirt from the dresser. “Seeing Rachel gave you baby fever?”
He shrugged, setting the notebook down. “Maybe a little.”
You turned to him, amusement on your face. “You’re serious?”
He raised an eyebrow. “Don’t sound so shocked, darlin’.”
“Not shocked,” you said, pulling the shirt on over your head. “Just surprised, I guess. Thought you liked finally gettin’ sleep again.”
He snorted. “Sleep’s overrated.”
“Easy for you to say,” you teased, tugging on a pair of shorts.
Logan watched you, quiet for a moment before speaking again. “Wouldn’t be so bad though, right?”
You paused, looking up to meet his eyes. “Another baby?”
He nodded slowly, leaning back against the headboard. “Yeah. Sierra’d probably like bein’ a big sister.”
You smiled softly, moving toward the bed. “Laura already is one.”
“Yeah, but she’d probably love bossin’ around another sibling,” he smirked. “And Sierra’s gettin’ pretty independent.”
You climbed onto the bed beside him, crossing your legs and looking thoughtful. “You’re really thinking about this.”
“Like I said,” he murmured, eyes gentle as he studied your face, “today got me thinkin’.”
You tilted your head, a soft smile curving your lips. “Are you saying you want another baby?”
He reached out, tugging you gently closer until you settled across his lap. “Maybe I am.”
You laughed softly, sliding your arms around his neck. “Logan Howlett, secretly a softie.”
He rolled his eyes, brushing his thumb along your hip. “Keep it quiet. Got a reputation to uphold.”
You hummed, leaning in, lips brushing his gently. “Another baby, huh?”
He kissed you softly, pulling back just enough to meet your eyes again. “Only if you want.”
Your gaze softened, fingertips trailing lightly along his jaw. “Wouldn’t be so bad.”
He smiled slowly, hands slipping beneath your shirt, warm against your skin. “That a yes?”
You laughed, pulling him closer. “Yeah, Logan. That’s a yes.”
“Good,” he muttered, lips ghosting along your neck. “Figured we’d better get started.”
“Now? I just took a shower and put my clothes on.”
Logan’s lips barely brushed yours as he murmured, “Good thing I’m the one who takes ’em off,” voice low, teasing, full of promise. His hands were already sliding under your shirt, warm palms grazing bare skin as his mouth found your jaw, then lower—kissing along the line of your throat like he had all the time in the world.
You sighed, eyes fluttering as he eased you back against the pillows, but a flicker of something practical snuck in through the haze. “Did you lock the door?”
He groaned, forehead dropping against your chest for a second. “Fuckin’—” He sighed, kissed you once, then reluctantly shifted back. “You ruin all my fun, y’know that?”
You grinned, tugging the hem of your shirt up. “Go lock it, old man.”
He muttered something under his breath about being cockblocked by fatherhood and stomped off toward the door. A second later, you heard the lock slide into place. Then a scrape—he was dragging the chair under the knob.
You laughed, covering your mouth to muffle it. “Paranoid much?”
“Sierra picks locks now,” Logan growled as he returned, eyes dark and determined. “Not takin’ chances.”
Before you could say another word, he was back over you, hand splayed on your stomach, pressing you into the mattress. He shoved your shirt up to your ribs, mouth finding the underside of your breast, stubble scraping along your skin, tongue hot and slow as he sucked a mark against your ribs.
“Still smell like soap,” he muttered against your skin. “Gonna fix that.”
You gasped when his teeth grazed your nipple through the fabric, your hand flying to his hair. “Logan—”
He shoved your shirt up over your head and tossed it aside, then sat back on his heels, tugging your shorts and panties down in one rough pull. “Been thinkin’ about this since the second you held that baby. Looked like a fuckin’ dream. Like I needed to put another one in you.”
You flushed, heartbeat pounding as he lowered himself between your thighs, spreading them apart with firm hands. He kissed your inner thigh first—slow, wet, open-mouthed kisses trailing higher, teasing heat.
Then his tongue flicked—slow, deliberate, dragging up through your folds—and your breath caught hard.
You reached down, tangling a hand in his hair. “Thought you were impatient.”
His voice was muffled against your cunt, lips slick, tongue dipping low. “Can still enjoy it, sweetheart. Gotta get you ready, don’t I?”
His mouth was hot, deliberate, tongue sliding in slow circles around your clit, then back down, teasing your entrance, sucking one of your lips between his teeth just enough to make your thighs twitch. One of his hands slid up, spreading you wider, while the other held your hip down when it bucked.
You let out a breathy moan, biting your knuckle to stay quiet. “L-Logan—”
He didn’t stop. He groaned low against you like you were his favorite meal, tongue flattening and dragging hard and slow right over your clit again—wet, unrelenting pressure that made your eyes roll.
Your hips jerked and he growled, fingers digging into your thigh. “Stay still.”
You whimpered, breath catching. “F-fuck—”
He pulled back just long enough to say, voice all gravel and heat, “That’s it, sweetheart. Just relax. Let me taste you.”
Then he dove back in, and this time he didn’t hold back—tongue pressing deep, lips sealing around your clit and sucking with filthy precision. The wet, obscene sounds of it filled the room, and your thighs trembled as heat snapped up your spine.
His hand moved, one thick finger sliding into you slow and curling just right, and your back arched off the bed, a helpless cry breaking from your throat.
“Fuck—Logan—oh my god—”
He moaned against you like your taste was the best damn thing he’d had all year, and when he added a second finger, stretching you, working you open, it was almost too much. You squirmed, gasped, toes curling as heat bloomed sharp and fast in your belly.
"A-ahhh—fuck, Logan—"
His tongue didn’t stop, his lips slick with you, beard damp against your thighs. “Mmhhhn,” he growled low, the sound vibrating right through your clit like a goddamn electric current. His fingers curled again, slow and dirty, dragging along that spot that made your back arch like a bow.
You reached down blindly, tangling your fingers in his thick hair, gripping tight. “S-shit—Logan, I’m gonna—”
He didn’t even lift his head, just sucked harder, lips locking around your clit, two thick fingers buried deep and fucking slow, pushing you right over that edge without mercy. It hit like a damn freight train, ripped the air from your lungs.
"Logan—ohmygod—"
Your hips jerked, your thighs clenched around his head, and you came hard against his mouth, a helpless, strangled moan punching from your chest as your body shook apart under him. He didn’t stop—kept licking, slower now, easing you through it, savoring it like he wanted to bottle the sound of your wrecked breathing.
