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#you don’t insult her in my house ❤️
ilovebeingaturtle · 1 year
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Irma literally loves men and that's her only personality trait. What do you mean "gay people"?
Hm, sorry, what? Oh-no-sorry, can’t hear you, what did you say? Yeah sorry didn’t catch that, the gay people are too loud ❤️
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svechnikovvv · 1 year
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ever since toronto (2)
series masterlist: here
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y/n.drysdale
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y/n.drysdale everyone give an official welcome to thor
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jamie.drysdale i know that side profile…
y/n.drysdale no you don’t
jamie.drysdale are you gaslighting me?
y/n.drysdale it’s only gaslight if you believe it is
jamie.drysdale i’m telling mom
y/n.drysdale you don’t scare me
jamie.drysdale i should
trevorzegras thor is my new favorite drysdale
y/n.drysdale 🤨
trevorzegras you’re right. y/n, you’ll always be my favorite drysdale 🙏
jamie.drysdale your stuff is on our doorstep trevorzegras 😊
masonmctavish23 thor kinda looks like trevor
y/n.drysdale don’t insult my dog like that
masonmctavish23 are you talking about thor or trevor?
y/n.drysdale thor
user1 that side profile looks like a certain hughes…
user2 calling it now, it’s quinn
user3 thor woke up in a new bugatti
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user4 thor hughes because we ALL know that that’s quinn
jackhughes my favorite nephew
y/n.drysdale and your ONLY one
lhughes_06 cute dog 😉
y/n.drysdale this is why nobody shares secrets with you 🤦‍♀️
lhughes_06 i’ll hard launch you two rn
jamie.drysdale DO IT AND I’LL PAY YOU
y/n.drysdale jamie, go home
_quinnhughes what’s the dog doing 😧
y/n.drysdale driving, obviously 🙄
_quinnhughes is that sass, drysdale?
y/n.drysdale i don’t know. is it, hughes?
lhughes_06 yes quinn, it’s sass. y/n, stop acting clueless in your own comment section. it’s embarrassing 🙄
y/n.drysdale least favorite hughes award goes to luke!
jackhughes does that mean i’m your favorite now?
y/n.drysdale not quite, jacklynn. that title will always belong to my queen ellen 🤞
elblue6 can’t wait for you to bring thor around one day
y/n.drysdale i might come visit this weekend, so probably then!
user5 y/n, girl, we all know it’s quinn. no need to be secretive anymore
user6 soft launch, question mark
user7 y/n and quinn flirting in her comments 🫣
colecaufield i’m stealing him.
y/n.drysdale you steal my dog, i slash your tires
colecaufield jokes on you, i arrived via razor scooter
anaheimducks welcome to the fam, thor!
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y/n.drysdale
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y/n.drysdale quinn hughes, my heart holds a special place for you <3
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_quinnhughes you’re my favorite person. i love you so much 💙💚
y/n.drysdale 💙💚
jamie.drysdale OH MY GOD IT’S QUINN
jamie.drysdale EVERYBODY STAY CALM
y/n.drysdale you’re literally the only person freaking out right now
jamie.drysdale BECAUSE THIS IS SEEIOUS I CANT EVWN TYPYE IN FRWJAINGB OUT
y/n.drysdale now i see why trevor doesn’t let you in the house before the street lights come on
trevorzegras QUINN IS WHO YOU WONT LEAVE ME FOR??? i’m okay with this
y/n.drysdale okay z 😭
jackhughes FINALLY. i can sleep peacefully now
y/n.drysdale you’re no better than my brother 🙄
jamie.drysdale THIS IS A SERIOUS MATTER y/n.drysdale
user2 I WAS RIGHT
user8 QUINN & Y/N >>>
user9 OH MY GOD. DRYSDALE & HUGHES CROSSOVER???
user10 crossover? 😭
user11 who needs the royal couple when you have y/n & quinn
masonmctavish23 they grow up so fast
y/n.drysdale did jamie make you comment this?
masonmctavish23 no comment.
trevorzegras yes he did. he said, “comment this so my sister doesn’t message me about being too dramatic again” y/n.drysdale
jamie.drysdale IM KICKING YOU OUT AND STARVING YOU trevorzegras
anaheimducks our favorite honorary duck and her canuck!
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canucks our huggy found his match 💙💚
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user12 THE BLUE AND GREEN HEARTS ❤️‍🩹
user13 i love this relationship
elblue6 you two are the cutest ❤️
y/n.drysdale thanks mama hughes 🫶🏻
colecaufield the cat’s out of the bag
y/n.drysdale HOW DID YOU FIND OUT??
colecaufield …LUKE DID IT
lhughes_06 thank you for making my big brother happy
y/n.drysdale you can’t sweet-talk your way out of this, little hughes
lhughes_06 watch me.
y/n.drysdale this is why ethan is my favorite
edwards.73 THANKS MOM y/n.drysdale
user14 HARD LAUNCH, EXCLAMATION POINT
_alexturcotte i’ve been waiting for this one, TURN IT UP
y/n.drysdale you’ve been listening to lizzo again, haven’t you?
_alexturcotte she just gets me
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tags: @jackhues @jackhughesily @nowandkei @starsandhughes @jhughesl0v3r @babydollmarauders @marsmcgroarty @oh-my-ladymay @whenmypartysover @hockeybabe87 @lvrzegras @calermakar
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hellfire--cult · 6 months
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Baring Teeth {Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader} - Ch. 13
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Edit of Eddie: pitifulbaby
Chapters: Masterlist (Go here to see list of chapters, plotline and general warnings.)
Pairing: Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader
Tropes: Enemies to Lovers, Non-Traditional Omegaverse, Slow burn, Modern!AU, Mechanic!Eddie
⚠️This chapter contains: Angst, billy x reader, nervousness, allusions to homophobia, hurt
wc: 6.4k
A/N: Sorry for taking so long. I took a little break because november was a pretty messy month for me. I had complete writer's block, and I am slowly coming back to writing.
Anyways, Enjoy! ❤️ And don't forget to always support me by hitting the reblog button or leave a comment!
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CHAPTER 13
“Am I interrupting?”
Your eyes snapped open as you turned to look at Robin who walked right into your office with a smirk to her face. You rolled your eyes, turning back to look at your phone with a shake of your head, the male on the other side laughing.
“You know what Buckley, you are.” Eddie said and you saw his smile spreading as he also earned another roll of your eyes. 
“Eddie is just showing me what else needs replacing in my car.”
“Cause you took it to Rick’s all this time, and everything in it is garbage–”
“Don’t insult my car Munson.” You glared at the phone this time and he raised one hand up in defense.
It’s been two weeks since you talked with Eddie… And since then, you two have grown close… Very close. How you didn’t talk to Eddie before? You had no idea. When you all get together at the bar or at someone’s house, you two always end up in your own world. You assumed that you were both trying to catch up on eachother, learning about one another still, and you were surprised each day by how easy and normal it was to talk to him.
“To me, it sounds like you are replacing me.” Robin pouted as she walked over to you to come into frame and glare at Eddie through the camera and the man only smirked at her with a playful glint in his eyes.
“Aw, you’re scared I’m going to steal your best friend status Buckley?”
“That’s never happening.” You said in a deadpan expression which made Eddie pull an offended frown on his eyebrows.
“Seriously? I give you friendly discounts at my shop!” He yelled at you and you couldn’t help but snort at how he tried to sound hurt from it, but it only came out as a comical act.
“You can’t buy my friendship Munson, and even if you handed me a billion dollars, Robin will always be first.” At your words, Robin blew a raspberry towards the phone, throwing a fart sound at Eddie. Robin’s arms wrapped around your waist and she rested her head on your shoulder while looking at Eddie, a grin to her face.
“You wish this was you, huh.” For some reason, those words Robin let out of her mouth gave you a feeling of embarrassment? They just simply made your belly twist in a way that wasn’t comfortable but it wasn’t unpleasant. 
Eddie on the other side shook his head, yet he felt his jaw clenching slightly, which he dismissed immediately. 
“Sure. Anyways, I gotta go, the new brake discs are coming in next week. We really need to put those in at least before you cause an accident.” You rolled your eyes at him and before you could say anything against that, “No comebacks. I am surprised you didn’t die yet.”
“I drive safely.” You retorted, almost offended, but Robin was amused and let out a snort out of her mouth. Your head snapped to look at her with a death glare and she backed away from you with her hands up in the air in defense.
“I’ll believe it when I see it. Talk to you later.”
“Sure– Oh, about the payment–”
“Next month is okay.” You sighed at his words and you shook your head at him.
“I can do a check.” It was his turn to snort.
“No, it’s fine, seriously Peach.” Eddie sucked in his right cheek as he looked at you and his brows twitched slightly when you sent a smile his way. It was still new, this friendship you two have, and it seems he is still a little weirded out that you smile at him so easily. Not that he is any different. 
“Alright, if you insist, I will take advantage of your kindness.” You heard a commotion behind him as he squatted slightly as if ducking and he just yelled at someone before turning back at you.
“I gotta go before these fuckers do something– FUCKING CHRIST, GARETH–!” And then the call ended. You were left laughing at the whole ordeal, putting the phone down to go back to your laptop, only to feel a presence behind you and you remembered your best friend came into the room a few minutes ago. You turned your chair to look at her, and Robin had her arms crossed over her chest as she looked at you.
“Well, I see you’re slowly changing me.” Robin has always been known for over exaggerating things, and this was one of them. You rolled your eyes and turned again to type on your computer.
“I am not Robs.” You defended yourself but it was true you and Eddie had become very close, but it wasn’t as nearly as how you and Robin are. 
“You talk to him everyday, be it because of a TikTok or a Reel, or just simply messaging.” Robin walked towards you and leaned her butt against the edge to rest there as she looked down at you. 
“We just… We clicked. Putting the past behind us.”
“Which still sounds fucking crazy to me. To everyone really– I mean, you two really hated each other.” And you didn’t need a reminder of that. 
“It was very pitiful. We were hurting each other when we could have helped one another. I hurt him and he hurt me, and all for nothing.” Robin nodded at you, and she agreed with you on that. You had told her about what you and Eddie talked about, and you even bared to her how guilty you felt about so many things you said to him. 
Robin explained that everyone’s stories are private, so you didn’t really blame her for not telling you stuff about Eddie’s life, just like she didn’t tell Eddie anything about you.
“I know… I am glad though. You two seem to be enjoying one another’s company so… that’s good.” Robin said sincerely and you smiled up at her. “And what about Billy? How do you think everything will go once they meet?”
“Well, I think they will hit it off instantly.” In all honesty, you didn’t know if that was true. Eddie and Billy had different yet alike personalities in some sense. Aloof, cheeky, yet attentive if needed. It would be the first time you were going to introduce Eddie to him, and Billy only knows Eddie as the friend who sends you memes all the time.
He doesn’t even know his name is Eddie. You will introduce them tomorrow night.
And you were hoping everything turns out okay.
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Things with Billy have been…
Normal.
Ever since meeting your friends, your boyfriend has been a little bit weirder than usual. You wanted to have an all together with his friends and yours, so that the two groups would collide and meet, but all you received from your boyfriend was a talk on how his friends are known figures, and they cannot be seen going out at all.
That felt weird in some sense because you distinctly remember them saying something about going out to a club whenever they get a chance to do so. They didn’t look like the type of people that would avoid the public eye, but rather, seek it. Always seeking it.
Today, you and your boyfriend would go to Robin and Steve’s home, get some drinks, spend time with your friends, but sometimes now you just want to be alone with them. Your boyfriend, even if at the beginning was not very friendly with your group, he now seems to want to be included at every gathering.
You didn’t want to be a bitch about it, cause maybe he does like talking to Argyle a lot. But, they can just message each other to get together by themselves, right? No need for Billy to always be on an outing with you, yet, he sticks with you like a leech. 
You wonder how tonight everything will go with Eddie. Hopefully, he is the one that makes your boyfriend finally have some fun inside the group. You’re pretty sure they will get along nicely… hopefully.
You were in the bathroom, throwing the curtain to the side in order to open it as steam floods the entire tiled room. You step out of the tub after turning off the scorching water, just how you like it. Hot showers always help with your nerves, they never miss it. You sigh in contentment only to be struck with the fact that you didn’t bring a towel inside. 
You groaned as your body started shivering slightly as the air hit your wet skin. You didn’t want to yell so much in respect for your neighbors, so you leaned and opened the door, opening your mouth to call out to your boyfriend, only to stop when you heard his muffled voice behind the bedroom door. 
“I told you I don’t want to do it!”
Silence.
“I don’t want to be part of something I don’t see right.”
Silence again. What is he talking about?
“I know it’s for publicity, I know, and I don’t care what the voting polls in social media say, I won’t stand for something I don’t believe is right.”
Polls? Social media?
“Okay, okay, fine. Fine. I will say I stand by it.”
You were blinking, trying to understand what your boyfriend was talking about just now. A publicity stunt? Agree to what? A belief of his? You heard footsteps and immediately closed the door of the bathroom as quietly as possible and you felt your heart beating loudly in your chest. You jumped in your place when he knocked on the door.
“Baby? You okay in there?” Fuck, he can’t know you were eavesdropping.
“Y-Yeah! I was calling you to get me a towel but you weren’t listening to me Billy! I am freezing over here!” You tried to put on that whiny voice he loves when you get a little bit angry at him. You heard him chuckle but wince at your tone.
“Shit honey, I’m sorry. I’ll get it for you!” You heard his steps walk away from the bathroom and you let out the air you were holding in.
Something’s not right.
Something is definitely not right.
You don’t know what it is, but there is just this feeling in your gut that something will happen, that something is not what it seems, that there is this idea in your head you are afraid that is true but you don’t want to believe it. Not from him. Not when you started to feel more and more for him each day.
Only to be starting to wash away the more and more you learn from him.
“Billy!” You yelled again and the door opened completely, revealing a smirking Billy Hargrove on the other side while holding a white towel in hand. 
“You want it?” He aimed to hand it to you, but as soon as you were going to catch it, he snatched it away with his teeth showing. “Come get it.”
And that’s how you end up chasing your stupid boyfriend through the whole apartment, completely naked while he runs around, laughing in delight, towel in hand. 
You didn’t want to believe it.
So when you finally get to dry yourself off, and get some clothes on for tonight is when your nerves start settling in, harder than before. Something in your gut was turning, uncomfortably, nervously, knowing that something was not right, that something was going to happen, that something had been happening all this time that you decided to simply look away from.
You looked at him, at your splendid boyfriend and you still don’t know how he chose someone like you. How he decided it was you the one he was going to risk his fame for. He was choosing a red button-up shirt today, his hair in a small ponytail in the back. You don’t know how you two came to be.
And yet, you still haven’t told him your story. You haven’t told him a few parts of yourself you didn’t feel ready to tell him, but will that time ever come? Why is it so hard to open up to him?
“You ready to go?” Billy asked you as he walked towards you after checking himself in the mirror one last time. You smiled up at him and gave him a nod.
“Yeah. Let’s go.”
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“You finally made it, Jesus.” Robin greeted you as she opened the door for you, and you rolled your eyes at your friend’s comment. You were late, yes… but it was because Billy took his sweet time always getting ready. You scolded him a few times for it, but he always tells you he has to keep his skincare routine intact. 
“What a greeting.” You heard Billy mutter under his voice as you two walked into the house, music already invading your ears and the chattering of your friends, making your nerves go away a little, only for confusion and disappointment to fill your gut. You turned your head as Robin came back from closing the door behind you both.
“Where’s Eddie?” You asked, and your boyfriend’s head snapped to you and then back at Robin.
“I think he is running late! What, already missing your NEW best friend?” Robin answered with a huff, and you could only giggle at her jealousy, not noticing the storm that was brewing inside your boyfriend’s chest. 
“Quit that Robs.”
“Who’s Eddie?” 
Robin looked at your boyfriend for a second with a confused frown on her face and then back at you. For some reason, there was a turn in your stomach because you realized you never told Billy about Eddie. He just knew there was a friend missing from the group he still hadn’t met yet.
“Um, the last friend you don’t know.” You looked at him and his blue orbs were not very helpful. You couldn’t quite read his eyes as they looked at you, but a twitch in the eyebrow told you he was thinking. 
“Why did she call him your best friend?” And Robin was looking panicked between you and your boyfriend, and you simply smiled at Billy, shaking your head.
“It’s Robin being dramatic.”
“Why did she call him that? I mean–” And you could see the moment Billy’s head clicked, an eyebrow raised up. “Is he the one you’ve been talking to for the past few weeks?”
“Okay, you say we talked, we mostly sent memes to one another.” You tried to defend yourself, but against what? You didn’t do anything wrong. So why do you feel the need to explain yourself?
“Right.” You could see the change in mood in Billy’s body language. This night was already turning in a way that you didn’t expect, or you wanted to avoid. Robin shot you a look with a worried frown and you turned to go into the living room where everyone else was. 
“Billy! My man!” You could hear Argyle yell and god fucking bless Argyle. You saw how he rushed towards you both as Robin walked towards Nancy and whispered into her ear. You knew she was going to tell Nancy about what just happened at the front door with Billy. There is an uneasiness in your throat as Argyle hands you a beer and Billy another. 
“Hi, Argyle.” Billy spoke and you took a sip out of your beer as you felt Billy’s arm wrap around your waist, pulling you close. You raised an eyebrow at that, looking at him. Why did he trap you with him? You wanted to go say hi to Steve and Jonathan, but you guessed you could do that in a few minutes.
“I have so much to tell you Billy man, I tried that shampoo and conditioner you recommended and it left my hair perfectly smooth, but curly man!” You couldn’t help but giggle at Argyle’s commentary and Billy followed through, shaking his head at your friend.
“I told you to get that brand but for straight hair. Not curly.” You looked at Argyle’s hair and sure enough, there were some waves at the end of his long hair. Billy smiled but there was a hint of something hidden behind it as he talked to Argyle once more, “Who is this Eddie guy?”
“Ah, my brochacho, we met way back in California, and then I followed him here.” Argyle replied with a genuine smile and Billy for some reason let out a sigh of relief, making you frown in confusion. 
“Oh, that’s nice. You two are close then.” 
“Yeah, very!” You felt the tightness on your waist loosen up, and Billy shot a smile your way, kissing the top of your head. You blinked in confusion and you stepped away to finally go greet Steve and Jonathan who were looking at you with worried faces.
“What was that all about?” Steve asked and you shook your head, taking a long sip out of your beer. There was a pit in your stomach, a nervousness you couldn’t quite describe, a sense of deja vu of some sort.
“I have no clue, but…” You didn’t want to worry your friends with these things going on inside your head. They would question your boyfriend and you don’t want that but at the same time, you want to tell someone about these feelings you’ve been having lately, or the realization of these feelings. 
It’s not like you didn’t notice the drastic changes in Billy over the past months, and it all started when he met your friends, but it got better… Yet, you couldn’t help but notice certain aspects and your feelings started swaying from side to side. A sense of dread, of being afraid to know the truth.
“But?” Jonathan asked and you opened your mouth to then close it once again when the doorbell rang, making your head turn to the direction of the door. You were feeling your heart in your throat, and excitement grew in your stomach.
Nancy was the one who walked to get the door this time, and you looked over at Argyle and Billy talking excitedly. You saw how Argyle was gesturing as he talked, and you saw how your boyfriend laughed at his commentary. Maybe he and Eddie will get along. You were worrying about nothing.
And then Nancy stepped aside to let Eddie walk in. 
You felt some heat coming up on your cheeks, across your body, but you shook it off as the beer kicking in your system. Your eyes scanned his outfit now. Dark jeans, ripped in some parts, a tight Slayer T-Shirt with a jean vest on top. His hair was in a low bun like always, and the stubble was neatly done. 
You wondered what cologne he was using today.
Your mind was snapped back in reality when Eddie approached you, putting the six-pack on the table. He had a warm smile on his face as he flicked your forehead with his middle finger. You winced at the sudden pain, rubbing your skin while glaring up at him.
“What was that for!?” You whined at him and he raised an eyebrow at you.
“For making me watch the stupidest movie ever.”
“Did you just call ‘When Harry Met Sally’ stupid!?” You couldn’t help but be slightly upset by that. It was one of your favorites, and you also liked watching Eddie’s movie suggestion, ‘Armageddon’.
“I am not a fan of those kinds of movies sweetheart.” He was looking at you as if it were the most obvious thing in the world, but there was a sly smile in his lips, tugging up, making you smile at him.
“You’re a lying piece of shit. You liked the movie.” He chuckled and shook his head at you, but you knew he liked it. He was just messing with you to get a rise out of you.
“I’m not lying.”
“Yes you are! You loved that cheesy crap, admit it.” You poked his side, which made him chuckle, moving away from you.
“This is still too weird.” You heard Jonathan talk and you lifted your head to ask what he meant only for your waist to suddenly be grabbed, fingers digging into the skin making you wince just slightly. You turned your head to see Billy looking at Eddie with a grin on his face.
“I don’t think we’ve met.” The voice your boyfriend let out was not friendly. It was strained as if it pained him talking right now. Eddie glanced at you for just a second, and you cleared your throat as your nerves tried to get the best of you.
“Right, Billy, this is Eddie.” Eddie gave your boyfriend a forced smile, and you could feel the tension in the air as the light blue eyes clashed with the brown ones. 
“Yeah. You’re Argyle’s boyfriend, right?”
Oh. Oh god. It’s happening again. Eddie’s eyebrow twitched and gave you a questioning look and he could see the confused frown on your face. He looked at his friend and sighed, knowing that Argyle probably made it sound that way. Just like he did last year with you and you mistook it all as well.
“Fucking christ– No. He is just my friend.”
“Oh?” Billy’s eye twitched as he kept looking at Eddie, and you could feel him tugging you closer to him as he kept looking at the dark-haired man. “Then you aren’t dating?”
“No. I am straight.”
And for some reason, you felt the whole air shift. Eddie’s face suddenly fell into a confused frown, and then into an annoyed one instantly, as Billy’s gaze hardened. 
“Right. He is the friend you’ve been messaging all the time?”
