Spectre
A Moon Knight Halloween Love Story
Event #3: Soul Survivors
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Event #3 Summary: Marc sees you. And sees you again. Which one was real? Steven enters the chat. "Mystic Delights and Other Charming Novelties" makes another appearance.
Pairing this chapter: Marc Spector, Steven Grant x f!reader (Jake mentioned)
Word count: 3.3k
Content: nsfw, 18+, angst, bit of fluff (more below the cut - read the warnings and be responsible for triggering content)
Warnings/Notables: violence, drinking, nudity, masturbation, cursing, mental health concerns, coping with death, mentions of food, grieving, longing, mild bickering, a few tears, not beta'd
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PREVIOUSLY on "Spectre"...
Marc rushed blindly toward the window, yanking open the curtain. Moonlight spilled into the bedroom, granting him the slightest ability to see.
"It's not too late," the whisper echoed, right beside his ear...but you were nowhere to be seen.
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Brisk, autumn wind swept the heavy cape of Moon Knight aside as he stood overlooking the city below.
Khonshu didn't even need to point out who needed protecting, nor who needed punishing this night.
Marc Spector reached for the ancient crescent daggers mystically stashed in the armor at the center of his chest.
His glowing eyes zeroed in on a vagrant roaming below. But this dingy man wasn't the object of his ire - he was recently the victim of a crime, and was about to be the victim once more.
With a dramatic whoosh, Moon Knight swept down from the night sky, his dramatic white suit announcing his coming in a far more glaring way than Jake's pitch black body armor.
The vagrant gasped in terror, but Marc sailed past the man who was about to be violated and murdered...
...and plunged two crescent daggers into the chest of his would-be attacker. The perpetrator had now become his victim.
"You're safe now," Marc assured the homeless man, who scurried off, crying out in fear.
Fair enough. Marc wasn't exactly a friendly, neighborhood Spider-Man. Jake had the night off, at Marc's insistence, but he realized that delivering Khonshu's justice with daggers just wasn't...satisfying.
The next vile thing who needed punishing would meet the wrath of Marc's fists.
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Marc's stark white suit was littered with spatters of red by the time he made it back to Elm Street. He willed the suit to disappear, walking back toward his house under the cover of night.
Then he drank some whiskey and fell asleep in his favorite chair, mumbling out an apology to Steven as he slipped into oblivion.
He awoke to the sound of the old cherry wood clock in the hall striking three.
The broken clock in the hall.
It stopped working the day you died.
Rubbing his bleary eyes, Marc sat upright, immediately flopping back down as his head swirled. Too much violence and blood followed by too much whiskey.
"Marc..."
Your voice echoed off the walls, but only a whisper. No other sights or sounds were available to him in the darkened house.
"Go away!" Marc slurred, swatting his hand at nothing but air.
He tried to settle back down, and managed to approach the edge of drowsiness when you appeared right in front of him, almost as if you were straddling his lap.
You breathed his name, draping your body over his.
"You're not real," Marc murmured, even as he desperately wished it was you crawling on top of his body. The image of you was nothing more than a mirage but you would not let him be.
You spoke his name again, and when he forced his eyes open, you were stretched out across him, naked.
He couldn't touch you but he could swear the heat of your breath tickled his ear.
"Need you," your voice begged. Your ghostly body writhed on top of his.
He felt the weight of his arousal straining against his jeans. It wouldn't be the first time he imagined you as he gave himself some relief. He quickly undid his jeans and shoved his hand inside, groaning at how hard he felt.
"Be with me," you panted, your naked body on display for him. You sat astride his lap, rolling your hips over his. Your breasts bounced in a delicious rhythm as your nipples grew hard.
"Don't you want me?" You pouted, twisting your body deliciously down on him. He could feel nothing - you weren't even really there. But the show you were putting on was more than enough.
"I only want you," he gasped, gripping himself and thrusting desperately into his fist. “You're so beautiful...don't stop."
It was almost as if you were there with him. He could see you - he could hear your gasps of pleasure. But you were a vapor. He couldn't feel you.
The release he found gave him a brief reprieve. He passed out again.
Then the clock struck four.
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Marc struggled to climb out of the chair and haul himself upstairs. He just wanted his bed and he really, really needed Steven to take the body tomorrow. But his alter was still quiet. No lectures or questions or anything.
Marc used the stair rail for all it was worth, pulling himself upward like he was a hiker on an Everest expedition. No one would ever believe he was the mighty Moon Knight in this moment.
