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Headcanon/Preference # 12

(Star Wars/Solo triplets)

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Year posted - 2022

•Kylo Ren•

- Kylo is a cruel yandere.

- Dose he kidnap you? Yes, absolutely.

- When would he kidnap you? As soon as he laid eyes on you. He grabbed you and tossed you into the trunk of his car, before you could even react or even scream.

- He will break you mentally, and physically until you love him.

- He will wear you down, telling you that no one could ever love you except for him.

- Kylo has accepted the fact that you will hate and fear him for a while.

- Will he violate you? Yes, it's all part of his process to break you.

- In doing so he will touch you, and bring you so many orgasms that eventually that euphoric pleasure, turns into a deep searing pain.

- Does he love you? In a dark and twisted way, yes Kylo loves you.

- Would he ever hurt you? Obviously he's going to hurt you, but if you push him to far, he will kill you.

- Can you escape him? Nope never.

- Does anyone know about you? Nope and no one ever will, you're Kylo's perfect little secret.

- Kylo has a special Darling room for you to stay in when you've been bad, or when he's away.

- Otherwise you sleep with him, even if he has to chain you to his bed.

- Is it possible to hurt him? Physically? No not at all. Emotionally? Also no.

- If you die? Kylo will morn you for a very long time, he'll be mad at you for leaving him, and blame you for being so weak.

- Their favorite way to spend time with you? He loves reading to you, forcing you to curl into his side, or rest your head on his lap. Or just laying in bed while he plays with your hair, again weather you're chained down or not.

- How do they like marking you? Cuts, burns, broken bones, are all options. Kylo's personal favorite is carving his name into your skin, which he has done quite a few times, all of which have left a bad scar forever etched into your skin.

- How long did it take to break you into submission? It only took Kylo 8 months to break you, the fastest of the three to do so.

- Do they want children with you? Yes, he wants a son, but he wouldn't be very upset if you gave him a daughter, he would probably put her up for adoption, and try again for a son. Continuously doing this until you finally give him a son.

- How long did it take for him to admit he loves you to your face? About 2 months, it was when you obediently thanked him, after he broke your fucking arm. (You feared what worse things he would do if you didn't say it.) And the confession just kinda spilled from his lips.

- Does he want to marry you? Kylo forces you into saying you're already married, making you wear a ring he bought you, that clearly cost a lot money, with a large stone of your preference.

- What would he do if someone found out about you? Not gonna happen, Kylo is far to careful at covering his tracks.

- Is he aware that what he's doing is wrong? Oh yeah he knows it's considered wrong, he just doesn't care whatsoever.

- Will he allow you to have any hobbies? Surprisingly yes, Kylo will allow you to have hobbies. But only hobbies he has approved of, doesn't matter to him if you actually like it or not. You get what you get.

- What happens if/when you get the courage to talk back? Pain is all you will know until Kylo has decided you've learned your lesson... This can last days or even weeks, so be careful with what you say, even if you aren't talking back.

- Will you ever be granted the freedom to go outside again? Only in the dead of night, after he's broken you, and he will not leave your side, no matter what you say.

- Are you a weakness of his? Yes, but Kylo is prepared to destroy his own weaknesses if necessary. No one would even have the chance to use you against him before he would deal with you himself. No matter how much it might hurt him. Because if he can't have you, no one can.

- How much do they know about you when they first kidnap you? Nothing, not even your name. All he knew was that you were stunning in his eyes, and he had to have you.

- Dose anyone come looking for you? Yeah, friends, family, investigators, you name it, the whole country was on the lookout for you. But no one ever found any leads, and eventually the case of your disappearance went cold.

- Does he have a shrine dedicated to you? Kylo has no need of a shrine when he can simply hold you in his arms whenever he wants. But his bedroom walls do eventually become covered in pictures of you, all of which would look like normal couple pictures, if it wasn't for the terrified look in your eyes. (or the noticeable injuries.)

- What would he do if he found you'd injured yourself? He's going to scold you like a child, probably even prod at the injury without a care about it hurting you. He'll eventually patch you up if necessary, but again he's rough and careless about it.

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•Ben Solo•

- Ben is a delusional yandere.

- Does he kidnap you? Of course, you are already his after all.

- When does he kidnap you? After he disposes of all of your friends and family. He can't have anyone come looking for you.

- He will manipulate you into falling in love with him.

- He will gaslight you into thinking you've always loved him, you were just to shy to admit it. (Which he truly believes.)

- Ben doesn't think it's possible you could ever hate or fear him, no matter what you say or do.

- Will he violate you? Absolutely, you're his to do with as he pleases.

- He's selfish in this situation, like so many others, he believes that as long as he gets off, so will you. So he doesn't even notice when it's only hurting you.

- Does he love you? He thinks so, but deep down I don't think it's actually love, just pure obsession.

- Will he ever hurt you? He doesn't even realize he's hurting you, Ben seriously thinks you're just being a brat.

- Can you escape him? You could, but not for long, and it wouldn't be an easy task.

- Does anyone know about you? His twins know of you, but they don't know you, or what Ben has done.

- Ben will lock you in a closet full of mirrors when you've been bad, and he'll yell obscenities about you through the door.

- If you're being a "brat", you sleep on the floor of his bedroom, if you're good you can sleep with him in his comfy bed.

- Is it possible to hurt him? Physically? Not really, he's got a high tolerance for pain. Emotionally? It depends on quite a few factors, so it's possible, but not easy.

- If you die? Ben will be in denial for a while, probably even keeping your body for a long time, in some sick hope that one day you'd just wake back up. (Doesn't seem to matter to him even if you've rotted to the very bone.)

- Their favorite way to spend time with you? He loves watching cheesy chick flicks with you, pretending he hates it, and often times acting like the people in those movies.

- How do they like marking you? Ben is a simple man, so hickeys are his go to. However he's also a gross man at times, and forcing you to have his cum dry upon your skin, then leaving it there until he allows you to clean it is another favorite of his.

- How long did it take to break you into submission? It took Ben an entire 2 years to break you, the longest of the three.

- Do they want children with you? No none whatsoever. He is greedy, and he cannot share, he wants his you all to himself. Will be pissed if you get pregnant anyways, even though it's entirely his fault in the first place.

- How long did it take for him to admit he loves you to your face? Christ he was admitting it while he was kidnapping you, praising you the entire time, and chanting "I love you." over and over again.

- Does he want to marry you? Nope, Ben doesn't think soulmates need some trivial title like marriage. And it's not like you're ever going to see anyone ever again anyways, so he doesn't need to mark what is his, with a ring he doesn't care for anyhow. (The hickeys and what not are for his own pleasure, a ring just wouldn't do it for him.)

- What would he do if someone found out about you? Depends as to who caught him, if it was one of his twins, he would act like he doesn't know what their talking about when they question him. If it was anyone else, Ben would kill them in a heartbeat.

- Is he aware that what he's doing is wrong? Nope not at all, he's delusional, he thinks this is all perfectly normal and acceptable.

- Will he allow you to have any hobbies? Yes and no? Ben will let you dabble with hobbies is more along the lines of what happens. Because he wants to do the hobby with you, but he gets bored of most of them pretty quickly.

- What happens if/when you get the courage to talk back? Punishment of rough unwanted sex, followed by locking you in the mirror closet completely naked and filthy, and a silent treatment will follow once he's let you out. (He thinks the last part would bother you, but it's honestly a small saving grace for your sanity.)

- Will you ever be granted the freedom to go outside again? Hahahaha nope never... Hope you don't mind being trapped inside a house for the rest of your life.

- Are you a weakness of his? Not nearly as much as one might think, but you are a small weakness to Ben that someone could use against him. Doubtful that would ever happen though.

- How much do they know about you when they first kidnap you? After dealing with everyone else, he knows a good bit about you, having snooped through all sorts of their things after dealing with them, and soaking up every bit of knowledge about you that he could find.

- Dose anyone come looking for you? No one is left to come looking for you, thanks to him, you literally vanished off the face of the earth as if you never existed in the first place.

- Does he have a shrine dedicated to you? Ben had a small shrine for a little while, mostly as a way of checking off all of those he needed to get rid of. But once he had you, he abandoned it. Like Kylo his bedroom becomes filled with pictures of you, unlike Kylo however, the pictures in his room are mostly obscene and inappropriate.

- What would he do if he found you'd injured yourself? He'll call you stupid and clumsy, even if you did it on purpose. He will make you tend to the injury yourself, because he has better things to do. But he'll secretly monitor you to make sure you actually patch yourself up. Yelling and berating you if you don't do it.

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•Matt Solo•

- Matt is a soft yandere.

- Does he kidnap you? Yes, but he was pretty apprehensive at first.

- When does he kidnap you? When you've made arrangements to move very far away. He just couldn't loose you.

- He will pamper you, and warship you, until you are suffering from Stockholm syndrome.

- He will manipulate you emotionally, making you feel sorry for him by crying until he's nearly hysterical, whenever you threaten to escape.

- Matt is terrified that you will hate or fear him, and he will try his best to fix that if/when it occurs.

- Will he violate you? A little. He's shy, and sweet despite kidnapping you.

- His violating is simply stealing kisses, and coping a feel every once in a while. He won't take it any further until you're ready for him.

- Does he love you? With his whole heart and soul, Matt warships the very ground you walk upon.

- Will he ever hurt you? No never! At least not intentionally. And if he did hurt you, he would do anything and everything to make up for it. (Except letting you go of course.)

- Can you escape him? Yes you could escape him, he's the only one you could escape and stay free from.

- Does anyone know about you? Everyone has heard about you, because Matt never stops gushing about you, but again no one knows you, or what Matts done.

- Matt like Kylo has a really nice Darling room for you, and he'll forbid you from going in there, or entertaining yourself with any of the things he got you when you've been bad.

- You sleep in your own bed in your Darling room, and a lot of times, Matt sneaks in at some point in the night, and curls up on the bed beside you, petting your hair.

- Is it possible to hurt him? Physically? Yes, but he's a lot tougher than you might think. Emotionally? Yes, and it's pretty easy to do, but he'll always forgive you.

- If you die? Matt would be heartbroken, he would never forgive himself, or get over you... He may actually die of a broken heart.

- Their favorite way to spend time with you? Baking! Matt is a terrible cook, but he's a master baker, and he loves baking with you. (Anything that could be used as a weapon is guarded by him at all times. Don't want you to hurt yourself after all.)

- How do they like marking you? Matt is far more subtle than his twins, and his preferred way of marking you is scent marking. So he nuzzles into you all the time, rubbing his face into your skin like a cat.

- How long did it take to break you into submission? It took Matt 11 months to break you, the most effective of the three to break you without violence.

- Do they want children with you? Yes! He wants a huge family with his you, so the more kids the better! Cries every single time he finds out you are pregnant.

- How long did it take for him to admit he loves you to your face? Woof it took him a whole 6 months to gather the courage to actually utter the words to your face.

- Does he want to marry you? Oh but of course! Matts the only one that will legitimately marry you, after he's broken you of course, and he's convinced you to love him and forget all the horrible things he's done.

- What would he do if someone found out about you? Panic first! Then use the advantage that he's considered the "runt" of the triplets, to convince whoever caught him, that it's not what it looks like, and to just forget about ever seeing anything out of the ordinary.

- Is he aware that what he's doing is wrong? Yes he is aware that this is bad, but he simply cannot lose you, so he will do whatever it takes, even if the guilt eats away at him sometimes.

- Will he allow you to have any hobbies? Duh! You can have anything you want! (Within reason!) As long as it's safe! No sharp objects, or chemicals that could be harmful to you! And Matt his going to stare at you while you mess with your hobby, all heart eyes and happy sighs from him the entire time. (You're just so incredible and talented!)

- What happens if/when you get the courage to talk back? He will cry and ask why you're being so cruel/ungrateful. He'll then take away a lot of your privileges, and lock you in the attic for few days, bringing you food and water each day with puffy red eyes. Reminding you that you should be more grateful for the things he has given you.

- Will you ever be granted the freedom to go outside again? After he's broken you of course, he would adore taking romantic walks with you in a park, feeding ducks or watching dogs chase after sticks.

- Are you a weakness of his? Completely, Matt would be destroyed if anything ever happened to you. So someone could definitely use you against him of they wanted.