Billy’s eyes now landed on you and you looked at him to only have a sinking feeling in your stomach. You felt your throat closing up at his gaze, and you knew. You simply knew what was going on in his mind. Eddie was looking back and forth in between you and Billy, and he could see how your boyfriend’s jaw clenched.
“I– um–” 
“Billy! You promised to help me with the drinks!” You heard Argyle yell from the kitchen and Billy groaned as he closed his eyes in annoyance. You felt a slight grip on your waist again and then he let go of you, almost unwillingly, giving Eddie one last look before he left. You were staring at his retreating back as he headed to the kitchen, with a confused frown on your face.
“He’s… charming.” Eddie said with not an ounce of likeness in his tone, almost in disgust. He had a bad feeling in his stomach, but he wasn’t going to tell you that. He didn’t want to alarm you in any way, but you looked already confused and nervous. He didn’t want to add more wood to the fire.
“I– I need a smoke.” You stated and immediately rushed out to the backyard, fumbling with the pack of cigarettes in the pocket of your purse. What was going on? Why did Billy’s demeanor change so suddenly? You never told him it was Eddie the one you were messaging, but did it really matter?
You put the cigarette in your mouth, and now you were fumbling to get the lighter out, but you couldn’t find it. Billy doesn’t like it when you smoke, but he smokes as well. You don’t understand that train of thought, but you don't care right now. A flame appeared in front of you from a red lighter and you knew who it was without even looking at him. You leaned forward and lit the cigarette, taking a long puff.
“You look nervous.” Eddie lit his own stick, mimicking the long puff like you did, and you both let out the smoke out of your lungs.
“I just… don’t understand why he is being… this possessive?”
“Well, he might be overwhelmed by how much more of a man I am.” He joked and you snorted, shaking your head at him. He gave you a small grin and took another puff of his cigarette. “You also look pretty today, people tend to become protective when their partner shines.”
You were taken aback by his response. Did you hear him right?
“Oh Munson thinks I am pretty.” You joked, taking another swig of your stick, turning to look at him, but he wasn’t laughing as he looked to the distance.
“No denying there.”
Thump.
He was just being friendly. Steve complimented you before, Nancy did too, so it should be fine. He was just being a nice friend, telling you that you look nice tonight, that is all. So why do you feel your hands sweating?
“Uh–”
“Are you not going to say I look pretty too? C’mon, I even put a red shirt on today, not a black one.” He chuckled to lose the tension but inside, Eddie was a little nervous. The compliment slipped out of his tongue with ease, too much ease. You giggled, the tension going away, and shook your head at him.
“The red and the black go hand in hand with you, it’s not new.” 
“What do you want me to wear? A pink shirt? A baby blue crop top?” You exploded with laughter at the image that came to your head, making him face you with a smile to his face.
“With the care bears at the front!” At that, he too let out a laugh. It was easy being with Eddie, carefree, natural even. You were still amazed by that fact, and cannot even remember how you two disliked each other before. 
You both smoked your cigarettes, sharing jokes with one another, laughing, making the nervousness in your belly leave to a faraway place.
“It’s crazy to think I almost beat the shit out of you out here and now we are laughing together.” You put the cigarette out in the small ashtray that was on the garden table and Eddie followed suit with a chuckle.
“You? Beating the shit out of me? Are you sure about that Peach?” He stood in front of you, crossing his arms over his chest as he inspected you with a squint of his eyes. You copied his stance, and his eyes diverted for a second to your cleavage and went back up to your eyes.
“You think I can’t?” He barked out a laugh at that.
“Sweetheart, if I wanted to, I could pin you to the floor using only one hand.”
And oh, that didn’t cause the reaction you thought it would. It was friendly, it was him telling you he is stronger than you… Yet your stomach did a flip at the thought. He could definitely pin you down, and you know that because of his height and the arms that are big and filled with tattoos. 
He looked at you when you didn’t answer him back, and he noticed the look your face had as if processing a thought, and he felt a shockwave run down his spine. His thoughts were cut off when he sensed a pair of eyes looking his way, and he raised his head up to see Billy glaring at him as he leaned over the doorframe of the sliding doors with his arms crossed over his chest.
You blinked and quickly turned around to see your boyfriend with a stern look on his face. Now you realize how fast your heart was beating into your chest, and now you felt the nervousness creep up on you again as you stared at Billy’s piercing gaze.
“Billy–”
“Can I talk to you for a second? Privately?”
You slowly nodded at that, giving Eddie one look telling him sorry you’re leaving, and turned to go with Billy. He didn’t grab you or hold your hand, simply turned away, guiding you toward the kitchen. You could sense your friend’s eyes following you as you walked into the kitchen, Billy closing the door behind you.
“Um… is everything okay?” 
“You think everything is fucking okay?”
You were stunned at his aggressiveness, never had heard him this way before. You didn’t know what could have possibly happened tonight, but you might have just a slight idea of what and why.
“What is wrong with you?”
“You fucked him, didn’t you?”
And your mouth fell agape at that. Did you hear him right?
“Sorry, what did you say?”
“For fuck sake, you fucked him, didn’t you?”
So you did hear right. Was he talking about Eddie? Why would he come up with that conclusion? What made him believe such a thing between you two?
“I was hoping I heard wrong William, what the fuck are you talking about?” Billy only scoffed with a fake smile on his lips as he leaned against the counter.
“Don’t you dare lie to me! I know you fucked him. That is not just a friend, calling you 'sweetheart'? Giggling together like middle schoolers?”
Was he serious right now? You were feeling your heart breaking, thrumming in your chest in an aggressive manner, and you wanted to run away, you did, but you had to face him. You had to talk to him, once and for all.
“He is my friend! I act that way with Steve, Jonathan!”
“Yeah, well, they’re gay! I don’t care about them!” You could hear the anger in his voice, the way the vein in his forehead was popping out. Your throat was trying to close as a lump was beginning to form, but you weren’t going to back down from this.
“What about Argyle!? He is straight and my friend!” You yelled back at him and he ran a hand through his hair as his nostrils started flaring up from anger.
“I don’t buy for a second he is straight. He is all over me, all the time.”
And the reality of it all hits you like a brick to the face. You remained quiet for a second, feeling your past months with him slip away from your fingers. The image you had of him had been tainted for a while, but this completely smeared the picture.
“And is there a problem if he is?”
And that made Billy look at you, defying you to keep going, almost warning you to shut up, but no… not with this. You liked Billy. You really did.
“What are you saying–”
“You do know that I’m bisexual, right?”
And silence fell in the kitchen. And you saw it. You saw how his eyes turned from anger to complete confusion, to then frown as he looked at you. It was your turn now to scoff, tears filling your eyes as you started pacing around the kitchen, trying to gather your thoughts.
“You…” He couldn’t even speak, and you didn’t want him to. He shouldn’t speak now.
“I thought I was fucking wrong, I seriously didn’t want to believe it. I didn’t want to believe that my boyfriend… that my boyfriend is–” You cannot even say the word. You can’t. You choked on your own sob as you covered your mouth with your hand. Billy’s face softened and he walked towards you, trying to put a hand on your shoulder.
“Baby–”
“Don’t fucking touch me!” You swung his hand away with the back of yours and you stepped away, your face displaying the rage that your heart wanted to let out. “Let me ask you a fucking question, Billy. Are you for or against same-sex couples adopting?” 
And he realized it. You saw how his face turned into an angry one again, his eyes squinting at you as he remembered earlier today.
“You eavesdropped.” 
“You bet the fuck I did. And you, Billy Hargrove, are a homophobic asshole.” 
Silence. 
It was like a knife. Those words coming out of your mouth were stabbing you more than they stabbed him. You should have realized it when some of the dark jokes he and his friends did involved… you can’t even think about it. How could he? Why?
“Just because I do not share the same ideals, doesn’t make me homophobic. If I were, I wouldn’t be able to even talk to your friends for fuck sake!” He defended himself but what was the point? There wasn’t any, your heart couldn’t take it anymore, it really couldn’t. You could feel the tears sliding down your cheeks, shaking your head at him, taking a step back from him.
“I want you to leave.” Your words came out like venom, and he frowned at you, shaking his head.
“If I leave, you are coming with me, we need to talk this out–”
“There is nothing to talk about! Fucking leave!” Your voice was loud, his voice was loud, and everything was static around you, your vision clouding as he came close to you once more, trying to get hold of your hands.
“Baby, baby, come on, don’t be like that… We’ll go home and we’ll talk about this–” His voice sounded desperate now, and your tears were still running down your cheeks, your mind shutting him out completely as you shook your head again, desperate for him to leave. You didn’t want him near you. You were disgusted, completely disgusted.
“N-No!” Billy’s face crumbled into a stern look once more and he quickly got hold of your bicep in a tight grip, snapping you back into reality as he glared down at you.
“I am not leaving you alone here, with him. So if I leave, you are coming with me.” You tried to yank your arm away from his grip but he kept his hand tight on your arm, and you were feeling his digits digging more and more onto your skin, making your fear grow at each second.
“Let go of me Billy!” You tried again only to be pulled against him and you felt as if your heart were in your throat, his touch completely burning you, wanting it away from you. He wasn’t physical, never, and this is the first time he ever touched you in this way. 
“Please sweets, listen to me!” He was desperate for you, trying to get you to talk to him but you shook your head again and as he tried to move you once more, he felt the back of his shirt be yanked harshly, making him let go of your arm as he stumbled backward.
“What the actual fuck do you think you are doing?” 
Your eyes widened as you saw a broad back stepping before you, and the smell of wooden cologne immediately invaded your nostrils. You rubbed onto your arm as you straightened up to take a step to the side to see Billy looking at Eddie with a glare in his eyes.
“This doesn’t concern you. It involves me, and my girlfriend.” 
“From what I heard it seems she doesn’t hold that title anymore.” Eddie was almost snarling at Billy, completely blocking him from you in a defensive stance. Billy’s eyes caught yours, shaking his head.
“You– You’re still my girl, right?”
You felt the lump in your throat again, memories of the good times you spent with him flashing in front of your eyes. Memories that made you want to go around Eddie to get to him and hug him and kiss him. But then you saw your friends, looking at the scene at the doorway. Your friends. The ones who wouldn’t hurt you, and if they did, never intentionally.
And even if your heart breaks, even if your body trembles with need of him, with the need of his lips, with the need of his eyes on you…
You slowly shook your head at him.
“Bye Billy.” 
The room fell silent, and you could see Billy’s eyes filled with tears as he looked at you. What the both of you had was genuine, and it was growing to something even more beautiful, but this is not something you can accept from him. Ever. No matter if he tells you he can change because an ideal never changes that easily.
But his saddened frown turned into a sour one, rage filling his features as his gaze turned to Eddie and then back at you.
“You didn’t answer my first question, but I guess it was true then? You remain friends with guys you fuck darling?”
Your heart shattered at his coldness, at him insulting you this way, almost as if he were calling you ‘slut’ in a very indirect way. A tear rolled down your cheek as you looked at him with shock filled eyes. 
And it all happened too quickly. Suddenly Billy was face to face with Eddie, as the dark haired man gripped the front of his shirt while he glared down at your now ex-boyfriend. Ex. Another ex.
“Get the fuck out or I will ruin your only source of income pretty boy.” Eddie growled at Billy and pushed him away roughly, making Billy tumble slightly, almost hitting the counter behind him. 
His eyes searched for yours one last time, and you could see the hurt in them, reflecting your own. You didn’t doubt his caring for you, not even a second. It was genuine, all of it, but you cannot forgive him for what he did, and does for publicity. You looked away from him and you heard him sigh, followed by steps that were going towards the doorway where all your friends moved away from so he could go through.
“I’ll get my manager to pick my things up from your house. He’ll return yours.”
More steps. More. The front door opening. And then, a slam.
And you broke down.
You were hurt, disgusted, in pain, feeling helpless because of this situation that couldn’t be fixed now. Never. No matter if you have feelings for him, if you will miss the days and nights spent with him. Tears ran down your cheeks as you sobbed into your hands, two arms wrapping around you as a lavender scent filled your nostrils.
Robin was cooing at you, rubbing your head, holding you like a baby to her chest. Your hands gripped her shirt as you cried onto it. Yes… Even if you are hurting you would never choose someone that hates your friends for their orientation. 
You wouldn’t choose them over Robin who is holding you tenderly and has held you this way many times before. You will hurt. You will cry. You will need time alone and space to gather and piece yourself back together again.
But they will all help you through it. Even Eddie who is behind Robin with a frown in his face, Steve next to him with the same look but his hand was on Eddie’s shoulder, pressing on it. 
It will be okay.
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The next few days passed by in a cold silence. Never had (Name)’s house felt so icy, so devoid of warmth. Each member of the household felt a chill in the air, not a single day passing by without the constant reminder that their typically kind and warm (Name) was holed up in her room, not talking to anyone.
“Do you think she’ll come out today?” Kurapika asked as he prepared breakfast. It was one of the only meals he knew how to cook after learning from (Name) during the Hunter Exam.
“If I had to look at your ugly face every day, I would stay up in my room too.”
Leorio glanced up from his newspaper. “That was pretty weak, Killua. You already have to see him every day.”
Killua sighed, Leorio was right. He had been struggling to come up with good insults lately. His spirits were down, and he missed his mom.
“… well, breakfast is ready.”
Kurapika had also been struggling to stay angry at the halfhearted taunts Killua sent his way. It was hard enough to wake up in the morning and get out of bed knowing the pain (Name) went through for him, because of him.
Soft footsteps could be heard coming down the stairs, and for the first time in nearly a week, the three perked up. Alluka was out visiting a friend, there was only one other person it could be.
“Mom!”
Killua jumped up, about to run towards her. That was until they all felt the temperature in the room go down a few degrees. At least, that’s what it felt like when they caught sight of her cold, neutral expression.
“Good morning.”
A good morning from (Name) had never felt so bad. She didn’t say anything further, simply pushing past Kurapika to make herself a bowl of cereal.
“I… I made breakfast,” Kurapika said in a soft voice. (Name) didn’t even look up from her bowl, taking a bite before walking out to sit at the farthest end of the kitchen table.
“I saw.”
An awkward silence filled the room, even Killua feeling sorry for Kurapika. (Name)’s anger didn’t burn as hot as the sun like Kurapika’s did. No, her anger was as cold as an unforgiving winter’s night. Ice might melt in the presence of flames, but even a scorching fire was no match for a blizzard.
“Are you… feeling okay?”
Leorio was the first to speak up, setting his newspaper aside to give (Name) a concerned look. She was silent for a moment longer.
“No, in all honesty, I’m not. I… don’t want to talk about it. We have more pressing matters.”
This seemed to catch the collective attention of the group. Kurapika and Killua took their seats at the table, eating breakfast as (Name) continued. “As some of you know, I have a fall celebration planned that I invited all of our friends to. It’s happening a little under two weeks, so I’ll need everyone to start getting preparations ready.”
Leorio nodded, taking out a pad of paper and a pen. “Alright, tell us what we need to do, sunshine.”
“First, the house needs to be cleaned, and I mean cleaned thoroughly.”
Killua glanced around the house, seeing it had deteriorated while (Name) was holed up in her room. “Yeah… it’ll need a thorough cleaning.”
Kurapika mostly stayed quiet, eating his breakfast as (Name) explained their plans. He didn’t want to upset her after everything.
(Name) sighed softly, finishing her cereal. “It’s going to be a tough two weeks, but it’ll… be worth it to have fun with everyone. I… haven’t spent the holiday season with all of my friends before.”
This made Kurapika frown. He had left York New two years ago right before the holiday season. (Name) had texted him before he ghosted her that she was extremely excited to spend Halloween, the fall season, and Christmas with him. He hadn’t even stopped to think about how she felt being alone during the holidays.
“Thankfully I’ve had Leorio, and then Killua and Gon last year. Otherwise… I would have been all alone.”
Kurapika flinched, shrinking into himself. He was the only one that hadn’t spent any sort of holiday besides Halloween with her, and he was determined to change that. “… I’m taking some time off of work and… my mission. I’ll be here for the party and Christmas.”
This shocked everyone, especially (Name). She finally looked at him for the first time that morning, her eyes a little wide. “Oh… that’s… that’s nice.”
The air seemed to go up a few degrees. It was still cold, but not as chilly as before. Everyone relaxed, Killua leaning against (Name)’s shoulder.
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A few days passed with the group getting ready for their fall gathering. Leorio and Killua were on cleaning duty, while Kurapika, Alluka, and (Name) would be working on getting the grocery list and food preparation.
“Mama, mama!”
Nanika pulled at (Name)’s skirt, her smile wide. “Hmm? What is it sweetheart?”
She giggled, hiding her face in (Name)’s chest. “I’m excited! Want to bake cookies!”
(Name) scooped her up, balancing her on her hip as she pulled out some flour. “Mmm, I was planning on making cookies for our gathering, might as well practice, yeah?”
Nanika cheered, clapping as (Name) gathered all of the ingredients for their cookies. She glanced at a cab of peaches sitting in the corner of her cabinet, thinking back to Kurapika saying he would be staying for the holiday season, even taking a break from his mission to spend time with them.
‘… he’s trying, I’ll… I’ll make him some peach cobbler.’
Earlier that day, Kurapika had locked himself up in his room. (Name) had assumed he was either not feeling well or just tired from all the preparations they’d been making. He deserved a break, and she wanted to do something nice for him. Kurapika had been trying his best to be helpful, even if he often failed miserably.
(Name) made cookies with Nanika and worked on the peach cobbler. She sat the girl down with a few freshly baked cookies and a cup of milk, Killua sneaking a few before settling on the couch with his sister to watch a movie as (Name) finished up some baking.
Once the peach cobbler was done, (Name) waited for it to cool down to a warm temperature before placing some and a scoop of ice cream in a bowl. ‘He loves cobbler, Kurapika will be so happy!’
There was no light shining from underneath his door, and when she knocked there was no answer. ‘That’s… unusual. Is he not home? I didn’t see him leave.’
(Name) wasn’t the type to walk into Kurapika’s room unannounced(she didn’t want to embarrass him by catching masturbating or crying), but… she was a little worried. So, despite her hesitance, she opened the door and peeked in.
“Kurapika?”
The blonde was kneeling by his nightstand, which had been turned into a makeshift altar. Candles, flowers, and a bowl of fruit decorated the small table, with the newest pairs of the scarlet eyes (Name) got sat in the center.
Kurapika had his eyes closed in prayer when she walked in. He looked up, anger flashing across his face. “Are you trying to be disrespectful? Today’s the only day I can feel connected… to my clan! Get out!”
She flinched when he yelled, setting the peach cobbler on his dresser. “S-sorry, I… I didn’t know this day was… sacred.”
(Name) closed the door, hurrying away as fast as she could.
Kurapika took a minute to calm down, looking up to see the peach cobbler (Name) brought him. In his anger, he hadn’t even thought to ask her why she walked in, or considered that there was no way she would know about a Kurta only holiday.
He grabbed the peach cobbler, his stomach sinking when he saw she had shaped it into a heart. She was trying to make things better, to treat him to his favorite dessert after not seeing him all day. Kurapika placed the peach cobbler on the altar, sighing softly.
“I shouldn’t have yelled at her…mom, that’s the girl I like. She’s been nothing but kind to me, and I don’t know how she puts up with me. I also think if she were here right now, she’d offer you something to eat. I hope you guys like it.”
He kneeled back down, brushed off his tabard and held his hands together in prayer.
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It seemed like everything was going well. It was a few days before the celebration when Kurapika’s and Leorio’s phones beeped at the same time.
They had been taking a break, watching a movie while (Name) finished up cooking dinner. Leorio was the first to look at his phone, his shoulders slumping.
“Shit, this is the worst time for that…” Leorio mumbled, causing Kurapika to look at his phone too.
Chairwomen Cheadle: There will be a mandatory Zodiac meeting at 8 pm tonight. Apologies for the short notice, anyone out of town will be allowed to attend virtually. Anyone close by are asked to show up physically.
(Name) peeked into the living room when she heard the two groan. “What are you two whining about?”
Leorio handed her his phone. “Zodiac meeting, and it’s in an hour.”
(Name) tilted her head, handing his phone back. “Oh? What’s wrong with that? The meeting is taking place in town, so you won’t need to do anything but show up.”
Kurapika, who still felt bad for yelling at her the previous day, looked up. “It’s not attendance that’s the problem, it’s… the people. They can be… how do I put this?”
“Annoying?”
“Yes, very.”
(Name) smiled as she kissed them both on the cheek. “Well, you two better get ready. You’ll have just enough time to eat dinner before leaving.”
The two turned a bright pink before they jumped up to go get ready.
After a quick dinner of spaghetti and garlic bread, the two set off for the zodiac meeting. It was taking place in the same hotel Pariston used for the Halloween party.
Kurapika stepped out of the mom van and made sure his suit jacket was on straight before walking into the building. Leorio glanced back at the mom van, locked it, then followed behind.
There were only five other zodiacs present at the table, with a projector showing the faces of the other members.
The ones present were Cheadle, Gel, Pyon, Mizaistom Nana, and Kanzai. “Since everyone is now present, the meeting can begin.”
Cheadle took her seat at the head of the table, everyone else sitting when she did. The room went quiet as Cheadle organized a stack of papers. She handed the stack to Pyon. “Take one and pass it on.”
The stack went around the table, finally making it to Leorio, who paused. “… what the…”
Kurapika raised an eyebrow, glancing at Leorio. He was next to the dark haired man, so he hadn’t gotten to see the picture yet.
“What’s the meaning of this!? Why are you passing around a picture of (Name) with her personal information!?”
Kurapika’s eyes widened at Leorio’s words, the blonde quickly snatching the paper out of Leorio’s hand.
On the paper was a picture of (Name), information about her height, weight, family history, and current living situation written out below it. His now scarlet eyes scanned over the text before he looked up.
“What does (Name) have to do with this meeting? Answer me, Cheadle.”
His aura spiked as he stood up, causing a few of the other members of the Zodiac to stand up as well. Cheadle was quick to hold up her hand, signaling everything was okay. This calmed down the other members enough for them and Kurapika to sit down.
“As some of you may know, (Name) (Last Name) has been the radar of the Hunter Association since the Chimera Ant incident that caused her new nen ability to form.”
