#saphhics

[atlasisgaaaaaay]

happy international lesbian day to them !!!!!!!!

[seph-ic]

Georgie baker means so much to me like she literally just decided to have no fear and be completely immune to like the entire tmaverse.

“Fear gods rule us and feed on our greatest fears.”

“Good for them can I just film my fucking podcast and be bisexual in peace?”

A legend among men she is truly a hero to us all.

[rosesanddocs]

Dumping the rest of our vday shoot here bc

This is definitely what I will be wearing when she gets home from work tonight 😈

[purring4elliewilliams]

stoned sex with ellie

MINORS AND MEN DNI

top!ellie williams x stoned!bottom!reader

summary - ur stoned and ur girlfriend ellie isn’t, but you’re both as desperate as eachother.

warnings - lesbian smut!!! technically noncon since reader is high, oral r! receiving, fingering r! receiving, no plot. no use of y/n. use of pet names such as baby and darling. lowercase is intended.

A/N guys i found this in my notes, it’s not at all proofread, and it may not even make sense LMAO. this was like my first time writing shit like this.

you follow ellie upstairs like a lost puppy dog, hand in hand. you were stoned, which made you much quieter and calmer than usual, ellie loved you this way. she lead you through the bedroom door, her hand drifting away from yours to close the door after you. the bedroom had awful lighting, making it hard to see ellie’s facial features, all you could see was a faint smirk appear.

“darling…” ellie mumbles as she walks closer to you, her breath gradually becoming more prominent against your neck, making your heart skip a beat. her hands softly connect with your waist, before gliding up, and stopping at your back. even after all these years of dating, ellie’s touch still felt like fire.

her warm breath on your neck gets even closer, before you feel a soft bite, and again. the bites slowly turns into sloppy kisses. her mouth slides across your neck as she makes sure to leave a few marks along the way.

both of your bodies instinctively move towards the bed, you both then lower until ellie’s sitting down, with you on her lap. during this, ellie’s lips didn’t leave your neck once, she was craving you.

she slowly taps her fingers against the skin under the hem of your shirt, as a way of silently asking for permission. you nod desperately, you needed her. you frown as you feel ellie’s lips pull away for a moment to slip your shirt off. once it’s off, her lips almost immediately reconnect with your neck. this causes a moan to slip out from your lips. ellie smiled against your neck, she loved your little sounds.

ellie then unbuttoned her own shirt. once her shirt was off, she moved her kisses from your neck to your lips. she drifts her fingers over your partially exposed chest. she then slowly moves her hands to the back of your bra, and unclasps it. ellie leans her face away from yours, as she removes your bra, she smirks, “fuck, you’re so pretty.” she then moves her hands back to your chest, which is fully exposed this time. her hands stroke over your breasts softly, before you feel a tight pinch on your nipple, this causes a slight moan to slip out of your mouth. ellie laughs softly, as she loved teasing you.

both ellie’s eyes, and hands, move down your body, she was desperate to see all of you. she didn’t even hesitate to unbuckle your pants, she worked quickly as she pulled them down your legs. you were now left in your panties, you felt vulnerable but excited.

you were soaked already, and ellie could tell, the wet spot was very visible on your cotton panties. “so desperate for me already?” ellie asks cockily. but in reality, she was so much more desperate to taste you, but she couldn’t tell you that.

she tugs as your panties lightly, and looks up towards your begging eyes. “please, ellie,” you moan. ellie laughs as she looks back down, while dragging your panties off your thighs.

“fuck,” she says as she takes in the sight of you. before she settling herself in between your legs, leaning down to kiss your thighs, hips, stomach, anywhere except for where you needed her.

“please please” you moan softly, already out of breath.

“please what baby?” ellie smirks overtop of you. she continues placing soft kisses over your body as you work up the strength to beg.

“please taste me ellie,” you whimper, you’re too high to even feel embarrassed at the moment. “please pl-“ you’re cut off with ellie tongue sliding against your wet slit. a sudden moan leaves your lips once again.

“be a good girl f’ me, okay?” ellie mumbles against your clit, the vibrations making you shiver. her tongue begins swirling over your clit, swirling in circles.

she continued to move her tongue across your clit, this causes your thighs tense up around ellie’s head. ellie let’s out a soft chuckle against you, your body reacting to her like this was the sexiest thing she’d had ever seen. she decided to take it just the little bit further to finish you off. she slowly inserts two of her fingers into you, while keeping her mouth moving against your clit. the sudden stretch makes you moan, and your hips buckle against her.

her fingers pump quickly in and out of your soaked hole, finding a rhythm. she’s pushing you over the edge. “let it go f’ me baby.” you’re quick to listen, and you let go. a string of moans leaving your lips as elliehelps you ride out your high.

“you’re such a good girl,” she purrs as she gives your clit a soft kiss. “i’ll be back,” she says softly, as she heads to the bathroom. she came back with a damp rag, to wipe you clean. “made such a mess,” ellie chuckles, as she gently wipes the rag over your sensitive skin.

