#thennnnn - you may go.

[ziipzeepzop-eez]

help toka imprinted ((HIGHKEY I KNOW SHE DID)) on mr. mistoffolees (stray tuxedo neighbor cat who lives under our house) & chased them and i got dew and mud on my fresh white socks and she's NOT EVEN A TEENAGER YET????

[mbm-artist]

Hi there hello, I'm sure you're wondering either

A) Why tf I just reblogged a bunch of stuff in the span of like 30 seconds

B) What's going on in general

C) What's the point of this post you're reading

D) All of the above

Well dear viewer, I'm gonna give you a TL;DR and then under the cut give a more in-depth explanation, I'll even cut it up into different sections to make viewing easier :)

⚠️ Trigger Warnings ⚠️

Randy (duh), a LOT of swearing (duh), suicide mentions, pedophilia/attempted grooming/etc mentions, queerphobia (transphobia, homophobia, etc), misogyny, mentions of sexual things, slurs, harassment, general 16+ content mentions

Disclaimer

Randy is a 14 year old minor (allegedly) as of the time this post was made, please DO NOT INTERACT with him, just block him and report him as many times as you want. This post's purpose is to spread awareness and maybe hopefully get him banned from Tumblr. Please do not go after, attack, or interact with him or his (supposed) "girlfriend" (he has her tagged at the bottom of his pinned post). I suggest you block (NOT REPORT) his "girlfriend" too, you can never be too careful.

As of the time this post was made Randy's father and school have been contacted, and we are waiting on an update.

Please offer all the victims of Randy unconditional love and support, they deserve that and so much more for all the bullshit this kid put them through, don't you dare even TRY to victim blame them. I will flame you if you attack them at all in any way shape or form, no excuses, ifs, ands, or buts.

I am also a minor in high school (not giving my age for my own safety), so take that how you will. My pronouns are they/them/he/him if you don't know already :D

One more thing before we get into it (if it wasn't obvious already),

GET THE FUCK OFF OF MY PAGE AND BLOCK ME IF YOU'RE QUEERPHOBIC (transphobic, homophobic, etc) OR AGREE WITH RANDY IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM. DO NOT FUCKING INTERACT WITH ME EVER AGAIN.

Thank you, you may now proceed.

Links

The Google Doc (Alllllll the info about this guy in one place, most reliable source of info) | Randy's "gf's" tag, #proud randy supporter (Second-most reliable source of info, this has a LOT of updates on him in real time) | Randy tag, #randysworld-multi-fandom-fan/randysworld2009 (Second-most reliable source of info, all posts related to him will [hopefully] be here) | Randy's Interactions With Me (proof of him interacting with me) | Google Photos Album (just all of the screenies of proof in one place, I'm gonna tryyyyy to keep this updated as much as I can but no promises)

My response to the 1st ask he sent me | My response to the 2nd ask he sent me (pretty much the same as the first one)

The Short Explanation

So basically this whole fiasco is about @randysworld-multi-fandom-fan or otherwise known as randysworld2009

His crime(s)?

1. Hypocrisy

2. Queerphobia (transphobia, homophobia, the works)

3. Misogyny

4. Perversion (being a pervert)

5. Suicide baiting

6. Pedophilia accusations (all of which are false, and carelessly thrown around)

7. Attempted grooming(?) of fellow minors

8. Slurs (need I say more?)

9. Harassment (in case that wasn't obvious already)

Among other things

He's been interacting with accounts in the following fandoms (as of the time this post was posted):

The Amazing Digital Circus (TADC)

Hellaverse (Hazbin Hotel & Helluva Boss, or HV/HH/HB)

Murder Drones (MD)

SMG4 (Super Mario Glitchy 4)

Yo Gabba Gabba (YGG)

TL;DR this guy is a 5yo Gen Alpha brainrotted kid stuck in a 14yo kid's body, and he's been harassing multiple (mainly TADC) accounts on Tumblr for a bit now, and just being a nuisance and damaging people's mental health.

That's the simple explanation, if you're still not convinced you need to block this guy (and his [supposed] girlfriend) and report him until your hands hurt and/or would like to know more thennnnn

The full explanation + evidence is under the cut ✨

The Long Explanation

Okay so I'm gonna be quoting the Google Doc a LOT here, you'll be able to tell which parts are quoted and which parts are me.

"Randy or randysworld2009 is a Tumblr user that appeared around TADC blogs in the beginning of 2024. Since then, he has built a history of harassing said blogs, mostly roleplay/askblog accounts and artists, forcing roleplay and specially spouting misogyny towards women mods and fem leaning characters, transphobic and homophobic towards queer people. At one point he started getting his information messed up, saying that he was super straight and then later on a “half-bisexual”, also often times approaching people with romantic/sexual intent and then getting angry when those same people state that they are not interested or are above legal age, which he supposedly is not. It is believed that Randy is 14 years old, but at this point, we can’t be certain of what information is true or false. For all we know, his blog could be just a troll."

So yeah, this guy is bad news. That was a direct (formal) quote from one of the victims.

If formal isn't your style, here's a more casual one

"Randy first appeared around the beginning of 2024. He began harassing tadc ask blogs then that led to harassing their mods. Eventually others got involved and Randy basically snapped. He got EVEN MORE batshit and started spouting misogyny, transphobia, and dilution. He's chronically online and believes everything is a roleplay. He's obsessed with getting a girlfriend and has sexually harassed many. he is the horniest bastard you could fucking meet omg"

Another direct quote from another victim, this one he treated the WORST.

(Some) Screenshots

There are more screenshots in the Google Doc and the Google Photos Album I made, but these will be a few tidbits of evidence that will hopefully convince you by now if you're not already. (With some additional commentary/explanation from yours truly underneath each screenie✨) Additionally, all the images will have links to their sources. (Please let me know if they don't work, I'll update this with usable links if that's the case)

Exhibit A - The Bastard Himself

(Mb for light mode jumpscare here, even more reason for your eyes to bleed when looking at this immature fuck's profile)

Just his profile (as of the time this post was posted) so you know exactly who to block and report as many times as possible Exhibit B - His Interactions With Me

This is some evidence of him interacting with me, there's more in the Google Photos Album I made of proof he interacted with me

(Mb for light mode jumpscare again, it's the only way I could show the post and the comments in the same screenie)

His comments on my pinned post, if you saw this or this you know I demanded that he delete his comments on here (while flaming the fuck out of him), so here's a screenie of what they were before he (hopefully) deletes them

The first ask he sent me, my response being the awesome giant rant where I DEMOLISHED him (I'm way too proud of it if you couldn't tell)

All his interactions with me from when he initially found me

The rest of his interactions he's ever had with me

Like the first ask he sent, I answered with the same thing, ANNIHILATING this fucker (still way too proud of it)

