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system wardrobe malfunctions and small scenario pushers: exteme edition au
after his qi deviation, shen qingqiu starts working on slowly building up relations with his fellow peak lords and disciples; saving liu qingge in the caves, spoiling luo binghe rotten, freely praising his students, inviting the sect leader over for tea, he's a whole new person!
and yet... his friendliness levels aren't going up.
he knows it's a bit icky to judge his relations with other people based on numbers an alien entity is giving him, but he needs them to survive, and he swears that once he's above a certain threshold (somewhere between "civil" and "friendly", he figures), he will mute every and all notifications regarding it.
but they're just not going up. since his deviation he's at least managed to claw his way from "hostile" to "tolerant" with most of them, but some are somehow still stuck in the "aloof" section! they wouldn't even care if he died!
he just doesn't know what he's doing wrong; he understands these things take time, but it feels so bad when people refuse to sit next to him or sigh when they're assigned a mission with him, especially since it's not his fault.
now, it so happens that, one day, the system hears his woes and takes pity on him.
【 user seems to experience difficulty increasing character favor levels 】
you could say that
【 would host like to utilize our special deluxe package to activate 'The Path of Blossoming Hearts and Unspoken Affections' free of charge? ₊˚⊹♡ 】
though shen qingqiu isn't trustful of the system's antics, he can't deny that so far they have helped him well enough, and since it's free of charge with no penalties, wouldn't it be a waste not to use it? the title is a bit dubious, but was the original shen qingqiu not known for his frozen heart? for never sparing a single nice word to anyone? this could be his chance to let it blossom without the system nagging on his characterization.
【 accept optional mission? [yes]/[no] 】
he picks [yes].
two weeks later, he wishes he hadn't.
the package is devided into small scenarios that mostly appear at random, ranging from small dialogue challenges where he has to pick the right option (he really doesn't like those, the dehumanization of it makes his skin crawl), to the equivalent of two rivals getting locked in a room together.
the first few scenarios are minor and not very impactful, to the point where he's finished three of them and his favor count with qi qingqi has increased a whopping +2 (still "aloof") and that of wei qingwei +5 (still "tolerant").
his fourth scenario, however, reminds him of exactly why he should never accept gifts from strange screens floating in the sky.
he's on a nighthunt with liu qingge to slay a mirebeast that's been terrorizing travelers—an amphibious creature with thick, slimy skin, a crocodile tail and a leech-like mouth that shoots mucus when threatened... and shooting mucus it did.
while his clothes can easily be cleaned with a cleaning talisman, he never feels truly clean himself unless he actually bathes. luckily, there's a beautiful, glass-like pond nearby that's surrounded by natural demonic-repellent vegetation, a win! he's just draped his clothes over a nearby branch and submerged himself in the water, when the system rings out.
【 heads up! small scenario "Stolen Silks and Sunlit Waters" is about to begin! penalty: none. wishing user good luck (˶˃ ��� ˂˶) 】
hold up—stolen what.
stolen silks. his silks. stolen by a mossy-jade stag that happens to scratch its huge antles on the exact tree he hung his clothes on, which rattles the branch and causes his robes to fall exactly onto its head, spooking it into a gallop as it disappears into the forest.
how. how does that even happen.
shen qingqiu is just about to get out of the water when of course liu qingge chooses that exact moment to stomp into the glade looking for him, even though he should have been miles away to the village to ensure the people the beast is dead.
for anyone looking in from the outside, it's not a bad picture: shen qingqiu, with his hair pulled up and away from his slender neck, submerged to his (very bare!) pale shoulders in golden sunlit waters, surrounded by lotus flowers and lily pads. to liu qingge, this must be a terrible view, apparently—shen qingqiu can think of no other reason that would cause his face to flush so bright red.
liu qingge tosses his outer robe on the grass between them and turns resolutely around. it's only a bit insulting—is shen qingqiu not pretty enough to try and sneak a look at? even just a glimpse? meanwhile liu qingge is trying really hard to mentally recite the ethics sutra to not fixate on the sound of shen qingqiu getting out of the water (naked!!) or the rustle of fabrics as he wraps liu qingge's robe around his (naked!!!!) body. when liu qingge turns around he flushes an even darker shade as he sees shen qingqiu's bare legs and feet sticking out from under the robes.
