#tmbc

[illudsavants]

i dont care that we were raped and tortured. whatever. we’re free now.

i care that we’re basically useless now. that we can’t do anything. that we’re just depressed and lazy.

[rosestraumablog]

I hate when people water down the word torture like not every form of abuse is torture get a grip

[bymoloch]

All I feel is fucking anger.

[waywardtyrantpirate]

Oh, God im so tired. I have ocd. I've been looking into ramcoa an oea reasources all morning. I'm just tired an my head feels funny.

[unwelcome-ozian]

what is a system reset and how does it work?

Oz describes a system reset (in govt. TMBC programming) this way: A system reset in programming is an attempt to get everyone on the inside back to a specified point in their programming. 

The reset is triggered by a handler or inside programmer. It’s only done as a last resort option.

Resets often cause a lot of confusion as they are never able to complete perfectly the intended purpose.

The more recent method for a reset is to have the system rotate counter clockwise on its axis. When this occurs a different area of the internal world is rotated to the front. This section has alters of the same identities placed in it. They aren’t new alters; they have always been there. The parts that were present are in the back and no longer front.

~Josha

[estefanyailen]

"Me digo a mi mismo que no pueden tocarme, ya están muertos".

— Max Rockatansky - Mad Max: furia en el camino.

[mercifulbutbroken]

sorry for the rewriting of TMBC taking so long rn! The shovel knight discord is having an event and I am VERY stuck in the knight's brainrot.

also fics. lots of gay knights

[illudsavants]

time to get high as shit to cope with this

[julianscarcass]

sick and cruel sentences

[bymoloch]

my cunt of a sister is back from the dead. hate this fucking bitch.

[waywardtyrantpirate]

Tw: stabbing mentions, infections, ramcoa stuff.

So I have a question. As a kid (about 3-4 ish) I had this...thing I would do which is I would stab my biological father repeatedly multiple times. This became a problem. Then I moved on to the dog. Other than this I was actually pretty meek an shy to other adults. It was only to my father an dog. I avoided adult males but was OK other than that. I was very "protective" of younger kids when put in observation (mental ward for toddlers an kids). I found this in an old document about my health (which my mom hid for awhile an even denied when i brought it up an got mad). Why??? We what does this mean?

Did something happen to me???

I was sick a lot w/ immune problems as a kid, hives, sicknesses, seizures, some head trauma.

Is this ramcoa from an early age? I don't want to use a label that isn't for me but.

[illudsavants]

everyone is just trying to survive. be kind.

[ 💜 ]

[llycaons]

it's occurring to me perhaps a bit late that the 'how many books a year do you read' and 'do you count fanfiction as reading books' polls may be related. in which case I'm going to prove myself a hypocrite and say no. I mean unless you hit an arbitrary word count that makes it something more than a short story, because as we've established, fanfic gets published too but it's usually typical book length

[whistlingstarlight]

bat, fantasy, hocus pocus, poltergeist!

Bat - What’s your favorite creature associated with Halloween?

Bats! They're either super cute or super cool, I like them v much

Fantasy -  What’s your favorite mythical character?

Uhh okay the "what" is throwing me but I'm assuming it's meant to be smth like "people who appear in myths"(?) and that is very unfair because I have a lot-

For now I'm just gonna say Huītzilōpōchtli from Aztec myth, Anubis/Anpu from Egyptian myth, and Hermes and Dionysus from Greek myth always happy to talk about mythology hmu with asks if you wanna hear me ramble👀

Hocus Pocus - What’s your favorite spooky season movie?

Well after watching it every day for a year straight I'm not sure if it qualifies exclusively as a "spooky season movie" for me anymore, but I'm quite partial to The Nightmare Before Christmas :]

Poltergeist - Do you believe in ghosts?

No. Super cool and fun concept, but any supposed sightings of ghosts are more likely to be the brain working itself up and either seeing things that aren't there, or turning ordinary occurrences into supernatural ones

Except for the ghost of a TA who haunted my primary school she was absolutely real /hj

[waywardtyrantpirate]

Tw: suicidal ideation, abuse, ect.

I often think about ending it. In a casual way. Every day. But that would let her win. My mother who tried to murder me, abused me. That's what shed want. Shed want me to be quiet about what she's done to me ...to other little girls...

I can't stay silent any more. I won't.