#kpop boyband fanfiction

[yeyejie]

Fading Footsteps

Characters: Yesung x Reader Synopsis: Cold winter winds may erase the warmth of our love, but the echo of fading footsteps will forever linger, reminding us of the beauty we once shared.

A/N: it's my first time writing a kpop x reader fanfic, so be nice haha. feel free to let me know what you think of the story too. :D

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As the wind whispered through the streets of Seoul, a sense of melancholy filled the air, matching the weight that rested upon your heart. You sat alone at the familiar corner table of your favorite cafe, the place that held countless memories of laughter, whispered promises, and stolen kisses. But tonight, the atmosphere felt different—tinged with both nostalgia and an impending farewell.

You traced your fingers over the rim of your untouched cup, your mind drifting back to the early days when your love was vibrant and hopeful. Yesung, the one who had once ignited your soul, had become a distant presence in your life. The road you had traveled together had grown increasingly treacherous, filled with bumps and bruises that left wounds in your once unbreakable bond.

Though Yesung believed in the enduring strength of your love, you could no longer find solace in the promises you had made. The flames that once burned passionately had dwindled, leaving behind only fading embers. The realization pierced your heart, for you knew that it was time to release the grip that held you together and set each other free.

Tonight was the night you would confront Yesung, your fates intertwining one final time before parting ways. The thought of severing the ties that had bound you for years was both terrifying and liberating. With every passing moment, your determination solidified, and your resolve grew stronger like the snowflakes threatening to fall outside the window.

Yesung was away, lost in the rhythm of a neighboring city's music festival, unaware of the storm brewing within you. He had promised to join you as soon as his last performance concluded, unknowingly stepping into the final act of your tragic love story.

As the minutes ticked by, your mind wandered between the echoes of memories and the anticipation of what lay ahead. You knew that tonight would change your lives irrevocably, leaving scars that may never fully heal. But you also held onto a glimmer of hope, believing that this painful ending would pave the way for a new beginning—a chance for both of you to find happiness on separate paths.

With each passing second, the weight of the decision grew heavier, yet you steeled yourself, ready to face the inevitable. You would bid farewell to the warmth of your shared memories, embracing the cold reality of a future without Yesung by your side.

Tonight, as the snow threatened to fall upon the city of Seoul, you braced yourself for the final chapter of your love story—a chapter that would forever alter the course of your lives. And in the silence of the cafe, you whispered your goodbyes, both to the man you had loved and to the person you used to be.

As tears welled up in your eyes, a bittersweet montage of memories played like a film reel in your mind. Each scene flickered before you, capturing the happiest moments you and Yesung had shared, intertwined with the painful fragments that had chipped away at your love.

You saw yourselves dancing under the moonlight, laughing, and spinning in each other's arms. The sound of Yesung's laughter echoed in your ears, his voice like a soothing melody that once filled your world with joy. But the image quickly shifted, morphing into the arguments that had grown more frequent; the words exchanged were like daggers, piercing deep into your hearts.

There were nights when you curled up together, seeking refuge in each other's warmth and finding solace in whispered promises of forever. The tenderness of Yesung's touch lingered on your skin, igniting a fire that burned passionately. But those moments gave way to the coldness of silent resentment, when affection turned into indifference and every touch felt hollow, devoid of the love it once carried.

You recalled the adventures you embarked on, exploring new places hand in hand with hearts full of excitement and wonder. The world seemed brighter and more vibrant in each other's company. But the scenes blurred into the nights you spent apart, waiting anxiously for Yesung's return and feeling the distance between you grow wider with each passing day.

Amidst the memories of laughter and tears, whispers of "I love you" filled the air. The warmth of those words enveloped you, reminding you of the deep connection you had once shared. But those echoes were overshadowed by the harsh reality of hurtful exchanges, where the love that once bound you had become entangled in resentment and unspoken frustrations.

As the montage reached its crescendo, the weight of it all bore down on your fragile heart. The love you held for Yesung was undeniable, but love alone could no longer sustain the toxicity that had seeped into your relationship. Despite your resolve to end things, the pain was still searing, tearing through the remnants of a love that had slowly crumbled.

In the solitude of the cafe, your emotions broke free, with tears streaming down your face as the floodgates of heartbreak opened wide. It was a cathartic release, a cleansing of the wounds that ran deep, a mixture of sorrow for what was lost and relief for what might lie ahead.

The snowflakes continued to fall gracefully upon the city of Seoul, casting a serene blanket of white upon the bustling streets. Amidst the wintry beauty, you sat alone at the cafe, your gaze fixed on the picturesque scene before you. The city's ethereal charm, once captivating and enchanting, now serves as a painful reminder of the stark contrast within your heart.

An hour had passed since your arrival, and though your tears had ceased, traces of your sorrow lingered in your reddened eyes and the occasional quiver of your breath. As you watched the snow dance and settle, you couldn't help but resent its beauty, for it seemed to mock the tumultuous emotions swirling within you.

How could something so tranquil exist when your own world felt shattered?

