I missed you guys and I've gained so much I'm back to my sw/hw. :( I've started losing now but I'm not sure what diet to do. I was also thinking about getting one of those walking mats for my room so I don't have to go out so much to walk! I just want to enjoy my summer instead of looking at my friends' bodys' and being jealous...
I've lost about 30 lbs, but it hasnt made a difference. I hate myself. How could i let myself get here? A lot of people would be disgusted seeing themselves above 180lbs yet thats my goal weight??? Just because I've been 250lbs+ for years 😭😭 200lbs seems so far away. I cant even be happy of my progress, i just keep thinking of how much more i need to lose, how far away i am from my goal.