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wanderlust-in-my-soul · 1 year ago

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Currently Watching - December

aka The Masterlist

Because I love a good little list - in alphabetical order! 😊

Regularly updated during the month, latest update 24.12.2023

A little link to my favorite bl-tropes-collection 💙

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Here you can find all of my gifs.

And if you want to show me something you think I might like, just let me know with #josistag

At the end you can have a look at what we can expect in September with MDL link and a link for a trailer (if avaible).

This is guaranteed to contain spoilers!

1. 7 Days before Valentine (1/12 WeTV)

Hm... This was not what I expected. The acting was a little bit over the top. I don't know if I can stand Sunshine. The feeling this first episode gave me was kinda off. I don't know. Right now I don't know if I want to keep watching it.

2. BL Drama no Shuen ni Narimashita: Crank Up Hen (1/3 on Gaga)

This series gives me so much joy! I wasn't expecting this being so funny! It is hilarious, a little bit cringy, but for the right amount and not over the top. It is really a blast. The characters are lovable and the managers are the best 😂 I am really enjoying myself with this one.

3. Cherry Magic (3/12 on Youtube)

I love the japanese version and I try to not compare those two with each other. So far I am doing quite well. I liked the first epiosde. I like Tay as this absolutely whipped character. And for now I am hating GMMTV for a lousing contract and the Japan's network for copyright strinking the series so we international fans aren't able to watch the series anymore on legal sites...

4. Cityboy_Log (11/? on Youtube)

Soon-to-be Idols, actors and models vlog their days of photo shoots and meetups and how they fall in love with each other. It is surprisingly good and the acting is excellent. It really feels like a "real" vlog and that is what we are all here for. I really enjoy those four men on my screen.

5. Cooking Crush (2/12 on Youtube)

I have to admit beside Not Me, I am not the biggest fan of OffGun. Their slapstick humour is just not mine. I can't get the right feeling for this series right now. I will wait and see how it turns out with more episodes... Guess I'll drop this one soon if I am not watching the next episode and catch up on the already aired ones...

6. Dead Friend Forever (1/12 on iQiyi)

Do I like horror? Nope, not at all. But so far I had fun with the first episode. Everytime there was some suypence I just looked away and as long as there are no creepy sounds I am good. The plot gives such a typical highschool/college horror vibe and I kind of like it.

7. For Him (1/12 on iQiyi)

I don't know if I will keep up with this one. Actingwise it is not that bad. We have to wait a bit for a deeper story. Right now it is just friends with benefits and I really hope there is something more to come. But a safe-sex-policy! I like that. And I forgot about this one... Guess it was a little bit much these past weeks. I don't know if I'll drop this at the end of the month or not...

8. Last Twilight (8/12 on Youtube)

I got fucking emotional when Mhok read from The Little Prince and they had this whole big conversation through the book and I am in tears just thinking about it. The Little Prince is very special to me. The series is so soft and so good! The friendship that they build up, the trust between them, the looks, the tension! I love it! And Mhok is the biggest green flag, disguised as a red flag ever! He is the warmest person ever!

9. Pit Babe (7/13 on Youtube)

Ladies and Gentlemen! We have an Omegaverse! I am still in shock! I usually don't dive into the omegaverse, but I did read some webtoons. I am curious how they'll play it out. What the hell was this conversation about wanting kids? Is there mpreg? Why do I have to think about such stuff... It would be something different indeed. But perhaps they wanted to have some fun with us...

10. Playboyy (6/14 on Gaga)

I am intrigued! I needed to call my best friend and tell her about what I have seen. Not just the amount of sex and masturbation and wet dreams, but the way it is filmed. I am intruígued! It looks like a romantic dream combined with porn. It is so artsy and it feels like watching a ballet. In it the dance explains the plot and here the sex, the camera, the lightning and everything around the plot describe the plot. It is so good!

11. Sahara Sensei to Toki-kun (3/8 on Gaga)

Toki is a little bit over the top for me, a little bit too goofy, but the obverall first impression was not that bad. And to be honest who didn't have a crush on a teacher during their school time? Mine was my german teacher in 10th grade. He was young and he wore leather pants. He was cool and really good at his job. I loved learning at that time.

12. The Sign (6/12 on Youtube)

I am already in love with this series! Mystical elements, a good chemistry between the actors, some fighting, naked men... What else could I wish for... Oh yeah, and an accidental kiss 😂 But I still enjoyed it so much!

13. Twins (9/12 on Gaga)

I don't know what it is. The story is... nothing special. The acting is okayish. Sprite's/Zee's facial expression need some time to get used to. And yet, I like this show! It is one of my most anticipated watches of the week. I like First and I LOVE enemies to lovers 😅 It is one of my weak spots!

Finished in December

Series

1. Boys Like Boys (10/10 on Gaga)

This taiwanese dating show accompaniese eight men on their six days journey to find love. All the contestants were so lovable and nice and unique. I enjoyed this show very much! My romance-heart had been fed over the past weeks with this show and with the last episode it got a suger overdose 😅 Because this is a dating show and not a regular series, my rating is a little bit simpe. I liked it so it gets 10 out of 10 points.

2. Bake me please (6/6 on Gaga)

This series is so good! It gave me a good feeling over the weeks. Even though the drama in episode five was a little bit too manufactured and a bit too much, I enjoyed the show. It made my sundays something special and gave me a real warm feeling. I can just recommend it to watch (perhaps binge it while eating delicious cake and drink some hot chocolate). I will miss it! And I liked Ohm and Guide together! Peach was such a sweetheart and his smiles made me smile. Guy... I loved you, than I hated you and in the end I just liked you... You lost me in episode 5... Because it made me feel so good, I give it a 10 out of 10.

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Dropped/On-Hold in December

Looking forward to in December

I Feel You Linger in the Air Special: Scent of Memory - Trailer (Dec 17th)

Cherry Magic - Trailer (Dec 9th)

It's complicated - Trailer (Dec 14th)

Colorful Melody - Trailer (Dec 16th)

Dead Friend Forever - DFF - Teaser (Dec 23rd)

BL Drama no Shuen ni Narimashita: Crank Up Hen (Dec 24th)

1626 (Dec 24th)

Wuju Bakery - Teaser (Dec)

Night Dream - Teaser (Dec)

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jinx-on-mars-19xx · 1 year ago

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Dom x Colson (Yungblud x Machine Gun Kelly)

Warnings: ABO dynamics (knots, slick, heats, mpreg), alpha serial killer/hitman Dom, omega mob boss Kells, cursing, past trauma, past abuse, scared boys, mentions of murder, hiding , lies, hurt/comfort, teasing, needy boys, panic, allusions to omorashi/piss kink, rough kisses, biting/marking, grinding, sixty nine, accidental eye gouging, blow jobs, desperation, body worship, Dom's pretty uncut alpha cock, d/s undertones, denial, cunnilingus, rough fingering, cum shots, getting caught, showers, The Talk, family moments, fluff, mentions of past SA, mentions of past miscarriage, surprisingly sweet moments, enemies to lovers 💣 Rating: explicit AF

All ideas helped by @iamnotanearthlingmotherfucker 🖤

Colson hated Tuesdays, they had always bugged him. He knew deep down it was probably trauma related- his father had sold him on a Tuesday, but he swore they were honestly just shit. A lot of bad days fell on Tuesdays. Of course that next morning when he woke up with his Alpha curled around him the omega wasn't thinking how much he hated those awful days. He was actually thinking about how hard the killer's cock felt where it was pressed between his ass cheeks and against his spine, slightly curved to the left. He was wondering if he should try to fit in a quick morning fuck or linger lazily in bed snuggling. When he felt his child reposition in his stomach to lay more heavily on his bladder he knew whatever his decision was, he needed to piss first. Of fucking course.

Dom tried to make himself sleep, he'd been trying all bloody night but most of it was spent worrying about his sort of mother-in-law. He loved the woman to death and he hoped there was a damn good reason she was hiding something but the more he pondered the more he worried. Why would she have to hide anything good? She wouldn't. Especially not with as much money as she was funneling out of Col’s company each month. He'd already made up his mind that after getting his lover to work he'd follow her. It wasn't like stalking a pretty blonde omega was new to him. He just hated hiding anything from his partner. He kept telling himself he'd explain everything once he knew what Collette was up to. Even if it was something understandable he'd still tell his man about it. When they were home that night he'd curl up with him and they'd talk about their day. In reality it was just a few hours until he could be honest. That wasn't so hard.

The omega tried to slip out of bed but of course had trouble making it. He tried to use the side of the mattress to pull himself up and ended up falling back against his mate. Dom almost choked but he was able to downplay the sound, he didn't want his lover feeling embarrassed. “G’morning gorgeous. Need ‘elp?” He asked gently, aware of how badly it could go if the man was already in a mood.

Colson narrowed his gaze as he turned his head to look at the boy under him. He wanted to be annoyed but the tired look in his jade eyes made it impossible. His current situation was Dom's fault technically but he wasn't as frustrated about it as he had been before. He knew logically they were past the dangerous point and mostly in the clear. It was still hard to admit their child existed but it was getting easier every day. Every time he felt their little one move. “Just a little leverage.”

