#someone’s TikTok awakened something in me

[eddies-house]

something something an au where reader sees Eddie and it’s instantly lover playing in the background something something like that moment in the summer I turned pretty where she sees Conrad in the first episode

[burstinn]

THE EVERY GAY MANS DREAM READER

TALL, BUFF, BIG BOOBS AND ASS everything

Can't find no good pic for this so..

This post includes:Ghost, Graves, Price, Soap, Nikto, Riptide, Krueger, Konig, Alejandro, Rudy, Gaz, Horangi, Makarov, Velikan, Keegan, Roach. In that order

Yes I wrote all those, yes because I haven't written in a while

Notes:

- NSFW and SFW (Bottom male and top male reader mentioned)

-since y'all like the big buff n' tall male reader, made him bigger and taller basically mixed everything I wrote about male reader, tall, big buff, big cake, big boobs it's like a package in one this will probably be the last of this type of reader since running out ideas. It was hard making original headcanons 💔💔.

-Omg I haven't written in a while so like this might get idk boring?

- Yes again headcanons,you're favs

- strictly MALE READER not Gn rn

- readers age is ambiguous but if you can't think and want an age for reader my thinking is somewhere near late 30s or early 40s

- Some of the HCS have where y'all ain't in a relationship some HCS have y'all r in a relationship

- these headcanons definitely are mischaracterized but let me pretend for a bit 💔💔

- Tiktok got to me now I have brainrot language, so Trigger warning wooohh braiinroot

- can't believe this post was long enough to make my phone lag just a lil bit

- When he first saw you of course he was 😦😧😮

GHOST

- Like okay overkill, like you're taller, buffer and probably have a huger cock??? (Something he can investigate.. For purposes..)

Like you also got smoobs?? A plumpy ass??

Like save some for the rest Jesus 😒😒

- Nonstop staring secretly ofc, You be like in a room then you feel someone staring just to see Ghost somewhere in the corner of the room. You can't tell if he's staring or not but being that you are in an empty room.. Yknow it's kind of obv--

- BUT if you are not in an empty room you will not shake off the staring I mean holy shit look at you like 😨😨🍑✋

- You can literally hear him breathing heavily under his mask like how can he control himself when HE a person who is supposed to be looked up to literally and figuratively now has to look up at YOU?? do you know what does to a person??

-That's right it makes them freaky..

-Probably jerks off to you too

- I mean who doesn't want to get railed by a 7 ft tall man? Especially ESPECIALLY when you've been the supposed dominant person your whole life??

- OMG immediately Cumming to the thought

- I mean he won't mind topping you it also drives his own ego seeing a dominant man get absolutely wrecked, imagine the begging and whining

- plus he won't mind being the person who feels protected not always doing the protecting like 💔💔 he wants to feel protected too 😞

GRAVES

- Immediate gay awakening

- thinks making his western accent more prominent would make you think he sounds more hot

- Will dress up as a cowboy and will will ask (beg) you to do it as well

- because you know.. Hat thing.. Riding.. Graves grabs your hat puts it on his head or Graves grabs his hat puts it on your head, either way one of you is riding something and it ain't a horse

- because of the amazing quote on who ever came up w/ that is "save a horse ride a cowboy"

- Graves is obviously the type of guy to look at your ass and whistle maybe slap it, nah definitely slap it

PRICE

- He thinks of you like a bear

- like You're soo- big and cuddly? Definitely intimidating

- I mean you're near the same age bracket so it's not bad to have some.. Thoughts right?

- You're definitely hairy underneath or not but pls be he wants pubes to tickle his nose

- if you don't have a beard for reader then he would KILL to see have a beard like aughh perfect bear look, if you have a beard immediately cumming(/j) or (not /j)

- Like imagine you and price who are basically like bears like parent bears and and you the other 141 boys are like your children 🥺🥺

SOAP

- DEFINITELY became more gayer

- errrmmm.. Like his eyes are BASICALLY near like chest height

- bumping into you and his face touches your chest like omgg.. Such an accident 💔💔

- Obviously flirting about going to pound town

- like imagine You and Him? In a relationship? Having the most feral sex??? Like it's obv jokes (it's not)

- He would also do anything to see a big man whimper like a little bicth slut, who wouldn't want to see a demon of a man roll his eyes back and whine like a wheoeororoe❤, I mean if he tops I'd imagine him saying "cmon you're a big boy ain't cha'? You can handle a few more inches". While you are also getting the malevolent backshots.

- He would also want a big strong arm to man handle him as he takes the most vigorous backshots known to man

- Have you ever thought or seen a very tall wall like 10 or 11 ft high and you being you, Soap asks (demands) for you to carry him on your shoulder because he wants to see what's over the wall

NIKTO

- intimidating guy and intimidating guy typa relationship but your not in a relationship.. Yet.

- watch him watch you

- shows off his knife collection to you, yes I think he has a knife collection and he will show it to people that he wants to impress (he wants to get freaky with you)

- I like to think if he strips off the gear he gives the most desperate kind of touchy hug, to those he feels close with of course which is you

- lucky you

RIPTIDE

- Offers to teach you how to swim yknow just in case

- there is none, he wants to see you wet

- tells you to wear a white shirt and shorts because its Essential for training, it's a lie he wants to see the water wet your clothes making it stick to your body.. Yknow the white shirt showing whats underneath and the shorts outlining what package you've been hiding even though you weren't really hiding it

- He gets too distracted, the others are too, he forgets how to teach you

KRUEGER

- indefinite eye contact while your doing it

- likes staring into them, if you get shy and look away he will grab your jaw and make you have eye contact with him

- angry fierce ahh eyes

- he's an emotional grumpy guy, rip off his mask and aggressively kiss his face

- He wants the after sex laying on the chest while the other is rubbing their head, goes both ways.

- trace his tattoos and compliment them the bedroom will be locked the whole day, trust 🙏

KÖNIG

- The same as Ghosts

- Imagine being the one to get carried instead of the one carrying

- König would definitely come up to you and ask to be carried while you kiss his face multiple times❤❤

- Imagine how hard he gets because you have to look down at him to talk like HNGRHRRGGGRGRRR

- Definitely likes giving you homemade arts and crafts gear because you know.. The headcanon where König makes his own gear and what if he does it for other people too as gifts💔

- likes seeing you wear his mask it makes him imagine what people see when they see König definitely a change of perspective. He can see how intimidating you are and he gets hard.

ALEJANDRO

- will definitely compliment you in Spanish when talking about you with other people even when you're in front or behind him.

- I mean you don't understand Spanish right?

- if you don't, you're oblivious and only just watch curiously on what he's talking about. Buuut but but if you do understand you don't tell him you undeestrand this thing literally feeds your ego like Alejandro thinks of you this way? 🥺🥺

- Thigh riding type of guy idc who thigh riding

RUDY

- everytime I look at him he looks like a soft vanilla type

- I know he's a strong guy but look at him

- He wants soft sex 😞😞

- He also likes being complimented if you whisper a praise to him when he's doing ANYTHING. Imagine the babies you'd both have together.

- He likes toddlers and babies and if you do too a plus for him,makes him fall even more 💯💯

GAZ

- One time he Got injured and was sitting on the floor and then He saw you running towards him he simultaneously screamed in fear and how hard he got

- Likes to style your clothes, If he was off the military right now he really really likes fashion and if he sees you.. You can't fashion and he sees you wearing.. That, He's appalled, horrified, mortified I'm over exaggerating. But he is now in charge of your fashion now, But if you do know how to style you both will share tips with eachother. You can share different tips too ❤❤

- drags you in his barracks and strips you of your clothes except shorts.. And he's telling you this because he wants to "style" you.

