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[goldengoodness-aura]

HEALING YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH POWER ~ Mars/ Saturn Aspects

I have done quite a lot of healing on myself around the concept of power. We, as a society, have learned that power always means something outside of ourselves. As if we are inherently powerless and we need to gain some kind of power from the outer world. That means we are trained to focus our energy on becoming more, having more, being more - and it's never really enough. That's especially true for folks with Mars/ Saturn Aspects. They always feel they are not enough. In this post, I wanna go into this complex and show alternatives for healing that negative perception about themselves and the world.

Mars is the archetype that is most connect to the concept of life force/ energy. It is our ability to act in the world. Many people are afraid of owning their Mars, because of so many negative examples, both in their lifes and in the collective, of the use of this energy. Mars/ Saturn people have been stopped, many times, my rigid forces that seem to come from the outside- in the form of people, authorities, institutions, etc. They have been told- consciouly or unconsciously- that they somehow didn't have the right to freely act in their lifes- including their bodies. Mars/ Saturn is the archetype of the trapped warrior - the person that feels like he or she needs to be constantly fighting. But that "fight" is never enough. The feeling is like being on a hamster wheel and not being able to stop. Act act act do do do but it's never quite enough- and it never frees them. Saturn is like an impenetrable wall. The Mars/ Saturn person feels like it's trying to build his/ her life' s path through that rigid wall.

It does not have to be always that difficult, folks. Healing abuse and power over power under dynamics IS POSSIBLE. One of the frist things that Mars/ Saturn needs to heal is to not be willing anymore to abuse themselves. They are so used to stretch themselves beyond their limits that they believe they don't have any other choice. But they do. It's just the habit of believing you cannot be kind to yourself. This usually comes from an internalization of violent and judging voices from the past, including parents, teaches or bosses. Mars/ Saturn has very strong reactions to authorities- both positive and negative. They need to become a gentle authority for themselves. They need to learn that it is possible to go beyond fear and limitation.

It's possible to learn better ways to live. Life is not a punishment, it's not supposed to be a punishment. It's possible to live as a wild and free being. The being that you were before you've learned that you couldn't be yourself. You can. You alredy are yourself, it's just a matter of finding that life force that has been hiding inside of you. No person or institution has true power over you. What that means is that power is not about money, pyshical strengh or any other kind of social convention. Power is about being yourself. Deep inside. It's about knowing the presence that you are. You are not a victimized being. You are not your traumas and your fears. You don't depend on those things to definied who you are. But it's okay to honor what has happened and what you feel. It's okay to be compassionate and know that you no longer need to trap yourself in fear. You no longer need to be your own abuser.

[little-lee-froggie]

Hello! I have a question for the witches of Tumblr, because there’s been something I’ve been thinking about. During early communication with one of my spirt guides that I have made contact with, and honestly one of my best friends, they told me that they were allergic to lavender. I’m unsure if it’s a common thing for guides to have allergies, so I was just wondering if it might mean something. For context, this spirit guide helps me with my mental health and with processing my trauma, which causes difficulties with feeling and understanding my own emotions and makes me terrified to stand up for myself and others. Is there any reason lavender might have a negative affect on them?

[galactic-drops]

I made the little cottage (or at least close to it) in the sims for my lil spirit guide au thing so I wanted to try to draw with it.

Have some sleepy Sun, Moon and y/n

[greenwitchcrafts]

August 2023 witch guide

August 2023 witch guide

Full moon: August 1st in Aquarius

New Moon: August 16th

Blue moon: August 30th Aquarius into Pisces

Sabbats: Lughnasadh August 1st



August Sturgeon Moon

Also known as: Corn moon, harvest moon, ricing moon, barley moon, dog moon, fruit moon, grain moon, herb moon, red moon & wyrt moon

Element: Fire

Zodiac: Leo & Virgo

Animal spirts: Dryads

Deities: Diana, Ganesha, Hathor, Hecate, Mars, Nemesis, Thot & Vulcan

Animals: Dragon, lion, phoenix & sphinx

Birds: Crane, eagle & falcon

Trees: Alder cedar & hazel

Herbs/plants: Basil, bay, chamomile, fennel, orange, rosemary, rue & St. John's wort,

Flowers: Angelica, marigold, sunflower

Scents: Frankincense & heliotrope

Stones: Carnelian, cats/tiger's eye, fire agate, garnet, red jasper & red agate

Colors: Gold, orange, red & yellow

Energy: Authority, appreciation, courage, entertainment, finding your voice, friendship, gathering, harvesting energy, health, love, pleasures, power &vitality

Sturgeon moon gets it's name from the high numbers that are caught at the Great Lakes & Lake Champlain in North America during this time of year. The names come from a number of places including Native Americans, Colonial Americans & European sources.



Lughnasadh

Also known as: Lammas, August eve & Feast of bread

Season: Summer

Symbols: Scythes, corn, grain dollies & shafts of grain

Colors: Gold, green, yellow, red, orange, light brown & purple

Oils/incense: Aloe, apple, corn, eucalyptus, safflower, rose & sandalwood

Animals: Cattle & chickens

Stones: Aventurine, carnelian, citrine, peridot, sardonyx & yellow diamond

Foods: Apples, grains, barley cakes, wild berries, cider, honey, potatoes, rice, sun shaped cookies, blackberry, corn, nuts, breads, blueberry. berry pies & grapes

Herbs/Plants: Alfalfa, aloe, all grains, blackberry, corn, corn stalk, crab apple, fenugreek, frankincense, ginseng, goldenseal, grapes, myrtle, oak leaves, pear, rye, blackthorn &wheat

Flowers: Sunflower, cyclamen, heather, hollyhock & medowsweet

Goddesses: Aine, Alphito, Bracacia, Carmen, Ceres, Damina, Demeter, Freya, Grain goddesses, Ishtar, Kait, Kore, Mother Goddess, Sul, Sun Goddesses, Taillte, Zaramama, Ereshkigal & Ianna

Gods: Athar, Bes, Bran, Dagon, Ebisu, Dumuzi, Ghanan, Grain Gods, Howtu, Liber, Lono, Lugh, Neper, Odin, Sun Gods & Xochipilli

Issues, Intentions & Power:  Agriculture, changes, divination, endings, fertility, life, light, manifestation, power, purpose, strength, success & unity

Spellwork: Sun magick, rituals of thanks/offerings, bounty, abundance & fire magick

Activities:

Bake fresh bread

Weave wheat

Take walks along bodies of water

Craft a corn doll

Watch the sunrise

Eat outside with family/friends/coven members

Donate to your local foodbank

Prepare a feast with your garden harvest

Give thanks to the Earth

Decorate your altar with symbols of the season

Clean up a space in nature

Plant saved seeds

This cross-quarter fire festival is celebrated on August 1st or the first full moon of Leo & the seventh sabbat of the year. It represents the first harvest when the Earth's bounty is given for the abundance received.

Some believe this is the time where the God has weakened & is losing his strength as seen in the waning of the day's light. The Goddess is pregnant with the young God who will be born on Yule.

In some traditions, this day honors the Celt god Lugh, the god of craftsmanship; He is skilled in many things including wheel making, blacksmithing & fighting. Though there is some discrepancy as to why Lugh is honored on this day. Some tales say it's because he held a harvest faire in honor of his adoptive mother, Tailtiu.



