#what do i call this hhhhhhhhh

[hirokiyuu]

i lov nem a lot im just thinking abt her.......... traumatized girls always end up being highkey faves of mine so like, no wonder

[lyxchen]

Why do I have to go study something or get a job, why can't I just sit in my room and do my silly little crafts and drawings forever??

[ya-zz]

Hiiiiiii it’s me again. I’m sure you and others have missed me. I see you have your requests open again

So I’m here to request some stuff before I disappear. Another Ramattra piece, if you will so kindly indulge me for a moment

Write it as one of the drabbles you love to do, Ramattra with internal conflict about loving another human

Enjoy for I be leaving. Goodnight.

Hhhhhhhhh, you know what, I'll give you this one considering it's a somewhat happy one

He couldn't believe it. How in the sweet hells did he manage to fall for a human?

Not just any human, no.

He had to fall for you.

Ramattra couldn't make sense of it. All those years of hating humanity for what they've done and he's in love with one, he's in love with you.

Sitting in his room, he cycles back to when he believed it all began, the moment he met you? No, that can't be it, but he chooses to sit through the interaction just in case.

That's when he finds himself admiring you; the friendly nature in which you speak, the constant smile that graced your cheeks and the way you were excited to finally meet him, it all came flooding back. When he met you back then, he didn't particularly like you, but looking back on it, there was something hiding away that he didn't realise; you weren't like the other humans.

You were... different. In a good way, he would add before you'd get the wrong idea. You were kind-hearted, always caring for others more than yourself. You would always put others first, making sure that they were okay no matter what stresses were going on in your life.

He remembers the first time you opened up to him, the feeling of not being good enough and he wanted to hug you then and there but refrained from doing so. He didn't want to make you uncomfortable. Ramattra wanted nothing more than to hold you, but he was afraid.

When you had lightly grazed his hand while you were walking beside him one time, his systems went into overdrive. It took what waning strength he had to not grab your hand and pull you close.

Every fibre of his being was screaming at him to make a move yet he couldn't. He wouldn't.

He wants to be by your side, to call you his, but that was merely a dream. If only he could read your thoughts and see your memories and then maybe he wouldn't be so scared.

Fear was holding him back from ruining what's already good.

[jaetyun]

Language Barrier

kum junhyeon x gn!vietnamese!reader

genre: fluff

wc: 0.5k

a/n: req by anon ❤️ quick little scenario because junhyeon is progressively brain rotting hhhhhhhhh

you had been clear to junhyeon you were vietnamese. and that your family only spoke vietnamese. that was no problem to him, in fact, he would use it as a tool for mischief (typically junhyeon..)

“yeah, we actually have a secret language” he bragged, snaking an arm around your waist in triumph, giving you a smug look. “right babe?”

you looked to the person the both of you were talking to, nodding along. “yeah, junhyeon rất đẹp” you teased, pinching his cheeks. his grin only widened, kissing your forehead as if you were a dog that showed off a trick.

he loved the fact that you spoke another language! he thought it was so cool, even picking up on a couple words. he’d always parade the fact that he liked pho. even though you’ve found there’s virtually no food he disliked, you’d act proud of him nonetheless. even though he didn’t understand most aspects of it, junhyeons blind support always drove a giggle out of you.

the two of you were watching a movie on the couch. junhyeon was too busy talking your ear off to even pay attention. before you even had the chance to scold him, your phone began ringing. “oh, it’s my mom! junhyeon” you put a finger up to his lips, making him frown. “junhyeon??” you give him an unimpressed look, picking up the call but not putting it up to your ear. “baby. shut up!” he didn’t get to retort with the speed you started talking.

he tilted his head, confusion filling his eyes. “love? is your dialect that heavy around your parents?”

no reaction. he frowned at the way you barely acknowledged his question. the more you spoke, the less coherent you became to him. “your accent is really bad” still no reaction. his confused whining became progressively worse, leaving you yelling over him to talk to you mom.

when you ended the call, you glanced at him.

“whatttt??? what did i dooooo??”

“your phone call etiquette is horrible”

his mouth fell agape. “why is your accent gone??”

“i never had one!”

silence fell, and you watched your boyfriends expressions carefully to see his thought process. it’s a talent that took years, even then it only works around half the time. you’ve learned the hard way how unpredictable he truly is.

“babe… that was *vietnamese.*” he repeated the statement under his breath. you subconsciously let out a giggle at the way his eyes widened. “OOOOHHHHHH”

“it makes more sense than i suddenly made up new tones… right?” he nodded dumbly, thinking about the entire interaction in hindsight. you sighed slowly and dramatically.

“aren’t you supposed to be a pho lover?”

“i DO love pho! you can’t take that away from me” he defensively hit your shoulder, clocking his tongue and pulling out his phone.

“see i’ll even order some to make up for it.”

