#this was only supposed to be one block of text 😂

[lastofthe20thcenturygirls]

who rang the doorbell not being shown is so suspicious to me so as much as i hate it i believe kim tae-sung killed sun-jae.

in the OG timeline sun-jae was pushed off from the balcony. the balcony and the door were on opposite sides of the room. would sun-jae let the guy who kidnapped sol and then attacked them both later inside his room? i don't think he would forget that face or even if he did forget he still wouldn't just let any stranger into his room being an idol dealing with sasaengs everyday. his death was easily ruled as a suicide because there mustn't have been any signs of struggle. sun-jae was a former athlete and an idol and an actor (he must be trained in some fighting technique at least) no way it would be so easy to push him off. UNLESS it was someone he knew they cross the room to the balcony while talking and then out of nowhere he's pushed from the balcony.

when sol was forced back to the present the first time it happened when kim tae-sung asked her to be his girlfriend and then in 2023 sun-jae was still dead. what exactly was the trigger there that she leaped back to the present??? it did seem out of nowhere. as much as sun-jae liked her i don't think the butterfly effect of his crush being asked out by just some guy leads to his death once again especially knowing that he didn't even kill himself. i mean sun-jae would still try to save sol whether she's somebody else's girlfriend or not but why exactly did sun-jae seeing tae-sung ask sol to be his girlfriend brought her back to 2023? unless it had to do with tae-sung himself.

when the second time sol went back to 2023 it was after getting saved from the taxi driver. sun-jae and the detective both prevented the taxi driver from hitting her which changed the present where she could walk and sun-jae did not live in any guilt. this was a huge change it makes sense why she ended up in the present right after that. now comparing this to tae-sung asking her out in front of sun-jae later falls short of being a trigger enough to send her back to 2023.

sun-jae used to wear that watch everyday and was ofc wearing it during the original kidnapping. sol bought it later as a fan so emotionally they're both tied to it. the watch has been a witness to it all. when tae-sung asked sol to be his gf there was a focus on the watch and she was back in '23 but not after the accident prevention scene. tho she still went back. why did she go back ending the first jump bothers me a lot. the watch knows something we don't...

in the current timeline sun-jae was stabbed in the hotel by the taxi driver there was struggle and he's not dead yet. it was very easy for everyone to guess the taxi driver killed sun-jae originally too then why not show who rang the doorbell? there is a significance to that doorbell from the original time that even IF this time it was rung by the taxi driver it wasn't shown.

the drama is only halfway through it just can't be so easy that the only mystery left is not knowing what exactly happened during "the incident" 14 years ago. sun-jae is in surgery after getting stabbed and isn't dead yet. streets have been saying since last 2-3 weeks that sun-jae will jump to the past too this time to their uni days. sun-jae wouldn't remember the past that sol changed so he wouldn't know who killed him originally. he himself would think of the taxi driver as the real danger. there was mystery to sol's accident because she forgot about getting kidnapped. for sun-jae (and sol too) it should be not knowing who is the real killer.

tae-sung's motive: he was outside sol's building only because he's tracking the taxi driver (who has enough motive to want to kill sol and sun-jae) that's what i want to believe but brain once again says it can't be so easy. it's a 16-episoder after all!

i don't believe tae-sung is just in the story to only be the second lead love interest and a jealousy device (also not forgetting the trend lately is of the second lead guys being killers). in episode 1 sol asks her friend what happened to "him" and she tells sol he left school (bc of some incident i forgot what exactly she said). idk why but his mention in episode 1 seemed of importance. next episode he's introduced and he's a fun guy who's lonely his detective father is too busy to even remember his birthday. he's also a member of the band with baek in-hyuk and eventually this is the band sun-jae becomes a part of. he originally didn't have feelings for sol she and him did not date. but however it happened sun-jae becoming a part of eclipse remains the same throughout the timelines as of now. did something happen between them for tae-sung to hate sun-jae or did he just leave the school for personal reasons only? in the changed past he started having feelings for sol but she actually likes sun-jae (trying to kill someone because of your crush 15 years later is quite petty and not a good enough reason for a cool guy like tae-sung)

for something that hasn't been revealed yet i am way too sure that his detective father dies but going along this thought process... in both the timelines tae-sung's father must have been murdered trying to catch the creepy taxi driver. in both the timelines sun-jae was with sol (saved her from him near the reservoir and on the road where tae-sung's father's car intervened) and during 'the incident' (which as of ep8 hasn't been revealed yet) there too sun-jae was with her. sol, sun-jae, taxi driver and the detective all are important to why sun-jae was murdered in 2023.

as much as we love to call it a romcom it never really was just a romcom with time travel. sol being in the wheelchair because of the accident was never just an accident and sun-jae's 15 years of guilt towards her were all tied to the taxi driver which is tied to the detective possibly investigating him and by extension to his son as it does affect tae-sung if his father dies making him as important as these four in all of this.

ik i am giving too much importance to tae-sung's father but he seemed important to the story even with the 3 scenes he appeared in and i am so sure he dies (gonna be so funny when it's revealed he didn't die) BUT if this happens then some eclipse related matter, sun-jae having all the fame & money (which to anyone would look like he's living da life), his father's death (add sol to the equation now because of the changes) there's enough for tae-sung to hold a deadly grudge against sun-jae...

(lag gaya to teer, nahi to tukka)

[bueckersstrap]

THROW AWAY

paige b. x reader

masterlist + playlist here !

warnings : language, cheating

wc : 850-900

tags : @mayghosts

a/n : ok so idk this was really short so imma make it like a prologue if ya catch my drift 😉 hope yall enjoy, chapters will be longer ofc. lmk what yall do and don’t like 💘💘💘 xoxo - cel

0. told her i would call her back, i forgot to text her / PROLOGUE

paige : dude it’s literally not what it looks like chill tf out 😂 11:56 PM

you : chill out ..? ur out cheating and im supposed to chill out ? alr . go have fun w ur lil home wrecking ass friend. 11:58 PM

paige : i’m out tryna enjoy my time w my friends nd ur stressing me ? imma call u after tho , ight? 11:59 PM

paige : i didnt mean it like that ur not stressing me 12:00 AM

deadass i didnt ???

read at 12:02 AM

seriously y/n 12:09 AM

bro y ru acting like that

nah fuck u

wait

no

wait yes

fuck you

read at 12:10AM

‘paige’ has been blocked by ‘y/n’

—

the loud knock that erupted on the apartment door must’ve rung throughout the empty hallways of paige’s complex.

nervously shifting her weight between her feet, holding the cardboard box — that was filled to the brim with all of paige’s stuff — was heavy of a weight enough and the extra anxiety wasn’t helping.

y/n felt like she must have been waiting at paige’s door for hours when it really was only a minute or so.

paige’s expression turned blank, not expecting to ever see y/n again after the incident.

“your stuff. i didn’t need it taking up space in my apartment anymore.” you said, shallow and shoving the box into her chest.

“I- uh. thank you?”

it seemed as if paige swallowed her pride and was going to say something but before she could you flashed her a tight lipped expression and begged yourself not to give in to her antics if she tried anything.

you two had been in this situation countless times, it always ended up in sex. but you didn’t want that this time. not yet, atleast.

it was the awkward silence that confirmed the end of you two was catching up to the years that lacked apologies and proper communication. there was nothing you could’ve done to stop it, what was done was done and paige’s actions couldn’t be controlled. that’s just how she is.

paige looked scared, almost. her expression was unexplainable and as hard as you tried to study the way her lips curled or the way her eyes scanned your own face; you couldn’t figure it out.

without saying anything more, you gave her once last look and walked away, completely shattered.

—

‘the incident’ that was referenced was the moments leading up to when you were sitting in your apartment, innocently and mindlessly scrolling on tiktok when you came across your girlfriends’ friend — ice brady’s — live.

you clicked to see them all out at a bar. this wasn’t unexpected as paige had already told you what her plans for the night were. you watched contently for a little bit, admiring the night your friends were having, that you weren’t invited to. it was weird to not be invited to a group hangout and not be asked to go with, not even by your girlfriend. it had already made you uneasy but it didn’t matter and you brushed your feelings under the rug.

ice shifted the camera to her left and for a split second the world stopped. you immediately recognized the blonde. the grown out roots with the slender hands that wrapped around presumably — from the back — her teammate, azzi fudd.

it wasn’t just a hug as you might’ve thought, her hands were on azzi’s waist and azzi’s hands were around paige’s neck. the distance between them was non-existent and very clear to everybody on live.

ice uncomfortably shifted the camera back to her, exchanging looks with her friend caroline. both the women’s expressions turned into ones of pure shock and slight panic as her and caroline tried to play it off as normal. nothing was normal about this, though.