[player380]

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━━━ ↳ ❝ [ se-mi x f! reader ] ¡! ❞

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ PART ONE in which the girl you met on the disco pang pang ride has been trying to woo you and make you hers┊2.1k words

contains: probably ooc se-mi (we don't really know too much about her but my hyperfixation has deluded me to believe my own headcanons that were created by the bit we saw her in s2), fluff, somewhat obsessive se-mi--she just really, really wants you, descriptions of sexual content (wandering hands and suggestive themes), teaser x teased, slight angst???, this has not been proofread before posting so enjoy any errors that this may contain, also I am not super fond of the ending but y'all can leave the future up to your personal fantasias

You had met Se-mi when going to ride the infamous Disco Pang Pang ride with your friends at Wolmi Theme Park. She was hot, both appearance-wise and her general attitude, and it was almost intimidating. You were surprised when she chased after you once the ride ended and had asked you out while you were visiting Incheon. Ever since, the woman had been entirely obsessed with you.

On your first 'date', she had taken you around Incheon--showing you the more tourist-y locations she could show. Seeing as it was your first time visiting and all. The entire day--yes, day, she kept finding reasons to keep you two out--her presence was constant. She always walked or stood close to you, and sometimes you could feel the ghost of her hand on your arm or shoulder. No matter what: Se-mi kept close. Though having an air of seeming on-edge. Even if you two were having fun, her eyes were constantly darting around to anything that could cause a slight bump of harm to you.

Perhaps it was just her nature, or perhaps there was a deeper meaning to her behavior.

The next day, Se-mi forced you out again. This time showing you her favorite spots: views on various rooftops, quiet cafes, and even cool venues where she's been to concerts at before (to which she pestered you about seeing this one idol with her in a few months until you agreed). Her presence became more apparent, usually having one part of her body on yours in some way. Whether it was the ghost of her hand on your back this time, or shoulders brushing together as you two walked. Se-mi also enjoyed teasing you, watching your face get all red from comments she made under her breath was too enjoyable to not continue.

She often paid for all your meals, and even bought you trinkets here and there. Even spending way too much money on claw machines at an arcade, wanting you to get as many plushies as the two of you could carry after seeing your excitement when passing by. Your hotel room was even littered with varying sizes of vases that had flowers in them. Ones that she bought throughout your dates, seeing as she couldn't help herself as you showed a fondness for each kind. Se-mi found herself doing anything for you. Not that she minded, of course.

For the rest of the week, your friends had taken up all your time--forcing you to do things with them and put your romantic life on pause. Se-mi understood, of course, but you could always tell she seemed annoyed. Not at you. No, never at you. But just at the fact that you hardly even texted except for every now and then while you were busy with your friends.

One night, a little over a week after you had first met Se-mi, there was a knock on your hotel door. It was late (or would 2 A.M. be considered early?) and the noise startled you up from your sleep. Jumping from your laying position and eyes wide as they snapped around the room--the worst of situations coming into your mind. You rubbed your eyes, leaning over to tap on your phone screen. 2:23 your clock said and you let out a tired breath.

The quiet knocking persisted, and after a long, pleasing moment of rubbing your eyelids, you slowly got out of bed. Shivering as the cold morning air wafted around you, given you were in a thin silk tank top and matching shorts that were a soft pink color with black lace on the hems.

You tip-toed toward the door and raised yourself up to look through the peephole, your brows furrowing at the sight of Se-mi on the other side. With a huff, you quickly unlocked the hotel room door and opened it--staring up at the woman with a million questions behind your wide, e/c eyes. "How did you--"

"I asked the front desk about your room, told them I was your friend meeting up with you," Se-mi shrugged, staring across your sleepy appearance with a sort of fond expression in her eyes. "I almost told them I was your wife, but then realized we didn't have any rings yet."

Your face immediately went red, letting out a noise of disbelief at her behavior. Se-mi only flashed you a smug grin, laughing to herself at your demeanor. Her eyes fell from your face and she momentarily was staring at your sleepwear--or well more so your hardened nipples due to the cold. Her hands itching to slide up underneath your top and soften them up with her fingers. She was just a girl, after all.

You let your momentary fluster pass before shaking your head--letting out a long breath. "That doesn't explain why you're here," you said, leaning casually against the hotel room door. Trying to give off an aloof demeanor but that just wasn't you. It was almost adorable for Se-mi to watch your attempts.

"Ah," she breathed out, her eyes leaving your chest to meet yours. "Get dressed, I wanna take you somewhere." When you made no move, Se-mi huffed and looked away for a moment before looking back at you. "Please?"

You studied Se-mi for a moment, pursing your lips and thinking. You were exhausted, for one. Not really wishing to change into clothes and leave your comfy room. Surely Se-mi's requests could wait until the morning? But then again, she probably wouldn't be here if her request wasn't of somewhat urgency. As well as, you were too entirely curious to know what she was up to.

So, you closed the door on her and padded back into your room. Finding your suitcase and poring over until you found a good-enough outfit. Which consisted of jeans, a cropped egg-colored sweater. Deciding to leave behind your jacket on the off-chance the outside was cold and you could make an excuse to steal Se-mi's leather jacket she was attached too.

After a few minutes, with Se-mi standing awkwardly in front of your door--listening to the sounds of you talking and huffing to yourself as you got ready--you finally opened the door again and stepped out. Se-mi looked over your new outfit, her lips curving up slightly. Though you could probably be wearing a trash bag and she'd be enamored with your appearance.

