Penance [7]
Pairing:Â Jason Todd x Fem!Powered!Reader
Words:Â 8,230
Chapter Warnings:Â Swearing, fluff, mentions of death, hurt/comfort, mentions of scars, small description of jason's autopsy scar, smut, 18+ mdni
Summary:Â âThesus: Stop. Give me your hand. I am your friend.
Herakles: I fear to stain your clothes with blood.
Thesus: Stain them. I donât care.â
Itâs been a month and a half since Craneâs reign of terror was stopped, leaving Gotham to finally return to normal. But, what is normal? After everything Jason and you have been through, it seems normal might be some unobtainable dream state. But thatâs not going to stop either of you from trying and maybe, youâll get lucky in the end. At the end of it, the two of you have suffered enough, right?
Right?
A/N: It was my birthday a few weeks ago and 2 days later I was in the ER with a bad kidney infection so that's why this is late lol I'm sorry!! lol You can add yourself to the tag list below, ask me to be tagged, or you can follow my library blog @jasntoddslibrary  and turn on notifications if you prefer that!! I love feedback, I swear it keeps me posting on a weekly basis đ
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Jason and you patrol together and it feels like old times. You work well together just as you always have and itâs something the both of you really needed. Patrolling with Tim was different because you had to and you couldnât really do it how you were used to because it was about training Tim and showing him the ropes. But this? This is like it always was, fighting side by side, teaming up and taking turns interrogating people. You stop at Excellent Gotham halfway through and park yourselves by Jasonâs favorite gargoyle to eat.
You think tonight is healing parts of you. You felt hopeless before and now you're sitting here with your favorite person as if nothing has really changed. Maybe you donât need to punish yourself all of the time and maybe this can be good. Maybe you can let yourself heal from everything. If Jason can, donât you deserve to try?
âWasnât too boring tonight, was it?â Jason quips, the both of you back in your street clothes as you stand outside of your apartment building, Jason having rode home with you to make sure you got home safe.
âEh.â You shrug. âIt was alright I guess.â You scrunch your nose at him.
âAlright?!â Jason scoffs. âBullshit. Iâm a fucking trip.â
âYouâre something.â You let out a cackle and Jason is relieved to see you look so happy. You looked lost earlier. âCan I ask you something?â You ask.
âWhatâs up?â Jason shifts his weight to his left leg, resting the helmet on his hip.
âWhen do you go see Leslie again?â You look down, tugging your sleeves over your hands before your eyes come up to Jason's.
Jason's brows raise slightly before he shrugs. âUhâŚfew days, why?â
âCan you, uh, a-ask her if sheâŚya knowâŚmaybe I needâŚto go.â
Jason nods his head with a warm smile. âYeah, Iâll ask her and give her your number.â
âThanks, Jay.â You give him a small and shy smile.
âOf course.â Jason smiles softly. âHate fucking admitting it, but itâs been helping a bit again.â
âGood. I, uh, thatâs why I wanna go. Might be for the best.â
âGood. Canât hurt.â Jason nods his head.
âYeah.â You smile softly. âWell, Iâm gonna head in but thanks for tonight.â
âDo it again?â The corner of Jason's tugs into a hopeful smirk.
âHell yeah.â You laugh softly. âIâll see you tomorrow.â You beam before spinning on your heels and entering the apartment building.
A smile is stretched across your face as you make your way up the three flights of stairs to your apartment. No part of you believes going to see Leslie is going to be easy but if sheâs helping Jason who literally died, surely she can help you. And it feels really good to finally feel like you and Jason might be falling back into some sort of normal after everything.
You enter your apartment, pressing your back against the door as it shuts behind you. The TV is playing quietly from the living room, the rest of the apartment is dark. You're so stuck on how well the night went, you almost miss the sound of Mollyâs voice coming from your living room.
âMolly?â You question, pushing off the door and walking the few feet into the kitchen, looking into the living room thanks to the open concept layout.
Molly is leaning against the arm of the couch holding her phone against her thighs. A wide smile splits her face as Jurassic Park is playing on the TV. Molly is still rambling on about the first time she saw the movie, completely ignoring your presence. You roll your eyes and walk over to the back of the couch, looking at her phone screen.
âHey.â Gar chimes.
Molly jumps. âWhen did you get back?â Molly ask.
âJust now?â You question. âHey, Gar?â Your brows furrow, looking between the two of them.
Nothing going on, sure.
Molly looks at the time on her phone. âDid it go okay? Youâre not mad are you?â Molly questions.
âWhat happened?â Gar asks.
You look between the two of them and maybe nothing is going on but from where you're standing, it definitely looks like it. You aren't even upset about it, but if something is going on, you think it's weird and confusing neither one of them would just say something but you aren't going to push. It's not really your business or your place. So, you decide, you're not even gonna say anything. You'll sit back and see what happens with them.
âNothing?â You shake your head. âWe patrolled together, grabbed some food, and came back.â You shrug your shoulders. âSo, Iâm gonna shower and head to bed.â You reach over the couch and steal a handful of popcorn from Mollyâs bowl. You glance to the TV, watching the water in the cup on the dash of the Jeep start to vibrate. âYou guys are missing the best part.â You state as you start walking away. âGet it together, guys.â You make your voice cheery, making sure they know you're joking and you can hear Molly laugh quietly as you enter your room.
You grab your change of clothes before heading to the bathroom and hopping in the shower. Music plays through the bathroom until it's interrupted by a ding from a text. You peek out of the shower just in time to see your phone screen still on with Jasonâs contact on your screen. Heâs texted you a quick âmade it homeâ. You smile to yourself and continue washing your hair while your phone chimes again. This time when you look over, itâs a second text from Jason telling you you should just meet him at his place around noon and you can go to Home Depot together. You roll your eyes but your smile is glued to your lips while you finish your shower.
You take a seat on the toilet seat with a towel draped around your body. You pick up your phone while your stomach bubbles and twists.
You:
What? Donât trust my driving?
Jaybird:
No â ď¸
You:
Fuck you đŞ
Jaybird:
Iâm really shaking in my boots babe
You:
You suck
Jaybird:
đ¤¤
You:
đ¤Ž
Jaybird:
đ
You:
Ill see you tomorrow
I do like to be chauffeured around
Jaybird:
How many times did it take autocorrect to get that word right?
Your jaw drops before you burst out laughing. Heâs such an asshole but it did take more than a few tries to get that damn word right and he would know.
You:
I will walk over to your apartment and fucking stab you so fucking help me jason todd
Jaybird:
Youâd have to catch me first babe
You:
That a dare?
Jaybird:
I dare you
You:
Okay
You toss your phone and immediately start getting dressed in sweats. You donât bother with makeup or anything else. You get the bathroom tidied up before you exit the bathroom, phone in hand before you go for your backpack. Molly is still peaking over the couch on her Facetime call with Gar.
âWhatâre you doing?â Molly asks.
âGoing to stab Jason.â You answer casually while Molly looks to her phone at Gar.
âSheâs doing what?â
âHe dared me, Gar!â You yell but Molly and Gar can tell by the airiness in your voice it's really not that serious.
âHe dared you to stab him?â Molly asks, unsure if she really heard you correctly or if she really wants to any sort of context.
You widen your eyes at her, nodding your head quickly. âYeah! And Iâm not gonna back down. Itâs a dare.â You scoff with the furrow of your brows.
âWere they always this weird?â Molly asks Gar.
âHey!â You yell.
âYes.â Gar answers with a nod.
âOkay, Iâll be back!â You call with a smile as you kick your shoes on and head out, locking the three locks on your way out.
Jason prepares for you to get there, knowing you take dares seriously. He unlocks the door and shuts every light off in the place. If you want to come for him, heâs not going to make it easy. That ruins the game. Itâs silly and he knows but at this point, he doesnât want to miss even a single opportunity with you. Yes, he shouldn't have wasted a month and a half and neither should you but heâs thinking maybe that was for the best. It did give you both space to start to healing. It gave you both space to start setting up your own lives and finding out who you are today. It seems to have helped and thereâs nothing saying you canât continue while trying to get back what you once had. Optimism is not something that ever came easy to Jason Todd but heâs letting himself feel optimistic about you for just a second.
You pull up to Jason's place, seeing itâs completely dark. At first, it almost scares you, thinking maybe something happened and this is a trap. That would be something that could happen. But, that thought fades quickly because you donât have that pit in your stomach and Jason would never have played along with anything to endanger you. This is Jason being a shit.
You dig in your bag and pull out your phone, using the flashlight as you enter the building, keeping light on your toes.
âFinally.â Jason's voice rings through the speaker system. âUsual rules?â
This was something you did at the Manor when Bruce was out. You blacked out the entire house, the only light would come from the moon outside. Other than that, it was just you two and a black house trying to locate each other. The only rules were not to permanently injure the other one -- donât shove each other down the stairs and no lethal weapons. First person to disarm the other wins.
âYouâre on, Jay.â You call as you shut your flashlight off, pocketing your phone.
You have your hands at your sides as they start to warm and glow a vibrant shade of green. Your steps are careful, using the glow to guide your feet. Back at the manor, you didnât even need the light from your hands at one point. You had the whole place memorized from doing this with Jason which did kind of defeat some of the purpose of the blacking out the building but it served enough purpose. Plus, there are more stakes. It has the same premise as Dickâs whole thing with the blindfolds but this is more fun.
Jason is positioned at the end of the hall, carefully listening. He can see the glow of your hands which he said was cheating at first, until he realized he can also find you. He doesnât need the glowing but itâs definitely not a bad thing to have on his end. So, he stands against the wall, watching and listening to you walk closer. His eyes track you, knowing youâll search the full hallway before attempting the stairs. A part of him wants to dodge around you and essentially play a weird game of hide and seek but instead, he keeps his feet planted. The idea is to disarm, not to find.
Your hands stop glowing the further down the hallway you get. Jason's brows furrow, still listening to your footsteps. They echo softly no matter how light on your feet you try to be. If you know anything, itâs that Jason likes to play games. Heâs going to make finding him easy the first time because thatâs the point. And then youâll have to spar it out until one of you backs off and runs off. Heâs done this before so you keep walking with soft feet until you reach the end of the hallway. Jason is like a radiator. He could heat up an entire room if left there long enough so as you stand right in front of him, you can feel the space between you growing warmer.
You strike first, just missing his head as Jason grabs your arm. He spins you around as you kick your leg around his, sending you both to the ground. Jason falls on top of you, barely catching his weight on his hands to not crush you and you donât miss a beat, crawling from under him only for Jason to grab your ankle and yank you back. Jason hears your laugh through a squeal.
âThatâs a fucking ego boost.â Jason laughs with you.
âYouâre not scary, sorry, Jay.â You tease, yanking your ankle free.
âLotta people'd beg to differ." Jason defends as he hears you run off down the hallway.
âNot to me!â You sing-song, your voice echoing off the walls and staircase.
A smile stretches across Jasonâs face as he shakes his head. He starts walking after you, not hearing your footsteps anymore and he knows you've hidden yourself behind some sort of corner so heâs careful with his steps.
A large part of him thought the good parts of him died and the pit kept them. It kept them in exchange for his life, maybe thatâs just the price he was to pay in order to live. Someone canât come back to life without sacrificing something. Look at Raâs. But, over the last few days, heâs learning that may not have been in the case.
His bones still ache and something still feels hauntingly different but the good parts of him are still there. Tim didnât even blink when Jason showed up in the alley, he was so unbothered by all of Jasonâs training methods that even got you to pitch a fit every once in a while. Jason had a good time training Tim and him and you are back to doing this stupid game in the middle of the night with laughter bouncing off of the walls. Heâs smiled more the last few days than he has in two months. Maybe the good parts of him arenât entirely gone. They were just covered in guilt and remorse.
You're tucked away in a corner and you always wonder how Jason manages to be so silent as he walks. You can be quiet but you canât even tell when heâs moving until itâs almost too late. Itâs for his own protection, heâs been doing this longer, but itâs always fascinating to you and it'd be a little scary if you didn't know him. One second heâs down the hall and the next, heâs standing in front of you without ever making a sound. Itâs his most intimidating quality.
But you're careful anyway, listening, focusing on your surroundings and then the hairs stand up on the back of your neck with a subtle throb starting to your right. You dodge just as Jason's fist flies through the air and you grab his arm, elbowing the inside of his arm. Jason lets out a groan and you twist it around before Jason laughs.