Lost in your thoughts, you battled with conflicting emotions. Doubt crept into your mind, tempting you to reconsider your decision. The weight of what lay ahead bore down upon you, causing another wave of tears to well up. The empathetic gazes of strangers lingered upon you, their unspoken understanding a poignant reminder that pain and heartbreak were universal experiences.

Suddenly, a familiar figure emerged through the snowy haze. Yesung, still adorned in his stage outfit and remnants of stage makeup, approached with a radiant smile that seemed to illuminate the wintry night. Your heart skipped a beat at the sight, a bittersweet mix of love and sadness flooding your being. This was the moment you had been dreading—the moment when you would shatter Yesung's joy with your painful truth.

Your gaze met his, and for a fleeting moment, the weight of your shared memories, both blissful and agonizing, enveloped you. Yesung's smile faltered ever so slightly, as if sensing the heaviness in the air. You could see the confusion and concern etched on his face—an unspoken question hanging between you.

In that frozen moment, you knew you couldn't turn back. This was the right decision, however heartbreaking it may be. With a deep breath and a resolve fortified by love and self-preservation, you steeled yourself for the conversation that would forever alter your lives.

The snow continued to fall, and your meeting point was a stark juxtaposition of beauty and pain. Yesung and you stood on the precipice of an ending, your paths diverging in the bitter cold of the winter night. The weight of your unspoken farewell lingered, as if the city itself held its breath in anticipation of your next steps.

This scene encapsulated the ache in your heart and the profound contrast between your heavy emotions and Yesung's radiant facade. It served as a poignant reminder that sometimes, even in the most picturesque moments, beauty can mask profound sorrow.

As the hours passed, you made a conscious decision to bury your inner turmoil and immerse yourself in a facade of normalcy. Sitting across from Yesung in the familiar confines of the cafe, you put on a brave face, determined to cherish these last moments of blissful ignorance.

You smiled at him, your eyes filled with warmth and genuine affection. "How was your performance? I bet you were amazing as always."

Yesung's face lit up at your words, his excitement evident. "Ah, it was crazy, I tell you! The energy from the crowd was electrifying. I couldn't have asked for a better audience."

You chuckled softly, your heart aching at his genuine enthusiasm. "You always know how to captivate the crowd. You're a true artist."

He leaned back in his chair, a satisfied grin playing on his lips. "Well, I always give my all on stage. It's where I feel most alive, and I'm glad I can share that with the fans."

As you gazed into his eyes, you couldn't help but see the passion and dedication that fueled his performances. Kanghoon was not just an entertainer but a charismatic artist, with a soul that poured into every note and lyric.

He reached across the table, his fingers gently grazing yours. "And how was your day? Did anything interesting happen?"

You took a moment to compose yourself, your voice steady as you replied, "Just the usual. Work, errands, and the mundane But being here with you makes every day extraordinary."

Yesung's smile widened, his eyes shining with adoration. "You have a way of making the ordinary feel extraordinary, my love. Your presence brings so much joy to my life."

You couldn't help but be swept away by his charm and the sincerity in his words. It was moments like these that made you question your decision and doubt if you could really walk away from this love that had once been everything.

But deep down, you knew that love alone couldn't fix the cracks that had formed in your relationship. The battles, the pain, the toxic cycle you found yourselves trapped in—it was taking its toll on both of you.

For now, you chose to embrace the fleeting moments of tenderness, basking in the warmth of Yesung's company and the echoes of what once was. In this fragile bubble of normalcy, you held onto the illusion of unbroken love even as the weight of reality threatened to shatter it.

The cafe embraced your whispered conversations and laughter, oblivious to the storm of emotions raging within you. As the night wore on, you couldn't help but wonder if this fragile respite was the calm before the storm, the final chapter of a love story reaching its heartbreaking conclusion.

But for now, you held Kanghoon's hand, cherishing the moments that slipped through your fingers like sand, knowing that the hardest part was yet to come.

-

As you walked along the illuminated path by the Hangang River, the vibrant rainbow lights casting a mesmerizing glow, you felt a lump form in your throat. The time had come to confront the truth and lay bare your heart.

With a deep breath, you suddenly halted, your hand gently grabbing his arm. He turned to you, surprise etched across his face, but that quickly transformed into anticipation as you leaned in for a passionate kiss. It was a rare display of public affection, a momentary defiance against the constraints that bound you both.

The kiss lingered, filled with longing and bittersweet intensity. Yesung's heart raced, his thoughts consumed by the rush of emotions flooding through him. But just as he began to lose himself in the connection, you pulled away, your tear-stained face a stark contrast to the moment you had just shared.

He looked at you, concern and confusion mingling in his eyes. "What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

You took a shaky breath, searching for the right words amidst the torrent of emotions swirling inside you. "Kanghoon-ah, my love, do you remember that night when we first met? It feels like a lifetime ago now, doesn't it?"

Yesung's brows furrowed, and his voice filled with gentle reassurance. "Of course I remember. It was a magical night that changed our lives. I can never forget it even if I tried."