"Come," she said, motioning with her head and holding out her hand for you to take. Without even hesitating, you took it and her body instantly relaxed.

It was a long walk on the mostly-empty streets of Incheon, with Se-mi tucking you close to her as her eyes swept around your very surroundings. Eventually, you two ended up on a rooftop of Se-mi's apartment building in downtown Incheon. The view was nice, your jaw slightly dropping as you let go of her hand and slowly approached an edge of the rooftop that overlooked the part of the city she lived in. Admiring all the lights and faint sounds of the world.

Se-mi approached, standing close behind you and her hand finding itself tucked into the back pocket of your blue-wash jeans. While your eyes were on the city, her eyes were on you. Afterall, she had seen the view of the city numerous times throughout her life but this was the first time you were here with her. Or, rather the first time anyone she cared about was taken up here. While you two hadn't known each other for very long, she was smitten. Se-mi was smitten from the first time she saw you waiting in line for Disco Pang Pang.

"It's a nice view," you said softly, still in awe of this perspective of the world.

"Yeah, it is," Se-mi said in agreement, though you two were talking about completely different views.

Eventually, you turned your gaze away and looked up at her--who had quickly looked away from your form, acting nonchalant. "How'd you find out about this view?"

"Ah," Se-mi said, laughing softly as she looked down. "I live in this building, have for a while. It's not the nicest place ever, but--"

"I like it," you quickly interjected. "So how come you aren't showing me around your apartment?"

Se-mi's eyes moved back up toward you, an almost teasing expression beginning to etch onto her face. "I think I'd lose all restraint if you were in my apartment alone with me," she said, inclining her face close to yours.

You stuttered, face suddenly feeling like a stovetop--it seemed to be a reoccurring thing when you were with her. She had a bad habit of doing this to you; rendering you completely at her teasing mercy.

"Relax, you look like you're about to explode, Y/N," she laughed, the sound pleasant in your ears. Sending a slight shiver down your spine. "But, I only let certain people in my safe abode."

"Oh yeah? And how do I gain this elite status?" You asked, tilting your head.

Se-mi didn't say anything, looking away from you and at the view before you. Her brows furrowed slightly in thought, her tongue playing with the silver piercing on her bottom lip. "How much longer are you staying in Incheon?" She asked suddenly.

You straightened up slightly, shrugging. "The girls were talking about leaving early next week, I think we all are missing home."

Se-mi laughed bitterly at that, 'home' you said. She knew she shouldn't feel jealous or upset, but she was more scared about distance between you two. Or, well, more upset about this all possibly being a nice dream that she'll wake up from soon.

"What can I do to get you to stay?" She asked, moving to face you--her eyes slightly pleading. "Even if it's just for another week. I'll pay for your hotel, or-or you can stay with me? At my apartment, for free, of course. Or, I could come with you--" Se-mi cut herself off, feeling slightly embarrassed for once.

You were slightly taken aback by her questions, blinking a few times. Your brain worked overtime trying to come up with an answer when in reality you had no clue. Sure, you liked Se-mi, but you had only known her for a short bit and you were longing to sleep in your own bed after this long absence.

"I'm sorry," Se-mi suddenly said, stepping back from you slightly. "I shouldn't have asked, I just--" She stopped talking, biting her bottom lip. She was never good at expressing any negative emotion, much rather keeping those to herself. "I'd just really like you to stay for a little bit longer. I like you. A lot. But I get your situation."

Your expression softened, shifting to smile slightly. "I like you too," you told Se-mi, earning a quick look back up with a hopeful expression. "But, I have to return home at some point."

"I know, I know," Se-mi groaned, reaching up and toying with a strand of your h/c hair. "I just want you to stay for a little longer... so we can maybe explore a little more on this mutual 'like' before you have to return home." Maybe it was selfish of her to want to lock you down and make you commit to a relationship before you even stepped foot near that airport. But she couldn't help her nature, she wanted you and she wanted you bad.

"Maybe," you hummed, pressing your lips together. "I think maybe a nice dinner at a restaurant you like would make for a good place to explore."

"Oh yeah?" Se-mi asked, suddenly growing more smug. "I think that I could make it happen. And maybe you'd be interested enough to come over to my apartment later, and we could... talk," She trailed off, leaving the innuendo hanging in the air between them. Her hand slowly falling down, tracing the outline of your body softly. Her movements and words becoming bolder by the second.

She couldn't help but indulge herself when her slender fingers gently slipped underneath your cropped sweater. The pads gently tracing up your torso, only stopping when she hit the wire of your black bra. "You're really pretty, y'know?"

You huffed a laugh, trying to hide your flustered expression by looking across the cityscape once more; truly taking it all in. It was nice, Se-mi close beside you and the promises of relationships being weaved with each breath you two took.

"You're pretty too, Se-mi," you finally said, your tone soft and light. She gently squeeze the side of your waist in response, and you felt Se-mi's head slowly lean down to rest on yours. Her eyes looking across the midnight lights with you.

Yeah, she was definitely never letting you go.

[localcore]

how am I supposed to clock in to work after this

[bisexualwoman0]

I can't take my eyes off you!