“what the fuck?” you mumbled, furrowing your brows to try and capture the moment in your brain. it didn’t last as long as it felt though.

for a couple minutes you set your phone down, pacing around your apartment. too many thoughts you had to calculate came at lighting speed in your pounding head. at first, you tried to justify her actions, thinking, maybe it wasn’t what it looked like. but then you started thinking more rationally. you knew what you saw and there was no defending her actions no matter how much you tried. you attempted reading between the lines, trying to catch a loophole in which azzi and paige weren’t kissing within an inch of life between them but the hand placement was a dead give away. the realization made your blood run cold and gave you the confidence needed to say something, not wanting to silence you or your feelings anymore.

that’s how the whole text situation ended up happening because the pure shock turned into pure anger. you concluded that azzi fudd was a home wrecker, and paige bueckers was a lying slut cheater.

was it fair to label azzi that, just by seeing the live? probably not. but the heat that rose to your cheeks in your anxiety driven body made it hard for you to think straight. but this wasn’t about azzi, this was about paige and her extremely ignorant tendencies. especially her intoxicated ones.

it hurt but you knew it was a long time coming, anyway. the toxic relationship you two shared had been ongoing since your junior year when you hooked up at a halloween party and were on and off since.

you couldn’t tell whether knowing that the cycle between you and paige would continue until one of you broke— which wasn’t going to happen— brought you comfort or sadness. it was very unfortunate that you wasted this much time on paige, but considering your past and the very foreseeable future, it was hard not to. as fast as you tried to run away you knew you’d probably end up being caught up to sooner or later. until the pattern repeated itself, you’d try and heal like normal and be destroyed when she came back and ruined your life.

it was the circle of paige.

[lale-txt]

❈ 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐰/ 𝐆𝐨𝐣𝐨 & 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐥!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 (𝐠𝐧)

@bas-writes asked: That was supposed to be a joke but I can't get it out of my mind after our extra conversation 😭😂 Could I request Gojo or Geto (still can't decide sorry aklskdd) taking bath or shower with their tall afab s/o - or rather, attempting to because when the average height is like 185cm nothing possibly can be easy 🤭 Thank you! ❤

a/n: ngl this drabble sent me into a deep dive of how certain parts of a shower are called because somehow i forgot them in all three languages LMAO it ended up being a short drabble and only slightly suggestive at the end, but the scenario was just too funny for me to take the full blown nsfw route asdfhjks but i hope you'll enjoy it anyway! thank you for your request, Bas! you're always giving me such fun prompts to work with, hehe.

word count: 637

“Uhm, excuse me, personal space?” 

You let out a small huff when someone squeezes into the shower with you, basically cornering you with his tall frame. It’s not like you were small to begin with, and yet Gojo still could rest his chin on top of your head if he wanted to–and right now there was almost no other choice than to do so. This shower wasn’t built for a person above average height, even less for two of your kind.

“You didn’t seem to mind me in your personal space last ni–OI!”

Note to yourself: Shower head aimed directly at his face can make Gojo shut up for an approximate span of two seconds. He’ll never get rid of the house cat accusations, huh?

Gojo grabs your hand that’s holding the cursed tool and gently nibs at your neck (again with the cat behavior…) before he puts the shower head back where it belongs. He’s not bothered by your protests and reaches to adjust the temperature of the water from a pleasant medium high to something that could best be described as close to boiling, filling the already too small shower with so much steam you practically go blind. Not much of a problem for the Six Eyes though.

“You could have just waited till I got out of the shower, you know?”, you grumble, trying to find your shampoo bottle but continue to grab anything but said bottle, maybe because Gojo is everywhere your hands reach out to in this cramped space. He hums, a deep sound in his chest that was close to purring, his big hands running over your body playfully with his chest pressed against your back. 

“But Ichiji texted me that he’s already waiting for us outside, even before I got into the shower. I’m just being time-efficient here”, Gojo coos and presses a kiss on the back of your neck. His wet hair tickles your skin while his hands sneak around your waist—a moment of defenselessness, leaving him unprepared for you abruptly bending over to grab your shampoo from the ground and pummeling your boyfriend out of the shower with the sheer force of your arched back.

Freedom never tasted sweeter than in this moment; to finally move around somewhat freely in your shower again without bumping into this brick of a man. Sure, you still had to duck slightly to stand under the shower head, but at least it wasn’t getting blocked by another giant. You love Gojo, with all your heart, but you learned very early on in your relationship that showering together wasn’t this romantic and cute scenario for you two to enjoy–it was war.

“Oi!”

The shower curtain gets dramatically pulled aside and once the hot water steam sets slightly, you see your butt-naked lover with his hands on his hips, bright blue eyes on you, probably thinking of a hundred creative ways to make you pay for your crime. You would be intimidated if he didn’t look like a soggy wet Norwegian cat which makes you bite back a laughter forming in your throat.

“Don’t come back in here, I swear, this shower is too small for–”, you threaten him with a laugh, already reaching for your weapon–the shower head–again. 

With one big step Gojo is back in the shower with you, cornering you once more, his mouth finding your neck and trailing kisses up to your ear before he bites it gently. He chuckles quietly at the small noise you let out and you know he won’t stop until he charms out many, many other sounds. Something tells you that you won’t be getting out of this shower anytime soon and you make a mental note to send Ichiji a gift basket for putting up with your demeanors. It probably won’t be the last time.

[nrilliree]

https://www.tumblr.com/thekinslayed/745892876790202368/anyone-else-think-rhaenyras-exhausting-wasnt?source=share

And here is the text in question in case you have blocked this user :

"anyone else think rhaenyra’s “exhausting wasn’t it? hiding beneath the cloak of your own righteousness” bit would’ve hit harder if show alicent was actually a vile evil person ? instead it came off as rhaenyra being mean to a mother whose son just got permanently disabled and was trying to seek justice for it???

not to mention this is the same woman who’s served a family she was forced to marry into and in return has been treated like nothing but shit by these blonde inbred idiots ? no? just me? ok"

Alicent fans really have a problem understanding...

Alicent was not trying to obtain justice for Aemond, but for herself and this is seen by the dialogue where she is full of her own fate. Not to mention the fact that she is using this horrible situation to continue what she has been doing for 10 years, namely trying to destroy Rhaenyra and her children, in particular by inventing complete lies like that Lucerys would have voluntarily tried to kill Aemond. She's literally trying to make Luke, a child under 10, look like a murder planner. How is this a manifestation of a mother seeking justice for her son ? I just see a woman using a horrible accident between children to try to gratuitously destroy the woman she declared war on 10 years ago. Not to mention that she is willing to intentionally mutilate a child as a so-called debt for her son's lost eye, as if it was appropriate ? We're talking about a fight between children that got out of hand. How is an adult asking for a child's eye supposed to be a symbol of justice for a fucking accident ?!

Also, how did Alicent faithfully serve the House Targaryen she married ? What dimension do Alicent stans live in ?! She is literally just following her father's wishes. Marry Viserys. Give him male heirs, and then try all these years to put the first born Aegon II on the throne in place of Rhaenyra, the legitimate heir designated by Viserys, the king himself. How does it serve the house you married to go against the decision of your husband and king ?! Not to mention trying to call into question the legitimacy of the Velaryon children, yet once again recognized as legitimate by the family she married. So once again, how has Alicent faithfully served the house she married ? On the contrary, she only goes against their wishes and plots against them, and has been doing so since long before her official entry among them via marriage to Viserys.

Once again, the Alicent stans and TG are delusional.

Surprisingly, I haven't blocked this person yet this time. I know. What a surprise 😂

Rhaenyra was talking to Daemon a few scenes earlier about how she didn't think Alicent was capable of murder, and Daemon replied to her something along the lines of she doesn't know what people are willing to do for power. These were not these words, but the meaning was preserved. And later, Rhaenyra sees that Alicent not only disobeys the king's order, but also tries to attack the child with a knife in such a way that if she had only mutilated him, it would have been lucky, because she would probably have murdered him. And Alicent did it in front of everyone. So what was she capable of when no one was watching? Rhaenyra became convinced that Alicent was responsible for the murder of Lyonel and Harwin. And that's what it says. That Alicent does shameful things in secret, but pretends to be honorable in public, and in this scene she showed her rotten face - someone who will not listen to her husband and king, who will not hesitate to hurt a child and take advantage of her own son's harm in order to achieve something in the name of her own harm. Because that's what Alicen was screaming about - herself.

Alicent never served the Targaryens. She only thought about herself, Otto and the Hightowers. It is as if Catelyn, despite being Ned's wife, still dressed her sons in Tully colors and was loyal to this family. But people are outraged when Alicent is compared to Cersei, and that's what she did…

[admirableadmiranda]

Forgive me if this was done incorrectly. I am new to Tumblr, but it’s a learn as you go thing I suppose 😂

I’ve been curious about books that have the characters learning or reacting to the actions or events that occur in their stories. I’m in the process of planning to write one, but have stumbled into a small road block. I’ve read some of your other takes on similar topics and believe that hearing (or reading) it from you might show me the right path to take.

I have no idea if this was previously requested, but what is your take on Madam Yu? How do you view her actions in response to Wang Lingjiao’s demand of Wei Wuxian’s punishment for the events of Xuanwu Cave? What is your opinion on her treatment of Wei Wuxian after Jiang Fengmian brings him back to Lotus Pier?

I understand that one’s opinions, experiences, and values can impact how her actions look, but there are some fics that defend her actions and some that label it as abuse. In the case of calling it abuse I have even encountered several people who call it a western view, where the slightest insult or injury seems most detrimental to a person’s overall ability to function or cope. I didn’t really understand what was being referenced when I read that particular part of the post, but maybe it’s something I have no experience with.

I, of course, have my own opinion on this matter, but I find that sometimes my opinion can be quite flawed. I am in no way able to draw a conclusion on this as I would be deciding on how I present her character based on my opinion rather than what lies written in text. For such a problem I believe that two opinions (or more) might be more trustworthy.