- We both know damn well that's an excuse to get the boombayah freaky on.. He's just to shy to tell you upfront or he thinks it's fun to tease you like that before you get freaky

HORANGI

- gets freaky..

- Like he understands the women who get all giggly and nervous when they see a big man who can destroy them (ignore König 💔)

- is definitely not above thigh crushing, boob crushing, face sitting he'd do all at as long as it's you

- Like one time he pretended he broke his leg and won't let anyone else carry him until you came, acting all princessy and shit as you carry him bridal style to the medics

- He felt like a prince omg

- will definitely get on you and treat your real life size anime men boobs as a squishy toy

- How long is it and will he be able to take it??? Who knows he will find out!! Basically searched how long can someone's cock be if they are built like a god and is 7ft tall in Google

- someone gotta tell me Horangi's height and basic Google searching ain't doing it for me I'm too lazy to search for one line of a spicy headcanon line mb

MAKAROV

- You're basically ascary dog he owns

- You're tall and intimidating

- You can get information out of people quickly

- And he's not above telling you to torture anyone with a strength and body like yours

- most of the time you get the info done and folded

- Makarov uses you for intimidation and strength buuttt if you ever THINK of betraying him he already has a plan to get rid of someone like you

- Can and will turn you into one of those supersoldiers

- Will make you murder people right in front of him for entertainment and will rewward you!

- you know what reward it will be, Because when he asked what reward you wanted you got a bit to freaky you thought you be dead rn but nah he agreed actually he seems to enjoy it more than you do..

VELIKAN

- He's the dog in this one have you heard his voice?? Rough as hell imagine hearing him grunt

- Sounds cocky as hieeeellll too

- Would definitely like showing off to you since he wants to look cool in front of you

- Like you seen velikans skins?? Definitely wears the best ones to show you he can not only be a trained assassin But can also dress cool as hell

- If you compliment him it like makes his day, will not stop thinking about it

- Like a cool person complimenting a cool person like him? Ego boost (It's him feeling gay)

- This guys definitely a smoker (headcanon!!) Because voice sounds like he smoked 100 packs in 1 day and doesn't drink an ounce of water /jk I love him he's so hot.

- So if you want a smoke he purposely hides the lighter saying.. 'Oh no I asked someone elses lighter.. I don't have mine right now' or like 'my lighter ran out of fuel ohh

- So you have to put the cigarette in your mouth as you touch it with his cigarette to light ur own that type of trope 💫💫

- If you're not a smoker he will try his best to not smoke in front of you will use fresh mints to hide his breath of smoke

- after sex he will want a smoke, outside he goes or you both share the one cigarette

KEEGAN

- is it wrong to want to be choked by a big buff meaty arm?

- yknow the tiktok thing where girls put a ribbon on their boyfriends arm and the girls just put their face in the middle as their faces get squished??

- Yeah he wants that but gay

- will try to compare dick sizes even though yours is OBVIOUSLY the superior one!!

- Heads or tails on who's bottoming tonight

- Would like to be wrapped around your arms if you are hugging or sleeping keeps him warm

- Especially when it's snowing will force you to hug with him. ESPECIALLY when your in a mission and your in the tents he will definitely force you to hug it out with him

ROACH

- remember the other tall HC where the reader wasn't taller than König

- yes roach does the same thing here.. He's crawling on you like a tree

- If he wants a kiss instead of asking he crawls up to you and kisses you

- definitely likes to sit on your shoulders as you walk around, he feels tall like that

- this is like a distance relationship 💔💔

- Likes it when you bend over to talk to him also when you bend over when youre doing sum since it's slappable opportunity

- because bent over = double D cake will be slapped

- How will it fit? By the power of friendship of course!!

- probably more of say gex desperation but you get it

- Obviously switch switch

[mysticheathenn]

What Do You Need To Work On To Bring in Love?

Hi, Hexlings!

This pick-a-card reading is all about where in your life that you need to work on in order to bring in love.

This is a general reading, remember to take what resonates and leave what does not. This reading does not supplement your need to seek professional help. Tarot should be used as entertainment and not a sure answer to your problems but as a guide, a sense of hope, and amusement.

Take your time when choosing your pile. Ask yourself the question and choose the picture that you can’t stop looking at. Listen to your intuition.

Pile l:

What do you need to work on to bring in love? Tarot: Awakening, 5 of Cups, Page of Wands, 8 of Swords, Knight of Cups.

Self Esteem. Regardless of gender some of you have dealt with a "maneater" in the past. What I mean is you dealt with someone who made you feel as if you weren't worth anyone's time. They made you feel little, made you question your worth, and so forth. Some of you are either still dealing with this person (very few) while others of you are still grieving and trying to heal from this past relationship. Some of you are actually trying to heal but every single time you feel you are making any kind of progress you take two steps back and it's ass if you're still in that relationship all over again. You're not too sure how to change things for the better or heck some of you don't think you will get better and you will forever be "broken". I'm here to tell you that things will get better, you just need to find out WHO you are and what YOU think of yourself and not what anyone else thinks. Find something that you like about yourself no matter how small. This can be you loving your dimples, your kindness, the way your farts smell, anything, and start from there and work your way up to other things you may love about yourself. Ask loved ones what they love about you and try to see what they see and do affirmations in the mirror. Some of you may even benefit from Mirror Work or if you are readers reading Mirror Work by Louise Hay. Either way, you are worth loving, you are beautiful, you are amazing, etc etc.

Pile ll:

What do you need to work on to bring in love? Tarot: 9 of Pentacles (reversed), The Sun, 10 of Cups (reversed), King of Cups

Mindset. Similar to Pile l but a bit different. Instead of this pile dealing with a previous relationship, I'm hearing "It's me, hi...I'm the problem it's me" You are the problem. Some of you don't believe that you are meant to be happy or even find true love. This could be because of a previous relationship that made you feel this way or because of self-worth or the constant videos on social media that show you toxic relationships and you feel that all the good people are taken. Either way, You need to start believing that good things can and will happen for you regardless of what your surroundings show you. Regardless of how the past has treated you. Most importantly regardless of what social media or even your friends and family's relationships may show you to make you want to stay single. True love is out there and it's waiting for you to switch your mindset to the Sun card and believe that all good things happen to you. Nothing but amazing people flow into your life. Some of you I believe may feel this way because you constantly get lesson after lesson from the universe and from what I am hearing for a "good" reason that I rather not touch on because everyone's path is different. ("Good" meaning transformation within yourself for the better not good that you deserve it.) Read romance novels, and tap into the algorithm that shows you healthy relationships. I know there was a trend on TikTok recently where one female wanted people to display their healthy relationships to give others hope because her algorithm kept showing toxicity and weaponized incompetence from partners, etc. Do any and everything that you can do to surround yourself with positive and loving love.

