#this is a joke btw for those of you who LOVE to send me anon hate

[cieloclercs]

Eternal life

Oscar piastri x russian figure skater

the ice queen — oscar piastri

pairing. oscar piastri x russian figure skater!reader

face claim. alina zagitova

warnings. swearing, google translate russian (im sorry), look guys i know the winter olympics were last year but for the sake of this they’re this year ok ?? 🙏 i used pictures from oscar’s sprint podium in spa for singaore (which obviously isn’t accurate plz overlook it hehe)

author’s note. hello anon! i hope you enjoy this, sorry it took so long ❤️

requests are still open for my 1k event! send something in if you’d like <3

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yourusername swipe for a fail 🥴

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yourfriend1 pleased to announce i got said fail on video ☺️

yourusername if you ever show that to anyone i’ll smother you in your sleep.

yourfriend1 wow 😃

yourfriend2 i feel like one of those aesthetic skater pinterest girls in the second picture

yourusername we definitely pulled off the pinterest girlie vibes 👍👍

yourcoach очень продуктивная сессия! 👍 / very productive session !

yourusername я знаю точно 😃 / i know right

username yourcoach i’m sensing some sarcasm 🤔

username no shit sherlock 🙄

username MY FAV TRIO IS BACKKKK

username girllll are you competing at the winter olympics ?? i won’t take no for an answer btw you better be there. 🔪

yourusername in that case yes !!! 😀

username olympic champion 🔜

yourusername 😉

username hold up what’s oscar doing here? 🤨

username who tf is oscar

username oscar piastri, he’s a formula 1 driver for mclaren

username and he’s lurking in MY WIFE’S likes?? get tf out of here he drives cars in circles for a living 😭😭

username can you blame him tho y/n’s this total badass skating GODDESS and he’s just a silly little aussie like ofc he’s infatuated with her 😒😒😒

username guys all he did was like her post no need to create an entire backstory out of it 😭 they’re both highly successful sportspeople so they probably just mix in the same circles from time to time 🤷‍♀️

username boo you’re ruining my fun 🙄

username МОЯ ЛЕДЯНАЯ КОРОЛЕВА 🩵 / MY ICE QUEEN

username word on the street is oscar’s liking this girlie’s post 🤔🤔 now i just have to figure out who she is 😃

username girl u can’t be serious 😭

username how do u not know who y/n is are you living under a rock

username no?? should i know who she is?? 😭

username erm YES

username i simultaneously love and hate how this oscar dude has liked ONE y/n post and suddenly all the f1 fangirls have appeared 😭 go find a hobby plz i beg you x

username jokes on you, stalking potentially new f1 wags IS our hobby

username that’s quite possibly the saddest thing i’ve ever read

username as both an f1 and a skating fan, OSCAR GIRLIES I BEG YOU PLEASE DONT DRAG Y/N INTO THIS IK HOW CRAZY Y’ALL CAN GET

username babe what are they gonna do 😭 she’s y/n y/l/n she has like universal immunity from haters lol

username you’re clearly not an f1 fan and it SHOWS 😭😭

username sweetie i’ve watched the f1 girlies single handedly DESTROY relationships do not underestimate them

username ^^ does anyone know if they’re being dramatic or not??

username long-time f1 fan here !! trust me, they’re not.

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oscarpiastri Ready to shine in Singapore 🇸🇬🤩

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username LET’S GOOO OSCAR

username podium loading…

username i’ve got £50 riding on you getting a podium don’t let me down 💪💪

username so this is oscar piastri… 🤨

username uh oh the skater girls have arrived 😨

username *y/n girls

username no one gets into y/n’s inner circle without our approval first 🤭

username and you called US sad 😭

username how the fuck is this guy expecting to be able to pull a queen like y/n 😭😭

username seriously he looks so silly 🥴

username guys he only liked her post they probably don’t even know each other 🙄 stop making drama out of nothing jeez

username yikes someone sounds jealous…

username he looks goofy, next please 😒

yourfriend1 literally what i said smh

username PHAHAHA WHAT

username girl 😭

username i hate to break it to you oscar, the y/n girls are never going to accept you x

username yeah sorry babe, you’re just not worthy of our ice queen 😘

username the way y/n’s literally a thousand leagues above him 😔😔 the pain of being a badass bitch 🥲

username BACK OFF FROM MY WIFE Y/N YOU DONT DESERVE HER

username y’all are crazy what 😭

username imagine thinking THIS GUY stands a chance with the hottest woman alive and future olympic champion 😭😭 i’d be so embarrassed 😭

username he looks like a capybara tf

username STOP PHAHAHHA WHY DO I SEE IT

username lmao if y/n and oscar ever do end up dating he’s not going to live this down 😭

landonorris oscarpiastri since when did you become enemy number 1 to the ice skating community

oscarpiastri 🤷‍♀️

username LANDO OH MY GOD 😭

username PHAHAHHAA HE KNOWS THEY BOTH KNOW

username poor oscar getting dragged by the most intense fandom on earth 😭

yourusername 🧡

oscarpiastri 😊👑

username WOAH WOAH WOAH

username THEYRE INTERACTING OMG EVERYONE STAY CALM

username EXCUSE ME THE CROWN EMOJI?? HES ACKNOWLEDGING THE QUEEN AS HE SHOULD

username no.

username this can’t be happening

username oscarpiastri LEAVE MY WIFE ALONE BITCH 🤺🤺

username y/n you’ve just made everything so much worse 😭

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oscarpiastri cute cap, where’d you get it?

↳ yourusername this weird australian guy gave it to me. idk i would have preferred a number 4 🤷‍♀️

↳ oscarpiastri you sure? i heard number 81’s the favourite for a podium this week 😏

↳ yourusername we’ll see 🙃

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oscarpiastri First ever F1 podium 🧡 Let’s keep them coming 😉

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username YES OSCARRRRR

username my driver 🧡🫶

username LEGEND 🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺

landonorris congrats mate! the extra motivation did you some good 😉

oscarpiastri it sure did :)

username excuse me? 🤨

username lando. what do u know.

username i bet this has something to do with y/n

username girl bffr 🙄

username LANDO I JUST WANNA TALK (tell me what u know rn.) 🔫🔫

mclaren Doing us proud 🥹🧡

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username best rookie since hamilton button >>>

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carlitosalcarazz Congratulations, amigo! 😁

oscarpiastri Thanks mate! 😊😊

username AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE

username the y/n girlies have been real quiet so far 🤨

username they’re finally realising oscar isn’t just some nobody 😭

username he might not be a nobody but one podium still doesn’t make him good enough 🥰

username y’all are psycho i swear 😭

yourfriend1 ok maybeee he’s not that bad 🙄🙄

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username omg the y/f/n seal of approval ??? ITS HAPPENING

username calm down nothing’s happened yet 😭 as far as we know they’re not even friends lmao let alone dating

username girl did you even see y/n’s story she was literally in the mclaren garage repping oscar’s merch 😭😭

yourusername incredible 🧡

oscarpiastri Thank you for your support today 🧡 Hope you liked the cap 😊

username wait hold on a second OSCAR GAVE HER THAT CAP???

username HES GIVING HER HIS MERCH NOW??

username oh they DEFINITELY into each other 😏

username oscar’s such a simp oh my god she turns up to one race and he’s giving her his merch 😭😭 what a dork

username i mean it’s y/n y/l/n can you blame him 🤷‍♀️

username i fear we’ve lost her y/n nation 😔

username as much as it pains me to say it i think you might be right 🥲

username i just can’t believe we’ve lost her to a guy who drives in circles for a living 🙄

username doesn’t y/n skate in circles? the shade works both ways honey 😚

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yourusername thank you for having me mclaren 🥰 and congratulations to oscarpiastri on your first f1 podium !! i had a blast 🧡🧡

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mclaren Glad to have you on board, champ 🧡 See you again soon 😉

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landonorris you do know oscar’s not the only mclaren driver right 😃

yourusername the only mclaren driver with a podium this week though 🙃

oscarpiastri Thank you Y/N 😊🧡

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oscarpiastri

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landonorris ice queen? 🤨

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oscarpiastri ouch ☹️

↳ yourusername just telling you what you need to hear, babe ☺️

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yourusername олимпийский чемпион! после стольких лет упорной работы я не могу поверить, что эта мечта наконец-то осуществилась 🥹 я хочу поблагодарить многих людей, которые помогли мне достичь этого: моего тренера, моих товарищей по команде, мою семью. я бы не справилась без каждого из вас! 🤍

olympic champion! after all the years of hard work, i can’t believe this dream has finally come true 🥹 there are so many people i want to thank for helping me get to this point: my coach, my teammates, my family. i couldn’t have done this without any of you! 🤍

i also want to thank my boyfriend and number one supporter oscarpiastri for putting up with me these last few months of prep 😭 i don’t know what i would have done without you 🥹 love you baby ❤️

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oscarpiastri congratulations, my love 🩷 i’m so proud of you 😘

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[bigbadvoxbox]

AHHH, oh my god those Lucifer pegging headcanons were absolutely SCRUMPTIOUS (Same anon btw, hi!!) absolutely adored them. He’s been rotting in my brain since he first showed up on screen my goodness, anyway!! I have so many dirty thoughts about him, how about Lucifer smut with reader who’s been edging the poor baby for hours and he’s all whiny and needy and pathetic and begging for his mommy to let him cum like the needy little slut he is :(, thank youuu!! - 🪲

Lucifer x Transmasc reader

warnings: edging. degradation + praise. lucifer is a sub, power bottom at best. he's a whiny baby (but we love it). pegging. mention of selling his soul.

Here he was, the big bad King of Hell himself, writhing beneath you, his chest arching up against yours as he whined pitifully.

"Awh. Poor baby." you feigned pity at the state Lucifer was currently in, pouting mockingly.

It had been hours. So many long, excruciating hours, of being brought right up to that edge, right on the precipice of ecstasy, only for all of the sensations to stop and send Lucifer tumbling back down the way he came. Each time he was brought back down from his near-release, his body began to ache more and more. His nerves were on fire, aching, begging, screaming for the orgasm he craved so badly. His eyes bubbled with tears as his lower lip trembled, whining and groaning about how "Please, please I can't- I need you to- fuck, please."

His tip was beginning to blush slightly red as drops of precum began to dribble down the length of his dick, not only was his body being stimulated by your hand around his cock, but also by your strap inside him, your hips alternating back and forth between a rough, quick pace that knocked the breath from his lungs, and an oh so slow pace that had him squirming with the need for more.

His pale skin was now marked with hickeys and bites, not only an expression of love, but a display of dominance, of possessiveness. Each kiss you pressed gently to his skin had him pulling such a sweet face for you, an expression so fucking pathetic yet so cute, like a puppy begging for a treat. You knew exactly what he wanted, and would you give it to him? That was for you to know and him to find out.

"Does it feel good?" You asked. He nodded frantically, failing to even speak through his pants and cries of pleasure. That wasn't good enough for you. Your pace became agonisingly slow, and he could feel your strap slowly caressing every sensitive spot inside of him. It was practically torture. "I need words, Luci." you said, your voice softening to a whisper as you used the sweet nickname you knew he loved, even if he wouldn't admit it. "Come on. Be a good boy for me, yeah?" you coaxed him, enough for him to force out the words you were looking for.

"Yes! Fuck- it- it feels good." He answered. He was almost immediately met with a harsh slam of your hips against his ass, your strap filling him so deliciously that it had him clawing at the sheets beneath him. As you began to fuck into him fast enough to leave him breathless, your hand matched its speed, jerking him off with a somewhat sadistic grin across your face.

Your lips crashed together, with you feeling the vibrations of his desperate voice against your skin. The kiss was fuelled by passion, and lust. This kind of affection was enough to have Lucifer melting beneath you, whining against your lips.

"So whiny, baby. Whats'a matter? Wanna cum, is that it?" you grinned like a cheshire cat at your question, hearing him cry out in response.

"Yes! Please!"

"Hm... I dunno, sweetheart. How about we make a deal?" You asked, before your voice dropped to a sinister whisper as you leaned in, close enough for him to feel your breath on his ear. "For your soul." you said. The gasp you pulled from his lips was almost comical, and you couldn't help but chuckle meanly as you caressed his cheek. "I was only joking, sweet face, but... do you like the sound of that? Me owning your soul? You being my pretty toy for all eternity? Hm?" Your teasing was no doubt getting him riled up, evident in the look in his eyes - that look of arousal on his face.

You then noticed something, the way he gripped the sheets slightly tighter, his breath hitching in his throat, and the way his legs began to tighten around your waist. He was getting close. Again.

"Beg." you commanded.

Almost immediately, Lucifer began to cry out, his voice frantic with desperation.

"Please! I need you to- keep going! I'll be a good boy, so please!- Fuck! Don't stop!"

His begging seemed to appease your inner sadist, especially seeing the tears in his eyes, that rolled down his previously pale cheeks, now turned red with the heat of your passion.

"Suuuuch a good boy." you praised as your hips kept their brutal speed, pushing him closer and closer to his long-awaited orgasm.

When it finally came, when he finally came, it was almost like he was seeing Heaven. (pun intended)

His body trembled as his jaw dropped, an unholy wail of a moan leaving his lips at the pure bliss that was like lightning, striking across every nerve in his body. His back arched as his cum squirted into a mess over his stomach, poor baby definitely was denied so much, but now he was getting exactly what he wanted. A string of blasphemous curses followed his orgasm, as his eyes screwed shut tight. His voice was loud and unashamed, just the way you wanted it to be. His aching cock was finally getting relief, as you used your hand to milk it of all he had.

The aftershocks of his orgasm left Lucifer quaking beneath you, his mouth hanging open, not only in awe, but also out of exhaustion. You couldn't help but chuckle as you placed gentle kisses over his neck, and jaw.

"You did so good for me, sweetheart. You're my good boy, aren't you?" You praised him, receiving only a soft whine in reply as you pulled your strap from inside him.

"My poor good boy just be so tired out after that. Let's get you all cleaned up." you told him, voice now losing all of its sadism as you carefully held his cheek in your hand, caressing it with your thumb.

You knew this would definitely become a more regular occurrence, the look on his face driving you wild, it was too good to give up any time soon. Lucifer seemed to notice this, and honestly? He couldn't say he was opposed to the idea. After being edged for so long, his orgasm had felt 10 times more powerful than any regular orgasm, and he knew it would become a feeling he'd be craving again very soon.

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AND THATS IT

(that was hot if i do say so myself)

I HOPE THIS WAS OKAY FOR YOU ANON TY FOR THE REQUEST

[via-l0ve]

OMG UR MIKE SCHMIDT HCS ARE PERFECT!!!!!!!!! pls do a part two 🙏🙏

(btw can I be 😾 anon? )

Dating Mike Schmidt Hcs PT. 2!❣️

a/n: ABSOLUTELY!!! thank you sm 😾 anon <3 i love u! this also includes just some general head cannons of him because he’s my baby.

warnings: nothing :)

mike drinks coffee and energy drinks all the time

his favorite flavor of monster is the original or the Strawberry dreams

if you like monster (i’m an addict) he buys you one every time he buys one for himself

when he was working at freddy’s you’d patch him up if he ever got hurt :(

you teach him how to bake so he can teach Abby

You’re the only person Abby likes her brother to be with

she incorporates you into her drawings after a while of knowing you

mike is so happy when he sees you drawn in because his sister’s approval means a lot to him even if she’s only ten

it takes a while for mike to open up to you

but when he does he kinda has to break it up into small bits

he’s surprised when you hug him and comfort him bc what no one’s ever done that before

his love language is most definitely words of affirmation and physical touch

mike is so stressed with his work schedule so he can’t always be there physically but he always, without fail, every. day. sends you a good morning and good night text.

that might not seem like much but it’s everything to me okay!!!!

“hey baby, good morning :) i love you the most and i hope you have an amazing day. im on my way to work now but when i get out ill text you and when i get home ill give you lots of kisses. i love you.”

that’s so fucking cute

you guys have frequent date nights that just consist of laying on the couch or in his bed and watching a movie while he lays on your lap or on your chest

Abby usually interrupts because she “can’t sleep” but we all know it’s just because she wants to watch the movie

Mike secretly has a savings account for the two of you

he wants the best for you and when he can give you the world he will

but for right now he’ll pay for some stuff and give you kisses afterwards

he makes playlists that remind him of you

he loves to give you his clothes

or, if you don’t want those, he gives you blankets of his that smell like him

Mike notices the little things

like if you told him a story about your cousin and how they pissed you off

and then you brought them up again

he would remember the incident but he wouldn’t remember their name

“oh isn’t that the cousin who did all of that stuff to you?”

you guys have deep talks at 2am while he lays on your stomach and you comb through his hair with your fingers and you guys just talk and make out

his lips are soft but his hands aren’t

you definitely flirt with him all the time to make him blush

he hates feet

like everyone wears socks in his house or he will shoot his eyes out

he also hates canned corn

don’t ask me why i think this is just do

he’s scared of being alone

he also most definitely uses “:) :( :/ .-.” instead of actual emojis

he laughs at all of your jokes

even if they’re just not funny

he dosent want you to get sad lol

he’s always scared he’s not enough for you

he works a lot and he’s constantly tired and he makes minimum wage so it’s not like he can take you out to fancy dates or anything

he opens up about how he feels and when you tell him how much you adore your little mundane activities he gets all teary eyed and just hugs you so tight

:(((

he just wants to be the best version of himself for you

he adores you

off topic - he’s a lightweight when he drinks

he’ll stumble into the house drunk and just clinging onto you like a sloth

poor baby

he just deserves the world

[n4talia-chaparro]

"Omg 5 days without posting?! Lmao so funny."

Yeah I get it >|:/

I wanted to make this post cuz a lot of you were so "CoNcERnEd" about me and the allegations made by the anons. And well in case people wanna find "info". I kinda don't care if people wanna keep attacking me and shit but yk. I have to speak up and explain.

