#tmbc

[decolonize-the-left]

End blood quantum now

Blood quantum is how much native blood you have in you and it needs to be a certain threshold to qualify you as a tribal member. Blood quantum varies from tribe to tribe.

It means my mom is a tribal member but because my dad is outside of my tribe... I don't have enough tribal blood to enroll. Neither does my daughter. Our "official" indigeneity ended with me.

My dad is still native tho. Just southern native. Others have two parents enrolled in separate tribes and can't enroll in either one despite being Full native because their parents were mixed with other tribes so they don't have enough blood of Any tribe to qualify.

And to what end are they doing this?

Under the treaties the US govt can lay no claim to native land. So how do they fix that? Get rid of the natives, of course.

And since they can't slaughter us in broad daylight anymore they did the next best thing. What the colonial government has ALWAYS done to us and other poc.

Made up a bunch of arbitrary laws to restrain and limit our power and numbers.

And this can't continue. We are the only race who needs to apply to be part of the community we were born into. The only race who needs to prove our blood.

And that's the thing: it's not even based on blood. Racist scientists defined who was a full-blooded native based on things like shoe size, head circumference, and skin pigment.

Not blood. And besides that it wasn't uncommon for outsiders to become part of a tribe!! You didn't need to be native by blood to be native! Blood quantum has made it IMPOSSIBLE for them to qualify and made it impossible for tribes to practice that long time aspect of our culture.

So please share this post. So many people legitimately think natives are extinct and even less are aware that we do more than just sit around drinking all day. Few people have good feelings about us and within that there are a few who actively help. Please be one of those few.

We need support and allies and for our voices to be heard. Please don't let this post just be me screaming into a void. We need people to know what blood quantum is, how archaic and harmful it is, and to help us spread awareness to people who otherwise would ignore us. Use your privilege.

[ramc0a]

TW VENT

Im just so tired of having to deal with SOMEONE ELSE'S cruel actions.

SOMEONE ELSE'S mistakes.

Can I even call it a mistake?

They all planned everything so well and carefully...

I was just a toy, their "play-thing".

Their "fuck-thing".

Lol why do I insist in being alive if all I'll ever get is pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain

:) thanks mother, thank you

[hc-did-culture-is]

Hello we have a question. Does programming/mind control count outside of a religious context? As in programmed to turn against one parent during a divorce when we were young. We are questioning being polyfrag/hc as we have a rather complex system structure and many fragments + have been told about a large number of alters any of us in the fronting layers know about. We were made to believe that anything the other parent told us was a lie and it caused us to have many alters to deal with both parents, as well as a lot of traumatic stuff that I won't drop here. Thanks

Yes, programming can and does happen outside of religious contexts.

I can't say whether or not you are programmed as i don't know you, but I will say that (as we see it) the one requirement to be HC-DID is that the system has alters that were forcibly and intentionally created by the abuser(s).

Being conditioned to believe certain things via abuse could definitely be a form of mind control, but it wouldn't be programming unless alters were created by the abuser to further/control the conditioning and conditioned responses.

[unwelcome-ozian]

what is a system reset and how does it work?

Oz describes a system reset (in govt. TMBC programming) this way: A system reset in programming is an attempt to get everyone on the inside back to a specified point in their programming. 

The reset is triggered by a handler or inside programmer. It’s only done as a last resort option.

Resets often cause a lot of confusion as they are never able to complete perfectly the intended purpose.

The more recent method for a reset is to have the system rotate counter clockwise on its axis. When this occurs a different area of the internal world is rotated to the front. This section has alters of the same identities placed in it. They aren’t new alters; they have always been there. The parts that were present are in the back and no longer front.

~Josha

[mercifulbutbroken]

TMBC has updated!

[ourcrazyrv]

Season 5 filming is underway and we are excited to start talking about it soon! A completely different twist and so excited to help #getkidstocamp @turtlemountainbiblecamp @onehopecanada Exciting updates coming soon. - - - #onehopecanada #summercamp #kidscamp #camp #camping #campisawesome #summeractivities #turtlemountain #tmbc (at Turtle Mountain Bible Camp) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChH5pHYuTzh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[llycaons]

it's occurring to me perhaps a bit late that the 'how many books a year do you read' and 'do you count fanfiction as reading books' polls may be related. in which case I'm going to prove myself a hypocrite and say no. I mean unless you hit an arbitrary word count that makes it something more than a short story, because as we've established, fanfic gets published too but it's usually typical book length

[whistlingstarlight]

bat, fantasy, hocus pocus, poltergeist!

