#idk whats hapoening

[s0urte3th]

i dont know whats been wrong with me lately

[flimsy-roost]

now that I know I'm audhd I'm pretty gentle with myself, like I can just go meh whatever and shrug off most of the weird shit I do, but one thing that still makes me want to sink into the floor every time is when I get so excited to see a visibly queer person in a mundane environment that I forget you're not supposed to stare and bc I'm not super expressive by the time I snap back to reality this poor person has been stonefaced stared down by a random schlub (me) for long enough that they're now worried about getting hatecrimed in the Lowes parking lot. Why Am I Like This

[teemhaunts]

dont let me cook late at night i will continuously add random things until my eyes start bleeding

[calpalsworld]

i missed turning an assignment in on time for the first time this schoolyear 😦

[buggyandthebartoclub]

Idk how to say this but it’s hypocritical to say it’s all fiction, no thought policing, etc etc when it’s about stuff you’re horny for but not for the things you’re not horny for.. In both writing and art..

*shrugs* idk some of y’all kinda give rules for thee not for me w it. Idk. Just reflecting on things

[minty-bubblegum]

WHY IS MY TUMBLR PURPLE

[frigz-selfshipping]

tighnari marriage when he gets released and i get him who wants to come to the wedding

[threeleggedcrow]

i love you oeople in my phone i really really do stay swag forever

[theperksofbeingstupid]

i leave for ONE HOUR!!!!!

ONE!!!!!!

[brainfilehasstoppedworking]

Day 1. Date Night

Takaaki fixed his shirt and checked for anything wrong with it. He was nervous. These were just his nerves getting the best of him. He hadn't been on a date in…so long. He just hoped he didn't disappoint Taichi tonight. He promised to pick up the programmer soon, so he should definitely start heading out.

"Alright, Taka, be careful and always keep the door locked. Okay?" Takaaki said to his son. "Of course, Father. You look nice, have fun." Kiyotaka gave him a grin before continuing to read. "Thanks. I love you, Taka." Takaaki said before leaving the house and locking the door.

He got in his car and drove to Taichi's apartment. He knocked on the apartment door and patiently waited. He really hope he wasn't underdressed for the occasion. He heard the door open and saw Taichi standing there. His hair was brushed and his had on a nice dress shirt. "Hi, Aki!" Taichi greeted happily. His cheeks were flushed red.

"Hey, you ready?" Takaaki asked, just making sure he really was. "Yeah, let me just put on my shoes really quick…" Taichi said as he slipped on his usual brown shoes. The two headed to Takaaki's car after Taichi said farewell to Chihiro. "So, dinner?" Takaaki asked.

"Sure. Unless you wanna have a walk in the park?" Taichi asked. "Dinner is nice, haven't eaten in a while." Takaaki said. Taichi nodded and put on his seatbelt.

The restaurant wasn't so packed and they were able to be seated quickly. So it was all good. Taichi and Takaaki just sat there awkwardly. "So…uhm. How's Chihiro?" Takaaki asked. "He's good. Taka?"

"Great." Takaaki responded.

It was silent. "Aki, you know, I missed you. All those years spent apart, I wasn't sure what to do." Taichi admitted. "I really missed our talks." Taichi said with a sad smile. "I did, too." Takaaki admitted as well. Their fingers intertwined on the table. There was their love. They adored each other, admiring the other lovingly. Takaaki loved Taichi's shyness, but his courage was something great.

Taichi admired how Takaaki, despite all he's gone through, keeps going. And he doesn't give up so easily. But he always noticed how much of a flaw that was at times.

The two chatted about random topics, Takaaki was very much fascinated by how Taichi talked about programming. No, he didn't enjoy it himself. But he didn't mind listening to Taichi. He loved how Taichi's face lit up when he spoke about it. "That's great, Chi." Takaaki said, lightly giving Taichi's hand a squeeze.

Taichi moved in his seat to get closer to Takaaki, kissing him. "What was that for?" Takaaki asked, chuckling. "Don't know. I just…you looked really nice right now." Taichi bashfully said. "I love you so much." Takaaki said without thinking.

Taichi smiled, "Me, too."

"This date has been kinda shitty. Sorry." Takaaki apologized, sighing. "It's okay. I love the idea of spending time with you." Taichi said.

Really?

Takaaki was a little surprised, but he didn't say anything.

Time passed and the two paid the check and headed back to Taichi's apartment. There, they said farewell for the night. Takaaki let go of Taichi's arm and Taichi just held onto his hand. "Goodnight, Aki. I had a nice night. Just us." Taichi said, sighing and hiding his face in Takaaki's chest. "I'm glad, Taichi." Takaaki lifted Taichi's head to look at him.

Takaaki brought his lips to Taichi's, kissing him sweetly. "Goodnight." Takaaki said before leaving. "G-Goodnight!" Taichi said back, waving.

《~~~~~》

I was bored and I'm sobsleeoyyyy

[kurouzus]

my mother is so cruel. god bless.

[vamppeach]

warning signs that I forgot to eat:

1. I start thinking about that one friend breakup where I didn't get closure

2.

[kof-xiii]

[hellfireeddiemunson]

i feel like my body just should let me lay back down and not have my acid reflux kick up every time i think it’s done so i lean back