[voasprofile]

mean girls in twisted wonderland and yuu who's somewhat a mix of the og mean girls

I say somewhat cause yuu wasn't really given that much personality

yuu is kind of a theater kid but again wasn't given much personality so it doesn't really show all that much

also reader is gn but does 'feminine' things like apply lipgloss and all that shit

pt.2 here

"what do you mean 'what's mean girls?'" I asked the first years looking offended

"what do you mean 'what do you mean what's mean girls?'?" ace countered "it's exactly means what I said" this back talking mf

"you guys have not lived yet" I looked them up and down "and it shows"

"what's that supposed to mean?" epel asked

"it means-" I mean I was going to explain but some pomefiore background character decided they wanted more screen time

"hey! first year the dormleader's looking for you" he yelled at epel almost as loud as sebek. I applaud him clap clap

"oh my god that vest is SO cute where'd you get it?" I leaned in on the table

"oh- um it was my dad during his time here" he answered

"vintage! so adorbs" I smiled at him "thanks" he smiled walking away

"that was the ugliest effin vest I've ever seen" I whispered at them

epel laughed so did ace deuce looked mortified jack... well he was a wee bit disappointed and sebek wasn't even paying attention

"hhhhhhhhh what?" epel whispered at me after getting ahold of himself. he wanted sum of that tea

I leaned in further so they could hear me whispering

"yeah, did you know so many people trust me in this school? not knowing I stockpile their secrets" I covered my mouth looking around for any signs of anyone listening, once I knew I was clear

"yeah, you guys know that one guy from heartslabyul? the one with almost white hair? yeah he has a girlfriend that he's cheating on with a guy from scarabia" I leaned back

"really? I knew it, he portrays himself way to innocently for it to be true" ace said

another background character came to the table but this time I was the one they're looking for

"hey uh yuu, can you forget about the thing I said earlier this week? I changed my mind on it" he asked scratching the back of his neck

"oh no no don't you worry, it will just be our little secret" I smiled up at him

"thank you so much, I owe you one!" he said leaving

they looked at me

"I wasn't lying about people trusting me y'know?" I said laughing

"but like seriously? you guys don't have mean girls, ugh your guy's life suck" I said re applying my lip gloss

"but anyways I like have it downloaded on my phone, if you guys know anyone who knows how to transfer files from an other worldly phone to a laptop, give them a call" a favour for a favour

actually me showing them the absolute treasure mean girls, they should owe me

apparently epel knew a guy who knew a guy who knew ortho who's idia, the ignyhides dorm leader 

it didn't take much convincing idia we happened to play together a couple of times when I was gaming on the phone I, ME bought NOT CROWLEY

turns out he was really techy

anyways he transferred the movie to MY laptop y'know the one I bought with MY money. he even taught me how to do it

I offered for him and ortho to watch with us, but he refused saying 'there'd be too much people'

I didn't force him but ortho wanted to come so me and ortho went to sam's to buy a couple of snacks for the movie 

then back to ramshackle we go

we waited

first to come was jack and sebek holding a couple bottles of pop

then epel with a few apple desserts

then adeuce combo with a few pasties and ace with more chips

before any of that I mad all of them wear sheet masks not excluding ortho ofc I just squeezed it a bit more to not damage anything on his face

so begins the movie

"he reminds me of the creep flirtin with everyone in the cafe" epel pointed out Jason almost throwing a handful of chips at the laptop

"real, poor gretchen imagine someone you like flirting with someone else in front of you" jack said chewing on some pie

"how disgraceful" sebek murmured sipping on his cup

"shhh" ace said

I smiled. I'm in the process of making some mean girls out of them

at the end of the movie everyone was satisfied

"ugh if I were the bus driver I would've ran them over" ace said

three fourths to the movie everyone forgot about the food so now were finishing them off

"would it be ok for me to download this to send to nii san? ortho asked. somebody bless this child

"of course, wanna send him another movie?" I asked

"there's another movie?" sebek asked

"well yeah but it's not a franchise, some people say this was the film to inspire mean girls" I said to them "wanna watch it?"

everyone agreed it was too early to turn in anyways

heathers ah my love

"which one do you guys wanna watch the movie or the musical?"

we ended up watching both

it was funny when we were watching dead girl walking and suddenly all the comments stopped then resumed after the song

I covered ortho's eyes and ears dw

next day we were having lunch again

I was looking at the back of a candy bar with a confused look "it's all in like swedish or something"

epel caught on "yeah y'know there's some weird ingredient in there that's not legal here"

"hmm ephedrine?" I said already chewing "no" he said

"phentermine" I approved "no" he denied

I looked at him confused

"it burns carbs, it just burns up all your carbs" he said"

"hm I really wanna lose three pounds" I said looking at them raising my eyebrows

there was a pause

"oh my god what are you talking about" sebek said

"you're so skinny" deuce added

"shut up" I told them

every body else close enough to hear's pov

drama? first year drama?

lol

soon jack epel and I left the table to mingle with others. jack in savanaclaw with his upperclassmen, same with epel and pomefiore, and I went to diasomnia

and then my phone rings

"you're on speaker" ace whispers

"epel, jack thinks you're mad at him because he got nominated prettiest in the freshman yearbook" deuce said

"oh my god I'm not mad at him, I'm worried about him. I think someone is pulling a joke on him, I mean if no one votes for him, he's gonna have a total meltdown. and who's gonna have to comfort him? me."