Sources;

Farmersalmanac .com

Boston Public Library- The Origins & Practices of Lammas/Lughnasadh by Dhruti Bhagat

Llewellyn's Complete Book of Correspondences by Sandra Kines

A Witch's Book of Correspondences by Viktorija Briggs

[marymary-diva17]

Prays to eywa

tonowair x Navi reader x ronal

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For many years you had wished to have a child with your mates, ronal had given birth to the last three children of the family but now you were wishing to have a kid. It always seemed like your prays had been ignored by the great mother and you were starting to think, you might not be able to have children of your own. You love your kids to death and enjoy being their mother but you always felt like something was missing. This was something you had kept from your mates, as they had enough to deal with that the moment. You felt like you didn't want to drag them into what you were going through right now.

Y/n " ......." you are sitting on a rock the was above the piste tree, you were reciting the same pray over and over again, in your head as you were asking eywa for some help.

Y/n " oh please great mother hear my prays I ask you for sign, I love all my children deeply but I do wonder if I will ever bring a child into this world" you had done this hoping and praying that one day the great mother will hear you, but it seems like your prays were going unanswered.

y/n " something I feel like I did something to disappointment the great mother, to have her turn her back on me"

y/n " I ask for you to watch over my family and clan along with keeping our sisters and brothers safe, I know this is asking to much but I want to make sure everyone I know is well and safe" you had said once last pray before your decided to leave the location of the spirt tree, heading back to the village.

y/n " ......." you had soon reach the village and dismount off your IIu and soon swam back to shore, and soon reach the beach and walked on it.

????? " mama" you soon looked up to see tsireya coming running towards.

y/n " hello my sweet girl"

tsireya " you are home did you have a good time at the spirt tree"

y/n " yes I did honey"

????? " hey mama" you soon looked up to see the boys coming walk over to you, both of them carrying a net fill of fish.

y/n " well it seems like you all kept yourself busy today"

tsireya " yes we did I got to help mama and grandma out in the healer hut it was fun"

y/n " that amazing my daughter"

aonung " I and rotxo went to caught some fish and we got a good caught, we even made sure not to over fish as well"

rotxo " yes we worked together as a team"

y/n " that makes me proud all of you kids are starting to do you major roles in the clan" the kids had smiled at your words, the boys soon ran off to hand out the fish that had been asked for by the elders or new families.

Tsireya " mama are you okay you look very sad" you and Tsireya had collect some stuff for the home, when Tsireya saw something was the matter with you.

y/n " oh my child I'm fine there is nothing to worry about"

navi women " oh y/n good afternoon"

y/n " good afternoon how are you doing"

navi women " good i see you are here with ronal and tonowair daughter, she is so much like them"

y/n " yes but she my daughter as well"

navi women " oh yes I complete have forgotten after being mated with tonowair and ronal, for many years you think you would of have a child with them but no the clan and neighbor clan are start to talk"

y/n " they can talk all the wish my family is my family no matter what"

navi women " oh yes you are right lets hope they don't leave you for someone who could give them a child, as your mates are going to need many kids to carry on their father and mother name bloodline" Tsireya was not like this women who was speaking poorly to her mama, she was this close of grabbing a handful of sand and tossing it at the women.

y/n " I think it will be the best if I and my daughter take our leave now"

navi women " oh sure but lets hope your mates still love you even if you haven't given tonowari a child, it will be sad to see you sent to your old home where no is waiting for you"

y/n " Tsireya lets go" you soon guided tsireya away giving the women a glare, as she stood there with a grin on her face you didn't know what her deal was with you. You soon reached the home with Tsireya and got started on dinner, soon the boys had returned home.

ronal " hey we are home dinner smells good"

y/n " thank you the kids had helped me make dinner tonight, their cooking skills are getting better"

tonowair " umm well kids you keep on making us proud all day" the three children smiled at tonowair comment toward them, soon the family had gather around for dinner. During the evening meal ronal and tonowari could see something was the matter with you.

Later that night

y/n " I going out for a walk"

tonowari " is everything okay love"

y/n " yes everything is fine I need to clear my head right now" you soon left the home to do some thinking, those women words had gotten to you. Ronal and tonowari want to come with you and ask what happened.

ronal " I think seeing her father really effect her today he was the only family she had left"

tonowair " yes"

tsireya " no mom and baba I know why mama is sad" ronal and tonowari soon noticed Tsireya standing there and it look like, she had something on her mind.

ronal " what the matter sweetie you can tell us anything"

tsireya " well you see...." tsireya soon took a deep breath in and out, and soon told her mom and baba everything that happened on the beach today, and they were not happy about it one bit. How dare this women insult you and think she could get away with it.

tonowari " we should go after her we can't leave her alone"

Tsireya " did I do something wrong"

tonowari " no my daughter you did noting wrong you did a great thing, now head off to bed and we will go see mama" tsireya had nodded her head and soon went off to her bedroom, as ronal and tonowair went to find you.

y/n " I have failed my family and my mates"

tonowair " you have failed no on my pearl" you soon looked behind and saw tonowair standing there, he soon walked up to you and hugged you.

y/n " I'm sorry I have failed to give you a child I will never be like ronal"

tonowari " you haven't failed me my love and you shouldn't worry about being like ronal, you two are different and that makes you both wonderful"

y/n " ......."

tonowair " don't listen to what other have to say about our relationship and family, you are the mother of the kids even due you didn't bring them into this world"

y/n " I so badly wish to have a child but I feel like I might not, be able to do that has eyes turned her back on me"

tonowair " hush my love hush eywa hasn't turn her back on you"

???? " he right" you and tonowair soon noticed ronal she soon made her way over to you and tonowari. tonowari had made move allow ronal into the hug.

ronal " maybe these past years eywa hasn't blessed you with a child, but maybe soon she will allow it to happen maybe she waiting for the right moment to act" ronal and soon kissed your forehead and smiled towards you.

ronal " don't let that women jealous get towards you she just mad, that her mate and everyone like you for your kindhearted nature"

y/n " how did you all find out"

tonowari : Tsireya told us she was very worried about you"

y/n " that our daughter kindhearted"

ronal " like her mama see you are still the kids mama they have picked up everything from you, and if I'm honest you are their favorite out of me and tonowari"

tonowari " hey I'm their favorite father"

ronal " you are their only father you fool ... I swear to eywa you make me confused at time that why I'm happy to have our y/n"

tonowari " haha very funny" you had laugh a bit getting the attention of your mates, as they soon smiled see that you were now happy. tonowari soon brought you and ronal closer to him. Ronal and tower were embracing you in love and comfort, as they were making sure you knew that you are love and care for that the moment. Soon the tiro had returned home together to see the kids were still up waiting for their parents return. That night the family laid together enjoying each other company and feeling the family love and embrace. Soon enough you will feel better about everything later on, thanks to the love of your mates and children.

[sirjocktrainer2]

Sitting in the chair the Jock felt Coach will and energy pushing into him, washing over his muscles and mind. Taking control and command of him and the Jock let himself relax into it. Let his mind drift as he submitted to Coach, to the Team.

There was a time he tried to fight it. Fight Coach. But that was before he understood that Coach’s will was the Team’s will. That the Team belonged to Coach in mind, body, and spirt. That the Team served Coach and Coach protected and guided the Team to its full potential as his Jocks.

*For my Titan

[sirjocktrainer]

Sitting in the chair the Jock felt Coach will and energy pushing into him, washing over his muscles and mind. Taking control and command of him and the Jock let himself relax into it. Let his mind drift as he submitted to Coach, to the Team.

There was a time he tried to fight it. Fight Coach. But that was before he understood that Coach’s will was the Team’s will. That the Team belonged to Coach in mind, body, and spirt. That the Team served Coach and Coach protected and guided the Team to its full potential as his Jocks.

