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srry, not sure if ur taking requests or not, but if u are willing can u write chuuya or any of the bsd men x comforting reader with an ed? if ur not comfortable with it, theres no worries or anything. tysm!! <3

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A/n: in a way I'm sorta glad you asked for this I've been thinking about putting our beloved bsd characters in my board but I was considering about how to do it flawlessly but now i don't have to think too hard but sure let's do it as my first request (and yes there's a reason why my box is open sometimes i just like challenging myself by people's request so yes request are open in case you guys are interested)

Lover scenario

❥ You are lovely no matter what

Bungo stray dogs x reader

Feat; chuuya, dazai

Eating disorder, angst, comfort, fluff, maybe hugs, self loathing, anger

Chuuya Nakahara

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(The Violent Lover)

(I'm angry not because I'm mad at you. I'm mad because I care too much)

I didn't know, what why?

I don't understand why aren't you eating anymore.

“hey, come on open the door” my voice the usual blunt but with a softer tone rang as I knocked on your door waiting for your reply. But oddly there was no reply.

I was wondering about that, your sudden shift in moods, the avoidance, in even being near me. I wonder did I somehow did something or grew dull that I didn't sense your reason of discomfort?

I knocked again but you didn't answer perhaps you slept? But how long has it been since we slept together. This is just unbelievable. you're being unreasonable

I'm growing impatient. My instincts tells me something is wrong.

I kicked open your door to find you sitting on your bed crying silently your fingers gripping your shirt as if trying to poke holes into them.

I stood still eyes wide in shock like I just entered a place I'm not invited too but dispute it-

My foot moved fluently making my way to you with concern every step felt rushed like you were slipping through my hands. I reached out my hands hover to your arms rubbing it gently as if to make sure you're still there. “hey love, what's wrong are you okay?” my voice was now softer one of comfort and concerned.

But then I noticed

The translucent unnaturally pale skin, the bulging color of your veins. The over whelming amount of sweat and the obvious dark eye bags. The uncontrollable shaking.

How could I be so stupid.

You're doing it again.

Fury burns quicker than I could control it.

“I told you to eat– stop doing this what's the reason this time?” I asked with worry and anger. Why, why are you doing this? Do you not know how much your actions haunt me in my sleep?

“I'm sorry I can't help it. I just feel so ugly! I just wanna look better-" you choked between tears almost struggling to admit it.

And it made my heart tighten that I burst out “what do you mean? You already look good fuck you look beautiful! What's a few pounds gonna change if you wanna lose weight this isn't the way-!” I let out a sharp sigh pinching my nose “why do you keep doing this- you don't get it do you?” it was sharp but I wasn't able to stop myself from yelling before it was too late. That I had to pause and clench my fist while biting my lip.

It was frustrating that I had to see you like this. I didn't mean to be harsh with my words either but it's so hard to contain my anger when you're hurting my love.

The silence was loud you're silent now and the crying had worsen why won't you say anything I can't do this I'm not good at reading people because in a way I felt that was because of me that you're becoming like this.

Maybe it was maybe it's because you ended up with me that you ended up like this you ended up hurt because- what type of idiot let's his love crumble without doing anything?

But I had to calm myself down first. Slowly, I sat beside you pulling your docile body to mine I didn't let you pull away this time I've let you indulge in that far too long that you are this affected.

"Seriously, stop doing this. I would never leave you for something so shallow as image in my eyes you're already enough I don't care about that stuff” I muttered a soft whisper I hope to soothe you with as my hand seeps to rub your back.

The lovely body and person I have grown to love and crave. Just when I tried so hard not to love you you made it so hard. Just why would you think that harmful thing that it made you like this. My hand reached your face seeing as your tears had grown lighter as I wiped the remaining droplets cupping your face of fragile sorrow

“at least say something I'll take anything even a fuck off” I murmured softly getting suffocated by the silence you left me in.

Perhaps it was my fault maybe if I was taller more handsome you wouldn't have nit pick your pretty self.

“stop thinking like that alright I'm not good at comforting but– what I know is I don't like seeing you like this in pain because you starve yourself that it's affecting you negatively I find you beautiful every part of you and I will not tolerate you handling something I love with ruthlessness”

My voice stern though reluctant at what I'm saying I was worried that it's a little rough but you seem fine I can almost feel your muscles relax under my finger tips.

And I couldn't help it I missed you so much that I struggled to hold back from wanting to kiss you although knowing it's not a good time. I don't want you to think I'm just here for your body. Because I'm here for you.