"so you don't think he'll get in?" ace asked

"deuce ace, he's not pretty. I know that sounds bad but whatever, the prettiest freshman is always y'know pretty. the crazy thing is it should be yuu, but everyone forgets them because they're such a slut, anyway I got to go, I'm going to class" epel 'hung up'

"well he's not mad at you" ortho told jack

"hold on" he told all of them "are you okay" deuce asked "shh" he switched the line to call me

my phone 'rings' again, and then I put it on speaker

"hello?" "if someone said something bad to you, you'd want me to tell you right?" jack asked

"mmm no" I said "what if it was someone you thought was your friend?" he pressed on

I got annoyed "what are you-? hold on other line" I said taking the call

"hello?" "let's go out" sebek said "hold on I'm on the other line with jack" I said "don't invite him, he's driving me nuts" "okay hold on" "good hurry up" I went back to jack

"it's sebek, he wanted to hang out and told me not to invite you" "do not hang out with him" jack said "why?" I said annoyed "oh you wouldn't want me to tell you" "ugh you can tell me, hold on" I switched over "oh my god he is so annoying" "who is?" I widened my eyes "who's this?" I asked "jack" he responded "right, hold on" I switched

"oh my god he is so annoying" I told sebek "I know just get rid of him" I switched

"okay what is it?" I asked jack "sebek said everybody forgets about you because you're such a slut" he said "he said that?" I asked offended "you didn't hear it from me" I switched lines

"I can't go out ehe ehe I'm sick" I told sebek "boo you whore" he said hanging up

I wore an offended expression and left the cafeteria. actually everyone in the call left the cafe

the one's who heard couldn't help but feel surprised, the first years? fighting? 

rumors quickly spread

[solarianvoidthearoace]

HHhhhhhhh… Tense Tea Party

BOURBON (of all fucking people) tells Conan "You're really incredible."

Which might have been a compliment except for his tone

Bourbon's tone implying "You are really incredible, lying through your teeth like that."

TBH, I love that phase of them playing mindgames

Like, what does Conan do after finding out Bourbon is a double agent? No, after finding out *Bourbon's Identity*. Walks up to him like the cocky little bastard he is and calls him a liar to his face.

Bourbon's only reply being "You're one to talk."

I love their friendship, your honor

[veeveex3]

Trey Clover Boyfriend Headcannons

alright so my last post like this is probably my most well received post so far so i'm gonna make another one! i'm probably gonna do another one like this with leona but feel free to give suggestions of who i should do next!

Makes you sweets (just thought I'd get the obvious out of the way first)

If the cafeteria food is happens to be bad, he'll use his unique magic to make it taste better

I feel like out of all the students, Trey would probably be in the top 5 of characters to do the best in a relationship just don't ask him to give you fancy compliments

He just seems the most mature and would be able to handle a relationship the best, y'know?

Also would be one of the top 5 to be most likely do want a very vanilla and domestic relationship his hobby is brushing his teeth what did you expect- /lh

But just because he wants a vanilla relationship doesn't mean it's bad or boring

If you'd prefer being the one to stay at home while he works, he'd always give you leftovers sweets and pastries from work

Would share the chores around the house even if he's tired from work

However, if you wanna be the one to work, he'd be an amazing househusband "would you like your dinner, or your bath, or me~?"

He does the cooking, he does the cleaning, he can probably give you a nice massage with his big baker arms, it's great!

Will make you nice lunches with a little note telling you to have a good day at work

His love languages is probably gift giving and acts of service

Gift giving obviously is him giving you food

Acts of service would be doing chores, helping you with any work you're struggling with, setting up fancy at-home dates, etc.

Also would definitely take care of you if you're sick or depressed, he's metaphorically beating the shit out of the bad vibes for you

He isn't the most romantic guy but he tries to be

He gets you flowers every once in a while and will give you pretty decorated pastries if you like sweets

He'd definitely find different cafes, pastry shops, and restaurants to take you to for dates

Also likes taking you out to picnic dates, I don't even have to explain (crying right now /pos)

Would probably call you a bunch of food related pet names but would call you honey the most (again, it's just so fluffy and domestic and snsjshsjsnsn)

Other pet names would include sugar, sweetie, honey bun / honey bunny, etc. etc.

Would like cuddling a decent amount, he'd have you lie on his chest while he holds you close

Imagine you're cooking and he just comes up behind you and hugs you and kisses you on the cheek and hhhhhhhhh (this is so self indulgent bye-)

"Hey, did you forget to brush your teeth today? Don't worry!" He pulls out 10 different toothbrushes. "I'll do it for you, honey~!"

[moonchildstyles]

harry still talking to you even though you’re so absolute gone and needy and all you’re thinking about is the way he feels inside of you and cumming and him absolutely knowing that. him calling you a dumb little thing and cooing at you and calling you pretty and touching all over you???that’s what’s getting me personally i don’t know though!

HHHHHHHHH NOTA SINGLE REASON TO SAY THIS...........

holding your face in his hand, fingers tapping your cheek as if it would help you pay attention and "its okay baby ill think for both of us:( so easy to get you a little dumb for me isn't it? just need to sink my c*ck in and youre done." and all you can do is just nod your head w watery eyes and theres o much love in your eyes for him and hes jsut SOOOOOO:( and ofc lots and lots of kisses and telling you how pretty you are and how much he loves you bc even if you are a little messy d*mb girl rn he still loves you so much and how well your p*ssy takes care of him

[jennyandvastraflint]

Xena reactions S1Ep6, and one more after that for tonight XD

Xena's stupid grin gods she's so in love with Gabrielle

"Don't get lost" GABRIELLE'S FACE

Oh no, someone killing people?