[billiestinydoll]

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[lavenderconfessions]

Why is everyone obsessed with calling sapphic relationships in media toxic? People act like they haven’t seen a slow burn enemies-to-lovers done properly before. Meanwhile, straight couples get to break up twice an episode and scream that they hate each other before a heart-wrenching love confession and everyone eats it up. Booktok has got everybody and their mom drooling over heinous serial criminals disguised as anti-heroes who kidnap their victim and traumatize her into submission. Be ffr.

[fluffy--cookie]

[dreaming-moondragon]

Friendly reminder that butch/masc's don't have to be muscular or be super into workouts or weight lifting. No matter what our body type looks like, it doesn't make us less butch/masc.

[purring4elliewilliams]

ellie notices you’re missing from bed

MINORS AND MEN DNI

pairing - ellie williams + female reader

warnings - mentions of smut, kissing??? pet names such as baby and sweetheart, gay!! no use of y/n. lowercase is intended.

a/n - just a quick thing i wrote, it’s not proofread

it’s late at night, and you’re in the kitchen grabbing a drink of water. when you go to fill up your glass, you feel a pair of hands glide from your waist to your stomach, the sudden touch makes you gasp. you glance down, seeing the familiar tattooed arm making it easy for you to tell it was ellie. before you get the chance to say something, a hot breath lingers on your exposed neck. the warmth disappears for a second, and instead appears right next to your ear. “what are you doing?” ellie mumbles softly into your ear.

her lips drag across your plush skin, placing gentle kisses on your neck. “i tried to reach for you, but you weren’t there,” ellie whispered quietly, her sleepiness present in her voice.

“m’ sorry baby,” you say apologetically as you turn to face the beautiful woman behind you. “j’ needed a drink.” the kitchens dark, making ellie’s face hard to see.

“ugh, if you were that desperate, you could have j’ asked me, sweetheart.” ellie joked. she tried to act serious, but you could practically hear the massive smirk on her face.

“oh my god els- shut up,” you giggle as you playfully shove her off you. you took a deep breath, trying to calm yourself. “let’s go back to bed,” you say, a grin still prominent on your lips. hand in hand, you lead her back to the bedroom.

“sooo… are we gonna go fuck?” ellie asked jokingly as she tugs on your arm.

[thedispatch]

When you confess to your partner in the tunnels under the institute before having to explode some clowns

(Would yall fw me if I combined two of my favorite fandoms? Shout out my girls caitvi, gotta be my favorite gender🙏)

[bisexualwoman0]

Too gay for the straights, too straight for the gays? Nah, just perfectly bi. 😘💜

[sapphicautumn]

Getaway. E.W PART ONE

Synopsis: You decide to bring your girlfriend on your family vacation for the first time, which deems difficult as you try to juggle the chaos of hiding the fact you’re both dating from the rest of the group.

Pairing: modern!ellie x femme reader. WLW.

Content: swearing, fluff, alluding to somewhat homophobic parents, some smut.

<3 this is WLW. Men and minors do NOT interact.

It was a minor white lie. Really didn't mean much, seriously!

Nothing "life changing" or something you would feel guilty of....well....maybe a little guilty?

Your annual family vacation to Arizona was approaching, something you somewhat dreaded. Not that you didn't love your family, however, being cramped up within a small cabin in the woods for a week is not the ideal "vacation" you'd whip up in your mind. You have been going since you could first walk, so its mandatory, but now that you were an adult, your mother granted permission to bring along a guest.

You had eagerly brought up your friends name, not needing a second more to consider the plus 1 who will be trapped beside you.

"How about Ellie?"

Your mother was folding clothes, fitting them into her old maroon suitcase, the same one she has had since 2002. "hm..Ellie. I like her" her voice carried a casual and neutral tone as she looked up to your figure, leaning against the doorway.

"so I can bring her?"

"I mean, my only concern is that she's just quiet, a bit more introverted than the rest of us, no? Think she can manage?" her red acrylics scratch her chin, thinking of the situation.

"ma, its Ellie, if she can handle being my friend, she can handle the whole thing"

Except Ellie was in fact, not your friend.

You met when you were younger, 2nd grade to be exact. She had a collection of Dino Japanese erasers, and to you, that seemed like a good enough quality to be best friends.

Play dates began getting arranged between conversations with your mom & hers, and soon enough you were showing her your pink, stuffed animal covered bedroom. Perhaps, subconsciously, you've always felt something for Ellie, even if you didn't know it. The way you'd get so excited whenever she would agree to finalllyyyy play monster high dolls with you, despite her hating them, or the way she would defend you from her own brother's antics.

You didn't even think it was possible to be in a relationship with a girl, the crowd you grew up in were religious, and conservative. Now, you loved your parents, of course, but as you grew older with Ellie, some boundaries had to be put into place.

"When is that girl gonna bring home a boy?" Your own aunt would speak at the thanksgiving table, sipping a strong beverage that was as red as her lipstick.

"I think she is just school oriented, y'know her, always got her head wrapped around college" your mother's hand dismissed with a wave, as you peaked around the corner wall, listening carefully as the last family members who lingered after dessert drank at the kitchen island, gossiping about YOU.

"Well...she oughta hurry up. You don't want her to be an old maid or something"

Your Mother, Maria, laughed, "She is only 17"

"so?"