- How much do they know about you when they first kidnap you? He knows everything, from your mother's maiden name, to the name of your first pet. He knows your favorite food, color, snacks foods, drinks, hell even the preferred fount you would use when writing documents on your laptop.

- Dose anyone come looking for you? Some people tried looking for you, your parents hired a PI, and he got somewhat close, but then the trail went cold, and that was that, you were just gone.

- Does he have a shrine dedicated to you? Matt has a huge shrine, and he still tends to it even after he has you. Like his twins he has a lot of pictures of you, except they scatter his whole house, and they are very innocent, despite how uncomfortable you look in a lot of them.

- What would he do if he found you'd injured yourself? He's on the brink of freaking out, and crying. But he'll coo and comfort you the best he can, even if it's just a tiny injury, like a paper cut. He'll then patch you up with a feather light touch, and kiss the badge softly once he's done.

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Kylo Ren Masterlist

Fics:

Not What He Seems - Actor!Kylo Ren x Assistant G/n!Reader

Headcanons:

Dating Kylo Ren Headcanons - G/n!Reader

Scenarios/Imagines:

[roxineedstosleep]

Can you make a soulmate au one shot with yandere Peter Parker where the reader is not his soulmate.

So, I'm sorry for the delay, but I loved the idea, although I had to put together a good structure… and find an English translator.

I hope you enjoy it a lot.

(Also, I can of bit make it a bit little to much large: TW to much text!!)

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Soul mates were wonderful but complex things.

Nobody knew how people began to connect with others in a magical and powerful way. But they didn't question it either.

Why do it if you were predestined to someone who would allow you to find happiness? Full development?

The person who would encourage you to be 100% happy and vice versa, the one who would adore you and you that other person.

Everyone had a soul mate, connected in some way to their other half.

It could be on the way to a tattoo, a phrase, name, songs or "Magic Clicks"

Always personalized, even if the method was similar to other people.

There could be different methods, millions and millions of ways to be able to say that one had a soul waiting for one. But regardless of the method or means of recognition, it was ALWAYS the same within the couple.

For example: If person A had a soul mate mark on his arm, and this mark was a drawing or a phrase, his soul mate B would also have the same mark shape. If X listened to the same song, Y would have the same song and they would both tune into a beautiful melody together when they met.

They all knew about it.

Peter knew he had a soulmate out there. Waiting patiently for him.

When he was younger, he used to marvel at how Aunt May and Uncle Ben used to sing the most beautiful melody in the world in unison. And sometimes, he looked hopefully at the drawing on his arm, thinking that his soul mate was seeing his own mark and thinking of him in some way.

Somewhere, waiting for him.

He always saw couples on the street, with matching brands, unison songs, discovering colors together. Always together, always in tune, always loving each other. But he also saw uneven pairs.

Unfair and selfish people. If you asked him.

Couples in which one had someone else's name on their arm, while the other sang a beautiful solo song; couples in which one saw in gray, and the other had his arms full of rainbow drawings.

At first he did not understand. He guessed that he was still too young to understand.

He did not understand why others would not look for their other half, Why they would stay with another person who did not fully understand his soul and his way of thinking? What happened to his other half? Would he be waiting for them forever in solitude? Had they gone to heaven and that's why they couldn't be together? What if the other half was sad that they couldn't find them?

There were so many doubts and so many unknowns that he simply avoided thinking about the odd couples.

In his fantasy, Peter believed that he would see another person with the same drawing on his arm. They would meet, fall in love, and start simultaneously living alongside each other for the rest of their lives.

Until he met you.

It was by chance, if he was honest.

He was wandering around the city, looking for a good place to keep watch after a long day at school; when you crashed into him after a bunch of kids had to swerve their bikes to avoid crashing into you.

They greeted each other, and as if Peter didn't have a mark on his arm, he felt a click in his mind at the sight of your grateful eyes. Beautiful eyes covered with thick dark glasses; that even half covered could dazzle more than one person with the beauty of these.

After that not much happened. Or at least, nothing really scandalous.

They started to talk.

They chatted a bit while they both went to the train station to return to their respective houses.

They talked about the city, its weather, their neighbors' pets, street gangs, pigeons, statues, popular songs, their favorite foods, their favorite classes, their clumsiness and your families.

When he saw that you had to get off at the next stop, surprisingly for him, he took all the nerves out of his excited heart and asked for your phone.

"It's just... you're great, I- I wanted to know if we could keep talking" he told you, when you were finishing packing your bag.

"Oh sure!" you replied, completely excited by the idea of having a new friend "Give me your phone, to have you added"

And after a few mistypes, You managed to save his number to your phone and vice versa.

And then everything was wonderful.

Do you ever remember that feeling of a beautiful day? You know, when you wake up on the right side of the bed, breakfast tastes delicious, there's no traffic, and you're in time for that awful test, where everything you've read about just so happens to be.

Yes.

That's how Peter felt when he managed to chat with you. No texts, no audio, only long drawn out phone calls or video chats.

They both went to different schools, but within nearby school districts. So they had started using the same train route to get back home.

You always waited for him, on the same corner, with the same thick dark glasses and you always hung on him when you walked.

And he loved that you hung on him like a lifeline.

He loved how you asked him for a little help choosing the right subway card or reading the distant signs.

He loved it when you grabbed his arm and didn't let go until he reached your whereabouts.

When you called him at night and they stayed late.

Chatting with you had been the best part of the day for Peter.

They were always laughing, always joking or crying (because of some cute video of a baby kitten)

Always supporting each other, always helping each other in the sad moments, in the moments of difficulty, in the moments in which each one felt that they couldn't take it anymore.

Being there for each other, being like a constant of happiness within sadness.

Be the happiness and joy of the other.

And the more you got to know each other, the more Peter began to consider that there would come a time when you and he would have to formalize things more.

Show each other your identical marks and more appropriately come out as soul mates to the rest of the world. Being able to say that you were his, how he belonged to you.

Being able to get all those emotions full of love and passion for you without having to receive uncomfortable questions. To be able to love you with every cell in his body and show you all the things he was capable of doing for both of them.

Then one day, when they were both eating Aunt May's cookies and watching a movie, Peter decided to ask the biggest question.

I was so excited to see your soulmate mark.

“You know, my soul mark is a drawing” he mentioned, as casually as he could he showed you the intricate drawing on his arm; but he didn't notice how you felt a little bit the surface of the drawing with your fingers, almost drawing it “What about yours? Can I see yours?

"A drawing? She must be a cutie Peter” you said, without stopping eating the biggest cookie that Aunt May had left on the plate “But I'm afraid I don't have such a beautiful drawing”

"Your drawing should be- Don't you have a drawing?" he asked, his heart beginning to pound heavily, and his lungs drained of air. "How so?"

"Yes well, I don't have a drawing, my parents have one, but my soul mark is different" you said calmly "I'm afraid my soul mark is a bit more physical"

Physical? Aren't the drawings?

"It's not very common for marks to take on the vitality of a sense, but that was my case" you continued, as you took off your thick glasses and rubbed your eyes a little "Legally I'm blind, I barely see more far from 1 meter ratio, since the doctors discovered that my soulmate distintion is to be able to see in all my capacity when I find my soulmate”

And Peter saw Red, Blue, Black and Yellow.

Peter saw tears fall from his own eyes and from his soul.

Peter felt his drawing burn painfully on his arm. Mocking him.

But the worst of all, or the best (he doesn't know yet), was that you couldn't see him destroying himself in front of you.

Because you couldn’t.

Was that his karma?

When he was young, he always complained about couples who were with others who were not their soulmates, who did not desperately seek their other half to be together all their lives.

Was that the price to pay for not being more flexible?

His punishment for being so prejudiced and closed was to love someone who wasn't his half?

But how was that possible?

It’s because he sin with those closed mind thoughts?

How was it possible that I couldn't love you if you were so perfect?

How could I not adore you when it seemed like you always had the answer on the tip of your tongue when he was confused?

How not to want you when you managed to get smiles and laughter out of them?

How not to love you when you were the reason, the only one, why he still had faith in others?

How not to consider yourself his half when you seemed to be designed specifically for that?

When their souls seemed to dance together and connect deeply to unimaginable limits?

And you came, in a machine gun way, to tell him that they were not designed to be together.

"Wow, it must suck not to be able to see" he managed to say "Does it bother you?"

“Can't see? At first, yes, but you get used to it over time” he heard you say, now the only thing he could hear besides your voice were the sounds of cookie bites and the background movie “The good thing is that, being a mark of such a strange soul is pretty strange, this and anyone who generates a disability must be registered… in the city there must be at least 6 cases similar to mine… in the country there must be a total of 40. All of them registered for matchmaking”

"Oh," he said, "so, it's-"

“I'll be able to see after my birthday anyway” you cut him off “Two other doctors have registered three marks very similar to mine and we will have a meeting with the individuals to see if we are soul mates or not. Since blindness is a fairly heavy inconvenience and affects us all. All the cases that are similar to mine just want to be able to see, after all"

After that he didn't listen anymore.

He do not speak more.

He thought of no more.

When the movie finished you had received a call from your mother and you had to leave in order to get home on time.

Apparently, it had something to do with a possible Match within the city and they wanted to coordinate the meeting.

How dare they?

How did they have the gall?

How could they even do this to you?

How could they even think that you could be with another person when you were already with him?

Was it because of his blindness? He could help you with things.

Was it because you didn't have a drawing? You probably couldn't find it yet; it must have been hidden somewhere.

Why should they break their happiness?

It was his Karma; he had already discovered it.

It was her punishment for thinking soulmates were destined just because of a stupid identical drawing or mark.

It was his cross, because now that he had found you, you would be completely separated from his side.

It was his sin, having believed himself more intelligent and he sees it for being so stupid for that reason that souls meet by a fucking identical mark.

And now… what would he do?

He couldn't sit idly by.

I couldn't see you smiling at someone other than him.

I'd rather drink bug spray than have to see you in someone else's arms. He would rather lose his powers, take off an arm, throw himself into the void than have to lose you that way.

What if you really fell in love? I would be alone.

And he couldn't live without you anymore.

So, he made the decision to be selfish and fight for both of them. Fight for the love he felt for you, for the future you both deserved.

He didn't care if you couldn't see, he would be your eyes.

It didn't matter if you couldn't walk straight, he would be your cane.

It didn't matter if you needed to read the signs, he would be your interpreter.

He would be the light of your path, he would be your firm hands in moments of doubt, he would be your support in the heaviness of the crisis, he would be your smile, your voice in moments of protest, he would be your comfort in times of pain.

If you needed a voice of comfort, he would be a choir of love.

If you needed a helping hand, he would be a pair of arms ready to work.

If you needed a caress, he would adore you with all his being.

Because it didn't matter that their markings were different…they were destined for each other.

Because now Peter was meant for you and you were meant for him.

Every fiber, every hair, every cell, every neuron, every muscle, every ligament, every spider web… Everything. Everything inside of him was designed to adore you, love you, support you, care for you and desire you.

So, if the first thing you could see with, after that stupid meeting, was him… no problem.

He understands that you were a little scared. He doesn't blame you.

How could he?

If the first thing you could see of him, with your now healthy eyes, was that he was completely covered in blood.

Drenched in blood, and at his feet, was that despicable rat who had had the audacity to approach you with the idea of stealing you from his side.

You would obviously be scared. He do not blame you.

It was a scary scenario, isn’t it?

But it didn't matter right now. Why would he?

If you were scared, he would be your comfort.

If you were crying, he would be your handkerchief.

If you wanted to break down, he would be your support.

There was nothing to worry about now that you could see him and get a chance to see the future he had planned for both of them.

