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Question does anyone want to write a multi chapter Barson Fic cause I have an amazing idea.
Prompt /Idea Drabble /plot bunny
Due to her actions of following Elliot she has been threatened and her son as well. One night while investigating Kathy’s death they are discovered and he dies while Liv is transported to witness protection to recover. But the whole world thinks Olivia Benson is Dead , so where is Noah ? But with his Uncle Rafa . In the events of her passing she leaves her son to her best friend.
So like it could have his mom in it and discuss how him living in her house for Noah is harming his mental health .And have him be upset because he never told her . Then like on the day the trail happens and she comes back they go out for drinks have a nice moment. She goes to the bathroom and sees a person flirting with Barba and backs off, she rationalizes that caught upon the memories.
However when it comes to the home front getting reinstated not an issue coming home and Rafa / possibly dad or even papi leaving doesn’t go over well. We can even get a moment when an upset and unruly Noah says I wish you didn’t come back and yeah.
This is the plot bunny 🐰 in my head can someone please try and make this a coherent story.
#barson#rafael barba#olivia benson#noah porter benson#elliot stabler#law and order svu#fandom#writing prompt#fanfic#fanfiction#drapple#plotsforsale#plot bunny#love#self documentation#determination#witness#protection#law and order special victims unit#law and order fanfiction#law and order fic#producer#writtingcommunity#director#bisexaul#bisexual#raul esparza#mariska hargitay#captain benson#literature
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Am not right to be loved, thus I fear for a soul that flatters mine. Am not just to be trusted, thus I am scared to trust. Am aiming nowhere, thus scared for someone to get lost with me.
#love#lovers#love life#love quotes#unconditional love#relationship#self documentation#self improvement#life lessons#feelings#mentally fucked#male#guys#forgiveness#truth#spilled truth#wind and truth#my truth#god’s truth#philosophy#wisdom#trust#trust issues#understanding#loyalty#commitment#meaning#acceptance#trust me
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In my father's car, self portrait, 2022.
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does my cover, really tels my story?




Hi y’all,
My name is Ann and I’m working on a self study project for years now.
And I have met a lot of people that told me please share you’re story a lot of Jong people could benefit of your experience en way of thinking.
sooooo, I’m still working on it but, hers a start 🤘🏽🖤👌🏽




Emoties uiten klopt mijn emotie met wat je ziet?
Expressing emotions, does my emotion match what you see?
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“Hehee silly autism” I stayed up multiple nights without eating anything becwuse all I wanted to do was look at photos of a fictional character, draw them, read fanfics about them, and only think about them. It got so bad that it started to hurt physically when I saw a photo of them/art of them. It isn’t fun. I can’t think of anything else. I can’t do anything else.
"Hyperfixation so bad you start making fanart and fanfics 😍" Hyperfixation so bad I cannot talk about it because I fear people may attack me for it !!!!!!!! Hyperfixation so bad I genuinelly feel guilty and a bad person for enjoying it!!!! Hyperfixation so bad I feel unsafe and I feel like I need to get a new one soon !!!!! Yay !!!!!!