“Push or pull?” The Alpha offered and when his mate shrugged he started helping him stand up from where he was. If he didn't have to get out of bed he didn't want to yet. Their bed meant his day of lies didn't have to start. Fuck, what would he even say he needed to do?

Dom rolled over and stared at the wall. Part of him wanted to go after Megan instead but there were others who could find her. He knew Col sent men after her but only he could go follow Collette. He couldn't put it off or ignore it. His mate was due in the next month and they would need her near. He'd never be able to have her around his newborn if he didn't know he could trust her one hundred percent. He had to get it out of the way and then he would do away with Megan next. After that he could focus on getting sleep before becoming a father. He had a feeling he wouldn't be allowed much after that. As a boy he'd cared for his sisters while his parents slept. He remembered the sleepless nights and constant tears.

“You okay?” Colson’s voice was soft as he got back to bed and slid in behind his lover. Dom was obviously awake but turned away from him and that more than anything scared him. He didn't think the boy had rolled away once since they'd met.

“Mmm, jus’ tired.” Dom sighed before taking a deep breath and turning back over, a calm smile on his face. He refused to let anything else upset his partner. He had to protect his family, even if it was from one of their own.

“Yeah, you look like shit. Maybe you should stay home today? At least the morning? I know you worry but I got my gun and the boys won't leave-” Kells started on his explanation of safety but the boy interrupted him surprisingly.

“Yeah, might be smart. Long as you stay wiv the boys.” It wasn't the best solution but it was a cover of sorts. He could take Col to work and then act like he would come home. Besides, the hotel was the best place to start his search. He reached over and laid his palms on Colson's belly, his fingers petting softly over the stretched inked skin.

“Shit are you dying? You're actually going to let me go be the boss I've always been? Alone? Should I check your temperature?” The omega teased, arching a brow.

“Look I know we boff want yas sticking summat up me arse but not a fhermometer aye?” The boy teased back. “I trust yas and the boys. At least for a few ‘ours. Jus’ need to get some rest. Plus I ain't been able to go out since Blain's dad.” He added truthfully. He always tried to be open about his darker needs.

“You literally stabbed someone the day before yesterday. I think you'll be okay.” Colson huffed, rolling his eyes at his partner. He couldn't completely understand the urges the killer had but he assumed it was something like his OCD. If he lost control then everything went to hell in a handbasket. If Dominic didn't complete his ritual it was the same.

“You know it don't count. ‘Elps but don't count.” The Alpha explained softly as he curled up on Col’s chest. He never minded the bitch position as his mate liked to call it, plus he got to be close to Col’s mostly flat tits and the omega played with his hair. It was one of his favorite ways to cuddle.

Colson sighed and carded his fingers through the younger man's hair, burying his nose there for a moment. He loved the way his partner smelled first thing in the morning. They normally showered the night before and fucked before or after. The psycho smelled like home. “I know. But I don't know if I can handle you doing that to her.” He admitted softly. He'd seen remnants of Yungblud's real kills, pictures that Tom had taken fresh. It was a brutal mess and even though he could see the art, it hurt something inside him to picture it happening to someone he thought was a friend.

“She wants to kill you and our baby.” It was said quietly, not that the other was trying to convince Col exactly but it scared him to think the omega wasn't ready to let go. She couldn't push more than that besides actually trying and Dom couldn't let it come to that. “She ‘urt you. She tried to sell our boy.”

“I know. I'm not saying don't kill her, I'm just… I don't know if I can see her like that.”

“So I can kill ‘er?” The Alpha asked but the room went silent and his pulse raced in his chest. “Cols- baby- she ra-”

“I know!” Kells couldn't hear it again. He fucking couldn't. It was hard enough to live with what his uncle did but to add her to that list? No. It was different. “I should do it.”

“I don't want you sharing the bloody air wiv ‘er! She wanted to steal you from me and end our family Cols. I need to protect you. I weren't ‘ere before! I couldn't save you but I'm ‘ere now. I'm right ‘ere and I can't- I can't-”

“Hey, shush. Hey, I'm okay. We're okay. If you start crying like a pussy I will too. I'm always like two fucking seconds away from crying or fucking you and I only enjoy one of those things. You weren't here because you were a fucking child and shouldn't have been responsible for anything. You should have been protected but neither of us were and that's not on us. We're here now and we're taking care of each other. This isn't just on you to take care of us. Don't be a knotheaded asshole just because you knocked me up. You're supposed to fucking tell me when you get this scared.” Colson tried to stop the panic in its tracks. It almost broke him to hear his normally terrifying mate so young seeming and worried.

“Don't shush me. I'm not a bloody knot’ead. Fuck you.” Dom laughed wetly, wiping his cheeks before he leaned back enough to face his lover.

“I dunno. You were acting pretty Alpha yesterday. Was kind of surprised you didn't try to piss on me.” The thought sent a wave of arousal through the man but he tried not to show it. Of course his lover’s nose was attuned to the scent though.

Without meaning to, they both rolled to face each other and Dom’s thigh slipped between Col's to fit against his heated core. It was funny how often they didn't mean to start anything but still ended up having sex. More often than not they didn't mean to, it just happened. In all their time together they hadn't planned out a date or sex night. Neither thought they were exactly a normal couple but that was only a problem when they fell together in public.

“You'd like tha' too much.” Dom purred, surprised himself how fast his mood switched. He expected it from his lover but his own didn't normally follow suit that quickly. It was like his body knew they needed to connect.

“Fuck yeah I would.” He wouldn't really he didn't think, at least not in front of others where he couldn't change. In the privacy of their home though it would drive him wild.

Their lips met in a rough kiss, more teeth than tongues. Their anxiety was finding an outlet even if they didn't ask for it. “Too ‘ard right now. Sorry.” The Alpha explained but that was obvious, his cock was a hard line between them, slotting against Col's belly and making a wet smear of precum on his bare skin. They had only slipped into boxers the night before, worried that they'd get another middle of the night visitor but now Kells was regretting letting the other man wear anything. Ever. He should always be naked and ready. “Wha' ya want?”

“You.”

“Yeah but-” Hot wet breath panted between them as Dom paused his question to lick over his lover's mouth. “Wha' you need of me?” He tried a different tactic.

Colson tried to check in with his body but he wasn't sure. He was dripping wet and aching but the ache was… different than normal. He wasn't sure he could handle getting fucked before work. It struck him suddenly what he really wanted and he flicked his tongue out to wet his lips. “Wanna blow you.”

“Wha'?” Dom blinked a few times, his brows furrowed. He wasn't saying his mate was a selfish lover but… Kells would be the first to admit he was. The Alpha could count on one hand the number of blow jobs he'd gotten and it felt awkward to be offered. It always felt too arseholey to him, he needed to share pleasure, not take it.

“Sixty-nine?” Kells offered instead when he felt how shocked the boy was. He wanted to pamper the killer after being so good for him the day before. He'd protected them and let the boss lead even though his instincts told him to kill. Dom always took such good care of him without much in return and he knew that deep down. He knew he was selfish and needed control, he knew he'd literally hurt the other multiple times, he knew he was probably putting his bitch through hell the entire pregnancy but the Alpha took it all in stride and asked for more. The masochistic fucker had even proposed to him, another thing he was presently ignoring. “Let me play with your cock. The fuck dude?” And that was the truth of it under everything else. At times he just loved the feeling of his lover's dick and something inside him craved his cum. If he couldn't walk around with it in his cunt all day his belly was the next best thing.

“So I can blow you too?”

“No. I want to focus. You can finger me if it's that much of a fucking hardship to let me suck your dick. Now flip over.”

The boy started to protest but when the omega's eyes flashed gold and he arched a brow at him he pushed himself up to lay the other way. The moment was slightly awkward and he wondered errantly if anyone could get into that position and keep it sexy. The killer almost squeaked when his mate started tugging at his boxers and made him fall too quickly. Dom moved to wiggle free of them, accidentally hitting Colson in the face when his now partially soft cock popped free.

“Poke a damn eye out with that monster. Shit.” Kells teased and when the other pushed up on his elbow to look he knew there must be a pink spot on his face. Fuck he hoped he didn't bruise- how would he explain that? His lover flushed and he couldn't help but laugh though most of his focus was drawn to the scent so close to his face. He could feel his mouth watering and his thighs getting wet. It was honestly better they'd had a silly moment together because now he could play with the boy half soft. He didn't know what it was but he loved the silky smooth feel especially under his tongue.

The Alpha tried not to thrust as his partner curled his palm around the base of his cock and teased his tip with his tongue. His fist clenched as he watched the older man, it was hard to see with Col's belly between them but it helped him to watch. He couldn't be too surprised if he could see what was coming. Somehow it still shocked him when his dominant rolled his foreskin between his lips. “Not a bloody bubble.” He whimpered, biting softly at Colson's thigh. The other man giggled but let him go and followed the tightening skin down his shaft. “Fuck-”

“Mmm, mmhmm.” Even with his mouth full the omega found it hard not to talk. He was always in control and he still was, but he couldn't boss his bitch around with a dick down his throat. His head bobbed a few times but the crick in his spine didn't like it so he pulled off and grumbled- “You're gonna have to do it.”