Tears streamed down your cheeks as you recalled the memories that shaped your relationship—the highs and lows that led you to this moment. "Yes, it was magical. But somewhere along the way, we lost sight of the magic, didn't we? We let it slip through our fingers, and now... now it feels like we're holding onto something that's already broken."

His expression shifted, realization dawning upon him. "Are you... Are you saying what I think you're saying?"

You nodded, your voice trembling with sorrow. "I've tried, Kanghoon-ah. I've tried to salvage what we had, to ignore the pain, and to fight for us. But I can't anymore. We've become tangled in a web of hurt and misunderstandings. I don't want our love to be a battlefield, where every step we take is filled with landmines waiting to explode."

He reached out, his fingers brushing against your cheek, desperate to hold onto what was slipping away. "Please, my love. Don't give up on us. We can work through this. I'll change; I'll do whatever it takes to make things right."

Your voice quivered as you struggled to find the strength to let go. "Oh, Kanghoon, it's not about changing who we are. It's about accepting that sometimes love isn't enough. We've tried, and it hurts me more than words can express to say this, but it's time for us to find our own paths, to heal and grow separately."

His eyes pleaded with you, filled with a mix of desperation and determination. "But I love you more than anything. Can't we find a way back to each other?"

You hugged yourself, your body shaking with silent sobs. "Love is a powerful force, Kanghoon-ah, but it's not always enough. Sometimes, we need more than love. We need understanding, trust, and the ability to make each other truly happy. And right now, I can't honestly say that we have all those things."

Yesung's voice cracked as he reached out, his fingers intertwined with yours. "Please, don't leave me. I can't bear the thought of losing you."

Through your tears, you whispered, "I never wanted to hurt you, Kanghoon-ah. But I can't keep hurting myself either. We need to let each other go, so we can find happiness in our own separate ways."

As the silence stretched between them, the weight of their unspoken emotions hung heavy in the air. Yesung's mind raced with conflicting thoughts and emotions, unsure of how to respond to your impending farewell. He couldn't bear the thought of losing you, yet he knew deep down that your happiness mattered above all else.

Finally, breaking the silence, your voice trembled as you found the courage to speak. "Thank you, Kanghoon-ah, for everything. I'll always cherish the moments we shared together, from the simplest gestures to the grandest adventures. You gave me a glimpse of a world I never thought I'd be a part of. For that, I'm eternally grateful."

Tears streamed down your face as you continued, your voice laced with both sorrow and determination. "I'll miss you more than words can express. There may come a time when I'll regret this decision, and my heart might ache for what we've lost. But right now, I truly believe that this is the best choice for both of us. We deserve to find happiness, even if it means walking separate paths."

Yesung's eyes mirrored your pain as he desperately searched for a way to change your mind. "Please, give us another chance. I can fix our relationship; I know we can. We've been through so much together, and I still believe in us," he pleaded, his voice filled with a mixture of hope and desperation.

But your decision was final, and you shook your head, your voice firm yet filled with sadness. "I appreciate your love and willingness to try, Yesung, but we've reached a point where it's best for both of us to move on. You deserve to find happiness, even if it's not with me. Open your heart to new possibilities and allow yourself to be happy."

Tears welled up in Yesung's eyes as he realized the depth of your resolve. "I... I understand," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "I'll respect your decision. But please know that you'll always hold a special place in my heart. The memories we created together will forever be cherished."

The bittersweetness of your conversation hung in the frosty air, a testament to the depth of your connection and the difficulty of your parting. You stood there, facing the uncertainty of the future, knowing that your lives would forever be intertwined, even as you walked separate paths.

With a heavy heart, Yesung made a request. "Walk away first, please. Give me some time before I turn around. I want to remember you as you are, before you fade away."

And so, you obliged, taking slow steps backward until you were out of his sight. As Yesung turned around, tears continued to flow down his face, his heart shattering with each passing moment. He gazed in the direction you had gone, knowing that this marked the definitive end of your relationship.

In a broken voice, Yesung cursed under his breath, the words lacking the sting they once held. "Damn you for hurting me like this," he whispered. Deep down, he knew that his love for you would never waver, even in the face of heartbreak.

[phantaloon]

big fan of how despite all three sites being fanfic sites, wattpad, ao3 and ff.net all have entirely different kinds of vibes

[oh-my-may]

Hey there

Hi, this is my reintroduction to tumblr (kinda).

I go by May on the internet, it's some weird nickname I made of my real name and goes back to my first gamer tag on minecraft...

