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In Another Lifetime
hi!! I’m sorry I haven’t posted in a a while I have been very busy with college admissions and stuff, but I got the idea for this fic out of the blue and just HAD to write it, this might be confusing at first but please keep reading it will make sense in the end I PROMISE!
The noble trials AU fic!!
zaros x reader !!
“The dessert is absolutely incredible, the royal kitchen of Serulla is blessed with gifted chefs, we are very lucky” says the woman sitting at the head of the dining table, the rest of the guests agree in unison
Her voice is as smooth as honey and as light as a daffodil, it feels comforting, quite soothing even, it tugs at your heart, almost as if it’s trying to tell you something, but your mind fails to pinpoint what or why
You have been losing your sanity trying to figure where you are, who these people are, why it all feels strangely recognisable, why everything has a tinge of haziness to it, but one thing you are certain of is that your patience is growing thin
The dining room is so huge you feel as if though it stretches on forever, the glass table is decorated with gold candlesticks, polished cutlery that gleams and dinnerware you feel anxious to eat from, mostly because you’re scared you might break a plate or two
The crystal goblets have an intricate gold pattern on them that messes with your mind, you’ve seen this design before, you have, you are certain that you have, but your brain fails to remember where, that’s when you start to feel your heart filling up with an uncomfortable anxiety, your breath quickens a bit, an ominous inkling weighs you down
“Are you alright my Earis?” asks the blonde man sitting next to you, worry laced in his voice, his voice, it’s painfully familiar, just like everything around you, your inability to understand why you feel this way is getting gravely aggravating by the minute
“Earis” the word echoes in your mind, how can a word you’ve never heard before feel like it belongs to you? like it’s yours
That’s when your entire demeanour shifts, you feel terrified and you don’t even know why, your heart hammers against your chest, panic gushing swiftly through your veins, you are certain you might faint on the spot
You clutch the lavish goblet in your hand and gulp down heaps of water, almost as if you expect it to fix your utterly disheveled state and bring you back to your senses, but it doesn’t do anything other than soothe your thirst, and you suddenly realise how dry your throat was, it must’ve been forever since you drank any water
You suddenly feel a warm hand on your shoulder and your attention is quickly directed elsewhere
“You’re really starting to concern me now, you’ve been acting so strange the entire night” says the blonde man next to you, worry still evident in his voice
His yellow locks look luminous in the warm light of the chandelier, bright like the sun, his piercing green eyes ablaze with confusion as they peer into yours
For a few moments you just stare at him, soaking him in, there is something about his disposition that makes you feel so very safe, his mere presence is comforting, almost as if you’ve known him for multiple lifetimes
He is saying something but you are too lost to even focus on his voice
That’s when you realise, his name, you know his name, the sudden rush of adrenaline fills you up with a bolt of energy
You know his name
Your heart races at the possibility of being able to remember something about this place, the possibility that you aren’t crazy to think everything around you feels-hauntingly familiar
He looks at you with perplexity painted all over his face and a faint horror in his eyes, but you brush him off and divert your attention away
You focus with every ounce of energy in your body, you know his name, it’s there, hidden deep in you, all you have to do is focus
You hear the ghost of a word swim in your mind, trying to pry it’s way out, almost on the very tip of your tongue, but as soon as you as you think you’ve finally got it, a sharp stab of pain pierces your temples, making it’s way to the back of your head, engulfing you in agony
“Why can’t I remember?” you whisper to yourself in despair
This is the breaking point, your mind is crumbling this very instant and there is nothing you can do about it, no one you know is here, no one to turn to, a helpless fear surges through you, making you nauseous
Someone gives your shoulder a slight shake, but this headache makes it impossible to think about anything else
Your patience has run out, you feel as if though you’re going crazy, a million questions flood your weary mind, overwhelming you, trying to drown you
Warm hands reach to cup your face, it’s him, the beautiful man with the sun-kissed hair, who’s name you almost died trying to recall, but now the look on his face has gone from worried to downright terrified
“What is going on? Please talk to me!” you can feel the anguish in his voice touch your heart
Tears start to bubble in your eyes, making their way down your cheeks, your headache growing stronger by the second
“I don’t know what’s going on” fear is evident in your voice as you sob in your chair, looking at him with pleading eyes, begging for help
You wonder why no one else in the room has noticed you two or noticed your crying
He looks at you with misery in his eyes, almost as if it kills him to see you in this state
His hand travels up towards your forehead, then to your neck, as if he’s checking you for a fever
“Gods you are burning up” he says in a panic
“I’m really scared” you cry out
“Nothing will happen to you, I promise” his voice is warm and reassuring, it’s the only thing keeping you from having a panic attack
“I am taking you to your room” he asserts
He offers you his hand and you take it, you get up in an instant, trying your best to not stumble to the ground, his hand encircles your waist as you hang onto him for support, every touch feels like home
“Is everything ok?”