So would you mind? If just asked “god, can I kiss you?” you stared at me almost surprised that I felt my ears flush red embarrassed by my request it's not weird you're my love so I can ask for kisses, right? It just slipped out so easily that I didn't have time to restraint myself.

But that laugh you started to laugh and how it never fails to make my heart and lips tug. That I subconsciously leaned in to kiss you gently I missed it so much I would never get tired of it.

Of you.

“I'll always love you so please don't hurt yourself this way” I whisper softly planting another kiss to the corner of your eye and oddly with how bad I am at this you still calmed down with a smile too.

Well you nodded in reply. I suppose that's good enough for now I can't force you to talk yet at least it doesn't feel like you're leaving me alone with self doubt.

“get dressed we're going to your favorite restaurant and I'm making sure you eat” i said with teasing smugness and care leaving no room for argument. And to make sure you believe even if in a limited time how lovely you are no matter what.

⢷ after that dinner he complimented how pretty you look never let go of your hand. Next day you found he bought you groceries and scribbled on the calorie information and when he saw you getting on a scale he keeps an eye and uses his ability to make you seem lighter

Dazai osamu

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(The Tainter)

(I'm okay in a way I know this is my punishment)

In a way i knew this would happen

We were too happy. I let myself be too happy

And even happiness becomes a curse with me.

I stood outside the bathroom door watching you from the gap the constant gagging and whimpering is a dead give away what you're doing in there after a meal.

Yet again I've always noticed

How you, started to reluctantly eat, subtly checking the nutrition facts behind everything we eat before you could hide or notice your little habit.

I should have stopped you then because it was obvious what you were doing.

Yet I didn't, because I felt like I have no right to save an angel like you at least now we're both broken glass though tainted because that's how it is everything I'm around gets destroyed.

I should leave you to it.

My foot work was quiet like a crime i didn't wish to admit just so I wouldn't bother your time in sorrow yet before I could hold on the knob I felt a whisper.

“if nothing makes a difference rather on the side of bad– be on the side of good help others dazai that is your punishment”

I pulled my hand back from the knob as I remembered those words my footsteps stilled as I clenched my fist that's just unfair. I'm not a saint why do I have to save others. I have no right.

Yet, your gagging and crying are so loud as if birds are chirping your helplessness into my ear taunting me reminding me that it is my fault and I have to fix it. I don't want to but,

My legs were already moving back to the bathroom my footsteps are now more rushed coming to you I felt my heart heavy and soaked like something was rotting inside as I came closer.

Yet I arrived and didn't waste time to slam open the door.

You scrambled like a child being caught in mischief. I didn't smile at first just gazed at the situation you drowned yourself in.

The subtle spit on your mouth and fingers that you try to wipe off, the abnormally close distance between you and the toilet bowl, the forehead drenched in sweat, blood shot eyes heavy breathing as you tried miserably to compose yourself.

“Osamu, I didn't know you were home I just had a headache and vomited weirdly enough” you awkward chuckled while rubbing your neck.

It was a plausible excuse yet when you had lived and know each other too well it becomes a pathetic form of excuse. I notice the signs and the cuts on your fingers because you had gagged yourself became obvious.

Dispute how much I wanna ruin you I'm holding myself back as a form of punishment of this crude soul of mine.

My movement felt slightly stiff but I hope you wouldn't notice it.

As I knelt down with my usual smile while brushing your sweat drenched hair for a clear view of your beautiful face “you're lying aren't you? That might work on someone else just not me bella you know that ” I say with my playful tone as your expression shifted from fake assurance to solemn acceptance.

“I'm sorry you had to see that..” you muttered while gripping your arms as if it's truly a sin when the true sin had always been me being happy with you.

I couldn't I-

I leaned in hugging you pulling you in it was tighter as if showing me how tight you actually pull on my the thread of my heart like sewing project would look crumpled if you pull on the string.

I didn't even know I myself was shaking. But all I could feel in my arms a warm corpse like a wilted flower that you stubbornly water in hopes it would live again.

“Dazai?” your soft wondered voice cuts as I continue to hold you closely. So please God if you're watching this I'm sorry I'm sorry for putting myself in a place of comfort “don't do that don't ruin yourself like me please don't leave too”

It was real it was raw. I didn't want to but it slipped out and I felt your body stiffen at my honesty that I had buried inside of me.

You tried to pull away to look at my face but I wouldn't let you because to me letting you see me raw is like letting you shatter me a ceramic sculpture with a hammer.

