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We always feel like we’re just piloting the body and not actually livin. it’s probably why we’re so ready to die
#we’re so tired mad#tired of. well. being alive#it DOESNT bring us any joy. I feel like no one hears us when we say this#we don’t want to do thjs anymore man#the only thing we’re living for is other people.#we just want to lay down and sleep all day#we don’t want to have to eat#we don’t want to draw or listen to music or play video games or read#we just#want to sleep#is that so bad#but we’ll miss ppl ig#not I guess we will. that’s a fact and one of the biggest reasons we’re still here#but we cannot be. idk a person and be ourselves#we don’t know how to mask#it hurts to just lay here and moving hurts and everything hurts#we keep forgetting simple things. our eyes are being weird#we. we are dead. we’re just#rotting#in this room. waiting to get sick enough that we die without having to kill ourseslves like#this is obvious. if ppl wouldn’t hound us over it we’d probably just try to starve but also hunger is natural#we want to say. this’ll be better. but we realized. being around our family doesn’t. do anything#the idea of living makes us upset#we don’t want anything else but to die and the fact that we can’t even have that is cruel and selfish of everyone else#we’re starting to resent everyone for not letting us just kill ourselves#but we know what its like to lose someone to suicide so it’s like. let’s just okay the waiting game why don’t we#we. don’t believe things will get better#we don’t want them to because it means ghag. this was all for nothing#we’d rather be somebodies tragic backstory than be an active participant in our own life#suicide tw
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good things come in threes
#ik we don’t have a s3 poster yet but i wanted all the posters together#it really shows the progression of their relationship#from the crown/simon to simon choosing wille to them choosing each other#also smth about it going from lust to love over the course of the seasons#i think that’s enough coherent thought for the day 😌💅🏾#brb while i eat my hand#young royals#young royals s3#my yr thoughts
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Do you ever think about how there totally could have been an old classmate of Phoenix Wright and Miles Edgeworth in the audience during like turnabout sister or turnabout samurai. Do you think they would realize? Like “hey, were those the guys in my class in like fourth grade? I kinda remember them. Wonder if they remember each other. But it was so long ago, I doubt they would even care.” Meanwhile Edgeworth and Phoenix are undergoing the most insane mental battles where both of them are going “I recognize my best friend across the courtroom and I desperately want to be close with them again.” And “god he is so god damn annoying I wish he would die already.”
#ace attorney#miles edgeworth#Phoenix Wright#not specifically ship so I won’t tag it but kinda ship if you get it#the classmate usually sits in courtroom trials because they love the drama#and honestly they like miles Edgeworth’s cases cause ‘hey I know that guy’#but of course they don’t like go up and talk to him cause they weren’t really that close and he left kinda abruptly#cause knowing someone for like a year in elementary school and then pestering them about why they left 15 years later is a weird thing to do#course Phoenix comes in and now the classmate now has to deal with the knowledge that the defense and prosecution used to always eat lunch#together and play superhero’s during recess with that really weird kid who was always up to no good#what if one day the classmate was like ‘maybe I should introduce them to each other again. sure that we would all get a laugh or two in and-#-that would be the end of it and they would continue with their lives as normal people. they certainly wouldn’t get super gay and awkward-#-about the whole thing and just be completely chill.’#god what would happen and Edgeworth v state?#the classmate would probably leave the third day like ‘I am a changed person. I can never go back to not knowing so much about this person.’#and like they wouldn’t be able to say or do anything cause like??? how do you even have that conversation???#‘hey I know you don’t remember me but I like sitting in the audience of courtroom trials and I was there for your case and I just want to-#-ask are you good? like honestly do you need someone to talk to?’