You notice the woman get up from her chair in a hurried manner, the same woman who was sitting at the head of the table, the worry in her voice surprises you
“Why does she care?” You think to yourself
“I fear the Earis has a fever” he says
“Gods!” she cries out
Concerned voices fill up the room
“There’s no need to worry, I am taking them to their room in an instant” he says
“I’ll send the chief curer right away” she adds
You don’t know who any of these people are, or why they care, but it seems that you are someone of importance to them
He takes your hand and guides you through the hallway, you can barely walk, the dull, crushing pain in your head still throbs with intensity
He opens the doors to your room, the plush bed calling your name as he helps you to it. You feel your legs go numb as you lay on the soft covers, the pain slowly ebbing out of your body
“I think I know you, I know your name, I really do” your voice is faint, almost a whisper
“You have to believe me-“
“Just go to sleep” his hand reaches to caress your hair
“Everything will be okay when you wake up, I promise” he says softly
You feel a gentle kiss on your forehead as your vision fades to black
You are woken up by the obnoxious ringing of your alarm, you check your phone and notice that it’s already 7:00 am, you snap back to reality when you realise you have an important paper due today
The dream, you aren’t surprised, because you’ve had similar ones countless times before, the same blonde man, the same woman with the sickly sweet voice, the familiarity of your surroundings, you try to figure out who they are but you always fail, and every time, you wake up with the same goddamn headache, only this time you have a fever to go along with it
You drag yourself out of your bed, despite being sick, you cannot miss college today or you’ll simply fail the semester, you hurriedly get dressed and rush your way to your class
After having finally submitted your paper, you feel relieved, you notice your headache has gone away and your fever has gone down, you walk through the busy hallway trying to make your way out to meet your friends, but you suddenly bump into someone
“I’m so sorry-“ you stop your sentence midway because your heart simply ceases, your body grows cold, you stare at the face of the person you bumped into, it’s like you can’t breathe, no words come out of your mouth, you’re frozen from shock
It’s him, the beautiful blonde, the person who plagues your dreams, who’s name you’ve tried to remember a trillion something times, how is this even possible? You have never seen him around, never heard of him, there is no logical explanation for any of this, and what is even more shocking is that his expression mirrors yours, almost as if he is just as surprised as you
“I am sorry, I wasn’t paying attention” he says with a sense of disbelief in voice, those green eyes, his sharp green eyes are now ladened with shock
He hesitates at first, but slowly turns around and walks away
You feel a familiar shooting pain in your temples, it clouds your mind, painful and torturous, but it goes away as quickly as it came
Your mind reverberates with a faint name, growing louder and louder, till it echoes in your very soul, it’s on the tip of your tongue once again, only this time, you whisper to yourself, in the busy hallway, watching him walk away
“Zaros”
#sakuverse#zsakuva#zsakuva zaros#zaros#zaros x reader#zaros atha’llin#I’m sorry if this was creepy#ILL BE MORE ACTIVE
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kiss jason
i mean... @blond-superman-official if you wanna, i wouldnt mindd
#leo valdez rp#leo valdez roleplay#mcshizzle gets an ask#OOC: OKAY OH MY GOSH#I OWE ALL OF YOu A GIANT APOLOGY#IM SO SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ACTIVE IN LIKE A MONTH 😭#i has a trip with no wi-fi and when i came back i had summer hw and now my third week of school ust started (i already had 17 tests helpp)#BUT IM BACK#I WANTED TO REPLY TO THE OLD CHAIN WHERE YOU PROPOSED#EXCEPT I COULDNT FIND IT#so just consider this me accepting??#im so sorry 😭#ill be more active#i swear-
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hi guysssss i graduated college!!!! 😁😁
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Hi i feel bad for leaving you my very few people who care! I have been working in a project which is loosely based on cotl and greek gods! Also math is killing me slowly ill be active occasionally but thats whats been going on
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Being chronically ill is like
“It’s fine”
“It’s fine”
“It’s fine”
*complete mental breakdown because you can’t do this anymore*
“It’s fine”
#I can feel the menty b coming#when I do a lot of activity I end up with sustained flu-like symptoms until I recharge but I don’t have time to recharge for 2 more days#chronic illness#chronically ill#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#disability#disabled#lupus#fibromyalgia#pots#autoimmine disease#invisible disability#invisible illness
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GHOSTSOAP // "you sweet fucker" MINICOMIC!!!
