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stgosupremacy · 1 day

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Hi so this is me ranting about Ash being Goh's n01 supporter in project mew 😍 (as he always is ofc)

"I wanna join. Project Mew! For sure!"

love that cute sneaky side view

"You know what? I'm gonna cheer you on with all my might!"

the way he said you sounded a bit like it was a thank you for goh always cheering on ash during his battles 🥺 (it also sounds like I'm analysing too much again looooooooollllllllllll)

I always thought this was Ash just being dead supportive to Goh like he always is but he meant this so much 😭😭😭💗

"You're coming too, Ash?" (the hand on goh's shoulder omg and ash looks so cute idfjkmf)

"I promised I'd always cheer you on, didnt I?"

everyone smiling around them lol (they so know whats going on)

"I'll clear the mission for sure!"

"That's the spirit, Goh!" (always so supportive 🥺💖)

STOP HE'S SO HAPPY TO BE ALLOWED TO GO WITH GOHH AW 🥺

"You failed. You'd be toast if I hadn't saved you."

"Wait just a second, what are you talking about failed!?"

i love how as soon as ash sees goh's sad face he gets his protective boyfriend mode activated 🥰🥰🥺

"Good for you, Goh! I'm fired up about this too!"

i am so tempted to make a post on how touchy these guys are bc oh my god they are so touchy 💀💀 and hellllllll ash was not lying at all about being fired up about project mew, the entire trial period it was almost like ash was taking the missions, bless him 💖😂

"I'll help any way I can!"

it's so sweet to me ash constantly reminds gohof this fact <3

look at danika leaning in the back guys she knows

god ive talked ab this episode far too recently to rant about it here but 🥺😂

"You can count on us! Dont let it win!"

🥰the way ash looks at him

"Plus, I'll be there, you'll be fine!"

no words from me just pure SUPPPPPPPPPPPORTTTTTTTTTT is radiating here (and also goh looking like he's crushing bad)

"Only the challenger is allowed in this mission."

"You've gotta be kidding!"

bless the way he seems so fed up when danika says he cant come- LIKE CMON CAN THEY GET ANY CUTER??? 😭

but as soon as goh says this.....

"No worries Ash, I'm sure i'll be succesful!" (his smile is so sweet)

"You're right Goh, just make sure to pass that mission!"

...Then ash is totally supportive of it if Goh's fine with it too 💗

"Right?" 🥰

"Right!"

yeah....sorry i had to include that it was so cute

"Goh!"

"Dankia, did you do this on purpose!?" the way ash is so stressed for goh for literally no reason but his safety, enter: PROTECTIVE BOYFRIEND MODE ACTIVATED AGAIN WOOOOOOO

HE LOOKS SO SAD WHEN GOH DOESNT GET ANY TOKENS STOPPP 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

the way ash is looking at him so intently...i cannot 💀💀💀💀💀

"This time I'm going by myself."

"WHAT? HOW COME?" 😨😨 (that literally deserves to be in caps because he indeed shouted it lol ) he sounds so in disbelief, it's so sweet he just sees going along with Goh everywhere now his second nature 😭💙💙💙

but after goh explaining why, then ash just smiles and wishes goh the best of luck (as he always does bc he's just happy goh is happy)

like

why is this boy so precious

"I made it through!" I SEE THAT BLUSH HEAJDKAJ (it was obviously from excitement but blushing goh is quite rare in ultimate jrnys and he looks too cute when he does it) 😂

"No joke?! Congratulations Goh!"

YAYYYY HES SO HAPPY 4 HIM 🤗🤗

"Thanks to you, Ash!" 🥰🥺💖

"Thanks to all of your hard work!" STOPP LIKE the way how he tries to deflect the praise back onto goh makes me smile every time but yk so does this entire scene at this point

right the way goh ends the call and breathes out as soon as he does is definetelyy not gay at all 🤨🤨🤨 (fr tho they make each other so happy and i'm always living for it....if you havent noticed)

...right i should stop thats enough for today

#pokemon anime #goh pokemon #satogou #pokemon goh #ash ketchum #firstfriendshipping #anipoke #pokemon journeys #i miss them #ash x goh #rant time #ash is so supportive like #what the hell #its so cutw #project mew

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everwalldigan · 2 months

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My favourite thing ever is when Jason is drawn to resemble Bruce because I KNOWW his ass would HATE it😭😭

Dick: hey Jason you haven’t forgotten our meet u— oh my god are you ok?? What happened?