So I wanna start by saying that what I did last Thursday and Friday was very retarded and dumb of me and I highly apologize once again. I was not in the right mindset and it was never my intention to ignore anyone's advice. I have been mentally unstable and stressed that I couldn't focus. Yeah. I was having anger issues and a meltdown. I couldn't control them so I'm apologizing for the way I acted that time without thinking straight. It's not easy to be a CU artist because of what's happening and I admit it's not easy for me to be perfect like you guys wanted me to be. I tried everything yet you guys seem to judge and shove words in my damn throat.

About the allegations... the anons were also after one of my moots so I wanted to explain and debunk them. It's giving me a headache and overwhelming the living shit out of me.

(BTW pls I do NOT encourage harassment or any sort of threats to anyone mentioned in this post)

The grooming: this allegation is false. I'm sick of seeing them throwing the allegations around like it was some sort of volleyball-type shit. (I'm A MINOR !!! Not a adult-)

The reason why they were spreading those is because of my grooming situation I had a few years ago when I had 9-11 (and UNSUPERVISED). It all started on amino and I met my groomer. (I'm calling them M cuz yea). M and I were close friends and we used to talk. My groomer was a Krupp x Melvin shipper, a pro-shipper obviously, they would force me to do NSFW roleplay and art based on their favorite ship. (Keep this in mind I was younger at that time and I never knew how to say no to them) and they even guilt-trip me and stuff just make me feel bad and well. They would often force me to ship them too...yikes...

One day we argued and their friends decided to cause drama in the group chat. They pointed fingers at me and called me a predator. Again I was 9. I wasn't aware of what proshipping is until age 12. A lot of shit happened. I got threats, harassment, etc. And at the age of 13-14 I was groomed by someone different um yayy...:/// I was never taught about the internet safety.

And that's where the "Natty is a groomer" bullshit came from :/

I'm 16 now and to this day I keep receiving those rape threats and stuff over my past and then seeing people spreading those is dumb. The anon even went to Linavloger's blog to send a rape threat and told her I was gonna groom her. This is fucking disrespectful. Lina is Younger than me, she's fucking 13. I find it disgusting that you guys choose to tell her that. It's gross for fuck's sake. What is your problem????? For the love of God stop spreading that allegation. Not only you are making me uncomfortable but also the others who were involved. Literally, stop.

My trauma is not for you to joke with it or use it as a shield. It's gross that people are making fun of me for that. No I mean yeah. My past wasn't great because I met people who already sexualized me too many times but it doesn't mean you have to bring it up and tell everyone about it. :"(

The sexualization: The anon mentioned that I sexualized Harold in one of my videos which is again funny yet bullshit because according to them it was because of a pride month pin and small accessories..

When I say pin i meant this- 😭

Like I'm so sorry but how is this sexualizing him? It's a Pride Month pin. A PIN. How the fuck can yall be this stupid. It was an old video and you took it so seriously????? Like what???? Have you read the 12th book??? There's no way you think it's sexualization when it's Harold with an MLM pin.

This also goes to the AGERE subject. I do NOT normalize nor promote ddlg. There's a difference between ddlg/ageplay and an ACTUAL coping mechanism and I'm tired of hearing this bullshit over again like stfu so uh.

Ddlg/ageplay is where random ass adults roleplay as children and do weird shit.

Agere on the other hand is where someone reverts to a young mindset to cope with trauma, stress, severe illness, or disorders. (Mainly a safe way to cope ofc)

These are the differences between them. You cannot just tell me it's the same shit dawg. 😭

The "ripping off" thingy: another thing that I wanna address is about the au :/

The anons that I dealt with were just infini-tree fans/supporters and tree house members. Well idk. They may sound like whiney little cunts but still-- my AU does NOT have any similarity with THAT. Why would I steal ideas from someone who BLOCKED me for no reason and sent her fans after me??? No really how? How can a blocked user steal ideas if they can't see, or interact with the post (like & reblog)? Be real y'all. You may seem ridiculous if you believed those anons cuz none of them didn't pull the evidence out of their ass. 💀

"You need to apologize to her" for what? Dawg I didn't do jack shit to her in the first place LMAO yeah like--- don't get me started on that bs again. I don't wanna hear her damn name, I don't wanna know anything about her aus and shiii-- or anything related to her in my inbox or dm. I do NOT wanna have anything to do with that individual. End of the story. Not trying to be harsh, rude, or anything but like. It's annoying. I don't like to be compared to anyone or deal with the same bullshit.

Mhm yea like man. Idk what else I need to debunk but pls don't believe those anons dawg.

You can't even ask for proof cuz they don't gave any 🥰🥰💀💀💀‼️‼️‼️😭😭😭 LOL IMAGINE FABRICATING ALLEGATIONS Y'ALL ARE SO DUMB 🗣‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥

[chaifootsteps]

Hi, hi! I've been a longtime follower of your blog, but this is my first time sending in an ask because of anxiety. You're the most consistent blog that keeps up to date with Viv and her work. As someone who first saw Viv through the Die Young animation, and watched the HH pilot when it was first released, I grew disillusioned as s1 of Helluva Boss slowly aired. It was mostly because I didn't really enjoy the Stolitz ship and I believe the Erin Frost drama had come out (god bless Erin - she, Ken and everyone else deserved so much better). Plus the world-building and character development was just so off.

I know people have said this before: the concept Viv has is good, but the execution sucks. There's a vision but the product is so damn juvenile. I'm ace, and I became attached to Alastor due to him being ace as well, but we all know how Viv responded when the ship wars were happening. I couldn't stand the constant sex jokes or swearing in HB since when was it required for an "adult" show to have that?

Thank you for the episode leaks. Only got to see ep 1 before they were removed. The only thing that made me laugh out loud was the Niffty gag where she stared dead into the camera. I also liked Adam a bit? Sure the "original dick" thing went on way too long, but he was funny too. I surprising enjoyed his song - the lil fist bump he did with Lute was cute, and I like Lute but knowing Viv's record... eh. There was this cool shot where Adam flew up and Lute and those golden angels go behind him and spread their wings making Adam look like the biblically accurate angel. Except Adam himself ruins the effect because what the ever-loving heck is he wearing? I hate it.

In terms of shipping, I wasn't into the Huskerdust interactions. Angel wasn't flirting, that was sexual harassment. In the pilot it was okay because their interaction was brief and Husk pushed Angel off. Chaggie was... something. I genuinely feel that Chaggie could've worked had they not been established as a couple in the first place. The reason why Charlastor (and I guess Charlentious?) happened is because they had chemistry and their interactions could be read as a romantic interest. Since Chaggie was already established, there was an expectation for them to have those, but they weren't delivered and we know well that they weren't supposed to be a thing in the first place. Have Vaggie still be her bff and bodyguard, but show those moments where she genuinely cares for Charlie's well-being that indicates she's in love with her, yet Charlie is completely oblivious to everything. Actually, reverse harem Charlie sounds pretty funny to me.

Btw, armchair psychology anon, as a person studying psychology in my final year of college, dw about people taking issues with your speculations. NPD and other personality disorders are ego-syntonic, which means that the individual's behaviours line up with their beliefs, hence why PDs are only diagnosed during adulthood once brain maturation and personality development is reached. The only exception to this is ASPD (which NPD shares a category with called Cluster B along with histrionic and BPD) as you can diagnose a child with conduct disorder that can become ASPD when they're adults. Cluster B PDs are terribly demonised by media and the public despite the volume of research (I blame misunderstanding and ignorance). Viv could have it or could not; it's just that she shows signs of having it, and that's it. Even if she doesn't, she's still an awful person. Idk what happened in her childhood or some point in her life for her to become like this, but it doesn't excuse treating people like crap - oh wait, ain't this her characters in a nutshell?

That's all I gotta say for now. I hope it's okay to send more like this in the future; I'd love to be a specific anon but idk what's already taken lol. Take care, Chai, and I hope you have a good day/evening.

By all means, send as many as you've got! Because this was a delight to read.

Let me know when you come up with a name. I'll give you a placeholder one for now.

[my-castles-crumbling]

hi cas!

just looking for a bit of advice here.

okay so for some background, i came out to my friend almost a year ago (kind of sort of, i just told her i liked girls as a girl myself) we’re both in school btw. she was completely supportive of me and even defended me against anything remotely homophobic. she was really sweet and understanding and i felt super safe with her. she’s been one of my best friends since middle school and she’s always stuck with me.

recently though, things have been changing. she’s always been a little back and forth with me and our other friends, always choosing who to be nice to in our group that day, it was never all of us. but now, she’s been more cold to just me consistently, ignoring me in big groups, looking me up and down, getting ‘mad’ at me for every reason she can find. it’s just not great. but then out of the blue some days, she acts like im her best friend and she loves me and is so so kind to me. those are the days i feel safe with her again.

but that’s not what’s bothering me the most about her behavior recently. what is, is that she’s been using the f slur a lot, not often directed at people (though i assume its at me when she says “i hate *f slurs* when i do something she doesn’t like) i’ll oftentimes just brush it off and act like she was just making a joke that was actually funny with a little remark back to her. i don’t know if she’s actually homophobic, because she’s really close with some of my gay friends and doesn’t do this to them, also because of her support when i came out.

and i really don’t know what to do about it because i love her friendship when she wants to give it to me, but what she’s doing is starting to really hurt me. i’ve talked to my best friend (who is amazingly kind and has also experienced this friend’s fake side) about some of this but i just don’t think she’d understand how deeply this hurts me

anyway, didn’t mean to dump on you this much but i just hope you can help me find what to do next. thank you <33

(also if i end up sending another ask, which is pretty unlikely, you can just call me eternal sunshine anon <3)

Hi love!

So what your friend is doing is NOT okay. Using the f-slur in that way is absolutely homophobic and could be considered a crime depending on your location. Now, I'm not saying you should call the police or anything. There's obviously nuance with the word- some queer people have chosen to reclaim it, and there is a huge amount of ignorance with people outside of the community. However, your friend is deeply in the wrong.

I think the first thing I would push you to do, though, is talk to your friend. I know it can be intimidating to address conflict like this head-on, but it seems like you do care for this friend, so I think you should at least try to tell her that these and other actions make you upset and make you feel unsafe. Right now, there's the very small chance that she's unaware, so we don't know if she's hurting you on purpose. Her reaction will be a huge indicator of whether or not it's worth it to stay friends. An ignorant but well-meaning person might say, "oh my god, I had NO idea, I'll really work to do better!" and then actually do so. But if she doubles down or tells you you're being too sensitive, I would urge you to reconsider that friendship. A 'friend' who is willing to intentionally do something that hurts you isn't really a friend.

Remember too that even if someone doesn't understand WHY something is hurtful, a person who cares will still make an effort to feel comfortable. So even if she doesn't fully understand why you dislike some of her actions, as long as your requests are reasonable, she should still try to do better. (Asking her to not use a hateful slur is EXTREMELY reasonable.)

You have the right to set boundaries and ask for respect and if people don't like that, they aren't worth your energy or friendship.

I hope this helps! <3 <3 <3

[anawrites3]

King Bruce having nightmares every single night after "giving up" his son - about horrible things his mind keeps telling him happen to him under Wilson's "care", about Dick calling him, begging and crying when he's being raped and abused by his new husband, about his head coming back to him in pretty box one day...

(How's he dealing with whole situation btw? Knowing Bruce he's grieving already...)

Before we'll get to the story I'd like to apologize for how long it took me to answer your ask, anon. I'm very very sorry and I feel so awful about it but life's been crazy lately and i barely had any time to write at all. I want you to know that the moment I got your ask I literally gasped and went to writing it right away, that's how much I loved your idea. But after I started it and outlined the story a bit, I went back to finish other stuff I was working on earlier, thinking "hey, I'll finish those quickly and then I'll get back to this to write it properly." Annddd of course that didn't happen as life went "lol, good joke" and then kicked me in the shin, throwing stuff on me, because it's a little shit like that.

Again, I'm very very sorry. Thank you for being patient with me while I sorted out my stuff - it's better now so you won't have to wait this long for answer again, I promise. And anon, I want you to know that I love and appreciate you and that I'm very thankful for your ask because your idea is great and writing it was a pleasure. Thank you. Feel free to send me another ask to yell at me for taking so long haha

And now - finally!! - the story;

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"N-no... no, please- please!"

Dick desperately tried to crawl away, as much as he could with all the injuries he already received. The blood continued to seep from his wounds, leaving a red trail behind him while he did what he could to get as far away as it was possible.

He didn't manage to get far.

A broken scream, as loud as his already damaged throat allowed, forced itself out from between Dick's lips as his hand was crushed under a heavy boot. The sound of crunching bones, breaking under the weight of it was sickeningly loud in his own ears.

"Where do you think you're going?" Slade Wilson asked calmly, almost as if they were talking about the weather over the dinner table. He put even more pressure down on Dick's shattered hand and Dick trashed, desperate to pull away. Slade didn't even budge. "We're not quite done yet, my prince."

"No please- please, no more!" Dick sobbed. He was no longer fully aware of the words that were spilling out of his mouth, he didn't care, he just wanted it to stop. He just wanted to get away, he wanted to go back home, to his brothers, to Bruce. "Please, stop it!"

"Hm, no, I don't think I will." Slade smiled like a wolf hungry for blood, but he finally took his foot of Dick's hand.

Dick immediately cradled it against his naked chest, instinctively trying to protect it from getting hurt any further but he knew it didn't matter much anyway. If Slade wanted to hurt that hand more, he would, regardless of what Dick did.

"But you can keep begging. Who knows, maybe I'll change my mind?"

Slade pressed his boot against Dick's shoulder to forcefully turn him onto his back and Dick just sobbed again.

"P-please! Anyone! H-help me, please, anyone!" he screamed.

Like every other time he tried this, no one answered. No one rushed to save him. But he had to keep trying, he couldn't give up his only chance. There was no way he would be able to win against Slade alone (he knows, he tried that already) but maybe some of Slade's knights - even one, just one of them would be enough - would take pity on him and help him get away.

"Shh. There's no need to yell, sweetheart, no one will come anyway." Slade hummed, crunching down by his side.

He caressed Dick's bruised cheek almost gently and wiped off his tears with a thumb before trailing his fingers higher, to burrow them into Dick's hair. They were wet and sticky with sweat and blood but Slade didn't seem to mind.

"Why would they?" he continued instead, arching Dick's neck to expose his throat more. "After all, you're spending a nice night with your husband right now. You wouldn't want anyone to interrupt us, hmm?"

"No no no-" Dick babbled. He tried to shake his head but Slade's fingers just tightened in his hair and he could just yelp at the painful tug.

Slade ignored him for the sake of pressing his lips against Dick’s neck. The kiss was gentle, with Slade's lips barely brushing against the skin and the deep bruises in the shape of fingers that bloomed there. Dick's breath heaved and he forced himself to keep breathing, to not choke on another sob that tried to escape him.

Even with the touch so gentle, it felt as if Slade's lips were burning him, painting his skin with their touch. Even when he pulled away a moment later, Dick still could feel them there, marking, branding him. New silent tears fell down his temples.

"Just look at you." Slade murmured. His hot breath caressed the sensitive skin of Dick’s throat, as he struggled to swallow. "Pretty little thing."

Slade’s teeth closed over the side of his neck and Dick screamed.

"Please, please! L-let me go!"

He managed to grab at Slade's nape and his nails dug into the skin there but it was as if the man didn't even feel it.

"Let you go?" Slade repeated with a mocking laugh. He pulled away to admire the mark he just left and fondly traced it with his thumb. "Now, that wouldn't be fun at all. Apart from that, where would you even go? Defiance is your home now, little prince. No no, I'd rather have you here with me."

When Slade jerked him higher, manhandling him any way he liked, Dick couldn't do anything but let it happen. He was forced into a not-quite-sitting but not-quite-lying position and his hand slipped on the wet floor a few times when he tried to support his weight and not strain his muscles any further. Slade hummed softly, satisfied.

Their lips crashed together in a bruising kiss Dick had no way of escaping. It was hungry, savage almost, with Slade taking everything he wanted from him and showing in yet another way how little power Dick held now. The meat he got to eat earlier that night, the wine Slade could still taste on his tongue, Dick got them only because Slade agreed to it. As the king's consort he was stripped of any privileges he had as Gotham's crown prince. Now he wasn't anything more than just a pretty thing perched on Slade's arm.

Slade's teeth tore into Dick's lower lip and he didn't even have the time to whine before blood flooded his mouth. Slade tilted his head to be more comfortable and licked between his lips to taste him better, not caring for the way Dick choked a little.

Dick wondered if spitting the blood on him would be worth it.

"I hate you, I hate you-"

"I don't care, boy." Slade laughed, pulling away. His teeth were red from Dick's blood. "Hate me all you want, wish me death, try to take my life. I'll win either way. You'll just make it more interesting for me."

He pushed Dick back almost carelessly and the young consort fell down, his back hitting the floor painfully with a thud. For a moment, Slade just looked at him - taking in the bare skin, every bruise and cut he made that night, admiring the work of his hands, teeth and knives. Hm. Perhaps he will use a whip next time.

In that time, Dick managed to get a few meters away but it really didn't matter much. Slade crossed the distance in a few lazy steps before he drapped himself over Dick, settling on his hips to hold him down again.

"And now," Slade purred out, leaning over him. He placed his hands on either side of Dick's head and Dick no longer could see anything else, not even the ceiling of the room. Only Slade, always only Slade. "we're getting to the fun part."

"N-no, please..." Dick sobbed again. He squeezed his eyes shut so he didn't have to look at how pleased Slade looked. At Slade's lips, stretched in a smirk still red with his blood, at that cold eye full of sick cruelty. "B-Bruce! Bruce, please please, help me!"

"Calling your daddy now?" Slade laughed. "He won't save you either, boy."

