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shep. i finished xisuma's s8. i am plagued with so many thoughts /silly
Oh my gognfjgmgimfggfmgnmfdnffgh it’s. It’s so much. I have so much to say and so many thoughts they make me so crazy. They make me so crazy THEY MAKE ME SO CRAZY IS THIS THING ON CAN ANYONE HEAR ME
#hermitcraft#ask#artsy-book#hermitcraft season 8#xisumavoid#xisuma#evil x#not tagging this dbhc bc im talking about canon xisuma#not to say there aren’t theme overlaps but#yeah#the way I could write an essay about Xisuma’s mental state at the end of the season. what it must be like#to slowly come out of that state of being literally manipulated and controlled… to slowly like. gain consciousness again only to find#that the moon has gotten so big that it’s like. too late to do anything.#that he had been so distracted and busy with making the evil empire as profitable and helpful to the hermits as possible#that he just… hadn’t noticed#or been manipulated to believe it wasn’t a bug deal#big deal#or that it was just a rumor#and now it’s too late#but also… the moon is the REASON he’s free from EX’s control#isn’t it.#so… isn’t there a part of him that kind of NEEDS the moon to get closer?#so he can be free?#not that I think Xisuma ignoring the moon was an entirely conscious choice#anyway I’m fine about xisuma finally being free only to realize hermitcraft (and his hermits) are doomed#could he have done anything to stop it had he known about it earlier? who knows#I’m sure xisuma will say for a long time that he could have#but he didn’t in the end#and it wasn’t really his fault but i’m sure he’ll say it was#I need to stop talking before I’m dragged away
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having jiaoqiu is crazy because i just know that even if he did absolutely nothing like no damage apply no dots i would STILL just be over here like YESSS LOOK AT HIM GO❤️❤️ GIVING US EVERYTHING❤️❤️❤️❤️
#honkai star rail#hsr#jiaoqiu#hsr jiaoqiu#i just think he’s neat :)#kinda obsessed with him sorry#he already has some of the highest trace levels on my account smh#despite how i wasn’t even playing for the week i was sick#don’t ask me if i have him built well idk#he’s there because i like him whatever else he’s doing is his business😤#all his relics rolled into speed though so at the very least i know he’s fast as hell smh#accidentally made him the fastest character on my account my bronya is SEETHING#i dont really do high speed builds though so he’s just sort of at 145 while all my other characters are slow af rip#@ my 107 speed ratio shut UP IM GONNA FIX IT OKAY
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okay but it’s like. if Lae’zel was in the modern day she’d be the top of all her classes (beating Gale who would be so fucking mad about it), on every sports team, head of the prom committee, just constant after-school activities, total overachiever, and she will not accept being second place to anybody. meanwhile Karlach is on every sports team but she doesn’t really want to be, she just wants to do sport for fun and hang out with her friends, but the head of P.E. made her join because she’s good at it. unfortunately getting mad about it makes her compete better. Shadowheart grew up in a weird church and was definitely homeschooled for most of her life and is only in a mainstream school for sixth form because her weird church want her to recruit new members (she sucks at convincing people the church is good). sometimes she says fucking insane things totally seriously and everyone in the class goes what the fuck. Wyll is a very nice empathetic boy who tries to get along with everyone including Shadowheart even though she roleplays warrior cats at lunchtime and Lae’zel even though she threatens to murder him if he gets a higher grade in the debate than her, and it blindsides everyone when they find out his dad is the Head Teacher. Gale would be taking five A-Levels instead of three or four solely for the academic clout it brings him. Astarion should have graduated ten years ago and nobody knows why he’s still here. Withers is the school nurse.