Exhibit C - Direct Victim Testimonies (to yours truly) These are asks that I sent to the main 3 victims I had gathered evidence from before gaining access to the Google Doc, they're my main sources so far (send all the love and support to them please [especially Sunny's system they've all been hurt the most from what I can see], they're very sweet outside of all this and more than deserve it)

Dia answered first, their answer helped me gain access to the Google Doc and get a HUGE chunk of the evidence I'll be showing here

Second half of Dia's answer, a summary of the wholeeee situation straight from a direct victim

Sunny was the second to answer my ask, this is what I mean when I say clearly Sunny needs the most love and support out of all the victims (as far as ik) cus like how can you not man- also this is how I found out they contacted Randy's father and school, very big piece of lore (and you'll see why they have soon don't worry)

Lilith was the last to respond to my ask, this being how I found out that it was them specifically that contacted Randy's dad & school (which I commend them for, it was a very good move so bravo to them man genuinely)

Exhibit D - Evidence

And now the moment you've all been waiting for, if this doesn't convince you then shit idk what will-

This post was my first exposure to what Randy is ACTUALLY like and wowee what a doozy man, it started me down the rabbit hole that lead me to making this post rn (make sure you look at the notes [both comments and the reblogs] too those also have even more info aside from everybody FLAMING the fuck out of this kid lolol) Also GO OFF ON HIM GLITCH GET HIS ASS WOOOOO

(Sorry for the light mode jumpscare yet again, evidence is evidence)

1. Misgendering. What the fuck. (Dia's pronouns are they/them) 2. EW. Need I say more??? 3. This post is how I found my main 3 sources up until Dia answered my ask 4. You'll start to see that this post and the following posts show that he's SPECIFICALLY targeting fem-adjacent blogs (including blogs that are run by enbies that he assumes identify as femme and promptly misgenders) and generally being a misogynistic and transphobic BITCH

This post is an example of Randy A) Accusing a fellow minor of pedophilia (very carelessly and incorrectly might I add) B) Not even getting their age right? Hello??? C) This kid clearly does NOT know what the difference between slang and genuine predatory behavior is which shows how fucking SHELTERED this kid must be oh my GOD D) Another example of him misgendering and being misogynistic/transphobic

This post is more proof of him being misogynistic and sexually harassing people, and might I add a HORNY ASS PERVERT Rabid is actually someone I followed way before all this dude, I'm guessing that's how Randy found me unfortunately

After this screenie Dia answered my ask, so all the screenies beyond this point are straight from the Google Doc (some had links to their original posts, some didn't for the sake of anonymity which is completely understandable)

This post backs up what I said regarding the other screenie where Randy assumed Lilith was like 20, istg this kid does NOT know what fact checking is holy fuck This was a certified screenie I got from the Google Doc might I add

This post, another one provided by the Google Doc, is an example of him A) Harassing TADC ask blogs (and it leading to harassing the mods) B) Sexually harassing people and being misogynistic in general He just doesn't know when to quit huh

(Sorry again for the light mode jumpscare this is the last one I promise)

This one didn't have a post linked to it so I only found it cus of the Google Doc (so yay ig you don't have to click the links to the OG posts for more info anymore beyond this point), the mod spitting FACTS

Once again lovingly provided by the Google Doc, wowee this kid sure loves slurs

Conclusion

I know this might not get to many people, but I'm hoping it at least has some sort of positive impact, because I want to try my best to warn as many people as possible and keep him from having any more influence than he already has.

To the victims involved in this: PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE PLS PLS PLS LMK IF I NEED TO CHANGE ANYTHING I TRIED MY ABSOLUTE BEST TO BE AS ACCURATE AND RESPECTFUL TO YOU GUYS AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE I'D REALLY APPRECIATE FEEDBACK IF I GOT/DID SOMETHING WRONG

Thank you for reading my ramblies on this important news, have a cookie for getting this far and you're an LGBTQIA+ ally 🍪 (plus an additional scoop of ice cream if you're queer 🍦)

And Happy Pride Month, TRANS PRIDE BABYYY

Plus some Anti-Randy spray for the road (lovingly provided by Sunny and Lilith) ✨

(in case of any confusion, the colors kind of mean different things but not really, it's not that important- but red is for trigger warning stuffs/disclaimers and general important things, green is for section titles, blue is for links, and that's about it really-- and yes I did make a subtle RGB joke. Sue me, I wanna be at least a little funny to make light of all this grim dark stuffs. All those super super serious call-out posts can be kind of depressing so I want to find the happy middle ground between serious and lighthearted, it gets the message across and it still feels important without being too much of a downer yanno? Anyway do tell me your thoughts in the comments after dropping a reblog, I would appreciate feedback on what you think of my writing style here :3) (Oh, and if you're wondering what purple means? It's a secret 🥰)

[coveofsecrets]

“𝙲𝚑𝚒𝚔𝚊 𝚂𝚑𝚒𝚑𝚘𝚒𝚗”

-> My interpretation of Chika Shihoin

-> Warnings: Mentions of murder, small TYBW spoilers, I’m basically rambling and screaming about him I love him so much

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RAJHHHHHHH I FUCKING LOVE THIS MAN SO MICH-

Anyways

I need to

Chew this man and shake him around Y’ALL DO NOT UNDERSTAND MY FUCKING LOVE FOR HIM

Y’ALL DO NOT

Okok back to serious shit

If any of these hcs seem eerily similar to @boquetofblades Chika that’s bc it’s MY BLOG bc I LOVE THIS MAN

SK MUCH

Okok gonna lock in fr

In my interpretation of him, Chika’s the 10th heir of the Shihoin clan. The reason why I say he’s not the first is because of how general lifespans are in Bleach. Tbh, I don’t know how the FUCK they work but I know they’re long as hell- so I don’t think he’d be the first- especially when the Blood War happened like

A bunch of years ago??? I’m not sure, and like, lifespans r p long thennnnn

Yeahhh

ANWYAYS!!

But anyways

In my interpretation, he was the 10th Shihoin heir before he became the 2nd Division captain- and he’s also the black sheep of the family, and f or a good reason

Bros a fucking ✨ murderer ✨

He’s infamous for the huge amount of bodies he’s racked up in his time, which is why Yamamoto recruited him

And honestly, Chika wrnt right along with it!!! Not to defend Soul Society, hell no, hes just wants to have fun!!!! He wants to be entertained!!!

He’s just silly like that!!! (<- a literal war criminal)

And the job was really entertaining for him. Not only did he get to see the fear, the anger, the determination crossing peoples’ faces in their last moments- it’s so fun to see their expressions, their body language, and what exactly they do in their final moments.

Not only that, but his team mates. His captain.

They’re nothing like the people he’s met before.

Just like him, they all want a cure for their thirst of blood- they don’t shy away from it, they’re nothing like his family, who just look the other way when he’s doing what he wants, already given up on trying to fix him.

