#wip hold me

[monsterrae1]

I am bored and going through the notes in my phone to see if I have anything I might wanna go back to, and I found this scene from a fic I’ve been on-and-off outlining/writing since the show was in like season 3 or 4, enjoy it:

(Edited just Jees name, this was written before we knew what they were gonna call her)

Buck huffed, once again picking up the stray toys Evie left on her path, easily losing interest and moving into the next brighter or louder toy, and being used to it seeing as they didn’t want Chris to trip over them, he was now walking behind his daughter picking up toys all over maddies house.

“Chris, can you tell your dad to hurry up? We really need to get you guys in bed”

“Yeah Buck” He said and made his way to the nursery where Maddie, Chimney, Eddie and the Buckley’s were fanning over the new born.

“And you Miss Elena, come here, time to go home” Evie laughed as Buck picked her up and carried her to the room too “Eds, please put the baby down” Eddie looked adorable holding little Jee, he did, Buck was over the moon with how his eyes shined every time he held her, how his smile went soft, it remained him a lot of when Evie had been a new born; but for the love of god he had gotten out of a 12 hour shift to pick up the kids, get them ready for dinner at maddies and homework done all before going back to the station to pick up Eddie from his 24 hour shift, he was exhausted and just wanted to crawl into bed with his husband.

“Ow buck, look at him, when are you giving him another kid?” Eddie looked up to Buck with hope in his eyes, Buck really really hated chim in that moment.

“Not for another few years I’m not”

Maddie laughed, and Buck hoped that had been the end of it.

“Why not, Evan?” His mother said, Buck sighed “Don’t you want one with your adorable blue eyes?”

“We already got one with adorable blue eyes, right Chris ?”He nodded and smiled at Mrs. Buckley; Eddie finally put Jee down and walked to Buck, taking Evie from his arms, she had already started to fall asleep when Buck started to rock her when he picked her up “Evie is still too young, we cannot deal with a baby right now” He said to the room, and then turned to look at Eddie, he was smiling just as happy as he had been a second ago, only now directed towards their down daughter “We pretty much still have a baby, maybe in a few more years we’ll think about it”

“When did you, Evan Buckley, became the voice of reason ?” Maddie said softly and hugged her baby brother, he smiled and kissed the side of her head.

“No idea, not sure I like it”

•

Chris had gone to bed easy once they got home, Eddie put Evie down while Buck helped Chris get in bed and together they read him a chapter of his book, kissed his forehead, tucked him in and left for their own bedroom.

Buck took a quick shower and crawled into bed, curling next to Eddie and resting his head on his chest, Eddie’s arm settled itself around Bucks waist to keep him close, rubbing his thumb in circles into the side of Bucks back.

“You’re still thinking about babies, aren’t you?” Buck finally asked when it was clear that Eddie wasn’t going to fall asleep anytime soon; he hid his face on Bucks hair but Buck could feel the smile on his lips against his skin.

“You know I never thought I’d want to have more, after Chris” Buck hummed “then Evie happened and I don’t know, I’m now thinking about a big family”

“How big?”

“Maybe another... two kids ?” Buck hummed again, lifting himself up to be able to see Eddies face “That too many?” Buck smiled and leaned in to kiss Eddie

“I could do another two, I mean not now, but In the future” Eddie smiled

“Yeah?” Buck hummed and kissed him again

“But I do mean the future Eds, Evie is just a baby still, you know she still likes to be carried more than walk, and you remember how it was, at the beginning, we can’t do that right now, not with both us in active duty”

“Maybe I could do a desk job” Buck laughed “What?”

“Are you sure you’d be happy doing light duty while I’m out there on active? Because let me tell you, when it was the other way around I hated every second of it”

Eddie hummed and tighten his hold on Buck.

“Yeah you’re probably right”

“Tell you what, let’s shelf the conversation for now, in a couple of years when Evie starts preschool we come back to it, that way we’ll have time to adapt to a baby, and we don’t have to raise two babies at the same time, okay?”Eddie nodded.

“Maddies right, since when are you the voice of reason?” Buck laughed and kissed him slowly, trying to end the conversation.

“Yeah yeah, somewhere around nearly dying and becoming responsible for two kids I grew up” Eddie laughed again “Now please shut up or you’re sleeping in the guest room”

“Yes dear”

“Ass” Buck kissed him one last time and finally, finally, he fell asleep.

I have other scenes from that same story in my phone if anyone want more hit me up, I’m kinda thinking about actually writing now (this scene was the one written the 06/10/20) 😬😬😬

[wispscribbles]

Rest for the wicked

[iindigoeyed]

saw this dress and purse and i KNEW i had to draw this, it's so her!!