First aiddd

Do they not understand first aid. Urgh

Introooo

Entire smol village after her

"Gabrielle!" shouts for gf

Gf is trying to chill in her undergarments. Pweeetty

Screw the man. (me every episode)

YO THEY PASS THROUGH THE HOODED GUY???

The way Gabrielle is SO chill about it. And believes Xena without question

"If we get separated" YOU CAN'T SEPARATE LESBIANS IT'S ILLEGAL ACTUALLY

And there was only one horse (just like with Gigolas)

"It's me you want, let her go" HHHHHHH GAY.

Gabrielle so shocked Xena allows them to take her captive so long as Gabrielle is unharmed

"Save yourself" HHHHH Gabrielle doesn't wanna leave herrrrrr

XENA'S LIL SMIRK

ARES!? God of War??

"out of yourself" sounds dodgy

STOP UNDRESSING HERRRRR

*BACK* 👀

Damn care for the elderly, healthcare? Better than 'merica...

What kinda offer is that. Just let her have adventures with her lesbian gf

Boooo to the villagers

Xena in your gf we trust

Gabrielle my babygirl... "She's the only murderer here" "Not for long" HHHHHHHHH she's everything.

Gabrielle as her advocate, in lesbians we trust

"You would've done the same for me" GAAAY

Gabrielle will find something, she's literally so smart

OH FFS ARES SCREW YOU

He wants to bring Xena to call on him

Poor Gabrielle

BUT NONE OF THE MEN WHO DIED CARRIED SWORDS HHHHHHHHHH she's so smart

"Any of the blood get on you?" "Well obviously, I was helping him" The Point Is Right Thereee. Saw it, walked past the point.

Urgh lil bitchy village

Gross. I hate this guy.

RIPS THE CHAINS

Honestly the guys fucking TORTURING HER had it coming so much. She deserves to go wild.

NOOOOOOO, SHE HARMED GABRIELLE. AND NOW GABRIELLE RUNSSS

:((( I'm sobbing gaaaaah the ANGST (once again. I am trying not to draw parallels to Jenny and Vastra, HOWEVER. I'm *just saying*)

"What you did wasn't you" HHHH *dies of lesbian emotions I'm experiencing*

DIFFERENCE BETWEEN JUSTICE AND THE LAW

The smiles!??? I AM NOT SOBBING AT ALL

Ah fuckkkk

Blergh, Ares... Screw you

"Only if they find me guilty" :3

Ah yes. Force of arms. Totally for peace.

Oh who's she gonna make him bring back

The people ARES KILLED??? >:) if they aren't dead, they can't execute her

"marvellously manipulated" brilliance I love her

"the very soul of goodness" WHOOOP

Gabrielle's HAPPY smileee

HHHHHHHHHH LESBIANS

pfffftttt, Gabrielle hit her sbdhshsh

As you can tell I was REALLY gay while watching this.

[ennaku-sirri-da]

My Best Friend is dead. Her name ...was MARTHA. She resides in the bathroom now, but I'm still trying to make her smile. [ Part 1 ](REPOSTED)

[Plaintext: My Best Friend is dead. Her name ...was MARTHA. She resides in the bathroom now, but I'm still trying to make her smile. [ Part 1 ](Reposted))

HhhhhHhhh

The NoSleep story title aside, here's the...story! I can't really think of a proper way to introduce this but it will probably be broken into parts.

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Let's start from a bit of the beginning, shall we? The beginning...of her ending.

( Man it's a bit weird narrating all this when it was all just built up in chats. But it's a little exhilarating too. Like I'm actually telling you a story. How strange. )

Martha. Best of her peers, best of her age, shining star of her school-- All Saints High. Music? Voice of an angel and incredible range to boot. Learns from regular piano lessons without fail. Studies, sports? If you want to get on her level you'll have to grind HARD, and then have to answer her attempts to take the crowning seat back, as well. She can hurl a volleyball just as well as she can jot down Science notes. (Their theology classes fill her with just enough doubts to seek out more on her own ). She's no nobody. Everyone knows her name. She knows them, too. Well enough not to take anything lying down( LEAST of all taunts about her pronouncedly fluttery accent and her own accompanying G-rated cursing ). She won't just survive-- she will surpass. And she's built up the assets needed with everything shes got. Money, skill, sweet words, blackmail, friendships, favours, petty revenge, precious time, sweat, perfection. ALL of it.

Home is a hole.

It is void. A fine place to read thrashy romance novels, if only to forget about the endlessly yawning cavern depths. Others exist, somewhere there. She exists alongside them but they do not acknowledge her. It is alright as long as she never causes a scene, breaks the silence. It is even more alright when she keeps aiming past what is to her the sky, sun and space and beyond and catches their attention. Sometimes, achieving this even means a warm smile or two of them, from the two of them, thrown her way.