Finally, he darkened the door of his room.
And you were there. But not like downstairs. You wore the hoodie he'd seen before.
Sinking down to his knees, Marc felt hot tears sting his eyes. "You're not real," he whimpered, remembering your naked visage all over him downstairs. "I'm fucking insane."
He fully expected you to dash away from him or simply vaporize. But you inched closer.
"Marc?" You whispered his name with a sense of urgent awe. "C-can you see me?"
His heart surged with terror. He had just managed to convince himself that he was imagining you, but now...
You knelt down on the floor with him, directly in front of him. Your gaze sought out his own, bleary eyes. "Marc?"
"I'm drunk," he murmured, shaking his head adamantly, refusing to meet your ghostly gaze. "I'm drunk and I'm hallucinating and I'm fucking crazy."
"We don't use that word in this house," You said calmly, but firmly. In your voice. Those were your words. The real you.
Lifting his wet eyes, he looked right at you, but couldn't think of anything to say.
You peered so intently at him, he thought your gaze might just bore a hole through him.
"God, I wish you could see me, Marc. Sometimes I swear you can," you voiced, rising to your feet. The hood covering your hair fell back as you did.
As you started to back away, the words you had just spoken finally started to register in his inebriated brain. As you eased toward the window, he panicked, climbing off his feet to stop you.
"No, wait!" He gasped out, the interaction sobering him a little. "Wait...baby...it's me. I-I can see you. I see you. Don't go."
You halted, turning back to face him, your eyes wide with wonder. "Marc?"
"Yeah," he quickly nodded. "I'm here. It's okay."
Your eyes scanned the room quickly. "A-are we home?"
He melted. "Yeah, sweetheart. We're home. This is home. You were with me before, downstairs. And last night.”
“I was?”
Oh god. That wasn’t you downstairs? He wasn’t sure how to feel about that. “I-I’ve been seeing you. A lot.”
Your face crumpled with sadness - your lip trembling. "But…are you...dead?"
Marc touched his own chest, shaking his head. "No. I'm here. I'm okay."
Your eyebrows knit in concentration as you bounced on your toes. "Sorry, I get confused. Sometimes, I'm here, then sometimes, I'm...in a dark place."
His beautiful eyes shifted sympathetically. “A dark place?”
You didn’t answer. Your eyes drifted aimlessly around you, as if you were trying to get your bearings. “When…when are we? When is this?”
“Uh, it’s October,” he rasped, his voice choked with emotion. Was this really happening? It had to be the whiskey. Or something much worse. Something broken in his mind, more than ever before.
“October,” you repeated slowly, as if trying the word out for the first time. You seemed to be shrinking in on yourself - the dark hoodie swallowing you completely as you inched away from your partner. “I…don’t understand. We’re home?”
Marc’s heart slammed against his ribcage. He whispered your name, stretching his hand out for you.
You had died. That was horrifying enough, but this? The thought of you confused or afraid? He couldn’t bear it.
“Baby, it’s okay. I’m here. Just don’t go. Try to talk to me,” he pleaded.
But still you withdrew. “It’s not too late,” you sullenly whispered, in the ghostly voice he’d heard before. “Not too late. Tell Marc…tell him…”
And you vanished.
Marc sank back to the ground and cried so hard that Steven woke up on the floor with one hell of a headache.
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Steven Grant bustled along the small town street, eagerly awaiting the smell of library books. After finishing his vegan breakfast burrito and black tea with almond milk from Triple B's (plus four painkillers), he was ready for a change of pace.
Hangover be damned.
Marc had been a bit Eeyore lately, more than usual since you passed. Steven understood his grief - of course he did - but Marc's coping mechanisms differed so greatly from Steven's.
With a sigh, he finished his tea, tossing the cup into the nearest rubbish bin and wishing Marc would leave the whiskey alone. Drinking and punching the hell out of criminals wouldn't bring you back. And it ultimately wouldn't bring any lasting relief.
The library door creaked out a familiar greeting, welcoming Steven to his daily haven. He was the first one in today, so he made sure to tidy up before handling some paperwork at his desk.
Easing down into what was now considered a vintage rolling chair, he put his lunchbox away and located his glasses. Just as he started to put them on, his eye caught the small, framed picture of you he kept on his desk.
"Morning, my love," he whispered, touching your face with his fingertip.
Marc didn't want pictures of you in the house - just the one of you on the porch, which hung in the hallway right outside the bedroom. But this was Steven's job and he wanted to see your face every time he worked a shift.
