#loveself

[quaiett]

Hidup ini tuh bukan game yang kalo udah level hard trus kalian bisa menyerah, uninstall lalu download game lainnya.

Kehidupan kita pun tidak bisa disamakan dengan tingkatan level games, dimulai dari easy-medium-hard.

Akan ada ujian hidup itu mudah kita jalani seperti terkena pisau atau lupa membawa jas hujan di musim hujan. Ada saat yang lain ujian itu mulai menakutkan seperti ujian kenaikan kelas, dan kehilangan barang penting. Ujian ujian ini kita dapatkan mungkin secara acak. Terkadang mudah, terkadang rumit, terkadang menakutkan, lalu yang mudah lagi.

Tibalah ketika Allah merasa kita mampu melewati itu semua, level hard pun menyambut kita. Kehilangan seseorang yang kita sayang, tertolak universitas atau sekolah impian, atau sakit berkepanjangan.

Ujian itu..

"Harap tenang ada ujian!"

"Yang sudah selesai mengerjakan boleh pulang"

[pat-kar]

Revelación

Recuerdo aquel día.

Yo estaba emocionada por el plan tan bello de hacer algo juntos, en pareja. Noche de preguntas con respuestas sinceras.

La verdad es que entre tantas preguntas y lo no bien que yo me encontraba ya para esos tiempos, no recuerdo la pregunta pero me dijiste algo que jamás voy a olvidar: "Tú ya no me vez con ojos de amor" y yo me alarmé un poco porque te contesté: "¿Cómo no te voy a ver con ojos de amor? si yo te amo". Pero viéndolo en retrospectiva, hacía algún tiempo que no sentía ese te amo tan profundo como alguna vez y yo creí que había sido por tantos inconvenientes vividos anteriormente entre los dos.

Tenías razón, yo ya no te veía con ojos de amor y cuando lo noté debo confesar que una parte de mí se alegró por eso, fue entonces cuando entendí que no quería estar con alguien a quién no amara.

[pat-kar]

Arriba la esperanza

[yorkcalling]

LoveSelf returns with outsider anthem

We’ve been covering the music of Halifax, Canada-based rock artist LoveSelf, real name Joshua O’Reilly, since 2022, but it’s been a couple of years since we last posted about him. Continue reading LoveSelf returns with outsider anthem

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Love Self : Font Free Downloads

Love Self It's a script font, characterized by its flowing, handwritten style and it’s design byarosenbaum.

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[domdraven0]

Anxiety comes from stagnation. You're either not advancing financially, mentally, emotionally or spiritually. Depression will come when multiple pillars are not being addressed

[pronoun-checks]

Pronoun check with the name TC and pronouns

It/Its/Itself

Love/Loves/Loveself

Moth/Moths/Mothself

Bug/Bugs/Bugself

Vee/Vees/Veeself

(sorry abt this since I legit just requested not too long ago)

It’s no problem!

It’s a good thing we were able to catch TC before it left. Based on what it said, it very much needed its bag. Did love say what love needed its bag for? No, I don’t think love said why love needed loves bag so much. I mean, moth probably just had most of moths things in mothe bag. But you’ve met TC now! Albeit, you and moth only spoke for a few minutes. Anyway, what did you think of bug? See, I told you bug seemed like a nice person. You and bug will have to meet properly another time when we’re not running after bug. I wonder where bug was going to? No, I don’t think vee said where vee was going. Vee seemed like vee was in a bit of a rush, though. I suppose vee just didn’t have the time to talk that much.

[sumareddysblog]

My peace in pieces

PC: Pixels Some nights, I lie awake,not in peace, but in pieces.I gave my everything to some,Wearing a mask of smile on my face,,I fought battles not meant for my innocence,I begged, I cried, I tried…and kept doing,But how long can a soul survive in silence?This isn’t the life I dreamed of.It was meant to hold, not hurt.But here I am, bruised by words,And torn by coldness,Still trying to stay…

[quaiett]

Kupikir, semua ini hanya keberuntungan yang aku dapatkan dari tuhanku yang esa.