[plaguedpriest]

a easter art wip i didn't get to finish in time </3

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

AGH FASHION DESIGNER SUGURU AND MODEL SATORU W A NEW INTERN DESIGNER UNDER THEIR WING 😞😞☹️ - 🌺

WAHHHH I LOVE THIS 🥺🥺🥺 the pining and flirting and slowburn of it all… model!satoru and his favorite designer suguru geto, both of them undeniably skilled and born with an eye for fashion….. well-known and adored……..

designer!suguru who gets tasked with showing you the ropes, who’s always so patient and kind despite your inexperience. diligent with his teaching but also so laidback, so easy to talk to… he looks intimidating, but he’s so polite that you can’t help but swoon a little. and he admires your enthusiasm so much…… grows fond of you soooo quickly bc you’re just such a breath of fresh air compared to the divas he’s forced to work with all the time. he thinks you’ve got real potential and he wants to nurture it.

and ofc you end up running into model!satoru eventually…. bc he’s always hanging around suguru whenever he gets the chance. and he’s maybe a little jealous that you’re hogging so much of his personal designer’s attention, but… he also thinks you’re so cute . T_T like a little puppy following suguru around… so excited to be apart of something you’ve dreamed of for so many years……… he looks into your eyes and sees the same sparkle he had before he made it big, and it makes his heart race.

yeah . i’m just thinking abt the peaceful coffee breaks with suguru….. how he’d insist on paying for your drink, ”since he’s your senior” (he wants to be your favorite </3)…… and how he’d just be so protective over his little intern. don’t get me started on the close proximity with satoru when you’re taking his measurements, the glance and smile he sends your way during an impromptu shoot… the way he always calls for you with a sweet coo of ”how’s my favorite intern doing today?”

😔😔😔 yeahhhhhh. they make me feel ill.

[caeslxys]

inhales. imogen is such an amalgamation of so many different cr villains thematically and in her motivations that the most profound difference between them is very simply that she wants and therefore chooses to be good and kind at every turn.

she is delilah's love and ludinus' wrath and lucien's increasingly blind desire for power and liliana's fear and otohan's purpose and she is none of those things at all. THE most character of all time. exhales

[petricorah]

something something i will follow you into the dark (comic wip)

[waveoftheocean]

yet another vw wip for this week's wip wednesday bc i have zero (0) self control and so. so. so many thoughts abt them

[jade-of-mourning]

sorry sometimes i think about mako and my heart hurts so much. this kid raised himself and his brother on the streets in homelessness and utter poverty from eight through fifteen, promptly after seeing the violent death of his mother and father. he turned to the triple threats because they couldn't survive as a pair of wretched kids without any adult support, and the environment forced him to turn into the exact character that killed his parents in a terrible twist of irony. and after sheer-fucking-luck hits and they aren't homeless anymore, their livelihood wavers on the outcome of what's a literally game to everyone but them; and after things are finally starting to look up and their team is going places and things just might be okay, his gradually stabilizing world unceremoniously expands and everything goes to shit.

and the city that chewed him up and spat him back out, ruined him as a child and took away his ability to stay afloat in a true sense of normalcy as an adult — when it's on the verge of destruction and falling to pieces before his eyes, he gives himself to save it with the full expectation to die. he went from the kid who didn't and couldn't care about anything outside of himself and his brother, to finding redemption for his younger self in his police work despite its injustice against him, to willingly sacrificing himself to a world that had never loved him.

he's a desperate people pleaser, socially and emotionally stunted for the adult he had to be as a kid, unable to navigate interpersonal relationships easily yet still trying his damned hardest. he's intensely and entirely devoted to the things that matter to him and for so long it was only him, bolin, and ensuring their survival — yet by the end, that devotion has expanded to protecting the rest of the world. he starts out entirely self-reliant and ends in trusting the people he cares about to know their own needs, to be able to take care of themselves, to be okay without him despite having spent so much of his life defined by his role in others' well-being.

just. what the fuck i'm such a big fan of this fictional guy and i'm unashamed about it at this point. also let him cry please (if you won't i'll do it i'll let him cry)

[bonsiii-art]

I don't usually like posting WIPs but I don't see the harm in posting here so have some Royal Margarine comic sketches ;P

[monsterrae1]

In honor of me reaching What’s Next on my 911 Rewatch, here’s a bit I wrote like a year ago for the Fic I Don’t Know if I’ll Ever finish writing but I keep teasing on here:

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she knew that it wasn’t her place to hear the plan on how to rescue her fiance, she didn’t know how to help but she had to know what they were going to do, she had to know he’d be okay

“Buck, no” Captain Nash’s voice was rough, not open ‘ to discussion and Abby just wanted to scream let him try, let him save Sam

“Bobby, I can pull it off”

“It’s too risky”

“I know but...”

“No” the new voice came from a firefighter she didn’t know, the one that she’d been talking to earlier, his voice was even ‘ more angry than Captain Nash’s

“Eds...”

“No buck, I know she’s your first great love, okay? But you’re not risking your life, not for her” Abby frowned, who did he think he is? If buck could save Sam then they should let him

“Eddie that’s not...”