She catches it, picks it up, learns to plaster it across on her face. Red lips frame white teeth that twinkle like stars.

Pity they fell out then.

No one could believe it. No one wanted to believe it. In fact, common, widespread verity was so grim in prospect, so sticky a situation that it would attract investigators like flies to the rotting corpse, so un-profitable in comparison to the sum offered to keep lips sealed and stories spun-- that in the end, all that blew up the town to fearfully great heights was that there was a killer on the lose.

The newspapers turn obsolete.

Law efforts turn obsolete.

Gossip becomes old news.

Students turn obsolete as they graduate into college-age adults.

The holy water sprinkled on her casket goes stale.

Her friends do not visit anymore, because life has taken them away.

The school still stands, without Martha. She is there, of course. What could it ever be without her? She keeps asking herself,

staring into the dirty thing bobbing in dark water

cannot leave this bathroom stall

should not

for her murderer is outside, walking free, living, teaching freely

They say if you stay in the stalls all by yourself or look at the stretching mirrors too long, she will appear to drag you into the stories herself. They say if you are unluckier still, it will show itself, rising, rising, rising from and out of the times past, to the top of the water...

[ ID: PNG of an item from Smile For Me the game, a pair of plasticky looking red jaws with yellow teeth, called the 'Toilet Teeth'. End ID]

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Habit is pretty new around here, but if he can't find a single friend then God help him he is going to make the ghost in the bathroom who may-or-may not-exist-but-hopefully-its-a-may-- his friend. Now if only he had any idea where to start?!?!

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[magic-is-something-we-create]

Writing Update Jan. 10th, 2024

later than i wanted to get this out but hey. hey man. ive been busy (<- was waiting for fantasy high junior year episode one to drop all day and then having Too Many Thoughts about it)

Progress made: 2.3k words for the script for The Lost (total wc: 3.5k) and ONE VERY BIG EPIPHANY FOR GODDESS TOUCHED MADE LITERALLY TEN MINUTES AGO THAT I HOPE WILL UNBLOCK MY ASS FOR GOOD ON THAT ONE (even though it will mean uh. redrafting it. again) Current writing streak: 868 days Current chapter + POV: just finished the first chapter of The Lost in an omniscient POV!

Favorite line(s): (The Lost)

NARRATOR: In the coming hours, the three outlaws will be called many things. Silence claws at the doors from the cockpit of the pod, clearly screaming, though we cannot see her words. Ano pilots beyond her, not strapped in, lance haphazardly propped against the chair next to her. NARRATOR: But the Watchers-- The Champion lies in a heap on the floor, returning to a sludge peppered with blue crystals, unmoving. NARRATOR: --their captors-- And one of the doors to either side is propped, ever-so-slightly, leaking a tendril of smoke. NARRATOR: --will only ever call them lost.

What I'm looking forward to:

THE GODDESS TOUCHED BREAKTHROUGH HOLY SHIT IT CHANGES EVERYTHING IN A GOOD WAY. HHHHHHHHH

will it mean editing the last few chapters of echoseers A Lot? yes. but i was planning to do that anyway.

will it ALSO mean i rewrite this particular book/draft for the second time? also yes. but if it gets the story to come out its fucking worth it.

does literally anyone here have context to understand the epiphany, let alone its significance, including the one (1) person who has read echoseers? no.

im gonna be having too many thoughts to sleep tonight arent i

[neteyamsilly]

STOP BC THIS PART HAD ME BAWLING MY EYES OUT ((btw i am the anon who did this ask:

https://at.tumblr.com/neteyamsilly/tbh-i-read-pt-3-and-just-started-crying-like-holy/vbqp1w0sq1md

and if you are wondering if i am going to be doing more analysis why yes, yes i am 🫠))

FIRST OF ALL,, how dare you?? how dare you put this happy childhood scene in the very beginning and show how reader is basically his favourite and he loves her and then immediately go to the angst of her actually bleeding out DYING? that actually hurt my feelings even more?? why would you lull me into a false sense of security like that???

ALSO, I love how you had neteyam being the first to jump in and help, as well as wanting to stay by the tent to wait to hear the news about her. Like, yes she is his younger sister but he is her only older brother. As a fellow second born child this bond is just *chefs kiss* bc while the two of them take care of the others, NETEYAM is the only one of her siblings that SHE specifically turns to for comfort and help, and him in turn since they understand each other as the eldest two.

I also somehow cried even harder at the mention of Stxel’eveng bc?? Neytiri she loves her daughter and would do anything for her, but even mentioning Stxel’eveng shows how -- to protect her daughter and make sure she is happy moving forward -- neytiri is willing to let her child go. and when she says she cannot bear the shame i really thought it was just about the gifting, but i think moreso it is Jake's actions towards their children driving this decision, which leads to the horrifying thought of "if tsahik doesn't think us worthy of this child, what about our others"

AND I SAW THAT YOU ADDED TORUK'S COLORS TO HER IKRAN AND YOUR POST ABOUT IT AND I RAISE YOU THIS: While yes she was trying to emulate her father and be anything close to his greatness to get him to See her, he was also the last thing she heard, while she tried to search out the one accomplishment she wanted him to be proud of :D

