#self h*rm

[cirnocube]

I wish sh was normal so I could do it and nobody would question or care if they saw it

[intr1gu3d]

tw ed, sh, si

i don’t want to be Lia. i don’t want red ladders or a bone corset; but part of me always will. i want white ladders, but i don’t want to make the red ones first. i want collarbones, but i don’t want to lie for them. i want to be institutionalised, but i don’t want to tell them. i want to jump, but i don’t want to stop breathing. i want to swallow them all, but i don’t want to drink the souls of the artists. i want to be dead, but i want to watch them know i’m gone. i don’t want to pull a disappearing act, but i don’t see anyone in the future playing dress-ups with my skin.

[lydiamakesmoonboards]

Tw s3lf h4rm meme:

me: *cvts legs where nobody can see and purposefully conceals cvts so no one sees*

also me: damn I’m faking it for attention I need to stop wow I’m a piece of shit I should go cvt my self in secret for that bc I’m only doing it for attention and I’m faking it also imma go write a book of excuses to tell if anyone ever sees the cvts damn.

Anyway here’s the moonboard:

[rabiesriddenkittie]

Sorry for the happy rant but I’m feeling a lot of emotions rn

It feels so good to be LIVING and not just surviving, it’s been three years since I started to develop serious depressive episodes, and just recently have things been looking up for me. This is the first summer in so long that I can live to the fullest. I just can’t believe that?!

If you were like me, please remember. Things will be tough and life will be hard, that’s all apart of it. Things get better, from experience. I was suicidal at one point and I thought it would be like that forever, yes, it took years. But that time will pass anyways. Please never think things won’t get better, they always do, and if they don’t, then it’s not the end!

[lonelybdaycake]

Me taking care of my stupid cuts cause maybe i exaggerated this time and i know if i dont i may ruin even more my WHITE SHEETS.

Worst part is while cleaning and bandaging my leg i wanted to fucking sh again, lololol.

Thats it, i cant wear a bikini anymore.

I really fucked up this time and i still want more.

[bunnyscrz]

my self harm addiction is getting out of hand or i should say has got out of hand. either way it’s fun and sort of comforting?? to bleed all over the place, to watch the white line turn to red & to even see the inside of your arm. bleeding so much your blood gets so thick it turns into blood clots…. taking pills too. getting that drugged up sleeping feeling is so comforting to me. i love taking pills to be so out of it. on the verge of death is so comforting because all in the mist of everything you realize nothing matters.

[ihochyctobtiymet]

[cirnocube]

I got so used to sh it doesn’t even hurt anymore 😭😭

[lydiamakesmoonboards]

moon board

[lostmf]

[3ddp0ny]

Is somebody gonna match my freak? (Double suicide)

[injuredsoullessfrog]

[piercetheaspenn]

I don’t struggle with sh, I’m very good at it actually

[tavania777]

the moment sh goes from punishment to reward, you're cooked

[lilysofthevalleys]

[cirnocube]

I feel so guilty for cutting sometimes since people have it worse

like people are dying from war and I’m here in my bedroom slitting my arm becuz of a minor inconvenience 😭😭