#this is only my initial problems

[july-19th-club]

seriously have been thinking about this all night long. call me autistic but the fact that 90% of workplaces the point is not to get your work done and then be done doing it but to instead perform an elaborate social dance in which you find something to do even when you're done doing everything you need to do in order to show your fellow workers that you, too, are Working . because you are at Work . disgusting why cant we all agree that if there is no work immediately to be done. we just dont do anything

[lunarneo]

Poor Neo- "Wait a Second...."

[tomurakii]

Dude I know I'm deep into my Gale obsession when seeing people's dumbshit takes actually makes me angry. Someone on instagram called him easy and a gold digger??? How do you live with yourself.

[black-and-yellow]

Stupid doodles I did because I couldn't get them out of my head

[tytrack]

trying to practice restraint by not speaking about it but taeyong’s situation specifically has gotten so out of hand seeing the vilest shit being alleged between him and his sister and the swarm of death threats sent directly to him and his family after a random instagram story from half a year ago of a now confirmed censored single volume of a popular anime. extrapolating from a photo he took of some fucking shoes he was gifted saying hes read and promoted eleven volumes of uncensored whatever without fact checking anything/going off hearsay is so insane? and trying to lump all 4/5 idols in the same way without any nuance or even care for victims of these abuses is just irresponsible. i’m not here to justify or speak on the contents of the original anime itself because i haven’t read it but the way misinformation and crazy uncritical mob behavior functions on stan twitter/tumblr without any critical thinking is disgusting and also makes the content of what’s being criticized completely frivolous. it’s disgusting!

[theloveinc]

No but actually I really do love the idea of a really mean Bakugo daughter. Not to anyone else normally, cuz she got just enough of his hero (your?) genes not to be a public menace/villain, but... that doesn’t mean she’s not an intentional nuisance specifically to him. 

Like when people talk about Bakugo’s son always digging through your bathroom cupboards, Bakugo’s mean daughter full on takes bubble baths in there, in his specially designed tub meant to help soak weary, injured hero bones. Texting you to ask if you can bring her snacks, put her towel in the dryer so it’s warm, and throwing her shoes at the door whenever anyone knocks to ask when she’s getting out. 

Except it’s like that with everything. Bakugo isn’t even mean to her most of the time and she’s still ragging on him about his outfits, when he tells her to clean her room, even talking to you for too long. Glaring at him and telling him to mind his business, even though he’s honestly just confused. No one else is like this??? And it’s his house???????? 

(Mitsuki knows, though. Given her prophecy about Bakugo having a child even worse than him.)

And I always think she’s kinda Regina George-like. I tried writing about it once, and only got so far... but with the long blonde hair and legendary reputation at school, someone who everyone listens to. Again, NOT a bully, but........ she def yells at people who aren’t being nice. Has a bunch of extras lackey who follow her around (to her dismay, of course. She’s not gonna put them in touch with Dynamight, much less anyone). 

And if she was studying to be a hero, too...😭 It being such a mess whenever her father comes in to help train students. Her snapping at him from across the gym and telling him to stop giving her pointers, him yelling at her to have some respect, and then the whole lesson is kinda ruined by their fighting and a whole other hero has to jump in to get them to stop. 

[molsno]

one of the reasons I can't really see myself dating a tme lesbian is because so fucking many of them, even if they're trans themselves, think they're incapable of being transmisogynistic. like. there's an inherent power difference between us and sooooooo many tme lesbians want to deny that because they have this gut feeling that they're more oppressed on the basis of being afab and I straight up do not feel safe enough to date someone who thinks that.

and like. that's the thing. a lot of them just never even stop to consider that trans women might feel unsafe around them - they think of it being the other way around. and like, idk, the thought of dating someone who views me as a dangerous man even a little bit, even if they won't admit it and don't think they do, is one of the most terrifying prospects imaginable, because I know that at any time they could turn around and discard me like garbage, tell everyone I know that I'm a dangerous abusive predatory tranny in order to isolate me so that I have no one to turn to.

tme lesbians will read this and think I'm exaggerating, think that kind of thing would only happen if I was actually dangerous and abusive and predatory, completely unaware that I've just described the personal life experience of like 70% of the trans women I know. they don't fucking understand how unbelievably common it is for trans women to be abused, beaten, groomed, and raped by their afab partners, only to have those partners turn around and paint them as the abusers and isolate them. no matter how many times I hear a new variation of this story it never stops making me cry. it makes me want to hold them and give them my unconditional love, tell them they're not dangerous, tell them they deserve gentleness and understanding and safety, make them really believe they deserve someone who will respect their boundaries and desires. if you've ever wondered why trans women mostly only date other trans women, it's because nobody else is doing that for us.

[artheresy]

I made the worst decision starting on this post thats been living in my brain right before I have to go to work today, now this is all I’m gonna be thinking about instead of focusing 😭

Also easily the worst post currently in my drafts someone save me from it

[civilization-illstayrighthere]

oh the tumblr news is….. actually bumming me out real bad

[dapperenby13]

Oh god, everytime I think about changing my legal name I feel like I’m going to have a heart attack. Like cause the name I’m using now was supposed to be a place holder, but I’ve had it for over two years now.

I’m not especially attached to it, I like how it sounds okay, but it’s weird to think of it as my Name. And I’m also that type of autistic person who has trouble attaching myself to a name, like for most trans people it seems like a name is a big deal. And don’t get me wrong I do Not want to be called my deadname. But the idea of even having a name is honestly kind of weird to me. How am I supposed to incapsulate my humanity forever into a string of letters. It feels almost wrong and impossible.

And then we get to the even worst dilemma of a middle name, cause I’m going to be real with you guys, my middle name is the most “obviously raised Christian girl” middle name that exists. To the point that my best friend growing up had the same middle name.

So yeah, I would love to change my name, I’d love to stop seeing my deadname everywhere, esp since I spend so much time with doctor stuff. But I have to clue how I’m supposed to feel about a name.

[writeouswriter]

Perhaps the problem in my one WIP is the faceless, hazy, hollow city and surroundings, and I need to breathe life into it lest my characters be running around a mere sound stage the entire time 🤔

[thatdiabolicalfeminist]

anybody know why I can't scroll by dragging the scrollbar on firefox anymore? scrolling with my finger on a laptop touch screen doesn't work anymore either.

i can't figure out what to search to find relevant results.

[blood-choke]

okay for the val bug route. (not the og person who reported it) started from a clean save. went on the hunt w/ val. stayed at home with them to talk. was able to kiss them but i only get the kiss. but then we lay down together and go to sleep. 🤔 not sure what i’m missing but i enjoy the scene either way!!

hmm did you initiate the romance before then? you have to allow her to stay in the closet with you back in ch2. then go with her on the hunt, and then stay back with her in ch3.

[fragmentedblade]

Blade compared the relief from pain death brought him to the moments spent with his friends drinking together.

His desire for death as both a release from pain and from the condition of existence in which he finds himself now, so similar to that which he most hated (hated so much as to dedicate his entire life and self to fight, up to the point of crossing unthinkable barriers for shortlife species); but death also almost like a returning to the time that was, the joy and pride it brought him, and the friends and self he lost

[diesoonandsuffer]

i present one of my favorite moments from the original series, the two what i call “improv scenes” from i, mudd. subtitles included, description in rb’s. enjoy!

(sorry for the lag in the beginning, it goes away but paramount+ is a bitch)

[vulpinesaint]

"how do you handle conflict with people you love" well that's very simple. i just very specifically pick people that i know i will never have any conflicts with ever and then if i do i either avoid it as if it didn't exist or end the relationship in my head entirely. no conflict to handle. very simple