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Soapgraves propaganda haven’t you heard
#call of duty#graves cod#cod#cod mwii#cod modern warfare#cod mw2#soap cod#john soap mactavish#soap call of duty#soapgraves#gravesoap#phillip graves#graves#call of duty modern warfare 2
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Day 18
No proper post(don’t have time to digitalize anything because i’m too stressed with school😔)
#phillip graves#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod#cod modern warfare#cod mwii#cod mw2#cod mw3#asks open#soap call of duty#soap cod#john soap mactavish#soapgraves#gravesoap
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au where ghost, gaz and soap are all price's adopted kids and when price finally decided to introduce them to his new boyfriend soap goes ballistic because it turns out to be his very secret older ex - phillip graves who he had nasty break up with and now everyone have to digest two things: that soap apparently had secret older boyfriend and that price apparently had and still has secret younger boyfriend. it's all crack, everyone loses their shit at some point except for nik who is price's very chill ex husband who visits twice a week.
Father's Boyfriend
Fam 141, PriceGraves, past SoapGraves, past PriceNik
TW: Past Abuse, Past Domestic Violence (both are only mentioned a couple times and it doesn’t go into detail)
Ages: Soap- 24, Ghost- 29, Gaz- 26, Price- 56, Graves- 38
(Soap and Graves started dating when Soap was twenty, they broke up after being together for three years)
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They had a suspicion that their father was seeing someone. It's been a few years now since he and their other dad, Nik, split. Though it was peaceful and mutual, John still chose not to date anyone. So when the late night phone calls started, John being more private about his phone in general, they knew something was up.
"He's definitely dating someone," muttered Kyle.
Johnny hummed in thought, stretched out across Simon's couch. They all had their own places but enjoyed hanging out together. Well, Simon was okay with hanging out with the other two on his terms. Those terms included never being at his house, especially when he wasn't there. But that didn't stop them from copying his key and 'breaking in' to chill and hang out.
The jingling of keys and the front door opening before-
"You fucking assholes."
Johnny and Kyle are unfazed by Simon.
"Hey, Si! Do you think Dad is dating someone?"
Simon walks past them to go into the kitchen, "He's on drugs."
"See, that's what I thought but Kyle says he has to be dating someone."
Kyle scoffs, "The fact you two immediately think our beloved father is on drugs- You're both horrible people."
Simon walks into the living room with a bag of crisps, "Thanks I'm trying."
Johnny laughs as Kyle rolls his eyes. Simon gets a handful of salt and vinegar crisps in his mouth before he speaks.
"I mean, he probably is dating someone. He's been a lot happier lately so we should be happy for him for getting back out there."
"He hasn't introduced us yet."
"Probably wants to make sure this guy is a good fit before introducing him to us. I wouldn't take it too personally."
Johnny crawls over to Simon, "You're so wise, big bro."
He grabs the bag of crisps and darts back to where he was sitting. While Simon and Johnny fought over the bag of crisps, Kyle was in deep thought.
"Do you think we know him?"
Johnny gets shoved to the floor, Simon claiming victory as he settles back down with the crisps, "Maybe. Wouldn't put it past him sneaking his new boyfriend around in plain sight."
Soap gets off the floor, "What if it's someone like our old coach?"
Kyle laughs, "He's so not Dad's type!"
Simon was quiet before he shudders, "Uh, no to that. That guy's a creep."
"The mailman?"
"Oh yes, our father fucking the mailman and it turns out he's our actual father. What a cliché."
Kyle snorts, leaning over to try to grab some crisps.
"Dad has a better taste in men than the mailman or our weird coach from when we played football."
Johnny rolls his eyes as Simon holds the bag of crisps away from Kyle. He gets on his phone to scroll and sees an update from an account on Facebook that he thought he had blocked.
His ex was in town.
"Fuck!"
Simon and Kyle turn to look at Johnny, who froze when he realized he had said that out loud. He slowly looks at his brothers, both staring at him in concern and confusion. All he could do was smile before getting up and running to the bathroom. Johnny locks the door, leaning on the sink as he takes a deep breath. He looks back at his phone, scrolling through the man's profile, which had previously been empty after their breakup. He deleted pretty much everything that had Johnny in it and disappeared.