"Good girl," he rasped when he finally came up for air, voice dark and hungry, mouth glistening with you. "Fuckin' love when you fall apart on my tongue."
You were still panting, trembling slightly, your skin flushed all over. “Y-you’re a menace,” you managed, trying to blink him into focus as he crawled up your body.
He grinned, wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, then leaned in to kiss you, and you could taste yourself on his tongue. Hot. Filthy. You moaned into it, hands tugging him closer.
"Not done," he murmured against your lips. "Not nearly fuckin' done."
You reached down between you, felt him thick and hard through his sweats. He hissed between his teeth when your palm pressed against him, his hips twitching.
“Get these off,” you whispered, tugging at the waistband.
He didn’t waste a second, shoved them down and kicked them off, his cock springing free—thick, heavy, flushed at the tip and already leaking. You bit your lip at the sight, reaching to wrap your hand around him, stroking slow. He groaned, low and rough, head dropping to your shoulder.
"Fuck, darlin’... been thinkin’ about this all fuckin’ day."
"Yeah?" you murmured, breath hot against his neck, hand still moving. “About knocking me up again?”
He growled, deep and hot in his throat, hips rolling into your grip. “Mhm. Watchin’ you hold that baby—made me wanna bend you over right there and fill you up. Stuff you full, see if it takes.”
You shuddered, moaned softly, your thighs squeezing together. “Logan…”
He grinned, dark and wild, then reached down and hooked your leg over his arm, lining himself up with your entrance. His cock nudged against your soaked folds, teasing the head through your slick. "You want it?"
"God, yes—please—"
That was all it took. He pushed in slow, dragging a deep groan from both of you as you stretched around him. Inch by thick, fucking inch, he sank into you, filling you up with no resistance, just wet heat and pressure that made your head spin.
"Shhhhit," he breathed, eyes fluttering shut, jaw clenched tight. "Tight as ever… fuckin’ perfect."
You whimpered, clutching his arms as he bottomed out, hips flush against yours. The stretch, the fullness—it burned in the best way, had you writhing under him, thighs already trembling again.
"Move," you begged softly, voice catching. "Please—Logan—"
He did. Slow at first—rolling his hips in smooth, dragging thrusts that had your eyes rolling back, the head of his cock grinding deep, right where you were still sensitive. You gasped, clawed at his back.
"That what you need?" he rasped, breath hot against your ear. "Want me to fuck another baby into you?"
You nodded, whimpering, too far gone to answer with anything but a broken moan. “Uh-huh—ahh—yes—f-fuck—”
He picked up the pace, thrusts harder now, deeper, the sound of skin on skin echoing in the quiet room. You could hear the chair scraping faintly under the doorknob every time the headboard knocked against the wall. Didn't matter. Let it fall. Let it shatter.
“You’re gonna take every fuckin’ drop,” he growled, one hand sliding under your thigh to lift it higher, angling deeper, harder. “Gonna make me a daddy again, sweetheart?”
You cried out, eyes wide and hazy. “Y-yeah—yeah—want it—want you—”
"That’s my girl," he groaned, slamming into you, pace relentless now. "Gonna breed this pretty pussy till you’re knocked up. Fill you so fuckin’ deep you’ll still be leaking me tomorrow."
You moaned, helpless under him, his body caging you in, his cock dragging against every sensitive spot inside. It was too much, too good—your second orgasm building sharp and fast. Your nails bit into his back.
"L-Logan—gonna—I'm—fuck—"
"Yeah, baby, I got you," he panted, snapping his hips harder, faster. "Come on my cock—"
You shattered around him with a scream, back arched, body clenching down so tight around him he cursed loud against your throat.
“Fuuuck—you’re squeezin’ me—shit—!”
He slammed in hard one last time, then froze, cock twitching deep as he spilled into you, growling loud and low through gritted teeth, his whole body shaking. You felt it—hot, thick spurts of come painting your insides, filling you up just like he promised.
He stayed there, buried deep, chest heaving, his weight warm on top of you as both of you tried to catch your breath.
Then he chuckled, breathless, voice still wrecked. “That’s one hell of a start.”
You snorted, weakly swatting at his arm. “You're insatiable.”
He smirked, nuzzling into your neck. “With you? Damn right.”
His cock was still twitching inside you, and he didn’t move—just held you, sweaty and tangled, not caring about the mess between your legs, the heat of your skin sticking to his. You stroked a hand through his hair, still dazed and sore in the best way, heart thudding against his chest.
You didn’t say anything else for a long moment. You didn’t need to.
Then Logan shifted, pulling back just enough to look at you. His eyes were warm, wild, a little wicked. “Round two’s gonna be messier.”
Your breath hitched. You smiled. “Good.”
---
A few weeks later, Sierra sat at the kitchen table drawing a picture for Rachel with her crayons. You were at the stove, making a pie for Jean and Scott.
Logan and Laura sat with Sierra, both of them reading—Logan a newspaper, and Laura a comic.
Then, Sierra spoke up. “Daddy, how are babies made?”
Logan choked on his coffee as Laura let out a snort. "What?"
Sierra tilted her head, blinking at him innocently. "How are babies made?"
Laura snickered again, hiding behind her comic. "Yeah, Dad. How are they made?"
Logan shot Laura a pointed glare. "Not helpin', kid."
You pressed your lips together, fighting to stay serious as you turned to Sierra. "Why do you ask, honey?"
"'Cause Rachel is a baby, and Jean said she grew in her tummy," Sierra said, still coloring carefully. "How'd she get in there?"
Laura’s eyes sparkled with mischief. "Yeah, Dad. How did Rachel get in Jean’s tummy?"
Logan’s jaw ticked. "You’re grounded."
Laura rolled her eyes, clearly not taking his threat seriously.
You sighed softly, leaning against the counter. "Well, Sierra, when two people love each other very much—"
Laura snorted again, louder this time. Logan shot her another look. "Laura."
"Sorry," she said, not sorry at all.
Sierra looked at Logan expectantly. "So how'd she get in there?"
Logan rubbed a hand over his face, sighing heavily. "Magic."
Sierra's eyes widened. "Magic?"
Laura laughed outright this time, ducking behind her comic to hide it.
You shot Logan an amused glance. "Really? Magic?"
Logan shrugged defensively. "You got somethin' better?"
You walked over, gently brushing Sierra’s hair back. "Babies come from love, sweetheart. When two grown-ups love each other very much, they decide they want a baby. Then one grows in the mommy’s tummy."