"thanking shidi," says shen qingqiu, who notices none of this, as he pulls the robe a little closer around him, "for coming to this one's untimely rescue."
liu qingge grunts, turns, and walks away.
【 congratulations! liu qingge's favor increased. character satisfaction points +50. please continue to work hard! 】
shut up
【 ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა 】
they return to the sect victorious, but very embarrassed. the mirebeast gets all the blame. where his clothes are? well—uh, gone. the mucus dissolved them. yes he knows that's not how mucus works but it did this time okay?!!
yue qingyuan acts a bit strange seeing shen qingqiu wearing liu qingge's outer robes. he almost qi deviates when he finds out his shidi is wearing absolutely nothing under it. it's all very dramatic. apparently the sect is made up of people who shower with their clothes on or something.
【 ⁺‧₊˚bonus scenario!!˚₊‧⁺˖ interactive dialog quest: pick the best suited options to win additional favor points! 】
i don't like where this is going
"shidi?" yue qingyuan asks, looking at him with those big worried puppy eyes.
【 choice A: (demure) this shidi is cold. will you not invite me in at least?
choice B: what are you looking at?! mind your own business stupid old man!
choice C: i'm in love with liu qingge 】
WHAT
if he was drinking tea he would have spat it out, and then coughed himself to death. what the hell kind of options are these!!
【 system has based these options on what will earn (or lose!) user the most points. please pick one. 】
[ admin notes: option A will earn +60 points. option B will neither increase nor decrease points. option C will decrease -100 satisfaction points and increase +200 heartbreak points ]
shen qingqiu silently curses the system. option B is way out of line, even for the original shen qingqiu, who probably would insult yue qingyuan, but not with so little class. he doesn't even consider option C an actual option. and, well, he is cold. and wet. and almost naked. he would like a warm bath and some clothes. A it is then.
he doesn't like the way yue qingyuan's face light up when he grits out the dialog.
【 congratulations! yue qingyuan's favor increased. character satisfaction points +60! keep up the good work! 】
he can't keep doing this much longer.
unfortunately, he does have to keep doing this for much longer.
he's just about to go to bed when someone knocks on the door. luo binghe is already sleeping so he goes himself. just as he's about to open the door the system rings out—but it's too late.
shen yuan is used to wearing old tshirts to bed and no pants (he hates the feeling of his legs being restricted while he sleeps), so he doesn't really care when the only equivalent of this in pidw is a silk nightgown. his mother wore them, his sister wore them. hell, one of his brothers once bought one for fun and ended up using it for months. it's florally embroidered with puffy sleeves and reaches to his knees, that's decent enough, right?
【 heads up! small scenario "Dreamy Encounters at Dusk" is about to begin! good luck! 】
he has no idea what that's supposed to mean and he doesn't care. he opens the door, and it's mu qingfang. not... that unusual, but still.
"can this master help you?"
it takes mu qingfang a moment to remember what he's here for, it seems, because he stares at shen qingqiu for a good few seconds before raising an eyebrow like he's caught him doing something wrong.
"does shen-shixiong always answer the door like this?"
shen qingqiu glares back. "only when unsolicited guests come stumbling around my porch in the middle of the night."
"fair enough."
apparently he's here on behalf of yue qingyuan, who had asked him to do a post mission check up as soon as he was available, which is now. which yue qingyuan had apparently forgotten to relay to shen qingqiu himself. awesome.
he invites mu qingfang in (he can hardly close the door on him, it's late for him too!), and sits through the usual poking and prodding.
the system is prodding, too.
