thecarrionwitch

[thecarrionwitch]

So I took a video that I could show at any point but for one hello everyone. I hope all that deserves it is doing well.

Honestly just moment of annoyance. For one I'm sure this would be a bit of a topic for a professional but I definitely can hold grudges but like a dark, slimy feeling that just gets still to me in a way. Usually it's not because I can't let it go but a lot of things come down to principle to me.

So FINALLY the people that had been sitting here in my home finally left after two whole years but of course not without causing damage on the way out..

The room that I stayed in while I was sick felt like something to look at. I knew it had been cleaned and such sure but I noticed ash marks on the one wall. I was highly upset so at first I walked away but then it really started to frustrate me and so I went back with a sponge and soap to attempt to clean it.

Attempt being the key word here.. They burnt holes in the walls.. like cigarettes and such and it's.. just so disrespectful to me? I'm sure it would be for anyone with a right mind for their home. Idk what the actual hell is wrong with the two but I do know I'll be working on a spell accordingly. I'm thinking of one that binds them together 'forever' but through lessons and trails. "Through thick and thin" if you will.

I'll form it I'm sure but if anyone has any possible spells, tips like herbs or crystals I wouldn't mind hearing you down in the comments. Knowledge is power as they say and for some reason I've had countless history of people coming into my life to disregard and disrespect me and I'm actually sick of it in this new day and age as I am not that small child I was back then who didn't have a choice so I appreciate any helpful thoughts and tips.

[thecarrionwitch]

Alright so it's been a while but I got a cease and desist on these people in my house and it's up. It was up yesterday and yet my mom is telling me to give them another week to find somewhere but I feel disrespected by such because they had MONTHS.

Anyone else been in this situation or know what should be done? The number I called talked about filing a lawsuit which I'm not against but I'm not a hundred percent on what all that means and need some help from others.

If you have comments or ways to help me or what I should do specifically please dm me or comment under here!

Poll for engagement.

[thecarrionwitch]

I'm so tight on money rn. I'm thinking like yes of course the universe will give me what I'm owed it's just I'm impatient for reasons that make sense.

I set up a job interview, it got cancelled due to the whether. Okay fine, they will absolutely contact me back to reschedule. I was blood donating to get some cash but with these people in my house still I lost a lot that I could have been saving.. not just that but my visits expire after the 19th of this month meaning I could still go sure after that date, I just won't be getting paid the same.. I wanted to get it all done but so much has been held back with these people in my house so I guess I was made to miss out there..

I wanted to save so I could have money for college in the summer but.. that's rocky. So I've opened art and writing commissions back up with first come first served options on my main account @arenabreadandbiscuits but I wanna also offer readings here on this account.

I could use more studying and practice and so if you want help and you wanna help me in return how about letting me give you a reading?

I have multiple decks which will be listed below in the poll to choose from but seriously I'm just looking to help others where I can and get paid for doing so as well to help myself.

I'm open to: love readings, friend readings, pet readings, 'whats to come' readings (upcoming future events, and many others depending on what answers you are looking for.

If you feel called to get a reading and help me out by paying $20 for one please vote and DM me.

$15 for 3 Cards

$20 for 5 Cards

$30 for 15 cards.

DM me when you are sure what reading you want. I can do up to twenty cards for bigger readings and one at the minimum of course.

[thecarrionwitch]

Vent, censor cause sh mentioned

I had to leave the house earlier today. Get away from these people for at least an hour or so so I had her drop me off at a park and I came home later as my phone was on 20%.

Got back, energy all out of wack, forced myself into a nap and getting ready to do so again because explaining how it is to be the one that no one cares for deep down really be eating at me. Woke up just now wishing I wouldn't and my phone was on 1%.

Point is I'm annoyed because of we are spiritual either I'm supposed to be crashing out or I'm supposed to be being supported by those around me. I'm crashing.. I'm trying not to go back into self harm because spirit apparently had an issue a while back but with the life I have me and she was made for each other. I'm trying but there's too much and I never get what I want and I'm already covered in them. Who's gonna stop me? I have seen no reason to stop.

