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actually get why people blocked me it really makes it all more peaceful🙏
#even the ones i've never interacted with. i trust your judgement guys#i actually can tell when i'm annoying but i don't have enough followers to feel like i should stop myself from being annoying#like it's just me and the jackietaylcrsers...#anyway#don't have oomf in law blabbing in my ear 24/7 anymore cristiano ronaldo crying on the field gif#i filtered her url a few days before blocking her but i could still feel her presence#since she was still yk. there#i sound like blocking ME makes it more peaceful and i haven't blocked myself#and like i say: brf slt
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#911#911edit#buddie#buddieedit#911 fox#911 abc#911 on fox#evanbuckleyedit#eddiediazedit#my edit#otp: you don't need to pretend with me#1k#honestly ive been thinking about this since the lightning#because yes eddie had no idea the tsunami was gonna happen and the same way it wasnt Bucks fault it wasnt eddie#but this is the guy that asked for a sign about what to do about his wife and she died#then he tried to force his best friend to do something he wasnt ready for and he almost died too#and yes therapy eddie is better with his own feelings but i wonder if it crossed his mind#because maddie probably tried to get him into the keep buck distracted rotation#and he said no probably because he knew buck could need a place to escape to#but still#it could've crossed his mind the consequences of the last time he didnt give buck time#the tsunami the lawsuit all that yk#i dont know i just want to put the thought somewhere#it makes sense that eddie would wait him out after the previous moments with buck and death#anyway#yeah#evan buckley#eddie diaz
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when i say “sad boy/girl hours” i mean i’m thinking about alia atreides at sixteen fucking years old saying,
“i wish i could burn this thing out of me…but i’m sister to an emperor who is worshipped as a god. people fear me. i never wanted to be feared. i don’t want to be part of history; i just want to be loved. and love.”
#sixteen is an estimate#but yk#this alone is proof enough that she did have a sense of self#but she felt her true self slowly slipping away#and thus we have cod alia#who still has herself#but she is wrapped in the identity of Being An Abomination#and can’t recognize that she can be her own person#or ask for help#because no one has given her that chance#not since paul left#dune#alia atreides#saint alia#st alia of the knife#dune fandom#paul atreides#dune part two#dune part 2
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i would certainly do them a favour and i would certainly die for them
#be kind to me i beg i havnt drawn in a while#caption was /ref btw if it isnt obvious#but still real#i hav a feeling this does not look how i see it atm#because i hav not looked away since i started it a few hours ago and yk#but still#zombiecleo#hermitcraft#trafficblr#life series#zombiecleo fanart#hermitblr#shes gotta win a series at some point right#i just think they deserve it#my art
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Hi kinda obsessed with this dormswap au by @r0d30-brqt so i drew my fav dorm there omg
(Yes they all have matching hair clips)
#i will popularize he/she kalim#idk since dorms are based on their personality and traits i think there woild be some differences in their manners mindsets too#not that different#but like easy goong and chill kalim but still cheerful yk#like aoi from hanako kun lol#twst#twisted wonderland#kalim al asim#sebek zigvolt#idia shroud#twst fanart
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and so begins the making of christmas presents
#its the mooooost stree-essful tiiiimeeee of the yeaaarrrrrrrr#ive found good small projects that will suffice#thankfully i only have five people to crochet for!#and my grampas lap blanket is mostly done!#im keeping it shrimple <3#man crocheting has made christmas so much easier#less expensive less stressful. still stressful but at least i dont have to find something to buy#plus handmade things have the added factor of 'i made this with my own two hands. it took time'#so people are more inclined to like what you made them no matter how simple it is!#an 'i made this for you' automatically holds more weight than 'i bought this for you'#absolutely unprompted#im actually excited to make some of these! new stuff to try!#and ofc ill be proud of what i make which is always fun. the delight of making things for people... and them Receiving it... yes....#its like making a cake for someone but more permanent#my stepdad's getting a stocking for the dog he wants#for his - and i quote - lovey cuddle buddy#i expect that on christmas morn next year the stocking will be full of dog treats and a kong ball#my mother is getting a bandana in bright colors that suit nothing she wears#since she's keeping her hair long again. also shes insecure about gray hairs so yk fine here's somethin to cover them up with#and my two homies... my breadslices... well! i shant say!#well. one of them knows what theyre getting but hush lets pretend you dont. bc i know youre reading this rn
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how do you know the difference between a huge anxiety attack and a panic attack?