Kurapika shot a glare at Leorio, his eyes saying he’d have questions after the meeting. “She’s on our radar? That sure is news to me.”
“Me too, why wasn’t I told?” Leorio asked after Kurapika. Cheadle sighed, holding up the image of (Name).
“Neither of you were told because for one you are new members, and secondly you both have personal ties to the subject.”
Kurapika scowled, crumpling the paper in his hand. “That is precisely why we should have been informed. Both of us know (Name) well, what reason would you have to keep her under surveillance?”
“It’s not surveillance. There are no cameras in her home or people following her, she just has to check in regularly to be screened to make sure she hasn’t used… her ability. That is the reason she is on our radar.”
Kurapika knew she was able to speed up the growth rate of cells to destroy human tissue, but he couldn’t see why that was worthy of keeping her on their radar. “You let Hisoka run free, but (Name) is the one you’re keeping an eye on? Not the murderous pedophilic clown!?”
Cheadle groaned. “Listen, after the Chimera Ant incident, she-“
Cheadle glanced at Leorio, who was shaking his head ever so slightly. “After she… was found, the area around her was completely barren. The concrete, organic matter, and dirt was disintegrated into ash. Her ability can be incredibly dangerous and devastating if left unchecked. Just one attack was able to leave an area completely barren, imagine what she could do on a larger scale.”
Kurapika was silent for a moment. Leorio crumpled up his paper and threw it in the trash. “Larger scale? When has she ever given you the idea that she would use that power again like that?”
Mizaistom cleared his throat, placing his own paper down on the table. “Very recently, Miss (Name) used her ability again during a mission with Kurapika Kurta, the rat zodiac. That went directly against her orders from the forner rat zodiac and former Chairman Pariston. Although her order from him was null and void when he left his position, her defying it is indeed worrying.”
“Yes, it would be bad if our little (Name) went rogue, wouldn’t it?”
Everyone looked up to see Pariston standing in the doorway, a smirk on his face. Kurapika was held back from rushing over by Leorio’s hand on his shoulder. He inhaled deeply, staring at Pariston from his seat, taking a moment before speaking.
“(Name) would never hurt an innocent person, she’s…”
There was a softness in Kurapika’s expression that none of the Zodiacs had ever seen with him. “She’s the kindest, most selfless person I’ve ever encountered. I thought I lost hope in humanity after the atrocities I’ve encountered while searching for the scarlet eyes, but (Name) has shown me what true kindness is. To say she would hurt someone is blasphemous, and I won’t sit here and take you saying those things about the woman I-“
He stopped, a blush taking over his cheeks as silence filled the room. Pariston smirked, leaning against the wall. “And there’s the truth, Kurapika. You’re in love with this woman, aren’t you?”
Kurapika cleared his throat, folding his arms over his chest as he looked away. “That is irrelevant to the conversation.”
“I think it is more than relevant, Kurapika. How can we trust that your judgment isn’t biased when you’re in love with that woman?” Saiyu said through the projection screen.
“You can either trust my judgment or I can leave the Zodiac.”
This shocked even Leorio, who laughed nervously. “He’s just saying that, you know how irrational he can be when he’s-“
“Oh no I mean it. I’ll burn the entire association down if they even THINK about hurting (Name).”
Kanzai stood, narrowing his eyes. “Are you threatening us? I won’t let you do that!”
“That’s enough.”
Cheadle glanced at Kanzai, signaling him to sit back down. He did so with a grumble, keeping an eye on Kurapika.
“Kurapika, no one is going to hurt (Name). I gathered you here to inform you all that she agreed to reinstating her vow to not use her ability.”
Kurapika’s eyes widened, and he relaxed into his seat. “She didn’t tell me about that…”
“She doesn’t tell you a lot of things, Kurapika.” Pariston said, taking his seat across from the blonde.
Kurapika growled, clenching his fist at his side, his foot tapping away. Leorio patted his shoulder, taking out his phone and showing Kurapika a picture of (Name) snuggled up wearing a Christmas themed onesie with little reindeer ears on the hood.
Not only did this calm him down, it also made him blush, a soft smile on his face as he stared at Leorio’s phone. “Thanks, Leorio. That… that really helped.”
The rest of the meeting went as smoothly as it could, and the two got ready to leave. They were stopped by Pariston, who was still sat at the table.
“You hesitated a bit back there, Kurapika. What’s our girl been up to lately?”
Kurapika felt his eyes go scarlet, his blood pressure rising as he whipped his head around. “Not ‘our’ girl, my girl.”
Pariston only smiled, folding his hands under his chin. “You’re dodging the question, Kurta. What has she been up to that has you so worked up?”
“Nothing, besides working her ass off to make sure this fall gathering goes off without a hitch. You think she could hurt someone? She’s made sure to meticulously plan out every dish so that none of them has nuts them because ONE kid that’s attending has an allergy! Tell me, how the fuck is a woman as kind as her-“
Leorio covered his mouth, sighing. “We’ll be leaving.”
Pariston sighed, waving them away with his hand. He watched the pair leave, laughing to himself as the other zodiac members present glanced between him and Cheadle.
“Pariston… what are you planning?”
The blonde smiled, leaning back in his chair. “Something entertaining.”
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It was late when they got home, nearly 10. The kids were in bed by then, and (Name) was nowhere to be seen. Leorio tugged off his suit jacket and pants before collapsing on the couch in his boxers and dress shirt. Kurapika glanced at him with a raised eyebrow. “Are you just going to sleep like that in the living room? That’s impolite to Alluka and (Name).”
Leorio groaned and waved his hand dismissively. “Yeah yeah, whatever. They won’t care, and besides I have to be out of here before 7 to run by my apartment and grab my homework before classes. Alluka doesn’t wake up until 9, and (Name) has seen my dick.”
Kurapika turned bright red before smacking Leorio over the head. “Hey, what was that for?”
The blonde huffed, turning on his heels to climb up the staircase. “Hmph.”
He wanted to give Leorio another good whack, but decided going to talk to (Name) was a bit more important. Kurapika was going to ask her for more information on the Chimera Ant incident, and why everyone was being so secretive about it.
He was going to do that, until he saw that her door was slightly ajar, and could hear soft pants and moans coming from inside.
A tent rose up in his pants, his breath hitching as he stood still, just inches away from her door. ‘Is… is she..?’
He took a deep breath before peeking through the crack in the door, blinking a few times before his eyes focused on (Name)’s figure.
Her face was in the pillow, her ass in the air and pussy on full display. This was the first time he had ever seen her pussy, and Kurapika felt his cock leak through his boxers, getting his pants sticky with precum.
Her pussy was perfect, looking soft and chubby, just like her. Kurapika watched her spread her plump pussy lips, her index finger rubbing circles into her clit. Before he knew it he was leaning against the doorway, desperately fisting his cock to the heavenly sight before him.
She looked way too cute with her chubby cheek squished against the pillow, her eyes half lidded and lips glossy from drool. Little pants and whines left her lips as her fingers wandered to her entrance.
Kurapika stifled a moan when he watched her stuff her fingers into her pussy, having to cover his mouth with one hand as he jerked off with the other.
‘So pretty… god (Name) I want you so fucking bad…’
As he pumped his cock, he remembered the way she jerked him off just nearly two weeks ago. Kurapika wondered if he could just… walk in and… help her out.
Then another memory surfaced in his head, the image of her face when he wouldn’t tell her how he really felt about her. This was enough to make him go soft, his eyes flickering from her dripping pussy to her face.
She was crying.
There were tears in the corners of her eyes, a tremble to her lips. Her fingers moved faster as she sniffled and moaned.
Was she upset? Sad? He didn’t know, but he did know that her tears made his heart ache. She didn’t cry when he made her cum, was there some reason for this?
He was going to leave and let her have her privacy. After all, she feared he may only want her to fulfill his own sexual fantasies, and jerking off to her while she was obviously upset wouldn’t really help his case.
Kurapika began to step back when he heard something that had his cock getting so hard it pressed against his tummy.
“Pika… please… w-want you…”
He felt his heart race, all the blood in his body rushing to his dick. ‘She’s… she’s thinking of me while…’
He stroked his cock to the pretty sight, trying so hard to pace himself so he could cum with her, but it got hard when he watched her fuck herself with her fingers while whimpering his name.
He came, panting softly as he watched her orgasm wash over her, cum dripping down her thighs. More than anything, he wanted to walk in and clean up those plump thighs with his tongue, but Kurapika stopped himself.
Instead, he took one last glance at her sweet, pleasured face before pulling out his phone. He bit his lip as he took a quick picture of her soft face, making sure not to get her nude body in the shot, no matter how much he wanted it.
Her face was enough to get him rock hard again, the blonde barely making it to his room before his hand was shoved in his pants again, jerking off to her o-face.
(Name) moaning his name confirmed in his mind that she was attracted to him and wanted him. Kurapika couldn’t help but feel guilty, almost giggling in delight like a girl with a crush when he thought back to it. ‘She wants me…’
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Over the next two days, Kurapika became rather clingy with (Name), following her around like a lost, lovesick puppy.
“Kurapika.”
“Yes, angel?”
“… get out, I’m trying to pee.”
Kurapika stood at the doorway of the bathroom, tilting his head. “Oh, go ahead. Don’t mind me.”
“I most certainly WILL mind you! Out!”
He pouted, crossing his arms. “Why? I just-“
“Kurapika Kurta I can’t pee with you watching me! Go!”
(Name) threw a bottle of shampoo at him, causing the blonde to rush out of the door and close it behind him. ‘Geez, what has gotten into him? He’s been clinging to me like a needy child. Even Killua wasn’t this bad… when…’
She sighed, washing her hands. ‘Oh, Killua…’
Kurapika was waiting outside the bathroom, watching her. “Took you long enough. Now come on, I want some-“
(Name) pinched his cheek, huffing. “No, I need to cook. You’ve been so clingy lately, what’s up with you?”
His cheeks turned pink, but he didn’t move away from her. “I…”
Kurapika didn’t want to admit he overheard her moaning his name, because then he would have to explain himself more, and might tell her more than he wanted to. He didn’t like lying, so might as well not say anything. “… sorry. I’ll help with the cooking, if that’s alright with you.”
(Name) smiled, taking his hand. “That’s perfectly fine, Pika. I need all the help I can get.”
He let her lead him downstairs, his eyes soft. Every time her skin touched his, Kurapika could feel his heart pound behind his ribs. “(Name)… I-“
“Oh look it’s the blonde twink. Have you finished following my mom like a mutt in heat and decided to actually help out?”
Kurapika’s eyebrow twitched, a scowl taking over his face. (Name) glanced at Kurapika, trying to hold back an amused smile. “Oh stop it Killua, he’s just attached to me. Much like a little puppy.”
Kurapika huffed, pulling his arm away before crossing them both over his chest. “I just… wanted to make sure you’re alright. You… you were hurt during our mission.”
“Yeah, but that was nearly three weeks ago, Kurapika.” (Name) said, giving him a knowing smile. “You just like being around me~”
The blonde turned a bright red, even the tips of his ears going pink. “Y-you say that like it’s a bad thing. Of course… I like being around you. You’re…”
He trailed off, clearing his throat. “Anyways, what can I do to help?”
(Name) could feel her own face grown warm, but shook off the fuzzy feeling taking over her body to answer Kurapika’s question. “You’ll be making the macaroni! It’s very easy, so-“
“Pause.”
Kurapika and (Name) looked to Killua, who held up his hands. “Mom, do you really trust a blonde to get your famous macaroni right? The only thing he knows how to cook is pancakes, eggs, and bacon, he’s a one trick pony!”
(Name) waved her hand dismissively, shooing Killua out of the kitchen. “Shoo, your negative energy will ruin the food.”
Killua pouted, but walked out of the kitchen. “Don’t come crying to me when he messes everything up…’
(Name) turned to Kurapika, the blonde’s heart nearly slipping a beat when you smiled at him sweetly. “Come on, let’s get started.”
She gave him a quick run down of her recipe, writing down the details. “Okay, don’t overcook the noodles. I’ll be back in a few minutes, I need to go pick up Alluka from her date with her little girlfriend.”
(Name) paused for a moment, glancing at Kurapika before standing on her tippy toes and giving him a quick peck on the cheek. “Good luck, I believe in you.”
Before she could pull away, Kurapika turned and held onto her neck, keeping her in place as he leaned down to kiss her lips. “Thank you, (Name). I won’t let you down.”
Her face was hot, her eyes shining as they stared into his. “Kurapika…”
“It’s Pika, (Name),” he said softly, going back in for another kiss. Before he could slip his tongue into her mouth, she pushed him back, letting out a soft sigh.
“I’ve… got to go, Alluka is waiting.”
Kurapika nodded, pushing a piece of her hair out of her face. “Go ahead, I’ll be here.”
He smiled as he watched her leave, feeling giddy. Now that he knew she wanted him, his confidence had gone up a bit, allowing him to be more affectionate with her without fear.
‘Mmm…’
He licked his lip, his cheeks flushing when he tasted her strawberry flavored chapstick. Kurapika began to boil the macaroni, his head in the clouds. Everything felt so… warm and fuzzy. Was this what being in love was like? Kurapika wanted to bathe in this feeling, he had finally made up his mind.
He wanted to be with (Name).
No matter how he tried to separate himself from her, he was always drawn back, as if they were magnets meant to connect and stick by each other’s side.
‘And I can’t leave her, now that I know the Hunter Association is keeping an eye on her…’
It filled Kurapika with rage to know they believed (Name) was capable of causing destruction on a massive scale. The girl had a crisis over killing a man that was objectively awful, to think she could hurt an innocent was beyond comprehension for the Kurta.
Before, he wanted to leave to keep her safe, but now he knew even if he left, she would never truly be free from danger. The only thing he could do was stay by her side, protecting his angel to his best ability. He would die if it meant she would continue to live a happy, carefree life.
‘But…’
He bit his lip, watching the water on the stove boil. ‘My mission… I have to finish it first. I’ll hunt down the phantom troupe, then…’
He blushed, pouring the noodles into the water.
‘Then she’ll be mine.’
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“You seem to be in a good mood, big sis,” Alluka said, watching (Name) from the backseat. (Name) laughed, turning into the driveway.
“Yeah… I guess I am in a good mood.”
She felt happy for the first time since she killed that man, her heart fluttering at the memory of Kurapika’s lips on hers. The kiss had been so tender, full of a feeling that (Name) hoped was love. Maybe, just maybe, the two actually had something between them. She really hoped so, (Name) had never seen Kurapika look at anyone but her that way.
All of these fuzzy feelings were squashed when she walked into the kitchen to see Kurapika staring at a pot of… macaroni? At least she thought it was, but the noodles were over cooked and soggy, while the cheese was dry. “Kurapika…”
The blonde glanced at her, looking like a kicked puppy. “I… I really tried my best, (Name).”
She didn’t have it in her to stay mad at him, instead giving him a small smile. “Well, it was your first time making my recipe, don’t beat yourself up-“
“Mom, why does the mac and cheese taste like someone without a soul made it?”
They looked to see Killua spitting the bite of macaroni he ate into the trash. “How the FUCK did you make it so dry but overcook the noodles to the point they’re slimy?”
Kurapika grimaced, Alluka peeking at the macaroni. When she attempted to try a bite, Killua lifted it out of her reach and placed in where she couldn’t reach. “Don’t eat that, Alluka. It’ll hurt your tummy.”
(Name) rubbed her temple. “Killua, come on. It’s his first time making it.”
“Mom, if Gon did this I would understand, but Kurapika is only a year apart from you, and you can cook almost anything.”
“Baby, people have different things they’re good at and you know I already told you-“
“Yeah, yeah, I know. ‘People grow and learn at different rates’ or whatever…”
(Name) smiled, pinching his cheek. “Exactly. You’re never too old to learn something new or make a change. Never.”
Killua nodded slowly, before lightly swatting her hand away. “Come on Alluka, let’s go get my room ready for Gon.”
Kurapika watched with a fond look in his eyes as the two ran off, (Name) turning back to give him a patient smile. “Okay, let’s see the macaroni.”
She hummed as she looked over it. “Well… it’s not… awful. I’ll put it in the fridge and maybe we can salvage it later! For now…”
(Name) pulled out a container and a pie dish, setting it on the table. She pulled off the lid, the smell of cherries filling the air. “It’s cherry filling. All you have to do is poke some holes into the crust and pour this in, then bake for 45 minutes.”
She glanced at her phone. “I have to pick up Gon then go grocery shopping with Leorio. Oh, let me write down the directions so you-“
“(Name), stop. I’m not five. You can count on me for this, just take care of the groceries with Leorio,” Kurapika said, grabbing a knife to begin poking the the pie crust. She quickly replaced it with a fork, showing him how it was done.
“You poke it with a fork, silly.”
He blushed as she guided his hand, his heart thumping against his chest. “Like that, see?”
“Y-yeah, I’ve got it. Go on, angel, I don’t want you to be late.”
She gave him a nod and a gently squeeze to his hand before walking out. Kurapika sat at the table, poking holes into the pie crust as he thought about the meeting with the Zodiacs. He was supposed to ask her about why she was under watch, but he got a little… distracted.
‘What happened during the Chimera Ant incident? I bet that’s why… Killua gets those nightmares. Something bad happened, I just don’t know what yet.’
It made him anxious not knowing what could have happened to (Name) while he was away. If he was correct, Kurapika remembered having a small service and ignoring Leorio’s phone calls during that time.
‘I know some of them were for Gon, but I temper seeing (Name)’s name mentioned… the he deleted the message…’
Kurapika put the pie in the oven, sighed as he leaned against the wall. ‘Well, some of our friends and allies are coming over, maybe at least one of them will be willing to share some information with me.’
He looked at the fridge, his cheeks turning a little pink. “I wonder…”
Kurapika’s eyes scanned over the list of dishes (Name) planned on making, focusing on the dessert part. His face turned bright red when he spotted his favorite, peach cobbler with a little note beside it.
‘For my Pika <3’
She always managed to make his heart race with how thoughtful and kind she was, and now more than ever it angered him to to think of someone hurting her or thinking ill of her.
He glanced at the timer on the oven. ‘45 minutes…’
Kurapika jumped when he felt someone grab his sleeve. “Kurapika? Where’s mama?”
It was Nanika, her void like eyes staring up at him. When she was out, she would offen cling to (Name) like a child would their mother. “Oh, (Name) isn’t home right now, she-“
“M-mama isn’t home?”
Her lip quivered, tears welling up in the corners of her eyes. “B-but… but…”
Kurapika froze, not knowing what to do. The poor girl was clinging to his tabard, crying. “Hey, hey now, shh…”
He tried to remember what (Name) would do to cheek her up. “Nanika, it’s okay. She won’t take long, I promise.”
He gently patted her head, his fingers running through her hair in a soothing manner, much like (Name) did for the other kids when they were upset. Nanika sniffled, but began to calm down, rubbing at her eyes sleepily.
“I think you need a nap, kiddo. Alluka stayed up late last night picking out her outfit for her date.”
He picked her up, letting her rest her head on his shoulder, and brought her to the spare room, laying her down before tucking her into bed.
“Get some rest, kiddo. If you need something I’ll be in the kitchen, okay?”
Kurapika smiled down at her, feeling very soft. She was already falling asleep, her eyelids drooping. Kurapika left the room, turning the light off on his way out and leaving the door cracked.
Killua was waiting for him in the hallway, looking less hostile than usual. “She wouldn’t listen to me, and kept looking for mom. Thanks… for getting her to sleep. She can get a bit fussy when she hasn’t slept well.”
Kurapika gave him a nod before being distracted from his job again with the ring of the doorbell. “Did… (Name) say anyone was showing up so early? The get together is tomorrow…”
Killua thought for a moment then grimaced. “Oh, yeah. That’s probably Menchi.”
They both scowled, the blonde letting out an annoyed sigh before opening the door. Menchi stood behind it, wearing an ochre colored sweater, with jeans. It was a far cry from her outfit during the exam, Kurapika wasn’t sure he’d ever seen her in anything normal.
“Where’s (Name)?”
She seemed to look at Kurapika with a look of distaste, like she was just served a dish with bits of cat litter in it. The blonde tried to keep a small smile on his face. “She isn’t here at the moment, she-“
Menchi pushed her way in and immediately headed towards the kitchen. “Who the hell is burning a cherry pie!?”
Kurapika’s eyes went. He sprinted into the kitchen, his eyes wide as he glanced at the clock then the plume of smoke pouring out of the opened oven. Menchi pulled out the pie and opened the kitchen door to fan the smoke out, coughing.
“I don’t understand, I did everything (Name) told me to! I set the oven to 350, then the timer to 45 minutes-“
Menchi raised an eyebrow. “Uh… the oven is at 450, not 350.”
Kurapika’s eyes went wide before he groaned and sat down to hold his head in his hands. “Fuck… the macaroni then this, what’s wrong with me?”
Menchi stared at the charred pie, sighing. “This poor, poor pie. I assume (Name) made the filling. What a waste.”
She pulled some rolling pins out of nowhere. “No matter, I’ll get to work. You’re banned from the kitchen, blondie.”
He didn’t argue, just standing up and shuffling to his room.
———————
Gon walked around, giving everyone hugs and saying hi to Menchi before he stopped. “Hmm? Where’s Kurapika?”
(Name) shrugged, hanging up her coat. “I’m not sure, but Killua said he burned the pie earlier.”
She sighed and rubbed her temple. “It was an honest mistake, but it’s still a little frustrating to be down two dishes now.”
Gon nodded, patting her shoulder. “I’ll go talk to him! Maybe we can work something out!”
“Yeah, you go do that. I have to make sure Menchi doesn’t get off track with the food again.”
Gon walked up the stairs and knocked on Kurapika's door. "Kurapika, it's Gon! I just got here.”
The door cracked open, the blonde looking a bit downtrodden. “Oh, Gon… happy holidays. How… are you doing?”
He hummed, walking into Kurapika’s room. “I’m doing alright, but how are you? I heard… you had some problems in the kitchen.”
Kurapika nodded, rubbing his arm awkwardly. “Yeah, I just… I got distracted and I messed up… and…”
Gon held up his hand. “Everyone messes up sometimes! What matters is trying to fix the mistake you made!”