I'm currently 22 years of age, which sometimes makes me feel incredibly old on the internet? At the same time I seem to come across many other people my age who go through very similar struggles as me lol

I curretnly work fulltime as a waitress. I'm European so I get paid a proper wage there, and the work with my coworkers is very fun and comforting. I'm not always the biggest fan of other people, but being a people pleaser and having the ability to hide my true personality behind a "nice" facade makes my job possible and bearable. (jk aside, I really like my job)

Hobbies include:

reading (I always say that, but I barely ever pick up a book. Just spent most of my early teen years absolutely ramming through a shit ton of books. I still really enjoy reading, but I barely find the time to do it. My tbr list is endless)

gaming (I'll dip my toes into anything that's not an ego-shooter, my PS5 is one of my most treasured possessions)

watching movies (last year I dragges either my sister or one of my friends to the theaters at least once a month. Doesn't mean I'm a movie critic or anything, but I really like watching movies and I might just share some takes on it on here)

anime (just a select few, the most famous ones. Life's busy when you have a fulltime job and still have other hobbies, but I'm currently on my first watchthrough of One Piece! Will definitely post about this from time to time)

listening to music (realizing I have very basic hobbies bc my parents never urged me to pursue anything specific when I was a child, but anyway: I will listen to almost a bit of anything, but Taylor Swift and Ghost were amongst my most streamed artists on Spotify last year. Do with that info what you will)

writing. I did start with writing fanfiction, first harry potter, then boybands, then kpop, then anime. Most important to me was always my original idea though. I know many people have things like this. A few years ago I thought I'd actually go with trying to publish something. Now I have revised and rethought the whole thing. I barely write, but it's still in the back of my head all the damn time. I always think about writing, but doing the actual thing rn seems impossible.

As I'm writing this I realize how pathetic I feel doing this, beacuse I have this awful feeling no one is gonna respond and I'll end up regretting this so much that I'll delete it. Thank God the internet gives me the opportunity to be anonymous.

Anyway, the previously mentioned hobbies lead to my (current) interests that I'll most likely post about, so if you're into one or more of these things as well, let's chat!

in terms of games: Currently playing through Final Fantasy 7 Rebirth and generally FF7 is probably a huge hyperfixation of mine and has been for years. I've just arrived in Gongaga on my playthrough and I'm loving all of it. The game caters to all the expectations and interests I have in games. It's just so insanely beautiful and makes me tear up every couple hours idk

on this note I'd like to mention that I dipped my toes into FF14 but since I only play on Playstaion now, all the commands are overwhelming to me. I'm definitely planning on playing FF15 and FF16

Kinda cringe but I swear I'm normal: Genshin Impact. Have been playing since early 2021, once had a pretty unhealthy relationship to this game, but I was mentally not doing well during that time. Having a fulltime job changed my perspective on the game. Now I'm a casual enjoyer bc I love the open world and characters, and I love to get into the lore, so I might post a few theories and stuff on here

On that note: Honkai Star Rail. Same company, but it took me way longer to get into the game. Really enjoying it now though, although I am struggling with a bunch of battles. Save to say, I am NOT playing the game for the meta lol

One Piece! As mentioned, I started my watch of it last year in summer just before the Netflix live action came out (work bestie talked me into it). I'm quite literally at episode 500 rn. Had to stop for a while at around Thriller Bark bc the first few episodes didn't quite do it for me. Now I try to watch a few episodes before sleep everyday :)

Other anime that I am different levels of unhinged about: Jujutsu Kaisen, Attack on Titan, Bungou Stray Dogs, Demon Slayer. The basics, I know. Just don't have the time to watch a lot while other life stuff happens, you know. OP is the main thing rn, and until I am kinda up-to-date with that, everything else will have to wait lol

In terms of book stuff I must admit I keep going back to communities and fandoms I was a part of when I was a teen lol. This largely refers to stuff like Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugho, The Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater and All for the Game by Nora Sakavic

Right now though I am more interested in reading some classics and other stuff. Read Britney Spears' biography last year (within the span of one day, I wanna add), currently I'm reading a chapter of Crime and Punishment once in a blue moon. I'd like to read more stuff like that in the future, but everything at it's time ig

Other fictional universes I was once quite unhinged about: Game of Thrones and Lord of the Rings. Both communities are kinda dead atm though. I'm still in the process of reading the books (which means I last picked them up over a year ago. But believe me, I'll get there, eventually.... someday)

In terms of music as I said I listen to almost anything. Not a lot of rap and techno, though. I like stuff with lyrics I can sing along to and feel deep within my bones. I wouldn't call myself a "fan" of any particular artist, I was very unhinged about musicians as a teen and I have learned my lesson. Now I just listen to the music without caring too much about the artist themselves. I used to really like 5 Seconds of Summer as a teen, then I moved to Kpop. Now I barely keep up with either but just listen to the stuff I did back then

I think that's basically it for now? The most important parts about myself. Stuff I like to talk about, so if you like some of this too, maybe come talk to me? I wanna get to know people here after all, and I have learned this is probably the best way to start.

I don't have many conditions for friends tbh. I'm 22, so anything between like 19 and 26 or so is fine as long as the vibes are good :) I don't care about genders and all that, personally going by she/her. I'm a Taurus, in case someone wants to know. Last time i took the test I was an infp-t (still think it's pretty accurate but it's been a few years nd I heard that test isn't as accurate? idk)

Other things you should maybe know is that English is not my native language, so excuse any mistakes you might come across lol. I dropped out of university. My profile picture kinda captures my most basic features.

Anyway, feel free to hit me up, I love talking to people on the internet and I really look forward to this reinvention of my account here and actually talking about my interests and reposting stuff I like :)

If you have any questions, just ask!