"N-no, he will!" Dick argued, almost hysterically. "He'll help me, he won't let you-!"

"Oh, but you're forgetting about one little thing." Slade drawled, as his fingers closed over Dick's chin hard enough to bruise, to force him to look in that cold eye. Slade waited for him to open his eyes before continuing, "I own you now, little prince. Your father was the one to sell you out. And now you belong to me..."

"Dick!"

Bruce woke up with a gasp, sitting up so abruptly that he almost fell off the bed. It took him a moment to realize that he was the one screaming and then a few more to fight off nausea. Oh Gods. Oh Gods, it was a dream, just a dream... was it really only a dream?

"Your Majesty?"

Bruce looked up. The doors to his chambers were wide open, knights guarding them were inside and looking over the whole room and its balcony, while the kerosene lamp illuminated them all.

"Your Majesty, are you alright? We heard you scream."

Bruce could just nod in answer. His hands were shaking so much that even clenching them into fists didn't stop the trembling.

He stood up from the bed quickly and stumbled across the chambers to get to the doors. His knights - who already made sure that their king wasn't in any danger and that no one broke into his chambers - observed him with concern. Bruce didn't pay them the slightest of his attention. He needed... he needed to-

"No, please- please!"

He felt as if he was drunk, stumbling and bumping into everything on his way but he didn't care. The bruise on his hip from hitting into a wall will heal. The knights he pushed out of his way will be okay. He didn't give a shit about any of it.

"Something's wrong. Quickly, go get sir Alfred!"

"And what about lord Kent?"

"There's no time, go already!"

Bruce stopped before Jason's chambers, swaying on his feet. He wanted to vomit, he wanted to yell, cry, slam his fists into the stone wall until his hands were broken but he needed to know that Jason was safe first. It was his fault, all his fault that Dick had to leave and marry that monster. He already lost one child, sold him out, he couldn't bear to lose another one.

"Get out of my way." He ordered the knights guarding his son's room. They eyed him, concerned for his almost delirious state and didn't step aside to let him pass. "I said, move!"

He pushed them away, reaching for the handle. His elbow throbbed from the force with which he hit the knight to move him away but he didn't care, he didn't give a shit right now, the knight had an armor on, Bruce is paying him anyway-

Empty.

Jason's bed was empty.

Bruce rushed deeper inside the chamber. The bed, the bed was empty, as well as the armchair Jason liked to read in, the sofas, the balcony, the ensuite bathroom, it was empty, it was all empty, he wasn't here-

"Where's my son?!" Bruce yelled. The walls seemed to shake from the volume of his voice, or maybe it was because of his rage, of his despair?

Knights didn't answer him fast enough and so he ran out of the chambers and down the hall. His legs didn't want to work properly, he was shaking so much that he wasn't entirely sure which way was forward. He didn't even notice when tears began to blur everything around and oh, maybe that's why he was choking.

"Jason!" he screamed, completely hysterical. He moved around the knights that tried to stop him. "Jason!!"

Someone grabbed him from behind and Bruce didn't think before whirling around and punching them straight in the face. He won't let anyone stop him, he has to find Jason, make sure he is safe.

"Master Bruce, stop right now!" Bruce recognized Alfred's voice but he didn't listen.

He just kept running, opening random doors and yelling for his son. Because Jason had to be there, somewhere, he didn't just disappear. There were so many people in the castle, the knights, servants and maids that were still finishing their duties or simply making sure that the fire in their chambers was still burning. Someone would see if Jason left, or if-

If someone took him away.

Bruce's legs buckled under him and he distantly felt the dull pain in his knees where they hit the floor. Everything, everyone around him seemed to stop as well, now that he wasn't running around anymore and they didn't have to chase him.

"Master Bruce." Alfred breathed out softly, kneeling down beside him. His arms wrapped around Bruce and he let himself be held for a moment, just crying quietly.

"Alfred..." he sobbed. There were people around them but he didn't care if they saw him break down. He was paying them to keep quiet of the things that happened in his home. He can always throw them in a cell too. "Alfred, Jason's gone, I can't find him anywhere. I failed Dick, I sold him out to that monster and now... now Jason too is-"

"Bruce! Bruce, what happened?!"

Bruce looked up just in time to see Jason push through the knights surrounding them. His hair was tousled as if he just woke up but he was still wearing his daily clothing and not sleepwear.

Jason basically ran to him, face twisted with worry. He let Bruce embrace him, despite being a maturing teenager and those never wanted to hug their fathers (except for Dick, Dick loved hugs, he loved all the contact he could get-) and buried his face in Bruce's collarbone.

"Jason, oh Gods, Jason-" Bruce babbled, hiding his face in his son's curly hair.

He couldn't get rid of the image from the nightmare from his head, he could still vividly see Wilson's smirking face, dirty with Dick's blood and so full of sadistic pleasure.

Bruce, please please, help me!

"I'm here, dad." Jason said, his voice quiet but firm and Bruce could breathe again, however shaky his breath was. "'m here and I'm alright. Everything's alright."

No, it's not, Bruce wanted to scream but couldn't push the words past his lips, Dick is still with that awful man, helpless and so far away from home.

Alfred rubbed his warm hand between Bruce's shoulder blades and Bruce trembled, holding Jason even tighter. It had to be at least a little bit uncomfortable but Jason didn't say a word about it.

"Let's get you both to bed now." Alfred suggested in a warm voice. "It's the middle of the night and a lot has happened in this short time. I bet you are quite tired, my king."

Bruce let them help him to his feet and led back to his chambers but he still didn't let go of Jason. For once, Jason wasn't opposed to it at all, keeping close and making sure that they were pressed together so Bruce could feel him and know he was there. And Bruce wanted to start crying again because the action was so Dick that it physically hurt his chest. The way Dick always cared for them all and how he always made sure that they got enough of hugs and human contact, how he teached their siblings about how important it was to get at least one hug a day.

So lost in his thoughts, he didn't even notice when they entered his chambers and the doors closed behind them, separating him, Jason and Alfred from the rest of the castle. Jason sat down on the bed's edge with him and he rested his head on his son's shoulder. Suddenly, he felt so damn drained.

"Jason?"

"I'm still here." Jason immediately answered, squeezing his hand.

Bruce breathed out slowly, "I'm... I'm sorry for- for this. I didn't want to worry you."

Alfred didn't argue that it wasn't his fault, no matter how much he wanted to. They all knew that Bruce wouldn't agree with him and they'd just start arguing about silly things, while there were more important matters at hand, such as making sure that Bruce was well.

"It's alright." he said instead, handing the man a glass of water.

Bruce took it gratefully, finally feeling how sore his throat was from all the screaming and crying. He felt much better just after a few sips.

"What happened?" Jason prompted after a few minutes of silence. When Alfred didn't scold him for it, he continued. "I heard you screaming and came as fast as I could but..."

"I behaved like a child." Bruce sighed. The glass shook slightly in his grip. "I... I had a nightmare and- wanted to, no, I needed to know that you're safe and uninjured, Jaylad. When I went into your chambers and saw that you weren't there... I'm sorry. You shouldn't see me in a state like that. I shouldn't let all of the stuff see me like that."

"Oh come on, Bruce, it's not your fault!" Jason scoffed, pressing even closer to him. "Even if you're a king you're still only a human, just like we all are. That had to be one hell of a nightmare to scare you like this."

Alfred frowned at the words and he parted his lips to scold Jason for cursing but before he could, Bruce nodded, "Yeah... it was."

"...What was it about?"

"Master Jason!"

"What?! I'm just curious!"

Bruce shook his head but a small smile finally tugged at his lips.

"Not important right now." he breathed. It really wasn't. It was... it was just a dream. None of this was real. "I'd rather know what you were up to that late in the night, Jay."

A blush climbed onto Jason's cheeks and he turned away, as if that would make Bruce unable to see the way the tips of his ears turned red as well.

"I went to read in the library." came the shy, mumbled answer. "And then fell asleep there, in the window nook."

Alfred murmured something about reading in the lamp's light and bad eyesight. Bruce didn't really understand much of it because he was too busy laughing. He actually felt a little bit sick from it again but he couldn't help himself. The library. Of course.

"How did I not think of that?" he chuckled. "Of course you were in the library, Jaylad. Did you find anything interesting?"

Jason shrugged but he was nodding at the same time. "I did, actually. Why else would I stay up?"

"We both know that it's not a real issue for you, Master Jason." Alfred sighed. "You could always be reading one of your favorite titles again."

"Maybe but not this time, Alfie! Bruce got us new books from Defiance writers and I was looking through them all evening."

Bruce's smile faded a bit at the mention of Wilson's country but he quickly pushed the thoughts about him away. There was nothing he could do about it now anyway.

"Anything interesting?" he asked and Jason perked up, as he always did when he got to talk about his books.

"Yeah, the one I'm reading right now is actually pretty cool! The story takes place several centuries ago so I get to know about Defiance's history and its customs and- um. Maybe it's a little late to tell you all about it." he cleared his throat, scratching at the back of his head in a nervous habit both Bruce and Alfred tried to teach him out of. It only made his bed hair even more messy.

"That's alright." Bruce hummed, placing a kiss on his son's forehead. "How about you tell me all about it in the morning instead?"

Jason didn't beam at his words - not like Dick would - but it was a close thing. He pulled Bruce into one last hug before standing up. "Alright. That sounds good. I'm... I'll be in my room this time, if you need me."

Bruce smiled fondly.

"Thank you, Jaylad. But hopefully I won't and we'll get to sleep through the rest of the night without any further troubles."

Jason bid both him and Alfred goodnights with a smile before walking out of the chamber. Bruce waited a few more moments, to make sure he was far enough, before he turned to face Alfred properly. Alfred was already standing by his side, waiting.

"We are leaving for Defiance first thing after the breakfast." he ordered, not even a trace of his smile left. "Please make sure that everything will be ready by then."

"Very well, Your Majesty. Shall I inform lord Kent about the journey?"

Bruce shook his head, eyes hardening. "No. I don't need Clark's help to kill that bastard if I see even a scratch on my son."

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[saltymongoose]

HI ITS ME CHATTY ANLN HELLO HELLO HELO UMMM SO

ive been kind of sick lately, so iw sorry for nkt talkkng here much :( i make sure to read stuff wverysay though

i wanna know how the boys would reacy to a very weak player, physically weak, and make them crusty too

crusty musty weak scoliosis acne filled coralines dad neck bad eyesight undiagnored neurodivergent sweaty tired player who doesnt bother even getting out of bed, 0h phone 24/7, falling asleep from 3 PM to 8 PM and bad schedule, anxiety, hurting legs, sore, try to pop their fingers and its like those boys just popped right out kf rheir habd, drools in their sleep, stuffy nose, somehow dkesnt manage to speak loud, bad attentjion spam, laughs at your mom jokes, doesnt turn the lights of their room on EVER, BAD BAD POSTURE, somehow is still good at the game and with the strings, fast walker, most pale mf you've ever seen, darkest bags under their eyes, somehow complains about their ankle hurting, artist, and cant sleep still

would the boys still love them😝😝😝😍🥰🥰🥰❤❤❤❤❤💗💓💓💞💕💕💖💖💖 btw ily

-chatty anon

Hey Chatty, I hope you're recovering well. <3 Don't worry about not sending stuff in all the time, you aren't obligated to by any means, I'm just happy to hear from you whenever you feel like sending stuff in. :)

As for how the boys would react to a "crusty, weak Player" that you described so eloquently: yes, the boys would still love them. Honestly, someone like you wouldn't usually survive in Nevada for very long, so I think they're more endeared to your "weakness" than they realize. They'd also be concerned too, of course, and probably try to help you better your health and habits as much as possible, but it's from a place of care.

This means trying to fix your sleep schedule by having you actually go to bed at an appropriate time (maybe bribing you with cuddles, cause they think that might work) and distracting you from your phone. I can also see Doc looking into medication to help your anxiety (but that might take a while since he's hesitant to try any grunt-centered treatment options on a human), and he probably lectures you on your posture cause that's simply not good for your spine. Deimos would probably exploit your sense of humor by telling more bad "your mom" jokes around you just to hear you laugh, and I can definitely see Sanford coming up with some sort of meal plan to help you out on the nutrition side of things. (And maybe massages to help with your soreness? I feel as though he'd be able to do that).

Hank really doesn't know what to do here (a side effect of not caring about anyone else ever), so he'll settle on trying to mimic whatever the others do to the best capacity. He can't tell good jokes or cook, but he's very good at making sure you follow whatever the others are nudging you towards. (i.e. Pulling your shoulder back to make you sit up more, pulling your phone out of your hand and replacing it with his own, or just yanking you into his lap when he thinks you should get some sleep without any distraction.)

Overall, they try to be helpful if you allow them (provided you're fine with them being mother hens), but in any case, you being "crusty" and objectively weak wouldn't stop them from liking you. They're your vessels and you're their Player, their most favored and adored. Their love for you is unconditional, so you shouldn't have any doubts.

[tonberry-yoda]

Hi, i hope doing good. Can i have a Romantic Mha matchup please. I'm genderfluid, bisexual with male preference. I have long black wavy hair. I have thick black eyebrows, brown eyes. I always have rosy cheeks. My body is curvy with very big chest and little tummy. Also i'm 172 cm. I always have poker face. Those who know me for the first time describe me as cold, quiet, scary and distant. I'm only close to two or three people. They describe me as cold, soft inside, calm, resourceful and knowledgeable. They say I make clever jokes and I'm the mom-friend. And i hate phsyical touch. My love language is words of affirmation. And I'm a switch in a relationship. If I talk about myself, I've always been on my own. I have family problems, I was never close with my father. Even though we are side by side with my mother, we are distant. I'm just my own mom and dad. That's why I've always focused on academic achievement for salvation. And I think I'm very good at it. My hobbies are drawing, sewing, writing and researching, especially about mythology, cultures, history, fashion. I always wear my headphones and listen to music. I like silence, soft colors, being alone, flowers (especially honeysuckle), spring and breeze. I don't like crowds, noise, children, loud talkers and shiny things. I always wear colorful clothes with floral prints. I also wear interesting earrings and different printed socks. And finally, I don't really have an ideal type. I love every person. I like the fact that there are different people. -💐

hi there!!! im gonna call you bouquet anon because i already have a flower anon, so welcome to the tonberry family!!! thanks for sending in this matchup because i have the PERFECT character for you!!

he character I chose for you is...

AIZAWA!!

this man thinks you are stunning

he loves your hair, your body, everything

he just knows that you are the most beautiful human in the world, even if you have a colder personality

he doesnt care that you have a cold personality btw, he thinks it makes you strong and confident, which he loves

if anything, he doenst even think you're that cold

he thinks you're just strong headed and that's what he loves about you

he definitely respects that you dont enjoy physical touch, so he won't put his hands on you unless you allow it and he knows that he has consent to do so

but he's never been one for physical touch himself, so expect a lot of kind words

because words of affirmation is also his love language!!!

he is someone that becomes family to you

you know this man is going to be in your life forever and never leave

it warms your heart to know that

you no longer have to be the mom friend when he is around because we all know he is an absolute mother

he also loves acts of service, so expect a very clean house and a lot of cooking to be done for you <3

he is very supportive of you and your dreams and knows how great you are at everything you do

just know he will support you always and be there for you when things are rough

he just loves how strong you are omg <333

he will 100% bring you flowers

your favorites ofc

tell him about your hobbies because he will always always ALWAYS listen and be smiling the whole time seeing how passionate you are

he will never force you out of your comfort zone and will always ask for consent, so you have the perfect man for all of your needs <333

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@tonberry-yoda

[oh-munda-kukkad-kamaal-da]

Hey*not here to hate you* .. okay, agreed its a joke and now calm down. Here, have a hug. I like Taylor's music and she is a good person I guess... And it made me so happy when i saw that you send in flowers/good morning messages/asks to your cute lil moots. It was your "funny" opinion and i guess you are one of those okay to being rude and veryy straight-forward.. and btw your music taste isn't even bad, i like a few of the songs you have under Spotify tag. You are cute. Stay hydrated, Vighnesh.*hugs you again AJSKAJAKAJAK*💙

Idc anon. I'll say again, bigger. I've done the best i can to make people happy for the past months. I've had sleepless nights coz someone wanted to rant. I've skipped studying for boards coz someone was anxious and talking about hurting themselves. I wake up every morning and the first thing i check is if it isnt 12 already, go to pinterest download a flower picture and send it to 20 people. For what? It doesn't even give me anything. I just wanted to make people happy with the little love i have coz i never feel loved. No one's there for me when i cry. No one's there for me when i stare at the knife thinking to cut my veins. I just wanted to be that person to others. Ik how it feels when you have no one. Ik how it feels to love an artist. I've spent 2 literal years locked in my home, with people who fed me hate all day, and i had no irl or offline friends. Do yk how that feels? Do yk how it feels to talk to someone after 2 years? Its so weird. I spent 2 years just listening to K391. And you think idk what it is to love an artist. I remember the day when i first listened to K391. It was something in August 2019, i had planned that day to die. I was waiting for my mom to sleep so that i can silently go in the next room and hang myself. That's when i listened to K391. He gave me a dream, he gave me a new life. I promised myself that i would never harm myself and be like him someday. Idk how much you love TS, but my love for K391 will always be more than that. He's the reason I'm breathing, he's the reason I'm alive. Everyday i want to die, and everyday he reminds me that i promised to be like him. But idc if someone talks shit about him. Why does it even matter? K391 for you isnt what he is for me. I dont hate TS, and i dont think she's ugly. I find her really cute tbh. But sorry I'm immature. I didn't know people can get so offended if i say something like that. Coz tbh, people expect others to react how they themselves would have reacted. And i never would have been offended over someone calling K391 ugly, or shit. I probably would have added a lol in that post and scrolled ahead. But I'm sorry, i expected too much of people. You literally judged my character, my personality. You judged everything I've ever done for my so-called friends. You judged me that i would hate my friends coz they're ugly. I mean ofc. For my entire fucking life I've tried to find people who care about me, but i would hate them only because they're ugly. I feel betrayed. Ik I'm wrong. But what's worse is, that everyone made me feel like a pariah, an outcast. This is the only place i called home, and it is a ruin for me now. Because I tried giving every amount of love for people, but they judge me coz i called their favourite artist ugly👍

[matan4il]

Can I piggyback here a little. A few days ago you mentioned writing a post about 2 people and perceptions and interpretation. Would love to read it if you do BTW . But in regards to your reply to an anon about them being back to their preAnna relationship I was hoping to add something and hear your take.