Kurapika gave him a soft smile. “Yeah, I guess you’re right. You always know what to say, Gon.”
The boy grinned. “How about this, we’ll wait for Menchi to leave, then we’ll try and salvage that macaroni and cheese!”
The two spent the next hour really catching up. Kurapika had been hesitant to get too close to his friends again, but now that he knew he was sticking around, he wanted more than anything to be close with them again. It felt like he had become so distant from the people he cared for most, so it felt nice to be all caught up with what they had been doing.
“And you’re gonna ask (Name) on a date- Mmph!”
Kurapika covered Gon’s mouth as his face erupted into a blush. “Shh, she could hear you!”
Gon nodded as Kurapika pulled his hand away, now whispering. “I think she’ll say yes, you two have always been so close. When you were gone, she looked at your picture in the living room a lot.”
The blonde turned bright red, clearing his throat. “Is that so?”
Gon stood, peeking out the door. “Mhm. Now come on, Menchi just left!”
Kurapika followed Gon down to the kitchen and took out the macaroni. “You followed the directions on the box, right?” Gon asked as he looked at the soggy noodles and dry cheese.
Kurapika huffed, feeling a bit embarrassed. “Of course, why wouldn’t I? Boil for eight minutes, remove from- hey!”
Gon began to scrape off some of the cheese. “If we take off some of the cheese, we can mix some fresh cheese in and add some extra milk and seasonings!”
Kurapika relaxed, smiling. “Ah, I forgot, you said you knew how to make macaroni and cheese during the Hunter Exam, didn’t you?”
Gon nodded proudly, setting the macaroni and cheese aside. “Now, let’s shred some cheese and get some bread crumbs!”
Though the noodles were still soggy after they were done, the macaroni and cheese looked a lot better and smelled decent. Kurapika couldn’t help but feel a little proud.
“Oh boys, something is smelling great in here!”
(Name) walked in, putting away her phone. She had snapped a picture of the scene before announcing her presence. ‘That’s going in the Christmas card.’
Kurapika blushed as she swiped a bit of the macaroni and cheese, fiddling with his tabard. “Kurapika, Gon, this tastes great! This is definitely going on the table, along with my macaroni and cheese.”
Gon cheered, and Kurapika sighed in relief. “Now, you two come to the table and eat your dinner. It’s burgers tonight.”
Everyone gathered at the table to eat dinner, smiling and laughing. They were all full of excitement for the next day, though none of them were prepared for the chaos that would ensue.
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hiii! Hope ur okay. I’m so happy to see you’re back being more active!
can I request a Freddy Carter and his sister reader pls? thank u! x
Hi!!! Thank you lovely! I’m starting to feel a bit better 🥰
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Sodapop when he first saw yo cute fine ass 🤍
First of all..when you walked into the DX. HAHAHA- boy just about fainted.
I’m serious.
He thought he was seein stars ✨
“👁️👄👁️ Steve..who is that”
“That’s y/n, she’s pretty sweet, as far as I talked to her.”
“Yeah..” he says absentmindedly
“Dude, your staring”
“What?! No I’m not..tf” “okkk whaaateva”
Y’all hanging out at his house with two bit Dallas and them
Expect to catch him staring at you.
You thinking you have something on your face.
“Is there something on my face?” “👁️👄👁️ ……huh? Oh- no”
Him losing his shit on the inside when you talk to him.
He has liked you since he saw ya and he could even say that he loves you.
Him blushing a lot.
“Aww soda blushin over his babaygorl *kissing noises*” “shut up two bit!!!!!*throws pillow*”
Him protecting you from socs.
Best believe someone gettin they shit rocked if they insult you.
When you two do end up dating…oh god..
You.have.him.whipped.
Says yes to anything you want. You are totally against it but he won’t budge.
“Can we get Mexican food?” Y’all already had Mexican food this week but he says yes anyway. “Of course babe” “we don’t have to” “babe..if you want Mexican food then we are getting Mexican food.”
“Now give me a kiss” so adorable 🥰 🫶
Cuddles in the back of his car.
…he will stare at your ass. I’m not even gonna lie.
You could literally be just laying on his bed.
“Dayum gurl” “shut upuhhh”
The boys literally shipping you two like there is no tomorrow.
“Aww you guysss” “shut up dally”
He has to be kissin you or huggin you..or both.
Has his hand on your ass when your two are cuddling sometimes. WITH CONSENT!!!!
He is a boy of consent.
You are literally his baby, his boo boo
His sunshine
His ehitdvhjkkjswrhhjjytrfffhbnhr
Everything.
You mean everything to him fr fr.
This is him whenever you just breathe “❤️❤️🤍🤍❤️♥️💙💜💗🖤💛💖💞💚❣️💓🧡💘💝👩‍❤️‍👨🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🤍🤎😍😍😍😍😍😘😘🥰😘😘 AHHHHH FTYGFJIHDSWRIJJBVDGJK YOU SO FINE HDRYNGJVFYJMKK”
LMFAO
<3
🫶🫶🫶
Kissing you is like his FAVORITE thing ever.
You have him like “🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭”
He thinks about you before he falls asleep without even realizing it. So cute.
He talks about you. ALL.THE.TIME
“She’s just so beautiful Steve..i think I’m gonna marry her.” “Marry her? I’d love to see that.”
“🤭yeah..”
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notyour-valentine · 2 years
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Hello Val! I’d love to send you a request for your 1000 celebration (congrats again! 🥂)
I’d like to go with a blurb for modern!Tommy and the following prompt: “It is a common phenomenon that just the prettiest girls find it so difficult to get a man.”
Thanks ❤️
The Prettiest Girls ~ modern!Tommy Shelby x Reader (Fluff)
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Warning: Mention of sexism in society, patriarchy, some swearing (18/21+). I do not consent to my work being translated, copied or posted elsewhere on this platform or any other.
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“Oi!”, she snapped as Tommy reached for the packet of still warm falafels and pulled them towards him without even sparing her a glance. 
“Those are mine!”, she hissed, snatching them right back.  For that, she had to get up and lean all over the polished black chrome table.
His head shot up and he glared at her with nothing but annoyance and impatience - as if she had insulted him.
“Seriously?”, he hissed, “You drink and eat here for free, the least you can do is give some of me own fucking food!”
“It’s not your food!”, Ada reminded him. “Its from that new vegan place around the corner.”
“We’ve got vegan food!”, Arthur argued, always quick to defend his establishment. “Chips and sweet potato chips and salad, I think?”
“If I eat nothing but chips all the time, I will break out worse than a freshers flu!”, she argued, dipping another one of her deliciously crispy fried falafels into the hummus. 
This was becoming a weekly thing, actually it was becoming almost normalcy. Ever since the Shelbys had moved into London too, it was more than convenient for her and Ada to spend their evenings here. Groceries was expensive and here they could practically drink them dry and even if they ordered food more to their taste, they could put it on Arthur’s tab. 
He didn’t mind in the slightest, not when it came to his sister and their childhood friend. 
Usually it was actually quite fun, with John in town too and Tommy actually having time to join them for a change, or so they had thought. 
But instead of a few rounds and some fun stories for old times sake, he was sitting in the corner of the private room, hacking away at his phone with such ferocity, she could have sworn he must’ve drilled holes into it by now. 
Always busy. Always occupied. 
As if that wasn’t enough, he cleared his throat and swiped. 
“Yes?”, he demanded to know, bringing his phone to his ear. “Is he for real now?”, Ada demanded to know as Tommy began to have a full on conversation with no regard to them and their talk. 
“Oi, at least put it on speaker!”, she offered with a chuckle. 
He threw daggers at her and got up, but on his way out, he swiped the bag with the remaining four falafels from the table. 
“Hey!”, she argued, but the door only fell shut, separating her from the rest of her dinner.
“Arrogant git.”, she hissed. 
“Don’t be harsh on him, love!”, Arthur insisted. “He’s busy with the business.”
She only shrugged. 
It was bothering her more than it should. She had left Birmingham to go to college, and had moved in with Ada so that they could share the costs. Then, before long, Tommy had bought them not only a house but a car, not that they needed it in central London, but it was nice to have.
She had thought him buying a house would mean he was around a bit more, but no. 
Only once had she passed him in the hall when he had been on his way out, and he had greeted her with a small smile and a meaningless “All good?”, but he was already on the run.
She missed Birmingham, she missed them all, but with Tommy it felt like the only place she yet held in his life was on a list of expenses - and that stung. 
But what was there to be done?
Tommy was his own man and she was her own woman. Besides, she was his little sister’s friend, hardly anyone of much importance in the busy life of Mr. Thomas Shelby. 
She still had Ada, and Arthur and John, so she needn’t mourn too much. 
Ada of course, had decided to enrol in the same university as she had, taking on Sociology, Politics and Gender Studies all in one go.
She was well suited for it and burned to share her knowledge with her, and now her brothers too. 
While (Y/N) could only contribute anecdotal evidence, they were certainly in agreement of many things. Especially in regards to the differences between men and women in society. 
And before long they were on a roll, with John blushing and Arthur paling with every word. The door behind her clicked open again, as Tommy returned - without her falafels. 
Jackass. 
But that didn’t stop her from making her point.
“Women constantly get underestimated and reduced to their looks.”, she insisted, throwing her hands in the air. “It is just so exhausting!”
Ada nodded ceremoniously, impatient to get her own point in. 
 “Did you know Marilyn Monroe was actually really smart?”, she asked.
“If she was so smart why did she stand over that subway vent and have them take pictures up her skirt?”, John asked. 
“That was for a movie!”, Ada hissed, glaring at her brother. 
“Speaking of movie stars - everytime you turn on music in your car, that’s due to Hedy Lamar - the one with the stars.”, she insisted, waving around the back of her head. “She invented Bluetooth, or rather the technology behind it.”
“So far more than looks- but history remembers them as pretty!”
Ada said the word as if it was a slur, or at least a taint. 
“Anyway, back to the original problem. Women get reduced due to their looks so much that it impacts every aspects of their lives!”
“But isn’t that also a good thing?”, John asked. “I mean, there is pretty privilege, right?”
That made her stomach coil. 
“Wanting to sleep with someone isn’t the same as listening or valuing them!”, she snarled, considering if she should try to aim for his shin under the table. 
“Besides,”, Ada added, “most men are intimidated by both attractive and intellectual women. Combine the two and 99% of men run to the hills.”
She leaned back and sighed in dramatic fashion, giving her a lamenting look. “It is a common phenomenon that just the prettiest girls find it so difficult to get a man, one who is not intimidated or even fells insulted.”
“My words exactly!”, she added with a nod. 
Across the table, Tommy scoffed. 
“You got something to say?”, Ada hissed, as always ready for a fight, especially with her favourite sparring partner. 
She loved to argue, but arguing with Tommy was the rarest and most favoured pastimes for her. 
And he didn’t care to back down from a fight and so met his sister’s gaze with that barely-there knowing smirk of his, as if the universe had laid bare all the secrets it contained in front of him and him alone. 
“Maybe.”
“Maybe?”, Ada asked, “Go on then.”
He shrugged in dismissal once more.
“I think you’re making things too complicated.”
“We? We are making things too complicated?”
Ada’s cheeks began to flush and she could practically see the speech beginning to form. 
“Yes. I’m not exactly saying that society’s perfect but it’s not the cause of everyone’s problems.”
“It kind of is, though!”, Arthur argued.
Tommy shot him a dark glare, all playfulness he had in his eyes when he had faced Ada gone at the sight of his brother’s betrayal. 
“If (Y/N) can’t find a man, it’s hardly the patriarchy’s fault. Perhaps she’s just looking in the wrong places.”
She choked on her drink, feeling the liquid climb up to her nose as she coughed, barely managing to cover her mouth with a napkin as Arthur hit her back. 
“Wait what?”, Ada asked, staring at her brother in utter disbelief.
“When did this discussion become about me?”, (Y/N) managed to croak out, her eyes burning. 
“Yeah, what are you on about, Tommy?”, John demanded to know, before his face split into a wide grin. “Hang on-”
“Shut up!”, Tommy hissed, as his ears began to turn red. “I must’ve misheard, alright. Nothing to get stuck up on.”
He fidgeted with his cufflinks. 
John threw his head back in laughter and even Ada giggled.
“Did he just call me pretty?”, (Y/N) asked, bracing her elbows on the table as she leaned forward, having recovered from her drink mishap. 
“Pretty and intellectual!”, Arthur added for formalities sake, earning more throaty chuckles and giggles, as Tommy’s ears turned the shade of ripe tomatoes. One could even see the colour sneak up his neck. 
“What do you want me to say?”, Tommy hissed, “You’re not ugly, are you?”
His anger only made her giggle more as she leaned back. “I should put that on a t-shirt.”, she suggested with a smirk. 
“We could start a clothing line, make it Shelby Company Limited official and Tommy can write off a bit of tax, that would be nice, wouldn’t it, Tom?”, Ada teased, giving her brother a playful shove. He was hacking away at his phone again, pretending he didn’t hear, while his ears seemed to glow so brightly they couldn’t have lit the entire room on their own.
End.
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thestoryden · 2 years
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Hello, i hope you have a wonderful day ! My request is : Reader has been bullied by Jason's group and the cheerleaders, she decides to visit Eddie at his house for him to comfort her. (they are quite close) (Afterwards if an idea comes to you I'll let you do it ❤️)
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Eddie x Bullied!Reader Warnings: Blood, Bullying, Violence, Fluff, Smoking, Comfort, Language Word Count: 1.4 k
This came out far less fluffy than I anticipated, so fair to say I will be making a very fluffy sequel to this. I want to capture that cuteness and the soft moments. / Edit: the sequel didn't scratch the fluff itch. I think it might do better as a series
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Once upon a time you had been Chrissy’s best friend. You had been the perfect fit, you had the award winning smile and were kind to everyone around you. But, your kindness had gotten you in trouble to the point of no return. Towards the end of junior year you had come upon Jason beating up Eddie. Jason had accused Eddie of taking something of his, and used that to justify his brutality against him. You threatened to tell Chrissy about what he was doing, and in response he had told Chrissy you made a play to get with him behind her back. Chrissy, wanting to see the best in Jason, believed him. You were devastated by the betrayal, but what happened next you couldn’t have possibly foreseen. Everyone you had called a friend for the past three years now sought your destruction. In their eyes you had dared to try and usurp Chrissy’s power and now her courtiers were after you. At first it wasn’t so bad. Just insults and nasty notes from the rest of the cheer squad. Then it was being shoved into walls and hit on the back of the head from the basketball team. Through all of this you had made fast friends with Eddie, who you had saved from a beating which he had actually taken to save a younger member of his club. He comforted you when the bullying happened. You comforted him when he flunked senior year for the second time. You assumed the bullying would cool down over the summer, but you were wrong. You had gotten a letter telling you not to come to summer cheer practice or else. Which meant you were off the squad. That night you cried hard in Eddie’s arms. He wanted to ease your pain so he offered to smoke with you. You accepted just wanting to relax for a moment. You two spent the summer together planning out D&D sessions, listening to music, and learning how to play bass. School was about to start again and you were nervous. Eddie reassured you that senior year was a breeze. You laughed in his face in response. Then you had gotten the fateful letter in the mail right before school started. In it Chrissy had said she had wanted to make up and be friends again. She wanted to meet you at the school and talk everything out. You wanted to be friends with Chrissy again and were elated to get her letter. That leads you to your current situation waiting for Chrissy in the school parking lot at about forty-five past seven. 
It becomes apparent to you that Chrissy is in fact not showing up. You had biked here about an hour ago and no sign of Chrissy this whole time. “Maybe I read the letter wrong,” you think. You look back over the letter. You are right on the time, place, and day. You start to mount your bike to head off when you hear a car pull up. 
“Thank God,” you say, “I thought you weren’t coming for a second.” 
You turn around and are greeted by Jason and his friends. 
“Miss me?” he asks. 
You freeze for a second unsure of what to do. Two of the players get out of the car and run up to you. Grabbing you on either side they hall you towards the trunk of Jason’s car. They open it up 
“Please don’t do this, please I’m begging you.” you reason. 
They hoist you off the ground and throw you in. You hit your head on a tire iron. The trunk slams behind you, leaving you in complete darkness. 
“Let’s have some fun boys!” you hear Jason yell. 
The music blares and the car bumps up and down the country roads of Hawkins then there is a sudden stop. The trunk opens with a click and there are bright lights shining in your face. Jason pulls you out onto the tarmac. He yanks you up to your feet. Tears are streaming down your face. 
“Please please don’t do this.” 
Jason drags you in front of his car, the headlights illuminate the dark road. You shake violently, sputtering pleas begging him to let you go. He raises his hand with a flashlight in it and brings it down on to your face. Striking on the side opposite where the tire iron hit. 
“Listen here you freak slut.” he seethed, “In a second, I’m going to get back in my car, and I’m going to tell you to run. When those words leave my mouth you are going to run like your life depends on it. And we are going to hunt you down like the dog you are. Got it.” 
Tears well up in your eyes and snot runs down your face. Blood drips down your forehead, matting into your bangs and crusting into your eye brows. Your throat tightens and your lips tremble. 
“Jason,” you croak, “Please.” 
He hops into his car and gives you a smile. 
“Run,” he says. 
At first you start off slowly as you can not see where you are going, but then you hear the engine rev behind you. You bolt into the dark. Your breathing gets heavy but the car sounds fainter, so you keep going. Then suddenly it is on your right and one of the boys is leaning out the side with a bat held up high. It makes a sickening thud when it hits your body. You stumble onto the ground. You hear the tires screech as the car flips round. The gravel crunches as it slowly approaches you. You begin crawling on your hands and knees into the woods.Your palms hit the pine straw and you attempt to stand, grabbing on to a tree for support. The car idles on the road and one of its doors slam. 
“Where are they?” Jason shouts. 
He flashes his light into the woods and sees your silhouette. You run faster than you ever had before. The boys flashlights sweep over the trees as you zigzag between the brush patches. Then you see a faint glow in the distance and head for it. It flickers and moves. Your whole body hurts as it heaves with your lungs trying to suck in as much air as possible. You hit a rock and tumble towards the wavering hope. You look up and can faintly make out a silhouette. 
“Please you have to help me.” you mumble. 
Everything is spinning and you can not reorient yourself. An arm slips under you and lifts you off the earth. Before you can get your bearings you are half running half being dragged till you hit a tree line.There are street lights and trailers and a gravel road. Your companion takes you towards a trailer. You are pushed through the entrance and the door clicks locked behind you. You look up from the floor to see a curtain of hair and a jean vest. 
“Eddie?” you mumble faintly. 
“What is going on?” he says. 
You try to explain what exactly happened, but your words become muddled. Everything is going in and out of focus. 
“No, no, no. You have to stay awake.” Eddie says panicked. 
He runs into the kitchen and grabs a towel and some paper napkins. He fills the towel with ice. He rushes back to your side and cradles your head into his lap. He gently blots away the dried blood and holds the napkins to your head trying to stop the excess bleeding. The light of the living room shines around his head making him look angelic. You laugh a little. You reach up your hand to his face and hold it softly. He smiles back at you with concern, before placing the cool compress on your forehead. The cold and damp sensation breathes a bit of life back into you. 
“It’s cold,” you groan. 
“It’s supposed to be,” he replies.
He pulls you into him and rises shouldering your weight as he drags you to his room. You try your hardest to stay uprightish as much as you can. You let out a cry when you fall into the bed. Your body explodes with new pain spreading out from your back. Eddie winces and rests his hand against your cheek. He sits next to you. 
“We're going to get through this okay.” he whispers. 
In your haze you finally say what you have always wanted to, “Eddie if this is my last night on earth I just want to let you know something, I love you.”
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deleteddewewted · 2 years
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Could you do Male readerx Mount Lady x Miruko Sweat and sour. R is tired of Yu publicly denying that she is in a relationship because of her "brand". When she is confronted, Yu asked how people would react that she is sleeping with a quirkless nobody. R gets upset and leaves to his friend Rumi's house. She comfort him and suggests they make a sex tape as payback. Maybe end it with a, "He's mine now, bitch." (Could the smut be from the perspective of Yu watching the tape?) Thanks.
Sweet and Sour: Revenge Tape
Mirko x M! Reader x Mount Lady
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Takeyama didn’t know what to think of you after you ignored her texts for the past two days. She knew she messed up and she knew she embarrassed you but you always came back to her. You always answered when she called, always responded to her texts when she’d send one. But, after a disastrous night out where you tried to pull her into a kiss after eating out at a restaurant she’d been dying to try, you hadn’t responded to any of the messages she had sent.
“For the love of fuck, Y/n. Answer me!” She grew frustrated with you. It wasn’t normal for her to be ignored. What could be so important that you felt the need to ignore her?
More days went by and eventually, she gave up on calling you. You ignored all attempts to be contacted and didn’t bother to interact with any of the mutual friends you both had.
“Yu, have you ever thought of going to your ex’s house?” Nishiya rolled his eyes at his roommate and sighed when he watched her deflate.
“Yu, do you even like Y/n romantically?” Takeyama’s eyes widened, offense clear on her face.
“Yes! Of course, I do! Why would you ever assume I didn’t?” Takeyama yelled. She felt her eye twitch as Nishiya judged her with his gaze.
“Are you serious right now?” He sighed. The stress of having to deal with her complicated emotions was too much for him.
“Yes! I love Y/n. He’s my boyfriend!” She whined.
“If he’s your boyfriend then why don’t you let him kiss you in public?”
“Because-” She tried to clarify herself but Nishiya cut her off.
“Why don’t you let him hold you or hug you, then? Why isn’t he able to call you or acknowledge you as his girlfriend while you’re both out, huh?” He raised his brow at her all while looking smug.
He knew every single detail and event of your relationships. It was embarrassing how much he knew about you and Takeyama. He knew how much you devoted yourself to her and how little she gave back. He watched how Takeyama spent hours on the phone talking to you about something that caught her interest and how attentive she became any time you spoke. He had to watch how you both cuddled on the couch during a movie night and how loud you fucked in Takeyama’s bedroom afterward. It disgusted him to hear how casually Takeyama dismissed you for quirkless nobody when I’m public and during interviews.