[ao3feed--reylo]

The generals darling (yandere!Armitage hux x reader) WIP

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/7oM1LR9

by CannibalCorpse193

The reader and hux are reunited childhood friends who both had a similar life for the most part and were separated in college aka military training but end up meeting again because kylo ren seems to has been dating the heroic lieutenant. As the events of the sequel trilogy happen kylo through the force finds out his soulmate is rey and breaks it off with the reader leaving hux to take them and slowly mold everything around then to make Y/N fall for him and get the thrown he deserves even if he hasn't to somehow murder snoke himself or even team up with kylo ren. In the end is it worth it and will you save him like he has saved you even if your trapped and forced to be his queen/king...even if there's nothing left but him and the first order. Either way your trapped with your new genocidal soulmate who murdered your abusive family for you 🤭❤ so romantic (WIP may change it up a bit give me suggestions if you want it's much appreciated)

Words: 281, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con

Categories: Multi

Characters: Ben Solo, Ben Solo | Kylo Ren, Reader, Kylo Ren, Armitage Hux, Rey (Star Wars), Snoke (Star Wars), Phasma (Star Wars), Dopheld Mitaka, Finn (Star Wars), Poe Dameron, Leia Organa, Original First Order Characters (Star Wars), Original Droid Characters (Star Wars), Original Resistance Characters (Star Wars), Millicent the Cat (Star Wars)

Relationships: Armitage Hux/Reader, Armitage Hux & Reader, Armitage Hux/You, Armitage Hux & Millicent the Cat, Armitage Hux & Snoke, Kylo Ren/Rey, Kylo Ren/Reader, Kylo Ren & Reader, Kylo Ren & You, Snoke & Ben Solo | Kylo Ren, Rey & Ben Solo

Additional Tags: Character Death, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Torture, Implied/Referenced Cheating, Soulmates, Yandere, Attempted Murder, Murder, Psychological Torture, Torture, Platonic Relationships, Manipulation, Force Mind Reading (Star Wars), Reader-Insert, Genocide, Paranoia, Unhealthy Relationships, Almost Kiss, Romantic Soulmates, Exes, Childhood Sweethearts, Childhood Friends, Childhood Trauma, Near Death Experiences, Manipulative Relationship, Emotional Manipulation, Forced Marriage, Abusive Relationships, Abusive Parents, Force-Sensitive Reader

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/7oM1LR9

[rensraptor]

the ask box is open,, taking requests :)

i’ll write for,,

joel miller, tommy miller, tess servopoulos, (the last of us) will only write for the game version of joel, will write all of the according to HBO’s portrayal otherwise;

loki, brunnhilde (valkyrie), bucky barnes, wanda maximoff, pietro maximoff, stephen strange, shang-chi,  (preferably andrew garfield’s) peter parker, clint barton, scott lang, eddie brock/venom, thena, druig, etc, (marvel) there’s too many others to list, dont be afraid to ask!;

kylo ren/ben solo, rey, poe dameron, din djarin (the mandalorian), fennec shand (the mandalorian/tbobf), boba fett, obi wan kenobi, darth vader/anakin skywalker, (star wars);

remus lupin, severus snape, sirius black, bill weasley, fred and george weasley, xenophilius lovegood, lucius malfoy, narcissa malfoy, james potter, (harry potter) marauder’s era too; 

steve harrington, robin buckley, jim hopper, dimitri antonov (enzo), billy hargrove, henry creel, (stranger things);

william afton, michael afton, (five nights at freddy’s);

tauriel, legolas, thranduil, kili, thorin, bard, aragorn, (lotr & the hobbit);

(and some other miscellaneous characters…)

javier peña narcos, 

javi gutierrez the unbearable weight of massive talent, 

sheriff hassan, father paul midnight mass, 

adam only lovers left alive,

10, 11 doctor who,

possibly some others within the same franchise...

i will write,,

smut!!!1!11!!!;

fluff;

angst? i don’t like it that much but we’ll see :)

yandere! & stalker! au’s that don’t violate the criteria below…

in headcannons, blurbs, full fics, preferences, etc etc

generally only ‘x reader’ fics but i could try some ships??

i will not write,,

smut involving minors;

anything for actual celebs atm,, sorta depends who;

r*pe or SA scenarios;

hate of any kind will not be tolerated, you will just be blocked <3

thanks y’all,,

[yandereclues]

Hi could u do from yandere prompt a 151 and 23 (if u take more than one,if not chosen one) for Kyoto ten please!💕💕

Note: I decided to take a softer approach to this prompt. Also, part two? Maybe NSFW?? Thoughts??? Happy reading loves!

Pairing: Yandere! Kylo Ren/Ben Solo x reader

Warning: Displays of obsessive behaviors.

23. "Sorry for the restraints. Are they hurting you? I can take them off, only if you don't try to run away again.”

151. “Come out, come out, wherever you are. I can hear you breathing, my love.”

“Ben,” you pleaded in your mind, as to not give away your hiding spot “can’t we just talk about this?” 

“You didn’t want to talk three months ago,” His voice was gravely through his mask. He was right. You had been whisked away by the rebel recruits when they found you in his quarters. You had panicked and agreed to go with them, thinking you could finally be free. And for those three months, you were. But he found you. He always did. 

You knew he was near. Maybe a few meters away from the tree you stood behind. No weapons for you to defend yourself with. You could hear the crunching of the leaves beneath his feet as he grew closer.

“Come out, come out, wherever you are,” you heard him take another step. “I can hear you breathing, my love,” he whispered into your ear. You froze, afraid of what he might do to you in a mere few seconds.

“Come here,” he whispered again. You turned around, poking your head out from around the tree. Looking at the welcoming face of your childhood friend, who had now removed his helmet. You cautiously stepped out from behind the tree. He frowned at your rebel attire but opened his arms for you, revealing that he had no weapons. Your heartbeat steadied at the sight, moving to place yourself between his arms. Like he had trained you to do.

“Thank you,” He spoke quietly. He then gently moved your arms behind your back and clicked the metal cuffs he had hidden around your wrists. Your sudden fear was displayed in your expression. He simply rubbed your back softly.

A small tear slipped away from your eye. The cuffs made you feel like a prisoner. And the way he escorted you to his ship just worsened that feeling. There were no words shared on the way back to the cruiser. He didn’t even look back at you until you landed. He took you straight to his quarters, walking straight past a general who was attempting to get Kylo’s attention. He closed the door as he walked in behind you.

"Sorry for the restraints. Are they hurting you? I can take them off,” He spoke in a worried tone, moving to remove the cuffs. But he stopped, “only if you don't try to run away again,” he put his hand up to your face caressing your cheek, and gently brushing his thumb over your lips.

“Tell me,” he demanded, “tell me you won’t run from me.” You could see the emotion in his eyes. “Please,” he practically begged, “I need to hear you say it, that you’re mine” A single tear fell from his eye. His eyes engulfing you in his trance.

“I won’t run again,” you didn’t know if that was the truth or not. But you knew it was true at that moment.

‘Say it,” he demanded. Knowing he wouldn’t be satisfied until you said it, you gave in.

“I’m yours.”

[goshwrites]

Yandere! Ben Solo Blurb 1/?

 Summary: You’re captured and detained in a First Order ship. You’re trying to be strong in the midst of this fearful situation while also being worried about your best friend, Poe. And on top of that, you can’t shake off this connected feeling with your abductor- Kylo Ren

Word count: 1.5K 

warnings: some descriptions of pain

A/N: hello! this is one of my first little blurbs here that I just wanted to write down. it has a little bit of a soulmate vibe in it which I always stored away in my head as a future fic idea. anyway- I hope you enjoy it and if you want a part two please spread it around. and if you want to be one of the first in my taglist just shoot me a message!

  Sweat trickled down your forehead as you sat in the metal (and quite uncomfortable) chair. An hour- two tops- ago you had been on a mission with your best friend and partner-in-crime, Poe. Now you were captured and stuck in a cell of a First Order ship. You exhaled as your eyes stared up at the ceiling. The waiting was keeping your nerves on constant edge. You had passed through the interrogation with flying colors. You hadn't cracked under their techniques. You had shown them just what kind of people the Resistance was made of. But inside- you were terrified. They had left with the promise of bringing something that would work. That would crack you. Break you. The ache in your side was enough evidence that they weren't afraid to get physical. How physical exactly? That.... you had no desire to know just how much.    And as your thoughts continued to spiral downwards into the worst possible incomes- you felt it. The slight tug at the corners of your mind that made your eyes shift to the closed doorway. Someone was coming. You always had the knack of being able to tell when someone was sneaking up on you. This saved you many times from being scared by Poe or being ambushed by enemy forces. Now- now you were cursing your ability as it was only serving your growing anxiety. Your heart was beating in your ears as your eyes focused on the door. Any moment now, that something was going to walk in the door. And then you- no. You needed to collect yourself.    The tugging started to intensify as you shifted in the uncomfortable chair. You closed your eyes as you tried to calm yourself. You were going to be fine. Just fine. You had to be fine.     But at the sound of the door creaking open- your eyes shot open. Your heart felt like it was going to explode out of your chest as you looked at the doorway. There standing in the doorway, was a man- or well you presumed a man- draped in all black. You rested your sweating palms against the restraints. At first you thought you couldn't see his face because of the poor lighting, but as he slowly moved from the doorway, you realized it was because of the mask he wore. Then a sudden jolt of recognition fled through your mind. The village. This man was at the village. He was the one who... oh God. You knew exactly who this man is. The calmness you had been feeling was fleeing from your mind as you struggled not to visibly panic.     How were you suppose to fight against him? You saw the way he stopped the blaster from Poe's gun. The way he commanded his army. And how he slaughtered the entire village. What were you suppose to do against him? What could you do against him?  "You're the other Resistance fighter, huh?" His deep, and robotic voice rang out making you nearly jump. His head tilted down and back up. Did he... just look you up and down?    You swallowed uncomfortably as you kept your gaze focused on him. His feet carried him closer to you. His steps were deliberate and rang through the quiet and stuffy room. Your tongue was starting to feel dry as you shifted.  "He put up a fight- and so did you." He stated to you. Even though you couldn't physically see his eyes, you felt like he was staring into your thoughts. "But..." his words trailed off. Your heart was beating in your ears. But what? "He didn't do too well against me."    You swallowed as you shifted in your seat and looked to the wall. You closed your eyes as you tried not to let your thoughts swarm. Poe. What had he done to him? Then this... feeling came over you. It started at your ears in a tingly sensation and traveled further in. Your eyebrows furrowed as you shook your head. What.... what is this? It didn't itch. But it was tingling. But then the tingling started to intensify. It felt like it was burning. A shaky gasp left your mouth. Your eyes snapped back to the man as you saw his gloved hand was stretched out. Your eyes watered as the burning continued. What- what was happening?     Then all of a sudden- it clicked. This was the something. He was trying to get in your head. See the answers for himself. Instead of asking the questions, he was just going to yank the answers out. And you were having none of that.     Your eyes closed as you struggled from keeping your head from hitting the back of the chair. No. You... you can't let him win. Let him get the answers. You felt your recent memories trying to be brought up. The way Poe's hand felt on your arm as he told you to get out of here with his- you jerked your head to the side.  "No." Your voice spilled out as you forced yourself not to think of what he was searching of. Not letting yourself picture it. The burning seemed to be spreading throughout your entire head. It was aching. You felt snot starting to come out of your nose as you looked back at the silent man. "I... won't- you're not getting it." You whispered at him. You felt like you were going to pass out. But if you did, he would be able to search your memories that much quicker.    But to your surprise- his hand snapped back from yours. Your breath came out in relieved and blunt gasps as you felt your vision swarming. Another sound accompanied your beating heart and your flushed breathing. It took you a few seconds to realize... he was panting as well. Your sweaty eyebrows furrowed confused as he moved back from you. What- what.... why did he stop? His gloved hands reached up and for a second you thought he was going to just began again. But when they settled on the side of his neck, you finally realized what he was doing. He was going to take his mask off.     You barely had time to think about your realization before it was off. You expected this man to be as hideous as his deeds. To be scarred by karma. That someone with his cold blood and stoned heart to be well in years. But you did not expect a pair of alert and almost doe like, brown eyes to meet your scared and worrisome (e/c). You blinked as you stared at his... young and pale face. He had rich, black hair that seemed to be curly in the dull light. His chin extended down making his face prolonged and his nose stood out as well. But his eyes. Those eyes. They were staring straight back at you.  "What... what did you say?" His voice came out in a whisper that seemed too soft for him. He... shouldn't be playing on your emotions like this. But he was. The longer you looked at him, the more you wanted to draw closer to him. But he- you needed to remember who this was. You lifted up your head.  "You're not getting the information." You forced your voice to sound at least strong while your body certainly didn't feel that way. A shaky breath came out of his pale lips. Then he moved closer to you. Once again, the desire to draw closer to him was rising up in you.  "You... its you." The soft words came out as you clearly saw his eyes move up and down. He seemed to be in a daze- lost in his own world. His eyes met yours once more. This... euphoria was growing inside of you. Why did you desire to reach out and touch him so bad? You removed your eyes from his and opted to stare at the wall once more. This man- was a murderer. You needed to remember that.    But suddenly, something smooth and a tad rough was touching your cheek. You stiffened and looked back at him. His arm was out reached and his gloved hand was touching your cheek. He was touching you. His dazed state was still there as he stared down at you. You swallowed uncomfortably and shifted.  "I... I'm sure you have many questions," He spoke above a whisper now. His voice was deep and a little husky. "But to put it simply, you... well... you're in my dreams. Your words at least." He said with a sort of shrug as you stared up at him. His thumb dipped down your cheek and towards your jaw. "And now... you- you're here. And I can't believe you're here." His eyes drifted down and settled close to your chin. You shifted once more. "And I kinda don't want to let you go." 