Firstly I do agree with what you said, and I'm kind of just wording this differently then you did, but again I'm going back to your original point of perception. I think it's almost impossible for them to ever return to just being "best buds". To much has happened and what I think hasn't been addressed with them is the insecurities they both might have of the other potentially entering into another relationship. Like I think that's the tension.

And with that I think that's honestly a large portion of the audience also. When he first started seeing Anna I thought, ok they are gonna make them straight now. And then Buck landed Taylor. Their was a tiny amount of my brain that was like OK they paired them off this will become sort of a joke. The common bro/work husband comedy trope.

But now. Like now no. As just an audience member we got to see the uncomfortableness of Eddie with a women. How much Buck was unable to emotionally connect with someone else. And that's not something we all as a whole come back from. There is just to much history even for the viewers.

I guess I mean like where they can't go back to their "we are normal single bros forever " Era because they just are so different. Also I can never go back either.

Does that make sense?? Sorry I was so long winded. I hope I didn't make your vertigo worst!!! Hope you have an amazing day.

Hi lovely Nonnie!

I hope it's ok to ask you to send me a link to that ask? I just wanna make sure I respond to the right context...

Regarding Buddie and the ask about the pre-Ana situation, I don't think they were ever just buddies. I think they had this massive attraction to each other from the get go that they didn't understand, and it was always underscoring their friendship, making it so much more intense than a regular one from the get go. They may not realize it, but they have never IMO been just regular friends who slowly started developing feelings to each other, those were there from day one.

And I guess that's why I can say that I think they went back to their pre-Ana state, except the distance that they got to overcome made them even closer. I do believe they're still hovering in that area of knowing that they mean to each other more than anyone else ever has (outside of family) without yet realizing what it means. And I agree with you, there is tension around that 'coz of the question of what place do they have in each other's lives if one of them gets into a really serious r/s. I think that tension was there from early on as well, we see it when Eddie struts over as Taylor talks to Buck in 206. Mind you, I believe if the issue were Taylor and a sense of protectiveness over "the Evil Reporter", then Eddie would have come over earlier, when she was talking to Bobby. He didn't. Buck already means something else to him.

I LOVE you pointing out that their r/s could have just become the jokey "work husbands" type of running gag, but it didn't. I think 911 values them (and the audience's love for them) too much to redact them to that. And yes, I agree again, I think the audience has been too well fed with scenes of Buddie's intensity since at least the tsunami arc, signaling that there is no going back from Eddie's thumb on Buck's vulnerable pulse point, looking into his eyes and telling him there's no one more trustworthy in the world with Chris than him. The fact that this r/s has somehow become even more intense than that? No, the writers will never be able to sell the viewers any other serious Love Interests.

Nonnie, you do make lots of sense! And I'm thankful for your wonderful ask, I hope my reply managed to add anything to your own great points. As for the length, thank you for thinking of my vertigo! I'll confess, it is difficult for me to read, so I can't read some asks in one go, I have to do it in several parts, which is an additional reason why I'm slow with replies. I always feel bad about that, but it's either that, or not replying at all. Which I wouldn't wanna do when you took the time to share anything with me! So just... thank you for being considerate, and I hope you understand my slowness. xoxox

(and if anyone’s looking for it, here is my ask tag! xoxox)

[live-love-laugh-lesbian]

HIII this is probably gonna be the last ask i send as your swiftie exchange anon haha! also i dont know what timezone you are but ive scheduled it for 6am gmt for tomorrow if i remember correct skdkekdfk (but also you said quid which means pounds i think so im taking a wild guess that you are somewhat the same timezone as me haha)

yep im in uni! honestly kinda harsh kakdkekxfj ive got tests on the first week back but i suppose that's to ne expected haha! it is quite stressful but like c'est la vie yk? good luck on your exams!!

oh also im so glad youre feeling better!! i hope you feel awesome soon!

oh yeahh that makes complete sense! you dont have to show them to me if you dont want to btw but once i reveal myself and you are okay w it you can dm me! (only if you want tho no pressure at all!!)

yeahh thats so real actually! people always want what they dont have and that makes me kinda sad but also im one of those people so ajdeksjd i cant really say anything abt it akfkekdjf

yeahh hypocrisy is so linked like to everyday stuff!! and what you said makes more sense than what i ever couldve ajdjejsjfn and inflation is HORRIBLE ive witnessed price of stuff like cheese go up by so much and it appals me! and that is a ridiculous difference from your phone bill!

oohh i wish i was you id love to meet my online friends!!

yeah!! like the main problem with fast fashion isnt the cheap quality (i mean perhaps it is) but also the PEOPLEEEE WHO BARELY GET PAIDD!!

thats such a thought out and good answer!! climate change and the way politicians handle shit is so real like it NEEDSS to be addressed!! and i hope you get to see your doctors!!

and same im such a pushover like i wish i could not be but alas it is but a dreamm!! i think for me what you said is basically my answer and like people being assholes and thinking theyre funny? lile people who think its okay to make offensive jokes or say a slur bc they think theyre funny annoys me soo bad!!!!! and also people who manipulate other people like ewwww and just like horrible people in general. also thats horrible!! why does anyone think its okay to do that???

hmm... honestly rename strawberries fluffleberries and making bananas rainbow sounds like an awesome idea sjdjekdn hmm this is hard kakdkdskf maybe i would replace car honks with goose honks hehe i feel like thats such a silly answer but tbf i am but a silly goose!! what about you?

and my question to you: what are some things you are grateful for (see i say things not people bc i feel like people is a very general question ajfjrjdjf but you can tell me people too if you want!!)

thank youu!! i had an awesone time chatting with you you're lovely <3

have an awesome day!!!

-swiftie spring exchange anonnnnn

Hello! My country change timezones slightly I think based on clocks, but I think we're currently BST? I can never remember, a bit embarrassing imo XD It's cool that we might be close in time zones!!

Ah I have no exams cause I'm not in uni, but I am tutoring kids for exams so does that count? XD I hope your tests go well!!

Cheap quality sucks, but it'd improve if companies were willing to give up just a teeny tiny bit of their profits...I've become so increasingly anti company over the last like 5 years I think XD And thank you!! Honestly the "offensive is funny" type is SO annoying. I've met a few that were like "uhhh it's dark humour" and I've been like. You do not have dark humour, you just want to be rude.

I did however get a cookie once from a guy who realised that I had been upset by his stupid joke (I can't remember what exactly it was, but I think it was like...either homophobic or misogynistic. The apology was nice to get because it was unexpected. Alas at the time I was unable to eat gluten so the cookie part was awkward.) And manipulation just sucks?? I feel like people get away with it a lot because it's not obviously awful until you realise what's going on.

Silly answers are encouraged for that one!! (And always tbh) XD And honestly I would get rid of sparkling water. I feel like it's like marmite - people love it or hate it. And I hate sparkling water, I literally cannot handle the texture. And one time I accidentally got some instead of regular water. The memory haunts me. So yeah I'd wind up half the world by getting rid of it altogether and just watch the chaos XD

My final answer (also I know who you are now cause of when I logged on BUT I'm gonna answer this anyways on here) would be my cats (haha not people so they slip through...not things either but not people), the way life has turned out (it's not perfect, but I'm in a much better position than I ever expected even just like 2 years ago), and my art abilities (because I like that I can draw, and draw pretty decently, it's a fun and usually relaxing hobby!)

I had the time of my life answering questions with you, and I look forwards to hopefully talking more with you!!

[misqnon]

HI im the anon who sent in that ask about one piece the other day and!!! AGHH. im too shy and socially anxious to send a message so sorry for communicating through asks but !!

THANK UU for responding to me !! it makes me so happy when people seem excited to talk to me, and i love hearing about peoples interests, so. i was very happy reading ur reply!!!! also this is probably an even longer message 😭 i cant help it i love to ramble

my history with one piece is long and complicated LMAO so i wont rant about it, but i started watching anime when i was 7 and one piece caught my attention when i was 10 i think, so ive had a lot of time to experience it tbh. but i was never that into it until i read the manga!! if im recommending one piece, i usually recommend the manga because its so much easier to get through imo.

honestly now that im caught up im like.. so afraid for the end of one piece. i never want it to end. i keep hearing that this is the final saga, and that one piece is ending soon, and my brain just. cannot comprehend it. i dont know if its just denial or what but i fully believe it won't end for another 5 years.. i havent experienced enough of the one piece world!!! i need more!! tell me everything about everyone in one piece PLEASE . it cant end . and those thoughts have been plaguing my mind since i restarted it LOL

looking at old forums to see peoples opinions from when each chapter dropped is genius??? i might have to do that.. i want to see their theories. i want to say "you have no idea whats in store...." or admire how smart they are for guessing things correctly

i find it funny that u like sanji cuz i have such complicated feelings around him. like he was my absolute favorite upon first introduction. i loved his kindness, i loved his interactions with gin, and i thought he was cool as hell. he was definitely a positive role model for my very damaged child brain. but i think the pervert joke and him treating women differently has pretty much ruined him for me. when i was younger a part of me felt like it was only right that he treat women better, but im pretty sure i just felt that way bc i hated the experience of being born female so much that the only way i could cope was by taking every and any advantage i could get. and then i figured out i was non binary.. and hes been turned into the most cartoonishly disgusting pervert .. and i see his potential and it just.. UGH!! you could have been so good. anyways all my feelings around him make it a lot more interesting to see u talk about him!! usually i just headcanon him as transfem and that satiates my burning rage and hatred towards him. but seeing sanji likers talk about liking sanji makes me actually like sanji more!! at this rate i might turn back into a sanji fan

im not in any one piece fan spaces but i AM consuming one piece content as often as possible (so all day. i dont have. a job. or school.). i know this is most likely a passing hyperfixation for me but im loving it anyways. i will definitely keep an eye on ur blog bc im sooo excited for when u catch up. im having so much fun theorizing about the end of the story and . and i hope u will too!! eek rant over thanks for listening (metaphorically)

HI ANON!! once again putting this under cut bc i will once again be freely speaking my way too many thoughts about the silly pirate manga. (fair warning. this. this is 2K words. anon im.....so sorry)

you don't have to worry about communicating through asks btw i literally do not care do whatever makes u comfortable my dude <3 and 1. thank YOU for sending a message :^) 2. i am loving the joyous atmosphere we have created ranting at each other back and forth HAHAHA it makes me happy to talk about interests like this as well!! (looks at length of my last reply and this one) clearly. we can think of this as like. electronic pen pals 👍bc i do be basically writing letters here LMAO

yea as u can tell its a little complicated for me too lmao ( i mean. the damn thing has been going on longer than i've been alive, so. it's touched many people in many ways. and it's complicated in its OWN right which. i'll get to. but holy shit 7 is younger than i expected! thats still a pretty long history (though i cant talk bc at age 4 i had a crush on goku even tho i had no idea what was happening half the time i was watching the dbz reruns on tv </3) and YEA. YEA THE MANGA IS. SO MUCH MORE STREAMLINED AND WELL PACED. EVEN THO I MISS THE COLOR AND MOVEMENT AND VOICE ACTING OF THE ANIME it was just takin too long. and i really like oda's art, so...reading the manga lets me look at it better. and there's more care put into the frames. but overall ur right the manga is chefs kiss in comparison to other versions (WHICH ARENT BAD!! JUST...SLOW. and though i think the live action wasnt really NEEDED i did. like it. and it is what got me back into op + got me caught up through east blue a lot faster HAHA)

tbh hearing that its in its last saga made me feel like i got into one piece at a really good time bc if i plan it right i can catch up and then follow along with the release for only a little while until its done. also the live action s2 and the "The One Piece" reanimated anime will be coming soon too. the content saturation is everywhere 👍(showering in it) THOUGH I DO FEEL A BIT PRESSURED LIKE. WHAT IF ONE PIECE FINISHES BEFORE I CATCH UP . which is insane bc im almost to wano (even though i hear wano is really long). and also...i think its been called the final "saga" but idk if that means final ARC you know...kinda like how water 7 and enies lobby kinda blend into one. or impel down and marineford are lumped together. idk i feel like we got a bit more. i just feel like there's so much we havent got answered yet and i dont think oda would just leave that stuff hanging. i know there;s a list out there of things that one piece needs to adress/come back to before it finishes but i havent looked at it bc im afraid of spoilers. however, just in my own mind theres a LOT i know has to happen that we need plenty of time for!! so. i wouldnt be surprised if it WAS 5 more years. i mean like...shanks needs to happen. i think zoro and sanji are gonna have a battle at some point (based on stuff ive seen from wano. im assuming) they gotta see laboon again. gotta revisit shirahoshi's situation. gotta see the dreams come true of each crewmate. tie off loose ends of side characters like tashigi and koby and the warlords. yanno

the "you have no idea what's in store.." is literally my exact emotions . i havent done it for this fandom YET but i plan to go to forums reading over ppl's theories like this

slash seeing how they react and getting giddy about it bc i like seeing how people react to shit. esp if they're shocked or enthusiastic about it like i usually am

about sanji. okay. listen. listen here. i. hate sanji. JNFNVFKDNL

no but actually no matter how complicated someone's feelings are towards sanji i promise you for sanji likers they are probably 100x more complicated unless they're weird dudebros who think he's cool (which he is but only like 10% of the time and not when he's being a chauvinistic ass)

one thing about me is that i. hate doing things that are distasteful or offensive in any capacity and that extends to the media i consume in that i dont like consuming media that is excessively problematic. i understand nuance so like OBVIOUSLY nothing is perfect and everything has problematic elements - but for a lot of shows there's one too many things on one side of the scale and i just dont like having that guilt on my shoulders consuming it. one piece fits that category but it's also SO BIG and SO LONG and its been going on for a WHILE and is such a phenomenon that i can let SOME stuff "slide"...and also realize "bitch one piece is so popular and near its end at this point that you, a single tumblr user, liking it or not liking it is not going to make a difference" and i'm (still) trying to make peace with that. things like oda's passive racism, The Entirety of Kamabakka Kingdom (literally don't even get me started), his blatant sexism in universe and his own opinions in the SBS...i've just come to realize i need to consume my media critically but still let myself have fun. im going through a rough period in life and this happens to be what my brain hyperfixated on and i cant change that so might as well have this outlet. ive made a lot of friends and am really enjoying the story for its good parts (found family, anti government and anti authoritarianism, importance of dreams and ambition and self love, the importance of mental health and trauma and how your past doesnt define you...etc)

i extend a lot of this thinking to sanji, too. to be fair i dont remember why he became my favorite. i think he was my fav when i watched it all those years ago but he wasnt a BIG FAV or anything. watching film red and the opla i think i went into it remembering he was my fav and he just stayed that way, but then i watched more and really started to like him for reasons like 1. im weak to flirtatious characters in general 2. im also weak to blonde men 😔 3. he's an asshole with a kind heart and i love a good juxtaposition 4. he just has some really cool badass moments tbh 5. and he's a LOT. i love characters that are a lot. he's loud and messy and overreactive and prissy and insecure and self sacrificing and also just SECRETLY ONE OF THE KINDEST MOST COMPASSIONATE MEMBERS OF THE CREW? notice how none of these have to do with his pervert shtick lmao

i do actually like his woman thing to an extent, i think its cute when its just him having heart eyes at every woman he sees and being weak to literally any woman who looks at him- cause that's still putting women on a pedestal, but its a fairly harmless character flaw for a fictional character to have. pre-timeskip sanji is a gift for all these reasons. and like, thats when everyone fell in love w his character i think. i MIGHT even forgive his whole "i wont hit a woman" thing bc its not like he doesnt think women shouldnt be hit in general to such an extent (i dont think he ever opposes to anyone else doing it on the crew, HE just doesnt like doing it PERSONALLY bc its his own moral principle he wont break just like the whole wont fight with his hands thing) even if the whole thing stems from the sexist belief women are lesser/weaker (esp after his backstory reveals some stuff)

but the pervert shtick? and the WRITING HIM AS TRANSPHOBIC/HOMOPHOBIC THING?? yea i literally hate that part of his character so much and wish it wasnt added. like i see how it relates to the character oda has decided sanji is but i still dont think it was needed. or okay. lol. i dont think any sanji fan actually likes this part of him. somedays i look at myself in the mirror and i'm like "am i fangirling over a more conventionally attractive bnha mineta rn" and i put on my clown makeup

but he's more than that. for all the reasons i listed above. and the BIGGEST thing that keeps me sane as a Sanji Liker (tm) is the fact that i 100% see half of his shitty character traits as something that are a product of Oda, the author, influencing his own work. im not gonna lie that canonly he still gave sanji those traits so yea like as a trans (? still working on that) GNC bisexual woman my favorite character atm is this weird little guy who's kinda chauvinistic and also canonly a homophobe (...at least, to an extent, bc apparently he has a really good relationship with iva? again, i could write an essay on just the queer rep as well) and thats a little embarrassing but. alas. i already fell in love with the character. and if you consider the writing is done by a dude who's got his own issues and just take the character for what he is...i do still rlly enjoy the idiot. and TRUST ME, i will headcanon him as a repressed bisexual who's probably GNC or a little trans or AT LEAST likes to do drag bc c'mon now. oda PUT ALL THAT IN CANON...AND EXPECTS US NOT TO PLAY WITH IT? you could make a compelling argument that he's 1000% straight and cis and kamabakka was a fluke that he resents but i think you could just as easily interpret it the other way. or just say fuck word of god i'm gonna enjoy this character the way i want (draws sanji in a dress for the millionth time bc i can and it makes me feel better. and once again HE WORE ONE IN CANON...AND WAS SMILING ABOUT IT, FOR A WHILE. IDK IDK CALL ME CRAZY) tldr; sanji is fucked but the worst parts are a product of oda himself and i like the character for other reasons and purposely try to consume him very critically for those reasons bc i do still really like him. like. hes my #1 fav character atm unfortunately. but he's nice in a lot of other ways 🥲

SORRY FOR THAT I TALKED WAYYY TOO MUCH!!!! but i enjoyed it so thanks for the opportunity :') im glad ur vibing with op and we're both enjoying this silly little show. tbh half the reason im trying to read it so fast (and why i read WCI early) is bc i was scared my hyperfixation wouldnt last long enough to finish the series BWAHAHA. here's to hoping we both get to see it end and enjoy the journey that comes with that!