And now he's crawling back out of the woodwork.
Why is he coming here? What reason does he have to come back here if not to talk to Johnny?
"Fuck fuck fuck-"
"Johnny? You good?"
Johnny stiffens, "Uh, fine! Just, uh- Feeling sick!"
"That's what you get for trying to steal my food," Simon joked even though it was obvious he was worried.
"Need anything? Medicine?"
"Antacids would be great."
Thankfully Simon was the type to just not have basic things like Antacids (because he's weird) so one of them would have to go out and get some. Hopefully Simon was the one to go out because Johnny knows if/when he finds out about why Johnny is freaking out he'll be met with judgement. Kyle was more understanding. There was some muttering outside before one of them walked off. Johnny sighs, not sure which left.
"So... are you actually sick or is this about something else?"
Oh good, Kyle stayed.
Johnny cracks the door open, making sure Kyle was alone before he opens it all the way.
"Don't get mad."
Kyle narrows his eyes, "Why would I get mad?"
Johnny fidgets his hands together, "Remember when we said we wouldn't keep secrets from each other?"
Kyle glares, "Yes..."
"Well... I may or may have not, uh, kept a pretty big secret from you."
Kyle pinches the bridge of his nose, a habit the three brothers shared after watching their father do it for so long.
"Fucking hell... Alright, what is it?"
Johnny braces himself for Kyle's reaction.
"My ex is in town..."
Kyle stares, "Ex? Which one?"
"The one I knew you wouldn't have approved of so I never told you about him..."
There was a good bit of silence before Kyle turned and walked back down the hall, not saying a word. Johnny winces, slowly following him. When Kyle goes into the kitchen and grabs Simon's whiskey, Johnny knew that his brother was holding back on saying something potentially hurtful.
"I don't think Si would appreciate you drinking his good stuff."
Kyle glares at Johnny, "I think he would rather me not kill you."
Simon came back around twenty minutes later and immediately notices that Kyle was drinking his booze. He glares at while dropping the bag of medicine on the counter.
"I was saving that for a special occasion."
"Think this qualifies as a 'special occasion'. Right, Johnny?"
Simon turns to Johnny, who was sitting on the couch, trying to appear as small as possible.
"It's not that big of a deal..."
Kyle scoffs, "You dare to say that after what you told me?"
Simon looks between Kyle and Johnny before finally just stopping to look at Johnny.
"What's going on?"
Kyle stares at Johnny, giving him a chance to tell Simon himself. But Johnny didn't, only stumbled over his words while he tried to defend himself from Kyle's judgement. Kyle turns to Simon, taking a sip of whiskey before he speaks.
"Remember when we told each other we would always tell one another about our relationships? You know, the promise we made after you were hospitalized by your shitty ex?"
Simon snaps his head towards Johnny, "Johnny..."
"Oh, and remember when Johnny 'lost' five hundred pounds from our savings?"
"JOHNNY-!"
Johnny throws his hand sup, standing, "Look! I knew you guys weren't going to like him but I did like him! So I held off on telling you guys about him!"
"You stole money for him-!"
"Also went street racing with him, illegal boxing matches, did drugs-"
"It was just weed!"
Simon was so angry about what he was learning that he was unable to speak. He just throws his hands around while strangled sounds escaped from his mouth. Soap genuinely feared for his safety. He's seen what Simon is capable of. But, Simon does nothing. He calms down enough to grab Soap and forces him to sit back on the couch, sitting next to him while he does.
"Johnny... we made that promise for a reason."
Johnny remembers what happened to Simon, what he looked like in that hospital bed, black and blue.
"I know..."
He figured he would never have to come clean about his dirty secret. But here they were, his brothers staring in disappointment and guilt practically drowning him.
"I wasn't worried anything would happen. He did crazy things but he wasn't that kind of person."
"You think I was worried? That shit happened overnight, Johnny."