“I can't fuck ya face. Not right now. I ain't never-”

“I don't care. Here.” He huffed, raising his thigh and folding his leg to keep his core exposed. “You can touch but if I feel your mouth on me you're in deep shit.”

The Alpha's eye twitched. He didn't think there was anyone else who would get in trouble for pleasuring his pregnant mate but his baby mumma was a special one. Granted he knew there weren't many men who would deny the opportunity to choke someone on their cock. The problem was he didn't trust his body not to pop a knot. He hadn't been able to in over a month, they were being careful so close to time. Since he'd never had so much control and was barely used to the act itself he didn't trust he could keep his family safe. Colson ignored him and swallowed him back down, making his body jerk. He felt sweat break out over his skin and his instincts warred for control.

Pregnancy sex was so fucking awkward and here Kells was trying to give his lover a treat. He was trying to show the boy he trusted him and get what he needed at the same time. His instincts were screaming for his mate's release. He didn't have to understand it to try and make it happen but when the bitch didn't move he started stroking.

“Oh bloody ‘ell motherfuck-” Dominic choked on a curse as he pressed his face against his lover's thighs and breathed deep. The scent of his dripping arousal was both calming and breaking down his needs. There was something extra to his scent, warm and desperate. Something soft that made Dom think ‘home’. His hips twitched, he couldn't stop it completely, his body chasing the release his mate was working for. He wanted to reach for the man's wet folds but he didn't trust himself to do anything. The feeling of his cockhead bruising Col's throat was too much. The tight wet heat was driving him mad.

Kells tried not to smirk around his Alpha's dick, he could feel the boy starting to let go. He kept his fist tight around Dom's forming knot and his mouth sucking like a porn star. He might not have the kid's DSL’s but he knew what made his bitch feel good. The tip of his tongue flicked through Dom’s slit and he heard the man curse again.

“Cols-” He groaned, his body rocking harder even while he fought to be gentle. When Colson squeezed his knot just so he shoved his face deeper between the omega's thighs. Kells locked his knees when he felt breath against his folds and would have scoffed if he could when the Alpha growled at him.

Dom’s tongue flicked out, the tip almost reaching his mate's inner sanctum as he lovingly teasingly called his man's cunt. He felt lost in a haze of pleasure and the cloying scent of slick. He was overwhelmed and driven to a kind of madness. He battled the hold around his face and tried to get closer. All his instincts screamed he just needed one fucking taste. He could feel drool bead down his cheek to mix with the slick painting the older man's skin and he knew he was a feral mess.

With one hand stroking fast and his mouth a constant suction for a moment Colson barely noticed how close his bitch was. When he worried about clenching his thighs too tight an idea struck him and he reached behind himself with his free hand. His fingers tangled in Dom's hair and he yanked rough, keeping his good boy in place. He wanted to lavish him with pleasure for once but the selfless bastard couldn't seem to stop himself from returning it. He kept his grip but focused back on the silky heavy weight of Dom’s cock in his mouth and the feeling of his knot pulsing under his palm. He was close and the man knew he was about to get a mouthful.

Between one breath and the next the Alpha's rapture bowled him over, an orgasm so intense it felt like a punch to the gut. His body trembled as his dick jerked, shooting white heat down Col’s throat. The sound of his omega’s sloppy swallowing and filthy moans had him shaking even harder but what his lover did next made him fall in love all over again.

Kells waited for his bitch to gasp in a breath and all at once he opened his thighs and slammed Dom face first against his core. Mid-orgasm or not his Alpha was all instinct and his tongue started moving before he knew what was going on. When the boss couldn't focus anymore he pulled his mouth off, surprised when another spurt hit him right in the face. He flushed hot but felt wild enough it didn't shame him, he just kept his hold firm on the boy's knot.

Dom growled against his mate's dripping cunt, his tongue trying to search out every drop of slick he could. There was so little left in his mind all he could feel was a desperation to get him off. He distantly felt the other licking his cockhead, teasing his foreskin as if he too was finding every bit of cum. It felt almost animalistic in the position they were in but he couldn't stop himself until the omega physically pushed him off.

Colson's body was searching for release he couldn't find just from the boy's tongue and he was pushed to the edge already. When he forced his lover back he was shocked by the crimson glare leveled on him as if Dom didn't understand who he was for a moment. He saw the monster in his mate, the killer who kept him safe. He wasn't like the other Alphas no, but damn was he far more frightening. “Touch me.” He rasped through a bruised throat and the other got to work automatically.

Dominic pushed himself up on his hip and fit his hand between Col's trembling legs. Two fingers slipped deep in his core while his pinkie did something he hadn't tried before and slid through slick to shove deep in his ass. His eyes went wide but he didn't tell Dom to stop which was all the permission the psycho seemed to need. His hand rocked Col’s body enough he was pretty sure the bed was shaking. With his bitch's cum on his tongue he bit a pillow and moaned curses that sounded like screams. He was so lost to the building pleasure in his guts he didn't feel the boy move until he felt a wet heat around his dick. Dom swallowed him down with a practiced ease and fucking hummed- shattering what control the omega had left.

Kells felt his body curl up as he shook and drenched the bed, his orgasm hitting harder than it had in a while and he damn well knew it was the new line his mate crossed. He hadn't really tried ass play but for the life of him he couldn't say why. He lost track of what curses he moaned into the fabric as he rocked his hips and chased release. Eventually he felt too overstimulated and he had to push his lover off again. Those red eyes locked on his as Dom licked his lips. The Alpha looked feral but at least he pulled his touch free.

“Oh ew! Ain't this ‘ow you got into this mess? Fuck you guys. You supposed to be at work!” A young voice huffed from the barely open door and Dom turned to glare at the intruder. It took him a moment to recognize Blain but when those peridot green eyes looking back went wide he felt his own calm. He would never hurt his family. He made sure no important bits were showing on either of them though they were obviously in a compromising position. It took the kid a second to swallow his fear, remember he was safe, and shut the door again with him on the other side. “Fine fuck all day for all I care. I'm staying ‘ome anyways. I'm surrounded by ‘orny freaks!” His voice trailed down the hall but it reassured them both that if he was bitching he wasn't truly scared of upset.

“Guess we gotta get used to tha’.” Dom huffed, clearing his throat. Kells was still hiding in the pillow but he was pretty sure the omega was laughing. “Or maybe learn to lock the bloody door.”

“Yeah. That. Shit. You okay? You went psycho there for a sec.” Colson asked as he pushed the fabric away and patted it and he was thankful when his lover followed and laid down next to him.

“I dunno wha’s up. Ya smell…” He trailed off and felt another growl rumble in his chest. Shite, that was weird. He tried to give his lover an apologetic look but the man just arched a brow. “You like control. I like losing it. We perfect tog'ever.”

“Mmm cheesy bitch.” They shared a soft smile and a softer kiss, their tongues sharing their flavor between them. They lingered like that for a bit but the kid was correct, they couldn't stay in bed all day.

Eventually Dom helped his partner stand and the man paused at the bathroom door. “Come clean up, one of us has to check on him and it ain't gonna be me. It's too early and I have to get going.”

The Alpha huffed but obeyed as he normally did, joining his omega just long enough to clean up. Kells liked to savor his showers alone, especially before work so he could get mentally prepared, and Dom wouldn't take that away from him. Besides the longer they spent alone without the distraction of fucking the more likey he was to talk so he took his leave with a messy kiss and dried off before slipping on lounge pants. He found Blain in the living room, curled up on the couch wrapped in a fuzzy blanket watching television and scrolling his new phone. He only made it a few steps in before he was turning on his heel and hoping the boy didn't hear him.

“I fink he needs you. You're needed. Not me. I can't bloody do it. I didn't fink- but I knew- but shite! You go.” The Alpha was rambling before he even reached the bathroom and when Colson popped his soapy head out he glared.

“The fuck is wrong with you?” He grumbled. Dom always let him enjoy his shower. The younger man looked stressed, his cheeks flushed and his hands fidgeting. It felt like an awkward scene overall especially with his bubbly mohawk but if his mate noticed he didn't say.

“Its um… Blain urm-”

“Yes?”

“Ya know…” The bitch wiggled his hand in the general direction of Col's… stomach? Cock? What the fuck?

“I don't fucking know and I'm about to get soap in my eyes so hurry before I kick your ass.”

“It's Blain's… time. I fink. I could smell ‘im.”

“Oh. OH! Well shit.”

“Yeeeeah.”

“Take him some pads and don't be an ass. You're the one who wanted to be a dad so badly. What's it you do for Tom? Do that.” Col huffed, closing the door again to rinse his hair but he could still see the shadow of his love. He knew he was being a dick and the younger boy would probably be most comfortable with him. It wasn't fair what he said, they both wanted to take the kid in. “Shit! Give me a second. Don't you dare go talk to him. You'll fuck it up.”

