cw: homophobic top jinyoung, rough sex, dubious consent, hickeys, college au, swearing at each other, cheating, feminization, porn with a little of plot, a redemption arc for jinyoung lolā¦Ā
an: lmfaoooo that redemption arc happened when my music suddenly changed to lana del rey's songs changing the whole mood, i'm so sorry if this isn't what you wanted anon šš
this was a request.
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the university where y/n was studying was planning a trip to go camping in the mountains. it was a dream trip for y/n, he could be close to nature and breathe that pure fresh air but all that sounded too nice to be true.Ā
"i don't know if i want to go on the trip, fuckass jinyoung is going and i don't feel like arguing with that son of a bitch" y/n tells his friend.Ā
jinyoung is one of those rich guys who have a lot of ass-lickers behind them, they do whatever he asks just for the money, also the guy is a fucking homophobe, when he found out that y/n is gay he started to make his life miserable. throwing slurs and swearing almost everyday towards the guyā¦
every student had an assigned seat āare we in school or something?ā mocked jinyoung, his smile slowly fading seeing that he has to sit besides y/n āwhat the fuck? who put this pillow muncher beside me?ā he yelled, ācan you just shut the fuck up? you're not that important dude no one cares where you sit stop being a manchildā responded y/n making jinyoung's blood boil in anger.
ālisten here, cocksucker. i don't want people like you near me you disgust meā he spat while signaling towards y/n with one finger. āstop signaling me you weirdo. you know that usually men who make fun of someone who is gay do it to cover up their homosexuality .. like why are you mad about me sucking a dick that's not so straight from you, jinyoung..ā a grimace of laughter finding its way onto y/n's face while jinyoung's was red for the anger, y/n swear he can see the steam coming out of his ears.
jinyoung quietly accepted he lost this time and sat beside y/n āthis is not going to stay like thisā he thought, crafting his revenge towards the guy.
it was night already, all the tents are ready and everyone is going inside them, y/n was getting ready to sleep in his sleeping bag when suddenly the zipper of his tent opens āwhat the fu-ā a big hand covering his mouth to prevent him from making any noises. āhello motherfuckerā jinyoung smiled āyou thought i forgot what you said on the bus dirty whore? i think someone should teach you manners and how to be a nice obedient bitch, what do you think?ā.
managing to get away from the strong grip of jinyoung's hand on his mouth y/n says āwhat the fuck are you talking about you fucking psycho, get out of my fucking tent before i start to screamā.
jinyoung's big veiny hand found its way towards y/n neck squeezing it hard ādo it and what i'm gonna do next it's gonna be worse, you hear me?ā scared by how menacing the words came out of his mouth y/n just nodded, āwhat do you want then, a public apology?. fucking assholeā.
āyou see.. i was talking with my girlfriend and i got so horny-ā, āand? do i look like some type ofā¦ friend to you? i don't wanna know shit about itā interrupted y/n. āanyways as i saidā jinyoung continued āi'm so bricked that my dick is poking his way out of my shorts, so i was looking for a way to calm it but the rest of the bitches are sleeping and apparently you're the only one bitch awake soā¦ i thought why not use this opportunity to help you be my obedient slut. after all you like cocksā he slapped gently y/n's cheeks. āfuck youā are the only words coming out of y/n's mouthā¦
āshh be quietā whispered jinyoung while forcing his cock down y/n's throat, the gagging sounds making him more horny āyou're so talented at cocksucking, truly a whore. you do it better than my girlfriendā he snickered while thrusting his thick cock.Ā
ānever thought i would see you this fucked upā jinyoung was stroking his cock while y/n was laying down panting, trying to catch his breath, with spit and cum covering his face ātalking about dirty whores when you can't keep that thing inside your pants. coming here like a needy bitch looking for a hole to fuckā.
jinyoung just stared at y/n with a smirk on his face āi'm not done with you slut, look at thisā he pokes his rock hard cock making it bounce a little āi'm gonna wreck your boypussy. come hereā his hand snaking around y/n's shorts and discarding them quickly, along with the underwear. āleave me alone whoreā y/n tried to push jinyoung with his feet but the bastard was so strongā¦ and sexy.
jinyoung spat on his fingers and rub it on y/n's rim the cold fluid sending shivers up his spine āhngh.. stop it manwhoreā¦ā the pleasure clouding his thinking. jinyoung slap his fuckmeat on the rim and slowly introduce it, drawing a loud moan grom y/n due to the stretching āshush be quiet. you don't want someone to find us right? or is that what you want? woah what a pervertā y/n just ignored the comment and sucked on jinyoung's fingers.
āis that all you got, fragile masculinity slut?. not gonna be surprised if your girlfriend kicks you, you suck at fucki-ā a slap landed on y/n's cheek. āstop being a loud motherfucker and let me fuck your pussyā his anger being canalized into fucking y/n āi don't give a fuck if you like it or notā he growls āiām only here to use you like you let other men doā.
āfuck i love the sight of your gaping pussy. after being passed around the whole university is still so tightā¦ even more than my girlfriend'sā. ācan you stop mentioning her you asshole?. she deserves a better man than youā y/n says, accommodating himself to ride jinyoung ālet's get this over with, i want you goneā.
everytime he goes down y/n makes sure to do it hard causing jinyoung to moan very loudly, ālook who's the loud bitch now. you call yourself a man and can't even handle meā. jinyoung laughed quickly grabbing y/n by his ankles pulling them towards him folding y/n in the process, his dick going in and out. y/n squirmed, his eyes rolled back and mouth agape, feeling that cock reaching so deep inside him, no other cock has made him feel like that.
āwhat happened pillow muncher.. too much to handle?ā he starts sucking hickeys in the back of y/n's neck. āi'm gonna breed this pussy and after this you're gonna be mine you hear me?ā he whispered while flipping y/n a fuck him while he leans on his back ānoā¦ i don't belong to.. to anyone not even to a loser like youā the older just ignored it and continued looking for his pleasure.