Kyle sighs, "We're upset because we care, Johnny. You're our baby brother."
"I know... Don't tell Dad."
"Not in a million years. He's been watching me like a hawk since that day. Don't want to put you in the spotlight... Unless you give us a reason to."
"No more secrets, got it?"
"Yea. No more secrets."
Johnny was hoping that would be the end of it. Other than watching his surroundings more and being very careful about where he was and when (matching where his ex's updates told him where he was), things went back to normal. No weirdness from Simon (more than usual) or further questions from Kyle. Nothing. Just plain old normalcy.
That didn't happen. He didn't know what to expect when they were heading to their father's house for a family dinner. He assumed it would be like all the others so he just grabbed some drinks to bring.
"When's the last time we had a family dinner at Dad's?"
Simon hummed as he thought, "Been a good couple months. He's been pretty busy lately."
"Yea, he has been pretty busy," Kyle says in agreement, eyes flickering from the road to Simon.
Johnny, as usual, was in the backseat. It was Kyle's car (he refuses to let anyone drive it) and Simon also gets shotgun (because he will bully Johnny out of it if Johnny doesn't let him have it). So, he sat in the back, stretched out.
"What if he wants us to finally meet his boyfriend?"
Kyle and Simon blink, apparently that hadn't crossed their minds.
"Holy shit-"
"If I don't like him I'm going to fight him."
"Simon-"
They noticed a car parked next to their father's SUV that none of them recognized.
"Oh shit-"
They got out of the car and Kyle ran around and grabbed Simon before he got to the front door.
"Behave."
"I always behave!"
"No, you don't!"
Johnny walks around them, snickering. He looks at the car as he passes it, seeing something faintly familiar inside it on the passenger seat. It was a shirt with a logo on it but he didn't stay long enough to figure out why it was familiar. He didn't want to seem weird by staring into the car of their father's guest. They got to the front door and Simon bangs on the door excessively.
"Dad! Hey Dad? Dad! Father! Father- Hello!?"
Kyle glares at Simon while Johnny laughs, "You're going to be insufferable tonight, aren't you?"
Simon stops and looks at Kyle, not saying a word but the smirk on his face said plenty. The door opens and there stood their father, glaring at Simon with little to no heat.
"You boys don't have to knock."
Simon shrugs, "Don't have to but I wanted to."
John rolls his eyes before pulling Simon into a hug. He grabs Kyle next, squeezing him, before pulling Johnny into a hug.
"Been too long since I've last seen all of my boys in one place."
He ushers them all inside but keeps them in the front parlor. This only confirmed that he had a very special guest over, somewhere else in the house. Also going off of how nervous their father seemed to be helped enforce that. Simon was the one who decided to say something as John took the wine that Johnny brought.
"Sooo... where is he?"
John freezes and Kyle smacks Simon's shoulder. Johnny could see the panic in John's eyes, something he can't say he's ever seen on his father before.
"Uh-"
"You know, the owner of that shiny, new BMW?"
John takes a deep breath, "Can't hide anything from you. Never could..."
Johnny last heard John say that when Simon uncovered that him and Nik were getting a divorce. Simon has always been good at finding out things, which why it was a miracle that Johnny managed to hide a whole relationship from him. He figured once the money went missing that he would've started snooping.
"Have a seat, boys."
Simon plops down, keeping his eyes on their father. Kyle and Johnny sit on the loveseat, eyes darting between Simon and John. John gave himself a moment to think about what he was going to say before he looked up.
"I've met someone."
"We know."
John narrows his eyes, "How long?"
"Dad... you have been the opposite of subtle."
John snorts, "And here I thought I was doing a good job of keeping quiet."
Kyle makes a error sound which makes Johnny and Simon laugh. John shakes his head before he sighs.
"The... guy I've been with is... a little younger."
The three gasp dramatically, "Dad!"
"It wasn't like I was expecting a relationship to happen!"
Kyle points at John, grabbing his attention, "How young are we talking?"
"He's thirty-eight."
