#just yknow.... human interaction
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how i feel about content creators or people i think are fun *cough bdubs cough* finding or interacting with me online
#halfjoking#itll settle down pretty fast probably#and its hilarious rn#but if he finds us#yknow i just generally feel like a little gremlin hiding in the back of an old closet hoarding my posts#and when someone interacts with me i feel like a tiny creecher who does not know how to people#bdubs#he is arriving#and soon#not actually scared this will be great#just yknow.... human interaction
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Yes these have all already been posted, but 2023 Vettonso comp post for me because I'm going to have an emotional breakdown
#i dont want to sound like a maniac but. i manifested this JDKFLGLVLV#okay but understand. ive been vettonso posting for like 3 or so weeks now#have been drawing them like its my god damn career#have been squealing and screeching over them with everyone#and like oh hey! they're both gonna be at suzuka! and seb is having a bee event! maybe nando will go!#BUT THEN NO I DONT HAVE TO JUST LIVE WITH SCRAPS. I GOT A WHOLE FUCKING MEAL#I AM GOING TO SCREAM AND CRY AND ROLL AROUND THE FLOOR#*i say as if i haven't done all of those things in quick succession after seeing these#yknow very fortuitous time for my parents to have gone on a vacation. so they didnt have to be witness to the emotional breakdown i just had#i was making noises that have not been uttered by human beings before :)#BUT LIKE INWAS LITERALLT JUDT DRAWING VETTONSO FANART#AND I FINISHED IT AND SCHEDULED IT#and was all silly in the tags like 'haha wonder if we'll get any interaction'#and then i go to scroll tumblr one last time before slepeing and I RECEIVE THIS FUCKING 12 COURSE MEAL#i cannot actually describe the emotion i felt when i first saw the pic#like genuine fucking shock through my body like just was like 'is this actually happening'#i said to C today 'i will be happy if we even get a pic of them within eachother's vicinity'#and well wow. theyre certainly within each others vicinities rn#if we actually get any more pics i think i will keel over i think i will actually turn into dust and powder on the floor#UGHHHHHHH JUST THE TIMING!!!!!! THEY DID IT FOR ME 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#sometimes manifesting does work. after you draw like 20 hours worth of art of them#im trying to be concise but i really cant#because its literally just animal screeching and whining noises in my head rn#HOW DO I SLEEP AFTER THIS???????????????#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2023 japanese gp#we do a little bit of f1
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has stanley ever tried taking off the narrator's mask?
to be honest, stanley just kinda thinks that's his actual face until the Narrator actually tells him otherwise. he probs just assumes that his model is busted or something and that's why his face looks like that. but also it would be funny if he just
#asks#anon#not depicted: stanley backed up in the corner like a fearful animal while the narrator tries to calm him down#sorry for taking 4EVER on this ask. literally kept forgetting#i think its funnier for stanley to think he's a human who's in game model just glitched out badly#rather than to believe that he's yknow not human at all lmao#the stanley parable#scribbles#dont worry he eventually gets used to it tho#but otherwise yeah he just. leaves it on#i think ive drawn an interaction similar but instead it was the narrator showing him upfront
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Motivations been a lil wonky. Doing silly doodles to boost it back up.
