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buckyinluv · 2 years

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⊹ ˖ ࣪✦ living for their pain

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Summary: Lloyd never believed he could love someone for who they were until he met you, his soulmate. You appeared in his life matching his chaotic evil energy and he swore to devote his life to love and cherish you.

Words: 3K+

Pairing: lloyd hansen x soft!dark!reader

Warning: IT CONTAINS ‘THE GRAY MAN’ SPOILERS. +18, smut (oral f, fingering, spit, slap), shooting, mention of blood, d/s dynamic, reader is not a nice person. (if you don’t like this type of content, please don’t read it)

You sat in a chair watching all the chaos develop in the multiple screen in front of you with a bored demeanor on your face, twirling your pink gaudy gun in your fingers. Looking up at Lloyd, you pouted as he looked back at you relaxing his frowned eyebrows, with soften eyes. “What’s wrong, bubbles?” Lloyd lowed down to your face, caressing your cheeks with the back of his fingers tenderly. “This is boring, daddy. I didn’t get to shoot no one yet.” You quietly said crossing your arms above your chest.

Lloyd chuckled straightening his back but still looking down at you. God, he really loves you, it makes his heart warm up with gentle feelings he don’t usually feel from anyone else but you. “It’s gonna end soon, bubbles. As soon this bunch of idiots take that asshole we can do anything you want, okay?” He talks loudly so everyone in the room could hear him, and see he no longer wanted to waste his precious time by waiting that stubborn man to be dead.

Huffing you rolled your eyes, but Lloyd called you out immediately, cupping your cheeks leaning your face up to him. “Do not be a brat now. Is not the time to test me.”

You gave your best puppy eyes to him, with a muffled voice you apologise “Sorry, daddy” and with a satisfied grin he turned back to watch the multiple screen, giving you head-pats.

“We have Alpha and Bravo teams circling. Delta’s an route. Cameras aren’t live yet” You heard one of Lloyd’s team member said. You didn’t even tried to know his name, since you wouldn’t remember anyway, and Lloyd said you only need to occupy your tiny little brain with things that matter. Mostly things that had to do with him and with your relationship.

“Send everyone. Get ‘em in there, every team. Light it up.” Lloyd sternly said.

His voice eight octaves lower makes your body warm and your thighs clench by itself. “Shits gonna go down” You smirked happily, waiting to see some action finally happen, having you sitting on the edge of your chair.

“Cops have him near the square at the opera house.” This time a woman announced. “They’ve called in a SWAT team.”

Lloyd roughly pulled you up from the chair and sit on it and you whined glaring down at him. “Such a whiny baby.” He teased you, grabbing your waist guiding you to sit on his lap comfortably, while he caress the hem of your yellow striped skirt and lingers lightly his fingers on your inner thighs.

Lloyd was always a touchy person, making sure you were never touched deprived. Making sure you were always squirming underneath his lights or rougher touches, even if that meant touch you in front of his team. You were his to touch and play anytime he wanted, and you loved to be his.

“Alpha arriving now” You heard someone say in the back, but your attention and eyes were all on Lloyd.

“This clown’s a sitting duck. You have my permission to shoot anyone standing in his way” Lloyd grasped your inner thighs, squishing it making you moan quietly in his neck, in attempt to cover your face. Not that you were embarrassed by his touch, but what usually comes after. “You’re such a slut, hm? Moaning in my ear while people are dying out there, such a naughty little girl.” Your opened wide eyes make him smirk, but he turned to his team and voiced loudly “Make him dead” still with his hands all over your body, groping you and getting your head in a fuzzy state.

It seemed like your body reacted even more when Lloyd was mean, you adored how dominant he looked and how malicious he could be with everyone but you.

“We are going to prison for this” You heard Suzanne say and instantly your eyes roll.

“Keep any more cops out of that square” Lloyd commanded with a tranquil expression.