“you're beautiful and no amount of weight can tell me otherwise. When I said I wanna fall together this isn't what I meant belladonna. At least invite me to fall romantically in a pool of water together dying on the bathroom is ugly you know I don't want that ”

I felt a soft smile creep up my face I don't know what I say is true or not I fail to understand which part of is truly me. But I can say one thing with confidence and I hope you won't take my honesty for granted “please don't do this you don't know how much this action haunts me at night that I fail to go to sleep because of you..”

I pulled away with a soft smile

I balled my fist as i felt that familiar ache your tears are falling like water color that decorates a canvas. You lips quiver taunting me with their pink and subtle skin.

I'm ashamed I have thought about this in your moment of vulnerability so please forgive, forgive for ruining my belladonna.

I leaned in kissing you softly as I wiped away your tears and held your chin because this is the only way I know to make a vulnerable person to feel better.

So please forgive this monster.

For staying and ruining a tender and docile being like you.

“because to me you are like lovely no matter what ” my words slipped as I held you close as if reminding myself you are still here not slipping away from my fingers like the others.

(After that he carried you out the bathroom and tried to make you eat something. And every mealtime is a company with him forcing himself to eat and nudging you for more bites. Then after meal he tends to bring you out for a walk claiming it for exercise just so you wouldn't feel bad for eating a lot but really it's so you wouldn't think about what you put in your stomach and have a chance to get it out. Because that's our careful planner always thinking ahead)

A/n: fun fact i actually hate swearing but since chuuya's character is the poise of swearing problems I had no choice it wouldn't feel like him if he didn't. so yeah just two because I'm ashamed to admit I actually haven't watched bsd in so long I know I'm a fake lover there's a chance i might do a part two. But i hoped you enjoyed this especially the one that request this and anyway thanks for reading! luv you bubs<3

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xlun1ax · 3 months ago

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III) Lover scenario

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❥ Being difficult > reader x lover

• Your lover is sad you didn't give attention

Cuddle, attention, kisses, fluff, slight angst, slight suggestive

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You're always making him confused.

He doesn't know why you're like this you just are. He remembers clearly yesterday you were acting like a bachelor. All you did in the morning, at night, when he's home, is that you just nodded when he greets you.

Barely a smile.

You barely talked.

You brush him away when he's trying to be affectionate.

Were you mad at him?

He asked if he did something wrong he even apologized for who knows what he did. He wonders if he breathed too loud that got you so distant like this.

But no,

You're just treating him like a roommate.

He's ready to punch a wall.

And that is what exactly he did.

“ouch..” he muttered While treating his wounds.

Yup it didn't work.

You still acted like a roommate. It's pissing him off.

Well it's not like you don't care. You do you just don't know how to approach the subject. Is he stressed with work? Is that why he punched the wall? Is something happening that he can't say out loud?

All you did when he made that hole was grab a medical kit gave it to him. But now sitting beside him his glare just says he's mad.

“you're looking at me as if I punched the hole” you say indifferently while watching the tv. Well that jap certainly did something considering he halted slightly before letting out a sigh “what's the deal.. did I do something?” he asked almost weak while tending his wounds his eyes landed on yours searching for answers.

“what no, what are you saying you did nothing” you replied with a confused tone though now that he spoke you think you got a faint idea. He clenched his fist as if the wound from earlier wasn't enough already he took your wrist pulling you closer with narrowed eyes

“then why are you ignoring me.” his voice low almost glaring at you he needs answers he needs it that's why you saw it a faint melancholy in his eyes. In a way you knew this would happen but you didn't think he would punch a wall just to get your attention now you just feel bad.

It wasn't on purpose.

But would he understand this is just what you normally do?

Your eyes darted examining his face the faint sweat, the almost teared eyes. Just two days of being distant. He's already so tortured. Imagine if you're ignoring him for more.

Why do you do this. Always hurting others.

“... sorry. But i never told you to stay” you muttered softly. But you didn't mean to say that last one out loud. Glancing your pupils at him.

But it was too late, your lover's eyes are already opened wide he gritted his teeth in frustration as a shadow cast upon his face.

There they go, you don't need another person pitying you again, getting mad at you again why won't they understand. You don't want that.

But to your surprise. He smiles at you cupping your face “i guess it's a relief that i decide to consult you early on.. must have been lonely ” he says softly kissing the corner of your eye. “you meant that sorry didn't you? Seriously you're so confusing everyday I feel like I'm learning something new about you” he laughs but you didn't laugh too if anything you feel

Threatened, confused

“y-you're not, mad?” you stuttered by surprise you just didn't get it normally people wouldn't react like this you mean it's not completely out of question it's just puzzling.

“why should i? No matter how difficult you're being i would always sit beside you even if you don't ask” he says with a bright smile.