So, he’s having fun with his teammates!! Even if they’re not having fun with him (except for Danjiro. He’s nice!), Chika still wants to spend time with them!

Nobody likes Chika though. What a loser.

Mainly it’s because nobody can tell what he really means.

He says something like ‘let’s be friends!’ Or ‘don’t be so formal with me!’, but the way he says it… it’s like there’s something behind it.

Something… unsettling. Something dark, something telling you that you can’t trust what he’s saying.

It’s like whenever he talks to you, he’s not trying to befriend you, but gain information out of you. Scrutinize you, like a jaguar scrutinizing if a small animal is good to go after or not.

He’s uncanny as hell.

The more vigilant members of Soul Society typically tend to avoid him, keeping conversations short and quick, wrapping it up as fast as possible.

The less vigilant ones often fall into his words, looking at him as genuienly friendly and making the conversations long, happy that their captain/superior is friendly.

He doesn’t… do anything to those he has long conversation with, to those who divulge more information than he should.

He doesn’t harm them, nor blackmail them.

He’s just… weird.

Anyways!!!

After the blood war, he was appointed the first head of the Onmitsukidō by Yamamoto, and he also rarely fights with his Zanpakuto!!! Sometimes, Chika forgets it even exists, leading him to have a poor bond with it, and take very bad care with it.

(Somewhere, a certain Zanpakuto maker is in pain because of this)

Speaking of Chika’s memory!!!

It isn’t bad, tbh. Like he’s got good memory.

He’s just selective.

For whatever he finds interesting, he makes sure to note and store, remembering it for hundreds of years!!

But whatever he doesn’t find interesting, Chika just

Throws away

He don’t care

If you’re not interesting to him, he won’t remember you. He may act like he knows you, pretending to know what you two talked about yesterday, but really, he doesn’t remember you.

He’s just good at acting.

He also created Shunkō!!! He didn’t perfect it in his time, so the usage of it was very unstable, super destructive, and also harmed Chika too. So, he didn’t use it as much. Sometimes he does it for shits and giggles.

He also strengthened the use of Shunpo.

Chika uses his legs a lot when fighting too

Uhhhhh anyways I think that’s all

Uhm

I’ll

Post something else if I have more thoughts about him

Yippeee 👍🏽

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Guys I love him so much

[gorejo]

I hv a great angst idea plz hear me out.

So um well. I might cry while typing but ahem!

They break up bc reader misunderstands when he is seen with his previous partner n she hears them talk n like misunderstands realll bad n they argue later but due to miscommunication he shouts at her then bam they done!

Thennnnn reader regrets ever getting back with him and leaves. Not even her closest friends know about her whereabouts like NO ONE n he regrets for the rest of his life :>>>>

ORRRR go for a worse route , he sees her years later moving on n having a daughter. So like he’ll be at a mall probably with one of his sidekick n then he sees a toddler running with reader behind the toddler.

This is so typical angst I love it.

(I may have not interpreted it well but it’s very sad inside my head) hey but even if u follow this route plz give happy ending or I’ll cry

let's make it worse. reader sees him taking his new lover to all the places he's taken you.

[sunny6677]

Ramble about my kinsona in Hollow Sorrows!!!

@mayisgoingnuts

Soooo I imagine Sunny probably would have passed out on the couch from laying on there way too long—only to be awoken by the sound of the robbers going into the attic. And after silently praying that it's just Skid but it clearly being not considering she hears Skid somewhere else a few seconds after, she silently makes her way off the couch and grabs a heavy ass book in the process.

And once the security alarm finally goes off, she's already sort of waiting in the hallway for them—and upon seeing them slowly come out, she immediately charges in without thinking and starts frantically beating them to hell while screaming for them to get out of her house. She only manages to land a few hits as they run out of her house screaming, and manages to get them drop the bags at least so that's fine.

Afterward, she slams the door shut, drops the book and practically sinks to the ground while heavily breathing. But then the telephone rings shortly after, so she picks it up after a few seconds of still processing whatever the hell just happened. And of course, it happens to be Jaune—who asks what's wrong upon hearing her hyperventilate so much. Sunny tells them what happened, and that's when Jaune offers to take her out to drink so they can make her feel better. Sunny reluctantly agrees, but isn't really planning on drinking that much anyway and just wants somewhere to get away to.

Once Jaune hangs up, Sunny gets up, and Skid walks in—who asks if she's okay. Sunny nods, saying only 'Yeah—'. But when Skid asks her if she's throwing away Skiddads stuff, Sunny hesitates and just says that she's not—but stammers a bunch of different answers before just telling Skid that she may send him over to Pumps house for a bit since she's going somewhere for a little. This seems to excite Skid, so Sunny tells him to go get ready while she calls Pump to let him know.

When Sunny calls Pump, she tells him that Skids gonna be coming over, and asks for him to tell Mr Wonder and Susie. Pump of course does this.

When Sunny arrives at the house, she gets a bit confused when she doesn't see Mr Wonder, and asks Susie where he is. Hearing that he apparently went outside, she asks what time he'll be back, and Susie just says he'll be back soon. Sunny nearly considers staying for a bit until he's back, but she really has to get to the bar, so she just asks Susie to look after Skid for a bit—feeling really guilty in the process because she isn't sure how well a teenager is gonna take care of an 8 year old.

Soooo Sunny goes to the bar off screen but just doesn't drink at all and ends up venting to Jaune about everything. And after that, Sunny decides that since she didn't get drunk anyway she can just go pick up Skid herself. Only to find that he's for some reason not there and apparently snuck out, which causes Sunny to panic. But she notices him running somewhere in the distance, and without even thinking about driving, Sunny begins to chase after him spooky doo style until she's eventually led to her own house—where the ending scene starts.

When she sees Gregor coming out of her house, she goes quiet in shock for a second and is like "What the hell??? Why are you in my house???". But sees Skid coming out shortly after, and seeing that he's crying, she tries asking what's wrong. She hears Gregors comment about him though, and asks him what the hell that's supposed to mean. Thennnnn Gregor starts basically calling Sunny out, who's all confused but slightly taken aback since she isn't sure how the fuck Gregor knows Skiddad is dead. And when she gets called an irresponsible mother, Sunny gets irritated since she's not sure who this old ass bitch thinks he is—but stops when she sees Pump coming out of the house asking if she can take him home. She nearly considers asking Jaune if they can take him home, but doesn't want them to have to do anything else for her, so she walks Pump back home whilst carrying Skid in her arms. Then Sunny gets back in her car that she left there and drives back to her own.