#autism#actually autistic#self documentation#hyperfixation#neurodivergent#rant post#vent post#i hate how people have treated hyperfixation as “uwu quirky interest that lasts longer”#neurodiversity
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#hilson#house md#gregory house#james wilson#hate crimes md#Greg self sabotage House#Quickly thrown together at the bottom of my word document for an omegaverse wip I'm working on
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I love Jesus more than all and all my posts belong to Jesus and he is my Lord and savior, the Messiah, the Christ, King of Kings and Lord of Lords, Jesus Christ the truth, Jesus King of the jews, the rest on the earth and that much being God's son. as my Lord and savior and this is not about me but about Jesus the Messiah, the Christ, King of Kings and Lord of Lords, Jesus Christ the truth, Jesus King of the jews and the rest on the earth and that much being God's son with Mary, and Jesus, God, and the Holy Ghost have feelings like you and others do that also exist because of God, and you can talk to Jesus, God, and the Holy Ghost literally all the time and they do talk back to you and outside of prayer also and will be that close to you and talk to them and others that exist like you all day and night long and you'll never be alone and start talking to Jesus about everything and your lives will improve, No one needs governments, kings, queens, etc of people anywhere when people could just help one another as God and Jesus said and with God and Jesus being kings over us and all the people even now God and Jesus should be-1 samuel 8:6-9-It displeased Samuel when they said to him, “Appoint a king over us,” so Samuel prayed to the Lord. The Lord said to him, “Listen to everything that the people have requested of you. It is not you whom the people have rejected, they have rejected me as their king. They have done this from the day that I brought them up out of Egypt to this very day. They have rejected me and served other gods, just as they have rejected you. So grant their request, but warn them solemnly and inform them what the king who reigns over them will do.” and then what happened to Jesus-John 18 and 19 and he-JESUS IS EVERYONE'S KING and GOD'S BEGOTTEN SON with Mary and GOD JESUS'S DAD AND OUR HEAVENLY FATHER IS KING-as for you, DO NOT BE CALLED RABBI. you have but one TEACHER, AND YOU ALL BROTHERS. CALL NO ONE ON EARTH YOUR FATHER; you have but one FATHER in HEAVEN. DO NOT BE CALLED MASTER; you have but one master, the MESSIAH-JESUS-MATTHEW 23:8-10. Just more FACTS.
I love Jesus more than all and all my posts belong to Jesus and he is my Lord and savior, the Messiah, the Christ, Jesus is my King and should be your too instead of people and made up governments and Lord of Lords, Jesus Christ the truth, Jesus King of the jews, the rest on the earth and that much being God's son. as my Lord and savior and this is not about me but about Jesus the Messiah, the Christ, King of Kings and Lord of Lords, Jesus Christ the truth, Jesus King of the jews and the rest on the earth and that much being God's son with Mary, and Jesus, God, and the Holy Ghost have feelings like you and others do that also exist because of God, and you can talk to Jesus, God, and the Holy Ghost literally all the time and they do talk back to you and outside of prayer also and will be that close to you and talk to them and others that exist like you do all day and night long and you'll never be alone and start talking to Jesus about everything, and your lives will improve and I'm not just saying that it is true and I know from my own personal experiences that Jesus is a friend to all that want to be his friend just like God is Abraham's friend, God is the same way, the Holy Spirit, Also others really do exist God Jesus and the Holy Ghost have made-a variety of angels, animals, plants, people, demons, devil, you, me and more me who God, Jesus and Holy Spirit has made and you only worship Jesus, God, and the Holy Ghost as that how it is suppose to be and Jesus is who allows you to talk to God and anyone(as you are breathing)-John 14:6 just ask Jesus and he let you talk to them. Exodus in the comments to Chapter 24 and goes to 40 to look up the rest-Jesus is King and should be ruling us with God as King and the Holy Ghost everywhere right now instead of people and made up governments. Jesus, God, and the Holy Ghost are my-Laci Lashea Higgins and many more last names in my families only kings and you should understand why you do not want people over you and all should be given back to Jesus God's son to be over/leading as king, ruler, leader over everybody only with God and the Holy Ghost-not people.
#save sick and disabled people#talk to Jesus about everything and your life improves#help others#Holy Spirit#tagar duar reges moshe see translations in these tags#Jesus AS KING and GOD AS KING AND RULE THE WHOLE EARTH#HEAVEN AND ALL instead of what people have done etc.#Jesus Lord of Lords#jesus my lord and savior#Jesus Christ#Jesus the Messiah#No more price tags on lives#this is not about me but about Jesus#ban psychiatry and psychiatric medication though goes against ones self and wants when forced to take psychiatric medications or treatments#News#breaking news#world news#cease fire now#protect jews#protect christians#protect muslims#God#Not worshipping them but protect Michael his name the angel#Not worshipping them but protect angels and others#The holy spirit the comforter in acts one and two and that many others in day to day lives that love Jesus Christ as their lord and savior.#Do not take Jesus God and the Holy Ghost out anything and all is theirs including you protect them#HEAVEN#EARTH AND MORE#https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CEtFwuYTzo1cjr0aEAsrZxbPTa2mxkLUqxXeypDrcOY/edit?tab=t.0
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amazing how I have all of this peppy energy for errands and tasks, right up until I get to the tasks I Do Not Actually Want To Do. then suddenly all the energy that's kept me going for a solid six hours vanishes like smoke on the wind.