Jason *rocking back and forth on the floor with a traumatised look in his eyes, whispering in horror* someone mistook me for Bruce in the grocery store today.

Random kid at a charity event pointing at Jason standing grumpily in a corner: who’s that?

Bruce (smiling fondly): that’s my son Jason!

Random kid: he looks like you! :D

Jason: *leaves the room*

Bruce (running after him): jason, Jason they didn’t mean anything by it, Jason, you’re going to jump off a balcony just because of a child’s observation Jason?

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wulfhalls · 5 months

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#over a month now since my baby boy left me.#genuinely feel sick with how much i miss him all the time everywhere #it feels like its been 15 years and also only half an hour since then #finally got the locket to put some of his fur in so he'll always be with me. which.#made me feel better for approximately 4.2 minutes and then we were back to bottomless endless grief #I miss him and miss him and miss him and miss him and miss him all day every day every second of every minute #his absence is so loud #and i feel so fucking guilty so incredibly fucking at fault its killing me because i should have noticed soon i should have paid more #fucking attention #hes gone and its my fault. my fault my sweet darling angel who only ever loved me is gone #my baby boy deserved so much better #and all i can do is cry about it it doesnt change anything it doesnt make anything better it doesnt bring him back #anyway. i wish I was dead haha #u know the apiel ignore me i just needed to type this out ect and so on #bb baby #txt.me

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cuteniaarts · 1 month

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2 hour rough drawing of Ehuang, my precious Green Opal child who I don’t draw nearly enough <3

#my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness #original character #ehuang beifong #<— finally. a new OC with a proper tag #tbh it is much easier to tag characters who have last names #and we’ve never discussed it but I do think Ehuang carries the Beifong last name. whether or not she uses it is a different matter #I feel like she’s a Beifong officially she never puts much emphasis on it. she prefers the other side of her family anyway #okay moving on from that #next gens for next gens. quite a deep niche in reaching here #but I don’t care. I love Ehuang as a representation of everything good and pure in the world too much to object to her existence #baby girl. sweet girl #and yeah I’ve drawn her with Midori Opal and Suiren before so I thought I’d try something else #and while Kuvira isn’t actually shown here. just know that she’s absolutely tearing up off screen #you can pull the idea of Kuvira absolutely adoring her little niece out of my cold dead hands #wait omg I never posted my earlier art of Ehuang on here have I #okay once I’m done with my current projects I’ll refine and post those #the world deserves to see more of Ehuang #I feel like this particular scenario also hits some spot in Kuvira bc she knows who Ehuang’s bio dad is #and Ehuang looks just enough like him. despite being very similar to Midori. that imagining her with a beauty mark under her eye…#it brings Certain Ideas to mind. very fleeting and eliciting a ‘imagine that. I love this girl to bits but I’m sure glad I’m not her mom’#kind of response. but overall no one really lingers on that fact. I feel. her parents are Midori and Opal #Bataar’s just the donor. no one calls him her bio dad. he doesn’t see her as his daughter. probs Suyin is the only one who puts up a fuss #like not letting up about Ehuang being his kid even though he’s told her countless times that his involvement is irrelevant #he doesn’t wish to be ehuang’s dad. that wasn’t why he helped create her.#he did so because he loves his sister and SIL. because he knew they wanted a baby. not because he wanted a child himself #he’s quite content being her uncle thank you very much. and idk why I just went on this ramble lmao #maybe I should try to write something Ehuang related. explore all these relationships and whatever. we’ll see

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deer-with-a-stick · 11 months

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I think someone should just throw all of the BG3 companions into Dungeon of the Mad Mage. Just take the post-canon generally considered "good" endings and throw em in there.