Seeing the house a complete mess, Sunny let's out a frustrated sigh—but wonders how the hell it got like that since it wasn't like that last time, and figures the old dude must have something to do with it. She nearly considers just calling the police since she has no idea what he was doing in her house, but when Skid starts to apologize and says he doesn't wanna be a problem for her—Sunny gets confused but worried. And tries to assure him he's not a problem at all—and after comforting him the best she can, she gives him a little hug. And only then starts to feel guilty because of how sad he seems.

Sunny also most likely decides on telling the police after—and once she does, she distracts Skid by getting him ready for bed and then cleaning up the whole place the best she can after.

(Also I imagine Sunny never felt any real love for Skiddad at all because she's a lesbian like I am, and I also don't really have any positive feelings toward Skiddad already so that's just kinda mingling into here /lh)

[desired-deity]

I Love You Too Much to Let You go…

KAGE x Gn! READER

Genre : Fluffy fluff

Summary: You and Kage have been in a relationship for a few years now and he made a song about you!!

“Hey chat so, I have a special song that I covered for a special someone and I hope that you all enjoy it! See you guys tomorrow!” Kage had just finished a live stream just talking to chat about upcoming things and little did you know he actually made a song cover and didn’t tell you. Which made you kinda confused because he tells you everything, EVEN CHAT GOT TOLD IT BEFORE YOU!

So. Here you were, standing in the door frame of Kage’s room with your arms crossed. “So. What was that all about?” You asked, confused why he didn’t tell you about a new cover he did for a song. 

“Look, I know I told chat before you BUT, BUT BUT BUT- I WANNA SING IT TO YOU IN PERSON!” Kage said, hands in the air, surrendering to you.

“Okay thennnnn, I let you off the hook this time. But why don’t you sing me that song that you covered? I wanna hear your beautiful voice again!” You said as you guys went to the couch.

You guys got settled down as it was around 11:47PM and you were starting to get tired. Now it was Kage’s job to get you to fall asleep either on the couch or in his arms.

Quiet is the city air on a summer night after it rains

Faster than a bolt of lightning 

The speed of a Japanese bullet train…

Kage already noticed you getting comfortable in his arms, curling into his chest while his tail and a blanket is giving you the warmth you wanted.

And you know, it’s always trying to stay awake

Oh, but darling, running ain’t enough to escape from

The monsters in my brain…

You yawned, still wanting to stay up and listen to Kage’s voice but you knew that you would have to surrender and fall asleep soon. Kage put a hand on your head and started to play with your hair.

People say I’m quite most of the time

If only you knew what goes on in my mind…

If only you knew, if only you knew

What goes on in my mind

If only you knew, if only you knew

You knew he was trying to get you to rest. After all, it was a long week for both of you but you still wanted to hear him sing and stay up all night with him over and over and over again.

Two in the morning, I’m lying awake 

These thoughts in my brain, they come out to play 

I’m replaying gumball to keep ‘em away.

Deep in the silence, may end up violent 

What an anomaly, what is so wrong with me?

“mm…I wanna stay up with you…” you said, half asleep. “I know you do but we should rest. Do you want me to finish the song?” Kage asked, still playing with you hair while his tail went up and down your back.

“yeah…I wanna fall asleep to you singing…” Kage didn’t have to say anything else. He knew this would get you to fall asleep.

People say I’m quite most of the time

If only you knew what goes on in my… mind

If only you knew…

If only you knew…

What goes on in my mind

What goes on in my

If only you knew 

What goes on in my

If only you knew

What goes on in my mind

If only you knew 

What goes on in my

If only you knew

What goes on in my

If only you knew

What goes on, 

what goes on in my mind…

“Damn…I guess I love you too much to let you go baby…Rest well.” He said as he drifted to sleep with you on the couch. Your head buried in his neck, being a blanket for him while his hand in still on your head.

He loves you as much as you loved him. Too much.

I hope you all enjoyed this! I know it’s been a hot minute since I’ve posted so I wanted this to be floofy floof floof! I’m a fan of Kage and his videos and I suggest that you all go watch some of his videos/streams/shorts on YouTube and twitch! He deserves all the loves!!!! 🧡

~ Love ZZ!

[thelastsaiyanprincess]

If that’s not one you wanna touch thennnnn: who’s your favorite duelist and why is it Joey Wheeler :p

LISTENNNNNN JONOUCHI IS MY BOY 😭😭😭 i stan for golden retriever himbos they have my entire heart 💞💘 AND THEY NEED TO PUT SOME RESPECT ON HIS NAME!!!!! my mans made it to TWO semi-finals at high stakes tournaments, won a fucking RED EYES BLACK DRAGON CARD, beat TWO STATE CHAMPIONS ON HIS OWN, and mfs still didn't take him seriously 😭 the disrespect is atrocious

.....but with that said imma have to go with Mai Kujaku because she's my girl :3 she is everything i aspire to be and more. the baddest bitch fr!

[snickety-lemons]

Mentally freeze tagged by @dancingwiththefae, so here's an update because it's been a w h i l e (not dead just, dormant, a bit)!

Rules: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

A simpering, whimpering child again

The Some Time Later Affair

Love Will Fill The Stars

The Hey Diddle Diddle Affair

Something ridiculous like 'it's beginning to look a lot like fic-mas' when I give it a title lmao - may or may not be put on the way back burner

And thennnnn uh, I truly don't know at this time who else might have WIPs but feel free to tag yourself if you do ! Mwahhh. Go and grow, my lovely sprouts and sproutlings of this fair Earth.

[strawberryezpls]