Nothing to apologize for, it just always takes me a bit longer to get to these asks that need an essay to respond. I'd rather take the time to think it through and consider my answer before writing one out.

I have only been asked about Madam Yu once before, I get a lot more asks about her son rather than her. Since you've sent me a really good ask for breaking things down, instead of being sassy or snarky, I'll try to keep as level a head as possible about one of my least favorite characters.

Cut for discussions about abuse, physical, mental and emotional

Yu Ziyuan is one of the most unpleasant characters in all of MXTX's works, completely lacking in redeeming traits and actions that can be defined as anything but abusive. She is the viper in the den, she's the poison of Yunmeng Jiang, she's the person who takes the least responsibility for any of her misery and MXTX never minces words about her.

Her actions in the face of Wang Lingjiao's demands are atrocious and shortsighted, both in that she's very happy to whip Wei Wuxian worse than he can ever recall her doing before getting ready to cut off his hand, only stopping when Wang Lingjiao steps "above her station" as Madam Yu sees it. She does not consider any possible way to handle the situation aside from whatever feeds and hurts her pride, making her an easy target for the Wen to lure her into drawing first blood. The only decent choice she makes is sending Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian out of Lotus Pier when it's clear that there's a battle that Yunmeng Jiang will be on the losing side of, and I literally do mean it's the only decent choice she makes. Not good, just decent.

Her treatment of Wei Wuxian is absolutely atrocious. From constantly slandering both of his parents in the same breath, to trash talking him and constantly insulting him to insult her own children, to straight up whipping him for such transgressions as...being too hot on a hot summer day to be fully dressed. For comparison, Lan Wangji straight up had to commit treason to be whipped and it was a one time event. Wei Wuxian mentions being whipped two to three times at a time and sent to kneel in the ancestral hall for hours until Jiang Fengmian would let him out. He's whipped so often that he just shrugs it off. And he's the only one in Lotus Pier treated like that, the younger disciples tease him for taking all the blows for them.

There is no way that her treatment of him can be justified. She invents the fantasy of Wei Wuxian possibly being Jiang Fengmian's bastard to hurt her husband and children because she is an angry person. She doesn't care who or why or what she says, only that she is forever angry at her life and punishes everyone else for it. There is absolutely nothing wrong with Jiang Fengmian taking in an orphan as a disciple. We see that in several other clans that there are people who join without being directly connected to the main family, that the Great Clans are hundreds of people large, possibly even thousands. One child is not an unusual event in the slightest.

I can't say why people want to defend her, why they want to claim her treatment of the children under her care is acceptable. I'm sure some of it is a need to protect themselves from the realization that the behavior of some figure like her in their lives is not okay and they shouldn't have to live with it. That it is abusive to be constantly degraded and insulted, to be constantly shamed for not meeting impossible standards, to be struck for such things as talking out of turn or simply existing when someone is angry. Even in the book itself, Yu Ziyuan stands out from every other parental figure barring her own son in how she treats... well the three of Jiang Cheng, Jiang Yanli and Wei Wuxian in specific, but in general everyone.

I have friends who are both far more qualified than I am to talk about south and east asian media, but they have kindly told me about shifts in some media, because there's also a shift in cultural mores where the treatment is being put under the lens and people are starting to question the nature of such treatment. MXTX is one of these people, her works clearly do look at abuse and the cycle of abuse as things to be addressed, and the cycle of Yu Ziyuan, Jiang Cheng and Jin Ling lay out the cycles of abuse and chosing to end them really starkly in Modaozushi. There is perhaps much more to be said on the levels of how people also treat those who are ranked lower in society than they are and how this also influences Yu Ziyuan's actions and treatment of everyone, but I think I am perhaps not the right person to do so.

As for the post you are referencing having seen, I have never seen this post myself (and hope to never see it as abuse apologia is never a pleasant thing to read) but I think there's a stark difference between say when Wei Wuxian hits Jin Ling on the shoulder in the Guanyin Temple after they get him away from the garrotte hold that Jin Guangyao has him trapped in, where first he hugs him very tightly before slapping his shoulder and scolding him to "not stand close to dangerous people!" and Yu Ziyuan hitting Wei Wuxian with Zidian for various transgressions that are never specifically laid out nor contain any attempt at helping Wei Wuxian to grow. Her actions contain nothing constructive or useful about them, it is just to let out her anger and cause pain.

I understand your doubt in your own opinion here, especially with some of the 'meta' and 'explanations' floating around in the fanbase, but I hope that I can lay it out clearly enough to remove doubts.

I wouldn't even call Yu Ziyuan an antagonist, she is straight up a villain. She is an abuser and a cancer to her own home. She abuses children, she abuses her husband and MXTX does not exonerate her in the slightest. Her every appearance directly makes the scene worse. The omniscient narrator is very clear that her anger has no sense or rational behind it, that she just gets angry and wants to hurt people. She poisons her son, she poisons her daughter and she tortures Wei Wuxian. She has no redeeming qualities and the fact that both CQL and the donghua decided to add a soft side that she did not have makes me very angry. Her son has far more redeeming traits than she does and it's still only enough to raise him up to antagonist, she is that terrible.

There is literally no positive action that she takes or kind word that she says. Even to the bitter end, she is filled with hatred, the scum of the earth that crawled her way onto the earth up from hell by clinging to the lotuses. Everyone in Lotus Pier would have been better off if she'd either never married in or died before she had time to poison everyone with her anger.

[phantompoguefangirl]

WRAPPED AROUND YOUR FINGER

CHAPTER FOUR: SUSPICIONS

Broken up deep inside, but you won't get to see the tears I cry behind these hazel eyes- Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson

TRIGGER WARNING: ABUSE MENTIONED

*Flashback*

"Where the hell have you been?!" Jesse demanded, yanking me inside our house with a vice grip on my wrist. I tried not to react to the pain.

"I-...I just went for a walk, you know, to get some fresh air and um...a bite to eat," I stammered, not meeting his eyes because I knew all too well what I would see in them."What are you doing home so early?"

"I just got a break between meetings so I came to check on you. You were supposed to stay here and write a new song. Did you finish the song?" He asked, staring me down.

I shook my head, looking down."Uhh...no I couldn't come up with-" I was cut off by the back of his hand connecting with my face. The force caused me to stumble backward as I grabbed my cheek.

"I asked for one simple thing. Why can't you just do what I ask?"

"I- I was having writer's block and I thought the fresh air and food would help. I'm sorry."

"Well you better hope it did. Get your ass back in there and write me a song," he snapped, waving toward my music room.

I turned and hurried down the hall, trying to hide the tears beginning to stream down my face. I closed and locked the door of my music room before sinking to the floor and sobbing quietly.

I sat there against the door for what felt like hours. I heard Jesse leave at some point and I barely registered the sun going down outside my window, but I couldn't bring myself to move until I heard the lightsaber sound from my phone.

I grabbed it and looked at my screen.

Hey pizza girl. :) Sorry I would have texted sooner but the guys tackled me for the pizza when I got home and then distracted me with fifa. -Michael

I couldn't help but smile as I texted back.

Pizza Girl? 🤣 -Mia

It was the first thing I thought of okay don't judge me. -Michael

Okay then lol -Mia

Anyway what are you up to? -Michael

Sitting in my music room supposed to be writing a song...-Mia

Is that what was so urgent that you had to leave? -Michael

Um kind of. -Mia

Kind of? -Michael

I'm sort of on a deadline. Clearly the suits don't understand how song writing works. -Mia

Haha tell me about it. Especially with everything else we deal with as artists. -Michael

Exactly! -Mia

Well hey I could help you with your song if you want. -Michael

You already are helping. :) -Mia

I am? How? -Michael

Talking to him had made me think of earlier today and how fun it was to spend time with him. His smile had brightened my whole day, his big green eyes were even more beautiful in person and I had unintentionally noticed that he had some very light freckles around his nose that weren't super visible at first but were ridiculously cute. He was also very kind and sweet and I really wanted to know him more as a person. I'd only spent a little bit of time with him today, but Michael Clifford had made an impact on me.

Of course I couldn't just say that to him, though.

You'll just have to wait and see when the song comes out. ;) -Mia

Wow really? You're gonna play it like that? - Michael

Yep. ;) -Mia

Come onnnn just tell meee -Michael

No. -Mia

Pretty please? -Michael

Nope. -Mia

Fiiiinnee I guess I'll wait. -Michael

Good boy. *pats your head* -Mia

😂😂 -Michael

Anyway, it's late and we have a meeting with management in the morning so I probably should go to bed now. But hopefully you and I can hang out again soon? -Michael

Yeah hopefully soon. Goodnight Michael. :) -Mia

Goodnight:) -Michael

I set my phone down and jotted down the ideas I had before falling asleep on my little couch by the window. I finished the song over the span of the next day.

Jesse came back around dinner time and did his usual "I'm sorry, I love you, I'll stop" routine. He was also happy to hear the song was done. All I could do was just smile and make him dinner like nothing ever happened.

MICHAEL P.O.V

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

I mumbled a few profanities and shut off my alarm before rolling out of bed. I trudged out to the hallway and got into the usual morning arguments with the guys over the bathrooms while getting ready for our meeting.