Also the fact that you are having Jake be the one to try and convince her to come back? This part isn't an analysis but I imagine Neytiri as her face crumples, then her ears fall back against her head and she is so sad and sounds so broken when she goes "she will not want to"

and when Jake does finally manage to go see her at the tree of souls, she is at the stream where their family spent so many days -- and she is a child again, so small as she plays on the banks of the water. He crouches next to her and she looks up to him and smiles, but when he asks her to come home her smile drops. In the blink of an eye she is back to her true age. She is standing now, facing him off, hands clenched at her sides and chin jutted out in defiance. She is trying to look big but she is still a child, not as young but still so small and barely taller than him in this position as he tries to reach for her. But she backs away from him, stepping into the water and continuing until she is smack dab in the middle of the stream. and she asks him, her face stony but her voice trembling, "Why?"

anywho that's all i have to say about the new chapter!! Amazing amazing work as always babes 🫶🏻

WELCOME BACK WITH EVEN MORE HURT HHHHHHHHH anon what do i call you 😭😭😭😭

how dare i: ITS WHAT I DOOOOOOOOOO otherwise why would you be reading, right??? BHSDBSHDSB

Also like. that part about neteyam being her ONLY big brother. that kind of hurted because???? and it's so sad because she acts like a big sister to him, spoiling him and everything its HSDSHSBSHDS GOODBYE why did i hurt this boy EVEN MORE in a fic.

also like NEYTIRI'S MOTHERHOOD MAN thank you for saying that AHHHHH she's just. honor is involved in this and her pride has been broken too, she doesn't just put it all on jake. like imagine making your wounded child walk for half an hour. ur side by side. and she's bleeding out right under your nose and nobody notices. that shit would be TRAUMATIZING. She blames herself so much too:(

ALSO I WANT TO TELL YOU YOU PREDICTED THE CHILD-NORMAL SWITCH SBDHSBDH It's not as tense and angry, but it's there!

THANK YOU FOR THIS LOVELY ASK AHHHHH

[underfalls-36]

taking the 👀 you tagged that one post with earlier as an invitation to go utterly insane in your askbox now . Okay . So.

Ducktales spoilers ahead obviously .

ijust . ford and della both had large parts to play in (but werent Entirely responsible for) the construction of the machines that led to them disappearing for a Long Long time shortly after arguing with thejr twin . god im so fuckig normal they wrre alone for so long im going to gnaw on a.brick THEY BOTH GOT BACK AT THE VERY END OF S2 E11 TOO YOU KNOW Hhhhhhhhh and immediately upon reuniting with their twin starting yelling wt eachother (but della and donald hugged right after and jt makes me soso sad that stan and ford didnt im hhhhh) also i dont know if youve seen the images of special edition of johrnal 3 (it comes up.easilg if you google) but if u have the . The fact that neither of them were able to even breathe properly during their time Not On Earth gets me. i dont know . also the very specific scenario of playing one of their favorite games that they are surprised is still around with their ~12 year old autistic hat wearing relative . Im so normal. you know im soso salty we didnt get much portal ford content della got a whole epsiode on what she was doing on the moon its even called Whatever Happened To Della Duck?! well i think ford shouldve gotten a Whatever Happened To Stanford Pines?! and i will forverr be salty that he didnt . we didnt get like ANYTHING like he couldve at least had a flashback yk?? and hhhhgh the way they were both briefly convinced their twins were Gone during the finales . same lighting in those scenes too i have a pre existing post on their parallels with some screenshots btw i need to reblog that . and Hhhhghhh . HhHGHhHzhH . I just

Do you udnerstamd

AND THE WAY THEY BOTH HAUNTED THE NARRATIVE FOR AN ENTIRE SEASON AND A HALF THE WHOLE OVERARCING MYSTERY BEING WHAT HAPPENED TO THEM AND SUDDENLY THEYRE BACK AND EVERYONE IS FORCED TO COME TO TERMS WITH THAT. IM CHEWING ON CEMENT. THE REDEFINED FAMILY DYNAMICS. EVERYTHING IS DIFFERENT NOW BECAUSE YOURE HERE AND WOW. NOBODY FIGURED THIS WOULD HAPPEN IN A MILLION YEARS BUT YOURE STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. SORRY IM NORMAL

FHSKnedhsjs bro

The connections

I wish we got to see more of portal Ford too

Would've loved that :(

[analyzingadventure]

Alrighty, let’s catch up on GG, episodes 61-65, let's gooo

I'm super behind on GG, mainly because I have been actually rewatching it from the begining for the episode guide, and it's taken me this long to catch up- thank goodness for the hiatus for letting me catch up in peace though

Anyway, 61 - Resurrection!

Well this episode is off to grim start

TSUMEMON?? WE'RE GETTING TSUMEMON THIS EPISODE??

HEY WHAT WAS THAT SHADOW ON THE ROOF

Man the vibes this episode are immaculate, the atmosphere is so good

OH EVILMON IN THE WINDOWS?? WE GETTNG A PLETHORA OF DIGIMON THIS WEEK?? (Wait is this the Milleniummon episode??)