my goodness i have changed wtf

looking back to the beginning of this year till now is actually fucking insane how much has happened and how things ended up being like. I'm actually accomplishing my goals that i had planned for this year and it feels good but it's kinda like i need something else for the motivation to keep going. Umm lets see I'm finally under 200 and I can keep doing that if i watch my diet. Ummmmm should i start witht he boy who i was i was ina s ituationship with or just pick up where I lelft off? Hmm so last time i was on here I was already on talking terms with my ex(yea ik bad) but it was kinda innocent. (not really lmao) then I got my wisdom tooth surgery and i had a little complication bc it was not healing up properly. Thennnnn I had my bday how i planned it. I even bought myself a little camera but it dies so quick so rip. Ooo i turned 21 if you didn't know and i had my first whiskey shot at midnight thanks to no relationship man. (Imma call him teddy bear bc thats what it gave and reminds me of the song teddy bear by melanie martinez. Oooo i finally got into a relationship with teddy bear but i pratcially begged him tbh. oh and before that i got my grand,as car towed from his apartment........ i don't wanna even revisit im just glad i didn't have to pay for it. And then i went to see melanie martinex for her 3 album tour and it was MAGICALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. as per usuall life went downhill after seeing such a queen. I was =n't doing too hot spring quarter and that why im taking my last class i needed. However i did sign my lease for the dorms imma be living so I'm offically a university gal! regarding to that i got a second job just for the summer to help with paying for college but tbh let be real lmao. lets just say if i thought i was busy in january this is nothing compared. oh and I dyed my hair in may becaseu i felt like it but im back to my natural color and in pain bc my hair is so weak rn. ummmmmmm today i'm finally goign to be a manager at my main job and iim so excited but nervous. I've been acting like this role for a while now but there's always going to be something unexpected that comes up. But thankfully everyone is supportive and does what they can and I'm not alone in the suffering at all(at least i hope im not) oh and i got into a fight with my fatehrr so i have to stay at my aunts house temporaily like where i'm typing from. I miss being home bc it was my set place where i had everythign i needed. which reminds me like you know how i said i think i have autism yeah idk i think i also show signs of ocd...... i wont go into detial bc thats not ur bussiness but i tend to have very obessive thoughts like never ending too so theres that. I cannot wait for september to come and i can focus on school and have a change. i have to start packing or planning things now though and that makes menervous bc my mom obviously doesn't want me to go. but whatever omg and i started using tampons and I've only had 2 success days lmao but i'm gettign there. Idk if this wasn't obious but i broke up with teddy bear to foucs on myself and i don't reakky have the energy to be with him it just too drianing yk. However i somehwo managed too get all the bosy i've shown interest to spin back like didn't think it was possible. just wow y life is really changing and i feel like i can't keep uup even thoughi felt like that in april and I was keeping up just fine. anyways I think thats it i could start to do think pieces again not that anybody is reading this. I wish i could say every detail but so much is happening at once in my life. it wasn't like this a year ago which is crazy to say. Like i never thought i would be here like this a year ago tbh. I think that's a good thing becasue i wanted to live a busy life like everyone. I don't know how i still have time for tiktok and instagram on the daily but whatever. I don't even post as much on instagram yea very sad. I'm becoming more mysertious by the day. and sharing over there just feels useless like my august/july-december era was one or the books.

[1d1195]

hiiii !!! i finished ding and i just jasndjfhkadjadj I ADORE them🥹 they truly are just perfect for each other (girl omggg i NEEEEED a future blurb about the rematch and him winning he deserves it after all that anxiety😭 also you should do something where bc they do a rematch and none of them consider that first fight a real match IF HE WINS THE ONE STRIKE IN HIS LOSS COLUMN SHOULD JUST DISAPPEAR LMFAEJFKK)

I WAS SOOOOOO HAPPY TO SEE A TRADITIONAL BLURB !!!!! idk what it is about them but they just have a special place in my heart, i think when you were first posting the series i was just in a really different place in my life, not bad but not really good it was sort of an adjusting period, and i would get on here and read them and they just made me feel sooooo good and it was just a safe place to get lost in and everything. your writing truly is such a blessing thank you so much sam <3

AND THENNNNN last night i couldnt sleep so i was scrolling on here and i saw an anon mention committed and i realized I HADNT READ IT YET so you know i went back and read everything including their blurbs and ohhhh myyyy goodnessss😩😩 THEYRE SOOOOO ADORABLE they way they were just soooooooo down bad for each other ???? i need that otherwise it would never work between me and someone else. THE JEALOUSY BLURB WAS PERFECTION AND THEIR FIRST TIME ?????? AHHHHHHHHH

things are kinda boring on my end, it's officially iced coffee season again and i LOVE THAT. i CANNOT drink it during winter i already tend to run cold so that just pushes me off the edge and i just cant warm up again but now its hot out and im not sick anymore!!🥳 so thats fun

music wise i havent really been listening to anything new but i was on the phone with my sister this morning and i turned on Magic by 1D and its suchhh a fun song😭 ive been feeling more upbeat songs lately and that one has been on repeat ALSO last first kiss :))

hope your doing absolutely amazing lmk whats new with you what've you been up to ??

~🎶

Ahhhhh! Hi! I've been thinking of you! Glad to hear you're not sick anymore! I don't have very many new songs either--I'll have to look! I'm def PMSing so I'm looking for depressing songs to fit my mood rn lol. I'm back on my Noah Kahan kick. MAGIC IS SUCH A BOP. I use it to help me clean my apartment.

I'm so glad you liked Ding and I'm thinking that's a great idea 😉 I'll try to work it in!

That's really sweet about Traditional. It's def the series most people seem to like overall. I'm sorry you were in a tough place but it makes me happy you felt safe here on my little blog. It means a lot to me 💕

I loved Committed! I think it was a random idea (not super suggested) or at least I hope it wasn't because I can't remember. I just liked that TikTok that went with it 😂😂 They were oblivious little cuties for sure. Loved them 💕 SO glad you got to read something knew from me even though I'm def gonna be slow this week! I remember you saying you liked to read finished series so that's probably for the best. They were being annoying part way through if I recall. Not quite a cliffhanger but very Ross-Rachel just shut up and be together sort of thing 😉

I'm SCREAMING about iced coffee season. I drink it year round. My friends send me the snowblower memes during storms that say like "need anything from dunkin?" it's so me. I'm happy for you though! It's like it's officially summer once you start right? That's good news!

Tbh May was really tough for me in about every direction. I'm still kind of overwhelmed with a lot of stuff, but summer is looking more relaxed while still doing a bunch of things. The highlight of the last few weeks was probably reading my trashy romance book and going to a couple book stores and getting more books that I shouldn't have 🤭 It's also POLLEN SEASON around here and it's quite miserable. But it's okay, I will be fine. Just got to get through a few more days of craziness 😅

SO HAPPY TO HEAR FROM YOU! LOVE YOU!

xoxo

[behindthebrokenglass]

If there’s one thing I can’t stand about humanity it’s the closed minded individuals out there that throw their opinions on people with absolutely no charisma whatsoever. Everybody’s feelings on a matter or situation are most definitely valid EVEN if you disagree with them, feelings are a very personal thing. Never shame someone for that ever. Be what they need. Then there’s the people who get way too opinionated, can be committed to misunderstanding you or a situation based on pre-judgment. Being blunt is one thing, but forcing YOUR beliefs on another person and their life... that’s a characteristic I’m just personally not a fan of. Not my energy. THENNNNN there are those non-believers who always pretended to be on your side but never took a single thing you’ve said or done seriously or put any value into the friendship whatsoever. The fucks the point? Was I mind blind? Or did things slowly separate through time, struggles, and believe systems? Ask as many of these questions as I could all day long but what does that do?

Being a human is difficult because we all make mistakes all the time. I have apologized to many people for protruding on their lives, and projecting the un-healed version of myself onto their life at that time. Even if they want nothing to do with me after due to the loss of respect; I sleep well knowing I owned up to a mistake or mistakes at the end of the day. There are many who will bring up your crappiest moments and all I can respond with now is “ that’s like robbing an old house I don’t live at anymore... that’s not my stuff. But even so, defending yourself doesn’t always stop them from trying to continue to make you feel like shit...and viewing you as literal satan! Lol! People come and go. They are either stepping stones or sinking sand. True colors always reveal themselves at the end of it all. My best friends in the entire world that I trusted every secret and hard time with for over 15 + years. Thought they would be my people forever. Time went by.... and I started switching a perspective. Some of our best friends that we counted on and trusted ..... you realize they were never truly there for you. That they slowly drifted into different people.... -> or, Did I?