Pile lll:

What do you need to work on to bring in love? Tarot: Hanged Man, 5 of Pentacles (reversed), King of Swords, Page of Wands, 5 of Swords

Self Worth. Pile lll you have a horrible habit of letting people go. You're like a hoarder but for people. Some of you are giving me the definition of "I can fix them." Even when a person treats you horribly, even when someone disrespects you, even when a person shows you nothing but red flags, you are always there for them ready to take whatever it is they want to give you. You literally will take whatever scraps a person will give you if it means that you feel they thought of you for a split second. A very few have FOMO. What do I mean? I mean you are staying in this toxic environment waiting for that one day or the chance of them turning their ways around and treating you the way that you truly deserve. Instead of you constantly always making excuses for their bad and wild behavior. Call a spade a spade, please. If they are not calling, being communicative, or even giving you the time of day. They are not interested. I think I have a video clip of what you need to hear, Click Here. The lady in the video speaks about men but this goes for any and all genders if I am being honest. People will do what they want to do. People will treat you how they want to treat you regardless of gender. Overall the saying being delulu is the solulu was not meant for you babe. Wake up, smell, and pour the coffee on yourself to wake up your senses to know you deserve better and there are people out here ready to give you attention, love, affection, etc and you don't have to beg or wait by the door like a dog for it.

Pile lV:

What do you need to work on to bring in love? Tarot: 9 of Wands, The Moon, 5 of Pentacles (reversed), The Emperor, 8 of Swords

Divine Feminine. Pile lV I want to hug you because I see myself in you a bit. You deal with hyper-independence badly when it comes to relationships or even in life for some of you. Just in case you don't know what that means, it means you can't release control to others because you feel like the saying "If you want something done right, do it yourself." Someone or many people in your life or even past relationships always made you feel like you always had to do everything because you can't count on everyone. You literally have to carry the whole relationship on your shoulders. You also remind me of the quote "Since I stopped texting people first, I haven't heard from a lot of people in a while." You may have also been drawn to pile lll some of you at least. Either way, you need to start operating in your divine feminine and letting the chips fall where they may. If anyone wants to be in your life the phone, intentions, etc works both ways. Let people show you how much you mean to them without needing to control every single outcome in order to not want to lose someone because you either aren't sure when or if someone else will come along or because you want this relationship to work out because you have been in so many that you are tired of leaving the chips where it may. For a few of you, I sense you may be the type that has a five year plan like you want to have kids, get married, have a few dogs, that kind of plan and you feel if you leave it up to others you will never get there. One thing I will tell you about that mindset is it will have you settling pile lV. Let people show you how they love others. If it isn't what you expect, want, or desire then you need to leave. Stop settling, stop trying to carry the entire relationship, just stop baby. You deserve to for once operate in your feminine energy. You deserve to sit back and relax while you let someone pour into you instead of the other way around.

Thank you for liking and reblogging my readings. I always appreciate you guys on here and on Patreon.

Stay safe and be blessed

[eliecasa]

𝑺𝑰𝑴𝑶𝑵 “𝑮𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑻𝒀” 𝑹𝑰𝑳𝑬𝒀

:whoopee cushion - using ghosty as a body pillow.

:whoopee cushion 2

:let me, please? - you have the urge to kiss that stoic man

:orange u glad? - sharing a mandarin with ghosty

:nye, specially - sharing nye kiss with ghosty

:do it again - reader see’s a man spank a box on tiktok & it awakens a monster

holiday head-cannons

𝑱𝑶𝑯𝑵𝑵𝒀 𝑴𝑨𝑪𝑻𝑨𝑽

:right back - after brutally losing an entire team on a mission, reader can’t help but to wallow in self pity. a worried soap checks on his first love.

:no manners - simon has had it up to ⬆️ here with y/n and johnny’s PDA. the two can’t just ever kiss and leave it innocent.

𝑪𝑷𝑻. 𝑷𝑹𝑰𝑪𝑬

:bambi - callsign Bambi was sent on a mission to gain intel on a very bad man and after three years, youre finally able to kiss your husband, John Price.

:scars and willows - before you got married, John had asked why you didn’t know your birthday. at the time, you couldn’t give him an answer but after a few years of pondering, you figured out what day you wanted it to be.

:wildflowers - sulking over a c-section scar and being reassured.

𝑲Ö𝑵𝑰𝑮

:aromatherapy - facial massage 4 könig(⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝)

:2 ice, best ice! - reader & könig share an ice bath :3 while you mentally list the things you like about him.

:so, this simp walks into kortac - könig didn’t like the new recruit because they were a sniper, and askel tells him it’s wrong. however, he didn’t know that his words would ultimately turn him into a simp.

𝑮𝑨𝒁 𝑮𝑨𝑹𝑹𝑰𝑪𝑲

:a favor - reader has a secret that gaz definitely already knew but… nevertheless, he’s happy with it

:grab & pull - reader finally admits to their infatuation with gaz’s voice and he’s definitely delighted, even taking it further to describe his feelings physically.

:walk to, panda tree - gaz asked a lot of questions, but someone else wants to know something.

[hyperfreaksating]

God awakened devil fruit user OSHA must be horrifying because I choose to imply if they got that advanced with their fruit they would just turn the world into one of those tiktoks where people slice into something that doesn’t look like cake and then IS CAKE (you know the ones right? The better ones even have several fake outs where someone cuts something that doesn’t look like cake then is cake but then they cut SOMETHING else like an arm that was Apperantly in frame and it’s also cake or the KNIVES cake etc.)

Law watches in morbid fascination as Osha cuts into the table and a piece breaks off and it’s chocolate innards become visible. They take their knife to Shachis hat next who doesn’t even complain and just eats the brim of his cap. Laws neck hairs stand on end when Osha cuts into a heart and the organ just falls apart in the middle, a perfectly cut line, and it just slightly crumbles. Sponge cake Apperantly. He’d expect strawberry. Law doesn’t have time to dwell on that for too long because Bepo holds a plate with a slice out towards to him. White with a single chocolate chip and an ear like protrusion. His head jerks up to look at half of his navigators head while his partner starts to nonchalantly cut pieces of the other side. “… Ah? What’s wrong captain?”

The surgeon of death wakes up with a cold sweat and a yelp. Yeah. Okay. Alright. Yes sure. Uh huh. It’s time to slow down with the all nighters he’s been pulling and while he’s at it he’s GOT to stop drinking that shit Kidd brings with him all the time. Make a wide berth. Duly noted

Oh gosh. Not the everything is cake era dmjkdmsjn$

Thank you so much because it's been a moment since I received headcanons about my OCs and I always love it it's so inspiring. for me this is the following scene:

let's traumatize Law a bit more I guess

[kaguyass-houraisan]

got any dc character headcanons? specifically for the s2 cast but any work fine!!

Let's see... I don't have a brain that thinks a lot outside of her own ocs because I have a brain the size of a walnut so...

James: in a greeting he was speaking perfect Spanish and he's Brazilian and they speak Portuguese so I would like to think at least one of his parents is Mexican or he has lived there bc he also claims he loves Mexico so yes this is true and real

He also makes the cliche tiktok youtuber videos and makes Aiden do challenges and mukbangs w him and he can handle his spice but Aiden can NOT... I also like to think he takes longer to get ready in the morning just because he admires himself in the mirror for a bit. But it's no biggie bc Aiden spends 5 mins a day admiring James in return

Riya: honestly I Hate how people use the DC pride pic to say everyone else missing is straight like what if they were in traffic and missed ?? Like personally I just like to think Riya has never explored her sexuality at all and is not really aware of her interest in women (maybe someone here likes Riya x Grett just a little) so she doesn't say or claim anything really

But I do think she'd also do fashion campaigns. Like beautiful woman on a magazine cover. Ik she'd look so good w editorial makeup and fashion on..