[inklore]

— 𝐅𝐀𝐐 ⋆ ˚｡

this blog is strictly multifandom, but that does not mean that i don’t play favorites for certain fandoms/characters. so there will most definitely be more writings for certain characters and fandoms.

requests: are closed, but thots are always welcome!

in no way shape or form should minors be interacting with anything on or posted to this blog. this is an 18+ space. anon hate and celebrity discourse also has no place here, so please respect that. if you are racist, homophobic, bigoted, zionist, islamphobic, judgmental to what people enjoy writing/reading, can’t depict fiction from real life, you will be blocked.

𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞…

rpf, necrophilia, incest, pregnancy, daddy/little play, age play, spitting, kitten, bimbo!reader, foot fetish, animal play, race play, watersports, underage scenarios, alpha/omega, domestic violence, kid fics, male!character x male!oc, i hate the word ‘doll’ as a pet name so i avoid it like the plague.

𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞…

smut (refer to the above list when it comes to this), fluff, age gaps, poly/threesome+, reverse harem, dubcon, noncon, yandere, toy play, cheating (to a certain degree), blood play, knife play, some bdsm, breath play, violence, gore, capture x captive, hunter/prey, praise and degradation, power imbalance, step siblings, supernatural, villainary, choking, mommy/daddy kink (to an extent).

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐒.

marvel ↷

miguel o’hara, hobie brown, marc spector, thor odinson, loki laufeyson, peter parker (all variants), yelena belova, joaquin torres, doctor strange, wade wilson, carol danvers, eddie brock, scott lang, hope van dyne, kate bishop, hela, pietro maximoff, logan howlett, wanda maximoff, steve rogers, kraven, cable, druig, makkari, thena, blade

dc universe ↷

dinah lance/black canary, diana prince, clark kent, pamela isley/poison ivy, arthur curry/aquaman, harley quinn, adrian chase, pattinson!bruce wayne, edward nashton/the riddler

top gun: maverick ↷

jake 'hangman' seresin, bradley 'rooster' bradshaw, javy 'coyote' machado, mickey 'fanboy' garcia, natasha 'phoenix' trace, beau 'cyclone' simpson, reuben 'payback' fitch

star wars ↷

poe dameron, finn, kylo ren/ben solo, bo-katan kryze, din djarin, young!han solo

scream ↷

ethan landry, stu macher, billy loomis, chad meeks-martin, mindy meeks-martin, amber freeman, tara carpenter

bridgerton ↷

anthony bridgerton, colin bridgerton, benedict bridgerton, kate sharma, simon basset, phillip crane

house of the dragon ↷

ser harwin strong, daemon targaryen, aemond targaryen, rhaenyra targaryen

american horror story ↷

cordelia goode, tristan duffy, michael langdon, harry gardner, madison montgomery, kit walker, xavier plympton, ally mayfair-richards

etc shows ↷

villanelle, lip gallagher, tommy miller, carmy berzatto, luca (the bear), kate parks, daisy jones, billy dunne, warren rhodes, geralt of rivia, love quinn, max wolfe, olivia benson, roman godfrey, dream the endless, lucifer (sandman), jonathan pine, mira phillips, the salesman (squid game), hwang jun ho (squid game), kim geon-woo (bloodhounds)

movies ↷

john wick, finnick odair, peeta mellark, johanna mason, han lue, cipher, walter de ville, tangerine, dave lizewski, thomas sharpe, james conrad, neil (tenet), edward cullen, millie / molotovgirl, dante reyes, thrandull, steve kemp, charlie swan, marquis vincent de gramont, keys (free guy), akira (john wick), beverly marsh (it two), ben hanscom (it two), keith (barbarian), frank (don't worry darling)

adam driver ↷

kylo ren/ben solo, adam sackler, flip zimmerman, phillip altman, charlie barber, henry mchenry, commander mills, rick smolan, officer ronnie peterson, matt the radar technician, clyde logan, paterson, jude

oscar isaac ↷

santiago garcia, poe dameron, nathan bateman, jonathan levy, william tell, blue jones, rydel keener

pedro pascal ↷

din djarin, javier peña, frankie morales, javi gutierrez, joel miller, dieter bravo

chris evans ↷

ransom drysdale, lloyd hansen, andy barber, ari levinson, frank adler, steve rogers, jake wyler

[inner-sparkle-inner-writings]

Welcome!!!

***

I’m open to write many fandoms and characters!!! Requests will always be open, I just have a few ground set rules/guidelines to go over before we get started:

Star Wars

• Anakin Skywalker

• Luke Skywalker

• Han Solo

• Kylo Ren/ Ben Solo

• Poe Dameron

• Finn

Harry Potter

• Harry Potter

• Ron Weasley

• Fred & George Weasly

• Draco Malfoy

• Oliver Wood

• Neville Longbottom

• Cedric Diggory

The Office

• Michael

• Dwight

• Andy

• Jim

The Outsiders

• Darry

• Ponyboy

• Sodapop

• Dally

• Two-bit

• Steve

The Maze Runner

• Thomas

• Gally

• Minho

• Newt

Supernatural

• Dean

• Sam

• Castiel

• Lucifer

• Crowley

What I don’t write:

• Smut

• Pregnancy scenes

• rape scenes

• past/present abuse

• yanderes

• polygamy relationships

• toxic relationships

• Character x character

• character x character shipping

• male x male

• female x female

• incest

• self harm/ suicide topics

I do write:

• fluff

• character x reader only

• character x reader shipping

• If there’s a favorite fandom that I don’t have listed, please feel free to request it!

Additional information:

• Updates may be slow

• If you’re uncertain of an idea, feel free to dm it to me and I’ll let you know how I feel about it

• If denied, you’re welcome to send in a different idea

• Requests are always open, feel free to send in as many as you’d like

• I do accept song fic requests!

• Feedback is always welcome and appreciated

• I do follow backs as well!

• That’s all for now, happy reading!!

***

[mosswillow]

🖤 Dark

❤️ Like on that line

💜 Not dark

🐶 ABO

Marvel

                                      -Peter Parker- 

🖤 Your Room - One shot - reader-insert - Dark!fic Warnings: Noncon/Dubcon, oral (female receiving), spankings, punishment, kidnapping, Stockholm syndrome, unprotected sex, smut, vaginal intercourse. 

Summary: Your life is bland and boring but not for long. What happens when you catch the eye of a certain super hero?

*This is also part of Synonyms, a Dark!avengers collection that can be read together. this should be read either first or last.

                                     -Steve Rogers-

🖤Come Back - One shot - Reader-insert - Dark!fic Warnings: Dark! 18+, stalking, cults, kidnapping, blood, drugging, bondage.

Summary: Your father's death brings you back to your childhood home and the cult you grew up in. You just need a few days to pack things up before selling the place and leaving forever.

🖤🐶 Hiding Your Wolf - One shot - Reader-insert - Dark!fic Warnings 18+ dark fic, kidnapping, noncon/dubcon, public nudity, smut, werewolves, A/B/O dynamics. 

Summary - you’ve been hiding your wolf your whole life. You know you shouldn’t go out on a full moon but you want to so badly. 

🖤 🐶Useless - series - part one - part two  - Part Three- reader-insert - Dark!fic Warnings 18+ Adult content!, Werewolves, A/B/O, Possessive behavior, Dark, Non con/dub con, Forced marriage, power imbalance, general misogyny, Punishments, spanking, smut, violence, oral (male receiving) .

Summary: “Trying to fight this is useless doll, we’ll always end up right back here.” You’re the bottom of the pack, an Omega, and Steve has chosen you for his mate.

🖤Jumping In - One shot - Warnings: 18+ adult content!!, Kidnapping, smut, Dark fic, vaginal fingering, noncon/dubcon, yandere.

 Summary: You submit your application to the Avengers as a joke. You’re nowhere near qualified enough for the job. So why do they want you?

*This is also part of Synonyms, a Dark!avengers collection that can be read together. This is the first in the series.

🖤 Complex Flavors- one shot- Warnings 18+ Adult content!, Dark, drugging, sex pollen (sorta), noncon/Dubcon, Gaslighting, Abuse, choking, Smut, Drinking,

💜 Learning To Love - one shot - Warnings: Smut, feelings, angst, interrupted assault  (In relation to this, attacker going unpunished, intimidation, stalker vibes.), mature themes, 18+ adult content, slow burn?

Summary: Life always does this thing where it puts you in situations you swore you were done experiencing. You’re done having relationships, but they may not be done with you. *This is not dark but that doesn’t mean that it’s light reading.* 

                                       -Tony Stark-

🖤Your Mask - One Shot -. Warnings: 18+ adult content, Non Con/dub con, kidnapping, smut, Dark!, blackmail.Summary: You’re an independent woman working her way up through corporate America. What happens when a a one-night stands turns into an obsession?

*This is also part of Synonyms, a Dark!avengers collection that can be read together. This is the second in the series.

                                -Natasha Romanoff-

🖤Books - One shot - Warnings: 18+ Adult content, Noncon/dubcon, smut, oral, yandere.

Summary: You meet the most beautiful girl. She’s everything you’ve always dreamt of. Red flags? What red flags?

*This is also part of Synonyms, a Dark!avengers collection that can be read together. This is the third in the series.

                                       -Sam Wilson-

🖤Routines *(Dark!Sam Wilson x Reader) Warnings: 18+ adult content, Dark!, Noncon/dubcon, vaginal fingering, punishment, spanking, Stalking, voyeurism (kinda), masturbation.

Summary: You run into Sam at the grocery store one evening decide to catch up. He wants more though and won’t take no for an answer. You’re his and it’s only a matter of time before you realize that.

*This is also part of Synonyms, a Dark!avengers collection that can be read together. This is the fourth in the series.

                                             -Thor-

Alone - Dark!Thor x ReaderWarnings: 18+ Adult content. Dark!, kidnapping, forced marriage, noncon/dubcon, oral (male receiving), violence, spit kink, Smut, Thor is mean af in this.

Summary: You’ve been hiding on earth for years after running away from an arranged marriage with Thor. What happens when fate brings him to your place of work?

*This is also part of Synonyms, a Dark!avengers collection

                                    -Bucky Barnes-

🖤Focus *- Dark!Bucky Barnes x ADHD!Reader Warnings! Dark! 18+ content, vaginal fingering, noncon/dubcon, smut, kidnapping, oral (female receiving)

Summary: You never should have taken the job cleaning for Stark industries. The Avengers might be heroes on the outside but something sinister lies just beneath the surface.

*This is also part of Synonyms, a Dark!avengers collection

that can be read together. This is the fourth in the series.

🖤New Year. - Mob boss!Bucky Barnes x reader Warnings: 18+ adult content, Dark!!!, Noncon/dubcon, manipulation, smut.

Summary: A New Years themed dark Cinderella story.

🖤Appropriate - Mob Boss!Bucky x Reader

Summary: You thought you knew who you married... You thought.

18+ Adult content, Dark, rape/noncon, punishment, violence, face slapping. 

                                         -Loki-

🖤Synonyms  *- Dark!Loki x reader Warnings: Dark! 18+ adult content. Smut, noncon/dubcon, stalking, kidnapping, vaginal fingering.Summary - You’re average in every way, Loki doesn’t think so though.