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more “gay” pages posting complete homophobic garbage claiming bisexual women are lesbians
#tra homophobia#drop the t & b#of course there’s a comment calling us actual lesbians trans/biphobic 🙄#all lesbians are terfs bc homosexuality is only real if a woman is a feminist or political like what kind of homophobic logic#they think they’re so different than het men who argue all lesbians aren’t real and want a male and piv#the obsession with also equating toys to wanting a man is never ending#and i remember the poll here that showed most lesbians of course want to eat pussy most of all#and bi women wanted to use toys#like lesbians don’t want anything that looks like a dick when they have sex only bi women do and i know from experience#why the fuck would we#i wish people would stop fucking obsessing over and disecting how lesbians have sex and why#they always have to make it about males and dick#it’s socially acceptable to make creepy perverted comments always talking about or mocking lesbian sex#bi women are like why do lesbians hate us? you literally are with whole ass men calling yourselves lesbians and dykes and bonding over how#much you hate real lesbians and insinuating we aren’t real and can be fixed with conversion#therapy#people hate us so deeply for loving only women and only the female anatomy#they genuinely believe we can’t be happy being homosexuals and bring up toys as some kind of proof#the same people who can’t make women come unlike us
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ppl clearly just hate veganism because the idea that something you’ve done since you were born is bad is uncomfortable
like no vegans are not more likely to be eco fascists whst the hell are you talking about
like i can see the reasoning but it doesn’t make it true
yes there’s vegan fascists just like there’s fascists who will follow basically any philosophy you can find
you just have a problem specifically with veganism because it makes you uncomfortable
#vegan stuff#yes gathered some genuine worries some people have about veganism but like vegans know about em#if you’re worried about what vegans are saying about ppl who can’t only eat plants to live you can just ask vegans#some of them will be assholes who don’t care but much more will understand and give you the actual answer that#we don’t want people to die either#vegans take medicine tahts most certainly made off the back of animal suffering in some way#but people need meds#people think of veganism as a plant based diet but it’s much more than that#you don’t even ‘need’ to be fully plant based if you can’t do it physically or financially or logistically or whatever#probably expressing myself bad but who cares it makes me mad
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Hey, my cat is getting put to sleep tomorrow and your noirpunk fic has been helping me process this and is very comforting so thank you a million times for it, I hope you have a fantastic week
fuck, dude, i’m so sorry. i lost my cat a while ago too. it’s awful and i still miss her.
i’m glad my writing could help a little. couldn’t finish this today, but here’s a sketch based on a fic idea i’ve been cooking for a bit. i hope it makes you smile. take care of yourself <3
#inbox love#spider man: into the spiderverse#spider noir#we don’t deserve cats#i wrote five poems about my cat just to cope with her death. it doesn’t hurt less but it hurts less often#please take the time to just. process. feel your feelings. remember to eat#if you want happier things to read:#noir has a soft spot for black cats#he has an army of strays in harlem that he feeds#i mentioned in the fic that hobie’s docks have strays too. they love noir dearly#the 30s harlem and 70s london/old york communities both care for the cats like giant families#the cats are happy and loved and at rest#<3
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♠️♣️ Play your card ♥️♦️
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel husk#hh husk#husk#was origionally going to base it of the king of hearts card but#then I was like a joker is more fitting#and then I was like nah he’s not a joker he’s a looser#my poor pathetic meow meow#I am grabbing him by the scruff of his neck and DRAGGING him#I have embedded so many headcanons in this like one of my friends said I could sell it at my stall in the summer#but it is so personalised to me I don’t think anyone would want it#right down to the different whiskers#and I said it on Instagram and I will say it again but chunky husk is peak male performance#this guy only drinks alcohol and only eats the shortest of foods#and you know he doesn’t exercise who are you kidding#it was oh so gracious of me to not give him a hunch back because we all know his old bones and fucked ahahaha#anyway enjoy#if this gets enough attention I’ll make a matching angle dust one but idk I’m happy with just leaving it as this guy
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Our stay on this earth is so so short, we’re in such a dream state that we keep forgetting this truth
#there’s this girl in my area who died two days ago just like that#collapsed due to the heat and then had a heart attack and died#الله يرحمها#she’s like 19/20#people our age are dying right next to us#yet we think we’re safe and still have time to improve to change to repent#what great regret it’ll be if we don’t die in the state of true sincere repentance but in one of ghaflah and self deception and sin#being consumed by your nafs by this world and sucked into it#اللهم اني اسالك حسن الخاتمة#we’re so lost in our worldly struggles and ideas and desires that we forget what we’re here for#you can live on this earth and engage with people and enjoy your stay even if you always keep your heart in check and your deeds aligned#with what Allah swt wants#you can turn all your actions into worship by having the right intention#eating sleeping -> to gain strength for worship and be of benefit for people#studying working -> learn about the beauty and intricacy that Allah has put into His creation#work to achieve what Allah has written for you#that’s true life connecting everything to the Creator the One who gave us life#everything else is just deception and will go to waste#and cannot be called a true life
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I find it strange how you'd like to get so fat that you depend on someone but at the same time you're saying that you wanna do gardening. It's like there is a confrontation between your kink and your regular life...