Sierra frowned thoughtfully. "Like planting flowers?"
Laura snorted loudly again. "I’m gonna die."
Logan leaned toward Laura, lowering his voice. "Keep it up, kid, and you’re gonna have this conversation next."
Laura immediately sobered, returning quietly to her comic.
"Sort of like planting flowers," you said gently. "A seed gets planted, and it grows into a baby."
"How does the seed get there?" Sierra asked, eyes big and curious.
Logan cleared his throat loudly, folding his paper. "I’m gonna go chop some firewood."
You shot him a pointed look. "Logan."
He sighed, looking resigned as he turned back to Sierra. "The seed... just gets put there."
Sierra narrowed her eyes suspiciously. "By who?"
Logan’s eye twitched slightly. "The... other grown-up."
You smiled sweetly at Logan. "Good job, honey."
He shot you a dry look. "Thanks."
Sierra seemed satisfied enough, nodding thoughtfully. "Oh. Okay."
Logan exhaled in relief, taking another careful sip of coffee. Laura smirked behind her comic.
"So, Daddy put the seed in your tummy when you had me?" Sierra asked suddenly, eyes brightening with realization.
Logan promptly choked again.
Laura burst out laughing. "Amazing."
Logan pointed a finger at her, voice rough. "Grounded. For real."
Sierra smiled happily, oblivious to Logan's distress. "Right, Mommy?"
You patted Sierra's head gently, trying not to laugh at Logan's red face. "That’s right, sweetheart."
Sierra grinned, returning to her drawing. "Daddy’s good at planting seeds."
Laura howled with laughter, dropping her comic. Logan groaned, covering his face with his hand.
You bit your lip, fighting back a laugh. "Maybe let’s talk about something else now."
"Please," Logan muttered weakly. "Anything else."
---
The next afternoon, Logan walked into the living room, wiping sweat from his forehead with the edge of his shirt. He paused when he saw you sitting cross-legged on the couch, sorting through a box of tiny baby clothes.
He raised an eyebrow. "Ain’t wastin’ time, huh?"
You glanced up, smiling softly. "Just figured I’d see what we still have from Sierra."
He stepped closer, peering into the box and reaching down to lift a small yellow onesie. His expression softened as he ran his thumb over the tiny fabric. "Forgot how little these things are."
You chuckled quietly. "You said that about Rachel."
"Yeah," he murmured. He looked up again, studying you carefully. "You feelin’ alright?"
You smiled reassuringly. "I'm good."
He nodded, thoughtful. "So we really doin' this, huh?"
You tilted your head playfully. "Second thoughts already?"
"Nah," he said, voice firm. "Just makin' sure you're sure."
"I'm sure," you said warmly, tugging gently at his hand until he sat beside you. "How about you?"
His eyes softened. "Darlin', I was sure the second I brought it up."
You leaned in, brushing a soft kiss to his cheek. "Good."
Logan wrapped an arm around your shoulders, pulling you into his side as he watched you fold a tiny shirt. After a quiet moment, he cleared his throat softly. "Laura asked me about it earlier."
You glanced up curiously. "What did she say?"
"Asked if we were really thinkin’ about another kid," he said. "Think she likes the idea."
"That's good," you said softly, smiling. "Sierra already acts like a mini-mom anyway."
He snorted gently. "She bossed me around for fifteen minutes earlier ‘bout how to feed Rocky. Pretty sure that dog ain’t listenin’ to anyone but her now."
You laughed quietly, leaning your head against his shoulder. "Well, at least we know she’s ready to help."
He hummed softly, fingers gently tracing patterns on your arm. "Yeah."
There was a comfortable silence between you, Logan's steady heartbeat soothing beneath your ear. Then—
"Mommy," Sierra said from the doorway, her expression deeply serious, "Rocky ate my crayons again."
Logan sighed deeply, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Told you, he don’t listen to anyone but her."
You chuckled softly, sitting up to look at Sierra. "How many did he eat?"
She held up her fingers. "Three. And one was blue."
Logan grunted, standing up with a resigned sigh. "I'll handle it."
"Thank you," you said sweetly, earning a faintly amused glance from him as he headed toward Sierra.
"You're lucky you’re cute," he muttered affectionately to Sierra, ruffling her hair gently as they disappeared into the hallway.
You smiled to yourself, settling back against the couch and resting a hand lightly on your stomach, already looking forward to the chaos ahead.
---
Just a week later, you got your period. You weren’t necessarily disappointed—you and Logan had only tried once.
You stepped out of the bathroom, catching Logan’s curious glance from where he sat on the bed, tying his boots.
"No luck?" he guessed.
You shrugged lightly, unbothered. "Not this month."
Logan raised a brow, mouth curling into a faint smirk. "Guess I'll have to try harder."
You snorted, rolling your eyes playfully. "Yeah, I guess you will."
He leaned back on the bed, studying you carefully. "You good?"
"Yeah," you assured him, stepping closer. "Took a few months with Sierra too, remember?"
"I remember," he said quietly, pulling you toward him until you settled comfortably against his chest. "I ain't worried."
You smiled, fingers playing lightly with his collar. "Neither am I."
He brushed his thumb along your hip. "Besides, practice makes perfect, right?"
You laughed softly, shaking your head. "Always looking on the bright side."
"Hey," he teased, voice low and warm. "Never heard you complain."
You hummed, leaning up to kiss him lightly. "Guess we'll just have to try again."
"Exactly my plan," he muttered, lips brushing yours softly. "Tonight?"
“Mmh.” You scrunched your brows together. “No. Sorry, honey. I just wanna lay in bed and eat ice cream.”
Logan chuckled softly, pressing a gentle kiss to your temple. "Ice cream, huh?"
"Mmhm," you hummed, settling comfortably against his chest. "Salted caramel."
He tilted his head thoughtfully. "Pretty sure Laura ate the last of that yesterday."
You groaned dramatically. "Seriously?"
"Yup," he said, voice low and amused. "Saw her sneakin’ the tub back into the freezer."
"She’s your kid," you muttered. "Stealin’ my ice cream."
"Our kid," Logan corrected, thumb stroking lightly along your side. "And Sierra steals your cookies."
You sighed heavily. "I never get anything around here."
Logan snorted. "Welcome to my world, darlin’."
You smiled faintly, tilting your head to look at him. "Can you go to the store?"
He raised an eyebrow. "For ice cream?"
"Yes."
"Right now?"
You gave him your best pleading look. "Please?"