[nelissecrectplace]

Void

ch6

word count: 3k

language: ‘evi- child (affectionate), Skàwng- idiot, muntxate- female spouse / wife, swizaw- arrow

description: With extra help you were successful in speeding up the training of your Iknimaya. Your hopes had been fulfilled as you are thrusted into the battlefield. Though you becoming an adult is not the only thing that has changed as Neteyams family is targeted by the sky people. Sorrows and new threats rip you from the forest back to the dreaded place you grew up.

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“Woah didn’t know you were such a natural” Neteyam said as he looked at you with shock and pride.

“To think I would learn faster than the mighty Neteyam” The teasing words left your lips as you laid down your bow striding over to the man. His eyes did not leave you as you approached watching your every movement.

“I am quite sad our time will be cut short because of your natural ability.” Reaching out to you Neteyam pulled you in by your waist. There was a slightly teasing tone to his words as his eye brows lifted. Giggling you looked up at the warrior with loving eyes taking one of his braids between your fingers.

“Our time together will be on the battlefield.”

Yours words were filled with anticipation but Neteyams look did not reflect your feeling as a sorrow seemed to warp his face.

“What is wrong Teyum?”

“Y/n, I fear nothing can prepare you for the sights you will see.” Cupping your face His yellow eyes looked into yours. “I do not want you to change, please stay my y/n?”

His words were almost pleading as he leaned his head on yours. You did not quite know what he meant by his words but you responded in the only way you knew.

“I will always be yours Neteyam.” Softly pressing your lips to his you felt butterflies erupt. A first kiss with a promise, was there any better way to solidify this memory in your minds?

Breaking apart a shaky breath left Neteyams lips as you felt his chest rise and fall. Bringing you back in he kissed you as if he was a starving animal that found its favorite food. A soft sound left your lips as guided his tongue into your mouth, not quite knowing what to do you simply followed along hoping you were preforming well. Lungs starting to burn you pulled apart chest heaving with excitement and lack of breath. A blush rose to your cheeks as you looked at Neteyams whose pupils were blown slightly wider than usual.

The need for more seemed to consume Neteyam as he looked at your flustered state, cheeks rosy and panting. You were more beautiful than any sight he had seen with your newly braided hair flowing down, longer than any na’vis braid in the clan. Feeling his eyes scan you you brung the breaded braids to your front falling into your old habit of hiding.

“You look beautiful no need to hide muntxate.”

Neteyams words made you impossibly more fluster as he spat out the title. Not quite knowing what to do with yourself you quickly changed the subject.

“Shouldn’t I be getting my first kill to bring back to the clan?” Nervousness was evident in your voice as it quivered. Neteyam only laughed at your cuteness as he wrapped his hands around you guiding you through the forests.