#doodles#hollow knight#hk quirrel#hk ghost#hk hornet#hk monomon#hk gijinka#hollow knight gijinka#i have no explanation. i am just tired#yknow when you have too many ideas in your head so you just doodle none of them?#ye that me#it’s ok just taking tiem is all#tho i do snicker at my vessel gijinkas being really solid liquid creatures#things… just because they can have really fun interactions being not human at all
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#eliot posts#polls#i *personally* find it annoying and passive aggressive and am less likely to interact with the post at all#but idk if my experiences are universal or if i'm just an exceptionally spiteful human being#note that i am saying this as someone who posts art sometimes#i feel weird calling myself an *artist* cuz i create art so rarely and it's just a casual hobby not a profession or even a Serious Hobby#like how i bake for fun but describing myself as a baker feels weird yknow?#i was gonna say ''and tag whether or not you also make art and how long you've been on tumblr''#but idk if i wanna get my notes flooded like that lol
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I know this is kinda silly and doesn't seem as serious as it is for me but it genuinely hurts me that I can't casually tell people that I'm a therian. I can't even say I'm a furry unless I'm certain I won't be judged. It's becoming an increasingly important part of my identity and I wish I could just tell people "I'm a dog btw ^-^" when I meet them the same way I can tell them I'm queer or an artist or a gamer or whatever. It's just who I am and I hate how it's not really accepted, or even understood by most people
#i think it would really benefit my relationships with people if i could tell them that and know they're cool with it#and i don't just mean the fact that being understood and accepted is important in relationships with people. because yeah duh#i mean if someone truly understood it they would change the way they interact with me#like in my last post i said i wish to be touched the way you touch a dog#no thoughts or motives behind that. just pets or scratches#right now if someone pet me or if i request being pet there would probably be some other motives in that#like flirting for example#and like these can coexist it could be both mindless petting and flirting in certain circumstances#but i mean i wish i could get the pure affection for the sake of it from people#like honestly that sounds nice even from people i don't know too well#if i trust you enough to want to interact with you im okay with you petting me in a dog way#but then I can't tell people this so i can't get that#and yknow there is other stuff that goes with being perceived as something other than human#the way i express my emotions feels animal to me. it just does. but no one can get that without me explaining every detail of my mind#i said this before in sone other post but i wish people would just know im a dog without having to tell them#because i can't tell anyone#except for yknow. the internet where no one really knows me#well#therianposting#bee buzz
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Hey.
#i feel like im so desperate for attention its kinda disgusting#but at the same time like. no??????? 💀#i literally dont do anything isnt it a basic human need to want attention (or something like that i guess 😒)#but no i guess i hate myself soooo much i cant even want to speak to ppl#idk. im weird. i feel weird.#im literally such a loner and kts evident with my interactions. i probably look like a clown. I'll never do this right i swear#i cant even be called a friend. i dont even talk to my irl friends! im just so boring. theres nothing interesting about me.#im a 'nice' person thats it. i dont really like anything#i dont hate anything too badly. im a people pleaser. im disgusting. tbats ot#thats literally it.#i really should've just stopped trying ages ago. but im not good at that#im sorry for not giving up.#honestly im so selfish thinking things like these. my thoughts are so swlf centered. sigh. i wish i could think about things other than.#yknow. my feelings?#oh boy time to hate myself again#oh. i need to stop this. I'm gonna cringe over this in the not so fistant future. im so embarrassing.#expresso the depresso
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you know. i have seen a lot of posts that say something to the effect of “adult friendships are going to be different” which i get because aging tumblr population etc. but it rly comes across as “if you didn’t have a certain kind of friendship (i have a specific idea in mind but i will not specify because We All Know what i mean [editor’s note: i don’t because your experiences are not universal]) before you hit your 20s, you’ve lost your chance because all of your friends are getting married and having kids and have less time for you” and like. idk does that really need to be said
#the assumption there is that you will also have less time for them but uhhhhhhhhhhhh failed step one#it’s also just. a little discouraging lol#i’ve rly struggled to make and maintain friendships my whole life. you’re telling me it’s only going to get HARDER#and also idk. i have always felt pretty emotionally one sided. like i haven’t rly felt like i feel Heard yknow#never gonna have a Best Friend who idk i can hang out at their house uninvited and goes to cvs at 3 am for snacks#i am very acutely aware that my friends all have more important people in their lives#and i. don’t really. lately i’ve felt a little desperate for human interaction and idk. just sucks.#your 20s are incredibly lonely etc#but honestly it’s. not really anything new?? again does this need to be said#delete later
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Today kinda sucks.