Logan groaned softly, head dropping back against the pillows. "Fine."
You grinned, kissing him quickly. "You’re the best."
He rolled his eyes playfully, shifting you carefully off his chest as he stood. "I’ll remember this next time I need a favor."
You stretched lazily across the bed. "I’ll be here waiting."
Logan gave you an amused glance as he grabbed his keys from the dresser. "Don’t doubt it."
You heard his footsteps fading as he walked down the hall, followed by Sierra’s curious voice. "Daddy, where you goin’?"
"Your mom needs ice cream," Logan answered gruffly.
"Ooh," Sierra said excitedly. "Can I have some?"
"Nope," Logan said firmly. "You and your sister ate hers already."
There was a brief pause. Then Sierra called toward your room, voice filled with concern, "Sorry, Mommy!"
You laughed quietly, shaking your head. "It’s okay, baby!"
Then, the front door opened and shut, and a few seconds later, Laura’s head appeared in the doorway of your bedroom, eyebrows raised.
"Dad went out just for ice cream?" she asked skeptically.
You shrugged innocently. "He loves me."
Laura smirked. "You’re spoiled."
"Jealous?" you teased.
Laura shrugged lightly, a grin tugging at her lips. "Maybe."
You chuckled softly. "Good. You should be."
Laura shook her head, turning to leave. "I’ll tell Sierra to leave you alone ‘til he’s back."
"Thanks, Laura," you called after her.
A moment later, the house was quiet again, and you relaxed into the pillows, smiling to yourself. A quiet night, ice cream, and Logan—exactly what you needed.
---
A few nights later, the house was finally quiet. Laura and Sierra had both been asleep for at least an hour, and Rocky was curled up contentedly on his bed in the living room.
You stood by the kitchen sink, absently rinsing dishes from dinner, lost in thought until Logan’s hands slid around your waist, pulling you back gently against his chest.
“Kids asleep,” he murmured softly against your ear, voice low and warm.
You smiled, leaning into his warmth. “Mm. I noticed.”
His lips brushed the side of your neck, lingering softly. “Rocky’s passed out too.”
You laughed quietly. “You sound like you’re plotting something.”
“Maybe I am,” Logan muttered, teeth scraping lightly along your pulse point, making your breath hitch.
You set the dish down, water dripping off your fingers as you turned in his arms, tilting your head up to meet his gaze. “Feeling lucky tonight?”
His eyes darkened slightly, hands tightening around your hips. “Yeah, darlin’. Pretty damn lucky.”
You chuckled, fingertips brushing lightly along his jaw. “Confident.”
Logan’s mouth curved into a faint smirk. “Got every reason to be.”
He leaned down, capturing your mouth softly, the kiss slow and deep. You melted into him, fingers gripping his shirt as he pressed you back gently against the counter. When you finally broke apart, breathless, you smiled against his lips.
“Guess we should make the most of a quiet house,” you whispered.
“Exactly what I was thinkin’,” he agreed, voice rough.
He didn’t waste another second. Logan lifted you easily, setting you onto the counter and stepping between your legs. Your breath hitched as his hands slid beneath your shirt, tracing warm paths along your skin.
“You think tonight’s the night?” you asked quietly, eyes locked on his.
Logan smiled softly, brushing your hair from your face. “Hope so.”
You laughed, hooking your ankles around his waist and tugging him closer. “Then we better get started.”
Logan’s eyes sparked with amusement and heat. “Yes, ma’am.”
He leaned in again, kissing you hard and deep, hands gripping your hips firmly. You let yourself get lost in him, warmth curling low in your stomach as he pulled you flush against him, grinding slowly, deliberately, the friction making you gasp softly into his mouth.
He broke the kiss briefly, his voice ragged against your ear. “Gonna take this to the bedroom, darlin’. Counter ain’t exactly comfortable for what I got planned.”
You laughed breathlessly, fingers tangling in his hair. “Lead the way.”
He lifted you easily off the counter, keeping you wrapped securely around him. You pressed slow kisses along his neck, smiling against his skin as he carried you toward your room.
“Better lock the door,” you teased quietly.
“Way ahead of ya,” he muttered, kicking the door shut and clicking the lock into place.
You didn’t even get a word out before Logan’s mouth was on yours again—hot and demanding, like he hadn’t just had his hands all over you ten seconds ago. He walked you backward toward the bed without breaking the kiss, one hand gripping your ass, the other tangled in your hair.
By the time the backs of your knees hit the mattress, you were already gasping into his mouth, dizzy with heat. He eased you down onto the bed, crawling over you slow like a fucking wolf, all heat and weight and hunger.
You slid your hands up under his shirt, fingertips brushing hot skin and hard muscle. “Off,” you mumbled, tugging at the fabric.
Logan grinned against your neck. “Bossy tonight.”
“You love it.”
“Damn right I do.”
He sat back on his heels, yanking his shirt over his head in one smooth pull. You reached for your own, but he caught your wrists.
“Nuh-uh, lemme do it.”
His voice had gone low, dark—gravel scraped through honey. He peeled your shirt up slow, kissing every inch of skin he revealed. Stomach. Ribs. The underside of your breast. He paused there, nuzzling warm against you, lips dragging over the swell. You arched into him with a soft gasp, fingers tightening in the sheets.
Then he wrapped his mouth around your nipple, sucking slow, deep—just once—before switching to the other, tongue flicking in lazy circles until your breath hitched and your thighs rubbed together on instinct.
“Logan…”
“Shh. I got you.”
He kissed down your belly, thumbs hooking into your waistband, dragging your shorts and panties off in one slow pull. His gaze never left yours. Even with the heat low in his belly and the tension buzzing through his limbs, he wasn’t gonna rush a damn thing.
“You ready?” he asked, fingers trailing up the inside of your thigh.
You nodded, breath caught somewhere in your chest. “Please.”
That smug little smirk curved across his face, and he leaned in, kissing you again—soft this time, like he was savoring it—while his fingers slid down and dipped between your folds.
You moaned into his mouth, your hips rocking up as he rubbed slow circles over your clit, his fingers slick and teasing. Then he pushed one inside—slow and deep—and you gasped, clutching at his shoulders.
“Fuck—Logan—”
“That’s it,” he muttered, sucking on your bottom lip. “Already soaked for me. You really want this, huh?”
You nodded again, barely coherent. “Want you. Want you to fuck a baby into me.”
He groaned low, forehead dropping to yours. “Jesus, sweetheart…”
He added a second finger, curling them just right. Your mouth fell open in a silent moan, body trembling as his fingers fucked into you slow and steady.
