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#thankfully family is around
Fucking hate short weeks at work, the weeks after always suck ass.
Bitching about finances in the tags
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ryllen · 8 months
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Was giving these analysis a read [ x , x , x , x ]
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samwisethewitch · 6 months
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There's a special kind of irony in me, a pagan, preparing kosher food so my Jewish brother-in-law will have something to eat at my family's Christmas potluck.
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berryblu-soda · 8 days
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Anyways update i just didnt bother to post earlier:
fr God is good and the whole car crash my parents got into last week was so incredibly mild in terms of injuries!!!! worst was a bruised knee im pretty sure
ALSO-
*taps mic* HUG YOUR FREAKING LOVED ONES OR SO HELP ME!!!!!!!
#ALSO DO NOT READ THE TAGS IF YOURE HERE FOR A GOOD TIME!!!!#ENDED UP VENTING AGHHHHH- (<- amongus ref in 2024???? l+ratio) (no but seriously stay safe; im not sure if i should add a cw???)#no but like the cars themselves?#FOLDED-#ive seen photos of worse ones of course lol (ty internet <3)#but we´re all in agreement that if it had hit anywhere else at that speed it wouldve been BAD Bad-#like; severe injury to the leg at least; drivers door wouldve crumpled; thankfully it hit the tire mostly#our car got what seems to be the lesser damage and theyre still debating if it counts as total loss xd#also oh goshhhh#so i usually go and say goodbye to my dad when hes headed to work; i did it that day as usual; car was already halfway out the driveway#my dog also loves to go and she was already in the car#but my mom (taking my dad to work) said she´d need to stop by the store after dropping dad off; so she handed her back to me#last minute descision-#my dog is a small kinda elderly chihuahua and wouldve been on my mom´s lap when they crashed#no seatbelt for her obviously#she wouldve gotten injured so freaking bad if she was there ):#overall feels like we dodged a life altering accident by a hair#i wasnt even in it and im still shook hahaha#i always go say bye to dad if hes leaving for work no matter if im pissed off or sad or whatever#half out of habit; half bc i know anything could happen at any moment and id rather not have been too proud to say goodbye#dammit im crying now hahaha#saying again; everyones fine!!!!! please remember to hug your loved ones !!!!!!#shut up sheo#but oh gosh too many reminders of death as a constant recently#that happened about a week after a cousin died; i hadnt seen him in forever but his family went to our church growing up; he was my age#it was a dull and distant pain even then to hear the news but it still hurt; i didnt go to the funeral#did go to the one a couple days later tho; for a family member i truly didnt know; it was a car crash i think#a special kind of heartbreak from meeting his mom and seeing his kids running around#now that i realize it; as im writing this; i hadnt stopped to process just about anything hahaha#freaking sobbing at 9 in the morning smh!!!!!
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tobe-sogolden · 3 months
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crispyjenkins · 6 months
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welcome to cj/crispy's bi-yearly ptsd rant about fireworks, you are all safe and valid here and i am mentally giving out juice boxes and animal crackers
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the-darklings · 2 years
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do you know when the next part will be out? no rush i’m just so hooked on this series and dream and wanderer
later today!!!
it's 5.1k+ already with two scenes still left to go, so not saying the longer wait will be worth it, but hoping so ❤
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honeyrins · 1 year
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[OG] Marriage Before God, Either Way
🏳️‍🌈 A piece I did for an exhibit in honour of kid me who grew up dreaming of a wedding while going to a typical mexican catholic school 🇲🇽!
