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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
EDIT: seems this is more common among ND people than i thought, and probably not limited to AuDHD specifically :] i was just describing my own experiences and didn't expect this post to blow up, so don't take me for an authority, but i'm glad it resonated with so many of y'all
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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Nightwing has been bringing red robin with him for the weekly welfare check on Jason. It’s going SO well.
#jason todd#dc#dick grayson#nightwing#redhood#batman#my art#tim’s given up#he’s sitting on the couch silently judging this entire endeavour#in the timeline of my art i’m building this is set v early#jason’s back in gotham post utrh and dick is like tentatively imposing on his brother once a week to check he’s alive#you can tell this is early bc jason hasnt bulked tf up yet#IASIgotham au
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don't think I'm not still obsessing over 7-12
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#sorry it's even scribblier than usual :') hopefully my chickenscratch is legible#anyway come here and join me in the corner where we go to be embarrassing about anime characters#just. between riddle and trey's dreams i've been thinking a lot about how#trey knew this kid for like two months when he was nine and then never really got over him or how their friendship ended#which. honestly. understandable given the circumstances#and then when they finally met again riddle acted like they'd never met before and neither he nor trey ever intended trey to be his vice#but every time riddle talks about his childhood post-incident it's basically#'oh yeah i constantly thought about trey and che'nya and fantasized about still being friends with them! this is fine and normal'#(there's a bit in one of his birthday cards where he talks about crossword puzzles and shit man that one got me)#idk. i can't put this into words very well#just...the implications that riddle was actively resisting trey's friendship#(presumably because it ended SUPER badly last time and he's learned that if he shows he wants something it gets taken away from him)#and trey had to work REALLY hard to just to get to the point they were at by the time canon starts#that was progress somehow#y'all can call him boring all you want but trey's defining feature really is that he keeps being like#'everything's fine :) this isn't a big deal :) i don't care that much'#(trey on the inside: THIS IS THE BIGGEST DEAL THAT I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT AND I WILL NEVER LET IT GO)#anyway i continue to be absolutely murdered by the timing of riddlepunzel directly after this#riddle's line about not wanting to keep standing in front of a door that's never going to open...#hey. hey silly gacha game about anime disney boys.#you are not actually allowed to do this to me#oh shit oh damn i'm out of tags and i haven't even talked about cater yet. NO BUT I HAVE LOTS OF FEELINGS THERE TOO --#(i am crushed under a falling safe looney tunes style)
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Superhero Training (+ Bonus)
#i wasn't gonna post this yet but given the amount of blushing yelenas i got asked for the emotions/palette i thought y'all would appreciate#thanks TK for the bonus idea <3#my art#kate bishop#yelena belova#hawkeye#black widow#white widow#bishova#kate bishop x yelena belova#fanart#marvel#mcu
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For all the DoorKeay fans, yeah, you in the back, may I present my regular!Michael and Gerry findings in my sketches
#momoart#digital art#doorkeay#gerard keay#michael shelley#tma#fanart#cheap pens and highlighter my beloved#yeah one of these is a scene from a fanfic and while the author wants to remain anonymous I was given permission to post this tee hee
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saint of self
#i cantBELIEVEEEE i never posted this anywhere wtf#anyway. lets get it#everyne and their mother has seen that pic of data and ive seen a million redraws#but iwanted to aswell..#given this is old. like 2 (? years old#but ilikes it.#my art#digital art#data soong#tng#star trek tng#daforge#yeaaa.#geordi la forge#well its just his hands but i love him so i will tag him.
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Part 200 of my bakery “enemies” au!
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Kofi
#ml#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#marinette dupain cheng#marinette dupain-cheng#adrien agreste#adrienette#adrinette#bakery enemies au#my art#i can't believe this fucking comic is over two fucking hundred fucking parts#if you had told me that's how many parts itd take to tell the story when i was posting part 1 i would've given up immediately#instead..... here i am............. the stubborn fool
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It’s been hard to motivate myself to do art for a long time, so I’ve been going back to basics which is binging dozens of hours of content and drawing traditionally in a frenzy.