Aiden: he is eastern european coded to me... not sure what country but he and Tom (season 1) are in that group to me.. also he calls James things like "snookums" "snuggle bun" and most importantly his "beautiful god of beauty" period 😌

Hunter: he does drag or something like that, his name would be something like June Thanasia (euthanasia) or The Bride.. or I was also recommended the name Bloody Mary like some kind of Lady Gaga or horror themed one

You will see an upcoming post of how I imagine one of his drag looks to be and I had a previous post of him in a wedding gown for this very reason, I think he likes the corsets and lots of jewelry and beads !

Ally: she likes to cosplay video game couples or ships and just not tell Tess that it's gay as hell like. She will dress up as Link and make Tess be Ganon to fulfill Ganlink or Ally as Zelda and Tess as Midna to fulfill Midzel... I also think she has posters of female video game characters who gave her the Bi Awakening...

Lake: absolutely is secretly fashion obsessed and has very cutesy themed outfits hidden around with matching flowers to put in her hair... I really think she'd look like a human flower in fashion aesthetics

As for Season 1.

Miriam: doesn't know what an air fryer is and she doesn't want to know either get it OUT of her face and I also really want to believe if Jake doesn't live with her she will have him do so after all stars so they can spend her final years together making memories and doing mundane things like shopping cooking and wandering around at 3 am for no reason

Fiore: I refuse to believe she doesn't treat a random ass stuffed animal better than real people, I guarantee she has at least ONE and it's def a unicorn like bye or cat like on her pjs byeeeee

Ellie: She had an emo phase and I know she had one bang over her eye and wore ties over everything and had a studded belt and such.. I know her power

Jake: that man is Chinese to me we've seen how I draw him this is hc I will DIE ON. I don't care whether he's Wasian or not, what matters is he really wants to wear more hanfu but is shy about it... but I like to think he loves womens Tang or Qing dynasty hanfu the most...

Also bc onc is SO disrespectful to him (I'm dramatic) I know they'd never admit he can play an instrument he SO gives me the type to have had a band in high school like tell me he isn't giving that energy

Tom: he smells bad, but to tame this he probably smells like your average cheap men's 3 n 1 body wash like think dove or suave or something like that like you can't convince me he isn't sweating balls out here, also he's secretly into fashion and desires to wear all the mini skirts his heart desires

Grett: passion for fashion like LOOK at her outfits ? Wearing heels and running around ? I know she desires so badly to dress more freely and even more showy, but because of how poorly she's been treated she is a bit insecure about her body and how it looks in certain clothes.. but I know she will learn to love herself the way we love her and wear the most stunning outfits and jewelry her heart desires

Ashley: I am going to be crazy w this one but as someone who's family hails from the North of Mexico, I have to think she's somehow Mexican BUT PROBABLY A NO SABO KID.. like I doubt she knows one word of Spanish other than swears but this is MY truth

Drew: he used to look up boys kissing on YouTube

I can't think of other bullshit I thought of but this is what I am thinking do we have thoughts opinions any add ons or disagrees ??

[ohlookapan]

Astarion Headcanon

Okay this is something I don't know why I do but feel very, VERY strongly about and I just need to say it. I saw a TikTok asking what kind of books or authors the main BG3 6 were into. They got Astarion all fucking wrong--for the most part. The only one I'd slightly agree with is The Song of Achilles. Let me say this: Astarion is a slut for classic novels. Period. He collects them and gets the ones at bookstores with the most beautiful covers for his collection. He read The Great Gatsby ONCE and knew from the start that Nick Carraway was fucking fruity as hell and that he related to Jay wanting to make people happy by being something that he isn't. I know for a fact he wanted to go and kick Tom Buchanan in the throat for just being a dumbass dickhead character, and that he teared up when Gatsby died. He even adopted the term "old sport" for a while because of it but would shake off the habit as soon as he got it. NEXT, and most importantly: This man is a SLUT for Oscar Wilde, in the same way I think he would be for Hozier (in like a respectful "bury me in the ground you just walked on" type of way). This fucker read The Picture of Dorian Gray and was a changed man; he saw the FIRST performance of The Importance of Being Earnest and it was his gay awakening. He became a fucking magistrate/diplomat because of how angry the shitshow of Wilde's trial made him (it's a whole fucking mess to explain. Just know that Oscar Wilde is a Victorian era, fruity, chaotic menace to society in the best way possible. He literally suffered from success) and loses it when someone brings it up in conversation. That's his Roman Empire—a thousand percent. I will die from the full-concentrated power of the sun on this hill. Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.

[cooki3face]

spirit baby reading 🍼

pile three:

🍼~ the sun could be significant here, the summer, outside activities, the pool, water. Someone could be a water sign or you’re meant to have a water sign child and they may really enjoy water activities or the summer months.

🍼~ Angel numbers: 557,665,666,781,888,99,200,11

🍼~ food could be really significant, vegetables, I’m getting eggplant as well. You could be working towards eating healthier or may have found you’re interested in holistic medicine or holistic health. Gut health could be significant as well.

🍼~ you could be pregnant already or manifesting being pregnant and may want to introduce more plant based meals during your pregnancy or eat a healthier more balanced diet. I do see a child who may like a lot of vegetables or may be good with lots of different food groups.

You could be manifesting a financial opportunity or are someone whose really work oriented as well. I’m seeing a job in social media or someone being a social media influencer. I’m hearing a baby here telling you that their arrival or their place in your life may give you more financial opportunities or add to your career. You could be interested in being a TikTok mom or even starting a YouTube channel or something of the sort. When I was channeling the message about food I thought about baby led weaning and how the moms make their babies cute plates of food so they can try different foods and different textures or that TikTok mom who makes meals for her baby and films her eating it and shares recipes and talks about if she liked it and how she responded to the different textures. I forget her name but you know what I’m talking about if you’re on TikTok the baby and her mom are very popular.

You could be worried about the outcome of a certain situation here I see a lot of anxiety regarding something you’re building or how capable or able you will be do to what you want to do moving forward within this upcoming season. You could be worried about money/finances or even just the possibility of having all that it is that you’re manifesting. You could be manifesting riches or prosperity, good long term relationships or breaking generational curses. All of these things that you’re manifesting you haven’t seen around you or you weren’t raised in an environment where these things were the norm but I’m hearing spirit and the baby telling you not to worry and that there will always be solutions.

You could be recovering from heart break or loss or there has been heart break or loss within your life that has really affected the way you see the world and how much you believe you’re able to have or how deserving of the things you want you are. Someone could’ve never seen real love or healthy relationships growing up and this is something that you want for yourself. Someone could have had bad luck with love and relationships in the past and you want a healthy relationship for yourself or are craving romantic love and partnership and you may need to be reminded that just because it’s been one way a long time doesn’t mean it will always be that way. Something that really helped me was putting myself in the mindset or putting myself in the energy of being open to and welcoming things that are very long term and serious. “I won’t be a gf/bf anymore, I’m going to be a wife” “I won’t be settling for short term, unhealthy relationships anymore because I am only going to receive healthy long term life commitments now.” Etc etc.

