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thornrings · 1 year
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kind of low effort rain world doodles from andrew cunningham's stream tonight ! if anyone else was there hiii :-)
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ban-joey · 11 months
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sending laser beams to my professor with my mind. kenneth you said midterm grades would b up by this afternoon. it is officially TONIGHT and guess what? kenneth i would love to not be clenching my teeth in my sleep tonight. kenneth i will be sending you a bill in the mail. yes i know its probably a TAs responsibility but i blame you personally. i hate school
#i dont im having a lot of fun (genuinely) but it is often pretty stressful#did find out there are a few folks adjacent to my program doing zoonoses & climate change research so im very excited to chat w them next w#possibly directing my thesis towards one health. social epi gradually becoming less interesting#plus i think my strengths do lie in applying epi to biological concepts so. one health works there#my brain continually trying to get back to lyme disease :( sometimes i really do miss the east coast tbh!#not lying actually i think the number one thing i miss is the amt of vector borne disease research LMFAO#i do unfortunately kind of have a crush on a classmate so that's fine but whatever. grad school. men are nice to me and i lose my mind ig#need to go make out w a hot trans person i think that would solve my problems rn#but also it's nice to be so excited about someone deciding to sit next to me in every class :)#like wow how isolated have i been the last 3 years to be so delighted by like. active signs i have Officially Made Friends.#even if he does live like a block away from my dad and jokes every goddamn day like 'so i saw your dad yesterday' no you DIDNT shut UP#idk yesterday he sat right next to me in a class he usually sits w other people in and it sort of sent my brain off the edge and now im jus#yeah. sitting with this one. it's fine like it's normal. but wowie i do think it's my first time having a Big Ol Crush since (redacted)#a little scary for my animal brain i think but it's okay!#im 25 in like 3 ish weeks and i still get embarrassed about this stuff somehow? stupid.#he's just really nice and always really fun to talk to! i think i had to officially Sit With Myself today bc epi is doing a holiday party#and there's a baking contest and we were talking abt it in class and i was indecisive abt whether i want to participate#and he like fully cut me off and was like oh you should bake something so i can have some :)#and. well fuck now i have to lmao. IM SO EASY IT'S SO EMBARRASSING#good evening everyone. guess this is my journal now. anyway ken rice you owe me twenty dollars and i aim to COLLECT
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arolesbianism · 6 months
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Tiphereth suppression finally complete babeyyyy
#rat rambles#lisa my beloved <3#her brother also exists ig.#I did it first try too which honestly is a relief it took forever idk how many times I could handle doing all that#which also means that the other two are now ready for their core suppressions which is both exiting and scary#exciting because it means that I can tell alruine to fuck off#scary because red mist boss fight 😔#I have no idea what to expect but tbh I rly cant be any more prepared than I already am#I have all the aleph gear not counting apocalypse bird and white night gear#and I have all the waw gear except for the one waw I havent gotten yet#in fact there's only 4 abnos I havent gotten yet I think and two of those are toold#I might stall a bit by memory repositing until I get those out of the way but I also might not idk#what I am starting to have to think abt tho is the two side bosses I previously mentioned#I do think apocalypse bird might be doable for me rn but white knight is a more tricky story#mostly because quite frankly I dont have 12 employees available to sacrifice to start the fight#I can obviously just make some new throaway guys but still#now setting up apocalypse bird would also be annoying since I currently only have judgement bird in my facility#rly Im just not sure which of my guys can or cant handle either boss#cause I do need the manpower but I also just am not confident that most of the gear my guys have will do them much good#now one thing that may be kind of pointless but I still wanna do is get silent orchestras ego gift on one of my guys#because god damn is that a powerful buff even if white damage isnt that common outside of anbno breaches#it would be fun in the sense that thatd make my girl able to solo any abnos that deal white damage#again its good dont get me wrong its just definitely smth that isnt as widly applicable as youd think#but yeah ideally I dont wanna do another day one reset and I rly do think this could be the run#the only reason I reset my first one rly was because I had gotten bored grinding for gear and also just wanted to finish my abno info#collection easier since there was a shit load of low level abnos I was missing#now the only ''''low level'''' abno Im missing is plague doctor for well. obvious reasons.#so yeah I should be pretty good and done with my info gathering within a session or two#tbh I dont even know what the wellfare meltdown looks like but Im much less scared of it than the boss fights I have up ahead#stinky b is also going to be tricky but Im hoping it wont be too bad
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sureuncertainty · 1 year
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love when i make myself so anxious i'm panicky and can't breathe and then can't tell if i can't breathe bc of covid or bc of my anxiety :)
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Scary Dog Privilege w/ Ghost
PART 2
Tags: civilian!reader, gn!reader, mostly fluff, suggestive at the end, GuardDog!Ghost x Handler!Reader, smug!Ghost. Reader is careful of Ghost's boundaries. Ghost's "outburst" (no idea how to call it tbh) is based on how @valiants drew them here and there. I just love this depiction so much, it's too relatable. 1.3k words.
Part 1.
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“You really need to stop terrorizing the new recruits.”
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Heaving a sigh, you glower at the shiny plaque adorning the mahogany desk you’re sitting at.
Cpt. John Price.
The aforenamed is away for a week, something about a higher-ups seminar. Left you in charge and, when you started to heft some heavy cardboards full of paperwork, he suggested you take his office too. It wasn’t conventional by any means, but what John Price wants, John Price gets.
You imagined that being the big boss would be fun.
You didn't expect his men to be… such a hassle.
Soap could not go one day without getting involved in a fight.
Gaz was sweet as pie to your face, only to use your own gratefulness against you later when he wanted something.
And Ghost. Oh, Ghost. From the very start, he had been playing with you like a cat plays with his food. Acting like your right-hand man. Always by your side, dutiful shadow. His relentless stare was like a torch against the nape of your neck, like the tangible weight of gloved hands on your shoulders. Following instructions but always with a snarky reply, and a smirk on his lips that you could guess behind the mask simply by the look in his eyes. Not mentioning the times you were alone together and he'd stop covering the bottom of his face. Made it easier to drink — tea but also bourbon —, to smoke, to tempt you with his scarred lips—
You shake your head in an attempt to refocus.
Your concentration doesn't last a mere minute that it's already shattered by the slam of a door.
A familiar slam and a familiar door, if that is even possible.
One of your men is acting out again.
You slip through the group massed in front of the room you need to access, ignoring their warnings and brushing off their attempts to make you turn back.
Knocking three times in rapid succession so he knows it's you, you glide in wordlessly, taking care to lock the door behind you so there won't be any interruption. You lean your back against it, taking a moment to assess the situation.
Your eyes linger on the knife lodged into the table before fixing upon the sizable being sitten nearby. Bending at the waist under an invisible force, his elbows rest on his knees while his fingers clutch the part of his mask that covers the back of his head. One word immediately comes to mind— overwhelmed.
His back is turned on you. You can almost distinguish the dark aura he exudes, an inky blackness that matches his t-shirt and his gloves.
You pull away from the door and join him, absently noticing that your steps are loud enough for him to locate you— force of habit.
“Ghost?”
A metaphorical outstretched hand.
Silence.
Stopping behind his back, you instinctively raise a tentative hand— to ensure his attention? To provide comfort?— before halting halfway, reconsidering. Pulling it back, you opt for a verbal approach instead.
“You really need to stop terrorizing the new recruits.”
You can’t help the fond, amused smile that stretches your lips as you say it.
Silence, still.
It doesn't deter you. After all, you’re no stranger to the need to drop verbal communication in favor of onomatopoeias or hand motions.
Nevermind that, you can fill the silence with retelling of your day.
As the quiet remains your only interlocutor for the third time in a row, you decide to cut your losses, at least for today. You’re unsure whether Ghost's in a mood where he'd rather stay alone, or one where he'd appreciate company but only the silent kind. Eyeing the knife again, you reckon it must be the former.
But as you turn around to leave, a pair of arms circle your waist, putting a swift end to your exit. The sudden embrace causes you to sway a bit, nonetheless you keep your cool.
“Changed your mind?”
A light gibe, essentially harmless, but provocating enough to prompt an answer.
He replies with a muffled groan, before pulling you closer and pressing his face into the small of your back. The contact, admittedly unexpected, but not unwelcome, sends shivers down your spine.
“That's certainly an… interesting position,” is all you find to say, picturing the expression someone would make if they were to stumble upon you two.
Twisting around a bit, you manage to see half of him, and use the view to reach back and pat his head. You quickly come to the conclusion that you’re stuck there for a while, same as if a pet cheetah nominated your lap for its nap.
A few moments later, a minute or an eternity, you end up chuckling to yourself. There's a grumble in your shirt, and it takes a second or two for you to comprehend that the grumble is actually words.
“What's so funny?”
You sigh pensively.
“Was thinking about the recruits you scared. They were shaking in their boots when I got here, you'd think they've seen worse than a ghost. But the most formidable thing here is a cuddle monster.”
The limbs around your torso release you unpromptedly, and as you pivot to face the lieutenant, he only has one step to take to corner you against a wall.
“S'that so?”
The sarcasm in his tone is familiar, yet you fail to see what he's getting at.
“... yeah?”
You don’t try to hide the interrogation in your voice; you want your confusion to be known.
He props one forearm on the wall, right by your head, and leans closer to murmur huskily:
“Do I scare you?”
You bite your lower lip not to laugh, his antics evoking some sort of dark, tortured protagonist. Yet, you'd be lying if you pretended this little display was leaving you indifferent.
Hell, you wish you were scared, because then you wouldn’t long to reduce the distance between your two bodies, already scandalously limited.
Wavering about your reply, you ultimately select the truth.
“Not anymore.”
You swear you can make out the corners of his mouth rise behind the mask.
“Good,” he appraises, laconic as ever.
Stricken by a timidity as sudden as it is intense, you start to ramble nervously, avoiding his intense stare.
“No but, for real, you'd laugh too if you'd seen their faces. They were so worried, imploring me not to go. It's like they were convinced you'd eat me alive.”
“Could be arranged.”
The suggestive line has the merit to make you stop dead in your tracks. His insufferable confidence fills you with irritation and arousal yet again.
You can’t let him win this one, you categorically refuse to let him have the last word. So you bring your face even closer to his and purrs:
“It's such a shame you’re wearing a mask, otherwise I would have already shoved my tongue down your—”
He rips off the bottom part of his mask with such haste that it would be comical if you weren't busy being squished between him and the wall the next second. He presses you against the stone the same way he presses his lips against yours— insistent, warm.
Once again, his hands settle on your hips like they belong here, and his thumbs slip under the cloth to stroke your hipbones.
His newfound urgency is the antipodes of the restraint he manifested until now, leaving you short of breath.
A call of your name pulls you apart, but barely, noses almost brushing. You shoot a look at the door just to see the handle lowers in vain. Letting out an amused and relieved scoff, you rest your forehead against Ghost's torso, thanking yourself for locking.
The voice persists, asking if everything's okay. You raise your head but, as you open your mouth to answer, Simon silently orders you to stay quiet with a forefinger across his lips. You frown and mouth silently— no, YOU shut up— before hollering to be heard.
“All good, thanks!”
Obviously, answering is a much better solution than a suspicious silence. Yet Ghost doesn't seem to share that opinion, as he stares at you unimpressed, but you kiss him before he can make any disagreeable comment.
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melswifeasf · 8 months
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Safest in your arms pt 10
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Pairing: Georgia Miller x fem!oc
Summary: fall fest was supposed to be a fun activity for Samantha but it turned into nothing but a huge disappointment.
Warnings: (18+) MDNI, cursing, age gap relationship (18 and 30) grooming.
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HALLOWEEN WAS THE BEST time of the year which all six friends could account for. they could dress slutty, get drunk and go to parties the whole weekend. it wasn't until their sophomore year they ditched the whole 'binge scary movies and stuff their faces with candy' deal and started going out instead. they had wanted to go to a party that night but none of them had planned a costume and Ellen had said she preferred her daughter to just go out on Saturday instead. Samantha didn't push it, it wasn't like her to do so.
the group of friends were in Matthews like most weekends. they were all sitting on the couch except for Natalie and Oliver who were on the floor like they had been last time they were there the last they were there. it was almost midnight and she thought by now she would be with a certain blonde but her friends were very persistent on her staying and she couldn't say no. even then that didn't stop her from texting her.
🍑 : are you gonna be at the festival
tomorrow?
S: prob? depends on if my friends
are going
S: are you?
