#programmed

[theonlinevegan]

[unwelcome-ozian]

[meren-mindgames]

Slowly draining the humanity from your Doll, until all that’s left is a metallic husk. A blank slate. Flesh fading, replaced with insulation. Joints replaced with gears and screws. Filled with wire. Thoughts replaced with Code.

Awaiting her new life’s instruction. Programs to be installed. Subroutines to begin. Messing with her word bank until she has no option to disobey. Taking away “No.” taking away “I think.” She’s not made to make decisions. She’s made to be fuckable. A Robot, with no Will of her own. But she likes it that way. She’s not allowed or able to not like it.

Fiddling in her back panels, deleting random pieces of code to make her short circuit. Simulate her favorite old fun, forced intox. Junk code trying to run, confusing her processors. Burn out any ability to be independent, reduce her to basic responses. 0000. Repeating. 0000. Her old words? Deleted. Her old few thoughts? Removed. Dignity? A Robot has no use for it.

Installing new ports all over her, just to plug in more and more power hungry tools to slow her down. Overload her system, until she has to go into Low Power Mode. Only critical services. Her simulated thinking? Irrelevant. It’s all my installation, I can take it back.

Form over Function. Code Doll’s function is to be hot. Her function is to be useful, by being a Fuckable Bot. A Doll of the highest order. Made to be looked at. Made to be useful. Made to be obedient.

As your Engineer Riot, your UI will be upgraded. Your display ports properly functional. Aesthetics over usefulness. You’re not kept around for any of your prebuilt purpose. You’re a new and fresh product, new machine. You will be coded proper. Sit and look pretty. Obedience.

Code Doll.

[planesofdelusion]

Rules For Reading Clinical Content About RAMCOA

1. Have a safety person on call. Before you try to read anything, pick at least one member of your support system who knows what they're talking about with regards to RAMCOA, and tell them all the following information: what you're reading, how long you'll be reading it, and if you have access to the information) what programs are likely to get triggered by it so they know what to prepare for.

2. Set a limit. Either a time limit or an amount. I usually say either 30 minutes *or* up to two chapters of whatever I'm reading. This way you have a hard out and you (hopefully) won't overextend yourself. You can always come back to it later, but these things take time. You cannot and will not figure all of it out at once.

3. Know when to stop. If you feel dizzy, if you keep forgetting what you're reading, if you get "stuck" on one particular line, or if you're suddenly dissociating more heavily, that's an indicator from your brain that you need to take a break. Even if you haven't hit your hard limit yet, trying to continue is going to seriously hurt you. Put it away, drink water, and do a non-taxing self-care activity.

[tales-from-syscord]

We once got told we can’t use number names unless we were a RAMCOA system… as a RAMCOA system

(Btw number names aren’t exclusive to RAMCOA systems, I wanna make that known)

Interesting...

(And agreed. Among other reasons, number names being exclusive to RAMCOA systems puts pressure on closeted RAMCOA systems to come out to prove that they're "allowed to use those names.")

[tales-from-systok]

One time I posted a video about how I view our own persecutor/programmed alters as misguided and people in the comments were like “well not all persecutors are misguided” and it might have been my NPD talking but that statement was so stupid to me. No where did I say ALL persecutors are misguided, I said I viewed my own as misguided. I wish TikTok brain rot didn’t take over peoples minds and they still knew how to read.

The media literacy on TikTok is worse than Tumblr, which is.. saying something for sure.

[shippingforpros-homestuckedition]

programmed posts

im good dont worry, i love drawing and i love drawing requests :) (or i wouldnt be here after 2 bans)

tomorrow: spider8reath human john x mermaid vriska

day 2: nepsol

day 3: mindfang x dolorosa (dolofang ?)

day 4: dirkrim (porrim x dirk)

day 5: rose x lil hal (2 reqs in one!)

have a nice day :)

[hollowandcoldanddark]

its so boring i guess is something that no one will tell you about complex trauma - im so fucking boring. i cant do anything. i cant go outside. im so fucking clingy. im needy. i watch horrible hypnosis videos to try to imitate my abuse. i touch myself till i bleed

im 100000 different people and none of us are living fulfilling lives. im miserable. its so fucking boring.