“I’m gonna knock you up tonight,” he growled, kissing down your throat again, biting at your collarbone. “Gonna make you a mama all over again. You’re gonna feel it, darlin’. Gonna know it took.”
Your walls fluttered around his fingers, your thighs clenching. “Logan—fuck—I can’t—”
“Yes, you can,” he rasped. “Gimme one. Right here. All over my hand.”
He pressed his thumb against your clit and you broke—moaning, shaking, clinging to him like you’d fall apart without him. Your pussy clamped down on his fingers as you came, soaking his hand with a whimper that died against his shoulder.
He eased you through it, kissed the top of your head, then reached for the pillow, shoving it under your hips with practiced ease.
You blinked up at him, still breathless. “Logan—”
He was already stripping out of his sweats, his cock thick and flushed and heavy in his hand as he lined himself up, eyes locked on yours.
“You want it?” he asked, voice wrecked. “Want me to fill you up?”
You bit your lip and nodded, legs spreading wider. “Please.”
He sank into you with a deep, guttural groan, one hand gripping your thigh, the other planted beside your head. His body was hot, heavy, every thick inch of him pushing slow and steady until he bottomed out, hips flush against yours.
“Fuck,” he hissed, forehead resting against yours, breath hot. “This pussy’s gonna take all of me tonight, huh?”
You whimpered, legs wrapping tighter around his waist. “Always does…”
“Yeah?” He rocked his hips, slow, deep, grinding against your cervix until your back arched. “Gonna take my come too, sweetheart? Gonna let me put a baby in you?”
“God—yes,” you breathed, hands clutching at his back. “Wanna make you a daddy again.”
That sound he made—half growl, half moan—went straight through you. “Fuckin’ hell, you say that again and I ain’t gonna last long.”
“Do it,” you whispered, eyes locked on his. “Come inside me. Fill me up. Knock me up.”
Logan snarled, hips snapping forward, hard. “You filthy little thing… beggin’ to get bred.”
“I want it,” you gasped, breath catching with every ruthless thrust. “Need it.”
He fucked you harder then—rough, relentless, the bed creaking beneath the rhythm of his hips slamming into yours. His hand left your thigh and pressed against your belly, right above where he was buried inside you.
“Right here,” he growled. “Gonna fill you up so full you’ll feel it for days.”
You cried out, nails dragging down his back. “Please—Logan—fuck—don’t stop—”
“I ain’t stoppin’,” he panted, grinding down. “You’re takin’ me so fuckin’ good. This tight little cunt’s made to keep me in, yeah?”
You could barely breathe, every thrust knocking the air from your lungs, pleasure spiking sharp and high. “Gonna—gonna come—”
“Yeah?” He leaned in, mouth against your ear. “Then do it. Milk my cock, sweetheart. Get yourself good and ready to catch.”
You shattered around him, legs locking tight around his waist, your whole body pulsing as you screamed his name into his shoulder. He kept going, driving through your climax, chasing his own with that low, animal growl rising in his throat.
“Fuck—you’re squeezin’ me so tight—fuck—I’m gonna come—”
“Do it,” you begged. “Come inside me—please, baby, I need it—”
Logan slammed deep and stayed there, cock throbbing as he came hard, spilling into you with a choked moan, burying his face in your neck.
“Fuckin’ hell,” he breathed, body trembling. “That’s it—fuck, that’s it, take it all…”
You felt him twitch inside you, his come hot and thick, filling you until it leaked out around him.
He didn’t move for a long moment—just laid there, buried deep, one hand splayed across your lower belly like he could feel it taking.
Then he lifted his head, eyes half-lidded and dark. “That oughta do it.”
You gave him a dazed little smile. “Think you got it in one?”
Logan grinned, kissed you lazy and slow. “Maybe. But better be sure.”
His hand slid down, slow and sure, knuckles brushing between your legs—right where you were still stretched around him, messy and slick with the load he’d just pumped deep inside. His eyes stayed locked on yours as two fingers pressed to your swollen folds, spreading you open just enough to watch it drip out.
“Fuckin’ shame,” he muttered. “Wastin’ good it like that.”
You shivered, hips twitching as he eased a finger back inside, slow and deep. You gasped, back arching slightly. "Logan—"
"Shh," he murmured, voice low, gravel-smooth. “Lemme make sure it stays where it belongs.”
He added a second finger, thick and insistent, curling them inside you like he knew every sensitive spot by heart—and he did. His thumb rubbed lazy circles over your clit, just enough to make your breath catch, not enough to push you over yet.
Your hips rocked into the motion instinctively, body still greedy for more. “God… you’re not done with me?”
He snorted, lips brushing your cheek. “Sweetheart, I’m just gettin’ started.”
His fingers pumped slow, deliberate, his palm slick with a mix of your arousal and his come, still leaking out around his knuckles. You whimpered, clenching down on him, thighs shaking.
“You feel that?” he muttered, dragging his lips down your neck, letting his teeth scrape lightly across your skin. “That’s mine. All of it. Gonna keep pushin’ it in ‘til your body holds on tight.”
“Logan—fuck—” you moaned, legs spreading wider for him. “You’re gonna make me come again…”
“Good,” he growled. “I want you to. That sweet little pussy soaks me every damn time, ‘course you’re gonna come.”
He curled his fingers again, hitting just the right spot, and your whole body jerked, toes curling. You could hear the wet, obscene sound of it—his hand working between your legs, your pussy clenching greedily around him like it knew what he was trying to do.
“I can feel you pulsin’ around me,” he rasped, kissing down your chest. “Just like that. Keep squeezin’. Gonna milk it all up inside you.”
You bit your lip, desperate to hold it back, but your body had other plans. With a sharp cry, you came hard, thighs clamping around his wrist as your cunt spasmed around his fingers, milking them like it wanted to keep every drop of him inside.
“There it is,” he breathed, watching your face like it was the only thing that mattered. “Fuck, you’re so goddamn pretty when you come for me.”
You twitched beneath him, breath ragged, and Logan gently eased his fingers out, slick and dripping. He watched the mess on his hand for a second, then brought it to your mouth.
“Taste what you’re takin’ in,” he muttered.
You opened obediently, sucking his fingers between your lips, tasting salt and heat and something that made your whole body ache with want all over again.
He groaned, leaning in to kiss you slow, deep, filthy. “You’re gonna get pregnant from this,” he whispered against your mouth. “I fuckin’ know it.”