Aku bisa duduk di bangku itu menatap 'dia' yang dianggap semua orang pintar, kupikir karena tambahan huruf di belakang namanya. Padahal kupikir aku tak sepintar mereka yang lebih ingin menduduki bangku itu. Padahal kupikir aku tak miliki sebuah amalan yang mendatangkan semua dolar itu. Teman-temanku cukup untukku tertawa dan kuminta traktir di kantin fakultas. Padahal kupikir wajahku tak cukup setara dengan mereka yang malah menjadi korban mental. Angka 8 dan 9 atau huruf A selalu tertulis di kertas penyambut liburanku. Padahal kupikir mereka lebih giat untuk membaca huruf-huruf kecil yang berbaris rapi di atas lembaran putih atau laptopnya.

Bukan

Aku bukan tidak bersyukur

Aku takut

Bukankah keberuntungan juga akan habis layaknya gula yang larut di kopimu malam itu.

Aku iri!

Sungguh iri

Kepada mereka yang memiliki segudang amalan dan setumpuk keistiqamahan saat beramal. Bisakah aku seperti mereka?

Aku tak ingin menjadi pembohong!

Aku ingin pintar karena usahaku. Aku ingin kaya karena peluhku. Aku ingin-

Aku ingin menjadi hambaMu yang sesungguhnya Ya Allah

[theartblockcentral]

RE; Of all the things that I know

30.08.23

Of all the things I know, there is only one question that seems to ring in my head with the same warmth you can get from drinking too much wine.

Is it really worth ____?

I had a fight recently with my ma ( which was longer enough ago that I remember but do not care enough to delve into ) after which we had a long chat after. In this, she mentioned, the key to a successful relationship, the key to things, the key to life is, Is it really worth all of this?

Not so much in a grim, is life worth living kinda way, but, yes, I suppose also like that too. I mean, that is how I used to value the question, and in which my life was an internal silence that hurt more than anything. It wasn't an internal peace. Life felt like scraping the inside of my mind with a metal dish scrubber and then filling my skull with hot sauce- that level of discomfort- but the vessel I was in, the vessel I was, has so little value, it became my own dead-weight. My therapist tells me that being depressed and baking in your bedsheets is a way of the person cocooning themselves from the outer world, and she's right. To this day, I'm not sure of what I was scared of... but I think maybe it was the question of whether my actions, whether the way my mind worked second by second, was worth keeping going. I felt like I polluted myself.

Nowadays, after six months in Italy, it's so different. Days feel like days again. Friends feel like people again rather than some kind of puzzle I had to solve. Food tasted. Noise sounded. Things came together as I slowly returned to earth.. and in all that time, I really did learn what was worth doing to keep me going.

While I was away I had a small episode on a night out. But because this wasn't a one time thing, and because it worried everyone and put myself at risk and I ran home, lost and confused, because emotionally I put myself back into survival instinct mode, they turned their back on me. It took enough gaul to apologise. At home I wouldn't have done. I just would have assumed that is what people kinda do my age. It's hard for me to see past myself sometimes when I get into the state of feeling alone, but I knew it was worth it to apologise wholeheartedly, to admit my mistakes, and to keep moving.

Some of the things that have been worth giving my time to to feeling more present have given me hope and meaning. I have friends who are worth the time: they are no effort, they are time well spent, and a part of my world. I go hiking, and get in touch with what my younger self would have loved: she is worth fighting for. Most importantly, is the seasons changing.

Back in England, the sky is so blank and white it collapses in flatly, rendering the world into a tiny white tent. It can get very depressing. The days are dark and cold, the nights are dark and colder, and it all seems to be in a small fish bowl of a place. However, what keeps me going, as a small practice that I so happened to glance upon in Wabi Sabi by Beth Kenton was how people pay attention to the changing of the seasons, and how their are more like 18 seasons than 4. However, after a long and stressful day, I ask myself;

What were the trees doing? Have they changed colour yet?