āguess you're not that straight macho after allā y/n murmured drawing jinyoung's attention, ājust because i'm stretching your boypussy and about to cream it right now doesn't make me a homoā¦ i'm straight as a line..ā. y/n with his hooded eyes make eye contact with the top, smiled and caressed his cheek āeven the straightest line can be curved dumbassā he then kisses his forehead āc'mon cream this fucking pussyā¦ isn't this what you want hurry up before someone wakes upā fucking himself in jinyoung's dick y/n also searched for his pleasure his cock splurting with cum minutes later landing on jinyoung's chest and abs, while that happened he squeezed so hard that jinyoung came without realizing it, emptying his balls in the insatiable hole of y/n.Ā
jinyoung tried to catch his breath resting his head on y/n's chest falling asleep, followed by y/n minutes later.
the ride back to university was surprisingly quiet, jinyoung didn't say a word about sitting next to y/n, everyone was surprised. one by one they got off the bus with jinyoung and y/n being the last, the tall one grabbed the shorter one by the hand so that he wouldn't come down yet. "i'm going to break up with my girlfriend... what iām doing with her is not right." "wow, at least there's some empathy inside that empty skull" y/n responded. jinyoung just laughed looking at y/n with a fond smile "sigh... i'm so sorry for what iāve put you through all these years... i know that's not going to change the damage i've already done but i want to start being a good personā¦ wanna go eat lunch? it's on me".
surprised by the sudden change y/n wondered what happened with him last night āare you okay? did you eat something strange this morning?ā. āno fucking asshole i justā¦ i just wanted to change my behaviourā¦ you know if the straightest line can be curved that means that we can change and it's never too late to do itā y/n just stared at him dumbfounded āare you being serious right now? are you philosophizing over a silly phrase i just made upā¦ugh fucking corny anyways is free food and i can't say no to that so text me where is it and see you there. i guess..ā y/n was about to get off but turned around, stood up and pet jinyoung's head, a slight blush covering his cheeks. jinyoung just stood there watching y/n get off the bus with a smile slowly forming in his face.
Can you write a Melissa Schemmenti x reader, which Melissa writes like secret like cute notes to us but like we don't know it's from her and it being like all fluff and stuff please also maneater was sooooo good ā¤ļøš
melissa schemmenti x reader
(not proofread please ignore any errors š)
old fashioned lover.
āi just wish some things were still old fashioned, everythingās online nowā you comment as you open the break room fridge ālike buy me flowers, write me letters, something realā Janine nods along.
little do you know, melissa is taking mental notes of everything you say.
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the first note you got, you thought it was from a student.
you walk into your class room, seeing a folded white sheet of paper on your desk. you opened the little note up.
'you are an amazing teacher, when you first came to abbott, I could tell you were going to make this place better than it has ever been'
you slide the paper into your drawer, smiling at the kind words.
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the second note made you assume you had a secret admirer. there was a bouquet of beautiful flowers with the note inside.
'your smile lights up any room you walk into. just seeing you makes my day'
you grab the flowers, bringing them up to your nose to smell them. Barbara walks up to the door.
"you got yourself a special someone?" she asks, knowing very well who sent them.
you turn around, smiling. "yes, apparently. but I have no idea who it is, they aren't giving me anything to go off of"
she smirks. "don't worry, time will tell" her words only confusing you more.
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the third note gave you a little hint at who it was.
'the night when we all went to the bar after the last school year ended is forever burned into my mind. your hair was perfectly curled, the outfit you wore bringing out your eyes. every time you looked over at me, my heart jumped out of my chest. it's impossible to not fall in love with you.'
you remember that night, you and the entire abbott crew went out for drinks after completing yet another school year. your secret admirer is between Jacob, Ava, Barbara, Melissa, Gregory, and Janine. there is no way its any of them, Jacob is gay, Ava and Janine are straight, Barbara is married, Melissa is messing around with that firefighter, and Gregory is still in love with Janine.
who the hell is it?
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the fourth note made you even more confused.
'I've tried to move on from you, I even got into a serious relationship thinking if I tried to ignore my feelings for you, they would go away. I was so wrong. I felt like a shitty person because I kept comparing them to you. I learned then that no one can compare to you.'
in the break room, you're showing Janine the note. "it has to be someone in our group." she says, you nod. "could it be Melissa? she has been the only one who was in a serious relationship and broke it off?"
you laugh. "no way, she wouldn't feel that way about me. plus she has that one guy. bob? rob? I don't know, I just know she is way out of my league... I wish though, you know how long i've liked her" Janine shrugs.
Melissa, who is right outside the door, heard everything. you liked her back?
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it's 8pm on friday, you're on your couch in your pajamas, watching your latest obsession when there is a bunch of loud persistent knocks on your door. "Jesus! I'm coming!"
you get up, running to your door. you open it, revealing an out of breath Melissa. "Melissa? are you okay?" she nods, trying to catch her breath.
"i'm sorry, I just need to get this out. I heard what you said in the break room about your feelings for me-" you cut her off.
"shit. I didn't mean for-"
"don't. let me get this out, y/n. I've been writing those notes for you. I wasn't sure what I was going to do if you found out it was me, I just wanted to make sure you knew there was someone out there who loved you. I never thought you would feel the same about me. Ever since I laid eyes on you, I've loved you." your eyes go wide. not sure what to say, you pull her into you. looking into her eyes for permission. she gives you a little nod. you gently press into her, her lips soft against your.
you pull away. "what about your firefighter guy? weren't you seeing him?"
she shakes her head. "it was one night, just for fun and I hated every second of it." she pulls you in again.
hi so iām one of those people who just say sorry for everything when they donāt need to so maybe could you do some hcs or just something about ellie and a reader like that? if you want to ofc
Ellie Williams Headcanons: Apologetic!Reader
Pleaseeee
I totally get this- I'm always doing that typa shit
As someone who never apologizes, Ellie is laughing her ass off.
Ellie is a rude bitch at heart, so having her girlfriend be the sweetest person on earth is crazyyyyy
Having Ellie straight up punch a guy for talking to you, before stomping off and your trailing behind her muttering apologies for your girlfriend's behavior
If you apologize for things you really shouldn't- she's immediately tutting and telling you not to.