You pulled back just enough to meet his gaze, breath still catching in your throat. “Think so?”
He grinned, cocky and warm, brushing his fingers lightly over your belly. “I’d bet on it.”
You gave a tired, blissed-out laugh. “You always so sure of yourself?”
He nuzzled close, lips grazing your ear. “Only when I know I’m right.”
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cinnamorollcrybaby · 8 months ago
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MILF
Tags: Toji x Reader, nsfw, mdni, breeding kink, unprotected sex, car sex, daddy kink
Synopsis: Toji loves fucking milfs. Send tweet.
An: I love how we all collectively as a fandom decided Toji is the nastiest mf out there. I just really feel like he is down w everything.
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Toji thinks it’s adorable when you’re apologizing profusely for canceling plans on him again. Kid’s gotta come first, right? He knows that being a single mom is hard, and that you wouldn’t be cancelling plans so often if you didn’t have a kid.
He doesn’t mind sitting with your kid while you take a while to get ready. He sits next to your son on the couch and plays xbox with him, telling you to take your time. He knows you don’t get to get out too often. Hell, your kid probably doesn’t know what a babysitter is because you never know how to take a break.
Toji finds you stunning as soon as you walk out of the bedroom in that sexy black dress. He doesn’t even mind that your snot nose brat just killed him in whatever game they were playing. “Haha! I beat you!” Your son gloats. While you talk to the babysitter about what your kid can and can’t have, he leans over towards your son’s ear. “Yeah, well, I’m gonna go fuck your mom, so who’s really winning?”
He has to practically drag you out of the house, placing his hand on the small of your back as a firm guide towards his car. He knows how badly you need “adult time”. You’ve complained plenty about only hanging out with your kid and having no social life.
His excitement grows as he watches you get tipsy off one glass of wine. You really don’t get out much, do you? He carefully walks you back to his car after dinner, and you’re just gushing over your little brat back at home. He’s had to stop you from calling the babysitter like 5 times to check up on him.
“Too busy takin’ care of everyone else, ma. Let me take care of you.” He mutters in your ear as he parks his car in the middle of nowhere.
Toji fucking loves the curves that come from childbearing, and don’t even get him started on the stretch marks. He’s a fiend when it comes to your full breasts that aren’t as perky as they were before your son.
He adores how moms aren’t afraid to get it on anywhere. They know the value of time, and they never know when another opportunity will arise. They take it when they can get it, and right now, you’re taking it in the back of Toji’s car.
“Mmmn~ shit. You swear you’re not a virgin?” He moans as your gummy walls squeeze tightly around his length. You’d giggle at his comment if you weren’t so full of his cock. You can only manage to let out a pathetic quiet whine.
“Nuh uh, louder baby.” He instructs as he works on stretching your cunt out. “Tonight’s all about you. Let me hear you.” A more confident moan falls from your lips from his words, and he grins behind you, loving the way you sound while you struggle to take him all in.
Toji has you face down ass up in his back seat. Your ass ripples with each time he plunges his thick cock in and out of you. The car fills with the nastiest noises straight from your sopping wet cunt. He swears to god moms always get the wettest. Their bodies are experienced, knowing more lubricant helps ease his cock in and out.
“Fuuuck, ma. You feel so fuckin’ good.” He groans behind you as his hips continue to slap against your asscheeks. “Makin’ me want to breed this pussy for myself.”
“Ngh~ T-Toji!” You cry out as your face is pressed to the leather of the seat. Your mouth is slightly agape, drooling everywhere from being so cock drunk.
“Hm? What you think about that, ma? I could give you another little brat to raise.” The car creaks and rocks back and forth with each harsh thrust. His eyes are fixed on your juices that are pooling around the base of his cock.
“I- … oh god, fuck~” You don’t even have it in you deny him. His cock feels so fucking good; you don’t want to say anything to make him stop. You need this.
Slap!
His hand connects with the fat of your ass as he swats at you. “Not an answer, ma.” He grunts as he leans his weight onto you, using it to his advantage against your poor sticky cunt. His large hand presses between your shoulder blades, holding you down to the seat.
“B-breed me!” Your voice cries out in a tone you’ve never heard before.
“Thaaat’s it.” He drawls with a smirk as his hips start to pound harder. “Good girl. Usin’ your words like that f’me. Daddy’ll give you what you want.”
Toji leans his head back, basking in the way your pussy is practically crying for him. Oh, the things flooding in his mind right now are downright fucking filthy. Thinking about how pretty you’d look pregnant with his kid. Thinking about giving your son a little sibling.
“Ohh~ my g-god… pleaasee.. I’m gonna come..” Your poor voice sounds so fucked out, your hips start to move, bouncing back against him while chasing your orgasm.
“Fuck yeah, ma… That’s it. Fuck me back.” He praises as his hand starts to massage your pillowy ass. His lewdly balls are clapping against your clit, stimulating you as well as making the most erotic noises. “Cum on daddy’s fat cock. C’mon. I know you can do it.”
Within seconds, your pussy is clenching around him, milking him for all he’s worth while your orgasm washes over you. “Shiiiit~ ma.” He hisses as he has to force himself to keep thrusting. His cock is throbbing from how sensitive he is right now, on the brink of his orgasm.
“Fuck. Toji, Toji, Toji..” You feel tears spring into your eyes as he continues to fuck you into oblivion. Overstimulated tears stroll down your cheeks as your body is so sensitive.
“Keep sayin’ my name, ma. Keep sayin’ daddy’s name.” He groans as he leans more into you, almost mounting you at this point. “Ngh~ gonna put a baby in you, okay ma?”
“Please—“ You hiccup as your body is continually getting wrecked.
A growl rips through his throat as he yanks your hips back into him, shoving himself as deep as your body will allow, and his cock pulses as he spills deep inside you.
Toji loves takin’ pretty mamas like you home after he’s finished ruining them. The way they half waddle and stumble back onto the house with his cum still nestled in their cute cunts. He imagines they try to sober up enough to kiss their kids goodnight before they get the best sleep of their life.
It ain’t much, but it’s honest work for Toji. 🫡
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Hello! <3
Please can I request male harbingers with a reader who overworks themselves to an unhealthy extent.
✦ How they take care of you when you overworked yourself 
Pierro, Capitano, Dottore, Scaramouche, Pantalone, Childe
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To be human is to drift between solace and work. It is natural that on some days, the burdens of your day take a toll on your shoulders and mind. As a result, your smile wanes and your body feels more cumbersome than usual. Yet as you try to mask your fatigue, your beloved’s keen eye catches on.