【 would user like some advice on how to maximize point earning? 】
no
【 ( •̯́ ^ •̯̀) system is only trying to help!! 】
i really don't need your help with this, thanks. i can keep a conversation on my own.
【 optional system booster: not mandatory. user may choose to decline this quest.
option 1: this one appreciates your care. the hardship is... unexpected. (look away shyly). i find it difficult to accept help sometimes, even when i need it.
option 2: i'm in love with you.
option 3: stand up and pretend to faint into his arms 】
shen qingqiu is about to spit blood—what the HELL is this!!! why do all your options make you look bipolar HUH??? and what's this about professing my love to people?!! why is that always an option??! this isn't a dating simulator, stupid system, they'll think i'm crazy!
【 all these options result in an increase of character satisfaction points (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) 】
HOW
【 (ó﹏ò。) user seems misinformed about character preferences. [mu qingfang] likes to take care of people! 】
... i decline the quest. booster. whatever. i'll figure it out myself. and stop talking about him like he's some one dimensional character!
they hear stumbling coming from the little side room, then the creaking of floorboards. binghe peeks through the door, hair sleep-ruffled and his robes pulled on over his sleeping clothes.
"shizun?" he asks, worried, "what's wrong? why is mu-shishu here?"
【 ⁺‧₊˚bonus scenario!!˚₊‧⁺˖ interactive dialog quest: pick the best suited options to win additional favor points! 】
oh god, not again.
【 option A: (gently) nothing is wrong, binghe. this master is alright. go back to sleep.
option B: (gently) nothing is wrong, binghe. this master is alright. (invite him to sit next to you during the examination)
option C: (gently) nothing is wrong, binghe. this master is alright. mu-shidi is just keeping me company tonight. 】
huh. so you can give meaningful options that i would actually consider picking?
【 ◝(ᵔᵕᵔ)◜ 】
[admin notes: option A will decrease -100 points for luo binghe. option B will increase +20 points for luo binghe. option C will decrease -300 points for luo binghe, and increase +20 points for mu qingfang. option A & C increase luo binghe jealousy levels with 400 points].
#okay this about turned into a fic im so sorry#or am i...?👀#i liked this idea more than i originally thought skdjsksks#its just so GOOD#basically shen qingqiu upping points by getting into cliche romance novel maiden situations#and some more input from the system#might continue this#svsss#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#mu qingfang#liu qingge#yue qingyuan#scum villain#system svsss#svsss au#svsss romance simulator au#or something like that#my writing#scum villian’s self saving system#shen yuan
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Guess who finished reading All Systems Red
#The Murderbot Diaries#It hacked its own governor node!#It could go on a murder spree#Instead it watches soaps and hates eye contact#I am curious how the show adaptation's going to work#considering how common it was for Murderbot to experience input from multiple different feeds and systems at once
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Never Meant To Be | SVSSS Fanfic
- Nonbinary Reader
When you found out that you were reincarnated as a wandering orphan, forcing you to steal to survive. You lost count of the times that you would get beaten up upon getting caught by the villagers. The looks of disgust from the villagers upon seeing your raggy clothes and dirty face were imprinted on your small mind. Intelligence was nothing in this world; all that mattered was the ranking of an individual. There were times when you ended up starving on the streets or almost freezing to death.
It wasn't even surprising that, soon enough, the human traffickers found you. The original owner of the body was found by the human traffickers before you were even in the body. The human traffickers make weekly visits to the orphans, demanding that the orphans give them the taels that the orphans gathered from begging on the street. The ones that weren't able to give any received a beating. All the good spots in the areas were taken by the other orphans, while you were left with the crappiest area, which is mostly deserted.
The income was so low that you even decided to leave this village and beg elsewhere. The traffickers caught you again, and you received another beating. Only then did you learn that the orphans are only allowed to beg within the village.
Every week of the first few months, you have received a beating from the traffickers.