*This is also part of Synonyms, a Dark!avengers collection

                              -Stephen Strange- 

🐶🖤Simple Silver - Warnings: 18+ adult content, dark!, ABO (no mentions of knots, heat, or rutt.), general misogyny, noncon/dubcon, smut, vaginal fingering, oral (male receiving), violence, orgasm delay/denial, kidnapping (kinda), she spits in his face in this, possessive behavior.

Summary: You’ve been given a gift, one not many Omegas get. A bracelet that when worn by an Omega changes their scent ever so slightly. All you need to do is keep the bracelet on and he can’t find you. 

🖤Iced Coffee   -  series master list  

Series Warnings: 18+ adult content, Dark, Rape/noncon, obsessive behavior, stalking, doctor/medical themes, needles (chapter one, not sex related), violence, abuse, kidnapping, forced marriage, smut, escape attempt.

Summary:You met Stephen Strange your last year of medical school. He was godlike and you were infatuated. You liked him and in return he humiliated you. Years later you were over it; made a career for yourself.He saw you again, remembered you, wanted you. He was going to show you that he had changed, win you over. You would be his and he would protect you forever, he just had to prove himself.

                                        -CHARLES XAVIER-  

🖤Try Again, and Again, and Again. Summary: Your life is so perfect. A sweet and caring husband, a beautiful home; but something is off.

Warnings: 18+ adult content, dark, smut, vaginal fingering MORE WARNINGS AT BOTTOM OF FIC.

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Star Wars 

                                             -Reylo-

🖤The Stone - Complete  - (ao3 link) Dark! Warnings: Noncon/dubcon, smut, punishment, violence, possessive behavior. 

Summary: Rey goes on a camping weekend with her girlfriends. She isn't expecting to be accidentally bonded to a Fae prince. She also isn't expecting to discover that she is not who she thought she was. The life she's always known is a lie and her true identity a nightmare.

❤️ 🐶 To Be Warmed By The Fire - Complete - (ao3 link)  A/B/O Warnings: Slightly dubious consent, non consensual drug use, assault, smut, lots of feelings, arranged marriage. 

Summary: It's physically painful for Rey, as an Omega, to lie. Especially to an Alpha like Ben. As outspoken and independent as she is, she doesn’t actually like breaking rules. It’s why she leaves without telling anyone. It’s much easier for her to disobey when no one is physically telling her no. Her usual strategy is to just say nothing. That way, she can easily convince herself later that she never agreed to whatever rule she wants to break. This is different though, he wants her to say to his face that she won’t go. She has every intention of going to the party and nothing Ben says or does will change that. She knows, however, that he won’t leave until she gives in. In this instance, lying is the only option she feels like she has.

❤️ 🐶 The People You Love - WIP - (ao3 link) Warnings: Dubious consent, smut, unconscious medical procedure, lots of feels and sad times, running away, arranged marriage. 

Summary: Rey is raised by her grandfather, who takes her to an island away from society. One day a group of men show up on her island and she finds herself running away from Ben Solo. She doesn't know anything about the outside world but that won't stop her from running until she can't run any longer. She's always wanted adventure and now she's finally getting it, whether she wants it or not.   

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It’s that time again! This is a reminder to give your favorite authors a little love so if you like something let them know! You never have to give anything you don’t want to, but likes, reblogs, and comments are almost always welcome on any fanfiction on this site (but check first just to be sure.)

Here are some more Star Wars Authors and Pieces to enjoy:

On the Desk by @faestae-writes

Professor Ren is the toughest instructor at Corellia University. He's sharp, calculated, and his stare could pierce reinforced steel two times over.

Failing his teacher aide circuit means dropping out of the university altogether, but only a handful of students have ever survived it.

You seem to forget that your scholarship is on the line when you're late to the lecture on Monday wearing remnants of last night's party--

Your favorite miniskirt.

A college AU! That has me sweating if you know what I mean. Features Professor Ren and ‘Frat boy’ Ben Solo. Really hot stuff people [Status: On going]

Anything by @sithsecrets. They have some good sweeter Kylo Ren stuff, they are really good. If you like an Empress!Reader they have a lot of really neat work. 

Anything by @thetorturerwrites. I know I mentioned her story Puer Deus BUT she writes a lot of other cool things (she’s just a really cool person in general) I’m talking Adam Sackler, Clyde Logan, AND Kylo Ren. She also has a new thing on her blog called Torturer Tuesdays that you should check out. (If you are KINKY you will like her.)

And some people/works who aren’t Star Wars:

@medicatemedrmccoy​ is a very good Star Trek blog to follow, always love seeing their work hop across my dashboard. Also the many gifs they reblog give my feed some freshness. 

Adoration and/or Arsenic by Maesonry on Ao3

Irony is having a policeman for a fiancé, when you’re a murderer. You tell that to Leon once. He laughs, because you always tell the best jokes, and you let him believe it, since you love to see him smile.

“I love you, Leon,” will be your last words one day.

A RE2 Leon Kennedy x Yandere!Reader that is just really really good. I would say the insight to the mind on the reader is excellent when it comes to this trope [Status: Complete]

If you don’t have an Ao3 account you are really missing out on a lot of good quality Fanfic and Original Story work people. 

I will be recommending a number of works every Friday. Please check the tags of the fic before you read them, just incase you see something you don’t like. My philosophy is IF YOU DON’T LIKE IT THEN CLICK OFF.

NOTE: These are works that I enjoy, you don’t have to like them. I am OPEN to suggestions but I can be very picky about what I actually enjoy. I have consumed a lot of work, but there are only so many that I would recommend. No hate on any authors work but this is my opinion.

ALSO NOTE: I try not to read or recommend people that are “antis”. i.e. Anti-(this ship), Anti-(this character), Anti-(this fandom), etc. Everyone has the right to their own opinion, but in my experience antis come with name calling and belittling that is just TOXIC. So this is where I encourage you all to think about calling yourself an ‘anti’, because as myself there are certain ships, characters, fandoms I do not like, but I am not “anti” them. I can recognize that fiction does not equal real life. Note that this is talking about fiction and not political items, groups or anything like that. So I will try not to recommend an “Anti” blog or writer to you, if I do please let me know and I will fix it. 

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Regole:

> ⚠️ attenzione vi prego di leggere attentamente le seguenti regole che varranno per tutte le richieste fatte.

❐✏︎ 𝟙 Per la scrittura troverete solo yandere! characters x reader, attualmente i fandom che seguo e che conoscono, insieme alla masterlist, la trovate qui. 

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Vi prego non richiedete troppo volte lo stesso personaggio che finisco per annoiarmi scrivere sempre gli stessi, date spazio ad altri personaggi minori o di opere meno conosciute.

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No lemon: normalmente avrei detto di si ma ultimamente non piace come vengo, quindi se mai succederà saranno piccoli accenni messi da me per rendere la trama più realistica e comunque avvertirò a inizio capitolo.

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Si agli Characters x reader x characters: più personaggi non sono un problema per me quindi va bene.

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Si Au moderne o scenari fuori dalla trama originale dell’opera da cui proviene il personaggio.

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Vi prego di non insultare o prendere in giro, faccio del mio meglio come scrittrice quindi portate rispetto per me o per gli altri lettori a cui la mia scrittura piace.

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Suggerimenti e idee ben accette purché non sia offensive nei confronti del lettore o del autore.

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Potete richiede personaggi maschili o femminili con reader che femmine.

[writerbyaccident]

The Dark Side (Yandere Kylo Ren x Reader)

Request: Hux or kylo plz

           Kylo really despised this backwater planet. As if it wasn’t bad enough that the climate was that of unrelenting hurricanes and wind storms, that poverty crawled into every last household, the place was also a haven for resistance scum. It was for that reason that Supreme Leader Snoke had ordered Kylo to land on this worthless hunk of rock, so that he spy on the rebels and learn their secrets. When Snoke had given him the mission, Kylo had protested, not sure why his master couldn’t just send down a legion of Stormtroopers to destroy the useless planet and every last rebel once and for all. At the time, Kylo hadn’t seen the reason behind his master’s call for stealth, but now, two weeks into his task, he was supremely grateful for it. For without it, he never would have gotten to meet you.

           The very moment that he landed on the planet, it was if the Force guided him to you. Disguised as an interplanetary trader, Kylo had wandered into the first cantina he could find, looking to the run-down town to be nothing more than a traveler in need of refreshment after a long journey, really searching for what suspicious figures might lurk there. But he had not been expecting to find someone like you.

           “Hey, Arvo,” you greeted Kylo as he approached the bar. “The usual?”

           Nodding, Kylo took a seat at the bar, taking the chance to scan the cantina for any resistance fighters that might be there. His eyes quickly landed on a table in the corner, one with five quiet figures that he had been watching closely these past two weeks. Despite knowing that he had a mission to complete, a mission given to him directly by the Supreme Leader no less, Kylo kept finding his eyes flicking back over to you.

           You were in the midst of making his drink, the same one he ordered every day when he came to see you. Kylo knew both then and now that he was allowing his focus to slip, forgetting the real reason why he was on this planet to begin with, but he just couldn’t resist coming back to you. He was caught in the current of the Force, unable to turn away from you. Even now, when you were doing so simple a task, not even talking to him, he found himself captivated by your warm smile and kind eyes. Those were things that he had not seen in some time, things that he cherished in you.

           Not for the first time though, a dark thought wormed its way into Kylo’s mind. Once he left, what would keep this pathetic little planet from destroying those things that he loved about you? This was no place for you, he realized with a scowl, especially not when the whole damn place was crawling with rebels. There was no telling what they might do once you were without his protection, how they might hurt you. And even if by some miracle they left you alone, there was still the chance that you might get caught in the crossfire between them and the First Order.

           “Here you go,” you said, interrupting Kylo’s increasingly dark thoughts.

           “Thank you,” he muttered, taking the glass from you, letting his hand just barely brush against yours as he did so.

           “How’s the trading going?” you asked as you wiped down the bar.

           “Fairly well. I’m going to have to leave soon though.”

           “Really? Well, I’m going to miss you. It’s not often that I get such a polite customer.”

           Kylo frowned at that, not liking the thought of you working in a place where the customers didn’t give you your due respect. Before he could comment though, one of the suspected rebels that he was supposed to be watching took a seat at the bar, giving you a small wave. Your attention stolen by that lowlife, you walked over to serve him, and with your back turned, Kylo glared freely at the interloper.

           “Hey, sweetheart,” the piece of scum grinned at you, “think I can get a refill?” Hearing another man speak to you that way, it was pure instinct that had Kylo reaching for his lightsaber where it was hidden in his jacket. Even as you smiled at the customer and took his glass, Kylo could feel the rage building inside of him, the longing to give into that rising darkness. But no, he reminded himself, if he lost control now, he would never learn where the rebels had their base on this planet, and Snoke would never forgive him. More importantly though, Kylo was so used to everyone looking at him with fear, and while he relished it, he didn’t want you to look at him that way.

           “Here’s your refill,” you said with a smile, a smile that Kylo loathed to see directed at someone else. It wasn’t like the smiles you gave him though, he reassured himself. No, this one was merely from obligation, while the smiles you gave him were genuine, in recognition from the way the Force had connected you too.

           “Thanks, sweetheart. It looks good, not half as good as you though.”

           Slamming his hands harshly on the table, Kylo turned to the imbecile who dared to talk to you that way, his face twisted in anger. The yearning to choke the life out of that vermin, to use his rightful powers, was almost too strong to ignore. But before he gave into the temptation, Kylo thought of a better idea. As he summoned the very depths of his power, Kylo leaned down to the worthless scum so that he was right at his ear.

           “You are going to leave this cantina,” Kylo seethed, his voice too low for you to hear. “You are going to find the nearest cliff, and you are going to jump off of it. Do you understand?”

           “Yes,” the man agreed blankly, leaving the bar without another look at you. Kylo watched him walk away with satisfaction, waiting until the man made it back into the storm outside before turning back to you.

           “What did you say to that guy?” you asked him, your eyes still on the seat the man just left.

           “Look at me,” Kylo said, his grip on the Force still too strong for you to resist; his face softening when you turned towards him obediently. “I merely told him that if he wasn’t going to treat you with respect, he needed to leave.”