Why? Because it would be hilarious to me and also that's like the one official module that goes up to level 20.

I won't lie and say the only thing I can think of is the team trying to kill an angry mechanical purple worm while screeching at Gale because "what do you mean we're in Waterdeep and you know the bastard who owns this death trap?? I was perfectly alright in the damn Underdark thank you very much I did not sign up for this"

#my vampire companion has been dead for possibly over 200 years #and we would like to revive him please #sometimes i think of the fact that gale knows halaster blackcloak personally and cackle to myself #you know what's also a fun thing to think about #cleric capstone is basically you've got a deity speed-dial for your needs #to not mention true resurrection in GENERAL #or WISH #gale realizing that he's fairly close to the power level of a chosen of mystra now like :0 #karlach is probably like “HELL YEAH I CAN HIT MORE THINGS” while being extra stronk #i thought the idea of monster hunter ranger wyll or something along those lines was compelling so he gets to speed run his level ups #lae'zel angrily hacking away at enemies like “FUCKING DAMN IT I HAVE A REVOLUTION TO GET BACK TO GET OUT OF MY WAY”#tara mysteriously being utterly unhampered by the teleportation restrictions like “quite a kerfuffle you've found yourself in mr. dekarios”#halsin gets to live as a bear 24/7 with druid capstone #astarion would like to make sure his gaggle of vampire spawn don't kill anyone but also the promise of Stab and Feral are highly compelling #if minthara's here she's just vibing. blood guts and gore. her favorite. now stop wasting her time and let her kill you #someone should give lae'zel a gun even if so she can reenact that 200+ damage in one round event with percy de rolo #lae'zel deserves a gun #so does shadowheart and karlach #if i gave gale wyll and astarion a gun i think the recoil would kill them actually #str 8 gang lmfao #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #baldur's gate three #bg3 spoilers #gale of waterdeep #bg3 gale #astarion #bg3 wyll #wyll ravengard #karlach bg3

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radioactive-cloud · 6 months

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third massive drone and missile attack in four days that was launched at 4-5 am, how i love living next to a terrorist country 😍

#one mall is not enough istg #i wish that everyone who tells ukrainians how we should feel about things blowing up in russia experiences even one night of this #and it's not even the worst thing that can happen #because there are people who live close to the frontline or in the regions close to the border or on the occupied territories #and it's so much worse because their everyday life is hell #the same hell i wish every russian burns in for eternity btw #even the “good” and the “innocent” ones idc #(no such thing exists)#i have literally zero compassion for them and sometimes i wonder if maybe this makes me a bad person #then i remember all they've been doing to my country for centuries #and all the photos of dead children and entire cities destroyed to the ground #and i think that they deserve this and so much more #ukraine #russia is a terrorist state

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widevibratobitch · 7 months

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anyway. it okay. im giving myself time to just be chill. im gonna start panicking when i get there. i still have 5 hours till then and rn im more preoccupied with the fact that i feel like i might be getting my period today and it better not happen on the train or ill kms and everyone on it

#i genuinely dont know if i do feel the grief #in some way for sure but also im. 1. not sure i have the right to actually feel it 2. even IF i am feeling it. its highly probable #im just repressing it and unconsciously beating it back with a stick because babygirl rn? i feel nothing #could be the shock too #but im kinda feeling worse about how im NOT feeling all that bad #cause i should. he never did anything wrong to me and i never did hate him. we just didnt get each others vibe #anyway it's so fucking unfair towards my mom. the fact that her bitch of a mother is still alive while he's dead.#i know its not her fault but i kinda hate her for being still alive lol she should have died 12 years ago #it would have been better for everyone. but nvm. i wish it was me too. my mom doesnt fucking deserve that ffs

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icedille · 4 months

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can i be honest for a second. i absolutely fucking hate myself and pray every night that i die in my sleep but god keeps ignoring me