He couldn't bear the thought of starting to forget you. He'd heard that usually happened - that over time, you would forget the details of your loved one's face. That thought was unacceptable to Steven.
He wanted to be able to move on with life - to find a way to somehow let you go, but he simply needed to remember the face of the only person who ever truly loved him.
"Miss you all the time," he told you, feeling a familiar wetness sting his eyes.
Maybe he shouldn't be so hard on Marc.
The day passed as any normal day would at a small town library: slowly. Steven didn't mind. Gave him time to read, research and organize. Might be his own little corner of heaven, this.
As he strolled back through town, he noticed Marc was accompanying him, appearing, as he was prone to do, in various shop windows.
"I'm sorry about the whiskey," Marc voiced. "Shouldn't have done that, buddy."
Steven nodded, reaching for his wireless earbuds. It allowed him to talk freely with his alters, from time to time, without making onlookers think he was talking to himself.
"You alright, mate?" He asked Marc, hoping for an explanation to go with that apology.
"No," Marc flatly returned. "But we don't have to talk about it. Just enjoy your night. I'll try not to drink so much again."
"You can talk to me," Steven reasoned, repositioning his messenger bag on his shoulder as he shuffled along the sidewalk. "I miss her too."
Steven passed a boarded up shop, so Marc was gone fore a few moments. He was still there, of course, but remained quiet. Finally, he appeared again, in the hardware store window. His domain.
"I saw her," Marc confessed.
"Saw her?" Steven returned. "Like imagined her?"
"No. I saw her. Talked to her too."
"After that much whiskey?" Steven rebuked. "I'm sure you did."
Marc huffed. "I've seen her a few times now. I'm worried about her."
"Worried? What are you on about?" Steven scoffed, disbelievingly. "What more can happen to her now?" He couldn't quite believe what he was hearing.
“I don’t know…” Marc trailed off. “Something’s not right.”
Steven let out a long sigh. Everyone was entitled to their grief but seriously. “She’s gone, mate. What you’re suggesting’s not even possible.”
“Are you serious? We serve an ancient Egyptian deity who’s a 10-foot-tall fucking bird skeleton,” Marc challenged. “We died and came back to life and had face to face conversations with each other…but you don’t think a ghost could be real?”
“She’s not a ghost!” Steven snapped, glaring at a shop window, drawing the attention of a few townspeople passing by.
A mysterious gust of wind swirled around Steven's body, stirring brown leaves into a mini tornado - a tempest to match the ache in his heart.
"What seems to be the trouble?" A kind, elderly voice chimed from the doorway of her shop.
It was her window Steven had shouted into moments before. Taking a step back, his eyes drifted up to the hand painted sign above the door. "Mystic Delights and Other Charming Novelties."
"Sorry. So Sorry," Steven hurriedly apologized, holding his hands up in supplicating fashion. "Bloody phone call." He pointed to his earbud.
"Understood," the old woman returned, but her gaze lingered.
So did Steven.
"This shop...it's new, yeah?" He inquired, brown eyes narrowing inquisitively, pulling out his earbuds ands stashing them in his bag.
"In a manner of speaking," the kindly old woman returned, her eyes disappearing into the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes when she smiled. "You're British," she commented.
"Guilty," Steven chuckled, holding up his hand like a child would in school.
She nodded inside the shop. "Just put the kettle on. Care for a cuppa?"
Somehow Steven felt himself drawn to the shop - its twinkling lights in the window illuminating antique treasures. You would have loved a place like this.
"I...I really should..." he trailed off, unable to think of a reason to decline her kind invitation. What was waiting for him at home? Arguing with Marc? Passing out asleep so Jake could roam around the city all night? Reading?
Reading was tempting but...
"Got biscuits too," the old lady offered, "'though it's a bit past tea time."
"Thank you," Steven smiled warmly, following her inside. "You're not British...are you? You sound American."
"My mum was, God rest her," she replied, leading Steven past a few rows of adorably arranged antiques to what was the store's back room or break room. It contained a kitchenette and a cozy table for two.
"Sit," she gestured to the closest chair. "Mr. Spector, is it?"
"Ahh, uh...Mr. Grant, actually," Steven answered. A long while ago, the four of you: Marc, Steven, Jake and yourself decided to be upfront and candid when necessary or possible. This town was your home - might as well be yourselves.