#cod mw2#john soap mactavish#simon riley#simon ghost riley#call of duty mw2#ghostsoap#john mactavish#soapghost#ghostsoap comic#ghost x soap#soap x ghost#jesus this took me so long to make#also sorry if ive been inactive here juggling 2 social media accounts is hard when i have finals to worry about#might have to again but come say hi on my twitter! BUT ill try to be more active here when im done with finals#ANYWAY YEAH SO MUCH HAPPENING THANK YOU FOR READING
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ravage is #1 personal space stealer and heater, 10/10 would recommend having him as an amica. usually he'd be sleeping curled around soundwave's head but the other cassettes are out harassing starscream on patrol, so soundwave's chest is free real estate
anyways send me asks with ur soundwave and ravage hcs and mayhaps i'll draw them soon
#transformers#maccadam#maccadams#transformers art#tf art#transformers fanart#tf fanart#transformers idw#idw transformers#idw1#idw tf#tf idw#soundwave#idw soundwave#ravage#idw ravage#i need to make more serious ravage posts again ive been too silly the past few months. far too silly.#i have a bunch of silly asks in my inbox rn which are very fun but i havent really dug into ravage as a character lately and i fear ive mad#her too silly. too sweet#need her to kill someone rq#i love the idea of her and soundwave being amicas but as the war goes on they become more like begrudging co-workers and it#genuinely is the worst thing that ever happens to either of them.#from strangers to friends to comrades to coworkers to a boss and his underling and it makes both of them so so ill#they reunite and reconnect tho no worries#havent been super active lately and probably wont be super active for the next while either. will get to stuff when i can but#agh
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i think i'm hilarious -- aka i made blood blossom danny au memes
all of these come from my DpxDC prompt "i am pushing the batdad agenda--" and it's corresponding additions in the reblogs ksdjlf.
i am. rotating them in my head. forever and always. personally i think there should be more batdad aus in dpxdc, their dynamic could be neat. :)
#THAT FIRST ONE TOOK ME A HOT MINUTE TO MAKE. i have never been more careful with a trackpad. imgflip doesnt have an undo button#i think its fucking hilarious#its a batdad au#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc#dc x dp#mmm i need to come up with a name for this au#found family ftw WHOOOO. i could just do a generic 'blood blossom au' tag but i want a specific one because i like being unique#eldest batkid danny au#chronically ill danny au#danny: im grateful he's helping me but im still kinda apprehensive...#battinson: vaults over a car to escape reporters. likes rock music. isn't fucking evil. punched a cop. actively looking for a cure#danny: ...huh. okay.#furiously pushing the batdad agenda for my own gain. just look at them guys. they're funny little guys.#unofficial witness protection to adoption pipeline.#bruce wayne accidental teen acquisition. save a teenager gain a son#its about the adventure of them going from strangers to friends to family :)#im bored of the bruce slander guys in the words of hermes from hadestown:#“[its] about someone who *tries”*#danny saw a funny man in a funny costume eat the side of a dumpster and has never related more with someone on a spiritual level#“brother eugh i feel that. oh heY WAIT HERO BUDDY?? SAME HAT??? SAME HAT?”#danny's been the only hero he's known since he was 13. on god he is leaping at this opportunity. like YES. PLEASE BE ANOTHER HERO#HELP ME GET AWAY FROM CERTIFIED CRAZY MAN. HELP. YOU'RE SCARY AND HIDING IN THE DARK. EVEN BETTER. HELP A BROTHER OUT HERE#blood blossom au#for the time being thats the name
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in a mood (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#doing straight up nothing with the bestie. really good activity of doing nothing#i mainly drew this just so i can test how itd be not drawing their faces bc i Love drawing their faces a little too much.#maybe ill throw them in a more intense situation next time i try it bc it just ended up focusing on wolfwood and his silly newspaper#he's reading the news... cruel happenings all around no mans land... have to keep up to know where to go next and where to avoid#but theres also some guy in the same room being distracting as hell. i think they can coexist without bothering each other but theyd#be so painfully aware of the other person... both of them usually have tended to their own space after all for years. ww especially i think#would be easily distracted with vash's presence bc he's spent 2 years thinking about him already (for his mission...)#and thinking about vash is a Little easier than dealing with his personal anguish#though it can definitely overlap too. and sometimes its not that bad. sometimes its just vash's hand feeling unexpectedly nice and gentle#ruporas art
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Uploading all my Tomgreg art at once from the past few week before season 4 hits, who knows in what kind of mental state i'm gonna be once it does :')
#tomgreg#succession#dont even talk to me i started watching this show when i had nothing to do at work and now i watch it with averiel my good friend averiel#and we are going to watch s4 together and i feel physically ill from bein so excited#so ya thats what ive been up to... anyway. i love these idiots they desever nothing but the worst (affectionate)#im also a tomshiv lover btw. im the one who yells 'THIS IS HOW TOMSHIV CAN STILL WIN' while they are actively losing on screen#thats the kind of person i am#dont look at me (lying on the floor)#okay i was not going to say stuff in the tags and let the art speak for itself but i NEED to point out details in the wine Painting..#i put a lot of work into that one. thinly veiled metaphors and symbolism yknow..#greg is gripping the stem of the wine glass with his full fist. tom and greg are dressed in the same outfit (sock garters included)#greg look appalled but he is not doing anything about the spill. tom is fondly pouring greg more and more wine. he is doing him a favor#i colored the red wine the same way i would color blood :) oh and tom is not really touching greg#only holding the chair in place. greg is making himself look smaller than he is like usual#oh and @ the person who said that it's the inverse of the tom and nate scene i love the way you think. i did not think of that before#but god. yeah. i actually thought about the scene change from when roman uhh.. christens his office in s1. the one with the coffee machine#i always go insane at that cut. this is not exactly the same since it's more.. about emotions but yknow.. it can be.. the same...
