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Jonathon Crane Imagine

"It wasn't anything you said! IT WASN'T ANYTHING YOU SAAAAID!" I shouted across the room more to myself than anyone. Jonathon looks at me. "Then what. Was it?" He asks in his clipped, polite tone. I take in a deep breath to try and quiet the emotions that bunched together like voices in my head. Or maybe they were voices drowned out by each other I had no time to figure it out. I was too emotionally drained. Jonathon sees this and replies: "Let's get you lying down on the couch with a warm blanket and a cup of tea, ay?" I nod silently. He leads me to the couch and helps me stretch my body out, guiding me and retrieving my favorite, soft blanket with flowers on it.

I melt into the couch practically. "Mm m" I mumble from beneath the blanket. Jonathon chuckles lightly. "What was that?" I take my mouth out from under the blanket and reply "Thank you." Jonathon smiles. "You are more than welcome. Now let me go get that tea made for you. Chamomile honey with milk?" I chirp. "Yes please" He nods and goes to the kitchen making my tea.

I try not to, but I begin drifting off to sleep, not realizing someone was watching me. That being Jonathon.

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JEFF THE KILLER IMAGINE 1

!Mental illness!

"Just do it!" "Come on get up!" "Get at it" "You can do better than that!" "Worthless" "Pathetic"

The voices kept getting louder and louder in my head, roaring like an engine as the grumbling demons roared at me for attention I didn't want to give them. "SHUT UP!!!" I yell loudly catching everyone's attention at the party I was at.

I march out and slam the door behind me,not listening to the murmuring and laughing that befell the home I had just left.

"Hey, what's going on? I thought you were at a party." A voice says, catching my attention.

I shake my head and scoff. "Party? Right? Like I would go to one of those and stay."

A hand touches my shoulder and I look over at Jeff who is staring me dead on. "Come on, what happened."

I mutter. "Voices again." He looks concerned. "Same ones?" I nod shamefully then look down. He says "Hey, it's ok... You're unique and you have things going on others couldn't even begin to understand most of the time so just embrace it. You know? You're beautiful and a good person. Keep that in mind." He finishes and takes his hand off my shoulder then offers me a smile which I reciprocate back.

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Markiplier Imagine 2

!mental illness and alcohol usage!

"I'm sorry but this isn't up for debate. I'm leaving you." Mark says to me with a seriousness I hadn't heard from him in awhile. I nod and blankly stare at him wordlessly, watching as he goes to the door and doesn't look back. I watch the door close behind him without saying a word as the voices inside my head get louder; screaming out at me.

I turn around and walk over to the fridge where I look inside and find a pint of vodka and 2 quarts of tequila. I start mixing and pouring both into a tall glass. I stare at the liquid before downing it then pouring more to replace it.

The voices keep talking as they has before, murmuring in response to what I'm doing. I shake my head and mutter. "He left." And continue drinking while listening to the voices. One voice said to smoke. It sounded like a good idea so I go grab my lighter and a pack of Marlboro reds I had lying around.

I go onto my porch with a bottle of vodka in hand and chug it before lighting my cigarette. Lovely. I had quit smoking recently but now I was back to it. Lovely.

The voices reply as they do quite often to my dialogue and actions as I smoke a cigarette without even processing it.

The day was dimming and the air was humid like mid summer. I got caught going into June. I had flown down to LA to stay for awhile in a place I rented out. I admired it from the outside and marveled drunkenly at its design as I downed more alcohol.

A voice catches me off guard but I ignore it, continuing what I'm doing in my own world. The voice persists and I smoke more before taking another gulp of my drink.

I decide to shakily sit down and look out over the horizon where I find beautiful hills and street lights. It was perfect. I loved it.

"Are you just going to ignore me?" Mark asks. Without looking over you continue drinking and looking over the horizon. "You're gone."

He looks at me in confusion. "But I'm standing right here." I shake my head firmly. "You're gone Mark. You're gone. Ok? You're gone. You left." He sighs and says something under his breath. You don't even attempt to listen as you drag on another cigarette after putting out your last one.

He sits down next to me hesitantly. "I just needed some time to think, is all. It isn't always easy being me either." You look over at him, studying the way his lips move and his eyes glow in the night.

He was right. It couldn't be easy being him either. So you nod and offer him a drink which he declines politely. He smiles weakly. "I caused this? Didn't I?" You shake your head. "My disorders..... make living... unique."

Mark queries. "Unique?" You nod slowly. "There's a lot going on in my head at once. That's why I'm here in this position."

He asks. "So what can I do to help?" I reply without missing a beat. "You came back and that's more than I'll ever ask for."

