Uhhhh I just stayed up all night doing edits and I hit post just now before knocking out. idk if I'm going to make a proper link when I wake up, just because idk how much I'm wanting to advertise something so strange across platforms. But the Maximum Freak Nasty Perv Robot PWP is now up on my ao3, titled Handle With Care.
Good Morning. ✌︎ I'm going to bed now.
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not to sound like those bitter old fans but it annoys me a lot when a recent vsynth fan goes like "umm of course I don't know some random vocaloid named bleepbloop released in 2013" implying that any vocaloid released 10+ years ago is too old, yet they probably know miku who was initially released in 2007??? like I'd get if their justification was something like said vocaloid not having many songs featuring them, which is unfortunately true for most of the v1s (except for the obvious duo) and genre-specific ones like prima and tonio (I guess vocaloid opera just wasn't most people's thing), but using "they're too old" as an excuse is kind of a faulty argument especially if their definition of "too old" includes anything released after miku or the rest of the cv group
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Man, I'm just kind of dazed today
I woke up yesterday around 9am, didn't do much for the day, went to bed... realized it was too hot to fall asleep (cause my window is broken so I can't open it)
So I got up, filled 3 box with papers as I sorted out the magazines and mail
Then I needed to stay up till after 8am so I could go to the post office to return that bowl. Came back and laid down but... you know when your body just feels wired and you really need to sleep but can't? Probably cause it's pumping out hormones to keep me awake to compensate for me being so tired, that's my guess based on how it feels
Anyway, lay down and kind of drift off with a video in the background, but... I think I was just on the verge of sleep but not able to cross over... like dozing at best
Then I hear Bart making noise and look over and he's acting like he's hunting a mouse, and sure enough he was, so he helps me cup it, and then I go take it to a field outside of town to hopefully live a better life... but clearly wasn't sleeping if I'm doing that
And... I'm still up. I think I'm gonna try and take another crack at sleeping... I hope I can do it. Things do at least feel a bit cooler
But yeah, I'm a mess today, gonna be two days worth of dash to look through whenever I get up, and then I can also respond to the couple messages I've got
But oof... hate feeling like this. The non depressed part of me wants to die just because maybe then I could finally rest
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A while ago I tried out the concept of a "Shotasona" and honestly, the design was awful, not at all what I wanted, so I'm trying again.
This is also just. My ideal form tbh. Anyway info on him under the cut if you're interested
He was bitten by a vampire at the tender age of 4, immediately placed in isolation to keep him from transforming others, and then promptly forgotten about for 6000 years after his human caretakers passed away.
Despite his age he is still very much 4, though probably mentally closer to 6 by now as he's taught himself to read and can crudely write, but due to the nature of his vampirism he's never able to develop very far mentally or physically past 4 years of age, so his moter skills and processing power isn't great. The isolation hasn't helped either, of course.
Sense finally getting to leave his very infantile room (think N's or Victini's room from Pokemon BW) he's basically always overwhelmed. The world is massive, everything's too loud, too bright, too new, and he's expected to be a wise old sage due to his age and isn't exactly being as taken care of as he should be.
He's trying his absolute best to play along with how everyone expects him to be, but could really use someone who treats him his mental age. He hasn't found that person yet, though.
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