#everything is going to shit and it's my fault and it's deserved #no chance this exam session goes well. i'm not trying i'm not being kind i'm not doing anything that could make things even a little better #keep isolating myself bc i can't look the people i'm close to in the eye. suicidality at one of the worst points it's ever been.#but i'm still too lazy to do anything which is a shame bc we would all be better off if i rid the world of my miserable parasitic existence #and i'm not talking about any of this to my therapist bc i'm stupid but also what's the point.#maybe i should cancel it for good and stop wasting my parent's money #anyway. if you've ever thought 'woagh this girl is kinda dumb/annoying/keeps talking about killing herself ok bitch then do it?' i agree!#i wish she were dead too!

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gothsuguru · 1 month

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5 chapters left hmm…

#i don’t think a rushed ending is what jjk deserves but i’m assuming gege is just tired/overworked rn #i also think whatever ending he has planned is something that he probably planned for a while… it’s just SO many loose ends rn #i don’t think 5 chapters can do it justice #like… at ALL #i’m assuming it’ll leave yuji alive while everyone is dead #or yuji will die and he’ll see everyone he saved in the afterlife/him and sukuna will be alone together in the afterlife idk #i just wish we got more info about satoru… and HIS whereabouts too #like he got off-screened and then was v blasé about his own death #kenjaku and yuuta… ig that was it #hakari & uraume aren’t important enough i think to have as the part of the last few chapters 😭#and then itafushi… idk what’s gonna happen there…#sigh. LOUD SIGH but alas…#i love jjk i don’t want it to end 😭#but if it does end i wanted it to be a proper ending #regardless of what happens i think gege should be proud that his first serialized manga was is and will remain v popular & v loved #he makes elite characters what can i say… how can a brain think of a gojo toji geto nanami choso and sukuna… how’d he Do That #personal

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xannerz · 9 months

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wish my mom wasnt homéophobíc!!!

#she randomly started this conversation yday and said she'd rather be dead than find out i'm dating another woman #and it absolutely snowballed negatively from there but i was standing there trying not to puke but also like 'please dont do that.'#when you know she knows but she's also in denial but also physically and mentally fragile so you don't want to rock the boat lmfaooo #im an adult and ive been taking on most of the responsibilities at my own expense and she still manages to make me feel small lmao #anyway no comments or advice is desired pls ty :) 🔪 !!!#every time someone gives me some stupid american-ass 'well you have to live your life you should---' i immediately wanna rip n tear #i do not have the luxury of giving my mom a yt people mic drop nor do i wish to contribute to the tension rn #like yeah?lol. ik im an adult and ik my parents are unhealthily codependent in more ways than one. and ik that i ~ deserve to be happy~#but i dont wanna hear it rn LMFAO #anyway i love my mom 🧿✝🙏🕯 but that shit hurt #xangoeswah

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outlawssweetheart · 2 years

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Ethan and Anika are my new little Pookie Bears, and I know that’s ironic because-

#Apparently RS said on Dead Meat's podcast that they like both ideas; it could've been Ethan or Wayne.#I wish they'd just 100% confirm that it was Ethan. He makes more sense and he deserves at least one kill!#He had the most potential for a killer out of every character in that movie!!!#This just shows how incompetent they are. 🙄 They should KNOW which character did what! 🤦🏽‍��️#ANYWAYS...#They're actually the first (and so far only) characters I've ever called ''Pookie Bears'' so ''new'' isn't exactly right.#But it sounds better. 🤷🏽‍♀️#ethan landry #anika kayoko #scream vi #scream 6 #text post #scream vi spoilers #scream 6 spoilers

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ressoroll · 2 years

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HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY MAD RAT DEAD!!! thank you for everything 🐀❤️🎩

#mad rat dead #mrd #mad rat dead fanart #mrd fanart #mad rat mrd #heart mad rat dead #mad rat #heart mrd #i can’t believe this game has been out for 2 years already #the game of all time #rat god #I think everyone should wish mad rat a happy birthday because he deserves it #I love mad rat dead

