#l x naomi forever

[midsummer-afternoon]

I don't know if Nisioisin ships L x Naomi or not, but as a shipper I simply cannot help but look at this in a romantic way.

Misora understood this right from the beginning. That she was L's shield.

Naomi protects L! 🥺❤️

[punkpandapatrixk]

✨THAT GIRL ♦︎ Timeless Pick A Card

‘I know everything has its time and you cannot compete with destiny, is what I say. What I thought I wanted when I was younger, it wasn’t my time to have. I wanted to work with Calvin Klein—I did the fashion shows but I never did the ads. So it took me 34 years to do an ad. And, I said, “Okay. It’s okay. That’s my time.”’ – Naomi Campbell

Hey, Gorgeous~♥︎

Why do I get the feeling your fabulous era is coming fast? There’s this thing with Divine Timing, you know. As you work daily on yourself to become a vibrational match to your D E S T I N Y✨ the time will come when the world is ready to witness your S P A R K L E S✨

Your Light is needed by this world, in whatever capacity you feel a resonance with and in whatever fashion you find most exciting! We each have our divine time to be seen and heard. We can’t rush the caterpillar to grow into a butterfly, right? Often, there’s a painstaking process there. So what to do in the meantime? Become THAT GIRL you’ve always known yourself to be🌷

Who are you at the core of your being, Girl? Basically, if you nurture aspects of yourself that feel natural to you, you’ll discover that the key to your Destiny has always been in your hand. You just need to explore your potentials, experiment with yourself, test your limits and expand your horizon until you find the DOOR that’s the right fit for your key🚪🗝️

Live for yourself. Do whatever you wanna do and find yourself in the midst of novelty and temptation. So that you find your UNIQUE strength from within.

All in Divine Timing. Your fabulous era is coming~🦋

SONG: ♥︎Lonely in Gorgeous♥︎ by Tommy february6

SERIES: Paradise Kiss (2005)

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Pile 1 – That Happy-Go-Lucky Girl

VIBE: Hot Summer by f(x)

the most UNIQUE thing about you, babe – 8 of Pentacles Rx

ADMIT IT. You loathe the idea of ‘hard work’. Gosh, the world is full of wonders and humanity has found a way to invent boredom and be depressed! You are definitely a Faery Soul. You have a unique, more sensitive point of view which causes the whole notion of ‘hard work’ to get over your head. Why work and not just play? Why is it so impossible for people to embrace lightheartedness and just, BE, happy? You just want to dip yourself in pastel glitter all day long.

For one, you’re definitely a rebel—whatever your style may be. You have so little regard for rules if you’re being honest. If anything, you make your own rules after careful testing and experimentation. That’s what you do with fashion as well. Fashion is fickle, but style is forever. And to you, there can be more than one style that you can call your own. You don’t like to limit yourself when it comes to things you can do, try or wear.

You can be like a chameleon and you love that fluidity/flexibility of yours. But on top of that, you’re also transformative. You’re a highly creative soul who has a penchant for reinventing your personal brand over and over again. You’re the brazen type that can rock ANY style and people still say, ‘That’s totally THAT GIRL’S style no matter what she does/wears!’ You possess a really strong, magnetic, energy signature.

path of least resistance – 8 of Wands Rx

Your aenergy is reminding me of famous rebels of Harajuku. Harajuku is a tiny, tiny, tiny patch of the entire fabric of Japanese society, but the creative souls who dwell there exude such POWERFUL aura. Exactly because they have a rebellious energetic signature that they express rather unapologetically😊

These are the rebels who know they’re meant to carve out a lifestyle of their own in the midst of Japan’s disgusting policy of conformity. The 8 of Wands in reverse here is literally representing the notion of a koi fish that swims upstream to become a dragon… or something like that. This is a Kafkaesque energy! You go the other way, baby—don’t follow the crowd because even they don’t know where they’ll end up!

The more you try to conform and follow what everyone else is doing, the more miserable and unlucky you become! Because doing so is against the policy of your Faery Soul’s authenticity. Whatever line of occupation you are interested in—genuinely interested in—I just know you’re meant to do your ‘job’ playfully, creatively, lightheartedly, passionately, and BEAUTIFULLY. Whatever you do, it’s pointless if you’re not surrounded by BEAUTY.

accept yourself glamorously!♥︎ – King of Swords Rx

Ay ay, don’t use too much logic, babe. You’re magic🧚🏻‍♀️Your intuition is more reliable than your intellect, trust yourself on this one. You possess this peculiar type of intelligence that is fuelled by passion from your heart. That said, your gut instinct is also that much stronger than your capacity for cognitive calculation. Hope that makes sense. You are essentially an otherworldly being. Though you may often feel like you’re a chaotic pile of confusion because of that.

Actually, you have spidey senses that help you notice a lot of things all at once and you don’t always know how to explain that. You just, absorb so much information from visual cues, auditory cues, and other invisible cues you pick up from the collective or aether. There’s always so much going on inside you because of this. But you’re just processing all of that information, so don’t worry, you’re not as chaotic as you think😆This is a SUPERPOWER!

You just need time to learn to accept this superpower and use it to your advantage. Didn’t Peter Parker also go through some hardships in the beginning? Before he knew how to use his new mutant powers? Yeah, something like that. Go do your weird shit and be a maverick. That’s how you become a vibrational match to your SPARKLY DESTINY🌟

ROMANTICISING YOUR FAIRY TALE🔻💗

the Hand of Destiny – Priestess of Enchantment

tick tock tick tock VOILA~♥︎ – Priestess of Divination

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Pile 2 – That NU IT Girl

VIBE: LA chA TA by f(x)

the most UNIQUE thing about you, babe – 10 of Wands Rx

With you, there’s a strong energy of a debutante girl who kinda just popped out of nowhere, springing forth from obscurity. The reality though, is that you worked really hard to grow into this new IT GIRL in town. Your hustle tends to be unseen by others. I’m guessing you have significant placements in the 8th House and 12th House; or those energies ruled by Scorpio/Pluto and Pisces/Neptune.

I think you genuinely like it that way though. Keep ‘em guessing, is your motto. It’s entertaining to you when people can’t figure out how you’re, YOU. Let the mystery of your growth keep ‘em speculating. You love it when people can’t stop talking about you. You don’t even mind the gossip. As long as all attention is on you~ You’ve got the whole world wrapped around your fingers~

You gravitate towards luxury and you love trends. It’s like, following trends is the only way you feel like you still belong to the Human Race. Unless you do so, you feel left out because you’re a real hustler HAHAH You tend to isolate yourself to study and work on building your empire. Though you may seem shallow to those who just know you on a surface level, I think pretending to be normal like this exhausts the living shit out of you.

path of least resistance – IX The Hermit Rx

You’re probably more spiritually attuned than you let out. Especially if you have significant 8th House/Scorpio or 12th House/Pisces qualities to you. Because of this, you tend to be a hermit, enjoying doing your own thing at your pace. Your inner world is more interesting than the outer world full of shallow and stupid people. You can’t stand that their ambitions are so tiny LMAO

However, it does seem like you can sometimes get obsessive with your studies or work. This is giving me that vibe of someone who’s become so comfortable in the darkness they get blinded once the curtains are lifted. You remind me of Sherlock Holmes played by Robert Downey Jr. A smart, calculating, strategizing weirdo who isn’t that great at social settings🤣

Of all the Piles, you seem the least in need of this kind of reading—because you already have a strong sense of self. You seem to me like you have your identity established already. You’re clear about your likes and interests and these aren’t going to change easily. I think this is partly why you can be into trends—all for you to feel like you’re less boring. Hahah I don’t think you’re boring; you’re timeless, babe✨

accept yourself glamorously!♥︎ – 7 of Wands

With your heightened sense of class and timelessness, you could be prone to envy and jealousy, right? You’re essentially someone who’s incredibly blessed, on top of that, you’re hard working. It’s only natural so much good fortune is bestowed upon you. You’re a go-getter. You aren’t afraid to claim your prizes. And I think you should honour and protect this with your life.

Having said that, I still get this feeling that your Higher Self wants you to share your burdens with someone trustworthy. If you could surround yourself with a tiny inner circle of Soul Friends, that’d be more than enough. It’s good to have a few friends you can count on. But if your trust has been broken and your faith wounded, this could take some time to heal, so that’s also understandable.

The most important thing is that you never settle for less in your friendships and even business relationships. You don’t have to ask for much; you just need to ask for what’s true. I have a feeling when you’re older you will be blessed with amazing rendezvous with a bunch of your Soul Family. Until then, enjoy shining on your own terms. You’re IT~

ROMANTICISING YOUR FAIRY TALE🔻🧡

the Hand of Destiny – Priestess of Prosperity

tick tock tick tock VOILA~♥︎ – Priestess of Faith

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Pile 3 – That Transcendent Alien Girl

VIBE: NU ABO by f(x)

the most UNIQUE thing about you, babe – 5 of Pentacles Rx

As per usual, Pile 3 often carries an alien vibe—in this case, almost robotic. You’re futuristic and avantgarde in the way you think, do or say things. With two Major Arcana, I can’t help but mention that you’re likely a Starseed or a Lightworker. Being one usually means you’ve had to face many oppositions in Life to get you all prepped up for your Destiny! What are you gonna do about it? Refuse your tasks and let the whole rotten world kill your Light? Hell nah.

What’s incredibly interesting about you is your morality. You have a super strong sense for justice and you carry yourself with high standards of morality. It’s just…because you’re an alien, what is moral to you might not always agree with the convention. You’re the type of person who notices how justice in this world is totally broken. I’m not even talking about a nation’s justice system—I’m talking about the general sense of what’s right and wrong for reward and punishment.

You’re the type that on the inside could be like Genghis Khan, Joseph Stalin or the Joker and Harley Quinn. You aren’t afraid to blow a damage to someone or a situation that’s been unfair. Your being chaotic, destructive, or simply disruptive as a punishment, is what’s JUST in your book of morality. I’m reminded of the story of the German Revenge Mother, so yeah… That’s real justice because this world’s moral compass looks terribly like a joke to you.

‘I am the punishment of God... If you had not committed great sins, God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you.’ – Genghis Khan

path of least resistance – I The Magician Rx

Because your energetic signature is very alien, you’re a born eccentric. No matter what you do, you’re just…abnormal. Different. Depending who sees you, you’re either an inspiration or an eyesore. You can’t help it. You stand out too much. Those who see you as an inspiration though, usually feel so because your example (or your stories) gives them a sense of validation.

You clearly don’t belong; but you’re carefully doing your own thing; carving out your very own existence; establishing your place in the world through sharing and flaunting your unique talents. THAT is incredibly validating for other rebels, eccentrics, and outcasts who are similar in vibe to you. You are a powerful creator—a Magician—whether or not you’re aware of this at present.