It wasn't often that you were overwhelmed, but with work piling up higher and higher, your friends ghosting you and your phone ended up screen down on the concrete leaving behind a crack that split the screen in two. Emotions were high and every second longer that you weren't in Ellie's arms they bubbled up more and more.
Eventually the sound of your tires rolling over the gravel of your driveway hit your ears you felt the rim of your eyes form tears. Your breathing fastened as you approached the front door, keys in shaky hands. As soon as the door swing open a small sob left your lips.
"babe-?" Ellie's spoke softly as she walked out of the living room, moving towards you swiftly with worry laced in her voice.
Ellie's arms wrapped round your waist, no words being exchanged between the two of you. Your face nuzzled into her neck, your damp (and slightly snotty) face creating a dark spot on her t-shirt.
"Shit- sorry els. Didn't wanna cry..."
"don't apologize baby, we all get overwhelmed sometimes."
okok i saw someone talk about how they dont like zolu (which if u dont idc) but it came down to a mass mischaracterization of zoro, luffy, and sanji so i wanted to talk about it
note that the person i saw was a zosan shipper but im not at all saying zolu is better than zosan or that zosan sucks (also sorry if this comes off rude im autistic LOL)
"zolu doesnt work because luffy is aro ace!"
im aspec, but you guys need to realize asexuality and aromanticism is a spectrum. for example: someone whos demisexual would only have romantic/sexual feelings if they already have a close bond with that person. using luffys aromanticism as an excuse to why zolu doesnt work is. weird. aspec people already dont get a lot of rep, but boiling it down to one definition isnt what we are
"if you ship zolu its because of the one piece live action! they straight washed sanji!"
ok this one kind of pissed me off bcš..... none of the strawhats are canonically queer. you can def hc someone as gay, bi, lesbian, etc. but until oda says something is canon it isnt. for example, i hc zoro as gay and sanji as bi! but neither of these are canon. sanji wasnt straight washed, his characterization is very similar to the animanga, same as the other characters. the only real difference is they toned down a lot of things they werent able to do bc its not animation
"it feels cishet female gaze-y!"
zolu, arguably, has one of the most complex dynamics in the show. zoro has completely dedicated himself to luffy and luffy has pushed him to accomplish his dream. zoro sacrificed himself in thriller bark, giving up his dream, and promise to kuina, and nearly died in the process. zoros unwavering loyalty in luffy and luffys unwavering trust in zoro is part of the main appeal. im not a cishet female, so its probably why most of this got me upset, but i myself hc them both as aspec, and that they arent very sexual people. i wouldnt necessarily call either "female gaze-y" since the male gaze is a product of the patriarchy and the female gaze is more in a "how does this man treat a woman" way but yeah.
if u disagree w me thats ok! u can block me or send me an ask explaining why u prefer zoro and sanjis dynamic! its just not for me! i just think throwing around baseless accusations like straight washing or fetishization is weird
(disclaimer, this is coming from a heartstopper fan! i love heartstopper this is not hate!!)
i think at least part of the annoyance with heartstopper isn't just that isn't a light fluffy ya series, it's also that its another example of how the queer media that gets the most mainstream attention tends to be this kind of light fluffy ya stuff that focuses on two conventially attractive queer boys or men and it also tends to be written by people who aren't queer men on top of that, so not only can it feel very samey but it can feel like other queer people are relegated to side characters in the stories of cis gay men. and as someone who loves heartstopper i get that on some level.
btw by "written by people who aren't queer men" NOT saying that isn't not written by queer people. alice oseman is genderfluid and aroace, becky albertalli is bisexual, etc. and while i think the point is still valid there is a misogyny element in that a lot of the focus is put on things that are written by women or people they perceive as women while tumblr darlings like good omens and ofmd (written by presumably straight men) don't get the same treatment.
nah y'know what, that's fair, I can get how frustrating it can be for a lot of popular queer stories to feel samey, I've definitely gotten BL-fatigue in the past on platforms like WT and Tapas because many of them ARE the same and feel like they're just piggybacking off trends for the sake of clout (and this is a problem in the heterocis romance stories too, don't get me fucking started on how dark romance has turned into torture porn where vulnerable women are constantly being victimized by rich powerful men and we're just supposed to root for that ??), but it's one of those things where like, what might be seen as just more corny shit could very well be the revelation another person needs that they're gay / trans / etc. that the story helped them realize. there's just a point where i see these arguments against cheesy popular queer stories that teeter dangerously close to being queerphobic and, as you said, misogynist, simply because "it was written by someone who i perceive as a woman so that makes it BAD!"
and I didn't mention it in the original post because I didn't want to @ OP in any way but in the comment section they literally said "i dont think heartstopper itself is all that bad but it has pretty much aimed the direction of all mainstream gay comics towards wholesomeness instead of anything more interesting so i want to destroy heartstopper to destroy heartstopper clones" and that gives me massive ick because it implies their sole reasoning for including it was "chill and happy queer stories bad, if a character doesn't suffer enough then they're not interesting"?? why can't LGBTQ+ audiences have more 'vanilla' stories that aren't all sad and angsty all the time? are we not entitled to the same corny romcom vanilla shit that the heterocis are entitled to? why do LGBTQ+ characters - and by extension, people - have to suffer to qualify as being 'interesting'? You're already interesting, you're you! like i'm sorry, are we trying to scare people straight??? š shit, that's even a plot point that's touched on in Heartstopper itself where Nick is questioning his sexuality and he starts googling shit and it's just ALL the terrifying news stories of queer kids being ostracized / bullied / murdered / etc. and as much as it's important to be aware of the ongoing issues so we can keep fighting for our rights, we ALSO need to find balance and remember to celebrate the stories that AREN'T that because we need something to be hopeful for, something we can find peace in. I don't think Heartstopper is some deeply profound piece of work, but it also doesn't seem like it's trying to be? It's a low stakes celebration of the LGBTQ+ experience that's very warm and comforting, especially for those who are the same ages as the main characters who are often being persuaded by the grown-ups around them that it's a death sentence to be gay / trans / etc.
and it's not like we HAVEN'T had popular pieces of queer representative media that explored things outside of cheesy BL, like are we forgetting about Nimona which explored both the gay and genderfluid experience in a very accessible and fun way while still being mature and not pandering to its audience over how society has made monsters out of queer people?