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Hazbin Hotel Alastor Imagine 2

"Alastor. You can't just KICK your SHOES off there!" Charlie shrieks. Alastor shrugs and smiles that sickening smile he's so good at. I could feel the butterflies in my stomach flutter. Or maybe that was the food I had. Who knew?

Anyhow, back to the story. I was staring at him and he was staring at- me! He was staring at me! Aaaah!

Alastor tilts his head with a sly smile and ignores Charlie, sauntering over to me. "Is there ah something on my suit?" He questions playfully while circling me. I try not to gulp at the lump in my throat as I look at him. "No." I reply as dryly as I can.

He chuckles in delight as he runs a hand down my arm and continues circling. "Oh you're lovely. What's that little name of yours?"

I swallow my nerves and snap. "Wouldn't you like to know deal maker." He raises his brows and checks me out for just a moment. "Would you happen to want to take a stroll with me through chaos? Quick trip through town."

It was your turn to raise your brows. "I mean what's in it for me?" You ask reluctantly, putting your hands in your pockets.

He smiles. "Anything you want, dear. The world is our playground." You find yourself smiling with him and agree as Charlie calls after you both, Alastor already snapping his shoes back on. You ignore her pleas for you to stay clean of crime and take Alastor's outstretched hand.

It was silky and cold but soft and refined. His skin was perfect in every way and it sent chills down your spine. You loved the feeling. You absolutely craved it like a drug. Not that there weren't dispensaries for that. Just not your cup of tea.

Now as you exited the hotel Alastor eyes you every once in awhile as you walk now arm and arm, hand released. This might be a decent walk.

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Hazbin Hotel Alastor Imagine 1

"Don't look at me like that. DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT!" I screech while covering my face. "Look at you like what my dear? Like this?"

Alastor uncovers my face and gets closer to me, clearly looking at me the way I said for him not to. "Why what's wrong darling? Anything I can do? Anything I can't do? Hahaha."

I glare at him. "Fine whatever do your thing and go. I'll be here waiting like always." Alastor looks at me stunned. "What?" I cross my arms and smirk. "Go do your thing. I'll be waiting." He looks surprised but matches my expression. "I'll be back my lady. Riches to pilfer, people to not pity!"

I laugh and watch as he dramatically leaves my home. Charlie looks at me incredulously. "You're not even gonna STOP him?!" I shake my head. "Nope." I start laughing evilly.

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P.s: probably garbage but hey whatever yolo

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"What are you saying?! You want to break up?!" Mark yells at you in exasperation. You stare at him as your hand lingers on the doorknob and cry. You just keep crying. "Hey hey," Mark begins as he makes his way towards you. "It's ok everything is going to be ok, ok? I'm sorry I yelled ok? I'm sorry for everything."

You quiver at his touch as he strokes your hair gently, getting it out of your wet face. You choke out. "I'm so sorry Mark. I ... I had an... episode and I... I just..." He brings your face to meet his only an inch away. "Oh honey it's okay I understand... scratch that I'll never fully understand but... I understand as much as I can. Ok? So just let's just... get your favorite snack and go watch a movie on the couch?"

You nod while still crying. He inquires gently. "Want me to carry you and get everything ready?" You nod again through tears. He smiles. "I got this. It'll be perfect." And with that he carries you carefully to the couch and bundles you in blankets before going to make phone calls and getting all your favorites.

That night you stayed up late talking and laughing with Mark.

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Beast Boy Imagine

"Beast Boy! No!" You shout while running towards the green boy. No way could he go down. No way. I can't allow that. Beast boy. You'll be ok. I'll make sure of it.

You make it to the boy crumpled on the ground who weakly looks at you. You give him a faint smile and place your hands in his. He looks surprised but grips your hands with as much strength as he can. "I love you, mama." He whispers before his eyes close. Something in you snaps and you say. "I love you too."

With those words come this adrenaline coursing through you. Magic. You hold onto it and let it go through your hands to Beast Boy. The words you say are foreign to you as you speak this with the magic. Once it's over he opens his eyes in surprise. "What.... What happened."

You speak again more firmly. "I love you." And with that you bend down and kiss Beast Boy fiercely. He reciprocates.

Your new power and mind made you realize you never wanted to lose him so you would do everything you could to show him you cared. Even in front of the others.... which you dreaded. The awes from the Titans. The questions. Ugh.

Oh well. You think to yourself half heartedly.

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Naruto Angst Imagine:

! WARNING FAMILY MENTION!

You swing your legs silently off a small balcony as you peer to the water below. You just wanted to be alone but at the same time.... no... you wanted something. Something you could never have.... "Akiko." A voice brings your attention back to reality as you look over.

"Where have you been Akiko? Everyone was waiting for you. Dinner is getting cold." Naruto says to you with a gentle smile. You don't return it and he studies you. "What's wrong?" He asks in concern.