Once we had gotten ready and eaten, we piled into our suv and headed to the management office.

I tried to focus on what these suits were saying but on top of my pre-existing focus issues, I couldn't stop thinking about Mia. The way she'd rushed to leave was a little concerning, but there was something about her that drew me in and I'd honestly had the best time with her yesterday...

Suddenly someone shoved my hand out from under my chin, causing me to faceplant into the conference table.

"Ow what the fuck?" I groaned as I glared up at my bandmates.

"The meeting's over, space cadet. Time to come back to Earth," Ashton said as the three of them laughed.

I looked around and noticed the suits were gone. "Oh shit, I didn't realize I zoned out like that. I'm sorry."

"No worries, we'll fill you later," Luke said as I followed them out of the room, "What the hell were you daydreaming about anyway?"

"I don't think we really wanna know the answer to that, mate," Calum said, causing them all to laugh more.

"It's not like that," I said, playfully shoving them as we got in the car.

"So you weren't thinking about a girl then?" Calum asked, wagging his eyebrows at me.

"No-I mean yes, there's a girl but-"

"TOLD YOU! MIKEY'S GOT A GIRLFRIEND!" Calum yelled, resulting in the guys cracking up laughing again and teasing me.

"GUYS SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME TALK. GEEZ." I shouted over the noise.

They must have noticed the undertone of my voice because it didn't take them long to get quiet and look at me.

I explained what happened yesterday to them.

"She sounds amazing, dude. Remind us to thank her for saving you if we ever get to meet her." Ashton said, putting a hand on my shoulder.

"If I get to see her again," I mumbled.

They looke at me confused.

"Um...well, she has a boyfriend, first of all. She told me about him so we agreed the lunch was just a friend thing as a thank you to her. But then he texted her and she started acting really...I don't know, anxious? She said she had to go and was pretty quick to leave after that. We texted last night and she seemed okay, though so I don't know if I'm just tripping or not." I elaborated.

"Did she say why she was in such a hurry to leave?" Ashton asked.

"She told me last night over text that she was on a deadline to write a song," I answered.

"Maybe she was just stressed over that then?" Luke suggested.

I shrugged. "I mean, it's possible. But it was her boyfriend that texted her, not a suit, so that's weird right?"

"What if he knew about the deadline and reminded her?" Calum said.

"Maybe. I don't know," I said.

We didn't get a chance to talk anymore about it at the moment because we got home and had other band stuff to do.

Mia and I kept texting off and on though and over the next few weeks we actually did manage to spend time together. We mostly spent time at the pizza place, arcades or a park we found that we liked. She was very funny and bubbly and I really enjoyed being around her, though I started to get a little more concerned about her the more we hung out.

I started noticing little things that worried me. Like every so often when she thought I wasn't paying attention, her beautiful hazel eyes flitted around like she was looking for danger or something. She never wanted to go to her house and always insisted we meet somewhere. I asked her if she was okay a few times and she always played it off like everything was fine but I could tell she was putting up a front.

I mean, it wasn't like she was cheating on her boyfriend with me or anything. We both made it abundantly clear that we were just friends on a couple occasions so I was confused as to what the hell was going on. But, I was absolutely captivated by her and I had a gut feeling that I that I needed to stay close to her...

@jetblackbritt13

[venusiankittyxx]

here we go a nice detailed chronological list to come back to whenever you so please.

• told me from the start that her toxic trait is being manipulative (& i was still surprised when i got manipulated, how naive)

• told me i am taking you from her. like, just told me i was.

• promised me nothing would happen when they went back to your room on ur bday party then came out and told me they did some things to you & then said “oh sorry, i only meant if you went back”

• she didnt like when i sent pics of us or anything yet continued on to:

• let me know before you guys had sex every time

• made sure to send pics of you guys cuddling

• wore shorts that said _____’s property the first time i went to her house 😂😂😂😂😂😂 a not so subtle bitchy woman trying to assert dominance move which is just some weird ass behavior for a grown woman

• told her i felt like you weren’t texting me much while you were away & a little later made sure to pull up all your messages together

• went to her as a woman to tell her BEFORE YOU how i was feeling because whatever SHE said was how i was gonna base my next move, i was fully ready to leave the situation at that point. she lied to me about how she feel (because she was just being nice!!! according to you). why be nice when it comes to how youre feeling?

• then you both twisted it on me saying i went behind backs to tell her when i didnt even tell her any details of mine & yours talk. she asked me how it went and my words exactly “good, he feels the same as me” (as in you liked me back, we hadnt decided to be monogamous at this point so thats all i meant)

• she told you i manipulated you and got into YOUR head. acted like i was cowgirling you from her when that was not my goal or intention from the start and i made that clear.

• sent me her using your socks “that she stole” as heating pads for her face?? why would you send that to me of all people

• started telling me you were arguing with her about coming out for her bday.

her: “i hate when i say ok and people just KEEP arguing”

me:” whos bothering my ______?😤”

her: “😂your boyfriend😂” *followed by a long paragraph insinuating that you guys are arguing about it

me: “im off for your birthday, want me to come hangout?”

her: “no i dont care at all. like AT ALL”

(only wanted YOU for her bday. little did she know i was gonna ask u to split a present with me for her and to get a cake delivered cus she wanted one really bad. but nah, not after that)

• wouldnt let me save our convos on snapchat always got upset if i saved anything incriminating her

• shared weird shit on facebook that was obviously for me or you to see

• other girl told me she got similar behavior from her, unprovoked, she just started telling me about it

• weird things went on until i blocked her in january

so yeah! call it beef or whatever you want. but try putting yourself in my shoes, how would you have felt about this behavior from an ex towards you, truly? especially when youre trying to tell your partner these things occurring and you’re getting little emotional validation on the subject and being accused of just trying to ask them to cut off their friend. on MULTIPLE occurrences.

so the day i blew up was my last fucking straw. im not dumb, i saw her slowly creeping back in. you rejoined the discord, she was messaging you more. you were very open with your things i just saw this shit on your screens openly. i went to discord my friends on your account & noticed your messages with her were deleted. now its come to hiding shit. i wouldnt have given a single shit if it was your friend on her account. im nowhere near as unreasonable as you believe i am.

now imagine its my last straw, i feel i cant even bring it up because of how the conversations have gone in the past. so i say “im sorry im done”, because i WAS done with THAT WEIRD SHIT.

you’re supposed to be on your lady’s side but it always felt like me against both of you. which is just not fucking cool dude…

[threenorth]

Today's messages.

Saturn, I don't have much money to spare but every dollar is yours, I'll be flying back soon enough hopefully... I'm hoping for June. But I don't know. I can't wait to have you in my arms again, we're be dancing till the cows go moo.

Lea, I sure need a laugh the last few months have been pretty rough but I'm surviving... Some how.

Yousif, I'd ask you out but you and I are really quite busy and you don't like this long distance thing, and hopefully soon some paperwork can make it a little easier to be a little closer.

Ben, I knew from the day I met you in match 2012 that you were special. The day you hugged me I believed in love at first sight. And I still feel your butterflies in my stomach some items, but the one in my frame is one I caught.

Danny, you can video call me or message me... like i said but remember sleep is important don't fuck up your schedule mines a train wreck, at least if I go to Australia it's 3 hours different so I'll be on the money 😂.

Forrest, it's like the world dampens down and it's just a wide shot.

Quinn, you know my feelings I miss you, I also really want to kiss you harder and better than last time.

L, it's better to call and get a voice mail then someone who hangs up on you but you'll never know till you try.

Tony, I think there's a few good moments I can count on one hand and your 2 or 3 of them.

Olivia, I said I'd never leave but I guess I've had a few meltdowns and never had the time to really have time for me and try do my healing process. And now just taking each day as it comes but yknow hopefully I get this job, I'll be moving out and it would be nice if you could get a working holiday visa I'm more worried about soup and I'll need to get some injections for my allergies.

Lennon, you never left my mind or heart just everytime I saw my pain I saw you and it made me fall deeper...thanks for keeping me alive...

Summer, I feel only wiser and stronger but much the same I guess that's just living with truma but my feelings for you will never stop.

Yesterday's messages

Daytona, that's Florida I said where in Colorado so this can't be me but... I'm planning on it but sometimes life keeps getting worse and Messer, I'd send you money but you'll be sad...

R, I see you in the couples I see, I see you in the song lyrics, I see you in the movies I watch, I see you all the glimmers of my mind where you planted flowers and it's spring all year round *sneeze*

Milo, reminds me of the song the luckiest.. But I really wonder how our parrele universe self's met, I hope it's a bop.

X, I can see us adopting some strays but we can't get crazy cat lady hoarding level but enough to have like two or four (cats and dogs because no sane person in my house will have a snake)

Phoenix, in the hard times it's your love is what keeps me breathing my love for you is what keeps you alive in the hard times we call life. But these tough times, they and bad times they will past but our love remains... Infinite.

Angel, I don't need time but I do need you to help me out a little bit... I appoglized for my stupidity and you still remain... Our next significant date is march but by then I'll probably be snowed in with this new job possibly, can we make new history? Tomorrow or sometime soon... On your Sunday I have a two hour interview from 12-2 so how about 2.30?pm send me a text ?