I have a couple more visits for blood donations so I'll try holding back just so no people see extra new scars and have to turn me down but after the visits and I'm done, if these people still in my house I don't care just like the world don't, imma start back over at the root all over again. I'm always being told to wait, to be patient but I swear if people lived my life like I had to they'd feel similarly to I. On one hand I had the world, the situation, the people in charge of my suffering and on the other hand I hate me because it's me that it's all happening to and I've already had little reason to be here on this planet and everyday something doesn't go my way (which is everyday..) the more time I get to rationalize these thoughts.

I tried you know? Even after the incestuous sexual abuse for years, the alienation from my family, the years of never believing myself to be anything because my image was broke and taken from me at a young age at many angles. I feel like I have the brain to know it COULD get better, but my heart and soul is already tired of it not being any better after all this time already.

Don't even get me started on past lives cause I thought about it earlier and got mad because of I was a bad person in any of them that's the reason I suffer now and in a deep and intricate way it's just a new way to hate myself.

How artistic. Very much so universe.

Still dealing with these people in my house... Hopefully the witches I just paid on Etsy can do something because apparently me having trauma and doing the magick on my own isn't the answer.. (I say, losing some faith in myself since nothing I've done has removed these people from my house though I don't want to go harder while they're here just to get rid of them because it might hit us all.)

😐 I'm honestly fed up and will probably spend the day being as such because I'm actually on the verge of losing my mind.

If they don't do it idk what will. I might have to just take a risk and put us all on the streets and make us start over from scratch if nothing changes in January and for the long term...

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3 Years.

I give them all three years.

So call this a moment of reflection sure, but as I'm trying to get everything done I'm connecting to water and I'm thinking to myself how I only have three years left in me.

Oh but let me explain..

Upon dealing with the life that I have lived. Surviving Cocsa, family related SA, self harm, verbal and emotional abuse, isolation from being treated as a stranger in the family.. I've made a mental decision.

I have two family members that I'm willing to keep in my life right now, no others and that's my mom and the youngest brother. Everyone else is on a scale with of course the eldest 'sibling' and the one that sa-ed me for years being on the bottom which are people I wouldn't even spit on if they were on fire. The middle is neutral with my mom and the youngest sitting at the middle top. Bro being higher than Mom but this post is basically about her so keep tuned. At the top of the list.. can you guess who it is?

No one.

At least not fully, not yet, but if I'm allowed to finally live my life and stop dealing with crappy situations, family, friends, partners, etc, I'll definitely be the one on top because I find that my life is one that's a rather good example of how humans at times are meant to put themselves at the top of this list. Those of us who have over selves over and over and over again times a hundred.. I feel like our lesson is that yes while not everyone is out to get us.. we come from crazy, harmful, and tragic backgrounds where if we weren't the ones being harmed we were the ones being blamed for how other people hurt others. I've heard the term scapegoat but I'll have to look more into it, it makes me think of that. We are are vents for both good and bad people but the lesson is realizing someone is bad for you and cutting them completely from your life before they leave you to bleed on your own.

I get this which is why I said three years.

As a witch who found the craft due to how hurt I was and wanting some ounce of power for myself, I've been in the practice for two to three years now and I've found lesson after lesson after lesson.

This one feels like "cut things off, even those that sit in the middle". I guess I'm venting, just need to let it off my chest but the brother I'm cool with is in the middle, he has potential to go higher and I'm sure he will. My mom is also in the middle, a bit lower than him but there because I love her and I believe that she CAN change, it'll just take a lot of sacrifice on her part because these are things and people she's always had a hard time cutting loose. Thing is, with everything I've gone through.. everything I've suffered with.. I can't help the feeling that if she does change and change for the better like cutting these abusive sons of hers off for life then I can not allow myself to stay around her any longer after three years.

Does this sound right? Make sense? I'm sure it does but I do want to hear others thoughts especially of us that are spiritual or witchy who may have had to cut anyone off in a similar way to this. I want to hear your stories.