Your uncle chimed in, "Lets just hope she's not into girls or something like that. I've been seeing it a lot more nowadays"

Your dad scoffed, offended, "our girl? no, she's headstrong, she is in no way "confused"....She knows better than to ever bring that shit here"

Your ears picked up the chatter, some laughs of agreement. It was almost violating. You didn't know at this point if you were gay, but you definitely knew one thing: you liked Ellie.

Whether that was as a best friend, or a crush? who could tell. You grew up forcing yourself to pick random boys in your class to crush over, it was never natural, so what did it feel like? to be enamored with someone so deeply, you'd willingly spend the rest of your life with them, even if it meant cutting off other family in sacrifice.

Ellie and you were attached at the hip with any free moment you had, it was senior year, and finals had the two of you packed to the brim with stress.

"Can you put the laptop down, please?" Ellie groaned, itching her top lip as she hugged her knees, sat at the end of your bed.

"I'm trying to check my status, just hang on. Start without me" you gesture to the tv with some urgency.

With a huff, Ellie switched the Mario Kart to single player, absent minded-ly playing with random people as she waited for you to hurry the fuck up.

It was Friday night, and the first one in a while you two could hang, at that. It was tradition for her to kick your ass and win every video game, you knew she'd beat you, and yet you didn't care.

Ellie was focused on controlling her avatar when a gasp made her jump, pausing and turning around to see your hand covering your mouth. "what?? what happened?" she urgently crawled over to see your screen.

"I got in..." your voice wavered with emotion, showing her the application status that had been updated. You were accepted to your dream school.

Ellie felt her lungs deflate, sitting for a moment before realizing she had to react. Her hands were thrown around you as she rested her chin against your shoulder, looking down, "congrats...thats really....thats really good!"

You hugged back, heart beating out of your chest, "oh my God, I can't believe it!!" you gently pulled back to see her, laughing and smiling widely.

Ellie mirrored the expression, "Im really proud...I know you wanted this"

Your eyes were wide, still in shock. "I know I just, wow, wow!!!!" your hands waved around with excitement, before cupping her face and kissing your best friend.

I suppose the rush of happiness and the unexpected email resulted in you not thinking....definitely not thinking. Ellie's eyes widened, the brunette pausing for a moment before kissing you back.

When you pulled away, your fingers grazed the skin of your pink bottom lip, the tingling sensation still palpable. "uh..sorry.."

"...'s ok" Her face was red, almost waiting for you to kiss her again.

But you don't. In fact, you get up and run downstairs to show your family the email, bragging about the scholarship as well. The kiss is never brought up again. ever.

It was a really....confusing and isolating time period, the months of April all the way to August. You two don't really hang, talk,...text. No night time face-times, or Friday night hangs. She would eagerly check your Instagram, often times being the first viewer to your story.

"33 seconds ago. great. Now I look like a stalker"

She'd like the post anyways, not even caring. You wouldn't even view her story at all, it was almost like you forgot about her overnight. Ellie understood to some degree, moving into college was a change, maybe you were stressed?

Ellie chose to continue working at her father's farm, as college was not something she would be wanting to do now, maybe in the future.

The only saving grace she'd have is that you weren't too far, it was a college about 30 minutes away, so why the hell did you seem much further?

The reason behind your absence wasn't malicious. It was out of fear. You loved Ellie, and you knew it for a long time. How could you ever confess that given the environment you grew up in? You were 100%, completely, without a doubt, suffering from comphet, and Ellie assumed you hated her.

On the opposite, Ellie had always known she was gay, something she didn't have to think twice about, just like her feelings for you.

By some saving grace up above, Ellie found herself picking up food for herself at a local pub. She walked in at the right time, standing by the front host as her eyes detected you, sitting at the bar behind.

She mumbled a thank you as she took her bag, carefully walking over to you, almost in shock. "uh..." was all the brunette could get out.

Turning around in the stool, you were met with your old best friend. It had only been a few months yet it felt like more. The guilt washed back up your throat like acid, "h-hey"

The pain within your expression was noticeable, Ellie stood there awkwardly, bundled up with her bags of food. She didn't know what to say.

"mm...whatcha got, there?" you gestured, feeling the weird tension.

"Chicken and rice"

"good choice, I like the food h-"

"why're you here?" she cut you off, face still emotionless.

You adjusted your top, where your the swell of your breasts had been protruding. It was like a magnet for Ellie's eyes. You never dressed like this. "well, I'm back for the week. Headed to my parents later and thought I'd....dunno.."

"pregame?" her voice was bitter, eyebrows creasing. "Don't tell me you have a fake ID"

"I have a fake ID" your voice mumbled way too quick.

The two of you stared at each other for a moment, like strangers. Ellie felt herself getting emotional, "and why haven't you reached out, huh? forget about me?"

"maybe" you shrugged, sipping the liquor you're not old enough to have. With that, Ellie turned on her heel, stepping out.

Something inside you twitched, as if a little bit of your mind was electrocuted back to reality, facing the situation. Your legs stood upright, almost jogging out to see your friends back, unlocking her car.

"wait! wait!" your reached Ellie, hand on her jacket as she yanked away from you, eyes teary, taking you off guard. "what do you want?" she snapped, voice cold..hurt.

"Ellie.....I, I never forgot about you" the words almost slurred, the alcohol having some effect. "I think about you everyday, I worry about you, where you were, what you've been doing, but I..."