“I resent tha’. I raised an omega, fanks. And I been caring for Tom and you. I jus'... I'm worried I scared ‘im. I don't want to scare our kids.” The Alpha's voice was so soft he barely heard it over the water but it hurt his heart all the same. He finished his bathing in record time before he let Dom dry him gently with a fluffy soft towel. As the killer worked he found the kit his mother gave him and he checked to make sure it was full. Pads, pain killers, muscle relaxers, nausea medication, scent dampening spray, and whatever else the young omega might need. He was just glad they'd gone shopping for clothes already and he made sure to get Blain all he might want. Heats could be a bitch on skin sensitivity and he didn't want him overwhelmed. After he zipped it up and let Dom help him into sweats he took a deep breath and walked out.

Blain rolled his eyes the second he saw them coming, his cheeks flushing when he saw the toiletry bag. It was nondescript but it was obvious, especially with the Alpha hanging back. Kells took a seat next to him and set the kit down, pushing it gently over. “So wha', we gonna ‘ave The Talk? Cause I don't think you know shite about condoms.” His bright eyes dropped to Col’s belly and the man laughed. Damn the kid was quick.

“Do you need The Talk?” He asked simply as his mate wandered off to the kitchen. His lover was a caretaker and he knew he would be bringing tea.

“Dont fuck, don't let an alpha knot me, and don't even go near an unmated one until it passes. I don't want blockers- Doc already offered. I ain't a pussy.” The last stung the man but it was to be expected. He had felt the glare from the boy at work when he covered up what he was. He was proud of the kid but he knew it would be a hard road. Thankfully he wasn't the only omega in the home.

“This has everything you need for now and anything it doesn't you can order. Just… if you get toys to help make damn sure it's under your name. I don't want to see that shit. I'll get you your own safe box.” He didn't know if Blain was too young for that side of his heat or if it would mostly feel like the flu and cramps. He hadn't been horny his first time but the one when he met Dom? Fuck.

“I shouldn't ‘ave said tha’. Tom explained to me. I get why you did wha’ ya did. I'm jus’ so bloody tired of the bullshite Alphas get away with. You should be the boss because you fucking are one, not cause you acted like a knot’eaded fuck. You a good omega. Tha' weren't fairs of me.” Blain sounded so much like a softer Dom it was fucking weird but he swallowed his own emotions and shook his head.

“We're good dude. You're right. It's bullshit but I didn't even realize that until a fucking Alpha showed me.” Kells laughed exasperatedly. “I want to help. That's all. We care about you. Do you have any questions?”

“I ‘ad one ‘eat before but… I'm still a bit scared. I don't want to be out of control. Was it bad for you when you were my age?”

Col had to drop his gaze a moment as memories rushed through his mind. The first time he saw slick tinged with blood, how fucking terrified he was, how high his fever went, when his uncle found him almost passed out- “I've only had two.” He cleared his throat and stared at the couch between them. “I was attacked during my first and it- I was a few years younger than you and I ended up pregnant.” He didn't have to tell him and he didn't want him terrified of the world but at the same time he could still picture the kid with blood on his face so he knew the other omega already knew. It was good to warn him. Just in case. Besides, if he wanted the boy to trust him… He cleared his throat and kept on, his palm absentmindedly cupping his belly. He was surprised when Blain sat up and scooted closer, his knee against Col's stomach.

“It was my uncle. He'd done the same to my mom and my dad sold her, like yours tried to sell you. So when dad caught my uncle with me…” He shrugged. He could feel his eyes burn but he kept on. “He sold me for cheap and I ended up brought here. My mom and her mate found me and bought me, like Travis had her. I didn't even know I was carrying before I lost the baby. It was the worst few months of my life. I went on blockers after that because I thought I was made wrong. My dad always said I was a disappointment and shit, he was right! I couldn't even have a kid. I tried to act like an Alpha until the day Dom found me. So even if you do decide to try blockers, they don't ruin anything.” His voice never raised and he barely shook. He was surprised at himself but relaying the story in that situation made it far easier. He knew his mate was listening too and that helped.

“I don't want 'em. If you ain't noticed I'm a bit stubborn. I like wha’ I am. It feels right to me. My dad always said it was fucked and he was going to sell me I guess. Had some friend he was setting up a deal with years ago. Guess it fell through but he was searching out a new one ‘ere.” Blain shrugged. “I never wanted tha’. I don't wanna be given to someone, I wanna find me'self and jus’ bloody live. I know I like wearing skirts and heels and makeup and I like tha' I'm a bit curvy in the right places. I don't wanna walk down the street and be attacked but… I'm good wiv me. I'm sorry you went through tha’. No one deserves it. I don't know ‘ow the world is still so backwards but you… You might jus’ be kinda alright. Badarse even. So,” His attention dropped to Colson's stomach as if he couldn't stand to be so sweet but even though he reached out he didn't touch without permission. “You'd ‘ave a big sibling already, aye? I'll watch over you for ‘em. If tha’s alright?” The last was a question for Kells and the man knew the boy was still scared this was temporary. He took his so small hand and laid it against his stomach, fighting tears as he nodded.

“I think that would be awesome. As long as you want. We weren't joking yesterday, you're a part of this family now. I'm glad you're so comfortable being an omega but to keep you safe we have to put an Alpha's name on your papers as your guardian. We'd like to put our names on it. They'll be forged-” He laughed wetly. “But they'll be real to us. If you're cool with it?”

“Only if your idiot Alpha stops being a creeper! ‘Ow long you gonna spy on us?” Blain raised his voice to tease. A noise like china rattling hit their ears before the other man rushed out of the kitchen, a platter in his hold full of tea and plain toast. Three cups and two plates. The bastard was precious. “You really wanna be my guardians? My dad said I'm a ‘andful.”

“Does it seem like we ain't? Course we wanna. You ours already in me mind.” Dom shrugged.

“You're both bloody freaks but… yeah. Fanks. I'd love to stay.” The boy giggled when he felt something flutter against his palm.

“Punk agrees. So that's settled. You sure you're happy kid? The meds I'm leaving with you are prescription shit. I'm trusting you.” Col had to add. With how they found the boy he couldn't be blamed for worrying.

“Ain't got a death wish, just a blood lust. You can trust me. Don't gotta go all worried mum on me.”

The word was said as a joke but it still made Colson pause, his gaze catching Dom’s who smiled back behind his tea. “Well ya fit right in.”

“I noticed. Could you teach me ‘ow to use a gun?” He asked of Kells.

Before Dom could shout ‘no’ the omega held up his hand. He'd have to teach the kid just so he was safe living around them. “I will. Although I'd suggest letting Dom teach you with his knives. It's better for protection. If people see a gun then they're more likely to pull one. Let's just worry about getting you through this and all the shit happening first, okay? We've got time.” The boy nodded and they ate their toast but eventually he had to get ready for work.

Dom followed him to the closet and they shared a long hug, both a bit overwhelmed at how well that actually went. Obviously it would get rough too but they'd take their wins where they could. As Kells pulled away he saw his lover fight a yawn, those jade eyes looked darker by the hour. “I think I can make it to work alone. You should stay. Make sure he's okay and fucking rest. Both of you.”

“You probably right. It's been a long few days. Jus' promise me you'll keep a bloody close eye and you'll stay safe. Can't lose yas, neiver of you.” It called back to the night after their last big fight when Colson admitted he couldn't stand to lose their child or Dom. It reassured the man and he gave his mate a smiling kiss.

“I was a badass before you. Remember?” He winked, letting his lover help him dress. He was too far along and it got uncomfortable plus Dom loved to be of use.

“Oh I know.” The Alpha huffed, spanking him gently and they both paused at the rush of slick that wet Col’s thighs.

“Weird. The kid's cycle is probably fucking with my hormones.” The omega blushed but he didn't know why his body was so fucking reactive.

He finished getting ready and added a pad just in case. He didn't need to soak through his pants. Eventually he made his way out with one last make out session at the elevator. It was strange making himself leave his Alpha. They rarely spent time apart. There was an ache in his stomach as the doors closed between them but he wouldn't pussy out. He had to work.

Dom sighed as he waved goodbye and the pit of nerves filled his stomach again. He hated that he had to lie to his mate and now he'd have to think up something to slip away from the boy. It hurt him that he needed to leave Blain alone but The Doctor was just a floor down. He needed to find Collette and figure out what was going on with her, he'd already used up so much of the day. He didn't pray but for once he asked the universe for help, after seeing how amazing a mother his omega was he knew while some of it came from inside, some was taught by the woman who gave birth to him. He didn't know what would happen if she was working against his partner but he was desperate for it not to be true. Either way he'd find out while his family was safe and he'd tell Kells everything that night. Right. He had work to do.