The orphans could hardly fend for themselves, so they didn't even bother sharing any of their stuff with you. Resorting to having to even fight them for some ointments. Yes, there would always be some additional bruises after the fight; however, you did get your ointment. You know that your life is miserable the moment you even have to fight a dog for a blanket. Even the white cat from the village council’s madam gives you the disdainful treatment. Hissing at you whenever you look at its pearly white fur.
You were envious of the white cat. It gets better treatment and is cleaner than the combination of you and the other orphans. You remembered watching out of the village council madam’s window, drooling at the lotus cake being fed to the white cat daily, who later licked its paw.
One day, in the village, there was a huge fire that ended up spreading out to the borders of the village. Everybody was evacuating, while you stood confused and helpless. Almost accepting the new path of death, ending this misery of yours. You would have never expected that a cultivator would rescue you. Your memories of his appearances were blurry. The only thing that you have left of him is the ripped-off piece of his light green robe.
Away from the human traffickers, your life was somewhat peaceful. You would be found stuffing your mouth with mysterious berries that you found in the forest. The stomachaches taught you which berries to pick and which berries not to pick. Cleansing the filth off yourself in the rivers.
You find yourself in a new village and hear from the villagers about Cang Qiong accepting new disciples. That would be a good chance to turn your life around.
There was something familiar about that name, but you were not able to find out exactly what it was.
——-
You watched the large crowds of hundreds of people. There were some other orphans, some kids dressed in rich silk robes, and some kids from the casual village household. The task was plain and simple; it was just digging holes. A few of the rich folks were complaining of dirtying their robes: “This is too filthy!”. “I can’t handle this any more!” “I’m telling my mommy and daddy about this!”. “This is so unfair!” “Why am I doing the work of a slave?!” so many complaints.
So they ended up ordering their servants to do it for them, resulting in the rich folks getting disqualified. “Wait until my parents hear about this! They’ll shut this mountain completely down!” but as expected, those complaints were all barks and no bites.
The sun beat down on your back as you hunched over the earth, your long, pointed nails digging into the clay. Untrim nails for months, maybe even years; you were not sure since you only occupied the body a few months ago.
Each thrust of your hand was met with gritty resistance. The earth, dry and stubborn, yielded only grudgingly. Tiny particles of clay, fine as dust, clung to your nails, causing a gritty discomfort that snaked up your arms, sending chills through you. Regardless of your gender, the sensation was maddening, a constant reminder of the tenacity of the very ground you were attempting to conquer.
There were some smart kids who dug platforms stacked upon each other like stairs from the soil. That is to make it easier to get out of the hole.
However, that also wastes a lot of time, and time is precious.
Your brow furrowed, and you bit your lip, the scent of nature mingling with the dust that clung to your clothes. The discomfort was a constant, a nagging reminder of the futility of your task. Yet, you dug on. It was more than just a hole you were creating; it was a statement, one that would completely change the turn of fate.
Each inch dug was a battle—a slow, agonizing victory. The earth, unforgiving and relentless, fought back, the damp clay clinging to your nails like a tenacious parasite. But you pushed on; you drew in grim concentration, your eyes burning with a singular focus.
You knew the pain and discomfort were necessary parts of the process. It was the price you paid for the freedom of creation, for defying the expectations of practicality. The discomfort was a reminder that you were pushing boundaries and challenging the very fabric of reality.
Finally, with a groan, the earth gave way. By the time the ending was announced, the hole, deep and narrow, was complete.
You looked around, and that's when you saw him. You identified him from the crowd by his green robes. The feeling of familiarity and nausea hit you like a wave.
Your survivor, your angel, is the one that’s going to drag you out of this hellhole.
He noticed you; his paper fan spread out, covering half of his face. He narrowed his eyes at you indifferently.
—-
Being a disciple of Qing Jing Peak Lord was not that bad; your life clearly improved. You don't have to fight other orphans or animals for anything. All living expenses were provided for you. You shared your daily tasks with the other disciples. During your free time, you’ll spend time watching your Shizun from afar. Aside from that, the looks of admiration and gratitude were obvious.