[anarchistbitch]

IIIIIIIIIIIII bloody hate tumblr, Ive been trying to get all the songs we've reced each other into a playlist but it is not showing me all our asks and the ones it does show me are not in order and i wanted it to be in order ugggghhh im stabbing the screen right now mentally,

anyway at work my team is making a playlist so we can listen to everyone's music taste and here's the link to it, add some in my name please and thankyou<333 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4KeIWHO0lqkpDjXFPxWB7v?si=MToywKdbQM2JdiQWq1se6Q&pt=5d863cd3287ba2fae6b8184d7edce597

xhjdsflsdkf it's so always so funny and embarrassing remembering how this all started, all because i was too shy to take off the anon, but hey, here we are <3

and god yes, monaco is perfect for a roadtrip, it is also perfect for this one fic that i read back around 2019 or 2018, just yesterday i was talking about it with a friend bc it was HUGE fic in the fandom, to the point that there was discourse about the fic which is just fucking ridiculous but anyway, you see, idk if you heard about vld but that shit was huge here on tumblr and i was motherfucking obsessed and then the fandom grew very very large and it just kind of imploded but that's not important, the fic was a current time au where the characters were fake dating for a family reunion and the post breakup-bc-we-caught-feelings-but-we-think-the-other-didnt scene would be SO good with Monaco on the background, tasty 👌🏻

re:the job, yeap, ive been working since february bc i needed a break from uni and this way i justified it to myself and actually work has been so good for me for real, ive met a bunch of people that have become close friends, work has allowed me so much rest compared to mfucking architecture, it's also allowing me to pay for a psychologist which is great and yeah, overall a positive experience, the only problem is that now i dont wanna quit working but i know that i cant both work and continue with architecture, and it is making me question how much of my life i am willing to give to this career, bc i feel so much better now mentally, even my friends have told me how different i seem and how much better i seem to be doing right now that im not at uni and just *slowly slips down from the chair into the floor dramatically*

and you're right in both accounts lmao, it's hot as hell outside, especially since i just went home for the weekend and jesus christ the heat and humidity there are no fucking joke i tell you, on the plus side i came back by plane and that was so nice, right before take off i was SO nervous but after we did i really enjoyed it, it helps that it turned 8 hours in a cramped seat into half an hour in a slightly less cramped seat lol, some of the pics i took bc i couldnt help myself will follow this paragraph that just ran away from me literally but anyways, it's horribly hot outside but at work they always have the bloody aircon either too high or too low, no in between with those people

the edit also had me on sliding dramatically to the floor holy shit, the song fits Miles so well and im just 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 it's so easy to have that part get stuck in your head btw, i halfway think about it and i have it stuck in my head for at least the next hour

song rec of the ask: heaven iowa by fall out boy, i fucking love fall out boy, they're my band for real

-M, aka Denisse, aka blue iconed mutual who wanted you to know bc they had a major crush on you but didnt want you to know bc she is shy as fuck aka just a silly goofy person who covers her eyes and groans when she thinks too much about the anon asking bc they get embarrassed easily jsfhjds byyye love you, take care, sending you tons of hugsssss

back to old traditions-> me answering every ask 3 weeks late😔

oooooh lemme search them up and make a playlist later :)) i mostly have them in my liked akshually

what if i added oli london huh. what if i added peppa pig🤨oink wsbdfjkerkjh idk if i had good song recs rn but ill try to add smth later :3

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do i . a person whos been on tumblr for almost 8 ish years know about Voltron:Legendary Defenders - the ships from which top the tumblr ecosystem almost every year- the fandom from which i have trauma(not actually but i did cry at shiro's implied death and subsequent clonign lmaooo😭😭😭)

dm me the link bby🤙🏽🤙🏽[i stated on the side of. ahem . omegaverse/werewolves plus soulmate aus]

im glad that youre happy with ur job!!! im entirely unqualified to give any career advice [seriously though -my chosen career is like. its good but its also like 7 years of studying and idek know if i should pursue it rnnn] so honestly🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

honestly im just real glad that ur doing good <3 being in college/uni is both good and bad but hey its not like you cant go back to it at anytime yk? you'd be doing incredible things anyway, it'll just have different terms

ahh the weather here is so shit it's always on the edge of raining and then its like nah😜

i actually like love airplane pics on insta , also the mountains!!!! my old flat used to be near a mountain and i miss it so much😭

i couldnt see atsv in theatres cause of so many things but i finally saw it and it was. like actually life changing . and also i have to fuck miguel o hara btw

OH MAN. i need to confess smth. me and my friends had , a file. like a plastic file with paper with lyrics to FOB songs that we used to write in our free periods and sing in the back of the class😭😭 i miss it so much [it being time. place, ppl. yk how it is]

so much for stardust ended up being one of my fav albums of their forever- after mania and save rock and roll

[but seriously the words 'scar-crossed lovers' brought back the 14yr old geek obsessed with fantasy books in me out again]

😳😳😳

omg well heres to my blue iconned mutual who i wouldve been dming a lot sooner had i been a lit bit more brave but am ultimately glad to have known even after a little longer

much love and many hugs 😚😚😚

[leejungchans]

from: 🎶 anon

HI IT'S ME AGAIN 💗 i'm sorry for the spam but going thru it and i need to share my emotions that are pretty much skyrocketing rn 😭

okay so i don't really like being picky but i've always hoped my future s/o would also be into music so they could dedicate songs to me too 🥲 or even better, would know how to sing or play instruments because there's this old courtship tradition in the philippines where a man would appear under a woman's windowsill and perform a song for her (very commonly accompanied by friends who play instruments) and i've always wanted to experience that (this act is called "harana" btw) 🫠 ofc the singing part isn't a requirement but i'd still like to be courted one way or another,, just to see if they're not only serious about me but with my friends and family too^^

STORY TIME‼️that's actually how my parents got together‼️my grandpa was a very loving yet protective man and didn't want my mom to date anyone unless they courted her first 😭 the women in the family never really took him seriously when it came to this until one day they heard a commotion from outside the house and they looked out the balcony and my mom saw her "very handsome classmate" standing outside their gate with his friends and a guitar in hand and he just started singing about her (it was a self-composed song) 🥺 apparently it swept the whole family off their feet because my grandma and aunts quickly went down to pack him food before sending him and his friends away and told him to come back soon 😭😭😭

and when i asked my dad about how and why he started courting my mom, he said they first met at church and he was so stricken by her beauty he couldn't find the guts to talk to her even after they ended up in the same college 😭 he only found out about grandpa's courting thing from her friends and he thought this is my chance! but the problem was, he could sing, but he didn't know what to sing so, with the help of his friends, they composed a song together ☹️ and bc he knew their dads were good friends, he was able to go to their house and he got so nervous when he was actually singing it for my mom and her family he ended up forgetting most of the lyrics and made them up as he went but ig it worked anyway because i'm here HDJSJDKS he didn't even know how to play the guitar at first‼️he just asked his friend to teach him so he could impress my mom‼️this still works like a charm bc every time my mom's mad he'll just pull out a random love song and she'll cave 😭

funnily enough, those friends ended up becoming my godfathers too and they often joke "if your future partner doesn't court you like your dad did to your mom, we'll chase him away" then my mom will threaten to hit them

anyways this got long here's "Anghel" by The Juans (there are eng subs^^ "anghel" means "angel" hehe)

youtube link

i’m sure your future s/o will love music as much as you do :’))) but omg,,,,,your parents’ story makes me want to believe in love,,,,,,,,,they’re both living the y/n life/the kind of life you read about in fanfics,,,,,,,,,,,,,,🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 that’s so so so so cute and i love how your dad singing to your mom is still an ongoing thing to this day :’))) also it’s genuinely so amazing how he and his friends put in the effort to show your mom how he feels <3 and your godfathers are so right you definitely deserve that level of love too so i support them in their quest to drive away any potential s/o who doesn’t show you the love you deserve 🫶🏻

[victoria1676]

“LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME BUILD MY S**T! PROLOGUE PART 2: “THEN DIE LIKE ONE!”

Summary: The Last thing you remembered was finally putting Dream to jail and then everything went black only to wake up in a world you don’t recognize. trying to find a way home you found yourself in a mob chase that you find irritating and once they are satisfied threatening and killing you who then respawn the in execution made them realize who they almost killed and just as they were about to fall from their knees and beg for forgiveness.

You destroyed their homes in Revenge.

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(Prologue Part 1) (Interlude) (MASTERLIST)

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PLEASE LIKE, FOLLOW AND REBLOG! IF ANYONE STEALS MY WORK WITHOUT PERMISSION PLEASE INFORM ME!

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DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN GENSHIN IMPACT OR THE DREAM SMP! THEY BOTH BELONG TO THEIR RESPECTIVE OWNERS AND I ONLY OWN THE PLOT! EVERYTHING HERE IS MADE FOR FUN AND NOT CANON ON GAMES AS THIS IS AN SELF AWARE IMPOSTER AU MIXED WITH VILLAIN AU OF THE SAGAU/SELF AWARE GENSHIN IMPACT!

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(Very long Note 👇)

Note: Thank you for your support and I didn't expect everyone would love the Prologue part 1 since my writing is pretty rusty and I had to change, fix and add stuff on part 1. But I'm happy you guys like it so please enjoy the second part and this is gonna chaotic since this is gonna be Mondstadts destruction and if you guys read my prologue you already know what will happen UwU

Also, I like to apologize as a writer I should have specific what reader gender is and her gender here is female but I always referred her as ‘reader’ or ‘you’ since that's what I usually do when I write stories of Fem reader but there are times she is referred as she or her. Considering a lot of people liked Gender neutral reader I probably pissed people off for not specifying reader's gender whoops 😅 So for those who expected to be gender neutral I really apologize that it isn't what you want but I do hope you can still stay and continue to read my story even if it's not gender neutral. If you want not read it then it's fine I won't stop you because it's your decision.

Btw I do have been bombarded by hate anons regarding my story however I have removed it and ignore it since it doesn't stop me from making this story as this story was made for fun and interesting idea that has been stuck in my head for so long XD. I also received that one anon right here calling me rude on not drawing reader on what they look like when I want to clarify this.

The reason I drew reader like that is because that's how I see her in my version. Yes you guys can change it since this is a x reader not an oc. If you don't like how reader looks like then that's understandable and you can imagine her or draw her of what she looks like in your own version but don't call me rude of how I drew reader. I'm sure you already know there are artists who draw their own version of their own reader which is why I drew my version of the reader of my story. So anon if you are reading this I'm just stating the facts and not insulting you but next time please watch your words and if you don't like my story then you can leave. The only reason I'm here on Tumblr is to express my writing creativity and I'm sure everyone who is in the SAGAU fandom has noticed one of their favorite writers not being here on Tumblr anymore due to not following rules and sending hate.

If anyone disguises their selves as anon and then sends me hate. What's your problem? If you don't like my story then don't send hate just because I made something that you guys couldn't and this story was made for fun and to let readers enjoy this mixed Au crossover. I am not here to listen or follow your words of saying it's 'cringe' or it 'sucks' or even the worst one 'kys'. Even if you are joking just so you know words are stronger than actions. 

Sorry for the long notes I just wanna clarify since I'm basically new or rather just got back writing after reading a lot of wonderful works of different authors who made their SAGAU fanfics and already notice the signs of how people act here on Tumblr. Please know if you keep trying to ruin Another person's life by insulting their work and then it shows how bad you are as a person.

Criticism is open so that I can be aware and try to improve my writing since the only problem I have in writing is missing words and grammar. I am not mad or anything I basically wrote this with a straight neutral expression XD

Also, this chapter is very long, and had to go through major changes, and double-check from transferring this story to docs for Grammarly to check, change, add and also fix. I had fixed a lot of it including Prologue part 1 which is why I take so long to post cause I was adding and fixing some stuff in Prologue part 1. Also, I did mention I made a fight scene and I hope it looks pretty good for you guys since I am scared it's not good DX 

Not my strongest suit so please don’t hate it considering I am very bad at explaining them.

But anyways please enjoy Prologue part 2! ^^

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WARNINGS: Swearing, mentions of characters who died, angst, destruction, mentions of alcohol, mention of a pet getting hurt, Characters might be OOC since I'm trying my best to get them in character DX

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Prologue Part 2: Then Die Like One!

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Few weeks or 5 months before the execution...

“So this is where the imposter lived in?”

Mondstadt’s Knights of Favonius including Diluc, Aether, and Paimon were standing a meter away from a comfy cottage that was nicely built and there was also a comfy stable with a horse sleeping in there. Albedo and Sucrose are back at Mondstadt to watch over Albedo's 'brother' who has calmed down from fighting them which was very suspicious however they were lucky they got his Compass that leads them to you. Honestly, when they have finally first found your cottage they all thought your home would be something out of a tent or something else like a cave they would live in so seeing a house in a middle of a snowy land that isn't from Dragonspine or Snezhnaya confused a lot of people of Teyvat, especially the place they found the cottage is from a land they have never see or step foot on before.

"This place…feels normal?" Paimon commented.

"You sure this where the imposter is staying?" Amber asked Aether who is holding what it seems to be a compass that had the name '(Y/n)' on it and it was pointing at the Cottage in front of them.

"The compass is pointing at that building in front of us," Aether said as looked at the object, “This is the only thing that the Albedo's brother had in his cave”

“Right and most of the objects he had there were mostly potion ingredients” Paimon included.

“Then let us get this over with” Diluc summoned his weapon, “Your grace would be yelling at us if we don’t return with the imposter...Including the Traveler as well”

Aether groaned as Amber patted his back while everyone grimaced knowing their grace has been throwing tantrums and are aware of how obsessed their creator is with Aether to the point they almost locked him which is why he left the ancient abode quickly without their Creator's permission and if Klee didn’t snitch but unfortunately the poor girl got herself punished as she was the one who let Aether go out since she didn't like her big brother's friend to be sad and got herself punished and no one likes their Creator’s punishments.

They love their creator and they are sure that they didn’t mean to be mean or hurt their people.

“Hey...” Amber spoke wearily pointing at the tree branch, “Doesn’t that look like those crows that always fly around with the imposter”

Everyone looked where she was looking and indeed there are four crows on the branch looking at them. Everyone had their guard up knowing they were informed that the imposter has crows that are not ordinary ones. Such as one insulted Venti, One suddenly carry a bomb that exploded on top of Zhongli’s head causing him to be angry, and another also sneaked into Raiden Shogun’s home and planted bombs that are made of glitter which pissed off the Archon who was not amused with the mess.

It was a hilarious sight of the Archons getting bullied by those weird crows. However, they are informed that all the crows that belong to the imposter will suddenly speak in perfect human speech.

“Let’s try to take them out first since one of them will inform the imposter,” Kaeya said as Amber got her bow ready to shoot the crows when-

“Well...” A voice spoke causing everyone to pause, “That's not a nice thing to do right chat?”

In a blink of an eye, everyone screamed when something shot the snowy ground to which everyone dodged or try to avoid getting hit.

“NO MERCY!!” The crows spoke.

“KICK THEM OUT, BIG SIS!!”

“INTRUDERS!!”

“THEY TRIED TO KILL US!!”

“Be lucky I heard their voices outside chat”

The snowy smoke cleared revealing you wearing a fluffy light blue cloak as you fixed your hat and twirled your diamond ax with your other hand holding a crossbow made out of fireworks.

“Let’s kick them out when I just finally take a break from building my temporary cottage,” You said with a smirk as your eyes flashed red.

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No one knows how many days or years passed as the world stayed the same. It was like a never-ending cycle with things going back into a routine. But the aftermath of the execution cause all 7 regions to be on the lookout for their missing creator that they have failed to recognize and realized they made a grave mistake serving an imposter who was nothing but a tyrant to all nations. Such as destroying homes and killing a lot of innocents for stupid or little reasons. The imposter has also verbally either screamed at her acolytes or sometimes slapped them.

Speaking off the imposter after the creator left with the Abyss and leaving the fame creator who is an Inazuman mortal that had a bad reputation of being a selfish and greedy woman who also has dumped many guys for their looks. Her parents died and have used almost all of her parent's money for dresses, make-up, and other stuff she could greedily have to herself. Because she was revealed as the imposter she was shunned by her peers and her nation for her sins to the point the Raiden Shogun had tortured the woman 3 times before banning her from Inazuma.

Mallory, unfortunately, had to live getting yelled at or rocks were thrown from different people from the different nations that all banned her from entering but before she was banned each Archon would let the vision users or themselves torture her by reminding her of the mistakes and sins she has done by having the face and voice of the true creator only now to live a curse where she can not die and forever live the pain, trauma, and suffering that you have given her to make her feel what you felt. Supposedly Mallory was to die and be revived 10 times only to her horror is that a big white box appeared in front of her showing that she will have infinite times of getting killed and revived again. It made her cry and realize she will forever have the curse of feeling the pain of death and then waking up alive again with no wounds but she can forever feel the pain of her body.