Author's Note/Tags: @iamnotanearthlingmotherfucker @hollywoodxwhore @jaxbreaker @fenoy7 @cole-way-iero28 if anyone wants tagged let me know 🖤

This was a long chapter but I thought y'all deserved a little more smut and fluff before the end. It's about to get intense! I just love the way they're already making a sweet little family. I hope you're enjoying it! 🩸🖤

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damnfandomproblems · 2 years ago

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Response to #4188: Fucking thank you. I also hate people claiming similar reasons for why they think things like futanari and mpreg are transphobic. "It erases trans people, just make the characters trans" Um no??? A cis guy hypothetically getting pregnant would have a VASTLY different experience from a trans guy getting pregnant. A story about a cis guy getting pregnant would have a much different feel to it than a story of a trans guy getting pregnant. Part of the appeal of cis guy mpreg is the fact that it's not possible IRL, typically cis guys are the ones who do the impregnating– so many creators may find curiosity or even comfort in exploring if cis dudes could get pregnant. How would it be made possible, how would particular cis male characters handle it as cis males?

I'm all for more representation for trans men who get pregnant and trans women who have penises, but like with genderbending these aren't tropes where you can just swap a character from cis to trans and call it a day.

Posting since this is a response to a previous problem.

#response to previous problem #fandom problem 4188

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frutigerr · 2 months ago

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🔞MINORS DNI🔞 seriously I will block. Also just in general I will block freely I have no block shame

❌DO NOT REPOST MY STUFF❌ on this platform or any other. Reblogs are perfectly fine and welcome. Like especially onto other platforms I don't want to breach containment. I picked here to post and not idk xwitter for a reason.

Hi I'm frutigerr

I decided 2 make a blog to post kink things I make. Just straight outta the gate I think my 'art' sucks but emeto/eructo's really niche I think and even when it's super low effort I always love finding it in the wild so I'm putting it out here on the internet for my fellow freaks.

(Ps and) Qs and As below

Q: is this mpreg

A: no

Q: do you draw mpreg

A: no

Q: do you draw anything other than vomit

A: I draw regular comics but the punchlines suck

Q: you suck at drawing vomit

A: true I just start scribbling. I'll figure out fluid dynamics someday

Q: your art sucks, your proportions are shit, and the way you draw hands/arms/legs/etc makes me want to hurl

A: true and me too (also hot)

Q: can I give feedback

A: sure. Especially if its constructive and not just 'this fucking clicks' I'm getting back into art after a really long time just to draw vomit. So I'm sure I'm very rusty

Q: will you do [insert other kink]

A: probably not

Q: will you do hyper/unrealistic

A: I actually really hate hyper so no

Q: are you kinkshaming me :( ^

A: no idgaf what you're into I'm in no place to judge it's just not my thing ykyk

Q: do you take commissions

A: no I don't have the self confidence for that

Q: ok can I request something in your inbox then

A: go ahead. If I like the idea enough I might draw it, but don't come in expecting me to do it and then get mad if I don't. I really only want to draw things I like, this is a fun indulgent hobby for me not a job

Q: can I dm you

A: sure idc especially if you wanna talk shop (puke) nd bounce ideas off each other. But I'm really really shy so it might take me 17 business days to get the guts to reply

Q: are you into any fandoms or are you oc only

A: currently not 'in' any fandoms but used to be in a ton (wonder if you can figure them out by how I draw?) if ur asking so you can rec something umm if I like the character design and what I read abt them on their wiki enough I'll maybe do it. I love Pokemon tho been playing it since I was super young and currently into Arceus and SwSh. And. Uh. Deus Ex. The first sickfic I ever wrote was about JC actually lmfao idk if I could draw him tho he's so perfect... </3

Q: do you draw women

A: I mean I can it just doesn't click the same for me. I like to see men miserable and whimpering

Q: do you actually get off to this

A: surprisingly no I just really like it for some reason. I don't get the psychology behind it. I'm emetophobic irl and so are a lot of other emeto artists/writers I've seen online the psych behind it is probably cool but I'm not a psychologist I'm a freak on the internet so

Q: I have another complaint abt your art that doesn't have to do with the actual art it's like a moral or personal preference complaint

A: ily but I actually idc <3 I draw whatever makes me feel like that guy in the 'sickos' shirt at that moment. Which is kinda why I don't want to post but at the same time maybe someone else out there will like the self-indulgent stuff I draw so this is for you man wherever you are

Q: you're a disgusting fucking pervert freak I hate you I think you should perish instantly I'm going to send you so much hatemail

A: true. At least make your hatemail creative tho put some effort in

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tina-mairin-goldstein · 2 years ago

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@sarcasticsciencefictionwriter thanks for the tag!

How many works do you have on ao3?

13, currently.

2. What's your total ao3 word count?

134,289 at the moment.

Higher than I thought it was, actually.

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Fantastic Beasts, Hannibal (TV), Pokémon, and Dr. Strange (Movie).

Hannibal numbers in the most, and there are only one each of Pokémon and Dr. Strange. Really into Hannibal right now. I love writing the Murder Husbands!

One of my FB ones is also slotted into Harry Potter, since it was from Luna's point of view.

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

Autumnal (Hannibal TV)- 110

A Hades & Persephone based story with Will being the Queen of the Underworld and returning home on the autumnal equinox.

His Shadow Suspended on Dust (Hannibal TV)- 74

A post-fall omega verse where Jack catches up with Will and Hannibal a few years later, and he and Will talk.

Estivel (Hannibal TV)- 41

The prequel to Autumnal, with Will and Hannibal's courtship.

It Wasn't Supposed to Happen This Way (Dr. Strange Movie)- 33

A little fluffy Dr. Strange/Loki mpreg I originally posted here.

Beneath the Brine (Hannibal TV)- 26

A story about Will and Hannibal's life after the fall until they're old men.

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I was a bit intimidated at first to respond, to be honest, then I thought too much time had passed for a bit. But I respond to almost all of them now (do my best to answer in a different language if they commented in it).

I generally thank everyone for their comment, because I have not received any bad ones yet, and it means a lot to me that they took the time to let me know they enjoyed it. Haven't gotten a lot yet, but I am willing to answer any questions or engage in any nerdy conversations about the fandom.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Uh... That one was a bit hard, but I would have to say a Fantastic Beasts story I wrote about Percival Graves called No Man in the Mirror. It's a story where Graves was found and rescued at some point, and feeling like he doesn't exist anymore.

Or another Percival Graves one called Haven't Been the Same (Since I Expired) where Graves is totally erased... By his own actions and choice (can't reveal any more without spoiling it). That one might be more dark than angsty, though.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I would have to say my Fantastic Beasts/Harry Potter story, More, from Luna Lovegood's POV. It's really angsty story about why she and Rolf became parents later than everyone else (lots of heartache and miscarriages), but it ends with them having their twins.

8. Do you get hate on fic?

No, I don't think so. I consider myself lucky for that, but I did get a comment by some bot trying to get to join a supposed to discord server for the Marvel fandom.

9. Do you write smut?

Nope. I'll write something kind of 'teasing' and cut-to-black or just skim over it, but no hardcore stuff from me.

10. Do you write crossovers?

Not generally, but I slotted one of my Pokémon ones into both manga and games because it was manga-centric with elements of the games. I also have a Fantastic Beasts/Harry Potter story, but I don't think that counts as a crossover.

I do have an idea for a Hannibal/Supernatural crossover that I hope to cowrite (see below).

I have some fics that take the world from one thing and place the characters from another in there, but I don't generally count those as crossovers unless characters from both things are included. If they do count as crossovers, then I have a Hannibal/Caraval (by Stephanie Garber), Hannibal/The Handmaid's Tale, and a Hannibal/The Third Day (HBO) all collected into a story called Fragments. The Third Day and Caraval ones will eventually be put into bigger stories, hopefully.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I don't think so.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Not that I know of, but if someone asks, I would probably give my permission as long as they credited me as the original writer.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic?

No, but I've been trying to make plans with @sarcasticsciencefictionwriter for one. I have chapter 1 on the idea, so any sort of work is being held up by yours truly.

I would be excited to be invited to so by the few authors I have had comment conversations with, though!

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

It's a tie between Newtina (Newt Scamander and Tina Goldstein in FB) and Hannigram (Hannibal Lecter and Will Graham). They're both my favorites, for VERY different reasons.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but probably won't?

I'm not sure if I have one at the moment, but it feels like it's going to be my Percival Graves and Leta Lestrange story, All Night or a Hundred Years. I love it so much and I know exactly how it's going to end, but the middle has just ground to a halt.

16. What are your writing strengths?

Angst and/or angsty love stuff, looking at my fics and original work. I don't really know! 😅 I guess I would have to say it depends on what exactly I'm writing.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

A lot.

Fluff, romance, purposeful humor. A lot of it just seems so cringy to me.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

I do it when I can. Mostly Lithuanian in Hannibal fics, like mylamasis (beloved) or a few words thrown in here and there. I don't speak any other languages, and what I know of them is usually self-taught by fanfictions, to be honest.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Pokémon! I can't actually remember if it was a Looker story I wrote based off the manga, or an Alain/Mairin fic based off one of my favorite books.

20. Favorite fic you've written?

Don't make me choose!

But... I'd have to say Beneath the Brine. I have no idea why. It was my first Hannibal fanfiction, and I just love it so much. I'm also going to slot No Man in the Mirror and an FB Theseus and Lally story I wrote called A Night in New York as well. All three are things I am very proud of.