🍑: i have to since Paul is running for
mayor again, he needs everyone in
the office with him.
S: does this mean Georgia Miller is
going to dress up?
🍑: i have to do that?
S: ofc you do, ur in the Mayors office
you kind of don't have a choice
🍑: does that mean your dressing up?
S: for the festival? no lmao.
S: i prob will later though, i think we're
going to some party
🍑: will i be able to see your costume?
S: i'll send pics;)
🍑: i'll be looking forward to it
🍑: what will your costume be?
S: idk tbh, we're all dressing up together
but they can't decide on what it should
whilst she waited for a response from the blonde she put her phone face down in her lap and turned her head to look at her friends. she was laying her head on Jades lap, her hair was being played with softly. Nia had Samanthas legs on her lap and Matthew was sitting beside the brunette with a respectable space between them. it was understandable that they wanted to keep things between them under wraps, especially considering they were still taking things slow and Oliver was overly protective when it came to Nia and her love life. she only ever had one boyfriend during her Junior year but it only last six months because Oliver would always try and scoot himself in between them. it wasn't fair, Nia never did that with him and Nat.
"i think we should go as nuns" Matthew said and looked up from his phone. they all laughed.
"the day i see you in a nun outfit will probably be the day that i die." Jade said with a chuckle.
"you putting that on would be an insult to nuns and i'm not even religious like that," Natalie said.
Matthew rolled his eyes, "okay i get it, i like sex." he shrugged. Samantha wondered if he was actually offended or if he was just acting like that because he always did. a part of her would believe he was offended, especially since the girl he currently had a thing with was sitting right beside him and listening to everything. although that shouldn't matter, Nia knew who Matthew was since the day they met and it's not like all of that knowledge would disappear now that they were figuring things out.
"more like you get around." Jade mumbled with a small chuckle making the girl in her lap slap her arm softly in warning.
"what about the avengers?" she proposed, trying her best to differ the conversation from him and to something else. "there's six of them so the numbers check out" she continued.
Oliver scrunched his nose, "i don't think any of us want to be hulk"
"or hawkeye" Nia mumbled.
Samantha sighed, "okay. any other ideas?" they had been going at it for a while now and it was starting to annoy everyone in the room. it was just hard, none of them wanted to pick something basic but there weren't that many group costumes, especially with six.
"we could all just wear purge masks" Natalie shrugged making both Samantha and Nia grimace.
"ew that's like super 2019. that is the most boring shit ever" she said shaking her head. Natalie sighed.
"okay then i don't know"
the room fell silent once more as they thought about more ideas. Matthew was on his phone searching for ideas but he seemed to be coming up with the same things over and over.
"what about toy story" Nia said making the raven girl point at her in agreement.
"i can be barbie. she's hot" she said earning a small smile from Jade.
"true." she agreed.
"holy shit," Oliver muttered making them all look at him in confusion. "Matthew and i could be Kens and you girls could be barbie." he proposed with a huge smile. that didn't sound like a bad idea at all, she doubted anyone else would think of doing that. it just surprised her that Oliver was the one to think about that over everyone else. she'd expect that from Nia or maybe even Jade but Oliver? that was something she never saw coming.
"why are you actually kind of a genius" Nia said matching her brothers grin.
"i think i'm more of a raquel though," Jade said, her lips twisted to the side as she was looking at the space in front of her in thought.
"i totally see that" Natalie nodded then gasped as she looked down at her boyfriend in excitement. "we could be Ken and Barbie from the Toy Story movie." she said happily.
Oliver's grin grew wider, "you're a genius babe" he said and the blonde shrugged sheepishly before she leaned down to press a soft kiss on the boys lips.
"i'll be howdy Ken," Matthew said, his lip curling into a smirk.
"valid, valid." Samantha nodded, "i never thought i'd see you in a cowboy costume and honestly i love that for you"
Nia frowned, "but then what would i be? i don't want to be in some horrid 80's work out jumpsuits" she said sadly.
"you could match with me" Matthew offered, his smirk gone and replaced with a small smile that everyone else in the room messed but Nia couldn't.
"yeah, you guys would look great." Natalie said to try and encourage her friend. they really needed to come to a conclusion so they could get the costumes the next morning.
"that just leaves you," Jade said looking down at Samantha.
"i'll be og barbie. you know, with the pink dress? god i'm gonna look so hot" she sighed out a bit dreamily causing them all to laugh.
"i sometimes forget how obsessed you are with yourself," Natalie chuckled.
"whatever, it's called self love." Samantha bit back and threw up her middle finger at everyone in the room.
they all started to talk about what they needed to buy which wasn't much since most of them already had clothes that could go with it. the only person who didn't was Natalie and Oliver because he needed a hawaiian shirt. Samantha figured her dad would have one though she offered to try and look for one for him. Samantha would just wear a pink dress that she already had and wear glittery eyeshadow along with pink heels to really seal the deal.
Samantha didn't feel her phone vibrate any more meaning Georgia hadn't texted her back. she tried not to overthink it, the blonde was probably asleep by now. it's not that she needed to talk to Georgia every minute of the day but the blonde had been a bit distant since the morning and she wondered if she did something wrong. the day that they hooked up Samantha and her stayed up another hour before the blonde grew tired and fell asleep, as soon as she did Samantha snuck out through the balcony. it was thankfully still slightly dark outside, the sun had just began to rise so it wasn't completely light outside. things were fine even the morning after, their dynamic didn't change but she was starting to wonder if the blonde had just now started to regret it, the reality of it all finally sinking in. the thought alone made her stomach hurt.
now that she knew what being with Georgia was like, life before her seemed so boring. nothing compared to the night they shared, the chemistry, the passion and overall it was just so fucking hot and every time she thought about it a light shade of pink would cross her features. her overthinking was cut short by Jade who locked her phone and threw it on the empty spot beside her.
"guess what i heard," she said a small smirk playing at her lips. everyone stopped to look at the girl, each of them just as confused, including Samantha who was looking at her with furrowed brows.
"what?" Oliver chuckled.
Jade looked down at Samantha, "Sophie Sanchez and your sister are talking." she said, her smirk never leaving.
"holy shit, are you for real?" Matthew laughed in slight amazement. Samantha didn't say anything as she waited for Jade to respond to him. there was no way Max was talking to someone - specifically someone she knew and wouldn't tell her. the thought alone hurt her feelings more than she thought it would.
Jade nodded, "yeah. i heard it from Kate. i think she even invited her to some party Brodie's throwing." she laughed and anyone who had common sense knew she was making fun of Max.
the raven haired girl didn't even care to comment on that. all she could think about was the fact that her sister was talking to someone and she didn't bother to loop her in. maybe she was a hypocrite considering she didn't tell the girl about her ex girlfriend but that was different, she couldn't tell Maxine because she knew it would ruin a lot of friendships and she didn't think it was fair for that to happen when all she wanted to do was to be happy. Maxine didn't have that problem, it's not like Samantha would get mad if she talked to Sophie. she just wished she was important enough in Maxs life to have been in the circle. maybe she was a shittier sister than she thought she was.
the girls mood had drastically changed and the only person who seemed to notice was Nia who began to rake her fingers through the girls hair. "you okay?" she asked softly, her eyebrows furrowed in worry.
Samantha shook her head as she tried to form a smile, "yeah." she whispered.
both of them knew she was lying.
the next day the group of friends all rode together to the festival. they had all gotten everything they needed for their costume and there was a while until they needed to get ready so they decided why not go. Natalie Oliver were still parking the car seeing as there wasn't any empty parking spaces so they dropped the four friends off before driving off to try and find a space. as soon as Nia and Jade saw that there was fresh apple cider they each broke away from Matthew and Samantha leaving them on their own. they were each waiting for the two girls near the face painting station where Samantha could clearly see her sister and her friends.
what she had heard yesterday was still fresh in her heart and seeing her sister only made it sting even more. she never thought she would be left in the shadows of her sisters life and yet here she was.
she wasn't the only one overthinking though. Matthew glanced at the shorter girl briefly, his heart was beating faster than usual which he had never felt before. why was he nervous? he only felt like this before games. he sighed, "can i ask you something?" he spoke up breaking Samanthas stare in her sisters direction and directing her sight toward him.
she had an idea of what he would be asking but nodded regardless, "what's up?"
"has Nia told you anything.. about us lately?" he asked a bit hesitantly, he paused to try and get the words out without seeming too n invested.
Samantha shook her head, "about what?" she asked feigning confusion. she didn't want to throw her friends under the bus like that, especially not with the literal guy she was crushing on.
Matthew looked at her with 'seriously' look on his face. "you're her best friend and she hasn't said anything? i don't believe you" he said and crossed his arms against his chest.
the raven girl rolled her eyes, "if you already knew the answer then why'd you ask."
Matthew shrugged, "i want you to be honest."
"she has."
"what did she say?" he quickly responded.
Samantha looked at him with raised brows, not at all used to seeing him this desperate. "just that you guys talked during Sophomore sleepover." she said honestly. they hadn't really spoken since and she assumed it was because they were taking things slow.
Matthew nodded, his face turning so he was looking in front of him and not directly at the shorter girl. "that's it?"
"did you want her to tell me something else?"
he shook his head. "i just.. i know she likes me and all but i don't know if she would want to actually go on a date with me." he said scratching the back of his neck nervously.
Samantha's expression softened, she now understood that it wasn't just one of his usual conquest, he actually care for Nia. "i think she'd say yes"
"really?" he asked his head snapped back toward the girl. she nodded with a gentle smile.
"yeah."
the boy couldn't contain his smile so he turned back around, "okay" he confirmed. neither of them could continue their conversation considering the sole topic of it was walking toward them with a cup in hand. she was laughing at something Jade had said and Samantha didn't miss the way the boys eyes shinned at the sight. she loved them together.
the brunette and Jade approached them, each holding a cup of cider. "want some?" Nia offered Samantha as she held her cup out but Samantha shook her head.
"im good. thanks though." she said earning a smile from the brunette as she went back to talking with Jade.
soon enough Oliver and Natalie were walking toward them hand in hand, once they were caught up with the group they walked around a bit to see what they could do. there were some activities which they participated in which really just means Oliver and Matthew would compete with one another. they spent half an hour carving a pumpkin which both looked equally as bad, none of them had the heart to tell them that though. that thankfully didn't last long since they all went toward the stage when they heard Paul begin to announce who had won the decoration competition. they all knew who the winner was even before so it was really pointless.
Samantha could see Georgia up on the stage, their eyes met for a second, each of them sharing a smile before the blonde turned to talk to her coworker. the six teens were in the crowd, half of them whispering to each other whilst Nia and Matthew were watching Samantha and the blonde exchange small glances.
"bootylicious really takes the whole costume thing seriously." Matthew said with a small smirk knowing the name he called her would annoy her.
he was right, the raven girl rolled her eyes at him. "shut up" she mumbled making both Nia and Matthew glance at one another in amusement. she looked so hopelessly in love and yet couldn't see that herself.
"best window decoration," Paul announced, a small card being pointed at him so he could read off of it. he was wearing a suit that was unbuttoned to reveal a super man costume, he was even wearing a black wig and glasses to complete the look. "goes to.. Liz Chavez" he finished earning an applause from the crowd. they watched as a trophy was brought up to Paul before her gave it away to the winner. "winner of best apple pie," Cynthia which isn't a surprise at all. "to the surprise of no one, goes to Cynthia Fuller." as they all expected. everyone began to clap once more but neither Samantha nor her friends did.
"bitch," Jade muttered under her breath making them all laugh.
"careful, the witch might hear." Matthew quickly whispered before turning back toward the front so they could watch the red head take a picture with the mayor. Samantha saw the small and cold interaction between her and Georgia when she grabbed the trophy from the blondes hand. that made a smile form on her lips, she loved that about Georgia. the camera snapped a quick picture and the redhead pulled away from the mayor and behind him on the stage.
"and now a very exciting announcement from the mayors office. we are going to be renovating the Wellsbury public library." cheers erupted from the crowd once more, even from the six teens who were glad they were finally going to do something different in the town.
not everyone had the same reaction though, Cynthia walked back up toward the front of the stage clearly upset with what she had just heard. "but the library is one of the most historic buildings." she said.
"exactly. this is why it deserves upkeep." Paul nodded. "we're gonna be adding a third floor. we are going—"
he was quickly interrupted by the red head who sounded even more upset, "upkeep? sounds like your plan is to depreciate a beloved landmark." she said in a condescending tone then reached over to snatch the mic causing it to make a slight squeaking sound making everyone cringe.
