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sometimes fanfic is just a cute little idea that you can put into words and get out into the world fairly quickly
and sometimes fanfic is 9157 words* of dialogue before you can get to the fucking point
*actual word count, not an estimate
#fanfiction#fanfic#fandom life#process thoughts#my writing#The Don't List#I am not even kidding#these two idiots just talked for more than NINE THOUSAND WORDS#it was supposed to be a cute little conversation that led up to this moment!#but no! NINE THOUSAND WORDS!#they just wouldn't shut up!#and it's not even done yet! that was just 9157 words to get to the main event! I still need a denouement and an actual fucking ending!#ugh#The West Wing#Josh and Donna#please gods let me finish and post this so other people can enjoy what's probably going to end up being at least 10k words of this idiocy
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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)
#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3
If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods
#I'd rather not clutter the caption so I'll ramble a little in the tags#HitW is short but special to me as it represents and encapsulates some hard life experiences I was going through at the time of its creatio#Ofc in a more metaphorical manner! but. I have been very much enjoying reading people's comments and speculation as its been posting#the interpretations are so meaningful and varied and i love that and really want to encourage anyone to reflect on what it means to them#for me making this comic was a way to process and move past trauma. i feel like it ends anti-climactically but i wanted to be true to#where i thought things were actually going in my life moreso than to veer towards impact. ultimately im glad i managed to finish it#and for it to finish going public right before the new year? maybe i can see this as shedding that old pain in time to become something new#so thank you for reading for supporting and for still being here. lets wake up to 2025 with wind in our sails#Home in the Woods#my art#my comics#original comic#cw guns#cw blood#cw body horror
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☆ six hairstyles!!!!1! (no idea what to title this) ☆
a bit random, but i guess the common theme here is micro bangs. suitable for your vampires and darkly-inclined simmies (or whoever really). most of these were wips from last year and the way i make hairs has changed a bit since, but thought i'd still share them.
unedited CAS screenshots and more info under the cut.
BGC
feminine frame
24 EA swatches + 17 extras
teen-elder
hat compatible
all LODS, all maps
TOU
✧‧₊˚ DOWNLOAD: Patreon (FREE) | SFS ‧₊˚✧
thank you so much for the support <3 if there are any issues, please lmk
still not sure if i like render previews so i included CAS pics anyway. renders are nice looking but they don’t accurately preview how CC looks in-game and they can take a long time, at least on my PC still running on 2017 hardware. my GPU is decent but everything else, not so much. anyway...
Maila 🦇 (7377 polys)
named after Maila Nurmi aka Vampira, this is a Chelsea cut with v-shaped bangs and pigtails. this was actually a request i did last year based on someone's OC. idk if they have a Tumblr, but shoutout to them anyway <3
Rosario 📿 (16625 polys)
another older one. i'm thinking about making this unisex but i'm so dejected rn i don't feel like opening Blender for a bit (someday tho). it's not locked to fem frames but it will clip with the neck when put on masc frames.
Odette ⚰ (15485 polys)
based on this one hairstyle i saw on Pinterest, i can't find it for some reason even though i made this fairly recently.
Lucinda ☀ (19814 polys)
wavy jellyfish cut, this is the most recent one i made. it’s for an OC of mine and it's probably my favorite out of all these. maybe.
Yesenia 🕷 (10869 polys)
just a little edit of the L&D updo, nothing too special. made this when the pack just came out. i could’ve done more with it and added more strands because i like to suffer but it’s fine.
Valentina 🖤 (17332 polys)
idk honestly. this was meant to be for personal use but i thought it was cute enough to share.
#ts4cc#s4cc#sims4cc#the sims 4 cc#ts4cc hair#s4mm#ts4 mm#ts4 maxis match#thesims4cc#sims 4 custom content#the sims 4#🖤#tw death mention#i was supposed to post this last week on the 18th but my grandma suddenly passed away so i felt like it wasn't the best time#she was 92 but that doesn't make it any less sad#i thought the grieving process would be easier bc she was that old but nope#i originally named one of these hairs after her too but changed it because it just didn't suit it#maybe a future cc#anyway sorry i just needed to get this out#have a nice day/night <3 pls hug your grandma for me
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how to ask the demon you've been smitten over for 6000 years to dance: an angel's guide
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#goodomensedits#goodomensgifs#good omens#good omens s2#good omens spoilers#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#userkristi#userlauren#userstede#userisaiah#userelio#userhani#my gifs#im returning to my roots#(aka making gifs but adding my chaotic commentary and editing to it)#i wish i was at home i'd be able to use a better quality video but im also ~impatient~#hopefully no one beat me to the punch#because this scene is genuinely one of my favorites like look at azi look at his smile im gonna fucking cry :')))))#like michael sheen!!!!!!!! michael sheen i am banging at your door like a wild chimpanzee#the ACTING CHOICES#the way you can literally SEE his thought process and excitement over asking crowley to dance i am in shambles i really am#edit edit edit: hate that this post once brought me so much joy. because a certain someone reblogged it. fucking tainted. fuck you.#i hope he dies and rots in hell
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I always pictured Athena watching the events of The Odyssey as they happened to keep tabs on what her ex is doing but it's much funnier to know that she left him on read for 10 years and then came back to a text thread so insane that she immediately had to go fight her dad.