Bat - What’s your favorite creature associated with Halloween?

Bats! They're either super cute or super cool, I like them v much

Fantasy -  What’s your favorite mythical character?

Uhh okay the "what" is throwing me but I'm assuming it's meant to be smth like "people who appear in myths"(?) and that is very unfair because I have a lot-

For now I'm just gonna say Huītzilōpōchtli from Aztec myth, Anubis/Anpu from Egyptian myth, and Hermes and Dionysus from Greek myth always happy to talk about mythology hmu with asks if you wanna hear me ramble👀

Hocus Pocus - What’s your favorite spooky season movie?

Well after watching it every day for a year straight I'm not sure if it qualifies exclusively as a "spooky season movie" for me anymore, but I'm quite partial to The Nightmare Before Christmas :]

Poltergeist - Do you believe in ghosts?

No. Super cool and fun concept, but any supposed sightings of ghosts are more likely to be the brain working itself up and either seeing things that aren't there, or turning ordinary occurrences into supernatural ones

Except for the ghost of a TA who haunted my primary school she was absolutely real /hj

[eclipse15]

The differences between C-DID and HC-DID

WARNING: RAMCOA AND TMBC TALK. STAY SAFE!!!

So, we see a lot of people on here are saying that HC-DID is just C-DID but with a different abuse history, which is only a very small part of makes the two different! So, we’re going to explain in this what differentiates the two, as well as what makes them similar!!!

Also, no hate to those saying they’re the same as most of not all of the time they’re just misinformed!!!

Overlap

Polyfragmented

Has subsystems

If there’s an inner world it’s complex

Smaller window for structure formation (eg. 0-5 years old instead of 0-9)

Can have a low splitting tolerance

C-DID traits not present in HC-DID

No mind control/programmed alters

this is the most important thing!!! I wouldn’t recommend looking into MC and it’s forms if you are suspecting a history of it for yourself, but there are different programs (eg. eta, beta, iota, spider in web) that create and mind control alters. We’ll get into that more in HC-DID exclusive!!!

Always has low split tolerance or group splittings

High amnesia barriers in every area

Was not intentionally created/disorder was not manipulated by abusers to serve them

HC-DID traits not present in C-DID

Programming and programmed alters.

We’re going to use an example here, so be warned. Let’s say the XYZ system has gamma and beta programming. Gamma programming is loyalty programming. When XYZ heard a certain string of numbers, a member of the ABC sidesystem (more on that later) comes out. An alter from there then goes to contact an abuser asking for sex, to which the abuser replies. The abuser then plays a song that triggers out a member of the DEF sidesystem, which is beta aka sexually programmed. The alters come out and have sex with the abuser.

Another example. Suicide and sh are discussed. The 123 system has omega programming, which is suicidal and sh programming. The host of the 123 system decides to look into RAMCOA, and a higher up/internal handler with Omega programming is alerted by a gatekeeper. The handler then orders the gatekeeper to let the 456 sidesystem take front, to which the alters take turns in mutilating the body in different ways. At the end, the host fronts and human instincts, programming and logical reasoning all decide that looking into RAMCOA is not worth it, meaning the system doesn’t find out about its history for a long time.

Sidesystems. Sidesystems are a set of programmed alters meant to carry out a specific programmed act. For example, a theta aka religiously programmed sidesystem may exist for certain rituals, in which one alter fronts for each step. These are different from subsystems because subsystems are not programmed.

Can have a high split tolerance as well as a low split tolerance

Can have low amnesia barriers in some areas with high amnesia barriers in others (layer 1 alters can remember what the others do but don’t remember anything about the layer 3 alters and their actions)

Disorder was intentionally manipulated to serve the abuser(s) whether they knew about DID as a disorder or not

And those are what we’ve got! We hope that this post was informative and helped you get a better understanding of the differences between the two structures!!! Tysm for reading, and have a good day!!!

[sys-thoughts]

Is all programming done through RAMCOA?

I'm unsure what you mean.

Programming is using tmbc (Mind Control) to create a system with specific cues and triggers.

RAMCOA is an acronym-

Ritual Abuse

Mind Control

Organized Abuse

only the mind control part of that is programming.

hope this helps

[doggboyy]

Hi !

So first we wanted to say we really like your posts here, so thank you a lot :))

Then we wanted to ask : Would you have any advice for ramcoa survivors trying to get their shits together and healing ?