You paused but without realizing a slight tug of smile was about to make it's way on your face. “hey!” Before he decides to pinch your nose making you let out a scowl instead.

He was frustrated but relief took over as he crashed his lips on your soft pinks it was soft, deep, with longing, and understanding as he pulled back resting his forehead on to yours “be as difficult as you want but seriously don't scare me like that i thought you were gonna break up with me” he chuckles with a small smile but you saw it.

The hint of anxiety in his eyes and language.

The evidence is all there he loves you.

And no amount of self doubt can make you blind to the obvious. In a way you felt in debt for the pain you made him feel, so it's only fair.

“lovely, can make me feel full” you asked with a soft smile and half lided eye. And he knows all too well what that means “as you wish my love” he says softly kissing you slowly laying both of you down on the couch.

As the night grew quite only thing visible for you two was the longing of love. The feeling of belonging.

The feeling of no matter how much you guys are being difficult the other would be there to understand and keep each other company.

And that's beautiful.

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Turns out you just felt overstimulated and got tired with keeping up your image that you decide to ignore everything

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A/n:- As always thanks for reading luv you bubs<3

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xlun1ax · 3 months ago

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Jjk opinion

I feel like the idea of Gojo being a womanizer is forced. Or maybe I'm looking at it wrong? Like I can't imagine a guy who is so passionate with making the world a better place be a person who also ruins it by destroying woman. It's either he's dating the most rotten woman to teach her a lesson or he won't feel bad for dropping her, or the woman agrees to him only having fun only once a while. And didn't they say he barely has any free time? Man gets a minimum of 3 hour sleep you really think he has time for woman?

#jujutsu gojo #gojo satoru #jjk gojo #jujutsu kaisen satoru #jujutsu kaisen gojo #jjk satoru #jujutsu manga #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #questions #jujutsu satoru #gojo

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xlun1ax · 3 months ago

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I just read the manga and kurona so cute what.

Fan art for elvey finally decided to post it

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xlun1ax · 3 months ago

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II) Lover scenario

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❥ More than that > reader x male lover

Fluff, sleep, unconscious, kissing, touching, mild suggestive, hugging

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It was 9pm

When Your lover came homelate his excuse? His co-workers wanted to hangout with him there was no harm in bonding with them. And, knowing you you would be more than happy to hear he grew close with others since you tend to encourage it.

He knew your habits like on the back of his hand at nine you would slow down your routine get ready for sleep so he was full on expecting you to do your usual stretch or another quiet hobby like watching a show or reading.

But this was a rare sight.

Your legs were on top of the couch. Like your pretty feet was full on dangling there on the backrest. His brow was raised in contemplation while taking a step towards you wondering if you found a new hobby that made you in the new position but no,

oh dear, his heart skips a beat.

You fell asleep.

You were hugging your phone, while your hair was tossed to cover the pillow, you didn't look ready for bed like you usually do. It took a while but he arrives to a conclusion. Seriously would it hurt to ask him to come home early? You always say you don't like texting because it's a hassle. You prefer face to face interaction only when he's around you would be honest with your intentions seeing that phone on your chest. you were waiting for him to text you when he'd come home.

It made his heart ache at how cute you can be sometimes dispute your ego.

His eyes drank in the sight of you letting out a sigh recognizing your sleeping habits that he grew familiar to. He doesn't know why, but whenever you'd sleep you tend to lift up your shirt until it shows your sweet subtle waist till your bra band,

Or more .

It was a question he never got an answer to he really doesn't get why. Not that he's complaining about it, it's just one of the unimportant things that tend to linger in one's mind. Perhaps it's cause you had a phase where you slept naked, who knows? But because of this habit of yours he had developed his own habit.

He leans in towards your lower abdomen kissing the skin his lips lingered on it that when he pulled away it was coated with slight wetness of his lips. He knows that's where's a baby tend to be planted if you guys decide to have one. But regardless of not having one he came to love that part of you often kissed you there. The habit became obvious whenever he sees you asleep.

“seriously what are you doing to me my love” he mutters as he looks up at your docile state unconscious. He didn't think he would put so much effort in a girl but you proved him wrong, You had trust issues heck it took a long time for him to win you over then you get overstimulated easily he couldn't touch you if he didn't do it right it makes you annoyed but seeing you sleeping Infront if him. Made him realize how much you trust him now.

He could do anything while you're unconscious you knew about it. You voiced your concerns about the possibilities but now it's all worth it he's the closest that anyone will ever be to you...

How can he not take pride in that?