Until then,

May

[br1ghtestlight]

*guy who is normal voice* and this is my fictional fruit-themed object kpop boyband that i created exclusively for ONE of my nine characters to be a fan of. They have expansive lore and personalities/relationship dynamics

seong-wu (they/them)

quiet and sensitive type. considered the baby of the group and is also the youngest

doesn’t like to get involved in drama

honestly a sweetheart

cherry

monday (he/him)

leader of the band and generally seen as the main member of 7fruit

fan favorite

actually a lot nicer than taeyong despite their rivalry. kind of above it all but still is down to earth and talks to their fans

one of the original members of the band

most likely to leave the band and have his own successful solo career in music

strawberry

joey (he/she/they)

generally considered the muscle of the group. doesn’t talk much but is tough and kind of sarcastic. considered the most physically attractive outside of monday

gets along best w/ kb

he’s only like five ppls fave member but those five would DIE for him

ppl definitely ship him and kb. they’ve never dated but had a one night stand before. friends with benefits vibes but nothing consistent. They hang out and drink together and talk shit about the other band members

orange

lemon (she/her)

generally seen as emotionally impulsive and kind of explosive but in a fun way. party animal

also very tough and strong. WILL start an argument with you. very confrontational

probably plays electric guitar

older mentor type figure who makes bad life decisions

got arrested at least once but its fine

lemon

citrus (he/him)

generally a pretty down to earth and sweet guy. really good friends with monday

why can’t everyone just be friends and play music??

wants the band to be like how it was before they got super famous when they were just hanging out and having fun. values his relationships a lot

honestly kind of over everything. only staying in the band because of his relationship with taeyong

gets overlooked in fandom spaces when it isn’t related to his relationship w/ taeyong but he doesn’t even mind bcuz he isnt super into the culture of fame

backup performer

boyfriends with taeyong since before they were a famous band. taeyong is protective of him but actually their relationship is super healthy and probs the only good thing taeyong has going for him

lime

taeyong (he/him)

leader of the band along with seong-wu and does most of the vocals

more dominant of the two and takes charge but they have a rivalry dynamic going on. but it's mostly one-sided

kind of an asshole tbh. fame got to his head

boyfriends with citrus

almost certainly his bandmates only put up with him bcuz they all like citrus and know that they're a package deal

blueberry

kb (they/he)

chill loner type

kind of a bad boy reputation and he sleeps around a lot. Fans convinced they could get with him (they couldn't) also has the most y/n fanfictions written about them on wattpad

oldest member of the band

mostly does backup vocals/music but they can also rap

grapes

[jellieclogs]

thinking about how my older sister used to relentlessly make fun of me for how obsessed i was with one direction at like age 11 like it was real bad for me i would see a picture of harry or zayn and burst out crying . anyway she bullied me because i bought their merch, listened to their music all the time, talked about them with my friends, read fanfiction, WROTE fanfiction, the whole nine yards. i never saw them live because concerts were too expensive as a kid. but yeah she always ALWAYS made fun of me and that was just typical first boyband love behavior ? then, actually years later, like age 22 plus she became more of a fan of their music than i was...like word for word singing rock me like???? i fell off from them because i got into kpop soon after but my sister was a fan for years..

it makes me think like because she was born in 1998, the hit boyband of that time had passed (nsync i guess?) and she was way too young to enjoy them, but by the time the next big thing had come around (1D) my sister was almost 16 and she probably felt like she was way too old to act as obsessed with them as i did, even though she enjoyed their music deep down :(

anyway my fave songs are moments, summer love, loved you first, stockholm syndrome, and what a feeling 🤭

[mistigri0000]

Ok guys i need to know which one is worse

BTS (yes the kpop boyband) ships fanfictions or kyman (south park) fanfictions

Im trying to win the middle school weirdo contest

[claramelo-koala]

okay someone's gonna have to explain to me how the "Your tags" tab functions

i thought it was just a feed of tags i follow, but i keep getting kpop boyband smut in there even though i dont follow any of these tags??

i keep filtering them as they pop up but they only stay away for like 48 hours and then they just come back again

i am lesbian, i do not follow any tags relating to BL or especially kpop boyband "person x reader" fanfiction, and i just want to stop seeing this

and why is it always ateez specifically? yall scare me but im tagging you anyway

[levi-supreme]

Hi Rei 😊 I'm curious about L and P 👀

Hello Charlotte my precious bby!! <33 thank you for entertaining me!

L: What’s the weirdest AU you’ve ever come up with?

Hmm!! I feel like I tend to always stick to modern!au when I write, so there isn't really anything 'weird'.... but I do have this idea in my head where Levi and reader are in a kpop idol au and there are two scenarios: a) where Levi is a soloist and reader is a member of a kpop girl group, and b) Levi is a member of a kpop boyband and reader is one of the boyband's backup dancers XD

I feel like this is going to need A LOT of world building and brain cells lol, so I haven't been planning anything for this. Then again, I've listened to kpop for a good 15 years or so, so I know that industry like the back of my hand anyway haha.