Have you ever had this crazy feeling on the inside, that sometimes, you’ve felt like your moods affect the local weather near you? Or maybe you’ve caused electricity to go haywire when your emotions are heightened? Have you felt like your hands sometimes cause batteries to run out faster? Do you get electric shocks a lot even when the thing you’re touching shouldn’t be a natural conductor for electricity? Wood or even plastic?

Bitch, you possess a crazy amount of creator energy in you. Sometimes it leaks as sparks of insanity in the physical realm because that amount of potent energy needs to be moved. Remember: energy can’t be created or destroyed; it can only be moved or transferred. You were born with this insanity because you’re an alien. You’re more than capable of handling it. All of that is just needing you to learn to channel IT properly into passionate pursuits that can benefit Humanity~♥︎

accept yourself glamorously!♥︎ – VI The Lovers

I know you get shy sometimes. Thinking that your dreams and visions are too cringe or too wild, too crazy. But you wouldn’t even be able to perceive those visions if you weren’t capable of manifesting them. So, there’s a reason for that. And more likely than not, you’re meant to see it through that those visions become Reality. As for the cringe part…

Aish, your imaginations just need polishing. They’ll get better as you refine your senses and develop your tastes. Your Reality is bound to be more high-quality eventually LMAO Trust yourself for that! All great artists also started out quite pathetic if you compare their masterpieces to their pre-debut, or even debut, works. The manifestation of your desires is also a form of Art like that.

The more you merge with your Higher Self the more this will make sense. In the meantime, what you’re meant to be focusing on is your Lower and Higher Selves integration. The Human and the Spirit, ah I mean, the Human and the Alien merging as one navigating existence in this Earth Matrix😉

ROMANTICISING YOUR FAIRY TALE🔻💙

the Hand of Destiny – Priestess of Ritual

tick tock tick tock VOILA~♥︎ – Priestess of Beauty

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[brandogenius]

the katie girls are starving out here😭 literally anything katie and i will love you forever istg

-🌟

🤭🤭🤭

katie enjoyers come get y’all content

‼️RPF‼️

HC - katie x masc grumpy reader (short)

- katie is the designated passenger princess when driving

- masc reader is the type of person to not let katie open the car door herself. they’ll open it for them

- katie has masc grumpy reader wrapped around her finger essentially

- “hi baby” “oh shut up don’t call me that” but masc reader is B L U S H I N G

- masc reader will only accept compliments from katie and katie only

- “they literally are your body guard” - naomi to katie

- red carpet hard launching debut hand in hand matching outfit (katie in a dress reader in a matching coloured suit)

- katie bringing home a new plant and reader is like “no i’m not caring for this. this is your job i’m not looking after another plant” but katie sees reader the next day watering it and trimming off extra leaves 😭

- katie practices her makeup looks the night before shows in masc reader

- “stay still honey” “what’s this?” “it’s blush”

- masc reader appeared in the ‘what i want’ mv as a bodyguard nobody realised until they hard launched and fans made the connection

- they often share books. one would buy a book and they swap and share. “what’s mine is yours” essentially

- masc reader is shorter than katie ‼️‼️

- katie accompanying reader to their tattoo & piercing appointments. sometimes reader would ask katie what piercing they should get next and katie would decide

- reader isn’t a clingy person but will only accept hugs & kisses & let katie be clingy around them, no one else

- masc reader sometimes likes to steal katie’s jumpers but will argue and say they didn’t take them cus they are embarrassed even tho katie seen it in their wardrope

[wipbigbang]

WIPBB 2023 - Fic & Art Master List (# - L)

Below is the master list of all the bragging rights/posts that were posted to Tumblr and Dreamwidth, organized alphabetically by fandom from numbers to L. Please go show these people some love for all the hard work they did!

9-1-1

Beyond Appearances: Art (Evan Buckley/Sophia Diaz)

When You Say My Name: Fic | Art Post 1 | Art Post 2 (Evan Buckley/Eddie Diaz)

A Song Of Ice and Fire/Game Of Thrones

Watch the world burn; i set it all alight for you: Fic/Art (Jon Snow/Daenerys Targarean)

Angel: the Series/Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Deep Dark Sky: Fic (Connor/Dawn Summers)

Bungou Stray Dogs

half-time soulmate, full-time problem (so hold me like a grudge): Fic | Art (Nakahara Chuuya/Dazai Osamu)

Chalion Saga/World of the Five Gods

Penric's Last Ride: Fic | Art (Penric, Desdemona, the Bastard)

Criminal Minds

Half Broke Horses: Fic (Art On AO3) (Alex Blake/Emily Prentiss)

DC Comics

Batman

Fatherhood: Fic | Art (Implied Bruce Wayne/Jim Gordon)

right place, wrong time: Fic | Art (Tim Drake, Jason Todd, Damian Wayne)

Batman/Green Arrow

Grains of the Golden Sand: Fic (Dick Grayson/Roy Harper)

DC Comics (Batman)/Prodigal Son

9 Crimes: Fic | Art (Jason Todd, Tim Drake, Malcolm Bright, Gil Arroyo, Jessica Whitly, Jim Gordon, Harvey Bullock, Alfred Pennyworth, The Joker, Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson)

Dead Poets Society

Spotlight: Fic (Chris Noel/Ginny Danburry)

Disney

Disney's Descendants

And I won’t lie down, roll over, and die: Fic (Gil/Harry Hook/Uma)

Nothing in this world by myself to protect me: Fic (Jay/Carlos De Vil, Evie/Mal, Evie/Jay, Evie/Carlos de Vil, Evie/Jay/Mal/Carlos de Vil, Ben/Mal, Ben/Jay, Jay/Mal, Mal/Carlos de Vil, Ben/Evie)

Disney Fairies

Death at the Hollow: Fic/Art (Fawn/Nyx)

Encanto

A Single Thread of The Tapestry: Fic | Art (Camilo & Mirabel, Camilo & Mirabel & Mariano, Mirabel & Camilo & Madrigal family)

How do you know what your life is worth: Fic | Art (Camilo & Mirabel, Mirabel & Pepa, Isabela & Pepa, Isabela & Luisa, Luisa & Abuela & Bruno, Bruno & Camilo, Félix & Julieta, Agustín & Dolores, Félix/Pepa, Agustín/Julieta)

Doctor Who/The Picture of Dorian Gray/Torchwood

Passing Through: Art (Dorian Gray/Jack Harkness)

Dracula/Jane Eyre/Sherlock Holmes (ACD Canon)

A Field of Thorns: Fic (Sherlock Holmes/Dracula)

Dragon Age II

Kindling: Fic | Art (Fem!Hawke/Fenris)

Set Yourself On Fire: Fic | Art (Marian & Garrett, Marian & Carver, Marian & Varric, Referenced Fenris/F!Hawke and Anders/M!Hawke)

ER (NBC)

Touch and Go: Fic | Art (Abby Lockhart/Kerry Weaver)

Final Fantasy IV/Final Fantasy VI/Final Fantasy IX/Final Fantasy X

Magical Girl Rydia - Summon the Four Warriors of Light!: Fic On Dreamwidth | Fic On Tumblr (Rydia/Yuna)

Generation Kill

Bradley the Damned: Fic/Art (Brad Colbert/Nate Fick, Walt Hasser/Ray Person)

Good Omens (TV)

The Rain We Thought Would Last Forever and Ever (Remix): Fic (Art On AO3) (Aziraphale/Crowley)

Harry Potter

Black House Will Rock: Art (Hermione Granger/Bellatrix Lestrange)

Repertum: Fic/Art (Harry Potter/Severus Snape)

Harry Potter/CSI/Hocus Pocus

And now you're mine: Fic (Harry Potter/Greg Sanders)

Harry Potter/DC Comics (Batman)

Reflection: Fic/Art (Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Rubeus Hagrid, Original Characters)

It (2017/2019)

faraway look: Fic (Bill Denbrough/Mike Hanlon)

Jak And Daxter

alien lands (overflowing with dust): Fic/Art (Jak/Daxter, Jak/Sig, past Damas/Sig)

The Red Prison: Fic/Art (Errol/Torn, Jak/Ashelin)

Jane Austen/Temeraire (Naomi Novik)

To the Rigor of Service: Fic/Art (Elizabeth Bennet & Charlotte Lucas, pre-Anne Elliot/Frederick Wentworth)

Jujutsu Kaisen

Phantom Origins: Fic | Art (Itadori Yuuji/Yoshino Junpei, Yoshino Junpei & Yoshino Nagi, Fushiguro Megumi & Kugisaki Nobara, Fushiguro Megumi & Kugisaki Nobara & Yoshino Junpei, Iguchi Takeshi & Itadori Yuuji & Sasaki Setsuko)

Knives Out

No Charm Equal: Fic (Benoit Blanc/Marta Cabrera)

Kuroko no Basuke

Three Little Words: Fic (Kasamatsu Yukio/Kise Ryouta)

Last Binding Series (Freya Marske)

The New Blyth Traditions: Fic (Robin Blyth & Maud Blyth, Robin Blyth/Edwin Courcey, Maud Blyth/Violet Debenham)

League of Legends: Arcane

bring me java, bring me joy: Fic | Art (Caitlyn Kiramman/Vi)

Lord of the Rings (Book)

both the sweet and the bitter: Fic On Dreamwidth | Fic On Tumblr (Arwen Undómiel, Elrond Peredhel, Bilbo Baggins, Original Characters)

[avrdy]

MARVEL WATTPAD FANFICS

Some recommendations of marvel character x reader fics on wattpad

LOKI LAUFEYSON

Meant to be - One of the best or not THE BEST Loki fanfic I've ever read. No boring moments whatsoever here. Every single chapter, every single second of this fic is just perfect. When I read the description of this fic; "Thor accidentally throws a bus at your head and you get recruited as an Avengers trainee", I knew then and there that I was in for a ride, and I was proven right. Highly recommended, read it NOW.

A Twist Of Marvel - This fanfic will literally be implanted in my brain forever. One of the first Loki fanfics I read and I LOVE THIS FIC with all my heart. I've read it a lot of times and still get giddy. LOKI IN THIS FIC IS TO DIE FOR!!! Highly highly recommend this fanfic. The comedy and everything here is just perfection.

The Joy of Agony - Again, one of the first Loki fics I've read and damn it did NOT disappoint. I loveeee their chemistry so much and will never forget this fanfic. Loki is so fine in this fic. Recommend, recommend, recommend.

PIETRO MAXIMOFF

silver lining - WHO had the right to make this fic so good? THE ENEMIES TO LOVERS OH MYYYY. The author captured it so good. This was the first Pietro fanfic I've read and still THE BEST I've read so far. Each chapter had me on a literal chokehold. Their chemistry is out of this world. Honestly don't recommend the sequel though because it's so depressing, like, damn. But if you're an angst person, then it'll be great for you. Anyway, read this now.

The Assistant - Great fanfic. I love her relationship with all the avengers, and of course, Pietro. How he acts around/with her is just !!!. Recommended.