“Oh, him? Yeah, no, he’s just some mega fan who I like to take pity on. Poor guy is quirkless so he likes being around heroes.” The mocking and annoying laugh she would let out was just as vile as her words. He could see that she loved you, that she truly wanted something with you besides getting a quick lay. He saw it but so did her manager. 
Everyone around her told her that she had to pretend not to know you. Being seen with a quirkless was mildly disapproved of but dating willingly was the biggest insult to modern society. The hero world expected her to do her duty and to bring children into this world who would best her capabilities. But if they found out that a quirkless had managed to breed and fuck her full of their cum, the hero world would implode in a mix of joy and disgust. You were no one and nothing in their world and because of that, you were not allowed to be recognized as her partner.
“You know why. Do you think I’m happy with this? I want to be able to go out with my boyfriend on cute dates and be able to kiss him without feeling shame.”
“So you are shamed of him?” Takeyama covered her face as she thought to herself.
She wasn’t ashamed of you, not at all….at least that was what she told herself to cope with the circumstances. She was raised in a society that valued quirks and the type of quirk you possessed. She was practically destined to be a hero the moment her quirk manifested and spent her time being praised for doing the bare minimum. When she got with you, she was looking for an adventure, something new and foreign to her. She loved the simplicity of your life yet how difficult it was for you. The way you navigated life without a quirk made her completely enamored with you which sold her in the idea of committing herself fully to you. You were the “it” she had been looking for and once she got you in her bedroom after a night of clubbing, she knew that no one other than you would be able to satisfy her. 
Takeyama still remembered what her first time with you was like. You were gentle with her even as you noticed all of the scars and cuts that littered her body. You kissed her softly, your hands wandered over her body as your mouth made its way towards her breasts. You sucked on her nipples and played with them as she gasped. You relished her broken moans and made it your duty to take care of her in every way. Your fingers slowly plunged inside her and thrust at an even pace. She remembered arching her back and squirting all over your hand and face. She had never had someone touch her so softly and treat her like a princess. So when you finally had your sex inside her, when you finally had her pussy lips spread and wrapped around you, she couldn’t help but scream for you. You felt right, so, so right inside her. You made her realize that ambition of fame and adoration from nameless fans meant nothing if you weren’t by her side.
“I’m used to being around people who are like me. We don’t live in a place or time where having a quirkless partner is acceptable by most.” She wanted you with everything she had
“I love him. I want all of him and I want to spend the rest of my life with him.” Nishiya watched as the blond cried to herself. He would offer comfort but he also knew that by doing so he would be enabling her behavior and minimizing the seriousness of the situation. You both needed to talk and that was up to her to do.
Days went by and there was still nothing from you. She reached out, she even visited your apartment but you didn’t answer her. She spent most of her time going from work and then heading back home to cry over your absence. She couldn’t drink no matter how much she wanted to drown her feelings in alcohol and it sucked because the more she looked at the pictures she had hanging on her walls of the two of you, the more of an asshole she felt.
Takeyama was daydreaming of the date you were supposed to be on but was quickly snapped out of it once a package was shoved in front of her by Nishiya.
“What’s this?” She grabbed the small package and turned it around to see it was addressed to her.
“I have no idea but it’s for you.” Nishiya sighed before leaving the shared apartment.
Tired and battered after a long patrol, Takeyama took off her hero costume before heading to the bathroom to bathe, the package still in her hand. She made sure that the water was scolding hot before making herself comfortable in the bath. She relaxed and basked in the warm water and closed her eyes. She thought of what you would do if you were there to see her. Would you join her or would you sit beside the tub and massage shampoo into her hair? She opened her eyes and reached out for that package that she had placed on top of the toilet cover. She ripped the thing open, not caring that water splashed out onto the tiled floor.
“What?” It was a display hologram that contained a video. Confused, she opened the hologram and pressed play. 
The scene on the holographic screen was of you cuddling with Mirko. You had your head leaned against her own and your legs were tangled together. It looked normal apart from your hand that had wandered into Mirko’s underwear. She was in a sheer white top with panties and your hand was clearly playing with her clit. Mirko gasped as you quickened your pace and leaned into you in search of a kiss. You reciprocated and kissed her passionately. Takeyama watched as you slipped your fingers inside Mirko’s cunt with tears in her eyes.
Mirko screamed your name, her body responds to your every touch.
“Y/n, please. Make me yours. Please!” The dark-skinned woman moaned. You didn’t answer her but you instead shoved your tongue into her mouth before getting on top of her. Your back faces the camera but by the way, you brought your hand up to your mouth, Takeyama assumed you cleaned up your fingers with your mouth.
You pulled yourself out of your pants and moved Mirkos panties to the side before slapping her sex. The white-haired woman let out a yelp before lifting her legs up and flushed against her before reaching down and spreading her pussy lips for you.
“Fuck me, Y/n. Breed me, baby.” You grabbed her by the throat and shoved your dick inside of her slicked cunt.
You snapped your hips hard, the sound of your balls hitting her ass resonated throughout the entire room and was difficult to ignore. You growled as Mirko moaned like a bitch in heat and begged for your babies. Takeyama watched as you slapped the rabbit hero’s tits and cunt before sucking on her nipples with vigor. Slick drooled out of here while cum coated your cock as you continue your relentless pound into her now puffy pussy.
“Yeah? You want this dick to breed you, slut? You want daddy to fuck this cunt full?” You slapped her across the face and let out a growl when she only managed to choke out half of your name.
“Answer, slut.” You spat.
“Y-yes! Plea-se!!!!” Mirko arched as you continued to pound into her. 
You changed your positioning so that your thrust would go deeper and began to unexpectedly snap your hips to get her to yell. Mirko grabbed onto you, her legs now pressed flush against her by your hands, as she obeyed all of your orders. You told her not to cum until you thoroughly bred her pussy full and she happily obliged because she wanted to feel your warm seed inside her. She thought about having your babies before, cute little hybrids that were a mix of you and her that she would show off to the world. Cute babies that you could both build a nest with and raise together. Children who she could show off to Takeyama since the blond never publicly acknowledged you. 
Mirko begged for permission. You told her to hold it because you were close. She nodded and clenched so that her walls hugged your length and she quickly felt the urge to squirt. The knot that formed in her stomach began to loosen but with a quick spank to her leg, she tensed up and caused you to cum. You snapped your hips before completely burying yourself inside her wet and puffy cunt. You rubbed her clit and slapped it which got her over the edge too. She squirted all over your pelvis and came on your cock before collapsing and shaking under you. You laid on top of her and turned the both of you over so that she laid on top. This position allowed Takeyama to see that you had bred Mirko, your cum oozed out of the muscular woman’s sex. Mirko’s legs twitched and her tail wagged as you gently rubbed her ass and spread her. You groaned out loud before chuckling. Mirko turned her head around and weakly spoke to the camera with a dick-drunk grin.
“He’s mine now, stupid bitch.” You spanked Mirko’s ass and told her to cut it out before bringing her down for a kiss which she happily reciprocated.
Takeyama dropped the hologram onto the tiled floor and made herself comfortable inside her tub. She was crying in pure humiliation and horror at what she watched but she also hated the burning feeling she felt below her waist. She had played with herself while she watched you fuck another woman and impregnate her. She continued to clean herself before solemnly making her way to her bedroom. She would spend the rest of the night crying over you and how much of an amazing father you will be to Mirko’s children. 
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sugarcherriess · 2 years
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congratulations on 1k!! 💖💖💖 you deserve it, i adore your writing so much. if requests are still open, could you maybe write like a soft yandere dom changmin smut?? i don’t like degradation or anything but i love the obsession+passion of yanderes soooo much!!
have a great day/night ^_^!!! 💕🧸⭐️
-@gyulfriend
Thank you so much my darling!!! I hope you enjoy what I came up with 🥹🥹🥹❤️
SoftDom + Yandere!Changmin:
cw - smut, mentions of having a bad day, Changmin is very… patient, reader cries bc of said bad day, since it’s yandere themed I’ve taken the liberty to make reader and Changmin’s relationship as house-bound!partner x provider!Changmin, protective jichang, threats and stuff
Changmin’s favourite time of the day is coming home
Really it is
Not because he gets to wash off and slip into his bed for a nice well deserved sleep
But because when he comes home he can always here you working somewhere in the house
There’s no better relaxer than hearing your sweet voice talking to the air like you have some invisible friends around you
He really wishes you could have real ones
But the outside world is so dangerous
He can never take any chances with his princess
So he swore, when he ordered you to stay in the house at all times, that he would do anything for you
That he would be the only friend you’ll ever need
The only company you deserve
He’d make sure to isolate you from the terribly evil outside world
Imagine his surprise when he comes home to find out you’ve had a visitor during his absence
And imagine his anger when said visitor left you distraught
Leading you to sobbing silently in your room instead of playing around the house like you usually do with one activity or another
“She said I was too introverted! That I should mingle with the neighbourhood! She said I was so stuck up for not coming to their parties, Minnie!”
Changmin’s anger almost washes out with your cute nickname for him
Such a pure name for an unpure man
The man contemplating murder in his head
He purposely brought you to a house on a hill so that no one would be in contact with you
And no one dared to be
Not until now
He’ll take care of that later though
His first priority was you:
The adorable little creature sniffling in his arms and complaining about the mean intruder
“Don’t think about it baby, I’ll take care of her,”
If you notice the implied threat in his tone then you don’t mention it
And he’s grateful for that
“How can I not think about her, she kept insulting me for twenty whole minutes,”
Changmin would stiffen and clench his jaw to contain the steam coming from his ears
Which would prove easier than assumed because you would punch the pillow next to you in the same moment
And fall flat, face-first onto the mattress
“She was so mean to me,”
You’d wail and he’d caress your head
He’d move your pliant body to the side, wiping the salty tears off your face
“I told you I’ll deal with her, darling. Don’t you trust me?”
“I do,”
Your voice has gone extra soft: an effect only he has on you
“Then forget about that bitch and tell me how I can make you feel better,”
Your scowl would turn into a mischievous smile
The kind it does when you’re about to ask for something you know he won’t refuse you
“You could fuck her out of my system. Make me think of only you, Changmin, please,”
How can he refuse when you beg so prettily?
You ask him to eat you out first
And pride blooms in his chest because no matter what, you never forget to ask and not order
Ordering is his right and his alone
So he does
He hooks his steady fingers in your underwear and pulls it down to reveal your glorious sopping center
Changmin urges you to moan out loud
Using his assertive, no-bullshit voice
He has to fill the auditory void somehow!
Since his own tongue is occupied slurping up your juices
His sweet little girl spilling all her happy fluids for him and him only
He’d lap up your pretty flowers with all the patience and focus in the world
Until your thighs stiffen and shudder in his grasp
Your belly rippling in pleasure
Breath catching in your throat
Your own hand catching between your teeth to hold back the inhumanely fucked out cry that leaves your lips anyway
Then Changmin would trail wet kisses up your torso
All the way to your heaving chest to give it its due attention
He’d leave your mouth open and unobstructed while he pushes his cock inside your desperate hole
“I’ll do anything for you,”
He’d kiss all over your heated face
“I’ll take care of everyone, baby,”
He’d whisper in your ear
“Don’t you ever cry because of anyone who isn’t me,”
His deep, calculated strokes would never cease throughout
“I’ll burn the world if it pleases you,”
“Changmin!”
You don’t really cares for what happens to the world when the volcano of pleasure is about to erupt inside you again
“I-l’m– mmnnhhh– Changmin I’m g-gonna cum!”
You wouldn’t realise that you came before you could even finish the sentence
But Changmin would
Your walls would tighten so deliciously around his hard, twitching cock that it only meant one thing
Changmin would cum right after you
And cuddle you for a while to catch his breath
The he’d rub your hands and bring you some water
Making you soup if you ask for it in your dazed mood
Feed you it with his own hands
Then kiss you passionately on the lips
A firm “I love you the most,” making its way to his lips
He’d make sure all your appetites, sexual or otherwise, are satisfied before he makes his way downhill
With his anger reignited, he would knock on the door of the same woman who confronted his precious darling in his absence
He’d make sure though, that you never find out why no one ever hears from her again
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Harley Quinn X FemWerewolf!Reader Cute, Angsty, and Fluffy Prompt with a somewhat hopeful ending
• Takes place before the events of the first film (Suicide Squad - 2016)
!TW: Mention of previous acts of violence, implied being previously abused (by family/a family member + an ex), breaking and entering, self-put down(s), implied suffering from depression, hunting, having a near-death experience, attempted murder, implied injury/being injured, mention of blood/presence of blood, injury detail, nudity, anxiety + hint of separation anxiety, swearing, violence, mention of being unconscious, mention of having nightmares, murder/previously murdering someone, self-doubt, wanting to die, insult, weaponry, mention of having to have stitches, elements of grief/grieving, being in prison - If I’ve missed any, let me know ❤️!
“Good morning,” Harley chimed as soon as you walked into the kitchen, and you would smile timidly over at her, upon remembering that she’d fought with your father to try and save you from his beatings, before you’d both escaped together, and she had broken you both into an abandoned home she’d come across not too long ago, so you could both stay there until you were forced to move out, and had to go and find yet another shelter you could both reside in, “want some breakfast?”
“Good morning, Sparkles,” you returned, before shyly walking up to her, and wrapping your arms around her waist, “and I will, if you’re having some. You smell nice - did you steal my stuff again?”
She would scoff, before giggling softly, and turning to face you so she could connect her forehead to your’s lovingly. “As if I would,” she replied, “I could never steal from you, Nugget.” You would then lift a skeptical eyebrow, prompting her to burst out laughing again, whilst she found herself thinking about how she’d have never believed, before, that she could be made to be so happy by one singular individual. “You always manage to make me laugh,” she mused, whilst beaming over at you, prompting your heart to begin to race whilst you smiled warmly back at her, revelling in how happy you seemed to be making her, “how do you do that?”
“I don’t know,” you answered truthfully, “I guess I’m just funny? To you, anyway - I doubt anyone else could ever think so.”
Her smile would then weaken; she wished you’d stop putting yourself down like that all the time. “Oh c’mon,” she replied, “I’m sure many people would agree; you’re hilarious, honestly; the funniest person I’ve ever met-”
“You really think so?” You inquired, and she would nod quickly, whilst you found yourself wondering what you’d done to deserve someone as amazing and kind as her.
“I know so,” she insisted, “now - waffles, or pancakes?”
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Shortly after, you found yourself - some time in the afternoon - going out hunting for you both in Apocalypse Forest, as you were both now low on supplies, but the mission was risky; you had almost been killed by the Omegas, but were slowly healing whilst you limped back toward the house with the bodies of the rabbits you’d caught tucked into your belt; you’d made sure to, after changing back into your human form, change back into the clothes you’d left by one of the trees outside of the house. You also had managed to catch an elk, before the attack occurred, and were currently dragging it alongside you. “Y/n-!” Harley chimed, and you would instantly glance up at her upon hearing her voice, before a smile began to tug at the corners of your lips, prompting her to beam widely back at you, whilst she rushed from the porch to greet you. “I’ve missed you so much,” she expressed, before throwing her arms around you, not caring if you had some blood from the hunt still on you - well, she assumed all the blood on you was from the animals you’d managed to take down; she wasn’t yet aware of the fact that you’d been attacked, or the gashes on your back which you’d received from the Omegas, “you were gone for so much longer than you said you would be, a-and - I was scared; I thought something happened to you!”
You would frown, before shaking your head whilst you returned the hug, and wondered why she had been worried; you were covered almost entirely not just by your own blood, but the blood of the animals, and couldn’t believe it didn’t seem to be affecting her; you thought maybe she’d really view you to be the monster you believed you were, that previous moment she’d spotted you from the doorway. “It may as well have,” you blurted out, before you could stop yourself, and she would frown, before holding you at arm’s length, prompting you to feel guilty all over again when you could see that she was obviously saddened and disappointed by your remark, “I - I mean.. look at me, Quinzels.. I.. I’m covered in all this blood, a-and..” You would then sigh heavily, before bowing your head. “Why.. Why would you even - care.. if something happened to me?” You inquired dejectedly, and before Harley could even open her mouth to answer, you would drop the elk, before releasing the rabbits from your belt, so you could begin to take off your clothes again.
“You know why, Nugget,” she whined, whilst trying not to look over your now naked body, though she found she desperately wanted to, “I love you, m-more than anything - I always have-”
“I’m a monster!” You cried, prompting her to falter, before she shook her head quickly; she wished you’d stop saying stuff like that about yourself, when you knew none of it was even close to being true. “How could you love someone who - who does stuff like this?” You questioned, whilst gesticulating to the rabbits and the elk, but Harley would appear unperturbed. “S-Stuff like.. change into.. into a dang wolf, that could easily kill you if it lost control of itself-”
“You could never hurt me, Y/n,” she contradicted, “I know you wouldn’t-”
“Never purposefully,” you interjected feebly, whilst tears began to clear your vision, “but I could, and I would never forgive myself if I did. You-.. You wanna see what I look like - m-my true form, as a beast?”
“You know I’d love to,” she answered, before nervously looking around to make sure there weren’t any uninvited guests nearby, “b-but.. if someone sees you-”
“I know,” you uttered, “they’d either run and tell, or try to kill me themselves, but I don’t care; I want you to see what I am, and I want you to know what I really look like; you have to make your final decision, Harleen - whether you really want to stay with a monster like me, knowing what I am..” You would then inch closer to her, whilst your fangs began to subconsciously unfold, but she wouldn’t let you intimidate her, knowing that that was what you were trying to do; you were trying to achieve a reaction out of her which would suggest that she was scared of you - something she never could be, no matter what, because she loved you too much to ever be scared of you. “Knowing what I do,” you continued quietly, before tilting your head partially toward the animals again, but she wouldn’t allow her eyes to leave your’s, wanting to try and show you that nothing could ever deter her from you, alongside how she found she simply just couldn’t; she often found herself getting lost in your eyes like she was, now, and honestly couldn’t imagine her life without you in it; a life without these blissful moments you both often shared with one another - all she knew was that it would be painful, if she lost you, so she vowed she wouldn’t, and that nothing would happen to her which would result in you losing her, now she knew that you would suffer if you did, after you’d told her everything about how you’d imprinted on her, and what the stone wolf you’d given her meant. “And.. what I could do,” you added, “ready?”
“Always,” she answered, “but you’ll never change my mind, I swear; nothing could ever stop me from loving you the way I do, now, and always have.”
You would scoff, before shaking your head, and evidently doubting. “We’ll see,” you replied, before attempting to change, but you found you felt too weak to, and would soon cry out in pain, before you leaned heavily against her, doubled over whilst you clutched your left side, and it was then that she’d noticed the gashes on your back, and the big bruise on your side which was allowing some blood to seep through a smaller scratch in the centre of it.
“Shit,” Harley whispered, whilst she cradled you closer to her to try and keep you stable, “you didn’t tell me you were attacked, Y/n!”
“I.. I didn’t wanna worry you,” you mustered, whilst you buried your face into her left shoulder, and clung to her, “I’m so sorry, Quinzels, b-but don’t panic - I’ll heal soon, b-before they can get any worse..”
She would appear skeptical, not sure if she should believe you, or not; she was desperate to patch you up, and ensure your survival. “You’re sure?” She questioned, and you would nod quickly, not wanting her to worry any further, but she still found herself terrified that she could lose you if she didn’t act, and fast. “I don’t believe you,” she stated, and you would fight back a grunt, not wanting to upset her, “so I’m still gonna patch you up as much as I can - c’mon.” She would try to lead you back inside, until you found yourself almost collapsing again at the porch, and you soon began to shiver violently in her embrace; you were still naked, after all, and Harley had insisted you leave the clothes alone, for now, so she could treat you before you could put them back on, knowing it would be easier (and that she was hoping she could keep you out of them for a little while, anyway). “Are you cold?” She asked, and you would shake your head, but she, again, didn’t believe you, knowing you were probably lying to try and get her to stop worrying so much about you, but that was something she knew she could never do. “Here,” she would hastily remove her jacket, whilst you were shaking your head; you didn’t want her to be cold, too, especially when you would probably begin to heat up again yourself once you’d fully healed; your crystal was capable of many things, but though you protested, she wouldn’t let you refuse it, “take my jacket-”
“You need it more than I do,” you stated, but she wouldn’t hear it, and would insist until you finally decided to give in, allowing her to - with a blush spreading over her cheeks - help you get it on, and to - very much begrudgingly - do up the top few buttons so she could still easily access the bruise and cut on your side once she’d gotten you inside, and had begun to treat your various wounds as a result of the attack, before she retrieved the animals you’d managed to catch for you both hurriedly from outside so the Omegas couldn’t take them for themselves, when you both were already so low on supplies, and could starve if you were left with nothing - nor could Harley risk leaving you in the house alone to try and steal some supplies from any local shops in the area, as you could be found in the weak state that you currently were in, and could be killed, and she would never be able to live with herself - she knew - if you were, and couldn’t even begin to picture what her life would be like, without you, whilst you found yourself fearing the same prospect, alongside her.
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After you’d been injured, and Harley had had to patch you up, you found yourself healing much slower than you usually would, and would soon begin to feel restless, especially when Harley began to realise and consider going out hunting herself, or even trying to steal again, as food supplies were soon going down again after your last hunting session, and though you were completely against the idea of her going out to try and get more necessities for you both, she wouldn’t change her mind; she wanted you to get better, first, before she could even begin to consider the idea of you going out hunting again, after you were attacked by the Omegas last time. This was why you found yourself constantly anxious, and panicked, whenever she went out; she could be hurt, like you were, except she wouldn’t be able to heal by herself, and you would have to try and track her down if something went wrong, and you knew you’d never forgive yourself if you had to, and were too slow, resulting in you losing her, but luckily she found herself, somehow, managing to survive whenever she’d had to go out in your place, with the help of hunters which were beginning to start scouting the forest themselves, without either you or her knowing that they were now there; they’d begun after hearing the various rumours which had been spreading recently about there being werewolves like yourself in the forest, especially after you’d been supposedly spotted with Harley in your wolf form whilst you both had been in the process of fleeing your father’s home after she’d managed to knock him unconscious to stop him from beating you like he had been before she had begun to fight with him.