P: Are you what George R. R. Martin would call an “architect” or a “gardener”? (How much do you plan in advance, versus letting the story unfold as you go?)

Hmm!! To be honest, I feel like I'm a mix of both? When I write my fics, I always have an idea of the plot and everything, and how I want the story to end.

But!! With chaptered fics like Levi's Valentine, it's a little different. I know what I wanted to do with that story, and I already know how I wanted it to end. But, I didn't really plan on the development of the story, and I wrote the remaining chapters as the story progressed, and I wrote and planned according to how the story was developing!!

I feel like with fanfiction writing, I am more of an architect and I need to have a plan, structure, and everything. But irl, I'm very much a gardener lol. I hate planning, and I hate following and sticking to schedules and timelines HAHA.

Fanfic ask meme!

[sillygooseness]

2023: Welcome to my Time Capsule

I’ve found that I come back to this blog- which I started about 10 years ago now wtf- whenever I want to feel a sense of loving something outside of myself. It happens a couple times a year. I log on, like a bunch of random stuff, maybe reblog a couple things, feel something again, and log off. This blog is like my time capsule of fandom life, so I refuse to delete it (even though it’s embarrassing and I probably should). I guess I just keep it around for me. Fandom used to be my whole world. I was more active on twitter during the height of it, but came here to write shitty fanfiction about a silly boyband that I loved. All I really felt that I loved was them.

I deleted my twitter a long time ago, so I don’t have those memories to look back on. I kind of regret that, so I’m keeping this forever. Hence, my time capsule. Maybe I can use this to track my interests over time.

My past and present interests include: One Direction (together and solo careers), the 1975, anything Alice Oseman creates, Bastille, Bad Suns, Avatar the Last Airbender, some kpop, and various other musicians and media

There are so many things I wish I knew about myself then that I know now. The development of my prefrontal cortex is really slapping me in the face, and I’m going into 2023 with an extreme sense of nostalgia for who I’ve loved in the past and who I could have been in an alternate universe where my maturity level transcended my age back then. 

So yeah, welcome to my little time capsule.

[fadaydreamer]

My First Day at HYBE (part 3)

Like I said last time, my first dance practice went horribly. After stretching, our instructor—Mr. Lo—tested our proficiency by letting us do a freestyle. Individually. The other trainees were amazing, bopping along to the beat and practically sliding across the floors. On the other hand, when it was my turn I went up there and did a little shimmy. Then I froze. I was like a fish in an ice bucket, totally out of my element. Afterwards, the dance instructor looked me over and had me sit down early. It was so embarrassing. 

After hours of learning the most elementary of moves, we headed over to the vocal studio. Ms. Oh has an entirely kinder face than the dance instructor. She took it slow since it was our first day. We did vocal warm ups, and then we sang a popular K-pop song together—it was “Spring Day” by BTS. I’m way more confident in my voice than my dancing abilities. Still, the other trainees were way more phenomenal than me. I felt a bit insecure, but that didn’t stop me from belting out Jimin’s part in the chorus. 

We went home. I found out that I’m sharing my dorm room with two others, Aiden from California and Yuchan from Busan. They’re both pretty nice. I’m sure I’ll find out more about them in the future. I hope to become great friends. 

Anyway, that was my first day at HYBE! My next post will detail my story of how it all happened. How I became a trainee, that is. See you then!

[yandereverse-worldbuilding]

Ok so I had a hot second to think about this, and yandere pop (Y-pop) kinda slaps. Also, I'm creating a Y-pop group called .mgmt whose members don't go by their real names, but are instead numbered 1 to 5.

I already have a song title in mind called Get My Good Side.

- Mod Vendetta

[hunholic94]

[blog-armee-blog]

HOME | 06

Pairing: BTS Taehyung/ V | Reader

Genre: Fluff | a tint of humor | Childhood friends AU Summary: "And there we were, going our separate ways. I was 22, single and financially stable. He was with his girlfriend, right hand at her waist, their footsteps in sync.“

They grew up right next door, knowing each other like the back of their hand. Opposite characters and shared childhood. He was an exceptional thing with big smiles and a huge faith in love. She came to the city and fell in love with the streets and the lights. And then, they met again. Author’s note: We’re back, sort of alive due to the horrific first term finals but here we are. Blessed ~ Also get ready for a little angst later on in the series :) Credit: taehyungpiics on Twitter

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We sat on the rooftop for a very long time, our eyes staring at the horizon, not each other. Or maybe that was just me as I could not look at him properly, not able to face the awkwardness. It was one of those moments, really, the one when there was so much to say but none of us knew where to begin when we are at the right place and the right time to say whatever that was on our mind instead of leaving a deadly silence in between.

My eyes kept moving back and forth, my plain shoes then the sky. It was not as dark as it had been a few moments ago. Our time was running up.

Finally, I managed to gather all my strength and break the silence, only to meet his voice as the first word escaped me.

"You go first.", I said awkwardly.

He hesitated for a few seconds but continued anyway.