You were a hard nut to crack but it was all worth it in his opinion although he'd be dead if you find out he kissed your tummy whenever you're sleeping. He can already picture the endless teasing. He kissed the corner of your lip ready to get off you.

But to his surprised

You grabbed his wrist pulled him back on the couch. Without letting him process it you went up on his chest nuzzling your face into his neck planting a soft kiss on it.

He'd be lying if he said he wasn't blushing.

“L-love” his voice cracked as he gazed down at you he gulped parting his lip about to speak but you cut him off “I waited for you, is that all you're gonna give me?” you muttered making his face rival the redness of a tomato

“I didn't think you'd be so needy today ” he murmured covering half of his face. He can't comprehend this normally your arousal state would be near you period..

What date is it today.

Your lips crashed into his before he could remind himself. He knew it was coming but it never fail to make him weak he feels himself shiver while holding the couch fabric for any semblance of stability.

But you're too much of a weakness for him. Any more it's enough to make him fall to his knees. He lets out a moan louder than usual when you let your tongue in. The loud volume took you by surprise making you pull back rose an eyebrow at his reaction before a chuckle slips out of your mouth in amusement.

He never fail to amuse you and you love that about him.

His eyes hover to the side feeling embarrassed by his out burst. He didn't wanna believe that was him but your reaction says it all “stop laughing ” he grumbles flustered at your burst before your laughter dies down shaking your head.

Your expression was soft being beside him always manages to make you feel better suddenly that heavy feeling felt lighter. But is it gone? No.

You need more.

More than that to feel much better.

He knows.

It's not everyday you wait for him when you are being transparent like this it's because you want him to know how much you want him. You are careful you knew he picks up on detail that's why you calculate every movement it's sad you have to act like this that's why he savours every drop of transparency that you let out.

It's too good

It's addictive

You're addictive

It makes him want more

And he knows the question is coming

“sorry that was a bit much but, ” your voice was soft like lullaby to his ear you finger on his cheek was like carefully tracing a textured art work he loves the attention. The attention that is so hard to grab.

“ you don't need to apologize I was just surprised ” it was true you didn't because he loved it soo much he wants more you can see it in your eyes you both can't help but feel lucky to have a partner that understands you guys better than anyone.

This is your guys home. A home where you both can be honest with each other in. A safe place that will never be tainted.

Savour it

Love it

Cause time is limited

You don't know when the clock will stop ticking

That's how you guys feel with each other inside the house.

More.

I need more time with you

“that's a relief than lovely, can i have more?” your voice rung your thirst was obvious and he loves it. You both could be obsessed with each other and you guys don't care.

“you can more than that my love ”

If you want more and more is what you'll get.

You guys are willing to give each other more than anything in this world.

Because to you guys you both had excided more than that with each other.

Turns out he was right next morning you got your period.

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⢷A/n: as always thanks for reading luv you bub<3

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xlun1ax · 4 months ago

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Quick megumi sketch out of boredom

#jujutsu kaisen #fushiguro megumi #jjk fanart #jjk men #jjk megumi #jujutsu kaisen megumi #jujutsu megumi #jjk

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xlun1ax · 4 months ago

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Bestie love talk (bllk edition)

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❥ Things I would tell you as your best friend if you told me you want to confess to blue lock characters accept I hate stupid decisions and is brutally honest (part one)

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A/n: trying something new mostly because I have no one to rant about anime to. Tell me if you guys want more and who's next or what anime

Feat: Isagi, Bachira, Rin

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❥Isagi Yoichi

“Seriously him?” is the first thing I would say when you told me you were interested in him cause to be honest he looks a little plain he's the type of guy when you show me his photo you'd say “he looks better in person!” yeah lovely I know.

But when you told me you were gonna confess to him I was like “alright sure” it's not a blessing I just don't care cause there's nothing to hate about isagi he's a valid choice if he loves you he would treat you right sure the soccer thing would make him busy but he's the type of guy to make an effort for his lover that means a lot of video calls, gifts, and dinner dates. That's another thing he's gonna be rich more reason for me to bless you

He's the type to love, care, cherish, protect, you just have to stay patience with his soccer obsession and be careful of all the enemies he makes everytime he breathes😮‍💨. Besides if he rejects you I'm sure his way of rejecting is nice maybe an ice cream to make you feel better and a few words of sorrow (unless you're kaiser)

In short what I would say is:-

“alright sure, he's a good guy but if you end up crying because he rejects you. I'll add more tears because you're crying over a damn sprout”

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❥Bachira meguru

“is he mentally deranged? He gives me joker vibes” yes I would say that but I would also say “damn he's cute! Like patootie!” but you ended up getting jealous and over confident so I stopped.