           “Well, thank you, but I can take care of myself,” you told him. Kylo shook his head at your claim, giving another strong tug on the Force to bring your mind ever closer to his.

           “If anyone else talks to you like that, you are going to tell me,” Kylo ordered.

           “I am going to tell you.”

           “And when I leave this planet, you are coming with me.”

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[yandereclues]

Heyyy I just saw your post about maybe doing yandere!Star Wars. If you do, could you do some headcanons or imagines (up to you) about Kylo and Poe if the reader was taken from them and injured? If you don’t want to, you don’t have to ♥️ thanks James

Note: Thank you for the suggestion! I had so much fun writing this, 😋 I hope it’s to your liking. Happy reading darling! (Also I apologize if the format is strange, I’m on mobile at the moment)

Summary: Reader was taken hostage by a band of scavengers on Tatooine for a ransom, and was injured in the process.

Feat: Yandere! Kylo Ren/ Ben Solo x geander neutral! reader and Yandere! Poe Dameron x gender neutral!reader

Warning: mentions of blood and violence

Kylo Ren/ Ben Solo:

He was livid. He told you not to go to Tatooine with him, but you insisted you would be fine. You really just wanted to watch the pod race. You had heard about them since you were a child, so the thought of seeing them in person excited you. He of course was hesitant, but he loves seeing you so excited, so he agreed. As long as you had a group of Stormtroopers with you. But of course, you somehow evaded them.

He spoke with the scavengers, opting to use words over the chance of you getting hurt. But that didn’t last long, as he soon noticed the quantities of blood, pouring from a large gash in your bicep.

He also took notice of the scrapes and bruises scattered along your exposed skin. The blaster to your head was soon whisked away, as the male scavenger holding it to your temple was lifted into the air. The other two scavengers directed their blasters at Kylo.

Their blasts were soon stopped mid-air, and directed back towards them. The scavenger, who had a blaster to your head only moments ago, was dropped, as his body went limp.

The masked man before you now turned his gaze to meet yours. Immediately rushing to you. He nothing, simply lifting you in his arms bridal style. He rushed to take you back to the cruiser, and directly to the medical bay.

He stared daggers at the medical staff tending your wounds. Occasionally asking if you were okay. But once the staff had exited the room, now finished cleaning and bandaging your wounds, he piped up.

“I told you not to go,” he snapped, “Why can’t you just listen to me?!” At this point he had raised his voice significantly. Something he never dared to do in front of you. “I keep you safe and happy, I give you everything you could ever want,” he yelled “and this is how you repay me?!” He towered over you as he stood, his voice now dripping with venom, as countless tears now blurred your vision.

“I’m sorry Ben,” you sobbed, “I just wanted to get a closer look at the podracers.” You could tell he was frustrated, as he was opening and closing fist. “That’s a lie and you know it!” His hand now met the wall with a loud thud, causing you to bury your head in your knees in fear. He knew you had tried, and failed, to escape. Your failure only due to the one of the scavengers happening to recognize you as his lover. And for that, Ben almost thanked them. But his expression softened as he looked at your tear-ridden state.

“From now on, you are not going anywhere outside of this ship without me by your side,” he said, much calmer than a moment ago. He sat next to you on the cot. Bringing what tears you had left to your eyes.

There truly is no escape now.

“Come here,” he cooed, dragging you into his lap. “I just want to keep you safe Y/N.” The embrace was warm, but it was more for him than you. “You’re mine.”

You weren’t quite sure what you were more afraid of. The fact that you nearly got your brains blasted, or the arms gently draped around your waist.

Poe Dameron:

Contrary to most Yandere’s, Poe was quite lenient with what he allowed you to do. And tended to let you off the hook more often. So he of course let you go with him to Tatooine. He thought it might be fun to get away with you for a day or two.

He had left you in the Millennium Falcon to go fetch some food, and you had decided to go for a walk about the sandy dunes surrounding you. You put a blaster on your belt, and went on your way.

The sky was beautiful, the two suns now beginning to set along the horizon. You stopped walking for a moment to sit. Your shoes were now discarded to the side, leaving your feet bare on the sand. You then heard the crunching of boots behind you. And thinking it was Poe, you spoke up.

“Hey, took you long enough,” You went to turn and face the man. But you weren’t met with Poe’s charming smile and food, but with a metal rod slamming against your temple. The sky span around for a moment, before going dark.

“Give them back,” you heard Poe demand as you rose to consciousness, suddenly very aware of the cold blade to your throat. You winced at the pounding headache you had acquired, now also aware that Poe was holding his blaster to the back of another scavenger’s head.

“Put them down or I’ll kill him,” he said. Now noticing your consciousness.

“Let him go, and maybe I’ll consider,” the female scavenger said “for a price of course,” the blade now seemed to be even closer to your throat than before. You carefully moved your hand to your hip, grasping your blaster. Quickly you shoved the blade from your throat and blasted the scavenger in the stomach.

But not before her blade dug into the soft meat of your thigh. The large tear of muscle ripped screams from your throat. You heard a shot behind you, and felt Poe pick you up and run towards the Millennium Falcon. Cursing the whole time. He swiftly wrapped a rag around your thigh, in an attempt to slow the gushing blood from tainting your soft skin further.

“Why did you go out without me,” he rambled through his apparent stress, “I told you not to go out without me Y/N. It’s dangerous without me to protect you.” He went on.

“I can protect myself,” you challenged, bringing a frown to his face.

“Well obviously you can’t. I was gone for ten minutes and you got hurt. But that’s okay. That’s why I’m here, to protect you,” he sat beside you bringing you in closer by the hip. “I’ll keep you safe baby, you just gotta promise me one thing,” he gently tilted your head up by your chin.

“You gotta promise,” he went on, “that you’ll be mine forever.” He tucked a hair behind your ear as he spoke. The only thing you could do was nod hesitantly. To which he smiled down at you.

“That’s right baby, all mine hmm,” he then pressed a soft kiss to your still aching head

[chezzywezzy]

Yandere Kylo Ren pt. 2 (4/4)

Word count ; 4.7k

“What was he referring to?” Kylo Ren suddenly growled in my ear.

This broke my attention from Rey. I let out a quiet gasp, looking at his gaze, giving me such a warning.One of his hands began drifting to my head.

“She’s my girlfriend, Kylo Ren. You can imagine what we did,” I growled back, sending him a snarl. “Maybe I would consider you more if you weren’t such a villain.”

His glare moved to the woman, who was staring out a telescope. Even though my Force was not strong, I could feel the anger wash over the room. But, I focused on Rey once more, tuning into Snoke’s villain speech.

“—For you, all is lost.”

Rey suddenly summoned Kylo Ren’s lightsaber, igniting it immediately. Kylo Ren tensed, but didn’t move. All eyes were on Rey, and the red knights were on guard. Nobody moved as Snoke continued to taunt her, even with how furious she was.

“O-oh. And still that fiery spit of hope.” He raised his hand in mock surrender. “You have the spirit of a true Jedi!”

Rey suddenly charged at him. As badly as I was rooting for her, I had seen Snoke’s power. It was impalpable. 

Just as she raised the lightsaber to strike him, he flicked his finger. She was sent flying back, the lightsaber falling right ant Kylo Ren’s feet. He shoved me aside and summoned it, stretching his fingers. Rey was sent sprawled on the floor, and I went to help her, but she was pulled to her knees by Snoke.

“And because of that, you must die.” He spun her toward us. She looked angry, but when her eyes flickered toward me, I saw it. Fear. She was scared. And I wanted so badly to help her. “My worthy apprentice, son of darkness, heir apparent to Lord Vader. Where there was conflict, I now sense resolve. Where there was weakness, strength.” I saw it in his eyes. He was conflicted. Confused. Weak. Everything Snoke was saying was to butter him up. Either that, or he was truly blind. “Complete your training, and fulfill. Your. Destiny.”

As he fired up the lightsaber, I did the only thing I could. I suddenly tugged on his sleeve. He turned to look at me. But I silenced him with a kiss to his lips. He responded immediately, and I knew how hungry he was for more. But I pulled away, pleading with my eyes. I then moved to his ears.

“Please. Do what’s right.”

With that, I let him go. He looked at me, still stunned from the surprise affection. I turned to Rey, but she did not seem angry. She knew that it was what I had to do in attempt to save her life. I was weak in the Force, but he was weak with me.

His Adam’s apple bobbed as he gulped, walking forward. Rey was still panting, and they maintained a steady glaring contest. Well, Rey was glaring. Somehow, Kylo Ren’s anger had completely dissipated. He was contemplating.

He slowly began raising the lightsaber to her neck. It was gentle. But, out of the corner of my eye, I saw it. The slow rotation of Rey’s lightsaber, turning toward Snoke.

“I know what I have to do,” Kylo stated.

“Ben,” she whispered. Of course she didn’t know what was going on behind her. She thought he was making the wrong choice, like every other time.

“You think you can turn him?” Snoke sneered. “Pathetic child. I cannot be betrayed, I cannot be beaten. I see his mind, I see his every intent. Yes… I see him turning the lightsaber to strike true.” The lightsaber was almost by her neck. My heart pleaded that he would not kill them both. That he would talk it out. He would do what was right. “And now, foolish child, he ignites it. And kills his true enemy!”

The Jedi lightsaber turned on, striking right through Snoke. I let out a cry of delight, and in that moment, I pulled the lightsaber to myself. Rey turned around as she was released from Snoke’s Force grip. She saw what had happened.

I took the lightsaber in my hands. The red knights immediately began to attack us, and Rey had no time to digest what had happened. Kylo tossed his lightsaber to Rey, deciding to use the Force as his weapon.

Rey and I collided back to back, ready to attack the red knights. Already, Kylo had forced some off the ledge and choked another. But Rey and I, our lightsabers clashed with the red counterparts. I felt a serge of confidence run through me. If I could stop Kylo Ren from hurting the love of my life, I could stop these queen of hearts bitches from doing it too.

But then, we were separated. I was surrounded by three distinct men, engaging in a stare down with my lightsaber extended, while Rey was struggling with one. I had to protect her.

One of them suddenly pulled out a whip. I took a few steps farther away, deciding to engage with the one to my left. I dashed at him. I barely blocked his hit, but I quickly recovered, stabbing him in the chest. He froze and collapsed. I turned tail, attempting to block the whip about to descend on me, but it was suddenly whisked away. Kylo Ren had come to my rescue, taking care of both of the soldiers.

I noticed Rey wasn’t handling herself very well. Kylo suddenly shouted,” Y/n, give me your saber!”

I obediently tossed it to him, and he caught it with ease. I ducked underneath an attempted slash from the enemy, rolling over and picking up tan corpse’s whip. I struck a red knight and dashed over to Rey, my attention falling back to her.

A blade was being held to her neck. She was trying to hold back. She was in front of her. None of the others were attacking me, so I focused, raising my hand. I thrust my hand out further, envisioning that I was sending him flying away. When I opened my eyes, it had worked!

I mentally celebrated my own unbridled strength. Rey recovered, letting out a congratulatory holler. I noticed Kylo Ren was in the same circumstances. But Rey took over, calling his name. She tossed him his lightsaber and he caught it. When he turned it on, it severed the knight’s head.

And just like that, we had survived. All of us. For the first time, Kylo had confirmed that there was a light inside him. Rey and I ran toward each other, dropping our weapons and hugging. She pressed several kisses to m y cheek, which made me giggle.

“I knew you could do it. Everything Ben said, he was wrong.The Force is strong with you, Y/n. You’re strong.”

I beard with pride. I felt so very empowered. Maybe… I wasn’t a complete fuck-up.

Kylo Ren, panting as he Bega striding toward us.

Rey suddenly pulled out of the hug, pointing and walking toward the telescope. “The fleet. Order them to stop firing! There’s still time to save the fleet.”

Kylo Ren was silent. We both stared him down. He cast his gaze aside from both of us. He was approaching Snoke’s coupled up corpse. Dread set in. He was doing what was right, wasn’t he…?

“Kylo?” I gently spoke.

“It’s time to let old things die,” he conceded. “Snoke, Skywalker. The Sith, the Jedi, the Rebels let it all die. Y/n… I want you to join me. You told me to do what was right, and I am.”