The characteristics I love the most about myself is that I have always been an honest person, when I was shady I owned up, made an effort to make it up to them and learned to drop any expectations. I was always honest to their face so if they didn’t like it and I’ve said things to others, shame on me. Because I could talk shit on someone all day without realizing I need to humble myself down. I’ve been .... not the best friend to people, made no effort, caused multiple destructions, I’ve turned on god himself before. I’ve walked through hell..... I’ve acquainted myself with evil evil people before. Doesn’t matter what you say about someone at the end of the day. You’re never going to change their mind. Change you’re perspective and responses. I’m still learning this. I take what I call

Pause moments

Why? Because I know my demons well enough that if I let them out to dance with the devil ever again it may end up a bloody mess , or a colorful disaster. I understand my monsters .... well enough to know I’ve had to look them straight in the face and harness those mother fuckers.

I read a lot of books, I’m obsessed with the tv show criminal minds, as well as looking into serial killers. Knowing I have birth family who have....and I know the blood runs thick....is it genetic? Is it something you’re born with? Develop in time? What triggers this behavior.

This is why I’m not judge mental. What’s the point? I’m curious... what happened? Who hurt you? What made you peak to this extreme? Do you have a chemical imbalance? Random people don’t just act out of no reason....

We can all be closed minded and BLIND... but that’s a choice. The best part is I am receptive to others opinions. Quietly listening does a lot for someone... but then again when am I ever the one listened to? Nobody takes my life seriously because the amount of dark I have had to fight through isn’t something normal people will ever understand. And quite frankly I don’t think they realize how truly blessed they are. And I don’t even mean that in a zealous type of manner, like I’m happy for them and I hope their lives stay peaceful forever..... and if it isn’t I hope it’s normal bumps in the world no pot holes or flat tires. Not everybody had that life made for them. Shit happens. We don’t all have to think the same, respond the same, feel the same, or see the same. That’s the beauty that I do love about humanity is that I have the ability to understand others beyond their own understanding and now I have to learn to shut the fuck up and stay the listener not the talker. Responding can be good and bad. I over respond for others to know I understand. But then again they may see it as me interrupting and that’s not fair. I hate when people I thought were my friends interrupt me to change the subject. I’m thankful for them, happy for them, and I actually mean that. Because I would never wish my struggles on other people. Not on my worst enemy. And only 30% of the world will get it.

So what do you do about it in my shoes? Too many feelings... too many thoughts going 66 miles per hour in 6 different lanes.

At least not everything is black and white. Somehow this will make me come out strong chin up and something big can come from it or I can let non-believer fake ass friends and a team of snake ass haters get in my way. But did any other person who made history let that get to them and in the way? No. They knew their journey, and in the end dead or alive they made some sort of difference by putting in an effort. They chose not to give up on because they knew that was their greater purpose is in this life. And it was all for the right reasons.

I send love and light to any of those in pain that need the spiritual side to help play their parts in justice, peace, kindness, and to humble us as we journey into better brighter destinations. Amen

[deliriumsdelight7]

TMI Tuesday

Hello, lovelies!  No new content this week.  I’m still under the weather, and may be for the next few months, so my writing has slowed.  I’m still plugging away, though!

I’m still working on Chapter 18 of Breaking Cycles, and it’s slow going.  I think I’ve gotten past the tough parts, so I should have it posted later this week.

Once that’s done, I’m probably going to bang out the next chapter of Jupiter’s Waters, since that’s a quick win, and thennnnn I’m leaning toward the next chapter of FFA.  I had to take a step back for a few weeks so my brain could plot out the next few chapters.  I know the basic jist of where the rest of the story is going, but there are a few areas here and there that are blank.  Also... I need to find out when and where Belle and Gold are gonna bang.  I know that’s what you guys are here for, after all!

For song of the week, I’ve been listening to OC Remix’s cover of the Final Fantasy 6 soundtrack, so you get one of my faves:

[incarnateirony]

DM Questions, Round 3.

So yet another list of questions I’ve received in DM that, though anonymously (until the person decides to say it was them), I’m posting for the class because these questions may be bumping around other people’s heads and these answers may help other people too, as the other answer lists seem to be doing. And also to further encourage IT IS OKAY TO DM ME AND ASK THINGS, it doesn’t make anyone stupid or anything, it’s a VERY DIFFERENT THOUGHT PROCESS to try to digest.

Who or what is Death? I kind of had the idea of everything having an opposing/flip side so God/Amara, Adam/Eve, Heaven/Hell, Purgatory/The Empty and had put The Shadow/Death together and it just led to who or what is Death? Life/Death. You’ll notice something though: beyond maybe Adam and Eve, these aren’t necessarily true dualities. God is Light (or stolen Light), Amara is the Absence of Light, because Darkness isn’t a thing, it’s a nonthing. Heaven is supposedly union with God (be that Chuck or understanding man as the true god), hell is the absence of God. Life is the time we know in our bodies on earth, Death is the absence of that. These are non-things humans take as dualities: but again, Absence. Just like the soul as the true good: “What Jack did isn’t evil, it was the absence of good.” We do not take “Has a Soul” and “Soulless” as true dualities. 

If you read the corpus hermeticum, you can actually read about the art of man becoming Deathless--and will recognize some of the base dialogue/concept of Jack talking to the subconscious serpent in the garden (eg, who art thou), but the simple point is, it takes thinking outside of the box of life (and life, in SPN, is literally illustrated as Chuck’s playground) to understand the limitlessness of Death. Life is just a small box in which we adventure, but everything beyond that is technically in “Death.” Death is an infinite vessel, because Death is all the things Life is not in its limited definitions. 

For example, technically the Shadow exists within Death, despite being in the Empty. Why? Because it is not in Life. It births the soul into the idea of Life, but itself exists outside of Life. Ergo, the shadow exists in death, an infinite vessel. This can be hard to wrap around when there’s avatars, but I mean, like Amara: Amara is The Darkness. Ok. It’s nighttime. The sun has gone down so it isn’t putting out light (beyond what the moon reflects (teehee [x] )or unnatural lights provide.) In your home, turn off all your lights. Is the darkness something that exists, or is it something that just doesn’t exist (light) in that space? 