“We’re killing cops now? Margaret Cahill wasn’t enough?” Suzanne said in despair.

Mocking you snort, while looking at her “Oh no, poor cops.” Giving her a sarcastically pout, you received a disgusted glare which you simply shrug to and ignore giving your undivided attention back to Lloyd. As soon as you buried your face in Lloyd’s neck you begin to see that everything is getting more serious. Lloyd scooped you out of his lap, getting up from the chair as he said “Get bravo team in there, we need more guns.”

You didn’t paid attention to the muffling sound of guns and people talking but only to Lloyd who seemed to get more worried and stressed each passing second. He stopped his wandering and shouted to your surprise. “Would someone mind shooting the man handcuffed to the bench?” but he instantaneously turned back to you. “Sorry for screaming, bubbles. I know you hate when I scream, but these idiots make me do it.”

Standing up, you gave a quick peck on his lips, “It’s fine, daddy”

Suzannes disgusted huffing breaks his attention from you back to the big rodeo that Six is causing, Lloyd sighed “My god, how hard is it to shoot somebody?”

“I could do it if you just let me...” You mumbled between your teeth, side eyeing Lloyd who is by your side.

Lloyd knew that you could take Six down and he knew that you were good at the skill you had, but he simply could not take the risk of having you down, hurt or killed.

When you two met at the agency your aspect was of a hurt person, but you acted like nothing could faze your life. Quicker than you could expect Lloyd broke that character out of you and you devoted your life to his and he did the same to you.

He couldn’t risk the only person that ever loved him on some dumb mission, he rather kill every single person on the planet than put on the spot light again.

“Don’t even start.” Lloyd harshly stopped you, and commanded to his team. “Take that assault vehicle”, as he just said you watched a explosion on the screen.

“Holy fuck” You chuckled and commented out loud “That’s fast and furious level shit.”

Suzanne outraged stared at you, as if you were a monster, she shook her head. “This is insane. Lloyd, please, pull everyone out now. Lloyd!”

You rolled your eyes at her pathetic anguish scream and tilt your head back at Lloyd “Daddy, can I shoot her? Her voice is so fucking annoying.”

You heard Suzanne gasp at you as he decided to ignore your brattiness and announced “Extra ten million to the first guy to put a bullet in this Ken doll’s brain.”

“Ten million?” shouting out, you stood up again, with pointed fingers against the big chest of Lloyd, poking him. “I could do it for a Prada purse and you know it! This is so unfair, Lloyd!” You knew you were taking advantage of his temperament and patience that he had for you, but you wanted to prove to him that your set of skills was still in good shape.

Deeply sighing, Lloyd glared at the heated smaller person, that you are, trying to push him. He stoped you by grasping your wrists “Okay, that’s it. I’m done with you. Go to your room.”

Gasping at his command, you shook your head, as he unexpectedly lifted you up from the ground, easily throwing you on his shoulders. “Put me down!” You screamed while slapping his back, but promptly felt your body on the ground again, but outside the room.

“Go to your fucking room. Now!” He rudely shuts the grand set of old doors on your face, living you on the corridor with an agape mouth, but swiftly a door opened up with only a pink gun outside the small breach, which you took before it closes again. “I can’t believe this.”

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Scrolling in your phone as you laid down on the great room you shared with Lloyd wasn’t what you were expecting to end up doing with your night. You were expecting the adrenaline levels from your body to go high from all the running from bullets and explosions. “Boring”you complained to yourself as you sat up. You felt like the universe could hear your pleading for adrenaline, the lights went out and all the windows shook from an explosion outside of the mansion. You ran to the window watching the helicopter spin around, falling as it burns to the ground. “Finally!”

Marching to the closet to search for heavier guns than the pistol, you genuinely smiled at the equally pink gun. “My pretty girls, I missed you.”

You carefully strolled out of the room, with the gun pointed prepared to shoot.