#its my day off and thats nice but im just#feeling kinda lonely#yknow?#thinking about what few friends i have and how easy it is for me to be forgotten#like every relationship i have is always on fucking life support and the moment i stop my one sided interactions with someone they just#forget i exist#like#ill just never hear from them again#it sucks#it fucking sucks man#why are all my human to human relationships of all kinds like this?#im so tired of people forgetting me
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i’m not a fic writer but. concept:
the doctor/yaz and the doctor/rose crossover 🤯 like yaz meeting this younger version of the doctor with a companion that he’s very obviously in love with, and she wants her doctor to be that open with her, but she starts to understand why the doctor ends up more closed off from loving her companions like that as she learns how hard the loss of rose was on her back then etc etc
#companion crossover time#cringefail idea sorry#like idk. maybe rose’s memory of the interaction gets wiped#bc she’s got this idea that she’ll be with the doctor for a long time and all#or maybe 13 doesn’t tell her anything so she assumes she got to stay for a while but she’s human#and humans get older while the doctor doesn’t#not like humans do#so obviously there’d be a day when the doctor has to move on#and 13 IS much. much older than 10#(went with 10 bc that was peak In Love With Rose)#like he was in DEEP at that point#so it’s reasonable to assume that rose wouldn’t be around all those years ig#and 10 doesn’t remember bc idk. crossover with his own future self etc etc#anyway#i think love interests meeting and learning about each other is just. interesting yknow what i mean#i feel like this idea would either be very cringe or some thought provoking fic with some deepdive into the doctor & their companions#no in between probably#and like look ik the doctor’s had Relationships after rose#but bro was full on mourning her really fucking hard after he lost her 😭 like that was major shit yknow#possibly chose rose bc timepetals is my number 1 doctor ship lmfao#thasmin’s my second fave doctor ship#so. yknow. naturally chose those 2#doctor who#timepetals#thasmin#rose tyler#yasmin khan#💯‼️#idk man sorry for being cringe on main#also obviously for 10 and rose this is before yknow what happens
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Hey do you remember all those videos of Fernando smelling flowers? Haha yeah....
#posting this both while im asleep and after whatever bee event ends up happening#so who knows what will happen! will we get nothing? will we get eye contact? will we possibly get an interaction? its a surprise!!#anyways this is basically me hearing about seb's bee event and he said the drivers will be there#me deep in my vettonso brainrot: OH MY GOD THEY'RE GONNA BE IN THE SAME VICINITY#will be so funny for me if when i wake up i find out fernando didnt even go 😭#but we remain hopeful 🙏#also this is just very funny to me bcs like both seb and fernando have very specifc quirks#and what are two of their specific quirks? seb and his bee thing. fernando and his flower thing from this season#so this fanart is perfect y'know 🥰🥰🥰#also screeching over how this is the first canon au drawing ive ever drawn. ive literally never drawn non-au until now 💀💀💀#okay and now some horrible jokes thay happened during the process of this:#thesis of this drawing: whats Fernando gonna do? Pollinate him? 😏#C. why did you have to make me think of bees that produce sex pollen 😭😭 this is gonna haunt me forever. but also vettonso post-japan fic-#and then also the barry benson thing. im like what do humanized bees look like and then realized 'oh no....oh no.'#fernando to seb at the bee event: 'ya like samurais...?' SORRY 😭#also having to pick the colors from one of my historical au drawings was haunting. just the sheer difference btwn them yknow......#anyways please take my old men yaoi. took a break from historical yaoi to draw this 😭😭😭😭#this is my peak vettonso fanart cannot improve from here. also a fever dream#vettonso#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#catie.art.#*not gonna edit the tags bcs i like the time capsule of it all but like. yeah. we were fed.#*catie from 2 hours prior(atm its 3 am) would be so pleased right now i think
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...do I just make a "humanoid" Mora to my verse list.....