Anyway, here’s Caleb, I really missed him ✨
#critical role#caleb widogast#traditional art#the arrival of ai art has been a huge knock on my motivation#on top of work and life of course#so drawing traditionally has been a nice way of taking back the joy#an ai might be able to scrape this drawing and turn it to mush but at least this picture is real#the texture and sheen of pigment on paper that was given to by my late grandpa#it’s just a silly fanart of my blorbo but#anything to get me drawing again#anyway I’m not dead I’ve just been Working (derogatory)#anyway have a nice day I hope I’ll post here soon again
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nikolai
nikolai
#have you seen him? now you have#i edited the original post bc someone added a pic of one of the founding fathers in the comments so i was officially done with it.#edit: decided to add some text. to spice it up#originally i wanted to add a pic of skk. given the topic of the original post. but all of my top posts are skk anyway yknow?
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do you guys think Karl Marx would've liked Thrift Shop by Macklemore and Ryan Lewis because it promotes waste reduction and the subversion of both capitalism generally and brand commodification¹ specifically through second hand buying or do you think he would not like it because it still promotes consumption as an activity especially of items one does not actually need.² or do you think he'd like it cause it's a banger³
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¹ Macklemore & Ryan Lewis. (2012). Thrift shop. s.n. [2:38]: ""They be like, "Oh, that Gucci? That's hella tight", I'm like, "Yo, that's fifty dollars for a T-shirt", Limited edition, let's do some simple addition, Fifty dollars for a T-shirt, that's just some ignorant bitch shit, I call that getting-swindled-and-pimped shit, I call that getting tricked by business, That shirt's hella dope, And having the same one as six other people in this club is a hella don't"
² Macklemore & Ryan Lewis. (2012). Thrift shop. s.n. [1:29]: "They had a broken keyboard, I bought a broken keyboard, I bought a skeet blanket, then I bought a knee board"
³ trust
#ive been bothering everyone in my life asking this because i think its really really funny#only 1 of my friends has played along and given me a fr answer#if this doesnt post im going to freak out
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Getting a feel for my designs for smilk & all of his era's, plus some headcanons & extras.
#love and hate this blue twink and his zesty aah voice lines for dragging me back into cookie run#but hes given me so much inspiration & motivation for art.. i'll let his gay ass slide. for now.#some more cookie run art since the first one was received well (my most popular post.. what da heck!!!!)#not toxic yaoi this time tho... more soon tho if this stupid jester has anything to say about it#need to get him outta my system rn so that im ready for the toxic yuri- I MEAN eternal sugar update :)#my art#monosart#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#crk#shadow milk cookie#shadow milk crk#fount of knowledge#jambound#i also wanna draw more jambound scenes!! i have Ideas!! but that requires more practise drawing pv
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So,I read silver's relaxation vigente and now I'm sad for the poor boy. If lilia broke up silver's curse why is it acting so strongly on him?
to be fair, the chronological placement of his birthday story just doesn't make any sense in general. like, it can only really take place during his second year, since Ace and Malleus are both there...yet we have seen pretty definitively what Silver was doing on the evening before/morning of his 18th birthday, and it was very much NOT his history homework. this myth?
jk jk I think it's just one of those card stories that's meant to be more...perpendicular to canon, if that makes sense? 😅 like a lot of them aren't really supposed to fit into a specific point in the timeline; instead all the characters and relationships tend to be somewhere vaguely post-episode 1 (occasionally with a bonus post-6 Ortho) except Yuu is already friends with everyone and nobody is surprised to hear them call Malleus Tsunotarou.
mostly they can get away with it, but it starts getting a bit weird with the cards that are supposed to be set at specific times. :T for those I think you gotta just kind of suspend your disbelief and take 'em as, like...little what-if AUs, or something like that! it's not exactly not canon, but more like. this is Silver's birthday if none of the narrative development happened and so his curse is still in effect, or something. 🤷 uhhhh basically Twst's timeline is an eldritch thing that cannot be perceived by mortal eyes, to try will lead to nothing but suffering, down this path dwells only madness.
