#overwhelming emotions

[maskedchip]

sometimes i forget how sexy the dgs soundtrack is and when i see my friend play it im like damn i gotta listen to it again on my own and then

[livinglifewithpots]

How does one cope with stress normally? How does one not want to hurt themselves to deal with the stress???

So many damn emotions are coasting through me and I just want them to stop. I want to be normal without stress pain or worry. I want to just handle stress and pain like a boss and not be so damn emotional.

But when you’re born an empath like me, that’s not the case. You can never be normal and the emotions you feel aren’t just yours but everyone else’s too.

Some days are easier than others and other days I simply just do enough to get through the day.

Am I okay? Yes.

Do I feel strong? No. But I think over time I will. Getting out of a rough place last year changed me and for the better. I’m on the path to healing. And I’m becoming happier and stronger in the process.

Honestly I think it’ll get easier with time, well I sure hope so.

Don’t know if any of this made sense or not but thanks for listening

[marvelburner]

I love how Loki put so much emotion into telling Timely he was brave and encouraging him to keep moving

The emotional was overwhelming in those scenes and that’s why I love him ❤️

[growingroom]

The roots of humility have untangled. Through tiny stones I see the moss grow. Love never halts to appear and neither should I. Life flutters in frames, stolen moments at a time. Through shapes of violet clouds and calming silence of violent sounds. The wind howls, now once more - the crescent moon smiles.

- safe space poetry (11-11-23)

[supercool-here]

ok so my brother in law couldn't make it in time to come home so now my sister is on her way to see him, and I was upset because I had pictured this weekend being with my sis and my bro in law and now I'm alone with dad (not that I don't like my dad) and so I unconsciously channeled my feelings into cleaning so I washed the dishes and washed some rags and wiped the counters and scraped the scum off the blender and yada yada and as I endeavored in cleaning I kind of broke a faucet and I realized just how dirty our house is, like on a surface level it might seem alright but then you sit on a couch and it's stained, you try to pick up the keys from the table and you notice the stains as well, and then you open the fridge and catch a weird smell, and then you open the microwave and it's dusty and a lil greasy too, and then you wash the dishes and there's scum underneath the frame of the sink and the counters are greasy near the stove and the extraction hood (that the word?) is also greasy and dusty and the blender has some weird scum as well that you have to scrape off, and the patio is a mess and the living room is dusty too and it all just seems fine on the surface because it does work and you can still ignore everything but truly there is disorder everywhere and it feels chaotic in a molecular level, there's tiny things like dust and crumbs and fluff and dog hairs and also hidden things like the grease and the useless things we keep in boxes and bags and I feel overwhelmed because I want to fix it all but I would need the help of my family and I know they wouldn't understand because it's so easy to just keep living as we've been doing since forever so why change anything now and plus they're tired and busy and worried with their adult lives, a hundred little messes is the least thing they would care about. And this is so frustrating because I know it is an extrapolation of our real lives, because I know there is disorder and bad decisions swept under a rug and we just keep having fun as if there weren't things to fix and I hate it and I just want to disappear for a while, and I've been feeling this way since I was six years old (not all the time but on occasions when I would notice a mess and that would lead to another and I would eventually see the whole messy picture and then I would shove it away in a mental closet for ignoring overwhelming stuff and I would do something else to distract me or I would just put it all on the adult's account thinking it was their responsibility to fix everything but now I'm twenty and I can't do that anymore because I should be capable of fixing things myself but I don't have the courage and I don't know what to do and my instinct is to ignore things as always but I can't)

[glacierruler]

vent post

I can slowly feel the force of my emotions coming back. Which is not a good thing.

Let me explain. My meds muted my emotions, they didn't get rid of them, but my emotions were a lot more subdued. Which made life easier for me, because I was crying at things less, I wasn't getting as overwhelmed with my emotions, which is not a fun feeling.

But now I've run out of meds, and have to call my doctor to tell my insurance company to cover the fucking meds. Which shouldn't be causing me so much anxiety, but it is. If I had an income I could pay the $33 for them, but I don't. I'm working on that, because I need to be able to move out next year. It has been two days without them now, because I haven't called the doctor due to a mix of anxiety and being extremely busy despite not having a job. So I've got to call my doctor tomorrow and hope the insurance company quickly goes, "okay fine we'll cover it." This is the first time this has happened to me, and I don't understand what's going on but I know it's bullshit. Considering the insurance company is like, "we need to get your doctor to sign off on this" but the only way I could get the meds is if the doctor prescribed them to me.

Either way I'm going to get this done with as soon as possible, I'm just upset about what's going on. Does not help that ever since I haven't been able to take my meds I've had a headache.

And this post isn't even getting into all the other things my meds help with.

[hellishdevotee]

My heart is too big for my chest. It rattles and fractures my ribs with each forceful beat. Adding pressure from within, and with each passing minute until I get the urge to claw myself apart.

The wind gets kicked from my lungs and i heave, I hack and I cough and I wonder if I’ll find the words in the acid that was once in my stomach and now lays on the floor.

There’s nothing there of course. Nothing but the acrid taste on my tongue.

[simp4thena]

Just finished watching Vita & Virginia I am overwhelmed with emotions

[mega-delicatelysuperbcollector]

THE FERVOR OF FEELINGS

AS the fervor of feelings fade, Overwhelming emotions jade….. A person needs Time in the weeds Until recuperation is made! – Jonathan Caswell

[bipolar-me]

Emotional Grace

I had my counseling appointment today. It was hard in that I found myself feeling very discouraged and sad talking about the Minor Fall (refer to post by that name). Overall the session was good. I need to get more comfortable with my strong emotions. I always try to tamp them down. That used to work for me when I was young but no longer does. The emotions refuse to be tamped leaving me feeling wrong and crazy. I need to give myself grace to authentically experience my emotions whatever they are.

[rose-nobles]

In loving memory of Bernard Cribbins 1928-2022 ↳ 14x01: The Star Beast || 14x02: Wild Blue Yonder

[sporesgalaxy]

[tapakah0]

@somerandomdudelmao TheDoodleBug on YT DID IT AGAIN

The animatic belongs to TheDoodleBug on youtube, go watch it if you wanna see quality Raph angst content because he's underestimated ;;~;;;

Original Song: Need You Here - I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

[raina-clipse423]

Doki doodle bunch 2!!

There's the Sayori one I really liked!! She's just the type to stim a lot to me when she gets really excited (which is lowkey all the time imo) zhaibwisw

Monika's colors giving seratonin, i dunno it just gives that vibe, and who wouldn't want to use her hair as a scarf at one point in your life even if just for shi's and giggles?

That baffled Yuri was actually the very first thing I drew in the sketch book too lol I like it as well

[martapreliy]

thoughts

[significant-ace-nnoyance]

the way annabeth thought she lost percy at the arch and then the chair and then percy’s going to lose her in titans curse and then annabeth’s going to lose him after st helen to calypsos island and then annabeth’s gonna think she’s losing percy to the great prophecy and percy’s gonna think he’s losing annabeth to the poison knife and then they do lose each other again for MONTHS because of heras memory swipe and then percy has to let go of annabeth to do her mark of athena quest and then they’re hanging over the edge and percy’s about to lose annabeth once more for reasons outside of their control but INSTEAD ITS “We're staying together," he promised. "You're not getting away from me. Never again.” NEVER AGAIN BECAUSE THEY ARENT LOSING EACH OTHER NOT AGAIN NOT THIS TIME NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES AND THEY FALL TOGETHER INTO TARTARUS AND NEVER LEAVE EACH OTHERS SIDE TO THE ENDS OF LITERAL HELL IM-