(and even then I'm sure there are folks who would argue "actually, here are the issues with Nimona" , and that's fine tbh, we can like media and appreciate what it brings to the table while also discussing what it lacks in, such as what we're doing now with Heartstopper! progress is a never-ending journey!!)
and also okay, not me trying to be argumentative in the slightest BUT I don't really get the argument that 'other queer people' are being sidelined for the main characters? unless there's something I'm missing here lol (I will apologize for that because it's admittedly been a while since I've re-read Heartstopper so I should probably go do that to refresh myself on it). like i say that in the sense that Heartstopper is clearly meant to be about two gay male teenagers. just like how Nimona is about a shapeshifter who is not a girl or a boy (they're Nimona!) and a gay man who are both trying to change the system that's other'd them for years for the better. that is the story Heartstopper is trying to tell and it achieves that. it also has a trans character plotline that I could see people arguing feels sidelined but I think there's a massive difference between 'sidelining' and just having a B plot ? my honest take with that is not every piece of representative media is going to be able to cover every single topic, it's just not doable for one piece of media to be a monolith for everything, the same as how one person can't be a monolith for an entire community of people. BUT that doesn't mean works like Heartstopper and Nimona can't inspire others to also lend their voices into the medium and create that representation that's needed. That's why we need āØvarietyāØ and Heartstopper is part of that variety by offering a more vanilla cutesy story full of good vibes for people who want that sort of thing.
IDK, I think there's just a lot of nuance that's being missed in that poll, and in the difference between Heartstopper inspiring more people to write happy cozy BL stories vs. implying that it's had an actual negative influence on modern art and media in the same way that series like Homestuck and LO have to the point that people think it needs to be destroyed, like wtf LOL Like they're not even comparable IMO and a lot of the arguments I see people making about why it is just feel a little backwards, and those arguments obfuscate the real issue which is just "popular thing is popular and people like to piggyback off popular shit". That's a fact for basically any niche and genre, these trends come and go. Even if the whole cutesy BL trend passes one day (which it will) it'll be replaced by something else that people will also inevitably find samey and boring after a while. This is not a concept that's unique to LGBTQ+ media, it's universal.
Balance is important and I think finding that balance is as much a responsibility on the shoulders of the consumer as it is on the creator. And I don't think Heartstopper deserves to be put into the same camp as stories like LO which literally straightwashes its canonically queer characters and gives those queer identities to nothingburger characters who are easy to shoo out of the plot to make way for the heterocis ones (while still parading itself around like it's actually 'queer rep' which... it really isn't.) Like all three of the comics in that poll are vastly different, serving different audiences, with different goals and intentions. It's comparing apples to oranges to pineapples.
The worst Heartstopper has to offer is just a low stakes plot that might not appeal to everyone or feel 'samey' which yeah, valid, but in the grander sense of whether or not it's had a negative effect on queer media just for being... cheesy? And inspiring other people to write stories like it? I don't get the argument, it feels like it's severely missing the point of what we're fighting for here - to live happy little unbothered lives - but that's just me ā®(ļæ£Ļļæ£;)ā I'm definitely not trying to be a dick about it in any way and I don't want anyone to think I'm not open to the opposing points here, I do agree with you on the oversaturation of samey BL stories, but it just rose some massive red flags to see Heartstopper next to frigging Homestuck and Lore Olympus LOL
What I don't get is why people think it's problematic to still wish for Buddie. Like isn't it worse to be happy just because he's with a dude now. Like so you didn't ship Buddie for their amazing chemistry and history, you just shipped them because they were two hot dudes.
(This is not directed at people who are enjoying Tevan for the ride, this is about people who jumped completely)
((obviously bi Buck is important, but I don't think seeing it as a step towards Buddie is bad. We've been waiting for something like this for so many years))
Sorry but this is all thatās in my head^^
But yes yay now I get to have my rant-
The fact that so many people genuinely just wanted buck to end up with a dude is just
Look there is wanting representation which I GET I am all for
Then there is not caring about anything to do with that representation as long as you see two hot guys kiss
Representation without substance, meaning and actually changing what we usually see on screen is just so surface level
and listen we are ALL guilty of that thing where we hear about a show with a queer couple and we instantly get excited and rush over there but some of these people donāt give a shit about the storylines as a whole, the characters as a whole, character development, etc all those things that make representation MATTER
Like we arenāt just happy that bi buck is canon because oh look hereās a bi man character
No we are happy because we got to see his development we got to see his insecurities, history, his personality and his bond with these other characters through the years. Now look Iām not saying oh look at this fictional character think about his feelings, Iām saying that characters and their complexities drive a story they are what make me invested whether itās a book a movie or show, and to not care about any of that just for the sake of tokenism is insane to me
I also feel it bares mentioning that this is one of the RARE times that this representation in media isnāt a case of tokenism like theyāve taken a character and built him and built the show and built the dynamics outside of his sexuality and made it canon in season SEVEN like Tim and Oliver and the entire team did something we donāt see much or ANY of in media like the way they made it is like we have this journey with the character like itās a double blind test ( sorry Iām revising for a psych exam rn and my brain can only use that analogy) and until the reveal seven years in we donāt know for sure even if there have been inklings and people are more focused on the fact that oh look some hot dude kisses another in this show
Like genuinely ship what you want to ship and enjoy the time but donāt disregard meaningful potential representation which would have 1. A character navigating sexuality in a situation as complex as Eddieās 2. A gay couple which wasnāt planned and they actually listened to fans for 3. A well done queer slow burn with the same gravity and meaningfulness that straight slowburns get
Thank you for the opportunity to rant anonš«”
Sorry for the long ass replyšš
Edit: also wanna add that yes Iām in analysing media mode because I also have sociology revision on representation in mediaš¤š¤
1. jegulus jumpscare (itās a dream i wasnāt expecting)
2. shit. the dream is about their wedding plans. i- i canāt do this shit while reg is in the arena
3. shit itās raining and i know reg canāt handle it because of the last crimson river/arena
4. god, sirius wakes up to the rain and his first thought it to go save regulus
5. ā"Lily, have you been using sex for favors?"