“Let’s get on with it then, shall we?”

~~~~~

The kill was quickly and easy, because of your skill as a warrior. You brung the animal back to the clan with pride seeping from your ever pore. Jake was please with your fast progress and achievements while your father did not express his excitement. Antu seemed quite disappointed that his little girl was to fight alone side him sooner than expect. He knew you were fastly approaching seventeen but he could not come to peace with the thought of you being a warrior.

You did not miss your fathers sour mood as you tracked through the mountains to the ikrans home. It slightly hurt seeing him so down at an achievement you felt was great but you kept on trying to keep your spirts high. Jake approved the journey right away which is extremely rare but you felt you were ready to claim your ikran. The clan leader had expressed his want for you to scout on their next raid, you father visibly scowled when he made this suggestion but did not apose his clan leader.

Although you were drowning in confidence and excitement you felt slight fear in the back of your mind. You wanted to prove to you father that you were ready, a strong warrior who could fight along side him, and this was your only chance to do that. You did not want the tension and disputes in your home for the past couple months to be for nothing, desiring to prove your father wrong.

Thankfully your thoughts were brought to an end as your eyes set upon the dozens of ikrans in front of you. Almost as if sensing your doubts start to rise Neteyam placed a hand on your shoulder looking at you with an expression that needed no words to communicate. Turning behind you your eyes scanned the small group of warriors that companied you including your father and kiri.

Sending a thumbs up kiri supported you from afar. Whipping back around you took light yet confident steps towards the beasts. Wind shot past you as ikran after ikran took off until one didn’t. The beasts body moved menacingly towards you as its beady eyes zero in on your form. It was beautiful with a glowing blue and green coloring mirroring the ilu from your childhood in an eerie way. Brown marking covered it’s body instead of black and you couldn’t help but feel humored, of course the different colored ikran would chose you.

Your slight amusement was short lived as the beast jerked its head out towards you. Its jaws clamped harshly on the air as a roar breached its throat. Heart beating into your throat your body began to move on its own diving around the beast pursuit as you eventually wrapped the rope around its face. You heard the hoots and hollers of your companions but it was as if you were underwater barley being able to hear them as you wrestled with the beast.

It looked as if you were bull riding as you jerked around on the ikran, it felt like hours had passed as you struggled to make the bond. Your muscles burned as you tried to control the animals using all your strength in the chaotic moments. Eventually the bond was made as the noises of the world seemed to come back. You felt the ikran breath as you looked over to the group pure joy painted on your face. Your clan members whooped and hollered as your father wore a proud look. The sight made your heart swell.

“The first flight seals the bond go y/n!” Ushering you to fly kiri motioned to the ledge of the cliff. You were quick to obey commanding your ikran to swoop down.

You felt a sense of freedom overtake you as you plunged off the edge. Your braid aggressively whipped behind you as the wind took your breath away. Leveling out you felt as if you were a feather floating along the wind currents of the sky feeling the wind guide you along its path.

A series of whoops knocked you out of your state of peace. Neteyam soared towards you a smile painted across his face. You could not help but laugh as his ikran circled around with yours. Copying his actions you flew around each other in harmony as a series of happy cries left you lips. You were now a warrior, one of the people, and a protector of your people.

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Jake was soon to realize how beneficial it was to have a healer on the battlefield. You could not preform major operations but you could prevent fatal injury’s with your knowledge as well as guiding na’vi with instructions over your throat mic. You were an amazing asset to the raids, holding yourself in battle and supporting your fellow na’vi. When you were not scouting you were next to one of the Sullys or Antu aiding them in their advances.

It did seem that your father was always aiding you as well never letting you stay out of his sight. It annoyed you but you knew the man wouldn’t change his behaviors, he was always looking out for his little girl no matter how grown you claimed to be. Antu was not perfect so on rare ocasiones he was not watching you like a hawk you and Lo’ak flew to places you shouldn’t be slightly disobeying orders to be more useful in battles. The benefits were always fruitful so the two of you did not intend to stop despite Neteyams nagging.

As you soared next to Lo’ak you thought today would be similar as you and the youngest Sully boy were put on scouting duty. Your father was with the ground, Neteyam at his parents hips, so you and Lo’ak were free from any prying eyes. Today was a supply stock up attacking the sky people’s supply train to obtain more guns, throat mics, etc.

“Bro! Let’s go down and help there’s no way those gun ships are making it here in under five!”

“Ok, but if we get caught your ass is mine!” Shouting back to Lo’ak you order Swizaw to swoop down making a swift landing on the ground. Lo’ak is quick to run past you collecting a gun. He pounded his chest slight as he did a small war cry. Laughing at his stupidity you took a gun as well slinging it around your shoulder.

“Do you even know how to shoot it?” Amused you scanned Lo’ak with a doubtful gaze.

“Unlike you, I actually do.” Cocking the gun he wore a cocky expression side eyeing you.

Opening your mouth to reply the words never left as the sounds of blades cutting through the air made you whipped your body around. immediately your hands reached for your throat mic, but there is no time for reaction as the gun ship began to fire. A blast propelled you forwards as you felt your body collide with the ground.

Yours ears rang painfully as you pried your eyes open. The pain seeping in slowly as you felt the lack of air in your lungs, body stinging and burning. Harshly being pulled up did not help the growing pain, but you simply did not have the air to respond. Panicked eyes darting around you landed on a familiar face close to yours as the sounds around you started to creep in.

“You skxáwng, What are you doing out here?! Disobeying direct orders!”

Although he was scolding Neteyam did not glance your way as he rushed to his ikran. His movements were fast and panicked as he placed you on his Ikran.

“Neteyam..” Words weak and quiet you attempted to respond to the man as your breathing stabilized.

“Do not speak!” The words almost came out as a hiss, disapproval and frustration evident in his tone. Keeping your mouth shut you did just as he told too busy trying to take everything in as the stings of your wounds got increasingly worse.

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In your opinion Neteyams Ikran landed way too soon as you and Lo’ak were stood in front of a fuming jake. Ears dropped down you avoided your clan leaders angry gaze bringing you hair to the front of you. The stinging of your wounds seemed long forgotten under the gaze of an angry Jake.

“You guys disobeyed direct orders! You could’ve gotten yourselves killed today, you could have gotten warriors killed today!” The harshness of Jakes voice made you flinch as you reluctantly met his gaze. Although it was no longer directed at you as he slightly shifted towards Lo’ak.

“You relize Y/n almost got killed because of you!” Eyes ridden with guilt Lo’ak took a quick glance towards you, his tail drooped. You also felt guilt arise as you looked at the boy he was not the only one to blame as you were quick to go along with his plan. Luckily, the lecture did not last long as Kiri was quick to intervene.

“Father my brother and y/n are literally bleeding.” Warm hands were placed around you as kiri looked into her father a stern look painted over her features.

“Ugh, go get patched up. No flying for two months, the both of you!” His stern voiced raised as he turned away from the two of you. Anger was evident in his stride but you payed no mind as you quickly made your way to the healers tent. Although the situation did not improve as you sat to get your wounds treated, as your father was soon to enter.

“What were you thinking Y/n” You did not know if you flinched because of the paste put on your wound or the harsh tone of your father. He never used your name. “You put everyone in danger, you almost died!” Crossing his arms your father glared down at you with disappointment.

“Father I only wanted to help!”

“I do not want excuses, you will not be seen on a battlefield for a month.” Sternly your father gave you your punishment swirly exiting the tent. Feeling embarrassed by the public scolding you casted a shy gaze to Lo’ak and Kiri who was working on your wounds.

“ I am sorry if i had not purposed the idea we would not be in this.”

“It’s not your fault Lo’ak we both got ourselves in this mess.” Shooting him a smile you pushed down your self loathing, attempting to comfort the boy.

“In my opinion are both Skxáwngs.” Jokingly kiri threw out her jab trying to lighten the mood. A small smile graced your lips at her attempt grateful she was not scolding you as well.

“I will tell the next to come in.”

Humming in response kiri began to worn on Lo’ak. Dusting off your loincloth you swiftly left informing the next na’vi in line. Walking to your pod you did not make it far before a familiar voice reached your ears.

“What you did today was stupid.”

“Neteyam I have heard enough scolding today, so if that’s all you intend to do save it.”

Neteyam huffed slightly displeased with your attitude yet continue to walk along side you.

“We are only worried, scared even, no one wants to lose you. When I saw you on the ground you do not understand the panic that raced through me.”

“I am right here Neteyam. No measly explosion can take me out.” Grasping his hand with yours you looked up at the latter. His loving gaze soon fell upon you as he squeezed your hand.

“Just,,stay with me tonight?”

Humming in response you hugged the boys arms leaning into his body. Neteyam felt a comfort as he felt your body heat mix with his.