Ben, you want me to talk to you but you don't pick up the phone, and I'm blocked on your social medias, you know I will always reply and I'm sorry I asked for what I asked, I said time and time again...and yes maybe next time I'll watch my mouth... You teach me many things but sometimes I look at the moon and think what am I supposed to be learning this time. Where's the sliver lining, and even when it hurts to hear you rip me apart before your birthday at least you still have gave me what I needed...

Anyway, the apartment I'm looking at in Australia is a little expensive and I might need to find another person to live in the apartment unless some how you and I start getting back to...

Logan, I don't know if I'd say you feel safe but you feel warm like chocolate in the soul or coffee on a cold day or rainbow after the rain, but maybe your just everything beuiutful.

Ethan, there's gonna be better kisses then that last but there's still a few firsts that I kept for you.

Grey, a million cats... Yeah Mayne not the cost might be a little to expensive. But I can do a few. But I have something better then pets to grow old with.

Eliah,

Soon... Kind of... Weer delayed.

Somethings keep getting in my way... Money and ergh... Shit.

Elijah, in the night before this was posted I had an odd dream with someone I dated once she was 5'11 her name was Louise, but she felt more like you I think my body is connected thru wrong body to the wrong person but it wasn't a dance we were how do you say.. .horazstsl tango.

I haven't seen her in bonks (years)

So I do not know why I had this odd dream but I woke up out of it like most of my gravy dreams.

Anway, off to sleep it's 1am.

Have a great thursday.

Xo

R

P.S

Feel free to call tommrow I might be at the supermarket or I'm just reading somethings I printed for my interview Monday.

[justalilhime]

Cw: (fictional) physical and emotional abuse

I find it so amusing that a lot of people when discussing YZY'a abuse of WWX either claim that it wasn't that bad (in fact, it was that bad, and it's even clearer in the lotus pod extra), that it was acceptable in that society's culture/is historically correct (ignoring the fact that the author is a modern person with modern values telling you through the text how fucked up that was and how in the text no one else exhibited the same behavior as her despite it being supposedly their right to; they had better morals and ethics than her) or that WWX was supposed to be singled out and endure the punishment because he was the Head Disciple and this is the point that really gets to me because... Why do people think YZY has any right to punish any disciple?

She forced her way into marrying JFM, then made it her personal mission to make everyone's lives hell with her entitlement and abuse (a side note: I do think most of JFM's passiveness and apathetic nature is actually a result of said abuse, a self-preservation mechanism of sorts, but that's both personal and topic for another post). YZY married into the clan and gave birth to two children, one of them the heir, but that's literally the only thing she does for YMJ. She rarely spends time at Lotus Pier, what little she spends there are unpleasant to everyone involved. Her vitriol poisoned JC against the values of his own clan, the one he's supposed to inherit, and made it impossible for JFM to even try to teach him (and I honestly commend him for still trying anyway, as seen post-Xuanwu incident). She disrespects the dead and drags their names as though they're trash — one of them being WCZ, who used to be a part of YMJ and (possibly) made good contributions to the clan, as he was let go peacefully. And, the most important of them, she rejects the title of Jiang-furen. She always goes by Yu-furen (a title that belongs to her older sister, not her; at best, by logic, if she was still in Meishan Yu, she'd be third madam Yu, instead of simply Yu-furen). While some may argue it's her way to fight patriarchy and show love for her natal clan, it's still downright insulting to the Jiang clan and her husband.

She chooses not to associate herself with them by name and behavior. She doesn't even share the same servants and lives in completely different quarters. But of course, despite all this, she still enjoys the power of being the madam of the Jiang clan. All because no one dares go against her, lest they become the next target of her hatred. That, too, is another form of her abuse. But she doesn't have the right to when she chooses to reject everything the Jiangs stand for.

So yeah, what she did to WWX was fucked up beyond imagination, because 1) he was a child, 2) it was abuse, and 3) she was using an authority and power she shouldn't have the right to after everything.

If you read this and come saying any "buts" I will block you, btw 😂 Unless you're a mutual, which we shall agree to disagree, but I won't discuss further if your opinion differs. I have no patience and no will to hear/read abuse apologism of any kind (again, for personal reasons). I just wanted to type out some thoughts. Thanks for reading I guess 😂

[thewritingginger]

Thank you @wonderneko​ for the request! Sorry for the wait.

Fandom: Blood of Zeus Pairing: Hermes x Fem! Reader Word count: 1.3k+ words Warnings: Fluff, Cheesy, Silly/ crack, Text mishap, Love confession that is ooey gooey 

Enjoy ~

You were sitting on your bed texting Apollo and Hermes in your group chat just shooting the shit about random things, though throughout your time texting both of them you’re also privately messaging Apollo.

You and Apollo became friends a couple years back and when he introduced you to his brothers and sister you couldn’t help but be a bit starstruck by his younger brother Hermes. You didn’t even have to tell Apollo about your growing crush on the messenger god. Over the past year he has been urging you to just tell him to which you shrugged off as ludicrous, which just so happens to be what he is trying to persuade you to do at this moment, again.

Sitting on your bed you’re switching between the two chats, on one end Hermes is talking about different spots you guys can go hiking for the day this coming weekend and on the other you’re fighting with Apollo.

~~~

Apollo: You should tell him this weekend when you go out with him.

Y/n: Are you kidding?

Apollo: Y/n, he’s asking you out. I think it’d the perfect time to do so

Y/n: Yeah! He asked me out to go HIKING

Apollo: You’re overthinking this, trust me. What’s the worst that can happen?

~~~

Hermes: We can get lunch at that place you’ve been trying to get me to after.

Y/n: Are you really asking me this right now? How am I supposed to just casually bring up the fact that I might be in love with him?

Apollo: Well I think you just did 😂

~~~

Oh my god!

You threw your phone across the room after reading Apollo’s message. In your haist you respond to Apollo’s annoying ass you accidentally you didn’t realize that you just  sent that to the group chat!!!

You are prepared to die right then and there. You grab your now ringing phone and see Hermes’s face show up on the screen.

Oh my god, he’s calling!

Your soul left your body at that moment. So instead of answering it you did the cowardly thing and turned it off and promptly blocked his number, that was the only thing you could think to do to avoid the situation at all costs.

While you’re contemplating which rock you will be spending the rest of your life under Apollo starts texting you quite amused at the situation and you were in no mood.