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just regular guys
#um hey everyone#i was a bit unmotivated to post here but ill try to be more active again ^_^#this is the first non ygo fanart i post here ithink so bwee#regular show#mordecai#rigby#gijinka#my art!
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trying to figure out if the continued nausea is related to intense stress and travel schedule or something simple like food poisoning or an infection
#21 hours of driving complete and I have about 12 more to go to take friend home#apologies for not being super active online#im currntly trying to queue up art and asks so it doesn't seem like it#i havent even unpacked or gotten the chance to get out my con haul yet#im exhausted and possibly ill and been upsetty spaghetti#i did however come up with a short nari/lamb one shot though#sara shush#edit: adding a 'queued while traveling' tag to my posts
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hi im back
#i had a lot of work to do#and then i got ill#and then i had more work to do#hopefully i will start being active again#death mark#kazuo yashiki#shuuji daimon#satoru mashita#yashita#daishiki
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I keep looking at your design for cheated and just cooing over him like how you do with a cat i love him so much
Thank you so much!!! I hope you don't mind if I use this ask to point out some fun details in my Cheated's design :)
Other Designs: Hunted/Contrarian/Cold/Paranoid/Smitten/Opportunist
Drawings w/out the text over them + my first design for Cheated ever under the cut!
#this was such a nice compliment especially because you sent out of nowhere during a real dry spell of activity for me!#and its what helped motivate me to start drawing more again!#not that i wasnt going to eventually i love these birds too much#but it definitely helped kickstart some more art#i also wanted to answer this after i got through all the cheated related stuff in my inbox because i saw this and was like#“oh you're going to be eating well for a bit then haha”#this was also fun to do#maybe this is how ill show my designs?#one post at a time before i can finally do a full lineup?#starting with cheated is unusual but aw he deserves it#stp#stp voices#ask#my art#voice of the cheated#slay the princess
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i have ........... a new meowmeow fixation .........
#do any of yall kno this guy ...... do u care him .........#i watched him cartwheel for the first time and fell in love#deadlock#seven#THEY PICKED SUCH UN-SEO OPTIMIZED NAMES .#WAS IT ON PURPOSE#i jus be talkin bout anything#anyway ! dunno if ill make a catalog but ill be at animaga this weekend in melb!!#also some new stuff in my store rn#code preorderparty'll get u 10% off for da rest of the month i think#HOPE TO BE MORE ACTIVE AGAIN SOON . BEEN IN THE TRENCHES FOR MOST OF THIS YEAR#hope yallre well <3#my art
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#only 2 months late 😎#idk what it is about the 2-part illustrations bros but i underwent a character arc working on this#tbh i think it could use at LEAST another hour of tweaking but like. considering im packing for my dorm NOW …#speaking of! :) im going off to college! so unfortunately i don’t expect ill be very active here in the near future but who knows#i hope you guys enjoy though! im very proud of these#it’s SO weird bc it’s like. if i gave like 20% more of a shit i could actually have Something here#in a weird transitory phase rn. will let u guys know if i survive it#UMM. UH ANYWAY#game grumps#dan avidan#arin hanson#10 minute power hour#honeyart#danny sexbang#<- yeah sure. lol#also yeah the dan one does kinda blow a little bit. but the arin one 🩷
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