It was almost as if he needed the contact to reassure himself you were here safe and in his arms. He could not lose the only thing that seemed to keep him sane in this time of war.

———————-

Without the duty of a warrior your free time seemed to be so large it was driving you insane. Of course you went back to healing but there was only so much too do the days there were no battles. You found yourself spending a large amount of your time with Kiri and Lo’ak. Today the three of you plus tuk and spider went exploring the forest out of pure boredom. The human and twelve year old ended up being swept up along the way. The only reason Tuk accompanied was her threat to tell her dad, you were already in enough trouble as is.

“Keep up Tuk, your slowing us down!” The annoyance in Lo’aks voice was prevalent.

“Do not speak to her like that!” Quick to stand up for her little sister kiri scolded her younger brother only to get an eye roll in return.

“We should be turning back anyway eclipse is near.” Pointing out the obvious you motioned to the sky. Your comment was long forgotten though as Spider called out too the three of you. The others seemed to rush too his side while you walked behind lazily.

You had a growing distaste for the human ever since you had seen Zey die. You knew it was not his fault and he had no connection to those people but you could not look at the sky person without feeling slight disgust since. Humans were a parasite on your planet and there’s not much anyone could do too change your mind. You had a slightly hoped to see him half eaten when you arrived but you were disappointed, as he and Lo’ak were hunched over something.

“What is so interesting?” Shoving the human to the side you peered at the ground. The sight made your blood run cold as you examined the giant print.

“It’s from Na’vi but not one of ours.” Standing Lo’ak announced his observation begging to track the prints. Harshly grabbing his shoulder a tense silence seemed to fall among the group as Lo’ak sent you a confused look.

“Neteyam mentioned they were using avatars to fight occasionally a while ago. I think we should head back it is dangers!”

“Don’t be a wuss Y/n” Shrugging your hand off his shoulder Lo’ak slightly laughed as he and Spider continue their tracking. Shooting Kiri a worried look your friend only shrugged her shoulder as she follow. Reluctantly, you did the same feeling a horrible feeling arise in your stomach.

The feeling only seemed to intensify when you caught sight of the na’vi in camo. They were too far away to hear anything but you knew that the four of you should not be here. They wielded guns that could take you out before you even killed half of them, the thought made you shiver.

“We should call this in.” Spider stated as you looked at Lo’ak with worry.

“Do not! We are not suppose to be here.”

“I got to y/n; this is big.” Flashing you with sympathetic eyes Lo’ak began to call it in telling his father all the details. Everyone visibly cringed as he listed your names to his father, knowing you were dead once you all returned to highcamp. Following jakes orders the four of you began to quietly make your way out of there. Tuk led the way with you not far behind her trying to keep the girl a safe distance from you.

Your efforts seemed to be in vain as a soldier came out grabbing the young girl by her queue. You felt panic arise as you quickly drew your bow not wasting any time to shoot it through the aggressors skull. Your one kill was futile tho as three avatar warriors were quick to press your body into the ground pulling painfully on your braid. Lo’ak and spider drew their bows but it was no use as the enemy already had you, Kiri and Tuk in their hold.

Seeing their odds the two surrendered throwing down their bows as two of the na’vi’s on you left to hold the boys. You were painfully brought up by your queue by the soldier as they held you aggressively keeping you in place. Kiri chanted to be calm in a state of panic but it did not help as the soldiers shushed her.

You felt lost and helpless in this avatars hold as the soldiers spoke a language you could not understand. Unlike the sullys your father refused to let you speak or learn a lick of english. You only understood a bit of the conversation as Lo’ak states he ‘did not speak english to idiots’. If you were not in this situation it would make you laugh but no humor could be found in the moment.

Terror shot through your body as the soldier reached for his knife. A horrible scream left your lips as you pulled on the na’vis hold attempting to get to Lo’ak. You could not hear the cries of tuk or protest or Spider and Kiri as your own panic drowned them out. a darkness engulfed your vision as the only thing you could see as Lo’ak with the knife to his throat and the enemy na’vi.

Your tail harshly swept under the na’vi bringing you bring you both to the ground as they gripped your queue. At the moment of impact they slightly let go, using that to your advantage you shot up towards Quaritch. You did not have a plan as you tackled him to the ground, your only thought being to protect Lo’ak, to do what you could not do with Zey. Your moment of advantage quickly left as the knife was now to your throat as you were pulled back by your braids.

“Tie her up! She’s dangerous. The lab rats with have a blast with her”

Bending down the one you named their ‘leader’ gripped your tail. You harshly jerked it out of his grip as his lackeys tied you painfully tight too a tree. Eclipse has stuck as rain fell making the situation more uncomfortable than it already was. There was a silent tension as the soldiers held onto your friend. They seemed to constantly be taking glances towards you disgusting gazed burning into your skin. Some of them didn’t even try to hide it even poking at your tail.

Your hissed were futile as you were basically immobile besides your lower half. Hope began to leave you as minutes passed but it was not completely gone as a familiar sound breached your ears. You felt your body relax as you heard Neytiri familiar call.

It seemed to all happened so fast as The Sullys bit their captors running into the forest. Neteyam used his siblings distraction to cut you free running along side you into the forest. Soaked plants collided coldly with your skin as you rushed along side him adrenalin pumping. You couldn’t not process the bodies that had fallen on you from Neteyams arrows your mind only telling you to listen to his words and get away.

Shock was the only word to describe your state as you came to stop. Kiri had tears streaming down her face as tuk ran into her fathers arms. You could not breath as Neteyam blocked your view with his body squishing you into him. Wrapping your arms around him you felt tears prick your eyes, pulling him impossibly closer. You did not know what was going on entirely but deep down you knew this event signified change. A change you were not ready for.

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The change you were expecting came sooner than you thought. It has not been even two days until a anxious Neteyam approached, sadness in his eyes. Your father was next to him wearing a stone face as they entered the pod. Placing aside your weaving you were quick to stand meeting them half way.

“What is wrong?”

A deep sigh left your fathers lips as he looked at you with apologetic eyes.

“There is a situation…” Motioning to the ground the three of you sat. Neteyam placed himself to your right as your father sat in front of you. Confusion swept your features at your fathers vagueness, worry settling in. Antu motioned for Neteyam to continue for him, your eyes now on your fiancé.

“I can not stay here, my family, my blood is putting the clan in danger.”

“What?” You felt dread settle in your stomach at Neteyams words. “But we are to be mated you can not leave me!”

“Calm ‘evi, we will be venturing with them, helping them find refuge. With your features and my reef life knowledge it should not be hard. “

Mixed emotions and questions seemed to bounce around your brain, thoughts scrambled. The two men sat in silence as they waited for you to process their words. The sadness and dread did not seem to leave when you interpreted the meaning.

“We are to go back to the reef!? That dreadful place?!” Betrayal is what you felt as your rose to your feet anger evident. Horrid memories flashed in your mind as you remembered the weak little girl, crying on the sand.

“I have made up my mind. Would you really want to stay without the Sullys? They are like family ‘evi.” Trying to tame the situation Antu walked towards you hands motioning in a calm manner. His efforts were futile tho as you only felt your anger rise.

“This is my home! My friends, my people, my future as Tsahík!”

“Y/n, with me gone that is not guaranteed. Please understand, would you wish to be apart from me?”

Intervening Neteyam attempted to reason but to no avail. He did not know the things you had gone through on that reef, the pain you felt. Brushing his hand off your stormed out the tent in a rage. You did not even notice Tseo outside your pod quickly brushing past him.

“Woah! Y/n everything ok?”

Tseos words fell to deaf ears as you rapidly made your way to your ikran. Quickly calling Swizaw you removed yourself from high camp. A worried Tseo followed silently, knowing his friend was in distress he did not attempt to call out.

The tears that breached your eyes were swept away by the wind as you soared through the sky. You took in the forest examining everything with great detail. A sorrow consumed you as the thought of this being your last view broke your heart. The forest was your home, it did not matter that you were born on that horrid island, you never wanted to set foot on that sand again. It did not matter how much you had changed the scars left from your childhood could not simply go away.

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Your resistance did not do much to stop the situation. The day Tseo ran out after you many words of comfort were exchanged. You both cried and hugged dreading the thought of you leaving. As Tseo helped you pack up your things as immense guilt filled you. It was not because you were missing your uncles coronation to be clan leader but because you felt as if you were leaving Tseo alone.

“I feel your eyes on me y/n, I do not need your pity.”

“Tseo…I do not wish to leave you here, alone.”

Walking over to you the warrior placed a comforting hand on your shoulder.

“I am not alone, I have my clan. Plus you will write me letters won’t you?” Hanging you your final bag Tseo shot you a bitter sweet smile.