On one of the very occasions you found yourself worrying about her, you tried to think of a way you could distract yourself, and would immediately get up out of the bed to try and build a pillow fort for you and her for her return, like you’d both used to do together whilst you had been going to college together, before you’d both graduated out of it, and had been trying to secure places together in med-school, and still were. You would express relief as soon as you could sense that she was approaching, unharmed, and would rush over to the door as soon as her sweet scent began to occupy your nostrils, prompting your heart to begin to race uncontrollably, and your fangs even to unfold again, like they usually did whenever she was with you. “Quinzels-!” You squeaked, as soon as you opened the door for her, and before she could respond, you would rush up to her, and begin to examine her for any bruises or anything that could suggest that she had been hurt, but there was nothing of the sort, and she looked as if she’d caught a good bounty - four or five rabbits, it looked like, and she was beaming, she evidently hadn’t thought she’d be that good. “You never cease to amaze me, Sparkle,” you cooed, before you wrapped your arms around her waist, and she would melt into your embrace subconsciously, “n-now come in - I have a surprise for you!” Harley would, indeed, be surprised, when she noticed the pillow fort, as you’d both not built one in a while, and it would prompt a smile to tug at the corners of her lips, whilst her eyes began to glint. “What do you think?” You inquired shyly, and she would still be struck with awe, too much to answer, for a moment, until she felt she could manage to.
“You - built a pillow fort - for us?” She mustered, and you would nod again, whilst worrying that she maybe didn’t like it, when really she loved it, almost as much as she loved you. “Y/n,” she cooed, before turning and throwing her arms around you, prompting you to instantly melt into her embrace whilst you returned it, “I love it, a-and I can’t wait to use it with you, let’s just quickly sort out the rabbits first.”
“You’re right,” you corroborated, “don’t want ‘em going bad - g-good thinking, Quinzels!” You would then follow her out of the living room to help her with the preparation and preservation of the rabbits she’d managed to catch, so you both wouldn’t be as worried about doing it later, instead.
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That very night, whilst you and Harley were cuddled up together neatly in the pillow fort, you found yourself having a nightmare, and would begin to think that, once you’d been awoken from it, you hadn’t yet told her about your feelings for her, when you had, a little while ago now, but sometimes these nightmares left you a little disillusioned, and often made you anxious about what might happen in the future - always about you losing Harley somehow. “D-Do.. Do you think of me as a friend?” You inquired shakily, your voice close to a whisper, and she would be surprised, evidently not expecting the question, before she subconsciously began to ease you closer to her so she could cradle you, and try and provide comfort to you by doing so, alongside how she was currently stroking your hair with her right hand.
“You’re more than just a friend to me, silly,” she reassured gently, before delicately turning your head a little so she could lovingly connect her lips to your’s, “you always have been, e-ever since we first met; I love you, remember that, okay?”
You would manage a weak smile up at her, before nodding timidly, and snuggling up even closer to her so you could bury your face into the crook of her neck. “I love you, too,” you returned, and she couldn’t help, but silently beam in response; you always managed to make her feel warm and fuzzy inside whenever she heard you coo the significant three words to her, like you had just a brief moment ago, “a-and I always will, no matter what.”
“I always will, too,” she added, before affectionately connecting her lips briefly to your forehead, and then burying her face into your left shoulder, at which point you both were already beginning to slowly drift off to sleep in one another’s arms.
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It wasn’t long after that day that she had found out about how you’d murdered Max, her abusive ex, and you soon both began to fight a lot more often than you usually did; she couldn’t believe you’d done that to him, but whilst she found herself cradling your limp, and bleeding body close to her after you’d saved her life for the third time, from yet another Omega, she found herself regretting everything that had recently happened - every single fight that you’d both had, and the way she’d briefly been treating you after she’d been reunited with you, up to this moment - after she’d promised you that you both would be together forever, and never be parted again, but she wasn’t sure how she could help you, now; you’d destroyed the Crystal which had previously been residing in your chest; the only thing which had been allowing you to heal yourself the way you could, as well as the only thing which had been keeping you warmer than usual, and now that it was gone, you found yourself shivering violently whilst you lost a ton of blood in her arms, no matter how much she was trying to stall the bleeding from the deep gashes you’d secured in the previous fight.
You frowned when you noticed she was trembling, beginning to panic, and crying, all at the same time, and would try to lift your bloody right hand up to her left cheek, prompting her to melt into your touch, and relocate her free right hand up to your’s. “It’s gonna be okay,” you cooed feebly, your voice close to a whisper, and sounding raspy, prompting a strained sob to escape her lips, whilst she shook her head; she couldn’t believe this was happening, and that she had nothing she could use, currently, to try and treat you the way she desperately wanted to, to prevent her from losing you again, “you’re gonna be okay; you don’t need me-”
“Shut up,” she strained, before leaning down and connecting her forehead to your’s whilst she tried to fight back even more invading, and unwanted tears, “you’re not leaving me-”
“I’m not good for you,” you reminded her, and she would scoff, before shaking her head; she obviously believed otherwise; that you were more than good for her, “let me go, Quinzels; there’s nothing that can be done to stop this, now-”
“I - I know I can get you to a hospital, somewhere-”
“We’re in the middle of the forest,” you interjected gently, and she would curse softly, whilst her tears managed to find a way to escape, and roll down her cheeks slowly, before they dropped down onto your’s, and continued their journey, “there wouldn’t be any for miles; we’d never make it in time-”
“Stop,” she begged shakily, prompting you to fall quiet whilst you began to feel guilty again, your heart aching excruciatingly alongside her’s; you hated upsetting her like you evidently were, and wished death would just envelope you right now, to stop you from somehow hurting her any further, “you - you don’t know that; you’re strong, Nugget, you could hold out, I’m sure-”
“I can’t,” you contradicted, “not without the Crystal-”
“Then why did you destroy it!?” She hissed, and you would falter, before looking away from her again. “Y/n-”
“Thank you for always being there for me, Quinzels,” you continued, to the best of your ability in a voice close to a whisper, as that was all you could currently manage, in the state you were currently in, “e-even.. even when you really shouldn’t have been.”
“What do you mean? There’s never been a moment when I shouldn’t have been there for you; you mean everything to me, Y/n,” she expressed, “a-and you - you can’t leave me, now - you promised we’d get married, and that you’d change me, so we could be together for even longer than we would, if I stayed human like I am, now.”
You would shake your head gravely, whilst tears began to cloud your vision, too; you couldn’t believe what you were doing to her, after everything that you had both been through together, and everything you’d promised that you would give her. “I can’t change you, Harleen,” you murmured, and she would grunt, but before she could protest, you would continue, “you should be happier being a human; you wouldn’t be as happy if you were like me-”
“That’s not true,” she claimed, determined to try and get you to change your mind, “I’m happy as long as I’m with you, Nugget, and if you changed me, that - that would mean we would get more time together - please just let me try and get you to a hospital-”
“Please, Quinzels-”
“You saved me, Y/n, at least let me save you, now,” she pleaded, but you wouldn’t budge, though you knew there could be a chance she could if you were both fast enough, but your chances were dwindling, and you believed that she deserved better than you, so you would shake your head, in hopes that she’d be able to find that person, now that you were fading slowly, but surely, from the picture. She then couldn’t hold it back anymore as she broke down completely, and you would feel even worse, beginning to curse yourself for putting her through so much pain, like you evidently were; you even wished you could just maul yourself to death, like you would do to anybody else if they dared hurt her. “I hate you!” She cried, and you would nod gravely again, not blaming her; you’d probably hate yourself, too, if you were in her situation, or - possibly just give up on yourself, because you’d be able to see the monster you truly are. “You never loved me, did you? You just wanted to get away from me-”
You would falter, a hurt look on your face, whilst you shook your head quickly. “That’s not true-”
“Stop lying,” she begged, before releasing you from her hold, and you would watch dejectedly whilst she took out her gun, “want me to do you one better, and put you out of your misery like the mutt that you are?”
You would give in, whilst you began to feel numb and empty, as if you’d lost everything all over again, before you lowered your head back down onto the ground. “Do it,” you mustered, “I deserve it, b-but.. before you do, just - just know that I.. I love you, Harleen, m-more than anything; I always have, and I always will, no matter where I end up; it’ll always be your name that my heart calls, and I’ll do all I can to keep you safe, even though you wouldn’t be able to see me whenever I try.”
She would then find that her hands were beginning to tremble; she couldn’t shoot you, she just couldn’t - she loved you too much to, though she was mad that you were deciding to leave her, and weren’t even giving her one chance to get you to a hospital to try and save your life. “Fine,” she uttered, before downing her gun, “I won’t shoot you, b-but.. I’m not sticking around to watch you die, Y/n, I.. I can’t..” She would then crouch down beside you again, whilst cradling you close to her whilst you began to splutter up blood, wishing she’d just shoot you, and end your burdening existence. “Promise me one last thing,” she requested shakily, and you would nod, before rasping out an ‘anything’ in response to her, “promise me you’ll never forget me, and I promise I’ll never forget you.”
You would manage a weak smile up at her, before nodding whilst your glistening eyes locked with her’s in the best way possible. “I promise I’ll never forget you,” you managed, and she would then lean down a little so she could affectionately boop the tip of your nose with her’s, prompting your heart to begin to race again, though its beats were growing fainter and fainter.
“Good,” she cooed, “because I promise I’ll never forget you, either - I love you, Nugget, and I’m not gonna say goodbye, because it isn’t goodbye; we’re gonna find each other again, I know we will; we’re destined to be together, don’t ever forget that.”
“I won’t,” you reassured, “a-and.. I love you, too.. S-See you again soon, Quinzels..”
“See you in our next life, little wolfy,” she cooed shakily, before delicately connecting her lips to your’s, and you would instantly melt into the kiss, feeling empty as soon as she began to slowly drag herself away from your side, though she’d rather stay with you, and still try to do all she could to try and keep you alive so she wouldn’t end up losing you again, but she knew you’d never let her, though giving up would only make her feel worse, and only make her hate herself more the next few days which had followed this numbing and excruciating moment.
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Though you thought that - once you’d fallen unconscious - you wouldn’t ever wake up again, you did, and would wince when you could still feel the pain of the wounds you’d received from the Omega, except this time something was being held down over it as an attempt to treat it. You would groan, before turning your head a little to find a short hazel-eyed girl glancing shyly back at you; she was evidently a werewolf, herself; you could tell, but would express relief when you couldn’t pick up the scent an Omega would carry. “Harleen,” you managed shakily, “is she okay? Did.. Did you see her?” The girl would then shake her head, remaining silent whilst she did, before she rushed out of the den, leaving you feeling more confused and conflicted than ever, as well as even more worried about Harley; she could have been attacked on her way back to the unoccupied bar you’d both been residing in recently, but she - unbeknownst to you - had luckily managed to avoid an attack, except as soon as she had gotten back to the bar, she soon broke down, and began to trash a lot of everything she could see, until she grabbed hold of your stone wolf, and faltered, stopping herself before she could smash it to pieces.
“I’m so sorry,” she mustered, before she began to cry again, and curled up on the makeshift bed she’d helped you set up upon your arrival, with the wolf still protectively cocooned within her shaky, and racked with sadness embrace, until she began to drift off to sleep with it still in the same place that it was, before; she knew she’d probably never be sleeping without it in her hold ever again, until you were both reunited, and she was right - about both prophecies; you would both be reunited, and she still couldn’t believe how, after she’d thought that you had died, when really you had managed to survive somehow long enough for another werewolf pack to find you, and put you back together again, though you would have rather died as you knew you’d probably be a burden if you tried to find Harley again - something you yourself, and the wolf within you was desperate to do; you would always long to be by her side, so you decided maybe you should try, at least, to do things differently, until you finally found her.
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As soon as your state had significantly improved, and you could change between your wolf and human form again without anything paining you whilst you did, and there no longer being any risk of your stitches breaking, you would set off searching for her, tracking her via her sweet scent you were addicted to, and could never get enough of, like her herself, alongside it. It took a couple of days for her scent to start growing stronger, and as soon as it did, you would throw yourself into a gallop in it’s direction, whilst your heart began to soar, and eyes to glint; you were evidently excited to see her again, and would slowly begin to halt when the scent lead into one of the local med-schools in the area - she’d done it, and you would frown when you remembered you had both always been planning to do it together, before the town found out about what you were, and sought to have you killed, but you would try to banish the reminder from your brain, before trotting around to the back, and stilling when you could see her through the bushes and brambles which were hiding you from view; she looked as beautiful as ever, and you would have been coaxed successfully by her sweet scent to lope up to her, if she weren’t in the open, you in your wolf form, with a rather pricy bounty on your head, and if she were alone, dejecting you; you could see, now, that she was sat on the slope of the hill outside of the building with another woman, whom you couldn’t bring yourself to recognise.
You would try to listen to their conversation, picking up little smudges of it occasionally, but what you heard was enough to dishearten you, and prompt you to feel as if you’d lost everything all over again; you really believed that maybe she didn’t want you anymore, and wouldn’t be happy to see that you were still alive, especially when you put her through the pain she’d had to go through as a result of slowly watching you ‘die’, until she couldn’t anymore. “To be honest,” Harley began quietly, and uncertainly, as if she were trying to hastily think of what she could say - unbeknownst to you, the woman you’d never met had asked her if she had met anyone she liked (typical talk to try and get through the stressful day they’d probably both been having) - “there’s.. one person.. a-and - I think I have feelings for them, but.. I don’t know if they feel the same way for me.”
“Who?” Harley’s friend would pry, evidently curious, and she would nervously rub her right arm in response to her question; she couldn’t help, but think of you, and how she desperately longed to go back in time, so she could relive how you’d both first met, and the moment you’d both admitted to having feelings for one another.
“I don’t know if you know her,” she would answer timidly, before looking away from Winter, who would tilt her head partially, but Harley would continue before she could proceed to pry any further, “b-but - she’s beautiful, smart, funny, a-and just.. everything to me; I’d literally do.. a-anything and everything for her, no matter what the cost - I think I’ve even.. l-loved her since day one.”
Winter would be surprised, but delighted to see that Harley seemed to be easing up a little more, as she’d started the year rather subdued, and distracted after she thought you were gone, and found herself constantly thinking about how there was a chance your body was still in the woods; she couldn’t bear to think that the Omegas might have gotten to it already, and torn it to shreds. The reminder of these previous anxieties she’d been subject to would prompt her to falter in speech, and demeanour a little as her eyes began to darken, and the smile began to fade from her lips; she wished - now - that she’d never decided to let you talk her into leaving your side like she had, and wished she’d tried to get you to a hospital though you’d protested against her insisting upon doing so, the night you’d saved her life again, and she’d supposedly lost you, for now. “Aww,” Winter gushed, “that’s so romantic - what does she look like? I’ve probably seen her around.”
You would bow your head a little, alongside your sinking heart, whilst your eyes began to glisten, and grow dimmer, but you would try to remind yourself that this was what you had been hoping for; that she’d find someone better than you, and forget about you, which you assumed she had done, when really she was talking about you; trying to cling to the memories you’d both shared together. ‘Goodbye, Quinzels,’ you phased feebly, before you whined softly, unable to stop yourself; the pain residing within your chest was growing to be excruciating; you couldn’t believe you were losing her again, but at the same time were trying to convince yourself that you were happy for her, whilst you dragged yourself back toward the waterfall, much deeper into Apocalypse Forest, though you felt numb and heavy, and as if you just wanted to collapse and die; you had nothing left to live for, without her beside you, and were terrified of what might happen to you, next.
Harley would smile softly whilst she thought about the day you’d both first bumped into one another in the college hallway, leading into the English department, and how you had - in response to the incident - hastily stammered out an apology, and briefly locked eyes with her, unlocking something within her. You’d looked as if you were - to put it simply - done with life, but as soon as you’d looked up and noticed that it was her you had bumped into, you looked as if you suddenly had something to live for; as if you were ecstatic, or had witnessed something to really have gotten your heart racing, like it most definitely had done, that day, several times over, alongside her’s. She would then falter, after experiencing a sudden pang of sadness, though she wasn’t sure why, and would then shake her head gravely, before she bowed it. “You’ve never seen her before,” she murmured, whilst finding herself trying not to cry all of a sudden; her voice was threatening to tremble, tears threatening to escape her icy blue eyes, and a lump was even beginning to form in her throat whilst she had to fight back the urge to add: ‘because she’s dead - gone, and never coming back.’
“How come you’re so sure I haven’t?” Winter pried, and Harley would wish she wouldn’t question her further about you, and before she could stop herself, she would blurt out, painfully -
“Because she isn’t here anymore!” She cried, before allowing herself to break down, and begin to cry into her hands, whilst Winter would appear puzzled, and worried about her. “She’s gone,” she continued dejectedly, in a crestfallen manner, and Winter would try to provide comfort to her by hooking her right arm over Harley’s right shoulder which was now shaking a little whilst she cried, “she abandoned me; she chose to die, and to leave me alone - she fucking chose death, over me-”
The pips would then sound out, signalling the end of lunch time, and the beginning of the last couple of periods, prompting Harley to fall quiet, whilst Winter tried to make sense of what Harley had just told her. “We should-.. probably get to our next lesson,” she suggested gently, and Harley would begrudgingly nod in agreement with her, “do you - feel okay to go, or-?”
“Y-Yeah, I’m fine,” she would claim, before forcing a smile over at Winter, though she felt the complete opposite of even adequate, “let’s just.. go, please..”
Winter would nod, before helping Harley to her feet, after she’d brushed away the last of her stray tears from her now damp cheeks. “Sure thing,” Winter cooed, before slowly walking Harley to their next lesson, and wondering what, or who Harley could have even been talking about, just a brief moment ago, now, but she wouldn’t find out until they were reunited in a few years time, after being separated once Harley had left med-school, and gotten involved with the Joker.
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That same night, Harley found herself lying in bed with tears clouding her vision again; she couldn’t believe you were gone, and that she’d not fought even more to try and get you to change your mind - if she had, there was a chance - she thought - that you might have given her a chance to try and get you to a hospital, and you would have probably still been there with her, as long as you weren’t recognised by anyone. She then found herself thinking back to the night you’d both shared under the stars, lying out on the grass in the garden of your father’s home together, once the prom had sadly come to an end, and everyone had had to disband.
“I know I’ve.. probably asked you this a million times already, but..” You began timidly, whilst shyly glancing over at her, and she would then look over at you again, smiling lovingly in your direction whilst she did, prompting both your and her heart to begin to race, especially after she had intertwined the fingers of her right hand with the slightly trembling and unnaturally warm fingers of your left. “Now that you know about what I am - are you sure you-”
She would smirk, before playfully rolling her eyes, and shuffling closer to you so she could delicately connect her lips to your’s, effectively silencing you whilst you instantly melted into the kiss, resulting in a fluttery feeling developing in your stomach, something you weren’t exactly used to, but found easily addictive, like she was, and always would be. Once the kiss had sadly ended, she would prop herself up onto her right elbow so she could connect her forehead to your’s affectionately, whilst her eyes locked with your’s in the best way possible, leaving you breathless, and struggling to breathe, as if you’d completely forgotten how. “Of course I am,” she answered, certain of herself, and what she wanted, and that was you, for forever, “y’know, it’s funny - I was trying to forbid myself from falling in love before, but now I just can’t help it - not with someone as perfect as you around.”
“Perfect-?” You mused, your voice close to a whisper, and she would nod quickly, prompting your heart to skip a beat, as well as your cheeks to begin to heat up. “You.. You really think I’m perfect?” You pried, and she would nod again, whilst beaming widely over at you.
“I don’t think, Nugget,” she cooed, whilst lifting her left hand up to your right cheek, prompting you to melt into her touch subconsciously, “I know you are.”
“That’s sweet, Quinzels,” you replied, “but you’ll always be more perfect than I am; nobody could ever be as perfect as you are, and always will be.” Harley looked as if she wanted to protest, but you wouldn’t let her, kissing her delicately, as well as passionately, before she could.
She then couldn’t take it anymore as she began to break down all over again, soon finding herself sobbing into her hands, until Winter knocked on the door of the small dorm she was in; they were roommates, and she would wince, before looking over at it. “Winter-?” She murmured, and Winter would then open the door, faltering when she noticed that Harley was crying again, prompting her to quickly close the door, before she rushed up to her and tried to comfort her by cradling her whilst she cried within her embrace.
“Is this about the person you were talking about earlier?” She inquired, and Harley would hesitantly nod, timidly, as she was worried about what Winter might think of her, now, after she’d broken down earlier and lost control of herself.
“I guess,” she answered vaguely, “b-but.. I’d rather not think about it anymore.”
“Okay,” Winter chimed, “then we won’t - d’you know what else we could do? Find a good horror film, like.. Scary Movie 2! How does that sound?”
“Fantastic,” Harley answered, whilst trying to force a smile again, and Winter would cheer, before getting up off of the bed so she could take up the remotes and search for it for them both.
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“Seriously?” Harley remarked, as soon as Winter burst out laughing like she usually did at the scene with the priest, and she would only start laughing even more, amused by her reaction. “I can’t believe we’re still friends,” she continued playfully, grinning over at her whilst Winter pouted in her direction, “I thought we’d get past the fart joke part without being affected by it-”
“What!?” Winter squeaked, amazed. “Fart jokes are the best,” she expressed, and Harley couldn’t help, but burst out laughing alongside her after she’d taken the film back to that scene, and Winter would then find herself staring over at her longingly, before she leaned forward to briefly connect her lips to her’s, taking Harley by surprise, and she would quickly move away, frowning when she heard a soft, and barely audible whine coming from outside, and she just knew that - somehow - it had to be you, prompting her to feel guilty for letting it happen, all of a sudden. “I’m so sorry,” Winter spoke hastily, a pained expression on her face, and Harley would then shake her head, whilst she reminded herself of how you had basically abandoned her, and chosen to die, rather than try to survive so you could both remain together, and this thought prompted her to try and harden her heart against you.
“It’s okay, I - I just - I wasn’t expecting it,” she claimed, before timidly inching closer to Winter, and pushing away any remaining feelings of guilt to the best of her ability, “I’m ready, now, though.”