He extended his hand out toward me. For the first time, I considered it. But at the end of the day, my heart belonged to the woman not too far away from me.

“We can rule together and bring a new order to the galaxy,” he insisted. “You don’t even have to love me yet. You can be with Rey if you wish. But I’m doing what’s right now. For you. And I will only have the strength if you’re by my side.”

My heart thudded in my chest. I knew Rey was staring me down, considering the option. She was still suspicious of him. But I… was so tempted. Was it the right decision?

My gaze flickered to his waist, where both of the lightsabers laid. I knew my what choices were being offered. I could take his hand, or Luke Skywalker’s lightsaber. I took a few steps closer. I saw the light in his eyes. The hope. The goodness.

I raised my trembling hand. 

“Don’t do this, Ben, Y/n. I know you’re lying. You’re manipulating her.”

“Please, don’t make me make this decision,” I whispered in agreement.

“No, no,” he rushed. “You’re still holding on. Let go! You have seen the ability you have when you find the strength.” He stepped closer. Out of the corner of my eye, I knew that Rey’s eyes were shimmering with a new layer of tears.

“Join me,” he prodded.

His hand was so close. I could easily grab it and make the easy decision. Or I could make the difficult, but… probably right decision. And yet, I couldn’t stop it as my fingers ghosted closer. I could tell he was eagerly watching me and my expression.

I made eye contact with Rey once more. She nodded to me. And in that moment, I knew what had to be done.

All at once, I reached for the lightsaber and Rey did too. She snatched Luke’s from his waist, leaving me to attempt to pull the Sith one from him. But he quickly pulled back. The lightsaber was so far yet so close. 

Kylo let out a grunt of frustration, his true feelings stinging through. He was not only pulling on the lightsaber, but pushing me back. I focused just as much attention, even if my wounds ached terribly and I was suffering from a terrible headache.

“Why are you resisting me, even now?” he boomed, hand outstretched. “I have done what you asked. I have done everything to win you over. I am actively choosing what is right, and yet you still push me away!”

We were both being pushed further and further from the trembling, floating lightsaber. I fell silent, unable to muster a response. My heart ached for the boy in the man, that even now, was conflicted. He made it seem as though he was doing all this for me. And perhaps part of him was. But even I knew the truth, and I was dense as a rock. He was doing what he twas for what he had the strength to do in the moment. 

The right thing.

But suddenly, the lightsaber first and we both went flying back. I almost blacked out, but Rey caught me. I had no doubt I was bleeding all over from the strain. But, when I realized Kylo Ren was unconscious, I knew we had to make our move.

~~~

Laughter bubbled in my throat as I manned the left cannon for the Millennium Falcon. We swooped into battle, trying to protect the large metal door that blocked Kylo Ren’s forces from the remaining Rebellion. We had won the battle against Kylo Ren, but now, it was time to finish the war once and for all. Or, at least, stall for the Rebellion to make an escape.

For some reason, as we shot, the enemy didn’t fire back. Only a few stray blasts hit us.

That’s right. I was his weakness, even now that he was in charge of the First Order.

But, they were firing up the cannon regardless, peppering to blast through the door. Some of the Resistance fighters were trying to take it on, but we were nothing in comparison to the looming, giant cannon and the weird walking space ships. 

“We have to pull out, Chewy,” Rey suddenly spoke over the intercoms.

“Wait! Drop me off on the battlefield,” I suddenly spoke up, coming up with an idea.

I could immediately hear the reluctance in her voice. “No way, not again. You’ll die if we drop you off now —“

The giant canon blasted against the metal door, burning it to its core. After a few seconds, it receded into a black nothing. I saw the large, gaping hole in the metal door. The Rebellion. They needed more time to escape, and they needed it now.

“Please, Rey, just trust me. I’ll distract him.”

“But - but I have to pick up the Rebellion from the other side.”

“There’ll be no Rebellion on the other side if I don’t buy us more time,” I argued.

She went silent. And then —

“…You’re right. But promise me that you’ll be safe.”

“Rey, I love you. I’ll be fine. It might be a while, but,” I choked back a wave of oncoming tears,” I’ll make it out just fine. I’m strong enough.”

“But you know he won’t let you leave his side once he gets a hold of you!” she shouted, vulnerability shining through.

“I promise, Rey. No matter what, we’ll be together again. It may be a while, but I think I’ve got Kylo Ren wrapped around my pinkie finger pretty dan easily by now.”

I heard a sigh, and I knew she was finally - although reluctantly - agreeing. “Chewy, drop into the center and open the doors.”

Chewy groaned over the intercoms. A sad smile graced my face and I spoke over the intercoms one last time,” thanks, Chewy. I’ll be back, so don’t miss me too much.”

And alike to that of a martyr walking toward the furnace, I walked to the exit. As I stepped into the battlefield, equipped with nothing but my wit,  I waved one last good-bye to the ship. It zipped away, but only then did I see it.

Luke Skywalker had emerged from the hole in the metal blockade.

I did not get to digest this fact as a million blasters went off in his direction. I screamed and covered my eyes, the sounds of bullets going off right and left echoing in my ears. They were ringing terribly, but I could only long for Luke’s safety. Although… I highly doubted he could make it out of that alive.

The cannons suddenly stopped. Red smoke dissipated in the wind, and I finally looked toward the scene. There as no way that one man had survived all that.

 But then, the smoke began to clear. And from the smoke, emerged one lone man. Luke Skywalker had survived. And he was looking pretty damn smug about it.

In a panic, I ran up to him. “Mister Skywalker! H - how…”

With a cheeky grin, he placed a hand on my shoulder. Or so I thought. I gasped when his hand phased through me entirely. “Now shush up about that. We don’t want a certain someone learning about this ahead of time… Now, I know you’re a smart-ass of a kid, but why the hell did you plop into the middle of a battlefield? You know he’s just going to capture you.”

“Better me than the Rebellion,” I answered. “I’m doing the same as you. Stalling for time. And I’ll be damned if he gets a single hit on your holographic body.”

Luke chuckled, but his expression became solemn as he looked beyond. me. I turned, coming face to face with Kylo Ren. He looked any, but as per usual, his glare wasn’t directed toward me, but past me.

“Y/n. I know what you’re doing. Step out of the way and let me face him alone.”

I stepped further in front of the holographic Lule Skywalker, balling up my fists. “Sorry, Kylo Ren. But I didn’t drop into a snake pit just to get bit for nothing.”

His lip twitched, and he caved, returning his attention to the man I was ‘shielding’. “Di you come back to say you forgive me? To save my soul?”

“Nah.”

Kylo Ren threw off his cable, revealing the lightsaber that was held to his waist belt. I instinctively hopped forward when both men drew their lightsabers. The atmosphere was tense, and yet I felt lighter than air. Happy to be here, even.

Kylo aimed his lightsaber forward. “Step out of the way, Y/n, before I make you.”

“I’ll quote my man, Luke. Nah.”

And that was enough to set Kylo ablaze. He dashed toward us, trying to weave around us. But Luke stood still. I jumped into action, trying use the Force to push him back. He skidded back, almost losing his footing. But his arm shot out, and suddenly, I was floating off the air, unable to breath.

“Oh, you are pushing my buttons!” he shouted. “If I wasn’t as patient of a man as I was and didn’t see the future that we have together, I would kill you right now!”

I was suddenly release, and I coughed for air. I scraped my knees across the ground, but I had no time to rest. Luke was dodging and dipping out of Kylo Ren’s way. The man’s movements were quick and uncalculated. He was brimming with rage, ready to end Luke Skywalker’s life.

I tried to stand up, but Kylo seemed to have noticed. Instead, he thrust me to the ground again. I skidded along on my behind. Letting out a yelp of pain. But when I sat up, I knew Luke was handling himself, as once again, they were standing several feet apart.

And then Kylo rushed at him again. My jaw dropped the Luke bended over backwards, completely avoiding it, and once again having the upper hand. Kylo Ren became more and more frustrated at his failure.

“I failed you, Ben,” Luke suddenly spoke. “I’m sorry.”

“I’m sure you are!” he boomed. “The Resistance is dead. The war is over. And when I kill you, I will have killed the last Jedi.”

“Amazing,” he chuckled. “Every word of what you just said was wrong. The Rebellion is reborn today. The war is just beginning. And I am not the last Jedi. You’d think you would know better when one of them is standing before you.”

“I’ll destroy that girl. And you. And all of it.”

Luke sheathed his lightsaber. I knew it was over. The Rebellion had escaped. And Luke - it did not take a seasoned thespian of the Force to know that the strength was leaving his body with each passing second.

“No. Strike me down in anger and I’ll always be with you. Just like your father.”

Kylo’s grip on his lightsaber tightened. His gaze was trained perpetually on the Jedi before him. And then, with one final grunt, he dashed toward him. I watched with intrigue as I knew what would happen. Kylo Ren would be embarrassed immediately when Luke Skywalker did not die to his hand.

I rose to my feet, watching the spectacle. Kylo’s lightsaber skimmed right through Luke Skywalker. The man sent me one last cheeky smile before turning to Kylo, of which the realization was slowly dawning on him. Kylo Ren was stunned, and Luke only looks disappointed. In awe, Kylo stabbed him again, only to yield the same result.

“…No.”

“See ya around, kid.”

And with that, Luke Skywalker disappeared before his very eyes.

Kylo, still stuck in place, dropped the lightsaber. I approached him, taking the spot of where Luke once was. I could feel that Luke had just died. And yet, I knew he had died happily. I crossed my arms and sent Kylo Ren a grin.

“Wasn’t that a spectacle. Who could’ve known that Jedis could teleport? I sure as hell didn’t.”

Kylo stomped his foot, screaming at the top of his lungs as he turned to face the wall. He fell on his hands and knees, dogging his fist into the snowy sand ground.

I walked up behind him and placed my hand on his shoulder. “It’s over, Kylo Ren. We won. But there will always be a place for you in the Rebellion.”

He grabbed my hand and suddenly flipped me onto ground in front of him. I writhed under the Force as he began choking me, the air escaping my lungs. Panic flooded my system. This was the first time his anger was on me, and only me. Tars slid down my cheeks as I awed at my throat. Kylo sank over me, one hand choking and the other holding him up. His face sunk deeper, until our noses were lost touching.

“There is no ‘we’ for you. You are not a part of the Rebellion. You are not a part of the Jedi. You were brought here to be mine and only mine.” He narrowed his eyes, finally releasing me. I greedily gulped in air, massaging my neck. I sloppily wiped away may tears as well.

“And now that you’ve stupidly delivered yourself to me, I’ll be able to prove it once and for all.”

He connected our lips. I grunted and struggled, pushing against his chest. I couldn’t think straight. I was batshit terrified. The man… there was no goodness in him. Only new tactics. Only a maniac. 

And suddenly, as the world went black, the only thing on my mind was Mr. Puffin and the regret of ever stepping off the Millennium Falcon in the first place.

~~~

My entire body ached. I wanted so badly to roll onto my side, but I couldn’t even muster the energy to do that. My body felt free, all except for my wrists, which had two bracelets of some sort clamping down on them.

I finally mustered the strength to open my eyes when I felt something squeeze my waist, pulling me along a plush mattress. I let out a hiss of pain, and I wanted so badly to cry, but I was so very parched. I stared at the ceiling. It was metallic and red lines ran across the panels. I sat up slightly, realizing I was in a plus bed, which also reciprocated the black-and-red theme. But, what drew my attention the most, was the bare arm slung across my waist and who it belonged to; Kylo Ren, who was seemingly fast asleep.

I heard a familiar chirp and some rattling. I let out a quiet gasp and noticed that, by the side of my bed entrapped in a cage, was my dearest Mr. Puffin. I weakly pushed off the man’s arms, casting my gaze away from his messy black locks and his equally bare upper body. I gently kicked y legs off the side of the bed, and even if my arms hurt from the slightest pressure, I sat up.

I noticed that I was in a new outfit and that the bandages coating my arms and legs were silky and expensive by space standards. I wobbled over to the cage, using the wall as support. Oh, my entire body burned. I was on fire from head to toe. But I so dearly wished to stroke Mr/ Puffin’s soft feathers.