“I miss the simple times, when it was the three of us having no worries but the gossip we would tell at communal dinners.” Tears pricked your eyes at the thought. Tseo shared a similar look of sadness eyes glossing over.

Pulling you into him the both of you hugged with such a force that seems to embody all your sorrow, pain, and the love you shared for each other. Tears ran down your cheeks as you looked at your dear friend.

“This is not our final goodbye.”

“Of course, I will see you again tseo.” Although these words were said the tears running down your face told another story.

“Now let’s get you to your ikran your father is probably waiting.”

Giving a small nods you both left the now empty pod. As you reached the ikran the tears could not seem to stop as you hugged your friend once more. Taking off you felt saddened consumed you, silent sobs leaving you as you watched your friends form gets smaller and the forest get left behind. Neytiri shared a similar state to yours her cheek were stained with tears.

Although the warrior had kept his composure for a while, your dear friend was in a similar state. Once you were out of earshot sobs left Tseo’s throat, it seemed that his last part of his past lover was taken away. His closed friend and lover gone the man felt a sorrow that compared to no other. But after hours past Tseo had to rise to his feet and continue with life. The life Eywa had blessed him with even if it was ridden with sorrows and pain.

Little did Tseo know there was a na’vi who looked over him in his vulnerable state. Her heart filled with sadness at his pain yet she did not have the courage to comfort him. Although Tseo did not know he had a bright happy future not far from his grasp with his secret admirer playing an unforeseen role.

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@ultimatebluff

[eclipse-rain]

The Older Siblings

《Izana x reader》

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Warnings; Tense:you/your, Shinchiro is a bit aged down, slight managa spoilers?, slight swearing

Masterlist~

- You are takemichi's older sister

- your 2 years older than takemichi

- you are 16 when takemichi is 14 in 2005 (when he just returned to the past)

- izana is half a year older than you with him being born in august

- in your second year of high school

- you share takemichi's blue eyes with him which you both got from your mother

- you and takemichi have diffrent dads (half siblings)

- none of the toman members know takemichi has any siblings, so they dont know you exist

- you know takemichi has a girlfriend but you have never met her

- when you first found out you told him you'd beat him up if he broke her heart even though you dont know her

- lets just say its a good thing they both kept quite about him breaking up with her that one time (even tho it was her dad who made him) and you never found out since they got back together

- like the toman members takemichi never thought to mention he had a sister to hina so she didnt know you existed either

- i mean in his defence when does that really come up in a conversation when your part of a gang, getting beat up and almost dying every other day

- first time you met chifuyu was when takemichi texted you telling you he had lost Peke J and had you help him look for him cuz you were near the area

- chifuyu didnt know takemichi had asked you to help them look and he was sitting down taking a break from looking when all of a sudden he just sees this shadown come over him

- looking up he just sees you holding out Peke J to him one handed being like 'Did you loose this'

-poor guy almost shat himself from fright (you looked pretty menacing from that angle just standing above him)

- you were childhood friends with izana and shinchiro

- the three of you hung out as a group all the time before shin died

- you met shinchiro first

- first time you met Izana it was by accident and without knowing who each other were (aka. You didnt know he was shinchiros younger brother and he didnt know you were friends with shin)

- if youve seen 'Terror in Renaissance' you know that scene where shes about to be pushed into the pool by the people bullying her and the guy sees and jumps into the pool

- well i feel like they met like that

- you got pushed in after he jumped in, then the bullys left and you both came up to the suface with you on his shoulders

- and you were just like 'who the hell is this rando, ive never seen him around school before, i dont think he goes here'

- (😆) - me rn

- met him again properly when shin introduced him to you as his brother

- shinchiro was like a big brother to you as well

- you were part of the first gen of black dragons

- you begged him for ages to let you join and even decided to leave your old gang to show how much you ment it

- Izana carried you to the hospital on his back after you decided to leave your gang and had to pay the price for it by letting yourself get beat up without fighting back

- he waited and sayed with you the whole time you were being treated before letting shin take you home

- shinchiro took you back to your house on his motorcycle after you were treated and discharged that night

- he thought that even though you were young, you had an unwavering spirt and potential which was wasted in you old gang and could flurish in the black dragons

- shin stepped down as president of the black dragons a couple months after you joined (around half a year after)

- when he stepped down as president you, like some of his other close friends, stepped down as well to make way for the second generation

- shin wanted you to stay in the second gen since you were still young compared to him and some of the others and could help guide them from experience but you refused

- though that didnt mean you didnt make a name for yourself before you quit

- people already had heard about you from you being in your old gang but you hadnt really made much of a name for yourself by then

- after you joined the black dragons you were nutorious though

- you first got the name "黒いバラ" - "Kuroi bara" meaning "black rose"

- the most common symbolism tied to black roses is that of death, mourning or tragedy

- Just like the phrase, “when one door closes, another one opens”, black roses can imply the end of a meaningful time in your life, but can also be a lovely indicator of the start of something new. Signifying a rebirth or a major change, black roses are known to represent optimism and hope

- Black roses can also declare feelings of eternal love

- despite all this meaning black roses have, none was the reason for the birth of this nickname you were given

- it was to indicate among the gangs that while you were beautiful you were deadly

- not just a rose with thorns but without the warm blood that gave it its normal color

- earning you a new nickname "冷血な" - "Reiketsuna" meaning "cold-blooded"

- though most people just called you the first three letters "Rei" meaning "lovely, graceful, beautiful"

- contributing to the 'beautiful' part of the 'beautiful but deadly' statement and so you remained a secret weapon toward unsuspecting/misogynistic members of other gangs

- this nickname stuck and soon the first was no longer used

- you love music

- it kept you sane through all your problems and was one of the only things you could find comfort in

- you also had good childhood memories from it, so it had always been a constant in your life when other things weren't

- they came and they went but music always stayed

- you dad taught you how to play the guitar and you two used to play and sing together when you was little

- it was somwthing the both of you really enojed doing together

- that stopped after he married his new wife and you didnt go to see him as much because of his new family

- you stopped playing guitar as well around that time because you didnt find it as enjoyable to play without someone else with you

- you always wear your headphones 24/7 and are listening to music though them at home

- out in public you just wear them to block people out or so they wont talk to you

- introvert ♡

- took guitar up again when yoi met shinchiro since he played the guitar too, even though he wasnt that good at it

- izana learned to play from shinchiro, he was better at it than shin was and continued to play and improve after his death

- Shin lent you his guitar before he died and you never got the chance to return it to him so you held onto it

- you tried to give it to izana but he wouldnt take it since his feelings were still hurt at the time after finding out him and shin werent blood related

- you like your alone time especially when you are in a bad mood

- your studying to become a med student and eventually a doctor like your mom

- started so you could treat your own wounds after a gang fight

- after you quit the black dragons instead of treating your wounds your treating takemichis wounds after he would get beat up with his friends

- then even more after you found out he joined a gang like you had done in the past

- never told takemichi you had been in a gang nevermind telling him you were in the first gen of black dragons

- you didnt even know if takemichi knew what the black dragons were

- you didnt know the gang he had joined 's president was shin and izana's little brother (aka. Mikey)

- took alot of first aid courses thanks to your mom being a doctor and being able to arrange them for you

- snuck into your moms office at you and takemichis house to steal her text books from when she was a med student so you could study using them

- your mom wasnt using them anymore anyway and she was never home to ask if you could borrow them

- you and takemichi's mom being a doctor ment she worked 12 hour shifts which were usually during the day

- she also worked alot of over time since she was a single mom with 2 kids

- the nearest hospital she could work at was a 2 hours drive from your house (since being a doctor is a hard practice to get into and very saught after)

- (she didnt work at the local hospital that they would go to when theyre injuries from the gang fights were super serious)

- (much to your relief)

- You always say one of you (you or takemichi) will be dead or kidnapped before your mom ever picks up her phone to see your text or phone call

- whenever your mom is home shes in her own room sleeping or in her office sorting through work files or taxes

- takemichi's dad died when he was a kid so he doesnt really remember him and neither do you

- takemichis never met your dad or your dads new family

- you and takemichis mom has fully custody of you but you visits her dads family at least every once a month just to stay in contact (your moms idea not yours)