âItâs cute you think you still stand a chance.â
âIâve taken you before.â You quip, holding his arm behind his back.
âYouâre out of practice.â Jason chuckles, pulling his arm away before he spins back around, going to grab you but you jump back.
âSo are you.â You quip.
âYou sure?â Jason asks making you nearly scream. Heâs right in front of you now and you didnât feel him that time. His breath is fanning over your face and without needing to see him, you can tell heâs smirking, cheeks probably that pretty shade of pink.
âUh-huh.â Your voice catches in your throat.
âRight.â Jason gives you this chuckle that makes you want to kiss the smirk off of his face but you know you canât very well do that now so instead, you make your move.
You quickly slide to the right before kicking his feet from under him. Jason lands on a knee and he swipes his leg across the floor, knocking you down just as you try to run off. Itâs Jasonâs turn to get to his feet and find a new spot.
The two of you go back and forth like this and itâs different this time. Usually, you spar hard and you both make solid efforts to disarm the other but this time, youâre spending a lot of time hiding and running. It wasnât so much intentional at first from either of you but the more you do it, the more you realize this is just more time to spend together. Tomorrow comes eventually and tomorrow always has some sort of surprise in it. Tonight, you donât wanna worry about that. You spend your time in the dark, finding each other and going back forth with fists and quips.
Two hours in, Jason is hiding out on the landing of the first staircase, tucked away in the corner. The window is two feet away from him, the city lights cascading through the pains and onto the wood flooring. His eyes stay trained in front of him, hearing you from downstairs walking around. You've been looking for a few minutes and Jason is wondering if youâll give up. And then he hears a smack and a groan from down the stairs. Jason has to stifle his own laugh, far nicer than you who burst out laughing when Jason hit the doorframe. You seem to recover okay, your steps picking up a few seconds later and he can hear you ascending the staircase.
Your steps stop right at the top.
You roll your eyes and you know damn well Jason is right behind the light of the window. Heâll be able to see you before you can see him. And if you know anything about him, you know heâs standing right in the corner, right foot lifted and pressed against the wall with his arms crossed and that stupid smirk on his lips. This game was never very fair from your perspective. You've never won. Jasonâs senses have always been better, Bruce trained him well. As much as you hate the thought. You let out a sigh, take two steps forward and stand directly in the light, a taunt telling Jason to get it over with.
Jason pushes off the wall with his right foot and makes his move but heâs cautious. You do not give up, especially to him when thereâs a game like this in play. He strikes first, you block him in an instant, using the light to drag him from the shadows and you get him with your knee right in his side. Jason doesnât even flinch, throwing another hit, this time hitting you on your side. The two go back and forth, breathing turning heavy as you use the city lights to your advantage. But, itâs Jason who gets the upper hand as he almost always does, grabbing both of your wrists as you use one to try to punch him and the other to block his hands. His grip is tight and unwavering.
Jasonâs chest is nearly touching yours as you look up at him. Thereâs a devious gleam you can make out even in the low light, the corners of his mouth perked into a subtle smirk. Your heart jumps into your throat.
âGiving up so quick?â Jason questions.
âNo.â You let out a soft pout but you arenât fighting him.
Jason can feel his heartbeat on his tongue. His grip loosens on your wrists but he doesnât let go. Instead, his thumb rubs your skin softly, not even realizing heâs doing it. Itâs been hours and heâs been having a blast and he knows she is, too. For the life of him, he canât figure out why you both let time go by. He does know why, because it all hurt but maybe it was just getting over the hump of it all. He thinks it must be just as hard for you to overcome as it is for him. But, you both always seemed to be able to cope better around each other. Itâs the understanding of every action and word that leaves your lips. The feeling that youâll both never be alone.
Jason nods once. âNot trying very hard.â Jason whispers softly.
Last night felt so good and cathartic. Maybe you just want to live in another one of those moments for a few minutes.
âYouâll just tighten your grip.â You whisper back, watching a cheeky smirk grow on his lips.
âDoesnât seem to bother you much.â Jason quips and his eyes glance to your lips.
What if he kisses you anyway? Just one more time. Then you can do this friend thing with the game and the banter. What if he kisses you anyway?
âNo.â You answer back, glancing to his lips.
What if you kiss him? Just one more time and then you can do the whole friend like you did before. What if you kiss him?
âHowâre you gonna get out of this then?â Jason quips.
Fuck it.
You lunge forward, your lips connecting with Jasonâs. He groans and immediately drops your wrists as his hands come to your cheeks, pulling you closer to him. Jason melts right into you, nearly exploding at the seams with the very thought you were thinking the same thing he was.
His mouth moves with yours and you push forward until Jasonâs back hits the wall. Jason grabs your hips, turning you both around so your back is pinned against the wall. He kisses down your neck, nipping and biting at the flesh. Your heartbeat skyrockets as your hand tangles into his messy hair. Your eyes are closed as a soft moan escapes your lips. Jason bites down, sucking a mark into your skin.
You pull his head back to your lips, the kiss turning sloppy and wet. Jason slides his hands under your thighs, picking you up to pin you against the wall as his knee slots into between your legs. His thigh hits just the right spot making you let out a moan into his mouth immediately followed by a groan.
You pull his hair back, getting a pretty groan from Jason before you go to his neck, leaving your own purple mark. Jason holds your hips helping you grind down against his thigh. The sound of your desperate gasps makes him want to lose his mind. He wants to surrender all control he has ever had and forget anything bad ever happened. His head is lust drunk and all he wants is you. His bulge is growing and throbbing through his sweatpants, desperately wanting free.
You feel yourself growing closer and wetter but more desperate. Thereâs not quite enough friction and he knows it. He knows this only ever gets you teetering on the edge but itâs never quite enough. He knows exactly what heâs doing and you want to bite him. Your pussy throbs and aches for something to fill you up.
âJay.â You pant desperately into his mouth.
He fucking snickers.
And stills your hips.
âJay.â Your brows pinch together as if you're in pain.
âWhatâs that?âJason teases.
âFuck. You.â You nod your head, trying to move your hips but his grip keeps you steady.
Jason leans forward, nipping up your neck making you whine. He can feel your pulse against his lips as he kisses his way up to your cheek. You feel him grin against your skin and you think your skin might set the both of you on fire.
âSay please.â Jason mocks you, whispering in your ear, his voice deep and graveled.
You think you've melted into the palms of his hands.
Jason loosens his grip slightly, allowing you to get some friction for just a few seconds before stilling your hips.
âDidn't hear ya, babe?â Jasonâs eyes lock on yours with the quick raise of his brows, using all of his self-control not to cave himself.
There's a sliver of you that wants to push him, see who can actually outlast the other because you know it'll be him begging for you in about ten minutes. But, your head is swimming and your body is erupting in goosebumps. The desperation of wanting him all over you makes you lose every other thought that was once there.
You kiss him, keeping your lips close to his, pulling away just enough to speak. âPlease.â
Jason doesnât waste a single second to dropping his knee as his lips connect back with yours.
Jason pulls you with him, his back towards the second set of stairs as you both walk up them, unsteadily with your lips connected. Once youâre up the stairs, Jason is grabbing the hem of your hoodie, tugging it over you and tossing it on the floor. Jasonâs hoodie is next, tossed somewhere in the dark hallway. By the time you reach Jasonâs room, heâs tugging your top off and tossing it to the floor.
Itâs all hasty and hot, desperate and needy as Jason pulls you to his bed. He lands on top of you, catching you to mind your fall and your hands are under his shirt. Theyâre warm and soft. They make him feel whole again.
The words âi need youâ circle his brain but never quite make it out. He needs you like he needs air. You're the breath of fresh air on the first day of spring. Itâs the first day the air doesnât hurt his lungs. You taste how the word cathartic sounds. He needs you like he needs the oxygen in his lungs.
You scratch up his back and Jason arches his back right into you. His head spins. His lips trail down to your cheek and then your neck. He leaves a second mark in his wake and your head falls fuzzy. You arenât even entirely sure you're even here anymore. All you know is that you want him and your skin is on fire. You canât form a single coherent thought as Jason makes his way down to your collarbone, leaving yet another mark. All you can think about his him. His mouth and his the way his teeth graze over your skin, how warm his hand is as it trails up to your breast. All you can think about is the pretty moans and groans that leave his lips as you claw his back again. You've turned to mush all over again.
He presses some kisses around where your braw cuts off, just enough to tease you before he comes back up, kissing your lips. And all you know for certain is how badly you need him. You need him today and tomorrow and every day after. Every moment with him is worth every bit of pain and agony. Every moment without him is boring and lackluster. Jason walks into a room and itâs like a color bomb explodes through the room. His laugh could light up the darkest of hallways and his eyes are the prettiest shade of green, they could convert anyway to love the color. Breathing is easier whenever he's around.
Your hands go to the hem of his shirt and try to tug it off of his head but Jason stops you, shooting up immediately. Your high immediately vanishes seeing the look of panic spread over his feature. Jasonâs head comes back, still spinning but down in panic and his chest heaves. Whatâs he supposed to do?
âI-Iâm sorry.â You shake your head, leaning up on your elbows. âI-, uh, I thoughtâŚwellâŚIâŚI should have asked--â
âNo.â Jason shakes his head, looking down then back to you. âItâs notâŚthat.â Jason nearly chokes on his own words.
âWhatâs wrong, Jay?â Your brows tug together and even though you're the one half-naked, heâs the one feeling exposed.
Jasonâs teeth grind together and he didnât really think this far ahead. His mind was clouded with the thought of you and the desire to just have one more fucking night. His mind was clouded with the idea of chasing the feeling you shared just a few months ago. He didnât think about this step. This part of the whole sex thing. You donât care. You never care about scars but it hurts him.
Jason clears his throat as he brings his hands back to your hips, watching your chest quickly rise and fall with every breath. He's running through everything he could say. How is he supposed to tell you he has a thick, protruding scar from his collarbones all the way down his abdomen? That can't possibly be some sort of turn on and if anything, he's almost certain it'll send you into a spiral because it nearly does to him every damn day he looks at it. What's he supposed to say? What's he supposed to say without making you feel worse or feel like you need to push to make sure he's okay?
What's he supposed to say in order to keep this moment intact without it being just another moment tainted by painful memories?
âWe can just keep doing this. UmâŚI-I donât mindâŚif you donât.â You try to pull in a breath. The guilt chews at your stomach. âI, uh, I donâtââ
âY/n.â Jason cuts you off, not wanting you to spiral. âIt's not that, I fucking swear.â Jason squeezes your hips and his brows twitch up with reassurance. He's just not sure if he's ready to reveal that part to you. It makes him feel guilty. He's supposed to be able to share everything with you but the shame eats at him. âI want to.â He clarifies, earning a nod from you. âItâs justâŚâ His eyes go distant for a second before coming back to yours. âStays on.â
You offer him a large nod and you thought it was odd he turned around before to change. Jason has never been very modest about anything ever. He has worked very hard for his chest and abs and he doesnât mind showing off a bit, especially in front of you because heâs still a shithead. But, last night he didnât and sitting here now, you're putting the pieces together while a piece of your heart breaks for him.
âI, uhâŚI know.â You nod softly, pushing yourself up to sit up fully.
Jason sits on his knees, his knees on either side of your legs.
You can't know.
âWhat?â Jasonâs brows tug together.
âThe night Crane kidnapped you, you, uh, you couldnât get out of your gear so I had to help you.â You offer him a soft shrug. âSo, uhâŚI just want you to know that I already know. Itâs completely fine, I get it, but I wanted you to know that I already knew.â
Jason can feel his throat wanting to close and his world feels like it's closing in on him. It feels like a nightmare. He doesn't want you to know. It's embarrassing.
âYou saw it?!â Jasonâs voice cracks as his cheeks burn a vibrant red as he bites his own tongue to try and hide and his shame.
You nod again. âYeah. You, uh, you were really high and I figured it would not be something you would want brought up.â
Jason shakes his head looking down. He feels tainted, ruined, a mess of broken and damaged pieces piled on the floor to be discarded and forgotten about. He's not even sure what's worse. The fact you knew and then never said anything or the fact he didn't even get a chance to make peace with it before he told you. He hates it so fucking much and it just makes him feel like the biggest failure there is. What more proof does anyone really need? He failed at being Robin, failed at taking down the Joker, failed at being a good son, failed at being a good boyfriend, he even failed at staying dead. It's just embarrassing and shameful.