#my writing #tag game #thanks for the tag #fanfiction #ao3

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hostilemuppet · 1 year ago

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a couple days ago, a drawing of john dory pregnant goes around trollstwt. i make a tweet "why is pregnant jd on the tl". popular trollstwt user (M) replies "link? sorry i was hacked"

within the past day, a different, more popular trollstwt user (K) posts how mpreg makes him so uncomfortable, get that sexual shit away from him. side note: this user is known for posting softcore porn on his main that he allows teenagers to follow; including jd naked and covered in whipped cream. he also posted cropped actual porn and got called out for it. just think thats interesting

M qrts Ks post saying that he agrees, and its /so/ fucked up that people treat pregnant men like punchlines, or just to be horny over, very much implying he thinks anyone whos ever made a joke about mpreg is transphobic

my mutual (with a lot less followers than M) makes a tweet, not naming any names or showing anyone, literally just words that amount to "why is mpreg such a big deal, this is so stupid". M somehow found this (the mutual told me that M seems to have a habit of going through their account, without even following them 🤷‍♂️) (this is also not the first time theyve gone through one of my mutuals accounts to start shit with what they assumed was "vaguing them") and qrtd to their much bigger audience. i then replied to this with the SC of them asking for the pregnant jd art

they asked what i meant by that, i basically said that they changed their tune a lot in the past 48 hours

things escalate

ill admit i took it a bit far too, i brought up their habit of constantly sifting through proship accounts to "expose them" and it wasnt the appropriate time but its a problem me and a lot of my friends have had with them for a while but didnt want to say anything bc we didnt want to start shit

Ms followers get on my case, obviously

SOMEONE (S) sees that everyone is apparently "getting on muppets ass" or whatever and pulls out their "receipts", which consist of: "me being rude to them", because that is how adults deal with conflicts, apparently

i point out how they sent an ask apologising to me, then went on to shittalk me publicly when they thought more people would be on their side

they go on to say how they fucking hate me SOOOOOOO much, they call me a misogynist for mostly talking about brozone? confusing a general fandom problem with something someone can fix on their own, also ive acknowledged i should talk about girls more, and if you know me you know i usually do fixate the most on female characters 💀

anyway. now im chilling

DAYMMMMMNN EVERYONE OUT TO GET U ON TWITTER 😭 i think everyone needs a reality check atp like Guys we are in a fandom involving a kids cartoon like why is this getting so serious what happened to joy in life and whimsy and BLOCK AND MOVE ONNNN !

this is LIIIIIIIIIIIIITERALLLLLLYYYYYYY what they did to jesus

#rb

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sirmatthew1972 · 3 years ago

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Three Words, Eight Letters

Pairing Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid Summary In which Spencer grieves for what he lost when his secret lover Aaron went into WITSEC alone… and he runs off in silence to go after it (and him) to protect more than the new life that he's hiding inside of him. Warnings/tags 18+, mpreg, pregnant!Spencer, witsec!Aaron, secret relationship, angst, Spencer needs a hug, unspoken declarations of love, hugging, happy ending Author note Includes male pregnancy, but nothing graphic. Please do not read if it's not your thing.

THREE WORDS, EIGHT LETTERS It is rare, but not impossible. Spencer knows the statistics better than most men do. Yet he ignores the signs that creep into his life and body alike. The mood swings. His inability to eat breakfast, and the loss off it when he does put more than a cup of tea into his stomach, are easily explained away as grief. Hell, he misses Aaron way more than he should! How stupid has he been? What they had. Those few nights? It means one hell of a lot more to his heart than his brain realised. So what if he's turning to chocolate ice cream for comfort? So what if he puts on a little weight? WITSEC doesn't mean that Aaron won't come back, right? His foolish heart clings to hope… breaking a little more each day when he hears nothing. When their BAU family fails to cancel out the threat to their absent boss. Hell, as much as Spencer wants for Aaron to stay safe, he hates not knowing for sure if he is alive still. Hates how his brain conjures up the worst case scenarios at night. Why can't he see for himself? Why did Aaron have to leave without him? Because no one knows about them. No, Aaron is his secret to keep. His daydreaming and silent suffering alike. Three words… eight letters… never spoken, only felt. "I love you", is what Spencer needs to say. Hear in return too. Or else his love for Aaron can't grow, and the world will forever write them off as no more than friends or colleagues. But oh, does he miss those days when they did no more than work side by side. Solving cases. Catching unsubs. That which has lost its appeal to Spencer, because he no longer has the energy for it anymore… So yeah, he feels lost more so than anything else as his belly grows. When he has to acknowledge that he's pregnant… and he keeps hiding why he's all over the place. One day he is happy for the life within. The next he's upset to tears over her absent father, why he can't say anything in his fear for their lives. Why Spencer too is considering leaving. Finding his way to locate then join Aaron. Because if nothing else? His child has to stay safe always, born or not, and so he keeps her warm inside his round abdomen, underneath wide knitted vests. At night, in the privacy of his bed, he hugs her, whispering about what he so desires. Daddy Aaron will take care of her… of them both… if only he knows… Five months, two weeks, four days, and a little change. Spencer doesn't know for sure at what hour Aaron drove out of his life. If he's even thinking of him at all. Them. He's eating for two now and it hasn't gone unnoticed. Soon he will have to tell the team. Maybe tomorrow? But then, his suitcase is packed, and so he can avoid. Knows where to go since he's put the dots together. No more than an educated guess perhaps… but one that comes from over a decade of experience as a profiler. He has to trust in it, because he has nothing else to go on. Yes, tomorrow he will burn the bridges behind him. Dawn comes and goes. He leaves miles of road on end behind, but for once Spencer doesn't mind driving by himself… not since he isn't alone at heart anymore. Her tiny body moves inside of him, and he lays a hand on top of where he can feel her foot pressing up against him. "Soon", he promises them both as he crosses another state line. For one last night he parks the car that he paid for in cash by the side of the road. It's nothing to look at, but it'll get him there tomorrow… It is two PM when Spencer stops his car before a house like so many in an anonymous street of a distant town. Nervousness threatens to upturn his stomach… or maybe it is the morning sickness. Either way he doesn't care. Can't when he has come this far. No, he doesn't want to do this alone. For his daughter he must. For the sake of his heart too. He walks through the opened rusty gate, past the garden wall and onto the porch. Knocks on the door…Whatever he's meant to say? When the door opens and Aaron stands before him? He's lost… then found when strong arms haul him in for the so needed hug. Spencer is sobbing and laughing at once in his relief. Powerless to the surprised gasp of his name. The shared inability to say more than, "I have missed you so much." Three words. Eight letters. They are heard by Spencer even when not spoken yet. Felt too when hands are coming to a tender rest onto his swollen belly and the child growing within. A reality now shared and celebrated by two while he's held from behind as if no time of lonely days has passed. As if they were never parted… and maybe at heart they weren't? Because nothing else matters to Spencer but the here and now, where he feels whole again. Maybe tomorrow they will have to move on? Build a different life and identity since there's no return to what and who got left behind? But they will do it together, the three of them, as a family.

#my writing #criminal minds #hotchreid #spencer reid #aaron hotchner #The Tumblr Dossier #pregnant!Spencer #mpreg #tw mpreg #spencer needs a hug #angst #happy ending #heed the tags #they are there for a reason

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hannigramficrecs · 4 years ago

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Newly Added Fics 5/16

Hello everyone, sorry again for the slight hiatus! I’ve replied to all the messages in my inbox (at least the ones that were sent to me before this past friday), so if you asked me something before that, be sure to check out my replies!

As usual, I’ve emboldened the fics I really liked and italicized the ones that are incomplete.

Looks Like Love by luvkurai [words: 5,987] — (AU)

After his sister's wedding, Will kisses his childhood housekeeper (and first love).

Betrothed by slashyrogue [words: 3,932] — (AU)

In one month he would marry a total stranger.

Titan Arum by ProxyOne [words: 64,614] — (AU)

Will is a botanist, working in the greenhouse of the local Botanical Gardens. He is getting his life back on track after his divorce, but he can't help but notice someone who keeps coming back to his greenhouse to draw, day after day. A man who seems to have been paying very close attention to him...

Find Me In The Dark by Rising_Phoenix [words: 40,131] — (AU)

After a fateful accident, the marriage of Will Graham and Hannibal Lecter has reached its end. Grief and the inability to stop them from falling apart has brought an irreconcilable distance between the formerly deeply devoted couple. While Hannibal is apathetic towards his husband, ignores him, and is withdrawn, Will has started an affair with fellow teacher Francis and drowns his desperation in more and more alcohol.

Light of All Lights by whiskeyandspite [words: 20,377] — (AU)

Dracula-like fic without any of the vampires

The Stage Just For You by CarnivalMirai [words: 6,494] — (AU + Age Gap)

Will has landed himself the role of Odette for world-famous choreographer Hannibal Lecter's rendition of The Swan Lake.