Your body was aching for something more than waiting for Lloyd to happen, you felt giddy for it to happen. It has been a couple of months since you were actively in a action, since Lloyd didn’t let you participate in non of his missions.

The muffed sound of guns came out of the mansion, so intuitively you begun to follow the shooting sound. You carefully walked around the mansion hoping to find Six, but seeing you didn’t achieved your goal when you watch Lloyd and Six exchange shots outside.

You groaned rolling your eyes running straight to the grand set of stairs to try meeting up with Lloyd.

Watching the big amount of movement next to the labyrinth garden, you strolled forward to it preparing yourself for whatever came next.

Attentively stepping in between the long green walls, you tracked the growling buzz, facing a struggling Lloyd in between Six biceps as he tried to wipe out your boyfriend and a fucking Suzanne ready to shoot him. Before you could say anything, your instincts fired a bullet on the man behind your boyfriend, releasing Lloyd from his arms and briefly pointing the gun barrel at Suzanne’s brain. “You should put the gun down, Suzanne. You have no fucking idea how much I want to shoot you right now.”

She slowly put the gun down, and you kicked it far from her. “Fucking bitch”, you heard her murmur between her teeth.

“You shouldn’t try to romance me right now, I will kill you.”

A painting Lloyd stepped out rapidly of the fountain, and grabbed the gun you kicked from Suzanne pointing to a very bleeding Six. “C’mon Suzanne, get us the fuck out of here.” You pushed the barrel of the gun into the back of her head, coming close to her with a whisper you said in her ear. “And don’t pull anything because I have enough proof to incriminate you for all this shit Six made us do. Is it fake? Maybe.” You sarcastically chuckled.

You looked to your left feeling Lloyd’s eyes on you and you never saw that look on his face. It was a look of pure delight and admiration. You could blush if wasn’t for the situation you were in. You felt naked under his gaze.

Under his breath with a heaving chest, he laughed “I’m so horny right now, holy fuck.” He turns back to Six —that was still bleeding, genuinely content. “Man, i’m gonna marry that woman one day”

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Lloyd laid with his back up as you changed his bandages, as carefully as you could, but he still hiss “That stings, be careful.”

You placed your hand in his back, pushing him down. “I can be even more careful if you stop moving.” He huffed, and you rolled your eyes at his stubbornness. “How does it feel to be the damsel in distress?” You teased him.

“Yeah, keep mocking me.” He sat up in the bed, cupping your cheeks as looking in your eyes, giving your shivers. “Thank you for saving me, but I don’t ever want you pulling this shit again. I am being serious.”

You subtly nodded.

“You know why?” His hand trailed down to the back of your neck pulling your hair back, and you again nodded. “why then?”

“Because you love me.” You watched as he stood up in front of you, without removing his hand from you.

“And…” He added.

“You can’t live without me.”

“I would kill every single person in this shitty fucking world if that means you’re give one of your cute giggles to me. You know that, right?” He brushed his fingers through your cheeks, nuzzling your parted lips with the pad of his thumb. His eyes burned your skin with lust and his touch made your breathing hard.

“Yes” Your breath hitched and you closed your eyes, as Lloyd inserted his thumb inside your mouth, and naturally you sucked on his finger.

“You’re such a good girl, right?” His voice carried a heavy tone of mockery, that damped your panties.

You nodded and a stingy warm feeling burned your cheeks, making you gasp. Lloyd loved seeing the shock on your face every time he’d slap you, it was always with no warning what so ever, leaving you with teared up eyes.

“I don’t think you are that good. Fucking disobeying me left and right like there’s no consequences to it.” He stroked the palm of his hand on your red cheeks, threatened to slap it again making you flinch.

He chucked, looking down at you. “Scared, puppy? I thought you liked when I bully you and grope you.” His hands went up and down rapidly on you body squeezing your tits, pinching your hips, digging his fingers on your thighs and tummy taking whimpers out of you. “Aw you are my little squirmy slut still.”