And, I see all of these things coming in for you if you manifest them right. You’re going to be looking at your life VERY soon and looking at how far you’ve come and how much you’ve gotten that you had been wishing for. All of this abundance, financial success/independence, emotional support from friends and in romantic relationships. I see with the nine of cups upright fulfillment and wish fulfillments being yours here. Right now at this moment you’re learning a lot of lessons and in the process of awakening so that you can apply what you learned to your life and teach others or guide others at some point. Someone could be coming into your life soon or you may meet someone whether this be a friend or a lover or a family member who may also collaborate with you and help you, support you, and build you up in the ways that matter.

There could’ve been some unfairness, or some lack of accountability that came from you or someone else. There could’ve been a situation that caused you to lose something, caused someone to walk out of your life or caused you to walk out of someone else’s and I see this potentially getting better as time progresses. Time heals all wounds and when something is taken from you the universe will bring you something else. When doors close, new doors will open. I see you needing to really turn inwards and become aware of your self limiting beliefs and behaviors so that you can become the person you want to be within your life and achieve the things that you want.

I always say you have to meet the universe half way. When we want something, when we ask the universe for something we have to decide to become of service to the universe ourselves, we have to do the inner work, we have to flourish and become better so that we can give back to the universe and give back to the other people who live on the earth who need our help and our support. I’m not talking about things just like charity or something and physical tangible ways of giving back to people and those in need I’m also talking about giving back wisdom, giving back solace, giving back love and guidance in exchange for the universe loving us unconditionally, guiding us, and bringing us peace and abundance for our hardship.

A new job opportunity or a new financial opportunity could be coming in for you as well as your manifestations. You could need to turn inwards and self isolate as well. You could be feeling called to take a break from social media or stop talking to some people around you or switch up the company that you keep and if that is the case then I advise you to take that step and do just that. There’s really a need to turn inwards and take accountability for our behavior, dig up trauma, dig up insecurities, understand the part we played in other peoples lives and the roles that people play in ours. Personal transformation and change is underway. And this is going to take a lot of purging. People going away, things coming to the service like insecurities and fears. Go do something great with your life. Go find out who you are and what’s really going on within yourself and within your mind so that you may improve and step into the energy of your higher self. He or she is waiting for you. All the things you dream of, there is a version of you who already has all of those things and has had them for a very long time. You wouldn’t dream of any of those things or desire any of those things if there wasn’t a version of you who already had them. Nothing can stop you but you.

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[featherquillpen]

References and Inspirations in "Five Artworks About the Andalite-Yeerk War"

People were curious about what went into my latest Dæmorphing fic, Five Artworks About the Andalite-Yeerk War, so here are some of those.

First of all, the number one inspiration for the fic was the book An Immense World by Ed Yong, which is about animal sensory biology. It really helped me imagine the artistic modalities of the Animorphs aliens.

In a broad sense, the issues with adaptation across species, as in Long Leap to Freedom, were inspired by the issues with translating art across a power gradient. A good example of this on my mind was the issues with the Deaf West production of Spring Awakening.

The Pools Beyond Reach was inspired by an art installation I went to as a child. I cannot remember the name, but maybe if I describe it someone will know what it was. It was a whole designed space that was made to look like a family's home. The family had a lot of terrible secrets that you could uncover as you explored the house and looked at the details. You could uncover the location of a secret tunnel inside the house. If you crawled through the dark tunnel, you could feel the shapes of plaster skeletons buried inside the tunnel.

One of the critics of The Pools Beyond Reach is a Hork-Bajir named Puah Tel. Puah is the name of a heroic midwife in the Torah. Interesting that a Hork-Bajir identified as a "diaspora Hork-Bajir" has taken on a Jewish name, isn't it? Perhaps it has something to do with the Partisanim...

Andalite spinvids were inspired by early animators experimenting with putting animations over real-life backgrounds. The most mainstream well-known versions of this are the animations of the appearing and disappearing letters in Sesame Street and of course the toons of Who Framed Roger Rabbit. It's those sorts of visuals and music combined with the kind of satirical commentary you can get with duet videos on Tiktok.

The electro-symphony Insulation was inspired by orchestral pieces such as Holocene Extinction that try to capture the current mass extinction event in music.

Steadfast was inspired by a number of artworks that are designed to be unpleasant to experience. One that I experienced myself was 20:50 by Richard Wilson, which is unsettling and anxiety-producing, and that's exactly the point.

[nekoannie-chan]

Routine

Title: Routine.

Fandom: Marvel, Captain America.

Pairing: Jack Rollins X Agent of S.H.I.E.L.D.!Reader.

Rating: Teen.

Word count: 475 words.

Warnings: Mummies, spell, boring.

Summary: You started to think your life was boring, until the last mission.

A/N: This is my entry to @multifandom-flash Halloween, Annie-5017 & square 3:

"Mummy."

You can read it on Wattpad and Ao3 too.

@saiyanprincessswanie

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A new day, a new mission, although in a way it had become routine, you didn't feel the excitement of before when going on missions; rather, you felt that you had fallen into an infinite loop of an endless routine.

Jack came into your office to inform you that they would have a new mission. You sighed again, following the same routine every day. Maybe next month you would ask for a change or resign, but you still had not decided. You grabbed your things.

Together, you and Jack entered the temple, even though he scoffed that you were carrying some old maps. As you moved deeper into the darkness, you began to hear strange noises and whispers coming from the shadows. Soon, they realized they were not alone.

The mummies, awakened from their eternal sleep when you entered the ancient temple, slowly emerged from their sarcophagi. They had probably triggered some trap or curse.

Jack and you looked at each other, not sure what you should do. Waking them was not part of the plan; you simply had to go for one of the clues you were told was there, although you were given no further details of the mission.

Their eyes glowed in the darkness as they approached Jack and you. It was a terrifying sight, although you could not deny that it was finally something different, and you felt excited. You felt again that beautiful sensation that had not been present for months, which is why you had fallen in love with your work.

“I'm starting to think it's a trap," Jack commented as he threw one of the mummies.

“Do you think so? Or maybe we activated a curse," you answered.

“Whatever. "

The mummies began to surround them, moving with eerie slowness.

With every step they took, the mummies got closer and closer. You weren't even sure they were finishing them off; on the contrary, you noticed more and more of them. They seemed to be about to attack because of the proximity, but just at that moment, you remembered something you had read in one of your grandmother's old books. You remembered a spell, although you didn't have the slightest idea what it would do.

Quickly, you began to recite the spell aloud. As the words echoed through the air, the mummies began to recede and finally fade into the darkness.

“Maybe they were hallucinations or something," you said after they disappeared.

“Whatever," Jack said again, picking up the small box that had been pointed out to them as having the clue they needed.

On the way back, you couldn't stop smiling; now you could remember the reasons why you loved your job.

“I think I won’t quit in the end," you muttered.

“What? “ Jack asked, confused; you had never mentioned anything about it to him before.

“Nothing."

[try-hypno]

There’s just something about hypnotizing someone for the first time

Now don’t get me wrong, I love having repeat subjects, those lovely ladies that continually ask for more. But, there’s just something about being the hypnotist for someone’s first (or best) hypnotic experience. Seeing them go from skeptical to amazement as they awaken from trance, in shock that they dropped from words on a screen. 

Shocked at what they end up doing.