[shslpunkartist99]

"#I think they would all have aromantic as well?" … w e l p. looks like I'll have to drop my Oreo x Keith, Pachinko x Xeno, and Cherri x Naomi x Amelia comfort ships then

DON'T YOU DARE

KEEP THEM FOREVER

[misaverawrites]

hi can you do addison montgomery x injured reader thanks!

The Harmony of Tragedy (Addison Montgomery x Injured!Reader)

tags: established relationship, Addison is worried about you, hurt/comfort, angst, private practice era, minor description of injuries and surgeries

summary: You get injured and Addison can’t do anything to help you.

It was an accident. That was all she heard before she excused herself from whatever she was doing, something she couldn’t even remember now. All she remembers was that she moved, quickly. She made it to Saint Ambrose Hospital, Naomi alongside her as support, “(Y/N) (L/N)’s room number please.” She tapped her fingers nervously against the desk, something she didn’t do often anymore. Naomi placed a comforting hand on her shoulder, she knew how hard this was on Addison. How much she loved you, and right now she needed this receptionist to hurry up.

“She’s in Room 423.” With those words Addison took off without a word, Naomi smiled and gave a small thank you to the receptionist before racing off after Addison, who was stopped in front of the hospital window of room 423, staring at you. Your injuries are mild at best, your leg is in a cast and you have a neck brace on, Addison moves slowly towards the doorway, it’s as if time moves in slow motion and when she meets your gaze, you give her a smile. “They got a C.T. I know you’d ask for one if I didn’t tell you that, no brain bleed, not even a bit of trauma if you couldn’t tell. Femur fracture and they’re keeping me in this brace, for now, to make sure my spine is alright.” You see her exhale a sigh of relief at your own rundown of your injuries, as she sits on the chair near the bed, beginning to sob. It was never her, she had seen it happen a million times, wives mourning wives, husbands dropping to their knees at the news of having lost their wife but not their baby, or vice versa. Now, she felt like that situation was here in her lap, she had almost lost you like she had lost friends and family before. "Addie, hey... It's just a little graze from a car crash. I'm okay." Addison, in her terror and overwhelming rush of emotions, grasps your hand tightly as she kisses your forehead, careful not to jostle you from your position too much. "Do you need anything? Food? Drink?" She asks as you sigh and decline, "I can't, they've got me in surgery soon. You know how it goes." She nods and grips your hand a bit, "Then I'll just stay here with you for as long as they'll let me stay." She says simply, like many of her patients had before. Before the baby came and their lives changed forever, or before she had found the worst during a routine appointment and watched her patients deal with the fallout. Right now, she was feeling all of those emotions with you and all she could think was how thankful she was that you were alive and well. Even as the surgeons come in, greeting her kindly from prior surgeries together and wheel you away from her. Leaving her, alone and afraid. She fought against those emotions right now and she could only feel thankful that you were strong and so was she, strong enough for you.

You hold her hand, tightly. Her hand is warmer than yours and it's all you crave, she radiates all the warmth you crave in this cold, clinical hospital room that you're basically tied to right now, so you decide now is the moment to a pop a question you've been wanting to ask for a while. "Addie, I think we should live together... When this is all over. I just hate leaving you in the morning and I just think... No, I know that us living together is better for both of us." She just smiles at you and nods slightly, "I'm not saying no, at all, but we'll come back to this in a few weeks, when you start recovering a little more. Don't make rash decisions because you're going into surgery. Please." You give a small sigh but decide to listen, she's seen this more than you and you know that. You also know that you want to move in with her, this isn't the time to start an argument, sure but when is? "Maybe just bit by bit? Let me move some stuff in every week?" She takes a moment to consider the compromise from you and nods, "Okay, i'll move some stuff while you're in surgery and then you'll stay with me after. I know you wouldn't follow the post-surgery care unless I'm there." She jokes as you roll your eyes, "Whatever you say, Addie." You feign annoyance with her jab but she kisses your forehead softly, noting the doctors coming into the room to take you to surgery. "I'll see you later," You smile at her as the doctors begin to wheel you out, "You better." She says back, brushing her hair behind her ears as you leave her, alone in the hospital room.

[witchbinchstories]

“We’re Going to be Okay” (Josh Washington x Reader)

Chapter 1 - Home

Chapter 2

Pairing: Josh Washington x Reader (Until Dawn)

Summary: When you get invited back to the Washington's lodge for winter break, how will things fall together as things start to go wrong? And what will happen with your friendship with Josh?

Words: ~3.5k

TW: Brief mentions of depression

A/N: So this was originally posted on AO3, so there might be some formatting issues. There are 10 chapters in total and all of them are already posted on my AO3. I’ll probably only post the first three chapters here. Also this is NOT beta read, so there is probably some accidental tense changes, maybe some spelling errors, who knows. Oh also there are two random OCs, Elora and Naomi. I sort of just needed some extra characters haha.

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By the time you get out of class, you’re practically exploding with joy at the thought of winter break finally being here and the sight of waking up to the gentle snowfall typical of your town during winter, the excitement of shopping for gifts, and the warmth of sitting beside the fire. Finally, a break from school work and finals, and you get to go home and see your family, and maybe even some of your old friends. You had been friends with Beth Washington ever since your family moved to Montana the summer before your freshman year of high school, but since you decided to go to college in Chicago, you hadn’t seen her in what felt like forever.

Mindlessly packing your clothes into your suitcase, listening to whatever music your roommate was playing on her speaker, you barely noticed your phone buzzing on your desk until you heard your roommate, Naomi, calling your name. Everything had felt like a whirlwind recently, with finals, projects, last-minute get-togethers because no one would see each other for a month, and the readiness to relax at home.

“I think someone’s calling you,” she nods towards your phone, hands full carrying a gigantic pile of clothes to her bed.

“Oh, thanks, I was totally spacing,” you reach over and pick up your phone before furrowing your eyebrows, “huh… that’s weird.”

“What?”

You stared at your phone screen, which reads the name “Josh Washington,” and finally accepted the call.

“Hello?” you ask into the phone. Then, that warm, familiar voice responds, saying your name, spreading a warm feeling bubbling, spreading out from your chest to permeate the rest of your body.

“Wow, you still sound the same,” Josh laughs lightly on the other end of the call, and  oh god  he says  you still sound the same but it’s still that same stupid laugh that pulled you under years ago, “I don’t know what I was expecting, it’s not like you’re suddenly going to sound like a 70 year old man. Anyways, how are you?”

You hesitate, totally forgetting you need to actually respond to his question like a normal human being. You pull yourself together enough to get out five words:

“I’m good, how are you?”

“I’m good, I’m good… I just wanted to call you to invite you to our lodge for, you know, the annual party. We were planning on going up to the lodge for a week and everyone’s going to be there around dinner on Monday.”

“Uh, yeah, I totally- yes, I’ll come,” you laugh awkwardly after stumbling over your own words, “I’ll have to ask my parents but I’m sure they’ll say yes. Thanks for inviting us and, uh, doing this every year, Josh”

“Yeah, of course, any excuse to do stuff without parental supervision, right? Well, I guess I’ll see you later.”

You say a goodbye before hanging up and returning to your packing, but of course Naomi has a million questions. You try to prevent her questions by acting like you need to wash your hands or brush your teeth or anything to require you to turn on the water so you can’t hear her, but she just follows you to the bathroom.

“Who was that?” she asks excitedly.

“Just an old friend inviting me to an annual party, that’s all.”

“Mhmmm… well from your face it seems like you like this ‘Josh.’ Are you going to make a move?” She grabs your shoulders and lightly shakes your shoulders, making eye contact with your reflection in the mirror.

“Liked and no, I’m not going to do anything, nothing’s going to happen.”

“Oh come on, you’re spending time with him again after not seeing him for a while, it seems like you still like him, and from what you said it sounds like there’s not going to be any parents there.”

You roll your eyes with a sigh. You secretly appreciate the teasing and know she at least would support you if you actually  did have a relationship with Josh. Like that’ll ever happen. “Okay, okay, we’ll see what happens and-” you stop Naomi as she is beginning to say something, as you know exactly what she’s about to say, “I will call you and tell you everything when I get back home from the trip.” That seems to satisfy her and you go back to packing in peace.

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Your drive home brings a lot of thinking, daydreaming, and reminiscing. Mostly remembering. When you had first arrived at a new high school in Montana four years ago, you didn’t think you would become friends with your school guide and you definitely weren’t prepared for the commitment of then becoming friends with her closest friends, who would then become your closest friends. When you first met Beth, she was super bubbly and kind, but you still assumed that after her job of helping you learn how to navigate the school, she would just go back to her normal friend group. But Beth was all too kind to leave you behind when doing so, and you became friends with Hannah and Sam, and later, Josh. Over time, these four people became the greatest friends you had ever had; the five of you created something wonderful, a family of people you could trust with anything. The five of you were like glue, always together whether you liked it or not, but more often than not, it was for the better.

You remember the day that Sam came out to you as a lesbian. That day, the twins had been sick so you and Sam decided to chill in a corner in the library during lunch rather than sitting in the cafeteria like you usually did.

The two of you eat your lunches while quietly working on classwork; everything is fine and you’re actually getting work done for once, you’ve already finished your math homework and are halfway through your English homework. You take a short pause in your work to stand up and stretch. The feeling of releasing the stress and tension you had been feeling is amazing as you stretch your arms above your head and stand on your tippy toes to extend your legs as much as possible. When you turn back around to sit back down, you notice Sam covering her eyes with a hand and slightly shaking, and you realize she’s crying. Sam seemed her usual happy self up to this point in the day, so you try to think of anything throughout the day that would have made her cry but couldn’t think of anything.

“Are you okay, Sam?” you kneel down next to her and put a hand on her shoulder and she looks up at you, tears streaming down her face.

“Yeah, I… I can trust you right? Do you promise not to tell anyone what I tell you?” she asks, her voice shaking a little. You nod your head.

“Yeah, of course, I’ll keep any secret you need me to.”

“God, this is probably a terrible idea…” she hesitates, holding her head in her hands, “I think… no, I realized that I’m a lesbian…” She looks at you like she’s expecting something and you’re a bit taken aback. You must have waited too long before saying anything or looked too surprised, because Sam scrambles to say something else. “No, no, no I knew I shouldn’t have said anything. Please don’t tell anyone, I promise you I’m still the same old Sam, nothing’s different, nothing’s weird—”  

“Sam! Sam, hey, it’s okay,” you tentatively place a hand on her shoulder, “look, look, I believe you. I know you’re still the same Sam, okay? This doesn’t… this doesn’t change anything, besides the fact that I just know you a little better than before, right?” you offer.

“So you’re… okay with it?” she gently wipes the tears from under one eye.

“Yeah, I am… I’m really honored you told me, too,” she looks at you like she doesn’t quite believe you yet. “Seriously, this must be nerve wracking for you, I’m glad that you feel like you can trust me enough to tell me this. I promise  you I won’t tell anyone.”