“Buck please” Abby couldn’t ‘ see much from where she was standing but she saw the way the firefighter reached out to Buck, trying to close the distance between them “we’ll figure out a less risky way to save him, just please don’t do this”

“Eddie I have to”

He huffed and stepped away ‘ from Buck

“What about me then? I’m supposed to be your great love now, or maybe let’s not think about me for a second, we have two kids at home that expect both of us to come home safe to them, this goes south, what am I gonna tell them?” Buck sighed “Yeah, it’s not the same now isn’t it?” the firefighter stepped away from Captain Nash and buck.

When Abby left she didn’t think much about Buck, yes it sounds awful, yes it was shitty to break up with him by just leaving him behind but at the time’ Abby couldn’t handle more than that so she let time take it’s course and when it finally ran out she was able to breathe

I’m supposed to be your great love now

But it was like a piece of her refused to even think about Buck beyond the boy that ‘ she had left behind at the airport doors, Buck was forever frozen in time on her head, still being the same silly boy full of optimism, full of energy and love, she imagined him still being a daredevil and giving Captain Nash grey hair

We have two kids at home ‘

It was hard to think about that boy and put him as a family man, not that she hadn’t thought he’d be great at it, but she never saw herself having a family with him, and now apparently he had a full house, with a partner and two kids

...

Sam ‘ was fine, well Sam was stable and as they waited for an ambulance to be available Abby was able to go away for a few minutes and search for buck to thank him, for not giving up, for bringing her fiancé back to her, and she found him, arms ‘ wrapped around his partner tightly

“Eddie, I’m sorry”

“Shut up buck” his voice was angry, but he was holding tightly to him, not letting him go “I’m so mad at you, you have no fucking idea”

“Am I sleeping in the couch tonight ?” Abby cringed at the Poor attempt of ‘ humor

“Are you...? You’ll be lucky if I ever let you out of my sight Buckley”

“Eddie cmon”

“No, last month, remember when I went down in the well?” Buck nodded “how did it feel, buck? Cause i remember a lot of crying from both of us”

“Thats the job ‘ and you know it” Eddie laughed

“That was the job, you had a choice today and you still went with the riskier choice, I ... I know you’re good at your job ok? You’re such a great firefighter that I don’t have to worry much, but you have to admit you ‘ weren’t thinking clearly today and that does scare me, buck”

“I’m sorry”

“I know, but I’m still mad, and probably going to be for a bit, so just let me be mad and don’t let go okay?”

“Okay” he adjusted his arms around him “but Bobby only gave us ‘ 10 minutes and they’re almost up” Eddie laughed

“i want a divorce” Buck laughed too

“We’ve been engaged all of two weeks and you’re already asking for divorce, unbelievable”

Abby decided that maybe she could wait to talk to Buck

*

I’ve been thinking lately of going back to it, so maybe I’ll come some time next year ✌🏼

[salsedinepicta]

Chain mail fashion at Haven ft Circe Trevelyan - or: a sketch that I had on my desktop for months

Silly bonus:

[pebblethief]

i made myself a little bag to keep my knitting in ^^

[spacedlexi]

can two bad sad girls fall in love? can two bad sad girls destroy each other?

[kieran-hayward-art]

Miskatonic Hospital medical drama where the gay husbands are allowed to kiss at work when one of them loses a patient 🥺👉👈

[wikiangela]

tease tidbit tuesday

tagged by @loveyouanyway @tizniz @theotherbuckley @diazsdimples 💖

got back to my bucktommy post-7x05 smut (that's a continuation of a fic that apparently I posted over a month ago?? I gotta get on it lmao)

have a lil bit I just wrote haha (yes, they're only at the point of taking their shirts off and we're at 3.7k 🙈 why is my smut always this fucking long jfc)

prev snippet

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"There’s no rush.” Tommy smiles, as he dives in for a kiss, grinding his hips against Buck’s, and oh, at this angle it feels even better. “Let me make you feel good first.” Tommy whispers with another roll of his hips. 

“As long as you do it naked.” Buck responds, and Tommy laughs again, warm and affectionate, if a little breathless. Then, he sits up and slides his shirt off, throwing it somewhere on the floor. Buck’s hands immediately land on his skin.

“Better?” Tommy asks, quirking an eyebrow. 

“Uh-huh, so much better.” Buck nods, eyes scanning the expanse of Tommy’s naked chest, as his hands slowly move all over the skin, caressing the sides, gently running his fingers over the burn scar on his ribs, Tommy’s breath hitching in surprise, but when Buck looks into his eyes, he only sees affection and desire. He has his fair share of scars, too, and he knows how vulnerable showing them might be – because yeah, some people might think the scars are cool or hot or whatever, but no one wants to think about how they got there, or wants to be there to witness it, because it freaks them out. But they both get it, get the dangers of the job, and maybe one day they can share stories about their scars, both mental and physical – Buck would love to hear all about everything that made Tommy who he is now. With time, at some point, it is their second date, after all. So now he just smiles, reassuring, and moves up to press his lips against the scar gently. Tommy’s face melts into something soft. But then Buck’s leaning back again, hands back to traveling over the expanse of Tommy’s chest, going up to his pecs, shoulders, down his arms, and up his back. God, there’s just so much of him.

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