So, you wanna confess? I legit laughed when you told me that “two mentally deranged being dating oh, life!” I was laughing but on the inside I was secretly unease well I know bachira is a good guy through and through but to be honest when at times of desperation or anger I can see him getting violent that's a red flag. That's why he's yellow a color of danger like the friken danger sign⚠️🗿.

There's a side of me that wants him to reject you because of it but I'm sure he would be careful and would deeply regret what he did do something to you if he snaps. You'd also need careful perception mostly because he's very secretive. He's a hard person to date but if you play your cards right and able to accept every part of him even his monster nothing should be wrong. And if he really did reject you I'm sure it's either because he doesn't believe you love him or because he's not sure about it I'm sure he'd probably be more sad than you.

In short I would say;-

“are you sure about it? I mean if you are willing to accept him in everyway he gives you. I don't see why not he's sweet but also loose just be careful alright and if he rejects it's okay we don't need an off brand Harley Quinn and joker couple”

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❥Rin Itoshi

“you sure he's real, and you're not imagining him?” first words when my eyes landed on him I legit thought he was pretty. Though I thought your interest towards him at that time was just you know admiration like a fan loving an idol so I didn't pry much. Though it was annoying everytime you would fan girl over him.

Girl, my ears are bleeding.

But to my surprise, you want to confess!? I had to do a double take like are you sure? He's so pretty I bet he gets confession left and right. Yes I'm doubting But if you guys know each other I don't see why not? As a lover I see Rin as a valid but hard choice. Like in an otome game he'd be the hardest route. His wall are bricks and cement but once they crumble he's the cutest and dense smack talking lover you can get.

I'm sure you're immune to trash talking that's why you're able to like him his insults are ✨ creative✨. But the other thing you really have to watch out for is being his emotional support especially when sae comes back emo boy would be extra emo when that happens. But if he were to reject you he would probably think about you the whole day dispute rejecting you. Overall nothing to comment.

In short, what I would say is;-

“I'll get the wine ready you go girl! Go break your heart because he rejected you!” I chuckled before continuing “to be honest, I think he'll reject you because of past experience or lack of awareness about feelings but sure go ahead he's a good guy. You've got nothing to lose whether he rejects or accept he's a 10 after all. Just a cute dense guy”

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A/n; As always thanks for reading! Luv you bubs<3

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xlun1ax · 4 months ago

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I) Lover scenario

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❥ The Last Sweet > Reader x m! lover

Car ride, motion sickness, kissing, fluff, slight suggestive

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You were dizzy.

Road trips were never your favorite.

You don't know why but motion sickness is Hitting you harder than usual today. Maybe it's because your partner is driving more faster than usual or perhaps it's because you didn't get enough sleep today or is it the lack of iron or the lack of nutrient?

You don't know,

But that doesn't mean you like it.

You feel cold, you were on the verge of vomiting your face highlighted distraught your palms were a little sweaty clenching and unclenching to produce blood flow. While your eyes are quietly staring out of the the window trying to search for relief you didn't feel like using your ointment today the oily substance and potent smell doesn't seem to charm well with your mood today.

You sigh looking at your partner who's oblivious to your struggle it wasn't his fault you were just good at hiding it but you also know you would get mad at him for not paying to the road. So in a way you're proud at him for being diligent.

“you okay love?” his voice deep, casual with a hint of concern in the corner of his eyes

You spoke too soon.

“Nothing lovely, just dizzy focus on the road” you say in a breathy tone while leaning back into your palm. Your lover shook his head a soft chuckle escape his lips aware of your stubborn behavior of denying your struggles as his hand grope the plastic candy container popping one sweet in his mouth.

That caught your attention.

Maybe that could soothe your headache.

“Lovely can I have one?” you asked with a hint of hope and anticipation finally able to get some relief for your throbbing head.

But unfortunately.

“that was a last one” he says making you tug your plush lips to a frown “you're lying” you denied but to your dismay he shook the plastic container as proof of the empty context.

“sorry love, but the early birds catch's the worm” he poke with a playful tone

Okay that just pissed you off. You let out a groan you both just love to piss each other off it's comedic really until you're the subject of ridicule. Adding to the nagging pain in your head your fingers massaging on your temple in hope for some relief.

It helped,

But it's not enough.

Your eyes landed at him while he drove. Your eyes landed on his slightly sunken cheeks his moist lips that was enjoying sucking on the sweet treat. That could have been yours.