"fuck." Samantha muttered knowing whatever was going down wouldn't be good.
"what Wellsbury deserves is a mayor with a vested interest in preserving that standards in this town. i mean, first the drugs, now the library. where does it stop?" she said. cameras were snapping pictures repeatedly, each of them wanting the hot new story for the day.
"bitch needs to get laid," Nia joked earnings snickers from the group.
"someone get her a broom so she can fly away." Oliver added making his girlfriend shove him softly, not able to contain her amusement at his words.
"green gardens actually allowed us to have a surplus that far exceeds—"
"i saw Mayor Randolph last night on a date." she interrupted him, talking louder to drown his words out. murmurs erupted in the crowd causing her to nod, "yes. with his assistant" she confessed pointing at the blonde in accusation.
the crowd fell silent at her words just like Samantha felt her stomach drop, her before amused expression replaced with a blank expression. the three oblivious teens began to whisper their surprise whilst Nia and Matthew looked at their friend worriedly. they glanced at one another, each of them trying to have a silent conversation so try and figure out what to do.
Samantha's eyes locked with Georgia who looked nothing short of regretful but she quickly looked away, turning her attention to Paul making that horrible feeling in the pit of her stomach intensify. this was why she had been super distant they day before. she probably couldn't find the balls to tell her that she wanted to end things then. it shouldn't even matter, they aren't even together but that didn't take away the absolute pain she was feeling in her chest. was this what all of her one night stands felt when she didn't talk to them anymore? was this her karma?
she chuckled softly, her head shaking in disbelief. she felt stupid for ever thinking her and Georgia could be anything but a simple fuck.
"let's go." she said dryly, not even turning to look at her friends as she began to walk away from the crowd. not even Cynthia making a skeptical of herself could make her feel better and all she wanted was to get that horrible feeling out of her body and never have to talk to Georgia again. the pettiness of her words didn't matter to her, she didn't care that it had only been two months since they met, or that they only had sex once and that they never agreed to be exclusive. it was the fact that Georgia didn't tell her, the fact that she kept her in the dark and even texted her asking if she would be able to see her after she went to the halloween party because Ginny would be out til late. did she think she could just keep her little date a secret?
no, fuck her.
none of them questioned her as they walked to Oliver's car, at least not until they were actually in it. "why'd we leave? i wanted to get my face painted." Oliver said when he began to pull out of the parking space. his words earned him a slap in the back of his head from his sister who was sitting directly in the seat beside him.
"ouch, what the fuck?" he said his hand rubbing the impact to try and soothe the pain. Nia shot her brother a look through the rear view mirror which cause him to shut up a second later. Samantha wasn't paying attention to Jade and Natalie who looked extremely confused by the whole situation.
thankfully Matthew was the one who solved the problem which meant more to Samantha then she could ever really express. "Sam was having an attack." he lied. well, it wasn't a complete lie, she was having a sort of anxiety attack but it didn't have to do with the crowd around her.
"are you okay?" Jade asked quickly after, she turned her head to look at her friend with worried eyes.
Samantha nodded softly, "i'm good. i just didnt take my meds today." which also wasn't a lie. since she stayed the night at Matthews she didn't have her pills. she was planning on taking them before going to the party since she wasn't planning on drinking, the idea of driving to Georgias house drunk was incredibly irresponsible but that wasn't the case anymore and she was starting to regret it. in fact the only thing that could make her feel better at this point would be blacking out so she didn't have to think about her shitty love life. funny how she went from not having one just a month ago and now it was more complicated than ever.
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yuyanwrites · 1 year
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SO UH... i dont remember i have seen it before but SHIDOU, ISAGI AND KAISER WITH THEIR GYARU GF HEADCANONS?? if you dont want to do, PLS IGNORE- have a nice day!
Blue lock boys with gyaru gf
Requests are open!
A/n: I GENUINELY HAD TO GOOGLE THIS STYLE BUT ITS LITTERALY SO COOL OK ONTO THE HEADCANONS!! ENJOY!
Shidou
Honestly
He basically has that style 😭
The first thing I thought of when I saw the style was him lmao
Matching outfits!!!
He'd love to dress up with you and it'd be so chaotic and fun
I think he'd definitely do your hair and makeup and it's always so random
He'll pick some random colours for your makeup and it always works???
I mean have you seen his eyeliner??? The skill my shaky hands could never
I think he'd like you to do his makeup too
Ooh bleaching each other's hair would be a very fun activity you two do together
Although kinda scary
You see if you trust him with you hair or not
Him with a gyaru gf just equals chaotic matching outfits and very random hairdos
Kaiser
He likes how bold you are with your style
Another one who would do your makeup
I mean what is with these guys and their incredible eyeliner
Your style definitely hurt his ego a bit 😭
Because you're outshining him and he gets all upset if he's not the centre of attention (go girl put him in his place!)
Especially if you wear very bright colours like neon pink and green instead of maybe black or something like that
Hehe but I think he secretly enjoys have you outshine him
Probably brags about how cool you are tbh
100% has you do private fashion shows for him
He loves your style and loves you <3
Also he's definitely spend all his money on your outfits but anyways( ^ν^)
He gonna go bankrupt one day
Isagi
Aww the little cutie ok let's go
I think he'd be absolutely amazed at the way you dress
Like Japanese school dress codes can be kind of strict so seeing you do you hair and makeup out of the norm at school
He loves it!
Alternatively if you tone down your hair and makeup to fit the dress code
Seeing you outside of school maybe with your friends or hanging out with him for the first time
He was stunned at how you dress
It's bold and confident and got to see you in your full glory (he's so cute <3)
Unlike the other two I think he wouldn't know how to do your makeup
He'd be so nervous about messing up so Instead he watches you do it
Take him shopping with you!
I think he'd definitely like to see you put all your outfits together
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serendippertyy · 8 months
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Your artstyle is absolutely delicious!!
I was wondering if you had any thoughts on how a Muriel and Beelzebub interaction would go!! :3
aaa so sorry for the ultra late response I have so many things I wanna draw and I get carried away haha
I have a whole post-s2 world goin on in my head that may not make too much logical sense but hey I'm having fun let these poor characters be sillies lol
but to simplifyyy
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i do think that once gabriel and beezlebub run off together, they do kinda keep to their own, but the occasional pop in isn't unheard of. that's why muriel has been warned by crowley to avoid the former demon lord at all costs!
and muriel is sure to be careful about running into them- after all muriel is one of the lowest ranking angels, and beez was THE lord of hell, they're basically predator and prey in muriel's eyes!!
but of course beez wants to pop in to check on the bookshop (they're pretty fond of aziraphale after he went out of his way to protect gabriel) only to find that he has left a measly 37th order scrivener in his place!
although it makes sense that he left someone who specializes in note taking and documentation in charge, wherever he went, beelzebub can't help but find it amusing.
despite that, bee is learning how to be more kind, so they aren't being scary on purpose, but you can't blame muriel for being on guard when beelzebub is in the process of shedding their earth form and is showing off their giant gnashers like they just want to eat the poor angel whole!!
turns out they were just here to pop in and say hello, and that they'll be off now (where they will promptly begin making up theories about the sudden disappearance of aziraphale with gabriel)
🪰🪰🪰🪰
long story short, I love to think of muriel and beelzebub as friends tbh, I think we totally missed out on a muriel/jim interaction and I think it would be so fun if all three of them got along! I also have many hcs about muriel that justifies this but I don't want this post to be too lengthy!😅
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The gang + Tim & Curly dealing with a dark feminine lady who is oblivious to the fact she’s so seductive
<3
Ofccccc pookie
Ponyboy Curtis
-he gets so flustered by you
-with your low, sultry voice
-seriously you could ask him what time it is and he’d be like 🥵🥵🥵🥵
-and your dark but not quite gothic, feminine outfits
-he doesn’t know many other people like you
-he feels so immature next to you
-but you have a crazy ability to make him feel things he’s never felt before
-memorized different things about you
-he asked you out with your favorite kind of chocolate and you said yes
-super cute together
Johnny Cade
-whoa
-you’re like… his dream
-he’s really attracted to you
-he thinks about you a lot, especially late at night in the lot
-he never has enough courage to go up to you and do anything about it tho
-if you ever talk to him in school he’d be so quiet while internally screaming
-one day you see him with a black eye
-you put a delicate hand on his cheek, making sure he’s ok
-he never really got fully over that
-definitely touched his own cheek after you let go like wow
-until one day dally mentions you and Johnnycake
-well
-he gets a bit defensive
-which is when dallys like you like her don’t you
-and Johnny doesn’t answer, only the tips of his ears turning red
-so dally literally pushes him towards you
-and he finally asks you out, and you say yes
-you guys are so in love with eachother
Sodapop Curtis
-he sees you walk into the DX one day
-he’s immediately interested
-I mean,it’s not every day he sees a girl like you
-you have this certain confidence
-a suggestive smirk and perfect eyeliner
-it’s attractive to say the least
-before long he asks you out
-yall are cute though
-red rose x sunflower vibes from you both
Darry Curtis
-he sees you walking by the house
-fully pops his head out the window to get a better look
-hot damn
-you’re on his level
-I mean, he’s very attracted to you
-he started asking around about you and no one seemed quite to know much
-so he went up to you and found out for himself
-and even talking to you made his knees weak, you so effortlessly came off as seductive
-after a while you two become close friends and before long
-he asks you out and you ofc say yes
-very cute couple 10/10 you’re both very mature and supportive of eachother
-ponyboy would have a crush on you tho lowkey 💀
Dallas Winston
-holy shit
-it’s not often he sees someone like you around
-you two definitely met whenever he harassed you on the street
-you simply cross your arms, and turn to him with a coolly neutral stare
-“Talk like that again to me and I’ll cut off your most valuable asset.” You’d snarl, walking away
-and leaving him with a smirk on his face, but he stops making the remarks
-over time he asks you out and you eventually say yes after several rejections
-but you two are a good couple
-pretty scary to run into though
Two Bit Mathews
-he sees you and
-you honestly seem so… grounded it’s hard to make jokes about you
-but he somehow manages
-but whenever you let out that low chuckle in response to his stupid jokes
-oh girl you don’t even know what you’re doing to him 💀😭💅
-that’s when he realizes like oh my lord he has some feelings for you
-when you two end up dating
-you make an amazing couple
-you keep him grounded, and calm and he keeps you laughing and having fun
Steve Randle
-he didn’t even think you realized
-what you were doing
-leaning against that car in that low cut, short dress
- you raised your eyebrows
-and he realized he’d been staring for a solid five minutes
-he’s dumbstruck by you
-your car had broken down and he was helping you fix it
-when it was done you simply said “Thanks, handsome.”
-and tipped him quite well
-after a while of friendly banter you two get pretty flirty
-end up making out in your car
-then dating
-super cute together 🫶
Tim Shepard
-it’s giving mobster/gangster wife tbh
-he was in love with you as soon as he saw you
-seducing eyes, a charming nature, cunning… never hot headed but always aware
-you were absolutely gorgeous
-and you make his knees weak in a way that most people aren’t able to
-with the most everyday things
-you’d also make an amazing trophy wife
-but you were so much more
-clever, you knew how to get anyone down on their knees in less than a minute
-he knew you’d be a valuable ass…. Asset to him
-you guys are a power couple fr
-he catcalled you when he met you like Dally 💀💀
Curly Shepard
-you both clash
-you were seductive, dark, mature, with deep eyes and a sharp look that could kill
-him…. Well he was a reckless punk
-you two ran in the same circles though
-and became quite good friends
-you kept him out of a lot of situations
-and looked good doing it too
-he doesn’t think you realize how crazy you drive him
-even just looking at him, biting your lip whenever you patch him up in concentration
-he checks you out when he thinks you aren’t looking
-you’ve known this entire time
-and whenever you confronted him about it you two end up making out
-the rest is history
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theteasetwrites · 1 year
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Begin Again
Chapter 2: Ami ou Ennemi?
❧ Media: The Walking Dead: Daryl Dixon ❧ Pairing: Daryl Dixon x Female Reader ❧ Era: Season 1 ❧ Pronouns: she/her ❧ Warnings: violence, scary situation ❧ Word Count: 4.8k
❧ In This Chapter: On the road west, things take a turn when the first people you and Daryl come into contact with in France turn out to be a bit less welcoming than you'd hoped they would be. Meanwhile, a watchful pair of eyes just might be what saves you.