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✧ Pierro knows your body language by a single glance at your silent reclusion. Whenever you shut off, back hunched over a desk in the latest hours of the night, he sees fatigue clouding your gaze. His gloved hands quietly land on your shoulders, as his figure looms from behind
“You are tired, my divine. Do not hide it.” - he carefully squeezes your shoulders, his head coming to land a tender kiss on the crown of your hair. The room is quiet for a moment. “I would've draped a comforter over you while you're sitting here, but I cannot close an eye when you are so worn out.
You'd murmur an absent-minded apology, but The Jester's tug is lulling you out of your desk, coaxing you to agree it's time to end the day. Thus, without a word, Pierro knew what he had to do. 
A delicate embrace, rocking you back and forth, would say more than he could ever muster. He'd tuck you to bed, ensuring you are comfortable and warm. Pierro won't waste your time with worry-filled questions. Instead, he would quietly dim the lights, feed wood to the fireplace, and return to your shared bedroom with a tray of preferred beverages. Chances are, you won't sip all of it or speak much with him on such nights. But Pierro demands no gratitude from you, he is only relieved to see you succumb to sleep and let your body rest by the plush pillows. 
Hence, in the dim, warm bedroom, Pierro would sit next to you as you sleep. With one book in his hands, while the other wrapped around you, he would guard your dreams as you slumber beside him. 
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✧ Il Capitano's weapon is clutched and secured in his armored hands, invariably steady as he trains with precision and ideal. However, your weapon was the opposite. Uncooperative, you surged with frustration today. You have been practicing for hours, training dummies left shattered in your wake in an uncharacteristic mess. But you felt inadequate, forcing yourself forward until your muscles cried in pain. 
“You have exceeded your energy for today. Drop your weapon.” – His voice was firm, but your attacks were firmer. 
Naturally, the more petulant and forceful your movements were, the more worn out you become. Capitano of all first spots your careless cuts and bruises, beads of sweat glistening off your chin. As the two of you are training, he knows what he must do, even if he will gravely regret it: 
“I shall not repeat myself twice. Put your weapon down.” 
“Ugh, I can still move! Don't command me now,” – Whether your assertive voice was to convince him or yourself, it clearly didn't work. Just a quick glimpse at your labored breathing and quivering grip told Capitano everything he needed to know. Therefore, with a calculated precision, he disarms you, forcing you to stumble back, your concentration abruptly shattered.
A deafening silence bestowed between you after your weapon fell to the ground with echoing clinks. Luckily, before you could stumble, the Captain's armored hand shot out, quickly catching you with his arm, your form secured in a tender touch. You froze, but slowly opened your eyes, guilt and exhaustion catching up to you. 
“Even the strongest soldiers need to rest. You've pushed yourself enough, my cherished.” 
That’s how Capitano has to force his hand to stop you before your inevitable collapse. He despised raising his voice like that, let alone clashing with you. But witnessing your tired limbs straggling as you try to move, or your skin covered in bruises when it should be his reverend kisses - it drove him to only one solution.
You felt ashamed, and with apologetic whispers, Capitano carried you in his arms. He ensures you take a proper shower, your cuts are cleaned, and sore muscles are tended to. You’d find yourself nursed to health and changed into clean clothes, any attempts to walk away from his arms would be effortlessly thwarted as he casually scooped you back into his arms, settling you back in bed.
Alas, not even puppy eyes would work on him in such situations. 
“I'm sorry, Capi. I overdid it… again.”
He’d sigh, sitting beside you as he gently massaged your legs with therapeutic precision, his words free of any reproach or disappointment – “Do not let your desire for strength burden your spirit or numb your stride. You are already strong, far more than you realize, my sweet. But you must comprehend the limits of your body… Patience and time create precious diamonds, not just pressure.” 
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✧ Il Dottore arrived at the grand entrance of the Zapolyarny Palace’s library, arms crossed and expression far from elated. At an ungodly hour of the night, even the hallways were deserted, devoid of any soul or light. Innately, only night wardens were left, but even the single guard stationed by the door was almost falling asleep standing. 
“Where are they?” 
Dottore's question was tense but quick, causing the poor Fatui soldier to almost stumble on his feet and wake up with a jolt. Trying to keep a face, he politely pointed to the far end of the library, not daring to peek at the Harbinger’s stern countenance any longer. 
As The Doctor strode further in, he spotted what he had been seeking in the middle of the night – You. 
Specifically, you who's practically dozing off amidst clutters of books and papers. With a barrage of empty mugs and glasses left beside you on the table, archons know how much caffeine you drown yourself in for another all-nighter. You were desperate to finish some research and assignment, and although Dottore warned you to not disappear for a whole day mulling over academic tomes, it seemed you wrongfully dismissed his warnings. 
The soldier guarding the door wasn't surprised when he saw The Harbinger walking away with you in his arms; your sleepy mumbles were ineffective as you lay your head on Dottore's shoulder. You were practically asleep by the time you two left the library.
The next day, you woke up in bed. With no concept of time or how you found yourself back in your favorite pillows, you groggily remained in bed, until you spotted Dottore. He sat beside you, arms crossed like a stern parent, and remained silent as you came to your senses.
“What did I tell you, hm? What did I tell you will happen if you force yourself to work on multiple assignments at once till the break of dawn?”
“Uh…” 
“That I will come and take you home forcefully. And what did I tell you about your health?” 
“That it's… um,”
“That your health is of paramount concern; it's non-negotiable. I will be stern with you if I deem it necessary.”
“... Sorry.” - you managed to mumble, still lying in bed, even though it’s past noon, no thanks to your broken sleep schedule. 
Dottore sighed deeply, pinching the bridge of his nose underneath the mask. He leaned closer, his hand brushing over your forehead to check your temperature, both for his sake and yours. Though the notion of his thumb gently caressing your skin didn’t go unnoticed, the Doctor shifted to speak more tenderly. 
“You realize that your body will be the first to give up on you if you don’t heed my advice, right, dear? You will remain here, in bed. I will make you a proper breakfast and something warm to drink. I won’t let you bury your head in another book, or else I will be checking in on your eyesight as well.” 
Despite his reprimanding words, he himself didn’t wish to leave your side so quickly. Caressing your forehead, brushing your hair back, or reaching to kiss your wrist where he can feel your pulse. Mulling over research till midnight was usually his job, but seeing you drag yourself into this habit suddenly made him realize why you were often troubled whenever he stayed in his lab for days. 