"No." Lily pauses, then snorts. "Well, alright, so this is how it works, yeah? I'm already having sex, and then I'm like, say, look at you all laid out and desperate to give me what I want; don't you want to do this very small, very simple thing for me? And then they mostly always say yes, and they get what they want, all while I'm having a grand time and also getting what I want. See? Win-win.āā
ššš i love her your honor
6. āāI cannot believe that this revolution is partially running on your competency in sex."
"Oh, if only it could fully run on that. Everything would go so smoothly. Shit, we'd win the war in, like, a week.""
ššššā„ļø marry me please
7. āāI keep telling [Effie] I know exactly how to make her feel better, but she insists she's a married woman, and also far too old for me. Disappointing, really.āā ššš
8. james confronting lucius has me scared for remus. like, i know they canāt trace it back to remus, but iām so scared
9. james is pissed at the world and itās honestly scary
10. i know james is trying to use donations, but iām also aware that riddle wants to make sure no donations make it to reg, sirius, or marlene
11. ā"Aw, your boyfriend sent you a present," Rabastan teases, his tone lighthearted and good-natured.
GAGGED. he took jamesā words and fucking ran with it like nobodyās business
12. not narcissa welcoming james to the family šššš
13. james sent him a bagel and all the death eaters are making fun of him for being gay over it šš
14. all james sent on the card was ā???ā šš pls thatās so funny
15. poor eli
16. the sad bonding over marlene and sirius having recovered from drinking problems
17. donāt tell me that the fucking crimson river hands are coming out the hedges. i- god i hope reg gets to personally witness riddleās downfall
18. AND THE FUCKING GREEN MIST??? FUCK THIS
19. āYou never truly do feel as alive as when death is breathing down your neck.ā
oh heās insane as hell. a black for sure
20. shit. siriusā mind just went blank in the maze
21. the hallow is cruel beyond belief for this
22. āHe has had dreams of Regulus, ah, using his dagger duringā¦intimate moments, but is that something he'd actually do? Wellā¦ Okay, bad example.ā šššš
23. james was so close to an epiphany about mcgonnagal making everyone hate the games. he was so close
24. āThorfinn said he'd have to be killed to be stopped from going after Sirius, even though Regulus explicitly told him what he'd do about that, and so Regulus killed him. Newton's third law: for every action in nature there is an equal and opposite reaction.ā
bitch do not pull physics into this šš
also that means that sir isaac newton existed in this universe, which if we see this as a future for our universe, it means that homophobia was prevalent at one point and the world straight up just eradicated it. š¤·š½āāļø pro for this universe ig
25. āWhen he lifts his head, the first thing Regulus sees is his brother.
The second thing he sees is Sirius' fist, just the flash of it, just seconds before it collides with the side of his face.ā
I don't recall it being mentioned on the show, but what do you think young Ian's, Mickey's and Debbie's gay awakening would be?
well, ianās awakening was mentioned twice, and it was justin timberlake (which i find to be hilarious). itās one of those things where the writers canāt keep the characterās ages straight but they can remember shit like young ianās justin timberlake obsession. i imagine that fiona was into nsync as a teenager, and that subsequently made ian kind of a fan of nsync alsoš i wholeheartedly believe that in that magazine we saw lip find in season 1 were pictures of justin timberlake.
mickey is a little harder because i genuinely do not know. it would be super cute if his awakening had been ian when they were kids (threatening to stab ian because the poor kid asked for a pencil back in the third grade), but i feel like the fact that he didnāt remember ian playing little league with him makes me rule that out. if anything, the awakening in question wasnāt really him being like āholy shit i like dickā it was more that he had seen his brothers with girls and had tried being with girls, but he never felt anything. we know that something happened with him and karen, and how could we forget about angie zago? he probably just tried to have sex with girls and realized he didnāt really get anything out of it, but he refused to admit he was gay, so he acted like he just thought love was stupid (i remember he used to have a poster that said something like āfuck loveā back in season 1).
with debbie, we technically witnessed her āgay awakeningā, except you couldnāt pay me enough to say that alexandra was debbieās gay awakening. no fucking way. my personal belief is that holly herkimer was debbieās gay awakening. you know, her friend on-and-off for the first five seasons? holly wasnāt great, she was a bad influence and ultimately fucked debbie up even more- but i still believe that debbie had a crush on her. debbie was mesmerized by holly, desperately wanted hollyās approval and attention, and basically did whatever she told her to. i just feel like there was more than just admiration there, holly was her first crush. but much like mickey, there were little signs like her deteste for porn (canon) and confusion surrounding liking boys.
Loki Season 2 Finale Watch #2 Thoughts and Feelings (Spoilers)
Ok, it's time for round 2 of pain!!!
THE INTRO IN REVERSE!!! God thatās sexy.
Mobius immediately noticing somethingās up when Loki came back š
"It looks like Mobius but it's actually Victor Timely" asjdkalks Loki pls was that necessary
"I'm a-coming I'm a-coming" š
*Deadpan* "Be Brave. You're being so brave."
Loki laughing and tearing up when Victor finally does it - I'm so sorry my baby boy š
Why does Victor say "Pumpkins" after he comes back hahaha
The fact that the camera is flipped in the Loki/Sylvie and Loki/Mobius scenes is a cool editing trick.
Is it just me or did Johnthan use a slightly different voice for HWR? I wonder if it's just because he's being more honest with Loki?
Also did HWR give Loki the ability to timeslip once he went through the door? Kind of a cheap explanation but ehh.
*Loki: Stops time* "And what makes you think this is the first time we've had this conversation? š" That's cunty sir. š„
I absolutely love the theory that the 8-year-old boy Mobius couldn't prune was Loki š And that's what originally caused Mobius to study Loki.
The fact that Loki actually got to spend hundreds of years with his friends - but they were all spent frantically trying to save a world that couldn't be saved. š
Someone needs to put Loki's transformation and Thor's appearance in Wakanda side by side ššš Sunshine brothers saving the day...