OH THIS IS THE MILLE EPISODE, IT'S MILLE TIME BOYS

Sorry I didn't have much to say, good episode, maybe a little anticlimactic but also this is definitely more about the thematics than spectacle and that's wonderful

62 - The Strange Floor

So we have an absolute plethora of stuff happning here, eh

OH YOU'RE ONE OF THE NEW-ISH BABIES!! I CAN'T REMEMBER YOUR NAME BUT YOU'RE CUTE!!

Oh we got others too- Otamamon, Kunemon, other folks! :oc

BABY BASTARD SPOTTED

OH THE HEEBIE JEEBIES

owo Who's this handsome mon

Oh Espimon is in the Cyber Sleuth data space too lmao

OH THAT KEY, THAT FUCKING KEY, IT'S CLAVIS ANGEMON'S KEY

ARE WE GETTING CLAVIS ANGEMON THIS EPISODE?? I MEAN I SAW TWITTER SPOILERS BUT I FORGOT HALF THE DIGIMON THAT'RE SHOWING UP

YESSSSS IT'S CLAVIS YESSSSSSSSSSS

Is it bad if I get excited about certain Digimon showing out of no other reason than OCs? It's true rn lmao

And Espimon evolved! Congrats, you have found Hiro!

(Or has he? What if Hiro isn't Hiro? IDK the Fake Hiro thing was starting to make me wonder lmao)

Alright, they finally beat some sense into him

And Aoi actually gets to know that Digimon do infact exist- how fun

Nice episode! V fun

63 - Gluttony

Dude is hungy and his arm is stretchy... Clearly, someone needs to get this man some meat

"One was strangely crunchy" HHHHHHHH DON'T LIKE THAT

(God this episode almost has some "the diroctor's barely disguised fetish" energy hhhhhhhhh)

Okay for real though Hiro and co should've noticed something Is Very Very Wrong with Ruri long before they even left the buffet, it is not humanly possible for a human, let alone a skinny child, to eat this much, guys, please, rub your braincells together

RURI NO DON'T VORE GAMMAMON NOOOOOOOO

Perhaps, instead of trying to feed her more, take her to fucking Mummymon, for the love of god

FINALLY, TOOK YOU LONG ENOUGH

oh OH OH OHOH IT'S QUARTZMON, I FUCKING FORGOT, IT'S FUCKING QUARTZMON, HOLY SHIT HUNTERS RIGHS

BABIES?????????????????

Well I already did the vore joke, might as well go for the mpreg joke while I'm at it too--- congrats to Quartzmon, you're a father

Actually I really like this twist though, that Quartzmon, despite being a horrific looking Digimon who you could hardly imagine being ever presented in a positive light, turns out to be a decent person, just wanting to take care of some babies. That's great, that's a great twist

There really are just... more and more Digimon, everywhere. This is definitely leading to everyone getting separated by the finale again, isn't it

Yeah this was a good episode!

64 - Call

It's Dagomon time baybeeeee

Oh the visual reference to the Dark Ocean episode is really cute

Also holy shit Dagomon is A Big Boyo

GUMDRAMON BABYYYYYYYYY

Wait is that the same guy on the ship as the guy from the bird episode from early on (oh god damn don't tell me I need to label that episode as Plot Relevant in the filler guy because that guy comes back...)

OH THE FIELD DIDN'T COME UP RIGHT, IT'S JUST A PROTECTIVE BUBBLE, OH GOD DAGOMON IS STRONK

Oh that's fucking creepy

Oh that shot gets an absolute 10/10, that's so fucking good

Oh this is so fucking cool

Oh he turned into a mass of tentacles, that's great

He's... contained... wha

Oh did he get yeeted back into the Digital World????

CTHYLLAMON??? CAME TO HELP???? WHAT????? OH THAT'S GREAT I LOVE THAT???

wait WHAT

WAIT WHAT

HOKUTO AND TERRIERMON JUST POPPED OUT

WAIT WHAT

THAT WAS SO FAST I COULDN'T EVEN GET A SCREENSHOT ON TIME, WHAT

WAIT ANGORAMON'S EPISODE SPEECH GOT CUT

OH WHAT

OH THEY'R EDOING A FUCKED UP VERSION OF THE OPENING NARRATION, OH SHIT THAT'S SO COOL???????????

THE DIGITAL WORLD DISAPPEARED???????????

MUMMYMON WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN

DO I EVEN NEED TO SAY ANYTHING HOLY SHIT

NEXT FUCKING EPISODE, 65, THE BLACK ZONE OF DEATH

There's no opening narration

I'm not ready for this man

So is that gonna be the lore explanation to Black Variants... (I can't remember if there was a lore bit like this or not, maybe there was actually, not that I care that much)

Oh Hiro is just chillin' with MoonMille, that's great

"I can't live in an analog world without anime or games" Kiyo, bitch, you don't need the Internet for either, go watch some anime on VHS and play some FFIX on a PS1 you COWARD!! Kids these days, smh

KUZUHAMON??? SHE'S JUST THERE??? A GIANT WOMAN???

Lmao Hokuto got cut off and couldn't go with the others

Hokuto, what the fuck are you planning on doing to Nomura and the others. I do not trust this irresponsible man whatsoever

Ah, the forest... all black+magenta... Just like a certain edgyboi...