You can see the gears in his head working overtime. He's going to spiral and the scar doesn't mean shit to you. Your entire back is riddled with them. Any one of those could have caused massive bleeding and killed you. The way you see it, his scars were better because most of them were just part of the job. He got them putting himself in danger for the greater good.
"I don't care, ya know?" You state with the raise of your brows and all Jason does is shake his head. "I don't fucking care about it, Jay. I know you do. Whatever the fuck you're thinking about it, you're wrong." You rest a hand on his cheek. "You don't have to take your shirt off around me if you don't want to. I get it."
"I fucking hate it." Jason states, taking your hand in his, his fingers delicate over your skin. He uses both hands to rub circles into your palm, massaging the muscles.
"For what it's worth," You let out a breath. "I don't. I don't care and I don't mind. That shit doesn't matter to me, Jay."
"I know." Jason nods his head because he knows you don't. It's something in his own head. It's just really difficult to move on from.
"So, whatever you wanna do, I don't mind." You offer him a tender smile.
Jason lets out a breath. âThank you.â Jason says back. âDid you know? That Bruce had it done?â
âYeah.â You pull in a breath, biting back your bitterness for Bruce. âHe didnât say why though I was screaming at him when I found out so he didnât have much chance, I guess.â
Jason lets out a quiet but sad chuckle because even in death, you will fight tooth and nail for him. âYou were screaming at him for it?â
âWell, yeah, I thought it was pointless. I figure itâs just legal reasons, maybe.â You shrug. âBut I didnât wanna hear it then.â You chuckle softly. âSo, yeah, I uh, I knew he did and I knew the Pit didnât take it away.â
It's something he's going to need to find a way to make terms with but at least, you're understanding about it. He wishes he had the opportunity to tell you himself but...he's thinking maybe this was easier. You've known and never batted an eye or said a word about it. Maybe he doesn't have to feel all that shame and embarrassment around you.
âWhite hair, kept all of my scars, and got the one my chest.â Jason lets out a scoff.
âLeast it fixed your face.â You quip back with a cheeky smile in hopes it'll help cheer him up a bit.
You see the flash of something kind and cheeky cross over his face.
Jason drops your hand, leaning in. âWhatâs wrong with my face, huh?â The corner of his mouth perks into a grin and you always have a way to make him feel better about anything and everything.
Your name might as well be synonymous with catharsis.
âDid you want a list?â You raise with a smirk as you tilt your head to the right.
Jason lets out a laugh. âFuck you.â Jason shakes his head at you and his eyes go to your lips before traveling back up to your eyes.
âSay please.â You lean in closer to him, brushing your nose against his.
Jason shakes his head, bursting at the seams with a devilish grin. His hand comes up to your cheek before he kisses you, pushing the both of you down to the bed.
âPlease.â Jason nearly growls into your mouth.
Jason leans up and tugs his shirt off quickly before coming right back to your lips. Your hands tangle in his hair and give the strands a light tug. You push on his shoulder, signaling for him to roll over. You get on top before you trail down and press kisses to his cheek and then to his neck, leaving your second mark of the night.
The words âi love youâ bounce around Jasonâs head like a pinball in a pinball machine. Heâs so in love with you he thinks he might have lost all of his sanity. He did not know it was possible to feel so strongly for another person but he does. And he wants to live here forever. You make him better and he is so certain of that if not for everything that has happened but the reason that Jason doesnât want to self-sabotage with you. Itâs not worth it. Youâll fight and make up and itâll have been for nothing. All it would do is hurt the both of you and havenât you both been hurt enough?
You can feel Jason's hardening bulge beneath you. Without breaking the kiss, you slide your fingers into the waistband of his pants, helping him tug them down. Jason sits up, helping you get the rest of his clothes off before he flips the two of you so you're back on your back. You let out a laugh just as you always did and Jason thinks he'd never grow tired of it.
Your hands are in his hair and he can feel you smiling against his lips despite the haste of your kiss. Jason slides his hand under your back, undoing your bra before he helps you get off. His hand goes right to your right breast, pinching your nipple between his thumb and finger. You moan into his mouth as your head starts to go fuzzy all over again. You squirm under him and a grin comes to Jason's lips.
You snake your hand to his cock, wrapping your fingers around the shaft before you start pumping him slowly. Jason's mouth opens against you as his hips stutter for just a second. You start moving your arm faster and Jason's mouth trails back down to your neck. His teeth graze the skin and you think you'd let him mark every part of your body without ever putting a thought into it.
He sucks a mark into your neck.
And then another.
And another leading down the scar on your shoulder from the bullet wound.
He stops there, switching to a kiss and your stomach twists while your brain starts to turn to goo. He presses kisses back up to your lips and you're squirming under his touch as you can feel yourself growing wetter by the second.Â
"Condom." You mutter against his lips before removing your hand from his cock, precum leaking from the tip.
Jason wastes no time in reaching for his nightstand to tug out a condom. You're already stripping the rest of your clothes by the time Jason has the package in his hand.Â
Jason smirks down at you. "Not wasting any time, huh?"
You shrug, almost taunting him as you keep your eyes locked on his, careful not to look down at the scar. "Been a while."
Jason chuckles as heat runs over his neck. "Having withdrawal?"
"I could just do it myself." You quip back.
"Can I watch?" Jason questions and a part of you thinks he's serious.
You roll your eyes. "Maybe next time."
Jason has to clear his throat as his cock twitches with the remark. "Hold you to it." Jason mutters as he finally gets the wrapper open.
"Then I get to watch you."
Jason's eyes flash over to you as his stomach drops and spins. "Whatever you want, princess." Jason finally gets the condom on and you pull him back down to you.
His lips connect with yours, hot and fast at first, hungry as if he hasn't eaten in a month. His cock is lined up with your soaking pussy but the kiss slows and deepens. Jason's hand trails down your right thigh, delicate fingers running over your skin as goosebumps erupt over your body. You run a hand down his shoulder and to his arm, his bicep twitches under your touch.
Jason is warm and sturdy, an unwavering force that you find yourself so intertwined with, you really aren't sure how you've managed to live so much of your life without him. It always feels like he's meant to be around you like someone out there made him just for you and you were made just for him. In some ways, that's scary and feels like a big responsibility, but in others, it's comforting. It's the reassurance that it's just you and him in the end of it all. You'll get there one day. That's how it's supposed to be.
Jason pulls away, resting his forehead against yours before he starts sliding his cock into your aching pussy. The pit in your stomach grows as you start to see stars. Jason's eyes are shut and he's thinking he's left this whole plane of existence. He sinks into you slow and steady until he bottoms out.
His eyes open, locking on yours. Your fingers are lightly running up his arm and the words of 'i love you' almost spill from his lips like an overflowing cup of water. His nose brushes yours and he almost says it. He doesn't want to scare you away with piling too much on you at once. Last night and the scar tonight, he knows you're worried the Titans.
He'll tell you later.
Instead, Jason settles for something with the same meaning.
Your eyes close and the words of 'i love you' almost escape your lips like an easy breath. You brush your nose with his and you almost say it. Jason has been through a lot. You don't want to add to it, not right now. You don't want to add more pressure if he can't say it back yet. You don't want to scare him off.
You'll tell him later.
Instead, you settle for something with the same meaning.
"You and me." Jason whispers to you as he goes to kiss your cheek.
A tender smile pulls at your lips as your heart stutters in your chest. "You and me."
A smile rips through Jason's lips as his heart feels like it's just burst through his ribcage.
Jason pulls out and pushes back in, just as slow this time before he starts picking up the pace. Your mind starts swimming with his quick movements. His mouth is on yours again and you can barely keep up. Your mind is flooded with how full he's making you as your pussy clenches around him.
You try to form words, anything to tell him to keep going but nothing can form quite right, giving Jason the ego boost he doesn't exactly need. He gets the idea and doesn't lighten up. His hand grips your thigh, tugging your leg up near his hip. With the new angle, he's tapping the patch of nerves inside of you. You gasp against him, your nails digging into his back.
"J-Jay." You nearly whine into his mouth and Jason nearly finishes right there with the first word you're able to get out being his name.
"Hmm?" He hums, trying to hold his composure. "Gotta speak up, babe." Jason teases.
"H-harder." You get out.
Jason grins wickedly against your lips, doing as you asked but only for a few thrusts before he stops entirely. "Like that?"
Your eyes shoot open, pupils blow with desperation and lust. "Please."
You don't have to ask again.
Jason thrusts his hips harder and faster than before. You groan louder below him almost immediately. Your pussy is clenching around him more and more and he can tell you're getting close. He slides a hand between you, rubbing tight circles around your clit. You nearly scream with the new sensation.
You grip his hair and pull his neck closer to you just as Jason gets you to reach your high. You let out a mixed whine and moan of his name before you bite down where his shoulder meets his neck, desperately trying not to scream. Tears prick your eyes as your stomach tightens and your whole body shakes and twitches beneath Jason.
It takes everything in him not to lose himself until you're finally finished, panting below him. His hips stall against you as his head hangs in the cook of your neck, his cock twitching as he shoots his load into the condom.
Jason leans up, chest heaving and he places a kiss to your cheek and then your forehead before he rolls off of you to dispose of the condom in his bathroom.
You sit up, wrapping the blanket around you with your chest still heaving and you give Jason a tender smile as he walks back towards the bed. He grabs his clothes as you watch him and you're getting your first full view of the scar. It doesn't bother you but you understand why it bothers him. Seeing it in full, it's a harsh scar, not something that looks like it'll even fade. You think if it were you, it'd bother you, too.
Jason makes his way back to the bed, plopping back down before he leans against the pillow. His eyes are still lustblown as he gives you a soft and tired smile, and you think his eyes are filled with something you became so accustomed to. Your hand goes to his hair, brushing the white streaks away from his face. Jasonâs hand grabs your hand before bringing your palm to his lips and he presses tender kisses over your hand.
âFor the record,â You start as Jsaon places your hand back down. âI donât care what scars you come home with.â You say so easily and your word choice doesnât go unnoticed by Jason. âI know you do but I donâtâŚâ You pause, chewing the inside of your cheek. âJust as long as you come home.â You nod a few times as your brows pinch together.
Jason sits up, his face coming just a few inches from yours. âIâm sorry I didnât.â His voice is rough and this is a different apology than the one you got on the roof. The one you got at his safe house. There are no stakes in the apology.
âItâs not your fault.â You place a hand on his cheek and Jason leans into it. "I forgive you anyway, though."
He still wonders how you were ever able to bear it. Despite his general feeling of self-doubt and self-loathing, he knows your feelings have always been very real for him. You didnât cope, that he knows for certain and heâs not entirely sure if you ever will. Itâs something you have to make peace with just as much as he does. And he thinks about how maybe thatâs an important part of you both moving forward. You forgive him for some reason but Jason doesnât think you've accepted it yet. A part of him has, it happened to him and heâs alive. He went through it. One second, your world is moving at a steady pace and the next itâs halted, suddenly stopped with no warning and then itâs thrown in the other direction. It sounds more like whiplash. So, Jason wonders if youâll ever hit the acceptance stage. He wonders how you were ever able to bear any of it. He knows for certain if it were him, heâd never be able to.
Your eyes are soft and tired and thereâs the tiniest, adoring smile on your lips. A look Jason is privileged enough to be the only one to receive. And he thinks about heâd never be able to bear the loss of you. It rips him to shreds. It would take all of the remaining good parts of him and shatter them. Heâd never recover if something happened to you. Even if it's beyond his control. Itâs terrifying feeling that way about another person.
Jason nods against you before he presses a kiss to the palm of your hand. âYeahâŚâ He lets out a breath. âThanks for sticking around.â
âThanks for letting me.â You smile softly. "You and me?"
Jason offers the same smile back. "You and me." Jason confirms. âYou still gonna talk to Leslie?â Jason asks as you pull your hand away.
You nod softly. âYeah. If she has anything open.â
Jason gives you a soft smile. âGood.â He nods softly. He sits back up all the way, looking to his doorway. âGonna grab your clothes.â Jason chuckles softly, tossing his shirt over his head before he gets up.
You watch Jason disappear through the doorway and you're quick to grab his pillow, checking to see if heâs replaced the knife with a gun. Your chest warms with the sight of your blue switchblade still locked and lying under his pillow. Itâs a relief he hasnât put the gun back. Your thoughts are jolted as fabric hits your face.