The wind carries the rumors.
It has only been a few months since you became a disciple, and you have already heard your share of the rumors surrounding your savior.
The rumors surrounding your savior were outrageous; you would never bring yourself to believe them, even if there were doubts surrounding them.
in the following months. You have always kept a safe distance from your savior. You can’t deny that there were desires of wanting to have physical contact with your savior. It was pure nonetheless, but it still felt wrong. Even after you left behind your past of being an orphan, you still felt filthy and tainted. You were disgusted by yourself. It wasn’t long before you realized that you had romantic feelings for your savior.
But you never have the courage to confess. Your savior was close, yet felt so distant at the same time.
——
A young disciple named Luo Binghe had just arrived, and he was taken in as your Shidi. From the start, he showed himself to be a hardworking and persistent teenager, always displaying politeness towards everyone. However, despite his good nature, your savior began to treat him unfairly, burdening him with an excessive number of tasks compared to the other disciples. This sudden change in attitude was puzzling.
Witnessing Luo Binghe being disciplined unjustly, you found yourself tending to his wounds and gradually forming a close bond with him. Despite the mistreatment, he never blamed Shizun for his hardships. As time went on, the male disciples following your savior joined in on the unfair treatment, directing their animosity towards Luo Binghe by assigning him all the unwanted tasks. Despite this, Luo Binghe continued to fulfill his duties without complaint.
Nonetheless, it pains you to see your savior acting like a monster.
——
You were unsure how it turned out this way. One day, your savior’s personality completely changed. It was almost like they were completely different people. It was also the first time that your ‘savior’ approached you willingly, apart from missions. You were happy about it, but something felt horribly wrong at the same time.
You have always had that feeling since you first became a disciple. It was wrong for a disciple to have romantic feelings for their Shizun.
This was different; it was almost as if this was an imposter living in your savior’s body; their aura was different. The imposter gives out a more outgoing and calm vibe, while your savior gives out a more indifferent and cold vibe. There is no possible way that one person could change in the span of hardly one day.
But how is it possible that somebody would look exactly like your savior? Did your savior have a twin brother? If yes, where is your savior right now? There’s no possible way that your savior would just abandon his disciples and his title without a single word.
The imposter attempted to mend your relationship; however, it didn’t work. The longer that the imposter stayed, the more hatred that you grew for him.
At the same time, you were glad that he’s now nicer to his disciples and Shidi Luo Binghe. But you simply can't get over the fact that the imposter is using your savior’s body without any permission.
Months turned into years, and your hatred toward the imposter grew numb, just like your feelings. There was no use for it anymore. You ended up leaving the peak and becoming a wandering cultivator.
When your Shidi Luo Binghe married the imposter, they invited you, hoping that you would come. Which you did.
As you watched the smiles imprinted on both your Shidi Luo Binghe and the imposter, Only then did you realize that you had officially lost your savior. Forever.
#cultivation#ancient china#Svsss#scum villian self saving system#the scum villain's self saving system#luo binghe#svsss x reader#shen yuan#shen jiu#shen qingqiu#mxtx svsss#mo xiang tong xiu#angst#reader insert#svsss self insert#nonbinary#losing someone#reader input#y/n#bingqiu#luo binghe x shen qingqiu#scum villain#scumbag system#scumbag villain#reader
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the neurologist i shadow is so funny bc she has a valley girl accent and yet she's the smartest person in the room. this woman was casually doing case consenus ab a man w frontotemporal dementia in the highest girliest voice imaginable. i want to be her i think
#case consensus is basically where several neurologists/doctors meet to decide what the patient's case actually is#im genuinely not sure why this medical center does it this way but they write down data on paper THEN input it into the digital system#which i have qualms w bc i feel like it wastes so much time#but literally my whole role at this internship is inputting this data into the system so i should probably be grateful they do it this way#but in that one meeting everyone was all over the place so this at the ending of the meeting this woman goes#“that... was frantic.”#in the most valley girl accent known to man#and ever since ive integrated this as my response to everything#youre right. that WAS frantic#she also was like “sorry im unfocused. need lunch rly bad” at one point during the meeting#this neurologist is just like the rest of us fr
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Having OSDD and playing STP and seeing how other people interpret the voices is crazy. Mostly because I attribute all the Voices as just being smaller parts of the Whole (You, the player) so it’s harder to take their flaws seriously when it’s like. Yeah but I’m not like that and I don’t wanna do that, ur just a thought bro.