"Wow-"
"I wasn't aiming to start anything with him!"
"How'd you meet him?"
John seemed thankful for Johnny changing the subject, "Met him while out on a company retreat. He was from some firm in the US and they flew out and joined us."
"Ooh! Romance with the enemy?"
"Shadow Co. is freelance. Not exactly our 'enemy'."
Johnny blinks, feeling panic swell up in his chest. Shadow Co.? The guy's age--
Nope! Just a coincidence! There is no way-
"So scandalous~"
"Have you snuck him around us?"
"No, I didn't sneak him around. Didn't really have to since you boys moved out."
Johnny swallows, "What's his name?"
John seems to not notice the shake in Johnny's voice. But Simon and Kyle do, the two turning to look at their brother in concern. John gets up, heading to the hall. He calls for the man who Johnny was praying that didn't turn out to be who he was thinking of.
"Phil! Mind coming in here?"
His heart drops, Johnny feeling lightheaded as he sees his ex come around the corner into the room. He's smiling at John, practical hearts in his eyes. Then he turns and he spots Johnny, those hearts popping as he pales in shock and horror.
"Boys, this is Phillip Graves. My boyfriend."
Simon's eyes widen and he looks to Johnny, jaw dropped. Kyle covers his mouth, cursing as he leans back against the loveseat.
"Johnny? Is there something wrong-"
John notices Phillip's face, the man rubbing his eyes, shaking his head-- Doing everything that he can to change what he was seeing. Finally, Phillip stops, turning to John.
"That's- He's your son!?"
John stares into Phillip's eyes before horror comes across his face, "You-You said your ex was Johnny MacTavish!"
Simon practically screams, "YOU USED A DIFFERENT NAME!?"
"JOHNNY!"
Phillip, unable to say anything else, turns and walks out of the room. John leans on the wall, taking several deep breaths in a attempt to calm himself down. Johnny was full-blown panicking at this point, unsure what the hell is going on.
"This is a joke- A prank! He's not your boyfriend!"
"You dated a man fourteen years older than you!? When did this happen!?"
John looks between Kyle and Simon, "Did you two know about this!?"
"Only recently."
John gaps, throwing his hands in the air, "Fucking hell!"
Johnny was borderline hyperventilating. At least he thinks he is, he's never panicked like this before. Johnny felt his vision start to go black.
"Johnny- Breathe. Easy-"
He felt Kyle hold onto him. Johnny was unable to say anything or see anything due to his blurry vision-- Which added onto his panic. Kyle coached him through his panic attack (he wasn't sure if that was one or not, he's never had one before), helping him regain his ability to breathe. His brother rubbed his back as he slowly calmed down, now able to see again.
"Where's Dad and Simon?"
"Si stepped out with Dad. He wasn't processing this well, either."
Johnny let's out a shaky breath. They sit there in silence before Kyle finally speaks.
"This... is a lot... God, feel like we're on some drama TV show."
Johnny laughs at that, unsure of what to do. This did feel like the plot of some low budget soap opera.
Some god is laughing their ass off right now...
Kyle stands, Johnny turning to look at him.
"I'm going to go check on Phillip."
"You are?"
"This has to be as much of a nightmare to him as it is to you."
"Right..."
"I'll be... somewhere. Don't know where he went. Call me if you need something."
Kyle leaves and Johnny was alone. He puts his head in his hands, cursing at his shit luck. He was beyond shocked by how something like this could happen. His father is dating his ex.
"Oh my god..."
Someone walks into the room and he braced himself. He looks up to see his father standing there, clearly processing this as well as him. Simon was standing in the doorway.
"I'm going to grab a beer. God this is some wacky shit-"
With that, he left. John sighs and walks over to the couch and sits. He rests his arms on his knees, staring intently ahead of him. He clearly wanted to say something but couldn't figure out how to say it. Johnny swallows, never in his life did he think he would end up in a situation like this. They sat there in uncomfortable silence before Johnny finally couldn't take it anymore.
"So... how did you, uh, get with him?"