Man, shit is happening so fast I can't even make out which Digimon are fighting-- Kuwagaamon and Tuskmon?? Fuck I can't tell

(Ah it's a Brakimon)

I think this is a Rafflesimon episode and oh wowie the bodyhorror is fun ahahahahhhahhhaaa

Look I was happy to get to see Rafflesimon in GENERAL, but this black version??? Oh she looks so cool???????

Ah, so the black peeling on Gammamon's back... I didn't comment on it but I was assuming that somehow Gammamon's time was "running out" and he was going to become Gulus again, like his inner Gulus was gonna get released-- but Gulus is a separate entity from Gammamon? Or a second personality? Sealed away? That's interesting

Anyway Gulus wants to come out to play, eh

RIP, Rafflesimon

And Saberdramon is back, nice

Oh there's an island in the cloud..?? Big Laputa Energy (but like, more dead)

OH IT'S- IT'S WHATSHISFACE, FUCKING FLOWER KNIGHT GUY

AND HE'S VOICED BY SHANKS??????

YOU CAN'T END THE EPISODE THERE

AAAAAAAAAAAA

You guys. I am not ready for Ghost Game to end. I'm not ready for the last two episodes. We're gonna get fucking WRECKED

Do I even wanna watch the episode preview... It's just gonna be torture since the next episode airs on March 19th, like two more weeks.

Oh let's just fucking watch it man, god knows GG has been good at keeping it secrets so far, they're not gonna spoil shit at this point

Oh she's so pretty ;w;

Episode preview

Yeah we get a fun fight against flower knight boy and then Gulus goes berserk based on the episode title

Oh boy

Rewatching GG has made me appreciate it so much more (the Episode Guide is almost done*, I just need to edit it because it's a bit messy), and knowing there won't be another Digimon anime for a good while again (aside from the Zero Two movie but I'm not watching it)... It's bitter sweet. We finally get plot, but at the cost of the series ending. It's been a fun, unique ride though, and I'm grateful for it

*I mean it won't be 100% completed until the final episode airs but I'll post it early so if anybody wants to rewatch some highlights, it'll be easier for them to find the right episodes

[akumanoken]

(for the munday thing!) What's an au of Souji and Ayato that you want to write but haven't yet?

For Munday, anonymously ask the mun something you want to know about them, their portrayal, or what they will/won’t write. @cuteteacakes

OKAY SO LIKE....

I actually have two. And I've probably mentioned them before.

One of them is an offshoot of the original version of Sakura. Sakura initially, before being reborn here as a real princess, was instead an oiran in Shimabara. And like... imagine this young noble finding this high-ranking courtesan and falling in love... and the struggle of wanting to buy him.... just... it was an idea in my head for a while, but they do indeed prefer being prince and princess and ruling together.

The second was of Souji's jewel thief au, where Ayato is lead detective, who's older brother is a prominent government official. So imagine chasing Griddlebone, but while the thief is performing his day job as an escort, he's paid by Ishikawa Asami to be plus one to his little brother Ayato... and the delicate balance Souji has to trek between finding himself drawn to the investigator while still trying to stay one move ahead of him as Griddlebone...

And that scene where Griddlebone calls Ishikawa Growltiger as a slip and when Ishikawa asks about it learns the story between Growltiger and Griddlebone and figures out that Souji is the thief and that confrontation HHHHHHHHH

[zoppzoop]

vent

dude. literally every relationship i have rn seems so surface-level.

the friends i had last sem, we're just falling apart and more than falling apart its like I've been just legit separated from them (lets call the T, A and S). and the other two friends I have rn are nice but then it all just feels so obligatory because one of them (lets call her R) was also a part of the group I was in earlier but now it feels like we're friends because we arent that close to anyone else and if she did find someone else she'd also just move on. and the other friend (lets call her D) I have I feel like she's friends with me only because of R and we wouldn't even be talking if it weren't for her because shes got her own group of people she talks to. and the thing with R and D is that they're like the social butterflies so its like are they talking to me because they actually want to or is it just the social butterfly-ness of them that they are just good with talking to anyone.

man i cant wait for this semester to get over so that I can go home..

our college has like an exchange program with another college in sweden and the academic fees are almost the same but the food and hostel fees might be a little more.. i'd love to be able to go there because honestly I would very much thrive with a change in environment, this whole place just feels so lonely I literally cant go through the day without feeling like crying my heart out.

on one hand im sad about the fact that I've drifted apart from T,A and S but on the other hand I also feel like hanging out with them wasn't good for my mental health either.. like I felt like I had to always keep up appearances and just try to appeal to them and what they'd want to do and it was getting tiring. and the times when i did end up doing things on my own they just got mad and it felt really unfair now that i think about it.

hHhHhHHHh i am not used to being in one place for so long... usually we just moved every year or every other year but this 5 year course seems like so much. my brain is literally like okay the relationships here have all gone to shit, cool, when are we getting away from this whole place and then I have the painful realisation that three more years of this bs are left and hhHHh man I just want to go home. i am so fucking done with this.

i thought academics would be the only stressor in my life but turns out that life had other plans and those were not gonna be stress-free :'D