“Are you sure-?” Winter inquired, and Harley would nod, before smirking. “Because if you don’t want to, I-”
She would then lean forward to connect her lips to Winter’s, before beginning to quickly deepen the kiss, though it felt wrong to her, and she felt a pang of sadness when she could hear the sounding out of a crestfallen howl in the distance, at which point she would unexpectedly end the kiss, before timidly rubbing the back of her neck with her right hand. “I - I’ll be right back, Snowflake,” she strained, before mustering a weak smile, and rushing off to the bathroom, where she soon began to break down all over again, crying quietly into her hands whilst she silently begged for you to come back, now that she knew that you were still alive after hearing you outside, “I’m so sorry, I - I love you so much, just please come back, Y/n, I can’t do this without you..” But you wouldn’t return, not until four dark and lonely years had passed, as you thought she didn’t need you anymore, and would be happier without you, which - unbeknownst to you - she hadn’t been, soon admitting to Winter that she didn’t feel the same way, and she felt betrayed again after the Joker had decided to throw her out to fend for herself on the streets, all whilst she still found herself unable to forget about you, and longing for you to return to her, something beyond excruciating in itself, but the pain would feel as if it had never been there, as soon as she saw you again in prison, and began to hope things would go back to the way they used to be, between you and her, which they - to both your and her delight - did, though the threat of the Omegas was beginning to loom even more intensely on the horizon.
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Summary:
A season 1 Neverland AU. Emma is still trying to adjust to her new life as Sheriff of Storybrooke and mom to Henry, who still believes everyone in town is a fairytale creature. When she finds a badly beaten, one handed man while patrolling, she’s convinced he’s crazy. He is, after all, rambling about fairies and shadows and crocodiles. But when Henry is suddenly taken out the window of a house everyone believes is haunted, the madman in the hospital might be her only hope of getting her son back. Whether he likes it or not.
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I'm so sorry for how long this chapter took! It was going to be a certain chapter, then got switched to another, then got switched back and cut in two because it was too damn long... Even the person in the room changed
So anyway, here it is, the first half of the chapter that has affectionately been nicknamed "the one with the fairy orgy"... I'm so sorry.
Thank you thank you thank you thank you always @the-darkdragonfly and @elizabeethan for your help with this feral fic 😘
And thank you everyone for the reblogs, comments and replies that give me so much dopamine ❤️
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Part 11
Emma stands tense outside the room she’s just been locked out of, holding her breath as the unfamiliar voice carries over through the door, confused and on edge about what possible threat could have been waiting for Killian inside. There’s a moment before he speaks.
“Tink.” The word leaves him with a sigh of relief and it takes her a moment to place the name. “It’s been a while.” 
The fairy scoffs, her voice betraying bitter grudges when she answers. “You could say that.”
“I didn’t mean to -”
“Save it,” Tink interrupts him. “I’m not here to talk about that. I don’t care that you’re back or whether you’re planning to stay.” 
Lie, Emma thinks. She knows that tone all too well, defences up, hiding pain with indifference - they can’t hurt you if you don’t care - and realises that this is yet another person Killian left behind, intentionally or not. For a moment she wonders if Tinkerbelle is just another scorned lover, if that’s why he’d locked her out of the room. But Emma heard her carefully constructed detachment. It’s more than that. 
“I’m just delivering a message,” she finishes. 
“From who?” 
“Mab.” A long silence follows the name and Killian’s answer is quiet when it finally comes. 
“Wendy said you went back.” 
She scoffs again. “Not like I had much of a choice, did I?”
“You could have stayed on the ship -”
“What turned to piracy? Pretended to be an overgrown lost boy all dressed up in leather?” The thinly-veiled insult sounds personal and when Killian doesn’t take the bait she continues harshly. “We both know Pan only likes us side-characters when we’ve got our hero to play sidekick to. A fairy with no magic on her own in the woods? I became target practice real quick.” 
“Tink…”
The emotion in her voice hardens. “Like I said, I’m just here on behalf of the Queen.”
“You’re her messenger now?” Emma can tell there’s no malice behind the question, shock maybe, but no mocking. Tink takes it that way regardless.
“They’re my people, Hook,” she spits. “I should never have left them in the first place. They told me you’d get bored - just like Pan did.”
“I didn’t -”
“You’re expected at dawn. Don’t be late - you know she doesn’t like to be kept waiting.”
“Aye.”
“I’m assuming your request has something to do with the blonde in the hall?” Emma freezes, worried that her cover is blown. Clearly Killian hadn’t been as quick as he thought. But Wendy had said they would see through her disguise. He doesn’t answer. “What the hell are you getting us involved in, Hook?”
After a pause he answers carefully. “A change.”
Tink laughs bitterly. “Nothing changes in Neverland. You of all people should know that by now. Two hundred years you tried to get away? And now here you are, back where you started, playing his game.”
“I’m not playing his game,” he bites out. “I’m ending it. Once and for all.” 
She snorts in disbelief. “All you’re going to end is your life - and you’ll drag anyone stupid enough to take your side right down along with you. But you don’t really care about that, do you? Not so long as you get your revenge. Same story, different crocodile, isn’t it?” 
“I’m sorry I hurt you, Tink,” he says, somehow managing to hold his composure despite the accusations she throws at him. “But it’s different this time.”
“You didn’t hurt me,” she snaps in disgust, offended at the suggestion. “I just know a stupid idea when I hear it. And so does the Queen. She’ll never agree.” 
“I guess we’ll find out tomorrow.”
Emma doesn’t hear anything else from inside the cabin, the silence drawing out until the sound of the lock sliding free snaps sharply against her ear that’s practically pressed to the wood. The door remains shut, shuffling footsteps, a drawer being opened and the clink of heavy glass coming from the other side. When she pushes it open and steps carefully inside, Killian’s sat back in the armchair, a tumbler in his hand, the bottle left open on his desk. 
He looks up when she enters, flashing her a grimacing imitation of a smile and tilting his glass. “Rum?” 
She wonders for a moment if she should leave him alone; clearly, he's in need of some wallowing. But he looks particularly self-destructive as he brings his drink to his lips, staring off at the window where she imagines the fairy came and went through, and she thinks better of it. He did promise her a nightcap after all. 
There’s no second glass, so Emma picks up the bottle, drinking from it as she hops up and takes its place on the table. The little smirk that tugs at the corner of his lips is more believable this time.
“So that was Tinkerbell, huh?” she asks, taking another sip - because it’s really good rum.
“Aye. Different from your stories, I take it?” 
She thinks for a second about the cranky little fairy with a take no prisoners attitude from the movie and shrugs. “Actually they got her pretty spot on I think. Only in the movie she was really tiny, and definitely dressed by a man.” Emma hadn’t seen the stranger the voice belonged to but she somehow assumes those two were artistic liberties. 
Killian hums. “Fairies are only tiny when they want to be. Makes them particularly good at sneaking into all sorts of places they have no business being.”
“From what you’ve told me, I don’t know if you can really call your bedroom somewhere she has no business being.” She’s pretty sure he just rolled his eyes at her and it makes her snort. Or maybe that’s the fourth sip of rum she’s now taking. “Is she right?” Emma wonders aloud somberly as she drinks again. “Are we fucked?” 
“I’m going to assume that’s some lovely colloquial way of asking if we’re going to fail in your land,” he says, raising a brow. “Because if you’re asking literally I -”
“It is.” She’s the one rolling her eyes now. 
“She’s angry with me,” he sighs. “An all too common affliction around here.” Emma doesn’t bother offering any insincere comfort. He messed up and he knows it. He left people behind and now he has to face up to it. “It’s clouding her judgement. Queen Mab hates Pan as much as everyone else on this island. They have the least to lose in trying to defeat him.” She’s not sure she likes the fact that he sounds like he’s trying to convince himself. 
“Why’s that?” 
“Pan’s afraid of them. He has control over the whole island but their magic is ancient and powerful.”
“So then why don’t they just kill him?” 
“I’ve asked myself that same question for centuries.” 
“Did you think of asking them?”
He turns to her, narrowing his eyes. “The creatures of Neverland aren’t very forthcoming with their secrets.” 
“That’s a pretty evasive way of saying everyone else is evasive.” She smirks at his annoyed glare, taking another swig from the bottle. 
“I think perhaps you’ve had enough rum,” Killian suggests, reaching for the bottle as though she’ll hand it over. She only scoffs, helping herself to another drink and he sighs. “Well at least share if you’re planning on finishing the bottle,” he insists, nudging his glass towards her. 
She pours him a generous serving and they drink in silence for a while, both reflecting on the day to come tomorrow. Fairies. As weird as the mermaids were, she somehow knows the fairies will be even weirder. And she’s supposed to be some sort of enticement to get them on their side which is still so confusing to her. What exactly about her is considered the enticement?
“What am I supposed to do tomorrow?” He raises a brow, drawn from his thoughts. “I’m bait right? Or like some strange way of sweetening the deal? What am I supposed to do?”
“Nothing. Stay close to me and Wendy. You’ll be more of a distraction, a way to get their guard down, make them more open to listening.” 
“That’s really weird. And kind of creepy.”
“You’ve never used your beauty or your wiles to help you get what you want?” he challenges and she recalls all the honey traps she’d set to catch dirtbag skips. 
She helps herself to more rum, the dark liquor making her feel warm and relaxed for the first time in days. “So just sit there, shut up, and look pretty?” 
He smirks. “Somehow I don’t believe the ability to sit there or shut up are skills that you possess, Swan.” Emma makes a snarky face at him and he chuckles, sliding his now empty glass back towards her. “You're a rarity in this land, love. The Fae are a vain people and they’re desperate to possess the most exquisite and remarkable of everything.” She moves to refill his drink, spilling when he adds. “And you’re certainly that.”
“Shit,” she mutters, wiping at the little puddle of rum.
“If not wholly uncoordinated,” Killian smirks as she hops off the desk to go retrieve the cloth next to his washbasin. Turning back though, all thoughts of the spill are discarded because he’s sitting there, lounging in his chair with his shirt half unbuttoned, looking like he just sauntered off the pages of a pirate romance novel; and she can blame the rum for it later, or just the fact that it’s been a while, or how good it felt to kiss him in the hallway, but she decides to just fuck everything else. She deserves something good after the hellish few days she’s been through. 
His smirk fades when she crosses the room back to him, discarding the cloth on the desk and stopping in front of his chair. She only hesitates for a second before climbing into his lap, settling a knee on either side of his hips, fingers curling around the fabric of his shirt. Killian’s breath is hot against her lips when he asks, “What are you doing, Swan?” as though he could really be misreading anything she’s doing.
“Using my wiles to get what I want?” she shrugs in answer. “Unless you really did just mean a drink when you offered that nightcap-” His hand is at the back of her neck before she can finish, weaving through her hair and dragging her mouth down to his. 
Emma can taste the rum on him, heady and spiced as he draws her into a kiss that’s more intoxicating than the drink, wasting no time in picking up where they left off outside his room. She chalks it up to some inexplicable Neverland magic, the way she reacts to him, the heat that burns through her, the all consuming desire for him, to somehow get closer than the way they’re already pressed together, to taste more of him, her tongue sliding past his lips, fingers reaching for the few buttons he’d bothered to fasten.
Her legs wrap around his hips as his brace slides across her back, standing suddenly from his chair and lifting her onto his desk, knocking the almost empty bottle off and sending it crashing to the floor. He doesn’t seem to care, thumb tracing her jaw as he tilts her head to deepen the kiss, hook drawing along the length of her thigh to her knee. 
When she drags her mouth away to try catch her breath, his lips find the line of her neck, his tongue dragging across her skin, the scratch of his stubble making her shiver. She tilts her head back to give him more access, biting back a moan, fully aware of how well sound carries through these walls. His mouth is just beginning its exploration of the low neckline of her shirt when, as if she’d cursed herself just by thinking it, she vaguely hears the door unlatching. 
“Hook? Is everything - Oh shit!” Killian pulls himself away - not nearly as quickly as he should really - at the sound of Wendy’s panicked voice. Emma sits frozen, mortified. “I’m sorry. Um, I heard glass break and I just came to see if - I thought maybe Pan - Well, clearly you’re fine so I’ll just… Carry on.” 
As if. Face burning, Emma shoves at Killian’s chest until he steps back from her, jumping off the desk and turning, unable to meet the other woman’s eye. “It’s fine. I was just - we were just… I’m going to bed now,” she says, unable to come up with a decent explanation that Wendy would buy. She’s not an idiot. “We’ve got an early morning after all,” she adds, heading out of the room. 
“We do?” the girl asks, and Emma only casts a glance back at Killian, who looks more annoyed at being interrupted than anything. 
“He can explain,” she answers, hurrying past her. She’s only just shut the door behind her when she hears Wendy’s voice carrying over through it. Clearly all the flustered apologies had been for her benefit, not Killian’s. 
“You didn’t waste any time did you?”
“Didn’t we have a conversation about knocking?”
Shutting her eyes and heaving a sigh, feeling like an idiot, she makes her way down the hall to her room, hoping she can wake up having dreamed the whole embarrassing incident. 
***
Emma wakes to a knock on her door, a soft “Swan,” called through it and she groans, rolling over and hiding her face under the blanket. She’s pretty sure she just fell asleep and now someone has the nerve to rob her of the few hours she was hoping to get tonight. Her head hurts. Probably from the rum, she scolds herself, and then her stomach tightens in embarrassment and something else as she’s flooded with memories of liquor on her tongue and on Killian’s, of bodies pressed together and fingers tangled in her hair, rings catching and tugging at the strands. 
He knocks again. “Swan?”
“Go away,” she grumbles, not ready to face him after she threw herself at him last night… twice. She thinks it almost would have been better if they had slept together. That way at least she could have gotten it out of her system and she wouldn’t have to deal with the awkwardness of unresolved tension and the humiliation of getting caught. 
Killian laughs softly. “We have to go. It’ll be dawn soon and there’s a ways to go to the Fae lands.” She groans again. Of course there is. Because every single group on this island apparently decided to set up camp as far away from one another as they could. She cracks an eye open, the room still pitch black. Who demands their guests show up before dawn? Right, fairy queens, that’s who. She hates fairy queens.
Dragging herself out of bed, she shuffles blindly into her boots and across the room, finding the doorknob and cracking it open, squinting against the dim light of the hall. “I’m up,” she sighs, glaring as best she can between her hangover and the light at the amused look on Killian’s face. “Let’s go,” she urges, gesturing for him to lead the way and following groggily behind him. 
To his credit, he doesn’t say anything, no comment on her current state or on the events of last night. She’d have expected him to be smug - moreso than usual anyway - or embarrassed - does he get embarrassed? But instead he’s silent as they walk through the hall, not even turning back to throw an innuendo over his shoulder. 
For a second she wonders if she did dream up their encounter last night. But the faded redness she can feel still hot on her neck and the slight hangover still stubbornly rattling around in her head and in her stomach tell her it hadn’t been a dream. Either he was over it, or he’d just decided not to be a self-satisfied jerk about it. Or, she thinks - and the thought bothers her more than it should - he just wasn’t as affected by it as she was. Maybe random hookups with quazi-friends aren’t so out of the ordinary for him. He does get his fair share of tail around here. She’s too bothered by the fact that the idea bothers her to even snort at her own pun. 
When they reach the deck and find Wendy and Will waiting for them, Emma can’t meet her eyes. Will looks between the three of them with a confused frown, clearly sensing something off. Emma’s just happy that Wendy didn’t tell him. It gives her the courage to glance up at the other woman and she receives a small, tentative smile in return. 
“Whatever happens,” Killian tells them all, reassuming his role as Captain, “stick together. Nobody wanders off on their own.” 
“Why’re you looking at me, mate?” Will scowls. Emma was wondering the same thing, noting his pointed glance at her. 
“Wendy and I haven’t aged in centuries,” he reminds them. “We’re hardly human by their standards anymore. You two on the other hand...” 
The younger pirate rolls his eyes. “I’m nearly eighty years old, ain’t I? And it’s not my first time at the Fae court.”
“Just don’t do anything stupid.”
“Oy!” 
Killian’s headed off towards the dinghy before the younger pirate can say anymore. Passing by him, Emma shoots Will a playful smirk. “You look pretty good for your age,” she tells him before following the Captain over the side of the ship. Will beams.
  They’re deep in the jungle when her guides finally slow their pace. The foliage here is as dense and dark as it was by the mermaids’ caves and the Constant’s walls, and Emma wonders if all the creatures came to some consensus that anyone who wanted to visit would have to find their way blind to their territory, or if it’s just an annoying coincidence. 
“We’re here,” Killian tells her. “Remember what I said; stay close and don’t eat or drink anything unless we tell you it’s safe.” 
She nods. It’s not like she has much of an appetite anyway, between her nerves and the old rum still sloshing around in her stomach. And she has no intention of finding herself alone in a place where any of the inhabitants would apparently be thrilled to steal a hundred years of her life for fun. “Got it, no drinking the Kool-aid.”
Wendy and Will are pulling apart branches that have formed a dense covering in front of them, light poking through the dark as they do, and Emma cranes her neck to see where it’s coming from. There’s a sound of running water as the light takes on a golden hue as what she assumes is the entrance is revealed. But it’s not frightening like it had been at the lorelei’s cave, no strange echo and singing, only the soft, almost soothing rush of a river nearby. She can already feel herself drawn to it, and it’s not until Killian reaches an arm out across her waist that she realizes she’d begun walking unwittingly towards the entrance. 
“Keep your wits about you,” he warns her. “Everything in the Fae Court is designed to make you want to stay; everything is a calculated temptation. Remember that, and don’t give in.” 
“Right,” she swallows. Shutting her eyes in an attempt to get herself back under control, she takes a few deep breaths as Will and Wendy clear the rest of the foliage from their path. When she opens her eyes again there’s a gate in front of them, solid gold and decorated with intricate carvings of flowers and animals, and fairies in various states of undress. It’s beautiful, the soft glow that she’d seen before now revealed to be hundreds - thousands - of lanterns beyond the gate, lit against the dark of the predawn hour. She’s never seen anything like it. 
“Fuck,” Wendy breathes, breaking her from her enchantement (which may or may not have been an actual enchantement). “It’s Solstice.” 
“Solstice?” Emma asks as Killian curses under his breath, walking over to look at the lanterns through the gate. Will looks absolutely thrilled. “What’s Solstice?” she presses. 
“A celebration of the shortest night of the year and the return of the sun,” Wendy explains. 
“It’s the Fae’s most sacred festival,” Killian adds, rubbing at his temples with thumb and forefinger before pinching the bridge of his nose in frustration. “How did we not realize it was Solstice?” he asks the others.  
“So it’s kind of like Christmas?”
A slow, knowing smile creeps across Will’s face and she doesn’t trust the amused look in his eyes. “Something like that, aye.” 
“We have to go, come back another time,” Killian decides but his second frowns at him in disbelief. 
“And spurn the Queen’s invitation? To Solstice? If you’re looking to make an enemy, Hook, I know some less terrifying people you could offend.” 
“Do you have a better idea?”
“Yes. We go in there before the sun starts to rise,  participate in the celebration like grateful guests, and gain favour with Her Majesty before we ask her to risk her entire queendom with us.”
“You don’t understand… the ceremony it’s… complicated and-”
“It’s not my first Solstice,” she interrupts and his eyes go wide. 
“It’s what?”
“The summer one is better,” Will pipes in, Wendy nodding in agreement with a fond smile. Killian looks horrified and someone had better tell her what the hell this ceremony is that she might be getting involved in.
“We need her help,” Emma reminds him. “Tiger Lily said they wouldn’t help unless we have the fairies on our side. So unless you think we can save Henry and take down Pan with only the lorelei I think we just have to go to the party.” A party shouldn’t hold so much weight, she thinks, wondering when Neverland became high school.
“I agree,” Wendy backs her up and Killian shoots her a disapproving look. 
“I’ll go,” he declares. “I’ll speak to the Queen privately and the three of you can stay out of it.”
“What and leave you to have all the fun?” Will argues, sounding very put out. “Not likely.” 
“Tink probably already told her about Emma, and we haven’t missed a Solstice in nearly a decade.” Wendy points out. “We can’t risk her thinking she’s been stood up or that we’re hiding something from her - especially something she wants. We all have to go.” 
“How bad can it be?” Emma adds, going for encouraging, and wishes she hadn’t when she sees the frown that crosses his face.
“It’s not that bad at all,” Wendy assures her. “It’s actually really fun so long as you’re careful and don’t eat seven walnuts and decide to jump in the river because you think you’re a frog.”
“That was one time!” Will sighs defensively. 
“I’m surprised they invited us back.”
“How many times have you gone?” 
Will looks like he’s counting while Wendy only quips back “How many times have you?”
“Guys, I can’t see the stars anymore. We’ve got to decide soon,” she urges them.
Killian’s sigh is long-suffering and reluctant. “Fine. But if anything happens to her-” he begins to warn the other captain, but stops himself. 
Her frustrated expression softens. “It won’t. We’ll be careful.”
“That doesn’t mean we can’t have fun though, right?” Will ventures. “We were invited to the celebration…” 
“Is someone gonna explain this celebration to me, or are you all just gonna keep talking about me like I’m some helpless damsel you all need to watch over?”
With a proud smirk, Wendy reaches for the gate and runs her hand over the seam which trails a golden light in its wake. Emma jumps when two of the little carved fairies on either side suddenly come to life and look at the pirate. “We have an audience with the Queen,” she tells the living gold fairies. “Captain Hook and his crew.” After a moment, the figures each take hold of their side of the gate and, wings fluttering furiously, they pull the doors open. 
“I’m going to regret this,” Killian breathes before leading the way through the threshold.
Wendy loops her arm through Emma’s. “The whole day is a really big party. Food and drinks and music and dancing from sunup to sundown. That’s why the summer is better - the days are longer.”
That doesn’t sound so bad minus the frog walnuts, she thinks as they follow the path through the ancient, winding trees. These don’t look like the rest of Neverland’s dense jungle with crowded trees and dark, waxy leaves. No, these are ancient. Willows and oaks with moss covered trunks and branches, leaves pale green and hanging down along the path reflect the soft light from the lanterns that float magically all around them. The whole thing looks like… well, a fairytale.  