âHey!â You yell through a laugh, your clothes falling into your lap.
âFucking nosey ass.â Jason nods his head at you, making his way back to the bed with his hoodie in hand.
âYouâre an interesting person to be nosey about.â You shrug as you get the blanket off of your shoulders. You can feel the tiredness weighing on your bones and you know if you don't head home soon, you'll end up staying here. As much as you really want to, you do not want to overstay your welcome. âWell,â You sigh as you tug your shirt over your head. âI should probably head home.â You laugh softly, seeing the orange light of sunrise seeping through Jasonâs window.
âGuess so.â Jason nearly pouts at the thought. He never wants you to leave but he doesn't want you to feel obligated to always stay just because you're here late. You'll be back here later anyway. âStill gonna help me today?â Jasonâs eyes are hopeful and big.
âOf course.â You laugh softly, feeling the heat rise to your cheeks. âIâll just sleep for a few hours and how about we like one?â You ask. âWeâll both be out of it if we donât get some sleep.â
âYeah, yeah, alright.â Jason says in agreement. âWant an escort home?â He asks but you can tell by the way he raises of his brows and the way he's already moving to get up, it's not really an offer. He's going to do it anyway.
âThank you.â You stand up, putting the rest of your clothes on. "Just get some sleep when you get back, okay?"
Jason nods with a grin. "Of course. Gotta be well-rested hanging out with you."
"I can not help you." You quip as you grab your bag.
"Sorry." Jason lets out a chuckle.
"Let's just go." Your eyes widen at him to tease him before Jason gestures towards the door for you to lead the way.
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Thinking about Virgina "Pepper" Potts and everything she goes through, how dirty marvel has done her; as well as my own imagining of the friendships between Pepper, Tony, Happy, and Rhodey.
Like how important those boys are to her, because Pepper was pre-transition when she started at Stark Industries, before she caught the accounting error which was like a major enough error that Tony Stark offered her a job/higher position.
Just adding on off of that, while Pepper may have been Tony's kind of cheeky way he gives nicknames not always wanted, but like Pepper stuck. He gave this woman her name in a way, which honestly is kind of special, like she chose Virginia for herself, but Pepper became her name and names can hold a lot of meaning to us trans/nonbinary people.
But like Tony, Happy, and Rhodey would have known Pepper through several large personal stages of her life, see her become the woman she is today.
We are also robbed of the exact reason that she and Tony don't see each other anymore in the comics just as we are robbed of the Iron Family being a unit, being a thing again, and I will kill for their reunion, for them to work on their issues (because it's not just Tony that is the problem) and just. Tony and Rhodey were her brothers, and Happy. Its been so long since Happy has been alive in the comics, and he was a part of all their lives. Happy was Tony's guy, ya know too.
and Happy's the relationship that Pepper grew in love so much. It wasn't a fall in love first sight kind of love, it took a long time for her to really see Happy, who also would have seen her pre transition and everything, and it's a relationship that needed work, that needed them to put effort into, and love and it just. I loved Happy and Pepper.
Anyways.
I am having Pepper Potts thoughts tonight. So have this ramble of how I imagine the Iron Family and their value to her and just give me them to me.
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hmm rosestarkillerchaser ?
yes đââď¸đââď¸đââď¸đââď¸ i have been on this train for two years and I'm not getting off it!
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ramen dinner with the girls tonight đ¤Šâ¤ď¸âđĽ
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several days and 15 thousand words later, i am relieved to report that the suffocating urge to Write Something has been sated and no longer has me in a chokehold
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3, 6, 14, 15, and 20
uhhhhh i'll just do these 3 b/c i've been thinking abt them lately
3. have they died before?
as it currently stands, spencer's dead dead yeah and not coming back, lucian is also dead (stuck as undead in his main timeline and while he might've suffered a less terrible death in other ones he still is probably dead in those). in aurelio's case they tried to execute him but it didn't work so i don't know if that counts as a death technically? don't know if he's completely immortal either but he survived the execution so that's gotta count for something lmaoo?
6. what's their greatest fear?
aurelio's is loneliness and i think lucian's would be death; at the moment i can't think of one for spencer but? i suppose fearing consequences would be very fitting for him.
14&15. are they trans? / are they neurodivergent?
up to interpretation.
20. will they recover from their trauma or will it consume them?
i actually think, given enough time after the main story events, aurelio might, eventually. but the whole point of spencer & lucian's storylines is that, no they dont lol: i'd say their stories focus on the effects of not allowing yourself to move on from your trauma and fixating on it to the dangerous point of destroying everything around you and yourself (ESPECIALLY in lucian's). there is the small chance that maybe in one alternate timeline lucian does actually somewhat recover in some part, but for his main timeline nah
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hi, im that aro anon you were talking about. you didnât sound preachy at all, dw, i just wanted to clarify myself because i sent that ask like a week ago i think and i probably couldâve explained myself better.
..which is sort of the hard part for me because articulating my thoughts on love is just as hard as fully grasping haha. it makes sense in my head but writing it never comes out right.
i think you bring up a lot of good points and i totally agree with your thoughts on platonic love, always have, and iâm the last person that treats platonic love as second best to the romantic kind.
what i was trying to say is that the label or line itself doesnât really matter to me when it comes to ianthony. in real life theyâre obviously platonic, but a lot of people see them in a romantic context too for fun, and i understand it regardless so it doesnât make a difference to me. in my mind, it doesnât even really require a label. itâs just Love, and thatâs why i felt that i could understand it fully in a way thatâs usually hard for me.
to quote myself, they are [an example of] my definition of love, and that doesnât necessarily mean itâs romanticâ i didnât mean it romantically. it just is. my aromanticism felt relevant when talking about this because it affects the way i view all love, but i think that mightâve led to confusion.
you said it better than me: âIâd even say itâs true loveâ. thatâs what i was originally trying to get across, and i think it mightâve gotten misinterpreted a little. but i really appreciate you talking about it because i love discussing things with other aro(aces) like myself. sorry for the essay â¤ď¸
Thank you for the clarification! I also didn't mean to sound like I thought you were devaluing platonic love! That wasn't the thought process, the whole thing sort of came from a misplaced sense of concern, I guess. đ
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no i fr couldnt... 200 dollars for the worst seats + wed have to get to ny and ill be looking for an apartment ariund that time and im already going to have spent a Lot of money to be in ky... heaviest sigh of my life
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The Littlest Surprise : ĚĚâ Charles LeClerc
summary: when your lack of presence around the paddock is noted, fans start to speculate. little do they know the real reason for your disappearanceâŚ
pairing: charles leclerc x reader
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charles_leclerc: always a joy to have my beautiful niece and nephew at the race and enjoy my biggest fans cheering me on â¤ď¸đď¸
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username1: wondering at what point yn actually decides to show her face againâŚ
carlossainz55: and there i was thinking you were waving up at me đ
charles_leclerc: @/carlossainz55 when youâre as cute as these two Iâll consider it đ
username2: some support yn is constantly leaving you at races alone
username3: how come the whole family managed to be there apart from yn đ
maxverstappen1: it must be easy being the cool uncle with all that money to your name!
username4: the best uncle is gonna make the best dad too one day đ
oscarpiastri: how come cousin oscar didnât get to meet these cool guys!?
charles_leclerc: @/oscarpiastri they only wanna meet the cool drivers đ
landonorris: @/charles_leclerc you shoulda brought them over to me then đ
username5: I donât wanna be that person, but itâs been a long time since we saw yn on the feedâŚ
pierregasly: it was so nice to see them both this weekend đŤśđť
username6: can we all just calm down, Iâm sure yn and charles are fine!!
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charles_leclerc: the race of dreams, so proud of how the whole team performed this weekend đâ¤ď¸
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landonorris: super race my friend, enjoy the celebrations đ
username7: a whole podium and still no sight of yn anywhere đ¤
username8: anyone thought that yn might just be busy??
maxverstappen1: btw I let you have this one đ
charles_leclerc: @/maxverstappen1 yeah sure you did⌠đđđ
username9: congratulations charles, so deserved this weekend đ
username10: at least the team is there to celebrate with you đ
carlossainz55: ik how much this means to you, couldnât be happier for you brother âşď¸
username11: Iâm sure yn and charles will celebrate together, with privacyâŚ
username12: Iâm so proud of you winning your home race!!
arthur_leclerc: Iâve got the perfect plans for this evening donât worry about a thing đ¤
charles_leclerc: @/arthur_leclerc that immediately makes me worry đŹ
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charles_leclerc: enjoying the off season with my favourite people. just a reminder to mind your business during this off season, thereâs nothing to worry about with me đ¤đ
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username13: charles really telling us to mind our damn business đ
oscarpiastri: if you need anything you know where I am!
username14: hoping this is charlesâ way of telling us him and yn are fine đđť
landonorris: couldnât agree with you more đđť
username15: I always knew you guys would be alright!!
carlossainz55: Iâve got your backs always âşď¸
danielricciardo: sending you both good vibes for the summer âď¸
username16: enjoy the break charles and the peace and quiet for a while!
arthur_leclerc: getting ready for the best summer ever đŞđť
username17: hope you and yn get to have the rest you deserve âď¸
carmenmmundt: if yn needs me, Iâm only a phone call away â¤ď¸
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ynusername: weâve been keeping a little secret. charles and i are so proud to tell you that baby leclerc will be with us in the new year. itâs been a far from easy process but weâre so excited đźđ
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charles_leclerc: youâve been so incredibly strong, I cannot begin to tell you how proud I am of you â¤ď¸
username18: ah Iâm so happy for you guys âşď¸âşď¸âşď¸
username19: so pleased to hear youâre on the mend yn đđ
arthur_leclerc: present and ready to be the coolest uncle in the world đ
username20: Iâm so ready for charlesâ dad era!!!!
lilymhe: cannot wait to visit you and get all the baby cuddles in the world soon đź
username21: shout out to all the people sending congratulations who were convinced theyâd broken up đ
carlossainz55: Iâm gonna be back at ferrari every week making sure I visit now đ
charles_leclerc: @/carlossainz55 can williams offer you an adorable baby like we can??
username22: this is the best news ever, cannot believe my fave duo are going to be parentsâŚ
pierregasly: ik just how much you guys have wanted this, couldnât be happier for you both!!
username23: Iâve been dreaming of a post like this for so long and now itâs finally true đ
oscarpiastri: buzzing to welcome another leclerc into our family đđŤśđť
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charles_leclerc: making sure to capture all the moments with my best friend and bump đ¸
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landonorris: the caption said best friendâŚbut I wasnât on this trip with you??
charles_leclerc: @/landonorris do I have to explain this to you??
username24: itâs not fair how two expecting parents can be so cute âşď¸
ynusername: thank you for choosing the photo where I donât look like a swollen mess đ
charles_leclerc: @/ynusername you look breathtaking in every photo I have of you!
username25: I bet charlesâ camera roll is absolutely adorable rn đ
arthur_leclerc: you better be taking care of the best sister in law in the world!!
ynusername: @/arthur_leclerc youâre only saying that cause Iâm pregnant đ
username26: I wish I could pull off pregnancy as well as yn omg
username27: the cutest set of photos Iâve ever seen in my life
maxverstappen1: make the most of all the peace and quiet whilst you still can!!
username28: now this just makes me feel incredibly single đ
username29: this is the definition of living the dream now
carlossainz55: canât believe you guys went out on the boat without me đ
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ynusername: one last race for me for the season, charles has officially now put me on house rest until the baby arrives đâ¤ď¸
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username30: get plenty of rest baby mama⌠you deserve it!
charles_leclerc: forever cheering me on, see you at home soon đ
username31: thank you for always being by charlesâ side â¤ď¸đď¸
georgerussell63: make sure if you need anything you give carmen a call!!
username32: what are we going to do without you in the paddock?? đ
iamrebeccad: canât believe weâre never gonna be in the same paddock again đ
ynusername: @/iamrebecad I promise to come and visit as soon as Iâm back đ
username33: I can just imagine charles refusing to even let you lift a finger too!
username34: counting down til baby leclerc arrives now đĽş
lewishamilton: looking forward to being right beside you next year and babysitting đđ
username35: pls make sure you get plenty of rest, make the most of sleep whilst you can!!