“Really?” You nod and slowly pull her into a hug, which she carefully reciprocates. You hold each other for a few minutes, the silence somehow comforting. When you pull away, Sam lightly laughs at herself. “I must look like a mess right now…”

“I think I might have some tissues in my bag,” you dig around in your backpack and find a mini packet of Kleenex and hand it to her. She gladly accepts it. “So… do you want to talk about it?”

“I don’t know… I don’t think I’m quite ready for that.”

You nod a bit.

“Thank you… by the way,” Sam adds.

“Anytime,” you look at her and smile a bit.

Sam came out slowly to others after that, obviously starting with the ones she trusted the most and working her way out from there. It took a while for everyone in the friend group to know, but eventually it was a known fact within your group of twelve and everyone had been very respectful towards Sam. Over time, as more of your friends began to discover their sexualities, you all also learned that Hannah is bisexual and Beth is pansexual. You yourself learned Beth is pan when she started crushing on another girl in your friend group, Elora.

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You remember the time you went to the Washington’s house one day after school to hang out with Hannah and Beth. It was the day the school announced the theme for the homecoming dance and you couldn’t be more excited. The three of you got to their house and ran to Hannah’s room to test out makeup looks for the dance. Beth put on some of your guys’ favorite songs while Hannah got out her makeup supplies. The three of you sat on the floor while gossiping and discussing your ideal way for the dance to go, who you wanted to go with, what the decorations would look like, what snacks would be served.

  “Do you think they’ll even have drinks at all? We all know the stereotype of what would happen,” Hannah mentions while lightly dusting eyeshadow on your eyelids. “Hold on, I’m going to blow the fallout off of your face,” she says to you while Beth continues on the conversation.

  “Oh my god, do you think Mike is going to bring alcohol? I swear, if he gets all of us kicked out, I’m going to murder him, I don’t care if he’s your date,” Beth says, irritation seeping into her voice as she leans back on her elbows.

“Beth! He is not my date, I was just saying that in my ideal version of homecoming, he would pick me up in a limo and walk me into the dance, and… be a perfect gentleman.” You can practically hear the smile and giddiness in Hannah’s voice.

“Oh right, that sounds so much like the Mike I know— AH! Hey!” It sounds like Beth being hit with a magazine interrupts her sarcasm.

  “I’m ignoring you now,” Hannah says, returning to putting makeup on you, and then she says your name, “how would your ideal homecoming go?” You open your mouth to answer, but Beth interrupts you.

“Well we know who she’d want to take her to the dance, and dance with her, and kiss—”

Your eyes snap open and you go to tackle Beth but she stops you by grabbing your wrists. “OH MY GOD, Bethany Hazel Washington, shut. your. mouth. Right now!” Your face burns red as you wrestle with Beth to try and cover her mouth before she can say anything else to embarrass you, but it’s too late.

“JOOOOOOSHHHH, JOSH JOSH JOSHH!” Beth yells in a sing-songy voice, laughing without a care in the world, even Hannah is attempting to hold in laughter. Next thing you know, you hear footsteps outside the door, which swings open a bit, and Josh peeks inside.

“Did you… need… something?” he asks with a confused expression as he looks between you attempting to keep your hands over Beth's mouth and both Beth and Hannah trying not to laugh. Hannah, ever the savior, speaks up.

“We were just practicing makeup for homecoming and… what do you think of her makeup?” Hannah gestures to you, and you turn to face Josh. Your chest tightens as he looks into your eyes and then scans your face. He smiles a little, and then…

“It looks really nice on you, but uh, can I offer a suggestion to you guys?” He’s still looking at you oh god he’s still looking at you. The other girls look at him with an inquisitive expression and he continues speaking. “I’d suggest that, for the dance, you put the makeup on both sides of your faces.” He smiles wider as it becomes clear that he’s just making a joke.

“Gee, thanks for the suggestion, Josh,” Hannah rolls her eyes at her brother, meanwhile Beth throws a pillow at him and yells a “now get out!”

That day was one of the best days of your life in high school, you spent time with all of your friends, got to joke around with Hannah and Beth, and you got to see Josh. You have to laugh at yourself, thinking about how desperate you were to have literally any interaction with Josh when you were in high school. You could have just talked to him more, it would have been that easy, Josh isn’t even hard to talk to, he's just… Josh.  Josh.

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You remember one of the rare occurrences where you actually had a real conversation with Josh. Most of your conversations with him lasted for two minutes tops because of how nervous you were around him, but this conversation lasted much longer. It was when you realized that he was a complicated, multi-faceted person just like everyone else and not just some guy you could put on a pedestal because you had a crush on him.

“Hey, Josh,” you say tentatively, not knowing if you’re disturbing him, “Um, Hannah and Beth are at some club meeting and, uh, Sam is tutoring, so I was wondering if I could sit with you? Since you’re… here alone, but if you want to be alone that’s totally fine, I can go sit with Matt and his other friends.”

Josh was looking at you the whole time you were talking, but he seems.. out of it, like he’s looking through you rather than at you. “Uh yeah, sure” he answers. He seems bored maybe? You sit down at an awkward distance, you don’t want to sit too close to him but probably end up sitting a little too far away for this to seem like a natural interaction. You’re silent as you watch him stare at his food and pick up his fork, only to lightly stab it into the food and push away his plate.

“So, um, how are— how’s School of Rock going?” you know that Josh is interested in movie production and directing, so he had applied to be sort of a back-stage director of the school’s production of School of Rock and with the beginning of rehearsals, he’s been pretty busy working with the tech crew. Josh furrows his brows before looking up from the table and at you instead.

“Sorry, what did you ask me?” he asks, genuinely not hearing the question before.

“I asked how School of Rock was going. Sorry, I can let you sit in peace or go eat at another table if you want, I don’t want to bother you.”

For some reason that sort of snaps Josh out of whatever trance he’s in and he seems more like his normal self. “No no, it’s okay, I just—” he sighs, “sorry, I’m just having a bad day with my, uhh…” there’s hesitation as he thinks something over, “my depression… today. For most of the week actually, it’s just like this sometimes.”

“Oh.” You had no idea Josh had depression. How long has he had it? Does he hide it most of the time or does he feel good most of the time? “Wait a minute, don’t apologize for something you can’t control, it’s not your fault how you feel. Is there anything I can do?”

He smiles a bit. “No, thank you though, that means a lot.”

For the rest of that lunch, the two of you continued your conversation; Josh told you about how School of Rock was going and told you about his depression, and you told him about some of the struggles you’ve had with your mental health in the past. Overall, it ended up being a pretty good day for you after that and it was nice to get to know Josh in greater depth.

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You park your car outside your house and walk up the snow-covered sidewalk with your bags in hand. Before you can get out your keys to unlock the door, the door opens to your mother on the other side and suddenly you’re being pulled in for a hug.

“Urghhh I missed you so much, don’t go back to college,” she says, still holding you tight. You laugh, hugging her back as best as you can while still holding your bags.

“Mom I just got here, you’re going to have me for a whole month before I go back,” you respond.

“I know, I know, but I always miss you.” She finally pulls away and ushers you inside so you can get warm. She takes you to the living room and sits you on the couch.

“Is that my favorite child I hear?” your dad says from the kitchen, then comes around the corner holding two mugs of hot chocolate and hands one to you before kissing your forehead.

“Dad, I’m your only child,” you tell him, making him chuckle.

“Well, you’re still my favorite.”

Your dad sits next to your mom on the couch, both of them facing you. You update them on everything college-related, both of them relentlessly asking questions like “have you been eating enough? Have you been taking care of yourself? Have you met anyone you’re interested in? Do you still like your roommate?” They finally lay off the interrogation to have dinner and let you have a little moment of relaxation.

You finish all you can eat, pushing the remaining crumbs around on your plate, nervous to ask your parents if you can go to the Washington’s lodge for a week. They’ve always let you go before, but you know they don’t like Josh and were always hopeful that when you went to college, you would find someone new and get over your crush on Josh. You clear your throat and glance up at your parents as there is a pause in their conversation with each other.

“So, um… mom, dad… I got invited to the Washington’s lodge again…” you strategically avoid mentioning that it was Josh who called to invite you, “can I go? I’ll leave on the bus on Monday and come back the Sunday after, I’ll text you guys updates, and I’ll be all yours to spend time with afterwards, I just really want to see my friends again and I haven’t seen them for like a whole year because of that internship I did over the summer after graduation, and some of them I haven’t even seen for two years and-”

“Is Samantha going?” your mom cuts you off from your rambling. She knows that obviously Beth and Hannah are going, so the next best person to trust is Sam.

“Uh, yeah I think so, I can double check,” you answer. Your parents look at each other for a moment.

“If Samantha is going, then you can go. Just be safe.”

“Thank you guys!” you leap forward and wrap your arms around both of them. “I promise I’ll be safe, and plus I’ll be back before you know it!”

“You don’t still like that Washington boy, do you?” your dad asks, making you sigh.

“Can you at least call him by his name, please? And no, I do not still like him, Dad.” Why is everyone asking you this today?

“Good, you know your mother and I don’t exactly approve of him. Well, that’s enough of that, but make sure you don’t go walking around outside the lodge after dark, we don’t want you getting lost.”

“Those mountains can be very dangerous, just make sure to stick with your friends,” your mother adds as a final note.

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Anniversary Dinner - @lsvdw-blog ☁📱 Ethan and Alan make Serena feel better during her pregnancy. Feat. Ethan x F!MC

Ethan x F!MC

Anniversary Dinner - @lsvdw-blog ☁📱 Ethan and Alan make Serena feel better during her pregnancy. Feat. Alan Ramsey [Pregnancy] 

At The Lake - @jamespotterthefirst ☁ Naveen catches a rare moment of happiness for his protégé.

Back To The Roots - @gryffindordaughterofathena​ ☁📱📷 Ethan takes Diana on a surprise trip. [Vacation] 

Broken Without You - @dr-addieramsey 📚🎭 [mini: wip]  She receives a shocking news and wants to tell him but he leaves her alone. This is set between the first and second books before the man left for Amazon. [Illness] 

Chapter 1  |  Chapter 2

Falling Into Dust - @liaromancewriter 📚 [mini: completed]  [2.12; Hurt/Comfort; Traumatic] 

Epilogue

Ferris Wheel - @monsoonblooms12 ☁ Their outing at the fair ends beautifully as they sit in the ferris wheel together. [Date] 

Forever Series - @jerzwriter 📚🎭🛸 [mini: completed]  Ethan & Casey spent most of their lives apart, longing for each other. After saying their final goodbyes, Dana and Casey help lead each other to happiness once again and Casey learns, true love never dies. [Someone Died; Meet Again; Soulmates; Broke Up] 

Requiem 

I’ll Sing You Home - @estellaelysian 📚 [extended: wip] Past Book 3 where MC did not take the diagnostic director job. 