that said I do 100% accept the presented canon that Silver's roommate is in eternal torment. this is the real victim of Twst right here.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#kutsurogi my room#silver runs a comb through his hair once and instantly becomes a sparkling oujisama#the timeline may not make any sense but i believe it#i mean you can kind of see how they've been trying to work around the fact that we're in year 5 of birthdays#these ones take place the morning before the party! these ones are all set on the same day and they're at a museum!#and yet by my count we're still at everyone having at least three mandatory birthday parties with three different mandatory birthday outfit#nrc is ridiculous but is it THAT ridiculous#(don't answer that)#same with halloween tbh#(that one line in lost in the book nmbc where malleus is like 'i can't wait for sebek to have his first nrc halloween }:)'#while yuu is RIGHT THERE and actively tsunotarou-ing it up...)#it's just inevitable after a certain point i think given they're going for a sort of timeless non-spoilery feeling to the stories#so you gotta be willing to just roll with some of it#(i say after writing this whole post about how silver's birthday is unstuck in time)#that said while i don't personally subscribe to the time loop theory...i mean...#is it discontinuity or the world's most incredible foreshadowing? time (so to speak) will tell
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"oh no he's a bit much of a generic suit twink for my taste i think i'll be fine"
"...oh. ...oh no."
#deltarune#deltarune spoilers#tenna#tenna deltarune#deltarune tenna#mr tenna#doodle post#i have nothing to say in my defense............. chews on him#also this is an extremely bold thought given my very brief stint on a vn FULL of suit twinks#also uh. aster. he makes me think of aster. Y'know the character i designed fully catering to my tastes#i dont think he qualifies as a twink though. chest too round and big
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we can fit so much yearning into the medieval period.
#hansry#hans x henry#hans capon#henry of skalitz#kcd2#kingdom come deliverance#listen. we know my track record with Hands and Yearning. I am locked the Fuck in#SHE SAYS. GIVEN I MISCLICKED & POSTED THIS A DAY BEFORE MY SELF IMPOSED SCHEDULE. ENJOY A THURSDAY POST LOVELIES
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turns out touching random summoning circles is a great way to summon random entities. who woulda thunk it?
#art#fanart#digital art#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc art#danny phantom fanart#danny phantom#damian wayne#damian wayne fanart#robin fanart#dc robin#dc comics#dc fanart#dpxdc#i whipped up the intro comic in less than an hour because i felt like the drawing needed more lead up#it would felt weird just posting it hy itself#so anyways thats why the comic looks like i didnt spend more than a minute on any given panel#thats cause i didnt#i also gave damian paw print boot treads because the world is my oyster and i am seizing the day#and also it looks cute as hell and is about as practical as any other superhero costume#if anything it could be MORE practical cause it would disguise his footprints as animal pawprints when hes tiptoeing! stealth!#thats enough rambling for today
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i hate perspective. happy new years also
#i wanted to do something with j as a new years post but didnt have the patience to actually get it done#so instead i just went with what i was already drawing#nuvi nuvi nuvi nuvi nuvi nuvi nuvi#finally i've been able to draw this robo god damn ship#it has been clouding my mind for MONTHS#and i've finally been able to draw it#trying to color and slightly shade for the first time in. a while#violentbitingbiscuits#nuvi#nuziv#theres five hundred names for this ship dude#can you fandom people get it together and just settle on one#drew half of this last night and the other half today and surprisingly did not hate what i got done yesterday#amazing. can my mind do that for all my other art instead of despising it once a 5 hour timer is up#murder drones#murder drones uzi#uzi doorman#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones v#serial designation v#i love the concept that uzi crumples like tissue paper when given any affection#v pfp is an old sketch i dont think i posted on here dont mind it
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