Now, I used to have this Instagram account, maybe you’ll recognize it based off my name on Tumblr. I had this genius idea of asking ladies if they’d like to be hypnotized. Shockingly, I did get a fair amount of responses, and not just from people within the community. No siree, I got to hypnotize MILFs, models, sorority girls, TikTokers, etc. It was amazing, to be honest. Before the session I would always make sure to get their consent as to what suggestions we would do. If they didn’t want to do any 18+ stuff, I would respect that and keep it geared towards the comedy, goofy hypnosis.

But, you’d be surprised at how many wanted to get into the 18+ kinky stuff. 

Sadly, Instagram ended up deleting the account, and I lost all the DMs, all the voice messages, all the great stuff I got to do is not accessible by me anymore. 

However, I’m sure somewhere on some server somewhere, they’re still there, floating around, waiting to be discovered again.

I hope I can some day. I also hope to continue doing what I enjoy, exposing people to their first hypnosis session. Huh, maybe I should start up that Instagram again...

[crownedinmarigolds]

lgbtmi asked:

"42-48 for noa, 60-66 for parvati? :> or if you'd rather answer them for another oc then feel free to! have fun with it!"

((It wouldn't let me properly answer your ask, so I'm making it a post, thank you!)) Wow so many!! Thank you gorgeous! I'm definitely going to answer these beneath a break because I'm long-winded!

42. can they dance? 43. how much do they know about the world they live in? 44. what lies do they tell others? 45. what lies do they tell themselves? 46. have they taught themselves any skills just for fun? 47. what could they talk about for hours on end? 48. do they relate to anyone in their group? conversely, which person do they relate to the least?

60. what do they have faith in? what keeps them believing? 61. is there an in-game moment of theirs you think about and just laugh? 62. do they believe in good and evil? 63. what’s a meme or tiktok or vine (or whatever) that you associate with them? 64. how would a party member describe them? 65. what would their go-to karaoke song be? 66. which fruit do they like most?

NOA: 42. can they dance? Noa was raised with all sorts of private manners and etiquette lessons! She can dance most classic, proper dances - the Slow Waltz, the Tango, the Quickstep. In a ballroom, she'd probably be a pretty decent dance partner! Otherwise, she can kind of get her groove going to the fun music of the era she's in, but she's so gunshy it would probably come off too awkward. If she had Nyth with her, she'd probably be a lot more loose and fun because she'd be able to focus on him being a MUCH better dancer. If they're giggling together, then how can they look truly stupid? 43. how much do they know about the world they live in? Noa knows a LOT about vampirism, basically taught the moment she was ghouled at eighteen about the inner workings of the Giovanni clan and their practices. She can tell you about their histories, their traditions, their differences, the works. However! The world outside of her family compound is a different story. She gets glimpses when she gets a chaperoned outing or two, but ultimately Noa is normally behind on current events. When she and Nyth escape the Sabbat attack on her family home and they're forced to see the world outside... it's a rude awakening. After this shakeup, Noa definitely tries to read a paper or watch the news, but she definitely is so lost in her own sauce that even then she's still incredibly insular and inattentive to the greater world. 44. what lies do they tell others? Noa isn't really a liar, but she will definitely hold herself back a LOT. So if someone with power over her is rude, is doing something she doesn't like, etc, she will bite her tongue. Being okay with certain actions even if it's hurting her or insulting her would be the biggest lie she could tell. 45. what lies do they tell themselves? She often tells herself that whatever her family is doing is okay. It serves a greater purpose. They're just testing her. Another lie would be that her older brother Quino truly has her best interests at heart. He DOES, but he's also overly self-serving. 46. have they taught themselves any skills just for fun? Noa has had lots of various skill training, but something she took on herself was learning Elvish from Nythanel because it was fun to have a secret code to share. Also his alchemy journal had Elvish in it, so if she were to ever read it, she would need to know it! She also gets her official mortician's license in later nights, may as well, right? 47. what could they talk about for hours on end? Noa could go on and on about Vampirism and Necromancy and the Afterlife for hours if you let her! You probably shouldn't, it's pretty disheartening. Especially when she sounds like a sweet and excited teenager who should instead be talking about whatever the latest pop boy group is. 48. do they relate to anyone in their group? conversely, which person do they relate to the least? Noa has a very small group, but of course Nythanel is the one she resonates with the most. He is her BEST friend, and probably her only real-real friend. He knows her heart deeply. She probably relates the least to their ghoul Julian, who is a big lummox she can barely stand. It's not the poor guy's fault, Noa is just incredibly high maintenance with standards he could never hope to achieve in the position he's in.

PARVATI: 60. what do they have faith in? what keeps them believing? Parvati is a Ravnos that is a Follower of Set, so she does believe and give praise to Set. She's even met him in person! But what keeps her going the most is her husband Harri's staunch belief. She can peer into the man's mind, and she knows that even though he outwardly is a liar, too talkative, too charismatic, a schemer... he BELIEVES. And if someone like Harrakhty Hamdi can truly have faith, then that in itself is inspirational enough for her. 61. is there an in-game moment of theirs you think about and just laugh? HA. Okay. So. Parvati at this point was an NPC on a New York VTM server I was a Storyteller on. A problematic player built a backstory where his Tzimisce character (this is his second one, first one he retired after messing up pretty badly) knew her and loved her, and also it allowed him access to the Setite cult when his character was entered into the game. The other Storytellers allowed this, but us (me and my husband also an ST) had the caveat that the Setites owned this player's heart so he can't get too uppity with this power access and try to diablerize these low-gen Elders, etc etc. Everyone was fine with this, BUT then suddenly when the character was in play, the player got mad that he didn't have a heart and immediately tried to argue with the leaders of the Setites (Parvati and Harri) to get his heart back - even though this was the trade off for having access to very low-gen Elders. He later in-game threatened Parvati - Harri wasn't in the room - by putting his hands on her neck and telling her he would destroy her haven entirely if she did not give up the heart. By the way, to set the scene real quick - Parvati had an illusion over her room to look like a beautiful forest with a lovely babbling brook nearby. Now, I'm pretty sure this guy had intended this to be horny and sexy threatening... but this was so dumb right? He was a very angry and horny player, which I can normally let slide, but he was actively threatening the Hierophant's wife and putting his hands on her. Well Parvati in this game was a Sixth Generation Ravnos with high Chimerstry, so she just made him think he had set himself on fire. The player asks me what he can do, he failed his rolls and is experiencing Rotschrek, then I said "welp there's a nice river right there." So he in a huff has his character dive head first into the river, which of course isn't real, and he cracks his head open on her hard-wood floor and also thanks to thinking he's on fire, he goes into torpor. Funniest shit ever. He wasn't a good sport about the situation but he at least knew what to do when it was presented to him. Hahaha 62. do they believe in good and evil? Parvati firmly believes that Nature is Neutral... though she's witnessed and performed some pretty cruel acts. But she's not a nice lady. 63. what’s a meme or tiktok or vine (or whatever) that you associate with them? "In all ways except physical, I am a wolf tiger." 64. how would a party member describe them? They'd probably comment on her beauty first, then on how unnervingly quiet and ruthless she is. Would no doubt fall back on the "like a tiger" thing. 65. what would their go-to karaoke song be? Ignoring the fact Parvati would probably not be singing at all (Queen No Fun!) I could definitely see her being your mom who brings up an old song from the golden era of movies to sing. 66. which fruit do they like most? Parvati doesn't eat anything other than blood these days, but she in life loved a good melon. Definitely despises figs.