Or it still could be yours,

The last sweet

Your lover sensing your gaze and slight pout on your lips made his heartstrings tugged lightly at your displeasure as the good lover he is he felt a little sorry “look love, I'm sorry ” his husky voice apologetic with sorrow at you.

As the car came to a stop at the red light as his veiny hand grip the gear pulling it making the car go to a break. Your lack of words made him a little restless “do you need help? Come on, I'll do anything.” he says but no response.

His lover you being mad at him in a road trip.

That can't be good

“love,-!” his eyes shot up you pulled his collar as your plump lips crashed into his your hand on the back of his neck not letting him pull away not that he'll ever want too

But heck,

It's soo good.

He knew,

He knew when you were frustrated,

Frustrated from the pain.

It was obvious the tensity of the kiss was obvious and whenever you're frustrated you tend to let it out on him. And it makes him weak whenever you do. To know you rely on him. His warmth. For relief. He leans in a soft whimper as you forced your tongue in his mouth making a shiver run down his spine feeling your tongue taking the harden candy away from him into your mouth.

As you pulled away after the success of your mission. To lean back on the passenger seat. Finally having the extra sugar in your system you already feel your throb getting faint. “baby..” his voice shaky and raspy as his Adams apple slumps down from the rush of desire that courses through him.

He's affected.

But you don't care after getting what you want. “lovely, drive.” you said as if nothing intimate just happened gesturing to the green light having his focus back to the road. He clenched his fist unable to ignore the responsibility on the wheel it's something he can't ignore but neither he could ignore you.

It's undeniable.

He wants more,

And you knew.

You knew what you did but you didn't care that he's turned on. Looking at his chest that humps up and down at a rapid rate. His teeth nibbing on his wet soft red bottom lip. His hand ran restlessly on the steering wheel. You caused that to happen.

And you loved it,

you loved his reactions signs of his weakness it's what you live for, especially when you're frustrated. Just hearing him looking at his expression of pure bliss gives you so much relief. Marking him, ruining him feels so good whenever you're in a bad mood. It's not everyday you're the top but when you're in control,

He loves it,

And you do too.

“Ahh, I want more..” he mutters in frustration as his lips tugged to a pout knowing you did that for your own selfish satisfaction while completely disregarding how aroused he could be the whole car ride. You're making him drive, making him sit in the grueling deprivation of your dominance.

You couldn't give him more because he's driving.

You're mischievous,

He loves and hate i,

He lost having to wait for more.

While you are in victor with what you desired.

Certainly you had the last sweet

The sweet candy,

And his sweet reaction.

“we could have bought a new one..” he grumbles while slumped on the steering wheel.

“i know,” your lips tugged to a smirk while turned to him knowing well his irises were on you from the corner of your eye “but I wanted that last sweet”

Turns out you just have low blood sugar, what a nice was to cure a headache

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Hope you enjoy. As always thanks for reading! luv you bubs<3 ✧

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❥ Pretty boy (f!Reader X Gojo satoru)

Sypn; you're frustrated by how pretty Gojo satoru is

A/n: I don't see a lot of flustered satoru arts or fanfic here so here you go. Mostly fluff but a little angst

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Gojo satoru is pretty.

To [Name] all boys are pretty.

Simply put if you're a man chances of her falling In love just because her eyes landed on you are almost a yes. Especially if you're a complex character or fictional. She doesn't have a specific type as long as you look at her chances are you stole her heart. But just because she fall in love easily doesn't mean she runs towards every guy. To her everyone is special in their own way and whatever comes in their life is a blessing or curse. But instead of letting those feelings control her she tends to pull away from a person who could potentially love her. She doesn't want to be their curse after all.

She's destine to be lonely.

Because she makes herself to be.

A taste is only what you'll get.

Because she thinks she has nothing.

And will destroy you.

While Gojo's is used to the attention the stares, the modeling offers, how women swoon over him, how people giggle when he smiles at or walk past them. It's nothing out of the ordinary for him in a way he enjoys it. Always surrounded by people to the naked eye he has everything. But that's what they don't see when you have everything nothing is enjoyable anymore. Because you don't have to fight for anything. Responsibility, money, skills they don't see the effort.

He has everything

being on top makes you realize no one is beside you.

It makes him lonely.

He thinks he's seen everything

Because everything is a repetition

But her. [Name] that damn kitsune. That woman. She's a puzzle. The one that makes you wanna throw it away yet want to see the masterpiece.

One second she'll spout the meanest things to him like “if you fall I'd say thank you to god” but he doesn't hear the reason behind it is because she wants him to rest or that moment she called him a giraffe he knows he's tall but damn that kinda hurt but it's because he only slept for 30 minutes that day for no reason too he can't believe her. Normally girls would be concerned when he show this side to them. Its not that he needs pity that's why he hides those bad habits but her.