#i think i had a panic attack yesterday but idk......#god it felt so awful and it went on for like 3 hours#but i also had like a hundred things going on so idk if it was like the accumulation of everything or if it was really a panic attack yk#i was at the fair with my family waiting for my best friend to arrive bc i was going to hang out with her#and yk it's a place full of people and we were standing right next to a huge speaker hearing a man talk#and also each place in the fair has different music playing super loud and you can hear all of them at the same time (+ the flashing lights#all that causes me anxiety every since i was little (even if i didn't know it was anxiety back then)#so i *knew* i was going to have the greatest time and i didn't really want to go there in the first place#but even with that i wasn't really haven't a bad time (yet)#we were just stading there and i was waiting for my friend to call me so we could go somewhere else#she called me to tell me she was coming and right when i hung up the phone i felt a really strong pang on my belly#and idk at first i thought it was period cramps but it was weird bc my period had actually stopped that same morning#also i had taken a painkiller right before going there bc all that i mentioned earlier also gives me migraines so there's that too#so yeah the pangs kept getting stronger and it hurt so fucking bad to the point my legs started trembeling#my vision blured and every sound around me seemed to almost fade away#there wasn't any place i could sit down so i gad to cling to my dad and he had to hold me so i didn't fall to the ground#i think i almost (?) fainted in his arms too#after a while the dizzines went away and my dad went to get me smth to drink and i mostly got my hearing and vision back to normal#all that was like 10 minutes max but then the pangs kept hitting every minute or so for the next 3 hours#we found a place to sit and find smth to eat but i couldn't eat anything without wanting to throw up#my legs wouldn't stop shaking like fucking crazy and i kept going from feeling like i was freezing to sweating from how hot i felt#idk i've had smth like this (w/o the pangs) happen to me before a bunch of times but never That strong and it usually lasted 5-10min max#we ended up having to go home and i had to take some more painkillers and my sleeping pills to be able to calm down a little#i'm pretty sure i fell asleep from exhaustion after everything and i'm still feeling a bit weird after almost 24 hours since it happened#anyways. the thing is idk if all that was caused bc of my anxiety#or if it was smth completely unrelated and i just had such a bad tummy ache that it made me feel bad enough to cause All That yknow#i think it felt pretty much like how i've heard people describe a panic attack but again i'm not sure#yeah.........#maca speaks
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wait. random idea. Pathetic(blame candy) muzan & kokushibo are exes from Centuries ago and he has Complaints hed like to talk about w him but all hes getting to now is Nakime. hes so sick of his bullshit and just enduring it and goes to kagaya like 'i have to kill kibutsuji. ill help you kill him & the other upper moons just PLEASE im so sick of this shit. i need to kill him' 'well you arent killing me so ill give you the benefit of doubt-'
since they broke up he's hacked at the curse to the point he can snap it Whenever without muzan noticing, he finally did so & went to kagaya bc he can Feel shit's gonna pick up soon. he has his memories but he Ignores Them bc hes ashamed and kinda projecting it onto muzan. he has to kill muzan to kill his shame kinda fucked up coping mechanism yk?
the hashira try to kill him On Sight together but he calmly deflects everything while explaining hes working with them to kill kibutsuji. reluctant acceptance with the note from kagaya giving him a pass. most of them fully believe its a trap tho.
