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love-has-a-way-ofgrowingbackward · 11 months

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finished on earth we're briefly gorgeous. want to fucking throw up. i want a movie made out of this but just as abstract and non linear as the book with exactly as much detailed imagery and nothing left out. i want to cradle it in my arms and kiss it. i also bawled for an hour. read the author's discussions on the book reviews etc. im fucking losing my shit this reminded me of what poetry can do to a person. i had forgotten how words can make you feel. i have never seen a book about being born into survival like this and learning to build a life around it and ive never seen an asian person write it. people i am frothing at the fucking mouth.

#i also wish i had a mom and grandma like little dog honestly.#lan seems amazing #my brain hasnt been rewired so much as my soul has felt seen and understood. i have been so lonely without poetry in my life #on earth we're briefly gorgeous #i desperately want to read everything this man has ever written and everything he was ever inspired by. but i dont want to #read a pdf i want something to hold and treasure and mark up. i also dont have time ive got jee and olympiads and this is a bad #fucking time to get into reading.#but. after this. in college maybe. i want to.#ocean vuong #the monkey scene knocked my breath out and haunted me for the rest of the book and when it was brought back up #it was like an arc i didnt even realise was unfinished. god that took me out.#the butterflies and the monkeys. my favourite scenes. i wish i was a artist just so i could draw fireproof butterflies #fuck. this is the closest thing to a holy book i have. someone's life and heart and mother. jesus fucking christ.#i know its published and all but it kinda feels like peeping sometimes. and at other times i feel like i should be doing something to #show how grateful i am to be let into someone's life like this? but i dont know what to do so i just hug it sometimes.#its changed everything.#fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

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wispscribbles · 1 month

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you know the art you made of Soap "accidentally" giving Ghost a kiss before going on a mission? (before they started dating) what do you think happened when Soap came back from the mission? :3c

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They start dating of course! <3

#ask #anon ask #u were so right to ask for a follow up to this one #ghostsoap #soapghost #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #soap x ghost #ghoap #doodle #cod fanart #my art #soap has been mortified the whole mission #like blowing stuff up and doing his job while internally having a constant monologue of ‘why did I do that??? will everything change now??’#just gay panic while war crimin’#meanwhile ghost has just been waiting to kiss soap back 😌#this comic is the 6323489th time i've smooshed them together and made them start dating. its still fun!

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liimonadas · 1 month

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i blacked out and suddenly theres 4 edgeworths on the canvas

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#i actually think its so fun to indicate age through subtle changes #and i love drawing edgeworth. as you migh guess #im also really happy w how the suit redesign turned out?? its not major but i think it fits better.#i like his timeskip canon design in concept but not in execution #also aa1 era edgeworth is soggy wet cat and you CANNOT convince me otherwise #like dl6 resurfacing and then kater everything w 1-5 surely took a massive toll on him #miles edgeworth #ace attorney #fanart #art

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cesiscribbles · 7 months

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More Good Omens! I‘m sorry bit I probably won‘t shut up about them any time soon.

Please don‘t repost.

#i love them your honor #so many sketchoos #feeling more confident about the style now #really struggled with Crowley #wasn‘t happy the way I drew him but now its goin somewhere I think #could change again tomorrow and then I throw everything out of the window #ANYWAY #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #my art #sketchoos

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couch-house · 1 year

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yippee knuckles comic done! wanted to try several things: tell a story in 4-7 pages, attempt to style layouts and writing a bit more like stc comics, and lump my "knuckles raised unknowingly by the m.e." headcanons together. mixed results I think but I still think it turned out nice :)

#sth #knuckles the echidna #sonic the hedgehog #fanart #can you see how i picked up and lost steam over the course of this lol #anyway the basket is not actually a hc thats . a silly #pages 1 5 and 6 were originally the only ones I had strong ideas for #everything else was just. attempting to connect things #i took sooo long making an actual thumbnail script for this and i still needed to change the last panels at the last second lol #also um the layouts def look better when starting the pairing from 1+2 but.#for posting reasons i wanted pg 1 on its own #okay thats all I have to say i think <3 #id in alt text #comic

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ectonurites · 3 months

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CHAPPELL ROAN THE LATE SHOW [2.15.24]

#chappell roan #chappell roan edit #chappell roan gifs #red wine supernova #the rise and fall of a midwest princess #the late show #the late show with stephen colbert #sam edits #LOOK AT HER GOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!#she always brings her all to everything like. GOD. this really is how she sounds live!!! she's just THAT good!!!!!!!#my mind has been reeling since winning tickets & seeing her in october literally life changing #its so cool getting to see her do stuff like this now :') my pink pony girl has come so faaaaar