#idk why I wrote this or even why I thought of it but here you go#bg3 secondary school au apparently#also there wasn’t enough room to add:#Shads walks the mile in P.E. and got put in lunchtime remedial swimming lessons she doesn’t go to#Wyll gets asked to be on school council every year because he’s popular and well-liked and his dad is the Head but he keeps turning it down#he’s also nice to the dinner ladies and they give him extra helpings because they love him#Viconia phones the school almost daily to keep track of Shadowheart’s progress and everyone is fucking sick of her#Jaheira is the teacher all the gays flock to#Minsc is the school groundskeeper and there’s a running bet on whether Boo is real or not because nobody has ever seen him#(except Shads because she likes to sit under the tree at the end of the field and sometimes Boo sits with her but nobody asked her)#is Lae’zel Paris from gilmore girls? no comment.#Karlach really just wants to be on the football team and nothing else. she’s goalie.#Wyll is on a couple of sports teams because he wants to hang out with Karlach and she’s always busy with sport but it’s not really his thin#*thing#however he is in every school musical and he fucking loves that shit#Gale was definitely the smartest in his old school and then when he moved for sixth form he isn’t top of the class any more#and it’s causing him some Mental Distress#Arabella is one of those kids in primary school who are super smart in a certain subject and put in the gifted class and they do monthly#field trips to the secondary school and Gale volunteers to help teach year 7-8 level topics to them#Minthara runs the maths department like it’s the fucking navy
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writing this in the tags bc i need to articulate it somewhere that isn’t to my mother on the phone
#I work at a firm w seven (well. six.) partners#so they are all technically my bosses but I rlly only do work for two /maybe/ four of them#i was hired under the guise of being my one boss’ like. protege.#as in when he retires I’ll take over his practice. and also he’s so busy that i could help some of that now.#his area of practice is like. so complex and huge that it isn’t something u learn in months. maybe not even years.#but atp what happens is he meets directly w the clients and then i do literally everything else.#which is fine. except for two things.#1) he has now started joking about how he’s going to be ‘the face’ of it while i do everything#which wouldn’t bother me so much if he was Paying Me For It.#bc 2) he’s only allocating HALF. my hourly rate for those type of clients#I spend. idk prob 70% of my billable hours on his clients. and he’s only allocating half my hourly for them.#and im just like. I wasn’t hired to be ur assistant 😭 im an attorney too 😭 teach me???????????#some days when I really sit and think abt it it just makes me want to switch to directly report to my other boss#i looooove working for my other boss. and i rlly enjoy his area of practice too!!!!#and he like. has basic respect for me as an attorney 😭#anyway idk. it gets more frustrating the more responsibility i take on………….#thoughts inspired by good boss apologizing to me today for overstepping me while talking to a client#and referring to it as being like my bad boss 😭#not bad. he isn’t a bad boss. i just. idk KENFKWNFKSNDK
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I installed a hugging mod yesterday and tested it out last night to record for my personal collection, here are a couple nice shots from one of the hugs, with bonus shots from the newer kiss animation just cause I thought they looked really sweet 👉👈
#not art#screenshots#baulders gate 3#bg3#astarion#spawn astarion#tav#durge#tiefling tav#tiefling durge#strong build#hug#hugs#kiss#kisses#astarion x tav#astarion x durge#astarion romance#Spiced Vanity#idk I just really love the lil stinker….. he makes me feel happy and seen#pardon the blood#This was an old save so I could ensure Raph wasn’t being stinky yet so I could hug him too#but that apparently also came with not having the right harness on (was wearing Lae’zel’s)#So I had to go deal with Dolor real quick yo go buy the right one for the shots#we’re still bloody from that fight - but hey! I think it suits us quite nicely 😊😊😊#Especially Assy ☺️☺️☺️☺️☺️#these are shot on the other side of the street of Sharess’ Caress btw - for anybody curious#So Raph is just hanging out nearby technically - minding his own sassy business 🙄
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꒰ა ໒꒱
#⁽ ˚₊‧ ꒰ა id: writer ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⁾#the fact that no one really talks about javi’s trauma#like trust me that boy didn’t join the military cause it was a calling or anything like that#he lost everything and everyone he cared about (yes very much including kate)#he dropped out of school and couldn’t deal with his trauma so he joined the military as a way to try and do something and cope#he mightve not been in the tornado but watching it come and getting the readings and screaming into the radio for his friends until he lost#his voice and then seeing only kate walk out and how she was?? not easy at all#and not to mention the survivors guilt and also the guilt of not being able to help kate#anyway he didn’t see his life going anywhere and he joined the military and he met scott there and focused on that#his trauma and avoiding it honestly sent him down a path where he was actively changing who he was to try and distance himself#also i don’t agree with the whole he changed who he was when talking about helping kate and the wranglers and others tbh?#that’s genuinely who javi is… he always wanted to help others from the start#just that facing that meant truly working through what happened and the loss and the trauma and he took refuge in scott and their business#but you can tell his heart wasn’t ever in it and once kate came around she became his priority again and he felt alive again in the chase#also yes he lashed out but it’s what can happen when your trauma is open and facing you and you’re trying to keep your claws in your last#piece of ‘comfort’ that you have. but once he was ready… he left absolutely everything in order to do right by himself and what he believes#javi getting out of those stuffy shirts and growing his hair out again is so important to me because he’s no longer changing his identity#or avoiding his trauma by actively changing!! and im just!! it’s my favorite thing for him to heal and be himself again because#he’s been nothing but a ghost and a follower and allowing everyone to live through him#trauma tw
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Megumi’s life in ur “tsumiki and megumi are seperated” AU is super fucked. Does Gojo secretly put him on supervillain watch. Does he try to give him the worst counselling anyone has ever seen.