John turns and stares at his son, blinking, "Are you asking me when I hooked up with Phil?"
Johnny cringes, "No! I meant like, when did you two start going out? How did you get with him?"
"You act like he's a bad guy."
"He's not! He-He's just- UGH!"
Johnny holds his head in his hands, frustrated by his inability to say what he was thinking. John, externally, kept calm.
John sighs, "He told me that his last relationship didn't end well... which was a year ago..."
Johnny slumps against the back of the couch, "Yea... we got into a fight..."
"Phil told me it was because his ex lied to him about something... that something being how old he was."
Johnny winces, "Yea... Kind of told him I was older than what I looked... Even made a whole other Facebook account to trick him into believing me."
John blinks, "You... Johnny-"
Johnny stands, pacing the room, "Look, this is fucking weird as shit, okay. You're dating my ex! How the fuck does something like that happen!? How do you manage to get with my ex- Why didn't he break up with you when you showed pictures of us!? You had to show him pictures of your sons, right!?"
"I-I didn't exactly get around to doing that... I didn't want to scare him off."
Johnny stares hard at his father, "WHAT!?"
"Johnny, he's only nine years older than Simon! I told him about you boys and if he wanted to know more about you guys I would tell him! If he wanted to see pictures I would've shown him! I was following his lead, going the pace he set."
John takes a breath, "This is a very... interesting situation. One I didn't think I would ever be involved in."
Johnny stops by the window of the parlor, looking outside. He tenses when he sees Phillip out there, leaning against his car with Kyle talking to him. They both seemed relatively calm, though Phillip had a cigarette between his lips.
"I don't remember him ever smoking..."
John walks over by the window, "I kind of got him hooked... never did say I was a good influence."
Johnny snorts, "And you wonder why we're all menaces…"
"Hey, it wasn't all me. Your father doesn't exactly have the best track record, either!"
"Does... does Dad know you're dating?"
"He's the one who finally pushed me to getting back out there. Said that I was 'keeping myself miserable'."
"Does he make you happy?"
He already knew the answer to that. They've seen how much happier their father had become since 'sneaking' around with his new boyfriend. More genuine smiles. Deep, hearty laughs (laughing in general had cut back after him and Nik split). He was happy, he acted happy. But Johnny needed to hear him say it.
"Yea... I am happy. Even if this whole situation is weird- If he chooses to stay... I'd still be happy."
Johnny didn't even think about Phillip possibly leaving his dad over this. If he did he couldn't blame him. Johnny could see fear and sadness cloud over John as he watched Phillip through the window. If Phillip left... he'd be sad again.
Johnny steps away from his father, leaving the parlor.
"Johnny? Where are you going?"
"Gonna have a word with Phillip."
Johnny goes outside, Phillip visibly tensing when he saw him. Kyle turns and is surprised to see him.
"Hey, Johnny... Uh, is everything okay?"
Johnny keeps his eyes on Phillip, "Yea... go talk with Dad. And make sure Simon hasn't drank all the beer. I'm definitely going to want one."
Kyle blinks before stepping away, heading back into the house. Phillip avoids eye contact, reaching up and taking the cigarette from his lips.
"When did you start smoking?"
Phillip still isn't looking at him, "Two months ago... kinda started stealing them from John..."
Johnny takes a breath, looking towards the window he and John were staring out of and was glad to see that no one was looking out of it. The tension in the air was suffocating, he couldn't handle having eyes on him.
"Did you know who he was?"
Phillip finally looks at him, "What?"
"Did you know he was my dad?"
"Pff- Fuck no. I've done some weird shit but I've never went out and purposely dated one of my exes' parents!"
Johnny rubs the back of his neck, "Fucking insane shit here..."
Phillip hums in agreement. There was awkward silence, Johnny trying to urge himself to break it and say what he needed to say.
"I'm sorry about what happened."
"Which part? You lying about your age? Stealing shit from your family for me and making me feel indebted to them despite having never met them? What about you using me to get weed or get into illegal fights so you could gamble? Or, is it you lying about who you were? You're not Johnny MacTavish! You're fucking Johnny Price. And, if I had know that, I wouldn't have started fucking your dad!"