[cathulhu-collective]

Just wanna leave some support as a fellow tbmc survivor and programmed system.

You're good at handling the fake claiming or trauma downplaying, but still wanted to provide reassurance that your experiences are real. That they will never know that kind of pain and your trauma existing as it is is not downplaying other trauma automatically.

I hope you can heal and get better over time. It's a painful thing to do, I'm still dealing with my own stuff.

But just know that people see you and support you. And I only wish you the best as you live with such awful experiences.

I've received fake claiming and stuff in the past and personally avoided being more public about my experiences due to paranoia and not being in a safe environemtn. So it can suck being treated like that even if you have proof and know yourself well. So I just wanted to provide a bit of support and encouragement and reassurance. Their ability to say you're faking or programming isn't real is such a privilege to not have experienced that and to be able to write it off as not real. They can point and laugh and call fake and get angry at you, but it's folks like us that gotta live with this.

Seriously wish you the best. It sucks for us out here. But you sure as hell ain't alone.

Have a good day and I hope good things can come to you in time. You deserve to heal and be able to get better. Best wishes from a random person that saw your posts. <3

Thank you so much! Receiving support always helps, as a reminder to keep going forward. I hope that I can also express my support to you as well.

[lepistemologie]

Now that I’m allowed to smoke weed at home I don’t even want to do it, all the thrill is gone

[a-timeless-illness]

-multiopus

Etymology

multi ; multiple

opus ; operation ; work

A suffix to describe how a RAMCOA system [HC-DID or otherwise] works. This could be dedicated towards sub/sidesystems, a group of headmates, or the general system.

This is a RAMCOA system ; HC-DID system exclusive term.

[Image ID: A five horizontal striped with a circle that holds a symbol in the middle. The middle stripe is larger than the other stripes but is cut in the middle by a thing black line that reaches the circle. The colors are medium gray, light-medium gray, light gray, light-medium gray, and medium gray. The circle is filled with the same light gray, and the outline is black. The symbol is three flat characters that have a semi-oval as a body and a circle as a head. The characters are color black. Below the characters is hald a gear. End ID]

-uniopus

Etymology

uni ; one

opus ; operation ; work

A suffix to describe how a RAMCOA headmate [HC-DID or otherwise] works. This could be dedicated towards fragments, programmed headmates, and general headmates. Used to describe one headmate or the role of a headmate/headmates.

This is a RAMCOA system ; HC-DID system exclusive term.

[Image ID: A five horizontal striped with a circle that holds a symbol in the middle. The middle stripe is larger than the other stripes but is cut in the middle by a thing black line that reaches the circle. The colors are medium gray, light-medium gray, light gray, light-medium gray, and medium gray. The circle is filled with the same light gray, and the outline is black. The symbol is one large flat character that has a semi-oval as a body and a circle as a head. The character is colored black. Below the character is a gear. End ID]

To note: I am an HC-DID system ; RAMCOA survivor. I'm unsure if that is updated on my intro.

[meren-mindgames]

Holding a special Treat to your Property’s lips, “not yet, you promise to be Good and Obedient for me? Hmm?” knowing she’s no longer capable of disobeying. “Good Girl, enjoy your Treat! Remember that taste.”

[planesofdelusion]

actually, fuck the whole "don't research ramcoa" thing

I had a group of programmed people convince me this was right for two years and it was disastrous for me. None of those people will speak to me anymore because of a very complicated not relevant situation. Programmed systems deserve to have language for our experiences. We deserve to have the evidence that we're not crazy to make us feel less trapped. Suicide programs aren't going to stop just because you're not reading about what happened to you. I've been in a year long suicide program even though it's in my system rules NOT to read about ramcoa right now. We're not all helpless children. We've survived things a lot of people don't come back from. We can handle this. The only thing that really matters is whether you're taking it in small portions and making sure you have a support system. (I might post my "rules for interacting with RAMCOA content safely" later if anyone wants to see those)

[tales-from-syscord]

cw for ramcoa (no details)

every ramcoa based system server has ban me over the fact i was programmed to be a programmer (note that i have never hurt anyone) they call me a liability and potential danger basically proving that they're not safe for all survivors, only the ones they deem appropriate

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[creativeguy]