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impossible-rat-babies · 2 months
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depending on how beastmaster is handled there is a strong case for it to part of eyrie’s lore, but also please get it far away from them
#fun lore time: cricket is eyrie’s familiar and was created out of a small portion of their soul#he is an arcane entity but different in how he doesn’t have the absence of a soul#but a soul didn’t arise within him. he is part of eyrie and they are part of him#it’s a talent that came about in eyrie’s family—undecided on mother or father’s side#but I’m leaning on father’s side of the family considering where his father is from#and there’s already a powerful tradition of white magic on their mother’s side#depending on how beast master goes….well eyrie could start making more familiare#*familairs#which like. giving parts of their soul off to arcane entities is. not advisable considering the already messy state of their soul#there’s already enough going on with the dynamis smacking the floating leftovers of Zenos’s soul to be the glue#that brings eyrie back to life#it’s not like sticking zenos in a rat and having a murderous creature about#but more their soul is in a fragile state and pushing that around isn’t a great idea#the threads that bind the aether of their body and soul are weird enough without sticking it in others#thankfully beastmaster probably isn’t going to be like that considering pagaga and Lyon but fun to think about#the thought of it being on eyrie’s father’s side of the family is considering their small connections to bozja and dalmasca#and the viera of that area meeting these people many generations ago#and the blending of beastmaster abilities into arcane traditions to create these familairs#is interesting to me
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naughtynoodle056 · 10 months
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Pleased to report that eating myself into a food coma last night not only let me sleep through the entire night but also helped me gain my voice back lol
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akkivee · 1 year
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this is probably a strange thing to wonder lol but i wonder if jakurai has alive parents 🤔
#this is vee speaking#like dohifu’s parents are presumably okay besides whatever honobono did to hifumi’s#and it’s probably because they’re older we don’t hear of their parents but like it was a source of drama for otome our eldest character#so jakurai’s parents can be a thing lol#(i’m acting like parental figures aren’t a driving force for a very large chunk of these characters lol)#see tho back when mtr was the primary brain rot i hc that jakurai was also an orphan lol#the backstory i gave that man before it was defined lmao#i thought he was a product of a child assassin program the government ran using orphans esp from the war#like jakurai’s generation grew up with war and jakurai in particular was bred on it#and i used it to reason why jakurai has such a bleeding heart for children he didn’t want the kids to grow up like he did#canon has now said otherwise thankfully lmao but like he could still be an orphan lol#uhhhh it’s not like you need a deep backstory to want to heal but that saviour complex of his has been around for a very long while#he was in college already to be a doctor before the war started so presumably he’s always wanted to be a doctor right???#did the looming war influence him???? or did he have a similar familial reason like hitoya’s to be a doctor????#like he lost his parents to disease and he was helpless to help#(because he was a child lol but kids blaming themselves for stuff they have no control over is a thing in hypmic lol)#but yeah here’s some jakurai flavoured thought for today rare form on this blog nowadays lol#c: sensei
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burger-goblin · 7 months
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#girl help i'm romanticizing a relationship that i was in over a decade ago that left me emotionally bruised and stunted#a very toxic relationship in which i was abused in every way a person can be abused#i always would tell myself that i wouldn't take him back after he would cheat on my and i would be tricked into it because i really thought#that i could change him and he could be better#but i realized much later that the reason i was so easy to win back wasn't just because i was in love with him‚ but also because#i really loved his family. i loved the love they gave me‚ and how-- despite how poor our relationship was-- they were on my side#and always cared for me. even when we weren't together‚ his mom was always checking in on me#he and i reconciled years after our very‚ very messy final breakup and maintained a good friendship#however he started getting radicalized and was leaning further and further right‚ so i distanced myself and removed him from my socials#last year‚ around this time‚ i started having dreams about him over and over‚ so i took it as a sign to reach out to him and check in#turned out that his mom had been hospitalized and it wasnt looking good. i reached out to her as well. thankfully‚ she went home#and he asked me how i was‚ like he wanted to keep in touch‚ and i never replied. i wanted to keep that distance between us#but i would still be near if they needed me‚ and for some reason‚ i just assumed the family knew that#fast forward to now. his mom is gone and it's weighing heavily on me. he's told me he never wants to talk to me again#and that's also weighing on me. i wish i just knew the direct reason why he feels that way#like if it's specifically something i said‚ if it's that i remind him of all the wonderful times we spent together with his mom‚ or#is it because of his new wife#i don't think i was that much on an influence on his life considering how often he used me and cheated on me-- i'm not a threat#like to their marriage. so i'm inclined to think it's because i remind him of his mom#but not knowing for sure is the worst part of this‚ i think. i know he's hurting‚ and he knows i know what it's like to lose a parent#i want to give back to the family that gave me so much‚ but now that he's shut me out‚ i'm not sure how to do that anymore#ah‚ flea. you'd know what to say. i wish you were here to tell me.