Johnny winces, the anger from what happened still very much there. Johnny knows he hurt Phillip. He couldn't argue with it, either.
"Did you tell him all that I did?"
"Parts of it. Didn't feel right bashing some immature kid who fooled me in front of a potential new partner."
"Right-"
"Why'd you come out here?"
"I wanted to apologize..."
Phillip scoffs in response to that.
"And... I wanted to ask if you would stay with my dad."
Phillip blinks before he looks back to Johnny, "What?"
"Look, he's been miserable and lonely since him and our other dad split. Ever since you two started seeing each other he's gotten so happy! Yes, it's fucking weird as hell that you're the guy he's dating, but you're also they guy that makes him so happy. He'll be crushed if you leave."
Phillip looks over Johnny, seeming genuinely surprised by what he had said. Johnny turns his body so he's facing the house rather than facing Phillip. He could feel the man's eyes burning into him, making him feel so small.
"You really care about him..."
"Yea, he's my dad. Been there for me during the roughest points in my life. I want him to be happy."
"And... you think he still wants to be with me after learning about what happened between us?"
"Yea, I do."
Johnny looks back to Phillip.
"You grew up."
"Only been a year."
"Not like that."
"Oh..."
Phillip finishes his cigarette, leaning down and stubbing it into the driveway before he puts the bud in the ashtray in his car. Without saying anything else, he walks past Johnny and goes back to the house. Johnny breathes out, wondering the future would bring them.
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#fam 141#call of duty#cod mwii#modern warfare ii#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#kyle gaz garrick#john price#phillip graves#pricegraves#soapgraves#pricenik#only mentioned tho#ask#thanks for the ask <3#fic#fanfic#dad price#dad john price#also on ao3
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Thinking about SoapGraves because...well, iykyk.
Soap wants to forgive Graves for what he did, for the hurt he caused, but there's the nightmares, the frustration, the scars. Not just physical but emotional and mental scars. They're etched into his skin, he feels them in his bones, his very soul.
Graves can't forget. His conscious and subconscious won't let him. Every night, he fears what's to come, what haunts him. He stares at the slightly burnt photograph of them as he pulls it from his pocket while he's tucked away, hidden. His stomach turns, his heart aches. He misses them. He just can't find the right way to ask for forgiveness.
Ghost wants to make Graves pay, make him hurt the same way Soap does. He's picking up the pieces, holding Soap together as best he can and it hurts. Having to wipe away the tears, watching him break. What he wouldn't give to erase those wretched memories and make new ones.
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the tank fight in mw2 is just two exes (who are still kinda in love with each other) angrily flirting while trying to kill one another.
(+ rodolfo watching and losing his damn mind because that is not how you solve relationship issues...)
#cod#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#cod mw#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod mw2#john soap mactavish#phillip graves#gravesoap#soapgraves#rodolfo parra
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Here's a snippet of my Soap x graves star wars Au for may the 4th!
Two young crechemates run through the halls of the Jedi temple laughing as they escape from their creche masters; the duo were inseparable, two bright, blazing presences in the Force.
The older one, a newly selected padawan named Phillip, was a kind boy, always helping the younger, a boy nicknamed Soap for how organized he was. With his lightsaber form, his force techniques.
Every Jedi knew that the two were enamored with each other, so out of loyalty to his friend, And Phillip. Out of a fascination and a deep want to guide himself and the younger to greatness.
But the war against the separatists looms ever closer, and a call for arms would tear the two away from each other. One of them would continue to grow in the temple, waiting cycle after cycle for the other to return.
John soap Mactavish waited until his eyes were dry from crying, as his hands trembled, clutching the fabric of his dead friend's robes recovered from the battle of Geonosis.
But he did not let the tears that were brewing in his eyes fall. For there is no emotion, there is peace. No ignorance, only knowledge. No passion, only serenity. No chaos, only harmony. And no death, for there is only the force.