Going back up, never taking his warm hands of you, Lloyd cupped your cheeks forcing your mouth to open and spitting on your tongue. “Swallow, slut.” He presses his palm on top of your mouth.

You moaned against his hand, inhaling through you nose only making it harder for you to breathe. As soon as you inhaled deeply Lloyd pinched your nose, giving you no chance to breathe at all. With wide-eyes you attempted breaking from Lloyd grasp, which not only didn’t worked but he deepen his grasp as laid you back on the bed.

You hassled and kicked to break out of his grip, but the burly man on top of you didn’t even seem to flinched. The struggle to breathe made your folds a wet mess whilst in attempt to stop your hassling, his knees were between your legs pressing on your wet panties.

Whimpering and squirming below Lloyd trying to get some friction from his pants, your vision start appearing black spots, your mind get dizzier and eyes rolled back. Before you pass out, Lloyd release you from his hands, slapping softly your face. “Breath, bubbles.”

Grinding against his thighs, you left a wet patch on his grey pants. “Look what you are doing, dirty girl.” He grins at you, grabbing your head up for you see what you’ve done. “Let’s see this mess little girl up close.” He forced your thighs open, glancing over your pink cotton panties.

He hummed, kissing your knees and nipping the soft skin of your thighs giving you shivers down your spine. Coming close to your cunt, he once again hummed and sniffed your wet neglected pussy. “Fuck… you drive me fucking crazy, Y/N...” He murmured, lips rubbing your clothed folds.

Lloyd pushed your panties to the side, not bothering to take it off and blow a stream of air on your bundle of nerves and your entrance, teasing you. “Lloyd…” You whined, complaining.

Lloyd slapping your clit, scolded your complaints and you squirmed louder than before. “Who the fuck is Lloyd?” He turned his head around, looking for someone. “Me?” He mocked, slapping your clit pulling a jump out of you.

“Sorry, Daddy.” You pouted, hoping it would make he go soft for you. Did not work.

“Sure you are.” He manhandled your body, tossing you further in the bed looking like a starved man prepared to devour you. Lloyd inserted himself between your legs, he latched his lips in your throbbing clit, sucking and lapping his tongue all over your cunt.

You subconsciously clench your pussy around nothing, hopeful that he would fuck you, at least, with his fingers. “Please…” You cried.

“Shut up, whore.” He slapped your outside thighs, making you jolt from surprise.

Roughly open up your legs with a hand, he started inserting his tongue on your entrance fucking you. Your cunt let’s out noise as he switch from fucking you with his tongue and sucking your clit. All the sounds of him humming and your juices against his lips and face was completely erotic.

“More, please” You cried out loud.

With no warning or preparation, Lloyd slid two fingers inside you stretching you out. It burned and it felt so good. “God!” You exclaimed, arching your back. Started being too much for your tiny brain to process, so you began pulling away from his fingers.

Lloyd’s tongue clicked in disapproval as he shook his head “Didn’t you asked for more? Fucking take it then.”

Shoving his fingers inside you, having you whimpering with a fuzzy brain. You clenched around his fingers one more time, when you felt his tongue working along with his fingers, in a similar rhythm feeling your climax near.

Lloyd knew your body almost more than you knew so to complete his plan he took his fingers out of you, stepping away from you.

You looked with disappointment written all over your face. “What…”

Lloyd sucked his fingers to taste your juice and hummed as if nothing happens. “What’s wrong, puppy?” He nonchalantly asked.

“I didn’t cum…” Still in shock you said.

“Oh yeah, I know. Maybe if you respect my orders you can cum next time.” He turned around to clean himself on the bathroom, simply living you there completely neglected and used.