#epic the musical#the wisdom saga#epic the wisdom saga#athena#she just had to process that all in one go huh#i guess that's what quick thought powers are for
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This isn't even a hot take, but Percabeth weren't smart x dumb. They weren't even book smart x street smart. They were strategic x strategic. Their minds worked in very similar ways that complimented eachother. It's why they were such great friends, it's why they were a formidable team, hell, it's why they could fight a war against a deity with an army of forty fricking kids and win. They shared their braincells, in the most beautiful sense of the phrase and THAT'S why, for me, they're perfect together.
#percabeth#absolutely hate when people act like they didn't have basically the same thought process most of the time#like yeah sometimes they had different areas of expertise#but ultimately they were both wired for strategy#anyway#percy jackson#annabeth chase#pjo
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Just some more thoughts on that jayvik dbh au
#I got a lot of people saying that Viktor should be the Android#which I did mention in the tags last time#but after thinking about it I just think that the human experience is such an integral part of viktor as a character#(aside from the fact that it makes every character ever)#his pain and suffering due to his illness and disability and class#like I can’t take that away from him#not that Jayce doesn’t go through his own things too#but I think Jayce’s naïveté from season one lends itself well to an Android in awe of human life#and a jaded but wise Viktor who still has a good heart and sense of humour#I mean this is just my version of the au and like I think I said in my tags last time im pretty sure I’ve seen a few around with android V#definitely got recommended some fics that I’m excited to check out!#sorry for rambling - this isn’t to discredit any other interpretations!! just kind of exploring my thought process behind it :)#oh also sorry that this is angsty lol#it’s fine#my art#arcane#jayvik#Jayce talis#jayce arcane#Viktor arcane#dbh#detroit become human#arcane au#noodles talks#(in the tags)
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AU idea: PV never regains memories, ancients don't reunite and the beasts are freed. Soul jam's powers are weak so SMilk aims to forcefully make PV remember and takes him to the spire (Little does SM know he'll get attached to this little compassionate Healer)
More details about this AU (currently called Slumbering Truth AU): Basically it starts off with Smilk being terrible and basically doing what he was doing in the 8th episode, trying to make PV remember and playing with his mind for his entertainment. He knows who PV used to be but PV knows nothing about him or his own past. He's confused as to why would this powerful cookie need him but decides to submit in exchange for the village being safe.
At first Healer is uncomfortable and nervous but gradually despite Smilk's intimidating look decides to play along his games and get to know him better. Smilk is surprised by the other's behavior (and unexpected wits and trickery) and what started with the urge to break PV down slowly became an urge to keep the other close since the other's intentions to know him were genuine and comforting and SMilk hated the thought of losing that (not that he'd admit that. he needs that Healer to see him suffer, right?).
Now he doesn't want Healer to remember, he doesn't snap at that cookie as much, he wants him to stay in this blissful lie because if PV knew the truth then he'd definitely leave Smilk and lock him again. If Healer knew the truth he'd turn against him instantly, Smilk was sure. For the first time in a long time, Smilk felt like he found someone to who he was connected and he wasn't going to let anything ruin that.
(It's a wip so I might change some stuff along the way)
#mmelart#Slumbering Truth AU#cookie run kingdom#shadow milk crk#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#pure vanilla crk#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#vanilla milkshake#it wasn't supposed to be a shadowvanilla AU but the voices said otherwise#it was also supposed to be darker but I changed my mind and made it lighter- I'm not that good with writing dark stuff#I thought of the first part of this AU while vacuuming and the other while showering I guess it's a sign I need to be more productive-#Anyway Smilk is still terrible at expressing and processing feelings and PV even with no memories has 'I can fix him' mentality#(and surprisingly he can ngl impressive)#Also it's kinda chaos and destruction outside the spire- but who knows maybe once PV remembers he can fix it too- right?
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Be careful what you believe in.