Was it cold? Did I dress for the weather? (Another thing I've learnt- life is improved the minute you dress right for the weather)

Did I see how the branches moved? Did I hear/ see birds etc?

Did I even leave the house? Sometimes I haven't. It's not such a problem when it's not such an outside kind of day, but to be honest, we are outside creatures. Sifting through my memories of all i've seen and pinpointing tiny things like that that I may have only seen out of a window once that day helps me grapple with the idea of being alive.

Ooh, here's a shocker. You can have an entire social event, day at school, meeting with friends, day at work, night out or dinner Without something bad happening. I have NO EFFING CLUE why this has taken me so long to realise, but to be honest, I never had a stable friendship group, a completely un-chaotic household (love them), day at school... everything went wrong a lot, and problems and whatsuch occured and I guess I was just used to that? The moment I realised was when I went to a birthday party of a friend in Italy, and nothing went wrong. I didn't feel bad, No arguments occured, no one got too drunk, everyone got along, no huge chunks of gossip either. Spoiler: people actually live like that. I loved it. It's helped me not be so afraid of planning my birthday, and I didn't make a scene this year. And it was perfect. It's really never worth being in a place where nothing goes right ever. You've just got to keep moving until you find it.

Conclusively, the answer to the question, Is it worth it?

The answer is yes.

I can't believe I'm finally saying it.

yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

The people are worth talking to, the world is worth experiencing, even the sad and scary bits. Hey, you do learn at some point. You've just got to keep moving.

Aaaaand the arguments aren't all that. Not everything is worth being said. If you love someone, even if they don't love you, it is worth telling them, because that takes big effing balls to do, and admit you're willing to give a piece and never stop giving. But arguments, fights, all that, most of what you need to shout at someone, isn't worth it. Leave in peace physically or mentally. Vent to someone, move on from that person.

make it worth it.

[headmateelevator]

hello! could we please request a level two ranboo (dsmp)? including typing example and excluding front triggers and roles!

with a space and winter/snow theme! a fem gender. and a few non-noun neopronouns please! also. idk if we are allowed to ask for things not on the template. but a few 1st person neopronouns too?

thank you! this blog is great btw! :D!!! -green anon

order up!

name(s) - Lumi , Boreas , Khione , Chióni , Eira , North , Frostine , Frost , Blizzard , Alba , Boo , Altitude , Apricity , Aquilo , Arctic , Blanca , Blizzard , Boreas , Chione , Crystal , Demetria , Freeze , Frost , Frostbite , Miyuki , Neve , Nevis , Andromeda , Apollo , Artemis , Aster , Asteroid , Astraios , Astro , Celeste , Celestia , Comet , Cos , Cosmos , Esther , Exo , Kulpar , Beloved , Luna , Matter , Moon , Nebula , Nova , Oranos , Orion , Sol , Soliel , Star , Starshine , Stella , Sun , Void , Nueve , Pan , Permafrost , Snow , Uncia , Viola , Winter , Xuĕ , Yukina , Snow , Andri , Bylur , Snowstorm , Permafrost , Aneira , Nevada , Alaska , Aquilo.

pronouns - they / them / she / her / ey / em / er / ers / hy / hyr / hy / hymn / ae / aer / it / that / thing / thon / thons / vae / vaer / se / sim / ny / nym / th-y / th-m / shy / shyr / thy / thym / x / xs / sh* / h*r / shx / hxr / hx / hxm / thxy / thxm / snow / snows / winter / winters / snow / flake / cold / colds / fre / freeze / bliz / blizzard / frost / frosts / chill / chills / frostbite / frostbites / tundra / tundras / arctic / arctics / shiver / shivers / ❄️ / ❄️s / 🌨️ / 🌨️s / 🧊 / 🧊s / spa / space / spaces / sta / star / stars / co / comet / comets / pla / planet / planets / gal / galaxy / galaxys / li / light / lights / mo / moon / moons / shi / shine / shines / tu / turn / turns / spi / spin / spins / su / sun / suns / bri / bright / brights / cro / crown / crowns / 🌌 / 🌌s / ✨/✨s / 🎇 / 🎇s / 🪐 / 🪐s / ⭐ / ⭐s / 🌟 / 🌟s / 🌀 / 🌀s / ☄ / ☄s / 🌠 / 🌠s / 🌙 / 🌙s / 👽 / 👽s / 👾 / 👾s / 👑 / 👑s / 💎 / 💎s / 🔭 / 🔭s / 🚀 / 🚀s / 🛰 / 🛰s.