~~~

Y/n: Stop laughing, this isn’t funny!!! 😭

Y/n: Now if you excuse me I’m gonna go die and never talk to you ever again

Apollo: -

~~~

Before you can read the message that Apollo had sent you hear a knock on your bedroom window. When you look up your heart about fell out of your ass when you see Hermes looking at you from the other side.

You’re sure your eyes turned to the size of dinner plates at the sight of him. Your face feels so hot and you can’t decide whether you should scream, cry, run or a cross between the three but before you can make a choice Hermes grabs your attention.

“Y/n, can you let me in?” He asks, his soft voice muffled from the glass between you. You thought about making something up, a reason as to why he can’t right now, but considering he can see you there isn’t much can do other than open the window.

Crawling through his large frame begins to take up a lot of space, towering over you as he straightens up. This isn’t the first time Hermes has been in your room, although the last time he had been here you hadn’t just accidentally confessed to him. To try and avoid further embarrassment you begin to back track but your words end up clashing together as you both start to speak.

“Listen what I said, it wasn’t-”

“I wanted to talk to you about-” You share an awkward laugh. “Sorry, you go.” He offered. Sighing a deep breath you look down at your hands as you wring them together in an effort to ignore the turning in your stomach.

“Um, that thing I said in the group chat- uh- it wasn’t- I mean it was- Apollo was-.” You kept restarting your sentence, trying to figure out the most casual and none-I'm-totally-in-love-with-you-and-am-trying-really-hard-to-hide-it way of putting it. But before your brain can help you, Hermes cuts you off.

“Y/n, about that message-.” You couldn’t help but stop him again.

“I’m sorry. Just ignore it ever happened, if you don’t want to be my friend anymore I’d-.”

“What, no, no. That’s not what I wanted to say at all.” His voice stutters slightly in an attempt to halt your train of thought.

“I mean, I tried to call and text you about it and you weren’t answering so I ran over here to ask you about it because I had to know if you really meant what you said.”

Deciding to keep the fact you blocked him to yourself you brave a look up to his face, his crystals blue eyes staring right at you.

The amount of times you’ve forgotten what you were saying when catching his gaze. The countless nights you wished you could get lost in them like the characters in a sappy romance movie do. They are breathtaking just like the rest of him but you’ve conceded to the notion that he’d never feel the same way about you. That thought alone makes the air catch in your throat in anticipation of your response to his question.

“Well… I don’t know. It’s just-.”

“Let me make this simpler. Y/n, do you like me back?”

“Back? What do you mean-?” He cuts you off again but the way he does makes you feel like you’re floating. Instead of stopping you with his words he stills your lips with his own. His rosy pink lips you’ve longed to feel against yours for so long. Dreamed so many times to taste.

Wordlessly you stand in the middle of your bedroom curling your arms around the back of Hermes neck as he pulls you closer as well. His hands rest on the dip of your waist as he breathes in the sweet scent of your shampoo and relishes in the softness of your lips against his. Your teeth knock against each other’s as you open your mouths to taste each other more fully. His tongue grazes the roof of your mouth making you shiver in his embrace.

You’ve imagined this moment more times than you cared to count but none of those images were able to capture this.

His hold is gentle yet firm. He captures your lips with such fervor and need as is if your lips hold the answer he’s been searching for. Hermes pours his feelings into you, filling you to the brim with passion and hunger that sets all your senses on fire. Time had stopped the moment your lips met, allowing you eternity to immerse yourself further into him.

Pulling away from your connection, your fingers still tangled into his long brown locks he looks down at you with the eternal warm gaze that could fend off even the coldest of winter chills.

You stare in silence for another comfortable moment, digesting the intense moment you just shared before Hermes' sweet voice breaks through the air.

“Do you know what I mean now?” You nod your head still dazed by the situation at hand, he smiles.

“Y/n, I’ve liked you since the moment I met you.

I don’t know a lot about love but I do know that every time I see you I want to be the reason you smile. I know that my heart leaps in my chest every time I see a message from you. And I know that you’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever met, both inside and out. But most importantly I know that what I feel for you is real and it’s intense.

My heart is yours if you’ll have it and I hope you’d be able to entrust me with yours in return. I can’t promise you much but I can promise you that as long as you let me love you I’ll try my hardest to make sure you’re the happiest girl in the world.”

This was super cheesy and goofy but I hope you enjoyed it anyway lol

Feedback and interaction are always appreciated :)

💛 ~

~ Valentine’s Masterlist ~ ~ Masterlist ~

[thatlovelyhenryhoe]

Alexy chats

A/n: It’s safe to say that my way of entering fandoms (officially) is by writing chat fics which end up being 10 chapters long, per public request. Should be fun i guess 😂

Warnings: swearing, mentions of killing, chaos

Taglist: @smiling-girl

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(15 September, 17:30)

A: morning you idiot

H: Dear Alex, Please address me with respect. Yours sincerely, Prince Henry of Wales

A: you did not just stay that

H: Please go more in depth regarding what I said and how it may have offended you. Sincerely, Prince Henry

A: the royalty card? You boring cabbage

H: I notice our conversation is taking an unprofessional turn. I will have to ask you to be respectful when talking to me and only converse If it is crucial.

A: nah, you’re fun to annoy

H: You seem to be doing a great job at that.

A: *gasp* oooh you gave up the formal endings!

H: I deeply regret it.

A: now I only have to convince you to give up punctuation and capital letters.

H: No chance, Mr Claremont.

A: ah go fuck yourself

A: seriously

A: one step forward, two steps backwards

H: Have a lovely day, Mr Claremont. Please do not text me again.

(16 September, 3: 48)

A: i can’t sleep

H: What time is it in America? Isn’t it late?

A: yes. Thats why im supposed to be sleeping

H: Have you drank any tea? Chamomile perhaps?

A: of fucking course you’d suggest tea

H: It has been proven that it has calming properties and helps you relax. I could send you an article I read about it.

A: oh yeah that should definitely put me to sleep

H: Perfect then. I’m sure the White House has a kitchen near your bedroom.

A: the article would be the tea, you dense gnome

H: Goodnight Alex.

A: im bored tho

H: Close your eyes and fake it till you make it.

A: when i see you i will strangle you to death

H: Dare you get near Shaan, young man?

A: Do I smell humour, lad?

H: Use “lad” again and I will block you.

A: What would you do If it were real life ;)

H: Goodnight. Alex.

(20 September, 14:35)

H: Good afternoon, Alex. I am writing this message to remind you of your visit to England in two days. Shortly after your arrival, there has been an interview planned and I would like us to go over information about each other. Would that be alright with you?

A: is this your strange way of getting to know people?

H: I assure you, when I am actually interested in befriending someone, I am much more pleasant.

A: im hurt

H: What is your favourite colour?

A: red, maybe

H: What MBTI type are you?

A: how is that necessary information

H: It tells me a lot about you. More than just the mask of “first son” that you have. Also, your zodiac sign please.

A: ENTP and Aries

H: Makes sense.

A: why what does it say about me

H: I’m surprised you haven’t looked it up yourself yet.

A: I like hearing people talking about me ;)

H: When I think you can’t get any more self absorbed.

A: shut up and tell me what I’m like

H: I suppose the main traits that characterise you would be that you often think big, you’re passionate and motivated, at least for a little while and you get bored easily.

A: well i am quite passionate ;)

H: Fuck off.

A: that’s your second swear word, your highness. Have you caught a cold?

H: Matter of fact, I have. That, however, does not give you a reason to mock my title.

A: to add to the info list: weak immune system and a bitch baby

H: I’ll have my assassins kill you in the most painful of ways.

A: why don’t you do it yourself?

H: Because. I am sick.

A: well isn’t the point to kill me anyway?

H: Do you seriously think I give a bloody fuck whether I give you the cold or not

A: who knew you were such a bad boy- a swear word and no punctuation

H: That’s it. Say your goodbyes. You’ll be dead in 24 hours.

A: Sure. Enjoy sipping tea, my love <3

*Henry choking on his tea while reading that*

(21 September, 1: 35 am)

A: HENRY

A: WHY DO I HEAR WHISPERS BEHIND MY BACK

A: I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE IS FOLLOWING ME

H: They will kill you at my command. Care to apologise now?

A: IM SORRY! I DIDNT MEAN IT I WAS JOKING! YOU CAN START A WAR, YOUR HIGHNESS PLEASE!

H: You’re pathetic.

A: Wait-

A: Please tell me that was not a prank.

A: Oh

A: oh god no

A: this is embarrassing

A: wow i really just begged

A: and was turned on by you calling me pathetic WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME YOU DEMON

H: I’ll keep that information stored. Good night Alex.

A: WAIT

A: COME BACK!

[nicoleheichou]

After the whole twitter incident, you opted to wait outside the room they had prepared for the setter, choosing instead to wander the halls until it was time for Atsumu to do his interview.

One of the interns stops you to inform you that the interview would begin in five minutes and to please let Atsumu know. You make your way back to the designated waiting room, knocking on the door just in case you were interrupting something. "Come in."

You peek your head in and notice that Mika was missing. "Where's Mika?" You question while stepping into the room. "She said she needed to use the restroom." Taking a good look at him you can't help but chuckle at the outfit they have him in, not so much the outfit itself but the colors, they didn't match at all. "Tsumu, this looks terrible. The colors clash and don't go with your skin tone!"