When Loki breaks the loom, rainbows are reflected on everyone's faces... gay rights š
The parallel of the gangway and the Bifrost...... Loki's actions caused the destruction of the Bifrost. Now he'll use this bridge to fix everything.
I think it's just a coincidence that the Time Stone is green, but it's a really, really good coincidence.
"I made the hard choices, I get the big chair." Sighhhhhh.
The gold being pulled up the chair?? What good effects.
The reveal of the TREE!!!! I was shooketh!!! Like it makes so much sense considering the timelines were referred to as "branches" the entire time but I didn't see it coming!!! It's so damn beautiful!!!
Do we think they're able to see the Tree in place of the Loom in the TVA?
The little poster that says "Let's Grow Together" is so damn adorable š„ŗ Under it says "Nurture our Nature of a Stable Future." And the Tree Monitor is so cool!!!
I wasn't expecting Miss Minutes to come back lol
Sad Mobius not having a purpose at the TVA without Loki ššš
...What DID happen to Timely? Did they just put him back on his branch?
What do we think was different in the new TVA handbooks that OB unboxes? I guess maybe just info about the Tree and maintaining all the branches instead of the Loom and the Sacared Timeline.
When Mobius and Sylvie are talking on the branch, the green and gold light is only on Mobius. Between that and Loki explicitly hearing Mobius' words, that's basically the confirmation that Loki did all this for Mobius. As one twitter user put it, Lokius Nation, we won, but at what cost?
Also. GREATEST SCORE OF ALL TIME! NATALIE HOLT!!! I can't wait for the final part to drop š¤
hi!! why stress when you can be in a fictional world??
so i kept seeing my ex this week š«£ after not seeing them for a year š„“ and im over her but itās like first gay love you know? that shit fucks you up!!!
i kept thinking about abby and how i wish i could text her šš like babe come pick me up PLEASE
so yeah maybe something around that?? i think we all need some abby comfort
You usually werenāt known for making mistakes.
Seriously, as overconfident and precise as it sounds, you were always the smart one. Level-headed in a way that pissed your friends off when all they wanted to do was go a little feral. Experiment. Let whatever happens, happen.
Yeah, you didnāt buy into that whole ālet the universe make your choices for youā moonshine. Didnāt appeal to you in the slightest.
So why, oh, why are you spending your Friday night standing outside of a crumbling sports bar, rubbing at those tears that threaten to fall from your eyes onto the ground below you?
You guess the universe pushes and pushes until it finally has its way with you in the end.
Your fingers had dialed practically everyone of your four roommates in the past 10 minutes that youāve been standing out in the balmy summer air, but, of fucking course, each call went straight to voice mail every single time.
Figures! The one time you decide to do something out of your comfort zone and everything starts spinning off its axis immediately.
The idea of calling an Uber flits across the back of your mind, but you really donāt want to spend anymore money tonight, having already handed your card over to the bartender enough times that you were thoroughly buzzed and feeling that if you checked your bank account right now, all of those vodka sodas would come racing back up your throat. Hard pass.
It isnāt until you scroll through your contacts for the fifth consecutive time and land right back at the top, however, that you stop to consider what may be the most obvious answer of the night: Abby Anderson. Fuckinā duh.
Abby āPermanent Designated Driverā Anderson. The girl who has decidedly quit drinking altogether after deciding that she really wants to take her whole softball career seriously. Abby Anderson who is always, always wide awake into the deep recesses of the night, cramming for her 8am or putting in a few last minute hours at the gym.
Abby Anderson, sweet, sweet, Abby, somehow bestowed with the patience of a saint and the subtlety of a freight train, who will definitely pick you up, but wonāt hesitate to ask what youāre doing at this ratty old place at 2:30 in the morning.
Itās probably a lot better than practically dragging your way home, so, why not?
You dial the number and she picks up within 3 rings, a little out of breath. You guess she took on the weight room, tonight.
āYeah?ā
Your body stiffens. Fuck! How well do you actually know Abby? Youāve barhopped with her and some other friends in the past, but most of those nights were spent casually sipping at a bottle of soda while you listen to everyone else converse and socialize. When was the last time you actually spoke to her?
āIs this one of those county cop calls that keeps going around campus, cause Iām not signing your fuckinā petitionāā
āNo, no!ā You blurt out, a little surprised at yourself. āItās justā I mean, itās justā¦me?ā
Abby says your name inquisitively through the phone, sounding as startled as you are. āHeyā¦is everything alright?ā
You scan your surroundings as if theyāll give you the answer that youāre looking for, and shrug like she can see you. Could be worse, you guess?
āAre you busyyy tonight?ā You slur a little, and she seems concerned at the sound.
āNo, Iām, uh, free? Are you ināā
āCould you, maybeee, give me a ride home?ā
You think you can hear a āpause soundā moving through her head, or maybe youāre just a bit more drunk than you thought.
āYeah! Yeah, totally, justā¦are you off-campus, orā?ā
āMmhmm! Iāllsendyouthelocation, byeee!ā
You click the end call button and stare st the black screen. Since when did you get so frazzled over talking to her? She sounds the same as she usually does, right? Choosing not to think about it too much, the location is sent her way and, judging by the distance, she should be there in 20 minutes.
Sheās there in 15. You hear her before you can actually make out the vehicle in the distance. Itās late. The roads are empty. You didnāt give her much context, so, you donāt exactly blame her for hurrying.
But her car pulls up in front of you like a heavy metal chariot, and you get a little anxious about stepping into the passengerās seat in your sheer black dress and platform heels.
Neither of you say anything for the first minute and youāre rather grateful. Your insides feel like poorly melted snow, and youāre not sure if itās the way that Abbyās gripping the steering wheel or the fact that she keeps glancing over at you through the side window. You see your legs shift against the leather seats, but your mind is elsewhere.
āDid you, uh, get to the bar alone?ā She begins, tapping her thick fingers against the wheel, sounding like sheās trying to broach something, but you donāt know what it is yet.
You squint down at your phone screen to check the time again. Right. The evening started way earlier than you remembered.
āNope. Came here on a blind date.ā
Abby tries not to react like that shocks her, but she doesnāt quite make the mark.