in fantasy (or with a lot of consideration between me and my feeder) i’d become dependent. realistically, i’ve always dreamt of having my own garden and i think i could keep up with it at over 350lbs tbh
why can’t i have both…… scooter accessible garden pls. with raised beds i won’t have to bend over too much 🥺
bonus. bacon and tomato sandwich w home grown red snapper variety tomatoes, one of the only beefsteak-like varieties that grow in TX 🥳 DELICIOUS w mayo and some black pepper.
#i mean. i can do everything now esp w a garden wagon and smthn to put under my knees lol!!#btw lettuce plants don’t like the heat we have rn so there’s not many leafy greens haha#it would’ve been a blt!!!#picking tomatoes n green beans braless is a joy i wish on every fat girl#also btw. i want an arboretum tooooooo#not just fruit trees… hear me out. i lov mesquites and i love mesquite flour#bald cypress. i love their lil cone scents. i’d make oils 4 soaps#bur oak… you can eat their big ass acorns…#i wish for a pawpaw tree but that’s not happening in TX unless ur in the east#if you build things well it’s not too bad#raised beds exist. drip systems exist#talk#ask#i am posting this at midnight so ppl don’t make fun of me for this shitty yummy sandwich m
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WANT CON TO STOP TALKING ABOUT NOT EATING CAKE IT’S ACTUALLY MAKING ME SO SAD
#izzy hands#con o’neill#TO BE CLEAR#he’s allowed to say whatever he likes and if the idea of diet restriction triggers me that’s on me#i don’t know him and what he does and says is none of my business#he’s allowed to eat as much or as little cake as he pleases#but like#😭😭😭you get cake NOW- right con? right?#i’m just emotional lol#ignore me i’m being silly#i just hope he KNOWS it’s ok for him not to diet and do intensive workouts#and that we don’t expect a certain body type of him#which he might not know bc y’all keep drawing izzy with abs or stick thin (which is fine but con engages a LOT with fanart)#i’m digging myself into a hole arent i#i just have big feelings haha#i don’t want con to feel like he needs to diet all the time and i hope he knows he can stop if he wants to#but it’s not my place to communicate that to him and it makes me nervous not knowing if he knows that
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two clips where jerome and joy weren’t even officially together yet but they were acting like they’ve been dating for more than a year 😭
#this is just a cute lil nonsense edit so i didnt put a watermark but please i dont want to find this on tiktok or elsewhere i am begging#they are just so.. DOMESTIC ???!#DOES IT NOT GIVE OFF WE’VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR YEARS VIBES ??#please tell me im not crazy#jerome is such a loser in both scenarios (lovingly)#WITH ALL THE FOOD IN HIS MOUTH TOO LIKE#😭😭😭😭#NOPE DOESNT MATTER THAT U WANNA EAT MORE WE ARE LEAVING *NOW*#house of anubis#jerome clarke#joy mercer#hoa#jeroy#mine#otp: being with you made me happy in ways they don’t even have names for
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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game
#hi everyone#I’m going around hugging you all#okay now that we are gathered here today#i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best#i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time#and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol#but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine#literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything#I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake….#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour#then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it#and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again#I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do#so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday#y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts#I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story#I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my#own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents#.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire#but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself#I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump#I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions#I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well#I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it#I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing#I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time
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bg3 why is socially acceptable for Gale to keep eating our shit but if I let Astarion bite me for a little midnight snack suddenly I’m the freaky weirdo for fornicating with vampires
#I’m just saying#like yes he’s hot but also#we have SEVERAL murderers in this party#and suddenly HE’S the weird one for just wanting something to eat???#yeah I get it he’s a vampire SHADOWHEART CAN HEAL ME I’LL BE FINE#in conclusion gale pls stop taking my shit#Astarion as long as you say please and don’t kill me u may use me as a capri sun#Karlach ur an angel honey ily sm#bg3#bg3 astarion#bg3 gale#baldur's gate#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#astarion#gale of waterdeep