"but what?" she whispered, a tear reaching her chin.

"i was just...I still am, scared"

"of?" Ellie sniffled, eyes focusing intently on your vulnerability.

"Ellie I know i've been a total dick, I know it! I know it so damn bad! I just, I was scared because I like you, and once I realized that I was queer, I knew I'd be fucked because in no universe can you and I even exist together, not with my family" Now you had been the one crying.

Ellie almost had a heart attack, suddenly her stomach hurt. She didn't know if she would puke or faint. "You like me?"...

"Ellie I really do....and it's ok if you don't like me back, and I'm very aware that my actions don't mirror my words, but please-"

She kissed you, hands almost desperate to touch as if starved. You kissed back, the situation mirroring the unspoken kiss shared in your bedroom all those months back. There was clarity, somewhat.

Ellie took you to her house that night, where it led to you both losing your virginity to each other. There was no regret, or moral crisis to follow. Surprisingly, it only solidified the feelings you felt.

You laid your head on her bare chest, whispering with a pout, "I'm sorry"

"no..don't be. I kinda get it now....I just wish you would have just opened up sooner" her voice carried a dry laugh, fingers brushing the delicate hair away from your forehead.

"mmm...I know...I just assumed that if I pretended you weren't there, it would go away"

"and....how did it work out?" she whispered, smiling.

"we just had sex in your childhood bedroom, so...."

The two of you shared a soft laugh, it felt normal for the first time in a while, even if it was a new normal. You remained in contact, sharing texts and calls between classes, even inviting her to your dorm every once in a while.

It took a minute, but by that next summer before sophomore year, you two had agreed to bite the bullet and become official. It was scary, not just for you, but for Ellie as well. If your family had found out about your little relationship, You would probably be shunned.

It was quiet. Very quiet, but present. The love was there, even if it couldn't be as loud as you both wanted originally.

So no, Ellie and you were not friends anymore, You were girlfriends.

Inviting her to the family vacation felt like a risky leap of faith, especially considering how tight you'd all be, alongside you both + your parents and older sister, Dina, who was 25, and was very clever at reading you. Not too clever if she has yet to find out.

Ellie was reluctant to tag along, but seeing the desperate look in your eye, she knew it was her girlfriend duty to put up with it.

Your dad, Tommy, hoisted up our luggage to the overhead car carrier, "thanks for helping" he sarcastically shot out, glaring at the two of you girls down below.

"no problem" you shrugged, guiding Ellie into the car. You both sat in the back together, Dina in the middle, and parents in the front. It was a 6 hour car ride from HELL.

You figured being all the way in the back would provide some sense of privacy, but no, there was none. Dina kept turning around to show you both tiktok videos that were not funny. You didn't know if you had anymore fake laughs within you.

Finally, Your elder sister had gotten tired as well, opting to fall asleep. You took a picture of her snoring, jaw wide open, knowing someday it would be good payback.

"don't be mean" Ellie cooed, smiling at you.

"I'm not...." your smirk appeared, plugging your phone into the car charging port before turning your attention back to your girlfriend. "are you comfortable?"

She shrugged, "its a little cold, but i'm o-"

"MA!" your voice rang to the front of the van, "can we turn the AC down?"

"It is 88 degrees, no we cannot." Maria mumbles, dismissively flaring her hand.

You huffed, unzipping one of your bags to grab a blanket. You tossed it over both your laps and shyly smiled, reaching to hold her hand from underneath.

Ellie softened and rubbed your skin, it had only been about 3 hours, if that, since they'd been on the road, but that's a long time to be this close and not touching. She silently mouthed "I love you", making your cheeks dust with a soft pink, your fingers squeezed hers 4 times to symbolize a response of "I love you too".

-

3 hours, and a few truck stops later, you had all made it to the cabin site, the familiar roads leading you up the hill serving a nostalgic wave of emotion. Maybe this year it'll be more fun with Ellie, you figured.

There were 3 bedrooms, to be exact. One for your parents, one for Dina, and one for you.

"Where's Ellie gonna sleep?" Maria brought in suitcases, setting them down on the wood flooring of the quiet cabin, it smelled of dust and humidity.

"uh....In my room?" you spoke quickly, stating what you thought deemed obvious.

"Nonsense, you don't have to share a bed. That would be awkward" Tommy snorted, "I got an inflatable mattress!"

You shared a glance of humor and annoyance with the girl across the room, as your dad moved to go fill it up for the guest.

"fun." The brunette muttered.

You moved your stuff into the small corner of the cabin, checking the bed for bugs. "smells like shit in here"

"its the old wood" your dad gestured around, setting the air mattress down beside your main bed. "well, unpack quickly. I'm gonna get dinner started" He smiled, moving out of Ellie's way to head back down to the kitchenette. Your girlfriend glanced before shutting the door, arms seeking your comfort, even for a quick moment.

You hugged the girl, swaying. "This is.....uhg I'm sorry. This isnt fun"

Ellie kissed you gently, smiling against your lips, "shut up, I came here for you only....we can survive."

"barley" your voice mumbled, fingers brushing the girls cheek.

"besides, it's like a bonding exercise, no?"