- You and Izana lost contact after he founded the 8th generation of the black dragons when you were both 13

- you made time to visit him when ever there was a visiting session when he was in juvie

- you both used to talk the whole hour you had together but more towards the end of Izanas juvie time he stopped coming to the visiting sessions

- You still came every session and sat there for the whole hour even though you knew he wouldnt come, whatever his reasoning

- he felt he wasnt good enough for you (platonically or romantically) and when mochi told him he was the only one who could lead them he decided to focus on what he promised them and his revenge instead of what he thought and felt about you

- pushing his feelings down/away

- he started leading the 8th gen of the black dragons when he was 13 so thats also when he got out of juvie

- he was too young and immature then to realise his feelings ment he was in love with you

- he was always confused as to why the thought of you being with anyone other than him made him feel like literally commiting murder

- you 2 would literally make the hottest couple

- he loves your nickname "Reiketsuna" because he thinks its cool

- but he hates when people call you "Rei" since he knows your beautiful but he should be the only one calling/telling you that

- instantly wants to set anyone (both girls and guys - those hands rated E for Everyone) who calls you that on fire and probably would if you/kakucho didnt hold him back from doing it

- calls you 'love' 《fucking fight me on this》

- does it seriously when your dating and also before then just to tease you (tho hes actually serious but you dont have to know that)

- only kakucho knows about Izana and your relationship being childhood friends and how Izana has feelings for you

- kaku is you and Izanas #1 Shipper no debate

- takemichi is you and izanas #2 Shipper (he just wants you to be happy like he is with hina♡)

- i mean takemichi and kaku are childhood friends as well, theyre still friends now, its almost a bonding exercise at this point

- you met kaku when you were a kid too

- you met him when you would visit izana at the orphanage

- you knew he was friends with takemichi as well from takemichi telling you about him so you figured it out

- but you didnt see anything wrong with it since he was nice the few times you met him at the oraphange

- you even invited him to hang out with you and iza a few times but he usually refused and went to hang out with others cuz he wanted to leave you two alone together

- (he knew what was up from a young age 😏)

- kaku never knew you were takemichis sister though

- they mostly hung out outside like other kids so you never saw him at your house

- so either they never hung out at your house or he was just over when you were out

- but there was always tension between you and izana, kaku wasnt blind (well fully blind)

- izana is someone whos blunt when he figures out what hes feeling is that hes in love with you hes gonna tell you straight up

- even if he feels he doesnt deserve you or you deserve someone better than him

- hes never been one to back down, hes someone who relentlessly persues what he wants, even to a scary degree

- however with you its a little diffrent

- yes, he relentelessly pursues for your love for your affection but not like he would one of his goals

- the way he shows his feelings for you and the way he acts around you because of them is not scary

- at least not visibly, not towards you, on the inside and towards other people especialy when your not around, well thats a diffrent matter

- when hes courting you hes soft unlike how anyone else knows him

- this side of him is something only for you, he doesnt care if other people see this side of him when hes around you, better to have them know that your his and no one better mess with you

- not that hes affectionate in public, hes not one for PDA, most is a hand hold or placing a kiss onto the back of your hand, everything else is kept private for just the two of you

- no PDA but the soft looks he gives only you

- (he gives you these looks even before you were dating as well since he was in love but he just didnt know)

- the way he effortlessly flows over to your side immediately after he sets eyes on your frame just to be near you shows that he has a weak side for you

- (although anyone who actually knows you knows that your no such weakness just a venus fly trap)

- and izana knows that you can take care of yourself better than anyone else (since he knew you were in the black dragons) even so that doesnt stop him from protecting you

- why should you have to get your perfect hands, the ones he loved to hold, kiss and caress, brused from having to knock some incompetent insignificant gang member out

- you shouldnt have to do such insignificant tasks when he was right there, so you could relax and didnt have to be bothered or have your day ruined by someone who didnt matter in the slightest (his words not yours)

- meanwhile while your relaxing hes over here crushing skulls and doing irreparable damage to some random gang member he swore looked at you funny (wheather he ment in an interested/flirty way or a nasty way you could never tell)

- of course though if you didnt want him to go ape shit on someone you, other than kaku, were the only one who could calm him down

- and he'd listen

☆☆☆

•I will die on the hill that i think she would have red hair (like the color of a rose/blood) whether its dyed red or naturally red

•She could have it dyed red in the past (when she was in the black dragons) and in the present (2005) she has her natural hair back (like black maybe?)

•That may or may not be why Izanas gang uniform is that striking red color (in honor of a certain someone)

•Kakucho thought this was the case but wouldnt dare ask

•None of the other members knew izana and you knew each other (they had heard of you since you made a name for yourself in the BD's though)

•The red hair just seems so fitting for her

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Help why did i make it that long-

Tokyo revengers brainrot rn

Sry if i got any of like the canon wrong - i havent brushed up on my TR's knowledge in a while

Ugh i wanna make this a fic so bad but my motivation is shot 😭

Shower thoughts guys, shower thoughts

Scratch that -

Listening to music thoughts (¿maladaptive daydreaming anyone?)

Don't steal my ideas ♡

[n3xii]

This post is aimed at anyone wanting to communicate with their spirt guides and attune to their message. This will include guidance, affirmations, and what signs they're giving you. Close your eyes, take a few deep breathes and ask you guides to help you choose an item

Pile one

Their message 》

Dance with life. You have become stagnant and you need to make your enrgy more dynamic so that you can embrace the flow of life. Do something to change your energy. Do something different. What habits and behaviors are you stuck in? The habits we create perpetuate the energy were in. Your guides want you to evaluate your habits and routine and do something to shake things up. What would the ideal version of you being doing? What changes can you make that would align with thr energy you want to embrace?

Affirmations 》

I embrace the flow of life. I regonize stagnant patterns and take action to change them. Change does not intimidate me. It feels good to change. I am dynamic and ever evolving. I dance with life with a natural rhythm. IT feels safe to change.

Signs they're giving you 》

Seeing alot of greenery, water. 444. Waking up at dawn alot. Seeing imagery of cherubs, horses, and harps. 3 of cups. Ariel. Ribbons. The symbol for Venus.

Pile two

What guidance they're giving you》

You're birthing new creations and imagining a new world into reality. You are becoming the vortex and Centerpoint of creation. Your guides simply want you to be aware of your increasing power and your ability to create. Now is a good time to manifest, set intentions and start new projects.

Affirmations》

Old habits have fallen away. I am the creator of my reality. I m always creating positivity and abundance. I embrace new projects and ideas. I am dreaming a new world into being. I am awakening to my true power and I know how to use it

Signs they're giving you》

Seeing arrows, images of cupid. 222. Flowery or cottage like dresses. Red heals. Black birds. Ravens. Driving by old houses or estates. Driving by churches. Alchemical symbols. The esoteric image of a snake biting itself illustration

Pile three

Guidance they're giving you》

Your spirit guides are saying yes to something you've asked about or they're wanting you to say yes to something. Either way you've been reflecting for a while, meditating and praying and waiting for an answer. You've gone within and internally sought for this answer. Your spirit guides are saying yes. The period of waiting for the answer and thr validation to move forward is over. You're getting the thumbs up from your spirit guides.

Affirmations 》

I am receptive to the things I want. I don't wait to initiate. I take action on the things I want. I am ready to embrace action. Validating myself feels good and makes me confident in my descion. I stand firm in everything I do.

Signs from your spirit guide》

Stars. Star fishes. Swords. Three of swords. 777. Roses. Scales. Sail boats. 1111. Pink and blue paired together

Pile four

Guidance from your spirit guide》

You feel a sense of disconnection with this world because you're ahead of your time. You do belong. In fact you have a higher purpose that you don't even fully understand yet. You belong and and play a big role in the life of others. Evaluate what you've been clinging onto. What beliefs, people and situations are you fastening your grip onto? Let it crumble. Let it fall away. A new life and way of being is opening up for you. Stop anchoring yourself to things that are ttying to fall out of your life. This will help you awaken to your purpose and sense of belonging in the world.

Affirmations 》

I let go of everything trying to fall away in ny life. I have a higher purpose and I matter. I let go of beliefs that no longer resonate. I create space for my purpose in life to awaken. I belong in this world and it feels good to be here

Signs from your spirit guide》

999. Horses. Cherubs. Pink clothing.star of David. Spider webs. Gemini. Spelling errors. Typos. 333. 1111. Water bearer. Jugs. Donkeys.

[goldengoodness-aura]

JUPITER IN THE 12TH HOUSE~ The Journey of self-discovery