She then suddenly disappeared but no one knows where she go as the people of Teyvat were happy she was gone and now are focusing on trying to get your forgiveness by looking for you who seemed to have almost disappeared from Teyvat. The people were scared knowing they couldn't bear the sin of hurting their creator yet they knew it was their punishment for almost killing their God.

Aether was cradling his swollen cheek as Paimon put ice on it. The traveler is currently residing in Wangshuu Inn resting on their journey after they witnessed the execution that went from killing an impostor to killing the true creator. Despite Aether wasn't the one who chases the imposter he was still one of the people who wanted to kill the creator for making his journey to all nations to find out the truth of Teyvat by separating him from Lumine. When he went to look for the creator only he realized that it was an imposter because he didn't feel the aura that controlled him in his journey so which is why he didn't get angry or try to kill the imposter and now he regretted his actions for sticking by the imposter who is deeply obsessed for his attention including his love. He thought he could tolerate her but it became annoying and exhausting when the imposter kept staying by his side and he was forced to be with her at all times by her acolytes.

It was right after the execution or rather 3 days after it, he was visited by Lumine to his shock but it made him happy although…

He didn't expect to be punched by her.

He grimaced remembering the look of disappointment from his sister and the shock he had felt from it as he cradled his bruised cheek.

'You are selfish brother…' he remembered Lumine's words, 'I can understand that but letting yourself be with the imposter?… You have failed to realize how deep their obsession with you…'

He did and then he remembered yelling at her about why did she side with the true creator and why isn’t angry at them when they had separated them by letting that unknown God separate them as one had to struggle through the journey 500 years ago and the other had to go into a full saving nations problems, being their errand boy and also going into different nations to experience the same cycle again instead of helping him reach the truth of what Teyvat is like yet no one told him the truth or he never reach the answers what his sister told him to learn.

(Note: This refers he hasn't reached yet the truth of what Teyvat is and he has not reached Snezhnaya yet. He has met the Pryo Archon but the moment he wanted to learn the truth the imposter arrived and thus he was never able to get the truth of the Pyro Archon.)

He sighed earning Paimon's worried expression.

"Something wrong Aether?" She asked and she gave him an ice pack to put on his cheek which he thanked her.

Currently, both of them are in Wangshuu inn and are resting after the execution event that happened weeks ago. The people in Wangshuu inn were pretty much groveling and doing prayers to the shrine of the Creator with many offerings and bowing of forgiveness for what they had done. The Traveler didn't see Xiao hanging up the roof of the inn but Aether is aware that the Yaksha has gone somewhere as he is one of the people who had killed the creator under the imposter's orders.

"Nothing…"He said, "Just remembering Lumine's words"

"Oh…!"

'I never side with the Creator' She said and just as he was about to tell her she was lying she lifted her hand up to stop him, 'Rather I side with an Outlander who has no idea she is the true creator…All she wanted was to return home and be with her siblings. She wanted answers to know where she appeared as she has never been in Teyvat before'

He stayed silent as Lumine shake her head a portal behind appeared revealing an Abyss herald.

"Your highness," The herald said, "Her Majesty is waiting for you"

Hearing what the Abyss Herald just said Lumine turned around and this time Aether was about to run to her but was stopped by his twin who glanced behind him with the same disappointed expression.

That made Aether go silent and he could hear Paimon yelling behind him. Lumine sighed and shake her head before going into the Abyss Portal. Paimon then came to him worriedly and asked a bunch of questions about where did he go and what happened only he gave her an answer that he was in a short meeting with his sister.

"Do not follow me not when I told you to reach your end of a journey like I did so that you will see the true nature of this world…You still didn't do what I only asked you as your sister…Instead you have joined that cult who worships the creator when in reality they are blind to see that they were worshipping the true imposter…"

He didn't know what to say as all he could recall was when he first saw the true creator his vision went red and charged towards her ignoring Paimon's scream that called him out. He was about to stab her but he was deflected as he remembered the look of the true creator who looked at him in shock before annoyance.

"OH COME ON!" She said before jumping back, "AND I THOUGHT I COULD FIND A DECENT HUMAN BEING FOR QUESTIONS!!"

Both of them fought and fought until he was on the ground injured while you were ruffled and bruised with scratches as well. Aether could see a little blood on your arms that was flashing golden slowly before going back to red. He thought he was gonna be killed instead you just looked at him like he wasn't worth your blade, shaking your head before you threw him a potion that is made for sleeping.

Although before he got hit by a sleeping potion he did remember your words clearly.

"Just because I look like their creator of this world doesn't mean I'm trying to be like them…God, what an idiotic simp they are geez…Guess I'll avoid another simp again ugh and to think I had high hopes I could find a decent ally to help me go home…"

Aether grimaced as he looked at his hands like he was stained with blood. Your words hurt him yet he doesn't know why it hurts.

"Well…"Aether paused, "Looks like someone learned their lesson for dooming almost every nation's people by playing ignorant and playing along”

Paimon gasped when she saw a familiar Rockstar, "Xinyan?!"

Aether looked up but flinched when he saw Xinyan’s appearance and expression. Back when he first met her was when she was one of the Creator’s vessels and she is still until now. He officially met her in the Moon chase event by Beidou and then he met again in Inzauma with Childe. He also met her again in the second Lantern Rite. If he remembered Xinyan and Yun jin became best friends sharing their love for music despite their styles of music being different from each other it never stops them from being friends but it also made them interested in each other's musical culture. Pretty both of them were the best of friends.

That is until the imposter came to Teyvat and ruined their friendship.

In front of either wasn’t the same friendly yet bold rock star that Aether and Paimon knew. What they are looking for is someone who had lost a friend, betrayal, and most of all anger. Xinyan did not give them a friendly expression like before but a darkened anger that almost felt like burning similar to how Diluc would glare at Kaeya with that same expression when Kaeya boast of being one of the Creator's favorites back then. The only thing that Xinyan looked different was very obvious other than her hair is down and her wearing a brown cloak.

No, the glaringly obvious difference wasn’t the expression, her outfit, or her hair.

or rather...

Xinyan has lost her right arm.

One of the punishments of trying to tell everyone that the creator they were worshipping is an imposter yet it failed to reach everyone.

Xinyan for some reason knew that the creator they worship was an imposter despite she wasn't a true worshipper she still cared and prayed for the creator in her own way.

Her punishment includes being banned from her Homeland.

The place where she learned her music.

and the broken friendship of Yun jin.

“What?” Xinyan spoke, “Surprised to see my missing limb that the Geo archon did?”

Aether winced before going silent with Paimon who has been silent ever since the execution. Aether remembered being one of the people or rather mostly the one to watch people’s punishment as being the number one consort-he grimaced at the word- of the imposter and was one of the people who saw the friendship of Xinyan and Yun jin destroyed in ashes. Yun jin stayed with the imposter despite her being laughed at a lot by the imposter of her voice, she still kept singing.

He remembered the cries of Yun Jin behind her dressing of how the imposter made fun of her high-pitched voice.

He also heard the ‘creator’ apologizing to Yun Jin yet Aether knew she was lying and is just doing that to make Yun Jin know her god still love her singing and it worked.

Xinyan on the other hand became a wanderer after she tokes all her stuff and disappeared. That was the last time he saw her or heard the last of her music until now.

“H-how are you Xinyan...” Aether cursed internally at how awkward he sounded.

Xinyan hummed, “I’m alright Traveler but I’m here for a reason and I’m just messenger for you”

“A messenger?” Paimon asked.

“A messenger of (Y/N)”

Both companions tensed up knowing it has been like weeks since they have seen or last heard of you and to hear Xinyan being your messenger then something is up.

Xinyan noticed their reaction but didn’t say anything yet continued, “She wants you guys to meet in Mondstadt. I don't know why but she wants you there right now”

“And if I don't?”

“Lumine will never go home with you and you will lose more the people you have cared for or befriended in your journey"

Those words made Aether tense up in shock, “How could she-”

“Her words she said: ‘I don’t give a damn if I'm gonna be cruel when he already disappointed his own twin’ and we all know you are dead set to be with your family right Traveler”

The way Xinyan didn’t sound like her usual tone or accent made Aether grimace and sighed knowing it's almost everyone’s fault-including himself- why she is like this and those words you told her to tell him stung yet it was the truth.

He disappointed Lumine.

He disappointed his other half and twin.

“That’s all I can say,” The former Rockstar said before turning around to leave, “Hope you’ll like your gift there”

Gift?

Before Paimon or Aether could ask Xinyan she suddenly threw something out of the balcony before disappearing in front of them making the two companions startled

"D-did she j-just disappeared?!" Paimon asked, "And what was that?! The one she threw!"

Aether ran out of his balcony and looked down only to find no Xinyan to be found on the ground of the Inn. Paimon looked around before looking at Aether who just shrugged making the floating companion hum worriedly

“Well looks like we couldn’t ask what Xinyan meant by gift? Doesn’t the creator hate us?” Paimon questioned knowing after the execution it was obvious the creator didn't like them.

She also shivered remembered your torture of the imposter and had to cover her ears while closing her eyes tightly to ignore the screams of pain from the imposter.

“...” Aether looked down quietly.

“Well...Let’s go to Mondstadt and see what the creator wants with us” She said as the blond outlander nodded as both he and Paimon grabbed their stuff and left to go to Mondstadt.

Unknow to Aether and Paimon, a crow was watching everything before looking up at Xiao who looked down to which the crow cawed at him softly and flew off to Mondstadt leaving Xiao to drown in his guilt, pain, and Karma.

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“So you decided to side with us?”

“...”

They sighed and looked at their former friend or rather companion.

“Just so you know you will be the one to bear this betrayal”

“I know”

“Even if they will hate you?”

“...I’ll do anything to redeem myself for the creator”

“The creator? Then what about (Y/n)?”

“Huh?”

“The creator is the almighty being who uses us as their vessels but also the one in charge of everyone’s lives and how our world works. They are also our companions despite we couldn't see what they look like until now. (Y/n) is just an outlander who is searching for answers of going home and doesn’t have memories of possessing us or know the story of our world”

“...”

“Tell me. Are you redeeming for the creator or for (y/n)?”

The companion didn’t say anything making them sigh again and start walking past them.

“You should have thought this through despite you are one of their favorites after all”

“...”

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“Woah and I thought the people in Whangshuu inn are miserable but Mondstadt...It is wayyyyy miserable” Paimon commented on the miserable atmosphere of what should be the happy city of freedom of Mondstandt

Paimon is correct when the city of freedom was way more miserable than the people who reside in Wangshuu inn. The people were muttering forgiveness and some of them were already crying as one of them were running towards the shrine what it seems to be a bundle of offerings. Children were crying and parents or sisters from the church tried to calm them but they still kept crying. The sight was a mess and the only one who is looking normal is Katheryne.

“Ad Astra Abyssosque” Katheryne greeted the companions with the same line, “Welcome back to Mondstadt Traveler and Paimon. I’m afraid all nations like this place are currently mourning or drowning in their guilt for hurting the outlander (Y/n) Minecraft”

That last name made Aether and Paimon confused since this was the first time they have heard that last name since they never knew you had a last name however the way Katheryne said it like she has been saying that name a lot of times just like how she repeats her lines when they did commissions or expeditions.

Unless she has been one of the people who tried to convince that you are the God and not the imposter but that was highly unlikely since Katheryne wasn't a worshipper like the rest of the nations.

"Hey, Katheryne…" Paimon greeted her, "How long has been everyone like this?"

"Right after they returned to their respective nations all of them started to act like this right away and I had a hunch that after hurting the Outlander (Y/N) Minecraft in the execution they realize their mistake right?" Katheryne pretty much summed up the problem that happened weeks ago.

"Y-You knew?!" Paimon exclaimed.

Katheryne just chuckled, "Of course, I know and I been telling you and many citizens about it yet none listen until the execution"

Paimon rubbed her head sheepishly while Aether looked down. They did hear from Kaeya that Katheryne had to deal with the backlash of getting egg thrown by her or any items but that was over after Bennett stopped them when he said he was doing their job.

Aether flinched remembering he was one of the people who failed Bennett by chasing you down and letting him get killed by the other acolytes.

"I thought I could trust you…" Bennett chuckled that held pain, "I guess you are like everyone else…sorry for wasting your time…"

Aether bit the inside of his cheek as he felt his chest hurting from remembering Bennett's words and sad expression. Paimon continued asking Katheryne numerous questions or to which the android answered the floating companion with honesty.

Footsteps appeared behind them making Aether snap out of his thoughts and glance behind him only for him to get hit by water.

"Aether!" Paimon cried out.

The traveler coughed and wiped his face only to flinch seeing the familiar Astrologist of Fontaine who then started living Mondstadts after accidentally reading her Master's book or rather her Master's diary was now glaring at him with hate.

"It's Mona?!"

"Hello Mona" Katheryne greeted the Astrologist who continued to glare at the Traveler, "I supposed you are leaving Mondstadt today?"

"Indeed especially I am quite tired hearing everyone groveling to the guilt of their mistake that I have been trying to tell them that they have served and imposter only it failed and didn't they didn't listen and hurt us" Mona huffed before looking at Aether who looked uncomfortable making her raise her head in delight.

"It seems you have learned the truth and now drowning in guilt is that right?"

Aether tensed up but it was the answer that Mona knew that the traveler is now having regrets. She then threw an envelope to him who was caught in confusion as Mona then adjusted her bag.

"I'll be leaving this nation to find a suitable place where no groveling of people's mistake of hurting (Y/n) and that letter you have right there Traveler is from her," Mona told him.

Both companions blinked before looking at the envelope that had a crow stomped on it.

"I must make haste" Mona faced where the entrance of Mondstadt is in, "Goodbye Traveler, Paimon, and Katheryne. I do hope we can meet on much better terms"

With those words, Mona walked away and that was the last time Aether and Paimon would last see her.

It was silent other than citizens crying and groveling as Katheryne stared at the traveler before glancing upward to find a crow watching the scene. Katheryne let out a small smile as the crow cawed and flew away leaving Katheryne to glance at Aether who comforted Paimon who looked like she was crying. He on the other hand had an unreadable expression on his face. Almost all the people he befriends slowly disappear or are dead at the hands of the true imposter.

It showed Aether how much he fucked up badly if he only told the truth as the first vessel of the creator then he still could have the companions who had helped the creator still smiling and not being angry with him or the friends who have died for the true creator still be alive and still there to help him.

But they are not here.

Not when everyone betrayed them.

And not when they learned the truth.

And was too late that they realized their mistake.

Look what you have done to the choices you have made...

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"You know I always give my guest a warm welcome but seeing you guys here with my compass made me rethink and get ready since I have heard from my crows you are here to bring me to your 'Creator?' "You huffed as cracked your neck to the side while observing the knights, the Darknight of Mondstadt, and the famous Traveler of another world.

"So you knew we would come" Jean got ready in her battle stance.

"Yep," You said popping the 'p' at the end.

Honestly, almost everyone is unnerved by how calm and laid back you are when you are supposed to panic that you are about to be killed and forced to meet the creator for your punishment having her appearance, face, and voice. No one liked seeing their creator angry and they all blamed you for making her have mood swings.

In reality, they have not realized the only reason why their so-called creator has been throwing tantrums and anger at the people and to her acolytes is that she doesn't want them to find out she's an imposter and is panicking that her plans will go to ruins once they learn the truth.

"For someone who should be aware of what they have done you seemed pretty calm" Kaeya commented with a dark smirk.

"Eh" You shrugged earning baffled looks from them, "I get that a lot since if I act scared or something it breaks my character"

The chat is cackling at your words and laughing at the knights’ expression that has the look that you have grown a second head.

"Then you are a fool to be this calm when you made a great mistake" Diluc retorted.

"Yes having the appearance, face, and other shit that is related to your master when I'm legit trying answers" You huffed in irritation ignoring the enraged looks from everyone, "You are one annoying group of simps"

"Simp?" Paimon questioned hearing that word.

You waved her off with a laid-back smirk earning a huff of annoyance from Paimon before your tilted your head from the left as an arrow landed on your door. Making you glance at Amber who shot it. No one move until they saw your eyes flash again red.

The atmosphere became even tenser as you let out a sigh before throwing your hat up in the air which one of the chat flew up to catch it.

“There's no other way,” You said as you watch the chat fly off with your hat before looking at the protectors of Mondstadt.

The fact you suddenly feel like you are in Techno’s place with you being him and the Knights being the butcher gang.

The irony of this scene made you feel how your brother felt fighting against the butcher gang.

Your words were very low and ominous causing the people of Mondstadt to get their guard up when you move your hand behind your cloak to get something. Your wings were then revealed and stretched out it moved back and-

“...I choose BLOOD!”

With the splash of potions, you have thrown to the ground and your wings flapped all the snow to make a smoke causing everyone to cough as the smoke became hard to see smoke filled the area. Aether looked around in caution with Amber readying her bow n’ arrow and Eula behind her. Diluc and Kaeya are sides to side with their weapons ready just like Jean and Lisa who stood next to each other until-

“AETHER LOOK OUT!”

“!!!”

You emerge from the smoke in front of Aether who was caught off guard and-

“Peek a boo!” You sadistically smirked as your (e/c) changed to blood red.

You went in for the kill.

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“Oh, creator please forgive our sins...” One of the who are drinking in Angels share sobbed before taking a huge drink, “We are ‘hic’ doomed...”

“‘hic’ agreed...”

Diluc sighed as he watched his customers drink their sorrows away to be knocked out he and Charles tried to stop the customers from drinking too much until they are knocked out only they will keep coming and more and more people came to drink away their sorrows. Diluc is lucky they still have enough wine or other drinks to make for the customers.