"Ya don't think I don't know that angel? What am I supposed to say? Hey ya gotta change this, the colors are all wrong. Am supposed to be color blind, remember?" He runs a hand down his face. You can tell he's not feeling the outfit either. "What do you mean you're not colorblind? And why the hell are you calling her angel?" The door bursts open, revealing none other than Mika herself.

"Ah shit. Ya weren't supposed to find out like this babe." Your eyes widen in disbelief. "You didn't tell her Tsumu?" Mika is filled with rage, her face turning visibly redder by the second. You glance at your watch and see that he needs to leave to go do his interview.

"Let's put a pin in this discussion for later, yeah? Tsum your interview is about to begin, you should get going." You attempt to usher the male out of the room but Mika stands in front of him, blocking the exit. "No, bullshit. Is this why you're so distant now? Is it her? Do you not love my anymore?" She points a shaky finger at you, you can tell she's angry and upset.

Atsumu shakes his head. "Let's talk about this later. It'll look unprofessional for the both of us if we cause a scene here." He pushes past her not saying another word. With him gone she had no one else to direct her anger at. "You! You bitch! I knew you were nothing but trouble! I told him to fire you the first day you started working for him!" After what you heard from your friends and also witnessing the way she treated others, you weren't surprised with the nonsense she was spouting. You mentally curse Atsumu for not only dating some psycho, but also for not having the balls to tell her about the situation between you two.

"I'm going to make you regret working for Atsumu. You just wait." With that threat she storms off. You let out a sigh before plopping down on the couch. What the hell could she possibly do to you?

Now All I See Is Color - chapter 17: clout chaser

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In a world where soulmates exist, it's uncommon for most people to find theirs. A lot of them going their whole lives never experiencing the world in color because they've never met their soulmate. But that all changes for y/n when she becomes MSBY Jackals player, Miya Atsumu's assistant. They're about to experience the world in color together. But what does that mean for y/n when both her and Atsumu are in committed relationships?

i know i messed up tsum's text. i'm too lazy to fix it. lol.

i'm glad y'all hate mika as much as i do. 😂

if you didn't realize, last pic is mika's pov

comment or message me if you wanna be added to the taglist!

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[badassxbirdy]

Edit: Theme is being edited, so please excuse any mess. Navigation links are in the bio.

May Activity Update (Pinned)

It’s a new month, which means it’s time once again for the monthly activity update! These posts help me to keep track of what the frick I’ve been doing, particularly when tumblr breaks or the brainfog strikes. This update only includes things posted and/or drafted in April, and the first two days of May. Things prior to this month can be found over on my thread tracker (here).

The full activity update (along with OOC house keeping) is below the cut. Bolded text = links.

For the new folks: If you want to see all IC interactions without the other stuff, click here. If you’d like to start something new, I have opens, a wishlist tag, memes, or you can add Ty on Wire.

Discord is available on request, or you can just message me here saying “WHAT UP, NERD” if you’d like to chat.

Now onto the update! We’re starting with the OOC stuff this month, as there’s a few things folks should be aware of.

OOC housekeeping:

I’m staying with family for a bit. If all goes according to plan I’ll be home on the 18th, but until then I’ll be on mobile only access. As always, mobile posts will be tagged to enable blocking if the formatting becomes annoying on the dash.

I believe most people who were caught up in the blog deletions have had their accounts restored, but to make sure I don’t lose contact with folks, I’ve made a discord for RP related things. Right now I only use it for OOC chats, but I’m open to RPing on there if preferred for some interactions. Username: badassxbirdy#8352

There’s also Wire for IC texts. Username is the same as here, badassxbirdy.

The about page has been updated at last! A good amount of that old one was written yeaaaars ago, so some changes were very much needed. If anyone spots typos, please let me know.

A new relationships page is on the way, and I’ll of course post about it when it’s finished. The current (basic bitch) page will stay up until then.

The theme is being edited, so if you see that it looks gross right now, NO YOU DON’T.

Threads, replies, and other IC interactions:

How many fingers am I holdin’ up? (drafted) - @normallyxstranger (Tabitha)

😡 with Dylan (drafted) - @normallyxstranger

Jonathan meets Hyde!Ty (drafted) - @harkcr

“You aren’t supposed to be here.” (drafted) - @razorfst

Protective meme (drafted) - @lcbcshcart

Tyler is here to interfere! (link) - @demcnsinmymind

Tyler sees the drawings. 👀 (link) - @nightiingaled (Proteus)

Trying to help. (link)- @normallyxstranger (Casey)

Investigating the park. (link) - @the-immortals-assistant

A banishment gone wrong (link) - @normallyxstranger (Victor)

Car trouble (link) - @demcnsinmymind

Being a little shit at the bar (link) - @blutschatten

Acrobatic injuries (link) - @indyflanery

Witness protection (link) - @the-immortals-assistant

Vampires are the worst (link) - @ignisxcor (Ethena)

*Innocent whistling* (link) - @tobeblamed

At the hospital (link) - @omniishambles (Eddie&Venom)

Graveyard meme (link) - @bluemondys

Jail cell (link) - @nightiingaled (Killian)

Bby!Ty being extremely awkward (link) - @normallyxstranger (Jamie)

In need of caffeine (link) - @unbearablyindifferent

Very important popcorn discussions. 😂 (link) - @normallyxstranger (Mason)

The peanut gallery (link) - @diicktective

The pot and the kettle. (link) - @nightiingaled (Proteus)

Goldfish theory? Goldfish Theory. (link) - @ignisxcor (Damon)

Making their getaway (link) - @derschwarzeengel

Church/priest discussions (link) - @derschwarzeengel

Headcanon, dash games, and assorted silliness:

Ty’s birthday shenanigans! Featuring silliness and OTP feels. (link) Thanks to @normallyxstranger, @demcnsinmymind, @derschwarzeengel, and @nightiingaled! ❤��

Does Tyler consider herself to be brave? (link)

Ty’s reckless behaviour. (link)

Dash game: Character Voice (link)

Dash game: how do you feel in love? (link)

Incorrect quotes: KilliTy edition (link)

Making fun of her emotional support darklighter: link, link, and link. Apparently she wanted to pick on Damon a lot this month. 😂

I think that’s everything! If I’ve missed an ask, reply, etc, please do let me know. Stay safe, and don’t forget to hydrate your flesh prison. ❤️

— Em

[geralt-of-baevia]

Happenstance: Part Four

Story Summary: Henry is about to go to bed one night when he suddenly gets a text from a random number he doesn’t know. What happens when you accidentally text the star actor of The Witcher? Memes apparently. Lots and lots of memes. Part One  | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six Pairing: Henry Cavill x OFC (Lizzy Moore)

Word count: 1.6K

Warnings: I don’t think any? Some sexy talk and tasteful half naked photos?

A/N: Part four is heeeeere! Thank you all SO much for being so patient with me waiting for this next part! Working through writer’s block is HARD man! 

Beta: As always, thank you to @avengeful-bunny​ for being my always AMAZING beta. You’re a saint.  Tag team: @fishcustardandclintbarton​ @the-soot-sprite​ @henrythickcavill @contentobsessor @iloveyouyen​ @promptandpros​ @sycochick​ @flouncingxtart​ ​ @carlya65 @badoopwoop @yespolkadotkitty​ @vania-marie​ @aaescritora​ @alyxkbrl @magdelen69 @summersong69​ @kevia1000 @princess-of-riviaa​ @agniavateira​ @jolly-polly​ @cherrybloomn​ @madbaddic7ed​ @adorkabeezle​ @tumblnewby @mary-ann84​ @eclecticfashionbookszipper @mylittlepartofthegalaxy​ @luclittlepond​ (If you want to added or removed please let me know!)  (Lizzy:) Hey, I heard you got hurt on set today?! Are you okay? 😧

(Henry:) Yeah, I'm alright. Nothing I can't handle. 

(Henry:)

(Lizzy:) Can I ask what happened? 

(Henry:) Oh it was nothing big. Just a slip up in some fight choreography. The other person slipped and I ended up taking a longbow to the ribs.  

(Lizzy:) Okay but like you got PUNCHED IN THE RIBS WITH A BOW?!

(Lizzy:) AND A LONGBOW?!

(Henry:) It's not the first time it’s happened, I'm used to it by now. 🤷🏻‍♂️

(Lizzy:) Not the FIRST TIME?! You're supposed to be acting Henry, not actually getting hurt. 😂

(Henry:) It's what happens when you do your own stunts. Although I’m pretty sure the fight choreographer has it out for me at this point… I get hurt during those sessions more often than I think I should. Although it’s still less painful than leg day. 😂

(Lizzy:) I can't tell if I admire you for that or if I think you're stupid, haha 

(Henry:) I think a little bit of both is fair.

(Henry:)

(Lizzy:) So, this is random. But I just want to thank you. 

(Henry:) Thank me? For what? 

(Lizzy:) For being normal. 

(Henry:) What do you mean? 

(Lizzy:) Like, you're not a diva. You got hurt on set and instead of flipping your shit or demanding that person fired or yelled at them but you're just playing it off like it's no big deal. That's amazing and honestly so refreshing. 

(Henry:) Well, that's very kind of you to say. I'm glad I come off that way. Have you met many celebrities that have been the opposite? 

(Lizzy:) Not really. But, you’re just so genuinely nice. You don’t make me feel like I’m talking to a celebrity. You’re just Henry. It’s really nice 🥰

(Henry:) Well, it's an honor to be on your nice list. 

(Lizzy:) Well, unless you're only nice to girls you think are cute 😉

(Lizzy:) I’m totally kidding Hahahaha 😒

(Lizzy:)

(Henry:) I'd like to think I'm a fairly nice person to people regardless of whether I think they're cute or not. 😉

(Lizzy:) That's a relief to hear. I want to make sure I wasn't getting any special treatment😝

(Henry:) Oh! Someone wants to say hi.

(Henry:)

(Lizzy:) Oh my GOD HE IS THE CUTEST THING EVER!

(Henry:) Are you talking about the dog or me? 😝

(Lizzy:) I’ll never tell. 😉

(Henry:) Nah, I know you’re talking about Kal. He’s way cuter than I am. 

(Lizzy:) I can’t tell if you genuinely think that or if you’re fishing for a compliment. 😝

(Henry:) I’ll never tell. 😉

(Lizzy:) Hey now! Don’t use my own words against me like that. 😝

(Henry:) Well, while I was getting beat up at work, what did you do today? 

(Lizzy:) I worked early. Like, 4 am early. But honestly it was nice because my workday was done by noon. Then my mom and I went and had lunch with my friend Ash from college who is a big hot shot photographer now. I was then forced into their backyard for a mini photoshoot 😅