All 12th house placements can take time to revel themselves. It's the nature of the 12th house to remain hidden until you're ready to face it. But Jupiter is a free spirt. Many people with jupiter in the 12th may, at least on the beginning of their lifes, not know how to feel joyful and expansive. That's because they have a very important mission of discovering the light that is within themselves.

When jupiter in the 12th finally accepts that the happiness they so much wish for is not on the external world, they need to face their own shadows. That's the beginning of some kind of enlightment. Many Jupiter in the 12th people incarnate with the soul purpose of reveling deep inner and spiritual truths about themselves and reality that would ultimately facilitate the awakening of humanity. Many jupiter in the 12th are what we would call lightwokers.

Lightwokers usually need to go through many inner awakenings to finally accept who they are. That's because lightworkes are souls who have had to hide their true nature for many lifes on earth. They can forget completely that their most profund desire is to serve the higher realms and to help people. They can try to numb their sensitively. But when they have the courage to go through a journey of self-knowledge, they will see that they have the mission to hold light. And that's their deepest joy.

Jupiter in the 12th is the signature of someone that finds joy in being of service and connecting with benevolent sprit guides. Know that you have this within you, dear soul. Dig deep into your inner healing and find the precious gold that was seeded in your heart ❤

You are love.

[christ-and-love]

May/2/2024

I pray that the lord uses my heart to his will, my body, my heart, soul, and my life to his will. I pray that he fills me with the Spirt and guides me to his righteousness.

I pray that I can be used as an instrument for others. That he guides and allows me to plant seeds that lead to salvation. I pray the I am filled so fully with him that Im I can feel love in all things and for all people

Work me lord, I trust your plan, I trust your love for me.

In Jesus name I pray Amen.

[galactic-drops]

Guess who finally finished the concept designs for that spirit guide au thing!

Close ups and some random AU info under the cut!

Sun and moon are both your spirit guides both choosing you as their human. You hand went in only with the intent of having a kind good hearted spirit guide but Moon seemed to like you, and Sun refused wo bond without Moon so you decided to just choose both.

Sun can only hold his physical form during the day and Moon can only hold his at night. The two of them have been together for a very long time and couldn't even begin to tell you the exact number of years.

Sun's fire will only burn people if he wishes it to (but he hardly ever does). His legs are shaped for optimal jumping (kinda like a goat's) and he's constantly bouncing around excitedly. His rays have a similar texture to horns, but they still wiggle and retract with his emotions. He doesn’t know why his fingers are webbed either, he doesn't like swimming! The ribbons and bells are a gift from Moon.

Moon's phantom form only sticks to darker shadows so he can end up trailing you without you even noticing.hes also more clingy in this form. His physical form has translucent glider things like a flying squirrel. He's also covered in constellation and will happily tell you the various stories he's heard about them. He's very skiddish and refuses to talk about his scarf or why he won't take it off.

The only key part to the y/n design is that their arms have the same marks that are on Sun and Moon. It's how you can tell the three are bonded. Feel free to draw your own version if ya want (just tag me cus I wanna seeee)

If you got this far have a meme I scribbled for your time!

[sphinx-myth]

How my week was last week because I'm so bored

Me walking in town unwillingly but decides to ask for a sign by any type of spirt guide or deity.

Also me looking at the pigeons and seeing the darkest fucking bird I've ever seen: OH what the fuck is that?? I that a crow or some shit? It has orange feet? The fuckk??

Goes inside the hairdressers but unfortunately not for me and looking in the corner: is that a fucking spider??

It was there for a sec then gone: THE FUCK DID IT GO?!?!

My brother asks me to open a page that began with 2 (cant remember exactly) in my loki (marvel which I've never read or seen) book: fine??

The first sentence being so out of context: NEVER MINDS 😭

We go to my grandma's and I have the most agrevating conversation about loki not having anything to do with Christianity and some other stuff: IT MAKES NO SENSE PLEASE 😭

Her later asking if I read the charon book she got me for christmas: .. yeah definitely! *me who hasn't finished reading PJO and started reading homers books*

Me asking my pendulum if I should go out with my dad: "no no no no stay home and meditate :]"

My dad mentioning that if I'm home alone Imma do everyone's chores: sorry pendulum :<

Me calling my dad a viking wannabe cus I've played too much assassin creed: *the people around me start laughing*

Me choosing my options again (cus I moved schools): blacksmith path.. or art and computers.. BLACKSMITH.. *I went with art and computers and engineering*

Me staring at the incense holder because I don't like the feeling of clay: 👁‍🗨 - 👁‍🗨

One of my friends finally coming out as trans to the group: *me who literally helped her chose her name and was the first to know* WOOOO YAYAY

the only person in the group not being trans (there's 4 of us in the group and 3, including me, are trans): 👩‍🦯👩‍🦯👩‍🦯

[gallifreyinstituteforlearning]

Well the Faction would most certainly say that they can sense the spirts on days the veil is thin. Of course the Great Houses would just say that they are picking up on some strange equations pinging about.

But who’s to say they are not the same thing?

Indeed, what if these logical equations and supernatural spirits are two sides of the same uncanny coin? After all, the Gallifreyan sensitivity to temporal disturbances can pick up on energies that transcend lesser species' limited understanding of time and space.

So, on those rare nights when the veil allegedly thins, who knows what - or whom - might be reaching out? Are they time anomalies? Spirits? Is there truly a difference?

Rationale or not, those Gallifreyans with more lively minds and higher time sensitivities may find themselves particularly vulnerable tonight.

Hope that helped! 😃

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[revelry-in-severity]

Alright, I figured it out

I don't know a thing about the upcoming event, but I'm assuming they all stay a night on whatever trip they're going on. Well, let's make the place haunted and the sekai kids all wake up in a labyrinth after they fall asleep, separated from each other. This place could even be a sekai with how some of the vocaloid songs turn out. They've had some of their character development, but let's bring back some of their older problems and make them face it. Of course, they also have to deal with the spirits chasing them around as they try to figure out what happened. I want this to be a full on Kikuo psychological horror rather than a thriller

They can eventually figure out they're not alone when they shout through the walls, but there's no way to just go straight through them, so they have to actually find their way around

Airi- Pretty simple considering she's the 2*, I've always kind of seen Airi as the guide of the group even when she was uncertain of herself, especially around Minori, except will-o-wisps are meant to lead people away from from destinations which causes her problems when they keep popping up because it seems they know the only path to go through, and she doesn't know where she is in this swamp anymore

Mafuyu- i think she would start off fairly calm considering the circumstances. She likes the quiet and almost considers not leaving immediately. Until the shadows start showing up, asking for help. Only, they sound pretty similar to some of her classmates and she becomes practically hopeless when the hand of her mother follows her between dimensions. Which leads her to believe that she'll never escape no matter how much she walks away

Shizuku- From what I looked up, the spirit next to her might be a Zashiki Warashi? Houses they guard will prosper and if the household manages to drive one away then the house will fall to ruin. Families would take take of their reception rooms so the spirit wouldn't be driven away, but Shizuku isn't exactly in a house right now which partially keeps driving the spirit away from her and bringing bad luck. The spirt would look like a normal little girl in this world and I think she would fall back on her perfect image in order to keep what she thinks is a lost girl safe, especially if the spirit does stay close afterwards

There's a discussion with Tsukasa waiting here

Tsukasa- This is the perfect devil/angel over your shoulder situation which would drive him crazy. He automatically wants to side with the prim and proper kitsune, but sometimes his instincts drive him over to the tanuki, and he's having a really hard time finding a balance. Only, they start talking about all his friends and how they would think when he leaves them behind to get out of here. Again. I know it's an umbrella spirit that represents abandoned items, but what if the sekai plushies start showing up too, wondering why he abandoned them. They're both a recent reminder and items from the past. He tries to reassure them that he didn't do so, only to be thrown off when the kitsune and fox ask who he's talking too

Who's he acting for if there's no one else around here, other than himself, to notice?

Rui-  As I don't think Rui has killed a whole bunch of people, I'm going with the anger option of the Gashadokuro. What if Rui has this built up anger, that he doesn't even realize? Anger over being feared and isolated for simply being himself. Maybe he's even angry about considering the disband of WxS. Only he never wanted or meant to be angry because the lantern spirits, the Chōchin obake, are meant for entertaining children— which is exactly what he wants to continue to do with everyone else. There's a few too many to be comfortable as he tries to run away from the Gashadokuro though

Read that the Gashadokuro could be repelled with specific charms, and what if a certain kitsune disappears from Tsukasa's side sometimes to appear next to Rui. These times just so happen to coincide with the quietness from the bones backing away, and the times where Tsukasa can get hurt or something. Really drive in how much he puts others before himself, or Rui could see him as a lucky charm that continues to save him. Could be both

@emuwu, @2-kakimiko-1 Is this enough of a jrpg/au start? :)