Like L + Ratio imagine not being the guy in control of the body today, ANYWAYS-
(Mini ramble undercut!!)
It what makes certain routes like the Spectre so fun when she joins the mess and is like “??? Is it always this loud” because like yeah. Being apart of a system in real life is really just fine tuning the noise and making your own choices, especially since the voices are usually shown at face value and when you dig deeper they all usually want the same thing: To survive.
And when you realize that it’s easier to take agency of the control you Do have as the player and therefore the vessel. They each have their own different ways and thoughts of surviving but ultimately they either just want to survive or they want to survive and end the pain of the cycle they’re forced through.
They’re just thoughts, just voices, brought forth from trauma and trying to escape, give them grace.
All this to say, being apart of a system and playing a game that involves multiple voices is really just like playing a real life simulator and is probably why I have such an easy time playing and understanding the characters in the game
#had to write this one because I couldn’t figure out why it was igging me that some folks interpret the voices +#as fully fledged people and not Voices. they’re merely shattered parts of a whole mirror#their flaws and thoughts are just that. flaws and thoughts. combine them with your own to dilute their extremities.#though this might also have to do with my mindset and play style of ‘no I’ll just succeed.’#literally just think logically because all your voices are feelings based and to make decisions you need both heart and mind#as the player you have to stop trying to input Your feeling or it’s going to conflict and get lost in the mesh of voices#see their feelings- hear them out - rationalize and you’ll win#basic system and personality disorder stuff to deal with the noise and overcrowding#honestly STP is the perfect game for systems 😭😭😭#osdd system#did osdd#osdd#osddid#actually osdd#osdd 1b#slay the princess#stp voices#stp shifting mound#shifty stp#stp analysis#slay the princess princess
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Our Vestibular System








The Autistic Teacher
#autism#actually autistic#vestibular#sensory input#the vestibular system#brain anatomy#physical health#neurodiversity#actually neurodivergent#feel free to share/reblog#The Autistic Teacher (Facebook)
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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MORE WONDERLAND :3
for @febo-asoma
#alice in wonderland#fanart#also not rlly but. for the sake of the tagging system#this cheshire is their design! alice i spun from a lot of things but they had input on this one :3
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honestly, i’m not entirely sure whether sugar in the tank is portraying its love in a positive light. like, on the surface it seems like a sappy love song (which i love) but i feel like (probably because of things that someone said on here) there might be more to it.
like:
“I hate watching through the window when you pull up and I'm still
Thinking I should stay home
Sitting outside with the engine running
Just waiting on me to change
So c'mon baby, put a little
Sugar in the tank
I love you all the way”
i feel like there’s a lot to unpack here. is this being grateful to the person you love for pulling you out of your comfort zone? is it expressing that you would do things you don’t really want to do for the one you love? or is it being mad at them for pressuring you to be someone you’re not, trying to “change” you? am i reading too much into this? or not enough? can someone help me out here? i’m not exactly an expert song analyser here
#it occurred to me that maybe i should’ve sent this as an ask to shay or kala or claudia#and maybe i will send them asks but i’ve already typed all this out so i might as well post it#i could tag them but i don’t want to be annoying#so guys if you see this i would appreciate your input#but no pressure#also anyone is welcome to add their thoughts. please do actually.#julien baker#torres#jbtorres#solar systems posting
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Randomly decided to go through all my old pet site accounts for fun since all the websites amazingly still exist and it is so surreal and delightful that photoshop doodles I made 15+ years ago are being traded around as high-value currency (and have fanart made of them!) on Chicken Smoothie. It's like part of my teenage self is encased in amber. The website is exactly the same as it was 10 years ago and some of the staff I was Internet Teenagers with are even still working there? All the little animated avatars I made are still available for members to choose? I might have to start playing again just for the nostalgia.