I knew he would be the only thing that kept me sane while trapped on Kylo Ren’s ship. I reached through the iron cage. Mr. Puffin leaned into my finger, nudging me. I tried searching for a key, but there seemed to be none. I was about to try to use the Force to move the iron bars, like I had seen others do before, when —

“You can try, but it won’t work.”

I jumped, resulting in my body going in. I stumbled all the way back onto the bed, although I managed to sit up straight. I was hunched over. I heard Kylo Ren shuffle behind me until he was close behind, his arm wrapped around me waist and his chest pressed to my back.

That’s when I noticed the thin metal shackles on my wrist. 

“Is it because…”

“Yes. But also, you’re so weak I doubt you could lift a pebble.” He placed a chaste kiss to my cheek, and I heard his inhale deeply. “I hope to remind you that we’re truly soulmates. Not only was your first instinct to go to your Port friend, but you could have tried to Force choke me. And yet, the thought of hurting me has never once crossed your mind. Funny, ins’t it?”

“If we were soulmates, the notion would be reciprocated, Kylo,” I croaked. “May I remind you that you’re the one who praised yourself so adamantly on never hurting me. And yet, you almost killed me. Twice.”

He sighed, his breath on my neck sending tingles of fear down my spine. “I’m sorry. But I had to… no, I needed to get you out of the way. I needed to show you that you were meant to be mine.”

“By taking my own life?” I snapped back. He fell silent. “That’s really lovely of you, Kylo Ren. And you’re right. I never wanted to hurt you because I thought there was an ounce of goodness in you. But no, here we are, in the same situation. You satiating your own selfish whims instead of doing the right thing. I feel foolish for ever believing you, even for a moment. I almost envisioned a future where we were friends.”

“God dammit,” he hissed, gritting his teeth. I could tell he was trying to refrain his explosive temper. His grip on my waist tightened, and I let out a yelp of pain. He suddenly withdrew from my body entirely, slamming his fist into the wall by the headboard. “You still resist me.”

“I wonder why.”

“I really do!” he roared.

“I’ve loved you, even before I even thought of you to be real. I searched the galaxy to find you, even before you arrived. When you fell into my arms, it was heaven. My entire world was complete. It still is, even when you are away, because I know you will return to me. We’re made for each other. And can you blame me for having a momentarily lapse of judgement when you drive me to wit’s end every. Damn. Time?”

Tears slid down my cheeks and I covered my face in my hands. Despair consumed me. I tried so hard to be positive, but the bruises I felt on my neck brought me back into the insanity of my situation. 

“Yes. I can. You’re a violent man, Kylo Ren. You’re selfish. You’re cruel. You’re evil to the core. And if you truly loved me, you would not hurt me. If you truly loved me, you would make the right decisions. If you truly loved me… you would let me go. You would let me be happy with a woman who treats me better than you ever will and who would never try to kill me.”

He fell silent. But I knew he would remain steadfast in his decision. “…But I saw it in my vision.”

“No, you saw it in your dreams, Kylo Ren. You shaped what you saw to fit your liking.”

Mr. Puffin chirped wildly, rattling the cage once. more. Kylo Ren rose to his feet and walked over to the cage. From an unknown place, he withdrew a key. He opened it.

Mr. Puffin came flying into my arms. I let out a sob of joy, cradling the sweet pet to me tightly. I had a feeling he would be the only source of joy I felt in a while.

“…I know you are right,” he conceded. “But please understand. I can never let you go.”

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Yandere Ben Solo x Reader 2/?

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 Summary: You’re captured and detained in a First Order ship. You’re trying to be strong in the midst of this fearful situation while also being worried about your best friend, Poe. And on top of that, you can’t shake off this connected feeling with your abductor- Kylo Ren. 

Word Count: 2k

warnings: some swearing, a little poe fluff and yearning 

a/n: oh boy here we go. im honestly just going through the whole damn movie it seems wow.

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recap: His eyes drifted down and settled close to your chin. You shifted once more. "And I kinda don't want to let you go."    The air was stiff as you stared up at the man. You... quite frankly you didn't know what to do. He seemed to be waiting for an answer as his eyes bore into yours. You swallowed as your tongue felt dry and sticky. Then almost comically, you just leaned to the side and out of his touch.  "I... would rather you just not." You ended up stating to him. His eyes fluttered as he blinked and furrowed his eyebrows.  "Wha… what?" He asked seemingly very confused. You swallowed, again because you seemed to be very thirsty, and raised your head a little boldly.  "You heard me." You said defiantly as you stared up at the man. His Adam's apple moved up and down as he swallowed. He was looking at you as if he couldn't believe what you were saying. You saw how his shoulders went up and down as he took in a breath. This man... this cold-blooded murderer... this absolute monster- was he truly in shock of what you said?     You could feel your boldness extending throughout your body. You straightened your shoulders back as best as you could. You looked him squared in those confused eyes of his.  "I've never dreamt of you and I sure as hell don't plan to." It was like your words sent a wave of physical shock to him as he moved back. You allowed a tinge of a smirk to grace your lips.     His eyes left yours and instead moved to the floor. He seemed to be thinking. Calculating? More like trying to figure out what the hell you were saying. His breathing was coming out in steady huffs as he continued to look down and away from you. Then slowly his eyes glided from the floor, up your dusty pantsuit, and connected with your fixed eyes.  "You... you've never dreamed of me?" He said in what seemed like a scared whisper as he stared at you. Your head slowly shook no as you stared right back at him. "Oh." He said as his eyes dropped back down onto the floor. He was silent for a few moments and almost... almost you were regretting your choice of words at him. To see that he clearly didn't think it would be like this? It... it almost made you feel sorry for him.     But almost is not enough. He was a murderer. A cold blooded killer. He deserved nothing less then to be in agony himself. But this... the human nature of you made you watch him in a different light. He may be a murderer and a monster, but he... he was still just a man. You shifted uncomfortable about the feeling in the air as he slowly sighed and looked back up at you. Something seemed different in his eyes. Almost this... this coldness accompanied his gaze. You felt your skin breaking out in goosebumps as you stared back at him. Almost robotically he lifted up his helmet and placed it back over his head with a click.  "I'll be back later." He stated before he turned away from you. It took you a few moments to realize that he was leaving. Actually leaving? You- did you just win against him? You blinked a few times as the door shut and locked behind him. You... won. You made it through his interrogation.     A relieved sigh came out of your mouth as you leaned back against the chair. You actually did it. Your eyes drifted up to the ceiling and to the bright light shining above your head. But he... he'll be back. That thought made you furrow your eyebrows. And next time he probably won't let up as easily as he did. So this only left a certain window for an escape. You sighed in a frustrated manner as you looked to the wall. How are you going to escape? You couldn't just walk out of this cell now could you? Well... you tilted your head a bit. Maybe that wasn't such a bad idea.     Time seemed to stretch on and on as you mentally plotted your escape. Your desire to sleep was starting to crawl onto you. When was the last time you slept? It couldn't have been too long ago, right? But the pulling of your senses was only increasing as you sat- well sorta laid- in the chair. You focused on the wall as you kept yourself from falling asleep. You had to stay awake. You had to be ready to escape. But the longer you stared at the wall, the desire grew stronger. But... you.... had to... you needed to... your head started to dip down as you let go of your conscious. The uncomfortableness of the chair was cast away out of your thoughts as you fell asleep. Nothing mattered in that moment except.... pure.... and blissful.... sleep.    But the sudden whoosh of the door had your body snapping upright as you were startled awake. Your eyes darted around the room fearfully before... oh. It was just a trooper. He didn't say anything except unlock your restraints. Your heart was beating in your chest as you watched the man- or at least you were assuming this was a man. What was happening?  "Come with me." Was all that he said before you were walking out of the cell with a set of handcuffs fastened on your wrists.    You almost stumbled a few times as you walked down the hallway. Being cooped up in that chair made your legs feel woobly and unsure as you tried your best to walk in a straight line. But gosh darn it. You felt like the manifestation of a noodle. The man's hold on your arm was surprisedly gentle and not very firm. It felt like he was only suggesting you follow where he was guiding you. Where exactly was he guiding you? Your brows furrowed as you glanced at the shiny, white armored man. But before you could ask the man where he was taking you- your body was shoved into a break in the wall.    Your eyes widened as you stumbled into the tight space with a surprised yelp escaping your lips. You squeezed your eyes shut, expecting to hit a hard wall, but instead you... were steadied by a pair of strong arms? Your eyes fluttered open only to be met with the face of... oh God. Poe. "Hey." His voice came out in a hushed tone as he looked at you. Immediately you flung yourself onto him while gripping onto his shirt with your cuffed hands. Poe- he- he's here. He's here. You hadn't realized you started to cry until his arms were wrapping around you. "Hey- hey. It's all right. I'm here." He whispered as you leaned even more into his chest. "Everything is going to be okay."  Slowly, your head pulled back from the crook of his neck. You swallowed as you focused your watery vision on him.  "I... I'm so happy to see you." You whispered as you gazed up at the man. His lips curved into his signature smirk.  "Yeah? Missed me that much?" A breathy laugh escaped your mouth as you did your best to wipe off your cheeks.  "Maybe." You whispered up at him. His smirk slowed into a smile before his warm hand reached up and cupped your cheek. You felt them warm as he brushed your runny tears off of your cheeks.  "Yeah.... I missed you too, Sunshine." He whispered back down at you. He... he was going to make you cry again. But then suddenly, your head jerked to the trooper from before with a start. Poe seemed to notice your sudden attention as he answered your unanswered question, "He's helping us escape." Your head nodded slowly in understanding.  "Oh... okay." You said as your heartbeat slowed down. Poe removed his arm from your waist as he cleared his throat. You forced yourself not to show your disappointment at his action. Oh.  "So here's the plan."     After a few minutes of Poe explaining what was about to go down, you were walking down a brightly lit hallway with the two men. Soon that hallway transformed into the ship deck and you found yourself gazing around in awe. Wow. This ship truly was a wonder for being so... well.... bad. It had a certain beauty that you could respect about it. A tug on your arm had your feet moving once more as you forced yourself to focus. This ship may be pretty, but you needed to focus. Focus and get out of this pretty hell hole. You followed Poe through the loud bay as the three of you jogged to the nearest tie- fighter. The trooper that was helping you (he never said his name) jumped down and you followed after him. Then... wait.  "Uh- Poe? Where should I sit?" You voiced out your thought as you crouched in the small space.  "My thigh." He stated as he turned on the ship. You bit your lip unsurely as that... well.... there was always this unspoken rule between the two of you- you were just friends. Nothing more. "What? We gotta go." He hurried you and you nodded rapidly.  "Ah- right." You muttered before you crawled over and settled yourself down on his thigh. You were glad you were facing away from him or else he would see your blushing face. It wasn't that this was a bad place to sit... well... actually. Yes. It was. A very bad good place.    And before you knew it, the ship was rising. You planted your feet firmer on the flood as you tried not to wobble on Poe's leg. But a sudden jerk almost caused you to fly off of your perch and onto the floor. You gasped as you quickly steadied yourself.  "Uh- I can fix this!" The man from before shouted from his side as Poe nodded and wrapped a free arm around you.  "Lean back." He muttered close enough to your ear to make goosebumps rise on your arms. You simply nodded and followed his directions.    Then the tie fighter guided out of the bay and into the open space as you kept yourself from moving. Poe removed his arm and instead steered with both hands now. You swallowed as you fought to keep your thoughts focused on the moment. Almost you wanted to jerk your hands out and steer for yourself whenever it felt like Poe was flying too dangerously. But you knew that he knew what he was doing. Just maybe a little recklessly in your opinion.     But as the ship soared through the blackened sky... you felt this strange unease coming onto you. Your brows furrowed as you shifted uncomfortably. Why were you feeling this? There was nothing here to put you in this... this mood. You felt like you were being watched. That something was.... was watching you. But what? Whatever was spying on you felt dark. Sinister even. It... it... it didn't feel right. It felt wrong, completely wrong.    Your thoughts were suddenly snapped back into reality as- wait. Wait a second.  "Did we just- get hit?" You asked worried as you heard the roaring of the tie fighter. You saw the brief glimpse of dull yellow out of the corner of your eye as you looked up at Poe.  "We... we did." He whispered seeming almost in shock himself before he looked down at you. "Hold on, Sunshine."