changing my mind. choosing recovery. i feel weak at this moment, but i know it's what i should do. my parents are freaking out looking at just bones everyday. noticing how i'm fading away. i'm done lying to them that i ate my food and that i actually weight more, just to not make them worry about me. going to bed hungry with a stomachache, dying of hunger. shitting once every three days. only had my period 3 times this year. my hormones are messed up as fuck.
i am done with you, ana. you promised me happiness and the perfect life. yeah, sure, i was happy. for maybe a week. i am done with this.
for you, reading this - i wish you all the best. health. both mental and physical.
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merry xmas everyone !! and remember, even if you eat a lot during the holidays just go back to your diet right after. i believe in you !
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Motylki aktywne w grudniu 🦋
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yall help i need tips in tricking the scale into saying i weigh 2 kg more than i really do. a nurse in school weighs everyone tomorrow and my parents dont know that i lost weight again & they'll get the results. i know that drinking lots of water will help but what more?
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tips for suppressing hunger? water and gum doesnt do anything, i dont know what the hell is wrong
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