#ME: pleeeeeeeeeease I just need to read two word documents and research some finance stuff!!! it's not hard!!!#MY SELF MOTIVATION; HAVING CONVENIENTLY LOCATED A FOLDING CHAIR SUNGLASSES AND A FRUITY DRINK: nah.#celestial emporium of benevolent knowledge
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Reincarnation Bluesverse + Will Wood lyrics
1.1 & 1.2 (couldn't decide which I liked better so have two of them) & 2
Fic: @reblogincarnation-blues's The Mirrored Heart chapter 1
Song: ... well, better than the alternative
3
Fic: @marypsue's What Friends Are For
Song: BlackBoxWarrior - OKULTRA
4 & 5
Fic: @marypsue's Something Borrowed, Something Blues chapter 17
Song: Mr. Capgras Encounters a Secondhand Vanity: Tulpamancer's Prosopagnosia/Pareidolia (As Direct Result of Trauma to the Fusiform Gyrus)
Kept these very fast and loose to try to break out of a creative slump. Based more off of vibes than silly trivial things like canon and facts and anatomy. None of these should be taken literally or metaphorically or physiologically or radiologically. Twice divorced gray eyesed Ian still lives rent free in my head sorry
#ironically forgot the title of the first chapter of tmh lol#had to take a break from the big project because lineart was driving me insane and i miss colors#been going at a snail's pace sorry#transcendence au#gravity falls au#tau art#ian beale#alcor the dreambender#mira ramachandran#rosa darling#reincarnation blues#the mirrored heart#my art#digital art#was aiming for under an hour each#got around 1.3 hours each good enough#chock full of mistakes but i am not looking anymore! time's up#the way i did these kind of self destructed the documents as i went so i can't really go back and fix the things i want to#these are all like older rb ip in the rb renaissance now#there's so much new stuff!!!!! so exciting so many new things i will maybe draw someday#i just think tdge ian is a silly little goober i would put on a hamster wheel
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In the span of two weeks, I have now encountered so many separate instances both in person and online of people talking about dnp’s body weight…….??????? mostly dan’s, and I don’t want to get into specifics, but the comments have truly run the full gamut, and all I have to say is please stop. no matter what you feel like the tone of what you’re saying is, it isn’t helpful. it isn’t kind. It isn’t productive. It isn’t caring or supportive or celebratory or whatever the fuck. it’s weird and puts bodies in black and white boxes and treats them as though they by default deserve to be under scrutiny and aren’t given leeway to change or evolve without comment and should be held to some singular standard. and yeah it’s especially weird when the comment is explicitly critical, but the “positive” comments about someone’s weight or the comments of comparison don’t land well either. Idk I feel like I’m losing my mind bc I went years not seeing rly any weight talk and all of a sudden it feels like open season?
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#why is this different from aggressively sexualizing them in my writing idk it just IS and if it isn’t sorry let me be a hypocrite about it#but also like. we’re talking about someone with documented self reported issues of self image specific to his weight and body type#pls#dan and phil#me yapping#shouting into the void
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What can I say? They're my favorite.