You deadpanned and playfully nudged her off, "freak"

"oh? freak?" Ellie's giggle rang through your ears, she grabbed your waist and kissed your neck animatedly, making you stumble back against your bed with mirroring laughter. You tilted your head back as she attacked it, your hands sat idle on her hips.

"mm ok...ok, seriously." you tapped Ellie's butt, "off"

The girl stubbornly sat up, still on you. "You're right, this isn't fun."

"Elsssss..." you tried to gently push her off, the force becoming harder as you hear the door open. Your girlfriend sat beside you, adjusting herself as Dina walked in. "uh...dinners ready...."

"cool. thanks" the response was quick.

"what the hellyante was going on in here" she spoke, leaning against the wall.

"we were just playing around, Dina, Geez"

"mmkay...." she turned and walked downstairs, you glared at Ellie, whispering. "baby...we have to be more careful ok?"

She pecked your lips

"Okayyy?" you repeated, stern.

"ok...sorry"

-

"dont like pasta?" Maria spoke up, eyes focused on Ellie's dinner plate.

She finished the salad, looking up at your mom, "Oh, uh, yeah I should have mentioned something earlier, Im actually gluten free."

"oh, honey im sorry!" Maria stood, "i'll grab some more salad"

"I don't get the new trend these days, oh vegans, oh restrictions! Oh I don't eat meat, or bread, or dairy, or whatever. It's nonsense, ya need carbs! Bunch of bullshit"

You paused, everyone looking at your dad, the table quiet for a moment before you cleared your throat, "dad....it's an allergy."

Tommy blinked. "oh. My bad. In that case, do NOT eat it!"

Your face buried into your hands "Jesus Christ."

"it's all good" Ellie smiled, finding humor in the chaos that was your family. Dina sat across from you both, swirling the pasta on her fork. Once in a while, she'd watch, almost studying you.

"You have sauce on your face" You try to throw off the scent, catching her staring. Your sister wiped at her chin with her sleeve, classy.

Maria spoke, "uh, dessert?"

You were thankful for the distraction.

Despite it being summer, Your dad and sister made a fire outside the cabin in the pit, illuminating the dark area of land as everyone made s'mores.

Ellie ate the chocolate and marshmallow on its own, opting to not burn it, making you raise a brow, "so...thats not how you make one, Ellie"

Your girlfriend giggled, "leave me alone...I don't wanna burn my mouth ok?"

"that's why you blow on it, and wait...You can't wait 5 seconds?"

....."no"

The two of you giggled, making Maria smile and turn her attention over to you both, Dina and Tommy inside.

"Are you enjoying yourself, Ellie?"

The girl sat up, adjusting herself, "y-yeah! yeah, thank you for inviting me along. loveeee sitting in the woods....super cool"

Your sneaker aimed for her ankle, sending her a glare that spoke "knock it off."

"I never asked, What is it that you are doin' now? school?" Your mom's oblivious smile persisted, watching her.

Clearing her throat, "uh, no, no college for me"

"oh? why not?"

"mom, not everyone has to go to college...." you tried to defend Ellie, sensing the judgement brewing already.

"No I know! I'm just curious, This is the time to get an education for a lasting career you know. Precious years"

"I mean...I can go to college anytime I want, I just think right now I'd rather focus on myself. I work at my dad's farm, and work on my art and stuff so I'm pretty busy"

"art?"

Ellie nods, breaking the mini Hershey in half as she ate it.

Your mom smiled, a bit sarcastically, "Well, that's a fun hobby, but art isn't a career"

"mom..." your voice grew worried

Ellie can handle her own, she confidently spoke, "I beg to differ, Art is very important"

Maria simply chuckled, "If you say so"

"I do say so"

You reached around to poke her back, wanting her to stop before an argument began. She got the hint and focused on her snack. Maria sat, amused. "well....I think it's getting late."

"I agree. Ellie?"

"yup."

You stood and tugged her inside, Maria calling out, "get some sleep, we have an early morning!"

Your feet pattered up the stairs, flicking the light on in the bedroom as you shut the door, leaning against it. "what the fuck, babe?"

Ellie's soft eyes got big, curious, "What?"

You sighed, knowing she didn't do anything wrong. "nothing. I just don't want my mom to offend you or some shit. She's...very judgmental."

"no judgement felt. It's not that easy to break me, trust" She spoke cockily, making you smile. "I know..I know, I'm just very protective and I can't protect you properly in front of them without possibly outing us both..."

"and that's what I love about you, you're like a guard dog"

You smiled, turning shy for a moment. "Yeah? You love me?"

"yes, dumbass. I do" Ellie came over, calloused hands rubbing your sides casually yet intimately. "kinda question is that?"

"I love you too"

"good."

Both of your lips met in a delicate, unrushed kiss.

The knock scared you both, you looked at Ellie before gently turning to open the door, "ye-"

"just checkin the air mattress, there was a hole I patched up, good as new. Should be fine" your dad barged in, pressing on the makeshift bed on the floor. "what we thinkin, ellie?"

The girl put her hands on her hips, walking over and laying down. "oh yeah,...quality stuff. Good job" she gave a thumbs up, making you hide a smile as you crawled into the bigger bed, looking down.

"great! works out!" Tommy came over, kissing your head, "night, darlin, you girls gotta be up early, so no chattin about boys or shit"

-and just like that, he's out the room. The sound of the door shutting made Ellie sit up, whispering. "boys?"