"You don't have to do this... " his voice gentle and yet refusing, as if setting up a wall between us. "I mean, not that I don't like it, I... it just that... I haven't seen you in two years... and you didn't even know what was going on in my life. And all of a sudden things changed and you are good to me, not that you were mean to me before..."

I knew what he meant. We weren't that close when we were little despite living so near each other. I was gone for years and we never had a real talk. He was an acquaintance. I was his acquaintance. I was not supposed to be here right now, not supposed to have patted his back when he threw up, not supposed to talk him into breaking property, not supposed to watch the sky with him. It should be someone else, maybe his guy friend from the small town or someone with the knowledge of his recent life.

But there I was, acting all close and caring as if I was his best friend. Such sincerity wasn't shown to someone that did not mean much. Even though that person spent his childhood with you. Even though that person was in front of you so vulnerable that as if the slightest touch could break him.

"I just don't like seeing you like that," I replied.

"What? Broken-hearted?"

"Sad," I answered. "You know, you have always been that kid who was so bright and full of energy and you have an unlimited resource of faith and love to give out.”

He gave out a little chuckle.

"You have that dumb smile that could light up the darkest days. Without it, it breaks my heart."

Silent.

"Look, it's just that sometimes you fall in love too fast and too hard. And you meant well. But when things fall apart, you ended up getting hurt more than anyone else. You give people second and third, and fourth chance because that is just how much you believe. But people can let you down and walk on you, even the ones you trusted with your life, I've been there. But that's alright. Wounds heal... I just wish you didn't have to go through all this crap."

"I thought this time things could last, that I finally get to be in a stable, normal relationship and stop being that guy who can't keep track of his past girlfriends. I thought she loved me. I was so stupid.", he blamed himself when he shouldn't. He did nothing wrong and I wanted to tell him that. But the words got stuck at the tip of my tongue.

"Love makes us do crazy things,” I said.

And it was as if for a millionth second, I could feel the lightest glimpse from Taehyung. Although the thought almost made me smile, I brushed it off my mind, convincing myself that it was only my imagination.

And it was. It had to be.

"But that's love." he smiled. Half amused, half bitter.

"Yeah", I replied.

We sit there for what seems like hours. Winds cutting into my skin with occasional shivers from the cold. My hair blowing all over the place, covering a small part of my sight.

Hands numb.

Visible breaths.

And suddenly, appeared the brightest gleam of sunlight I have ever seen.

The sun began to rise.

Minutes after that, the city awakened, consumed by lights and morning freezing cold. Things became brighter bit by bit, bathing in rays of orange and red. And my eyes narrowed to witness the magnificent, the peace, the rare silence of consuming chaos. The small astonishment of the grand city.

And underneath the concretes, hearts started to beat.

~ Zee ———END of part 6——— © 2017 BLOG-ARMEE  ALL RIGHTS RESERVED 

[kpopkimchi]

GOT7 Reaction to dating a bisexual girl!

Yikes...I don’t know the last time I even posted but HI EVERYONE! Happy Pride Month!!! Let’s gooo 

Mark: Mark grew up in the states so he would be 100% unfazed and all with it! Maybe a few questions but it definitly would be a good experience overall. I imagine probably having the same celeb crushes and as always with Mark it would be lots of fun times! 

Youngjae: I think Youngjae would be a little bit skeptical at first just because he of cultural differences but over all still very loving and accepting and LOTS of questions!  He would wanna know all about it, the differences between pan and bi, the flags, EVERYTHING. Still such a sweetie though and he would enjoy the experience. 

JB: “Well right now you only like me though, right?” All JB would worry about is being the only one on your mind! Might be a little threatened that he has twice the competition now but he’s a big softie and just wants your love! Needs a bit of reassuring but is completely chill. 

Jinyoung: Mostly unfazed, a little confused and would need some questions answered like Youngjae, but overall pretty chill. Might start asking which celebs you think are attractive, especially in the KPOP world! You guys would probably bond closer since he would learn a lot about LGBTQ community through you! 

BamBam: Would be really eager to learn more about the LGBTQ community through you! He would start repping pride shirts and flags and go to parades with you...basically become your cheerleader! He loves everything about you so this would just become another part of you to love! 

Jackson: Jackson would probably make a song about it tbh LOL! Similar to Bambam he would start repping pride stuff and would have a lot of fun just interviewing you or relating about hot celebs you both like. It would be chill and he would totally make some memes or jokes about it just to keep things lighthearted and fun! 

Yugyeom: Parties, parties, parades, and parties! He would throw pride parties, listen to more lgbtq artists, it would be just great. If you ever took him to a drag show he would LOVE it and he would just be a ball of joy and support! A true angel and ally! 

[moonchildandstardust]

I want to write bts fanfiction but I’m VERY new to the fandom and I don’t know if I will be able to do it because I still don’t know each member that well to be writing something about them? I’m afraid they will turn out extremely OOC if I did, but I can’t find any “beginner’s guide” or something like that. Anyone want to help a fellow (and confused) army? 