But now he comprehends the weight of being concerned for another. Oh well, it seems today calls for a leisurely breakfast in bed beside you. 
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✧ For the first time in years, you managed to evoke a surprised scowl on Scaramouche’s face. The usually unbothered Harbinger now stood speechless as he saw you looking disheveled, hair a mess, while you panted as if you ran a marathon. A couple of leaves clung between your hairlocks – “What in the seven nations happened to you?” 
“I-...” You gasped for air before proceeding “I just completed the mission I was given.” 
“Mission? Your task was to deliver a simple report as a message to the Fatui camp stationed nearby.” 
You sighed, finally catching your breath. Even with your inelegant deposition, you didn’t falter in revealing the truth. “Well, yes. But my path was blocked by a group of rogue Kairagi, and they thought I was a wandering pilgrim. So, I fought them off until they all escaped. Unfortunately… that also meant my message was damaged during the fight. Luckily, I had memorized its contents and still reported it to the Fatui station I was heading to. Thus, I ran back here.” 
Your prideful but weary smile did not match Scaramouche's horrified grimace. The mere implication of you being in danger on your way caused him to grip his fists in anger. And if a puppet had veins, he'd almost pop one in silent fury. 
“You’ve been scurrying about all day like some errand boy. Outrageous; you know your status shouldn’t stoop to such mundane tasks!”
“true… but I just thought it’d be quicker-” 
“Just come here,” - he tugged you by the arm, dragging you back inside with an exasperated huff. Despite his impatience, he ensured his hand was not gripping in case you were bruised after today’s fighting. “You’ll get cleaned and have a proper rest. Any assignments or obligations you have are dismissed. I will order my subordinates to take care of them. You’re not hurt, are you…?” 
Your protest was met with a quick and stern dismissal. The audacity to even let you suffer with such mundane jobs as running back and forth delivering reports, not to mention stumbling into rogue thieves and potential peril. That’s why Scaramouche hired several subordinates to take care of your matters. For now, he settled close beside you, personally inspecting any wounds or bruises on you that were taken care of, his fingers carefully gliding over your arm or back.
You’d tease him that he worries too much, but he’d retort that you always hurry into things without regarding yourself. As a consequence, you are now stuck with the Balladeer following you constantly, huffing and scoffing while secretly dotting on you if you so much as lift a finger. 
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✧ Pantalone is the one usually greeted back home with tender hugs and warm kisses when he comes back from work. His favorite part of the day is closing the entrance door of the manor, the cold still clinging to him as he is presented with the warmth of the house, and your radiant smile as you run up to him. All his frustration and worry left behind like mist in the air.  
But when Pantalone was the one greeting you back home, only to witness a tired face and a sorrowful gaze – his charming smile faltered. 
“Oh, my sweetie,” He came to greet you, gently taking your oversized winter coat off your shoulders “A rough day? Is everything alright?” 
“Just… a bad day.” 
These words alone were enough to confirm The Regrator’s doubts. With a gentle nod, he knows what must be done. He helped you out of your outdoor clothes, snow sticking to your shoes and scarf. It doesn’t help that Snezhnaya’s weather was unforgiving at this time of the year. With a hand wrapped around your shoulder, he guided you inside. 
“How about this, dear. I shall draw you a nice hot bath with clean towels… I can wash your hair, if you so desire and then we will have supper. Hm, what do you say?” 
Pantalone sensed your timidness, not wishing to outright ask him such favors. But your exhaustion spoke volumes. With a hesitant nod, you allowed him to do so, not having much energy to rebuttal when your body was tired and cold. And thus he did, patiently helping you undress and tend to you as your body soaked in a steaming bathtub.
You sunk low to the water, concealing yourself in the soothing bath. Pantalone only smiled; though his gaze lingered on the beauty of your form, it was not a gaze of lust or need. It was as a gaze that yearned to help you and remedy your pains. With raised sleeves, his hands carefully massaged your soapy scalp, using your favorite shampoos as he washed your hair slowly.
“Is this alright, my honey? Just relax and rest… you’re home now, love.” 
You hummed, letting your head lean back to Pantalone’s touch as he started rinsing it. The bathroom was quite save for the gentle splashing sound of water. Once all was done, The Harbinger stood up allowing you a moment of privacy to keep washing or drying yourself. In the meantime, he excused himself to the kitchen to warm up today’s supper. 
Even if you were silent the whole night, and exchanged few words with your beloved, it was the quiet moments of respite like these that told you you were safe; you were home. And Pantalone would silently remind you in his loving embrace as you fall asleep in his arms. 
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✧ When Tartaglia bore witness to your dull disposition, he knew that you simply required a moment of peace and quiet. Respecting your wishes with worrying glances, he let you sleep peacefully in the bedroom, granting you a sweet kiss on the forehead before closing the door behind him. 
That, of course, was not where his concern for your health ceased. You have been working so hard back at home. Working, coming back home with groceries, cooking, cleaning. It all seems like monotonous everyday tasks, but considering how Childe was often away on his Fatui missions, he often wished to be beside you to alleviate your chores. Therefore, an idea sprung to him. 
While you were resting in the bedroom, The Harbinger took the chance to help around. He brushed his ginger hair back, put on some rubber cleaning gloves, and started working. The dishes were getting washed, the floors were cleaned, the furniture was being dusted, and even the bathroom was thoroughly cleaned util it all shone with a reflective sheen. 
It took a while, and Childe tried to be as hushed as possible, but it was done. When you reemerged from the bedroom, hair messy and face sleepy, you had to blink in confusion to assure yourself you were not dreaming. The house was pristine and tidy, while your beloved Ajax stood with a prideful smile. 
“I must be still dreaming… is this my house? Maybe I should go back to sleep.” - you mumbled, turning away.
“Wha- hey, hey wait! Not even a thank you smooch for all the hard work?!” 
Of course, Tartaglia was jesting. He didn’t need gratitude for basic domestic tasks. His priority was helping you. And although he wished to cuddle you in bed all day long, some tasks kept calling, and he knew the quicker he finished them the more time the two of you would have in bed without the nagging thought of homechores.
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A small note from me, I had several anons ask me the same prompt - so I’m sorry I cannot tag the rest of the lovelies who sent me these requests. Additionally, I thank everyone for the kind words who enjoy my fluff, I was afraid it would be boring but seeing such encouragement makes my day <3 enjoy
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