āYou wentā! Oh! Right! ācourse! Makes senseā¦ā
Silence, again. The kind thatās unbearable in situations like these. You roll down the window for some fresh air, but it makes the both of you sweat even more.
āDid itā¦go well?ā
You purse your lips together and shake your head. āNope. She was kind of a dick.ā
Abby lets out a breathy chuckle at your answer and you decide to keep going.
āShe wasnāt really that into me. Kept chatting up the waitress and interrupting me whenever I spoke. Said she had to leave early to pick up her little brother from his friendās house, but she said she was an only child when I asked earlier, soā¦ā
āDamnā¦thatāsāthatās roughā¦ā
āYeahā¦ā
What is with the both of you and pained silences? Seems to be something in the air tonight.
Abby clears her throat while youāre silently moping at the memories, and when you get to a red light, she turns to take you in.
āIf it makes you feel any better, the last date I went on snuck out of the back door before dessert.ā
You gasp, dramatically, and she rolls her eyes in the same manner.
āNo fuckinā way! Youāre tellinā meee that someone would actually pass up a chance to go on a date with you?ā The utter disbelief that you stare up at her with makes her cheeks go pink, and she canāt help but feel a little satisfied with herself. She smiles, a little bitterly.
āNot as much of a catch as you think I am, babe.ā
You canāt help but giggle. āOh, I hardly believe that, Ms. Anderson.ā
If thereās one thing you can thank the alcohol for, besides getting you in Abbyās car in the first place, itās the extra push it gives you to go for the things you actually want.
āYou know, Abigail, if youāre into it, we could, maybe, do a repeat performance of our shitty dates with each other, and make themā¦not shitty? Howās that sound?ā
You feel the smile before you see it on her face. Itās like she can bring the warmth of the sun into any space she occupies.
āWellā¦ā she starts āAs long as you promise to at least tell me before you sneak out the back, then, we got ourselves a deal.ā
Youāre giddy with all that light she brings. And, you think, briefly, that sure, maybe you donāt usually make these kinds of mistakes, but at least this one scored you a date with THE Abby Anderson.
So, maybe, possibly, the universe could very well be onto something.
āthe painting was for me not for a girl, donāt know what i was so worried about. :)ā this part of the scene is so cute, thereās just pure joy on this mans face. Throughout the seasons we can tell that mike is a fan of wills art, mike also likes gifts stated in s3 last episode.
Will: āwell, el commissioned itā
āWhat lolā
After will says this and continues his coded rant about āelā needing mike, mikes face drops from his very happy expression and mike seems conflicted and confused. He was told by el that she doesnāt know what will is painting and that itās probably for some girl he has a crush on. Literally the whole fight in rinko mania was just mike being jealous and mad thinking that will is pushing away from him.
Literally at the airport he looks down, which i think is him seeing the painting and immediately being like āwtf why did he bring the painting heās making for his crushā
Mike knows that the painting could be for a crush so during the van scene we get THIS
THE HEART EYES HELLO?? Mike knows more then what weāre thinking, Iām always seeing people say that heās braindead(he is) but i want to bring up a Byler theory and itās that a lot of the byler scenes we see are in wills point of view. Because at the end of their conversation, will pulls away from the conversation, ending it, we see mike blurred out and he looks back at will. We canāt see mikes expression, but during that part i was thinking that he was still confused, probably trying to make sense of the conflicting information heās being given
ābut el doesnāt know what he was painting what, why would el lie about not knowing something? El isnāt pushing me away either? What is happening? Is will lying???ā
Mike has probably caught onto the fact that will is lying about something because of this facial expression !!
This is the face he made after will slips up a bit about the āpartyā he takes a sharp inhale, indicating that heās nervous. Why are you nervous mike huh? Would you like to share for the whole class mike?
He then looks away and looks back at the painting that is most definitely ācommissionedā by āelā, and he seems confused again. El doesnāt play dnd so why would she commission a dnd painting for mike, sheās not even in the paintingš
Mike is definitely picking something up, and after this conflicted look on his face we just see mike looking at will, barely looking away. While will is literally confessing to him through els name, he gives will two lip stares. Why mike?
We all know mike wants to kiss will, why is his body language so???? Finn wolfhard really wanted to make it obvious that mike is not straight because the facial acting tells me a whole different story. Mike is not in love with el, he loves will.
Bonus, mike being flustered about will touching his hand.
The photo doesnāt really show much but if you watch the van scene and look at his expression. Heās definitely nervous/flustered.
So yeah, either mike is gay or written poorly. Either way, byler endgamešš
So I have this cousin who is a BTS army and also homophobic. She hates every gay romantic ship that ever exist in between BTS. She always watch the real content. Every Run BTS, Bon Voyage, Weverse Live etc. When we're tghter we sometimes talk about ship and everytime she express her disdain towards taekookers. She is aware about culties manipulated behavior. She always speak up towards those culties and I kinda admire that. Once we're having this ship talking and she said something that kinda shook me. She said 'I hate Jikook more than taekook'
And I was furious but can't say anything to her cause she doesn't know that I support gay relationship. My family is a strict religious family so it's prohibited you know. So I said why 'you hate their interaction'
Her answer is like this ' There's something between them that I can't pinpoint. It seems like they don't have any boundaries. I can tell even with my eyes closed taekook isn't real not even million years. I always find their interaction cute, brotherly or friendly . But about Jikook I'm not sure what to say. Jm always acted different when he is with Jk and so do Jk. Every member flirt with each other but Jm and Jk when they do that it makes me uncomfortable. Their flirting is suggestive not brotherly at all.' Then she also point out which bestie gift you a private journey then make a video out of it. Then there's ear sucking. Who the hell even do that. 'Comfort my best friend by sucking his ear' even straight couple don't do that.' And she is even more mad when Jm went NYC and didn't post anything, kept it private.
'Why he didn't post anything like he did with other member'
She also told me not to talk about Jm and Jk interaction ššš
She even went ia after Jk's recent live where he flirt with Jm. She said she need time to think
I hope she come around and support themššš
@toknowmebetter hi,
I'm actually glad you sent me this ask.