You pick up a rock and skip it along the water then sigh but don't say anything. Naruto says more loudly. "Listen if anybody said anything to you and I didn't know it tell me so I can go rip one into em!" You shake your head quietly. Naruto looks confused. "Then what is it?"

You look into Naruto's eyes briefly then away. "Does it get any better?" You choke out. Naruto inquires. "Does what get any better?"

"BEING ALONE!" you shout while getting up then running away. "Wait! Akiko!" He runs after you, catching you by the wrist. He looks into your eyes intently and says softly. "You'll never be alone. You've got me..."

You shake your head hard. "I DONT HAVE WHAT THEY HAVE! I DONT HAVE A FAMILY NARUTO! I DONT HAVE A LIFE LIKE THEY DO! IM NOT LIKE THEM!"

Naruto replies before kissing you. "That's why I love you because you're not like anybody else. Let's make our own family."

And with that he takes your hand and leads you back to the others where you have dinner peacefully.

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Inuyasha Imagine Part 2

"One day upon these stars I'll fight" Skya said to Inuyasha. "For peace and for love. I'll fight to be longer than anyone has been before and with you I'll stay." Inuyasha looked shocked at the young girl. Surely she didn't mean that. She couldn't have felt the same way he did. Could she? He asked himself in shock.

She takes his hand unconsciously and holds it, tugging lightly to get his attention. She smiles softly at him when she gets it.

She's so gentle, he thinks to himself. Like a cloud or rain pitter pattering on the lane. She just lit up his whole world and he lit up hers. What more could they ask for?

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INUYASHA IMAGINE

"Inuyasha, do the stars ever die where you live?" You ask curiously. He looks over at you, watching you look up at the sky in awe. He says gently. "Everything dies, Skya. Eventually."

You try not to let the emotion you're feeling show as you bow your head. "Can't stars live forever?" You ask childishly. He shakes his head sadly as you look over at him. "What about you... Could you live forever?"

He puts a hand on your cheek. "For you I'd live as long as time would let me." And with that they both look back up at the stars, cheeks pinkened and hearts full of emotion. You really wanted that to be true.

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HELLSING IMAGINE:

ALUCARD'S APOLOGY

I take in a deep breath and shove myself from my computer desk angrily. I couldn't believe it. I actually couldn't believe it! He did this to me and it hurt but I just... I was so angry.

How dare he!? I say to myself vehemently.

Throwing an empty soda can across the room I trudge over to the fridge to grab another can of the dark, sugary liquid only to find I was out. "IM OUT OF SODA?!" I screech. "UNBELIEVABLE!"

I grab the box while fuming and chuck it carelessly, hearing a surprising muffled sound and a chuckle. I look over glaring to find Alucard holding a new box of soda in his hands weightlessly-filled with 24 sodas. My eyes widen in confusion and bewilderment as his face softens. "I am sorry for what I have done. I wanted to formally apologize to you and found you were out of your favorite drink so I took the liberty of getting them for you while I was... Out."

I scan his face for any hint of humor or lies and find none. Nodding quietly I accept a hug from him after he sits down the box all in one movement and allow him to hold me while I remain quiet.

We both just stand there: me being held and him holding me. That's all we needed.

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HELLSING IMAGINE:

"What are you doing out of bed? You're sick." Alucard asks me seriously. I shake my head but don't reply. "What is it my pet?" I don't say anything.

He ventures. "Was it something I have done?" I look away from him and take a cigarette out of a pack on the table. I grab my phoenix lighter and push past him without any regard for his being. He looks a bit stunned at first but follows reluctantly. "Oh now I know something is wrong." I put a cigarette between my lips and light it while continuing to ignore him.

He sighs. "Come on now. What's wrong?" I take a long drag off my cigarette and look up at the sky. He finds himself looking up there as well. "What's up here that you're so interested in?" I answer without a beat "The stars don't worry about who leaves them and who stays."

He looks a bit confused yet still serious. "What?" I repeat myself lowly. "The stars don't worry about who leaves them and who stays." I add even more quietly. "They still shine."

He studies me for a moment before stating. "Oh you most definitely shine." It was your turn to be confused. "What?" And with that he tilts my chin up and kisses me hungrily, stringing more and more kisses together. "You most definitely shine." He states then let's go of me and pats my face then walks away.

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💖HARLEY QUINN, JOKER AND OC💖 Part 6

Joker and Harley study you as you try to regain yourself tipsily, sitting back into a chair. Joker begins talking again to Harley idly then looks at you every once in awhile for your reaction to his words. After awhile he says something directly to you. "-and you know you could come help toooooo." He practically sings which causes you to zone out.