Prologue

In Plain Sight - @queenbirbs​ 🛸📚 [extended: wip] Detectives AU

Chapter 11

Just Until Midnight - @jerzwriter ☁ Casey needs someone uncomplicated to pretend he’s her boyfriend at her med school roommate’s wedding. When no one is available, Ethan volunteers and it becomes very complicated. But she learns some important things along the way. [Fake Dating] 

Let’s Give Them Something to Talk About - @jerzwriter ☁ Tired of the rumors, tired of hiding, Ethan has a plan to put it all to rest. [Find Out] 

L-O-V-E - @utterlyinevitable ♥ Ethan doesn’t plan to say the fated words. They just slip out in the heat of the moment. [Domestic; In Love] 

Long Distance - @bex-la-get​ ♥ Natalie struggles with the distance when Ethan leaves town for a business trip. [Phone Sex] 

Ramsey Bites! - @headoverheelsforramsey​ Ⓜ📱 Ethan leaves a mark and the group chat goes bananas. 

Running Late - @a-crepusculo ♥ After weeks of busy schedules, Ethan and Marchia finally had time for themselves.

Seven Days Without You - @lawyerlies​ ♥ Ethan leaves Anj for a week and she misses him dearly. [Phone Sex] 

Six Day - @potionsprefect 📱 Victoria’s off sick and Ethan’s at work 

Taking Things Out of Order - @lucy-268​ ☁ Ethan and Charley realize they skipped a part of their relationship. [Date; Firsts] 

That Messy Vegas Threesome - @utterlyinevitable ♥🍘 Later on the balcony after Jackie’s asleep on the couch, Dr. Love Lao finds herself in another sort of threesome with Bryce and Ethan.  [Kink; 2.15; Vegas; Phone Sex; Dirty Talk] 

The Adventures of Jenner: A Leafy Autumn Walk - @ethanramseysrookiexox ☁ Charity and Ethan take a walk with Jenner in the autumn breeze.  [Pet] 

The Poo Life - @monsoonblooms12 📱📷☁ Pooja gets to Boston, only to be faced with an uncanny situation. With the support from family, she navigates through her first week at a new city, a best friend breakup while also going on a little tour around the city that would become her lifetime.

Chapter 3: A Journey

Then & Now - @heauxplesslydevoted 📚Ⓜ🛸 [mini: wip] Ethan and Naomi are semi-bitterly divorced and are now coworkers again, and are hellbent on making it all of Edenbrook’s problem

Three Birthdays, One Love - @genevievemd ☁ A glimpse at Genevieve’s birthdays through her residency and the progression of her relationship with Ethan. [Birthday]

Where the Heart Is - @bex-la-get ☁ Ethan comes home from a long day at work to a surprise picture from his son. [Kids] 

Worth the Price of Admission - @jerzwriter​ 🛸☁ Ethan’s friends drag him to a street fair where he finds himself enchanted by a beautiful stranger. (Casey’s in Med School at Harvard) [Firsts] 

Jackie x F!MC

Snow Day - @jerzwriter ☁❄ After looking forward to a special day together for months, mother nature has other plans for Jackie & Casey.

Jenner Ramsey

The Adventures of Jenner: A Leafy Autumn Walk - @ethanramseysrookiexox ☁ Charity and Ethan take a walk with Jenner in the autumn breeze.

Love Triangle

Delaying the Inevitable - @jerzwriter​ 📚 [extended: wip] Ethan x F!MC x Tobias

Chapter 24 - Changes of Circumstances

The Competition - @takeharryandgo​ 🛸📚 [mini: wip]  There’s a lot to compete for in the medical world. But neither of them expected to be competing for her. Feat. Ethan x F!MC x Tobias

Naveen Banerji 

At The Lake - @jamespotterthefirst​ ☁ Naveen catches a rare moment of happiness for his protégé. Feat. Ethan x F!MC

Rafael x F!MC

After a month apart - @thequeenofpixels ♥ After almost a month apart, Raf and Octavia will finally reunite, but what will this reunion be like? [Public; Quickie] 

Not Keeping it Clean - @jerzwriter ♥📱 How to stay awake during a double shift? [Sexting] 

Sienna x M!OC

Just For Tonight - @liaromancewriter ☁ Nothing in Max and Sienna’s relationship goes according to schedule, including their first official date. [Firsts; Date] 

Piece By Piece - @liaromancewriter 📱☁ As her pregnancy progresses, Sienna comes into her own, ready to face anything for Max and their child. [Pregnancy] 

The Waiting Game - @liaromancewriter 📱☁📷 Max and Sienna start preparing for the addition to their family, and enjoy big and small every day moments. [Pregnancy] 

Time Out of Time - @liaromancewriter ☁ As their wedding anniversary approaches, Max and Sienna reflect on their relationship and what almost hadn’t come to pass. [Domestic; Anniversary] 

Tobias x F!MC

For Your Eyes Only - @jerzwriter Ⓜ☁ Tobias is constantly surprising Casey with little presents and she wants to do something special for him. She finally thinks of the perfect gift.

Repercussions - @jerzwriter ☁ Late-night cravings and lots of love. [Pregnancy] 

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Hi there! Could I request a fluffy one-shot Dazai x reader where they're friends to lovers, like they're two chaotic dumbs togheter and then they realizes that they are enamoured with each other? ahdjd thank you so much <3

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Of course, hun! I'd love to do this since this is my first ever request!!! Thank you for the request!!! And I was expecting a Dazai x reader one-shot for my first request because I simp him too much that it's unhealthy by now!!!

(N/N) = Nickname (example: Ai from Airiko)

(Y/N) = Your Name

(L/N) = Last Name (example: Sakata)

(H/L) = Hair Length (example: waist length, shoulder length, knee length, below ears length)

(H/C) = Hair Colour

(E/C) = Eye Colour

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"DAZAIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!! (Y/N)!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW DARE YOU TWO POST MY IDEAL IN WOMAN ON THE INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!??????????" that was what Tanizaki, Naomi and Atsushi heard as soon as they entered the Armed Detective Agency's office.

"Oh, that's the reason of the new rumours then? Well, I wouldn't expect less of Dazai-san and (L/N)-san. They're always causing trouble," Naomi stated before heading over to her seat.

Tanizaki and Atsushi were sweatdropping as they went and seated themselves, both staring at (Y/N) and Dazai getting reprimanded by Kunikida.

The stamina they have to endure a lecture that long is admirable Atsushi thought as he stared at the duo getting scolded.

And that was how the usual mornings started in the Armed Detective Agency.

The morning soon passed into he afternoon and everyone was out and about, busy with missions and tasks that needed to be finished.

Dazai and (Y/N) were the only two left at the agency, bored out of their minds.

"You two aren't going anywhere! You're going to stay here and finish all of your lousy paperwork!!!" Kunikida had shouted at both (Y/N) and Dazai before heading out on a short mission with Atsushi, punishing them to the depths of boring paperwork.

Dazai sighed as he started devising an escape plan to get out of he office and out to the real world.

"(N/N)-chan, how about we get out of the office and go to our favourite spot?" Dazai suggested with a smirk.

And that was how the two of them were laying on the fresh grass of the sakura park that they constantly frequented.

They were laying side by side each other and staring at the clear blue sky, both trying to think of what shapes the clouds were changing into.

These were one of the rare times that (Y/N) and Dazai weren't chaotic dummies that destroyed the sanity of people and property alike.

There was only a comfortable silence between them, that was what they adored so much whenever they visited the sakura park.

The silence was always a sweet comfortable silence that was full of understanding.

(Y/N) and Dazai have been friends for a long time. (Y/N) joined the Port Mafia while Dazai was still 16 and she had known him ever since.

She had gotten promoted into an executive within two weeks because of her amazing assassination skills which her powers really helped a lot with.

(Y/N) was able to control air and water which meant that she could drown a person lungs using the water inside of their bodies or choke them by removing all the oxygen around them.

Dazai admired her ability to kill so easily back then. But then he met Oda, and he was starting to realize that maybe killing wasn't everything.

(Y/N) had bumped into Oda one day too and they both immediately became friends because she didn't really enjoy the murders that she was commiting on a daily basis as her job.

That was when their friendship truly began. They were all best friends, Dazai, (Y/N) and Oda then they let Ango join them and everything fell into ruins.

The sacred little quartet was no more. And now only two people of that group were left frequenting Bar Lupin.

Everything had fallen out of place. Oda told (Y/N) and Dazai to leave the Port Mafia and join the people who saved others rather than kill, and they did.

They were mere ruins of the people they used to be back then but now they were people who were healing from wounds and soon, those wounds will turn to scars and those scars might fade but they will never be forgotten.

So, they revelled in moments like these where the silence was as omnipresent as the comfort that they emitted for each other 24/7 but much more clearer now.

Light and soft snores were emitted by Dazai as he laid there beside her, apparently he had fallen asleep facing her but (Y/N) didn't feel anything odd about that as she felt that it was merely normal for him to sleep on his side, little did she know that he had been admiring her rather than the sky.

She turned to face him and brushed away his bangs before pressing a soft lingering kiss to his forehead, a smile graced her lips as she did so.

"I love you," she murmured softly enough for the sleeping man and the wind to hear.

But there was no reply from the man who felt the same for her as he was asleep, for if he did hear her, then he would've kisses her too.

So, the (H/L) (H/C) woman stared at Dazai's relaxed and soft sleeping face as she too, fell into a deep slumber about a fantasy world where their love was forever and that they were only each other's.

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When Dazai woke up, he expected to see the clear blue sky or maybe falling sakura petals but instead he was greeted by the sight of (Y/N)'s gorgeous sleeping face.

Her expression wa relaxed and she had a small smile on her lips. She looked utterly beautiful, just as he had expected her to look like when she was asleep.

Dazai stared at her and with a content smile on his lips, he pushed away her bangs and placed a soft lingering kiss on her forehead.

"I love you," he whispered beside her ear, his hot breath fanning against her ear, awakening her.

She had heard his words and processed them before her lips blurted out the same words to him too.

"I love you too," she said, her (E/C) eyes shining beautifully with hope and happiness that he loved her too, maybe more than she loved him and that assumption was true.

Because as soon as she let those words slip from her lips, Dazai's lips had already caught her's in a passionate kiss filled with love and joy.

They might be the empty shells of people who others might think deserve nothing in the entire world but to each other, they knew that they were both rare diamonds that could only be blessed upon a person and not found.

And they were blessed upon each other by the whatever Gods that were in the Heavens.

And that was how they ruined their friendship that they've held on for six years.

Seeing each other broken, bruised, battered, happy, ecstatic, heartbroken and lost, they were practically made for each other.

It seemed that the Gods that had made them go through Hell were finally seeing their worth that only they saw in each other too.

[midsummer-afternoon]

Source for the L font: ♡♡♡

[isitsapphic]

All of these shows/movies have sapphic characters in them

Attempting to provide the most comprehensive list of TV shows and movies with sapphic characters. TV shows are followed by a list of wlw characters. Some films have been cited with their original title as well as the English translation. Please message me or submit a post with any missing shows or films. 