#if anyone on tumblr uses this website I have Early Days Lore hahaha#I'm personally responsible for both the OMG so rare rating and the pet 'army' concept#and also for a few of the early pets being stupidly rare because Nick let me input pets in the system#and I didn't know how the probability field worked. I was like 15 and he didn't explain it and also didn't edit what I added haha#what a time#I'm guessing it's still mostly run by volunteer teenagers it's not like they have the revenue to pay people in real money#chicken smoothie
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..... We've decided we want to start a youtube channel. About plurality. Mostly, about our plurality and Alterhumanity- just documenting our experiences. We're looking into plural history and resources, so we feel we know the community better before stepping onto a platform and talking more about the topic so we don't make total idiots of ourselves but...
Hoo boi. This is stressful. I still don't have a single idea for what sort of things we would post. So many of us experience dysphoria about the body, our voice included, that makes this so very far out of our comfort zone. But we want to do it.
That doesn't mean it's not intimidating as fuck, and that we won't complain EVERY step of the way. Everything is currently pointing towards this but I swear we're getting dragged through this like a toddler getting dragged somewhere they don't wanna be.
-Phil
#plurality#plural system#pluralgang#pluralpunk#multiple system#multiplicity#plural#actually plural#alterhuman#nonhuman#idk is this a vent I don't think it is#eh#vent#Keeper Phil#The Keeper's Archive#or is it the haven's archive#idk whatever#input is welcome btw#if someone thinks they have questions they'd like answered or topics they'd like covered but doesn't want to give unsolicited advice#this is your official cue that it's far from unsolicited
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When we first discovered being a system, one of the alters we suspected we had was Silly (that's parties name) and a few months after, we stopped believing party was real and removed Silly from the roster.
We believe this was because during our syscovery our hosting situation was actively changing and evolving into me, The Paradox, and so finding out who was real or not and whatever was difficult. We were also actively in a harmful relationship, doing school, and discovering A LOT about ourselves on top of going through new traumas we had never faced before.
Yesterday, after some deliberation we finally concluded Silly WAS actually a headmate but was apart of my subsystem, we didn't even believe we had subsystems when we first started our journey so the idea hadn't occurred. Now we welcome Silly back with open arms and luckily XD isn't mad at us at all, I don't think XD would have the heart to be anyways. This rediscovery alone has given us a lot of peace again, especially since this realization came after KO and I were having a huge fight in the front, and after Lark got it settled, things just felt better.
#creatures many#Silly will be added to the pinned post cause we get A LOT of input from XD#actually plural#plural#polyfrag system#polyfragmented#sysblr
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*falls over and dies*

Finally took the plunge, and sketched out how I headcanon Stranger’s anatomy. Pretty messy, but ye.
While the alters have their preferred spot on the body, they all can control every part. All heads technically can talk, but that can make things painful and confusing for them, so they prefer keeping the talking role to the ‘main face.’
Neutral is usually the one in the main face (aka, hosting), but they’ll often switch with Soft and Harsh. Monster and Emo rarely host, and when they do, it’s often with one of the others.
Also, thinking of naming their system ‘Starlight’ :D
#once again: I’m a singlet just doing my best to be respectful and inputs from systems are more than welcome!#edit from future Sal: guys. I may not be as much of a singlet as I thought I was kamskmdkdjd#slay the princess#the stranger#the shifting mound#stp princess#Heathens AU#< this hc is not *only* for Heathens. but it’s the main AU I’ll be using them on lol#sal draws#sketches
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When it comes to labeling sexuality in IFs, I think it does depend on a lot the setting and context, and specifically, is queerness an important conversation in the story?