You were further and further away, barely able to reach him as the words grew fuzzier. What was he saying? Something about a heist and splitting the money? You didn't know as you slowly drifted off into a deep sleep. "I'd love to." Is the last thing you hear as you drift out of consciousness.

"Hey mista jay, you think she'll be okay?" Harley asks silently. "Yeah, I do. Just a little nap being the host of the body and all." Harley looks at him oblivious. "Host?" He sighs. "Technically the sit in host for the true personality." Harley looks surprised. "Wait that's why she can't remember??? She been dissociatin'?" He nods silently as you watch.

You both give eye contact and look at Harley who waits. "You really thought I was her? Ugh. No. I'm me."

Joker grins sickeningly and laughs loudly. You find yourself laughing with him just as loudly as Harley watches the two of you. Harley interrupts. "So ya really are gonna stay right?" You scoff. "Course I am. Tom can kiss my ass. I've been waiting to get back at that fucker forever. Good chance to. That goodie twoshoes wouldnt."

Harley smiles. "I almost thought you forgot about me." You shake your head playfully then say in a childish voice. "Never."

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💖HARLEY QUINN, JOKER AND OC💖 Part 5

Everything was starting to get blurry. How much have you had? You ask yourself. Enough probably, a voice seems to answer back but you don't mind it as you drain the last of your glass down.

Let's see here Joker Joker Joker Let's talk to him.

You blank out again blurrily and slide backwards. "Hey Joker!" The words slide out of your mouth unnaturally for you.

His head immediately turns to you shocked slightly at first then his mouth twitches into a satisfied smile. "Oh hello what is it you want my dear?" He asks. You boldly say impulsively. "You." And with that you climb across the table as if you were seemingly made of air and slide into his arms where he pushes you onto the table and gets close to your face.

"You're ah playing a dangerous game here. Yes?" His eyes twinkle with mischief as his nostrils flare while he looks you up and down then releases you.

You slouch into the table and look around in confusion. Oh my god. You'd come onto Joker!

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It feels so cringe writing again - Noah

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💖HARLEY QUINN, JOKER AND OC💖 Part 4

You come to staring up at a ceiling groggily and notice it isn't yours and Tom's apartment. You realize you barely have any memory of the events that transpired before ending up in this mystery room.

Looking around, you find the courage to get up and take the glass of water off the nightstand sitting on top of a note that says J on it in a big cursive letter.

You read silently and laugh. Of course he would want to sit you down to dinner and get to know you because why not right? He's the Joker. Why not have amusement in your presence before killing you right?

You shake your head as to shake those thoughts away. Yes, the Joker. You had started putting some pieces together as you remember walking off with him dazedly. You must be in his house.

Traipsing along clumsily you make it to a door and open it gingerly as not to make too much sound. Tom didn't like sound. It was a habit that stuck with you; being as quiet as possible not to disturb the man. You hoped he didn't miss you because you knew it would be bad. Right now though you were worried about the Joker who wanted you for dinner; possibly quite literally.

Making it into the dining room you notice Harley and Joker immediately who beam at your arrival. You shyly smile and take a seat at the end of the table waiting for one of them to talk. When they don't you start softly speaking. "I'm y/n." You say gently.

Joker chuckles. "I know. You said so before. Don't you remember working with me at all?" You shake your head. Your memory was rusty. You had a lot of memory problems so you had to jog your mind sometimes to get back from past to present.

He watches you intrigued. "You know you were ah almost a different person back there when you know old Tommy boy got a lesson." He waits for your reply and you see a flash of a memory as a bat hits Tom. You flinch slightly and Joker raises his brows. "How about a drink on me?" He offer a bottle of vodka and a glass, pointing to some orange juice. "A chaser?"

You eye the substances and without thinking take the bottle from him and pour a heaping helping of the alcohol along with some orange juice. He grins happily, pleased with your decision. "All right then that wasn't ah easy to convince you to do. Now, tell me more about your ah memories of me."

You take a giant swallow of alcohol and look up at Joker who's waiting. "I remember talking to a man on the phone. I never got to meet him though. I helped people. I remember that." You trail off. Harley looks at you sadly. "Ya don't remember anything else?" You shake your head. "Not much, sorry. I have memory loss." She looks down. "Oh."

It seemed as if Harley felt an emotion that wasn't mania and it peaked your interest. You wanted to comfort her but didn't know what would happen if you did so instead you said. "I'm used to it. All part of who I am, I guess."

Joker replies. "Right. All who you are." And with that you drink in silence while he plans with Harley his next big adventure in Gotham.

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But get this???

Harley Quinn = Lilies that are blooming and rising as she achieves her full self yet a gentleness is there too; a playfulness.