A

-Aimee & Jaguar

-All About E

-All American (Coop, Patience)

-Almost Adults

-Ana Y Vitoria

-Anatomy of a Love Seen

-Antonia’s Line

-Annihilation

-Anyone But Me (unsure which characters)

-Atomic Blonde

-Atypical (Casey, Izzie)

-AWOL

B

-Battle of the Sexes

-La Belle Saison/ Summertime

-Below her Mouth

-Bessie

-Better Than Chocolate

-BFFs

-Birds of Prey

-The Bisexual (unsure which characters)

-Black Lightning (Anissa, Grace)

-Bloomington

-Blue Gate Crossing

-Blue is the Warmest Color

-The Bold Type (Kat, Adina)

-Booksmart

-Bound

-Broad City (Ilana)

-Brooklyn Nine-Nine (Rosa)

-Buffy the Vampire Slayer (Tara, Willow, Kennedy)

-Bumblefuck USA

-But i'm a Cheerleader

C

-Cable Girls (Carlotta)

-Carmilla (Carmilla, Laura)

-Carol

-Charmed reboot (Mel, Nico, Jada)

-Chasing Life (Brenna)

-Ci Qing/Spider Lilies

-Circumstance

-Cloudburst

-Concussion 

D

-The Danish Girl

-Daphne

-Dear White People (Kelsey, Brooke)

-D.E.B.S.

-Degrassi: Next Class (Rasha, Zoe)

-Desert Hearts

-Disobedience

-Dope

-Drifting Flowers

-Duck Butter

-The Duke of Burgundy

E

-Elena Undone

-Elisa and Marcela 

-Entre Nous/Between Us

-Everything Sucks (Kate, Emaline)

F

-Faking It (Amy)

-Farewell, My Queen

-The Favourite

-Fear of Water

-Feel Good (Mae, George)

-The Feels

-Les Filles Du Botaniste/ The Chinese Botanist’s Daughter

-Fire

-The Firefly

-First Girl I Loved

-The Fosters (Stef, Lena, Monty)

-Four-Faced Liar

-Foxfire

-Freeheld

-Fremde Haut/Unveiled

-Friends (Carol, Susan)

-Fucking Amal/Show Me Love

G

-Gentrified (Ana, Yessika)

-Gia

-The Girl King

-Girltrash: All Night Long

-Glee (Brittany, Santana, Dani)

-Glow (Yolanda, Arthie)

-Gentleman Jack (Anne, Ann)

-Gray Matters

-Grey’s Anatomy (Callie, Arizona, Carina, Penny, Amelia, Erica)

-Go Fish 

-Godless (Mary Agnes)

-Good Trouble (Alice)

-The Good Wife (Kalinda)

-Gotham (Barbara, Tabitha, Renee)

-Gypsy (Jean, Sidney)

H

-The Half of It

-The Handmaid’s Tale (Moira, Emily)

-The Handmaiden 

-Hart of Dixie (Crickett)

-The Haunting of Bly Manor (Jamie, Dani)

-The Haunting of Hill House (Theodora, Trish)

-Heart Beats Loud

-Heavenly Creatures

-High Art

-High Fidelity (Robyn)

-The Hours

-How to Get Away With Murder (Annalise, Eve)

-The Hunger 

I

-I Am Not Okay With This (Sydney)

-I Can’t Think Straight

-If These Walls Could Talk 2

-Imagine Me & You

-The Incredibly True Adventure of Two Girls in Love

-The Intervention

-Intimates (Ji sor)

-Itty Bitty Titty Committee

-It’s In the Water 

J

-Jane the Virgin (Rose, Luisa, Petra, Jane Ramos)

-Jennifer’s Body

-Jenny’s Wedding

-Jessica Jones (Jeri)

-Joven y Alocada/Young and Wild

K

-Karmen Gei

-The Kids are Alright

-Killing Eve (Eve, Villanelle)

-The Killing of Sister George

-Kissing Jessica Stein

-Kyss Mig/ Kiss Me

L

-The L Word (basically all of them)

-Legends of Tomorrow (Sara, Ava)

-Lez Bomb

-Lianna

-Life Partners

-Light as a Feather (Alex)

-Lip Service (basically all of them)

-Liz in September

-Lost and Delirious

-Lost Girl (Lauren, Bo)

-Love My Life

-Lovesong

-Loving Anabelle

M

-Madam Secretary (Kat)

-Madchen in Uniform

-Madre Solo Hay Dos (Mariana, Ana)

-Margarita with a Straw

-Marvel’s Runaways (Karolina, Nico)

-Master of None (Denise)

-Mein Freund aus Faro/ My Friend from Faro

-A Mi Madre Le Gustan Las Mujeres/ My Mother Likes Women

-The Miseducation of Cameron Post

-Monster

-Mulholland Drive

-My Summer of Love

N

-Newness

-El Nino Pez/ The Fish Child

O

-One Day at a Time (Syd, Elena)

-Orange is the New Black (a lot of them)

-The Originals (Freya, Keelin)

-Orphan Black (Cosima, Delphine, Kenzie)

P

-Pariah

-A Perfect Ending

-The Perfection

-Person of Interest (Root, Shaw)

-Personal Best

-Pitch Perfect Trilogy

-The Politician (Skye)

-Portrait of a Lady on Fire

-Portrait of a Serial Monogamist 

-Pride

-Princess Cyd

-Pretty Little Liars (Emily, Maya, Paige, Alison)

-Professor Marston and the Wonder Women

-Puccini for Beginners

Q

-Queen Sugar (Nova)

-Queer as Folk (unsure which characters)

R

-Rafiki

-Reaching for the Moon

-Red Doors

-RENT

-Riverdale (Cheryl, Toni)

-Rookie Blue (Gail, Holly)

-Room in Rome

-Rosewood (Pippy, TMI)

-Rough Night

-The Runaways

-Russian Doll (Lizzy)

S

-Sancharram/ The Journey

-Santa Clarita Diet (Lisa, Anne)

-Saving Face 

-Saving Hope (Maggie, Sydney)

-The Secret Diaries of Ms Anne Lister

-A Secret Love

-Sense 8 (Amanita, Nomi)

-Set it Off

-Sex Education (unsure which characters)

-She’s Gotta Have It (Nola)

-Shrill (Fran)

-Signature Move

-The Sinner (Heather)

-Skins (Naomi, Emily)

-South of Nowhere (Ashley, Spencer)

-The Spy Who Dumped Me

-Stranger Inside

-Stranger Things (Robin)

-Stud Life

-The Summer of Sangalie

-Supergirl (Alex, Maggie, Kelly)

T

-Tales of the City (unsure which characters)

-Tangerine

-Thelma

-Trinkets (unsure which characters)

-Tru Love

-The Truth about Jane

U

-Unfreedom

V

-V for Vendetta

-Valencia

-Vida (unsure which characters)

-Viola di Mare/The Sea Purple

-Vita and Virginia

W

-The Walking Dead (Tara)

-Water Lillies

-The Watermelon Woman

-Wentworth (Bea, Allie, Frankie, Bridget)

-When Night is Falling

-With Every Heartbeat

-Workin’ Moms (Frankie, Giselle)

-The World to Come

-Wynona Earp (Waverly, Nicole, Shae)

X

Y

-Yes or No

-You and Me Forever

-You, Me, Her (Izzy, Emma)

-Younger (Maggie, Lauren)

Z

#

-The 100 (Clarke, Lexa, Niylah)

-911 (Hen, Karen, Eva)

[sisilafami]

2020

Rap:

Lil Uzi Vert - Eternal Atake Playboi Carti - Whole Lotta Red Polo G - The Goat Los and Nutty - Panagnl4e Vol. 2 Preservation - Eastern Medicine, Western Illness Sada Baby - Skuba Sada 2 (Deluxe) Medhane - Cold Water $ilkMoney - Attack Of The Future... / G.T.F.O.M.D Akai Solo - Eleventh Wind Roc Marciano - Mt. Marci Chief Keef - Ferrari Musik Rio Da Yung Og - City On My Back Armand Hammer - Shrines Max_B - Charly Tony Shhnow & 10kdunkin - Rp's & Plan B's Shawny Binladen - Merry Wickmas Babyface Ray - For You Tae Dawg - Ooze God / Dawgprint 2 Lil Baby - My Turn (Deluxe) TisaKorean - Wasteland Lil Uzi Vert - Luv vs The World 2 R.A.P. Ferreira - Purple Moonlight Pages Ka - Descendants of Cain 03 Greedo - Load It Up Vol. 01 TyFontaine - 1800 / Virtual World Moor Mother & billy woods - BRASS Boldy James - The Price Of Tea In China (Deluxe) Mad Moon - Mad Space Smino - She already decided mixtape G Herbo - PTSD B Side WTM Scoob - A Beautiful Drug / Don't Be Proud / I Went to Plu2o Young Nudy - Anyways KanKan - B4 AMGs & SRTs Drakeo the Ruler - We Know the Truth (Deluxe) Tree - The Blue Tape Yak Gotti - Gotti Outta Here KrispyLife Kidd & Ysr Gramz - Kid N Play CeeFineAss - Welcome to My City H31R - ve·loc·i·ty Baby Smoove - Hardwood Classic Lucki - Almost There Bandgang Lonnie Bands & Bandgang Javar - The Scamily Damedot - Mafia Lord (Chapter I)

Hm:

18veno – R4z / Pablo 21 Savage - Savage Mode II Akai Solo - Ride Alone, Fly Together / Like Hajime Autumn! - Ils Verront / Solitary DaBoii - Tour Vibes Dopeboy Ra - Mobstyle Duwap Kaine - Bad Kid From The 4 Flo Milli – Ho, why is you here Goonew - Big64 2 Hook - I Love You 2, Hook Key Glock - Yellow Tape Lil Durk - Just Cause Y'all Waited 2 (Deluxe) Lil Keed - Trapped On Cleveland 3 (Deluxe part) Lil Shane Krush - 5000 Degrees in the Field Los - Carlos \ G Shit Vol. 1 Master Holy - A Holy Journal Megan Thee Stallion - Good News MIKE - weight of the world NLE Choppa - Top Choppa PG RA - God's Gift Rod Wave - Pray 4 Love (Deluxe) Rylo Rodriguez - G.I.H.F Rx Papi - The Real Dominic Toretto/ Mood Sada Baby - Bartier Bounty 2 Spotemgottem - Final Destination Starlito – Paternity Leave Su'lan - Baby Glock Gang WB Nutty – TWYH (That's What Ya Heard) Yhung T.O. x DaBoii - Demon and Mufasa YN Jay - Coochie Land (Deluxe)

R&B:

amaarae - The Angel You Don't Know Brent Faiyaz - Fuck The World Teyana Taylor - The Album Liv.E - Couldn't Wait to Tell You... Brandy - B7 Kehlani - It Was Good Until It Wasn't keiyaA - Forever, Ya Girl

Amplify20 (info @ amplify2020.blogspot.com) :