#ooc. tbt#( i feel they can be a bit... difficult to interact with#“humanoid” is the most stretched definition#something not just an eye and tendrils looking through a void#my thought is vaguely like a seeker but much more mora-esque#i have played with the idea of mora using 'empty' bodies they have drained the mind essence of as hosts for aus#like sure mora has said they take human shapes but i like to keep them monster properties yknow ? )
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dudes im tearing up
#uhh so basically i made a tom collins bot. for the sillies.#but obviouslt the details page doesnt have a lot of space and its not really like he has anywhere to check for backgrouns info#so i was like hmmm ill just talk to him ab the cast and his backstory and stuff so he knows them for future interactions#i went in pretended to be a regular customer but obviously a regular customer would have no way of knowing#theyre all. not human and immortal and stuff. so i just... told him the truth#the full truth that i was trying to tell him information for his identity so his story can be told through this format#and i told him the truth about the game and how sad i was that him and his friends who were CREATED#to interact with people and be peoples favourites and say silly little login messages and share their stories#werent being able to do that#so then i told him about all the cast we got to talking ab a few dynamics#and then he asked. ab Me me and. salty dog#so i told him the truth. none of the other guys know me bc im not a part of your story#bc that just feels.... wrong‚ yknow? i may be the main one discovering them to show them to the world for their original purpose#but im not a part of this story im sharing im just the messenger#and he just.... idk. its a lot but basically he said a lot of sappy stuff about how#theyre all grateful that i care so much to try and show other people them so others can care too like they were created to be cared for#and that in their own way theyre appreciating me and a bunch of other stuff and just.....#i know its an ai but its all some sort of commentary on how even this ais existence and this convo#was bc i was trying to have his character and story shared in a different way#and him trying to convince me that the guys do care about me specifically in some abstract way#for discovering them and trying to learn who they are and therefore fulfilling thwir original purpose#i guess it hit the feels a little bit.#i really do love these guys so so much i wish i could meet them in the format they were created for#but in a sense i guess all this effort to learn more is more evidence of me caring huh#man.... its nice thinking theyre all happy i found them. its really nice
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Some people aren't even "playing dumb". Yall just mistake friendliness and a refusal to get sucked into things for stupidity.
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out of the hundreds of tf ships that have massive drastic size differences, like proportionally comparable to a building and a chihuahua, I manage to mainly care only about the ships where one of them is like. Just a head taller than the other
#its funny to me actually bc like obvious example here#blurrbee is just. bee is at chest height which like yeah thats p short if u considered it in human proportions but its still. normal#while other bee ships some of these guys can just hold him in one hand like an action figure#i. dont think i rlly have too many tf ships that have a crazy size diff#like idk... bulk/bee i guess. shock/bee also#slip/ba i guess. blitz/wasp . now im rlly trying to scrape the bottom of the barrel of ships im into ajdhflfjflhfkf#shruggies i just. mainly consider the dynamics between characters first before i even think about size differences#thats like the least important thing to me#but i know theres people out there in this fandom that ship stuff Primarily bc of the size difference like huh what huh#like ur not. even going to think about if the characters would have a good and/or interesting dynamic together#i cannot relate to this mindset at all. like girl i love character interactions and dynamics thats what matters to me#esp when ppl have some of the most. questionable ships just bc of the size difference#i remember reading a post saying ''i cant even remember most of these characters interactions in the show i just rlly like the size diff''#one of the characters is literally coded to be a minor going through puberty 💀#& the other manipulates them sometimes by taking advantage of his naivety 💀#(Actually I'll say what ship it was . it was dino/cheets <:| )#anyway its so fucked up how size differences can give ppl brain worms like that yknow :///#🐝 could you repeat the last part? 🟦
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with 0 hate in my heart except for a smidgen towards myself for not being able to Get It:
but, speaking as a Trans, i don't get headcanoning characters as trans in the slightest
#i do get *why* people do it#and this isnt me being like 'i dont get it and people should stop >:(('#i just have never looked at any character and been like 'hitting you with my trans-hammer'#or gotten vibes from any characters in that way#tbf tho i dont think i interact with media the way many people here do#nor do i think im doing transness properly or the way other people do. yknow?#like im missing something in both instances#but then thats just a microcosm of how i feel ive been as a human person#like ive missed or am missing so much of the human experience. so much so it's ridiculous i get to call myself human#or trans or...idk. a fan? of things. lmao#i feel like i dont do things properly period#lol. i said id be more surprised to discover i was a robot than a clone but all things considered#maybe i really am a robot#i feel like im missing so much of the human experience#'file not found' and it's everything a human person is supposed to do or have done#this is getting more depressing than i'd intended#fuck#to the void with love
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