#atla#zutara#avatar the last airbender#zuko#atla fanart#atla art#prince zuko#katara#zutara au#dandadan#dandadan au#blue spirit and the painted lady#the blue spirit#the painted lady#blue spirit zuko#painted lady katara#atla zuko#zuko art#zuko fanart#atla katara#katara art#katara fanart#katara of the southern water tribe#atla modern au#zutara fanart#zutara art#zuko x katara#katara x zuko#The Blue Spirit possesses Zuko for interrupting him and his lover. The Painted Lady (a redeemed yokai) “curses” Katara to do damage control.#I'd love to delve deeper into their lore soon! Can't wait to share my thought process on this and my plans for them.
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guys is this something
#my thought process:#weird food > delicious in dungeon#mcyt#life series#wildlife#grian#grian fanart#grianmc#skizzleman#skizz fanart#mumbo#mumbo fanart#geminitay#gemcyt#sub one club#spanners#wild life spoilers#i think this came out nice :) i need to finish watching delicious in dungeon now#my art ⭐
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“Then you must have thought about it,” she said. “About exactly how much you would sacrifice to save them.”
Writers, reblog this with the last sentence you wrote from your WIP
#my writing#process thoughts#the last thing I ACTUALLY changed in my working doc was the name of one of my WIP fics#and a few small edits before that#but this is the most recent full line#I didn't write at all over the weekend so it's been a bit#there's a bunch of different scraps of multiple stories in this one doc#but this is from the fic I just renamed#which at least for the moment is called#Alchemy#renamed from The Baker and I definitely like this better#OUAT s1 AU that may or may never see the light of day#but sometimes I just like writing down the bits of story that come together in my head#just for the fun of reading it myself
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fast and furious finale perhaps?
#wild life smp#wild life fanart#life series#joel smallishbeans#he's in the car believe me#grian#fell from the tree and died haha#don't know what my thought process was#drew this the night after the finale i was barely awake#i was sad when someone was mean to joel's car(#it's a good car
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Leo learns something about himself 🏳️⚧️
Based roughly on this old post.
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[Leo is taking the fact that he was born biologically female simultaneously very well and also not so well but overall he’s mostly coping with the fact that it was Draxum that just essentially gave him the turtle equivalent of ‘The Talk’.]
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#trans leonardo#trans leo#rottmnt headcanons#turtle art tag#rise draxum#happy pride everyone~#if you’re wondering why there’s no backgrounds that’s because my files got messed up so just blankness in the bg sorry#but yeah!#this is forever and always my fav headcanon for Leo it makes too much sense to me#I wanted to make sure I got it done in time for pride haha#I don’t know if it’s obvious by the end but Draxum ran off because he was for once doing something nice for Leo#that being leading him somewhere else not in front of everyone so Leo can process the fact that he was born female in peace haha#(but he also just - wanted to avoid the ensuing awkward Talk as long as he could lol)#“how would Leo NOT know’’ he had an inkling but never thought much of it because he’s a teenage turtle mutant with no access to healthcare#also yeah that’s splinter’s hand at the end there I just KNOW he’d want those pics#also also - Leo here can technically be trans or even intersex in some way too#both is good#making this made me remember why I never do color#at least for comics#it just takes sooo long#but it was fun and worth it for my fave hc#this is like the first time I’ve drawn Draxum and man he’s kinda hard to draw#also their sizes are just 1 2 and 3 because Draxum had a simple system in place for sizing his subjects#(aka I was too lazy to think of anything else to put there)#also dunno if anyone noticed but look at Raph’s paper and look at his baby’s self’s photo
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sunday nights are for reflecting on your entire life and the fragile state of your present moment and what the future may look like
#feel like the past few months have been so busy and overwhelming so ive been too busy to fully reflect and process them#and it all just hit me in the space of an hour like relationships and situations and everything#had a little cry but i'm okay i'm hopeful and embracing whatever things will look like#holding onto myself and my passions and my love and my light#diary#tiyas thoughts
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tbh I can't stop thinking about how i went into Hadestown being like "this is a tragic love story based on a greek myth I enjoy :)" and I came out the other side covered in blood being like "this is a thesis about how capitalism inevitably leads to both personal and global ruin, and so we are duty bound to resist it even as we lose, again and again and again. no matter how impossible it feels or how many times we fail and hit a wall and fall, we try again"
#hadestown#i dont even mnkw where to start talking about this show because im still processing it but im lkme#holy shit. what a fucking show#havent felt ljke this abt a musical in like a decade#media blogging#trb.txt#if anyone wants to send an ask about my thoughts.... to give me a plave to start.....👉👈#also i like. am shocked i havent seen MORE discussions of hadestown as an anticapitalist thesis#hmmm
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