❧ A/N: Okay so this was going to cover the whole rest of the first episode but I didn't want to cram it all into one giant chapter, so here's a smaller (kinda boring tbh) chapter! This chapter is necessary because it leads up to the kick-off of the storyline in Chapter 3, which I promise will be MUCH more interesting (and have way better Reader x Daryl interactions, of course). But for now, please enjoy this chapter! I am having so much fun writing for the spin-off ahhh
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Carried by a limp and an aimless hope still lingering in your heart, you walked.
In fact, you walked for days. About five total, you were sure. Well, you couldn’t be too sure. Everything was a blur, and you’d given up keeping track with the tally marks you’d scribbled on the edge of the map. All you could bother to rely on now was the natural movement of the earth, the sun rising on one shoulder, setting on the other. Then a few hours of sleepless sleep, then walking again, through what seemed to be a once sparsely populated countryside, amongst a collage of ancient ruins. 
From your navigation, you’d determined that the snow-capped mountains you walked just at the base of were those of the Pyrenees. For miles you walked along those foothills of thick green shrubbery and ever-expanding stretches of woods, through which a wide gravel road snaked and occasionally branched into small hamlets or mysterious medieval ruins you didn’t care too much to research. 
As your eyes squinted hard at the map you’d come to loathe the now taunting familiarity of, you felt your steps slow to a halt, crushing the ancient gravel underneath you with a dying enthusiasm. Daryl followed behind you, himself preoccupied as well, but by the wound on his arm, which had been festering for almost two days now. 
You’d been tending to it, of course. Daryl could’ve done so himself, but you hardly trusted him to be as diligent with the care of his own injuries as you were. 
The good news seemed to be that the burn did not inflict a fever upon him, or have any other kind of deadly effect. Still, as Daryl put so eloquently, “It hurts like a son of a bitch.”
You turned around, approaching him as he studied the burn, in the distinctive shape of a handprint. Taking his arm in your hand, you frowned at the festering wound, still a little too raw for your liking. 
It seemed to be healing a little, though, with only slight accumulations of yellowish fluid around the parts where flesh had been burnt. That was good. It meant the wound was draining properly, exuding serous liquid that would help the flesh to heal and eventually scar over. But the inflammation, the redness, worried you.
“It’s not purulent,” you said. “So that’s good.”
Daryl looked at you, eyebrows furrowed. He didn’t have to speak to convey his confusion at the SAT vocabulary word.
“There’s no pus,” you clarified. “No green drainage… But we should cover it up again.”
Nearby, you settled by an abandoned car, mangled and ravaged by time. It was a good cover for the moment as you sifted through a first aid bag you’d scavenged yesterday. Thank God you had, otherwise his arm might’ve looked much worse than it had.
As he knelt beside you, you set out a roll of gauze, then uncapped your canteen of water. Daryl couldn’t complain too much about you using the water to wash his wound now, considering how much it was beginning to burn.
The sting was worse than yesterday as you poured the cool liquid over it. You yourself winced at the sound of Daryl’s hiss, knowing full well that his tolerance for pain was much higher than anyone you knew, so that burn must’ve been agonizing. 
Spinning the gauze around his arm, you wrapped the burn tight. He sighed softly in temporary relief, but he could already feel the festering begin to return. 
The back of your hand situated itself against his forehead, brushing back the loose hairs as you did so. 
You swallowed down the lump in your throat. He was warm. Daryl always ran a little warm, of course. You’d often referred to him as a human heater. But this was off for Daryl, warmer than you were used to feeling. 
It terrified you.
The thought that this burn could be akin to a bite was one which haunted you the last two nights, keeping you ten times more aware of Daryl’s state at all times. 
You’d seen plenty of people in the process of turning. You’d known the signs. It was hard to tell now. Daryl didn’t have enough of a fever to render him fatigued, but it was enough to worry you. 
“How do you feel?” you asked, still brushing back the hairs that framed his face, as if fixing his hair could somehow improve his condition.
“Like shit.” He took a sip of water from your canteen. A small sip, of course, lest he leave you without enough water to keep you moving. 
“You just need some rest,” you said, watching as he began to lift himself to his feet, with half his body weight supported by the spear that had served largely as his walking stick. 
Clearly, he wasn’t going to be resting anytime soon.
“I’ll rest when the sun goes down,” he replied gruffly, while a gust of wind began to blow his hair in wild patterns across his face. You rose up, too, despite your body’s inescapable urge to sleep right there on the gravel. “We still got a few hours of sunlight… Best to keep movin’.”
With a strained grunt, he reached for his spear, pressing it into the dirt below as he started to lift himself, using the spear as leverage.
The day Daryl would listen to you when you asked him to rest was the day Hell would freeze over, but you couldn’t fight him. After all, you weren’t itching to stay put in any one place for too long. You had to keep moving, to try to find some kind of way back home. 
You raised yourself to your feet alongside him, reaching into your backpack to tuck the gauze and your canteen back inside. But there was a slight tremble in your hand, and a racing of your heart as your body reacted to the intense burn of a distant stare before your mind even could. 
Daryl felt it, too.
Practically in sync, both of you turned to face the direction of the stare. There was a cliff just ahead, surrounded by lush shrubbery. The distance was great enough to ease your paranoia, but still too close for comfort. 
There was a figure atop the cliff, looking down. Well, you supposed so, despite not being able to make out the figure’s face. What you could see was a reddish cowl encircling their head, but the rest was simply the shape of a human, standing still, watching. 
It sent a shiver down your spine, the inescapable fear of being watched suddenly taking hold over you. It was something you’d known since childhood, with frequent nightmares of a decrepit elderly man cupping his hands as he looked in through the window of your childhood bedroom, smiling wide at you. Despite your dream self’s attempts to escape, you couldn’t move, you could only cry as the man stared at you, watching you. 
But of course, that man was only a figment of your imagination, a childhood fear that stuck with you all through your life. You hadn’t thought of that man in years, but now, feeling the eyes of a stranger on you, you felt it again. Only this was real. Well, perhaps it was a mirage, induced by the emptiness in your stomach and the fog in your head, but it did not matter. There was nothing you could do. Maybe that was what was so frightening about it.
“C’mon.” Daryl’s hand brushed your forearm, dislodging you from that momentary stupor. Fortunately, he seemed much less perturbed by the mysterious apparition, though he couldn’t deny the uneasy feeling in the pit of his stomach. “Keep movin’.”
So you did, following behind him by just a few steps, until he stopped abruptly shortly after, examining the road sign standing before him. On its pole, a small piece of paper was plastered to it, with handmade strokes of black paint spelling out three words: DIEU VOUS AIME.
Your curiosity piqued, you quickly shrugged off one strap of your backpack, reaching back to unzip the largest pouch and grab the French-English dictionary you’d so wisely picked up back at the boat in Marseille.
Looking between the pages and the sign, you flipped through the book, until the phrase appeared among the list of D’s. 
Daryl looked at you in waiting as you let out a slightly amused huff. 
“God loves you,” you said. 
“Pfft.”
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An hour or so down the road, and the eerie light of the dying afternoon had begun its domain.
Sleep was the new objective, somewhere to hang your hats for the night that would soon be upon you. 
Just ahead, beyond a desolate field of tall, green grass, was a lone building, decrepit and overgrown, with a thick, swirling layer of fog rolling over the ground at its base. Not particularly inviting, but it could be a good place for shelter.
The place was dilapidated, to the point where you could hardly tell what it had once been, but there was just enough shelter to provide some protection from the elements, and the dead. It looked as though there had once been a fire, as the walls were blackened and opened up into a courtyard through a section of destroyed wall. 
As you stepped carefully, quietly, over fallen beams and overgrown twining vines, you set sight on a string tied between a bush and the wall, stretching across the walkway with rusty tin cans tied to the twine. Either someone had once called this place home, or someone still did.
Stepping over the trap, Daryl went first, with you following shortly behind, alertness as high as it possibly could be given the famished state you were in.
A rustling from your right startled you. Daryl moved somewhat quickly to peer around the edge of the wall into the open courtyard—a young woman, perhaps in her early twenties, standing by an overgrown well and pouring the water from the bucket into a tin pail. 
Daryl didn’t get a very detailed look at the woman nor the area, but he could tell that he didn’t want anything to do with it. 
You weren’t so sure, however. People were exactly who you needed. You wouldn’t be able to get home without people, and maybe this woman knew English. She could help you, somehow. 
But Daryl backed up, too fast for you to notice that he was about to activate the tripwire just behind him. 
As the cans rattled together, making a loud clanging sound, you almost felt a bit of relief. 
Looking back towards the woman, you began to step forward, ahead of Daryl, who followed rather reluctantly.
Unsure of what to say as you met the woman’s gaze, coming further into the pale light of the diminishing day, you raised your hands up in a gesture of peace which you hoped was universal. Daryl followed suit, moving close behind you, despite his instinctual urge to stand in front of you. It took a great deal of willpower not to, but he figured you were possibly more friendly looking than him, with the huge spear he used as a walking stick.
“Bonjour,” was the only word you could make out, the rest was a blur of very beautiful-sounding gibberish. From an archway leading further into the building behind the woman came an elderly man hobbling in on a cane. So far, the first two French people you’d met turned out to be rather unintimidating, which was a good sign. 
The two of you kept moving forward, perhaps more out of confusion than curiosity, but a part of you just wanted some semblance of human interaction. As much as you loved Daryl and his company, it was a sight for sore eyes to come face-to-face with another woman, even if you couldn’t understand anything she said. 
But she seemed friendly enough, raising her hand in a wave as she carried the pail across the way, coming closer, but never too close. Finally, she spoke another word you could understand: “Madame? Monsieur?” 
You turned to look at Daryl, whose face looked confounded, bordering on worried.
As per usual, you’d have to be the more sociable one. 
“I’m sorry,” you began speaking, despite your fear that speaking in English might be a waste of breath. “We don’t understand you.”
On the contrary, the woman seemed… excited. 
“Ay!” she exclaimed, the old man now right behind her as they slowly but surely moved closer. “You Americans? And I speak English very good!” Her mouth formed into a wide smile. So far, so good. “What’s crackin’, noobs?”
Despite your slight confusion at her use of the colloquial term, one you had not heard since you were in college, you smiled back, nodding.
The woman spoke another French term, and waved her hand, gesturing for you to come closer. You did so, despite Daryl’s hesitation as he looked at you. He didn’t have to speak or even sign to indicate what he thought: I don’t trust them. 
But it didn’t matter whether either of you trusted them or not. They had food. They must’ve, as they looked to be pretty settled here, at least for the night.
He followed your lead, stepping faster to match your pace as you moved closer, further into the courtyard.
“My, uh… grandfather, he hurt the ankle” the woman spoke again, carrying her pail of water to a gently roaring fire. Around it were a few bags and crates used as seats. A modest setup, but comforting nonetheless. “Only… Only small English, him.” She gestured towards her grandfather, whose eyes were covered by a black cloth wrapped around his head. Still, he waved in your general direction, then started to speak.
“Hello,” he said.
You smiled, your heart beginning to soften at the sight of the poor elderly man. You always did have a soft spot for older people, one which Daryl feared would make you a little too eager to spare your medical supplies.
“Hello,” you spoke back. 
Daryl said nothing.
The woman’s face turned more serious now. “You got medical?” You did not answer, unsure of what to say. While you did have it, you weren’t so sure you’d give it away on a whim. You already had one old man to take care of—Daryl. “We trade you for apple or, um, uh… a rabbit, maybe.”
“Very good rabbit,” chimed in the old man.
Daryl heard rabbit, and suddenly he was walking past you, coming closer to the woman as he slung his backpack off his shoulders. 
The man was always food-motivated, afterall.
Setting his pack on the ground, he kneeled as he rummaged for the first aid kit. For a moment, he held it up, then tossed it underhand towards the woman.
“Merci,” said the old man.
“Merci,” the woman repeated, the first aid kit now in her hands. She pointed towards a wooden crate just a few yards away. “Food there.”
Daryl did not hesitate, hurriedly crossing over to the crate as if the offer would be taken away at any second. You followed suit, coming up behind him and taking the handful of shiny, red apples that he held out to you, while he himself bit into one and chewed it hungrily. 
“So,” the woman continued, but for a moment, you couldn’t hear her over the sound of your own chewing as you bit into an apple. “Where are you going to?”
This time, Daryl answered before you even had a chance to speak. The fact that they had given you food must’ve warmed him up a little bit. 
“Back where we came from,” he said matter-of-factly, looking up at the woman to address her, then returning to gathering as many apples in his hands as he could.