“Beautiful isn’t it?” 
Emma nods, remembering Killian’s warning that everything here was designed to make people want to stay. She can hear music not far off, soft and melodic. “So then what’s the big deal?” she asks.
“Um, well,” Wendy starts as they draw closer to what she imagines is the court, outlines of figures in the dim light, laughter floating over in tune with the strings being played. All dressed in the same, loose fitting tunics and pants or dresses made of gauzy material and ornately patterned fabrics. She can see the gold gleaming off of the stitching from yards away. Disney’s Tinkerbelle was definitely drawn by a dude. “The Fae have a different way of celebrating than most humans.” 
Emma frowns, wondering what she means by the vague explanation as she watches the graceful partygoers mingle, drinking from crystal and golden flutes, picking food from trays being carried by more modestly dressed fairies. 
A group of couples are dancing over by the musicians, others sat around watching or talking over the melody. It seems like a pretty standard party apart from the fact that they’ve all got wings, fine and delicate looking, that extend the entire length of their person. One fairy’s wings flutter as her partner swings her around, her feet leaving the grass as she spins in mid air. 
Another couple have retreated into one another, locked in an embrace that feels a little intimate for the middle of a dance floor, but Emma’s been to clubs before, she’s no stranger to people getting a little carried away in public. What she’s not used to, is the way one of the other fairies, a tall, handsome redhead who’d been watching the pairs dance, sets his drink down, standing to cross the field and join them. She blinks in disbelief as he wraps his arms around the woman and reaches to cup her partner’s cheek so he can kiss him. Emma looks away, face red as the woman trails her lips along the length of the first man’s neck, all three sets of hands wandering, reaching for whatever inch of skin they can touch in the sudden menage-a-trois that seems to have formed.
“Looks like some are getting started early,” Wendy says, as though a random three-way in the middle of the party is nothing out of the ordinary. 
“Early?” she gapes, the words registering as she watches another couple flirting boldly by a table covered in cakes and pastries, a touch starting innocently and then quickly growing bolder. “Oh my god.” She stares at Wendy as they approach the crowd. “Is this a sex party?” Suddenly, Killian’s distress over his near-daughter having attended several of these celebrations starts to make more sense. 
“It’s not a sex party,” she defends. “It’s a celebration of love and new beginnings, of life and the vitality that fuels their magic.” Emma stares blankly at her. “Okay fine, it’s not just a sex party.”  
“That’s exactly what it is,” Killian argues and Emma turns to look at him, her attention having been fixed on the dancers ahead as they walked. She can see more people now, coming from the forest to join the party. All beautiful in their rich clothing and dazzling, excited smiles. 
Oh my god, she’s at a fucking fairy orgy. She’d laugh if she wasn’t still so stunned. 
“And you guys have all been here before?” For a place that was supposed to be for kids, everyone else in Neverland seems to really get around. 
“A handful of times,” he answers shortly and Wendy scoffs under her breath. 
“It’s considered quite an honour in their realm to be invited,” Will tells her. Emma doesn’t really have a reply to that. 
“So everyone just… all day?” 
He snorts. “Basically.” 
“There are other things too,” Wendy promises. “Food and drink and dancing. There’s a whole ceremonial aspect to it as well, you know.” Killian rolls his eyes. She thinks maybe there wasn’t much more to it for him. “Their magic comes from dedication, to all things, from worshipping the power in everything around them, the earth, the sky, the food, and the people.” 
“Hence all the…” Emma gestures vaguely at the couples, “worshipping.” She doesn’t really understand, but this isn’t her world and people throw these kinds of parties for way less where she’s from. 
“It feeds their magic.” 
“And is everyone expected to… participate?” she asks warily, trying to sound as casual as possible. 
Wendy’s casual ‘yes’ and Killian’s emphatic ‘no’ and spoken at the same time. Killian glares at Wendy before turning to Emma. “In the celebration, yes. But one can celebrate however they like.” She holds back a snarky question about how he’s chosen to celebrate in the past as a fairy notices them. She’s gorgeous - of course she is, Emma wants to roll her eyes - tanned skin and short black hair, wings fluttering demurely as she hops up and glides across the field to land in front of them. 
“Hook,” she greets with a coy smile. Killian’s face looks torn between the natural urge to smoulder and a determination to keep his sombre mood. 
“Thistle.”
“Where have you been?” she accuses, pouting prettily. “We’ve missed you,” she tells him, hand tracing delicately along the chain at his neck before wrapping around the charms. 
We? Emma wants to ask, but before she can, two more fairies saunter over, a tall, curvy blonde and an equally stunning redhead. The whole trifecta, she rolls her eyes. The two Fae women join the first, draping themselves shamelessly around his arms, fingers playing at his hair, the lapels of his coat, the curve of his ears which Emma notes are bright red. Wendy looks like she’s going to be sick. It’s a bit much, really. She gets it, he’s fucked a lot of fairies. 
“Solstice hasn’t been the same without you, you know,” The blonde tells him, catching her suggestive smirk between her teeth. “Why didn’t you come back?” 
“I… had some business to attend to in the Land Without Magic.” 
“For ten years?” the little brunette demands. But before he can answer, defend the fact that time continued here without him, the redhead traces a bejewelled finger along the dimple in his chin, smiling wickedly. 
“It’s alright, Thistle. He can make it up to us this year,” she assures them before her lips find the underside of his jaw. 
“Oh for fucks sake,” Wendy curses under her breath. “I don’t know if I can handle a Solstice with him,” she tells Will.
Killian clears his throat, eyes casting quickly and uncomfortably to Emma’s as he extracts both his arms from the fairies’ grips. “I - uh, that is I…” She doesn't think she’s ever seen him speechless before. Though that may have something to do with the blonde’s hand wandering dangerously close to his belt. Emma turns away, not in the mood to watch him get it on with Charlie’s Angels, when a voice calls his name from the center of the party. 
“Killian Jones,” the woman declares, walking over with arms spread wide. The fairies who’d been fawning a moment ago quickly detach themselves from him, pulling back to stand behind Killian, bowing low. The imposing woman beams at him, stunning, dark skinned with black hair curling tightly down to her waist, flowers and golden beads woven intricately throughout. “The infamous Captain Hook returns.” The fairy takes his face in her hands, pressing a kiss to each of his cheeks. “It’s been too long.” 
Killian offers a small bow, seemingly unable to fight his smile. “Your Majesty.” 
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It’s a long story of circle of abuse, I used to save her from my father hitting her and few years later I had to save myself from both of them hitting me
I truly believe she’s evil, not what she does to me but to others also, she beats and humiliates not only me but the maids too, the other siblings are not beaten, the brother sometimes rarely but he’s her worshipper so i don’t think he minds.
I will get a job soon but I don’t think I can move out, it’s not very common here you know, and my father is like a influential guy, but hopefully when I earn my own money and cut her off I’ll be happy, we have a big house so living separately is possible.
I found out something today and it made me sick to my stomach, I have my whole life faced disgusting men, but turns out my brother is also one of them, he is after all my fathers and mothers son. he is an Andrew tate fanboy btw so you can guess his entire personality by that lolllllll.
I am so sorry this is alot of stuff to hear on a site where you are supposed to have fun, I am sending you apology hugs, take care 🫂❤️
Btw have you read the bell jar by Sylvia plath? It’s so depressing it’s taking me months to finish HAHAHAH
that is fucking awful and yes, i dont even believe in the whole concept of evil (i was raised without religion in a completely secular country + im very into psychology so good vs evil is not part of my worldview lol) but some behaviors even i just have to describe as evil and ur mom fits that pretty well like abusing ur own children is fucking evil. i have empathy for her to some extent since her behavior is clearly the result of her being abused herself like u said but it gets clouded by the absolute disgust and hatred and rage i feel for her for letting herself become the abuser herself and keeping the circle of abuse going by passing it on to her children. its one thing to not have the strength or power to stop ur husband from abusing ur kids, but straight up joining in on the abuse is a whole other level of disgusting and im so sorry u have to experience this.
but i do have to say that u seem like a genuinely good person like i really feel like u have so much kindness and love in ur heart and u seem like a very strong, sensible and intelligent girl and i get a strong feeling that the cycle of abuse is gonna end with u (as in, u wont be carrying it on and u will break free from it and if u have kids in the future u will be a good and loving mom to them) and i just wanna acknowledge that bc thats amazing and inspiring and i admire u so much like i just have so much admiration for u right now like u are everything u are the moment u are the vibe
anyway, glad to hear that u at least live in a big house so that u can at the very least have some space from her even tho u live together. i get that its not as easy or simple as some ppl think to ”just move out” especially if u live in a very family oriented culture where its not the norm to do so on top of it all so i think the best thing to do currently is to just kind of try to stay out of her way and honestly just not even listen to the bullshit she says bc her insults are kinda meaningless tbh bc lets be real, if u were skinny she would just use something else to criticize u for. she just wants to put u down in any way she can no matter what u look like. u could probably look like a damn supermodel or movie star and she would still find something to pick on and put u down for, bc she has issues. shes disturbed. her words are empty and her opinions on u are just completely irrelevant. why should u care if a deranged abusive sadist doesnt ”approve” of ur body and size? this woman thinks its ok to mentally torment everyone around her, even HER OWN CHILDREN that she just so happens to not just verbally and emotionally abuse but straight up physically abuse. shes a child abuser. actual scum of the earth. like honestly next time she says something about ur body or calls u fat or whatever this psychopath likes to call u just remind urself that this woman is actually disturbed and sick in the head like shes literally a terrible human being lol who the fuck is she to criticize anyone like ok so u got a little extra meat on ur bones meanwhile she is a deranged sadistic child abuser. like girl whatever flaw u may have is nothing compared to the flaws she has like u are so far above her in every way that actually matters like ur literally so much better than her in every way like shes actually pathetic.
sorry about ur brother btw. seems like us women can never catch a break from these male parasites that are crawling around everywhere these days. they just keep getting worse and worse now with all the andrew tate shit brainwashing them. thank god we women have each others backs in this vile current climate. sisterhood is so important, especially now with all this crazy shit going around.
and yes ofc ive read the bell jar! read it for the first time when i was 16 and have reread it a few times since then. its one of those books that deeply resonates with nearly every woman who reads it even now generations later like its truly timeless in that way thats why its so good
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𝚃𝙴𝚇𝚃 𝚃𝙷𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙳: 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚜
Group texts between members of the Auto Club taking place between October 9th to October 16th. Feat: @marsdenlee​, @wolfontheloose​, @sirensofia​.
[text from mars]: Anyone know who owns that green 2010 Dodge Viper? I want an introduction and a joy ride. [from Ryden]: no clue [from Ryden]: i can try finding out? [text from mars]: ,,,,,,,,,,'xxcccccccc mmmmn hhhh'"""""";;;;;;; [text from mars]: Sorry the drool machine had my phone. [text from mars]: Yes please. Thank you. 😘 [from Ryden]: was bout to say that was the smartest thing u ever said [from Ryden]: ok i found out [text from mars]: You've wounded me you saucy boy. [text from mars]: Who is it? [from Ryden]: dont cry [from Ryden]: cant tell u that what if u plan to steal it? [text from mars]: I ain't gonna steal it. [text from mars]: I just wanna play with it. [from Ryden]: thats what they all say [from Ryden]: tell honeybun im bringing over smt nice for her tmr [from Ryden]: gnite [text from mars]: I'll let her know. [text from mars]: Sleep tight don't let the werebugs bite. [text from sofia]: you realise he didn't even tell you right? [text from sofia]: it belongs to that guy who manages the gas station. [text from sofia]: like lenny or larry or something. [text from mars]: You're right, I've been bamboozled. [text from mars]: Gas station Lenny! [text from mars]: I'm gonna bribe him with jerky. [text from sofia]: he probably has infinite access to jerky, you know, working at a gas station. [text from mars]: Good point. Sweet talk him for me! [text from sofia]: i don't think that would work... [text from sofia]: i may or may not have told him his fingers have the dexterity of a falling tree... [text from mars]: My dream of riding in that Viper dies with you. [text from mars]: How do you know his finger dexterity? [text from sofia]: i may or may not have said it while they were inside of me. [text from mars]: Ew. [text from mars]: My condolences for your pussy. [text from sofia]: i felt bad for it too. [text from sofia]: regardless, not sure i can sweet talk a ride for you. men tend to take insulting their lack of technique personally instead of, you know, getting better. [text from mars]: I'll try to sweet talk him but pretty sure I'm not his type. [text from sofia]: it's surprising whose type you can be. [text from Ryden]: u guys... srsly, if i asked for yall cause u got a rly cool house or smt would u like ppl giving ur name around?😒 [text from mars]: How cool of a house are we talking? Do I have an indoor pool with a slide? [text from sofia]: ry should come hang out at the mansion with us. [text from mars]: Great idea! 😯 [text from Ryden]: delusional yall dont have mansions [text from mars]: I have a huge mansion. [text from mars]: Seven of them. [text from mars]: Each is a different color of the rainbow. [text from Ryden]: okay mars bar ❤️ u can have whatever u want [text from mars]: I want us to Thelma and Louise that Viper 😘 and then hang out in my blue mansion in my indoor pool [text from sofia]: he really doesn’t think we have a mansion… [text from Ryden]: ...shit dont tell lenny bruv, he pack... i cant🙁 [text from mars]: Awright pack is pack. I'll leave his pretty Viper alone for you. [text from mars]: Fair, Sof, we're glorified squatters. [text from sofia]: eat the rich tbh. its ours now. [text from Ryden]: oh no like lenny is shithead he dont even service it at my place like i would steal it meself just to spite him but cant cuz pack [text from Ryden]: eat the rich? i would im game [text from mars]: That sounds like I can steal at least one lug nut. [text from Ryden]: i heard nothin [text from sofia]: steal the gear stick, he can’t work it anyway. [text from Ryden]: heh tru [text from mars]: One commemorative gear stick and lug nut coming your way [text from mars]: BRB [text from Ryden]: well tits.... [text from sofia]: just us now. your girl gave me a tattoo. micah and i probably going back this weekend for some more. i’ll look like you nerds soon if he has his way. [text from Ryden]: cel gives best tats [text from Ryden]: u can always tell micah no if you dont wanna look like a nerd [text from Ryden]: but in those exact words cuz he otherwise won't undertand [text from sofia]: nah, i should look like what i am. [text from sofia]: you got any tats with anyone? [text from Ryden]: yah [text from Ryden]: latest one with nerd no 2 [text from Ryden]: we were both drunk tho😁 [text from sofia]: you each had space left? what did you do? tattoo your ball sacks? [text from sofia]: that’s where i’ll convince the old man to get one. [text from Ryden]: i had to look rly hard [text from Ryden]: marsupial has some catchin up to do [text from Ryden]: mines just above my left ankle had some space there left [text from Ryden]: hah dont he'll be useless for weeks u dont need useless teabags in ur life [text from mars]: I got the shift knob but not the lug nut.
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[text from Ryden]: u chaotic mf u screwed me tnx  alot... [text from mars]: Anything for you dear.😘 [text from mars]: He didn't even see me. I was so stealth. [text from sofia]: what did y’all get though? [text from sofia]: dibs on it. [text from sofia]: i’m not sure what you imagine the balls of a man in his fifties are doing either but they’re already useless teabags. only good for a some flavor 😏 [text from mars]: Raw onion flavor? [text from mars]: Pass! [text from mars]: Not even sour cream and onion which is far superior. [text from mars]: Consider this knob all yours Sofia. [text from mars]: May it serve you better than your current one. [text from mars]: I have no memory of getting a new tattoo. [text from Ryden]: u know who's fuckin useless [text from Ryden]: that guy right there this one called fuckin marsden lee [text from Ryden]: steals shit like a pro but remembers jack squat [text from Ryden]: useless [text from Ryden]: bff role revoked mate [text from Ryden]: i got a pacman and i got it alone so there [text from mars]: Oooooooh that's right I got the ghost gang. [text from mars]: Don't forsake me baby 😢 [text from Ryden]: too late bye [img text from mars]:
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[text from Ryden]: pulling ur leg is fine u were piss drunk dont drama [text from mars]: I'll drama if I want to drama. [text from mars]: fine gimme a moment to mute [text from sofia]: that seems so off brand for your tattoos. [text from sofia]: whatever, what’s your guys opinion on red ink? [text from Ryden]: but we were drunk so thats ttly on brand [text from Ryden]: do not recommend [text from sofia]: why? [text from mars]: Red ink makes the ouchy more ouchy. [text from sofia]: pretty sure we could handle the ouchie. [text from Ryden]: most risky, can cause alergic reactions easily in some ppl [text from Ryden]: but like we are superhuman who cares [text from sofia]: watch me give micah an allergic reaction because i want something special. [text from sofia]: i’ll show you guys at the next meeting though. [text from Ryden]: dont forget to show i wanna see [text from sofia]: i’ll remember! i’m not that forgetful. [text from Ryden]: sweeeeeet 👍
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I made sweaters for my rescue chickens! They aren’t entirely happy about it but it’s real chilly today and I figured I should start getting them used to their new duds 😅☺️ I have one other girl that needs a sweater due to feather loss (roosters at their old home) but she’s too THICC for the ones I made so I’ll have to use a larger hook 🙄
Wanted to make a happier post because we had a bit of a tragedy happen yesterday. The neighbors’ dog broke free and attacked our chickens, mauling one and was going after one of our best laying hens when I finally spotted what was happening. The mauled chicken lasted a couple of hours afterwards as we brought her into the warm house and wrapped her up in towels but she passed before a vet could come to put her to sleep. To add insult to injury, the neighbors were cold and uncaring. My mom warned them that if the dog did that again we would put it down ourselves because it’s legal to protect our livestock from any animal where we live, and they responded with “karma is a bitch. If your horses ever get out again they’re dead.”
We have never harmed them or any of their pets. Our horses have gotten out one time in the past 6 years, their dog has gotten out at least 6 times in the past 2 years and comes over to our home to terrorize our horses and now to murder our chickens. I don’t blame the dog; I blame the neighbors for their lack of supervision and poor training. I really don’t want to but I will protect my chickens with my life if necessary and I’d hate to have their dog pay for their ignorance and disregard for the safety of their neighbors and neighbors’ livestock, since we’re not the only ones around here with small animals.
I hate to put a damper on this very cute post with all that, but this is a reminder to train your dogs well and to make sure they are supervised when outside, even when they’re on a lead. You never know what can happen. Even if we didn’t have animals that the dog could go after, he could’ve run out to the road and gotten hit by a car, or gotten mauled by a wolf or bear or cougar out in the woods. It’s not just for the safety of our animals but for their dog. They essentially told us to “get used to it. He’ll get out again.” Unacceptable. Disgusting. If we had an animal control facility to call around here we would in a heartbeat but I’ve been told it was disbanded. People like them don’t deserve to have dogs.
Anyway, enjoy the chickens in sweaters. ❤️ there will be more to come!
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For the 101 ways to say I love you, how about 51. "You're cold, take my jacket” for Sokkla?
❤️💙 sokkla my beloved
51- “You’re cold, take my jacket.” Sokkla
Azula crossed her arms, her knuckles bone white as she gripped her elbows. Damn this place.
She grit her teeth as she followed after her brother, trying to keep her chin up and look like the poised, graceful princess that she was. But damn it was so cold here.
She felt something warm fall onto her shoulders, and she glanced up in surprise at the figure that loomed over her. None other than the chief-in-training.
He raised an eyebrow at her as she simply stared. He slowly stated, “I can tell you’re cold, so take my jacket.”
Azula was tempted to spit at him that fire benders didn’t care about the cold, but another gust of wind had her teeth chattering. So instead she clutched the fur coat closer and swallowed her pride.
“Thank you, Sokka.”
He grinned at her, “No insults today?”
“Maybe once I’ve warmed up.” She smiled despite herself.
The Fire Lord looked back towards them and glared, “Stop flirting and let’s go. I want to get out of the snow.”
Azula felt her face redden. “I am not—”
“You ruin all the fun, Zuko!” Sokka interrupted her, giving her a wink before he caught up to her brother and threw an arm around him, messing up his perfectly-styled hair.
She watched him, quite stunned. Had he just admitted that he had been flirting with her?
Scoffing, Azula shook her head. No matter if he was or wasn’t— although who wouldn’t! She was beautiful, of course men flirted with her.
(At least that’s what she told herself. The truth was she could count the men that had flirted with her on one hand.)
She admired his broad shoulders and goofy grin. His eyes were kind but intelligent— both things she knew to be true about Sokka. She wondered…
And no she was not sniffing his coat. That would be absurd.
Finally, they approached Sokka’s house. She didn’t really want to take his coat off, but the roaring fireplace was making it quite warm.
As she hung up the coat, Zuko hissed in her ear, “Would you knock off the oogly eyes? It’s gross. We’re here on business only.”
Azula scoffed, “Shut up, Zuzu. I’m not oogling anything.”
He only narrowed his eyes at her as they sat down at the table where Sokka was already situated. He pushed tea towards them as he spoke, “It’s a shame Mai couldn’t join us.”
Zuko shrugged, “I don’t want her traveling when the baby is due so soon.”
“Makes sense.” Sokka’s eyes slid over to Azula. “And at least I was graced with the presence of your sister.”
The statement made her blush, and it made Zuko gag.
Without further ado, Zuko got out his scrolls so they could get down to politics. He had a pregnant wife to get back to as soon as possible.
But Azula was distracted, her eyes kept focusing on Sokka’s hands, or his throat, or his large biceps. And he was looking at her, too.
She did her best to ignore his gaze, but every time their eyes met she felt a shock run down her spine.
“Agni above. Do I need to leave?!”
Zuko’s shout broke them out of their trance.
Azula flushed and growled, “Do you want to die? Nothing’s going on.”
“I wouldn’t say that.” Sokka smirked, leaning his elbow on the table as he put his chin in his hand. Why was that pose so attractive?
Zuko quickly shoved his things back into his bag. “I’m gonna go find your father instead. I’m not coming back in here.”
As the door slammed shut behind him, Azula returned her gaze to the hunky water tribe man across from her. A smirk pulled her lips up as she leaned onto the table.
“So… are you all bark and no bite?”
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