Worse he keeps trying to become Megumi’s New Dad and Megumi cannot emphasize enough how much he does not want him to do this. Why does Gojo keep asking him to throw a baseball with him. Why does he keep trying to ruffle his hair.
#Gojo tried to give him The Talk and megumi immediately turned around and tried to walk into traffic#because he’s the funniest motherfucker that ever was in any universe#it’s important to note that Megumi’s life in that AU is super fucked but almost no one knows the scope of it#megumis taking that shit to his grave#hes finally in a better place and he really really does not want anyone else to know about what he considers a really humiliating experience#he hates feeling weak is the thing and no one has ever made him feel weak the way his family did#he didn’t have any power over his own life and it was /humiliating/#everyone else had normal childhoods and there he was being micromanaged so excessively that he wasn’t allowed to bathe and dress himself jn#until fucking high school. and even then it was only because the Zenin couldn’t hassle him at school#like it’s super obvious to everyone that the Zenin abused him but#no one knows just how bad it was#tsumiki knows he made some kind of deal so the Zenin would take care of her but he refuses to tell her what it was because he doesn’t want#to admit he tried to hurt himself. he doesn’t want her to know how bad it got.#maki knows better than anyone but 1) she doesn’t know most of it and 2) she’s not telling anyone about it either. Megumi’s her boy. she’s#not betraying his already fragile trust by airing out his business to other people#it’s sort of painfully obvious the Zenin used to beat him but no one talks about it. Megumi would shut down if anyone tries#like his life was sort of terrible and he didn’t see it getting better but somehow it did and he just wants the past to die#he wants what happened to be dead and buried and over and he knows it’s far from it but he just. he doesn’t want anyone to know.
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I’m getting soooooo tired of spending time with my husband’s family, and then just kind of being ignored the rest of the day until I have to beg him to spend time with me because he knows I’m not that close with his family outside of his brothers and sister. His siblings I’m closest too aren’t here and it’s a huge bummer for me
#btw he’s the oldest and the rest of his cousin are like 11-17 and do NOT want to hang out with me#they don’t think im cool#WHICH IS FINE BUT HIS AUNTS AND UNCLES DON’T WANT TO HANG WITH ME#no one is being mean but they all want to catch up with people that they know well and haven’t talked to in a while#they don’t want to spend time getting to know the new girl#(and no I’m not new but they all live across the country from each other and I’ve literally met a few of them for the first time this week#I’m sorry babe but its your responsibility to help facilitate conversation for me bc you know these people and I don’t!#I’m just really mad because I wanted to go swimming yesterday and asked him to go with me like ten times and he was always busy or wanted#To something else and I just kinda had to sit there and wait and he was like well go kayaking after dinner which I knew wasn’t gonna happen#because all of his family SUCKS at being on time for things and it meant that I wasn’t gonna have anyone to do it with#’do it alone then’ but it’s a family reunion!!!!!!!!! I shouldn’t have to be#I hate!!!!! feeling like this
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Ppl will do anything for internet clout oh my god
#this dude is arguing with the Cartel as he’s streaming and mocking them#as if they don’t have ppl to snatch him up or they can’t just get here themselves#they’ve done this plenty of times to Americans talking crazy#what the hell#rambling#just the other day some dude edited a picture of his burger to make it look undercooked so that he could get his money back from DoorDash….#which is??? hopefully the restaurant he got the burger from wasn’t like a family owned one#don’t mess up ppls businesses like that#some other dude was online bragging about how his boss or whoever let him mop the bathrooms down and let him go home so he didn’t even have#to do his full 6 hours or community service and everyone was like ‘you’re gonna get that guy fired you idiot delete this-‘#like why even post about it- especially if you’re a convict like I’m sure you have people watching you man come on#I hope that guy didn’t get fired just because he wanted to be nice to an idiot like that#and of course that lady who posted her baby waxing adult coochie…….. you really don’t… have to post everything online#well it was good that she was stupid enough to do so in the end considering what she had her daughter doing
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I truly think if I had watched the Buck, Bothered and Bewildered live it would’ve taken me out
#911 abc#for context i had stopped watching halfway through season 5#(combination of being busy with other things. losing interest in some of the storylines. and cancelling our hulu) I planned to catch up eve#and then i stopped using tumblr for a few months so I wasn’t seeing any of the news around it#and then a week ago i logged back in and i saw gifs of Buck asking Tommy to be his date to the wedding#and just seeing those gifs made me so unbelievably happy#so of course now i watched all of the s7 episodes#and it was one of those things where even though I knew it was going to happen it was still So Good#idk you know how if spoilers can ruin the story then it’s probably not a substantial story to begin with?#instead with this it was like- I was bummed that I didn’t get to see it live bc buck is a character I care very deeply about#but knowing it was going to happen and then watching it let me really appreciate how well done it was#I have so many thoughts#might put them into a coherent post one day#¡hey listen!