Michael Pisaro-Liu - Tai Pi Bryan Eubanks - Qualia-Cosmos English - Democracy Keith Rowe - an assemblage - construct for 45 voices / GF SUC TARAB - 41 containers Vanessa Rossetto - perhaps at some time you have acted in a play- even if it was when you were a child Bonnie Jones - An Hour is a Sea Joe Foster - Since I Don't Know When Michael Rosenstein - Outer Cape Sojourn Lionel Marchetti - L'ignorance Kevin Drumm - Q Manja Ristić - Out Of Thin Air Benedict Drew - Music for crawling inside a costume Marc Baron - Elle a traversé deux fois la même rivière Shira Legmann - The Ganges Heather Frasch - The sound of objects helps me remember Zhu Wenbo - Open Reinier van Houdt - friction sleep maze (22 april 2020) / horizon without traveler (22 may 2020) Moniek Darge - Quarantine Butterfly Ivan Palacký - Sanctuary

Contemporary:

Choi Joonyong & Jin Sangtae - Hole In My Head Olli Aarni - Mustikoita ja kissankelloja Linda Catlin Smith - Meadow Naomi Pinnock - Lines and Spaces Dominique Lemaître - De l’espace trouver la fin et le milieu Manuel Pessôa de Lima - Realejo Sarah Hughes - I love this city and its outlying lands Philip Sulidae - Tupik Paolo Coteni - Nel Corso Del Tempo Lil Jurg Frey Live 5-2-2020 / Live 5-14-2020 Delphine Dora - L'inattingible Greg Stuart - Colluvium Du Yun - A Cockroach's Tarantella Clara Ianotta - Earthing Timothy McCormack - Karst Lucy Liyou - Welfare YIN YUE- An Amateur Compilation

Digital Beats:

DJ Diaki - Balani fou DJ MC - DA LEGENDARY HIT FACTORY Equiknoxx - Equiknoxx Music in 2020 Gooooose & DJ Scotch Egg - jac DJ Lycox - Kizas do Ly NÍDIA - Badjuda Sukulbembe FELIX - Oito ou Oitenta

Nice forms:

Elysia Crampton - ORCORARA 2010 Joanne Robertson - Painting Stupid Girls Lorenzo Senni - Scacco Matto Beatrice Dillon - Workaround Dylan Henner - The Invention of the Human Brannten Schnure - Ei, wir tun dir nichts zuleide! Space Afrika - hybtwibt Autechre - PLUS James Ferraro - Neurogeist Mohammad Reza Mortazavi & Burnt Friedman - Yek 2 Mark Fell & Will Guthrie - Infoldings Merula - Sleep Eiko Ishibashi - Hyakki Yagyō Various - Kulør 006 Employee - Hold Music Vol. 1

Techno / House?:

Serwed - Serwed II 33EMYBW - Arthropods Terrence Dixon - Galactic Halo Actress - 88 / Karma & Desire Nkisi - Initiation Speaker Music - Black Nationalist Sonic Weaponry Lord of the Isles - Whities 029

Jazz?:

Moor Mother - Circuit City Nick Malkin - A Typical Night in the Pit Lemon Quartet - Crestless Moor Mother and Olof Melander - ANTHOLOGIA 01 Jon Hassell - Seeing Through Sound (Pentimento Volume Two) Moor Mother - Clepsydra

Pop?:

Charli XCX - How i'm feeling now LISACHRIS - uchushimin meat computer - virtual house arrest FROMTHEHEART - things happen- it's ok! EM Records - S.D.S -零- (Subscription Double Suicide -Zero-)

New Old:

Foul Play - Origins Roland Kayn - Requiem Pour Patrice Lumumba George Lewis - Rainbow Family Henning Christiansen - Op.201 L´Essere Umano Erravando La Voca Errabando Adult Fantasies - Towers of Silence Notchnoi Prospekt - Курорты Кавказа (Health Resorts of the Caucasus) Charles Curtis - Performances & Recordings 1998-2018

[starblossomed]

GET TO KNOW THE BLOGGER.

Can be used for RP and non-RP blogs to get to know a bit about the person behind the screen!

1. FIRST NAME:  Michelle, but just call me Queenie or Miao. 2. STRANGE FACT ABOUT YOURSELF:  Uh.. I dunno? I mean I’ve been the same height since like 5th/6th grade. 3. TOP THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU FIND ATTRACTIVE ON A PERSON:  Beards, smile, eyes! Wait, beards are physical, right? 4. A FOOD YOU COULD EAT FOREVER AND NOT GET BORED OF:  Hmm.. Waffles. 5. A FOOD YOU HATE:  Uhm... I’m not sure really?  6. GUILTY PLEASURE:  I used to consider reading the Warrior Cats series as a guilty pleasure, but I ain’t really ashamed to admit it. 7. WHAT DO YOU SLEEP IN:  Old tshirts and pajama pants! 8. SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS OR FLINGS:  Serious relationships. I’m an old romantic lady and I’ve never liked flings. 9. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN THE PAST AND CHANGE ONE THING ABOUT YOUR LIFE, WOULD YOU AND WHAT WOULD IT BE: Maybe take back some mean things I said to someone I guess? 10. ARE YOU AN AFFECTIONATE PERSON:  Yuppers!! Very much so. 11. A MOVIE YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN:  BEAUTY AND THE BEAST. 13. YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO KEEP ANY ANIMAL AS A PET, WHAT DO YOU CHOOSE:  Hedgehog! They’re cute as heck. 14. TOP FIVE FICTIONAL SHIPS:  Hmm.. Tsuyu x Tokoyami, Hitoka x Hajime, Naomi x L, Euphemia x Suzaku, and Nene x Hanako. ( honestly just used ships I have for my own muses. ) 15. PIE OR CAKE:  Either or is fine with me. 16. FAVORITE SCENT:  I love vanilla scents. 17. CELEBRITY CRUSH:  Uh... OH! RAMI MALEK!! 18. IF YOU COULD TRAVEL ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD YOU GO:  Japan is the dream vacation! 19. INTROVERT OR EXTROVERT:  Introvert, but with extrovert tendencies?? 20. DO YOU SCARE EASILY:  YES. 21. IPHONE OR ANDROID:  iPhone 22. DO YOU PLAY ANY VIDEO GAMES:  Mhm! I do, recently been playing lots of Apex. 24. WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH A MILLION DOLLARS:  Pay off my student loans and then help pay bills! 25. FICTIONAL CHARACTER YOU HATE:  Shirley Fenette from Code Geass. ( don’t ask me why, I don’t know why ) 26. FANDOM THAT YOU WERE ONCE A PART OF BUT AREN’T ANY LONGER:  Fullmetal Alchemist!

tagged by: @galaxythixf​ tagging: everyone. >:)

[memoirsofrkxjiyeon]

MGA5 Resource: Song List

Under the lovely read more button you will find a list of songs of what people have used so far for MGA5 auditions & callback performances to help you not end up picking the same song of someone else plus lovely human asked for this too. [ Note: I’m still adding songs this list is never will be finished it will be forever growing ] ♥

Something To Dance For - Zendaya

SUNFLOWER  by POST MALONE FT. SWAE LEE 

그루비룸 X 김하온 타입비트 l Groovyroom type beat instrumental "TEXT ME" (Prod. COLDE$T)

Naomi Scott - Speechless 

YOZM Gang

Why Did I Fall in Love with You by TVXQ  

shinee Taemin LC9 Jun - want

dynamic duo - jam 

Alessia Cara - Trust My Lonely

Swalla - Jason Derulo 

Justin Bieber - All Around The World

Never Enough (The Greatest Showman)

TOXIC - Britney Spears (KHS, Casey Breves Cover)

NCT U - Boss 

KARA - MAMA MIA 

CLC (씨엘씨) x 4MINUTE - ME (美) / 싫어 (Hate) MASH-Up

JHOPE - daydream

super junior d&e -  촉이와 (Can You Feel It?)

Kawi Bawi Bo - Yoon Mi Rae

spoiler by epik high 

beyoncé medley

THE REALEST

(MONSTA X) - 'Alligator' 

BABY SHARK TRAP MIX

lay me down by sam smith

헤이즈 (Heize) - And July (Feat. DEAN, DJ Friz)

 i’m so hot - momoland

so hot remix - black pink & wonder girls hamm

billie eilish’s idontwannabeyouanymore 

Issues - NLYF x Neck Deep (Diamond Dreams)

FLAME OF LOVE (KOREAN VER.) by JUN 

Fall Out Boy- The Last Of The Real Ones 

Jonas Brothers - Sucker

exo - tempo 

米津玄師 Kenshi Yonezu「Lemon」

DEATH OF A BACHELOR by PANIC! AT THE DISCO

Charli XCX - Vroom Vroom

[allfandomxreader]

Living the Dream

Pairings: Joe Keery x Fem!Reader Words: 2,808 Summary: You’re an assistant to John Pelzer, editor-in-chief for one of the biggest magazines in New York: Pastiche. You just so happen to run into Joe Keery who’s apart of Pastiche’s next issue. Warnings: Language A/N: Here’s the beginnin of my new series! I hope you all enjoy it. I would love any feedback you guys have for me to make this and all my other writings better. Part: 1/6

Masterlist

Aromas of coffee float through the air, instantly calming your wild brain. You ran through today’s agenda step by step for the third time, just to make sure you don’t forget anything. Your foot taps against the hardwood impatiently as you scroll absentmindedly through a few emails. Your eyes glance to the barista very few seconds who’s taking forever to prepare the simple drinks you ordered.

Normally, you wouldn’t mind the wait. Being in the calm atmosphere would usually ease the abundance of tasks you needed to get done, it would bring you quiet, clarity even. Today, however, the sluggish movement from all sides makes you want to jump from your skin. The schedule was far to busy for your time to be wasted, waiting for coffee.

When she finally calls your name, you’re quick to make it to the counter mumbling a ‘thank you’ before spinning around. You can’t even make a step before someone crashes into you, spewing hot coffee onto your blouse. The world around you moves slowly as the hot liquid stings your skin, you don’t dare to open your eyes knowing you’d most likely flip your shit on whoever ran into you. “Shit!” You and the stranger hiss at the same time. A man shoves napkins into your hands, profusely apologizing for the mishap.

“Please, let me buy you another.” He proposes as you dab the flimsy paper against the white cloth. You quickly flick your wrist to expose the dainty leather watch, groaning at the little time you had left before Mr. Pelzer’s meeting began.

“There’s no time!” You grumble not bothering to look at the man as you shove past him and into the busy streets of Manhattan. You trudge through crowds of people fuming with as the stress consumes you. It feels as if the whole world collapsing around you and you need to fix all before noon.

Like every morning, you’re greeted with interns rushing around the large office building. Some flick through paperwork, others sit with phones pressed between their shoulder and ear, but most tap away on their desktops at each of their desks. Whether they’re writing their columns, editing, or designing layout options, you’ll never know. You just hope they're doing it correctly so you don’t have to fix it later.

“Y/N, thank god you’re here!” A familiar voice calls after you just when you reach the elevator, “Whoa, what happened to you?” Naomi eyeballs your coffee covered blouse with wide eyes as the doors open.