[unknwnxquantity]

There is no one from my past that I want back romantically. I’ve healed past all that and made peace with things thankfully. But there are ppl I miss being friends withhhh 😭 like this one girl. It’s a little messy with her bc she was one of my ex best friend’s hs gf. He introduces her to that friend group and I don’t think she liked me much at the time bc I was super close to that friend (and I was his first kiss Idek if she knows that lmao) anyways yeah we were just mutuals for years. Then ended up unfollowing each other on stuff. Which is fine, no hard feelings we weren’t close lol

Fast fwd to peak covid she hits me up out the blue. Refollows me when my ig was still public and id write my silly deep descriptions, DMs me on ig on some “I know this is random but I’ve been feeling lost lately and I just read some of your IG posts. I aligned with all that you said, my soul is calling to you and I really feel like I need you in my life” and some “it feels like every cell in my body is aligned, my ears are ringing, I really feel like I needed to hit you up. Your energy is pulling me in” And I’m like uhm…. Ms girl? What? lol. Me being who I am, a part of me is like omg she feels called to meeee and sees meeee but another part is like …😀? You are this man’s ex hitting me on some “crazy” shit. It was like a couple paragraphs of saying verbatim what I said and how she was feeling lost in life and clicked on my post and then it all started clicking. I responded back kinda vaguely and then days later she’s like hey I didn’t mean to scare you but I never felt that aligned and something so right in my life and was just so excited. And I’m like okay you got me lol let’s be friends and talk about spirituality. Bc I was also going through like a second awakening during 2020, like another huge spiritual journey. This was a phase of me just talking to new ppl on tiktok, tinder, etc, old friends, etc.

People told me not to trust her. They said don’t do it. But I’m glad I trusted her when I did. We’d talk about the most small but intricate stuff bro. From h0lly w3ird, to the stuff that starts with an A that’s depicted in monsters inc (I was going DOWN all types of dark rabbit hole conspiracies with others too during that time, it’s sad but it’s what’s happening behind the curtains)… all the stuff you can’t talk about on social media basically lol to spirituality. Deep rooted, ancient practices, rituals, astrology, medicine, holistic approaches, etc. or even random shit like how a leaf resembles human veins, and that the whole of one human represents a whole of one tree, and how it plays into a whole ecosystem of things. And how trees and humans are similar to one cell. Theres millions and billions, and yet it can be narrowed down to just one for our brains to try and comprehend the endlessness of the universe. Or like this one time I sent her a pic of the trees while I was in nature at this park I’d go to a lot during covid, that helped me heal a lot and I’d go on walks with my family and that started our little walks and talks, and for the first time ever I was close to my mom, bc of those walks. But anyways I sent her a pic and was like hey I thought of you and I sent a voice memo I think idk. But I remember her being like “I wonder what the birds are saying when they chirp.” And I was like YOOOOOO that really rocked my world. Like what are they talking about amongst each other? What other conversations have they had today? What are their day to day lives like? What is their level of consciousness? Do they realize they do the same shit everyday but that everyday is always a little bit different? A different route to fly, a different bug to eat, a different person they see at that same moment just going about their own consciousness? Do they realize the earth is dying around them? We all cross paths and yet never bat an eye to each other and not realize how fucking cool but random life is. We had a lot of talks like that. It felt like someone really got it. How mysterious and infinite life is. Infinite infinities, infinite everything it hurts my brain to think about. It’s all happening at the same time. Every timeline, every life, every fucking thing. Our death our past lives our future lives are all happening at the same time!! Are you even real? Am I the only consciousness and everyone else is a projection that was randomly set by the simulation? Why am I in this particular simulation? WHO am I really? That’s a scary theory I try not to align with that one. I need to stop my hearts beating fast.

Wait one more. Another random thing that came to mind is why do I feel pain if I bang my hand on the counter? Or a hard surface? What makes a surface hard? Why instead of pain, why don’t I feel happiness or yodel (yodel is never apart of my vocabulary idk why out of all words that was what I thought of)? Who decided that the feeling of pain is the appropriate reaction for when you bang your body part on something? What is pain? Why does emotional pain hurt more than physical? I know why, but who in the simulation made the rules like this???? Why does it rain from up above, but not from the ground up? Why does it rain period? WHO looked at the rain and said “yup let’s call this rain”? My mind always thinks like this sober bro that’s y I can’t smoke bc then I really start to see the world happening all in one moment it’s too much.

Going into my memories thinking about this is making me feel a little weird. Like I should leave her in the past. Which I am! But I’m always like no it’s okay let’s go through these weird feelings i didn’t need to bring up and explore it even if it makes you feel weird for the next couple hours or days. Just to revisit them.. I’m allowed to reflect.

Back to the original plot of the story, I had to cut her out my life tho bc she betrayed my trust. We started to like each other a little but she was in DR with her grandma for the summer. We’d talk almost everyday til she got back and we were suppose to meet up then she stopped responding for a bit. Something was off and she didn’t admit to it at first. Til she randomly tells me like hey.. I didn’t know how to tell you this but I moved in with my ex bf bc my family didn’t wanna take me back in (which is why she went to her grandmas in the first place). I felt so fucking betrayed. I stopped talking to her and she would text me hoping to forgive her and that she really missed me. I already knew she wasn’t the most trustworthy person to begin with, when I learned the tea as to why ex best friend and her broke up. I can’t really go into too many details, it was something she did, but she never told me herself so idk. lol but yeah. Even months after that, I accepted her apology bc it wasn’t really that deep in retrospect. But then I had to cut her off bc she said something while I was in my relationship about having a dream about me and we made out…. And once my gf found out about that bc ofc that’s gonna have to come up. There was other little things too that happened with her where my gf was like no she cannot be in your life if we’re in this relationship bc that’s disrespectful and she’s crossed boundaries. Which I agree. I cut her off out the blue tho, even after we had a convo about us being on good terms. It sucks but sometimes you gotta do what’s right to protect your relationships energy. She even re requested to follow me on IG over a year ago tho and that’s just a bit messy. Messy girl. That right there proves she does not take loyalty in relationships seriously. But is that unfair to say? She’s in one tho with a man traveling living her best life. Hope she’s doing good. Okay edit……. I found out she’s pregnant?? What is life. Congrats tho fr

Idk what the point of this was. I was feeling nostalgic this morning. I’m slowly learning that just bc you miss someone doesn’t mean they need to be in your life. Past me would be like BUT BUT WHY, WHY CANT PPL JUST GIVE INTO THEIR EMOTIONS :( But now I’m like I get it. Logically sometimes things are left better untouched. It’s a balance of knowing when and when not to do something even if you really want to. And even if the good intention is there, life’s about reading the room and trusting the universe. Not trying to bring things back to life when it’s better left untouched or at least untouched in this moment. Maybe it’s done for the rest of your life, or maybe just for this period of time in your human experience. It’s like when the media makes more and more sequels of a movie that was better off with just the one movie. Like Toy Story 3 and 4 wasn’t necessary. It was cute. But it tarnishes a little the image of how beautiful Toy Story 1 and 2 were. Or like jersey shore family vacation, like y’all need to dead that already. Again, it’s all about reading the room. You can’t just give into your impulses. That’s a main struggle I have too. So I’m trying to become more disciplined. That’s part of what life’s about (s/o to my Virgo north node🤪🥲).