These are the kind of embodied elements they are having run around on our screen right now. Death is everything Chuck’s world is not. Which is also why it tries to be what escorts you into the mental realms once your time in Chuck’s world passes. Once the reaper comes and your clock stops ticking in Chuck’s Swiss Watch. It is your Absence in the sandbox of Life, and something Life Itself was built on top of. To put it simply, Death is the shadow of the world if you will.

With regards to those different places: Heaven = humans with pure souls after death Hell = humans with twisted souls after death Purgatory = monsters (soulless or not?) after death The Empty = Angels/\demons +no souls)after death? That's the long and short of it, yes. Though I think ultimately the point will be disbanding most of these in the end.

So if Cas has a soul why did he go to the Empty? But Jack when he died first time round didn't? Even though the Shadow thought he should have, and then when soulless Jack died he did go there? Same reason the Empty came for Jack to begin with, it considered that made of grace its' own. Even if he had a soul. Now keep in mind I also delineate the hard divide of soul and grace. They are... very different and yet not. I speak of energy in transfer often, be it AC/DC conversion or-- well, I talk of Sun (Soul) and Moon (Mind/Grace) a lot. The moon reflects the light of the sun, the sun is the true light but the moon is a necessary part to maintain life on earth. Now at some point we may propose that there was a conversion (eg, Sacrifice, "When you die and your soul comes to heaven"), but in the back and forth that is Castiel, he's been riding a very fine line about what is what. The Mind, or in our case Grace, is still born FROM light of the souls in creation that it reflects, but at some point Castiel did end up in a very unique condition. Consider it a form of proto-soul, a shadow--*drumroll* that has not had a chance to take its complete journey yet, one that while Metatron spoke he would have, could not yet dream or experience the same way, and still ends up under the weight of the Mind or Grace that was his original form. This is a different construct than, say, being an actual Nephilim as a mixture of the two or embodiment of the Occultum. I will play a game though. If Castiel, hmmmm. I don't know. I'll play fun. Let's sayyyy the Empty comes for Cas in 15.18 like we're all talking about. And thennnnn somewhere amidst Dean taking a hit for Cas (as it looks like will happen) Castiel GATHERS THOSE LAST SPARKS OF GRACE and LOBS IT ALL INTO THE SHADOW to protect Dean, right? That grace is still really only valid within the universe, but with the Shadow entering the universe and soaking it, if the Shadow is the progenator of the human soul, what do you think happens at this point? After all, the soul dreams the world, and births the mind and the body (of self and the universe both), right? So Cas just threw his entire mind, in this TOTALLY PRESUMPTUOUS AND MADE UP idea, into the proto-soul-- what do we imagine happens at this point? And because I'm TOTES MCGOATS being TOTALLY HYPOTHETICAL here, I'm just pitching that as a far more... hm, violently visual version of a more subdermal kind of transit going back and forth over the course of our show here. The Mind never truly ceases to exist, even if the power it manifests is only as valuable as the world it is thought of in. On the other hand, the soul is beyond that even still, and can go in and out past these walls, maintaining its form. But a Lesser Mind does not itself have place within the group mind made by Higher Being like souls, ergo, yeeted out into the empty where it floats like a lost part. Does that clarify the idea at all?

Did Cas have a soul before Dean? No. Even in season 6 he confirmed he had no soul. The quote about him receiving a soul happens at the end of season 8, in episode Sacrifice.

If so is this the crack is his chassis which has ultimately caused him to be reset time and again? Unclear what causes that. Maybe Naomi was just being a bitch, IDK.

If he didn't, and it is the Profound Bond that has caused his soul what is the crack in his chassis? Because it seems clear he has never been like other Angels. The Profound Bond at least deeply antagonized any rebelliousness he may have had. It's something Ishim talked about--why they're supposed to stay away from humans. Not because angels are a danger to them, but because humans are a danger to angels, and if you check out the Soul Meta I recently reblogged I have some verrrry long hypothesis about this. (x)

Did Chuck give the orders to reset him, and did Angels other than Naomi know this was happening? Chuck was absent from the world for thousands of years, and I highly doubt the same guy that forgets Cas is around on the daily left a specific aeon-long order list to do X things to Y random angel. We all love Cas on a story front but in the cosmic scale he's just one of a bazillion rando footsoldiers from the heavenly perspective. Naomi seemed more than well aware though since she was partaking in it. Angels were just doing their best to follow daddy's draft notes before he "went out for a pack of smokes and never came back." (season 11)

I can't remember which post I was reading earlier today, but you will know because it was recent, or at least reblogged by you recently: So Cas as the Empress - who feeds young from her own heart - Jack has been eating Grigori hearts - will Cas' be the last one for Jack to be able to "kill" God - which ultimately sends Cas to the Empty - Cas returning in the finale is them defeating the Empty/Death (God is already defeated) and Cas relinquishing his Grace so he is left with just a Soul and can then reside in Heaven after his death? That last chunk was just word vomit after reading the Empress feeds young from her own heart and my brain just wouldn't shut up. Basically, yes, but I bet you dollars to donuts they are gonna make us shit bricks about it between here and there. Be it say, my totally presumed idea above, or even somewhere during the reclamation attempt in the Empty seeming to disappear--IE, the way the fandom lost their SHIT about Rowena following a similar goddess path before HELLO BOYS!! MY SOUL WENT TO HELL BIG SURPRISE!!! -- everyone just spent a few episodes going bananas along the way and then, PLOT TWIST!!!

[thespiritliving]

Tag me

rules: answer these 30 questions and then tag 20 people you'd like to get to know better.

tagged by: @unadulteratedcolorkid (thank you for tagging me, friend!! i enjoyed reading your answers to this!)

answering below the cut to keep it short

name/nickname: im weird and keep things somewhat private so K will do

gender: lady

star sign: taurus

height: 5' 8"

time: 6pm

birthday: May 13th (born on a Friday the 13th BAYBEE)

favorite bands: Beach House, Lord Huron, Grizzly Bear, Fleet Foxes, Sleeping at Last, there are definitely more but I can’t remember!

favorite solo artists: Phoebe Bridgers, Gregory Alan Isakov, King Princess, Cavetown, Mitski, Sufjan Stevens, idk there’s a lot!

song stuck in my head: alone and sublime by mother mother, but that might change by the time Im done answering this bc my brain radio is strange!

last movie i watched: a documentary about Audrey Hepburn (sister’s choice)

last show: The Challenger documentary series on Netflix (man was that really sad to watch)

when did i create this blog: end of August 2020

what i post: sometimes tlou2 art and comics, songs, idk this blog is kind of a mess, but I appreciate this collection of mess

other blogs: yes I have some but I started over with this one

last thing i googled: where this one garden center near me is located bc I am babysitting lots of plants for the next month

do i get asks: not really, but feel free to ask me things if you want

why i chose my url: it’s a mishear of lyrics from the song “on the sea” by beach house. “Out on the sea we'd be forgiven, our bodies stop the spirit leaving, wouldn’t you like to know how far you’ve got left to go?” I thought it seemed poetic that our bodies stopped the spirit from living, like we are only mortal beings with limitations. Like the soul is more evolved but dumbed down by the mortal part of us. I picked that bc I feel like anonymous internet self gets to live more freely than irl form of me.