There Will Be Bells by Entropyrose [words: 36,639] — (A/B/O)

In Georgian England, male omegas are very rare diamonds. Baron and Baroness Graham have a plan to build their wealth and social status by offering their son Will's hand in marriage to a mysterious older Duke, an Alpha named Lord Hannibal Lecter. Will's personal feelings need not apply.

Alpha Mart by slashyrogue [words: 63,164] — (A/B/O)

Will needs an alpha. After years of fake knots, half-assed suppressants, and his own damn hand during heats he’s reached the end of his rope. He doesn’t do dating so he decides to waste his life savings and hype with the current trend. Alpha Mart.

Enchanted By Your Name by CarnivalMirai [words: 9,207] — (A/B/O + PWP)

“Now, my husband would prefer it if I got the job done quickly.” He says, slashing down the back of each gag as he passes each man, watching as the silk falls gracefully to the floor. “However, I want to have some fun. Considering you’ve troubled my husband so much… it’s only fair, right?” One of the men whimpered fearfully. Or: The name "Will Graham" is a name you'll only ever hear once.

I've Been Building Black Ships by cloudsarefluffy [words: 8,116] — (A/B/O + AU)

Alpha Hannibal moves to the States with his sister Mischa after being overtly done with the fancy life of a count, and his blind omega neighbor gives him an insight into love that he never quite expected.

A Rare Find by hit_the_books [words: 5,379] — (A/B/O + AU)

Life as an omega bookseller can be quite lonely. However, as the owner of Graham’s Books, Will Graham is reasonably content. That is until he meets—long-time customer and crush—Doctor Hannibal Lecter in person for the first time. Attraction blossoming between them both, Will agrees to a dinner date with the good doctor.

We All Have a Hunger by 1ntothew1ld [words: 12,260] — (A/B/O + Age Gap)

Hannibal will ensure a properly slow and painful death for an alpha who allowed a beautiful young omega to go to waste as this one has. Too skinny for his own good, a stuttering and humble mess. The likes of the omega in front of him belonged at Opera houses and in million-dollar mansions, not scrounging for his next meal. Meek and afraid in some disheveled row house. When he finally looked back up the alpha had to conceal the utter punch to the stomach that meager glance was, blue eyes full of innocence but also hunger.

The Doctor Is In by Kummerspeck7 — (A/B/O + PWP)

Will nearly scoffed. "You can't expect me to believe you'd want anything other than a delicate flower to adorn your side, keep your ostentatious home, bare you the exact number of children you want--No more, no less-- all while being available at your whims." "Not at all." Hannibal disagreed. "I would no more put a wilting flower in my home than in a bouquet given as a gift. Tell me, Will, is that how you are treated? Forbidden from work, cloistered inside and used at Mr Brown's discretion?" "My Alpha's discretion." Hannibal looked pointedly at the curve of Will's neck, free from a single scar. "Not yet he isn't."

Teenage Wildlife by writtenbyizzy [words: 10,163] — (Age Gap + Sugar Daddy)

While reluctantly prowling Grindr for a sugar daddy to pay for his dog Bean's vet bills Will comes across Hannibal, and gets far more than he bargained for.

Just As Poised As I Remember by CarnivalMirai [words: 5,721] — (Age Gap + School)

When Will was in high school he had an incredibly handsome psychology teacher-- tall and sharp with a thick European accent. And now, a decade later, said psychology teacher-turned psychiatrist... just swiped right on him.

We Can Chase the Dark Together by K_R_Closson [words: 16,615] — (Fantasy)

Will tips him and Hannibal off the cliff. Instead of hitting the water, he wakes up in his bed, several years in the past. His first, and only, priority is to find Hannibal again.

We Killed a Dragon Last Night by inameitlater [words: 88,150] — (Fantasy)

Will remembers falling. He wakes up months before Jack got him to work for him. Months before he met Hannibal for the first time. Free from his past he decides to change events and meet Hannibal again.

My Only Constant Is You by TheSilverQueen [words: 25,369] — (Fantasy)

Hannibal Lecter is an immortal who can never die. Will Graham is a time traveler who can never stay in one place. Perhaps that is why they are perfect for each other.

Motinos Kalba by Lyla_Joy [words: 6,040] — (Fluff)

Five times Hannibal Lecter spoke Lithuanian on accident and one time he meant too.

You Make Me Feel (Good) by sourweather [words: 7,190] — (Fluff)

Will Graham has sensory issues. The world gets too loud, he gets overstimulated easily, but most of all he hates being touched. He never expected someone to work so hard to make him comfortable, to be so patient with him.

Pick Me Up by sourweather [words: 6,053] — (Fluff)

Will doesn't go to bars much. He doesn't end up needing a ride home much. But when he does get drunk, he always wants to ask Hannibal to pick him up.

Hard to Get by JSinister32 [words: 5,561] — (Jealousy)

Will and Hannibal had been broken up for six months. When confessions are made during a work function, can they find it within themselves to forgive?

Polar Opposites by Lyla_Joy [words: 19,513] — (Kidnapping)

“Says the cannibalistic serial killer who knocked me out and is now holding me hostage,” sassed Will. The Ripper didn’t smile but his eyes crinkled in the corner. “Please call me Hannibal.”

Fate Is A Keen-Eyed Hound by LydiaFearing [words: 5,890] — (Mischa)

Hannibal may be a successful, charming psychiatrist but Mischa worries that her brother is lonely so she gifts him a puppy. Hannibal reluctantly falls for his little dog but wants to get involved with time-consuming FBI work and not just anyone can be allowed to look after his pet. Luckily, Alana can recommend a boarding kennel in Wolf Trap.

The Significant Other: The Will and Hannibal Edition by house_of_lantis [words: 18,431] — (Murder Husbands)

After their terrible and abrupt break up, Will and Hannibal attempt to maneuver through their social circles, side step ongoing gossip, and deal with the fact that Will knows the truth of Hannibal. Through impossible odds, Will and Hannibal do find their way to each other again.

Dancing with the Beast by proser [words: 86,347] — (Murder Husbands)

In order to catch a mediocre serial killer, Will must pose as Hannibal's date for a series of pretentious social events. Hannibal is dramatic and jealous as ever, and Will is having a great time without the encephalitis. Of course, it's a love story.

Arriving at the Crossroads by HigherMagic [words: 7,558] — (Mpreg)

"You haven't been my psychiatrist for a long time," Will echoes. "But you've been my friend. You've helped me. With…" He gestures vaguely to his head. "When my brain was on fire. On consults. When it's dark and I need a guiding light." "It pleases me very greatly to be a source of comfort and reassurance for you, Will," Hannibal says. "I have wanted to be that for you, for a long time."

The Hanged Man by justhavesex [words: 13,076] — (Mpreg)

Will Graham had never wanted children before, but he had never considered it to be a consequence of his omegan brain not finding anyone worthy, but the moment he had met Hannibal Lecter he had been filled with want. In which a dinner party one-night stand results in a pregnancy that changes Will's entire life.

I Don't Even Like Lana Del Rey by perpetuallycaffeinated [words: 4,328] — (PWP)

The tension and low thrum of arousal were making Will speak impulsively. He knew this, but he’d just finished his drink. There was nothing he could use to stop the question, blunt and presumptuous and rude. “So, what, you’re my daddy?”

A Bad Combination In The Dark by perpetuallycaffeinated [words: 1,957] — (PWP)

When a nerve wracked Will Graham accidentally cuts his hand on Dr. Lecter's letter opener, things quickly get out of control.

The Best Bait by sourweather [words: 3,327] — (PWP)

Will is a good fisherman, he knows which bait to use for his catch. Will seduces Hannibal at a party by being sexy.

Whimsy by justheretoreadhannibalfics [words: 3,001] — (School)

Doctor Hannibal Lecter is standing in as a teacher while Professor Graham is out of town on a case. The students start to kind of like him, and become very invested in his love life.

Callipygian by ProxyOne [words: 2,260] — (Season 1)

Hannibal has a lot of sketches of Will, which he normally keeps safely away. One day though, Will shows up unexpectedly and Hannibal is caught unawares, and unprepared.

L'appel Du Vide by sourweather [words: 5,413] — (Season 1)

Will is hiding things from his coworkers. From himself. But Doctor Lecter knows.

Friends Don't Frame Friends: A Lesson for a Clueless Cannibal by LadyFelixTristis [words: 5,041] — (Season 1)

Ear? What ear? Will Graham doesn’t try to thwart Hannibal Lecter’s plans for him. He just does. By accident. And then on purpose.

For All My Pride, You Were the Fall of Me by nobetterlove [words: 13,212] — (Season 2)

After being released from the BSHCI, Will grabs the dogs he can't live without and leaves without a trace

Letters to God by CarnivalMirai [words: 4,698] — (Season 3+)

Will writes letters to Hannibal every day after his incarceration. But they never make it.

Blankets, Coffee Cups, and Christmas Morning by sourweather [words: 6,352] — (Season 3+)

Hannibal wants to enjoy the domesticity. The love, the closeness, the being Known. But something about his life with Will makes him want to lash out.