Moving on though, I've always felt like I either wasn't made to be on this planet or that my time would always be discredited and thrown aside because of others. I'm tired of it, and I want better for myself and the things and people I care for until the day I pass from this place. I originally told myself ten years but no. That's too long, I should have every answer in the book by three. Now to see which one will be chosen. Ten years I have many dreams, and considering I grew up self harming that means a lot to me deep down in my spirit but being around people that remind me of why I feel that way in the first place is the problem. It's my choice on when I leave or if I'll stay, but with these dreams and me wanting to simply enjoy the rest of my life later, I can only give. Three more years at max, a month or two at minimum.

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[thecarrionwitch]

Alright, alright.

So imma do some more research because I don't think anyone can understand just how damaging even breathing around these people makes me but I'm going to dig back into where I started which was daemons and the legions under them.

I'm just looking for any spirit that can work with my team effectively to get this thing done. I don't like how I HAVE to give patience to others where they never gave me an ounce of it before and ask polite as I want to be when working spiritually I can't help when irritation kicks in when I need something the most. I don't like being upset or mad at these things, I opened myself up to witchcraft thinking it'll always be quick if I need it to be but couple years in I'm seeing that that's not the case and sometimes extra energy or help can be needed.

There's a handful of spirits to look into but I'll look back into the daemons first for starters since for the most part there's understanding and I know how to go about them the best way.

I'm looking for a daemon that works in torture. I'll be going back to my books in a minute but any comments and ideas as to who I should call out to is welcomed. Eventually I'll pick who's best suited for what I need and who can do it the fastest.

[thecarrionwitch]

Still dealing with these people in my house... Hopefully the witches I just paid on Etsy can do something because apparently me having trauma and doing the magick on my own isn't the answer.. (I say, losing some faith in myself since nothing I've done has removed these people from my house though I don't want to go harder while they're here just to get rid of them because it might hit us all.)

😐 I'm honestly fed up and will probably spend the day being as such because I'm actually on the verge of losing my mind.

If they don't do it idk what will. I might have to just take a risk and put us all on the streets and make us start over from scratch if nothing changes in January and for the long term...

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Bonus to this cause I'm on a roll but does anyone know anything about enchanting your own name? Something along the lines of "my enemies who speak my names brings me prosperity ten times fold" or something like that?? I'm know there's a way I'm sure but sources are always lovely to me so thank you to anyone who tells me anything. For the name thing extra points for it to work long term.

Poll for engagement:3

Guys, guys, guys!

So I'm trying to figure out the name of this being that's been living in a tree I've found myself bonding with in my yard. I'm trying to see if anyone may know the name or title of what he is.

He's a nature spirit for sure and I'm hearing his ancient because his title is harder to find. I got the letters A, U, R, and N whether it's at the beginning or ending of his name and what he is. He's also a protector and I am sure he's a nymph of some sort but I'm really trying to figure it out and hunt down the answer.

I'm a curious being so who would I be to not be looking for the answer? If someone has sources or leads please let me know. He actually chose his name a while back if I remember correctly but I'm so curious so if anyone possibly has leads please let me know.

[thecarrionwitch]

Guys, guys, guys!

So I'm trying to figure out the name of this being that's been living in a tree I've found myself bonding with in my yard. I'm trying to see if anyone may know the name or title of what he is.

He's a nature spirit for sure and I'm hearing his ancient because his title is harder to find. I got the letters A, U, R, and N whether it's at the beginning or ending of his name and what he is. He's also a protector and I am sure he's a nymph of some sort but I'm really trying to figure it out and hunt down the answer.

I'm a curious being so who would I be to not be looking for the answer? If someone has sources or leads please let me know. He actually chose his name a while back if I remember correctly but I'm so curious so if anyone possibly has leads please let me know.

[thecarrionwitch]

Forgot to show the owl but since it's bed time and I'm getting ready to lay down I'll send it here again tomorrow.

Lady Athena's statue was an owl on like a globe with its wings spread open.. and after they were in the room and fucked everything up a wing had been broken off. Anything any of you think these two deserve please give them all you got. I'll be doing more spells on my side too but any and all help is welcomed.