Dispute being secretive she still finds out about it to make matters worse she doesn't show any concern. Or maybe she does? The jasmine tea she made sits beside his table every late at night He isn't used to this it intrigues him but also makes his temperature rise from the shear confusion.

He doesn't know,

He doesn't know how to read her,

She's unpredictable.

That's why right now it's getting uncomfortable.

[Name] had been staring at him ever since he got home how long has it been? He lost count. But he remembers how many times he had caught her 18 yes he counted because he's petty like that. And everytime she would turn away like nothing happened like she wasn't gazing at him like an art piece. She didn't smile. No snarky remark. None just stared at him while he did the last remaining paperwork.

Her elbow rested on the armchair while her cheek leaned towards her knuckles making her cheek slightly more plump. It's almost adorable but he can't get the full view. Mostly because she refuse to let him. Seriously what does she want a crown for being a nonchalant princess? Cause she's getting there. The way she lets him caught her staring before slowly turning her head back to the window.

It's driving him mad

“you know, if you have something to say you can just say it” he says with an underlining hint of annoyances dispute his beautiful smile he couldn't take it anymore. “there's nothing to be said” she says in a soft tone like a princess turning down tea while turning away again. Okay, what is this? The eighteenth century where they need to talk like royalty two can play at that game “while your highness, people say it's rude to stare. I think you should state your reason before I convict you” he says full of drama.

[Name] had to blink for a few before small huffs of laughter was let out. She didn't realize it but Gojo smiled slightly at the sight neither he was aware of it. She didn't know why she stared at him her mind was blank when she did normally it would be full of noise random theories, facts or what not but nothing her eyes just wanted to be on him “what's that for?” she mused getting up getting closer to him “well you started it-...” as he finished his sentence there it came.

Her palms snugged on his jawline as her fingers tickled his neck and ear. He was taken it back but witty comebacks are his specialty “is this the part you kiss me and confess?” he says playfully attempting to catch the girl of guard and hide his surprise but unfortunately it didn't faze her focus on him. As she took in every single details on his face as her thumb softly caress his cheek pinching them slightly “sure but I'd rather make it special...” she mutters remembering the ai bots she had talked to in the past as her thumb grazes his bottom lip making him flush red at the action and her words. She didn't realize it no she does but she just refuse to acknowledge it his reactions

Because right now that's what her eyes want to look at him clearly because something seems to be off. Is that lip balm? No his lips are natural red and soft must be nice... Why does she want to be close to him?

[Name] doesn't get it

He doesn't get it

Everything she's doing and saying all points to her being attracted to him but her eyes, don't mirror the affection she's showing him making his muscles tense at the infuriating situation. His heart aches he feels like he's being toyed with, he is and he knows it but he's falling letting her guide him wherever she wants it's addictive-!

She pinches his cheek looking at him with a slight pout frustrated by how cute he is women are supposed to be the jewels yet when men like him exist she can't help feel a little envious.

“you're so pretty toru. A little more than usual today.. I want you..” she says softly with an underlining sulk. While her eyes are soft with adoration that's how she looks at him.

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His eyes shot up as his face flushed red looking at her in disbelief. Seriously what is wrong with her! You can't say things like that with a straight face?!? Or out of the blue!? Normally there's hints?! It's unnatural at least look a little flustered or suggestive cause saying things like that are supposed to be with that type of facial expression this is just-! Unbelievable! And what does she mean by I want you!?

His face turned redder catching her eyes that are held at his lips it makes it quiver he feels it. It makes his heart race at what she says everything all she ever does is make his heart race the implications he knows that's not what she meant but he can't help but hope a little that to be the meaning but before he could retort back she pulls away to head outside because she just realized she might have went a little overboard with her oblivion not before whispering “his lips looks soo kissable too..”

he heard her, damn he did

“what is wrong with you...” he mutters as he sat there covering his face weak in the knees a bigger mess than before forgetting his frustration on why she was staring now a new frustration more directed to himself for Falling for her charm once again. Because he knew she doesn't like him like that she's just looking at him like a muse...

Don't cry

They were too stupid to see or acknowledge the feeling of them Missing each other's warmth already. But both of them too prideful to indulge in it.

Too scared to let someone close again

When a lonely person meets another lonely person,

What do you think is gonna happen?

You tell me.

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Anyway thanks for reading, luv you bubs<3

This is just an extension chapter of my fanfic in quotev. Full fanfic of it here

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