koku seeing tanjiro & his earrings and starting to approach, giyuu already has his blade lodged in his neck as a warning/threat & tanjiro staring at him in shock like 'HUH?? THE MAN FROM MY DREAMS?? HES A DEMON NOW? WAIT WHATS HE DOING HERE-'
#allied kokushibo au#he gets to have a conversation w tanjiro (giyuu watching like a fucking hawk) about his brother & sun breathing and all that- nezuko and her#conquering the sun- koku agreeing that of any demon she deserves to have the sun's blessing. not fuckin *muzan*. he'll want his grubby#little hands on her as soon as he finds out. You. practice sun breathing Right Now you have to be Ready for this.#kokushibo#tsugikuni michikatsu#kny spoilers#<probably need to add that since this is like Entirely surrounding the final few arcs#he talks to tomayo&yushiro and shinobu and gets in on their plans. maybe stop shinobu from her suicide attempt & deals with douma himself#leaves more than just tanjiro and giyuu to fight akaza#i dont remember how kaigaku's goes isnt zenitsu the only one? if so he can keep that thats his atonement whatever for jigoro#nakime however is going to have much more of a Time defending against like 4 hashira at once#yadda yadda less casualties happier ending. koku not knowing what the fuck to do now. stop the need to Eat People to live obviously but what#the fuck. he still hates himself. all the tereible shit hes done and for What. does he kill himself? walking into the sun seems like a good#way to go. fitting yk? but if he becomes fully human like nezuko did what the fuck does he Do. just. Live? after all the shit he did? no..#cool at the beginning but the ending has many questions#i do think he'd want to kill himself but i also think he'd be scared to see his brother in the afterlife. in canon it feels like a spur of#the moment Explode Yourself bc the emotions were overwhelming in the moment#or maybe its been way too long since ive read the manga and this shits ALL out of character#whatever it was funnie at first but then i put too much thought into it#def wanna see somethn with him & tanjiro talking about how theyre connected#kny manga spoilers
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shes very close to my heart still
#scribbles#dream daddy#dream daddy a dad dating simulator#ddadds#mary christiansen#i tried my best but auh anatomy here still feels really wonky. but still#its been very long since iv drawn her and she is still close to my heart now as she was in 2019.#i consider mary like... THE ollie comfort character that hasnt really come and gone like my other fandoms have#like - alana for instance was a cc of mine when i was insanely hyperfixated on deh but largely just for that time period#i dont get that same immense joy from her i did in that time period. yk. mary though through thick and thin#will always be one of my fav chars everrrr. loev her so much...
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there r fics that make u insane (so amazingly good it’s removed ur sanity) and then there’s fics that make u insane (you need to fistfight the author for how they did a specific thing that caused u to rant for hours)
#i know i just posted that other thing but ffs that is NOT how u handle someone in that situation everyone involved made everything 10x worse#yet it’s being treated like the right thing to do (which again ofc they’re cops they don’t understand harm reduction but still) like#seriously everything’s so forceful like u seriously think forcing ur friend to talk to u or forcing a patient to talk to a therapist under#the threat of being admitted to a psychiatric hospital is gonna make her feel comfortable talking to u? or anyone? she’s just gonna trust u#less and get better at hiding it and speaking of which the taking away all sharp objects thing makes sense in theory but like think abt it#for a minute she confirmed she isn’t suicidal and this is her only way of coping so do not just forcibly take away all her coping mechanism#like yes she is hurting herself but it’s a COPING MECHANISM. she’s coping with something. help her with that don’t just take away her penci#sharpers or whatever (which btw since she’s an adult she could easily buy more stuff and yk learn to hide it better) which again has to be#voluntary it isn’t gonna work if u force someone to do smthn they don’t want to like as ur friend u could’ve made it clear u care abt her#and wouldn’t judge her for anything and r here if she wants to talk don’t just say “you have to talk to me” and casually threaten#hospitalisation when she isn’t ready in the moment like seriously if this wasn’t a badly written fanfic she would completely stop trusting#bcz given that this wasn’t even done out of panic i would like ffs u are NOT doing any of this right#oops sorry ranted abt the bad fic in my tags-#it’s not where the author’ll see it and know it’s about them i don’t feel bad abt it#this was my first time even looking at stuff for this fandom so#cw self harm in tags#idk if i need to tag anything else for that 😭#fanfic#ao3#ryan shut the fuck up
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Experiment 21 is so fun and wholesome. no one dies <3
#ii#inanimate insanity#ii lightbulb#ii fan#my draws#experiment 21#this is a joke#do not come for me#i love fan sm#hes so silly#i dont know if the glassbreaks make since for lb#does she still have them after shes revived?#fans paper also probably isnt green anymore but who well#does this count as fantube?#im not going to actually tag it because its not actually but yk#osc 🤗
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It's him!! The guy with the inconsistent design!!! (I'm bored as fuck)