But months later John learns some news that almost breaks him. Phillip was dead, and in his place stood Darth Graves.
#phillip graves#john soap mactavish#cod fanfic#star wars au#sw au#soapgraves#i haven't finished it even tho i planned to release the full thing today.#gotta love when school fucks shit up
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I didn't like this drawing, the position was all wrong, but since I'm too lazy to redo it when I'm halfway through, I'll just leave it this way! 💖✨
#john soap mactavish#soap cod#ghoap#ghost soap#my art#simon ghost riley#art#call of duty#fanart#ghost cod#ghost call of duty#johnny soap mactavish#soap mactavish#soapghost#cod art#141#cod#cod modern warfare#cod mw2#call of duty modern warfare#soap art#soap#ghost art#phillip graves#soapgraves#gravesoap#graves cod
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just wanna say i absolutely ADORE ur art and that one soapgraves thing u drew lives in my head forever. okay bye (i run away and immediately fall flat on my face)

THANK YOU SOOOO MUCHHH FOR ALL OF UR SUPPORT🥹
Here’s a tiny soap graves doodle 4 u!!!1! :3
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Would people crucify me if I said I really love Graves/Soap as a ship?
Like, there's so much angst you could do with it. Graves cares so deeply about his shadows, and what if he and Johnny started dating, what if Johnny became an honorary shadow. He becomes one of Graves' boys and Graves genuinely loves him. Sure maybe the relationship started as a way to get intel, a way to ingratiate Graves with the 141, to get deeper in their ranks. But somewhere along the lines he genuinely falls in love.
Johnny was patient and kind and clever, and pushed when he needed to, when helping Graves unpack his internalised homophobia. Johnny was raised catholic but had very much unpacked the bad shit that had left him with. He still considered himself Catholic, but he didn't practice it the way most people did. His catholicism was a kind of folk catholicism. Graves was raised southern baptist and only thought he was past what being raised that way had taught him because he didn't go to church anymore.
He still shakes like an abused dog the first time Soap kisses him.
Soap doesn't mind, though, he gets it, he was the same way the first time he ever kissed another man. He knows how to comfort Graves, he knows how to help him wrap his head around it and he refuses to let Graves push himself too far too fast in an attempt to save face in front of Soap.
Because the differences in their ages gets to Graves a bit too. Johnny's young, he's happy, he's confident in himself and his relationships and sexuality, and Graves is just past 40, but somehow he is the one stumbling through and messing everything up like he's thirteen and just kissed a girl behind the chapel for the first time after skipping Sunday school. Graves hates feeling so out of his depth. It should be the other way round! He's the older one of the two of them, he should be the one who knows what he's doing, the one with experience guiding Johnny through it... But he isnt.
Johnny's already unpacked his religious trauma and guilt while Graves just let it sit and simmer.
Johnny never makes him feel stupid, though. He never judges the stupid questions Graves asks, never makes fun of him for trying something and having it just not work out the way he thought it would.
Johnny makes him feel well and truly loved and appreciated.
Graves almost forgets why they got into a relationship in the first place, until he gets the order that they're going to be moving forwards with the mission, setting the next phase in motion within the month.
It feels like the floor got ripped out from under him. Graves spends the first day after getting the news in shock as he realises what he's going to have to do, then he spends the second day trying desperately to figure out a way to get around this. A way to make sure Soap doesn't get hurt. A way to make sure Soap doesn't realise Graves has been silently betraying him and the 141 from the start.
A way to make sure he doesn't lose Soap in any sense of the word.
He knows it's not possible to keep the 141 from finding out, and it's not possible to make sure Soap doesn't get hurt unless he can get Soap to switch sides.
So he starts planting the seeds, trying to subtly influence Soaps feelings, his loyalties, so that when the time comes he can hold his hand out and ask Soap to come with him, and he will.
He gets to that time, though, he holds his hand out, and Soap refuses.
Graves' whole plan, the future he let himself think they could have together, falls apart right then and there, and he can't do anything but order his Shadow's to do what they'd already been briefed to do. He can't do anything but watch them hunt Soap down, hoping to the god that Soap had helped him believe in, the real god, the good and kind and just god who loved all of his children including the queer ones, that no one would catch Soap, that he'd get away.