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saturnniidae · 20 days

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#it says wife bc i was too lazy to change it also its funnier #hiccup js definitely the cook bro was ready to become a baker theres no way he couldn't make good food #hes too nice to tell astrid everything she makes is absolutely vile and inedible so he just smiles and takes it #but it becomes a problem when shes almost setting the house on fire trying to make him breakfast in bed on a bad pain day #its a good thing berk is so used to house fires and are inhumanly efficient at putting them out and repairing the damage #httyd #hiccstrid #hiccup haddock #astrid hofferson #httyd 2 #httyd meme #httyd shitpost

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angelbitezzz · 2 months

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yknow that thing where becoming obsessed with a character makes you a better artist? i am feeling it tonight boys

#art #my art #digital art #doodle #undertale #sans #sans undertale #classic sans #thinking about what it must've been like to learn that #everything you've ever known is turned on its head but nothing changes #you go about your day and everything is normal but you KNOW something now you know something you would've been better off not knowing #timelines jumping all over the place stopping and starting #what if thats you? what if its your timeline next?#how many yous have been bought back to zero without knowing?#how many times has it happened to you?#you get up and you make your brother oatmeal for breakfast and you think “whats the point?”#sorry just having a long think about silly skeleton man you know how it is

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andhyssops · 1 year

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redraw 2021 -> 2023

despite everything it's still you

#dream smp #mcyt #tommyinnit #Tubbo #clingyduo #redraw #i tried to keep the new version a lot simpler and cleaner #i love the small design changes lol #despite everything its still you #ill post the new version on its own tmr mornin #🖍️

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cemeterything · 11 months

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i'm not that worried about tumblr becoming unusable just yet but if/when it does die i am going to be genuinely sad because i've found and developed a community on here and have a place where i can be honest and feel like i belong even when there's nowhere and no one else i feel i can turn to, and i've spent so much time on here that it will, for better or for worse, leave a hole (lol) where it once was when i finally have to pack my things and go. even if i archive my blog, it'll be the end of a period of my life that i put a lot of effort into and got a lot of joy out of, and which shaped some of the ways i've grown and changed and discovered myself as a person. even if there are new communities in my future, both online and irl - which i'm sure there will be - i'll still miss the time i spent here and the people i spent that time with.

#🐉#change is inevitable and everything will die one day and im okay with that but its easier to say that #when that end point seems more distant lol

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destinysbounty · 6 months

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As any self-respecting Zane stan, of course I've seen Decoded. And of course I loved the sweet but subtle character moment of him being bashful and awkward when Jay brought up the statue.

For the longest time, I've always interpreted this moment as Zane being his typical humble, bashful self. And while I'm sure that's true to an extent, recent events from Dragons Rising have led me to consider an alternative interpretation.

If I may bring your attention to this quote from DRpt2:

"Zane had impressive shoes to fill. No one could live up to him, maybe not even Zane himself."

I dunno. There's just something about the fact that Zane's own legacy has outgrown him, that he's overshadowed by the memory of his past self, that rather than a testament to the love his friends and community have for him he instead sees the statue as an insurmountable burden he can never hope to live up to...

Which brings me to yet another blink-and-you'll-miss-it moment from the Shadow of Ronin video game (I know it's canon-ness is debatable, but hear me out for a sec)

While everyone is gathered around Nya and speaking to Borg via hologram, Zane is...gone. He's off in the distance, standing at the base of his statue, just...staring at it.

God, and when you add this all up to Zane's Ice Emperor baggage...yeah.

#it does of course lead me to wonder about the scene in s4 #where everyone is trying to rally community support for the war effort #and zane gives his lil speech at the base of his own statue #id like to think zane had simply chosen to speak at the park only to discover 'oh hey weird theres a statue of me'#bc its not like anyone wouldve had the time or consideration to tell him about it considering everything else going on #that moment when youre trying to rally civilians to help you fight an army of snake warriors and you accidentally run into your own memoria #'well one of is is going to have to change :/'#ninjago #destiny post

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dandelion-roots · 5 months

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[ID: a digital redraw of the scene where chuuya shoots dazai in the shoulder. on the top of the drawing is chuuya holding a guy to dazai's head in the red and grey hallways of the prison. on the bottom of the drawing is dazai's pained face. the gunshot is shown stylistically as hectic lines behind his bloody shoulder. over the image is half a quote from goncharov that reads 'if we really were in love you wouldn't have missed.' the signature says dandelion-roots. end ID]

This quote from Goncharov (1973) in relation to soukoku has been haunting me from before I even got to that scene in the anime (the full thing is: Katya- Of course we're in love, that's why I tried to shoot you/ Goncharov- If we really were in love you wouldn't have missed). Violence as a tool for communicating emotions, especially love and hatred, especially love and hatred makes me go feral- how could I not think of the iconic quote that says that katya's miss was a sign of a lack of love/a fake love when chuuya didn't miss? Just... losing it over here.