Are you entertained?
Ellie Williams x fem!reader
a.n - *ahem*..joker & rainbow brainrot rn and I needed to make a fic..no happy ending because I’m a monster! Rainbow will be out soon, which, yes, is a happy fic..feel free to read these in any order you please. Enjoy! <3
warnings - Provocative language, angst, Ellie self sabotages (?), potential spoilers to TLOU II, I make u feel bad in this fic oops don’t hate me
Can’t play your game, so take me away..
But without me, you're incomplete..
I'm the missing piece, trick or treat.
“I don’t wanna hurt you.”
Her words echoed through your mind on replay, day in and day out. Your body had chills the second she said that, your heart dropping as your vision went blurry. She wasn’t saying what you thought she was, right?
You guessed your question had been answered when you laid away at..what time was it again? You’d lost track.
Your eyes felt heavy but you just couldn’t sleep. Too scared you’d have another dream about Ellie just like you did yesterday. You’d only been getting around 3-5 hours of sleep, dreading the moment the sun started to set. Those hours were absolutely excruciating considering you had to see her in your dreams..You somehow found yourself wanting them to be bad dreams because at least that’s your reality now, right?
But, no, they were happy. Almost like, memories.
Smile on my face, laughing and joking, usually lonely, and if you hold me, I’ll make you stronger, I wanna do that..
Oh, it’s drivin’ me mad.
“That’s not how you do it.” You snatched the paper from Ellie’s hands, smiling at her dramatic reaction. “I was working on that!” She yelled out in complete disbelief, a gust of wind causing that one goddamn strand to fall into her face, one side of her hair tucked behind her ear. She rarely ever wore it down like that.
You were teaching her how to make crowns out of paper, a hobby you learned while bonding with the kids in Jackson, but Ellie..well, she sucked..and that’s putting it lightly.
“This is like—wonky.” You mumbled out, snipping at her crown..if you could even call it that, to make it even. She rolled her eyes and rubbed her neck. “I had it..
you’re making it worse.”
Are the words she mumbled to you before walking out the door, ouch. Had all your efforts gone to waste? You tried to take care of her, help her cope, be there for her..and it just wasn’t enough.
It was never enough for her. For you. From you. From anyone.
And now you stand alone, like a fool.
Can’t play your game, I tried to change, painted my face, made a new name..
Are you entertained?
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sorry to bother you with something i could probably find out online, but everything i read about it is just…
what is KOSA? I’m from the UK, so idk much about it. What social media is in danger if it does succeed?
Also, why the hell do people worry so much about social media’s like tumblr and ao3 when there’s porn sights everywhere making teenage boys at my school joke about raping and ai editing girls faces onto naked bodies.
sorry it’s getting away from me a bit, i’m just so mad at the world right now. I hope you had a lovely holiday and it’s so nice of you to answer people’s asks when they’re about struggles and worries and stuff ❤️
Hi! No bother! I like helping and answering asks <3
So, KOSA is the Kids Online Safety Act. It's a proposed act that's framed to help keep minors safe online by censoring 'inappropriate' content. The way it's being spoken about and written about makes it seem like it's to protect minors from predators and CP, but in reality, it would be used to target a lot of queer content with the argument that it's 'inappropriate for minors.' Of course, queer content in and of itself is NOT harmful for minors, and can actually be life-saving: many queer people have spoken out and said that if they didn't have access to queer content on the internet, they might not have been able to cope with being queer in a non-queer-friendly place. Also, a lot of queer content is educational.
To be honest, I'm not SUPER educated on which social media will be effected, but I would assume that it would be any for-profit social media. As far as WHY people are worried about tumblr versus p*rn sites? Because in reality, it's NOT the fact that it's sexual content. It's the fact that it's QUEER content- sexual or not.
You absolutely have a right to be angry- I'm angry too. But talking about it and making people aware is SO important! The more people know, the more we can do!
<3 <3 <3
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