Just goes to show you exactly why big chunks of this fandom are just ignoring Jikook.
It's not about their hate of shipping. Some of them hate the shipping, like your cousin, who sees how demented TKKs are, JK and Tae's bond is friendship and how pushing a queer relationship on them is pure shit.
But, with Jikook it's not the shipping they can't deal with (many claim it is, but that's way easier than admitting otherwise).
With Jikook it's Jikook - JK and JM and what is between them - they just cannot deal with.
These two men are just too much for them to handle. They are too real, as in "this is not a friendship we are seeing here...this is an actual queer relationship...nope, not dealing with that..."
Their bond, their relationship, their flirting, their everything are just too much in their faces.
So they don't want to hear about the ship, but they mainly don't want to hear or see Jikook together. And when Jikook are Jikooking, they are playing the avoidance game.
Her comment about JM's trip to NY, that one caught me a little off guard. Even that. JM travelling to NY and staying private about it, has them off balance. Because once again, it's so damn obvious that JM was there for JK and JK alone, and what they had was theirs and private and just MORE than a bandmate going to support another bandmate. Even that, by now, is obvious to your cousin, and I can only assume many other army.
You know, those that we have been saying for years now that simply choose to ignore JM and JK, their bond, their connection, their chemistry, their love.
This here, is exactly why their friendship isn't even mentioned. Because people have eyes and brains and see that it's sooooo much more than just a strong friendship.
So they ignore.
They don't talk about them.
They don't celebrate JM going to support JK for his solo debut in NY but they celebrate Tae going on stage at Inkigayo.
They talk about JK's lives without mentioning the Jikookery.
They take JK's words and twist them just so they don't have anything to do with JM. And then when he mentions another member it's a full blown party.
They cannot avoid JK mirroring JM's Face concept in his Seven photoshoot, so they either joke about it (JK's lazy stylists) or name call JK (thief, lazy etc.), everything but saying it's intentional and meaningful.
Your cousin there, she's (?) not any different than a big part of this fandom. And yes, it's homophobia driven. And all about the denial.
"If we don't see it or talk about it, then it's not there".
So, when Jikookers say that most of army are TKKs, I don't really agree with that. Yes, there are a lot of TKKs out there. But I think it's less about them being TKKs and more about them unwilling to deal with the fact that 2 members of their favourite band are actually a queer couple. Much of this is homophobia driven, some of it is fear. Of what it actually means for 2 out of 7 to be romantically involved.
And then, for these fans, it's easier to celebrate TKK interactions because they are safe, friendly, NOT QUEER. While Jikook are all but just friendly, and that, to that part of the fandom is like:
Cursing, sukunas mentions the word assault but no details. Talk of sex but no sex
Are the jjk characters virgins or not?
Students:
Yuuji-
Absolutely. Have you seen him?
Megumi-
Yes. Fight me itās realistic. Aināt no way heās done it with anyone yet, maybe once in kindergarten he held hands with a girl and he counts that as relationship experience
Nobara-
Honestly, I wanna say yes, but I feel like she had some middle school boyfriend that she did it with.
Maki
Pre shibuya arc, yes. After that, idk who but shes pegging someone. I also wanna say sheās a lesbian but Ik her and Yuta gonna be porking in the future if they havenāt already. (Heās the one who gets fucked btw)
Inumaki
Had to think about this one. But yes. Heās kissed people, but heās def a virgin
Pandaā¦
Thatās a bear
Yuta
No š idk if it was with Rita or something but heās not as innocent as he looks.
Hakashi
Absolutely not. This man is piping down Kirara every night and has had girlfriends before her.
Kirara
You seen her? No. Too fine
Mai
No, probably was to some random boyfriend she had.
Mechamaru/kokichi
Yes. Heās been in a bathtub in bandages his whole mf life š
Miwa
Kissed a boy in first grade and thinks that counts but yes
Momo
No, has had a couple boyfriends
Todo
Say what you want but this man is a virgin. And heās proud. (Saving himself for that idol)
Kamo
100%. A girl asked him out once and that was it.
Teachers/faculty:
Principal Yaga
No, heās had a long term partner or two, talked about his puppets afterwards.
Gojo
Do I even gotta say it š his body count isnāt in the thousands like everyone jokes, but only because his standards are crazy fucking high.
Shoko
No, has had boyfriends in her life. Now she just does hookups
Utahime
No, one douchey boyfriend she had in college and maybe one or two later.
Kiyotaka
I seriously doubt it. But he seems so damn stressed all the time he doesnāt get much action.
The adults/sorcerers:
Nanami
No, Tried saving himself for marriage but hooked up with some girl in college/early adult life and has had maybe one or two partners that didnāt last because of his work.
Geto
Heās not but his body count is low. They gotta be a jujutsu sorcerer so heās just narrowed down his options to like 7 people in the whole fuckin country š when he was younger in highschool maybe he slept with some people either via relationships or otherwise. Canonically was a ladies man and is attractive so heās got options. (Too bad heās crazy)! And ofc if youāre a gojogeto shipper than thereās that.
Sukuna
No Heās only ever assaulted people sorry š never has had a real ārelationshipā (unless of course were talking my series on him) maybe one night stands and that one chick that liked him. Idk he was doing some weird fuckery back then.
Naoya
He paid for sex. Constantly wondering why no girls like him and the clan hasnāt assigned him someone yet (or however that shit works) and so he just straight up got a prostitute, itās a secret heāll take to the grave. Poor sex worker his dick and ass is probably dirty because washing is āgayā.
Hajime
No, lived a long ass time and definitely did it.
Hiromi
Not a huge priority for him but no
Mei Mei
No and it was to someone other than her brother thank god
Yuki
She is too fine and boisterous not to be. Sheās definitely had her pipe work rearranged if yk what I mean. Plus all that traveling gives her options
Ino
No. Def has had a few relationships. Heās the type of guy who scored when he was 13 to someone a little older and thinks heās a baller when heās just a victim š
Toji
Literally has fucking children. And canonically was a player before he met his wife. Man is ran through
All the curses are virgins because theyāre either ugly or choso who hasnāt been alive long enough to know what sex is š