1st person pronouns - i / me / my / mine / myself / ar / ar / arc / tic / arcself / mrri / mrre / mrry / mrrine / mrryself / i / ce / ice / icine / iceself / dai / dae / dy / daine / daiself / spi / spa / space / spacine / spaceself / sti / sta / star / starine / starself / X / X / Xy / Xine / Xself / li / love / lovely / lovine / loveself / ei / e / en / end / endself / dar / dare / darly / darling / darlingself / eye / meye / meye / meyene / meyeself.

gender(s) - girlish , genderflir , etheria , neogirl , nymgirl , luveratix , neigean , kalanagender , snowgirl , snowfallgender , lumilexic , noxventic , pleiadessidrea , spacegender , stargender , fargalaxian , astroscenic , galaxyflower , cosmiclatteic , galain , sueaumoc , noctichrine , canistellation , heavoid , beltzelestial , spacecoric , moongender , galasterios , staric , stargalactic , destria.

orientations - bisexual , masc leaning attraction.

species - half-enderman.

source(s) - c!ranboo , dsmp.

emoji(s) - ⬛ , ⬜ , 🌻 , ❄️ , 🌨️ , 🧤 , 🌌 , 🌠 , ✨ , 🌙 , ☄️

likes - cold weather , flowers , sweaters , comfortable clothes , friends , peaceful music , minecraft and other games , reading , watching youtube videos , meeting new people , stargazing , learning about space , aliens , cats , any animals or pets , going on walks , coffee , repeating things said by others (echolalia) , watching cartoons , cooking.

dislikes - sudden or loud noises , overheating , pain , loneliness , rude people , tags in shirts , cheap jumpscares (they always get hyr and shy hates it.) , sparkling water , feeling grimy or gross , picking sides.

personality description - a friendly and polite alter, they enjoy speaking to friends and people in the systems life any time they front, and love to meet new people when given the chance, once shy makes a friend, shy will remain loyal to them and stick with them in whatever situation they may need help with. while x loves meeting new people, ny often enjoys staying in and watching things on tv, or cooking something nice when given the time. she can often be a bit forgetful, but tries vaer hardest to keep up with things and people in their life, often writing things down in a notebook or notes app to keep track.

typing example / small message - hello, hello! I'm Boo, and it's nice to meet you!! li just thought mrri should write a little message to.. say hello and everything! dai'm honesty very excited to meet everyone in person!! this message probably isn't really enough to say hello properly.. or really say anthing about iceself.. but sti'm sure dai can give a better hello when I finally actually get there!! x'll hopefully see you later?

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[amource]

Rose Eye Essence Gel

Because your deep hydrated skin resists the daily stress caused by low power moments, it all breaks through. Eye care gel can help solve skin problems around your eyes. Her bright eyes sparkled.

[theroboticmenflag]

Amorefixgender — ("Amore" [love] + "fix" [fixation] + gender).

A gender connected deeply to intense, overwhelming love or romantic obsession. This gender may fluctuate with feelings of infatuation, longing, or possessiveness. It's for those who feel their gender is shaped or defined by passionate emotional fixation.