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feluka · 2 years
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i'll say it again. every SWANA girlie should be entitled to one free patricide per lifetime no charges no jail time no nothing
#devastating news today.#i learned that 1- my dad wanted to start a bet on me dropping out of uni before the end of the year.#he was serious too. thankfully my mom told him to shut the fuck up :)that's exactly what i need while struggling with my studies thanks dad#2- he's now spreading lies about me to my mom to make me look bad#he told her i lie when i say I'm going to sleep and instead i keep the lights on and stay up all night#and that he sees me frolicking around playing and having fun while claiming to be asleep#my mom called him out on being a shitty liar because when i can't sleep i still keep the lights off because i fucking hate the lights#and also she comes to check up on me at night and sees that i am asleep so she told him he's a liar#and now 3- he's claiming my whole mental health lapse thing was me faking depression to get away with having poor grades#which is funny because he took me to the psych hospital himself and told our entire extended family that I've gone crazy.#funny how he changes his story all the fucking time!#and his proof? he 'sees me chatting with people and laughing all the time so i can't be that depressed'#what people you fucking dickhead. do you know how debilitating lonely i am. do you have any idea how much it kills me.#and when my mom tried to stand up for me and say that i don't talk to people#his reasoning was that i'm being secretive about it because i must be talking to boys 😐😐😐😐#i truly dont understand him. like my guy YOU put me in a girls school and follow me outside everyday to make sure i take the girls' train.#like what boys have i conjured out of thin fucking air. literally what the FUCK are you on about.#also now he's using that as an excuse to 'keep an eye on me' and look in my stuff and follow me around#i know he opens my phone because that absolute idiot accidentally took a photo of himself with it#and i know he follows me this isn't news to me. i just. idk. i thought we were on better terms these days????#like i truly thought we were being friendly and cool with each other lately???#then he explodes out on nowhere with this stuff and goes on and on about how much of his money is wasted on me!!!!!#i'm just so sad all the time and i'm truly trying to hold on and not end everything and i dont need him to do this to me right now#i'm so so sad and tired! really i don't see an end to this!#one day i'll walk into the ocean and have him fish my corpse out of the water
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monster-noises · 11 months
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Also i Gotta tell ya'll about this one dream i had last night...
Or at least a part of it cause like
Disregarding everything else that was already pretty surreal, this was just.. flabbergastingly strange?
Me and the group i was with walked into like.. a fun house type situation, and found ourselves in a short bright yellow hallway with kinda dingey lighting and on the walls were these little glass panels
And behind each panel was a box with its own top-down light
And a little miniature bathtub.
Each bathtub with filled with a different kind of soup. And as you walked past and viewed each window the tub would drain the liquid portion of its contents, leaving behind any solid chunks. The box would then go Completely black, and the tub would be full again when the light came on.
Each little window had a placquard next to it explaining what kind of Soup was in there in the same way a museum has artists statements next to displayed pieces.
They were all also like.. two feet off the ground so you really had to bend down to see 'em.
It was Very bizarro Backrooms vibes
Which is exactly what I said to my companion and then Immediately woke up.
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exciting news: the same day as I was feeling like bubble tea, my favourite chain just released in-app delivery............ what a very nice coincidence! I used to order it every now and then on uber as a pick-me-up but I deactivated after the service fees went unjustifiably high, and now I can get it again without having to go out to the three very busy places near me to get one lol >:3
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voidthewanderer · 2 years
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UPDATE 10/5/22: We are starting to believe that my aunt was in a desperate attempt to get out of her house for some reason and her car was boxed into her driveway. This does not excuse what she’s done, nor does it minimize my fears any. If she’s willing to drive through our yard and cause the damage that she has done to both our yard and her car when nobody’s in it; who’s to say what would happen if it were a warmer day and someone was outside. Or if any of the kids in the surrounding houses were outside. I am still working on finding a website where I can host selling products with better control over things. It’s just going to be a process, as I don’t have the room really to have (honestly any) pre made stock laying around.
Hey, so I’m gonna be taking a step back from my online presence. I’m not in a good headspace and, quite frankly, don’t feel safe in my own home.
Sometime within 5pEST and 5:21pEST (10/2/22), my aunt had the brilliant idea to drive through her own yard, plow down our hedges that separate the two yards, snap one of the rebar poles that my dad used to make his horseshoe pit in half, drove through my 102 year old neighbor’s yard, and disappeared off somewhere. Not even my uncle knows where she is at this point in time.
We haven’t had contact with my aunt in three years, so I’m not really sure what her problem is outside of needing to be put into rehab for her pain killer addiction and mental health for not being able to process her father passing away. I cut her out of my life officially two years ago when she said to my mother that she didn’t give a fuck if I had died when I was having all the issues with my Crohn’s Disease that nearly killed me three times in 2020.
I hate asking, but if anyone could help me get more money towards my down payment for a house, it’d be much appreciated. If you can’t, you can’t it’s obviously not obligatory, but if you can, I would be forever grateful.
Venmo: @voidthewanderer
Ko-Fi: http://ko-fi.com/demonfoxstudio
I’ll be trying, at this time, to be building my shop while I’m away, but there’s only so much I can do when I work erratic hours with my full time job.
Like I said, I hate doing this, but I cannot be in the middle of somebody else’s mental breakdown that’s eventually going to wind up causing someone harm. I’ve been able to stay out of therapy having a good support system, I don’t need that going to shit because my aunt refuses to get help.
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