We are a programmed system, tmbc and ramcoa survivors. But we don’t live in the US and in our country appropriate therapy for ramcoa survivors doesn’t exist at all. Even getting our DID diagnosis was kinda hard and there is no appropriate therapy for dissociation disorders in general.

Thank you by advance for your answer

This is a pretty difficult one, unfortunately. My advice is to just. Be careful. Very careful. If you feel like pursuing a certain memory, internal structure or part would harm you, stop immediately And distract yourself. Attempting to deprogram yourself isn't something you should try to do. but trying to aid safe communication and acknowledgment of abuse/memories is something you can do for yourself, if you feel ready. Similar to that, you should find coping mechanisms for when things do go wrong. Sometimes that means literally locking yourself in a room until it's over. Though, not ideal, you could do research for therapists who are specialized in RAMCOA who would be willing to treat you, or at least give you advice, online(through video call is what I've seen recently.) Deprogramming, and treating extreme abuse, is complicated. Very complicated. And finding a way to receive serious help should be your end goal. Attempting to deprogram yourself is an awful idea I can Not stress that enough. Other then that there's... not much advice I can give you. I've never been in this situation, and it's one where you can really only do what you can.

[unwelcome-ozian]

Does RAMCOA programming break down over time?

There is no such thing labled “RAMCOA programming”.  RAMCOA is just a bunch of letters that is sometimes used to describe some types of abuse that have some similar characteristics and cause similar symptoms in survivors. A breakdown of the meanings behind the letters RAMCOA is here.  Survivors of these types of abuse may or may not have experienced Trauma-based Mind Control Programming (TBMC), but they all will likely have dissociation and conditioned responses related to their abuse.   

In survivors of TBMC programming can and often does break down as someone gets older, some form of safety has been established, has more space from the programmer and builds outside relationships with other people.  The age that this happens is usually in the thirties or early forties, but in some cases it may happen sooner.  When this happens, there may be an attempt from alters in the system to return “home” and inside programmers may attempt to shore up the programming.  When programming begins to breakdown, the person will become depressed, act out, and isolate, along with other internal symptoms of breakdown. Some symptoms of TBMC programming are listed here.

Many survivors of the types of abuse covered under the grouping RAMCOA struggle over time with unprocessed trauma, even when they are partially aware of the abuse.  Dissociative barriers that may be present in survivors of any type of abuse or trauma begin to break down over time, even if they have not experienced TBMC.  As survivors get older, especially around midlife (starting between ages 35-50), the dissociative barriers in the brain, which contribute to the survivors ability to function at a higher capacity without having to process the trauma, begin to breakdown in ways that often cause disruption to the survivor’s life.  When this happens, trapped feelings, beliefs, and forms of coping initiated by past events seem to make their way to the surface of people’s lives.   Some of the beliefs and feelings that occur may be related to conditioned responses induced by abuse from the past. As emotions, thoughts, memories, or beliefs that have been contained in pockets of one’s personality that are trapped in the past (sometimes also experienced by emotional parts that feel separate from the individual now experiencing them) begin to be noticeably experienced by the survivor, the experience can be very confusing and overwhelming.   Some of these symptoms of the breaking down of dissociative barriers may include intrusive thoughts, flashbacks, nightmares, severe anxiety or depression that doesn’t seem related to the present, also panic attacks, urges or actions toward self-harm, suicidal ideation or attempts, increased urges or actions toward other types of coping behaviors that seem out of the ordinary.

Understanding that these changes in experience are related to unprocessed trauma is important for both the individuals experiencing them and those who wish to be of support to trauma survivors, as both survivors of TMBC programming and those who have not experienced this type of programming but have been conditioned, indoctrinated, or brainwashed in other ways and have dissociated unprocessed trauma will likely struggle, as the dissociative barriers begin to breakdown.

~Josha

[mercifulbutbroken]

really wish my head would cooperate with me and help me write the next chapter of TMBC. but nope. I'm still open for asks!.... like always... if anyone wants to ask about anything, I'll be happy to answer

[gigizetz]

i just wanna say ur art is so fucking amazing i am eating it it is 5 stars, gourmet art, and you are super cool too-- drink water u cool cat - TMBC Anon

YAY I'M A COOL CAT

Also gourmet art is my favorite thing anyone has ever called my drawings, thank you for that

[whoremone]

i have not actually made any more progress into tmbc ive just been getting drunk on the couch