Venti is the most common one who has to drink his sorrows away along with singing his sorrows through the lyre that he played every day. Kaeya is also one of them except he had taken a lot of Death After Noon or Dandelion wine drinks much to Diluc's anger when had those from him only to find out Kaeya took all of it to be knocked out. Rosaria is nowhere to be found and none of the sisters could find her, especially Barbara who was worried for the Cryo nun.

Currently, right things haven't changed after the aftermath of the execution except there are few which is a relief to him and Charles and Kaeya are at his bar drinking his wine slowly instead directly trying to drink all his wine in one go. Heaven knows Kaeya is lucky his liver hasn’t been destroyed from drinking all alcohol too much. The tavern was quiet other than the people who are sobbing or knocked out from drinking Diluc continued cleaning the glasses when Charles came in and sighed causing the Pryo user to look at him.

"I just sent 3 drunks home while one is knocked out but is currently carried by their buddies," He said.

"Thank you" He thanked him.

"No problem happy to help considering how our nation is being down in the dumps…"

Hearing that earned a grunt from Diluc while Kaeya hummed but you can see both sworn brothers are in pain and guilt in their eyes as they learned that they made a sin of hurting you like an outsider. It hit them like one of Klee's bombs hit them when this whole time they could have read or realized the signs that the ‘creator’ they put their whole life was the true imposter. At first impression, they did very well on being kind, warm, and benevolent to the people but the moment you appear they started to lose it and losing show their true colors.

Yet none of them didn't doubt it.

They just blame you for making her that way.

Until they realize their mistake and it was too late.

"I heard that the true imposter disappeared after entering Snezhnaya…" One of the customers whispered.

"Seriously? Well they are doomed especially that's the place where the Fatui are born and lived"

"Exactly and no one know what has happened to her"

"Well if anything happens to her it's on her"

"Right especially she was the one who made us kill our creator”

“Creator has cursed her into some kind of immortality curse but we are not sure”

“Really...”

Whispers began to appear as Diluc glanced at his customers before glancing at Kaeya who had an unreadable expression but he is aware that the Cryo user is listening to get information.

“There have been sightings of crows in the area around outside Mondstadt walls yesterday...” Charles pointed out, “I am not sure if those are from Inazuma but they don’t fly here so they could be the creator’s crows”

“Are they still there?” Diluc asked Charles who nodded.

“So” Kaeya spoke putting down his glass on the counter, “She’s sending her crows to spy on us?”

“I am afraid I'm not sure” Charles admitted.

“But I can say is that there have been rumors of Venti getting attacked by one of them which is why he isn’t here”

Kaeya snorted imagining Venti getting attacked by a bunch of talking crows.

“Anything else you find suspicious yesterday?”

“Other than the crows I don’t think so...Although I'm not sure why there are six of them yesterday flying around above or next to the walls of Mondstadt”

Kaeya sighed as he watched Diluc thank again Charles who then waved off before leaving the Tavern to get home. Things are slowly getting out of hand and the sightings of your crows shows that you are spying on them. They aren’t sure if they should be happy you are checking Mondstadts or if there is a reason why you sent your crows here the city of freedom that is in total chaos of the execution. The people in the tavern began to leave to send their offerings to the creator’s shrine leaving the brothers two vision users in the tavern.

“You know...” Kaeya began, “There are several meanings of seeing crows from what I heard from an Inazuma citizen”

“Is that so?” Diluc said as he began to make a new drink not facing Kaeya.

“There are five meanings apparently of seeing a black crow well there is a six of them” Kaeya raised five fingers and then showed his hand to add one finger to make it six as he then started to be for leaning back before making one of his hand played with the glass graceful.

“A single crow is considered an omen of bad luck. Finding two crows, however, means good luck. Three crows mean health, and four crows mean wealth.” Kaeya then began to frown.

“If we spot five crows means sickness is coming.”

Diluc paused before putting the drink down and glance at Kaeya who looked very tense.

That wasn’t a good sign considering if your crows do have those meanings in numbers.

The redhead noble is now dreading the thought of the next crows gives him a fear of what happens if there are more crows with meanings.

“Then... What if there is a chance we see six crows?” He nervously asked Kaeya who tensed up even more before thinking.

"Then...If I heard that if…we see six crows means death is nearby." Kaeya’s eyes widened when he just realized what he said along with Diluc.

Charles mentioned six crows are spotted yesterday.

This couldn’t be a coincidence.

Kaeya began to laugh in disbelief but you can hear the pain and agony in it as he covered his face with his hand.

“I guess we are gonna be punished by our creator!”

The way he said his word was cracked yet Diluc understand what he is saying as the atmosphere in the Tavern became tense

They are doomed to die in their creator’s hands.

Either Mondstadt.

Or the people.

“HAHAHA BE SCARED!”

And just like that the atmosphere popped up like a bubble as Diluc turned to his left with Kaeya as they spotted a crow on the table kicking some glasses or mugs.

It came from the window that Diluc swore he last saw was closed.

“GET WRECK YOU, HANDSOME MEN!!” It shouted at them and then another one appeared and slapped using its wing on the first crow.

‘Quit being a simp on these fools when we just finished placing TNT around Springvale” It scolded the first crow who huffed...

Both men felt their eyes wide as the dreading feeling intensified hearing the crow’s words.

TNT wha-

BOOM!!

BOOM!!

Suddenly a loud explosion was heard outside of Mondstadt causing a big shake catching Diluc, Kaeya, and the other people outside the tavern off guard you could hear screams of confusion including people who fell or lost balance from the explosion and mini earthquake Other citizens saw the smoke as one of the knights began to run towards where the smoke is while one went to inform Jean.

“That's our cue to leave!”

“AWWWWW”

Both crows flew off the window as the door of Angel’s share was slammed open revealing one of the knights who look distressed.

“CAPTAIN!” They shouted, “SPRINGVALE IS ON FIRE AND HILICHURLS ARE ATTACKING THE PEOPLE THERE!”

Kaeya got up and ordered them to hurry out and save them as he then left with Diluc who grabbed his coat and wore it on him.

But as they left they didn’t notice a brown cloak appeared on the side of Angel’s share watching them leave.

A crow perched on their shoulder as the person then handed the note to the crow who used their beak to grab it before flying away. They then decided to walk out of Mondstadt to another exit that was near the tavern.

“It looks like it worked”

The wind moved the cloak of the mysterious person yet they held it before it could drop their cover.

"Let's try to distract Traveler from heading towards Springvale…"

Under the cloak was a familiar freckled skin and long, light auburn-brown hair, some of which is tied into braids was seen under it except they are lucky no one saw who they are under the cloak.

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“BURN!”

You dodged the flaming eagle as you then appeared in front of Diluc before kicking him as you lifted your shield up from getting stabbed by Kaeya who then freeze your shield as you pull out your crossbow before shooting at him with fireworks causing him to let go of his weapon and jumped from getting hit from those rockets. Smoke from the snow was large from the impact of the fireworks as Amber began to shoot through the smoke.

Suddenly an ax went flying towards Amber who ducked quickly as the ax landed on a nearby tree. Then something was thrown in front of the outrider who flinched seeing your face as you almost shoot her before you let out a yelp in confusion as your body was launched away from Jean’s anemo attack.

"Thanks, Jean!" She thanked the acting Grand Master who reached her hand out for her to stand up to which the outrider toke it.

“Be careful Amber" Jean told the outrider, “She isn’t the same as before don't let your guard down!"

You rolled your body over before landing on the ground graceful glaring at Jean before pausing as you saw purple particles that then formed into a magic circle as Lightning hit you. You did not scream but let out loud curses before shooting Lisa who was surprised by your resistance and teleported away from getting hit.

“FUCK THAT STINGS!” You cursed as you quickly swallowed a lot of the last potions that you made in the case and you were lucky that they didn't notice before charging toward the Dandelion Knight.

“Jean heads up!”

CLING!

CLANG!

CLING!

“Do give me a good fight again Acting grandmaster” You said as you put all your anger on your weapon to Jean who was getting a bit overwhelmed by your sheer strength and bloodlust yet still manage to fight back.

You had to be careful considering this is gonna be a rematch with her since now you remembered how her attacks were like when you first fought her. Plus you need to avoid that hard upward slash that made Jean’s enemies launch in the air and float. You also have to avoid her Gale blade move after hearing from Rosaria how that move is annoying and threatening to all enemies. You already learn how this move is like considering it pushed you away from attacking Amber even further.

CLING!

CLANG!

CLING!

CLANG!

“Look at that she’s able to block Jean’s attack!” Paimon commented.

“Looks like she seems to be now aware of how we attack and is able to defend against us with her attacks that are more aggressive than before” Kaeya informed them considering when he fought them he struggled to parry them yet he had the upper hand using his vision but now it looks like you can attack them even if they used their vision.

Diluc clicked his tongue, “Looks like the imposter improved...”

Indeed he was right. Back then you had struggled against them since you didn’t know their attacks as it was the first time you have seen people who that kind of sword style when you first arrived but you were still able to defend and fight them off when they first attacked you, especially you learned how annoying you have to fight them with their visions. You tiled your head to the right as a piece of your hair was cut only a small portion of it as you then strike back with a harder pressure. 

CLING!

CLANG!

SHIIING!

“What is this strength!?” Jean exclaimed noticing your attacks are very much more aggressive yet very quick than before. She then countered attack you as you quickly defend from 

as you then sidekick her legs making her lose her balance and then felt her body kicked as well.

“JEAN!” Her friends exclaimed as they ran towards her while Kaeya and Diluc appeared on each side of you with their weapons to hit you who was smirking.

You crouch downward catching the two off guard before yelling out in pain feeling a burning explosion you then felt a pain getting hit from your side as you began to bleed yet it didn’t make you falter. 

“If you get hurt and haven’t stopped fighting then continue but if you can’t handle the pain then retreat. Don’t die so dumbly alright” Techno patted your head, “Besides who can keep up my bloodlust other than Phil?”

“I won't’ die yet Tech..’ You thought before your breath hitched slightly seeing a shadow appear above you and you rolled away from it.

The boulder had geo in it and landed where you were standing which means Traveler made his move as you then leaned backward avoiding a blade that almost hit your head as you to bring your other shield to block Eula’s attack but then you felt your back was hit by a huge wind that unexpectedly pushed towards Eula who fell onto the snow thanks to you.

“What the hell dude!” You yelled out of Traveler who switched to Anemo before throwing an ender pearl to avoid getting slammed by Eula as she noticed you teleported away from her as your then cartwheel an ice attack and lightning.

You glared at the traveler as you teleported at his charging figure causing him to skid back and raised his sword to defend himself and then avoid another block which he was lucky he blocked or else his exposed torso would have been where your sword landed if he blocked it. Suddenly he started to get overwhelmed as you began to rapidly overcome his attacks.

‘Not good!’ Aether thought in fear as you saw it making you grin at seeing the emotion that you and Techno enjoy whenever both your bloodlust tends to take over.

“Feeling the pressure already little traveler?” You asked him grinning sadistically.

Your smirk almost reminded the blond traveler of Childe and Scaramouche.

“How the hell is she that strong and fast?!” Diluc grunted as he held his torso in pain.

“Wait look closely at her body!” Lisa pointed out.

Jean squinted before gasping when she sees particles around you as you continue fighting Aether.

“What...is that?” She asked in confusion seeing it.

Considering your potions were different than their potions they aren't aware you drank a potion in the middle of the battle however they know you must have something that made you strong and fast for them to attack. Things aren't going as planned and the acolytes need to hurry especially since they didn't want their creator to be even more in a bad move.

You, on the other hand, are having fun dodging and attacking Aether who is slowly showing signs of fatigue and exhaustion yet he didn't hesitate to continue fighting you.

That is until-

"WOOF! *WHIMPER!*"

You froze which allowed Aether to use his Geo Burst as you were then pushed it with a grunt as you then backflip and landed on the snow before turning around and pointing your crossbow at Kaeya who had your pet wolf under his foot. The poor canine was injured and you could see him bleeding as well.

What the fuck?!

"I didn't know the knights would be this cruel especially bring animals to the fight" You glared at the Cavalry Captain who smirked.

"Eh?" Paimon popped out as Eula ran to Aether who fell in her arms in exhaustion, "Where did that wolf come from!?"

"More like it appear and tried to bite Master Diluc here if I didn't step in," He said as your wolf whimpered but still growled.

Your eyes narrowed in anger as the voices appeared in the rage of seeing your poor dog injured as Kaeya continue to taunt you with a smirk and pressed his foot for pressure.

"Hey! Kaeya that's way too far especially even if that belongs to the imposter you shouldn't be hurting it so we can capture her!" Amber said as she didn't want to see the poor canine hurt despite she knows it belongs to the imposter yet it was way too cruel for the Cavalry Captain to use against her.

"We have no choice especially since we are running out of time and your grace is gonna be angry if we don't return with the imposter" He reminded her making Amber falter.

He also is aware he doesn't usually bring animals into the fight but seeing is the only option for you to finally give up and surrender to them then he has no choice.

The intense silence surrounded the area as the blue-haired male pointed his sword at you who still is glaring at him with those blood-red eyes and your crossbow loaded with fireworks.

"So what is it gonna be imposter? Come with us cleanly or your little mutt gets it"

"…"

Unknown to everyone someone was watching the area as they waited for your decision and see what you will do.

"Times ticking"

Kaeya tapped your wolf making your blood boil and smirked but-

You let out a sigh.

That made him pause at that reaction in confusion.

"I hate to do this but"

You whistled.

Suddenly everyone hear a whizzing noise, Lisa yelped in pain feel something hit her like a blunt ax and it headed towards Kaeya who didn't have time to react as a loud think made contact with his forehead causing him to yell and stagger as your wolf escaped from him. Your palm was open as the one that hit the captain was now in your hand.

Your trident hummed in your grip as you then snorted seeing the fallen captain who is clutching his bleeding head.

"Hmm…"

Jean held Lisa who is rubbing the back of her head while Diluc went to get Kaeya's who is slowly sitting up yet is clutching his bleeding head.

Eula held Aether with Amber as everyone waited for your next move on them

You looked around your surroundings before looking at the chat who was enjoying the fight and you moved your eyes towards Jean who saw it and was about to get her sword until-

"Meh…Imma surrender"

"HUH"

You suddenly threw away your items in the snow as you then sat down crossing your legs like a kid.

The chat was laughing their ass off seeing the disbelief reactions of the Knights as you stretched your arms like you are at home when you had just almost defeated them and now you were surrendering to them that easily!?

Everyone was fuming especially Kaeya who literally got slammed by your trident and now you surrender just like that!? Diluc look at you like you were a fool when you had just almost defeated them. Amber held back Eula who looked enraged as you sighed and stared at Jean who looked confused at your actions.

"W-Why did you j-just surrender," She asked in confusion, "You're just gonna give up when you are about to defeat us"

You shrugged and feel the burning glare of Cryo and Pryo behind you which you ignore.

"It's already annoying running away from you guys and fighting you guys are not worth it"

Your blunt words caught them off guard yet it made them angry and Eula was about to yell at you when you lifted up your hands showing you are allowing yourself to be taken by them.

"Besides as that Cryo bastard" You jabbed your finger towards the injured captain, "Is right when you are aware how your God is like"

"That doesn't mean anything why do you suddenly have up"

"Meh I already said what I said and Mister Ragnvindr refrain from attacking me when I'm supposed to be hurt by your god"

Diluc clicked his tongue as he dismisses his Pryo attack and looked at Jean. Everyone watches the Acting grandmaster make her decision before she let out her sigh and takes out a pair of cuffs that are made of strange magic and walked toward your calm sitting figure. She hesitantly grabbed your hand as she placed the cuffs around your wrists.

You hummed as you then stand up and followed Jean. The knights were very suspicious of your surrender but in the end, they have no choice but to accept that you are willing to give yourself off to their creator. Your wolf whimpered but you turned around and gave them a small smile before turning around to follow Jean. Your smile turn into a sly smirk that was noticeable for a second but it quickly disappeared.

'Guess I'll use Dream's method for now…' You thought.

Once all the knights left the person who was watching you grabbed your items only they couldn't find your sword and ax as you might have thrown them far away or something. They hummed as they look at Chat who nodded.

They let out a small smile and said, "Guess everything is according to the plan…"

Suddenly footsteps were heard behind them.

"Mind if I help on this plan"

They flinched and turned around with their sword ready but it was blocked by an unknown weapon held by a person who had blonde hair similarily to Aether's but they had two familiar flowers in their hair.

They paused and slowly put their sword down as they saw the familiar gold eyes yet the appearance was different which means they are-

"Hello, Rhinedottir second creation…"

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"Look for survivors quickly!!" Jean ordered her knights as all of them split up to loom for the citizens of what used to be Springvale.

What was supposedly a small village in the southeast part of Windwail Highland, Mondstadt has now turned into ashes as you could see holes and houses burning. Hilichurls were everywhere along with blood could be seen on the ground which send a lot of fear to the knights that someone had died from the sudden bombing of Springvale.

A peaceful and idyllic suburban town. It has a long history of hunting, of sweet spring water, and passing down the legend of a beneficent spirit dwelling within the waters is no more but a village of ruins. Flames were spreading, holes of what could be where the bombs just hit and buildings are burning through inside and outside along with holes on the walls of it. The giant windmill has fallen over and lots of Hilichurls were dancing and enjoying the destruction.

Jean felt sickened at the sight of what was once a beautiful village has now become a ruin. She and the Knights of Favonius look for the survivors along with defeating those Hilichurls.

"How did this happen…?!" She muttered as she just finished defeating those pesky dendro Samachurls.