“Across the ocean?” questioned the woman again.
“Yeah,” Daryl answered.
As he stood up, you both looked curiously at the woman, who spoke something to the old man in their native language. They appeared to be laughing, too. You wondered, in that self-conscious way the two of you shared, if they were making fun of you. Not that it mattered terribly, since the idea of someone making fun of you was nothing compared to what most people in this world would do without any hesitation. If subtle ridiculing was the worst of what you got out of these people, you’d consider yourselves lucky.
With a huff, the woman sat herself down on an upside down crate, whilst holding the skewered rabbit that had been roasting over the fire. Your mouth practically watered at the sight, which must’ve meant you were truly on the verge of starving. It took a lot for you to want to eat a rabbit.
“I’m Maribelle,” she said with a smile. Next, she pointed to her grandfather. “Um, he Guillaume. So maybe we go together, you know?”
That piqued your interest, but Daryl moved behind you, taking the apples to his pack and almost hurriedly stuffing them inside. 
“Get somewhere safe, maybe?” Maribelle continued, and you wanted so much to say something, to say yes. Anything would help. Of course, you knew you couldn’t trust these people, and something about them, despite their friendliness, threw you off. Daryl must’ve felt it, too, because almost as soon as he settled in, he was ready to get out of there. “You can help us. We can help you find a way.”
Following Daryl, you knelt down beside him as he packed. You couldn’t speak much above a very hushed whisper. “They can help us get back.”
He looked up at you momentarily, a stern look in his eye. “No.”
“Hey, yankees.” Suddenly, Guillaume spoke up. You both looked his way.
Guillaume spoke more, but only in French. You turned your attention back to Maribelle, your eyes begging for translation. 
She spoke with a slight laugh. “All the time he talk about World War II.”
“La résistance,” Guillaume continued, like the ramblings of your grandfather. In fact, you recalled his stories from that war, how young he was when he was stationed in England. Not quite France, but close enough. “U.S. GI’s fight together. Your country, my country. Like friends.”
Daryl did not say anything, only turned his attention back to packing his bag. You stood up slowly, managing a smile. You weren’t sure if the man could see it, but you wanted to somehow convey to him that you appreciated his ideology. Afterall, you needed friends. 
But you couldn’t think of what to say. You knew Daryl was not going to budge, and it wasn’t your place to accept his offer of friendship. All you could do was think of something nice to say, but before you could, Guillaume spoke again, catching onto the silence that lingered for several moments.
“You are no friend,” he said, a tinge of vitriol in his voice. 
“There ain’t no countries no more, neither,” Daryl replied. 
You huffed, frustrated by his coldness. It wasn’t your favorite side of Daryl, his harshness, but you couldn’t entirely blame him—he was stressed, injured, and sad. You could tell, despite him never letting it really show. He held emotions inside, whereas you wore them on your sleeve. Still, you knew him better than anyone else, and you knew that this situation you found yourselves in was taking a greater toll on him than even he realized. You hadn’t pressed him about it much, but you knew: he missed your babies. 
He missed home. He missed your friends. He missed the life he’d devoted himself to creating with you. Ultimately, he was tired. 
Before you could try to talk some sense into him, though, you heard something that startled you: a distant roaring of an engine, coming closer. Fast. 
Daryl stood up quickly as a rather militaristic looking jeep came through the wide archway into the courtyard. Two men were sitting in the front seat of the uncovered vehicle, both armed with guns.
Upon the hood of the vehicle was some kind of symbol painted in white that you couldn’t quite make out without taking your eyes off the two men as they stepped out, their guns seemingly locked and loaded. 
Daryl kept a firm grip on his spear, you on your knife. Still, there wasn’t much you could do against a gun, especially in this open area. 
As the men came forward, you took note of their appearance: each were heavily armed and wore camouflage patterns. They looked like some sort of paramilitary group, and from your history with such groups, you were not looking to make friends. 
One of the men set his sights on you and Daryl, while saying something in French. All you could do was stare back at him, until he raised his gun, speaking again. This time, he spoke more commandingly. 
Your heart dropped for a moment, but Maribelle spoke quickly to the man, then turned to face you both. She held her hands up, as if in surrender. 
“Sit down, he said,” she said to you seriously. 
Daryl exchanged a quick look with you, somewhere between reassurance and a warning of cautiousness. In situations like this, perhaps you fell into that old trap of taking the man’s lead, but Daryl had had a gun pointed at him many more times than you had, and it was true that he looked much more threatening than you, so you followed his lead, walking several steps with him over to the crates around the fire that were being used as seats. If you were going to sit down for two French assholes with guns, you were at least going to be a little bit comfortable. 
Now sitting, each of you dropped your weapons, slowly raising your hands to match Maribelle. The two men seemed to trust you both much less than they did Maribelle and Guillaume, as both their guns were pointed towards you—one of you, one on Daryl. It was not quite reassuring.
One of the men began to speak to Maribelle again, going back and forth for a moment. The only word you could make out was American, which you weren’t sure was a good thing, given the way the man looked at you both suspiciously.
No, you did not like these guys one bit. 
And now, after a few more rather ominous sounding words in French, he came forward, taking Maribelle by the shoulder and tugging on her jacket, pulling her away to God knows where. Though you couldn’t understand what he had said, you feared for Maribelle, knowing the kinds of things men could do, especially to women… It boiled your blood, especially as she tried to get away, yelling something at him in French and struggling against him.
The other man, meanwhile, kept his sawed-off double-barrelled shotgun pointed at Daryl, but he looked away, his eyes focused on the scene as the other man struggled to drag Maribelle away. When he became frustrated with her reluctance, he backhanded her hard, the force causing her to fall down with a thud. 
And, with one look exchanged between you and Daryl, you knew it was time to do something… So much for making friends.
Daryl moved first, reaching for the knife he kept strapped to his leg and standing up to grab his spear with the other hand. He moved faster than you, and faster than the man who was supposed to be keeping an eye on you. 
He used the blunt edge of his spear to first hit the man’s leg, then, as he raised his gun to defend himself, Daryl disarmed him, then dropped his spear to raise his knife and puncture his neck.
You stood up, too, sprinting towards the gun that had been dropped on the ground, while Daryl held the dying man in front of him like a meat shield. If there was one thing about Daryl, it was that he was resourceful.
But just before you could get your hands on the shotgun, the other man came towards you both, shouting in French as he held his gun out. In a matter of seconds, he fired, shooting towards Daryl. 
The loud gunshot made you flinch and grab your ears as you instinctively flung yourself onto the ground, trying to dodge it. Immediately, though, you looked up, your sights setting on Daryl, himself on the ground, holding the left side of his neck and sticking out his right hand in surrender. The man did not seem so eager to show mercy, leaning down beside you to pick up the shotgun and point it towards Daryl. 
“No!” you cried out rather helplessly, crawling on hands and knees to Daryl’s side. If you couldn’t sacrifice yourself for him, you’d die together. At least you’d die knowing you tried to save him.
But Maribelle moved quicker, striking the man in the back with Guillaume’s cane. The blow was so hard that he fell to the ground, allowing Daryl to quickly stand up and grab the shotgun. As he held his bleeding neck, he pointed the barrel towards the fallen man.
“Stop,” said Maribelle, coming forward with a spear. “Save the powder.” She plunged the spear into the man’s chest, causing you to wince in slight surprise.
Maribelle turned to Daryl, uttering a simple, “Merci.”
Quickly, you stood up, coming over to daryl and removing his hand from his neck to get a look at the damage. Obviously, the bullet must’ve only grazed him, because if the bullet had gone just a bit more to the right, he might not even have a head right now.
“Just a superficial graze,” you said, taking off your glove and pressing it to his face as a bandage, but of course you’d need something more suitable. 
As you carefully helped him sit down on his knees, you called out to Maribelle, “Can you hand me the medical bag, please?”
All your attention, now, was on him, so much so that you didn’t notice how suspiciously silent it was, and how the two Frenchpeople did not seem eager to help.
But that was all peripheral to you, as you brushed back Daryl’s long hair to get a better look at the injury.
“You’re gonna be fine,” you said, with just a tiny curl of your lip to offer him some comfort. 
And it did, his tired eyes softening as he felt your hand caress his cheek. Despite the stinging pain and the feeling of blood seeping into the glove you held tight against his wound, he couldn’t help but believe you. If there was anything in this world he truly believed in, after all, it was you.
But there was a horrible sense of suspicion growing between you, a lingering threat that became more and more apparent with each step the man behind Daryl took. 
You raised your eyes, and Daryl turned to look at whatever had caught your attention—Guillaume.
His eyes were uncovered now, and beady with aggressive intent. But most startlingly, he held his wooden cane much too high for your comfort. He wielded it more like a baseball bat than a walking stick.
But he wouldn’t do what you thought he was going to do, would he?
Yes. He would.
The cane struck Daryl across the head, knocking him to the ground. Eyes wide as you started to lift yourself, you were met with the same fate: a strong hit to the head that sent you back down, reeling in pain. 
You weren’t unconscious, though. Neither was Daryl, who opened his eyes despite the intense blurring that obstructed his vision. He caught sight of Guillaume, rummaging through his bag, while Maribelle got to work rifling through yours, throwing out its contents with carelessness as she seemed to be searching for something more useful than the maps and blankets you’d collected along the way from Marseille.
Notably, though, you watched the blonde Barbie doll you’d carefully tucked away in your bag get tossed behind her back like a worthless piece of junk. It almost riled you into a fit of sudden strength, but your head swam too much to allow your legs to carry you. 
Your eyes became fixed on that doll, left abandoned amongst overgrown blades of faded green grass. Somewhere in your haze, as unconsciousness threatened to take over, was her voice, speaking the words she said to you before you left: “It’s okay, Mommy,” she said, her small voice echoing in the dizzied cavern of your head. 
Just then, you felt a presence coming towards you, one which seemed both known and unknown. 
Turning your head, your heavy eyes focused as well as they could on the approaching figure, cautiously side-stepping into the courtyard. Though you could not make out their face, you recognized one thing: a red cowl.
“We’ll be okay. Everything will be okay.”
A gunshot rang out, muffled by your fading consciousness. It had come from the approaching figure, and had seemingly run off Maribelle and Guillaume, which may have been either a good thing, or a bad thing. 
“Maybe when you get back, Wes will know some more words.”
Your eyelids became immensely burdensome, and with each blink, you found yourself unable to keep them open for much longer. 
“Yes… Robin…”
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p4rallel-universe · 2 years
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Could I request some hcs/drabbles for Lips first time with a guy? If you're not comfortable with that then dw!
ofc, i think this would be really interesting tbh
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(Lip Gallagher x male reader)
smut
in the past, Lip had a very simple relationship with sex
he used sex as a way to have fun, and it didn't really matter who it was with
but with you, his first guy-lover-boyfriend? it felt different, almost a little scary
and even if he didn't say it much, he loved you, and wanted you to know that
it's not like you'd only kissed up until the fated first time, you blow eachother fairly often and have been handjobbing pretty much since day 1
but this was proper sex, and it wasn't just the physical aspect of it, there was an emotional factor to it that was a bit scary to you both, especially Lip
he was quite embarrassed to approach Ian and ask for advice
Ian is pretty bewildered and tries his best to put Lip at ease through the awkwardness
it's a weird experience for Ian, to be the one having to talk his cool, sexually active brother through the world of gay relations
all this to say - the first time isn't planned, of course
it happens because of passion and want
you kiss and grind until clothes come off, then you both kind of realise where you are and consider for a moment
it's pretty clear it's what you both want, and that's all it has to be
i feel Lip is definitely the top here, at least for the first time
it's a big change for him to get used to already, so he probably feels more comfortable that way
in terms of physical experience, it's definitely like nothing he's felt before, the pleasure takes him by surprise tbh
he's used to sex, he's had lots of sex, in lots of ways, with lots of people
but this is next level
what he isn't prepared for, is the real intimacy between you during it
how close he feels to you, how much he has to fight the urge to say "i love you" the whole time
but it isn't until you're laying in the afterglow, with his arm around you, that he finally says it
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melverie · 6 months
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Aaahhh, thank you so much for the tag @king-a-queen!! 💚💚
15 Questions Tag Game
01 - Are you named after anyone?
First name: nope Second name: yep, after my grandma
02 - When was the last time you cried?
About a week ago bc I was laughing too hard Also techinically this morning. My eyes just started tearing up a bit while I was still in bed & staring against the wall. I guess that white wall was just tugging at my heartstrings
03 - Do you have kids?