#twdg#twdg clouis#clouis#twdg clementine#twdg louis#sometimes they creep back into my mind and i'm like 'ah yes' like a crow admiring a pretty stone they found years ago and kept#also thank you pi for the screenshots. i used to have a whole folder full of them but that was when i was doing themed nights#the source for these is me i just have a random document full of dynamics and ship things i enjoy because.....i dunno i like keeping track#and so many of them apply to clouis but there's also an overlap of with clouis and rose/alistair [my warden from origins and alistair] like#alistair's romance route is like an evolved matured and extended version of clouis sksksks gee i wonder if i have a type#look you present me with a character who deflects with humor and isn't taken seriously by the rest of the group and the longer you know the#the more you realize how high they've built a wall around themselves and how *unwell* they really are and how they're not as sunshine#as they present themselves and also they avoid leadership and responsibility until they grow closer with someone who pushes them#and they end stronger and more balanced as a person while finding the affection they've craved#and also there's the daddy issues#present me with that character as a romantic option and i'm in no questions asked okay i don't want the mean broody one that's meh to me#i want the one that has every reason to be broody but chooses not to be because they have a completely different defense mechanism#and a warped sense of themselves and self-esteem issues they leave unaddressed until forced to face them#i'm just saying i'm aware that i have a type i'm always going to gravitate toward clouis nearly checks all the boxes#also the lack of clouis these days? my crops are thirsty and i have too many ongoing projects to do anything about it other than this sksks#so until i make time to finish my long ass louis/clouis analysis this is the best i can provide for now
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you guys didn't burn me at stake so I decided to draw me and the 1984 Apple Macintosh
pose reference used under cut :]

that woman gets me
and thank u Wasabi, Bread, and Jade for da kind words. I didn't know what to say in response so just pretend that I gave you a head pat
#could've been better but I'm tired lol#I sadly don't own one of these yet irl :'[#but fantasizing is still fun#I like calling her Pie. the name just sounds cute#objectum#technum#had to get those two out of the way#and is this considered self shipping?#prolly idk#self shipping#uhh... Lets see what else#If anyone is still reading this here's a fun fact#the freckle above my lip and on my hand are intentionally places there#cuz I yk have em there irl#would've don't more but I didn't feel like documenting every one :/#art#Digital art#artists on tumblr#1984 apple macintosh
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recent stims I've adapted:
"ar rar rar rar"
a single-handed flap, more of just an aggressive hand shake
a very stereotypical "aaaa-haah-haaah-haaah" accented laugh for whenever i make fun of people in a /j way
"I'm normal"
singing ... hairspray ... ("GOOD MORNING BAAAALTIMORE!!!" is a frequent vocal of mine)
quoting teen beach movie
the eagle screech (but very quiet)
aggressively grabbing at the air whenever i get excited
bee movie quotes...
finger drumming the beginning of enter sandman
sticking out my tongue when I'm laughing?? dunno why
#I'm documenting these for my own sake#because i keep going “ar rar rar rar” on the phone at random#anyways#rambling to self#stims
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I think my favourite thing about this sequence is Ketheric using fancy scroll paper, and also signing his own full name and title while refusing to use Gortash's. Power moves.
(I think he just calls himself "Ketheric" in the other notes to Gortash! But he does call himself "General Ketheric Thorm" in notes to underlings like Balthazar.)
#enver gortash#ketheric thorm#bg3#bg3 spoilers#...you can tell where I'm at in my replay based on what little bits of lore I'm documenting for myself#I'm also curious if there's a more vitriolic letter (the 'more to say about this when time allows') that just isn't in-game#or he's really bristling at being ordered at like an underling I guess!#note to self: don't call ketheric 'K'
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Do y'all ever see a post that just like. Haunts you forever? And which consistently comes back up when you're trying to get to sleep
Anyways, if you do comms the whole "2+ characters in a single piece costs less than if they were bought as separate commissions" thing Isn't supposed to be a buy one get one x% off type situation.
Your commission prices should be accounting for the time you spend communicating with the client, the time you spend on file storage and prep, and the time it takes to properly document your communications and the transaction. Those things all take time and it Really adds up when you do enough comms. And the time they take? doesn't usually change much based on the number of characters.
That's why the second, third, etc, character can cost less. Not because you're giving a discount. Right. Right? Y'all aren't cutting yourself a bad deal, right? You're Not paying yourself less than an exploitative boss would pay you for that time and skilled labor, right?
#like for me managing the backend and communication stuff is usually a full hour of work#also im grabbing you by the shoulders. You are documenting everything right? You are making sure that a client deleting something#doesn't delete proof of them approving the comm right? You are making sure your Is are dotted and your Ts crossed when it comes to#keeping track of your invoices and income for when its tax time right?#if you're in the US if you make more than 400$ you need to be filling taxes as a self employed individual.#Please .... dont commit tax fraud governments hate it when you do that and you Will get caught. Thats how they got al capone.#you are not better than al Capone at tax fraud.#its just math. the auditing system already knows. You will get fined.
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