Calling All Baneful Witches! Please Help A Fellow Witch Out If You Feel Called To Do So!

Just here to vent because this week I'm taking the time to banish them. On the 5th day now and I found these in my drawers:

My statue to Lady Bastet that had been broken. My death statue for my darker spirits, a tarot card from a deck I've had for YEARS folded multiple ways and ripped at the top, and a pleasure toy that was most likely burned it seems. My Lady Athena statue..

I'm fucking sick. I'm doing spells to get rid of these people from my life for good and when they are gone I plan on doing harsher and more baneful spells.

If someone would like to help me with gets these hos out my house the names are Charles and Reanna. I ask for those who are happy to help just to do so to do whatever you seem necessarily to these people as long as it only affects them and no one else including me, the family I do value, and my furry pal.

EDIT: I forgot the photos and vids but here they are now.

[thecarrionwitch]

Calling All Baneful Witches! Please Help A Fellow Witch Out If You Feel Called To Do So!

Just here to vent because this week I'm taking the time to banish them. On the 5th day now and I found these in my drawers:

My statue to Lady Bastet that had been broken. My death statue for my darker spirits, a tarot card from a deck I've had for YEARS folded multiple ways and ripped at the top, and a pleasure toy that was most likely burned it seems. My Lady Athena statue..

I'm fucking sick. I'm doing spells to get rid of these people from my life for good and when they are gone I plan on doing harsher and more baneful spells.

If someone would like to help me with gets these hos out my house the names are Charles and Reanna. I ask for those who are happy to help just to do so to do whatever you seem necessarily to these people as long as it only affects them and no one else including me, the family I do value, and my furry pal.

EDIT: I forgot the photos and vids but here they are now.

[thecarrionwitch]

Guys it might be finally my time to shine. Fellow witches, please read the post if you feel called to it and hand tips and tricks to help me get my goals met.

As much as I've been through all my life and specifically these last couple of years I'm hearing that soon I should have some much needed relief. Thing is.. does anyone know of a good forever banishing spell to get rid of someone for good? Like no contact, completely gone, don't even hear about them anymore? With the family trauma I have and the many rants I've wrote, I want to harshly punish my SA abuser in a way he will not recover but has to live through the pain and suffering of what he's done. Bonus points of the spell causes people to be aware of what he did or for him to always have anxiety because he knows exactly what he did.

That and this abuser that broke those things on my altar and was verbally abusive to me all my life but especially when I was sick and still healing. He's supposed to be leaving my home FINALLY soon but when he's gone I want to make sure he knows nothing but Hell while also never being able to come back here and occupy any space that I'm occupying.

I have ideas because of course I do but as I'm looking at the stars for the next week I want to make sure I have direct spells and karma sent to these two people in particular. Thank you to the person who dmed me with all the info they thought can help, I'll be using it and of course anyone else is allowed to DM me with tips and spells they've used that worked for them in things like this. I'm sick of these two people existing in the world that I do but as I continue my life and continue to learn and grow I want them to never come back and be around me again while also being plagued over and over again about what they did wrong to someone who's never done anything to them.

Maybe an insanity spell, burnout spells, damnation spell?? Like I said I have ideas but I love hearing from others on these things especially because it plays a big part in how I handle life from now on. Death spells are fun as well but I can't help but feel like I want them to have nothing but a hellish life as long as they live from this point on.

If you think you have info that can get that done please dm me with anything you think I should know. I work with many forms of magic as well so anything goes. I'm just looking to have a life that I actually want from this point on as someone who grew up going through abuse and trauma with these two people who made me feel like ending my life versus living it has always been the answer. I've also been thinking of a successful baneful spell like out of spite I live my life and do as I'm supposed to and by doing so brings nothing but pain, anguish and harm to them. It's a work in progress but one I'm sure I'll keep digging into so many tips on spells like that are welcomed as well.

Also I'm a daemonic, kemetic, Hellenistic witch so others in those fields of magick I'd love to hear from you the most. Thank you.