"I see," the lady returned. "Mr. Spector's the American, then. Who works at the hardware store?" The old lady busied herself, collecting a tray with proper teacups, saucers, dainty silver spoons, cloth napkins and a tin of biscuits.
"That's right," Steven confirmed. "Bit odd, I s'ppose. But I'm Steven Grant. Library assistant."
She nodded, removing the whistling kettle from the stovetop. "Mr. Grant, I'm Ms. Marjorie. Not odd at all. Souls do what they will, you see."
Before Steven could question that peculiar phrase, Ms. Marjorie set the tray down in front of Steven. "You have a biscuit while I steep the tea."
He nodded, reaching for the treat. "This tea set is lovely. Do you mind my asking if it belonged to your mum?"
"It did," she confirmed, her eyes twinkling. "It's as English as you are, my dear."
Steven chuckled. "Don't know if I'm proper British. We're from Chicago, actually."
Ms. Marjoire set the kettle down on the table and took her seat across from Steven, but not before grabbing a small plate of veggie sandwiches from the fridge.
"Nonsense. You're as British as my mum, or this tea set, or the King." She reached for a biscuit.
"You're very kind," Steven observed, "inviting a stranger in like this."
"Not strangers anymore," she corrected, her eyes full of mirth.
Steven nodded, enjoying his snack for a moment, settling a little further into his chair. He took a moment to enjoy the jazz piano ringing from the record player in the corner.
Ms. Marjorie hummed along, pouring two cups of tea. "Milk? Sugar?"
"Eh, I'm vegan - "
"I have oat milk," she responded, rising to retrieve it before Steven could protest.
"What did you mean before, when you said, 'souls do what they will'?"
Ms. Marjorie smiled knowingly to herself, pouring a little oat milk into each teacup.
"Just what I said," she returned. "Take you, for example. One body, but I suppose there may have been too much goodness to fit into one soul. So you have your own and so does Mr. Spector.
"Then there are soulmates, of course," she went on. "One soul, two bodies."
Steven's gaze dropped at the mention of soulmates. He assumed you were his. Maybe not, according to Ms. Marjoire's theory.
"I sense the idea of soulmates is a tender subject for your soul," she carefully observed, bringing her teacup to her lips for a sip. "You don't have to say anything. I have a sense about these things."
This is how Steven met Ms. Marjorie and told her practically everything about you. How kind, warm and beautiful you were. How you wrote children's stories - how much you would love this little shop. He told her your favorite foods and how you liked to steal Marc's jackets. He told her about Jake too.
Before he left, around an hour later, she patted his forearm, granting him that kindly smile he'd already come to know.
"Souls are eternal, you know. Even hers. You give that a good think and maybe we'll have tea some other time?"
"Yes, that sounds wonderful," Steven whispered sincerely. "Thank you - you've been absolutely lovely. My girlfriend would have loved to meet you and see your shop." He glanced around at the treasures you would have insisted the house needed.
"I'm sorry she's gone, my dear. Stop by any time," she sweetly responded. "And you tell Mr. Spector he's welcome anytime as well. And ah...what was the other gentleman's name?"
"Lockley," he laughed.
Steven thanked her again and started his walk home. Once he was just out of sight, he could have sworn Ms. Marjorie faintly called after him, "It's not too late."
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Steven shuffled home, waving cheerfully to his neightbor Mrs. Nockles, who attempted to invite him in for some cider.
"Just had tea and sandwiches with Ms. Marjorie downtown," Steven called back. "Positively stuffed. Next time!"
He could hear Marc groaning in his mind.
"Don't know a Ms. Marjorie," Ms. Nockles returned. "But happy to see you boys fed. Have a good night, love!"
Steven warmly smiled, finishing his day a little lighter than he began it. Anything was better than a whiskey hangover of Marc's.
As he turned up the pathway to your front door, a rustling of the bedroom curtain upstairs caught his eye, giving him pause.
Was that... He stared for a long moment, but finally decided to go inside.
Steven read for a while downstairs before washing up and getting ready for bed. He paused, as Marc was prone to do, at your picture hanging right outside the bedroom.
"Goodnight, my darling," he whispered. "I met the most charming lady today. You would have positively loved her. And her shop. God, I wish you could see..."
He exhaled a weary sigh, pressing a kiss to the picture. "She had a lot to say about souls and soulmates. Said souls are eternal."
He shook his head at himself. Why was he talking to a picture? Oh well.
"If that's true, I hope you're happy, love. And at peace."
With that, he sauntered back into the bedroom, never noticing where you sat perched on the end of the bed.
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