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PREN MADE IT BACK WOOOOOOOO HE LIVES
#our DM’s dice were not rolling in favor of the NPCs today but Pren did it!!#god Yussa though gkdlfjdkfj he wasn’t upset like at all#I didn’t really expect anything more but still…poor Pren#literally died and it’s just business as usual for his master LOL#Prenpas Zhlaku#DnD personal
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THIS MAN MADE ME A WEBSITE FOR MY BIRTHDAY 🥹😫😣😳😭🥰
#sooo it’s past my birthday now and FG didn’t get me anything besides a real alt sweet card and a heart shaped box of chocolates which was#nice but he kept insisting that he wasn’t finished making my present just yet so i was like ok cool whatever and i would ask him every once#and a while bc i really thought he was making me like lego flowers bc he likes that type of thing (which is so cute omgoodness idky i love#that sm about him like he likes to build legos 😆😆 so cute!!!) aannnywayyssss he came over the other day to drop off my present so expecting#some box or whatever and he just pulls up with his backpacks but i’m like ok that’s fine it has to be Somewhere right??? and then he pulls#out is laptop and i’m like ookkkaaayy idk where this is going and the. he pulls up the page aND ITS A WEBSITE FOR MY CROCHET BUSINESS AND 🥹🥹#HE MADE IT FROM SCRATCH WITH CODING AND EVERYTHING BC DUH HES A COMP SCIENTIST AND!!!!!!!#he was like i wanted to make you something that’ll you’ll need and would want as well and i was so shOOketh i was using my soft girl voice#and i was looking at him like 🥺🥺🥺 the whole evening bECAUSE!!!! SIR 😭 YOU HAVE SET THE BAR SKY HIGH and he was all shy (so friggin cute)#“do you like it 👉🏾👈🏾🥺 and i was just looking at him like ☹️😣🥺😧 I LOVE IT!!!#he hasn’t finished it bc he needs my input on some stuff before he continues but it should be done by the summer and he’s like maybe we can#work on it together LIKE BABE SWEETHEART DARLING OFC WE CAN DUUUHHHH#i’m honestly so in awe of this man i can’t even#Friendly Giant ™️#FG#mutuals my beloved <3#vk overshares in the tags
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trying to branch out! trying to connect with others! I am not scared!