Poll for engagement and reach but DMS are wide open for anyone who feels called to tell me any info they believe can and will help me in these times and the ones that will follow.

I'm open to candle, jar, manifesting, elemenal, grounding, curses, hexes, jinxes, planetary, death and all types of other magick. As I said, anything goes with me. I don't want my mental health to keep being affected by these people I despise and want completely removed from my life especially because they keep holding me back and an example being how I'm not able to go back to college as soon as I want to because they ruined the car so as examples to what these people cause me: no mental security, no college, no job, no clean house, no quiet. I want them forever gone..

I look forward to anyone who finds this post and speaks to me. Blessed be.

[thecarrionwitch]

I'm working on something to heal the child I once was but in the meantime to help with that does anyone know any strong self empowerment and selflove spells?? If so please leave them in the comments.

[thecarrionwitch]

So asking the spirits around here how the dog repellent got there and it's a bit more than just the neighbors. I'm not a hundred percent sure on who 'dropped' it and why it was there but when I say I got home when it was night time.. I'm sure people walk their animals at night as well but this has to be the dead of the night that it happened and it's just not sitting right to me.

Though even if it wasn't the neighbors they have a bit of a past for dropping or leaving stuff in my yard.. I threw it out but waiting to see if anyone got the balls to keep playing in my face. I feel like the only reason I ever blame is if something isn't matching up. Either way I'm annoyed. Like imma shuffle some cards and imma read em but tell me what you think they're saying.

First Card - The Moon

Second Card - Page of Wands

Third Card - Eight of Pentacles

I'm using the Modern Witch Tarot for this. Thing is even though spirit said I can continue with the ideas I have I just like making sure.

PSA to You Witches

The home you live in is to be protected at all cost. I thank Lord Lucifer for letting me know such and reminding me of it because I have these neighbors and they are all their FIFTH strike with me.

Let me list them:

Their dog which is a big dog was loose one good time running up and down the street and I had to tell em. This dog can be heard barking at mine when my lil dog goes outside to potty.

Today I found DOG REPELLENT in my front yard and when I went to check my fencing it was OPEN. not fully but enough for someone to pull on it and open it.

They tossed a two over my fence to get my dogs attention. One I'll be keeping for a specific curse for them.

They don't respect my yard because I had to go to the hospital yesterday and came back in a car that was THEIRS was in MY yard??

They are just destructive and loud and I hate not being able to have a peaceful moment because of all the noise.

As a dark witch, the dog repellent on its own is enough for me to ruin they whole life so it's not an issue to me. Y'all wanna play, imma play harder but don't be crying and whining when all hell breaks loose.

There was actually another time of one of their kids leaving basketballs in my yard and I told em to pick it up. Either way I'm sick of it and imma show em something.

I'm not a nice witch, I'm not a white one either, mess with my peace and imma ruin your whole outlook on your own. IDC and IDGAF.

I have five good spells I worked up last night and when the planets are aligned as I want them imma start but I'm literally irritated and mad. There's no forgiveness here for them.

(likes and comments are nice hehe)

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[thecarrionwitch]

PSA to You Witches

The home you live in is to be protected at all cost. I thank Lord Lucifer for letting me know such and reminding me of it because I have these neighbors and they are all their FIFTH strike with me.

Let me list them:

Their dog which is a big dog was loose one good time running up and down the street and I had to tell em. This dog can be heard barking at mine when my lil dog goes outside to potty.

Today I found DOG REPELLENT in my front yard and when I went to check my fencing it was OPEN. not fully but enough for someone to pull on it and open it.

They tossed a two over my fence to get my dogs attention. One I'll be keeping for a specific curse for them.

They don't respect my yard because I had to go to the hospital yesterday and came back in a car that was THEIRS was in MY yard??

They are just destructive and loud and I hate not being able to have a peaceful moment because of all the noise.

As a dark witch, the dog repellent on its own is enough for me to ruin they whole life so it's not an issue to me. Y'all wanna play, imma play harder but don't be crying and whining when all hell breaks loose.