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charles_leclerc: making sure to not let these two idiots feel left out as we prepare for the baby to arriveâŚturns out they are actually quite needy đđĽş
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username36: I love how needy the leclerc boys are â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
arthur_leclerc: I will be round your house every single day donât you worry đ
charles_leclerc: @/arthur_leclerc changing the locks as we speak!
username37: theyâre definitely not gonna be left out, theyâre never gonna leave your side đ
landonorris: I feel like Iâm looking at promo for the next boy band or something⌠đ¤Ž
username38: not emotionally prepared for these photosâŚ
ynusername: my three favourite human beings đŤśđť
charles_leclerc: @/ynusername I better be the number one!!
username39: I love the bond these guys have đĽş
oscarpiastri: seems you were forgetting an important part of the family here đ¤
username40: bet charles is secretly hoping for a boy to add to this trio!!
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ynusername: btw charles has been using this holiday to practice everything he knows about babies and doing nothing else đ according to him heâs perfect đĽş
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username41: the baby isnât even here yet but I already know charles is gonna be the cutest dad in the world
carlossainz55: rebecca says these photos have got her in her feelsâŚso kindly stop đŠ
ynusername: @/carlossainz55: bets itâs you guys next đĽł
username42: look at how much of a natural he is đ
pierregasly: btw heâs not stopped telling me how excited he is to become a dad đ
username43: my heart canât cope with the dad feels rn
charles_leclerc: thanks for flexing how good of an uncle I am đŞđť
username44: thank you yn for blessing my timeline with these đđť
landonorris: were these just an excuse to post topless charles again???
username45: if you ask me, charles is most definitely perfect đ
username46: can the baby just hurry up and arrive now plsâŚ
lilymhe: you just wait until itâs your baby heâs holding instead đĽ˛
ynusername: @/lilymhe I cannot wait đĽş
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charles_leclerc: we are so happy to share that our baby boy is hereâŚmum and son are doing amazing and iâve just about stopped crying for now đĽşđ
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username47: crying. screaming. throwing up.
arthur_leclerc: Iâve never been prouder of the two of you than I am right now!!
username48: congratulations charles and yn, weâre so happy for you đĽş
oscarpiastri: welcome to the family little one đĽşđ
username49: another boy to add to the leclerc family đĽł
scuderiaferrari: welcome to the newest member of the tifosi â¤ď¸đď¸
landonorris: Iâve been refreshing my feed all day đ so glad heâs here and healthy đ
username50: his little face, I canât cope with how cute he is đ
carmenmmundt: glad to hear mum and baby are good, get plenty of rest you three đ
pierregasly: itâs not fair, how do you guys manage to make such cute babies!?
username51: can already tell this dude is gonna be a heartbreaker one day!
lewishamilton: so pleased heâs here safely, congrats you two!!
username52: heâs finally here omg đĽş
carlossainz55: could not be happier for you guys, cannot wait to meet little man đ
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you know what people are saying when a girl gets cheated on? go for his brother.
a/n not tryna offend anyone, I just love a lil drama
Part 2 here
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username1 Miss Y/n Y/l/n getting cheated on? No one is safe fr
âłusername2 Yeah cuz how's he casually cheating on a literal goddess??
username3 they were together for almost 2 yearsđ
username4 My therapist will hear about this
âłusername1 And Arthur is paying the bill
username5 that's it I'm NEVER trusting a man
username6 Isn't that girl Y/n's friend too? Poor girl getting cheated on twice
âłusername3 yes it is đ guess Arthur got it from his brother
username7 Except Charles didn't cheat đ he's a homie hopper but he got morals
username8 I don't worry about Y/n, she's gonna find a new bf, but she wasted almost 2 years on him
yourusername excuse my state i'm as high as your hopes
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username2 Miss girl about to enter her hoe phase
âłusername3 As she should tbh
charlottesiine Lots of fun last nightđ¤
âłyourusername nothing will beat an ex wags night out
âłusername2 best ex wags fr đ
yoursister Next time I'm going too to keep an eye on you wtf
username4 Wait so Y/n and Charlotte are friends? When did this happen?
âłusername5 Yeah cuz we've never seen them hang out back when ChaCha was a thing and suddenly the girls are partying together?
âłusername6 I mean it could be just a "we both suffered a Leclerc so let's hang out" kinda thing
username5 WE BOTH SUFFERED A LECLERC đ no okay but that's valid
username7 Am I the only one noticing this post was liked by Charles?
âłusername2 He knows his lil bro messed up lmao
username8 Okay guys so what are we betting on - did Charles like this post because of Y/n or because of Charlotte? Also, isn't he in a relationship?
âłusername3 Charles has been single for a few months now, he's free to like whoever he wants lmao
âłusername9 It's just a like it's not that deep
arthur_leclerc You were my cup of tea but I drink vanilla latte now
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username1 The AUDACITY some men have
username2 and she was her best friend đ
username3 I really want to believe they broke up before he got with the best friend but I don't think it's true
âłusername4 Y/n and Arthur literally attended Charles' race a few days before we got the pics of Arthur with the other girl
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yourusername you don't mean nothing at all to me
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yoursister And I didn't even have to stop you from calling your ex
âłyourusername why would I even wanna call him anyways
yoursister Riiight, you were too busy getting to know some other interesting people:)
username1 What is Y/s/n talking about?
âłusername2 Or rather WHO is she talking about?
username3 No Charlotte in the post but Charles is in the likes again đś
âłusername4 Have you seen what this one gossip page posted? Charles being in the likes isn't the thing I'd worry about here
username5 WHAT.
username3 Care to elaborate?
username4 Charles was also at the club with Y/n. It honestly looks like it was organized by a friend of his and he took Y/n there
username2 OH
username2 That's what Y/s/n is talking about
username5 Our girl Y/n is getting promoted from F2 to F1 and I love to see that
âłusername6 LMAO it's so funny because it's true đ
âłusername2 Do we know who else was at this party?
username4 Allegedly the party was organized by Gasly, so obviously there was his gf Kika, but also some fellow drivers like Albon, Russell, Sainz, Ocon, Ricciardo and their gfs
username5 I was joking but now it looks like Y/n is actually becoming an F1 wag now lol
username7 Gossip girl on wheels I've been saying it for months
username8 But the caption SLAPS
âłusername9 no because it looks like Y/n and Arthur are having a caption war lol it's funny
username8 It's childish but let a girl heal from a heartbreak in peace
yourusername karma will take it from here
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username1 MISS GIRL?? WHO IS THE MAN??
âłusername2 We all know it's Charles (allegedly)
username8 Nah cuz I told yall she's gonna find another boyfriend soon
yoursister Loving to see you happy again â¤ď¸
âłyourusername just needed a little upgrade
username3 I have no proof but I just know it's Charles
username4 Do we think she went for Charles because she genuinely likes him or just to get back at Arthur?
âłusername5 Wait until someone starts a "she cheated on Arthur with Charles" gossips
username6 My two favorite red flags
âłusername7 The homie hopper and the brother hopper, a match made in heaven
username6 The homie hopper is so real, Y/n recently hung out with his ex Charlotte đ
username8 What kinda brother gets with his brother's ex?
âłusername9 Imagine the next family dinner lmao
username10 Y'all it's not even confirmed that the man is Charles, y'all are crazy
âłusername6 The post was liked by all the F1 drivers and their partners that were on the party from Y/n's previous post, it says a lot
âłusername2 What @/username6 said and also Y/n is now followed by half of the F1 grid AND the wags
charles_leclerc Not your cup of tea, but my glass of wine
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yourusername KARMA IS MY BOYFRIENDâ¤ď¸
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can i request a paige smut where like the reader had pissed her off BADDD (in whatever way you see fit) and so paige fucks her with the strap BUT the reader keeps like pushing at her abs and ahitbtryna het her to slow down which in return pisses her off moreâŚpls :)
i love you đ
ââšŕźâ§âË.Ë Âˇ .××ŕŤ˘ÂˇË ŕź you can take it,,
paige bueckers x fem!reader
âi donât wanna talk to you dude.â
paige was absolutely furious. you missed one of the biggest shots of her careerâ a score-tying buzzer beater that ended up saving her team and securing them a win in overtimeâ all because you were talking to a guy in the stands. she was so excited to talk to you about it, for the both of you to share that excitement. so you could imagine her disappointment in hearing that you didnât see it.
âpaige are you serious? iâm sorry alright? i got to see it on the replays, it was really good.â
you try to reach out for her but she shrugs you off again, and now youâre pissed too. the guy was your classmate that spotted you in the crowd and wanted to say hello. you had apologized about a trillion times for missing the shot, still affirming to her how awesome it probably was in the moment.
it only made her feel worse when the guy approached you again at the end of the game. hadnât he taken enough of your attention already?
âjust leave me alone. if you want to be entertained just go talk to that guy again anyway. let him stare down your shirt for all i care.â paige throws her shirt into a corner of your room, littering her sweaty garments around your room.
âis that was this is about? a guy?â
she rolls her eyes, flopping onto your shared bed. she scrolls through her phone to avoid your gaze because she doesnât want to say something she regrets. her legs are spread, creating space that in any usual situation youâd gravitate towards.
you stupidly decided to tease paige after finding out the true root of her anger. half-naked, you crawl towards her legs on the bed and seat yourself right on her lap. your hand pushes her phone away for her undivided attention.
you were probably going to regret this later.
âyou know what we were talking about?â
she knows she shouldnât give in just by the look in your eyes, but she does anyway. sheâs a sucker for you.
âwell he kept asking if i wanted to leave with him. i told him i had a girlfriend but he wouldnât take no for an answer,â you lean closer, lowering your voice, âyou know what he told me paige?â
âwhat?â sheâs near breathless, anger still lingering because this guy seems like a douche.
âhe told me heâd fuck me so good if i left with him. said heâd fuck me better than you ever could.â
âfuck off. donât fucking piss me off.â
âhe was cute. maybe-â
âpaige!â
sheâs rutting into you relentlessly, the same way she has been for the past hour. youâve been squeezing around her strap like a vice the entire time from one position to the next.
after you teased paige earlier all she saw was red. she knew it wasnât true, but the fact that you even uttered the words had some insane affect on her. she instantly had you on your back, purple strap heavy between your thighs. ever since then sheâd been thrusting into you, never stopping or letting up unless she was finding a new angle.
sheâd effortlessly coaxed you through three orgasms already and you were definitely feeling the effects. your thighs shook as she held them flush to her body, eyes glued to your face that was twisted together with pleasure.
you were so fucked out you hardly realized your girlfriendâs hand trailed down to the heat between your legs. her thumb rubbed sloppily against your throbbing clit, your eyes shooting open with a pornographic moan. the feeling was overwhelming and made your body shake even worse because, how many times had she done this?
âoh fuck- paige i canât..â
âyeah you can baby. want you to cum for me.â
your orgasm feels different this time, sensitivity heightened and you canât control it. sheâs so deep and sheâs filling you so good, thrusting hard and with so much purpose.
âbet that guy couldnât make you feel this way huh?â
youâre nodding at her words because sheâs right. no one has ever or could ever make you feel better than she does. she knows it.
paige continues stimulating your already over-sensitive bud, pressing harder and faster to match the pace of her hips. you moan out a high-pitched screech and mumble incoherently as your back arches off the bed so much paige has to push you back down. the pressure on your stomach sends you over the edge, sheets tight in your grasp as you finish.
she soothes your sides by running her hands up and down your body, slowing her thrusts but never stopping. youâre attempting to push your body up the bed but her grasp on you is firm and bruising.
âone more baby.â youâre still delirious from the last orgasm and sheâs already speeding up her pace.
fuck her and her cardio.
you finally let go of the sheets, reaching out to push at your girlfriendâs abs. âpaige please, i canât. sâtoo much p.â
sheâs immediately pulling your hands away, pushing them above your head as she leans over to whisper in your ear, âyou can take it.â
sheâs offended that you even suggested you couldnât. her large hands find your hips again, pulling your body further down the bed and onto her silicone dick. your mouth fell open with a moan and you didnât know if it was from the feeling of her splitting you in half or her persistence. probably both.