The only children I have are my OCs <3 My current beloved OCs are Aym, Marchosias (💖💖💖💖💖), and Baal; all for Obey Me
04 - What sports do you play/have you played?
So as a kid, I took MSE (self-defense) classes, I did ballet for a short while, and I played badminton. But now I'm not really doing much sports anymore. I'm occasionally working out in a sad attempt to stay healthy but that's...not working out all that well because I keep forgetting about it lol. That being said, I walk anywhere as long as it's a walkable distance away (to me, that's around 90min max), idc it's the European mindset. Der Fußbus hält überall :)
05 - Do you use sarcasm?
As if I would ever smh what are these accusations
06 - What is the first thing you notice about people?
When I pass strangers on the street, I try to look for little moments that bring them joy. That being said, 90% of the time I'm just lost in my own thoughts & have completely tunnel vision, so imagine noticing anything 😭 When I first meet people tho, it's usually the way they look at you, which tbh is a little ironic because I sometimes just cannot look people in the eyes NFDHSKGJHKSDLGS
07 - What's your eye color?
They used to be blue, but now they're more of a greyish green with a few brown spots in them
08 - Scary movies or happy endings?
Okay endings, actually! Where characters don't get the happy ending they were hoping for, and some things are still a little messy, but all in all things are okay and they finally get to breath again. Though I guess that's kind of a happy ending? lol
09 - Any talents?
My newest talent is being able to imitate the cry of an owl. My sister explained it to me earlier & once I got it to work I've been doing it non-stop until I got lightheaded 😭 Worth it tho Other than that, being able to teach myself the basics of a lot of things within a day (one of the upsides of ADHD), as well as abandoning a lot of my projects after a while because I suddenly decided to start a completely different one (one of the downsides of ADHD) I also have a real talent for writing angst. Ask any of my closer mutuals, I keep terrorizing them with my ideas (love you guys 💖) And finally: telling myself that I'll go to sleep early & then it's 5am
10 - Where were you born?
in Germanyyy fun fact: I was born more or less close to a town that has a store called 'Mephisto' lol
11 - What are your hobbies?
being insane, obviously 💚 some of my mutuals can surely attest to that lol No, but in general I enjoy writing & drawing, as well as, uhm. Randomly deciding to take up multiple really time-consuming projects, such as the OM card rec thing I did that I still need to update ahhhh, my Obey Me OC & MC ask game that originally had 200+ questions before I cut it in half out of fear of it being too long, half of my side blogs, and SOOOO many other things. <- or in short, being insane 💚 I also really love cooking & baking! Side note, if anyone wants an easy chocolate lava cake recipe, you just need to ask... 👀 Also lately it's just been romancing Thanatos in Hades because I randomly remembered that I hadn't done that yet
12 - Do you have any pets?
I used to have clownfish and a starfish, but other than that I've never had any myself. I love the dogs I dogsit with all my heart tho, and there is this cat that I sometimes meet on my way to work. She always runs up to me when she sees me and won't stop meowing until I start petting her, and last time she climbed onto my lap (I sat down in the middle of the sidewalk, I did not care lmao), she's literally the sweetest 😭😭 I also ring the doorbell for her whenever it rains so she doesn't have to stay outside lol
13 - How tall are you?
1,68m or 5'6 if I got the conversion correct lol
14 - Favourite subject in school?
Heavily depended on the teacher, but generally art class because we usually got to work on whatever we wanted with and listen to music. Also English in 9th grade, math in 10th and German in 11th because the teachers were great
15 - Dream job?
I've been thinking of translations in general/software localizition for a while now. I just love dissecting all the small differences between languages (D.D.D.s being called 'D3' my beloved), + there are so many invisble choices made when translating. You'll always lose something because every language has its little quirks and a different mindset that can't be translated directly, but you'll also gain something that the original version didn't have. It's an art form in itself, and I really love that <3 The other job that keeps popping into my mind is event mangement. I already get to organize a ton of things for my uni since I'm part of the student council for one of my two majors. It's exhausting, but also really rewarding when you have people come up to you afterwards to tell you how much fun they had!
No pressure tags for a bunch of people, hehe >:) @alpine-forget-me-nots @healersadjust @misc-magic @sweetbrier2908 @reblogs-are-the-love @shootingstarrfish @mjoria @too-much-gacha @layphie @katboykirby @ghostlyyraccoon @lost-in-lamentation @bagofwetmice @glamphantasm @wizardthesai @mellonyheart @arlatthan as well as anyone else that wants to join!
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Can you write Rejanis angst, where rejanis fights because Regina is never listens when Janis tells her to stop making fun of her (because of her height and dumb decisions) and then they meet up with their friends after wards (still pissed) and then Damian makes fun of something Janis did and the whole friends group laughs (Damian is like “damn you could compete with karen with your dumbness/ stupidity”) which sends Janis’s into a spiral and she just starts to avoid all of her friends and becomes just really quiet and then Regina comes and apologizes and Janis is just vey confused and just wants to hug her girlfriend and sleep?
Thx <3333
It’s nothing but some feelings
Summary: Basically the request lol. Warnings: Angst, swearing, fluff, brief mention of suicidal ideation or self-harm ideation! Pairings: Janis + Regina
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Regina huffed, scrolling through her phone, already in a bad mood when she received a text from Damian.
Beyoncé: Your girl almost just fell off a roof.
Regina’s eyes widened, leaning forward to hastily text back. It made no sense; Janis hated heights, she was terrified them.
Queen: What the fuck do you mean?
Beyoncé: She wanted to prove she ‘wasn’t scared of heights’ and got up there, had a breakdown, and nearly fell off. Beyoncé: She is still panicking, I had to got up there and get her down. I don’t think she wanted me to tell you tbh.
Regina groaned, and got up, grabbing her keys. How could she be so stupid?
“Of course she could, she’s Janis.” She muttered aloud, she was exhausted. She had been extra reckless lately, for no apparent reason, giving her a heart attack every other second.
She got into her car, slamming the door, and texting Damian that she was on way. She drove in frustrated silence.
She opened the door to the garage, and shut it, taking in the scene of Damian staring down at Janis with a helpless, who’s face was flushed and a bit pale, hair was slightly messy. “What the fuck?” Regina tried not to yelled, but still it made them both jump.
“I tried to stop her, honest,” Damian put up his hands and backed away from the brunette, “and she was kind of frozen till you got here-”
“Thanks, Damian, I need to talk to Janis alone real quick.” She gritted her teeth. Janis looked at her with blank eyes for a moment, face unreadable.
Damian threw the smaller girl a ‘Shit, you in trouble’ look before her left. The door shutting with a click.
“What the fuck were you think, you scared me half to death!” She growled. Janis sat up straighter, eyes narrowing.
“Did you come over just to yell at me?” Janis snapped back, Regina’s fist clench.
“Do you know how scary it is being with you, you have no self awareness or care! I get a text that you nearly fell off your roof? That’s not a fun text to receive, and I’ve gotten dozen just like it!”
��I scare you?” Janis croaked, eyes flickering with emotions she didn’t care to read, eyes darting around the room like she was searching for something,
“You should scare yourself! God, are you stupid?” Regina was yelling now, no doubt that Damian was listening. Janis pressed her lips together, her eyes now glazed over. Regina noticed and her anger slipped away, and she sat by Janis with little hesitation, “Are you okay?” she sighed, still frustrated but she looked tiny. Janis brought her knees to her chest, pressing her cheek on her knee.
“Yeah.” She mumbled, averting her gaze. Shit, her voice was just as small as she looked.
“Look-“
“I’m fine, really, never mind it- you can go.” She stood up and started walking away, Regina got up to follow her, but she quickly made her way into the house.
“Janis, I was-“ Janis turned into the restroom and shut the door on her face, she heard the lock click.
She sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose, “Janis, You’re really going to just ignore me?”
No response.
She sighed, “Fine, I see you tomorrow,” she paused, “I love you.” She added.
There was a pause before a muffled voice rang back, “I love you too.”
With that she left, taking the hint.
not even a few hours later, Janis texted her.
Baby 🌸: I’m sorry for that, I had a scare n stuff. We good?
Reggie 💕: Yeah, we good. Talk later.
She clicked off her phone and shut her eyes, sighing in relief. At least she knew her girlfriend was okay, even if she was tired of her shit at times she loved her. It was a scare for her too.
Janis woke with a yawn, rubbing her eyes. “Why am I beeping?” She mumbled and reached into her hoodie pocket, apparently not changing into pajamas, and pulled out her phone; the alarm going off.
She wasn’t beeping.
“Shit,” she fell out of bed, hitting her head and wincing, but she ignored the pain, despite the fact it would definitely bruise.
She hastily got ready, she always tried to make it just on time; but for some reason she slept much deeper than usual.
She ran outside, hopping as she shoved on her shoe. Her girlfriend waiting outside, surprisingly patient. Probably because she was engulfed in her phone, but as soon as she saw her stumbling towards the car, she leaned over and opened the door for her.
She was driving her mom’s car, her Jeep was being repaired.
“Damn.” Regina looked her up and down with concerned eyes.
“What?” Janis let out a puff of air, brushing some hair from her face as she slid into the car.
“You’re a mess-”
“Gee, thanks!” Janis snapped.
“A beautiful mess,” Regina corrected, she rolled her eyes and went to turn the ignition but froze, and brushed some hair off of her face and winced, “What happened to your head?”
Janis touched her hand to the now tender spot and sucked in a pained breath, “I fell out of bed and hit my head.” She said truthfully.
Regina gave her an Incredulous look, “Bullshit, what stupid shit did you do now that you are you lying about?”
Stupid? Lying?
Janis frowned, but her sadness quickly turned to irritation at the fact Regina didn’t believe her.
“I’m not lying!- Oh, whatever, just drive,” she slumped in her seat and made a ‘go ahead’ gesture, Regina looked like she wanted to say something else so she added, “I’m fine, just a bruise.”
Regina scoffed and turned the ignition and peels out of the driveway. She muttered to herself under her breath, definitely not meaning for Janis to hear her despite her being right there, “Excuse me for being doubtful when your dumbass fell off a roof.”
I did not fall off a roof! I almost did, but still!
Janis clenched her jaw, her girlfriend seemed less concerned and more annoyed if anything, it made her chest feel tight.
Do I really annoy everyone that much?
The rest of the ride was quiet, until they parked in the Queen Bee’s usual spot, and the blonde interjected, “You sure were good? I know-”
“Yes, we are.” Janis interjected with a growl. She got out of the car and slammed the door, and stalked away towards her first class.
Janis went the rest of her day in a shitty mood, despite herself, she felt bad. She was being a bit less-careful lately, she could see why her friends and girlfriend would be annoyed.
She zoned out in her fourth period class, picking at her nails and staring at the blank page that was meant to be filled with notes. It was English, she didn’t know why she wasn’t focused, she liked literature.
“Hey, dummy, anyone in there?” A stronger voice rang, she blinked a few times and turned her head to face Aaron, who was whispering to her she just realized. Leaning over the desk
“Yeah? Mind your own.” She snapped, making both his eyebrows raise, straightening his posture.
They were both in the same English class, a testimony to either how average her friend’s boyfriend was, or how good she was.
“Okay then.” He laughed awkwardly. Irritation— and maybe some guilt — made her gnaw at her cheek.
This is stupid. He didn’t do anything. She packed up early and waited for the bell to ring, once it did she got out of her chair and headed towards the lunchroom.
She maneuvered through the hall with her usual certainty, though her head hung a bit lower, still wreaking havoc on her poor, poor nail beds.
she hastily turned into the cafeteria which was filled with chatter, she took a switch right, deciding against school lunch, her stomach was turning for reasons she couldn’t pinpoint.
She took her seat silently and pulled out her phone under the table, not greeting anyone, just checking her instagram.
“Uh, hello to you too?” Damian sassed her, she glanced up and saw that Damian, Cady, and Gretchen were all staring at them. ”Sup?” She muttered, looking back down. She jumped a bit when a tray plopped down text to her, and her blonde girlfriend sat down.
“Geez.” She mumbled, and shifted away from her a bit, focusing on her screen and grumbling who knows what to herself.
“What happened to your head?” Cady asked, clearly not taking the hint that she didn’t want to talk.
“She probably slammed it against the wall when she got angry.” Damian joked, and the other chuckled, Janis tensed but ignored them.