[stark-strange-love2]

Thanks for tagging me @salty-ironstrange-shipper I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH

1 - Do you prefer friends to lovers or enemies to lovers? | Enemies to lovers

2 - Would you rather be forced to watch a terrible movie adaptation of your favorite fanfic or an amazing adaptation of your least favorite fanfic? | Terrible adaptation of my favorite fic

3 - Would you rather read fanfic chapters backwards or read them as parsed from google translate? | Google translate

4 - Would you rather consume every fanfic as an audiobook read by a monotone narrator or have to read on a tiny printed piece of papers written in yellow highlighter? | Monotone audiobook (but aren’t all audiobooks super monotone?)

5-  Would you rather get a tattoo on your body of very fanfic title you read or never read fanfic again? | Never read fanfic again

6 - Do you prefer vampire au or werewolf au? | Vampire AU primarily, but I don’t mind them both at the same time hehe!

7- Would you rather get sold to a boy band or be stuck in a time loop with your love interest? | Time Loop god no fucking boybands I would die as their cult sacrifice

8 - Would you rather kill your favorite character or marry your least favorite character? | marry my least favorite character

9 - Would you rather meet your love interest in a coffee shop au or college au? | College AU 100%

10 - Would you rather have your fic history leaked or never read another fanfic again? | Fic history leaked- yall already know I’m fucked up and i don’t really read anything too bad so it’s cool!

11 - Would you rather be able to read amazing fanfiction but it always has an mpreg plot twist or only read bad fanfiction for the rest of your life? | Mpreg plot twist I love mpreg so this is NOT a problem, but a blessing XD

12 - Would you rather gay ships or straight ships? | generally gay ships, but I’m open to all. I guess I just relate more sometimes, but if its the Red Queen then heck yeah every gay or straight ship in that book is hella interesting

13 - Would you rather ship a rarepair with almost no content or a pair with lots of content but almost all of it is cracky nightmare smut? | Rarepair (isn’t ironstrange a rarepair?)

14 - Would you rather see your otp shatter years after their happily ever after or never have the happily ever after happen in the first place? | Never have the happily ever after- more angst :)

15 - Would you rather read a poorly written but complete fanfic or a literary masterpiece last updated june 2013? | Literary masterpiece (that’s so rough, but I know some of my fave’s have been unfinished rip)

16 - Would you rather read SSSS++++ tier smut with almost 11k words or 70k words worth of fluff? | 11k smut tbh

17 - Would you rather read only alternate universe fanfics or only canon fanfics? | au fanfics. I despise canon. give me my high school au!!!

18 - Would you rather introduce fanfics to your normie friend with an ongoing smut fic with great writing or a complete fluff fic with terrible writing? | Ongoing smut fic

19 - Would you rather read your notp with all your favorite tropes and perfect characterization or your otp with tropes you despise and inconsistent characterization? | OTP with tropes I despise and inconstant characterization

19 - Would you rather read a fic with an interesting concept but very poor writing or read a fic with an uninteresting concept with really good writing?  | Uninteresting, but well-written

20 - Would you rather have a major character death or have a bed sharing scene but it’s a ship you hate? | Major character death

21 - Would you rather read a fanfic that has constant grammar and spelling mistakes or one that the characters are wildly different than canon? | Grammar and spelling errors

22 - Would you rather every fanfic includes Jackson Wang or every fanfic includes at least one nsfw moment? | NSFW moment (that’s just a bonus [exactly @funkylittlebidiot])

23 - read the most absolutely messed up dead dove with your most wholesome ship or subject yourself to 100,000 words of your notp all written in a solid block with no punctuation and horrible grammar?  | Dead dove (dead dove can be quite interesting while the whole point of NOTPs are that they suck)

24 - Would you rather have the power to read every fanfic in existence or have the power to make any ship canon? | Make any ship canon (as long as it’s done right)

25 - Would you rather have your otp get together in canon but one of them dies in a tragic way or all members of your otp survive but get together with other people? | Tragic death

26 - Would you rather read a cringy 70 chapter harry styles mafia au or a high school kpop au y/n fic with horrible grammar? | Harry Styles mafia au i cannot do y/n inserts oml no

27 - Would you rather accidentally send your boss a super detailed smut fic or read a super detailed smut fic about your boss? | Read a smut fic about my boss

28 - Would you rather read smut fanfic aloud to your parents or submit smut fanfic to the employer of your dream job? | parents oml i cannot do that to my career

29 - Would you rather pine after an oblivious love interest or be the oblivious love interest pined after? | Be the oblivious love interest (LOVE ME PLEASE)

30 - Would you rather hanahaki disease or your soulmate’s first words to you tattooed on your body (and they’re really stupid)? | Tattoo soulmate’s first words (then I don’t die, but I’d rather read hanahaki)

31 - Would you rather be an alpha, beta, or omega in omegaverse? | Alpha (I’m a huge bitch, but I do 100% respect and love consent)

32 - Would you rather read a fanfic where the characters turn into furries or a fanfic where the characters all get pregnant? | pregnancies...

33 - Would you rather be able to resurrect dead fics or have the power to create a plethora of new fics effortlessly? | Create new fics ENDLESSLY

Tagging: @stxphxn-strange