(Henry:) A photoshoot, huh? Do you do much modeling? 

(Lizzy:) HAHAHAHAHA. Not even. I’m definitely not the modeling type. I mean, you know me well enough at this point. I'm too low maintenance of a person for that shit. 

(Lizzy:) I was just too tired and weak to say no more than three times so I complied. 

(Henry:) Well, are you going to just talk about the photos or are you going to show them to me? 😉

(Lizzy:)

(Lizzy:) ...uhhh Henry, it's been like legitimately almost 10 minutes and you haven't responded. Everything okay? Did my photos scare you off? Was the under and/or side boob too much?

(Henry:) Sorry, I had to wrangle Kal. But Lizzy. Those👏🏻 are👏🏻 amazing👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 You are seriously gorgeous. 

(Lizzy:)

(Lizzy:) Oh stop it you. I am not.

(Henry:)

(Henry:) Oh come off it, Lizzy. You are probably one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen. 

(Lizzy:) Like, I know I'm attractive but I wouldn't put it that far 😜

(Henry:) You don't know how to take a compliment, do you? 😝

(Lizzy:) Not a chance 😉 

(Henry:) Oh, also I wanted to apologize for our last conversation... I feel like I might have stepped over the line. 

(Lizzy:) Do you mean about the whole sex scene conversation? You don't need to apologize. 😉 

(Henry:) No? 

(Lizzy:) Nope. I really enjoyed it. 😉 And honestly... it made me feel a lot better.

(Henry:) How so? 

(Lizzy:) I mean that, I can't stop thinking about you Henry. Whenever we talk my heart pounds in my chest and GOD I feel like some stupid little school girl. And I thought that it might be one sided, but that conversation the other day confirmed to me that it wasn't. 

(Henry:) I feel the same way about you. Anytime you text me and I see your name pop up on my phone I get giddy and excited. I’m utterly smitten with you, Lizzy. Which is that weird? For us to feel this way with someone you don't really know in person? 

(Lizzy:) I mean I don't think so? I think the talking part is super important, probably the most important part. And I love talking to you. 

(Henry:) I 100% agree with you and feel the same way. 🥰 

(Lizzy:) Oh my gosh now Ash is asking me to do a full photoshoot. 🤦🏻‍♀️Does he not realize that I have a full time job? That I am not a thing for him to just photograph whenever he wants? 😂

(Henry:) Oh! I was going to ask you before, what’s his name? Is he a photographer I would have heard of? 

(Lizzy:) Oh! He’s Ashton Irvine. He’s photographed some celebs for magazines. But he’s my best friend! We hit it off instantly in college. I don’t know what I would do without him. 

(Henry:) Hey. I gotta go, sorry! Um, I'll text you in a little bit, okay? 

(Lizzy:) Oh, okay. Sounds good 👍🏻

[12:19am]

(Henry:) Hey, are you up? 

(Lizzy:) Unfortunately yes. I've been up for almost a full 24 hours now. Like, I think I might need someone to shoot me. 

(Henry:) Jeez. Those days are the worst. But by all accounts you should be very very tired. Why can't you sleep? 

(Lizzy:) Idk. My brain is just going all over the place. It probably doesn't help that I can hear my mom snoring through the very thin walls of my apartment. I take her to the airport tomorrow to go home. Well, I guess I should say today in...three hours. Ugh. 🙄

(Lizzy:) What are you still doing up? 

(Henry:) Same. I just can't sleep. Too much stuff on my brain. But, I told you I’d text you back earlier and couldn't sleep so I figured I'd take a chance and see if you were also up. 

(Lizzy:) I hope you know I'm going to have Take A Chance by ABBA stuck in my head for the next three days 😝 

(Henry:) Haha, well you're very welcome 😝 

(Lizzy:) Noooooo. Well, I'm glad you texted me. 

(Henry:) Oh?  

(Lizzy:) Being up late at night by yourself is sorta lonely. 🤷🏻‍♀️ And I like talking to you, too 🥰

(Henry:) Well I will gladly keep you company anytime you'd like. 😉 I like talking to you too. 

(Lizzy:) You're so sweet 🥰

(Lizzy:) So, what are you doing? Anything entertaining? 

(Henry:) Does staring at your ceiling listening to your dog breathe count as entertaining? 

(Lizzy:) I mean, that's all up to your interpretation 😝

(Henry:) Haha, very funny. 😏

(Henry:) So, can I tell you a secret? 

(Lizzy:) Always. Hit me with it. 

(Henry:) I have to admit to you that I got a little jealous earlier. 

(Lizzy:) ...wait what? You did? When? About what? 

(Henry:) When you sent me those photos. I honestly was not expecting tastefully nude photos from you. I took so long to get back to you because I didn't know how to respond. 

(Lizzy:) Oh, oh okay. I'm sorry I sent them. I guess I stepped over the line...

(Lizzy:) No! No, that's not what I meant Lizzy. 

(Henry:)

(Lizzy:) Then what do you mean? 

(Henry:) I mean, that I was so fucking turned on by those photos and I feel like I shouldn't have. Also I got stupidly jealous because your photographer friend got to see you half-naked. 

(Lizzy:) I promise you have nothing to be jealous of 🥰

(Henry:) Well, of course I don’t have anything to be jealous of! You and I are just talking, I don’t get the right to be jealous of any guy you talk to or see. And I feel ridiculous. Especially since that was why I stopped talking to you earlier. I feel ridiculous. 

(Lizzy:) Oh Henry. Stop. Breathe. You’re rambling. 😂

(Lizzy:) But Ashton is happily married to his lovely husband Cameron. They live outside of London in this beautiful cottage with their two kids. So, there’s literally nothing to be jealous of. 

(Henry:) God I feel like an idiot. I’m so sorry. 

(Henry:)

(Lizzy:) Don’t be. 😝I find it kind of extremely adorable that you got jealous. Also, I have a question. 

(Henry:) Yes? 

(Lizzy:) ...so you want to see me naked? 😏

(Henry:) ...No comment? 

(Lizzy:) If you want to see my naked, I'll totally take that as a compliment. 

(Henry:) I feel so weird saying that. 

(Lizzy:) And I'd say that you getting turned on by those photos is a good thing. I'll take it as such at least 😉 

(Henry:) Is that so? 

(Lizzy:) Well, at least I know it's mutual now and not just one-sided from me. 😉 

(Henry:) So, can I ask you something now? 

(Lizzy:) Of course :) 

(Henry:) Would you like to go out on a date with me? 

(Lizzy:) That sounds wonderful Henry ❤️

[home-of-monsters]

Season 8!

We Need to Talk About Kevin

-“It was a deer!” What kind of city-boy thing is that to say? Wtf kinda deer you got over there?

-Dean carrying Benny’s spirit literally inside him… just. How do people look at that and go “he’s totes straight!”????

-Also, Benny’s spirit is where the mark of Cain eventually goes and I have a lot of feels about that.

-Oh, right, this is that season with the dog lady. Does she even get a name? I legit can’t remember it, and it’s only been like, a year since I’ve last rewatched the show.

-Dean has so many issues that never get addressed. This shows done him so dirty.

-“Nothing says family business like the whole family being dead.”

-So, Sam just… ditches dog-girl? Is he secretly talking to her, or did he honestly just up and ghost her?

-Oh, Amelia.

What’s Up Tiger Mommy?

-Purgatory was such a visually beautiful storyline 💜

-Also, mama Tran is a bamf

Heartache

-“I had something I’ve never had before: a normal life!” What about when you were in college?

Blood Brother

-We deserved so much more Benny.

-Also, we deserved more vampirates.

-Ooof, the parallels between Benny’s maker and John are just. Ugh. Dean has a type of guy he falls for, and it absolutely men with Daddy Issues. (Which is funny, cuz that’s not the type of women he goes for, but that’s a whole other discussion.)

-“He’s a … friend.” “What?! You don’t have any — all your friends are dead.” 😂😂 but also 😭😭

Southern Comfort

-Charlie is their little sister, and Garth is that weird cousin that only comes around during the holidays and gets massively drunk.-

“Bobby belonged to all of us!” You tell him, Garth!

A Little Slice if Kevin

-Wait, what happened to the whole “prophets are supposed to be protected by an arch Angel” thing?

-Dean needing to believe that he failed Cas, because he literally can’t accept that Cas chose not to come back with him… oh. Oh bby.

Hunter Heroici

-Cas became so much more sarcastic after spending time with Benny and Dean. Hmmm.

-Dean being mean to Cas, because he doesn’t know how to deal with his feelings. Bby.

-Wait, Sam bought a house with dog-lady, and then just… ghosted her??

-Dean coming over to talk to Cas, instead of arguing with him about going to Heaven. He’s come so far 💜💙

-Dog-Lady’s dad is an asshole.

-Deans first thought to test the cartoon theory is to hit himself in the head with a book. I just. That’s such a bizarre idea?

-I literally blocked out all of dog lady’s story line.

Citizen Fang

-Benny working at a hole-in-the wall dinner is perfect 💜💙

-Yuck to old men hitting on women

-When the boys have to do episodes where they’re in the south, the Texas comes out real strong

-Oh Benny ❤️

Torn and Frayed

-I really hate the Conversion pt 2 storyline.

-Didn’t… didn’t Crowley already know about the Angel tablet?

-What’s the point in killing someone after they’ve spilled secrets? Like… killing thems not gonna reverse it.

-Sorry Benny. Dean can only handle one messed up boyfriend at a time. And the last time his other boyfriend got messed up, he claimed to be God, and slaughtered a bunch of people so. Ya know. He kinda wins right now.

-Also, sorry to the actress that plays Amelia. What a thankless role.

-Also, if no homo, why parallel with Sam and Amelia?

LARP and the Real Girl

-“These kids today, with their texting, and their murder.”

-Dean thinking LARPing looks awesome will never not be old. He’s such a nerd.

-“I love you.” Everybody loves Charlie.

-Dean in a crown. 💜💙

-And Dean helping Charlie set up battle plans.-And him arguing with Sam to make sure she’s safe. “Little sister I never wanted” my ass.

-Dean is so comfortable with Charlie. A love it. 💖

-Charlie deserved her own series. I will never forgive this show for what they did to her.

-“First time for a lot of things, if you want to find my tent later.” Damn, Maria, shoot your shot.

-“I’m the one who saves damsels in distress around here!” Fuck yeah you do Charlie!

-Sam chose to stay, even though he’s not at all interested in LARPing, just cuz he knew Dean would have fun with it 💞

[drudysgirl]

lol how are they supposed to filter your posts if they are looking at the drew starkey tag and the only thing you tag your posts with is #drew starkey. im sorry but that makes no sense.

you can literally filter if you wanna see text posts, gifs, videos, but sure do you i guess.

besides, i'm literally not the only one, so go do one and stop telling me how to run my own blog.

don't like it? scroll or block me, i really could not give two shits tbh honey 😂