[livvyofthelake]

people on tiktok you need to shut the FUCK up about mike faist brokeback mountain play. first of all you’re all vile creatures for coming out of a zendaya movie obsessed with a man secondly mike faist played jack twist everybody knows the good character in brokeback mountain is ennis please be so fucking serious and real thirdly. the disrespect being shown to my man lucas hedges. is unreal. i could kill someone i’m sorry but these people are about to awaken something so evil in me…

[anqelblccm]

⊹˳⁺ ⠀⠀⠀ THE  DISCOGRAPHY  OF  HERO  !  (  cw  :  flashing  lights,  eye  strain?  ) 

debuting  in  2021,  HERO  is  called  the  most  well-known  artist  of  MIGHTY  DEVIL  RECORDS  since  the  company's  establishment  back  in  2014.  after  the  disbandment  of  X1,  HERO  seemingly  disappeared  for  the  whole  of  2020  before  he  was  suddenly  mentioned  by  the  company  in  mid-2021,  surprising  his  fans,  who  longed  to  see  him  in  the  industry  again. 

on  july  11th,  HERO  released  a  single,  KILLING  ME  SOFTLY,  that  was  promoted  for  four  weeks  and  received  three  music  show  wins.  due  to  the  singer's  popularity,  his  first  win  was  only  four  days  after  his  official  debut,  making  him  the  fastest  idol  to  reach  one,  even  passing  X1.  he  was  credited  for  both  the  lyrics  and  the  choreography  of  the  song  and  a  video  was  posted  on  his  youtube  account  with  a  date  that  showed  he  produced  everything  a  year  before  his  actual  debut.  KILLING  ME  SOFLY  received  good  reviews  from  multiple  critics  and  other  people  in  the  music  industry,  and  it  set  a  bar  for  him  to  perfect  even  more  in  the  future. 

DREAMING  AWAKEN  is  the  first  mini  album  released  on  november  19th,  with  THAT  VOICE  OF  MINE  as  its  title  track.  HERO  promoted  the  song  for  five  weeks  and  received  seven  music  show  wins.  the  soloist's  first  comeback  could  be  deemed  different  due  to  the  experimentation  around  neo-soul  with  clear  jazz  /  r&b  influences,  which  is–  by  the  artist's  words–  something  that  he  never  dabbled  in  before.  THAT  VOICE  OF  MINE  was  a  hit  on  tiktok,  blowing  up  primarily  due  to  the  dance  featured  in  the  music  video. 

the  first  comeback  of  2022  was  with  BAD  LOVE,  from  HERO's  second  mini  album,  RATED-R.  the  album  was  not  as  big  a  hit  for  netizens  as  much  as  it  was  for  international  fans.  still,  despite  all  the  hate  HERO  received  for  the  album's  name,  BAD  LOVE  won  five  music  show  wins,  placing  the  song  on  billboard's  top  100  at  16TH  place,  the  highest  he's  ever  placed  so  far.  to  the  question  whether  BAD  LOVE  was  written  due  to  something  that  happened  to  HERO  in  real  life,  he  replies  that  even  though  the  song  is  about  a  toxic  relationship  that  he  is  desperate  to  break  out  of,  it's  not  about  him  but  rather  someone  he's  very  close  to  as  a  friend.  

mid-2022  was  a  terrible  time  for  ODDITIES.  DEMON  &  YOU  was  released  four  months  after  RATED-R,  but  during  the  promotions  of  DANCE  FOR  TWO,  HERO  unexpectedly  released  a  short  documentary  about  his  career,  explaining  how  his  year-long  disappearance  from  the  industry  was  due  to  his  anxiety  disorder.  "it  was  one  of  the  reasons  why  the  company  was  reluctant  to  let  me  debut  solo  for  the  whole  year,"  he  explained,  breaking  his  fans'  hearts  even  more.  the  promotions  during  D42  were  significantly  smaller,  taking  only  three  weeks  but  receiving  ten  wins  for  the  song  and  a  5TH  place  on  billboard's  top  100  for  the  whole  of  the  promotion  era. 

when  fans  thought  that  was  it  for  2022,  HERO  surprised  everyone  again  by  releasing  a  third  mini  album,  LIVE  AND  LEARN,  with  BULLS***  as  its  title  track.  the  soloist  followed  the  same  schedule  he  had  for  D42,  promoting  the  comeback  for  three  weeks  and  winning  four  wins  at  music  shows.  a  lot  of  netizens  complained  about  the  singer's  approach  to  his  songs,  mostly  saying  he  always  uses  vulgar  words  as  titles  for  his  albums  and  songs.  ODDITIES  came  to  defend  him,  saying  he's  an  adult  and  can  decide  on  his  discography  due  to  having  complete  freedom  over  what  he  will  produce.  even  though  BULLS***  didn't  receive  as  much  attention  as  his  previous  album,  it  still  got  him  a  lot  of  appreciation  and  love  from  his  fans. 

while  the  singer  confirms  all  songs  are  written  and  produced  by  him,  HERO  admits  he  also  has  help  from  other  producers  in  the  music  industry  for  some  of  the  significant  songs.

[postnuclearophelia]

i like literally start shaking and getting excited like a chihuahua when someone starts talking about poor rural art … it’s so underfed … we have like music and comedy shows that explore it and that’s it …. like a couple horror movies……. It’s so rich we need more i truly believe the next step in the great awakening is people taking art seriously that’s about trailer trash, meth communities, tim hortons workers, etc. u know what i mean. And I don’t think that art that explores it isn’t like “taken seriously” but the art genre because even though it is real life it is like so camp, so the genre route is almost always comedy and horror. If I could make it as an artist I could do something really big I just know it like I could really generate a perspective switch. Oh my god and my influences i could bring together … I just feel like I see it in a way other people don’t. Like I love artists like Ethel Cain and Nicole Dollanganger.. Maggie Dunlap also explores certain themes to an extent … but it’s such a romanticized kind of dollified version of it which I love …. And I also love people like Eminem and Yelawolf but then we’re talking more comedy hardcore vibes. And I think I just sit in this really sweet middle spot where I also have a multitude of other influences that really heighten the general theme of my art. Like I have so many random ideas but with the right support I feel like I could really be one of those huge brand artists that will probably be accused of selling out but in reality is normalizing a taboo subject. Like I would fucking love to work with a fashion house and send legit tim hortons employees and trailer trash fat ass bitches down the runway. I would love to work with like Nike to design a pair of shoes that reflects rural upbringing. I would love to be an art director on tv show exploring rural life like Theo Von always talks about the show he wants to do about his hometown and im like bro if I was the art director. That’s another thing about me is i really understand like male energies and male stories (raised by single dad) and like even male an ge r and I think one thing I notice about many of the male artists I love that explore the themes I love, they lack a concrete artistic and aesthetic direction and I would just love to help them with the process. Like I think we can all admit Eminem in the general public has lost some of his cool factor or w ever and I think it’s from a lack of artistic direction and I think if u put me in a room with him I could reincarnate him in the media. Idk… like I just think I have a really special way of seeing things and creating things. The issue is I lack the ability to make like super commercial or sellable pieces like nothing I do would like work on Tiktok. That’s why I feel like I need to just link up with a big name with a similar direction to me and then it would all be upwards from there. I know it’ll happen it’s just that I’m 24 and I know I’m not but I feel like I’m missing my prime. I know I can do it though like I have to. There’s no other option for me i have to make it or I think I will legit die of sadness.