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So many times I’ve seen people on here be like wowww it’s so funny seeing ppl rage over vegans 😁!! ….. these people genuinely have no idea what they’re talking about. If you mention all their stuff being made of plastic they cover their ears and go lalala like they’re 5. I’m sorry but it DOES make me mad. I wish your passion for the environment could go somewhere actually useful and not to blissful ignorance and even environmental harm. -_-
#idgaf if you don’t eat meat. good for you… but if the reason you’re vegan is because of some sad baby cows and not the overall impact of#the fashion industry (etc) then you’re not seeing the big picture. and you’ll likely never WANT to see ..#different subject but I also think it’s worth noting the anthropomorphism of farm animals in advocacy for veganism. does that make sense#like the whole thing about like. imagine you’re born just to become meat and a jacket etc etc so sad so depressing. except.. animals have n#concept of that. they only know right now. they don’t think about stuff like that?….#you can’t put yourself in their place because they genuinelh don’t have the capacity to understand it like we do. it’s annoying#obviously I want livestock to be treated well. it makes me sad that abuse is rampant in an industry like this. but if you want to really#help… buy your meat from someone you KNOW treats their animals well. ?does that make sense..#this is not the garden of Eden bitch animals die. that’s not always a bad thing. hello can anyone hear me
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i feel like the way ‘dogtok’/‘dogstagram’ talks about reactivity makes reactive dog owners feel a lot more ashamed than they ought to
#idk i just.. don’t really see anything to be ashamed about? and i hate the ‘your dog is reactive because you FAILED’ mindset#sometimes you do absolutely everything right and the universe still throws some shit at you that leads to reactivity#and it’s just a thing that happens sometimes#dogs are animals with teeth and claws and fur and tails#they shit outside and roll in dead things and sniff each others butts#and sometimes have big feelings about things#and that’s just part of being a little critter#it’s not a moral failing on anyone’s part that your dog is a dog instead of a cardboard cutout of a dog#not everything goes smoothly 100% of the time and sometimes you end up with an extra Thing that needs to be worked on#and yeah of course Working On It can be stressful. no one wants to see their dog having a hard time. which is exactly why we don’t need to#-be pushing the added stress of GUILT#it’s not helpful to anyone. it doesn’t prevent reactivity in the future. it just makes someone who’s already having a hard time have a-#-worse one#this is not a situation that needs blame#idk if any of this makes sense#my meds are making me a lil weird lmao#@ everyone who has a reactive dog: you’re doing a great job and if anyone tries to make you feel guilty#eat them#keep Workin On It and remember that Dogs Is Dogs#kill the goblin in your brain that tells you you’re the worst guy to have ever done it#you’re normal your dog is normal. give both of you a cookie rn
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People should be more afraid of asexuals, because they’re the only people that are immune to one of the seven deadly sins
#seven deadly sins#maybe they have metaphorical lust. lust for the aesthetic#asexual#we also should fear aromantics but they aren’t necessarily immune to lust so fear them for the usual reasons#pride? sometimes can be negated by self-hatred but usually shows up when you do something to be proud of. as it should#greed? you might donate your money to orphans but if anyone touches your collection of shiny trinkets their hand will be removed#envy? unless you have never met any other living beings I don’t think it’s possible to escape this one#wrath? work in public service for a week and we’ll get you wanting to fistfight god#gluttony? eating disorders are a thing; however you should definitely eat something unless you wanna die#sloth? insomnia is a thing. but you should probably sleep if you don’t want to be driven mad upon the rocks#honestly too little of the seven deadly sins is also bad. no sloth? you’re barely functioning. no gluttony? you die of starvation.#no wrath? you’ll become a doormat. no envy? you’ll never want to improve yourself. no greed? you give all your stuff away and are now poor#no pride? you don’t love yourself AT ALL. no lust? no new generation.#and frankly that last one isn’t bad in the slightest considering that much is also true for people with a same-gender significant other#(unless they are also trans and willing but that’s a them problem to have)#plus overpopulation is a thing anyway so frankly the less lust the better.#the avatar of lust has been too overworked the past few decades and and wants a damn break for once#tw eating issues#tw eating disorder#eating disorder mention#shitpost
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