You snickered, not yet moving until you could hear your parents bedroom door shut for the night, and once you did, you reached over to flick the dim lamp on.

"yeah, boys." your eyes looked down at your poor girlfriend, basically flat on the hardwood floor.

Ellie stood, "yeah, no, i'm not sleeping there. I don't want scoliosis to be my only souvenir from this trip."

you muffled a laugh with your palm, reaching out to her sleeve, "cmere..."

Ellie crawled beside you, making out the shadows of your features in the dim room. She couldn't wait to touch you, finally. "Hi"

Laying your head back on the pillow, your eyes met hers, a whisper, "hi".

"you're so pretty..." Ellie cooed, nuzzling against you in her dinosaur pajamas. "yeah? you think, honey?"

"mhm" her head nodded, pressing kisses along your collar bones until she reached up behind your ear, the action sending a slight shiver down your skin.

"mmm...I think you're just lovely.." you mumble, hand casually brushing the somewhat messy brown hair on Ellie's head.

Ellie gave you a silly, sneaky look before messing with your tank top strap. "what're you up to..?" your voice was a whisper, no intent to actually stop her.

"Did I ever tell you that I'm gay?"

You snort, closing your eyes as your hand rests on your forehead, hair sprawled along the white pillow beneath you. "What!? you are??"

"surprise" Ellie bit her lip, giggling quietly as her fingers gently pulled the fabric of your tank top down, now exposing the soft covering of your sports bra. "you still fuck with me or nah?"

"mmmm....nah"

You both shared another laugh, attempting to be quiet. You watched her with hooded eyes as she continued her actions, hand gently groping your breast, lips attached to your neck, making you involuntarily moan.

"shhh..." Ellie reminded you, a smirk evident.

"you're such an ass...."

She shrugged, not denying your statement as her fingers pulled the sports bra down, your breasts slowly sliding out of it. "actually I lied"

You tilt your head

"i'm not gay...i'm really gay"

You flicked her head before brushing her hair back, not having time to make a stupid comment in return before she attached her lips around your nipple, her mouth ever so gently sucking at the soft skin.

You shut your eyes, mouth agape, "oh, babe...." your fingers found her nape, rubbing at the spot slowly.

On cue, Her other hand reached up to slide her thumb over your untouched breast, humming against you in contentment.

Your breath was slightly uneven, letting her do whatever as you stayed put, hands comfortingly brushing through your girlfriends hair.

Ellie slid her knee between your legs, brushing against your cute, purple pajama shorts. "oh...mmm" you looked down, making eye contact as you rutted your clothed pussy against her knee, with 0 shame.

Your hand reached to hold her side, moving up and down slowly as her tongue continued to swirl around on your chest, the feeling making you arch into her.

Ellie sat up, looking at you with a smug expression. Your eyes were big, and fucked out already, almost a pout.

She laid beside you again, kissing your lips slowly as her hand reached down, parting your bent legs, fingers sliding under your panties as she watched your reaction.

"uh-mphm" You tiled your head back, arms clung to her as your face read desperation, Ellie's reading humor.

"gotta be quiet, yeah? imagine your parent's findin out. no fun.." The brunette teased, fingers slowlllyyyy circling your clit, finding this exhilarating.

You kissed her again, not trusting your mouth to be quiet as your tongues clashed against each other. Ellie continued her relentless assault on your soaked core, speeding the pace up as you clenched around nothing.

Inviting Ellie on the family trip meant you'd have to be really secretive, and you knew that. What you didn't expect, is for her to already have her fingers in you on the first night.

So much for "easing into things".

"It feels good? yeah?" with her mouth pressed against your ear, the words felt more intimate, you were overwhelmed, arm cling around her as Ellie's middle and ring finger curled inside you, the noise of your arousal was louder than both of you.

You whined, looking up at her with scrunched eyebrows, hips chasing her hand's every movement, "oh I know.." she whispered against you, "I know it feels so good, you wanna cum for me? I know you can, wanna feel it, baby"

Her barley audible dirty words made you clench, nails digging against her arm, "ellie..."

"mm?" She smirked, focusing on your expression, her aim hitting just the right spot. She saw it in your face, you were close.

Your thighs clamped together as you arched, face hidden in her neck as Ellie put her hand over your mouth, "shhhhh...poor baby, be quiet..."

Her hand slid out of you, trailing up your stomach as they left a slight trail of wetness. "you didn't even tell me you were coming?" she teased, tilting her head as she forced you to look at her.

"it just happened" you squeaked out, clinging to her, legs slightly shaky.

"mm...really needed that, huh?" Ellie draped the blanket over you both, licking her fingers clean before rubbing your breast gently,

"you're really ballsy for doin that with my parents down the hall..."

"yeah, I am. But it felt good, didn't it?"

".....shut up"

Your girlfriend embraced you lovingly, rubbing your back slowly as her eyes watched your sleepy figure. You lazily looked back at her. "I love you."

"love you too...so much, baby"

You slid your hand into hers, interlocking your fingers as you whisper again, "ellie....?"

She noticed the slight change in your demeanor, paying attention, "hm...?"

You swallowed, watching her.

"I think I wanna come out soon."