There was actually another time of one of their kids leaving basketballs in my yard and I told em to pick it up. Either way I'm sick of it and imma show em something.

I'm not a nice witch, I'm not a white one either, mess with my peace and imma ruin your whole outlook on your own. IDC and IDGAF.

I have five good spells I worked up last night and when the planets are aligned as I want them imma start but I'm literally irritated and mad. There's no forgiveness here for them.

(likes and comments are nice hehe)

For engagement lemme put this here

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So I've had this blanket outside for months and I went out today to chill because I got in a bad mood because my SA abuser's baby momma's water just broke and how can I be happy for that?

Absolutely not. I feel horrible for the child.

I cried a bit, noticed the blanket once more and I actually moved it to find a fucking hornets nest. I was thanking about using the blanket as an altar cloth which is why I decided to grab it but HOLY SHI-

I knew I had to collect it. Especially for workings I've been brewing in my head.

A lil blurry I know but my hand was shaking, I was so full of energy LOLOL!

The things I do for the craft. ✨

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Man to add on to this. I get a disability check, of course I do, I was waiting for days for it to come in and today took a nap because it wasn't in the mail like I assumed it would be.

Tell me why I wake up, go in there for something and this dude tell me I got a check. Hands it to me, follows me back to me room and excitedly insists I open it. Like I said I freeze under pressure so when he asks me how much is on it of course I state the answer like a dumbass..

Then after he got this grin on his face, asks me how often I get em, how much comes on them and by this point I know this dude just wants this information so he can save it for later. Come asking me for shit and stuff like that but six months ago he broke my altar stuff, made fun of me and my weight, said I was a liar about both my disability and past sexual abuse and now he acting friendly like that shit didn't happen.

I hate fake, selfish people. If I didn't get a check he wouldn't even care, now he knows at some point or another that I get that and it just adds to my irritation because I know he's gonna try monitoring that shit even though this ISNT HIS MONEY. and I'm not willing to share after all that because that's basically like ASKING spirit to give me some crazy as life lesson just to learn boundaries. Like we had that fight and he said I wasn't even his sister.

I'm irritated... Very much so, because I'm living on high alert as someone who has PTSD and anxiety over some shit I shouldn't even have to deal with ...

Fellow witches!

I've done to you with another question. Of course I have my own answers to said question but I'd be a liar to say I don't enjoy coming to you as well to hear from others.

The deal is that my disability check came in. It came while I was sleep... I tried staying awake but after a while I had assumed that I'd come in tomorrow... The eldest brother who I've spoken on previously in post found it with his girlfriend.

Honestly I'm annoyed with myself over the fact because I was supposed to get it so they didn't hear about it... Now I know my mom is going to say something cause they at least know there's money here... To not help the case I kinda froze up as the asked what was on it and told em 🤦🏾

I can't stand this. I hate lying and I hate feeling like I HAVE to lie which is why I give in or freeze when people ask me things... I'm happy the money is here but ffs... I'm worried it's gonna be asked about consistently.

Then had the audacity to ask if I wanted to play the Wii with them. Of course realistically I would love to but it just feels like a way to butter me up.. and I don't like that. Like I'm not finna forget

The fact he said I was a liar about my SA abuse

The fact that before he left he blew up and broke many things in my room. Statues and offerings and whatever else. Just total disrespect.

Said that I wasn't his sister which honestly has its connotations because same mom different dads...

Etc.

Like my issue is that I can feel my anxiety beaming just being under the pressure. Definitely need to see if I can talk to my therapist again but I just hate having to jump hurdles and loops.

Acts of protection magick would be appreciated if anyone has any! Or things that would help with this case of mine. Anything is really free game.

Plus since his gf is pregnant I know that might come up but I didn't tell y'all to hunch in my bed and have a kid y'all ain't fully ready yet to support on your own... I don't wanna hear none of that shit. Imma definitely be looked at as the bad guy if anything pop off but it ain't the first time and I'm sure it won't be the last.

People really believe they can play in your face if you allow them to.