#lloyd hansen x reader #lloyd hansen #lloyd hansen x soft!dark!reader #im completely obsessed with lloyd #chris evans #the gray man spoilers #the gray man #living for their pain

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greenglowinspooks · 6 months

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The way that I’m brainrotting over a DCxDP crossover with a Danny who’s a vengeful villain rn

Like, let’s just say that the GiW finally get into contact with the JL. They need help neutralizing a threat, you see, and they’re on their last limb trying to keep civilians safe.

They have video evidence! They have studies to back their claims! The JL have to help them!

Unfortunately, the JL believe them. They join a fight against Danny, and defeat him due to being far more experienced than he is. Danny is locked away and experimented on by the GiW.

That would CHANGE a person. Your heroes turning against you and seeing you as a monster, being experimented on for who knows how long, not knowing if your friends and family are safe.

Danny gets out due to a simple mistake on the GiW’s part; having Blüdhaven as part of their transport route.

Of course the trucks were attacked, they’re government property!

So now, whoever decided to raid the government transport trucks (the Penguin or something) has a ton of experimental weapons with no idea how they work, and a heavily traumatized teenager.

Danny knows how they work. Danny can be useful! They won’t throw him out if he’s useful! And so, now Danny is working for the Penguin, altering the ectoplasm weapons to make them work on humans.

It’s a good deal for both parties. Danny gets to neurotically imprint on the Penguin like a small baby animal, and the Penguin gets a brilliant mind who will stop at nothing to achieve his goals.

But eventually, Danny finds out what happened to his family in his absence.

Jazz is in Arkham. Not as a psychologist, but as a “patient.” Apparently, she snapped and completely destroyed the house, leveled a few blocks of Amity Park, and conducted organized attacks on government bases (mostly GiW) for months.

Sam and Tucker helped her, eventually splitting once Jazz was captured. Sam travels to areas of extreme pollution, completely overgrowing them with her plant powers. Currently she’s in the Amazon rainforest, engaging in an ongoing feud with logging companies. Sam is winning.

Tucker faked his death, and Danny has no idea where he is. He only knows that the death wasn’t real because of a code that the three of them made together, just in case.

Ellie’s trapped in the Infinite Realms. Danny had a failsafe in place so that if she was ever cornered by the GiW, she would be sent to her haunt in the GZ. However, with the portal destroyed, she can’t come back. Danny just hopes she’s okay.

His parents are now top GiW scientists. They’re traveling the country giving speeches. They’re working on a battery powered by ectoplasm, but apparently started “having difficulties” around the same time that Danny escaped.

None of it is fair. None of it is right.

The Justice League destroyed his life, the lives of his friends, and they’re doing as good as ever. The GiW is respected, and his parents are happily working away for them.

Danny takes up some of his more experimental weapons and breaks Jazz out of Arkham. She’s a little different now, colder and more quiet, but she still loves him all the same. It’s an unimaginable comfort to him to see his sister again.

He can’t use his powers anymore. He’s so used to associating them with pain that even transforming into his ghost form is enough to take him down for hours.

However, he understands ectoplasm more than anyone else in the world. He knows how to use it in virtually everything; how it can become a weapon, how it can be used as a supplemental ingredient in poisons and nerve agents, how it can twist and distort the mind if applied correctly.

He doesn’t care what happens to him. He’s going to take down the GiW, and destroy the lives of the JL members who helped lock him away, just as they did to him.

No matter the cost.

#dcxdp #dc x dp #dp x dc #dpxdc #dp x dc crossover #dc x dp prompt #let Danny be scary and unsettling and evil WITHOUT being Dan!! do it!!!!!#at first the JL just think they’re dealing with a normal villain who’s angry at the world #the more details they get on him the more dread they feel #eventually they realize that they locked a 16-year-old away to be experimented on by the government for YEARS #and not that same kid is determined to ruin their lives #the GUILT. the PAIN. the realization that they so completely and fully failed this child #they’re speedrunning the 5 stages of grief and Danny is just like ‘oh no! anyways’ *fakes killing Red Robin to fuck with the bat*

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