#thank you to my lovely boyfriend for giving me some of the ideas in this#minific#fishermine#call of duty#john soap mactavish#cod fic#cod fanfic#philip graves#cod graves#graves/soap#graves X soap#cod modern warfare#modern warfare#cod mw2#cod mwii#call of duty fanfic#gravesoap#soapgraves
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a concerning amount of you are not on soapgraves and it saddens me. I love soapgraves. I love them. pls guys. they kiss........... pls.
headcanons below the cut. cringe and possibly ooc warning but who even friggin cares
graves is clingy and touch starved (have you seen how much he's made physical contact with people. especially his shadows. he's a big physical touch language guy)
soap loves words of affirmation and verbal affection guy. always saying an 'I love you' looking into graves' eyes. kissing graves' scarred knuckles and telling him how beautiful he is. he loves physical touch too, just not as much as graves haha
graves likes staying inside. he likes cooking together, movie marathons, binging tv shows, cuddling in bed late at night and telling each other their deepest secrets. loves looking into soap's eyes and finding the other half of his soul there yk?
soap is a planning out cute or romantic dates kind of guy. he plans out cute picnics or roller skating dates but sometimes he just wants to go out to a nice fancy restaurant to treat the both of them...
graves loving passionately and almost desperately, as if he's afraid to let go, out of fear he'll wake up with nothing to hold again. johnny'll wake up in the middle of the night to go grab a snacky and graves is following behind quietly standing in the doorframe wether Johnny notices or not. (and when he doesn't and turns to return and sees graves standing there looking like he's about to tell him he threw up is funny but it also freaks him out. how is he so quiet??)
soap loves gently and slowly. less desperate but just as afraid to let go out of that fear. people talk about soap being a family guy and having a huge family to return to in the au's where he survives but I'm a firm believer in familyless soap. why else would 141 scatter his ashes, rather than at least send some back to his family and scatter their half? why else would he try so desperately as a teen to join the military? soap is a man with nothing to lose and everything to gain. or, at least, he was. Now that he has graves, he has something to lose, and that scares him, just a bit. he could love him wildly and desperately out of that fear, but I think Johnny chooses to savor having him rather than desperately pull him impossibly closer.
that's my yap for now. hit the follow button for more
#soapgraves#gravessoap#soap x graves#john soap mactavish#phillip graves#commander phillip graves#they mean everything to me#I love them so much#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#cod#cod mw#their ship name is gravecleaning
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Soap:"sometimes I have a moment of clarity and think "holy shit a guy I kissed behind a dumpster gunned me down. What the fuck." And I don't like that."
Therapist:"maybe we should talk more about that."
Soap:"what? No? I'm here for you to hypnotize me or something."
Therapist:
#call of duty#cod mw2#call of duty modern warfare#john soap mactavish#incorrect quotes#incorrect cod quotes#soap mactavish#graves cod#graves call of duty#cod graves#phillip graves#soap#soapgraves#gravessoap#graves/soap#soap/graves
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#art#call of duty modern warfare 2#soap call of duty#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare#gravesoap#graves cod#phillip graves#john soap mactavish#soap mactavish#soapgraves#soap cod#soap mw2
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soapgraves... gravesoap mayhaps... themn.....
Day 9
#call of duty#phillip graves#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod#cod modern warfare#cod mwii#asks open#cod mw2#soapgraves#gravesoap#i LOVE soapgraves#my shaylas#soap cod#john soap mactavish#soap call of duty
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One of my friends gave me this idea and I am going feral for it:
Werewolf!Graves and Priest!Soap.
Do with this what you will
#maned ‘boose posts#maned ‘boose cod#soap cod#john soap mactavish#phillip graves#graves cod#soapgraves#maned ‘boose fagposting
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could i get soap mactavish and phillip graves from cod modern warfare 2 together. gilbert baker pride flag in the background. please and thank you
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