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sadieshavingsex · 1 year

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me after a fight with my so: yeah sorry for fucking up your life I deserve to die. Sorry sorry sorry sorry I’m such a bad person and I hate myself I never should have said that sorry I fucking need to die sorry sorry sorry

#mine #bpd #I feel like I just have this never ending stream of like I should die I deserve to die I’ll never be good again I should never have argued #I should never have fought etc etc #I say really mean shit I need to get help and I do suck #I will tag this #tw suicide #I guess!!! because it kinda is #I never tag tws but this one feels obvious #it’s bad to end an argument with I wish I were dead but I feel like I just start to have no filter out of anger and exhaustion #and I do just wish I would die and leave this world!!! sometimes #I feel like SHIT!#ruin everything #etc

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justasadboi · 2 years

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I haven’t cried this much in a long time. Some people say that tears are cleansing, I just say now I dehydrated and my head hurts

#bpd #I wish I could say about a million things right now but I can’t #it’s times like these that I really just want a friend #i feel like if one person life would be better I’d I was dead than I should just do it #and someone’s life would be better that way #so why the fuck am I still breathing #im such a piece of shit human being #i definitely deserve everything I have gotten #I wish I would’ve died back in 2019 #I feel like I definitely should’ve and that’s why everything is so fucked up #I want drugs #like drugs drugs #please god send me drugs drugs

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dirhwangdaseul-archived · 2 years

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i know it's the end of the year but i like complaining so they really made a second season of gossip g*rl huh were never getting out of the trash pile media of rich people cry tooo booohooooooo

#and middle class aspirational capitalist bullshit #man i wish yall killed yourselves most days lmfao #el suco posts #let people have fun!!!! NOT WHILE THEY GIVE THEM MILLIONAIRE BUDGETS TO SQUANDER ON SOME RICH LITTLE ENTITLED TALENTLESS BITCHES #that deserve nothing but my contempt for having literally every opportunity to be great and all they put in our #faces is their mediocre acting and writing paaaaassss #like ryan murphy should be dead not getting more projects disrespectful antiblack misogynist creep

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saturniade · 2 years

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god i wish this whole shebang just wasnt about a fucking movie about fucking russians

#yoo my post #on one hand haha funny meme got super popular in a weird way based on a shoe and somebodys pretend poster #on the other hand. guys can we stop talking about russians for a fucking minue #i cannot stress this enough i see them TOO MUCH. TOO OFTEN #im TRAUMATIZED and while the joke is haha funny the moment i take it out of this metacontext #what it becomes? a thing that literally triggered a panic attack from my also ukrainian friend cause she wasnt in on the joke?#SERIOUSLY i know its getting offtopic but GET BETTERRRR stop interacting with any content promoting russian people alive or dead #stop putting that fucking tiktok about a russian woman telling a waitress how to pronounce borshcht correctly #on my dash. on anybodys dashes!!! its not funny+ukrainians do NOT want to see it ever #this one pisses me off so much because botshcht the soup specifically has been so stolen from ukraine into the pile of 'russian cuisine'#and then some russian woman claims she knows how to pronounce it correctly..... girl your language's 'shch' is literally different shut up #BUT THATS JUST AN EXAMPLE #BUT ITS NOT JUST TIKTOK ITS NOT JUST THE SOUP ITS NOT JUST DEAD RUSSIAN ARTISTS NOT JUST GONCHAROV...#everything thats associated with russia/moskovia/ussr/whatever you should avoid PLEASE. hang an iron curtain on that bad boy dont touch it!#theyre colonizers and sponsor war and turn the blind eye to genocide for decades and centuries and NOW!!!!#and yet we made up a gay little movie about those. yippee! 'russian mafia'! thats fun and new and deserves to be romanticized!#sigh. well anyway.#the parts about the creativity and all the wild yes-anding and whatnot. thats great.#i just wish it was about something else. i just wish there wasnt a war in my country #whatever.

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