following: 108

followers: 66

average hours of sleep: 8 on a good day, but like 5 or 6 usually… I keep odd hours

lucky number: 13 - i’ve got this thought that since I was born on an unlucky day unlucky things are lucky for me

instruments: violin, mandolin, ukulele, I played mallet instruments in marching band in high school idk if that counts

what am i wearing: monty python Spamalot t-shirt and olive green pants

dream trip: start in France see paris, take the Chunnel to see London, and thennnnn take a plane to travel around ireland. Just hopping about Europe! Or Japan. I have relatives in Japan, but I wish I spoke the language so im holding off bc I want to learn Japanese.

favorite food: pasta in many different shapes and ways! It’s the versatility of it. Also cold pasta in the fridge is great snacking food.

nationality: American

last book i read: the last of us graphic novel American Dreams, but I am in the middle of reading “The Rise and Fall of the Dinosaurs: A New History of a Lost World" by Steve Brusatte.

top 3 fictional worlds I'd like to live in: the she-ra world would be pretty cool since there’s no homophobia and there’s magic, Skyrim bc I think the landscape is beautiful and magical, idk any magical place really i’m blanking on fictional worlds lol

favorite color: oscillates between purple and turquoise

If you are comfortable doing this that would be awesome! If you're not that's rad as well.

i think a lot of people were tagged with this but you can say i tagged you if you stumbled upon this and want to do it too!  

[grumpycakes]

Aaaaaaaaaaaa just dreamt I was in a zombie apocalypse. And it was like a full on movie and there were so many close calls. And it started out w an assassination at a govt building and I heard this sound that I kNEW were these little worm things that started the zombification. But no one checked it. And by the time we realized it was those little things they’d gotten 6/9 people and we couldn’t get close.

By the time we realized and it got the other 3 ppl to make it nine, there was some sort of event going on and regular ppl were every where and so all hell broke loose ofc!!!

Then we started following some ladies that were here on maybe vacation. They barricade themselves in a dining area upstairs that got abandoned in the pandemonium. They try to find some things to eat or live off of. They find like guest sleeping bunks? And find 5+ people who weren’t turned.

Shit goes down and they realize they can’t stay in the top floor of this building and they SOMEHOW make it outside and go to find their Airbnb w a handful of the ppl they found in the sleeping bunks upstairs. We’ll pretend most of the zombies went out to street level after the craziness.

There’s a fence and the house at the Airbnb seems empty, so the ladies on vaca decided to TAKE A SWIM. But the next ppl staying at the Airbnb show up. They get let in cause they don’t seem to be zombified. Then someone points out the pool is super close to the fence and that portion of fence on the other side is t that high off the ground and theN POOL ZOMBIE FIGHT ensues

Somehow they get away and the extra ppl go with them since the Airbnb is no longer secure. It becomes apparent that there was a farm on the same property(???? Dream logic) bottom line, farm, maybe safe place, weird trap door turnstile things we need guy from next Airbnb couple to activate w a code that one of the vaca ladies remembers from the Airbnb instructions. So there was a tense stand off w the zombies, who were recently zombified and are holding a weeeird convo but staying back. HORRIFIC!! Hates this bit!!! Hello stress dream!!! But the guy gets the code and one by one the vaca ladies and a handful of others get slid out of zombie clutches and get out of there.

then, THENNNNN my brain went full tv show and was like next timmmeee. And in suuuper zombie game fashion, there’s an asshole going around killing ppl and he def shoots one of our party w too many arrows. That guy MIGHT have been dead, another of our guys gets trapped and is being taunted by the dude while he’s shooting to miss. like this was a full on NEXT EPISODEEEE preview?????????

And then to kill my soul as if zombie situations don’t already make me wanna cry, one of the guys from the original bit w the govt survived. He and a group of govt agents that were there for the assassination shit, roll up to the govt building. ItMIRACULOUSLY had been secured and cleared of zombies. The guards let them in and we’re given a brief by one of the dudes in charge. They get led to a makeshift infirmary where ppl are being monitored who have been infected. One is like a dad figure that took in one the one guy who survived. He’s not doing well and gives some, I’ll always love you -I’m so proud - it’s my time it’s okay, spiel and the surrogate son guy is NOT OKAY.

And then!!! My ass decided to wake up!!!!!!!! Which is!!!! Rude!!!!!

But I’m choosing to believe that since the govt building had that infirmary and was somehow keeping the zombification at bay, they may have figured out or been close to figuring out an antidote. Then govt survivors can work on releasing the antidote. And no more zombies

CAUSE IM SO MAD AT MY BRAIN FOR DREAMING UP ZOMBIES. We hate zombies!!! So much!!!! We weren’t even watching anything with zombies in it!!!! We probably haven’t for a full ass year!!!!!!! Why!!!! Did we dream this brain????? WHAT THE ACTUAL F U C K??!???

[littlefreya]

Freya, I need some advice. And I need to tell it out before I go crazy.

So, there’s this guy I sort of like. Okay, the thing is, I’m a 3rd year medical undergrad and he was a dermatology postgrad student till May. The postgrad students are made to teach the undergrads when we go to the hospital, and he taught my friends and I for about two weeks. So anyway, I LOVE dermat so I’d participate in the discussion a lot and volunteer to stay back after college hours to watch some procedures. He noticed me and we started talking outside of college hours.. about just life in general, family, friends yada, yada, yada. And thennnnn he followed me on IG and I followed him back, lockdown started, we started texting, then texted some more until we’d text every day. We’d gone out to get coffee together (1/2)

We’d gone out for coffee together sometime before lockdown started cuz both of us were in the library and both of us were gonna go get coffee so we just walked together. But anywayyyy we texted a lot on Insta n he finished his exams and moved back home (it’s like, a 6-8 hour drive from my college) and we haven’t texted in almost 4 months now.

It kind of seemed like he was interested in Me, we’d have light banters and we’d tease each other. I haven’t ever had a boyfriend and I dunno, he seemed like a nice guy. But even if I said I liked him, nothing would change cuz he lives quite far away now and I have my education to be worried about 🥺 and umm, he’s 25-27 years old, I’m 21 🌝

That’s.. pretty much it... I just wanted to say it out loud n I have no idea what to do 😶

Oh hon, well to start with, I am one of then people who would never tell someone that they like them. I guess it is important to focus on your education right now. It kinda sucks because obviously you like him but career is more important than cock ;) trust me. 

Anyway, I do hope you’ll get to either end up with him or with someone who will love you. You deserve it.  💖