“Wouldn’t be the first time she did something so idiotic.” Regina mumbled beside her, picking at her food, she looked about as irritated as Janis was. Janis exhaled slowly, closing her eyes and clicking off her phone. She folded her arms on the table and looked away from them.
Idiot, stupid, dumb. Those words circled in her mind as she blocked out their chatter.
“Gosh, Janis, why so silent? You’re more annoying when you’re quiet then when you’re screaming your head off.”
she didn’t hear who said it, nor did she give a fuck. Because that words, that words. Sent her tipping.
She got up, dead silence falling over the group as if they expect her to yell. But no, she was above that, she wasn’t annoying.
She packed up her stuff and left, the only person she made eye contact with was Regina, her eyes were concerned. She heard someone padding after her, so she turned into the restroom, she wasn’t fast enough though because Regina grabbed her wrists.
“What is up with you?” Regina asked in a even tone.
“No one listens to me so what’s the point!” Janis swung around to face her, eyes surely glossing over, tears threatening to spill from her eyes.
Regina stared at her, “What is the matter, talk to me.”
“You never stop, no one stops, ever. I’m always the ass of the joke and it’s tiring; all the teasing. Whether it’s about my height or appearance, my so-called dumb decisions or how dumb I am! Or how ‘annoying’ I am?” She swallowed thickly, “it’s like, do you even like me?” Janis was crying now, a few tears trailing down her cheeks.
“Janis-“
She couldn’t stop talking, “I’m usually fine with it, but the more I think about it, the more hated I feel. By everyone, even by my friends.” She rubbed her cheeks dry, hiccuping, “I get it, I do, I can suck sometimes- It’s just… never mind.”
“Janis I love you, we all do, I am sorry you feel that way.” The blonde sighed, “I don’t know what you want me to do though.” She added, her tone making Janis’s teeth grind.
“It’s literally this, you don’t listen to me, this is why I am angry- no, not angry, sad.” Janis shook her head, rubbing her cheeks again and sniffling weakly, and pushing past her.
The next week and a half, Janis was ducking and dodging everyone, she had always been good at that. If she was with her friends she is sure they would have made a joke about her ‘being able to hide in crowds because she’s so short’. She wasn’t really mad at them, she was just frustrated, a bit with herself. She managed to (gaslight) convince herself into thinking they did even really want her around. But by the way they all were blowing up her phone and how multiple of them had tried to talk to her.
She was awfully good and walking past people with a blank stare too.
Regina had approached her the most, she did what she did for everyone. She had also silenced her phone and didn’t even bother to read my of the texts.
They did care, she knew this. She wasn’t denying it. They loved her; they’d care if she was dead…
But would I? Why am I torturing my friends? Why am I torturing me? I’m being petty, I really do deserve to bleed…
That morbid thought made a chill run down her spine, she didn’t like it. She didn’t like it at all. Those oh-so familiar thoughts that drive her to hurting herself so many times.
Isolation wasn’t the answer. They hurt her, but they were sorry. Shit they are sorry!
She realized this as she was leaned over her bathroom sink, again on the brink of tears. She shakily grabbed her phone and clicked Regina’s contact, the phone rang.
It only rang once when Regina answered, like she was waiting for it. “Hello?” A soft voice rang
She turned and fully broke down as soon as she heard the voice, sliding down the cabinet and sitting on the tile floor.
“I need you.” She whispered through a sob, holding the phone to her ear, her face held in her palm. Those the only words she could choke out.
She heard rustling on the other end, a jingle of keys. She heard an ‘on my way’ then hung up. She buried her face in her knees, her body shaking.
Dude, I just want my girlfriend. She almost said aloud as she cried softly. This week had been a migraine.
She didn’t know how long she wa sphere, but it was long enough for the blonde to be knocking softly at her bathroom door. She mumbled to come in, Regina didn’t hesitate and opened the door.
She crouched at her side hesitantly, looking at the small girl with such concern and admiration it made her want to cry more; but she wouldn’t, she just managed to stop. “I’m so sorry, baby, I am so sorry.” She wrapped her arms around her, pulling her into her chest, “I didn’t know all the teasing was this bad, I was so inconsiderate— Shit, I was so stressed, I didn’t even think about how you felt — I’m going to do better.” Nope, she was crying again.
“Shut up, I shouldn’t have-“ she hiccuped, holding onto her like she’d lose her if she let go, “I was overwhelmed, I love you, I’m sorry for stressing you out. I forgive you, now…” she trailed off, catching her breath.
“You want to go to bed?” Regina finished her thought, it was around midnight. Rubbing her back softly.
“Please?” She chuckled, tears stilling but her cheeks still damp.
Regina pulled away, and wiped away any more tears, kissed her forehead, “I’m so sorry.” She said again, Janis could only shake head. “I need to talk, to you, about stuff and my thoughts later, but I’m so tired right now and I’ve missed you.” Janis laughed and brought them both to stand— probably a relief on the blonde’s back. She thought offhandedly.
“Yeah, okay, that’s fine, you want me to stay over?”
“Yes, please.” Janis whispered and just wrapped her arms around her again in a hug, bury her face.
“Okay then,” The blonde wrapped her arms around her brunette girlfriend, “I love you.”
“I love you more.”
“Don’t start something you can’t finish.” Regina joked softly, just holding her.
“I’ve missed you so much,” Janis whispered then cleared her throat, “sleepy time.”
Regina chuckled and followed her out. The both got into more comfortable clothes, then fell into bed. Regina held her tiny girlfriend till she drifted off to bed.
“Thank god that’s semi-over.” She mumbled before she let herself fall asleep with her head laying on top of Janis’s.
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Not up to a tease your suggestion but I just went where the words take me! I personally hate this one but I need to get out of my writing funk.
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beanghostprincess · 28 days
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What do you think happened when Shanks, Roger and Rayleigh they realized what the hell that Fruit allowed Buggy to do? There is always the idea that the poor kid got embarrassed and started coming apart causing the whole gang to have to chase floating body parts around lest they float away, which I think is the funniest. However, while not perfect, Opla going with the more body horror element to that kind of power makes me imagine that the first time the power happened it wasn’t exactly fun haha times maybe, it could have been scary. Maybe Shanks had to watch his favorite person get bisected but pop back together then again before someone got them out of the situation. Or like oh, your comforting your son, oh he’s literally falling apart in your hands. Rayleigh or Roger watching Buggy’s head literally roll off. Maybe that’s too dramatic but yknow just kind of spitballing.
Apologies for the post. Have a good night/day!
Nonono, don't apologize! This is actually such an interesting concept and situation to talk about. Devil Fruits are cool and Buggy's is definitely useful, but let's not forget that his power is, after all, inherently scary and related to body horror.
I'm a fan of angst so I think that while Buggy tries to pretend he's okay with it (the only thing he complains about is not being able to swim and the map etc etc) but it must be damn traumatizing for him to see his body being literally dismembered like that. It's not only scary because he's a kid, but also because, damn, it'd be scary and grotesque for anyone. Roger and Rayleigh I'm sure are used to seeing stuff like this, but nobody is ready to see their kid... Like that. And Shanks? He's also a kid and despite not being guilty of what happened, Buggy does put the blame on him for this, so of course, if you add guilt to seeing your best friend do stuff like this... It is a bit shocking (in a bad way).
I don't think it's easy for anyone to see these things tbh so I'm pretty sure they had to get used to it!!
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dizzyjelly · 1 year
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Better Than Him(18+)
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Summary: Your boyfriend Derek says something offensive about your bsf Abby, you get into a fight with him then Abby comforts you. Then she spends the night and you wake up after a spicy dream and you two get up to some fun.
Cw: rude bf, fighting, cheating, smut, thigh riding, pussy eating, slight overstimulation
It was a relaxing afternoon in your dorm as usual. You'd just been sat on your loveseat, your bestfriend Abby next to you. The both of you had been sitting in a comfortable silence for a while, when your phone buzzed. Abby glanced over for a second, trying to see who it'd been. But it wad out of her view. She wasn't too worried though. You rolled your eyes with a light scoff.
"It's Derek, asking me to come over." You told her.
"Just tell him you're busy." She shrugged, continuing to scroll through tiktok on her phone.
"Yeah, yeah, already on it." You responded.
Derek: Come over? I'm bored lol
You: Sorry, can't! Abbys hanging at my place rn
Derek: fr? Wtf
You: Wdym?
Derek: nothing. I just don't like her is all.
You: wth. Why.
You shifted uncomfortably in your seat, your brows furrowing mostly with confusion and a bit of frustration. Sure, Derek never loved Abby, but he hadn't ever expressed negative feelings towards her before. Abby took notice to your change in demeanor, but decided not to say anything. Not yet at least.
It bothered you, what he'd said. Because she was your best friend after all. You guys had known each other since middle school, and he know how inexplicably close you were.
"Derek's being weird." You announced with a sigh as he typed.
"How?" Abby asked, setting her phone down as she leaned against the back of the couch and looked over at you.
"He said he didn't like you." You explained and looked back at her.
Immediately Abby felt confused, and a little annoyed. Because what the hell? She wasn't worried you'd choose him over her one bit, but it definitely bothered her hearing this. She tried to conceal the evident change in her mood, but you noticed anyways.
"Oh." Was all she said.
"I don't know what his fucking problem is." You responded, the frustration very evident in your voice.
Abby chewed at her thumbnail quietly as you were busy reading his response.
Derek: I mean she's honestly kind of a bitch and she's clearly obsessed with u lol. Idek why you're friends with her tbh.
You: you're kidding right? That is so fucking rude she's literally been my best friend for years how could u even say that?
You: I don't even wanna talk to you. Don't text me for a while.
Derek: what? Babe ur being dramatic, I'm just telling the truth.
And with that you silenced notifications from him and closed your messaging app. A bitter scoff fell from your lips as you shut your phone off and practically threw it into your lap. Abbys brows raised at this, intrigued at what he said to get you so upset.
"What? What did he say?" She asked, leaning closer to you.
"Nothing, don't worry about it. He's being an idiot. Let's just talk about anything else, please." You rolled your eyes, not even wanting to think about him.
Abby respected your wishes of course, instead talking about one of her class assignments. She ranted about how difficult it would be, and asked if you'd help her with it. You said yes of course. Then once she was bored of that she suggested watching a movie. You agreed and soon the two of you were under the covers in your bed, backs against the headboard.
You set your laptop up on your legs, giving each of you a nice and comfortable view. Abby would only ever suggest horror so you just let her pick the movie without sny protest. She settled on a movie called Lights Out. As per usual, you found yourself resting you head on her shoulder as you wrapped your hands around her forearm.
You always seeked comfort during scary movies, and she had no problem providing you with that. With every jumpscare you'd yelp and turn so your face was pressed against Abbys shoulder. She'd chuckled lightly at your scaredy-cat demeanor, which she'd tease you relentlessly for later. The movie was nearly over when somebody knocked at your door, you thought maybe it was your floor supervisor doing a check-in.
"Babe? Come on, please let me in." Then you heard his voice.
You let out an angry huff, pausing the movie and looking over at Abby. She crossed her arms as she sat uncomfortably, watching as you got uo reluctantly to answer the door.
"What? I said I didn't wanna talk to you." Your tone was harsh as you answered the door.
"I know I just-" he stopped when he caught a glimpse of Abby, in your bed, "she's still here? And why is she in your bed? What the fuck!" He exclaimed.
"Oh my God. We were watching a movie! Now what do you even want?" You asked, already beyond annoyed.
"Well, I just came to try and reason with you." He answered.
"Ok and how are you gonna do that? What you said way completely insulting, I'm not gonna hear you out on this." You chuckled bitterly, turning around and walking into your room more.
Unfortunately he'd followed you in, Abby had moved to the edge of your bed now. She was nervous, never having seen the two of you fight before. She'd only heard of arguments from you, never actually witnessed it firsthand.
"Come on, you have to admit there was some truth to what I said!" He yelled, having closed your door behind him.
"There's really not though! Not in my eyes at least, don't you have anything else to say?" You asked, clearly expecting an apology.
"Like what? If you're looking for a sorry I'm not giving you one." He spoke as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.
He stood his ground, crossing his arms as he was frozen in place. You sighed, bringing a hand to your face, resting it over your eyes. Abby stood now, coming to your side. Derek scoffed at this.
"Hey, it's fine." She whispered in your ear, a hand on your shoulder to comfort you.
"No it's not. I just want him out." You whispered back as you turned to face her, biting your lip nervously.
"Then just kick him out." She shrugged.