Pronoun ideas:

lov/love/loves/loveself

obs/obss/obsess/obsesself

heart/heart/hearts/heartself

luv/luvs/luvs/luvself

ros/rose/roses/roseself

am/amor/amors/amorself

val/vale/vales/valeself

kiss/kiss/kisses/kisself

fix/fix/fixes/fixself

cling/cling/clings/clingself

ache/ache/aches/acheself

flame/flame/flames/flameself

crave/crave/craves/craveself

sigh/sigh/sighs/sighself

want/wants/wants/wantself

dear/dear/dears/dearself

crush/crush/crushes/crushself

pull/pull/pulls/pullself

ache/ache/aches/acheself

fever/fever/fevers/feverself

ALT [I'm not good at this, sorry]

A horizontally striped flag composed of rich shades of purples, pinks, and blacks. At the center is a large pastel pink heart outlined softly. The top and bottom stripes are deep plum and purple, symbolizing intense, consuming feelings. In the middle, alternating black and light pink lines represent contrast between obsession and tenderness. Scattered throughout the background are various heart silhouettes in black and purple tones, enhancing the theme of overwhelming romantic fixation. The overall aesthetic is darkly romantic and emotionally charged.

[fazgai]

HEART (Chonny Jash)

NPTS !

Pt: Heart chonny jash NPTS.

Self indulgent .

Names

Artemis , Arte , Artie , Angel, Angela , Acoustic , Cora , Cupid , Dove , Dust , Heart , Indigo , Juno , June , Junebug , Juniper , Luna , Lunar , Lune , Lover , Moon , Moonlight , Mars , Night , Sorrow , Sparrow , Spite , Symphony , Tears , Tear , Violet , Wisteria .

Pronouns

Moon/Moon/Moons/Moonself , Lune/Luna/Lunar/Lunaself , Glim/Glimmer , Shim/Shimmer , Lov/Love/Lover/Loveself Spite/Spites/Spiteself , Wing/Wings/Winged/Wingself .

Titles

The One Who Was Mad , The Winged Half , The Moon , The Emotional Side , The Love And Hate , prn Who Shot at the Sun , prn , Who Was Blinded By Rage , The Purple One , prn Who Shot And Missed , Prns Who's Purpose Is Emotion .

[kami-fubuki]

⠀𓏵⠀⠀Del ⠀╱ ⠀Ink

꒰ ⠀Welcome to the pup's entertainment center ! It has so many things to share with you ! ! ! ⠀꒱

꒰⠀Shx is a⠀;⠀Nonhuman. ⠀Fictionkin. ⠀Therian. ⠀Neurodivergent. ⠀Radinclus Queer. ⠀Comp-C Paraphile. ⠀Pro-Fiction. ⠀Dark-Shipper. ⠀Anti-Abuse. ⠀SA Survivor. ⠀Age Regressor. ⠀Yume-Shipper. ⠀⠀♪

꒰⠀Shx uses the pronouns⠀;⠀It ノ Its. ⠀Shx ノ Hxr. ⠀Myu ノ Myuself. ⠀Pup ノ Pupself. ⠀Frill ノ Frillself. ⠀Charm ノ Charmself. ⠀Star ノ Starself. ⠀Cherish ノ Cherishself. ⠀Chime ノ Chimeself. ⠀Haze ノ Hazeself. ⠀Joy ノ Joyself. ⠀Ring ノ Ringself. ⠀Love ノ Loveself. ⠀Bell ノ Bellself. ⠀Purr ノ Purrself. ⠀Idol ノ Idolself. ⠀Woof ノ Woofself. ⠀Doodle ノ Doodleself. ⠀Soft ノ Softself. ⠀⠀♪

꒰⠀Shx adores feminine and nonhuman terms. ⠀⠀♪

꒰⠀Hxr gender labels are⠀;⠀Transfemmasc. ⠀Lace Nonbinary. ⠀Clingypupic. ⠀Pamperedpupic. ⠀Puppygirl. ⠀APAB ( Assigned Puppy At Birth ). ⠀Patheticgirl. ⠀Puppywife. ⠀Dollpetnamic. ⠀Pupsleepic. ⠀Dreamylexic. ⠀:3gender. ⠀Cutehoarder. ⠀Adorafae. ⠀Consumlovic. ⠀Darlingadored. ⠀Amoncitte. ⠀Lacedecorated. ⠀Crusheayne. ⠀Cutefrilled. ⠀Lesbicute. ⠀Lacefem. ⠀Amareale. ⠀Pawthing. ⠀Softpinkfrillic. ⠀Digiluvsic. ⠀Puppypet. ⠀Somnucomfic. ⠀Somovium. ⠀⠀♪