I'm still not done with the redesign I have no idea what to do with her clothes
#fnafhs#fhs#fnafhs oc#fnafhs loren#yk what I'll just put his eye backstory here cus i fucking forgot to make the post about it#basically you know that scene in nadie me derrumara where Felix gets his shit beaten by creepy shadow guys?#yeah loren was there too. they were going for a walk (at night cus they're stupid) because yeah they wanted to have sibling time#then boom undefined characters attack. their target was mainly Felix so one of them stabbed Loren in the eye to keep her out of the way#the wound was beyond salvation and Loren decided to get the blind eye removed completely#reminder that all that happened when Felix was still in his “jealous big brother” phase and when he ran away with Fede he almost forgot-#loren there.#fede already knew them and loren is still kinda pissed at both of them for having forgotten her.#since then Felix started to be more caring about his sibling#oh yeah and all that happen when she was 12#he's 14 in the present
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goodxnight guys~~~
#completely forgot that there was another lxl interview back from when the [redacted] anime had just finished airing lmao#it’s from the same feature in which the [redacted] anime director outright said that thing about mona lol#(as in: the ‘mona’s a popular character with a fleshed out backstory but she’s just hiyori’s therapist friend in this loloops’ thing)#i was in such an upset disbelief about it at the time that i completely forgot about the lxl interview man… 2k22 sure was *a* year huh#maybe i’ll get to this interview on either wednesday or this weekend… i need to prepare my lxl tling mindset for the album interview lol#(im still unsure if the magazine will ship lmfao it’s been processing for a g e s [read: 3 days] since i bought it lmao)#(either way i think itll only come in earliest by this weekend bc im still waiting for my nghy impulse purchase standees too)#(and even if it does come i wanna tl the kawaikute gomen vol 1 bonus manga first [if it actually arrives])#(women’s wrongs are always top priority yk~~~~?)#(though. haha… i think i’ll have the entire hw manga collection when my next batch of purchases come in… s o b s my storage space—)#(the dolce manga exist as just ebooks in my collection thoughhhh. the dolce manga is p much the perfect mix of crack and tragedy tbh)#(like. there are scenes with girisha and his *girisha-ness* b u t there are also scenes with fuuma and his heartbreaking backstory)#(re-reading my (frankly) bad tl of ‘happy’ (shiina chapter) doesn’t make me happy at all.)#(i should really get round to reworking it these days… like the fonts and such are *atrocious*)#b u t i digress anyway lxl old interview tl (maybe) coming soon this week depending on exhaustion levels sorry for clogging the dash gn guys
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kind of funny how when people discuss adora's flaws and how she harms people around her bc of those flaws, people will say that it's an unfair assessment of her character since most of her worst qualities stem from shadow weaver's manipulation and her abuse. but then refuse to extend even some of the same understanding to catra
#spop#and when it comes to adora. ive never seen anyone genuinely say that they think adoras flaws make her an irredeemable person. etc#like. most of adora analysis focuses on how she hurts ppl since the SHOW is very centered on adoras POV and SHE doesnt rly see her harm.#a lot of this IS bc the show doesnt actually acknowledge her wrongs fr but like. yk what im getting at#wait. also. also. if i may. in adora's case. she escaped! for most of the show she isnt actively being abused (even tho it still harms her)#in CATRAS case tho... well. she IS actively suffering abuse from her abusers for most of the show
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the way proper subs aren't even out for some of y'all and you're already talking sh*t on MDL about whatever decision Gil Chae makes in ep 9 based on the comments of those who watched it without subs......... i can smell the misogyny from here
#tv: my dearest#my dearest#mbc my dearest#namgoong min#nam goong min#ahn eun jin#kdrama#local gay watches My Dearest (and is subsequently f*cked up).txt#local gay watches k-dramas.txt#look i still haven't seen the episode but#wow ok maybe we shouldn't be literally slandering her rn especially since yk. she has to f*cking survive#my concern is the rumors of the ep 10 preview with Ryang Eum THAT is what has my stomach in a knot#if by the way they're talking it's more of an 'oh you're f*cked' thing and not a repeat of the scene in the marketplace with the#dagger attempt then we have to worry. this is My Dearest y'all came in expecting angst and you're mad now. aight#i'm still breaking into their house if anything happens to my gay son in the last ep of part one that does not include#him possibly being the psychiatric patient we saw in the first ep. i can live with that. i can't live with some of the other options#(local gay says as they already open up the notes app and start writing about said preview that they also have not seen)
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Odds on Lucy still wearing/keeping the necklace Tim gave her now that they're broken up? 🥲
#chenford spoilers#the rookie spoilers#I think she'd keep it#since she didnt have a say on their break up#and yk… they still love each other#Tim Bradford#lucy chen
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