#just dmed a coworker bc he posted on his insta story about wanting to play dnd but never having a dm#and so he was like ‘bro if someone wants to rn a campaign Sunday or Monday evening?’#and I was like no way in hell could I dm bc I have not played nearly enough#but like. he’s really chill and like. if he needs other players???#idk I feel bad bc I wasn’t like. dming him to offer to dm (direct messaging as the former dungeon master as the latter. for clarification)#but also if he’s trying to get a group together? I’m free those days we’re close in age and share some interests#and we get along well at work#so like I feel like I wouldn’t stand out too much in a group of people he knows#he’s gay and trans too so like. you know the group would be queer#maybe I’ll try to convince him to start a work campaign. maybe someone on staff would want to dm#I wish I wasn’t so busy and such a stressed person and had more experience#bc if I felt like I could dm and could really do a good job of it I would offer!#but I just don’t think I would#idk now I’m just rambling#I feel stressed but I also don’t do anything besides school and work so I need to find smth to do
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hbd mr rahul @petekaos
the gifted graduation ep 12 x eden, ‘interlude’ || brokeback mountain 2005 x lemony to beatrice, the beatrice letters || dark blue kiss x goethe, ‘willkommen und abschied’ || thalapathi 1991 x செம்புலப் பெயனீரார் || moonlight 2016 x stray kids, ‘grow up’ || malila: the farewell flower 2017 x paper planes by gaystcr x ocean vuong, night sky with exit wounds || beyond evil ep 16 x krishna to arjuna, the mahabharata
#HELP this wasn’t what I was going to make 😭 it just kept growing by itself#just wanted to make you a silly little gay web weave and it turned into an angsty quadlingual nerd explosion 😔#which says a lot about both of us i think#it is an unfortunate fact of life that most of the things that make you go feral also make me go feral (:#also sorry I’m a few days late i was still really busy with REDACTED#😚😚😚#also for the last one i was going back and forth between different translations but i feel like grief and fear sre basically two sides of#the same coin and anyway the subtleties of the precise wording are overshadowed by the overwhelming love and devotion they contain......#hmmmm. feral! anyway#ANYWAY . happy belated birthday caro! may you always be happy healthy etc etc etc#your sheer enthusiasm for things and media is always inspiring and contagious and makes me :')#i love u lots and value ur presence in my life etc etc etc etc etc etc etc. despite all the bullying :/#this year pls remember to take care of urself as well as looking after other ppl 🔪#and say hi to ur mom for me ;))))#ellisedits#rahul tag
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I still have 5 hours left in my shift 😭😭😭
#I just….#really wanna go home today#not having a good day. I started my period this morning and then I got to work and found out only me and one other opener were there but our#opening manager wasn’t here yet so she was late and we spent the next 20 minutes rushing to get everything set up before we opened#and then we immediately started getting customers and it’s just been busy and I’m tired and just don’t feel good bc of my period#and then so far I’ve had 2 of my least favorite customers come through the drive thru where I’m working#one is this dude who’s just fucking annoying another is the guy that asked for my number a few months ago who I haven’t seen since I turned#him down so I took his order and then made someone else deal with him at the window#and then it got busy with everyone ordering drinks like hot coffees which meant I had to walk from our drive thru out to the lobby bc my#coffees were out bc everyone wants coffee today but when I would do that I would still have to be taking orders#and then someone cleared a few specialty coffees off the barista screen without making them while the person was sitting in the drive thru#so I had to make those while doing other stuff too and people were asking me questions#and I was just getting very overstimulated and annoyed plus I’m hungry#and I just want to leave and go home and sleep but it’s my best friend’s birthday so she’s probably gonna want to do something later but I#just don’t feel up to it and I know she’s probably ready to hang out because she’s been off for 10 days with Covid so she’s well rested now#for her birthday but 😭😭😭 I just want to crash into my bed so hard and not wake up until noon tomorrow#also the coworker I work with every day and don’t like is here today unfortunately#and also all of the speakers we use to play music in the back are dead right now and I just want to play music#first world problems but I have so little patience today
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Why is my granddad messaging me and shading my uncle
#my uncle’s business was featured on a youtube channel because he and various other people at the business collaborated with a local artist#on a very (physically) big project#(i’m being deliberately vague to avoid doxxing my uncle)#and tell me why my granddad was like ‘he’s doing so well. i didn’t know he had it in him’#sir THIS IS YOUR SON#you invested in his business!! did you do that thinking it would fail#i’m ngl it sounded like kind of a bizarre idea when he pitched it to us all; but it also sounded like an untapped market & something that#could be a goldmine in the right hands. and it does seem to be in the right hands#i was just like ‘yeah i didn’t expect this either but it looks great’ and left it at that#i am once again asking when me and my uncle traded places as ‘the successful one’ & ‘the black sheep of the family’#i would never suggest that there’s a correlation. but also since my uncle started his business; i have been mugged twice#my mentor who i trusted tried to ruin my career and did succeed in making a lot of people lose respect for me; i had to leave the only job#that accepted me because they tried to make me work thrice as many hours as i was being paid for and gave me zero support#i was unemployed for months and losing my mind and finally had to become a barista and just as i was starting to enjoy that; i dislocated#my knee & sprained two joints in the process#oh and it wasn’t the first time!! i’ve actually dislocated that knee four times. all during the time my uncle had his business#let’s not even talk about how i got covid 3 times or all the shit that happened to me in 2021 because i really will scream#2021 literally had it in for me in every single way#i literally think my uncle was being dunked on by the universe but he found a way to dodge the curse and he has no descendants#so it just passed to me. i need to hand this curse over to a child#maybe i should just start a business. doing what though 🧐#personal
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