If it is, then I personally strongly prefer to pick a specific label. But since the same label can have different meanings to different people, I tend to find myself wanting to be able to both choose a label and separately choose what genders I tend to be attracted to and how. I don't know how difficult coding would be, but it might be helpful to let players pick from a preset or type in their own label for their characters just like you do their name and then choose from the list of "I'm attracted to x gender(s)."
I don't know exactly what you're planning with trans and nonbinary MCs, but working under the assumption that there's going to be some measure of choice involved, you don't have to specifically tie one queer experience to one label. You could let the player choose something from the options that fits them best, i.e. "Realizing I wasn't attracted to men was difficult," "Experiencing attraction to a variety of genders felt surprisingly isolating," "I couldn't relate to my friends when they picked out the hottest cheerleader," "I felt like I was broken when I wasn't having those quintessential first crushes" etc. while using whatever label they chose or typed previously in the conversation. If that makes sense? That way players wouldn't be required to pick from the most known labels but could still discuss an aspect of queerness that they relate to their character. I'm just spitballing idk either way good luck!! It's not an easy choice to make because there's pros and cons to it all.
Thank you so much for your thoughts!!
There truly are pros and cons to it all, and I've spent the past few days sifting through them in my mind. I super appreciate this ask because you helped me settle on the approach I think I'm going to take (with room to shift/change in the future!)
Initially as I've been reading various responses I thought I might go for basically what you're suggesting. Label -> genders -> ace/aro specifics. But the coding would be a huge undertaking, and I'm not sure I have the skill and/or time.
Plus, a lot of the purely mechanical benefits to picking a specific label (like not having men flirt with MC if they're lesbian, for example) is already mostly covered by my interest/attraction system. ROs don't pursue MC (beyond playful flirting, for Beck&Yas, and I'm planning to let MC shut that down if desired) unless MC has already indicated interest in them.
So for now I'm planning on (mostly) keeping the system I was originally rocking with...
BUT (and the reason I'm hijacking your wonderful ask instead of just making a separate post), I really like your idea of having choices that aren't specifically label-based but more generally describe a variety of queer experiences. Your examples made something click really well in my brain.
I want to give the MC the opportunity to talk about their sexuality as well as their gender, if they so choose. And initially I thought that setting specific variables would be the only real way to do that, which is where this all started. But your examples showed me a really neat way to approach it! So genuinely thank you so much it's an incredible idea <3
#asks#sexuality discussion#i've gotten a lot of incredible input#and after weighing the pros and cons#i /think/ this is the best approach for me#i'm not closing any doors by any means#maybe someday i'll feel like coding and try to tackle a more elaborate system#but the most important thing to me#is writing a story where being queer matters#it's something that MC can talk about and that the ROs will talk about#and this feels like a really tidy way#to do it while also saving myself from undertaking a giant coding endeavor#and to keep from limiting player choice!!#tysm again <3#to you nonnie and to everyone else who has sent in their thoughts!
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murderbot’s functioning as a construct is so nearly my ideal it makes me genuinely ill. everything I’ve ever wanted and can never have, right there
#the murderbot diaries#im being so serious rn I’m in despair#genderless sexless neither human nor machine no digestive system increased processing space capacity for multiple inputs constant input#from multiple drones giving heightened awareness ability to rapidly access other systems and information etc#capacity for emotions but in an inhuman way#physically very capable and doesn’t need sleep. diagnostics and buffers#cares about people and things but in an inhuman way#and im stuck forever in this FUCKING MEAT SUIt#I hate it so bad oh my god#thinking about how I’ll be stuck in it lkterally all of my existence. oh my GOD#OLEASE I WANT TO BE Q CONSTUCT
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