“Good morning to you too,” You chuckle stepping into the small space with your best friend right on your heels. “I was meaning to grab coffee for Mr. Pelzer but as you can see,” You gesture to your stained clothes.

“Well, it’s the thought that counts,” She smiles, “Mr. Pelzer’s meeting already started, he gave me your assignments, I put them on your desk,” Naomi explains before rummaging through her large book bag, pulling out a floral blouse before shoving it into your hands.

“Have I ever told you you’re my favorite intern?” You beam at her before taking the fabric.

“Eh,” She shrugs with a smile, “Once or twice,” The two of you exchange a few giggles before parting ways. Your heels click against the tiled floor all the way to your office. Being John Pelzer’s beloved assistant had a lot of perks, one of them being a gorgeous office overlooking the city.

The space around you looks the same as it did the night prior. Your desk remains tidy, each object having a permanent home. A few Magazine’s from Pastiche’s previous years lay scattered along the glass coffee table. You often find yourself flipping through the colorful pages, reminiscing in the success from the company you’re apart of.

You adore your job, even if your title was ‘Assistant’ you know you’re so much more. John always jokes that you’re the backbone of his magazine, which isn’t far from the truth. Working alongside him shouldn’t give you as much power as you have, however, John created the company and he could do anything. He won’t publish anything without passing it by you or asking your opinion. He values everything you bring to the company, so much he sees you more as a partner than an assistant.

You don’t mind, being thrown into New York to follow your dreams was intimidating, especially when the opportunity for working for one of the biggest magazines in the nation arisen. John gave you a sense of family, he taught you almost everything you know. He loved watching you grow over the years as you became more comfortable with the role you had. Without you, John believed the company would be in shambles.

Ringing echoes around the space, pulling you out of your trance and back to reality. You stride over to your desk, quickly pressing the cold phone to your ear. “Y/N Y/L/N speaking.” Your voice is monotonous as you talk into the phone.

“Conference room. Now.” Before you can even get another word in, the line goes dead. You quickly throw on Naomi’s shirt, buttoning the shirt as you make your way out the door, following John’s orders.

“Ah, there she is,” John’s voice booms throughout conference room as you quietly enter. Your approach to going in unnoticed was thrown out the window as all eyes land on you. You awkwardly flash a smile to the expressionless professionals. “Joe, allow me to introduce my assistant, Y/N Y/L/N who put all of this together, Y/N, meet Joe Keery.” John introduces you to the handsome man, he smiles ushering you to shake his hand.

“The pleasure is mine, Mr. Keery. Pastiche is glad to have you here,” You reach forward to shake his hand.

“It’s you,” Joe mutters in awe as he looks over your whole body, gently taking your hand in his.

“Excuse me?” Murmurs came from the seated strangers as they listen to the two of you, just as confused as you were.  

“From this morning, I spilled coffee all over you,” Your eyes widen in horror as the pieces fall into place.

“Oh my god, I’m so sorry!” You gush, remembering the events of the morning.

“For what?” He chuckles, “It was definitely my fault,” Awkward silence fills the room, you realize your hand is still placed in his. You gently pull away from his grasp, fiddling with your fingers as Joe keeps his eyes locked on you. “Let me make it up to you somehow, when’s your lunch break? I saw a pizza parlor down the street,” Joe rambles, his words float through the air faster than his mind could process them.

“I appreciate the offer, Mr. Keery, but I have a lot of assignments to finish today-” You begin but are promptly interrupted by your boss.

“She’d love to go,” Your heads snap towards the older man, a smile is plastered on his face as he looks between you and Joe, “Naomi will finish the assignments,” He continues, “You’re always here, go have a little fun.”

You find yourself walking through the streets lost in conversation. You’ve only known Joe for a matter of minutes and you already feel like you’ve known him forever. Your laugh bellows over the city’s chaos as he tells a childhood story, he pulls a restaurant door open for you casually following you into the booth of a pizza joint. “And then -shit you not- it jumped out of the tank and into my mouth!” He laughs as you pretend to gag.

“That’s disgusting, I hope you don’t tell everyone that,” You shake your head, laughing at the revolting story.

“Not everyone, only the people I like,” Joe looks over you, trying to read your reaction. Your eyes drop from his, your cheeks grow warm as you laugh to yourself.

“You don’t even know me,” Joe cocks his head to the side, pursing his lips together.

“So, tell me about yourself then.” He leans his elbows on the table, ready to listen to anything you throw his way.

You walked through the streets of Manhattan following the GPS to Pastiche’s building. Nerves make your whole body tremble, you tried your best to hide your shaking hands as you talked to Susan, the kind receptionist, right when you enter the grand building.

You follow her through what seems like a maze just to make it to John Pelzer’s office. The man typed furiously on his keyboard, his face was pulled into a snarl as he looked over whatever he was typing.

“Mr. Pelzer, an assistant is here to begin her two weeks.” Pelzer huffed in response, he didn’t even look up to greet you. Susan bows her head taking her cue to leave, she offers an apologetic smile before exiting his luxurious office.

“Hello, sir, my name is-”

“I didn’t ask for you to speak.” He barked, holding up his hand, still not giving you the decency of eye contact. Tears sprang to your eyes, not used to the treatment he was giving you. “Coffee, now.” He demanded as he clicked with the mouse, suddenly done with typing.

“Sir, I don’t know where the break room is at,” Your voice was meek, scared to get yelled at.

“Well,” He dramatically gasps, “That seems like a you problem. Go!” He screamed as you scurried out of his presence.

The following week was horrid, every conversation left you in tears. Pelzer didn’t seem to have a kind bone in his body, not just towards you but to everyone that worked for him. He always barked orders and demanded absurd things. But you wanted this job more than anything in the world, so if you had to get yelled at just for him to like you, so be it.

You placed his coffee on the corner of his desk, spinning on your heel to leave. “I need these assignments done by tomorrow morning.” He said, smoothy, just as you reached for the door handle. When you turned to look, a stack of papers was being held out to you, thick enough to have Stephen King trembling in fear.

“There’s no way I could get that done.” Your voice was harsher than you intended, at that point, you were so fed up you didn’t even care.

“A shame,” He grunted, dropping the papers back down to his desk with a thud. “You’re dismissed, tell Susan to notify the next assistant, maybe they’ll know how to do what’s asked of them.” You stared at the man, rage boiled inside you, ready to burst.

“No.” This got his attention, his eyes snapped to you, obviously not used to hearing such a simple word. “I know how to do what’s asked of me, I’ve done every task you’ve dropped at my feet. Every. single. one. I knew working here would be busy, but you are asking the impossible. I’m not going to finish those assignments tonight, and if I did, it would be the shittiest quality and I know that you would rather be dead than have shitty content in your magazine. Mr. Pelzer, I have such a high respect for you, I came to New York to learn from you and the only thing I’ve learned is how you like your coffee. I know I’m beyond qualified for this job, and if you don’t realize that someone else will.” You were eerily calm for the amount of anger you possessed.

John slowly removed his glasses and stood from his desk. He calmly walks forward, it felt like ages before he towered in front of you. Finally, a smile formed on his face, he gleefully shook your hand congratulating you on “passing”.

“It was a total cliche, but that’s how it all started,” Joe nods along smiling at your story, lazily munching on his pizza.

“He seems like a tough man. Interns practically ran away from him when we walked through the building.” He chuckles, taking another bite.

“Yeah, he’s terrifying,” You admit, “He’s been through more than people would guess. His son died when he was seven, leukemia.” Joe’s eyes soften as you reveal parts of your boss’ past, “A short while later his wife left him for some rich businessman. Out of spite, he created Pastiche and it became one of America’s most-read magazines.” You chuckle to yourself, “Pastiche is like his child, he wants everything to be perfect, he wants all the right people working for him -the best of the best -I mean hello I work there,” Joe’s face breaks out into a grin, he can’t help but laugh. “Anyways, I see him more as a father or a mentor than a boss, I think he sees me as his child too -although he’d never admit that. He’s a very nice man once you get to know him.”

“I can tell you mean a lot to him,” A smile tugs at your lips just with those simple words.

When the two of you had finished your meal, Joe calmly pays for the food and the two of you set out into the city once again. You take him to all your secret spots, you show him the best tree to sit under in the park and even your favorite cafe that has the best pastries. The two of you don’t disperse until long after the sun dips below the skyscrapers. You exchange farewells before jumping into separate taxis, bound to never see one another again.

You sink into the chair flicking through the assignments Naomi finished while you were away. You scour the printed paper searching for any errors only to find none. You smile at the young interns work, you taught her well through the years she’s been working with the company.

As if on cue, Naomi barges through the door, grinning ear to ear. “Tell me everything!” Her shrill voice disrupts the tranquility as she plops into the small couch, she grabs a magazine out of habit from the coffee table. You eyeball her suspiciously, not understanding her new found excitement --or what you had to do with it. “You went on a date with Joe!” She screeches, clapping her hands together in amusement. She leans her chin onto her hand, awaiting you to reveal the magical day, “Spill!”

“Okay, okay!” You giggle, leaning against the front of your desk, smiling as you remember the feeling of being in his presence. You start from when John ordered you into the conference room and end at the lingering hug he gave you before you stepped into your taxi, you leave out no details as you spill the secrets to the bubbly girl. “But, I doubt I’ll ever see him again. I mean it’s Joe fucking Keery, why would he want to be associated with an assistant?” Naomi shakes her head at your pessimism.

You push yourself away from the table at the sound of the phone, you calmly press the speaker button, signaling the caller to begin talking. “Ms. Y/L/N, you have a call,” Susan’s voice comes out muffled as she informs you.

“Thank you, Susan, put them through please,” You grab a pen from the top drawer, preparing to scribble meetings for John or other contact information. “Y/N Y/L/N speaking,” You say after a quiet beep.

“Y/N, hi! It’s Joe,” Your eyes snap to Naomi, she slaps her palm over her lips in efforts to contain her squeals.

“Mr. Keery!” As much as you try to hold in your excitement, your voice betrays you.

“Please, call me Joe,” He sighs, annoyed that after the third time he’s said this you still call him by his surname. “I had a lot of fun with you yesterday, I was wondering if you’d like to go out again sometime?” You can tell he’s nervous, even through the shitty quality of the phone’s speakers. Naomi frantically waves her arms, her mouth is agape silently screaming. Blonde hair bounces around her head as she tries to answer for you, despite the fact Joe was oblivious to her joy.

“Yes, yes I’d like that,” It takes all you can not to break out and cheer with your best friend, he speaks before you even get the chance.

“Great! I’ll leave you my number and we’ll figure out when we’re both free,” You scribble down the number onto your notepad, promising to call him once you’ve gotten off work to work out the details.

Your eyes are wide when you set the phone back on the receiver, Naomi cocks her eyebrow, a small smirk tugging at her lips. She flips her hair over her shoulder as she stands from the couch, “You were saying?” Was the last thing she said before slipping out of your office.  

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