âtryna push me away,â she groans, âdonât be stupid baby.â
she pulls your legs over her shoulders with urgency as she snaps her hips against your own. the burn is finally catching up with her but she doesnât even care because all she can focus on is you and the way youâre moaning her name.
you gush around her, cum dripping and soaking your sheets. the shake of your body vibrates against paige and encourages her to thrust impossibly faster, a whine escaping past your lips. sheâs too good.
the all-too-familiar feeling forms deep in your abdomen again. you shift your hips, chasing your release as your hips angle down. paigeâs last thrust makes you cry out, the bubble of anticipation for your orgasm popping. even paige moans as she stills because she swears she can feel you throbbing around her.
a sigh escapes you when paige pulls out. you feel incredibly empty after being filled for so long, a quiet whimper sounding through the room at the new feeling.
paige slips the strap off quickly. once she does, she resumes her previous position between your legs. sheâs being gentle as her hands glide over your skin to massage the ache away. itâs a large contrast to her harsh thrusts only minutes ago.
âyou did so good, ready to go again?â
âagain?â youâre in disbelief as her legs slot with your own, leaning back ever-so-slightly so her pussy meshes with your own. the feeling makes your legs twitch and youâre already moaning at the barely-there friction.
âyou didnât think that was it, did you?â
ââšŕźâ§âË.Ë Âˇ .××ŕŤ˘ÂˇË ŕź
i hope i did this request justice!!
actually partially spell-checked this time đ¤
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eternal sunshine | charles leclerc
summary: you and charles decide to fake date to get back at your exes
fc: ariana grande
a/n: a bit late (mostly because i didnât had any time nor inspiration) but finally here it is, a fic about THE 2024 monaco grand prix winner
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f1.wags charles leclerc posted a statement earlier today confirming the end of his relationship with his girlfriend
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username NOOOOOO
username pls say sike pls say sike
username definitely not the way i wanted to start the weekend like
username so love is dead guys good to know đ
username they were the it couple đ˘
username im going to pretend i didnât see this
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ynupdates itâs confirmed that y/n y/l/n and her boyfriend have broken up after fours years of dating
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username WHAT
username omg nooođ
username why is everyone breaking up!!!
username i donât believe in love anymore
username her best friend liked the post so itâs really really true iâm gonna cry đ
username yeah also the sun posted an article saying that a close source to the couple confirmed it
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deuxmoi actor jacob elordi and actress charlotte berzatto have been spotted recently on different occasions going out on dates
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username excuse me what?
username and whoâs this charlotte girl? đ¤¨
username sheâs an european actress
username charles leclercâs ex girlfriend
username wait wasnât he dating y/n y/l/n like two weeks ago? iâm confused
username girl they broke up where youâve been đ
username yeah but they broke up like five minutes ago this seemsâŚ
username i did not expect that
username not them breaking up with their partners to get together đ
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yourusername new things coming soon whoâs happyđŤ§đ
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username OMG WEâRE GETTING A NEW ALBUM
username you actually just cured my depression with this post
username mother has that post breakup glow
username we love to see it
lilymhe gorgeous! đ
yourusername lilyyyđ
username the flowers???
username who send them!!!
username jacob elordi count your days
username charles in the likes?? đ
username theyâre friends chill
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charles_leclerc happy times đ
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username pookie came back! đŤśđ˝
username now what is charles doing in a music studio đ¤¨đ¤¨
username heâs so hot just ughhh
username is that⌠y/nâs dog⌠???
username nah
username now that you mention it i think it could be but idk đ
username heâs so boyfriend coded
username y/n in the likes đđđđ
username this just keeps getting messier and messierđ
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ynupdates y/n has been seen recently on multiple dates with formula 1 driver charles leclerc
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username maâam???
username well this took a turn
username are they actually dating orâŚ
username i meaaan look at that third and last pic and ask again
username the lore on this four people is just endless fr đ
username theyâre so real for swapping partners just like that
username literally blink and you miss it
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yourusername my new single âdonât wanna break up againâ is out now for all of youđ i also sing it for the first time ever on snl tonight if youâre interested in thatđŤśđ˝
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username YES NEW MUSIC FROM MOTHER
username this song ATE
username the queen is back i used to pray for times like thisđ
lilymhe such a gooood songđ (liked by yourusername)
username so youâre telling me THAT man used to turn up the volume of the tv to not hear her cry??? yeah heâs DONE
username i literally heard that and had to pause for a second because what???
username also her calling their relationship of four years a âsituationshipâ đđ
username sheâs so unserious i love her
charles_leclerc on repeat 24/7 â¤ď¸âđŠš
yourusername đ¤đ¤đ¤
francisca.cgomes completely obsessed!đ (liked by yourusername)
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scuderiaferrari such a pleasure to have yourusername on the garage this weekend! đŤ§
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username she looks stunning đ¤Š
username the pic with charles omg theyâre so cuteđĽ°đĽ°
username y/n in the paddock every race week please and thank you
yourusername tysm! forza ferrariâ¤ď¸
username babes what other words in italian did charles taught you? i need to know
username dare i say new ferrari it couple?
username the fact that they havenât confirmed anything đ
username i mean you donât really have to be a genius just a bit of common sense
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charles_leclerc keep the podiums comingđđ
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username il predestinato does it again đŽâđ¨đŽâđ¨
username letâs go charles đŞđ˝
username yesss charles show y/n what you can doâźď¸
carlossainz55 nice race!đđ˝
username very well deserved podium, such a nice race charlesâ¤ď¸â¤ď¸
username the fact that he was looking for y/n the whole time he was on the podium đ
username I KNEW I WASNT THE ONLY ONE WHO NOTICED
username no cause bro was looking everyone and once he clocked her the biggest smile on his face
yourusername congratulations! â¤ď¸âđŠš
charles_leclerc â¤ď¸
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f1.wags if there was doubt before there definitely isnât anymore! charles leclerc and singer y/n y/l/n were spotted kissing at the after party of this weekendâs grand prix and leaving together
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username THAT SHOULD BE MEEEE
username donât know if i wanna be charles or y/n to be honest
username joris and arthur liking this đđ
username i love that theyâre together they just fit
username agree, a bit unexpected since their exes are also dating each other but still, theyâre very cuteđ
username okay i wasnât a fan of y/n but iâm definitely gonna start listening to her now
username does this mean weâre getting happy songs from y/n about charles?
username omg girl I HOPE
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yourusername eternal sunshine (the song) is out right now with the very special appearance of charles_leclerc in the music video (â¤ď¸) and eternal sunshine (the album) is out next friday! đ
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username iâm so so proud of y/n this song is perfect! canât wait for the album đ¤
username this is the first time sheâs featured a boyfriend in a music video and iâm so down for itđĽ°
username theyâre look cute together!
username them on the bts of the video đđđ
lilymhe youâre perfect and this song is everythingđ¤
yourusername love love love you lils đ
username who wouldâve thought mr charles leclerc can ACT!
username âhope you feel alright when youâre in herâ i gasped
username no because that took me by surprise
username okay but we got âi got a good boy and heâs on my sideâ so it brought me back hope
charles_leclerc so proud of you, mon coeurâ¤ď¸
yourusername i love you charlieâ¤ď¸
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charles_leclerc so so so proud of you my loveâ¤ď¸ this is the most amazing project ever and the fact that i was able to participate in any way brings me so much joy. youâre a musical genius and an incredible human beingđ¤ stream eternal sunshineâď¸
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username if you look closely you can see me in the background crying
username this is- theyâre so- iâm- đ
username no but theyâre so perfect for each other i could cry
pierregasly who wouldâve thought you could act đ¤Ł
carlossainz55 new skill for the cv đ
username âa musical genius and an incredible human beingâ charles leclerc why donât you just rip my heart out yourself
username she looks so pretty in the mv and theyâre so good togetherđ iâm so happy for them
username no longer a child of divorce THESE are my real parentsđŤśđ˝
yourusername i love you and iâm very very proud of you tooâ¤ď¸âđŠš
charles_leclerc mon amour youâre everything đ¤
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oscar's a grouch (or is he?)
pairing: oscar piastri x reader
summary: to your knowledge, oscar piastri really doesn't like you. but a night out in monaco makes you realize that maybe you don't know oscar's feelings towards you quite as well as you think you do. (3.7k)
warnings: swearing, unwanted advances from a man (not oscar, don't worry), a smidge of landoscar if u squint really hard
a/n: idk about y'all but this summer break is killing me đ i just wanna see my boys on track again is that too much to ask. anyways here's some oscar bc he's been giving literal crumbs lately (except for casually mentioning his broken fucking rib)
Youâre not even sure what you're celebrating tonight.Â
All you know is Lando called you a few hours ago demanding you come to some club with him and a few of his other driver friends, and who were you to deny yourself a fun night out? Especially one where you can put all your drinks on Landoâs tab. (Youâre not a gold diggerâLando refuses to let you pay for most things when you go out because he, and you quote, âmakes a shit ton of money, so why not use itâ.)Â
Now youâre here, sipping the last of your third (fourth maybe?) drink of the night until thereâs nothing but ice.Â
The music blasting through the club is so loud you feel the bass thumping in your chest, and it only gets louder when you venture through the crowd in search of the group you came with.
Somehow youâd gotten separated, but itâs really not too hard to locate them. All you have to do is look for a very tall, very polite looking British man a head taller than everyone else, and then youâve found George Russell.
He spots you too, beckoning you over into the VIP section with a cool nod of his head. All the other drivers are around tooâCarlos winks at you over the rather brightly patterned mini umbrella in his drink, Max tips his glass at you as you make your way by.Â
Charles and Oscar sit together on a sofa further into the section, seeming deep in conversation, but look up as you pass them. The Monegasque reaches up to give you a fist bump, and Oscar just blinks at you, taking a measured swig of his beer. You fight the urge to sigh at his standoffishness.Â
Over the years, Landoâs friends have quickly become your friends too, but Oscar Piastri is an enigma you have yet to crack. You know heâs on the quieter side because Lando had warned you of it before youâd met Oscar for the first time, but you werenât expecting completely and totally icy.
The Oscar that Lando always talks about excitedly is an entirely different person than the Oscar youâve become familiar with.Â
It seems like he can barely look you in the eye whenever you try to make small talk with him, and you donât think youâve ever been alone with him because he always finds a way to slip away before you can even try to make a genuine connection with him.Â
What makes things even better (read: worse) is that despite all that, youâve grown a small crush on Oscar. Youâre not sure how, and youâre not sure why, but that doesnât make your feelings any less real. Youâve accepted that this is just the way things will always be with him, you with a pesky crush and him not wanting anything to do with you.Â
You find Lando quickly, bopping around to the beat of the song playing without a care in the world. He looks like heâs having the time of his life, and when he spots you, he positively beams, waving wildly at you.Â
âHey, you!â He exclaims. âHow are you? I love you!âÂ
âI love you too!â You chuckle. âI was gonna get another drink, dâyou want anything?âÂ
âWhat?â He yells, brows furrowing. âYouâre gonna dye your hair pink?â
âAnother drink, dummy! Do you want another drink?â You make sure heâs looking at you this time, over-enunciating your words, so heâll understand them. He narrows his eyes at you in the dim lighting but gets the gist of your question, perking up at the possibility of yet another drink.Â
âMore vodka shots, baby! One for you, one for me! No, one for everyone!â He giggles, slinging an arm around your shoulders.
His movement is so enthusiastic he nearly tips the two of you over, stumbling on his feet clumsily. Youâre quick to push him back into an upright position, grimacing with effort as you trudge over to the nearest sofa and deposit him onto the seat unceremoniously.Â
âOh, this is nice,â He sighs, stroking the leather dreamily. âI shouldâI should get one of these for my place. Dâyou think theyâd let me take it home?âÂ
âI really donât think so, Lan,â You reply, amused. âStay here. Donât leave this sofa.âÂ
Lando groans, tilting his head back against the cushions. âOkay, mum. God!âÂ
Right, so maybe he doesnât need those extra shots after all.Â
You shoot him one more stern look before leaving him behind and heading for the bar, quietly tasking Carlos with making sure Lando doesnât do anything stupid while youâre gone.Â
Thereâs an empty spot at the bar when you approach, and you slide in, fingers tapping on the countertop idly as you wait for the bartender to finish up other drinks.Â
âHey.âÂ
You glance to your left to see a man you donât recognize, smiling at you.