All These Fictionary Tales by ProxyOne [words: 18,492] — (Season 3+)

After the fall, Hannibal is presumed dead. Will has been declared dead. But Will isn't willing to believe that Hannibal would just abandon him like that

Seduction by BloodunderMoonlight [words: 7,086] — (Season 3+)

“For fuck’s sake, Hannibal.” Will glared at him, brimming with wrath he had only seen behind Will’s gun. He had no doubt Will would draw out a knife from beneath the duvet or pillows, but clearly words were enough to make him gobsmacked—“Are you a fucking virgin or monk? If all these can’t get you to bed then I don’t know what can.” Hannibal stood gaping at Will.

Blood, Cedar and Dog Hair by sourweather [words: 3,351] — (Season 3+)

Something terrible happens while Hannibal is in prison. Something he never prepared for.

Hidden Potential by sourweather [words: 20,789] — (Soulmates)

The first time you make eye contact with your soul mate, you see a vision of their greatest accomplishment. They call it your Peak. Unfortunately for Will Graham, his soul mate's Peak is a vision of blood and horror. Fortunately for Hannibal Lecter, his soul mate's is too.

Karoliai by slashyrogue [words: 4,577] — (Sugar Daddy)

Will works at a jewelry store. He has worked there for three months and sold less than any other person there. His boss tells him to sell something by the end of the day or he may not have a job tomorrow. If there was one thing Will hated more than having to talk people into buying jewelry they didn’t need, it was trying to do it two days before Valentine’s Day.

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onepieceheadcannons · 4 years ago

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So this wasn't requested but I wanted to give some random Headcanons

Now this post definitely isn't for everyone's taste,

Now I know quite a bit about ABO dynamics and I haven't seen any headcanons on what each strawhat would be. Now if you do not like ABO, do not worry this will be my only post with it that isn't requested and I won't be offended if you skip this.

This definitely isn't the most detailed it can go but it's like 3 am for me and I just want these HC's outta my mind.

The Strawhats

Luffy;

This man is an Alpha, I mean how else could he become Pirate King.

Now I mean no hate to omegas, I think they should be highly respected. But based on what a society in ABO is like, it makes the most sense for Luffy to be an Alpha.

He is protective and strong, plus conquerors Haki is very similar to pheromones. He would do anything for his crew and he wants them safe.

He wouldn't be appealed to have an Omega, it wouldn't be on his agenda and he'd handle a rut very privately.

He would fight his way to the top fairly and wouldn't discriminate against betas and omegas.

I'm also down to hear anyone's different opinions on any of these.

Zoro;

I can see him in many different ways, I can see him as an Alpha but I can see Omega with insecurities about it, but my most confident answer is Beta.

The reason why is because his undying loyalty to Luffy. He would fulfill the role as a Beta quite well. He would be able to avoid the hormones of others and be quite unbothered by all of it. He would work slightly harder to be the greatest swordsman especially if Mihawk is an Alpha. He wouldn't of presented before his best friend died but if she began showing signs of an Alpha, he would probably feel the extra competitive edge to be better.

He wouldn't care if someone is an Alpha or Omega, why should that shit matter to him.

And he wouldn't really care about what his partner was.

If he was an Omega, he would use suppressants and be damned if anyone knew. He would probably beat himself up over it and would build a high tolerance to pheromones. He would NEVER let someone help through a heat unless a long term relationship. And he would never be caught in an Mpreg situation.

And if he was an Alpha, he would accept Luffy as overall Alpha. He wouldn't feel like fighting it and he has the serious demeanor. He would protect any omegas but refuse to participate in a heat. He would fight himself a shit ton and never let his guard down.

Usopp;

Beta man, there's no way he'd be an Alpha. I mean he would always feel sad about it most likely, wanting to be brave and strong. He would probably have some lingering thoughts about the system, he wouldn't see Omegas as less than but he would probably assume that Omegas and Alphas are meant together and he has to find a Beta.

Until his crush on Kaya, the caring Omega. He would fight himself internally over it but she wouldn't care if he was a Beta. She probably was told she had to find a nice Alpha but that wouldn't affect her, she really cares about Usopp. She even goes to medical school to fix him up.

He would be disturbed by Ruts and Heats, he would get flustered and stay away from whoever was having one at the time.

Sanji;

Just like Zoro I can see any of them,

But I'm leaning Beta/Omega. No offense if you are like 😡 I want an Alpha Sanji don't disrespect my man's like that

Reason why I can see Omega, he is quite loving and I think he'd make a great dad. He loves ladies so much and being an Omega wouldn't stop him. I mean hey, look how much he likes fiesty women. He definitely wouldn't be against a female alpha, as long as he doesn't know about the extra appendage during a rut.

His family storyline would play into this, his dad would've been pissed if all Sanjis siblings are an Alpha but Sanji was a "weak" omega son. He would definitely be an angry and powerful Omega, training his tolerance to pheromones. And oh my god he'd be so angry if Zoro is a Beta/Alpha.

He would avoid Alpha men, I don't see him ever wanting to date one. I think he may be a little fruity but it's so internalized he would never be okay dating any male. He would probably hope for any female, but preferring an Omega/Beta.

If Sanji is a Beta, he'd be right up there with being a supporter of Luffy. He would definitely offer to help Omegas through a heat (and promptly get turned down) . He would be frustrated anytime an Alpha was in a rut and avoid being near them at all costs. It would piss him off especially if they wanted one of the crew.

His preferences would stay the same as if he were an omega.

And as an Alpha, oh my this man would be the most respectful ever. He would be damned before he let himself with an Omega without consent said before the heat was even close. He would protect his Omega at all costs. And he would let them bite his neck back. And he would defend any omegas in a vulnerable position. He definitely has a savior complex about it though. But he definitely would believe he could only have an Omega.

Brook;

He is a skeleton, this wouldn't even affect him.

As a human tho, I could see an Omega with his love of the arts and his love for Laboon and his crew. But I don't have much of detailed one for him. Beta, possibly but that's the easiest to presume someone as.

Chopper;

He is a damn reindeer. I just wanted to include my besties name but yeah he is a reindeer no way in hell would this affect him and he'd just make suppressants for everyone. Even with the human human fruit, that wouldn't add abo to his form.

Franky;

Now there's a chance that now as a cyborg this doesn't affect him. But pre cyborg or if it did, I see him as an Omega.

This man cries his heart out (which I love dearly about him) and he is such a big bro/dad figure.

He wouldn't care what anyone was but as a kid he may have had some trouble with the concept until Tom taught him better. Esp with Ice for Brains, who I could see as an Alpha/Beta so Franky may have felt less than.

Robin;

Alpha or Beta, but she isn't an Omega.

She holds herself up with an air of stoic and dark humor/themes. She would be quite a helpful Beta and she'd protect any Omega friends. She would feel very strongly about Omegas being seen as the same as everyone else. And she would feel very insecure if she was made to submit to anyone unwillingly.

I can see Alpha tho, (esp Frobin <3), she lets Franky let his tears out and she is such a good friend. She would struggle to let her feelings out which would make her line in Enies lobby even more important. She would be experienced and she would probably offer to help an omega she was very close to but she wouldn't settle down unless you are Franky or a very solid partner to her. She wouldn't care if you were another Alpha or Beta though, she'd love you for you.

Jinbe/Jimbei;

Now I don't know if Fish people/men would even be affected but if they were.. he would be...

Alpha, but in a very nonchalant way. He was a warlord, and not just anyone would get that. He wouldn't ever make someone submit and he would fight for rights for everyone esp Omegas in his community. If he did settle down, it wouldn't matter to him. Just as long as he can share his feelings in a safe place.

But beta would work as well, he is quite devoted to his crews and is a loyal person in general and shows alot of care to Luffy during the timeskip.

I also haven't finished Fish man Island yet so I have little to work with.

Nami;

I did save her for last, this is probably the most biased one. I mean as you guys will learn, she's my girlfriend/wife, so I may see her slightly different than someone else would.

Now I feel like as many of the others, she can fit in all three. I mean everyone is going to show traits to each kind which is why I try to explain myself for each.

Alpha, i can see this. She's very fiesty and she sure as hell wouldn't want to submit to anyone. She would be a little embarrassed during a Rut and she would use suppressants. She would be fine with not being top dog but she definitely wants her respect, she's the entire reason they get anywhere.

She isn't looking for romance but she'd be fine with anyone as long as they were worth it. I think an Alpha male would be her least likely pair though, that person would have to be quite honorable and prove themselves to her as good enough.

If she's an Omega, she would be quite angry about it. She wouldn't want to be perceived as weak and sure as hell would use suppressants and she'd be damned if an alpha helped her through a heat. The only way she would, would be after a super solid relationship where there's extreme trust. She would slap the crap out of Sanji if he tried anything or suggested anything, she wouldn't have any patience especially after she had to deal with the bullshit she heard her entire time with Arlong and other crews stealing treasure.

If she was a beta, she'd probably go after another Beta. Keep thing simple. She would eyeroll at any alphas and she would be over the whole alpha/omega bullshit.

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