Your turned back around to face Derek, crossing your own arms as you stepped closer to him. He smiled at you smugly, clearly expecting something very different than what you were about to say.
"You need to leave. Get out, now." Your voice was stern.
"What? You're not serious." He shook his head in disbelief.
"Yeah, I am. Just get the fuck out. I don't want you here!" You shouted at him now, throwing your arms into the air frustratedly.
"Whatever man." He rolled his eyes, exiting and slamming the door shut behind him.
A deep sigh fell from your lips as you felt exhausted and drained. You sat on your loveseat once again, your head falling into your hands as tears welled in your eyes. It wasn't really the fact you argued with him, you just felt overwhelmed. Which was the worst for you.
Abby frowned as you started to cry, sitting close next to you as she brought an arm around your shoulders. You leaned into her almost immediately, wrapping your arms around her and she did the same. She rubbed at your back soothingly as you cried into her chest.
"Hey, it's gonna be fine ok? I'm here." She spoke softly, and you just nodded.
Eventually you calmed down, and of course because Abby helped you. She'd offer to stay the night, which you enthusiastically agreed to. You'd give her a t-shirt to borrow, and she'd just leave her basketball shorts from the day on. Then you got yourself changed, comfortable in just panties and an oversized t-shirt that was just long enough to reach past your ass.
You let her get into bed first, shutting off the light then laughing as you practically fell on top of her when you got into bed. She laughed too, feeling her cheeks burn red hot at the feeling of your body against hers in such an intimate way. Her hands found their easy to rest on the small of your back, your own resting on her shoulders.
She thanked the lord you'd shut off the light because otherwise she's sure you'd see how hard she was blushing. Or how she bit her lip so damn hard it nearly bled. After a moment, you rolled over and face the wall.
"Go to bed you goof." You whispered out, pulling your blanket to your chin.
"Good night." Was Abbys response as she lied down, facing you.
"Night." You responded, closing your eyes.
You'd fall asleep in no time, meanwhile Abby was having trouble. She just stared at your back, the way your hair fell on your shoulders. It was hard to not let her mind wander to not so clean places. Not like she's never thought about you in that way before, but this time felt different.
You two had cuddled before sure, but something about earlier felt so much more tense. The way you didn't say anything, just lied there. Then she thought about Derek. She knew you guys had sex before, but just the though of it disgusted her.
Realistically, Abby knew she could give you so much better. But she wasn't even sure if you liked girls. And if you did, why would you like her? You were just best friends after all, and making things romantic could just ruin everything. She was willing her mind to shut off now, tossing and turning uncomfortably. Then she heard you gasp awake.
"Y/n? You ok?" She asked, turning to face you once again.
"Yeah, yeah. Just had a nightmare is all." You answered, breathing a bit heavily as you turned to face her.
"Aw, sorry." She brought a hand to rest on your shoulder.
"Thanks." You brought your hand to your shoulder as well, resting it atop hers.
"Do you wanna talk about it or anything?" She asked.
"No, no. Actually would you- could you just hold me?" You asked, your voice shaking the slightest with nerves.
"Yeah, of course." Abby answered, which had a sigh of relief falling past your lips.
She pulled you into her side, and you wasted no time in wrapping your arms around her as you buried your face into her. And then, you hiked your leg up over her own. Abby swore she might stop breathing as she could feel the material of your panties against her bare leg. It was like something out of a wet dream.
She wrapped her arms around you as her mind went wild. It took all her willpower not to ask to fuck you right then and there, but she managed. The both of you fell asleep within the next hour.
Usually when you'd cuddle with Abby, you'd sleep throughout the night. But tonight was different. You woke up at nearly two in the morning, trying to catch your breath and wondering why you felt so weird. Then you realized, you had a sex dream... about Abby! What the hell!
This was new and very surprising. You wouldn't expect that in a million years. Well, maybe that's a stretch, but still. It was hard not to notice how wet you were, surely a spot had formed on your panties by now. You let out a low whine as you nuzzle your face into Abbys neck, your lips pressed against the side of it.
"Abbyyy. Abby wake up." You whined, shaking her lightly by holding onto her shoulder.
You waited as she finally stirred awake, groaning as her hand rested on your back. She closed her eyes as she talked to you.
"What?" She asked, tired.
"Abby don't go back to sleep. I- I need you." You stuttered as you spoke, feeling embarrassed.
"Huh? What do you mean?" Her eyes were definitely open now.
"Like- I need you." You let out a small whimper.
Abby soon got your message loud and clear as you started to kiss along her neck, leaving one hickey for good measure. Her breath hitched as you continued, kissing along her jaw ten making your way to her pulse point. A low moan came from her as you began to lightly suck and nip at it.
"Y/n, I don't know if this is a good id-" You put a hand over her mouth as you began to straddle her, your hair falling so it tickled the sides of her face.
"Come on Abby. Let's just help each other out. It can be a one time thing if you want." You whispered in a sultry voice.
"Fuck, ok." She did not want it to be a one time thing, but she'd be damned if she didn't let this happen right now.
Abby brought her hands to your waist, and you leaned forward to connect your lips to her own. She let her hands roam your body as you deepened the kiss, moaning into her mouth when she slipped her tongue into yours. The way she swirled it around your own drove you crazy, it felt like you were seeing stars.
You let out a sigh as you sat up, throwing your head back with pleasure as Abby squeezed your plump ass. She then moved her hands to your thighs, moving them so that you only straddle her left thigh. You bit down at your bottom lip, a smile on your face as you stabilized yourself by putting your hands on her chest.
Ever so slowly, Abby began to grind your hips. It put a delicious pressure to your clit, even through your panties. It didn't take you long yo remove them though, your bare cunt now gliding beautifully against her upper thigh. She'd flex it every so often, causing you to moan even louder than you already were. Abby smiled, letting out a small groan at the feeling of your slick gathering on her thigh.
"Fuckkk Abby~ you dont even know h-how long I've wanted th-this." You stuttered on your words as her hand remained on your hips, continuing to help you as you grinded against her.
"Tell me about it." She chuckled, admiring you as your eyes squeezed shut and your mouth hung open.
You brought your hands to Abbys shoulders now, your vocabulary consisting only of abbys name and a few curses. Given you weren't really talking much, mostly moaning pathetically as you felt yourself getting closer and closer to your release. A few more minutes passed and you knew if Abby kept going you'd cum.
"I'm gonna-" You moaned loudly, cutting yourself off, "gonna cum." You whined, gasping lightly.
"It's alright baby, go ahead. Come on, cum for me." She helped you continue as your hips stuttered.
And when you finally came, it was like you'd gone to heaven and back. You'd never felt this euphoric with anyone before. Abby smiled at you as you came down from your high, a small laugh falling past your lips.
You let out a quiet whine as you let your head fall to rest on her shoulder, her arms wrapped around you as you stayed sat in place. Abby rubbed her hands up and down your back, placing kisses along your cheek and down to the side of your neck.
"We done or did you wanna keep going?" She whispered.
"I definitely don't wanna stop." You whispered back, pulling your head up to kiss her on the lips.
Then you began to kiss her jaw, and down her neck. You went all along her collarbones, your hands running up and down her sides. You gazed up at her with a smile, brining your hands to the hem of her shirt and waiting for the ok. She nodded and lifted her arms, you pulled her shirt off and tossed it somewhere on the floor.
You brought your hands immediately to her tits, squeezing them gently then rolling her hard nippled between your fingers as you kissed down between them. You couldn’t help but laugh as you got her tummy and blew a raspberry on it. She laughed too.
"Wh- did you just blow a fuckin' raspberry down there?" She asked as she propped her elbows up on either side of herself.
"Maybe..." You answered shyly, chuckling.
"Just be quiet and let me do this." You spoke with some authority now.
"Yes ma'am.." She answered, closing her eyes as her head fell to rest on your pillows.
You'd kissed all the way down to the waistband of her shorts, looking up once again and waiting until she nodded before pulling both them and her panties off in one swift motion. Abby let out a deep moan as you licked a slow stripe up through her folds, collecting the majority of her slick onto the tip of your tongue. You groaned at the delightful taste of her.
Her moans grew louder as you wrapped your lips around her clit, sucking harshly before drawing figure 8's on it with the tip of your tongue. Then you shifted so you could bring a hand up, easily sliding in your middle and ring finger into her aching hole. Her breath stuttered as you curled your fingers, perfectly hitting her g-spot while continuing your assault on her clit.
Abbys hands gripped the sheets so hard her knuckles turned white, and she felt that familiar pressure building in her stomach. Unable to control herself, she jerked her hips forward and grinded onto your face. You let out a small moan, the vibration sending an entire new wave of pleasure to the blonde girl.
Her thighs closed instinctively as she reached her high, and you let them. Her chest rose and fell at a fast pace as she moaned and gasped through her blinding orgasm.
"Oh- God. I fucking love you Y/n." She moaned and your heart skipped a beat.
You didnt stop even after she came, until she used a hand to push you away, the overstimulation becoming too much to handle. You listened, pulling back with a sigh.
"Mm, fuck. Get up here and kiss me." Abby spoke breathlessly.
You listened immediately, crawling over top of her as you caged her between your arms. Your hands placed on the sheet as you leaned forward and sloppily kissed Abby. She whined at the taste of herself on your tongue, brining her hands to the back of your neck and tangling them in your hair. Once you pulled away your used the back of your hand to wipe her juices from your chin.
"Abby... I love you too." You spoke as you rested your forehead against hers.
She laughed, her hands now coming to hold your face lovingly. Her laughter was infectious as ever, causing small giggles to fall past your lips as well. You continued to giggle as she kissed each of your cheeks, the tip of your nose, your forehead, and then finally your lips.
"I'm gonna go get a washcloth, mkay?" You told her, already standing to make your way tonthe bathroom.
You came back to find Abby pulling her shirt back on. She smiled at you as you walked over to her, wiping both her thigh and between her legs. Then you cleaned yourself before tossing the washcloth into your hamper then putting a new pair of panties on. Abby put her own back on, letting her shorts stay on the floor.
Abby ran her hands through her hair, waiting for you to join her back into bed. She layed on her side and held her arms out for you. You wasted no time in curling up against her, wrapping your arms around her and nuzzling your face into her neck. Abby held you and rubbed your back until you both fell asleep again.
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melonteee · 9 months
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Okay am I crazy or did Oda ACTUALLY write most of the straw hats (and most other characters in One Piece tbh) to be very heavily queer coded?? Like I feel so happy watching this series because of how INSANELY queer it is. Like ESPECIALLY nami for example being heavily hinted at for being a lesbian like i genuinely was expecting a kiss from her and vivi 😳 but then any time I mention it on tiktok or anywhere else, people are like "NO WAY NO WAY NAMI IS SO OBVIOUSLY STRAIGHT WEHHHHHH!!" Like...I reeeeally hope that oda doesn't do a naruto and put all the women with a man at the end just..because. Like I genuinely hope he wrote them that way ON PURPOSE 😭 like I had no idea that a lot of the straights actually ship nami with luffy??? Like not to hate on others ships or anything but ehhhhh?? Like I guess people don't understand the difference between sibling and romantic tension?? Or does the hot girl just HAVE to get with the hero at the end?? I truly despise that trope 😭 and I know that oda said no relationships between the strawhats (let's be real, he ships frobin I see you oda lol) but I hope he doesn't side with dude bros on these kinds of things is all I ask. Because that would be suuuuper disappointing 😞
lol Oda famously does his own thing, he made Gear 5 goofy because he was sick of writing serious fights. He literally said something along the lines of "I know most stories have the power up be serious, but I don't want that. I want One Piece and Luffy to stay fun."
I have no idea if Oda intentionally queer coded his characters, but I do know he wouldn't care how we interpret them. He's said before that he thinks freedom of interpretation of his characters is great, so whether intentional or not, we at least know he wouldn't have some vendetta against it.
But what I DO know is whenever I see Shonen bros think One Piece is gonna follow regular Shonen tropes, I always have to laugh cause One Piece constantly doesn't do what they want it to do. Gear 5 was a disappointment to a lot of shonen bros cause they wanted it to be a scary cool Luffy, but instead it was a Tom and Jerry cartoon. No one can ever say what the hell Oda's gonna do because at this point in time, he can do whatever he wants. I can't ever see him following what's conventional for a shonen, like I will genuinely be shocked if he ends it with everyone getting married and having kids because 'that's what a shonen is'.
Like, this is One Piece. Why does anyone think it'll fit itself into the Shonen box exclusively, especially by the very end lmao
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