âHi.â You say back, pressing your lips into a polite smile. Youâre hoping thatâll be the end of the conversation, because youâre not really in the mood to be talking to someone you donât know when all youâre trying to do is order something.Â
âWhatâs a pretty thing like you doing all alone in a club like this?â His eyes rake over you from head to toe as he says it, shamelessly checking you out with a glint in his eye that makes you feel dirty.Â
You take a small, calculated step backward, and much to your dismay, he takes that as an invitation to inch forward. âIâm with a group of friends.âÂ
âAre they all as attractive as you?â He must think heâs being smooth, but it just makes you even more uncomfortable.Â
âPretty sure theyâre not your type,â You reply flatly. âUnless youâre into dudes.âÂ
The manâs nostrils flare, like youâre accusing him of something absurd. âIâm not. Iâve only dated girls. Really hot girls.âÂ
âUhâŚgood for you? I donât reallyââÂ
âWhatâs your name? I bet itâs something sexy.âÂ
âYâknow, my friends are probably wondering where I am, so Iâm just gonnaââÂ
âWhatâs the rush, sweetheart? Iâm just trying to get to know you,â He drawls, stroking clammy fingers over the back of your hand. You yank it away, reaching up to adjust the strap of your top just so he wasnât touching you anymore. Maybe a little bit harsh, but the vibe youâre getting from him isnât good at all.Â
âI have a boyfriend,â You reply stiffly. Itâs a boldfaced lie, but you're hoping you sound convincing enough to get this guy off your case. Heâs starting to make you nervous.Â
He takes an overdramatic look at your surroundings before focusing back on you, shrugging. âI donât see one.âÂ
As if the universe is presenting you with a way out, you spot Oscar walking by at that very second, and before you can think you're grabbing his hand, tugging him towards you. He comes willingly, but looks slightly confused as you tuck yourself close to him.
Heâs definitely not your first choice, but right now you don't think you can afford to be picky. At least it's someone you know.Â
You pop up on your tiptoes to wrap your arms around his neck, lips almost pressed to his cheek as you whisper, âPlease play along.â
His eyes flick between you and your unwanted conversation partner, and for a moment you think he might blow your cover, but he slides an arm around you after you turn back around, resting his hand on the small of your back.Â
You force yourself to ignore the effect it has on you, instead opting to press a little more into his side. His torso is firm under your trembling hands, tense if anything, but the steady rise and fall of his level breathing provides comfort.Â
âWe got a problem here, mate?â Oscarâs voice sounds more serious than you've ever heard it, and when you look up at him, he looks downright scary. He towers over both you and the guy you're desperately trying to get rid of, brow furrowed, jaw set. Youâre glad that look has never been aimed at you.
The guy shifts nervously on his feet, but still holds his ground. Not a good idea, anyone with an ounce of common sense could see that. âNo problems, just trying to have a friendly conversation.âÂ
âDoesnât look very friendly to me. Looks like youâre bothering my girlfriend.âÂ
âDunno what to tell you, mate. We were just chatting, werenât we, sweetheart?âÂ
You wrinkle your nose in disgust, feeling safe enough to do so tucked under Oscarâs arm like you are right now. This guy might be a fucking creep, but heâs not stupid enough to go up against Oscar. âNo.âÂ
He glowers at you, and you feel Oscarâs palm come around, curling around your waist protectively. âSeems like thatâs settled then. I reckon you should leave now.â Oscarâs tone leaves absolutely no room for discussion.
Is it wrong that you find it hot?Â
âFine. Donât need to waste my time on bitches anyways.âÂ
Oscar stiffens. He moves forward like heâs about to throw a punch, but youâre quicker, splaying your palm over his very sturdy chest to stop him before he does anything rash. You donât think itâll go over too well with McLaren higher ups if they learn that one of their drivers got into a fight at a club.Â
âHeâs not worth it, Osc,â You say softly. He looks down at you, sees the look in your eyes, and his posture relaxes just a little bit. Youâre not sure how long the two of you hold each otherâs gaze, but when you finally tear your eyes away from his, the guy is long gone.Â
Only then do you step away from Oscar, straightening yourself out as much as you can given how things couldâve ended had he not been there to save your ass. He steps away too. With the guy no longer around, thereâs no reason for you to be that close together.Â
âYou alright?â He mumbles, rubbing at the back of his neck awkwardly. Even in the dim lighting of the club, you can see how red his cheeks are.Â
âYeah. Fine. That guy was just really freaking me out.âÂ
âAre you sure? That youâre okay, I mean. âCause yeah, that guy was a creep.âÂ
âTotal creep,â You agree, bobbing your head. âBut Iâm sure. Iâm, uh, Iâm sorry for putting you on the spot like that. I donât know what I wouldâve done had you not been there, soâŚthank you. I know it was probably a little hard for you, but thanks anyways.âÂ
That last part was likely not necessary, but youâre a smidge tipsy right now. Youâll blame your loose lips on the alcohol.Â
Oscarâs brow pinches in the middle, head tilting in confusion. âWhat?âÂ
âPretending to be my boyfriend. Pretending to like me.âÂ
âWhy would that be hard for me?âÂ
âUh, I dunno, maybe âcause you donât.âÂ
âYouâwait, you think I donât like you?â Oscar looks truly befuddled at your insinuation, and you frown, because from your side of things, itâs pretty damn clear.Â
âIâm not, like, upset or hurt, or anything. You have a right to dislike whoever you want, I donât care,â You shrug, craning your neck to look for the bartender.Â
âItâs not true.âÂ
You hum absentmindedly, not really paying attention to his words. Where was that damn bartender? You need that drink, now. Oscarâs fingers wrap around your forearm loosely, but tight enough to grab your attention again. âWhat?âÂ
âI donâtâŚnot like you.âÂ
âI said I donât care, Oscar. You donât have to try and make me feel better. Itâs fine,â You assure him. You really wish heâd stop pushing the subject. âJust drop it, yeah? Thanks for the save, you can go back to the group now.âÂ
He regards you blankly for a long few seconds, then he opens his mouth, and just when you think heâs about to say something, it snaps shut. Then he pivots on his heel and starts to walk away. You roll your eyes, turning back to the bar. After all this, you definitely need another drink. Preferably a strong one.Â
Maybe youâll get those shots Lando wanted after all.Â
The bartender finally spots you and you sigh in relief, glad and ready to finally get what you came for, but before you can get a word out, youâre being dragged away by the hand.Â
You nearly scream, your mind jumping to the worst conclusion before your gaze lands on the same broad shoulders, the same head of brown hair that had just left you not seconds ago. Itâs Oscar pulling you through the crowd, and even though youâre beyond relieved, youâre also confused and a little bit pissed off.Â
âWhatâre youâhey! Oscar!â You have to shout over the pulsing music, but either he canât hear you or heâs choosing to ignore you, because he doesnât stop.Â
He muscles through the crowd with surprising ease with you stumbling along behind him until youâre outside the club, in some sort of private patio area. Thereâs no one else out here and youâre glad for it, because you have half a mind to yell at him.
Oscar drops your hand, running his fingers through his hair, and when he looks up, you detect confliction in those big brown eyes of his. It almost derails your thought process, but you scowl.Â
âWhat is your problem?â You snap, folding your arms over your chest angrily.Â
âYou think I donât like you.âÂ
You squeeze your eyes shut, pinching the bridge of your nose. âThis again? Fucking hell, I told you to forget about it, Oscar. I meant that.âÂ
âNo, Iâm not gonnaâyou said it, so you obviously meant it. I wanna know why,â He insists. âWhy do you think I donât like you?âÂ
âMaybe because you havenât exactly given me anything else to go off of? You always brush me off when I try to talk to you, and when I do get you to have a conversation with me, you can barely look me in the eye. And I swear, itâs like you find every excuse to not be around me.âÂ
You canât resist the urge to allow a slightly bitter sounding laugh escape you because, fuck, no matter how many times you tell yourself that you donât care what Oscar thinks of you, that you donât give a crap about how it looks like heâs only this way with you, you do care.Â
You care so much it makes you want to scream into the void. You shouldnât care, but you do.Â
âSo you can say that itâs not true, you can tell me Iâm wrong all you want, but Iâm just telling it as I see it.âÂ
Oscar blinks at you again in that way he always does when you talk, the way that makes you want to smack him upside the head but also kiss him senseless too, just to see if heâd react differently.Â
âIâm an idiot,â He says. You press your lips together. There wonât be any denying that fact from you.Â
He groans, tipping his back towards the sky. âIâm an idiot. Itâs not because I donât like you. Itâsââ He pauses, sighing. Crossing his arms, uncrossing them, weighing his options. âItâs because I do like you. A lot. I like you to the point where I donât know how to act around you without the fear I might do or say something stupid, and then youâll think Iâm a dickhead.âÂ
âSo you thought completely icing me out wasâŚyou not being a dickhead?âÂ
He wrinkles his nose, like he's just realized what his actions mustâve looked like to an outside party. âOh. Thatâs not what I meant toâŚ.fuck, you must think Iâm such aââ
âDickhead?â You supply helpfully. He nods, shoulders slumping.Â
Youâre used to long stretches of silence with Oscar, but this one feels different. Now that you know he doesnât totally hate your guts, the silence isnât totally unbearable. He steps closer, watching you, gauging your reaction to his movements like youâre some sort of unpredictable creature.Â
If anything, Oscarâs the unpredictable one.Â
âSoâŚâ You start, tilting your head. âYou like me?âÂ
Oscar exhales sharply, nodding. âGuess it might be a bit of a shocker, but I do.â Â
âAnd you already know I like you.âÂ
âIâve noticed, yeah,â He says, lips quirking up into a small smile. âWhat do we do now?â
âMaybe we take things slow. Get to know each other first, âcause I dunno if youâve noticed, but one of us spent a lot of time ignoring the other,â You lilt, half joking. Oscar rolls his eyes playfully, but nods his agreement nonetheless. âI think for now, we should get back inside. Iâve got to make sure Lando hasnât tried to steal the sofa from right out the section.âÂ
Oscarâs nose scrunches, head cocking to the side in bewilderment. âIâm sorry, what?âÂ
âItâs a long story. Iâll tell you about it another time.âÂ
âHow about tomorrow over dinner?â He blurts, running a hand through his hair. It flops right back into place, one stray curl hanging over his forehead that he doesnât seem to notice as he smiles hopefully at you.Â
âIâd like that.âÂ
âYeah?âÂ
âDuh.âÂ
His smile grows bigger, pushing up his cheeks so much it makes his eyes crinkle at the edges. Youâve never been the receiver of this smile before, and now that you are, you never want him to stop smiling at you like this. âOkay. Okay, cool. Iâll text you.âÂ
âDonât you need my number for that?âÂ
âOh, Iâve uh, Iâve got it already. I nabbed it from Landoâs phone a while ago. Just in case I gathered up the courage to message you. Which I didnât, as you could probably tell,â He replied, letting out a breathy chuckle. âI wanted to though. I justâI didnât know what to say.âÂ
âHowâd you get into his phone?âÂ
He snorts this time, raising a brow at you. âHis passwordâs 4444. Not exactly mission impossible.âÂ
You really need to have a talk with your friend about Internet safety one of these days.Â
The aforementioned friend throws his hands up into the air when he spots you making your way back into the section as soon as you re-enter the club, bouncing over to you to wrap you in a giant hug. Lando mumbles something you canât understand into your ear and giggles, then spots Oscar lingering behind you and positively screeches, reaching to pull him into the hug too.Â
You donât have time to get your arms out of where theyâre trapped against your sides in Landoâs surprisingly vice-like grip before Oscar stumbles forward into your back at his friendâs harsh tug, cheek smushing against the top of your head. The muttered sorry he offers you does nothing to quell your rocket fast heartbeat at being this close to him for the first time.
âLook at us!â Lando hiccups, squeezing you both as tight as he can. Not an easy feat when youâre hugging two people at once. He bumps his forehead against yours gently to draw your attention back to him. (More like lightly headbutted, but you remain un-concussed so you wonât hold it against him.) âHey, youâre in a papaya sandwich!âÂ
Oscarâs low chuckle vibrates through his chest and you feel it rumble through you too. You also feel his pinky curl around your own, thumb pressing against the inside of your wrist tenderly.Â
Itâs a subtle gesture, one that might not seem like much to anyone else, but youâve gone from sort of acquaintances to something a little more than friends in the span of less than an hour.