꒰⠀Hxr sexuality labels are⠀;⠀Lesbian. ⠀Loveful Aro. ⠀Odioromantic. ⠀Auti4Auti. ⠀Ductuaffian Attraction. ⠀Les4Les. ⠀T4T. ⠀Queerplatonic. ⠀Polyamorous. ⠀⠀♪

꒰⠀Hxr disorders / disabilities are⠀;⠀Autism. ⠀ADHD. ⠀General Anxiety. ⠀Major Depression. ⠀HPD. ⠀PPD. ⠀CPTSD. ⠀Anemia. ⠀Scoliosis. ⠀Chronic Pain. ⠀Hypersexuality. ⠀⠀♪

꒰⠀Hxr paraphilias / attractions are⠀;⠀Somnophilia. ⠀Cardiophilia. ⠀Lactophilia. ⠀Lolicon. ⠀Fictophilia. ⠀Gynephilia. ⠀Autogynephilia. ⠀Plushophilia. ⠀Autoplushophilia. ⠀Mazophilia. ⠀Dacryphilia. ⠀Sadism. ⠀Autonepiophilia. ⠀⠀♪

꒰⠀Shx despises the concept of dni lists , but she will block and avoid⠀;⠀Radqueers. ⠀Pro-C for the Big Three Paras. ⠀Anti-Fiction / Anti-Ship / Pro-Harassment. ⠀Self Harm or Eating Disorder Based Accounts. ⠀Reality-Checkers. ⠀Anti-Recovery. ⠀Bigots. ⠀Most People Above the Age of Sixteen. ⠀Transid / Pro-Transid. ⠀Anyone Shx Finds Annoying. ⠀⠀♪

꒰⠀Hxr interests are⠀;⠀Bungo Stray Dogs ( Special Interest ). ⠀Project Sekai. ⠀Danganronpa. ⠀Nekopara. ⠀Inanimate Insanity. ⠀Cookie Run. ⠀Okami. ⠀Little Big Planet. ⠀Call of the Night. ⠀My Little Pony. ⠀Bluey. ⠀Invader Zim. ⠀Whisker Haven. ⠀Shugo Chara. ⠀LilPri. ⠀Precure. ⠀Cardcaptor Sakura. ⠀Himouto ! Umaru - Chan. ⠀Gabriel Dropout. ⠀Chobits. ⠀Chi's Sweet Home. ⠀Lucky Star. ⠀The Helpful Fox Senko - San. ⠀Bananya. ⠀Mitsudomoe. ⠀TONIKAWA : Over the Moon for You. ⠀Miss Kobayashi's Dragon Maid. ⠀Madoka Magica. ⠀Illit. ⠀Phantom Thief Reinya. ⠀Alien Stage. ⠀Coletta ( Special Interest ). ⠀Trickle. ⠀Dandy's World. ⠀Plushies. ⠀Vocaloid. ⠀Squid Game. ⠀Underverse. ⠀Regretevator. ⠀Clinical Trial. ⠀Blocktales. ⠀Forsaken. ⠀Work At A Pizza Place. ⠀My Dear Hatchet Man. ⠀Kamifubuki Entertainment Center. ⠀⠀♪

꒰⠀Italicized + Bold = current ( hyper ) fixation. ⠀⠀♪

꒰⠀Del has been subjected to a large quantity of toxic communities , harassment , harm , etc , so shx will be paranoid and skittish as well as standoffish to new people.⠀ Shx also hasn't been on this platform for quite a long time , so it'll take hxr some adjusting , and shx apologizes for the messy or odd introduction post.⠀ Shx hopes to finally find a comfortable space here. . !