It has been weeks or what people think despite their world being stuck in a cycle of being a game after the execution of the ‘imposter’ was now a sin of them almost killing their true creator. Mondstadt has now become a gloomy nation like the rest of the nations after what happened. They all went to the great shrine of the creator praying and offering forgiveness for what they had done and now the sudden bombing of Springvale.

This was not a good sign especially since Jean heard from one of the knights that there have been sightings of crows mostly six of them circling above Mondstadt or flying outside the walls.

"OVER HERE A SURVIVOR!!"

"SOMEONE CALL DEACONESS BARBARA!!"

"MISS NOELLE OVER HERE!'"

"SOMEONE HELP ME GET THIS SURVIVOR OUT OF THIS RUMBLE!"

"ACTING GRANDMASTER MORE HILICHURLS ARE COMING!!"

"WHERE'S KAEYA OR THE HONORARY KNIGHT?!" Jean yelled as she unleashed her Dandelion breeze and then used her gale blade.

4 Hilichurls were caught in her skill and she could see Eula attacking two Mitachurls and Amber shooting the archer Hilichurls. Lisa is currently helping bring the survivors to Mondstadt while Noelle helps the injured ones and bandaging some of them before carrying them by the shoulder.

"CAPTAIN KAEYA IS COMING WITH MASTER DILUC!!"

"AND THE HONORARY KNIGHT?!"

"WE COULDN'T FIND HIM!!

'Thank Barbatos but where's the Honorary Knight?!' Jean thought as she threw the hilirchurls away before attacking them.

"Jean!" She heard Lisa call her, "Venti is gonna unleash his burst!"

Jean nodded as she unleashed another Dandelion breeze before calling her knights to retreat.

"Everyone fall back now!"

"Time for take-off!"

Just like that, a large circle of Anemo appeared on the army of Hilichurls as Jean made all her knights return to Mondstadt with the Springvale citizens as Kaeya and Diluc just arrived on the scene with their weapons ready. Venti glided down beside Jean as all Vision users except Lisa and Noelle who are with the Knights carrying and helping some survivors to bring them to Barbara for healing.

"It doesn't seem any of these Hilichurls were the culprits of this destruction" Eula commented, "After all we all know no Hilichurl can make a bomb or use one to make this happen"

"So who caused this?" Amber asked as she carried a bucket of water and threw it at the fire.

"I had an idea who caused this but" Kaeya saw something moving in his sight.

"Something wrong Kaeya?"

"It looks like we have a little survivor over there" He pointed as everyone turned their attention to where he is pointing at.

Almost all the Hilichurls were defeated except one injured Geo Samachurl who is usually found in Liyue and is now getting up with their staff.

"Looks like this one is not giving up" Kaeya stated as he walked towards with his weapon ready until-

"Lights out"

The Geo Samachurl was picked up by someone as they threw down an ice-made spear which Kaeya dodged before his eyes narrowed. Diluc got his weapon ready along with Eula while the rest of them gasped when they saw who stopped Kaeya from killing the Hilichurl.

"It can't be?!" Amber spluttered in shock, "Sister Rosaria?!"

"Guess she was right that you guys take the bait," Rosaria said as she placed the Geo Samachurl down who thanked her before running away.

"So you decided to betray Mondstadt," Kaeya said as he watched the sister chuckle darkly before picking up their spear.

"More like you guys betrayed Mondstadt in the first place in killing those people who had tried to show you the truth" She blunted retorted them back where it stings the most.

Everyone knew what she meant and it was a reminder of their greatest mistake and sin of killing and betraying the people who they had thought would realize the truth.

"But at least you took the bait"

Diluc raised an eyebrow hearing that, "Bait?"

The sister just stared at them coldly, "Should have been suspicious or aware why there was a reason why Springvale was bombed"

It was then Venti realize what she meant, "WAIT YOUR SAYING-

BOOOM!!

BOOOM!!

BOOM!!

BOOM!!

Jean gasped before turning around and seeing something go flying in the air as the walls of Mondstadt were destroyed.

"MONDSTADT!" Jean cried out getting everyone's attention as they saw the smoke and holes along with four buildings on fire, especially one building that is one fire is their headquarters.

"Looks like I'll take my leave" Rosaria turned around and held something that looked familiar, "It's a shame I couldn't stay long but at least the bait worked and the Honorary Knight didn't follow you guys"

"Wait-"

But none of them could stop Rosaria who suddenly disappeared after throwing that strange item in their hands.

"Jean! We have to head back to Mondstadt now!" Eula told her as she ran towards Mondstadt with Amber in tow.

Jean looked back to where Rosaria is before following them with Diluc and Kaeya.

However, no one noticed a strange look from Kaeya that disappeared after Rosaria nodded at him but Diluc was able to catch it on time as he glanced at Kaeya who was 'focused' on Mondstadt. He narrowed his crimson eyes at him before looking back at the city reminding himself that he will ask Kaeya about that look that he was quick to catch.

What was that look you made Kaeya…

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"Everyone head to the plaza where Barbatos statue is held!"

"Barbara there's an injured Citizen!"

"I'm coming!"

"Sucrose pass some healing potions to the citizens and the Springvale survivors!"

"On it Mister Albedo!"

"There you are cutie!" Lisa said spotting the injured Traveler and exhausted Paimon, "Where were you, and what happened to you?"

"Got injured in a fight with Andrius" Aether grunted in pain while holding his left aching arm.

"And we got there after chasing someone who must have placed some bombs in Springvale!" Paimon added.

'That person was Lumine…' Aether thought recalling when he was about to go with the Knights to Springvale he instantly saw his sister who had appeared beside Kathryne’s desk looking at him before making a gesture to follow him as she ran towards the second exit of Mondstadt.

He then followed her with Paimon until he was too late to realize his sister lead him or rather make him appear in Wolvendom and was tricked into fighting Andrius who looked enraged to see him. He saw his sister on top of the walls of Andrius’ lair looking at him as he struggled to hinder the rage of the Wolf of the North. She only mouths him a 'sorry' before turning around and entering the abyss portal.

He got betrayed by his sister again as he fought and was angry with Andrius who was furious with him for not saving Razor. Aether was lucky he escaped yet when he arrived at Mondstadt only for everything to suddenly start blowing up, especially on the Favonius Headquarters that is damaged and blown up like the walls. The third explosion happen to be in the church and luckily the sisters were alright along with the people who are in there yet some got injured. Even the Creator's shrine is destroyed.

Currently, everyone is now at Barbatos statue with children crying in fear while their parents try to calm them down. Other citizens were sitting down with their faces covered by their hands as they just witnessed their homes bombed. Survivors, injured citizens, and injured knights are being bandaged, healed, and given healing potions by Albedo, Sucrose, and Timaeus.

No one knows who bombed their home.

They cannot point fingers when everyone was busy praying for a second chance and forgiveness for their creator.

"Honorary Knight!"

Aether turned around as he saw the rest of the knights including Diluc arriving in the Plaza of Barbatos. Aether just sat down and held his arm in pain while Lisa went to Jean to explain what has happened when they were away to help Springvale. Paimon plopped down in his lap in exhaustion and he patted her head before looking at the Knights who then started explaining some stuff he couldn't hear. Albedo and Sucrose joined along with Barbara but Aether noticed the quick glances of Diluc to Kaeya who just remained calm yet the outlander thinks Kaeya is ignoring it or didn't realize the look that the red-haired noble gave him.

The sky above them began to darken from the clouds covering the sun as crows that are around Mondstadt began to fly towards the Barbatos statue while others started cawing loudly.  

"Paimon is getting a bad feeling of this" Paimon spoke, "First Xinyan's sudden appearance of being the messenger of the true creator then Mona leaving Mondstadt, Crows being spotted all over Mondstadt, Springvale getting bombed and now your sister suddenly appears again and leading you to Andrius who did not give us a warm welcome or normal battle he gave us instead aggressively attacking us?!"

"Paimon your voice is getting higher" Aether said as he grabbed a bottle of water from his inventory to give to his companion who thanked him and drank all of it.

"Thanks for that Aether!" She gave him the bottle of water, "But seriously Paimon thinks this is not a good sign and now Mondstadt getting bombed after we arrived and have no idea who the culprit is?! Paimon is already have a feeling this could be the true creator's wrath on Mondstadt"

"Indeed you are right" A familiar voice replied to Paimon beside them.

"How could say that when you don't know where the creator is Albedo!?" Paimon yelled at the alchemist who said that she was right. 

Wait...Albedo? 

Aether glanced to his left before he felt his heart drop when he realized who Paimon was talking to when in reality it is not the Geo alchemist. Albedo is with the knights discussing the plans of what has happened to the city today and yet the voice that answered Paimon sounded like Albedo.

Then this person is-

"Plus you sound like you knew this happen-"

"Paimon shut up and look who you are talking" Aether yelled at his companion cutting her sentence off before jumping back and summoning his weapon. 

"Huh?" Paimon looked up to her friend, "What do you mean-GAHHHHH WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!"

Paimon's screech caught everyone's attention as they turned towards her and saw what she was screaming about and Albedo quickly summoned his weapon when he saw who it was Paimon screaming about. 

"I almost forgot how loud you are" Rubedo smiled as he started flipping an unknown black skull.

"What are you doing here?!" Albedo glared at his 'brother'.

But the other synthetic being merely glance at him before looking at everyone as he caught the skull. Suddenly he had some kind of brown block and take a few steps back where there is a roof before rapidly placing the blocks that suddenly show a face in one of them into a T sign and placed two skulls on each side but not on the middle. 

"What the hell…?!"

"What is that?…"

"What did you just make?!" Paimon shouted but you could hear the crack of fear in her voice seeing what Rubedo did. 

"Something you will fear forever" He replied cooly as he stood next to it. 

"But it looks like they are now groveling for your attention right (Y/n)" He said before jumping into the roofs. 

"Honestly…" A huge flapping noise was heard above them, "I am pissed off they are just now asking forgiveness because I'm their God when I don't remember controlling them?"

Barbara looked up and saw a familiar figure in Barbatos' hands, "I-it's your G-Grace!?!"

Indeed the person who landed on the statue is you who wore a very fluffy dark black cloak as you stared at them down coldly. Golden scars are still visible on your neck that stopped under your chin indicating that the totem of undying after effect is there on your body. 

You hummed before flying down gracefully before turning to the right and pulling up a middle finger to the right On the crows that are beside Rubedo who is just chuckling while your chat is just vibing in chaos or cackling at you. 

"Fuck off Chat and don't start simping one of these pricks" You cursed and glared at them to which the chat just laughed at you. 

Venti stepped forward and was about to run to you only you glare at him in anger. 

"Don't even think about little bard" You glared at him who bow at you in fear as you turned and looked at the guilty crowd, "Don't think I can accept your forgiveness when you basically just almost killed"

Y-Your Grace p-please-" Venti tried to talk to you only for your eyes to turn red making him whine at that look.

"Excuse my language but can you shut the fuck up?"

The atmosphere became tense as everyone became quiet much to your relief as you rubbed your forehead in irritation and exhaustion. 

"Firstly I want to clarify this," You spoke, "If I was a normal person who had died from what happened. Do you still think I would suddenly accept your forgiveness?"

"…"

"That's what I thought. I wouldn't. Why? Because in a realistic way I would be traumatized and in pain. I would be scared of you guys and then try to kill myself many times but Teyvat stopped me. Why? Because I'm your so-called 'God' or 'Creator' when here's the thing"

Your wings flapped down as you turn around and started building two familiar T sign that looks exactly like Albedo's as you continued explaining.

"I don't have memories nor do I know what this world is about and finding out it is full of idiotic or blindly simps who are in love with a being who doesn't even appear before you guys and then you guys start simping on a person who says they are your creator when in reality they are not especially there are signs you guys could realize sooner that they are not your creator"

Venti started crying but was not sobbing. The citizens were also crying but not sobbing loudly while the knights stared down in shame along with Aether and Paimon. Rubedo just snorted at them realizing how true your words are before smirkingly looking at Albedo who glared at him.

"You just let it happen and that's your fault. You can blame anyone or even the imposter herself but in reality. You could have been then one to stop Mallory from killing or making her tyranny over yet you just acted obliviously and ignored the signs because she is your fucking God you all love"

Everyone flinched, shivered and winced at your tone as you just finished placing each T sign on with the unknown skull on each side yet left the middle one empty and you then turned around with no emotion.

"Especially you Aether" You looked at him who flinched, "You hate the creator yet you stick by an imposter who is obsessed with you? What a hypocrite you are"

"No wonder Bennett, Diona, Razor, XiangLing, Sayu, Xingqiu, and Chongyun died by Mallory thanks to you"

You hit the nail in the coffin as you watched Aether grimace at the truth of his actions. 

"It hurts right? Good, that's your fault for not realizing your actions despite it being understandable you hate the creator but siding in Mallory's tyranny and letting the people who you know or befriended die in her acolyte's hands under her order and act like you didn't see anything? Lumine is right to be ashamed of you"

"Oof" Rubedo added when you basically threw them a hammer of what they had done especially at Aether who looked even more in pain. 

You sighed, "I'll not waste my time ranting and hurting you guys the truth when I'm trying to remove all governments of all nations except Sumeru and Snezhnaya"

You pulled another black skull and looked at it. 

"Aether," You spoke, "Let me tell you a story"

"A story of a man called Thesus, his country, well a city-state technically, was in danger, and he sent himself forward into enemy lines, he slew the minotaur and saved his city. "

Your story caught everyone's attention and looked you interested in hearing the sudden story you just spoke.

"You know what they did to him Aether?"

Aether gulped, "T-They m-made him a hero?"

You just chuckled as you showed the skull in front of everyone as you stared at Aether with a sardonic smile. 

"They exiled him, he died in disgrace, despised by his people, that´s what happens to Heroes Aether!"

"But he saved everyone!" Paimon added.

"He did but unfortunately his people knew the score of what he did"

You opened your other hand as another skull appeared in your palm. 

A flash of Mondstadt suddenly became a familiar nation called L'Manburg that is now in a new era but the destruction was seen there. In your place, a tall man with pink hair and a big mask was holding a sword and skull while the people in front of him were the citizens of L'Manburg. The tall pink-haired man gave the same speech you just spoke to Mondstadt as he watched the people he knew suddenly make another government which he despise seeing it. 

Guess both of you and Techno are the same. 

"Do you want to be a hero again Aether?" You asked him as your eyes flashed red before going back to (e/c).

Aether tried to speak but for some reason, his body couldn't move or his voice couldn't calm out. Everyone saw Rubedo standing up with the skull in his grip. 

That wasn't a good sign at all especially how the crows keep saying 'RELEASE THE WITHER!!'

"Y-Your g-grace please s-stop!" Barbara tried to stop what yet you merely looked at her and she hesitantly stepped back in fear. 

In the blink of an eye, you turned around and placed the skulls in the middle of the two T signs and suddenly they turn blue, and then a three head creatures appeared that no one knows what it is. Rubedo did the same to his T sign and it also became the unknown creature that stood beside you. You then turned around to look at them before putting your right hand on your forehead in a salute and yelling out those words that will haunt them forever:

"THEN DIE LIKE ONE!!"

Three withers appeared and the screaming began. 

No one could save Mondstadt.

No one could save the City of Freedom.

This was the destruction of Mondstadt.

This…is the end of Mondstadt.

And the signal to all nations. 

That they will lose their home and their lives. 

In the hands of the next Elytrian who is the daughter who the last Elytrian of the Minecraft world.

She is now following in her father's footsteps.

In becoming-

The next Angel of Death.

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*Flops in exhaustion*

FINALLYYYYYY I FINISHED PART 2 OF MY PROLOGUE!!!

*Then realizes I have to make Part 3 and Part four soon along with a Interlude of the aftermath of Mondstadt*

Imma make Prologue part 3 next month cause this month I will make an interlude after Finals of my story cause I definitely went overboard of this story 😅😅😭😭😂😂

ALSO TYYYYY GUYS FOR ENJOYING PROLOGUE 1 I REALLY APPRECIATE IT AND ALSO FOR THOSE WHO ARE EXCITED OF HIS CROSSOVER BUT NOT AWARE THIS A GENSHIN AU CROSSOVER OF DSMP OR SBI READER.

THIS AU IS CALL "SELF AWARE GENSHIN IMPACT ALTERNATE UNIVERSE" OR THE SAGAU THAT IS BASICALLY WHERE CHARACTER ARE SLEF AWARE THEY ARE A GAME AND ARE INTERESTED IN YOU BT IM TOO LAZY TO EXPLAIN SINCE I JUST FINISHED THIS PROLOGUE PART 2 DX

But don't worry you'll see Prologue part 3 which is gonna be more destruction and Prologue part 4 is the last prologue mixed with an interlude as well. It's basically the aftermath of all that has happened and then we will get to the Chapters however three chapters will be focusing on three characters that are the people who are very close to the reader and then in the fourth chapter we will go to Reader's past and the DSMP story.

Also, I'm sure you guys noticed the changes and yes this is similar to the preview but it is changed and added for this Prologue and I might have gone overboard so I apologize if it's long since I like reading stuff very long 😅

Also, I apologize to the people who think Aether will be a good guy here so please don't attack me because I will say almost all characters will have slow-burn redemption and by slow burn, it will take time for the reader to forgive them. Please don't expect reader to forgive them right away when if she was a regular person who toke her place she would have been Traumatized for life and Trauma is not easy to heal okay. Remember now every trauma can heal right away. They are lucky reader here who is already desensitized to death yet she cannot forgive them cause they almost killed her and started asking for her forgiveness? No reader will not forgive these people right away. They need to give her time or find the right way to get her forgiveness.

But Anyways what do you guys think of Prologue part 2? Please follow me, comment, like and reblog my story! ^^

Also Prologue part 1 has major changes so idk if you guys saw it XD

So yeah Imma rest and wait on what do you guys think of today's Part 2 Prologue! ^^

Also this is the song I used to keep me going in making this prologue! 👇

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