Are you even friends now? You canât even answer that. You like him and he likes you, but the only time youâve ever spent together has been around other people.Â
Still, only two points of contactâyouâre not even holding hands and you think you might spontaneously combust.Â
But you have to play it cool.Â
The good thing about drunk Lando is that his attention span is close to zero, so he quickly grows bored of sandwiching you into a McLaren hug and wanders off again, most likely in search of another drink. You feel like it would be a good idea to stop him but you plop onto the nearest couch instead, letting your head tip against the back of it.Â
To your surprise, Oscar motions for you to scooch over, slotting himself into the extra space you create. Thereâs a respectful distance left between yourselves, but then he leans towards you to be heard over the music.
âYour pulse was racing.âÂ
âGee, I wonder why,â You muse. âDefinitely not because of how I feel about you.âÂ
âHa ha. Youâre funny.âÂ
âSee what youâve been missing out on all this time?â You joke, head lolling to the side to grin at him.Â
âI see it.â Heâs looking at you unabashedly already, eyes drinking you in like heâs parched and youâre water. The intensity of his gaze sends a shiver down your spine, and god, you want to kiss him so bad right now.Â
Instead you take a deep breath, fixing him to the spot with a pointed look. âStop staring, or youâll draw attention.âÂ
Oscar startles like he wasnât aware he was staring that hard at you, mumbling out another apology before retreating back to his own bubble of space stiffly.Â
You feel a tad guilty now. You didnât mean to sound so harsh, but you and Oscar havenât even begun to understand what you are to each other yet, and the last thing you want is the driver rumor mill to start spinning its wheels about your budding relationship before you even knew if there was going to be a relationship. Itâs the kind of thing you want to keep under wraps until the two of you figure things out.Â
Sighing lightly, you slide your hand along the empty space separating you, curling your pinky around his the same way he did earlier. Part of you expects heâll shy away, so when he reciprocates the action, youâre pleasantly relieved.Â
Thereâs still quite a bit of getting to know each other to be done, but youâre excited to see what this next chapter with Oscar holds.
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Sorry to send you another request, but I just got hit with this sudden brainrot:
Could I get short headcanons of how the dorm leaders would do for the orange peel theory?
I was so into writing this, that I accidentally made it with the overblot gang (aka Jamil and not Kalim) and didnât notice until I was doneđ. I hope thatâs okay, but if you want a Kalim one (or any others) just send in another request! Also these ended up way longer than i intended... But I hope you all enjoy them nontheless!
Orange peel theoryÂ
Characters: Overblot gang
CW: None, just fluff, established relationships, Reader is the prefect
Riddle Rosehearts
You and Riddle were studying together, or rather, he was studying and you pretended to study as you were looking at the oranges on the desk.
Whenever you studied together Riddle places a bowl of fruits on the table for you two to snack on, they were usually always strawberries and many other berries but today an Orange was included.
You remembered a trend from your world where people would ask their partners to peel an orange for them and it would show if they were willing to do small things for them, you smiled as you realised you finally had someone to test said theory out on.
Taking the orange into your hand you looked at it, and then at Riddle thinking for a moment before holding it out to him.
âRiddle, can you peel this for me please?â
The housewarden had been so focused on his studying that he got surprised when you asked him something, once he realised what you had asked he raised an eyebrow quietly wondering to himself why you couldn't do it yourself.
But he was raised to be a gentleman, and he honestly loved doing small things for you so he nodded and carefully peeled the fruit for you, making you smile.
Once you got the peeled fruit back you were amazed by how careful he peeled it, no white skin was seen anywhere anymore, and the pieces were all nicely separated.
Leona Kingscholar
Sitting in his room you stared at the Lion beastman laying on his bed, you knew he wasnât sleeping yet by the way his tail flickered but he certainly was about to.
Ace had dared you to try the orange peel theory on Leona, more specifically try it when he was about to sleep and you agreed for some reason you canât remember. He had given you an orange before you went to Savanaclaw to spend the night in Leonaâs room.
âHeyâŚLeona?â Your voice was quiet as you asked, looking at your tired boyfriend.
â...mhm?â WellâŚat least he acknowledged you calling out to him. â...can you peel this orange for me?â
He lazily opened one eye, looking at you. âCanât you do it yourself Herbivore?â His voice had a teasing tone in it, but he didnât move a muscle.
You visibly deflated, granted you had expected such an outcome but still, it was kinda disappointing.
Leona sighed once he saw you looking disappointed and sat up. âHand over the orange.â You perked up as soon you heard it and handed it over with a smile.
He peeled it and then gave you the orange along with the peels back. âNever ask me for anything again.â He said as he laid back down, but you knew he wasnât serious. âAlso come sleep with me once you eat your damn orange.â
His peeling job wasn't the best, and there was a lot of the white skin left on the orange and the pieces werenât separated, but you were flattered that he still did it. And of course you cuddled up to him once you ate it.
Azul Ashengrotto
Sitting in the Mostro Lounge you were eating from a fruit platter Azul had brought you, a blush on his face as he sat it down in front of you.
Just as you were about to take a strawberry from it, Floyd suddenly put an Orange on it. âHeey Shrimpy, I have heard of this trend that couples do involving an orange and I wanna see you try it on Azul!â
You knew what trend he was talking about and were confused why he wanted you to try it on Azul, but he refused to say the reason at least until you actually did it. Knowing Floyd, you knew he would keep pestering you until you did.
Sighing, you grabbed the orange and made your way to Azulâs office as Floyd cheered you on.
Walking into the office you saw him working on some contracts. âHey, Azul? Floyd gave me an Orange for my fruit platter, but itâs not peeled so could you maybe do it for me?â
Poor Azul did not expect you to suddenly be in his office, he got so scared he choked on his spit for a second, looking at you like you were a ghost.
âAngelfish! You canât just come in here with no warning and scare me like that!â You did not say anything in return instead you held out the orange to him and looked at him expectedly.
âExpecting me to peel you an orange without me getting anything back? How preposterousâ He had a blush on his face as he took the orange out of your hands, peeling it nonetheless. You smiled knowing he didnât need you to give him anything back for peeling it. He handed you the peeled orange back, and you kissed his cheek as a thanks making the poor octopus blush even harder.
His peeling job was immaculate, with how well it was peeled you could think a robot did it, and of course he separated the pieces for you as well.
Jamil Viper
Sitting in the Scarabia lounge you were waiting for Jamil to come back from cooking a meal for Kalim, you wanted to join him and help him but he refused saying you should just wait in the lounge. You were scrolling through Magictok to pass the time a bit fasterÂ
As you sit there scrolling you notice the fruit basket sitting there. You remembered Kalim telling you that you can just grab whatever they are there to be eaten after all.
That's when you come across a video talking about the orange peel theory, you see people explain it and also try it out.
Not only does it make you crave an orange, but it also makes you wanna try the theory on Jamil. But you knew he had much on his plate already, having to make every meal for Kalim, so you decided against it. You were pretty sure that Jamil would do it if you asked him anyways.Â
You put your phone aside and go to grab an orange from the basket, looking for the best one. (They are all of the highest quality since Kalim brought them). Grabbing a nice big one you want to start peeling it.
Thatâs when suddenly it gets snatched out your hand, looking up to see who took your orange, ready to lecture them you see its Jamil. Wordlessly he starts peeling it.
You look at him confused, when did he come in and how did you not notice it? He could have said something at least instead of scaring you by snatching your orange. If he wanted one you would have given him one!
Just as you were about to ask him why he took your orange away and began peeling it himself, he held out a perfectly peeled piece to you, making you even more confused. âWhat? You wanted an orange right?" He looked at you with a raised eyebrow.
You could feel the butterflies in your stomach as you smiled at him and took the piece, as he continued peeling the rest of the orange for you and giving you piece by piece. You didnât even have to ask him for it, which made you smile, thinking to yourself that you had in fact won the orange peel theory
Vil SchoenheitÂ
He had invited you to his room for a self care night between the two of you. Skincare haircare and everything, of course all prepared by him. He canât have you use the basic drug store products can he?
You sit in front of him, smiling as he carefully applies a cream to your face, his touch lightly tickling you. He scolds you for moving, but you can hear there is a slight smile in his voice.
As he applies the cream you realise it smells like oranges, which reminds you that you and Epel once talked about how Vil would do regarding the orange peel theory. Maybe now was a good time to try it out?
âViiilâŚ?â You ask in the most innocent voice you can. He doesnât answer, instead he looks at you and raises one of his perfectly plucked eyebrows. âDo you thinkâŚyou could peel me an orange?â
âDarling, it is nearly time for bed. I donât know if an orange now is such a good-â He couldnât finish his sentence as he saw how you gave him your best puppy dog eyes.
With a sigh he got up and said âFine, but only if you promise to brush your teeth right after so we can go to bed, I am not sacrificing my 8 hours of sleep just because you want an Orange.â And with that he left for the Pomefiore kitchen.
Giddily you sat on his bed, texting Epel the result of the orange peel theory, poor Epel was so shocked that his housewarden agreed to peel you an orange so short before his sleep time.
Before you could answer anything back to the first year, Vil came back in the room with orange slices on a platter.
The slices were peeled beautifully, and rearranged symmetrical next to each other. Just as you were about to grab the plate, Vil pulled it out of your range and gave you a sly smirk. He picked a slice up and held it to your mouth, obviously alluding that he would feed them to you which made you flustered.
Idia Shroud
You and him were in his room having a gaming session together. Though you needed a short break so you let Idia play alone for a bit.
Sitting on his bed, you sipped some water just silently watching your boyfriend, thinking about your relationship and smiling at the many small things he does for you.
Well small to everyone else, but you knew how much it scares him to do some things, so those âsmallâ gestures meant the world to you.
As you were thinking about small gestures, you remembered the orange theory and thought why not try it on your boyfriend? It wouldnât prove anything, whether he said yes or no, he proved enough that he would do small things for you, but you wanted to do it for fun.
âHey Idia?â You called out to him, waiting for a sign from him that he had heard you. Still looking at his screen he gave you an affirmative nod and asked âWhatâs up?âÂ
âI kinda feel like an orange.â You said, looking at him expectantly to see what he would say next. You could see him stop his movements both in real life and in game which concerned you. â...Idia..?â Pausing the game he slowly turned around and looked at you, a confused look on his face.
â...likeâŚemotionally?â He asked in the most serious and confused tone you could imagine.Â
You could tell from his face he was sincere when he asked and wasnât messing with you. For a second you could not believe what he had asked you, it felt surreal. But then you couldnât help but laugh out loud. You wanted to say something but your laughter stopped you from doing so, instead you fell backwards on his bed, laughter never dying.
Idia now was even more confused, why were you laughing? That's when he realised what you actually meant, and began blushing furiously, his hair now a shade of pink. He wanted to crawl in a hole and die, butâŚif you really wanted an orange (and promised not to mention it to anyone ever) he would peel you oneâŚ
Malleus Draconia
Malleus had invited you to a meeting of the Gargoyle Research society (as if those meetings arenât just him walking alone through the school). And of yours you agreed.
He was holding your hand as he led you along the school grounds, telling you facts about all the different Gargoyles.
You listened intently, smiling at him and asking him questions every now and then to show him you were interested in what he was telling you, which made him happy and tell you more enthusiastically.
Though at one point you began craving some food, which got you to thinking, how would your boyfriend react to the orange peel theory? You couldnât imagine him denying you an orange, but you also couldnât see him peel one? Maybe it was because of his royal status..
âHey Hornton?â You asked him and he looked into your eyes, his gaze gentle. âYes, my child of man?â âDo you think you could get me and peel me an orange? I am kinda craving oneâŚâ
He looked surprised at first and then began quietly laughing âFufufu..I already knew you were special, yet here you are proving it once again, asking the future king of Briar Valley to prepare you some food.â He closed his eyes and smiled âJust wait here my dear and I will fetch you what you wantâ
You smiled at him and nodded, and he teleported away, only leaving his firefly like lights behind.
Sitting down on a bench you waited for him to come teleport in front of you again. But when he was gone for nearly 10 minutes you slightly began to worryâŚdid Lilia somehow end up cooking something once he learned you wanted some food and Malleus wanted to save you from it? Or was-
Just as you were about to keep thinking about it, Malleus appeared back in front of youâŚWith a massive bowl full of orange slices in it. You gawked at the sheer amount, how was one human supposed to eat all of that? âChild of man, I did not know how many you wanted, so I told Sebek to fetch me every Orange he could find, and then peeled them all by myself.â He was so proud of himself, that you couldnât help but smile but still wondered what to do with that many OrangesâŚmaybe some of the other first years would want them?
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